I remember writing with Christina in 2006 we were all bout that weightloss and livin our lives as "girlz"... I wish you were still here to build up more on that friendship... u are so missed lovely...
This is so heartbreaking. I can see the pain & grief in her husbands eyes, especially when she says hospice is a place where she'll go to die. R.I.P. Christina
I am so sad for you. Ernie I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you. Both of your bravery is amazing and despite everything Christina can still smile . God bless you all. Love and prayers always.❤️
Heartbroken. I will pray for you all for sure. I hate that you all are having to go through this. All those months with the vlogs, they are priceless. Ernie, stay strong. There were a few spots where your face just about broke me. I can see the love you have for her. Don't worry about not posting vlogs. Your time with the family is more important.
i feel so terrible seeing this. i had cancer myself and i also lost my boyfriend from cancer. it was so hard when i saw him in the state of health you are. i am praying for you and comfort to your family
F*** cancer!!!! So mad that you stayed in that trial so long. So mad at the doctors. So mad that this is so unfair. I am taking the positive from this situation and holding on to that instead. Through you I learned to enjoy what I do have. Who cares what I look like, what I don't have and that we're poor. Not me. Not anymore. I'm so friggin lucky to have my health even though it's not great. I'm glad I have children who are healthy so I have nothing to complain about anymore. All that stuff about looks and not being able to afford stuff is completely pointless to me now. I just wish things didn't have to be the way they are for you. Its all so unfair but for me personally it has opened my eyes and I will live out my days differently. Maybe then its not all in vain then I guess. So unfair we can't change what your going through and I never seen a person fight as hard as you. You're real kick ass! Love you girl❤ keep fighting and loving!!#
I've been following you for years and this is just so heartbreaking! I watched you throughout my high school years and now I'm out of college and it has made me realize that life is too short. Praying for you and your family in this trying time.
Wanted to say thank you for documenting what it's like to live with and go through cancer. You showed the real deal...sometimes raw, but also loving and enlightening. My prayers are for you to enjoy every moment of the weeks or years you have ahead. What a joy to watch that bouncy baby girl of yours. I'm sure Ernie gets a workout just chasing after her!!
Matthew 11:28 "Come to me, all who are weary and heavy burdened, and I will give you rest." I am not speaking words of defeat into your life Christina, I am asking God for your miracle. He needs to step in, step up, and fight this last battle for you Christina. In His word, He claims to be the same God who healed, performed wonders and miracles, YOU need to ask Him and claim yours! Speak out and speak UP Christina. This is a spiritual fight, dont be afraid to corner God. He made a promise to you, it is written. In the bible, that is HIS WORD, THOSE ARE HIS PROMISES, HOLD HIM ACCOUNTABLE CHRISTINA! I too am fighting cancer. I am home recovering from surgery and I am deeply saddened that your results cannot be like mine. My prayers are with you. Psalms 91 Stay STRONG❤
This is heartbreaking... Wow. I've been following from her fasting days and had been gone for a long time and came back to this. I am at loss of words right now.
Thank you so much for taking the time to update us. I am praying fervently for you, Christina, to receive a miracle. I am blown away by your strength and your wonderful disposition, even while battling cancer. I love your smile and your laugh - you are so, so sweet. I believe in miracles and I so desperately want one for you. God bless you and your entire family.
Christina, I've been following you since before your wedding, back to the days of your CFS vlogs. I can't thank you enough for all of the inspiration you've provided re: CFS, dieting, etc. You've literally impacted thousands, upon thousands, of people in one way or another, and your videos will continue to do just the same. I send my utmost well wishes to you, Ernie, your daughters, family and dear friends. Much love, Suzanne
Thank you for sharing so much of your life. I really appreciate your the information that you have provided, the awareness you have raised. You are a lovely, amazing woman, mother and wife. Thank you!
Christina and Ernie, I am amazed at the strength you are both exhibiting. Although the news is so devestating, your attitide to keep fighting is so inspiring. Thank you for documenting your story as a family..I lost my mother to cancer last year and I am crying watching this video. Your daughters will love having these videos to see their beautiful mother and the love and relationship you and Ernie have. I will keep your family in my prayers.
