[FREE] SZA x Frank Ocean Type Beat - By Myself
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This is something I wrote for my cousin, may he rest in peace.
#FuckCancer
(Verse 1)
I never thought that you would leave,
I didn't wanna believe,
It was a never ending fight for me to find some relief..
Between the misery & grief- I feel weak,
I close my eyes - I cant sleep..
and not to mention; the depression got steep..
I never leave,
I sit in silence.. I don't feel like myself.
I'll skim through pictures on my phone,
like reminiscing would help..
I'd play along and act collected,
Yet- I'm living in hell,
and I have no clue how I could live with myself..
I wish somebody could tell..
You helped me get through all those moments - I fell,
you let me vent about my issues and those feelings I've felt,
Too many times I'd cry to you & let emotions spill out,
You brought me back down to earth..
You dug me out of the dirt..
You'd never shamed my mistakes,
You gave me more than my worth & you shared your food on your plate..
You showed me how to be strong and replace my weakness with strengths,
Before you; I was a headache schizophrenic with angst.
You showed me how to be happy,
and above anything else..
You truly thought I would succeed at making changes myself..
Let me believe and achieve;
gave me the key to be me,
& now forever you sleep..
Rest in peace to you Steve.
(Verse 2)
it hurts me to believe you were the person that believed in me..
You opened up your soul to me and shown me human decency,
and I just turned my back on you in moments that you've needed me,
That shit eats me alive -
i do dumb shit with no reasoning..
You seen me as you seen me and you'd strive to put belief in me..
Gave peace to me & seen me as nobody else was seeing me..
You tried to make me smile when you knew nothing was pleasing me,
My doctor says I'm manic & it feels like life's deleting me..
Its cheating me - depleting me,
Defeating me repeatedly..
Its beating me so easily; and nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm staring at the ground again,
I'm sick of seeing scenery,
I really need you back again,
Man, this feels like a dream to me,
Rest easily 🌹
- C . W
thank you for letting me share..
cherish the ones you love & never cut somebody out of your life unless you're willing too live with the regrets once they're gone forever.
Stay true, do you.
Siate Felici.
this is amazing, and im so sorry for what happened and i really hope you're okay :(
for a chorus maybe you could use something like this:
im sorry that i couldnt say goodbye to you
and i just want you to know that i love you
no matter what happens ill always stand by you
its so hard, getting over you
i miss you
that's so amazing... madde me cry bro. you're powerful as fuck. i will forever hope you make it big
So wonderful! I hope you continue the song and get it out there :) May your family leave in peace L.I.P
wow
May I use this to share to others your tragic story
I come here to find talent. All of you, you are this generation. We are not what they say we are. We are love. We are compassion. We are light, and emotion, and depth. And we're going to great things. Don't be discouraged. You are the future, and it is so bright. I love you
Tiny Dancer idk you but thank you for ur wise words, we need more words like that, especially on the internet. i hope you are doing well, lets be the love we want to see.
😊
youre a liar... we are selfishness, we are dark, we are fear...we need Christ
I sincerely believe this generation is doing great things and WILL change the world in the best way possible (it's already started)
Tiny Dancer amen
The voices get louder when im by myself
Sad song in the shower when im by myself
Crying on the floor for hours when im by myself
Stomach getting lighter when I'm by myself
Searching for my lighter when im by myself
You said I'll always be yours now I'm by myself
You said I'll never be alone now I'm by myself
You said we could still be friends but now I'm by myself
I thought you loved me till u found somebody else
And now I'm by myself
yourfavoritepizzaman Robinson Beautiful
I'm working on a demo, could I please use this? It's beautiful
Talika Acquaye You should send me some stuff. I'm actually looking for fellow artist
Talika Acquaye I would, if i wasn't already recording it for my first demo :/
That was great man wow
I’m tired of being alone,
Up late, talking on the phone. Always.
I try to get out their, im half asleep.
But I miss you everywhere.
And it’s everywhere I turn, my heart begins to burn, I prayed that I’d learn but clearly that ain’t worked. There’s an aching in my body, missing you On a daily, I’m feeling so crazy, my sense of pride is failing.
I can’t be by myself
I think I needed your help.
And I’m by myself.
You were there when there was nobody else, and now I’m by myself.
Hey, could I use some sentences in a song please?
this is so beautiful. you’re so talented. please never stop making music.
SZA is so beautiful!
To who? Big foot
exohxo to the 156 people who agree so 🤫
Your starlight
On my skin
When I need moonlight
To heal me within
Your happiness
Poured in a bottle
Your either at a full stop
Or full throttle
You turn me on and click me off
you kiss me rough, kiss me soft
I thought I could be alone
But with you, I always check my phone
You mean more than I expected
But I'm not second guessin
Even if I fuck this up,
You'll still be enough
For someone else
But I want to try
To be perfect for you
And have a nice life
I want to share, too.
You make me feel so many things
Happy just clearly rings
When I'm near you
It's true
I'm not a liar anymore
I kicked her right out the door
Your the sunlight
When it's so dark I'm blind
And your everything that makes me feel fine
Sometimes I'm so glad your mine
can i use sum of thses worss
@@gamergirlsinful794 for sure! Send me a link if you make a video 💓
@@devorahmoreno2581 ok thank you so so much
@@devorahmoreno2581 i didnt use any but id di finish my song if you want to hear it it would mean alot to me ua-cam.com/channels/JNfon-q6TfBxlzRA6zSZPA.html
This instrumental is deep. I'm feeling this beat it makes you go into a mental challenged thought of mine.
