I come here to find talent. All of you, you are this generation. We are not what they say we are. We are love. We are compassion. We are light, and emotion, and depth. And we're going to great things. Don't be discouraged. You are the future, and it is so bright. I love you
Tiny Dancer idk you but thank you for ur wise words, we need more words like that, especially on the internet. i hope you are doing well, lets be the love we want to see.
This is something I wrote for my cousin, may he rest in peace. #FuckCancer (Verse 1) I never thought that you would leave, I didn't wanna believe, It was a never ending fight for me to find some relief.. Between the misery & grief- I feel weak, I close my eyes - I cant sleep.. and not to mention; the depression got steep.. I never leave, I sit in silence.. I don't feel like myself. I'll skim through pictures on my phone, like reminiscing would help.. I'd play along and act collected, Yet- I'm living in hell, and I have no clue how I could live with myself.. I wish somebody could tell.. You helped me get through all those moments - I fell, you let me vent about my issues and those feelings I've felt, Too many times I'd cry to you & let emotions spill out, You brought me back down to earth.. You dug me out of the dirt.. You'd never shamed my mistakes, You gave me more than my worth & you shared your food on your plate.. You showed me how to be strong and replace my weakness with strengths, Before you; I was a headache schizophrenic with angst. You showed me how to be happy, and above anything else.. You truly thought I would succeed at making changes myself.. Let me believe and achieve; gave me the key to be me, & now forever you sleep.. Rest in peace to you Steve. (Verse 2) it hurts me to believe you were the person that believed in me.. You opened up your soul to me and shown me human decency, and I just turned my back on you in moments that you've needed me, That shit eats me alive - i do dumb shit with no reasoning.. You seen me as you seen me and you'd strive to put belief in me.. Gave peace to me & seen me as nobody else was seeing me.. You tried to make me smile when you knew nothing was pleasing me, My doctor says I'm manic & it feels like life's deleting me.. Its cheating me - depleting me, Defeating me repeatedly.. Its beating me so easily; and nothing's what it seems to be, I'm staring at the ground again, I'm sick of seeing scenery, I really need you back again, Man, this feels like a dream to me, Rest easily 🌹 - C . W thank you for letting me share.. cherish the ones you love & never cut somebody out of your life unless you're willing too live with the regrets once they're gone forever. Stay true, do you. Siate Felici.
this is amazing, and im so sorry for what happened and i really hope you're okay :( for a chorus maybe you could use something like this: im sorry that i couldnt say goodbye to you and i just want you to know that i love you no matter what happens ill always stand by you its so hard, getting over you i miss you
The voices get louder when im by myself Sad song in the shower when im by myself Crying on the floor for hours when im by myself Stomach getting lighter when I'm by myself Searching for my lighter when im by myself You said I'll always be yours now I'm by myself You said I'll never be alone now I'm by myself You said we could still be friends but now I'm by myself I thought you loved me till u found somebody else And now I'm by myself
I’m tired of being alone, Up late, talking on the phone. Always. I try to get out their, im half asleep. But I miss you everywhere. And it’s everywhere I turn, my heart begins to burn, I prayed that I’d learn but clearly that ain’t worked. There’s an aching in my body, missing you On a daily, I’m feeling so crazy, my sense of pride is failing. I can’t be by myself I think I needed your help. And I’m by myself. You were there when there was nobody else, and now I’m by myself.