I love your sweet smile near the end of this video, Christina. It touched me : ) Even though your weak, in pain, and utterly exhausted you still hold on to hope and not give up. What an extraordinary women you are! I am hoping that things with chemo will help and that you may have more time with everyone and perhaps even a miracle. Continue with what you do in living each moment to the fullest. Peace and comfort to you and your family!
+Christina Newman I've been watching your videos for a while now....since you were doing the raw foods & beauty videos. i just dont comment on things very much.This is breaking my heart.😢 You are such a strong person a passsinate fighter. You've truly impressed & inspired me throughout this journey. Thank you for letting us be a part of your journey & a part of your life. Let's all continue to send prayers and good vibes to Christina,Ernie,Ava, & the whole family🙏🙏🙏 Lots of warm hugs to you all sweety!!!! PS: it's OK if you don't upload any more vids. Spend time with your loved ones...that takes precedence over anything. Just know that you are loved and have our support, even if it's long distance 💗
I'm praying for all of you. Lost my dad to cancer a month ago - way to early. So I know what your family is going through. Its great that you're all so close and spent all that time together
I am a breast cancer survivor. your courage, love, and sharing is so beautiful. thank you for sharing your intimate moments. sending you so much love and support, prayers. love love love.
My father has stage 4 kidney cancer and I asked him to watch your videos to see how great and positive you and your family are bc he struggles with that. Your family is simply amazing. Stay strong!!!
Chris and Ernie , thank you for the update . Love each other and yes we completely understand how it would be pretty much impossible to keep doing the family videos . I will not stop praying , God Bless
Christina you are seriously the strongest person I've ever seen.I have watched all of your videos and I am praying for you and your family.Stay as strong as you are and never give up hope you have been truly blessed with such a wonderful family. I just want you to know that everything you have shared about your condition thru these years has been an inspiration and a truly admirable and motivational journey.Keep up the fight and God bless you.
I'm so sorry for all that you're going through. You are such a fighter! All my positive thoughts are headed your way. Every single one! I know you both experienced such an amazing miracle with that beautiful baby girl of yours. Here's to more miracles!
Thank for you fall you have to help thousands that are sick. May your family be embraced through this horrible time through the wonderful memories you all made together. May they know what a strong and influential woman you were.
You've had a really busy week, Christina. I'm proud of you and I'm happy that you've seen so much love this week. A lot of your numbers are good, and I think getting outside and just sitting in the sun and fresh air would be really nice for you. You're helping and will help so many people who have to deal with cancer. Not just the patient, but the caregiver as well. Thank you for sharing so much of your life. I care about you so much, you and your sweet family are always on my mind. My life has changed for the better since you've been in it.
I love you guys and you are constantly in my prayers. You are so strong! Even though you won't be vlogging you will still be in my thoughts and prayers.
Watched the vlog. A few min after it went up and couldn't comment just tears . but I want you to know that you are loved and no doubt have helped many by sharing so much of your life. You are in my prayers always. Xo
You are in my thoughts and in my heart Christina. I am praying and hoping for a miracle. Both of you just exude strength and I know you will keep fighting because miracles can happen. Lots of love to you and Ernie.
♡ My heart goes out to you and your family. ♡ I will keep you in my prayers and hope things will take a turn for the better. You are so brave and resilient.
Christina, you are an extraordinary woman, don't lose faith for while there is life there is hope. My feelings are with you and Ernesto, stay strong and cherish every minute together with Ava, Alyssa and the rest of the family. Sending you lots of love and support in such a rough moment of your life.
Christina you are truly an inspiration to me!. I thank you so much for pulling me out of my depression with your strength. Ernie stay strong for chris, alyssa and especially ava. God bless you all
This is just heartbreaking and my prayers and thoughts are truly with your whole family! I've been watching you from long ago! Take care of each other! Xx
I've been watching your videos for like 9 years and when I began I sure never thought this would be the journey; honestly, I began watching mostly for the diet stuff. Your courage and strength have been a true inspiration. thank you for taking precious time to update us, I will keep you in my thoughts.
You are such a wonderful family! Please know that there is so much love all around the world for you guys! you are in all of our thoughts. I cannot help but cry. You are such an inspiration to me! God bless.
Everyone just donate to this family above so they have a little ease with all these bills coming in. If you don't think you are giving enough or too much then just go up there and donate $20 without thinking about it. They need it and you'll be doing something good for some good people.
