I have to stop caring | Sad multifandom
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To the person reading this:
You're going to be okay. It's okay to cry. I love you ❤
Thank you 🙏😔
No one love me
@@Rick-vz4gh I already do :3
No one would care if I killed myself tomorrow im just another statistic
U r loved too
"I just need everything to stop" I can relate to that
Yes me too
How?
I was there few times, still am... That's unfair.
me too
Yup
I remember relating to this types of videos few years ago, when I isolated myself with questioning myself if I was enough or not. Now I that I look back to my journey on finding myself I realize no one thought I was not enough, it was just the mindset I had of thinking I was not enough and how much I overthinked when people used to judge me.
I was just thinking this when I read this. Like I definitely think I still have a long way to go because I have MASSIVE trust issues 🙃 and I practically don't believe in any kind or relationship( romantic, friendship etc) but I finnaly think I'm enough and I actually love myself. I don't care what ANYONE thinks of me because I have finnaly realised that the only person who can truly have my back is me. I don't seek validation from anyone and I actually like myself. It is such a beautiful thing to feel and I absolutely love it. I'm proud of myself for finnaly realizing that I deserve the treatment I longed for but was afraid to demand
@@thedenominator2640 so proud of you! Yes the journey is long and who know what challenges one will encounter, but as long as you have your back you will always be undefeated. Keep going!
same here. I over think a lot
@@thedenominator2640 hits hard when you were once in love with yourself and now it's all just faded away.
How do I overcome everything and make the feeling stop
"We needed you, and you weren't there, you said you would come back the next week, and I waited, counting down the days you were going to come back, guess how sad I was after 1 fucking year, some mother you are" is what I said to my mom after she came back after being gone for 6 years saying she 'wanted to be there for us'. I was 7 when she left me, my twin, and my older brothers.
It's so sad that the very people that created us and gave us life, break us the worst.
@@salindaamen3736 hell at times they don't have to create us to do so. I learned that the hard way.
This your comment got tears in my eyes, it's 11years now I lost my mum. I remember the one chance I was able to speak to her on phone while being hospitalized, asking when she'll come home to us, she told us soon, but that never happened 😭😭
I’m crying reading this
"I just have to stop caring so much"...this is so relatable....amazing edit
I’m 21. And I never had a gf. I’ve been a loser my whole life basically and it truly got to me that I’m going to die alone. I don’t have many friends. Nobody ever talks to me first. It’s always me starting the conversation. Idk how I feel about dying alone. I don’t wanna disappoint my family. Every day when I wake up I feel like a disappointment to my family that I’m never gonna do anything in life or be a somebody. I just don’t wanna be alone my entire life. Am I afraid of rejection or am I jus scared of dying alone with nobody to talk to? I haven’t been happy with my life lately and I just don’t know what else to think about being alone. Sometimes I feel like if I died nobody would care or even know if I died.
Hey man you aren’t alone. It’s ok to feel this way. You’re feelings are valid. I’m here and I’m rooting for you.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
You can be my friend if you want to
Sorry my english is not the best but I hope you get what I want to say. In this comment you always talk about dying, but how would it be to just live and not think about dying. You don't have to be happy in the first place, nobody is happy all the time. You are the same age as me. I've met the love of my life a few months ago in the most unexpected place ever, i did not search for love I had particullary no feeling left in my body and the last thing i wanted to do is to fall in love. But he didn't gave up on me, I still have a long journey but I'm trying my best not to get worst and even if i do; if we do, we are not alone. We are never alone. It seems like we are because we don't notice how we seem for the rest of the world. It's ok not to be ok. Keep your head up do your own thing and everything will be fine.
same
Sometimes one just get rough days really and it hits so hard making you wanna cry..en this where I come to release some tears in my eyes... it helps a lot😔😔😔...!!