Paradox
If i told that
I love you
I want you
Adore you
How would you feel if
We went far
To the stars
A fresh start
Oh oh oh oh (2x)
Im am trying to
Show you my love
Oh (2x)
You taking places
Oh paradox
Got me above
Cant get enough of your love
Marcea Lewis i feel those lyrics forsure!
My friend said shut up
@@officiallyara1331 hah
But mean but mean
Ya di good
What a vibe 🔮
ILLUID HALLER beats good use of that emoji bro! It sums up the eerie feel of the music.
i was high as shit yesterday and this put me in a trance
HAHA i thought i was the only one!! lol
Keep it lit🔥
Me at this moment
i legit tried to make a song to this high and now im stuck staring out the window
I get high of bondage now
And kitty litter cleaner dancing for cats in bikini. Amazin
after you left i was all by myself
i really felt like an elf on the shelf
you left me standing by the door
waited for hours till my feet were sore
i’ve grown up a lot since then
i wanna say it was before i was ten
maybe i was seven years old
never can remember i always am told
momma raised us as a single mom
i pushed guys away shit wasn’t calm
i thought it was her fault that you were gone
waited every morning for you till dawn
im now almost seventeen
it’s been about ten years since you’ve seen me
i almost feel like crying
sometimes i feel like dying
the only thing i had left of you
was our dog who died off too
without you here
just brings me to tears
it’s not like you died
you didn’t even say goodbye
when people ask where you are
i say i don’t know somewhere really far
i remember how you always lied
sometimes you wouldn’t even give us a ride
you would hold us back from going out
those are the times that made momma wanna shout
sometimes you weren’t even there for us
now and then you would lose our trust
i remember as a little kid we would sleep in the truck
you didn’t have much money, life was very rough
now you have a new wife & new stepson
sometimes i wish we would’ve had this bond
i thought you left because you couldn’t afford
i think about you when i’m really bored
we had a kitty who we got for free
i cant remember the name or if it was a he or she
i remember the road trip we took to vermont
to see your side of the family who i forgot
thank god for my grandma & poppa
they really helped out my momma
if it wasn’t for them
i don’t know where we would’ve been
you were a smoker & you lied about it
i caught you outside your apartment
right away i called momma
she picked us up we said see ya
we would play my favorite video game
it’s a shame that i cant remember the name
i wanted to get answers to my questions
i should’ve listened to my moms suggestions
i just went my own way behind her back
i hurt her so much made me wanna yack
i didn’t even get the answers i wanted to hear
this time now i get to disappear
i blocked your number & stopped responding
alright enough is enough no more talking
im living my best life
so are you im guessing with your new wife
im so happy that i have my family
even if you are absently
we don’t need a dad to live
thank god for those moms who give
it’s not that i’m alone
i am very grown
im not that elf on the shelf
i just am who i am, by myself
dude that's deep
wow...wow. these words were just so deep. and i really felt it because i had to get raised by a single parent. :(... but these words right here are very powerful, done made me cry..WHEW.
@@kyrathechamp81 thank you :) sorry to make you cry
@Tyla Euphoria thank you!
@@kairedd06 its just my life
Pamiętam, kiedy wysiadła z auta, wymiana spojrzenia
Wtedy coś we mnie zaczęło się zmieniać
I kolor jej oczu też zaczął się zmieniać
Te długie proste włosy, ten uśmiech tak szeroki
Te kolorowe oczy, patrzące wciąż na boki
Ta delikatna skóra, ten piękny zarys twarzy
W słońcu była aniołem, miała czarne jordany
Prosiła mnie o numer, dałem jej tylko fejsa
Działa na mnie jak pixa, co bardzo uzależnia
Przez miesiąc była głupia, a chciałem z nią kontaktu
Lecz wszystko się zmieniło pewnego dnia przy parku
Wystarczył jeden buziak, chodź długi to niewinny
Myślałem o niej długo, miałem poczucie winy
Ale teraz czuje, że mogę z nią budzić się rano
I dawać jej siano, i mówić dzień dobry
Mówić do widzenia, kochanie, dobranoc
Brać ją na wszystkie wycieczki do parku
Nad morze, na plaże, oceanarium
Kupować pizze, gdy nie ma humoru
Jest ulubienicą moich ziomów
I nigdy więcej nie mów, mała, że nie czujesz nas
Bo nie przestanę kochać cię nawet w najgorszych snach
Gdy mówisz, że to koniec wtedy czuje wielki strach
Zamykam się w pokoju i wylewam smutek w łzach
tkm XDDDDDDDDDDD
2 AM in the morning. I feel alone. But you're here so am I alone? Myself with you right next to me. Have nobody but you right beside me.
Wanna be alone with you right next to me. By myself but you ain't overseas.
every time i close my eyes i feel alone, its my disguise
it would be nice to have someone here, to make me smile and wipe my tear
i really don't know how to feel, my ship's sinking, i lost the wheel
my sanity will go down with me, no you can't help its destiny
i don't know what I'm doing with my life, my heart's punctured by a steal knife
it carved a hole inside my heart, but if i take it out ill fall apart
Livelifesimply Sophia these are great lyrics u should develop it or let someone else do it
omfg finally someone with good lyrics lol
your words touched me... awesome job!
Can I use these lyrics in my song?
Do you mind if I use these lyrics ? I’ll grub your credit ☺️
{Hook}
I know the pain. And what you put me through.
But now it's time to see the change in you x2. I'm talking bout Monday Tuesday Wednesday and Saturday. And sometimes I know when I'm feeling high or low but we dancing together and you know it's slow you know it's slow. I feel the light and that's where you want to go.
Mhm
Yeah
My thoughts all overwhelm me,
I wish I got some help.