Your starlight On my skin When I need moonlight To heal me within Your happiness Poured in a bottle Your either at a full stop Or full throttle You turn me on and click me off you kiss me rough, kiss me soft I thought I could be alone But with you, I always check my phone You mean more than I expected But I'm not second guessin Even if I fuck this up, You'll still be enough For someone else But I want to try To be perfect for you And have a nice life I want to share, too. You make me feel so many things Happy just clearly rings When I'm near you It's true I'm not a liar anymore I kicked her right out the door Your the sunlight When it's so dark I'm blind And your everything that makes me feel fine Sometimes I'm so glad your mine
@@devorahmoreno2581 i didnt use any but id di finish my song if you want to hear it it would mean alot to me ua-cam.com/channels/JNfon-q6TfBxlzRA6zSZPA.html
0:55 If i could let you go Then that would be that would be Someone who has a hold On their feelings, their feelings Baby you said you’d try And you told me you’d never lie But when there comes, troubling waters What do we find? What do we find? 1:32 What do we find? (or) You run and hide 1:50
every time i close my eyes i feel alone, its my disguise it would be nice to have someone here, to make me smile and wipe my tear i really don't know how to feel, my ship's sinking, i lost the wheel my sanity will go down with me, no you can't help its destiny i don't know what I'm doing with my life, my heart's punctured by a steal knife it carved a hole inside my heart, but if i take it out ill fall apart
after you left i was all by myself i really felt like an elf on the shelf you left me standing by the door waited for hours till my feet were sore i’ve grown up a lot since then i wanna say it was before i was ten maybe i was seven years old never can remember i always am told momma raised us as a single mom i pushed guys away shit wasn’t calm i thought it was her fault that you were gone waited every morning for you till dawn im now almost seventeen it’s been about ten years since you’ve seen me i almost feel like crying sometimes i feel like dying the only thing i had left of you was our dog who died off too without you here just brings me to tears it’s not like you died you didn’t even say goodbye when people ask where you are i say i don’t know somewhere really far i remember how you always lied sometimes you wouldn’t even give us a ride you would hold us back from going out those are the times that made momma wanna shout sometimes you weren’t even there for us now and then you would lose our trust i remember as a little kid we would sleep in the truck you didn’t have much money, life was very rough now you have a new wife & new stepson sometimes i wish we would’ve had this bond i thought you left because you couldn’t afford i think about you when i’m really bored we had a kitty who we got for free i cant remember the name or if it was a he or she i remember the road trip we took to vermont to see your side of the family who i forgot thank god for my grandma & poppa they really helped out my momma if it wasn’t for them i don’t know where we would’ve been you were a smoker & you lied about it i caught you outside your apartment right away i called momma she picked us up we said see ya we would play my favorite video game it’s a shame that i cant remember the name i wanted to get answers to my questions i should’ve listened to my moms suggestions i just went my own way behind her back i hurt her so much made me wanna yack i didn’t even get the answers i wanted to hear this time now i get to disappear i blocked your number & stopped responding alright enough is enough no more talking im living my best life so are you im guessing with your new wife im so happy that i have my family even if you are absently we don’t need a dad to live thank god for those moms who give it’s not that i’m alone i am very grown im not that elf on the shelf i just am who i am, by myself
wow...wow. these words were just so deep. and i really felt it because i had to get raised by a single parent. :(... but these words right here are very powerful, done made me cry..WHEW.
Paradox If i told that I love you I want you Adore you How would you feel if We went far To the stars A fresh start Oh oh oh oh (2x) Im am trying to Show you my love Oh (2x) You taking places Oh paradox Got me above Cant get enough of your love
It’s crazy how months ago I came across this song and I couldn’t find ANY word to put on this track.. not that life has changed phases for me and I’m learning I have soooo much to say. So much heart ache...
2 AM in the morning. I feel alone. But you're here so am I alone? Myself with you right next to me. Have nobody but you right beside me. Wanna be alone with you right next to me. By myself but you ain't overseas.
Sorry had to delete this comment. I appreciate all the support and love ❤️ but i don't feel comfortable having others sing my lyrics as their own. I feel originality is what makes a true artist. If anyone ever wants to make a song with me i rap and sing shoot me a DM on IG @iamwxster or email me gisaiah153@gmail.com.
JESUS CAN HEAL you! HE DID IT FOR ME! JUST CALL HIS NAME, with a mustard seed sized faith believing HE hears you. HE will surprise you bro. HIS PEACE goes beyond our understanding!
Pamiętam, kiedy wysiadła z auta, wymiana spojrzenia Wtedy coś we mnie zaczęło się zmieniać I kolor jej oczu też zaczął się zmieniać Te długie proste włosy, ten uśmiech tak szeroki Te kolorowe oczy, patrzące wciąż na boki Ta delikatna skóra, ten piękny zarys twarzy W słońcu była aniołem, miała czarne jordany Prosiła mnie o numer, dałem jej tylko fejsa Działa na mnie jak pixa, co bardzo uzależnia Przez miesiąc była głupia, a chciałem z nią kontaktu Lecz wszystko się zmieniło pewnego dnia przy parku Wystarczył jeden buziak, chodź długi to niewinny Myślałem o niej długo, miałem poczucie winy Ale teraz czuje, że mogę z nią budzić się rano I dawać jej siano, i mówić dzień dobry Mówić do widzenia, kochanie, dobranoc Brać ją na wszystkie wycieczki do parku Nad morze, na plaże, oceanarium Kupować pizze, gdy nie ma humoru Jest ulubienicą moich ziomów I nigdy więcej nie mów, mała, że nie czujesz nas Bo nie przestanę kochać cię nawet w najgorszych snach Gdy mówisz, że to koniec wtedy czuje wielki strach Zamykam się w pokoju i wylewam smutek w łzach
Had to grow from the root, Couple uh times I got the boot Got called cute Now I’m all alone in my room eating all this damn fruit It’s a riot, Now you can’t lie about truth I just wanna be satisfied Tired of telling lies Tired of living lies, Tired of saving saving lives Tired of trying Abided by the rules Not prying I ain’t crying I’m dying Tired of being me I’m tired of having sleep I’m tired of being the one and your the one for me
Trying to take everything step by step. Its hard when you havent figured out whats wrong yet. And I feel like im falling of the edge cant seem to find an escape, someone help me catch my breath And the voices in my head are begging me to find myself. Youve got so much ahead of you you aint done with yourself."