Keeping you and your family in my prayers... Just remember "When its impossible for man, it always possible with God".... Keep the faith and keep fighting.... Sending love all the way from VA! May God bless you and your family.
Ernie and christina, my heart breaks for what your going through. I have been watching all your vlogs and even watched christina before she had the cancer. I wish i could give you both a big hug. this is so sad but please don't give up. I will say prayers for you all including ava and alyssa.
I know that there are no words that can help, but I wanted to say that I am truly sorry for what you are going through. You and your family are in my prayers.
Christina and Ernie, I am so sorry this is happening. I am in complete shock. Christina, you and your family are in my prayers. I know I don't know you but my heart is broken, you don't deserve this. I know God has a plan and I pray that he gives you the strength you need to get through this. You are all in my prayers. Please keep fighting and stay strong. Know you are not alone. Hugs to you all. xoxoxo
I am so sorry that you are going through this. You have been an inspiration to so many people and I wish this would all go away for you. You both are so brave and I appreciate you sharing your story with us. Both of you are absolutely wonderful and I hope things get better for you.
I can see the love in both of your faces and there is a peace to be found. I don't recommend you give up either. Changes and miracles happen every day. Christina, you are a beautiful woman inside and out and you are so strong I can't even put it into words. You are an inspiration to everyone going through this or similar and teach everyone not to give up and fight, be stubborn. Your will to live is all inspiring and it makes me cherish what I have. I have been watching you for several years, before you got sick, and I was inspired to become healthier then too. I always look back on those videos for information and the positive vibes you put out. Even now, you have this beautiful smile that radiates. Especially at the end of this video. Thank you so very much for sharing your journey with your whole family and teaching me. I learned a lot. I laughed a lot and I cried a lot. To witness Ava walking for the first time was a gift. Wishing lots of healing white light and love for you and your family. Rest and enjoy these moments together with your loving husband and beautiful daughters.
Wow this was very difficult to watch. But this is part of your journey. And I too believe in miracles. You have an awesome family, with so much love and support. My thoughts are with you. If you choose Hospice it is a blessing for you and the family. God bless you all.
Praying for you now more than ever as you say. I have so much love in my heart for you both. Praying for a miracle, for the number to get better so you can continue treatment. So much love.
God bless you guys. I mean really. Ya'll have great hearts. This was probably the hardest to watch out of any of your videos. Ernie my prayers are with you as you go threw all of this. Christina, we all could learn something from you. Your positive attitude, your passion for life and faith are inspiring. Praying for your numbers to improve, at this point, so you can continue treatment.
I will be praying for Christina and your whole family I have been watching Christina videos on you tube for a few years now and she has always been such a bright light even through all that she has been going through may god wrap his arms around you and your family offering you comfort peace and hope god bless
Hi Christina. Ive been watching your videos since almost the beginning. I'm really sorry this has happened to you and your family. You have a beautiful family, Ernesto is clearly a wonderful and supportive person and an absolute rock and your daughters are both gorgeous. Keep strong, and I wish you all the best. You're in my thoughts daily and I'm hoping you can keep fighting for much longer than three weeks. Thank you for documenting your experience with cancer, this is very eye opening and has definitely contributed to raising awareness of cancer. My mother in law is now in remission after breast cancer, and I can safely say we are very blessed she's alright. You have been an inspiration to me- not just because of the cancer, but the fibromyalgia, raw food dieting & documenting and the vast knowledge you have about health & lifestyle. Plus you're just an insanely likeable person! :-) You're much loved around the World~ From Alice (todayiamsilent), UK x
Christina your in my chain of prayers im also a cancer fighter goin on 6yrs... what keeps me goin is my hope and faith in God i believed i will recieved my mircale and also believed you will too...The power tool is never give up on praying my doctor had given me 2months to live that was 4yrs ago And soon tobe cancer free....christina keep fighting and praying...God Bless You...Your Always in my prayers....sending lots of hugs to you frm Texas....
I'm so sorry things are this bad. I'm praying for you every night. You can pray for God to help you through this, whatever is to come. I'm wondering if you have a faith. You've not mentioned much about it, but not everyone does. I'd be interested to know. And please don't feel bad about stopping the vlogs. I'm sure I'm not the only person who's more concerned about your wellbeing than putting vlogs up. I'll keep checking on Facebook for Ernie's updates.