Have people but nobody,
Cause I'm just by myself
Late at night when its dark
I think about you so,
I try to figure out
Why you wanted to go
Was it me? Was it you?
Was it anyone else?
did you need time to figure yourself out
Could I have done anything to save us
It's too late cause now we're just a loss
I'm by myself
And there's no way to change that now
I can't get around the thoughts of you
and the things you put me through
(This is a draft, I'm not finished)
ItsAbella good start
0:55
If i could let you go
Then that would be that would be
Someone who has a hold
On their feelings, their feelings
Baby you said you’d try
And you told me you’d never lie
But when there comes, troubling waters
What do we find? What do we find?
1:32
What do we find? (or) You run and hide
1:50
Trying to take everything step by step.
Its hard when you havent figured out whats wrong yet.
And I feel like im falling of the edge cant seem to find an escape, someone help me catch my breath
And the voices in my head are begging me to find myself.
Youve got so much ahead of you you aint done with yourself."
mad !
I’m tired of being alone
So many hours we talked on the phone
I try to be out their
But I just miss you everywhere
Everywhere I turn, my heart just starts too burn
The aching pain in my body, misses you more on the daily
I can’t be by myself
Without you here I can’t help
I can’t help to cry every night
You were my everything
My heart shivers,
I've been scared i feel alone I feel all by myself,
This headache, this pain
Shit made me shed a tear
he's not lyin
Raelyn Williams me 2
This was so dope, wrote a whole song by listening to it. Damn it made me feel so alone.
I’m gonna channel my sad feelings into a beautiful song and write it on this beautiful track! ♥️
You’ve done it again.
Let me eat my lunch, in silence
As I over color these vibrant moments I've been holding
Cause why..
Why you never hold me down?
Always under my skin flipping me around
Up and over the top
And then you leave again
Man, why you always leave
Why you always leavin?.
Passing out could never seem this easy
See the door on the way out cause you just want to leave me
Love you like.. love you like nobody else
Alone sitting here all by myself
Alone eating my lunch
Alone, eatin
Swallow my food, but thinking of you
Always puts me in a bad mood
Cause I don't wanna be like that
Make a scene like that
Act all mean like that
When I just.. I just want you to love me like how I love you
Swallow my food, sitting here alone
Staring out the window
Just let me know
Let me go
Just let me know when you let me go
Leave alone
Want to be alone
Let me eat my lunch in silence
As I over color these pretty vibrants
Secrets I've been hiding away
Secrets I've been hiding
Hope you never
Never
Ever
Faded away
All into myself, all alone
You ain't here and I'm alone
Love you like
Love you like
Like
Love you, love you like nobody else but myself..
Your smile is my light
No stars at night
Your eyes are bright
They help my path tonight
Your sight is my wealth
Your laugh is my health
I didn’t mean to hurt you just fked up and left, hurting myself, my mind is a mess and I’m sorry, sorry momma I’m in drama and not what u wanted
It kills me, skills me, to see what I could of been, and I mess up as I spin
At times I feel by myself
Crazy thing is
I'm slowly losing myself
Most people don't see how I've contain myself
Fake smile's is how I maintained myself
Suicide has always on my mind
If you look deep within my eyes
You can see the darkness I hide inside
Trapped in the glossy reflition in my eyes if you listen closely
You can hear the demons eating me alive with every breath I worry
About what's next tension in
My chest depression
I'm trying to suppress nevertheless truth be told
I try my best to feel less
The less I feel the less
My brain tells me that
I'm worthless that I'm better
Off by myself because I'm
Not perfect that everything
Has it's purpose but this has
Me uncertain
BSPC-
that's how i feel. it's nice to know someone else feels the same way.
@@kairedd06 for sure man depression is real..
Can I use this for one of my songs if you're not going to??
@@NyeAmor can I have credit for the lyrics? Then yes if not then no.
Can I use this
Beautiful beat. Just wrote a song to it. Thank you
As I sit here outside under the stars by myself, recolecting my dignity, values, standards and self doubt.
Sometimes my soul feels so alone, I have so much understanding, forgiveness and love for everyone I know.
I share so much kindless and yet I still feel so alone, because no one seems to understand the true depth of my soul.
Every day I still gow, into my true blueprint, but the only friend I really know, that makes me feel not alone, is myself.
I wish anyone could see all the love I share without judgment. Yet everyone around me talks about others constant. No one understands my light. I give so much to everyone, just wish I could get deep soul love back.
THIS IS NICOLE TVs SONG CALLED “recuperate”
Maybe nicole just used the sound -_-
Yeah the beat is available for purchase, I used it with my lyrics for Spotify, you can get a liscence, I obviously credit the beat. Check it out :) open.spotify.com/artist/6UW4FMtzNrCmgpESJ13n07?si=HK0ZfvUNRLijcHU7JUjoog
No this was the beat she ised
Fire as usual my dude
I feel alone in a place I call my home
I feel alone in a place I call my home
My home
My home
I feel alone in a place I call my home .
No one knows they don’t know ..
Ohh ohhh ohhh
If they’d listen they’d know I’m drowning
In my depressive tears
Losing grip I’m Falling
I’m slipping
I feel so helpless now
I drop to my knees asking god “why me”
But he just ignores me
I feel alone now so alone now
On top of that my lover left me
My best friend
I feel alone now ...
I feel alone in a place I call my home
I feel alone in a place I call my home
My home
My home
I feel a lone in a place I call my home ..
no one know they don’t know
Ohh ohh ohhh
keymaa Medina can I use these lyrics but on another type beat
@@bulaaa6345 sure could you give creds loll via keyma this my bf page
Shayla Harris sure credssss?
so deep and relaxing at the same time. you did an awesome job with this.