{Hook} I know the pain. And what you put me through. But now it's time to see the change in you x2. I'm talking bout Monday Tuesday Wednesday and Saturday. And sometimes I know when I'm feeling high or low but we dancing together and you know it's slow you know it's slow. I feel the light and that's where you want to go.
I’m tired of being alone So many hours we talked on the phone I try to be out their But I just miss you everywhere Everywhere I turn, my heart just starts too burn The aching pain in my body, misses you more on the daily I can’t be by myself Without you here I can’t help I can’t help to cry every night You were my everything
Mhm Yeah My thoughts all overwhelm me, I wish I got some help. Have people but nobody, Cause I'm just by myself Late at night when its dark I think about you so, I try to figure out Why you wanted to go Was it me? Was it you? Was it anyone else? did you need time to figure yourself out Could I have done anything to save us It's too late cause now we're just a loss I'm by myself And there's no way to change that now I can't get around the thoughts of you and the things you put me through (This is a draft, I'm not finished)
Let me eat my lunch, in silence As I over color these vibrant moments I've been holding Cause why.. Why you never hold me down? Always under my skin flipping me around Up and over the top And then you leave again Man, why you always leave Why you always leavin?. Passing out could never seem this easy See the door on the way out cause you just want to leave me Love you like.. love you like nobody else Alone sitting here all by myself Alone eating my lunch Alone, eatin Swallow my food, but thinking of you Always puts me in a bad mood Cause I don't wanna be like that Make a scene like that Act all mean like that When I just.. I just want you to love me like how I love you Swallow my food, sitting here alone Staring out the window Just let me know Let me go Just let me know when you let me go Leave alone Want to be alone Let me eat my lunch in silence As I over color these pretty vibrants Secrets I've been hiding away Secrets I've been hiding Hope you never Never Ever Faded away All into myself, all alone You ain't here and I'm alone Love you like Love you like Like Love you, love you like nobody else but myself..
I feel alone in a place I call my home I feel alone in a place I call my home My home My home I feel alone in a place I call my home . No one knows they don’t know .. Ohh ohhh ohhh If they’d listen they’d know I’m drowning In my depressive tears Losing grip I’m Falling I’m slipping I feel so helpless now I drop to my knees asking god “why me” But he just ignores me I feel alone now so alone now On top of that my lover left me My best friend I feel alone now ... I feel alone in a place I call my home I feel alone in a place I call my home My home My home I feel a lone in a place I call my home .. no one know they don’t know Ohh ohh ohhh
Your smile is my light No stars at night Your eyes are bright They help my path tonight Your sight is my wealth Your laugh is my health I didn’t mean to hurt you just fked up and left, hurting myself, my mind is a mess and I’m sorry, sorry momma I’m in drama and not what u wanted It kills me, skills me, to see what I could of been, and I mess up as I spin
As I sit here outside under the stars by myself, recolecting my dignity, values, standards and self doubt. Sometimes my soul feels so alone, I have so much understanding, forgiveness and love for everyone I know. I share so much kindless and yet I still feel so alone, because no one seems to understand the true depth of my soul. Every day I still gow, into my true blueprint, but the only friend I really know, that makes me feel not alone, is myself. I wish anyone could see all the love I share without judgment. Yet everyone around me talks about others constant. No one understands my light. I give so much to everyone, just wish I could get deep soul love back.
We Write We Write to excite, write to ignite write because it's right right now thoughts filled with light Fire burning with soft passion I say it real, say it because it's just the way that I feel, does this appeal to what you also feel I write because it's what I love Apart of me and so is the beat this heart of me is so unique emotions lifted feels a lil different From all the other shit that I normally feel, finally like myself but I write because it helps Mind full of wealth share it with everyone rather than to have it by myself. We Write to excite, write to ignite write because it's right right now thoughts filled with light write to inspire, write to lift one higher, creative sparks, open ya mind and open your hearts.