@Juju trying all the best I can to be okay...buh jah it's life 😔
Can relate
same here , sometimes I feel alone , suffering in silence,im a man the world doesn't even care 😢
@@lewislee31 it's really hard....it's makes a person feel really useless...your whole energy,en your body your heart for a day one feel crushed 💔💔😭😭
@@poxhipona191 yeah ik
" I need everything to stop ... " 💔
Give it some Time
Me too
I tried to stop it....believe me now I am glad it didn't......
when you feel a little happiness but than you remember it's all gonna go away bc you feel like people don't want you to be happy , bc you feel like you were destined to have a miserable life , outside you act happy but inside you are a broken heart , you feel nothing you feel like there is nothing left inside of you just your thoughts that you overthink everyday , you wanna die .. but you just can't bc you have a loved one you don't wanna lose you wanna end but you don't have the power to do it ( i should se a therapist already bye)
i really hope you get the help you need. it's hard, i know, but it can get better, best of luck. ❤️
But for me it’s not a feeling, I’m 15 Years old and in 15 years I have only ever known love once, One time in 15 years I was truly happy but then I lost it all. She didn’t love me, she wasn’t loyal, she never cared, I was blind to those facts during our relationship only seeing the truth a few weeks ago when she broke up with me, she was the love of my life and I was great to her, Loyal and true and all I asked was for her to return that loyalty but our entire relationship was just her making a fool of me for trusting her and me falling for it over and over again. I’ve never once known a relationship where the one I love truly loves me back why should I believe there is ever any happiness for me. I’ve only ever known loneliness and heart break that’s all my life has ever been, that’s not gonna change now. Why is it that the better I treat someone, the more loyalty I give them, the more I care, it only ends in heartbreak and it seems the only way not to have your heartbroken is just not to be loyal, to never care.
I feel your pain. It gets worse from there, trust me.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Sometimes i feel like i don’t deserve happiness
Low key the ability to feel nothing is a blessing
It’s really not.
Feel, but learn how to do so in a healthy way so that it doesn't become all consuming or overwhelming.
It's a gift, with the burden of knowing you feel nothing.
Feeling nothing, in my opinion, is the same as being lonely. And I know what both feel like.
The ability to feel nothing is the greatest fortune in the world.
You don't realise how much you love the people you hate most, until they're the only reason you're alive
Please help me finish this list
:25 and :28 - 13 reasons why
2:49 is Euphoria I think.
I owe you a part of my life!
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
.....thank you 🙏 😢😊
Needed this 💛
I have never received such beautiful words from anyone in my life, I hope that your life will forever be strewn with roses, thank you for believing in me even though we don't even know each other, you give support that I haven't received from the people closest to me, you are amazing and I hope you appreciate the people who they appreciate what you do, I'm glad that there are people like you in the world, thank you for every word, my favorite color is also yellow and it's stupid but I hope that in another life it may mean something, thank you again, they were the most beautiful words I have ever I heard
You managed to use so many shows and movies I love, this video shows so much of how depression affects us. It’s beautiful!
Do you know what's the name of the movie in 2:52?
@@negnegnegg TV Show called Euphoria the actress in the TV Show is Zendaya this particular scene was season 1 episode 3
Do you know the movie/show at 2:13?
@@hayliisabell3664 the witcher s2.03
Depression naaaa not real you've gotta b strong n control ur emotions okay n carry on in life
Isn't it weird how you can actually feel the pain in your chest and stomach when something really hurts your
feelings.
Heartbreak hurts a lot
People eventually leave, and we have to figure out how to move on. Otherwise, we will eventually end up destroying our lives.
Even after knowing this. It really takes a lot to actually move on in life.
Its so hard to move on tho, like.. he was my dad??? Why did he have to be so... horrible? Like what the actual fuck why is everyone always so horrible. Its like, you think someone's nice and they actually care about you, they may even stick around, but they just turn out to be another narcisstic, abusive arsehole who can't even feel basic fucking sympathy
going through it right know after my 2 year gf left me for her cousin (who was her ex before we dated) , everytime i imagine her with someone else and being happy , it feels like getting stabbed in the guts
Current feeling is: I want to cry out loud, but there are no more tears left to run down. Seriously, life has come to the rock bottom, it’s hard to take
Keep fighting my brother,this world is far more beautiful then you can imagine,percieve it in a different light,look upon it with open eyes nut shut pupils
I don't know if i feel anymore cause i feel numb sometimes..... and.....i wake up everyday with this big smile everyday and it's hate so much but i can't cry ....
"Tell me how to save myself"...💔
When you see people happy,but then you remember you can't have it☺
One of the worst things in life is loneliness. But you can't let that shit keep you down. Because your light will come soon, life likes kicking people down, but we can't let it. Because what are we if we just give up? Quitters. Don't be a quitter, push through the pain and sadness. There is someone out there who loves and cares for you. your not alone.
Fr fr
You know its getting bad when you start watching these😪
🥺🥺 it hurts when you have done everything to prove your love for someone and it turns out everything isn't real
I watch this to become emotionally stronger
I honestly feel the same way. When I stop caring for the people that mean so much to me. I feel like a complete failure, and I shouldn’t exist anymore.
