As someone who was raised to keep my emotions/feelings hidden and who wasn’t allowed to be angry or sad because that would just result in more conflict, this really meant a lot.
I relate with you so much.. sometimes i just let my feelings out alone and not in public cuz when someone asks me whats wrong i cant even explain it and just cry harder so.. Dw just remember you are gonna be okay and your feelings are valid
@@Itz_TAC same!! And I've always felt bad Abt it because they cared enough to ask me how I feel and if I'm okay, but I just can't put what I'm feeling into words in the moment.
As someone that has major issues talking about what they're feeling or going through, and as someone that preferred doing things on my own, I fully empathize as the listener. It's a reason that communication is such a big thing in a relationship for me. Phenomenal job, as always. ❤️
In every relationship it’s all about communication. I understand that there are a bunch of things that people don’t want to talk about but at the same time it’s best to let it out instead of just keeping it to yourself. Keeping a lot of stuff in especially when it’s killing you, like hurting you it’s not gonna make anything better. If anything, it’ll just make things worse. It is always better to let it out instead of keeping it in.❤
Can I just appreciate that you don’t swear? Many audios I’ve listened to have some and then others have so much swearing that I can’t listen because it tunes me out! It’s part of the reason why I like your audios so much! This is also a good nod to communication in relationships. It’s so essential to simply be honest, but I’m one to talk. I’m so afraid to be vulnerable with a guy. I’m concerned about being taken advantage of (again)😞
Everytime you comfort us after the argument I can’t help but tear up because in the amount of arguments I’ve had with loved ones being comforted after apologizing always left me sobbing it’s like I’m missing it but I’m not. Anyway all I have to say is this was an amazing video
When I heard “be mad at me” I just shook my head and mumbled a no and sulked into my bed while holding my new invader zim plushy from yesterday my time-
Holy shit, this actually made me cry. I wish I could find a partner that resembles you in this audio. It's funny how an audio of a person I just found their channel and I know nothing about offered a moment to listen to what pisses me off and worries me, when not even my closest people would. I'll have to save this audio for my next overworked day / week, because this is exactly what I needed for the past 2 years ❣️
I don't really care that I'm bottling up my emotions. If I let them out on a human being, it's considered assault. If I let it out on a punching bag, I'm considered "weak". And if I let it out verbally, I'm considered crazy. Plus, all 3 options come with other side effects, and all of which never make the pain go away. Physical(person) : Pain = Mental + Hands Physical(bag) : Pain = hands Verbally : Pain = Throat + Mentally Plus, I like bottles.
Venti’s significant other approves! im going through a lot of stress right now, and this meant a lot Keep up the good work! “You heard me, get angry at me!” *cussing aggressively in spanish*
I'm someone who never shares their feelings I cried to this audio because I bottle up things until I explode And I lash out at myself for not being able to communicate my useless feelings and I hate myself for it because sometimes I can't tell if I'm sad mad happy or confused
Don't hate yourself. You are the hardest person you'll get to know. Constantly changing and growing. Cut them some slack because they are trying their best.