My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry you are going thru this! Just like most people I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you guys! Stay strong christina! You are always on my mind & in my prayers! I've sent you and Ernie a picture on twitter about a doctor here in California.
:( "we are where we are and we cant go back" (Ernie) ...thats what i keep saying to myself.. we always want to go back and change things or wish we had done something different.. hoping for a better outcome and more time.. i have no words.. even though i've been where you are... it just makes me sad... but those of us left behind keep our good memories and i am now saying "one day i will be with you, brother.." because that is what life is about.. living in faith, for that one day we pass over.. honestly, there isnt anything anyone can say to make things better.. you are going through such a difficult life experience.. you are in my prayers 🌸Diana
Asking that the angels surround you and your family. I found your UA-cam sight 4 years ago searching on a different topic, juicing, and just happened to be the week you announced that you had breast cancer. I have been following your courageous battle ever since.
This was my first time watching you and I cried the entire vlog! I'm so sorry for your circumstances this is tragic and please hold on to every inch of hope!! I'll be praying for whatever God needs to do will be done... I hope he heals you I hope and hope you get to survive this battle!
I've been thinking of you and praying for you every day. I am begging God to help you in any way possible. I pray for peace, laughter, strength, healing and personal power for you. You are warriors!!!!!
Christina I go to Dollywood every May to see Dolly. Last year she told me she remembered me. I have been a huge fan since I was 13. Lots of love and prayers sent your way💗💕
I'm so touched by you and your family. You are inspiring me to be grateful for each day. Sending you prayers and positive thoughts for a miracle. Please do update whenever you feel up to it. Sending you all huge cyber hugs.
Christina I honestly have a million things to say to you. However, I'll leave it at I started with you when you were doing the raw food and now we are here. This journey with you has been so life changing for me. For that I thank you. I will never give up sending my prayers and love to you and Ernie. You guys are the strongest people and thank you for sharing your lives us. You are beautiful, you the strongest women I know, you're just a angel. I love you. Only positive thoughts from me to you.
Christina and Ernie, My thoughts of the situation is on my mind. I go to bed and have a hard time with it and I only know Christina since back in our raw food days. I am praying for you and thanks for the update. I think what happens is when all of us don't here anything on Sunday eve we all begin to wonder. We know your busy but we are all hoping for the best.
So sad to hear the news:(.. But just keep the faith and always be strong! Always remember that God loves you and he has always a purpose..will always pray for you and your family!
I remember writing with Christina in 2006 we were all bout that weightloss and livin our lives as "girlz"... I wish you were still here to build up more on that friendship... u are so missed lovely...
This is so heartbreaking. I can see the pain & grief in her husbands eyes, especially when she says hospice is a place where she'll go to die. R.I.P. Christina
I am so sad for you. Ernie I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you. Both of your bravery is amazing and despite everything Christina can still smile . God bless you all. Love and prayers always.❤️
Heartbroken. I will pray for you all for sure. I hate that you all are having to go through this. All those months with the vlogs, they are priceless. Ernie, stay strong. There were a few spots where your face just about broke me. I can see the love you have for her. Don't worry about not posting vlogs. Your time with the family is more important.
i feel so terrible seeing this. i had cancer myself and i also lost my boyfriend from cancer. it was so hard when i saw him in the state of health you are. i am praying for you and comfort to your family
a big hug!
Cancer is an unfortunate unpredictable thing #stopcancer
F*** cancer!!!! So mad that you stayed in that trial so long. So mad at the doctors. So mad that this is so unfair.
I am taking the positive from this situation and holding on to that instead. Through you I learned to enjoy what I do have. Who cares what I look like, what I don't have and that we're poor. Not me. Not anymore. I'm so friggin lucky to have my health even though it's not great. I'm glad I have children who are healthy so I have nothing to complain about anymore. All that stuff about looks and not being able to afford stuff is completely pointless to me now. I just wish things didn't have to be the way they are for you. Its all so unfair but for me personally it has opened my eyes and I will live out my days differently. Maybe then its not all in vain then I guess. So unfair we can't change what your going through and I never seen a person fight as hard as you. You're real kick ass! Love you girl❤ keep fighting and loving!!#
Oh my goodness. I just figured everyone got to take meds. I didn't know they could be turned away and given meds and left to die. Makes me so sad!