Every day I tell them I’m fine, but I’m not, and then I cry driving to work. Sometimes I honestly wish it would all stop for me.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Don't let it stop,time eventually heals all wounds,you want to stop feeling pain?you'll have to remove yourself from it,separate your mind from pain,it's a very difficult path but not one that cannot be done
Hey I just want to know if you are okay? I can feel your pain cuz I felt like this for years even though am okay now but it still somehow makes me numb sometimes, I don't want you to fight alone, you can always talk to me whenever you want to , let me know if you want to be friends , you are not alone okay? Im with you just don't try anything weird please.
Honestly. I was extremely depressed and thinking about why all this stuff happened to me back to back. But one video I watched changed my view on everything and I realized that I’m not alone. Thank you to my family, friends, my coworkers, and thank you you three.
@@BlushieBoo I'm glad man, I love you
One of the most cry moments is Severus Snape deaths....
I stopped being the one calling my friends and texting them first and I never heard from them again.
The scene with Billy, I swear I cried so much. Even though he was a bad guy he was still a good character
Billy's character had a complex and compelling storyline. Despite his flaws, there were moments that revealed his humanity and made us empathize with him. It's a testament to the depth of the storytelling and the actor's performance. Such emotional scenes can truly touch our hearts and evoke strong emotions. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
AWW THE EDIT+SYNC+COLOURING GOT MY HEART FLATTERED IM VERY VERY HAPPY I GOT TO HELP YOU REACH YOUR MILESTONES ! Alright, first of all, your timings honey ! They're perfect e I love them so and the parallels ahht sim ! You're so freaking talented ! The video got me so nervous ! You really did such a great job on impressing me ! Ilysm ! Thank you for this absolute perfect masterpiece !
Dude……I love all of these films and shows……they all hit me
Especially the A.O.S parts
Still one of my favorite shows…..
Do you know the movie/show at 2:13?
Why is every scene you used is relatable to me
I can't not cry, you guys litterally picked the best sad scenes
You killed it man!!
Love this!
thank you x
These edits just hit too hard fr!!🙏💔😔💯
Beautiful 🖤
Yea, finally someone who put A.o.S. in it. Thank you
Like always your videos are Amazing
thank you x
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️
Watching these helped me stop caring
I wish I knew how to do this,so much true feeling from this video 🥺
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crying every night with silent scream from within your heart then smile in front of everyone like you aren't broken
I don't care where I am if I'm sad I'll cry, I refuse to wear a fake smile over my sadness, I will cry because I'm sad not smile if I'm going to cry, there are only 3 people in this world I love more than the world, life and myself. If they left they would take a huge part of my heart with them.
To everyone reading we share pain and break together, we fill those holes with love and character building. Never give up. I wanted to a long time ago and NOW I almost have my doctorate and I could be a DR! YOU can do it if I can! I believe in every single one of you that also suffer with these feelings x
“I’m a disappointment. You’ve said that mom.” Yeah, I get it.
Hey Robyn .
Get good with yourself and then you look for more, living through someone else will always disappoint because we are human and make mistakes. Find happiness within yourself
The thing is I'm really trying my best to be there for people i love when they need me, to stay strong no matter how bad my condition is. i go to work, i keep helping people and then, when can't hold on any longer, i just break down screaming, crying and injuring myself
And the worst thing is that my friends do care, we try to be as honest as possible, so I can't just lie them in the eyes saying that everything is fine
But they are hurting too and i don't want to make it worse. I wanna be the light, be something warm and stable. I want to be able to handle problems on my own.
So every time i show my weaknesses i hate myself
I hate myself for needing their support
I feel so pathetic
Showing weakness doesn't mean you are weak not being there for others is but as you said you're there for them and they're there for you,sharing your pain with them as much as they share theirs with you help you find common ground,that way you are like broken pieces of glass that once put together will make the glass whole so are you completing yourself by allowing them to help you with your problems and you complete them by helping them with theirs
Why am I even doing this to myself LMAO
Same
I will never find anyone to love me the way i can love i love deep ,somtimes people tell you what u hope for but they dont mean it😢 😢😢
Hey me and you ....and I love you cause you just like me
amazing
Watching this cause I’ve bottled up my emotions that i can no longer get myself to cry..