At times I feel by myself Crazy thing is I'm slowly losing myself Most people don't see how I've contain myself Fake smile's is how I maintained myself Suicide has always on my mind If you look deep within my eyes You can see the darkness I hide inside Trapped in the glossy reflition in my eyes if you listen closely You can hear the demons eating me alive with every breath I worry About what's next tension in My chest depression I'm trying to suppress nevertheless truth be told I try my best to feel less The less I feel the less My brain tells me that I'm worthless that I'm better Off by myself because I'm Not perfect that everything Has it's purpose but this has Me uncertain BSPC-
Wake up, wake up Gotta get this paper, get this cake up Gotta do my hair, gotta put on makeup Gotta act like I care about this fake stuff Straight up what a waste of my day If I had it my way I'd roll out of bed Say bout 2:30 mid day Hit the blunt then, hit you up to come over to my place You show up right away We make love then and then we fuck And then you'd give me my space Yeah What I am trying to say is That love is ours to make so we should make it Everything else can wait The time is ours to take so we should take it Wake up, wake up, bake up Gotta heat the vape up Lets get faded Gotta call your job tell em' you won't make it Ain't nobody here baby lets get wasted We should just get naked Cause I be working hard and I know you be on that same shit Every other day's a different game that you just can't win I just want to ease your mind and make you feel all right So go head tell your baby mama you gon be with me tonight Right What I am trying to say is That love is ours to make so we should make it Everything else can wait The time is ours to take so we should take it It's not love, but it's pretty close Hot fudge and a little smoke I didn't mean it means nothing to you Hands locked on my black couch with nothing to do Can't stop on cloud 20 Married to the drugs, but the feels keeps coming Finally stop crying, but your nose is still running Wipe it on my shirt, haha I need sleep You tell me that you wanna do it big I love when you say "guess what?" (What? What?) Reading stories to another nigga kid And I wonder why I'm all messed up (up up up up) Cause we gotta be responsible sometimes Being a class act nevermind my alumni I don't wanna be a round a baby so dumb high I don't see the beauty of a momma on insides Curled up with my head on your chest It's the best remedy for the pain and the stress If the world doesn't change then we'll never get dressed It will be like this to the kiss of the death Of my soul, bowl of the blue dream, no Not a good team, once sold two half's No joke, who laughs? Just us (Just us, just us) Okay, got this OJ and Jose Mixed it up with that Rose We gon' do this our own way Alright, okay What is it that your smoking? Piece it up with this peace and love And this peace and love like the old days What I am trying to say is That love is ours to make so we should make it Everything else can wait The time is ours to take so we should take it We should stay right here We should lay right here Cause everything is okay right here You should stay right here We should lay right here Cause everything is okay right here
Life: Life knocks you down You outta get right back up Even when you being pushed around and ran out of luck I want someone to hold my heart sometimes, because I been cutting it up I am all broken, so damaged how could anyone ever give a fuck, about me? So I guess I’ll just be here, by myself. I’m doing this life by myself. I had friends back in high school, made some bad choices now I’m a loner by myself. Oh man sometimes I miss the good ol days, you know? When I was younger, less worries on my plate. I lay here for hours by myself replaying this track to try awaken my conscience, look a little deeper, lord please give me guidance through my lowest moments until I return to dust
Verse 1 tryna find peace in this world can’t be yourself around some girls tryna be the perfect girl for you but you always choose to go with other dudes Chorus i can and i will take you places where you never go i can and i will keep you going till you explode i can and i will make you addicted to my every touch i can and i will babyy no baby nooo instrumental Verse 2 finding it hard without a hand to hold the loving you give will never get old because it means so much just to feel your touch so baby please come home don’t leave me all alone... Chorus i can and i will take you places where you never go i can and i will keep you going till you explode i can and i will make you addicted to my every touch i can and i will i can and i will love you till you’ve had too much...
