VILLANELLE | Everything I Wanted (Killing Eve)
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
- ❝People think that your soul or personality, whatever, leaves the body when you die. I swear, it just goes further in. It falls so far in and just becomes so small that it can’t control your body anymore. It’s just in there, dying forever.❞
- Villanelle, Killing Eve
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This kind of came out of nowhere. I was working on several other very, very different Killing Eve videos and then suddenly felt the urge to edit Villanelle after last episode. I thought I would find some fun and quirky song, but while going through my playlist, this song came up and it just...hit me.
I knew for a long time I wanted to edit this song and that Villanelle's speech would be a forefront of it, but I didn't originally see myself editing it purely to Villanelle. But god, this song fits her in such an ironic and painful way. She is always so close to having everything, and absolutely nothing.
I know she's done some bad things, but she's a baby. Protect her.
Footage is from Killing Eve (BBC).
Music is Everything I Wanted by Billie Eilish.
Colouring is mine.
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Imagine you never feel, anything. Then you meet someone and feel something. Imagine how important and special and wonderful that person would be in your eyes. That’s Eve to Villanelle.
You said that so perfectly :)
Well I think she felt things for that teacher she was having an affair with
Then what does the name mean?
Lau Ste yah but it’s different with Eve
wow perfect answer
Her extreme intelligence, her childlike nature, her obsessions, her clear ability to feel emotion even though it is presented in such a twisted, dark way, and to only a small fraction of the people in her life...her superficial charm and flair, her ability to make someone feel so sorry for her, to make people root for her, when she has done so many awful things...she is an extraordinary creation of a character, and Jodie Comer performs her phenomenally. A true work of art.
You said it.
@@izzyklein7999 amen
@@audreygriffey5500 The last season was horrible and so was the ending!😭
- Dont' break my heart.
- Don't break mine.
The way her voice breaks on this last word is one the most heartbreaking things I've heard in a TV show.
This video and the parallels you make switching between Villanelle’s rejection from her mother and her rejection from Eve just made me realize how deeply this character was written, holy cow! People who undergo a trauma in childhood (for V, her mother’s rejection and abandonment) often replay the trauma throughout their lives, subconsciously trying to “correct” it by reclaiming control over a similar situation as the traumatic event they had no control over as a child. V does this in her obsessions with Anna and then with Eve, two older, mother-like female figures who, like her mother, she sees some part of herself in. With Anna and her mother, they refused to admit what they are (that they are deep down like her) (in her mother’s case especially) and subsequently reject her. What seems to anger V is not only the rejection of her but also the rejection of that part of her that she sees exists in these others as well (what she and Eve calls the “monster” inside of them in the s3 finale). Eve, on the other hand, in the season 3 finale (spoiler alert!), does admit to V that she is like her and she wanted her monster to encourage her monster all along, and when V admits her true self to Eve (“I’ve killed so many people”) she responds with acceptance, finally correcting the trauma of rejection that she experienced first with her mother and then with Anna too. And it makes so much sense why there was SUCH a huge shift in V’s overall energy after she went home to see her family - she started to uncover her trauma, and discovered when being rejected by her mother again just how much this rejection has shaped her current behavior patterns and longings, and once that awareness that comes from coming back to the source of trauma is ignited, it’s like an entire area of consciousness opens up and the trauma holds less power over us. Our behaviors then become a choice rather than an impulse or habit. As a survivor of childhood trauma I identified with this DEEPLY and damn the writers of this show did their homework.
que no
You know well of what you speak. Well done!
oh my gosh you explained this so well
These themes are often very intertwined, well said!!👏👏
You went to therapy? I'm so afraid to speak out about my traumas.
it's emotionally breaking when i see this masterpiece of art
Agreed
flame of hope when she blows up the house it reminds me of every holiday I’ve spent with my family 😂 But I don’t blow up the house.
The best actress I’ve ever seen.
the best anyone's ever seen
I have never watched Killing Eve, I don’t know a think about this Villanelle, but only a few seconds in and I’m already looking up where to watch this show
You should watch it it's fucking amazing if you live in the uk watch it on bbc iplayer if not maybe on netflix but seriously watch it.
