Thank you all so much for every comment! I wish I could reply to every single on of you, but just know I'm reading and sending a little prayer for all your love and words of wisdom! Thank you for your unyielding support 💕
GIRL, I LOST MY FATHER ALSO AND MY MOM ALSO STRUGGLES W ADDICTION. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SUM HORRIBLE STUFF, having a miscarriage as well as so many others. I have twin teen boys and a younger son w Autism and I am a single mom. YOU R AMAZING, NEVER SETTLE, ALWAYS B U, AND I AM SO PROUD OF U. U R AMAZING, INSIDE AND OUT! And 1 of my fav. UA-camrs!! With God, all things r possible!!
Thank you for sharing this with us Tasha. It takes a lot of courage to be completely open with others, and you definitely showed us your thoughts and feelings very personally. I wish I was one of your besties so I could tell you how amazing you are every day, you are seriously so thoughtful and genuine. So thank you. I love you and everything you've shared!
Tashapolis don’t worry about not liking kissing, I went through that, as have all of my friends who have had their first kisses 😂 It takes a while to get it right, but all of us have come to decide its pretty great 😂
What fallows are my experiences and oppinions , sorry for my bad english :) I can relate with you on many levels : I was obese , I lost my mother and went into debt , worked at life and I am in a much better place now . You can loose the weight if you work at it , I did , lost 56 kg in 6 months and keept it off , still didn't get over my mother's passing . It was very hard dating while obese , I had to be extremely charismatic to actually attract partners , and sadly I only like beautiful girls and never settle , in spite of that I experienced 3 fary tail relationships , they actually exist , you just have to put yourself out there , be lucky or blessed and do your best but never forget that " you can never make someone love you and you can never make yourself love someone " . I believe in God, don't really believe in some aspects of religion and in many passages of the bible , can undesrtand your approach to religion and support it (being spiritual betters all aspects of one's life ) , can't really support your view on sex tho (there is such a thing as being sexually incompatible with someone , and sadly it impacts ones relationship as badly as having different core values ) , can't really have a romantic relationship or even talk about romance without sex. Jobwise I am happy for you and wish you the best in all aspects of your life , be brave and never stop trying to get what you whant .
That's honestly the main problem with reading so much and consuming so many romcoms, it's not like real life which is so unfortunate! Loved this video and your honesty, it was so relatable. Also love YOU! 💕
I think it is okay to breakup with someone that you don’t connect with. You dated this person for almost 6 months and you weren’t feeling it and that is OKAY. You now know what it is you want. It was first relationship it didn’t have to be the only relationship. I love you so much Natasha!! ❤️
Aw I loved this! Relationships are so scary and Romance is def dramatized in books. Romance is different for each person honestly. My husband is romantic in the way he taken care of our family, checking on me a ton and asking how I am and supporting me no matter what I do. He knows I love Romance a ton and he def tries! It’s all about finding someone who you can see yourself spending everyday with whether on adventures or just hanging out in the couch and having a family. You will find someone someday and they will love you for the amazing women you are!!! ♥️♥️♥️
I’ve watched you for years. YEARS. and this is my first comment- so proud of you for dating and keeping your Christian values. For publicly giving God the glory for your successes and being with you in your tragedies. What a breath of fresh air!! I hope you blow this world wide open with your outlook. God bless!
I totally understand! I'm 20, I've never kissed anyone, we have such a similar stories and honestly, you're so wise and I feel so much less alone now. You are just such an inspiration and I'm so happy for you and proud and this made me cry! I love you Natasha!!
@@genevieveking5078 uhm nope! Jesse and Emma from Emma Green (Emmareadsalot) dated for a while, let's be respectful, Natasha is sharing with us something very personal, stop trynna snoop and find out things she ommited from sharing
I'm an atheist but that doesn't change how I feel about your videos. Your one of my favorite UA-camrs and you're such a kind person and whenever I'm watching your videos even if I'm having a bad day they always make me feel better. My two questions for your Q & A is is this your ultimate career goal or do you want to do something else in the future? Also is UA-cam still a job for you just not a full-time one?
I am 33 and just had my first kiss at 32. Relationships are so not like the books or movies, but I wish it was a little closer. lol What I would really love to hear from you is how you kept so strong in your faith after your dad passed away. I lost my dad last year and I guess I have been very angry and almost completely turned my back on my faith. It's hard to come back from that. It's hard to accept that the wonderful man I called dad is gone. I can't seem to find my footing in my own faith again.
I am a Muslim and I connected with this video and the things you've gone through a lot. It's lovely and inspiring seeing people like you who celebrate their faith whilst also being relatable. I don't believe people need to be of the same faith to understand one another. Also, this video was exactly my kind of content! Chatty, calming and interesting. I can't give love and relationship advice because, girl, we are in the same boat! You are not alone! (I will defo be reading the comments for some tips) On a different note, what has it been like at your new job? How have you found adjusting to a new career and colleagues? I wish you the best of luck with everything! ♥️
I initially wanted the tea on dating a famous youtuber, but now I love the tea on your new life in general, Natasha! I'm so happy for you and your new marketing assistant job! I'm also trying to get into the field; it's so creative and you have a lot of opportunities. It sucks that your first relationship didnt go out well, but it's ok, you know? It's ok, at least you've learned something from it and are not bitter. Your love for God shines through your videos, and again, I'm so happy for you!
I honestly think it’s so brave of you to be able to talk so openly about a subject like this. I’m sure many people are in a similar situation but they don’t talk about that because the society have told us that you should have experienced certain situations at a certain age.
Honestly, this is my favourite video of your’s so far. It so refreshing to see people be real and deep, sharing their up’s and down’s with the world. I’ve been going through a bit of a rough time lately, and seeing this video has really helped me not to give up hope. I’ve also being struggling with church, faith, career/ job decisions, as well as relationships and when you talked about all of that, it made me feel not so alone; it made me feel like I had a friend who knew exactly what I was going through. Thank you for sharing all that you did. I’ll be praying for you! Never forget that you are loved!
I love that you opened up your heart and shared your beliefs. It's very encouraging for me, especially the part in which you talked about saving yourself for the right person. I find that it can be awkward to talk about it with friends who don't really think the same way I do. Anyway, I appreciate you sharing this stuff! Keep going!
giiiirl i feel you on this. almost every relationship ive been in has ended because i wasnt connecting, and i ended up hurting the other person (not intentionally of course) because they were more invested than i was, and idk i just get.... bored or uninterested, it's just so much easier for me to be alone and independent. there's comfort in being alone, especially when you're a book lover and avid movie/show binge watcher. you take comfort in the stories and the characters and you live vicariously through them. it's a great feeling and it almost beats reality. you're not alone!!
Also being a youth leader is so rewarding! Over the years many things have changed, sometimes it's an uphill walk but the pros are absolutely worth every moment!