Your hands were covering my body In the Morning They were warming me If I had known what cold feels like without them I’d never worn them Never worn them In the back of my mind If one searches they’ll find Another you Living a secret life Tryna hide the dreams but I know em Chorus Somehow I’m lying all By myself What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else I’m lying all by myself What once lay beside me now lies withing By myself Vers Your hands were holding up the bottles while I drank It’s not workin Ain’t working Somehow the memory of your touch is still hurtin Still hurtin me In the back of my bag If one searches they’ll find Another bottle of mine Bottle of wine Living a secret life Tryna hide the dreams but I know em Chorus Somehow I’m lying all by myself What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else I’m lying all by myself What once lay beside me now lies within By myself Youre in my dreams You’re in my head In my mind You’re still there still there You’re in my day And in my nights Just not in my life Not in my life But you will never leave my mind You will never leave my mind Never leave my mind No matter what I try not You won’t keave my mind boy Won’t leave my mind You’re still there every night You’re still there all the time You’re still there And im all by myself Actually posted a version of this on my insta @liajmusic and added a soft piano for the chorus Go check it out if you want to Def gonna publish this is dope 🔥
I wanna be a dancer with many dreams I just don't wanna stand alone You might see a smiling face It's just a cover up You don't see the things that go through My head When I dance alone The darkness covers me Each step I take I lose my balance You can say I'm unstable I promise you won't stay with me I only dance at night wandering That's when the demons come out No sleep stay awake They keep me awake when there on way When I dance their taking my dreams away My smiling face is just a cover up I'm all by myself hiding from my demons Behind the people I love Then I will be ruined
I get tired of the hate we give Why not Let them be them Let ppl breathe in their skin And ohhhhhh Some struggle with it some Some born with it And we pick them because There fake cuz there lyin cuz they takin from whos buying it And deceiving the ones they inspire We know we dont look like them But we are comfortable in our skin
Why do I tell lies so I can fit in Why do I try so hard, where did this all begin Why do I wish people could see things in me, I can’t in myself I talk to you cause your fine Wish I could look deep inside And not treat you like everyone else Why do I do what I do I guess I do it for you And maybe selfishly I do it a little for me too
My lyrics to this beat describe what's going on in NZ in terms of suicide I've been trapped in myself for so long I'm losing time with the ones I love While this is going on I'm fighting with my thoughts Can't even barely breathe or find the words to talk The walls they are closing in So confined i feel the pressure rising Lord knows I've been trying forever Strip away the labels that define me I let the world conform me into something I can't barely recognize anymore I need to break free Sometimes the road can seem tough Just know the light is on us Although the pain feels rough Just know the light is on us *Rap* Depression is real, anxiety is real. Yet we hide it from the world yeah we aim to conceal. Dont wanna be a victim, don't wanna be a nuisance We run to the system to feel non-existent I don't wanna lie our people are dying Committing suicide cause they done tryna fight it the voices in your head yeah they smiling about it A mental breakdown with a war where the heart is Ah, how hard is kindness The rage that we weild is act of blindness Yet it's so cold and violent, how we can judge another humans life about it huh Lend a helping hand, if you are unaware then please you got to understand, That some of us in life are just to scared to rule a grander plan.
TW* Let me be by myself, Rediscover myself, Reinvent myself in my own eyes, Cut the ties with my weaknesses and except my strengths, Go through great lengths to get there, Just as I did to get here, Pushing past my fears, And grinding every gear, I wanna be prepaired, Get stared down so hard I never get back up, Stuck in the same old rut, Trying not to cut but I'm still not enough.. I never was..
When the world is silent. I can hear my thoughts clearly. I can feel my heart beating deep as the feelings you gave me. I can feel your touch invade me, the taste of your lips tingling, all by myself is when im consumed of all the thoughts about you....
I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home Won’t you please give me a reason why you won’t pick up the phone I can feel it every time you lie when i hear that stupid dial tone That leave a message at the beep i guess that i an on my own But every time you call i feel my heart beat bout a thousand times You send me flowers and it makes me smile but it still ain’t right Won’t you call me Are you there Are you listening Do you care Won’t you call me I am here I am listening And i care Baby Won’t you come out to play I miss you my friend Can me make memories again I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home Tears are drying i been crying for you all night long I hear you lying every time i hear that stupid dial tone Won’t you hear my message don’t leave me here on my own Baby Won’t you come out to play I miss you my friend Can we make memories again....
How many times do I have to get it wrong to finally get it right How long do I have to put up this fight If you’re gonna lie make it believable Every word you said was evil So I’m crying Sick of trying Why do days feel so long Without you I’m bout to Prove them all wrong Scream until my lungs give out I should not have to doubt The things you say You will end up leaving Anyway Just Like the rest Nerveless I’ll continue searching on Ohh ohhh on. Girls may wanna have fun But I just wanna feel love Or at-least have someone to hold on too The only reassuring I need Is to hear your heart beat My head on your chest Nothing coming next But inner peace You gave me nothing But I gave you trust I wanted home You wanted lust I’m tired of being used Lied too Cheated on And left alone Nothing but tear drops on my phone You hurt me You hurt me You hurt me babe Spoken part: You had no intentions but destroying the good in my heart Maybe one day You’ll learn that everything you put out in this world has consequences. What you do comes back to haunt you. And what happens to you shapes you into who you are. You can grow and let go or just let it break you.