I love it
This hits fr
For the people that watch this they need to know they aren’t alone in life that the pain they are feeling won’t last for r because somewhere around the world someone can relate and they know how you feel
OKAY, IM NOT READY FOR AGENTS OF SHIELD MOMENTS
I absolutely love how my fave shows and movies were in here-
13 rw, stranger things, greys anatomy, and five feet apart
Sometimes we hurt ourselves by caring too much
I have realized when the pain becomes heavy on your heart you will lose even the strength to talk
Men and woman need to understand both genders are practically the same. Strong and very powerful couple. If only some of y'all have grown and made it on your own and never take anything for granted. Please understand this, you are loved and if you lie to my face ill bring every single personal shit to snap you out of it no matter what.
Men and women are actually nothing alike. So....
The moment I thought I was okay, something bad had to happened. I lost someone I love, I lost myself & I lost everyone that I love. I can’t be strong anymore, I am so tired & I’ve given up. It’s been years of me fighting it & no one can change my decision. Good bye, world.
I hope everything gets better❤ are you still here?
Hello ... i hope it got better, i hope you're still there
i love it
i just... i just wanna go back to my old days😢 i can't live like this
I understand how you feel, longing for the past and wishing things were different. It's natural to sometimes yearn for the simplicity and familiarity of our old days. However, life is a journey of growth and change. Instead of dwelling on what was, let's focus on embracing the present and creating a future that brings us joy and fulfillment. Remember, you have the power within you to shape your life and make it meaningful. Take small steps each day towards the life you desire, and soon you will see positive changes unfolding. Stay strong, my friend, and believe in your ability to overcome any challenges that come your way. You are capable of creating new beautiful memories and experiences. Sending you strength and best wishes on your journey.
@@30minsrestart i'm so scared of the future...i just can't handle that everyone i love will be gone once. i will be gone once. thank you for your kind words, you just made me cry.
@@dontsmilexx
I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's completely normal to feel scared about the future, especially when it comes to the thought of losing loved ones. Remember that you're not alone in these feelings, and it's okay to reach out for support.
Try to cherish the moments you have with the people you love and make the most of the time you have together. It's important to appreciate the present and the connections we have with others. If you ever need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to reach out to friends, family, or a professional for support. You're not alone in this, and there are people who care about you and want to help. Take care.
@@30minsrestart you are such a nice person♥ You take care too
@@dontsmilexx :)
Sometimes you have to stay busy so you don’t have time to feel.
I think what hurts more isn't the actual pain when it's happening but realizing how much it did afterwards. I'm personally trying to movie past my own things(with my Parents)but the brain is a bitch because I wanna be happy and not be a victim in my own mind but my brain also holds onto the bad stuff anyways. I'm moving past it with therapy and I feel more happy now but then I get triggered and then I'm back. It's not as intense as it was before but it's still there and it sucks.😕
Pro tip: do steroids
Honestly not much I can say about all this except related with my own version of pain and how I fought tooth and nail to get out when others failed or didn't even try to help for they were just as broken if not more so then me so how could I expect them to help me?Sometimes you have to fave your pain head on and say no to it,remove it cause you have the power,the mind is a tool to aid you not a cage to trap you
you made me cry
soo muchh
i only cry when reading a book with a sad ending it’s like right after i cry i can’t cry anymore and i wanna still cry…. i want to cry why can’t i cry anymore then a few tear? do i not deserve to cry after everything i’ve been through why can’t i cry about what’s happened in my life it’s only after i’ve watched or read something sad why can’t i cry i just want to cry
Love the video
I am loving all of the AOS
great work
this hit hard
After watching these contents....I can definitely relate with everything but the result is always me becoming better at my pretending skills....
Even if I'm not fine....it's finee 😊
This made me miss him more 😢
Ever had to practice how to smile in the mirror so the pain won’t show….
Me too….
need a friend? :)
"I've passed every test and learned every lesson and I'm not enough.. I'm a disappointment "
There’s just a void and no matter how much I try to fill it it’s never enough ..
The best thing you can do is allow one another to move forward so each individual find their own purpose... your family lifestyle may not be the others so continue to move forward.
how i feel in my head when some one asks me if im ok and i say ' im fine'
geeez... Izzy caught me completely off guard. i. was. NOT. ready. 🥺
I almost made it through the video without crying but then the five meet apart one killed me.