It my favorite song 😂
We Write
We Write to excite, write to ignite
write because it's right
right now thoughts filled with light
Fire burning with soft passion
I say it real, say it because it's just the way that I feel, does this appeal to what you also feel
I write because it's what I love
Apart of me and so is the beat
this heart of me is so unique
emotions lifted feels a lil different
From all the other shit that I normally feel, finally like myself
but I write because it helps
Mind full of wealth share it with everyone rather than to have it by myself.
We Write to excite, write to ignite
write because it's right
right now thoughts filled with light
write to inspire, write to lift one higher, creative sparks, open ya mind and open your hearts.
Deeply emotional ... it's magic
It’s crazy how months ago I came across this song and I couldn’t find ANY word to put on this track.. not that life has changed phases for me and I’m learning I have soooo much to say. So much heart ache...
i wrote a whole 3 dope verses to this beat...."trippin on myself"
I get tired of the hate we give
Why not Let them be them
Let ppl breathe in their skin
And ohhhhhh
Some struggle with it some
Some born with it
And we pick them because
There fake cuz there lyin cuz they takin from whos buying it
And deceiving the ones they inspire
We know we dont look like them
But we are comfortable in our skin
Verse 1
tryna find peace in this world
can’t be yourself around some girls
tryna be the perfect girl for you
but you always choose to go with other dudes
Chorus
i can and i will
take you places where you never go
i can and i will
keep you going till you explode
i can and i will
make you addicted to my every touch
i can and i will
babyy no baby nooo
instrumental
Verse 2
finding it hard
without a hand to hold
the loving you give
will never get old
because it means so much
just to feel your touch
so baby please come home
don’t leave me all alone...
Chorus
i can and i will
take you places where you never go
i can and i will
keep you going till you explode
i can and i will
make you addicted to my every touch
i can and i will
i can and i will
love you till you’ve had too much...
When the world is silent. I can hear my thoughts clearly. I can feel my heart beating deep as the feelings you gave me. I can feel your touch invade me, the taste of your lips tingling, all by myself is when im consumed of all the thoughts about you....
Your hands were covering my body
In the Morning
They were warming me
If I had known what cold feels like without them I’d never worn them
Never worn them
In the back of my mind
If one searches they’ll find
Another you
Living a secret life
Tryna hide the dreams but I know em
Chorus
Somehow I’m lying all
By myself
What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else
I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me now lies withing
By myself
Vers
Your hands were holding up the bottles while I drank
It’s not workin
Ain’t working
Somehow the memory of your touch is still hurtin
Still hurtin me
In the back of my bag
If one searches they’ll find
Another bottle of mine
Bottle of wine
Living a secret life
Tryna hide the dreams but I know em
Chorus
Somehow I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else
I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me now lies within
By myself
Youre in my dreams
You’re in my head
In my mind
You’re still there still there
You’re in my day
And in my nights
Just not in my life
Not in my life
But you will never leave my mind
You will never leave my mind
Never leave my mind
No matter what I try not
You won’t keave my mind boy
Won’t leave my mind
You’re still there every night
You’re still there all the time
You’re still there
And im all by myself
Actually posted a version of this on my insta @liajmusic and added a soft piano for the chorus
Go check it out if you want to
Def gonna publish this is dope 🔥
Why do I tell lies so I can fit in
Why do I try so hard, where did this all begin
Why do I wish people could see things in me, I can’t in myself
I talk to you cause your fine
Wish I could look deep inside
And not treat you like everyone else
Why do I do what I do
I guess I do it for you
And maybe selfishly I do it a little for me too
A ocean of pain, i glad you came
I wanna be a dancer with many dreams
I just don't wanna stand alone
You might see a smiling face
It's just a cover up
You don't see the things that go through
My head
When I dance alone
The darkness covers me
Each step I take
I lose my balance
You can say I'm unstable
I promise you won't stay with me
I only dance at night wandering
That's when the demons come out
No sleep stay awake
They keep me awake when there on way
When I dance their taking my dreams away
My smiling face is just a cover up
I'm all by myself hiding from my demons
Behind the people I love
Then I will be ruined
no voice with this beat makes u feel like this beat alone does.
I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home
Won’t you please give me a reason why you won’t pick up the phone
I can feel it every time you lie when i hear that stupid dial tone
That leave a message at the beep i guess that i an on my own
But every time you call i feel my heart beat bout a thousand times
You send me flowers and it makes me smile but it still ain’t right
Won’t you call me
Are you there
Are you listening
Do you care
Won’t you call me
I am here
I am listening
And i care
Baby
Won’t you come out to play
I miss you my friend
Can me make memories again
I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home
Tears are drying i been crying for you all night long
I hear you lying every time i hear that stupid dial tone
Won’t you hear my message don’t leave me here on my own
Baby
Won’t you come out to play
I miss you my friend
Can we make memories again....
Can I use this
for some reason this reminds me of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra. both lovely!
My lyrics to this beat describe what's going on in NZ in terms of suicide
I've been trapped in myself for so long
I'm losing time with the ones I love
While this is going on I'm fighting with my thoughts
Can't even barely breathe or find the words to talk
The walls they are closing in
So confined i feel the pressure rising
Lord knows I've been trying forever
Strip away the labels that define me
I let the world conform me into something
I can't barely recognize anymore
I need to break free
Sometimes the road can seem tough
Just know the light is on us
Although the pain feels rough
Just know the light is on us
*Rap*
Depression is real, anxiety is real. Yet we hide it from the world yeah we aim to conceal. Dont wanna be a victim, don't wanna be a nuisance
We run to the system to feel non-existent
I don't wanna lie our people are dying
Committing suicide cause they done tryna fight it the voices in your head yeah they smiling about it
A mental breakdown with a war where the heart is
Ah, how hard is kindness
The rage that we weild is act of blindness
Yet it's so cold and violent, how we can judge another humans life about it huh
Lend a helping hand, if you are unaware then please you got to understand, That some of us in life are just to scared to rule a grander plan.