Dated a guy for 4 months this year, it was the first consistent romantic relationship I ever had before. He was sweet but I wasn't particularly into it. I felt so guilty and it took me a while before I got the Courage to finally end things. Not only because I didn't want to hurt him, but because I was so terrified that no one would ever be that interested in me again. But I realized it was unfair to him and I sucked it up.
21:18-21:34 had me tearing up... Life hasn't been easy the last few years for my family and I, and it was something I needed to hear. So thank you. I'm sorry for all the stress and craziness you've been dealing with, but I'm so glad things seem to be falling into place for you. I love your videos and hope you'll continue to make them
Best wishes on your new job! It’s so inspiring to see someone who is a Christian like me sharing their story and struggles. It really makes me feel like I’m not alone in my own struggles. I’m also almost 30 now and have never been in a real relationship. It kind of makes me sad at times but I feel just like you that the most important thing is finding someone who you can connect with and share your life with, EVERY part of your life with and not just the parts that others are so used to seeing. Sending the best of wishes and love your way!
i love you so much! i started tearing up watching this. i'm almost 27 and still haven't been kissed/ had a boyfriend. i get so much pressure from people about dating and it makes me feel so depressed. i don't really want to be in a relationship or date, i love being single and being able to go/do whatever i want. my best friend especially puts a lot of pressure on me to date because she has a boyfriend who's wonderful and she'll probably marry him. and i get depressed looking at their relationship and jealous because she's not really hanging out with me anymore. i put up all these walls though and just can't imagine letting another person get so close to me. its like society says if you don't have a bf/gf there is something wrong with you, you're considered a freak. i hate it so much. these personal videos you make really felt me and make me feel a little less alone. thank you
Natasha you should be so amazingly proud of yourself, youth group leader, a new job and dealing with life struggles and you still managed to keep your head high and fully trust God (which is easier said than done) You. Are. So. Strong. 💜
Okay so I was in the same boat as you. I was 27 and had never been in a relationship. I'm a bigger girl so I always just figured guys didn't like me. And on the rare occasion that one did, I figured i should try to be into him even though i wasn't really, because he might be the only one. I kind of repeated this pattern for a while until I finally met someone who checked all the boxes for me. Also I'm glad you learned that romance in real life is nothing at all like books.. that's why they're a fun escape lol I definitely got caught up in that a lot (and still do sometimes....rhysand I'm looking at you), but it's important to remind yourself its fiction. Also....kissing is WAY better with someone you really really like and connect with haha
you totally had me crying at one point. But WOW. I love this video. It is so crazy to look back and see even through all the heartbreak of this life, that heartbreak leads us to so much good. I loved hearing you talk about this. It's so great to hear your experiences! Natasha, you are GLOWING. You are so wonderful and such a great influence for younger girls! those youth group girls are so lucky. I did not know it until I was already writing this comment, but I totally needed hear this positivity. Always rooting for you!
Girl we love you no matter what. I’m so glad that someone at least saw the amazingness thar you are. And I’m sorry it didn’t work out but you know yourself ;)
Wow Natasha, been watching you for a long time and I feel like this is the first time that I am really getting to know you. You are a very strong woman and I am excited to see all of the things you accomplish in the next few years. I hope that you do more of these videos where you share more about yourself. I hope you know you don’t always have to be happy and throw on a smile in all your videos. Thank you so much for sharing so much of yourself with us. I wish we could be friends! I wish so badly I had friends I could talk about life with and cry with. Anyway, I’m so happy and proud of you! You’re doing amazing.
The part about drowning at the end is really resonating with me right now, so thank you for the reminder that I will get through it. I'm so proud of you. I tell you that and I tell others how proud I am of you and all you have overcome. You are incredible. I love you and I miss you too.
This video is amazing! Your bravery is astounding. I was that person who settled for two years until I finally realized how terrible it was. Thankfully, I managed to meet the love of my life once I realized I wanted more from a relationship, and we got married today! There is someone out there for you who will love you for who you are. Congrats on the job and having everything fall into place with that!
I had my first kiss 2 years ago at 21 and I also didn't like it. I felt kind of gross afterwards. But this year I had my second kiss (23) and that was MILES better.
So proud of you and all of your growth this year! I got so excited last week because your Sally video popped up on fb for me sooo many times. Things may get difficult, but everything is in His time. You've got this!
Love you so much Natasha - would LOVE to hear your salvation story!! Congrats on all your amazing successes- I know these blessings are just going to go exceedingly abundantly above all that you could ever ask or think! God is so good. 🙏🏼❤️
Tasha, I am SO proud of you. SO proud. You honestly are SUCH a beautiful woman. Not just because of your gorgeous skin, hair, and smile - I'm talking about your soul. I've always related to you because I've also had a really really rough life. Most people don't realize it because I rarely talk about it but I endured a lot of death, abuse, and pain and yet I am somehow -still here. And not only here - but grateful. You are the same way. I am so proud of you for always rolling with the punches. You always figure out how to survive and turn everything into a positive. You learn from your life instead of feeling like you have to be a victim to it all. A lot of people don't do that and a lot of people don't even know HOW to not do that. And yet, you are doing it every day. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I am so happy that you took time to talk to us. I hate that UA-cam has been hiding everyone's videos because I barely see my favorite people either now. It's sad because I want to keep up but YT won't even show me the videos I WANT to see. It's horrible. I hope things get fixed but until then....I'll follow you on IG and FB as well! Also, I LOVE that you and Heather are BFFs.
It's lovely hearing you talk about having faith! It's so true that everything falls into place exactly the way it should in all of our lives. I also found that this past year was one full of changes for me. Glad to hear things are going well for you!
Also so proud of you for telling the truth about not connecting with someone. I’ve ended two relationships from it and telling the truth is the best thing you can do. It will only help you and letting the other person go.
I’ve never commented on a UA-cam video in my entire life but after watching this video I would like to say thank you. I have had a really rough 2018 and 2019 is not starting off great which has left me so depressed but seeing that I’m not alone in my struggles has made me feel a lot better. I am truly inspired by your determination and strength, you are an amazing role model. After watching this video I started facing the conflicts in my life and just taking a deep breath knowing that the good times are coming.
Natasha!! I can't believe you're only 24/25 years old, you're so wise and strong beyond your years. I admire the fact that you can take care of your family and run your household, while also building your career and making your viewers so happy with your channel and Instagram. You really are an incredible role model. Hang in there and keep doing what you're doing. I wish you all the happiness in the world! (PS - I felt the same way as you about real life romance not being like in the storybooks, until I met my husband. I was 25 when we met, and he was my first real, long-term relationship. We've been married for almost 3 years now, and it really is like the storybooks. When you find the right person, you'll know. I promise!)