Having been raised to believe that expressing my emotions would only lead to more conflict, this honestly made me feel so much better. Keep up the good work ❤️
“She went to bed again?” Sleep is more important than boys anyways 🙄 also, I’m probably ✨maladaptive daydreaming✨ 🤭 so leave me alone to be with my imaginary bfs 😌 Great audio btw :]
This kinda made me cry. In high school I had two boyfriends bump me because I was working too much and not talking to them or seeing them enough. They didn’t try to talk to me, see me or work things out. One of them straight up stopped responding to my messages. It made me feel like shit and that i was in the wrong for working. But i still enjoyed this video. Just made me cry a little. ❤
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As a person who was raised by an abusive mother then disowned them when they were young this video comforted me cuz all my life I had to keep my needs my emotions, THANK U SO MUCHH MWAHH🤏🏻🤏🏻
Lmao am I unlocking trauma? I'm not mad at him for accusing me of cheating or confronting me... Like he was upset, expressed it, we are figuring it out... I'm not mad? Also like I never wanna take my anger out on someone who doesn't deserve it, especially not a partner... Oh and expressing emotions verbally? Nah
Him: ,, oh, your birth mother“ Me: WAIT STOP CUT THE CAMERAS HOW DID HE KNOW I WAS ADOPTED 😟 No but seriously this audio was amazing it cured my headache 💆♀️
As a person who doesn't cry to anyone and normally doesn't care if i hurt someone i actually rly cried when i heard how you were hurt and that you actually cared about the listener bc i was raised that sadness and love ks weakness so...thank you have a wonderful day ❤
*first time on the channel:* -the yelling played out really well, even got me a bit shaky! -the apology was nice! -in all the asmr comfort vids i watched, when the person asks whats wrong, the listener js says it right away. ik i might be picky, but i like it when the resist and dont tell it right away. :) overall im giving 9/10! *new sub
I feel like with how my life has been if I don't become a workaholic one day I would be shocked. Because having no money makes me absolutely terrified Everything needs money all human essentials need money like I'm literally always terrified and I can't stop it. Nothing scares me more than money
@@UTC_Audio have you thought about setting up a discord server to hang out and interact with fans/friends instead of just UA-cam? Would be super cool :)
uhh being workaholic takes a tow in your body i experience this and oh boy i hate it i always get sick anyways i love this video if some of u people have this kind of partner you arw lucky 🌟❤️
I’ve always been taught to bottle my emotions. I’ve also always had an explosive temper like my dad. I’ll be fine for a long time, act like nothing is wrong, storing it away. But then you could say or do one more thing that pisses me off and BAM! Off pops the lid of my angry jar, and all the nasty, mean, horrible things I’ve been wanting to say will spill out. I’ve only had terrible outbursts a few times. But you can see my temper in small amounts just on a daily basis. And when it’s that time of the month, or when life has just been particularly stressful, the amplitude of my anger skyrockets and it’s never fun for anyone to be caught in my presence when I’m exploding. So I tend to held it in as long as I can until night time, and then I just cry. I cry myself to sleep with how angry I am. I silently scream until my lungs burn from the lack of oxygen. It’s been this way for years. But This audio made me feel so seen. Thank you.
I read everyone’s comments about not being able to show emotion and not being able to show feelings and I have the exact opposite problem I feel to much to the point where I have physical pains in my chest when I feel sad and upset. I also can’t keep secrets because the feeling of guilt pressures in my chest so bad to the point where I get really bad headaches.
@@UTC_Audiolove this audio but I feel like the music is not really necessary it kinda throws the mood of the audio off but other than that this was a amazing video
Listening to it on UA-cam, I am starting to agree. It sounded softer on my computer, and it feels way more upfront online. I kept toggling the volume up and down trying to find a good spot. Thank you for sticking with it.
Solo espero que puedas tener muchos más suscriptores pronto porque esto es increíble 🥹 Actualmente estoy en el hospital con cáncer, por lo que es posible que no pueda comentar en todos sus videos tanto como me encantaría
Pasé de 10k en diciembre a 15k en enero. Estaré bien cuando se trata de suscriptores. Solo concéntrese en mantenerse positivo y recuperarse en el hospital. ¡Puedes vencer esto!
@@UTC_Audio Muchas gracias por el increíble aliento, trataré de descansar y mejorar pronto para poder comentar sus audios cuando mi cuerpo no esté demasiado débil.
Estoy tratando, puedo ver la luz, pero se está desvaneciendo lentamente de mí 🥹 Quiero que siempre sepas que eres amado por muchos y que solo soy un suscriptor, así que incluso si no lo logro, solo soy otra persona al azar que tiene cáncer ❤🩹🥹 Pero extrañaré escuchar tu voz todos los días y noches, pero mantente fuerte y saludable ❤❤🥹
heyy i really love this one but can i get this audio without the lo-fi? sorry I have trouble focusing and actually ur voice alone is enough for me🤞🏻 it's just my suggestion tho i still loveeee ur work regardless💗💗
I just need to find someone who doesn’t feel like I’m turning them into my therapist because I over communicate my emotions and thought process….. but when you get to your 30’s and then find out that you have Autism,ADHD, Tourette’s and Dyslexia…… you tend to feel like nobody understands you unless you go over everything over and over….. the sad part is my parents knew about the Dyslexia and never told me….. so yeah either I talk to much or not at all….