She IS amazing!!!!
This lady has so much grace ...and a loving family.
We have a wonderful hope ahead John 5:28, 29
I've been following you for years and this is just so heartbreaking! I watched you throughout my high school years and now I'm out of college and it has made me realize that life is too short. Praying for you and your family in this trying time.
i am devastated beyond words for all of you.praying
Wanted to say thank you for documenting what it's like to live with and go through cancer. You showed the real deal...sometimes raw, but also loving and enlightening.
My prayers are for you to enjoy every moment of the weeks or years you have ahead. What a joy to watch that bouncy baby girl of yours. I'm sure Ernie gets a workout just chasing after her!!
Matthew 11:28
"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy burdened, and I will give you rest."
I am not speaking words of defeat into your life Christina, I am asking God for your miracle. He needs to step in, step up, and fight this last battle for you Christina. In His word, He claims to be the same God who healed, performed wonders and miracles, YOU need to ask Him and claim yours! Speak out and speak UP Christina. This is a spiritual fight, dont be afraid to corner God. He made a promise to you, it is written. In the bible, that is HIS WORD, THOSE ARE HIS PROMISES, HOLD HIM ACCOUNTABLE CHRISTINA!
I too am fighting cancer. I am home recovering from surgery and I am deeply saddened that your results cannot be like mine. My prayers are with you.
Psalms 91
Stay STRONG❤
This is heartbreaking... Wow. I've been following from her fasting days and had been gone for a long time and came back to this. I am at loss of words right now.
Thank you so much for taking the time to update us. I am praying fervently for you, Christina, to receive a miracle. I am blown away by your strength and your wonderful disposition, even while battling cancer. I love your smile and your laugh - you are so, so sweet. I believe in miracles and I so desperately want one for you. God bless you and your entire family.
I love you two.
There are no words to express my absolute devastation.
Christina, I've been following you since before your wedding, back to the days of your CFS vlogs. I can't thank you enough for all of the inspiration you've provided re: CFS, dieting, etc. You've literally impacted thousands, upon thousands, of people in one way or another, and your videos will continue to do just the same. I send my utmost well wishes to you, Ernie, your daughters, family and dear friends. Much love, Suzanne
Christina your strength, and courage is beyond any human I've ever seen. I pray and wish for that miracle. all of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you for sharing so much of your life. I really appreciate your the information that you have provided, the awareness you have raised. You are a lovely, amazing woman, mother and wife. Thank you!
I've put my hand on my iPad and prayed so hard for you ! I believe in miracles for this sweet precious girl God Bless You
Christina and Ernie, I am amazed at the strength you are both exhibiting. Although the news is so devestating, your attitide to keep fighting is so inspiring. Thank you for documenting your story as a family..I lost my mother to cancer last year and I am crying watching this video. Your daughters will love having these videos to see their beautiful mother and the love and relationship you and Ernie have. I will keep your family in my prayers.
I love your sweet smile near the end of this video, Christina. It touched me : ) Even though your weak, in pain, and utterly exhausted you still hold on to hope and not give up. What an extraordinary women you are! I am hoping that things with chemo will help and that you may have more time with everyone and perhaps even a miracle. Continue with what you do in living each moment to the fullest. Peace and comfort to you and your family!
+Christina Newman I've been watching your videos for a while now....since you were doing the raw foods & beauty videos. i just dont comment on things very much.This is breaking my heart.😢 You are such a strong person a passsinate fighter. You've truly impressed & inspired me throughout this journey. Thank you for letting us be a part of your journey & a part of your life. Let's all continue to send prayers and good vibes to Christina,Ernie,Ava, & the whole family🙏🙏🙏
Lots of warm hugs to you all sweety!!!!
PS: it's OK if you don't upload any more vids. Spend time with your loved ones...that takes precedence over anything. Just know that you are loved and have our support, even if it's long distance 💗
I'm praying for all of you. Lost my dad to cancer a month ago - way to early. So I know what your family is going through.
Its great that you're all so close and spent all that time together
Ernie. I am so sorry you guys went through this. God bless you and the precious babies.
I sent you a private message. I am so sorry this is happening. Sending lots of prayers and love your way.