Thank you so much for sharing your struggles and triumphs with us. I lost my mom a few weeks ago and the last verse she shared with me was “Yet I am always with you; you hold me by your right hand” (Psalms 73:23). Life’s been really tough lately but I hold on to the promise that god is here (and I’d also like to think my Mom’s still beside me cheering me on). Congrats on your position as a youth group leader!! I’d love to hear more about your faith and life as a youth group leader. :)
You're definitely not alone girl! I've had to end some relationships just because I can't connect with someone and it feels definitely awful, but sometimes it's for the best, not only for you, but for the person who you can't connect with. It's better to be honest when it comes to that :)
I'm so glad you have figures out what you want to do and where you want to be in life. I feel like I'm struggling a bit but my boyfriend has been my rock throughout it all and you sharing what you have gone though helps me a lot. I feel less lonely because I know I'm not the only one
You are definitely not alone. When I broke up with my last boyfriend I struggled with finding a reason why other than he wanted to be serious with me and I just wasn’t connecting with him on that level, and it’s terrifying because you don’t want to hurt that person, but you also have to do what’s best for you x
I want to give you a giant hug! You are strong and brave to share everything. Happy new job time! That sounds kind of perfect given you’re love for fashion.
Kissing is incredible but sometimes the build-up can be the most intense part. Once you find someone you are super passionate about, it's incredible. I'm sorry you didn't like it at first, but it may be his fault and not yours xoxo
Thanks for your honesty, from our side (as fans) all we get to see is the glamour part of UA-cam or Instagram and it sometimes sets unrealistic expectations of what our lives should be like. So it's refreshing to see a "real" video for once that we can relate to.
Natasha this video was so calming and relatable and I loved every second. You seem so humbled and wiser from your relationship experience and it really gives me hope that it will happen for me as well. I am 22 and in the same boat with no experience and want to be smart when having a relationship. You are seriously an inspiration and I am so happy that you are experiencing joy through your work and youth group! Thank you for being honest about the good and the bad of your life. You have a good heart and mind and I would be honored to watch a video about your salvation. So much love and support!
Awsome video, it was very cool of you to put all those things out about whats going on with you. Sounds like your life is really turning out for the better for you and thats so Awsome! I can relate with the family issues, my father and mother are both addicts as well. Just in hang there and do whats best for you!
I'd love to hear your salvation story! I'm a youth group leader as well and it has really challenged my own faith in the best ways. I've been a leader for 3 years now.
I never react to videos. But wow this was one of the most honest and truthfull videos i’ve watched in a long long long time. I’ve been watching you for 3 or 4 years and this was like an end to an era. Youre up for great things and please continue to grow, eventhough that means to take a break from youtube. ThankYouForSharing
This was super relatable! I'm 23 and dated for the first time this year as well. I had the exact same thing happen where I had to breakup with a great guy because I didn't feel a connection. Just know it's okay to breakup because you're not feeling it. It doesn't make you a bad person!
Thanks for sharing Natasha, I resonate with your story and values so unbelievably much! I think sometimes we feel alone, but we’re not, we just happen to notice those that we differ from more often! Can’t wait for your videos, I love your channel!!
It’s so refreshing to hear the positive changes in your life, and how you overcame the challenges. I’m also going through something that’s so hard, and I’m praying for the day that I’ll be able to overcome it too. Have a great day ahead! ❤️
YOU INSPIRED ME TASHA 😭😭😭 i've watched your previous never been kissed video and now watching this made me tear up. 😥😥 You still inspire me and somehow I can relate to you, i've been stuck in a rut in life and feel like im drowning and lost but thank you for this video you encouraged me. So blessed to have youtubers like you with the same faith! ad astra per aspera and God bless you!!!
Love this video! I completely relate to the relationship portion of the video. I think fiction kind of gives us a misperception of what a realistic healthy relationship looks like. When I had my first kiss I was so disappointed because it was absolutely nothing like I read/expected. But from personal experience, girl let me tell you that IT GETS BETTER...with the right person. I too am a Christian, am 23, and am saving myself for marriage, so I relate to you so hard lol. I know that it's not the most popular route to go, but it is so nice to see a girl like me, to know that I'm not alone. As for your work/new transitions in life, I too am starting a full-time job and my master's degree tomorrow. I can only credit the favor of God that I've been given these opportunities. Just want you to know that I'm rooting for you and do what you need to do to live the most fulfilled life you can! You're going to be an amazing youth leader, they are so incredibly lucky to have you. 💕
Natasha I love you so much! This video meant a lot to me, and made me cry a little ( in a good way. ) I hope things keep getting better for you, and remember God has a wonderful and beautiful plain for your life.
Thank you for sharing your story with us. UA-cam life can seem so glamorous to a person looking in, and we often quickly forget that UA-camrs are humans just like us, going through their own struggles and trying to live life the best that they can. I'm truly sorry for your loss, and you're such a great daughter to be taking care of your mom, especially in a society where people often sign off responsibility for their family members (those who experience having family members with illnesses of any kind) to other people or perhaps don't care at all. Continue to do what you do, as only you can do it best :)
Natasha, I've been watching you for a while and I've related to you so much. Your journey with relationships, love of books, your walk with Christ, everything, and honestly watching this was so comforting as I'm in a similar state of transition. I'm so glad you've been able to find a path for yourself and see how things have worked for good! So happy for you and I'm excited to see what you do in the future, cause it's going to be amazing!
can you add how to use social media to your advantage towards a corporate job in your Q&A please? So glad you've found happiness and stability in your life, and well done on the job offers! Proud of you x
So grateful that you're willing to share your stories and experiences with us. I think you help people more than you know and hopefully we as a community can provide at least some support in return!
I loved the last one of these you made. I'm very happy for you and I hope the coming years are even better and full of opportunities for you. You deserve all the best things
I’m so proud of you Natasha. I’m so happy that you are figuring out what you want and who you want to be:) I’m so happy that I found your channel and getting to watch you! I’m so proud that you pull closer to God even when you feel alone and don’t know what to do:) I’m very sorry for your loss as well. I can’t even tell you how much I understand what you are going through. Keep smiling and keep your head held high:)
You are so beautiful and kind. This is the first video of yours that I have watched, and I could listen to you talk for hours. I feel like I really really connected with so much of what you were saying.. Thank u for being honest and open
Natasha, I'm so happy that you have found the right job for you. It is so encouraging for me to see that your faith has not faltered through hectic times in your life. I would love to hear your salvation story!
This is the first video I’ve watched from you, and I was surprised to already learn so much about you and your adventures. You’re beautiful, and it sounds like you have a lot of love to give. Subscribed!
I just started watching your videos and I'm so impressed by how hard you work and how much you've over come. I love that you take care of your family and are proud of it. I didn't have my first kiss until I was 18 and I really regretted not waiting more after that because in the end i was deeply hurt by the relationship. Being agnostic I can still enjoy your videos and appreciate how proud of your faith you are. P.S. kissing is kind of weird but should get better with time and the right person!