I feel that pain when it comes to Dyslexia. Self diagnosis feels nearly impossible because you have nothing to judge it against. Only in hindsight does it become obvious. Looking at first grade journals where letters and numbers are backwards. Not being able to read until 3rd grade. A lifetime of tests where you know the right answer, yet still filled in the wrong choice. Struggling to read aloud when others do it effortlessly. One of the reasons I enjoy this format is because of the long pauses between sentences. It might take hours of editing after recording, but it does get better with practice. As with most things. So don't give up. These things don't define you, they are just part of what makes you unique.
I wonder if I'll ever have this. Since I was a kid and up until now (I'm 26), I was shamed and ignored so many times (both at home and outside of it) when I tried to talk about my feelings that now I don't even know how to talk about my feelings anymore. I just wonder if I'll ever have any relationship, platonic or romantic, where the other person cares about communicating with me like this. Thank you for making this, it really helped me a lot. ;w;
Reading all the comments I came up with the conclusion that most of us were raised to be money making machines or just machines because children are difficult and parents were controlling
I was raised in a kind family but somewhere along the way something changed and I think it might've been my parents divorce and having to go see my biological father every summer for the first few years before I wanted to stop going because everytime I went down I would cry because I missed my mom and everytime I came back I got upset at the lack of freedom I had. Going between freedom to anything to having rules was very hard for me as a preteen and just made it hard for me to understand my own emotions. So at some point I became closed off and my depression and anxiety didn't help at all. When people asked hiw I was doing I would say I'm fine. I refuse to go back into that bad habit so when anyone asks me how I am I'm honest ("I'm tired" "I'm alive" "Doing pretty good actually") because i feel if I go back into saying I'm fine that I'll fall back into the habit of bottling my feelings up.
@UTC Audio Thanks, writing it helped me think into a different part of myself since u usually try to see myself as happy bright and supposed to help others when I need to take care of myself more I can't remember when I did a full proper self care day
I'm going to be honest this boyfriend audio or asmr whatever you wanna call it is the most realistic like it's not too deep but it's not too high pitched it sounds like a normal person not corpse husband (no offense he does have a nice voice) and this audio sounds like a conversation most of us overworked or shut in emotional people would have with their partner. This was amazing and please make more!
I'm seriously lucky I have a voucher to make my rent income based. I just quit my job because they wouldn't give me any days off for a whole month and it caused me to get sent to the hospital.
Something like that did happen to me before I literaly spend 3 months mostly working with max time of sleep 2 hours, sometimes non (it ofc affected my health) but i had to make money for 2 people to live in flat that costed more than half of what i get normally per month, also another thing that my ex boyfriend was really needy, sometimes i came back from work at 6:30am and 7:00 am he wokes up and ask me to keep him company trough his work so in the middle we can get lunch (only one meal a day and usually junk food) He broke up with me the moment the expenses for house, food and car was too much for mw to pay alone I've lost nearly 10kg because of that, gained anaemia and fainted in work Since that time i try to not be in any relationship, i can't get rid of the fear of being treated like this again
@@UTC_Audio i try my best but old habits don't die easily, i eat less than i used to before moving away from parents but i keep taking healthy snacks and take medicines
As someone who was raised to keep my emotions/feelings hidden and who wasn’t allowed to be angry or sad because that would just result in more conflict, this really meant a lot.
I relate and I am so so sorry for you
I relate with you so much.. sometimes i just let my feelings out alone and not in public cuz when someone asks me whats wrong i cant even explain it and just cry harder so.. Dw just remember you are gonna be okay and your feelings are valid
@@Itz_TAC same!! And I've always felt bad Abt it because they cared enough to ask me how I feel and if I'm okay, but I just can't put what I'm feeling into words in the moment.
Same..
Me
As someone who was raised to be an emotionless machine and having to deal with my birth mom on a daily basis this helped so much thank you❤️
Legit crying, I never thought that an audio would make me this emotional. Good work seriously 😍
I wish you all the best ❤
Sometimes you keep emotions in and that's bad for health. Letting emotions out is the only way to feel better.
yeah but it really hurts when people just seem to judge or said were being dramatic
@@YURI_SAN0183 Yeah...
@@YURI_SAN0183 true
@@Chu407 and like the feeling of being said "your being over dramatic" or "your such a cry baby" it just hurts
Being abused and raised to be silent and introverted and to be shying away from everyone, it hurts. I love this audio 💕
As someone that has major issues talking about what they're feeling or going through, and as someone that preferred doing things on my own, I fully empathize as the listener. It's a reason that communication is such a big thing in a relationship for me.