I am a breast cancer survivor. your courage, love, and sharing is so beautiful. thank you for sharing your intimate moments.
sending you so much love and support, prayers. love love love.
Christina, your the epitome of a strong woman. God bless you and your family..
The world is a better place with you in it Christina (and Ernie).
love love love love love to you Christina, Ernie, Ava, and your entire family. Will keep praying
My father has stage 4 kidney cancer and I asked him to watch your videos to see how great and positive you and your family are bc he struggles with that. Your family is simply amazing. Stay strong!!!
Chris and Ernie , thank you for the update . Love each other and yes we completely understand how it would be pretty much impossible to keep doing the family videos . I will not stop praying , God Bless
Christina you are seriously the strongest person I've ever seen.I have watched all of your videos and I am praying for you and your family.Stay as strong as you are and never give up hope you have been truly blessed with such a wonderful family. I just want you to know that everything you have shared about your condition thru these years has been an inspiration and a truly admirable and motivational journey.Keep up the fight and God bless you.
Christina, you and you're family will always be in my prayers!
My heart and thoughts are with you and your family. You are an amazing woman who deserves a break. I truly hope you get that.
I'm so sorry for all that you're going through. You are such a fighter! All my positive thoughts are headed your way. Every single one!
I know you both experienced such an amazing miracle with that beautiful baby girl of yours. Here's to more miracles!
Thank for you fall you have to help thousands that are sick. May your family be embraced through this horrible time through the wonderful memories you all made together. May they know what a strong and influential woman you were.
You've had a really busy week, Christina. I'm proud of you and I'm happy that you've seen so much love this week. A lot of your numbers are good, and I think getting outside and just sitting in the sun and fresh air would be really nice for you. You're helping and will help so many people who have to deal with cancer. Not just the patient, but the caregiver as well. Thank you for sharing so much of your life. I care about you so much, you and your sweet family are always on my mind. My life has changed for the better since you've been in it.
I am praying and thinking about you all. I will go to church today and light a candle for you. Sending you prayers from Ireland. Louise
I love you guys and you are constantly in my prayers. You are so strong! Even though you won't be vlogging you will still be in my thoughts and prayers.
Watched the vlog. A few min after it went up and couldn't comment just tears . but I want you to know that you are loved and no doubt have helped many by sharing so much of your life. You are in my prayers always. Xo
You are in my thoughts and in my heart Christina. I am praying and hoping for a miracle. Both of you just exude strength and I know you will keep fighting because miracles can happen. Lots of love to you and Ernie.
My heart is breaking for you and your family... You are in my thoughts and prayers. God has you in the palm of His hand, sweetie! :-)
you all are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry. Thank you for taking the time to update us. You all are so loved by so many!
I've been watching you for 6 years and prayed for you the last 4 years. I am so sorry Christina and family!
You and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I think about you all every single day, you're always in my prayers. Always.
May God wrap his arms around your family. I'm praying so hard! .........I'm in tears. I love your family so much.
Thank you Christine, Ernie and family for sharing everything. Much love and prayers Mairead xx
♡ My heart goes out to you and your family. ♡ I will keep you in my prayers and hope things will take a turn for the better. You are so brave and resilient.
Christina, you are an extraordinary woman, don't lose faith for while there is life there is hope. My feelings are with you and Ernesto, stay strong and cherish every minute together with Ava, Alyssa and the rest of the family. Sending you lots of love and support in such a rough moment of your life.
I hate that you have to go through this.. I've been watching you from your very first video.. my heart is breaking!! I love u guys!!!
Don't be sorry for not uploading. Cherish the time you have together. I'm hoping and praying fr all of you and family!
So many people are thinking of you at this time, Christina. I'm sending you love and support from far away. Xx
Christina you are truly an inspiration to me!. I thank you so much for pulling me out of my depression with your strength. Ernie stay strong for chris, alyssa and especially ava. God bless you all
This is just heartbreaking and my prayers and thoughts are truly with your whole family! I've been watching you from long ago! Take care of each other! Xx
Hugs and prayers to you both! You both are amazing! Lots of love and hope!
Thoughts and prayers guys!!! You are truly an amazing family and hold a special place in my heart!!! xo
I've been watching your videos for like 9 years and when I began I sure never thought this would be the journey; honestly, I began watching mostly for the diet stuff. Your courage and strength have been a true inspiration. thank you for taking precious time to update us, I will keep you in my thoughts.