I see some things u hide sorrow n painful inside but u brave sweet kind strong n talented
U r beautiful creatures
nice one 😥😥
Have a blessed night
What hurts the most is seeing the person you care most don't cares about you at all , don't wanna listen to any of your things but when they needs something,you're the first one they ask for, they pretend they care about you, don't even show it and end up calling you a annoying bitch. And loosing in everything you're doing , feeling like a failure but there is no one with whom you can share and they understands .
When i was young, i always used to cry - everyday, every hour, all day. Now, i just don't have anymore tears left. I haven't cried in years. I'm not proud of it. If anything, i just feel broken inside.
When I saw Hana talking, she really touched me, because she reminded me of myself and the difference between her and me is that she committed suicide and I continue to die every day Because I truly believe there is hope and one day I will find someone who truly appreciates me, respects me, and loves me as I am . Thank you very much for posting this
Do you truly appreciate, love and respect yourself?
The first clip I can relate too. I feel like I’m safe locked up in the hospital then I am seeing people.
the Cole Sprouse at the end 🥹🥹🥹🥹💔💔💔
Something is wrong if you're watching these. It's sad 😢
"I have to stop caring "
But theree is nothing in our hands
Just naturally we all care about something about someone like to deep and just keep drowning day by day .....💔
felt that
I can't understand parents .....they loves you endlessly but hate you at the same time
Bet you thought,
You were all gonna grow old together,
sittin' around the table at Sunday dinner and the happily ever after.
No.
Doesn't work like that, Rick.
Not anymore...
"I will watch all of you die..one by one.. everyone I love because someone decided i should" 😔
I feel this a lot
“I’m a disappointment” she said that too
true talk!
I’m coming to these videos to listen, and yet i don’t know why. I don’t feel sad.
I don’t know why I am commenting this but it’s 6 in the morning and I’m crying in bed all alone while he’s with her, a floor above. And it hurts. It hurts like a mf. The moment I saw the sparks, I knew my heart is gonna break, like every other time, and it did. I realised I’m not enough and while I wish, there was something to fill the void, there isn’t. I can hear them right now and I have to pretend like I don’t care. Like a good friend but oh well, my heart is breaking right now. But
It is what it is and it’s time to say goodbye to the hopes and dreams I had with him.
I’m not normal according to him and I’m not enough. So yeah. I hope you guys find what you want in future, whatever makes you happy, because my journey is gonna end soon, someday and I don’t know what’s truly ever gonna make me happy. There isn’t anything.
Never been truly happy, in all 15 years and I’m 20 years old so I hope you don’t have to go through, what I do.
I'm just wanna ask you, are you okey now ?????, i wish that you are happy 💜
I didn’t even know all of those movies and I’m still crying😭
such a sad video
I was okay . I loved myself so much . I was happy , the world used to look prettier everyday. I would wake up and smile at the sun even though I didn't liked sunny days. I was so ... Bright. In process I never realised I was getting hurt . Everyday after the smile I would get hurt and every night after kissing my hand as a goodnight kiss I would cry without knowing.
Now after years . So many years , I am realising my memory lacks so many past . No not happy moments but the scars . I hear different voices in my head , they are helping , I have got myself a mom . My mom who loves me so much . She is my bestfriend. But .... I think I lost myself. I never realised when I started calling myself with a new name .
The name of one of the fictional character my past , small self always wanted to be , imagined herself to be.
But now I feel lonely . As if the purpose I had... Cannot be fulfilled by me anymore. I fell in love with a boy in my dream . When I read a story I realised ...I am missing so much in my life, like friends.
I lost myself . Yes I have. I am not okay. I need help.
But I am too tired now . I feel like a parasite on my body eating myself by myself . I feel like freeing myself from me.
I want to see myself happy.
One last time before I leave myself alone
Sorry honey,
But I had to leave
Are you okay? ❤️🙏😞
I really understand all of this, and I think I'm here too... I want to end it all
Wow.... this is how I exactly feel!!
Everyone and everything I'm never gonna be good enough for them I changed my self to be likeable for them I did so much that I lost me the real me and honestly I don't want to find her because she'd be so unhappy with me she'd hate me because I changed myself for them I did it all for them but it still not enough and I came so so far but at the end no one not even one person I changed for was their when I needed it the most. 😣😐😐
I feel like we all feel alone, even the people that we think aren't or the people that make us feel alone because everyone is secretly going through something and when you go through something you shut any and everything out and with everyone feeling that way it's like a domino affect. One person ignores the other because of personal issues and now that person is ignoring others because they feel ignored and it keeps going.
The deeper you love someone, that much deeper the scar will be😢