I just want to say thank you! Thank you for sharing some of your private life with us. I want you to know that I relate to your story a lot. I’m 26, I’ve struggled with weight, self esteem and confidence my entire life. I spend my time taking care of my disabled mother and working full time, so dating has never been a priority for me.. and honestly still isn’t. I love reading about romance and watching romance, yet I am terrified of it in my real life. Being single has always been easier then putting myself out there, that’s why I’ve never been in a relationship. But I just wanted you to know that after watching your channel for quite a while now and your videos, you’ve made me feel less alone and your confidence and drive inspires me! So thank you!!
Hey Tasha, I loved how sweet and honest and open this video was! PLEASE please do a video on your salvation story! I've been through so much this past year with my relationship with God, and I've been really struggling to even believe in his existence anymore, after a life time of being a believer. So hearing your story, from someone who truly radiates the closest thing to a divine love that I can currently believe in, would be so amazing!
I had the same experience and I wish I'd broken it off earlier- I think you were smart to know what you wanted and take action. I started watching your channel because of that video and this is an awesome update. Sending good vibes
Believe me, it's 100% normal to be terrified of getting hurt and hurting someone you care about. It took me years to get over heartbreak, so take your time. You'll know when you're ready to try again... 💙 u and miss you. Take your time...
I connect with you so much!!! It’s nice to hear you say a lot of these things because I doubt myself and love so much. You make me feel like my feelings of being single and waiting for the right one is normal. You have such a beautiful soul. Thanks for being so personal and easy to relate to.
I’m so excited for you, Natasha! As someone who is also a devout Christian, I love these sit down videos and hearing about challenges in your life and how God has kept you afloat. I would absolutely LOVE to hear your full testimony. You’re already so amazing and wonderful. Keep going, darling. ❤️
Thank you for sharing this with us Tasha. It takes a lot of courage to be completely open with others, and you definitely showed us your thoughts and feelings very personally. I wish I was one of your besties so I could tell you how amazing you are every day, you are seriously so thoughtful and genuine. So thank you. I love you and everything you've shared!
Thank you for sharing your story, Natasha! Congratulations! I’m so happy you’re in a good place. I hope you continue to grow and enjoy your life. We’ll be here to watch whenever you have the time to post. :)
I only had a couple of relationships before I was 30yrs old. Because it didn't feel quite right with them those relationships didn't last long and I wasn't comfortable. 8 yrs ago I met someone and it was awesome, it was the 1st time I felt comfortable and I was in love with him. I was so nervous before my 1st kiss, and it was in my 1st serious relationship. It was great dating him, he made me feel comfortable and was so understanding with me. I'm a Christian as well, I used to volunteer in the children's work weekly, the holiday clubs, singing in the worship group, I printed our Church bulletin and volunteer in our town's Christian bookshop. Being tired from work and crazy unpredictable timetables that keep changing it has been hard to get back into volunteering as either I need to take a last minute booking or I get home on a Sunday or Saturday meaning my 1st day at home to recover/have a lie in and make sure I'm well enough to work is sometimes Sunday. I have been to the odd service and conference when I can. When I look after pets a lot of families have multiple pets and the work can be tiring and late into the evening and early in the mornings.i have health problems so get very tired and need to be careful and get some rest to recover when I can. I also have insomnia so don't sleep that well. Our church will be starting a mission to help homeless people by running a new homeless shelter and I will try and help out with that when that happens.
So you probably wont read this and that's okay! Lol! But I just wanted to say, you made me cry. Its been such a struggle these past.... 15 years. I lost my dad too and you getting a job means theres hope for me. I graduated from college last year and still havent found a job and its been one of the most discouraging times of my life and I've been praying so hard that God give me hope for....something...and my relationship with him has been strained, and this video, reminds me that I shouldn't give up and I just want to say thank you for sharing this. You're such an encouragement. Thank you.
I'm not even halfway through and I just want to tell you that you are an inspiring woman to be posting about such intimate moments in everyone's lives that they like to keep hidden or not talk about too much. You are a respectful person to both your ex-boyfriend and to yourself and your relationship with your Lord (please correct me if I phrased that incorrectly as I myself am not a Christian). I knew there was a reason I subscribed to this channel and this is exactly one of the reasons, you are so raw and genuine but also funny and the perfect fangirl in everyway. Now onto continuing the video. You'll find the right person someday, and when you do it is the best thing in the world.
and please do the salvation video, I may not believe myself but I love watching those kinds of videos to see and understand other people's beliefs, sending you so much love Natasha, you deserve the world!
I love the light that you share. As far as relationships, when you find the right person it will be so much better. It is so important to marry someone that is your best friend, but the romance part is too! I married my best friend and we are almost at our 15 year mark, and the passion is still there as much as the early days. Don’t settle!
I'm so excited for you Tasha. Congrats on your job, it sounds so amazing and I have never done anything like that but I am still super jealous ahahah. Wishing you the best of luck and can't wait to see you continue to grow and let us in on your channel!!
Thank you all so much for every comment! I wish I could reply to every single on of you, but just know I'm reading and sending a little prayer for all your love and words of wisdom! Thank you for your unyielding support 💕
GIRL, I LOST MY FATHER ALSO AND MY MOM ALSO STRUGGLES W ADDICTION. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SUM HORRIBLE STUFF, having a miscarriage as well as so many others. I have twin teen boys and a younger son w Autism and I am a single mom. YOU R AMAZING, NEVER SETTLE, ALWAYS B U, AND I AM SO PROUD OF U. U R AMAZING, INSIDE AND OUT! And 1 of my fav. UA-camrs!! With God, all things r possible!!
Thank you for sharing this with us Tasha. It takes a lot of courage to be completely open with others, and you definitely showed us your thoughts and feelings very personally. I wish I was one of your besties so I could tell you how amazing you are every day, you are seriously so thoughtful and genuine. So thank you. I love you and everything you've shared!
Tashapolis don’t worry about not liking kissing, I went through that, as have all of my friends who have had their first kisses 😂
It takes a while to get it right, but all of us have come to decide its pretty great 😂
What fallows are my experiences and oppinions , sorry for my bad english :)
I can relate with you on many levels : I was obese , I lost my mother and went into debt , worked at life and I am in a much better place now .
You can loose the weight if you work at it , I did , lost 56 kg in 6 months and keept it off , still didn't get over my mother's passing .
It was very hard dating while obese , I had to be extremely charismatic to actually attract partners , and sadly I only like beautiful girls and never settle , in spite of that I experienced 3 fary tail relationships , they actually exist , you just have to put yourself out there , be lucky or blessed and do your best but never forget that " you can never make someone love you and you can never make yourself love someone " .