구름 사이 낀 해를 바라보다 멈춰 있는 내 그림자를 건드려도 아무 느낌이 없네 너무나 힘들게 날 울려오네 어느샌가 난 자라서 혼자 해야할 일들이 쌓이고 난 다 컷다고 생각 했지만 눈 앞을 보니 날 조여오네 내게 20대의 삶은 술과 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는 맥박 소리가 달라지면 난 뭐든 할 수 있는 기분야 달면 삼켜 써도 그냥 삼켜 원래 그런거지 참고나면 우린 잊고 의미없이 돌아다녀도 같이 있던 그때가 기뻐 잊었던 친구전화번호처럼 난 바쁘게 살고있어 남으로 지금 옆사람과 멀어지려해도 난 더 꼭 붙어있어 사랑으로 다들 열심히 살어 크면서 모험심이 사라져 버린 이유는 바로 돈과 미래에 대한 사고 난 철없이 살자고 다짐했건만 자연스레 어른이 되가는 과정 속에 가장 큰 재산을 팔고 윗사람 앞에선 입을 쭉 닫어
Verse 1: I feel like I'm falling Already said that, but man I need to be honest Why does this not feel like a project It's not, it's to help through all this nonsense Look I'm growing up too quick Gonna be 15 soon, I wanna be a kid I gotta get job, focus on running School it's a lot Its stressing me out to the top Man I need to find time to just stop And focus on God I don't wanna get fake friends I don't wanna go to parties I don't wanna smoke do drugs And get wasted I don't want my memories to be in anguish Because one day, I'm gonna have to face em Growing have to talk about relations When truly I don't even know what it is I've been searching Hard to accept that I'm not a little kid Woo, I've been writing till I fall asleep Meanwhile I got people calling me Asking me to do this and that It doesn't bother me But If I don't wanna go why do you expect an apology? The devil haunting me Tryna grow faith In a world where monsters creep Don't wanna deal with fake people Tryna peep Leave me alone I need y'all off me I don't like it when it gets loud That's why I like when the fam around Sure maybe I'll go out Be social now But I'd rather stick the close people who will pick me up when I'm down Hook: I'm growing up, in a world with no love Tryna do what I can but times get rough I should try to slow it down, enjoy the small stuff But people live too fast I can't catch up x2 Ay, I'm growing up Yeah, I'm growing up Ay, I'm growing up Growing up I never really liked growing up Verse 2: it's a hard fact I have to accept Lord I know your their for every misstep And and I am walking into the Unknowns Maybes that's better because i can't fold I gotta get through Take it one conversation at a time It's time that I opened my eyes Time to listen to others not my inside Because truthfully right now my heart is blind woo But mom I've been working on it Lately my struggles are making me inspired again No I'm not gonna give in Gonna keep going till the lord says it's my end Which might be today you never know So I trap this struggles in this room I should let them go Woah, that made me froze Maybe I struggle with control oh Woah, maybe that's why I can't relax Maybe that's why I live life in attacks Maybe that's why I relapse I need to sit back And let God deal with that I gotta get rid of this struggles one thing at a time And I'm on this mountain I climb And when I'm done with the rhymes And I know I'll see God on the other side yeah
Im hurting all the time At night I need you by my side You take shot me And I wanna cry All this pain I'm feeling I just wanna hide All alone at night Hoping it will be alright But it ain't alright can't you see the pain inside me it's just a dream
Yeah the beat is available for purchase, I used it with my lyrics for Spotify, you can get a liscence, I obviously credit the beat. Check it out :) open.spotify.com/artist/6UW4FMtzNrCmgpESJ13n07?si=HK0ZfvUNRLijcHU7JUjoog
this song is for my, verse 1: i don’t really know how to start this it’s been three years since i got started and i can’t describe truly how lucky i am to have a mom as supportive i mean you’ve been through all of with me even though i’ve been stubborn since the beginning for whatever reason have a hard time admitting when you need help, but you don’t care you been there with me and i’ve always questioned why if i were you, i’d give up on me but you always stayed in my life and that’s good i don’t want you to leave i mean, when i started initially and it was just my laptop and that usb even when it was bad you supported me and i wouldn’t trade that for anything mom look, times have been changing and i can’t face it lately having to grow up in this world and i sorta hate it cause, there’s no replacing the years you gave me having to learn a new world and i can’t stand it cause when i was young you were my world and now i have to learn about the parts that suck you hide me from everything that was evil and now i have to learn what is it what truth is, my world stills revolves around you i’m just having to learn how to balance truth is, i feel lost without you even living at this point is a challenge cause even through all the pride you’re the one there when i’m down and cry even through all the bad times you made me appreciate the highs but i’m i’m growing up in a world with love tryna do what i can but times get rough i should slow it down enjoy the small stuff people live too fast and i can’t catch up x2 yeah, i’m growing up, yeah, mom i’m growing up hmph, i’m growing up, i’m growing up, i still don’t like growing up verse 2: it’s hard fact that i have to accept and mom i know you’re there for every single misstep and even when the mountains tall i’ll trust you when i have to fall but i don’t understand do i have to grow up leave this wasn’t in my plan it’s hard to believe that nothing lasts forever but tell me, can you last forever? i know some words don’t do moments justice but all i have are these words to tell you i love you more than i can tell you you’re the reason i started this ever since a little kid when i write short stories and you always encouraged it and now here i am, telling your story and i pray the whole world listens and hear it because maybe just maybe it can make a difference the same difference that it made it me when i was down and truly weak you’ve done so much for me, so it’s time i give something small back to you, we not be expressive as we could be, but we came together so we could tell you… yeah, i’m growing up, yeah, mom i’m growing up hmph, i’m growing up, i’m growing up, i still don’t like growing up