Phenomenal job, as always. ❤️
“In bed again?” Girl I’m tired
"Mother forker." "Yes I know. No language like that in this apartment." BEST PART other than me crying my eye out cuz this actually me fr
In every relationship it’s all about communication. I understand that there are a bunch of things that people don’t want to talk about but at the same time it’s best to let it out instead of just keeping it to yourself. Keeping a lot of stuff in especially when it’s killing you, like hurting you it’s not gonna make anything better. If anything, it’ll just make things worse. It is always better to let it out instead of keeping it in.❤
Before you calmed your voice, I was about to cry. People raising their voice always triggers me, but I love this audio.
I felt your arguing, and it made me actually cry, cause I also am overworked at times, trying to multitask everything, it felt so real,
As someone who has been taught to bottle up and never show my negative emotions...Someone give this man a metal!!!❤
Can I just appreciate that you don’t swear? Many audios I’ve listened to have some and then others have so much swearing that I can’t listen because it tunes me out! It’s part of the reason why I like your audios so much!
This is also a good nod to communication in relationships. It’s so essential to simply be honest, but I’m one to talk. I’m so afraid to be vulnerable with a guy. I’m concerned about being taken advantage of (again)😞
the emotion in the voice acting and the fluidity between emotions just slays
Thank you!
Everytime you comfort us after the argument I can’t help but tear up because in the amount of arguments I’ve had with loved ones being comforted after apologizing always left me sobbing it’s like I’m missing it but I’m not. Anyway all I have to say is this was an amazing video
When I heard “be mad at me” I just shook my head and mumbled a no and sulked into my bed while holding my new invader zim plushy from yesterday my time-
i got a burger king ad when he asked if everything was alright 💀
you put "cries" capital so i did but instructions unclear i didn't stop crying for awhile 😭
Obviously I am not putting enough thought into my titles. Maybe I'll add "then later stops crying at an appropriate time."
Holy shit, this actually made me cry. I wish I could find a partner that resembles you in this audio. It's funny how an audio of a person I just found their channel and I know nothing about offered a moment to listen to what pisses me off and worries me, when not even my closest people would.
I'll have to save this audio for my next overworked day / week, because this is exactly what I needed for the past 2 years ❣️
This.... this gave me the comfort I don't usually get from the people around me..
I don't really care that I'm bottling up my emotions. If I let them out on a human being, it's considered assault. If I let it out on a punching bag, I'm considered "weak". And if I let it out verbally, I'm considered crazy.
Plus, all 3 options come with other side effects, and all of which never make the pain go away.
Physical(person) : Pain = Mental + Hands
Physical(bag) : Pain = hands
Verbally : Pain = Throat + Mentally
Plus, I like bottles.
fr
My emotions r wack bro-
Whenever I yell I just tear up...
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Venti’s significant other approves!
im going through a lot of stress right now, and this meant a lot
Keep up the good work!
“You heard me, get angry at me!”
*cussing aggressively in spanish*
Oh my god open communication let’s go
i survive off of angst. it's fuel💀
Same
I'm someone who never shares their feelings I cried to this audio because I bottle up things until I explode
And I lash out at myself for not being able to communicate my useless feelings and I hate myself for it because sometimes I can't tell if I'm sad mad happy or confused
Don't hate yourself. You are the hardest person you'll get to know. Constantly changing and growing. Cut them some slack because they are trying their best.
Off topic but this is giving “I’ve treasured out season of friendship” vibes
I love your confidence that I would just grab another partner. But I am not and am lucky enough to even have a partner at all!
You'll get there! Everyone gets better with time.
Hiiiii
Having been raised to believe that expressing my emotions would only lead to more conflict, this honestly made me feel so much better. Keep up the good work ❤️
Me, who is scared of people yelling, clicks this video. I had it to my ear and, no joke, I flinched when he yelled-
“She went to bed again?” Sleep is more important than boys anyways 🙄 also, I’m probably ✨maladaptive daydreaming✨ 🤭 so leave me alone to be with my imaginary bfs 😌
Great audio btw :]
Ok can i just say how much I appreciate the subtitles
Thank You! They are in almost every video.
This kinda made me cry. In high school I had two boyfriends bump me because I was working too much and not talking to them or seeing them enough. They didn’t try to talk to me, see me or work things out. One of them straight up stopped responding to my messages. It made me feel like shit and that i was in the wrong for working.