Man u need so one to talk to hmu for my snap or sum
Honestly 😂
MY GUY...SOMETHING SO POWER JUST HIT ME LISTENING TO THIS TRACK...I MUST HAVE THIS!!!!
so smooth... the vibe is real
Love this, keep up the work!
Had to grow from the root,
Couple uh times I got the boot
Got called cute
Now I’m all alone in my room eating all this damn fruit
It’s a riot,
Now you can’t lie about truth
I just wanna be satisfied
Tired of telling lies
Tired of living lies,
Tired of saving saving lives
Tired of trying
Abided by the rules
Not prying
I ain’t crying
I’m dying
Tired of being me
I’m tired of having sleep
I’m tired of being the one and your the one for me
Im hurting all the time
At night I need you by my side
You take shot me
And I wanna cry
All this pain I'm feeling
I just wanna hide
All alone at night
Hoping it will be alright
But it ain't alright can't you see the pain inside me it's just a dream
TW*
Let me be by myself,
Rediscover myself,
Reinvent myself in my own eyes,
Cut the ties with my weaknesses and except my strengths,
Go through great lengths to get there,
Just as I did to get here,
Pushing past my fears,
And grinding every gear,
I wanna be prepaired,
Get stared down so hard I never get back up,
Stuck in the same old rut,
Trying not to cut but I'm still not enough..
I never was..
i'm really sorry about this. i can relate to what you feel. Please go on with your dreams and write more. Allow God heal your heart
Verse 1: I feel like I'm falling
Already said that, but man I need to be honest
Why does this not feel like a project
It's not, it's to help through all this nonsense
Look I'm growing up too quick
Gonna be 15 soon, I wanna be a kid
I gotta get job, focus on running
School it's a lot
Its stressing me out to the top
Man I need to find time to just stop
And focus on God
I don't wanna get fake friends
I don't wanna go to parties
I don't wanna smoke do drugs
And get wasted
I don't want my memories to be in anguish
Because one day, I'm gonna have to face em
Growing have to talk about relations
When truly I don't even know what it is
I've been searching
Hard to accept that I'm not a little kid
Woo, I've been writing till I fall asleep
Meanwhile I got people calling me
Asking me to do this and that
It doesn't bother me
But If I don't wanna go why do you expect an apology?
The devil haunting me
Tryna grow faith
In a world where monsters creep
Don't wanna deal with fake people
Tryna peep
Leave me alone
I need y'all off me
I don't like it when it gets loud
That's why I like when the fam around
Sure maybe I'll go out
Be social now
But I'd rather stick the close people who will pick me up when I'm down
Hook: I'm growing up, in a world with no love
Tryna do what I can but times get rough
I should try to slow it down, enjoy the small stuff
But people live too fast I can't catch up x2
Ay, I'm growing up
Yeah, I'm growing up
Ay, I'm growing up
Growing up
I never really liked growing up
Verse 2: it's a hard fact I have to accept
Lord I know your their for every misstep
And and I am walking into the Unknowns
Maybes that's better because i can't fold
I gotta get through
Take it one conversation at a time
It's time that I opened my eyes
Time to listen to others not my inside
Because truthfully right now my heart is blind woo
But mom I've been working on it
Lately my struggles are making me inspired again
No I'm not gonna give in
Gonna keep going till the lord says it's my end
Which might be today you never know
So I trap this struggles in this room I should let them go
Woah, that made me froze
Maybe I struggle with control oh
Woah, maybe that's why I can't relax
Maybe that's why I live life in attacks
Maybe that's why I relapse
I need to sit back
And let God deal with that
I gotta get rid of this struggles one thing at a time
And I'm on this mountain I climb
And when I'm done with the rhymes
And I know I'll see God on the other side yeah
구름 사이 낀 해를 바라보다
멈춰 있는 내 그림자를
건드려도 아무 느낌이 없네
너무나 힘들게 날 울려오네
어느샌가 난 자라서
혼자 해야할 일들이 쌓이고
난 다 컷다고 생각 했지만
눈 앞을 보니 날 조여오네
내게 20대의 삶은
술과 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는
맥박 소리가
달라지면 난 뭐든 할 수 있는 기분야
달면 삼켜 써도 그냥 삼켜
원래 그런거지
참고나면 우린 잊고
의미없이 돌아다녀도
같이 있던 그때가 기뻐
잊었던 친구전화번호처럼
난 바쁘게 살고있어 남으로
지금 옆사람과 멀어지려해도
난 더 꼭 붙어있어 사랑으로
다들 열심히 살어
크면서 모험심이 사라져
버린 이유는 바로
돈과 미래에 대한 사고
난 철없이 살자고
다짐했건만 자연스레
어른이 되가는 과정
속에 가장 큰 재산을 팔고
윗사람 앞에선 입을 쭉 닫어
“Got me feeling so alone. Why am I so vulnerable .But thats not what I’m thinking, I’m thinking I’m the only one staring at the ceiling”
Why r so many people putting song lyrics in the comments am I missing sumn?