I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend I'm gonna love you forever That's just my curse It's whatever [Karizma:] I thought you'd leave me I'm the bottle, you're the genie And I don't think I give a damn I felt the beating Thank god I ate my wheaties Or I don't know if I could stand We hate to give in, but we're hardly living comfortably I hate you because you think that you're still in love with me It's time we drift apart, we're blind and in the dark I kinda wanna care but it's kinda too late to start And here you are, hitting my line Hitting rewind on the past for the 50th time Come on tell me, what do you think Wanna lay down, up in the clouds or under the sheets [Cass:] I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend I'm gonna love you forever That's just my curse It's whatever [Karizma:] It's the morning You're even pretty when you're snoring Like why the fuck are you perfect You're way too gorgeous I quit, you win, I forfeit I'm sick of having make-up sex We fight hard, we play rough We break hearts And say stuff we actually mean as you cry off your makeup We're terrible for each other I'll say without a stutter My head is over heels, but only when we're under covers And here you are, trying to leave Knocking my wind, taking my breath then dying to breathe You're the drug I'm fiending for You're the cut I'm bleeding for I'm saying "fuck you" and I wanna fuck you even more [Cass (Karizma):] I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again (Yeah, I just want to say) I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend I'm gonna love you forever (And I'm gonna love you) That's just my curse It's whatever [Karizma:] Oh my God I love you so (love you so) But look at the clock, it's time to go (time to go) I'm sorry that I was not better but Don't blame the rain on the weatherman Oh my God, I'm fucking cold (I'm fucking cold) [Cass (Karizma):] I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again (I just wanna say, I just wanna say) I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend (No, no, no-no, no) I'm gonna love you forever (I'm gonna love you) That's just my curse It's whatever [Cass & Karizma (Karizma):] I just wanna say fuck you til I fuck you again I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend I'm gonna love you forever (And I'm gonna love you) That's just my curse It's whatever (And I'm gonna love you) (I'm gonna love you)
When im by myself i vibe When im by my self i cry I try to get straight through the night But you beating me still haunts my mind All i ever was to you was kind But why but why but why but why but why All those bloody nights still haunt me In my mind they continue to taught me Why did i ever call you my baby If all you ever did was betray me Uh i was played at my own game My head is rung in shame Im was so stupid i was played Now because of you i could never love the same When im by myself i vibe When im by myself i cry I try to get straight through the night But you beating me still haunts my mind All i ever was to was kind But why but why but why but why Fuck you jeremy thanks to you i have scars forever
Blurred vision from a visionary. Escaped my thoughts just to run back to them. Baptized in the lies I glued together just to keep the pieces from falling apart. Revisiting childhood pains just to make me great again but what if I was never great to begin with. What if existence simply placed me here just to watch me break! Do you know what it’s like to be your own enemy? To sabotage your own rise because proceeding with caution is safer than straying away from that. I know heartache but I’m numb to heartbreak. On paper it’s one in the same but some call it by a different name. They say the first step is admitting. I say the first step is living!
I could be a your Wonder Woman (x4) You hold your breath and count to three You speak those words and say to me A thousand times I’d fly away away with thee If you’d let me And I could be your Wonder Woman Just let me be your Wonder Woman We’d fly away across the sea I’d kiss your lips like they were gold Everlasting and full of soul What i could be what I could be oh I could be your Wonder Woman.
Always a quieter place Always where I'd rather be Hear my own inner voice with clarity It's my escape Just exist peacefully A higher place It's where God speaks to me I wish there was a place I could escape to like by myself A place that isn't lonely But it feels just like by myself...
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I come here to find talent. All of you, you are this generation. We are not what they say we are. We are love. We are compassion. We are light, and emotion, and depth. And we're going to great things. Don't be discouraged. You are the future, and it is so bright. I love you
Tiny Dancer idk you but thank you for ur wise words, we need more words like that, especially on the internet. i hope you are doing well, lets be the love we want to see.