But i still enjoyed this video. Just made me cry a little. ❤
Him: get mad at me!
Starts yelling at him like an angry Mexican mom
Not the chancla!
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Until we meet again
I'd still carry anti-venom if I was in the out back. Hope ADP 1 is doing good as well. Have a great weekend!
@@UTC_Audio 1 is fine! And have a fantastic weekend to you as well.
Love the lofi , that was dope. Love your voice dude ✨️💅✨️.
Ps this helped a lot 😭😭😭
As a person who was raised by an abusive mother then disowned them when they were young this video comforted me cuz all my life I had to keep my needs my emotions, THANK U SO MUCHH MWAHH🤏🏻🤏🏻
Lmao am I unlocking trauma? I'm not mad at him for accusing me of cheating or confronting me... Like he was upset, expressed it, we are figuring it out... I'm not mad? Also like I never wanna take my anger out on someone who doesn't deserve it, especially not a partner... Oh and expressing emotions verbally? Nah
As someone who can’t be sad around there siblings (aka the oldest plus the other parent btw my dad is never here) thank you
"I'm just confused why you didn't" because I don't wanna feel like a burden
No one:
The background music: 💃🕺💃🕺👯♀️👯👯♂️
Ayo another delicious emotional audio, thank youuu ✨
I was about to cry when he spoke louder. At least I felt something for once, like really felt it
This was very comforting for me. Keep up with the good work. (Also when my “mother” sent a text, I check my phone LOL)
Him: ,, oh, your birth mother“
Me: WAIT STOP CUT THE CAMERAS HOW DID HE KNOW I WAS ADOPTED 😟
No but seriously this audio was amazing it cured my headache 💆♀️
The makers of Advil don't want you to know this one simple trick!
I love his voice ❤️😻
Love your audios keep up the good work💜💜
Thanks for listening!
One of the most realest asmrs
Haha guess what I PHYSICALLY CANT BRING MYSELF TO VENT TO YOU BECAUSE OF MY TRAUMA!!!!! TAKE THAT
As a person who doesn't cry to anyone and normally doesn't care if i hurt someone i actually rly cried when i heard how you were hurt and that you actually cared about the listener bc i was raised that sadness and love ks weakness so...thank you have a wonderful day ❤
Her boss is Mr. Robinson.
They're sharing the Best Kept Secret.🤫🤫🤫
Welcome back to it's 3 am and I'm still working and this is my first break in 6 hours. Really needed this one
I love your audios 💜
Crying sobbing on the floor rn
You are so amazing I just want to hug you and never let go ❤️❤️🌸❤️❤️🥰
Oof as a certified workaholic... Yeah 😅
"Do you feel better?"
Me: a little
"A little?"
Me: (°o°:)
This is so cute
First timer here:
Plot was nice. Your voice was nice. The way you spoke was nice. You earned a new follower :)
Welcome to the channel.
*first time on the channel:*
-the yelling played out really well, even got me a bit shaky!
-the apology was nice!
-in all the asmr comfort vids i watched, when the person asks whats wrong, the listener js says it right away. ik i might be picky, but i like it when the resist and dont tell it right away. :)
overall im giving 9/10!
*new sub
Welcome to the channel!
@@UTC_Audio :D
"Scream as loud as you can"
Me: "no... I ain't gonna do that"
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I hates Peas
This was really good. I liked this a lot
Glad you enjoyed it!
I feel like with how my life has been if I don't become a workaholic one day I would be shocked.
Because having no money makes me absolutely terrified
Everything needs money all human essentials need money like I'm literally always terrified and I can't stop it.
Nothing scares me more than money
“I wanna know. What I’m doing wrong-“
“STICHFIX IS (blah blah i forgot)”
AH WHAT THE FAQ
Your voice make my soul to leave my body
Let me tell you something if you bottle up your feelings then one day they’re all gonna come out at once.
I know this All too well 🥺 been on the same side as this character a few times and it didn't end well 😪
That's what I liked about the script. Have a good weekend, friend!
@@UTC_Audio me too :)
I hope you have a great weekend my friend 🥰
@@UTC_Audio have you thought about setting up a discord server to hang out and interact with fans/friends instead of just UA-cam? Would be super cool :)
I've thought about it, but I decided against it. I like to focus on future projects. I do see shares from discord, so maybe a fan one already exists.