I believe in God, don't really believe in some aspects of religion and in many passages of the bible , can undesrtand your approach to religion and support it (being spiritual betters all aspects of one's life ) , can't really support your view on sex tho (there is such a thing as being sexually incompatible with someone , and sadly it impacts ones relationship as badly as having different core values ) , can't really have a romantic relationship or even talk about romance without sex.
Jobwise I am happy for you and wish you the best in all aspects of your life , be brave and never stop trying to get what you whant .
Tashapolis you go girl boss!!!
That's honestly the main problem with reading so much and consuming so many romcoms, it's not like real life which is so unfortunate! Loved this video and your honesty, it was so relatable. Also love YOU! 💕
i love you natasha
I think it is okay to breakup with someone that you don’t connect with. You dated this person for almost 6 months and you weren’t feeling it and that is OKAY. You now know what it is you want. It was first relationship it didn’t have to be the only relationship. I love you so much Natasha!! ❤️
LOVE THIS VIDEO AND LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU
MISS YOU TOO!
Aw I loved this! Relationships are so scary and Romance is def dramatized in books. Romance is different for each person honestly. My husband is romantic in the way he taken care of our family, checking on me a ton and asking how I am and supporting me no matter what I do. He knows I love Romance a ton and he def tries! It’s all about finding someone who you can see yourself spending everyday with whether on adventures or just hanging out in the couch and having a family. You will find someone someday and they will love you for the amazing women you are!!! ♥️♥️♥️
I’ve watched you for years. YEARS. and this is my first comment- so proud of you for dating and keeping your Christian values. For publicly giving God the glory for your successes and being with you in your tragedies. What a breath of fresh air!! I hope you blow this world wide open with your outlook. God bless!
I totally understand! I'm 20, I've never kissed anyone, we have such a similar stories and honestly, you're so wise and I feel so much less alone now. You are just such an inspiration and I'm so happy for you and proud and this made me cry! I love you Natasha!!
If he ain't a booktuber he ain't famous to us 😅
lol yeah she should at least tell us if hes a booktuber
I feel like it might have been Jesse from Jessethereader because he mentioned having a girlfriend in 2018 and now he is single again. Just a guess 🤔
@@genevieveking5078 uhm nope! Jesse and Emma from Emma Green (Emmareadsalot) dated for a while, let's be respectful, Natasha is sharing with us something very personal, stop trynna snoop and find out things she ommited from sharing
I'm an atheist but that doesn't change how I feel about your videos. Your one of my favorite UA-camrs and you're such a kind person and whenever I'm watching your videos even if I'm having a bad day they always make me feel better. My two questions for your Q & A is is this your ultimate career goal or do you want to do something else in the future? Also is UA-cam still a job for you just not a full-time one?
I am 33 and just had my first kiss at 32. Relationships are so not like the books or movies, but I wish it was a little closer. lol
What I would really love to hear from you is how you kept so strong in your faith after your dad passed away. I lost my dad last year and I guess I have been very angry and almost completely turned my back on my faith. It's hard to come back from that. It's hard to accept that the wonderful man I called dad is gone. I can't seem to find my footing in my own faith again.
I am a Muslim and I connected with this video and the things you've gone through a lot. It's lovely and inspiring seeing people like you who celebrate their faith whilst also being relatable. I don't believe people need to be of the same faith to understand one another. Also, this video was exactly my kind of content! Chatty, calming and interesting. I can't give love and relationship advice because, girl, we are in the same boat! You are not alone! (I will defo be reading the comments for some tips) On a different note, what has it been like at your new job? How have you found adjusting to a new career and colleagues? I wish you the best of luck with everything! ♥️
I initially wanted the tea on dating a famous youtuber, but now I love the tea on your new life in general, Natasha! I'm so happy for you and your new marketing assistant job! I'm also trying to get into the field; it's so creative and you have a lot of opportunities. It sucks that your first relationship didnt go out well, but it's ok, you know? It's ok, at least you've learned something from it and are not bitter. Your love for God shines through your videos, and again, I'm so happy for you!
I honestly think it’s so brave of you to be able to talk so openly about a subject like this. I’m sure many people are in a similar situation but they don’t talk about that because the society have told us that you should have experienced certain situations at a certain age.
Honestly, this is my favourite video of your’s so far. It so refreshing to see people be real and deep, sharing their up’s and down’s with the world. I’ve been going through a bit of a rough time lately, and seeing this video has really helped me not to give up hope. I’ve also being struggling with church, faith, career/ job decisions, as well as relationships and when you talked about all of that, it made me feel not so alone; it made me feel like I had a friend who knew exactly what I was going through. Thank you for sharing all that you did. I’ll be praying for you! Never forget that you are loved!
I love that you opened up your heart and shared your beliefs. It's very encouraging for me, especially the part in which you talked about saving yourself for the right person. I find that it can be awkward to talk about it with friends who don't really think the same way I do. Anyway, I appreciate you sharing this stuff! Keep going!
giiiirl i feel you on this. almost every relationship ive been in has ended because i wasnt connecting, and i ended up hurting the other person (not intentionally of course) because they were more invested than i was, and idk i just get.... bored or uninterested, it's just so much easier for me to be alone and independent. there's comfort in being alone, especially when you're a book lover and avid movie/show binge watcher. you take comfort in the stories and the characters and you live vicariously through them. it's a great feeling and it almost beats reality. you're not alone!!
Also being a youth leader is so rewarding! Over the years many things have changed, sometimes it's an uphill walk but the pros are absolutely worth every moment!
Love this!!! Thank you for sharing your faith and life story with us!
Dated a guy for 4 months this year, it was the first consistent romantic relationship I ever had before. He was sweet but I wasn't particularly into it. I felt so guilty and it took me a while before I got the Courage to finally end things. Not only because I didn't want to hurt him, but because I was so terrified that no one would ever be that interested in me again. But I realized it was unfair to him and I sucked it up.
Same😊😘
21:18-21:34 had me tearing up... Life hasn't been easy the last few years for my family and I, and it was something I needed to hear. So thank you. I'm sorry for all the stress and craziness you've been dealing with, but I'm so glad things seem to be falling into place for you. I love your videos and hope you'll continue to make them
I totally understand and respect your choice to not name him but NOW I WANNA KNOWWWW
Kayla Rose check her instagram 😉
@@lucie4710 I checked. Is he the guy that looks like Edward Cullen?
@@lucie4710 Adam Silverado?
Omg, do you mean Adam Silvera, the author? 😂 I think he’s gay
Lu cie
I don’t see anything
Best wishes on your new job! It’s so inspiring to see someone who is a Christian like me sharing their story and struggles. It really makes me feel like I’m not alone in my own struggles. I’m also almost 30 now and have never been in a real relationship. It kind of makes me sad at times but I feel just like you that the most important thing is finding someone who you can connect with and share your life with, EVERY part of your life with and not just the parts that others are so used to seeing. Sending the best of wishes and love your way!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH. So proud to see all this GROWTH!!!!