You are such a wonderful family! Please know that there is so much love all around the world for you guys! you are in all of our thoughts. I cannot help but cry. You are such an inspiration to me! God bless.
There are not enough words to express my feelings after watching this. All I can say is prayers are going strong.
Everyone just donate to this family above so they have a little ease with all these bills coming in. If you don't think you are giving enough or too much then just go up there and donate $20 without thinking about it. They need it and you'll be doing something good for some good people.
Keeping you and your family in my prayers... Just remember "When its impossible for man, it always possible with God".... Keep the faith and keep fighting.... Sending love all the way from VA! May God bless you and your family.
And might I add, I so admire the fight and I'm not sure I could be so strong. Your daughter will surely grow to be a strong and caring woman..
Ernie and christina, my heart breaks for what your going through. I have been watching all your vlogs and even watched christina before she had the cancer. I wish i could give you both a big hug. this is so sad but please don't give up. I will say prayers for you all including ava and alyssa.
Love you all. Stay strong. Praying for you every second of the day xxxxx
I know that there are no words that can help, but I wanted to say that I am truly sorry for what you are going through. You and your family are in my prayers.
My heart breaks with yours. Please know that people are loving you and supporting you all.
Christina and Ernie, I am so sorry this is happening. I am in complete shock. Christina, you and your family are in my prayers. I know I don't know you but my heart is broken, you don't deserve this. I know God has a plan and I pray that he gives you the strength you need to get through this. You are all in my prayers. Please keep fighting and stay strong. Know you are not alone. Hugs to you all. xoxoxo
So courageous, both of you. NEVER give up hope. Love you
Your family is in my prayers. Thank you so much for sharing.
I am so sorry that you are going through this. You have been an inspiration to so many people and I wish this would all go away for you. You both are so brave and I appreciate you sharing your story with us. Both of you are absolutely wonderful and I hope things get better for you.
I can see the love in both of your faces and there is a peace to be found. I don't recommend you give up either. Changes and miracles happen every day. Christina, you are a beautiful woman inside and out and you are so strong I can't even put it into words. You are an inspiration to everyone going through this or similar and teach everyone not to give up and fight, be stubborn. Your will to live is all inspiring and it makes me cherish what I have. I have been watching you for several years, before you got sick, and I was inspired to become healthier then too. I always look back on those videos for information and the positive vibes you put out. Even now, you have this beautiful smile that radiates. Especially at the end of this video. Thank you so very much for sharing your journey with your whole family and teaching me. I learned a lot. I laughed a lot and I cried a lot. To witness Ava walking for the first time was a gift. Wishing lots of healing white light and love for you and your family. Rest and enjoy these moments together with your loving husband and beautiful daughters.
Wow this was very difficult to watch. But this is part of your journey. And I too believe in miracles. You have an awesome family, with so much love and support. My thoughts are with you. If you choose Hospice it is a blessing for you and the family. God bless you all.
Praying for you now more than ever as you say. I have so much love in my heart for you both. Praying for a miracle, for the number to get better so you can continue treatment. So much love.
You are just amazing Christina! I just love you. Don't worry about vlogs. I totally understand. Many prayers and hugs!!
sending so many prayers, you are such a fighter
God bless you guys. I mean really. Ya'll have great hearts. This was probably the hardest to watch out of any of your videos. Ernie my prayers are with you as you go threw all of this. Christina, we all could learn something from you. Your positive attitude, your passion for life and faith are inspiring. Praying for your numbers to improve, at this point, so you can continue treatment.
Will not give up hope. Will keep praying.
My heart literally hurts. Don't give up! Love and prayers!