The notification genuinely made me look
😱not you get mad 😱😱 2:07 oh no 😭😭😭 how am I’m crying 😭😭😭😭 2:42 😭😭😭😭😭what did I do huh?👁👁
I love your audio’s! Subscribed I can’t believe I forgot to subscribe.
uhh being workaholic takes a tow in your body i experience this and oh boy i hate it i always get sick
anyways i love this video if some of u people have this kind of partner you arw lucky 🌟❤️
Oh, this little song is good
Thank you for the subtitles 🙃
I’ve always been taught to bottle my emotions. I’ve also always had an explosive temper like my dad. I’ll be fine for a long time, act like nothing is wrong, storing it away. But then you could say or do one more thing that pisses me off and BAM! Off pops the lid of my angry jar, and all the nasty, mean, horrible things I’ve been wanting to say will spill out. I’ve only had terrible outbursts a few times. But you can see my temper in small amounts just on a daily basis. And when it’s that time of the month, or when life has just been particularly stressful, the amplitude of my anger skyrockets and it’s never fun for anyone to be caught in my presence when I’m exploding. So I tend to held it in as long as I can until night time, and then I just cry. I cry myself to sleep with how angry I am. I silently scream until my lungs burn from the lack of oxygen. It’s been this way for years. But This audio made me feel so seen. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing. It really means a lot.
I have what is called a horror movie scream. Loud shrill and can be heard from miles away.
I read everyone’s comments about not being able to show emotion and not being able to show feelings and I have the exact opposite problem I feel to much to the point where I have physical pains in my chest when I feel sad and upset. I also can’t keep secrets because the feeling of guilt pressures in my chest so bad to the point where I get really bad headaches.
i feel like the music is a but loud But loved this vid!!!!
I lowered it once when I listened to it. I can see how it's loud. I wish I could get the lofi from bee and Puppy cat to work with instead.
@@UTC_Audiolove this audio but I feel like the music is not really necessary it kinda throws the mood of the audio off but other than that this was a amazing video
Listening to it on UA-cam, I am starting to agree. It sounded softer on my computer, and it feels way more upfront online. I kept toggling the volume up and down trying to find a good spot. Thank you for sticking with it.
Solo espero que puedas tener muchos más suscriptores pronto porque esto es increíble 🥹
Actualmente estoy en el hospital con cáncer, por lo que es posible que no pueda comentar en todos sus videos tanto como me encantaría
Pasé de 10k en diciembre a 15k en enero. Estaré bien cuando se trata de suscriptores. Solo concéntrese en mantenerse positivo y recuperarse en el hospital. ¡Puedes vencer esto!
@@UTC_Audio Muchas gracias por el increíble aliento, trataré de descansar y mejorar pronto para poder comentar sus audios cuando mi cuerpo no esté demasiado débil.
Estoy tratando, puedo ver la luz, pero se está desvaneciendo lentamente de mí 🥹
Quiero que siempre sepas que eres amado por muchos y que solo soy un suscriptor, así que incluso si no lo logro, solo soy otra persona al azar que tiene cáncer ❤🩹🥹
Pero extrañaré escuchar tu voz todos los días y noches, pero mantente fuerte y saludable ❤❤🥹
I don’t cry.I yell and hit.good audio thought!!
Two minutes in and I’m like… oooo she’s cheating!
heyy i really love this one but can i get this audio without the lo-fi? sorry I have trouble focusing and actually ur voice alone is enough for me🤞🏻 it's just my suggestion tho i still loveeee ur work regardless💗💗
Someday soon UA-cam will allow me to include multiple audio tracks per video, when they do I'll be sure to include this option.
I just need to find someone who doesn’t feel like I’m turning them into my therapist because I over communicate my emotions and thought process….. but when you get to your 30’s and then find out that you have Autism,ADHD, Tourette’s and Dyslexia…… you tend to feel like nobody understands you unless you go over everything over and over….. the sad part is my parents knew about the Dyslexia and never told me….. so yeah either I talk to much or not at all….
I feel that pain when it comes to Dyslexia. Self diagnosis feels nearly impossible because you have nothing to judge it against. Only in hindsight does it become obvious.
Looking at first grade journals where letters and numbers are backwards. Not being able to read until 3rd grade. A lifetime of tests where you know the right answer, yet still filled in the wrong choice. Struggling to read aloud when others do it effortlessly.