Because this is like an Instagram rap song so I guess their putting their own lyrics that go with the song
@@alexisdelacruz3203 oh ok👌
Because they want their lyrics to be stolen
peterson 1 LOL
Right like damn 💀
Notification squad 🔥🖖🏼
When you got your first verse done but get writers block for the chores 😂 writing a breakup song to this!
You get it ?
How many times do I have to get it wrong to finally get it right
How long do I have to put up this fight
If you’re gonna lie make it believable
Every word you said was evil
So I’m crying
Sick of trying
Why do days feel so long
Without you
I’m bout to
Prove them all wrong
Scream until my lungs give out
I should not have to doubt
The things you say
You will end up leaving
Anyway
Just Like the rest
Nerveless I’ll continue searching on
Ohh ohhh on.
Girls may wanna have fun
But I just wanna feel love
Or at-least have someone to hold on too
The only reassuring I need
Is to hear your heart beat
My head on your chest
Nothing coming next
But inner peace
You gave me nothing
But I gave you trust
I wanted home
You wanted lust
I’m tired of being used
Lied too
Cheated on
And left alone
Nothing but tear drops on my phone
You hurt me
You hurt me
You hurt me babe
Spoken part:
You had no intentions but destroying the good in my heart
Maybe one day
You’ll learn that everything you put out in this world has consequences. What you do comes back to haunt you. And what happens to you shapes you into who you are. You can grow and let go or just let it break you.
Also I agree with some of the comments on posting lyrics, we can't hear your flow so the lyrics are pretty literal and we have no idea what you want it to sound like. Y'all can find the lyrics I wrote to it on my channel in a song.
this song is for my,
verse 1:
i don’t really know how to start this
it’s been three years since i got started
and i can’t describe truly how lucky
i am to have a mom as supportive
i mean you’ve been through all of with me
even though i’ve been stubborn since the beginning
for whatever reason have a hard time admitting
when you need help, but you don’t care you been there with me
and i’ve always questioned why
if i were you, i’d give up on me
but you always stayed in my life
and that’s good i don’t want you to leave
i mean, when i started initially
and it was just my laptop and that usb
even when it was bad you supported me
and i wouldn’t trade that for anything
mom look,
times have been changing
and i can’t face it lately
having to grow up in this world
and i sorta hate it
cause, there’s no replacing
the years you gave me
having to learn a new world
and i can’t stand it
cause when i was young you were my world
and now i have to learn about the parts that suck
you hide me from everything that was evil
and now i have to learn what is it what
truth is, my world stills revolves around you
i’m just having to learn how to balance
truth is, i feel lost without you
even living at this point is a challenge
cause even through all the pride
you’re the one there when i’m down and cry
even through all the bad times
you made me appreciate the highs but i’m
i’m growing up in a world with love
tryna do what i can but times get rough
i should slow it down enjoy the small stuff
people live too fast and i can’t catch up x2
yeah, i’m growing up,
yeah, mom i’m growing up
hmph, i’m growing up,
i’m growing up,
i still don’t like growing up
verse 2:
it’s hard fact that i have to accept
and mom i know you’re there for every single misstep
and even when the mountains tall
i’ll trust you when i have to fall
but i don’t understand
do i have to grow up leave
this wasn’t in my plan
it’s hard to believe
that nothing lasts forever
but tell me, can you last forever?
i know some words don’t do moments justice
but all i have are these words to tell you
i love you more than i can tell you
you’re the reason i started this
ever since a little kid
when i write short stories
and you always encouraged it
and now here i am, telling your story
and i pray the whole world listens and hear it
because maybe just maybe it can make a difference
the same difference that it made it me
when i was down and truly weak
you’ve done so much for me,
so it’s time i give something small back to you,
we not be expressive as we could be,
but we came together so we could tell you…
yeah, i’m growing up,
yeah, mom i’m growing up
hmph, i’m growing up,
i’m growing up,
i still don’t like growing up
This right here fiya!
Noooooooooo
No puede ser🥺♥️
Con este beat escribió brock la canción de "Más que amigos"
🥺♥️
Singing this song to God any one out there remeber God is always with you !!!!!
.... I'm by myself.... in this dark room I need some help...... in this dark room is getting cold ......Lord I need your help.... Lord I need your help.... I'm all alone... and I'm kneeling at your throne... I can't do this alone... Lord please send your help.. cuz I'm feeling all by myself
@Julio Kalima thankz he love u too
When im by myself i vibe
When im by my self i cry
I try to get straight through the night
But you beating me still haunts my mind
All i ever was to you was kind
But why but why but why but why but why
All those bloody nights still haunt me
In my mind they continue to taught me
Why did i ever call you my baby
If all you ever did was betray me
Uh i was played at my own game
My head is rung in shame
Im was so stupid i was played
Now because of you i could never love the same
When im by myself i vibe
When im by myself i cry
I try to get straight through the night
But you beating me still haunts my mind
All i ever was to was kind
But why but why but why but why
Fuck you jeremy thanks to you i have scars forever
Look at my profile name
Love it as always!
Here I go
Falling
In a hole
That's never ending
Alone
By myself
Knowing that your with someone else
In my feelings with this beat
SZA x Frank Ocean Type Beat- Myslef REMIX
i remember feeling so alone , not even knowing who i could lean on .
my heart was breaking , and my ship was sinking , i was so numb i couldn’t even feel my eyes blinking .
i remember goin’ to school , tryna make some friends . they just looked at me , they ain’t wanna shake my hand .
i put on a smile , tryna make it work . but they ain’t really know my hurt . they ain’t really know what’s going on .
and neither did my mom , cause she was goin through so much i wanna have to make it worse .
and all i wanted was to be safe . but my home had me at a dark place .
i couldn’t even cry , i was tryna be so hard and keep it all inside , but all i really needed was somebody to ride .
someone that would never leave my side .
can i really do it ? can i put my mind to it ? can i keep goin through it ?
can you imagine what’s it like feeling like you never fit in . havin to work so hard just to have a friend !
people don’t even care bout your feelings . they just wanna make sure that there winning . they try to make you a friend , try to make you confess , and then spill your secret just like a villain .