I will be praying for Christina and your whole family I have been watching Christina videos on you tube for a few years now and she has always been such a bright light even through all that she has been going through may god wrap his arms around you and your family offering you comfort peace and hope god bless
Hi Christina. Ive been watching your videos since almost the beginning. I'm really sorry this has happened to you and your family. You have a beautiful family, Ernesto is clearly a wonderful and supportive person and an absolute rock and your daughters are both gorgeous. Keep strong, and I wish you all the best. You're in my thoughts daily and I'm hoping you can keep fighting for much longer than three weeks. Thank you for documenting your experience with cancer, this is very eye opening and has definitely contributed to raising awareness of cancer. My mother in law is now in remission after breast cancer, and I can safely say we are very blessed she's alright. You have been an inspiration to me- not just because of the cancer, but the fibromyalgia, raw food dieting & documenting and the vast knowledge you have about health & lifestyle. Plus you're just an insanely likeable person! :-) You're much loved around the World~ From Alice (todayiamsilent), UK x
Christina your in my chain of prayers im also a cancer fighter goin on 6yrs... what keeps me goin is my hope and faith in God i believed i will recieved my mircale and also believed you will too...The power tool is never give up on praying my doctor had given me 2months to live that was 4yrs ago And soon tobe cancer free....christina keep fighting and praying...God Bless You...Your Always in my prayers....sending lots of hugs to you frm Texas....
I'm so sorry things are this bad. I'm praying for you every night. You can pray for God to help you through this, whatever is to come. I'm wondering if you have a faith. You've not mentioned much about it, but not everyone does. I'd be interested to know. And please don't feel bad about stopping the vlogs. I'm sure I'm not the only person who's more concerned about your wellbeing than putting vlogs up. I'll keep checking on Facebook for Ernie's updates.
My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry you are going thru this! Just like most people I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you guys! Stay strong christina! You are always on my mind & in my prayers! I've sent you and Ernie a picture on twitter about a doctor here in California.
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"we are where we are and we cant go back" (Ernie) ...thats what i keep saying to myself.. we always want to go back and change things or wish we had done something different.. hoping for a better outcome and more time..
i have no words.. even though i've been where you are... it just makes me sad... but those of us left behind keep our good memories and i am now saying "one day i will be with you, brother.." because that is what life is about.. living in faith, for that one day we pass over..
honestly, there isnt anything anyone can say to make things better.. you are going through such a difficult life experience..
you are in my prayers
🌸Diana
Praying for a miracle. MayGod bless you Christina and your family.
Asking that the angels surround you and your family. I found your UA-cam sight 4 years ago searching on a different topic, juicing, and just happened to be the week you announced that you had breast cancer. I have been following your courageous battle ever since.
My prayers are with all of you. big hugs to you girl.
This was my first time watching you and I cried the entire vlog! I'm so sorry for your circumstances this is tragic and please hold on to every inch of hope!! I'll be praying for whatever God needs to do will be done... I hope he heals you I hope and hope you get to survive this battle!
I've been thinking of you and praying for you every day. I am begging God to help you in any way possible. I pray for peace, laughter, strength, healing and personal power for you. You are warriors!!!!!
My thoughts and prayers are with you Christina and your family..Keep fighting sweetie,miracles do happen..God Bless...Debbie from Missouri,
Totally lost for words guys, wish my love and prayers could make a difference. All my love xo
Christina I go to Dollywood every May to see Dolly. Last year she told me she remembered me. I have been a huge fan since I was 13. Lots of love and prayers sent your way💗💕
Can you get Christina in to Dollywood?
I love you guys so much. My heart and thoughts are with your beautiful family.
I'm so touched by you and your family. You are inspiring me to be grateful for each day. Sending you prayers and positive thoughts for a miracle. Please do update whenever you feel up to it. Sending you all huge cyber hugs.
Christina I honestly have a million things to say to you. However, I'll leave it at I started with you when you were doing the raw food and now we are here. This journey with you has been so life changing for me. For that I thank you. I will never give up sending my prayers and love to you and Ernie. You guys are the strongest people and thank you for sharing your lives us. You are beautiful, you the strongest women I know, you're just a angel. I love you. Only positive thoughts from me to you.
Christina and Ernie,
My thoughts of the situation is on my mind. I go to bed and have a hard time with it and I only know Christina since back in our raw food days. I am praying for you and thanks for the update. I think what happens is when all of us don't here anything on Sunday eve we all begin to wonder. We know your busy but we are all hoping for the best.
Praying for you guys, this is so heartbreaking. Stay strong.
So sad to hear the news:(.. But just keep the faith and always be strong! Always remember that God loves you and he has always a purpose..will always pray for you and your family!
God bless you, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Christina.
At a loss for words :( Christina and Ernie, i love you all so much, you are a fighter Christina, please know we are all praying .sending all my love ♡