One of the reasons I enjoy this format is because of the long pauses between sentences. It might take hours of editing after recording, but it does get better with practice. As with most things. So don't give up. These things don't define you, they are just part of what makes you unique.
@@UTC_Audio 🗣️👂🫂❤️🫂🌞🌞🌞
I kinda wanna hear the end of the office project now😂
Forever a mystery.
I wonder if I'll ever have this. Since I was a kid and up until now (I'm 26), I was shamed and ignored so many times (both at home and outside of it) when I tried to talk about my feelings that now I don't even know how to talk about my feelings anymore. I just wonder if I'll ever have any relationship, platonic or romantic, where the other person cares about communicating with me like this.
Thank you for making this, it really helped me a lot. ;w;
I am sure you'll find someone who values your feelings just as much as you value theirs.
Reading all the comments I came up with the conclusion that most of us were raised to be money making machines or just machines because children are difficult and parents were controlling
This was like a months worth of therapy thank you🥲
Him: *seems like a tough guy*
Also him: That motherforcker
I was raised in a kind family but somewhere along the way something changed and I think it might've been my parents divorce and having to go see my biological father every summer for the first few years before I wanted to stop going because everytime I went down I would cry because I missed my mom and everytime I came back I got upset at the lack of freedom I had. Going between freedom to anything to having rules was very hard for me as a preteen and just made it hard for me to understand my own emotions. So at some point I became closed off and my depression and anxiety didn't help at all. When people asked hiw I was doing I would say I'm fine. I refuse to go back into that bad habit so when anyone asks me how I am I'm honest ("I'm tired" "I'm alive" "Doing pretty good actually") because i feel if I go back into saying I'm fine that I'll fall back into the habit of bottling my feelings up.
Thank you for sharing that.
@UTC Audio Thanks, writing it helped me think into a different part of myself since u usually try to see myself as happy bright and supposed to help others when I need to take care of myself more I can't remember when I did a full proper self care day
2:28 The way this scared me 😭
I feel like the 1st music in the background is from Minecraft for some reason
Harris Heller's lofi music to stream/study to.
I'm going to be honest this boyfriend audio or asmr whatever you wanna call it is the most realistic like it's not too deep but it's not too high pitched it sounds like a normal person not corpse husband (no offense he does have a nice voice) and this audio sounds like a conversation most of us overworked or shut in emotional people would have with their partner. This was amazing and please make more!
Ok ik your yelling at me. But the music is a vibe!!
Question Do I need to pay for this therapy session , like I think I've been cured of something.
Free of charge.
Finally a video that has subtitles in Portuguese, it's tiring to translate everything in my head 🤡
The software I used to do that makes it impossible to do these days, but Google auto subtitles are not so bad. It's pretty easy to set up as well.
Got a weird pit in my stomach
I'm seriously lucky I have a voucher to make my rent income based. I just quit my job because they wouldn't give me any days off for a whole month and it caused me to get sent to the hospital.
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Something like that did happen to me before
I literaly spend 3 months mostly working with max time of sleep 2 hours, sometimes non (it ofc affected my health) but i had to make money for 2 people to live in flat that costed more than half of what i get normally per month, also another thing that my ex boyfriend was really needy, sometimes i came back from work at 6:30am and 7:00 am he wokes up and ask me to keep him company trough his work so in the middle we can get lunch (only one meal a day and usually junk food)
He broke up with me the moment the expenses for house, food and car was too much for mw to pay alone
I've lost nearly 10kg because of that, gained anaemia and fainted in work
Since that time i try to not be in any relationship, i can't get rid of the fear of being treated like this again
I hope you took time to recover!
@@UTC_Audio i try my best but old habits don't die easily, i eat less than i used to before moving away from parents but i keep taking healthy snacks and take medicines
Have you thought of a multivitamin? I've only been sleeping 4-5 a night so I can't say sleep more.
yeehaw
WHY DO YOU SOUND LIKE IKE EVELAND AT THE START
He does kinda sound like me.
@@UTC_Audio THEN WHY DOES HE SOUND LIKE YOU AT THE START
@J U A N👹🦊 nah man XanVA he uses luxiem fanart and people always point it out bro trust even Scarle genderbend
wow, these comments are fucking sad
im here for all of you :(