Love you! Thanks for your love and hand holding!!
i love you so much! i started tearing up watching this. i'm almost 27 and still haven't been kissed/ had a boyfriend. i get so much pressure from people about dating and it makes me feel so depressed. i don't really want to be in a relationship or date, i love being single and being able to go/do whatever i want. my best friend especially puts a lot of pressure on me to date because she has a boyfriend who's wonderful and she'll probably marry him. and i get depressed looking at their relationship and jealous because she's not really hanging out with me anymore. i put up all these walls though and just can't imagine letting another person get so close to me. its like society says if you don't have a bf/gf there is something wrong with you, you're considered a freak. i hate it so much. these personal videos you make really felt me and make me feel a little less alone. thank you
Natasha you should be so amazingly proud of yourself, youth group leader, a new job and dealing with life struggles and you still managed to keep your head high and fully trust God (which is easier said than done) You. Are. So. Strong. 💜
It’s so good to see a positive representation of Christian life on UA-cam! It’s inspiring! Thank you!
Okay so I was in the same boat as you. I was 27 and had never been in a relationship. I'm a bigger girl so I always just figured guys didn't like me. And on the rare occasion that one did, I figured i should try to be into him even though i wasn't really, because he might be the only one. I kind of repeated this pattern for a while until I finally met someone who checked all the boxes for me. Also I'm glad you learned that romance in real life is nothing at all like books.. that's why they're a fun escape lol I definitely got caught up in that a lot (and still do sometimes....rhysand I'm looking at you), but it's important to remind yourself its fiction. Also....kissing is WAY better with someone you really really like and connect with haha
Please, Rhysand is not a good character to get hung up on
you totally had me crying at one point.
But WOW. I love this video. It is so crazy to look back and see even through all the heartbreak of this life, that heartbreak leads us to so much good.
I loved hearing you talk about this. It's so great to hear your experiences! Natasha, you are GLOWING.
You are so wonderful and such a great influence for younger girls! those youth group girls are so lucky.
I did not know it until I was already writing this comment,
but I totally needed hear this positivity.
Always rooting for you!
Girl we love you no matter what. I’m so glad that someone at least saw the amazingness thar you are. And I’m sorry it didn’t work out but you know yourself ;)
Wow Natasha, been watching you for a long time and I feel like this is the first time that I am really getting to know you. You are a very strong woman and I am excited to see all of the things you accomplish in the next few years. I hope that you do more of these videos where you share more about yourself. I hope you know you don’t always have to be happy and throw on a smile in all your videos. Thank you so much for sharing so much of yourself with us. I wish we could be friends! I wish so badly I had friends I could talk about life with and cry with. Anyway, I’m so happy and proud of you! You’re doing amazing.
Also I’m not a religious person but I would love to hear your salvation story!!
The part about drowning at the end is really resonating with me right now, so thank you for the reminder that I will get through it. I'm so proud of you. I tell you that and I tell others how proud I am of you and all you have overcome. You are incredible. I love you and I miss you too.
This video is amazing! Your bravery is astounding. I was that person who settled for two years until I finally realized how terrible it was. Thankfully, I managed to meet the love of my life once I realized I wanted more from a relationship, and we got married today! There is someone out there for you who will love you for who you are. Congrats on the job and having everything fall into place with that!
I had my first kiss 2 years ago at 21 and I also didn't like it. I felt kind of gross afterwards. But this year I had my second kiss (23) and that was MILES better.
So proud of you and all of your growth this year! I got so excited last week because your Sally video popped up on fb for me sooo many times. Things may get difficult, but everything is in His time. You've got this!
Love you so much Natasha - would LOVE to hear your salvation story!! Congrats on all your amazing successes- I know these blessings are just going to go exceedingly abundantly above all that you could ever ask or think! God is so good. 🙏🏼❤️
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A salvation story would be really cool!!
Tasha, I am SO proud of you. SO proud. You honestly are SUCH a beautiful woman. Not just because of your gorgeous skin, hair, and smile - I'm talking about your soul.
I've always related to you because I've also had a really really rough life. Most people don't realize it because I rarely talk about it but I endured a lot of death, abuse, and pain and yet I am somehow -still here. And not only here - but grateful. You are the same way.
I am so proud of you for always rolling with the punches. You always figure out how to survive and turn everything into a positive. You learn from your life instead of feeling like you have to be a victim to it all. A lot of people don't do that and a lot of people don't even know HOW to not do that. And yet, you are doing it every day.
Thank you for sharing your life with us. I am so happy that you took time to talk to us. I hate that UA-cam has been hiding everyone's videos because I barely see my favorite people either now. It's sad because I want to keep up but YT won't even show me the videos I WANT to see. It's horrible.
I hope things get fixed but until then....I'll follow you on IG and FB as well!
Also, I LOVE that you and Heather are BFFs.
So much love, Natasha! Congrats on the job, I know it means a lot to you :)
It's lovely hearing you talk about having faith! It's so true that everything falls into place exactly the way it should in all of our lives. I also found that this past year was one full of changes for me. Glad to hear things are going well for you!
Also so proud of you for telling the truth about not connecting with someone. I’ve ended two relationships from it and telling the truth is the best thing you can do. It will only help you and letting the other person go.
I’ve never commented on a UA-cam video in my entire life but after watching this video I would like to say thank you. I have had a really rough 2018 and 2019 is not starting off great which has left me so depressed but seeing that I’m not alone in my struggles has made me feel a lot better. I am truly inspired by your determination and strength, you are an amazing role model. After watching this video I started facing the conflicts in my life and just taking a deep breath knowing that the good times are coming.
Natasha!! I can't believe you're only 24/25 years old, you're so wise and strong beyond your years. I admire the fact that you can take care of your family and run your household, while also building your career and making your viewers so happy with your channel and Instagram. You really are an incredible role model. Hang in there and keep doing what you're doing. I wish you all the happiness in the world! (PS - I felt the same way as you about real life romance not being like in the storybooks, until I met my husband. I was 25 when we met, and he was my first real, long-term relationship. We've been married for almost 3 years now, and it really is like the storybooks. When you find the right person, you'll know. I promise!)
Thank you so much for sharing your struggles and triumphs with us. I lost my mom a few weeks ago and the last verse she shared with me was “Yet I am always with you; you hold me by your right hand” (Psalms 73:23). Life’s been really tough lately but I hold on to the promise that god is here (and I’d also like to think my Mom’s still beside me cheering me on). Congrats on your position as a youth group leader!! I’d love to hear more about your faith and life as a youth group leader. :)
SO MANY HUGS to you right now, i love a good youth group!!! And I should go again!!