I watch it on the BBC or AMC
also on slingtv
@Abby Wojtaszek You can watch it on Hulu if you're in USA :)
hulu
i don't think i'll ever be able to get over villanelle
i finaled the show last night and i cannot describe how much i do feel the same
I have to say that I understand the villanelle's monologue, from the first moment I saw it, I am not a psychopath or anything (I think) but I know how torturous it is to live a bored life without being able to feel anything. you get hurt and don't feel it, sex, drugs, friendships, outings, work, studies. NOTHING. it's horrible to live trying to capture some kind of emotion. all i feel is huge boredom, i can't focus on anything or anyone for a long time. living life like this is horrible, I identify a lot with her in this matter of life
I feel like in a lot of ways us viewer's can relate to villanelle's character, her storyline or at least some of the things she says. She's a very well written character and she definitely has somethings about her that we feel connected to whether that's based on our own personal lives or just how we feel in life overall, When she said "I hurt myself, doesn't hurt, I buy what I want, I don't want it, I do what I like, I don't like it" I felt that honestly and it hit close to home and I really do believe most of the viewer's can relate to one of the things she's said in the seasons
look up alexithymia, for a long time I thought I fall in some category of sociopathy until I discovered this
secondary psychopath (sociopath) here i feel you
That gunshot was so well timed at the beginning ! 0:34
Your edit captured the complexity and the nature of Villanelle's character so well and beautifully. Her saying that she doesn't feel anything and that she doesn't like what she does is more proof of her difficult character. So perfectly done. Great job, KUDOS!!!
SHE IS SO F*ING AMAZING. i CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT SEASON. ROCK ON JODIE COMER.
She’s such a very well written character
This is brilliant! 1.40-1.55 - This quote is always so heavy! I hope after season 3, she will find something that will make her happy.
Parallel between Eve and Villanelle's mother on 0.30-0.32 was unexpected! It hurts to see how people abandoned her.
When she says "don't break mine(heart)", look at her eyes damnnn , it really broke my heart 💔, this show brings art amidst of chaos ❤️. Brilliant edit
It's the best interpretation I've seen lately, this actress is something else. What a wonderful work 👌
After I watched this video, to me, Villanelle seemed such a deep character that I would like to know more about and that's how I decided to watch Killing Eve.
So, thank u, a really greatly made compilation of the most representative scenes of her "why's" and "how's", IMHO
Really enjoyed this, seems like I need to catch up
Definitely! I've really been loving s3!
Oh mate, this is fantastic. Absolutely bloody fantastic. You've done her wonderfully.
Ahh how am I still not over this, its been about 4 years since I've started this show. It's just so damn good!
she finally has her happiness, only to never be able to experience it again...
this show was cruel
way to make me cry on a saturday night
i liked this before watching knowing it wouldn’t disappoint amazing
This video is insanely amazing. Normally I don’t watch sad edits bc I like the more upbeat ones but this is just too good
GODD this really hits. Your perfect editing and this perfect song (and villanelle of course) just work together so well. You do be a genus!!
I haven't started this show just yet, but this video is so amazing.
omggg you should totally watch it, you will be blown away
You'll definitely love it, cast and plot everything is splendid. Especially villanelle 😭❤
Completely one of the best Killing Eve edits I've seen, I loved this so much! Plus the colouring was perfect.
I still come back and watch this all the time :( god I love Villanelle, such an incredibly but beautifully complicated character
I'm almost done binge-watching season 3. I can't wait for the next season.
KENNYYYYYY
The editing of this is incredible. I felt like I was watching a music video. Very fitting with the song and well picked out clips. I absolutely love the show, so this was great to see. Nice job!
This video is perfection - really well timed and captures the true meaning - it works so well with the song I cant ahh - This is now my new comfort video. I can relate to it so much. I only feel (when I actually do) things in a shallow way and even then when I do it when I don't lol most of the time I do it is with my gf or anger/ negatives when I am not and it just reminds me of how amazing it is to be with her. I only feel things when I am with her. You feel so out of place in this world. just watch from the side lines. Endless boredom and endless teasing. To find someone that gets it (even on different lvls) is just great bc I am so tired of being bored all the time and pushing for something that won't do something and now I have something. - AND I LOVE KILLING EVE FOR THIS
finally someone used the song for her!! absolutely loving the coloring! beautiful.
the way ‘nobody even noticed’ paired up with her being ignored in the club i am CRYING
"I hurt my self it doesn't hurt" 😭
If you'd ask me what I did to heal my self this quarantine, it's Villanelle, I listened to Villanelle.
Thank you for making this video. See you next season 👀
wow okay thank you i'm crying
can I say that I absolutely love EVERYTHING about this video?
Okay but as someone who loves Billie and killing eve this made me SOB omg I always feel so bad for Villanelle because nobody was able to understand her but then eve came and she did but now Villanelle is all on her own again
Every time I think I'm over the finale and can go on with my life I open UA-cam and thousand of killing eve edits pop up (Yeah UA-cam knows my obsession). Sadly I don't have any self discipline at all and end up totally emotional broken after I watched like every single edit. And i dont want to lie, this one realy got me.
Please tell me I'm not the only one.
Ohh and please can we appreciate how freaking good this scene at the very end of 3×5 was when villanelle was sitting in the bus, listening to the music and just try tried not to cry? That was so well acted. I held my breath the whole time.
Why do I feel like this too?