A beat that actually speaks to me/ I can actually sing to
This is just for me lol:
0:12 Verse 1
0:52 Pre-chorus
1:10 Chorus
1:30 Verse 2
I loved you but you didn't love me!
I look in the mirror and and you is all I see.
You decided I was just a toy.
But I have feelings just like every other boy.
Why won't you take me back?
I regret the things I said.
B-but now you got me wishing I was fucking dead.
Damn girl, you fucked up my head, my heart.
I want a brand new start.
A start I can actually be happy and proud.
Instead of getting laughed at because I'm crying to loud.
I didn't want to end this way.
I learned that we all have a will to pay.
Yay. I'm happy, I'm sad.
wishing I was good enough for you, instead you only think about yourself.
This a pain I wish I never felt.
I wish for everything I suppose, but the love I gave you weren't supposed to be deposed.
Everyday it's killing me little by little.
You played me like I'm you god damn fiddle.
I'm broken, I'm by myself.
no-one is worthy to help me on my feet.
Got my heart feeling like it's burned with heat.
I miss you, I miss you alot.
We see you taking pictures from a thousand miles away
Not on planet earth but in our second galaxy
Meet me back on Planet Z where people are not blind to their own reality, not trapped inside their mind
You can visit anytime just open up your eyes, don’t take my words for granted, stop believing all the lies; that societies been teaching you, come fly to paradise
We’ll greet you with a smile and the comfort that you need, then slowly start to fade away into your selfish greed.
Posting ‘bout your pain just to see who feels the same, looking out the window, see you drowning in the rain.
The only thing you didn’t know is you’re stuck inside a dream you seem to call reality.
Can I use this?
Hi, My name is Brenna and I would really like to use this beat for this song I wrote and put it Spotify or SoundCloud, I am not really sure any other way to contact you.
Always a quieter place
Always where I'd rather be
Hear my own inner voice with clarity
It's my escape
Just exist peacefully
A higher place
It's where God speaks to me
I wish there was a place I could escape to like by myself
A place that isn't lonely
But it feels just like by myself...
I could be a your Wonder Woman (x4)
You hold your breath and count to three
You speak those words and say to me
A thousand times I’d fly away away with thee
If you’d let me
And I could be your Wonder Woman
Just let me be your Wonder Woman
We’d fly away across the sea
I’d kiss your lips like they were gold
Everlasting and full of soul
What i could be what I could be oh I could be your Wonder Woman.
T'étais ma go sûre
Mon amie pour de vrai
T'étais ma go sûre
Tout le temps tu me couvrais
Tu soignais mes blessures
Sur toi j'pouvais compter
Et ça m'a eu à l'usure
Tu commences à me manquer
Le temps passe et je deviens possessif
Tu m'fais des crises de jalousie
Quand tu réponds pas j'deviens agressif
Et c'est ça que tu apprécies
J'suis attaquant, j'te fais des passes décisif
J'suis Neymar, toi t'es Cavani
Tu me trouves beau, tu me trouves inoffensif
J'suis le premier de tes soucis
À la base t'étais mon amie
Mais ça s'est passé autrement
J'suis en train de faire une conn'rie
J'crois que j'ai des sentiments
À la base t'étais mon amie
Mais ça s'est passé autrement
J'suis en train de faire une conn'rie, eh eh
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avoué)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
J'me demande si t'es susceptible
D'accepter la vérité, j'suis indécis
J'me demande si t'es susceptible
D'accepter la vérité, j'suis indécis
T'es le sang de la veine, si j't'avoue que je t'aime
Est-ce que ça va nous séparer?
T'es le sang de la veine, si j't'avoue que je t'aime
Est-ce que ça va nous séparer?
À la base t'étais mon amie
Mais ça s'est passé autrement
J'suis en train de faire une conn'rie
J'crois que j'ai des sentiments
À la base t'étais mon amie
Mais ça s'est passé autrement
J'suis en train de faire une conn'rie, eh eh
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Hé
J'ai tellement de sentiments
Ça s'est passé autrement
J'veux qu'tu portes mon enfant
Comment je vais avouer (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment je vais
Comment je vais
Comment je vais
Comment je vais (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Comment j'vais lui avouer? (avouer)
Hé
On est ensemble
Toi tu m'as soutenu depuis le début
On est ensemble
Hé hei
On est ensemble
Toi tu m'as soutenu depuis le début
Ça c'est Vegedream de Gagnoa
yo this is flames
This beat is 🔥🔥
Feeling kinda lonely
Feeling kinda hungry
Come get stoned with me
Don’t know why but I’m feelin kinda high
Let’s go to the moon and meet in the sky
Don’t know why I always feel the need to lie
Call me a sinner
Takin pain pills for dinner
Reason because I just miss her
Tryna make it to an a-lister
This is all a game
Trying to make it to fame
What a shame we’re all the same
Don’t know why but I’m feelin kinda high
Let’s go to the moon and meet in the sky
Don’t know why I always feel the need to lie
It’s all in my head
Takin me to bed
Wishin I was with you instead
While you leave me on read
Always misunderstanding
Hearing these voices in my head constantly chanting
Constantly ranting
I’ll meet you in mars
Driving there with my cars
Just tryna get far
Maybe we can touch the stars
Don’t know why but I’m feelin kinda high
Let’s go to the moon and meet in the sky
Don’t know why I always feel the need to lie
Always impatient
Mama told me I would make it
Sitting in my bed under this blanket
Not doing nothing but waiting
Always contemplating
My life could be a painting
Now I’m drowning
Might be smiling but on the inside I’m frowning
My heart is always fucking pounding
Don’t know why but I’m feelin kinda high
Let’s go to the moon and meet in the sky
Don’t know why I always feel the need to lie
Don’t know why I’m always asking why
I think you are my soul
Evryday I want to see you
You take my heart attracked to find you
Everynight lots of things in my mind
I think It’s not by chance that you’re in my life
All my thoughts are for you
I live only part you
My future is for you
My love is for you
So I love u
My Original Lyrics
“Baby I am not afraid to die”
He said
“Cuz I can see the tunnel
Has no light at the end”
And I say “sure I understand
But what’s the rush?”