I’m sorry Natasha, but don’t let this first relationship determine the others things will be better!💜
You are forever an inspiration! You are real and you are what the future generations need to see! Forever a fan!
You're definitely not alone girl! I've had to end some relationships just because I can't connect with someone and it feels definitely awful, but sometimes it's for the best, not only for you, but for the person who you can't connect with. It's better to be honest when it comes to that :)
I'm so glad you have figures out what you want to do and where you want to be in life. I feel like I'm struggling a bit but my boyfriend has been my rock throughout it all and you sharing what you have gone though helps me a lot. I feel less lonely because I know I'm not the only one
You are definitely not alone. When I broke up with my last boyfriend I struggled with finding a reason why other than he wanted to be serious with me and I just wasn’t connecting with him on that level, and it’s terrifying because you don’t want to hurt that person, but you also have to do what’s best for you x
I want to give you a giant hug! You are strong and brave to share everything. Happy new job time! That sounds kind of perfect given you’re love for fashion.
Kissing is incredible but sometimes the build-up can be the most intense part. Once you find someone you are super passionate about, it's incredible. I'm sorry you didn't like it at first, but it may be his fault and not yours xoxo
I agree! kissing the right person will make a huge difference!
Thanks for your honesty, from our side (as fans) all we get to see is the glamour part of UA-cam or Instagram and it sometimes sets unrealistic expectations of what our lives should be like. So it's refreshing to see a "real" video for once that we can relate to.
I'm happy for you! I'm rooting for you! Keep making this great content! Take all the time you need! We'll be here.
Sending you lots of virtual love! Thanks for being my role model for the longest time.
Natasha this video was so calming and relatable and I loved every second. You seem so humbled and wiser from your relationship experience and it really gives me hope that it will happen for me as well. I am 22 and in the same boat with no experience and want to be smart when having a relationship. You are seriously an inspiration and I am so happy that you are experiencing joy through your work and youth group! Thank you for being honest about the good and the bad of your life. You have a good heart and mind and I would be honored to watch a video about your salvation. So much love and support!
Awsome video, it was very cool of you to put all those things out about whats going on with you. Sounds like your life is really turning out for the better for you and thats so Awsome! I can relate with the family issues, my father and mother are both addicts as well. Just in hang there and do whats best for you!
I'd love to hear your salvation story! I'm a youth group leader as well and it has really challenged my own faith in the best ways. I've been a leader for 3 years now.
I never react to videos. But wow this was one of the most honest and truthfull videos i’ve watched in a long long long time. I’ve been watching you for 3 or 4 years and this was like an end to an era. Youre up for great things and please continue to grow, eventhough that means to take a break from youtube. ThankYouForSharing
This was super relatable! I'm 23 and dated for the first time this year as well. I had the exact same thing happen where I had to breakup with a great guy because I didn't feel a connection. Just know it's okay to breakup because you're not feeling it. It doesn't make you a bad person!
Thanks for sharing Natasha, I resonate with your story and values so unbelievably much! I think sometimes we feel alone, but we’re not, we just happen to notice those that we differ from more often! Can’t wait for your videos, I love your channel!!
It’s so refreshing to hear the positive changes in your life, and how you overcame the challenges. I’m also going through something that’s so hard, and I’m praying for the day that I’ll be able to overcome it too. Have a great day ahead! ❤️
I've never cried at a UA-cam video before but this really got me. You should be so proud of yourself and you're a total inspiration xxx
YOU INSPIRED ME TASHA 😭😭😭 i've watched your previous never been kissed video and now watching this made me tear up. 😥😥 You still inspire me and somehow I can relate to you, i've been stuck in a rut in life and feel like im drowning and lost but thank you for this video you encouraged me. So blessed to have youtubers like you with the same faith! ad astra per aspera and God bless you!!!
Love this video! I completely relate to the relationship portion of the video. I think fiction kind of gives us a misperception of what a realistic healthy relationship looks like. When I had my first kiss I was so disappointed because it was absolutely nothing like I read/expected. But from personal experience, girl let me tell you that IT GETS BETTER...with the right person. I too am a Christian, am 23, and am saving myself for marriage, so I relate to you so hard lol. I know that it's not the most popular route to go, but it is so nice to see a girl like me, to know that I'm not alone.
As for your work/new transitions in life, I too am starting a full-time job and my master's degree tomorrow. I can only credit the favor of God that I've been given these opportunities. Just want you to know that I'm rooting for you and do what you need to do to live the most fulfilled life you can! You're going to be an amazing youth leader, they are so incredibly lucky to have you. 💕
I love how you believe everything happens for a reason. I didn't think that until a couple of years ago and it's true!
Haven’t caught your videos in a long time, but I’m so glad I watched this one. I’m so happy for you, Tasha! Congratulations on the new job!
Thank you so much for sharing! I love you so much and I'm so so so proud of you! You deserve the best in life
Natasha I love you so much! This video meant a lot to me, and made me cry a little ( in a good way. ) I hope things keep getting better for you, and remember God has a wonderful and beautiful plain for your life.
Thank you for sharing your story with us. UA-cam life can seem so glamorous to a person looking in, and we often quickly forget that UA-camrs are humans just like us, going through their own struggles and trying to live life the best that they can. I'm truly sorry for your loss, and you're such a great daughter to be taking care of your mom, especially in a society where people often sign off responsibility for their family members (those who experience having family members with illnesses of any kind) to other people or perhaps don't care at all. Continue to do what you do, as only you can do it best :)
You are a fantastic human. I’m so glad you posted both these videos. You’re so relatable. God has his hand on you. Thanks for sharing.
Natasha, I've been watching you for a while and I've related to you so much. Your journey with relationships, love of books, your walk with Christ, everything, and honestly watching this was so comforting as I'm in a similar state of transition. I'm so glad you've been able to find a path for yourself and see how things have worked for good! So happy for you and I'm excited to see what you do in the future, cause it's going to be amazing!
can you add how to use social media to your advantage towards a corporate job in your Q&A please? So glad you've found happiness and stability in your life, and well done on the job offers! Proud of you x
Loved this chat! Thank you for showing courage talking about your faith on YT; not enough do. I hope that many doors open for you!
So grateful that you're willing to share your stories and experiences with us. I think you help people more than you know and hopefully we as a community can provide at least some support in return!
I loved the last one of these you made. I'm very happy for you and I hope the coming years are even better and full of opportunities for you. You deserve all the best things
I’m so proud of you Natasha. I’m so happy that you are figuring out what you want and who you want to be:) I’m so happy that I found your channel and getting to watch you! I’m so proud that you pull closer to God even when you feel alone and don’t know what to do:) I’m very sorry for your loss as well. I can’t even tell you how much I understand what you are going through. Keep smiling and keep your head held high:)
You are so beautiful and kind. This is the first video of yours that I have watched, and I could listen to you talk for hours. I feel like I really really connected with so much of what you were saying.. Thank u for being honest and open
Natasha, I'm so happy that you have found the right job for you. It is so encouraging for me to see that your faith has not faltered through hectic times in your life. I would love to hear your salvation story!