This video resonates with me so much. All of her little speeches are how I feel. Nothing, except in small snippets.
It's so brilliant ❤❤❤ with the great music and the impressions. But hurting so much....and never seeing Villanelle again???😭😭👍
i saw that video more than a hundred times it made me watch the series totally in love with this video and villanelle and everything regarding her complex character thank you for showing me this masterpiece
okay but the level of perfection in this video should be illegal
This edit is SO WELL DONE, so beautiful, heartbreaking, and it captures the depth and complexity of Villanelle so well. It brings to light the small details of her trauma and humanity that are so easy to miss watching show. I watch this whenever I want to feel sad and everytime I watch it I notice something new. Bravo!!
The choice of song is perfect and I love your use of parallels. Brilliant!
Your notes under the song are so touching and refreshing to see someone realising in some ways she's still a child. Thank you so much for your video, one of my favorites!
this is the best one of these that ive seen. the editing is so perfect. i love that it starts with the aa meeting
How dare you make me cry like that ?
More seriously, your edit was really great, well done !!
This was one of the best Villanelle edits I’ve ever seen omg amazing job !!
it's a masterpiece! thank you for this vid 💜
This song is Villanelles theme song! Your editing and transitions are so smooth I hope this is your career field. I’m in awe of your work, your video just appeared on a killing eve Facebook page and I couldn’t wait to comment. The show is amazing but you truly have a talent for editing, well done!
This video is amazing. It went perfectly with the song! Keep up the amazing work.
commenting because it’s almost going to be 4 years since this video and it’s my favorite on UA-cam 💙
I’m actually sobbing I love her so much
I had to read the books after that ending, I’m at peace with the books ending❤️ love this video!!
Overwhelming… 🥺
Zoe... this is *chef's kiss* 👌
I really wish this series never gonna end someday
or at least give Villanelle a good ending
oh my god i love this she deserves the world
Love this edit, the song goes so well with villanelles story!
This was such an incredibly well done video. If I could give multiple likes to this video, there would be millions on here already. Absolutely outstanding!
watching this after s4 finale hits different
the colour effects you used for this one are amazing and suit so well
Love this so much. Beautifully edited and awesome song choice.
i watch this everyday, this video is so well made!
I need this on loop for 10 hours straight
This video is amazing. I really like her speech in the aa gathering. It's so touching.
Best video on her ❤️ thank you so much for sharing your art.
oh wow there goes my heart huh what a masterpiece i love this so much
I'm broken. This is so amazing.
I love her. I know she is what she is but... well, people (me) love Hannibal too, so give V a break :) Great video as always.🖤
Love the video! Killing Eve is my favorite show, emotional and beautiful video, thank you
I saw many edit about killing eve but that one is my favorite
Le clip est extrêmement bien monté, les couleurs, la qualité est juste magique
Bravo pour le travail
It's such a shame that the writers aren't doing this show and the talented cast justice. I can only pray that season 4 will be really good. The whole cast are giving stellar performances with a confused, average script. Jodie f*cking Comer as Villanelle is one of the best things to ever happen on tv.
Well the writer of the third season is who gave us Villanelle’s trauma and Eve’s acceptance of Villanelle, so it’s a paradox. The same with season 4.
this is so beautiful!!
Actually I don't think the story of killing eve could be close to reality ,but the way they played it ,the way the script was written and played, made me feel like its Soo real . It's just one of my favorite honestly
I love Villanelle, although at the same time it scares me. But she is so great!
My goodness, this is an amazing edit. It made me feeeel
Excellent choice of song, fits her perfectly!
Great video. Shows how complex Villanelle's character is . V just needs to settle down with Eve now (if she can.) 😂 Probably will never happen though.
This video is the reason why I started watching this show
my favorite song and my favorite character from my favorite show..amazing edit! 👏
this is amazing
Это просто лучшее, что я видела! Так тонко и трогательно! Спасибо!
beautiful!
how the hell did Jodie Comer go from this absolute masterpiece with fantastic acting…to Free Guy
Different writers, different contracts. Some are much more complex than others. I must imagine the pay is also significantly higher in big mainstream movies. I’m glad I get both and enjoy both mentioned projects. One existing does not undo the value of the other. Both are done with a wonderful actress, who choose to do it. Cheers!
Jodie is so incredible
bro i am sobbing, i was already sad then i saw this piece of art and cried even more
i caught me thinking about Billie Eilesh's songs while watching the show aswell.. it's so good!
oh MY GOD!!!
Beautiful. 😍
omg this song always reminds me of her
This is so beautiful🤧
Thank you for this masterpiece!
This is absolutely amazing 💗💛💚💙💜❤️🧡
This is really good!
Another masterpiece.
This is everything
this is beautiful
I love it! !!!!!!!!Finally see the kind of clip video!!!!!!!love u!!!