“Baby there’s no shame in feeling sad”
He said
“Cuz everyone gets stuck up in their goddamned heads”
And I say “sure I understand
But it’s still tough”
It’s not enough
Cuz I’m missing your touch
I know you’re coming back
But it’s been getting pretty rough
And if you’re here then I can handle it
Handle it
If you hold me I can manage it
Manage it
Two birds of feather
But it seems I’ve lost my dove
If you’re not here beside me
Then who am I supposed love
Who am I supposed to love?
wow this is really good!!!!
Blurred vision from a visionary. Escaped my thoughts just to run back to them. Baptized in the lies I glued together just to keep the pieces from falling apart. Revisiting childhood pains just to make me great again but what if I was never great to begin with. What if existence simply placed me here just to watch me break! Do you know what it’s like to be your own enemy? To sabotage your own rise because proceeding with caution is safer than straying away from that. I know heartache but I’m numb to heartbreak. On paper it’s one in the same but some call it by a different name. They say the first step is admitting. I say the first step is living!
Beat is fire
You say it was my personality, but it was really my formality. Reality.. you never liked me so you did me to the dirt.. you never loved me so you thought I wasn't gonna hurt. When you left it was like a bullet shot through my veins. I had to go through it everyday, until I forced myself to stop missing you. Stop thinking what it was like when I stopped wishing you.. Forgive me through...( Like it..? )
by myself in the dark,
thinking about you!
wishing that you could mine again...
MAKE THAT LEMONADE
so Kiffin I'm in my lane bruh (no zag)/
one twisted between my fingers (my fingers)/
blowing peace like I'm a Seminole (pipe it up, pipe it up)/
we blowing peace like the whole world at war (light it up, light it up) /
not mind numb just elevated (smoking on gas)/
no dumb-dumb, just tired of waiting (waiting, waiting, waiting)/
trying to mind mine and rack up/
toe that fine line between lock up and filling my pockets/
got a whole thing in the foyer (foyer)/
ready for that boy to come get it (come get it )/
call it McQuack, 'cause it's a launchpad (takeoff)/
stocks and props, McDuck with it/
I flip it and go against grain (the grain)/
no tipping and gripping on grain (maan)/
lemon squeeze and I'm on the way/
cash the sugar, agitate and sip...(i sip it, she sip it, yeah)/
I'm sipping on my lemonade (Nade)/
them trees is more than just shade (paid)/
I'm dishing infusing with shake, yuh/
When I hear this instrumental I think of birth / being born into this world...
Vs.
these tears I cry
No longer sheltered from the world
I feel anxious
This life, is mine
Be not afraid to show them
You were born for greatness
I’ll walk, I’ll fall
Apart or into place
I’m terrified, yet challenged
It’s time, I rise
I’ll learn, to create strength from dark places
That’s all I’ve got so far!!! I brought the instrumental but I haven’t been sent an email in regards to how to download the instrumental 😩😩😩
5Voice 001
Voice 002
Voice 003
Voice 004
Voice 005
Voice 006
Your pride,
your ego
Turns me off
Your eyes
Your touch
Turns me back
around 5×
Shame 5x
told me
keep this
a ... secret
its burning.... my tongue 5x
I just want to let the world know
This feels like
drowing 6x
Its like your pushing
my head...
into the water
filling up my lungs , 6×
The pain
tell me
im still alive 7x
i know im gon drown
somedayyyyyy
so i breath it in
to get it over with
A painful exist
Wish i could
take your heart
and fix it
Do it pump ? Does it work ? Is it numb? Does it know me ? Yah yha yha
So i ask my friends ....
hypoteticals about
our situation telling them
im asking for my other friend
knowing its about
me and you ,
you and i
i know better
than telling them
whats actually
going on (mainly)
Cause i know what they
(gan gonna theld) say
I just want you to love me
Love me like your mother
Kiss me like your lover
Show me off to your friends
Ill rather have no
one beside me
than to keep playing your side
Just quite playing , sigh
I'm feeling this so much
I rather .. be alone .. than to be tearing apart inside knowing I’m not with you..
I don't need no one, in this world of mine
You put to many thought in my head (my head)
When u call I should decline, but don't
I'm still holding on to some hope
For u and I
Honestly I know i shouldn't need anyone in this world of mine
I can't be all by myself
That's why I keep crawling back and hitting ur line
Everyday, all the time
Wish u would've never came into my life
Like a drug so addicting, u get me high off the feeling
Mmmm to sweet for me
Oh please just pack up and leave
leave me alone
im better off on my own
if im bymyself, i cant hurt noone x2
on my arm aint a place for another scar
I love your beats I been listening to you for a while 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍I love it
You’re an amazing producer
Bro tell me why your shit is always heat!