This is the first video I’ve watched from you, and I was surprised to already learn so much about you and your adventures. You’re beautiful, and it sounds like you have a lot of love to give. Subscribed!
ugh so happy and proud for you Natasha!!! so many great things going your way right now and you deserve it girl:))
I will wait for your Q&A , Vlogs , Twilight, Disney and more. I am so proud of you. Thank you for this video. I love you.
I just started watching your videos and I'm so impressed by how hard you work and how much you've over come. I love that you take care of your family and are proud of it. I didn't have my first kiss until I was 18 and I really regretted not waiting more after that because in the end i was deeply hurt by the relationship. Being agnostic I can still enjoy your videos and appreciate how proud of your faith you are. P.S. kissing is kind of weird but should get better with time and the right person!
This is such a great video! I love how open and proud you are about your faith! You are so inspirational!!
I just want to say thank you! Thank you for sharing some of your private life with us. I want you to know that I relate to your story a lot. I’m 26, I’ve struggled with weight, self esteem and confidence my entire life. I spend my time taking care of my disabled mother and working full time, so dating has never been a priority for me.. and honestly still isn’t. I love reading about romance and watching romance, yet I am terrified of it in my real life. Being single has always been easier then putting myself out there, that’s why I’ve never been in a relationship. But I just wanted you to know that after watching your channel for quite a while now and your videos, you’ve made me feel less alone and your confidence and drive inspires me! So thank you!!
Hey Tasha, I loved how sweet and honest and open this video was! PLEASE please do a video on your salvation story! I've been through so much this past year with my relationship with God, and I've been really struggling to even believe in his existence anymore, after a life time of being a believer. So hearing your story, from someone who truly radiates the closest thing to a divine love that I can currently believe in, would be so amazing!
I had the same experience and I wish I'd broken it off earlier- I think you were smart to know what you wanted and take action. I started watching your channel because of that video and this is an awesome update. Sending good vibes
Believe me, it's 100% normal to be terrified of getting hurt and hurting someone you care about. It took me years to get over heartbreak, so take your time. You'll know when you're ready to try again... 💙 u and miss you. Take your time...
I connect with you so much!!! It’s nice to hear you say a lot of these things because I doubt myself and love so much. You make me feel like my feelings of being single and waiting for the right one is normal. You have such a beautiful soul. Thanks for being so personal and easy to relate to.
I’m so excited for you, Natasha! As someone who is also a devout Christian, I love these sit down videos and hearing about challenges in your life and how God has kept you afloat. I would absolutely LOVE to hear your full testimony. You’re already so amazing and wonderful. Keep going, darling. ❤️
I love that you kept a relationship with God throughout all of what you’ve been through, your such an inspiration ♥️
Thank you for sharing this with us Tasha. It takes a lot of courage to be completely open with others, and you definitely showed us your thoughts and feelings very personally. I wish I was one of your besties so I could tell you how amazing you are every day, you are seriously so thoughtful and genuine. So thank you. I love you and everything you've shared!
Totally respect that you don’t want to name them but... NAME THEM DANG IT
Sorry babe, not gonna happen. I'm sure some will figure it out.
Maddie Lazootin still have no clue, apparently I’m not that good at tracking ppl on socials ahaha
@Maddie Lazootin who is it
I think Brian Hulls (sp?) The Disney impressionist voice actor
addictivegamer102 You think it's Brian? I love Brian!!! I just thought they were friends...
Thank you for sharing your story, Natasha! Congratulations! I’m so happy you’re in a good place. I hope you continue to grow and enjoy your life. We’ll be here to watch whenever you have the time to post. :)
I only had a couple of relationships before I was 30yrs old. Because it didn't feel quite right with them those relationships didn't last long and I wasn't comfortable. 8 yrs ago I met someone and it was awesome, it was the 1st time I felt comfortable and I was in love with him. I was so nervous before my 1st kiss, and it was in my 1st serious relationship. It was great dating him, he made me feel comfortable and was so understanding with me. I'm a Christian as well, I used to volunteer in the children's work weekly, the holiday clubs, singing in the worship group, I printed our Church bulletin and volunteer in our town's Christian bookshop. Being tired from work and crazy unpredictable timetables that keep changing it has been hard to get back into volunteering as either I need to take a last minute booking or I get home on a Sunday or Saturday meaning my 1st day at home to recover/have a lie in and make sure I'm well enough to work is sometimes Sunday. I have been to the odd service and conference when I can. When I look after pets a lot of families have multiple pets and the work can be tiring and late into the evening and early in the mornings.i have health problems so get very tired and need to be careful and get some rest to recover when I can. I also have insomnia so don't sleep that well. Our church will be starting a mission to help homeless people by running a new homeless shelter and I will try and help out with that when that happens.
So you probably wont read this and that's okay! Lol! But I just wanted to say, you made me cry. Its been such a struggle these past.... 15 years. I lost my dad too and you getting a job means theres hope for me. I graduated from college last year and still havent found a job and its been one of the most discouraging times of my life and I've been praying so hard that God give me hope for....something...and my relationship with him has been strained, and this video, reminds me that I shouldn't give up and I just want to say thank you for sharing this. You're such an encouragement. Thank you.
I appreciate you sharing a part of yourself. It’s not easy opening up about some things. Keep doing you girl!
I'm not even halfway through and I just want to tell you that you are an inspiring woman to be posting about such intimate moments in everyone's lives that they like to keep hidden or not talk about too much. You are a respectful person to both your ex-boyfriend and to yourself and your relationship with your Lord (please correct me if I phrased that incorrectly as I myself am not a Christian). I knew there was a reason I subscribed to this channel and this is exactly one of the reasons, you are so raw and genuine but also funny and the perfect fangirl in everyway. Now onto continuing the video. You'll find the right person someday, and when you do it is the best thing in the world.
and please do the salvation video, I may not believe myself but I love watching those kinds of videos to see and understand other people's beliefs, sending you so much love Natasha, you deserve the world!
I love the light that you share. As far as relationships, when you find the right person it will be so much better. It is so important to marry someone that is your best friend, but the romance part is too! I married my best friend and we are almost at our 15 year mark, and the passion is still there as much as the early days. Don’t settle!
I'm so glad you are doing great! Congratulation on becoming a youth leader. And PLEASE film your testimony! Love you! :)
I'm so excited for you Tasha. Congrats on your job, it sounds so amazing and I have never done anything like that but I am still super jealous ahahah. Wishing you the best of luck and can't wait to see you continue to grow and let us in on your channel!!