😊
youre a liar... we are selfishness, we are dark, we are fear...we need Christ
I sincerely believe this generation is doing great things and WILL change the world in the best way possible (it's already started)
Tiny Dancer amen
This is something I wrote for my cousin, may he rest in peace.
#FuckCancer
(Verse 1)
I never thought that you would leave,
I didn't wanna believe,
It was a never ending fight for me to find some relief..
Between the misery & grief- I feel weak,
I close my eyes - I cant sleep..
and not to mention; the depression got steep..
I never leave,
I sit in silence.. I don't feel like myself.
I'll skim through pictures on my phone,
like reminiscing would help..
I'd play along and act collected,
Yet- I'm living in hell,
and I have no clue how I could live with myself..
I wish somebody could tell..
You helped me get through all those moments - I fell,
you let me vent about my issues and those feelings I've felt,
Too many times I'd cry to you & let emotions spill out,
You brought me back down to earth..
You dug me out of the dirt..
You'd never shamed my mistakes,
You gave me more than my worth & you shared your food on your plate..
You showed me how to be strong and replace my weakness with strengths,
Before you; I was a headache schizophrenic with angst.
You showed me how to be happy,
and above anything else..
You truly thought I would succeed at making changes myself..
Let me believe and achieve;
gave me the key to be me,
& now forever you sleep..
Rest in peace to you Steve.
(Verse 2)
it hurts me to believe you were the person that believed in me..
You opened up your soul to me and shown me human decency,
and I just turned my back on you in moments that you've needed me,
That shit eats me alive -
i do dumb shit with no reasoning..
You seen me as you seen me and you'd strive to put belief in me..
Gave peace to me & seen me as nobody else was seeing me..
You tried to make me smile when you knew nothing was pleasing me,
My doctor says I'm manic & it feels like life's deleting me..
Its cheating me - depleting me,
Defeating me repeatedly..
Its beating me so easily; and nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm staring at the ground again,
I'm sick of seeing scenery,
I really need you back again,
Man, this feels like a dream to me,
Rest easily 🌹
- C . W
thank you for letting me share..
cherish the ones you love & never cut somebody out of your life unless you're willing too live with the regrets once they're gone forever.
Stay true, do you.
Siate Felici.
this is amazing, and im so sorry for what happened and i really hope you're okay :(
for a chorus maybe you could use something like this:
im sorry that i couldnt say goodbye to you
and i just want you to know that i love you
no matter what happens ill always stand by you
its so hard, getting over you
i miss you
that's so amazing... madde me cry bro. you're powerful as fuck. i will forever hope you make it big
So wonderful! I hope you continue the song and get it out there :) May your family leave in peace L.I.P
wow
May I use this to share to others your tragic story
this is so beautiful. you’re so talented. please never stop making music.
SZA is so beautiful!
To who? Big foot
exohxo to the 156 people who agree so 🤫
The voices get louder when im by myself
Sad song in the shower when im by myself
Crying on the floor for hours when im by myself
Stomach getting lighter when I'm by myself
Searching for my lighter when im by myself
You said I'll always be yours now I'm by myself
You said I'll never be alone now I'm by myself
You said we could still be friends but now I'm by myself
I thought you loved me till u found somebody else
And now I'm by myself
yourfavoritepizzaman Robinson Beautiful
I'm working on a demo, could I please use this? It's beautiful
Talika Acquaye You should send me some stuff. I'm actually looking for fellow artist
Talika Acquaye I would, if i wasn't already recording it for my first demo :/
That was great man wow
LISTEN HERE FOR THE FULL SONG WITH LYRICS: www.beatstars.com/beat/by-myself-1766212/ This is truly a masterpiece! Well done J Roes!
Beautiful! Should be on the radio!
What an AMAZING track, song and vocal! Congrats!!!
This instrumental is deep. I'm feeling this beat it makes you go into a mental challenged thought of mine.
I’m tired of being alone,
Up late, talking on the phone. Always.
I try to get out their, im half asleep.
But I miss you everywhere.
And it’s everywhere I turn, my heart begins to burn, I prayed that I’d learn but clearly that ain’t worked. There’s an aching in my body, missing you On a daily, I’m feeling so crazy, my sense of pride is failing.
I can’t be by myself
I think I needed your help.
And I’m by myself.
You were there when there was nobody else, and now I’m by myself.
Hey, could I use some sentences in a song please?
What a vibe 🔮
ILLUID HALLER beats good use of that emoji bro! It sums up the eerie feel of the music.
i was high as shit yesterday and this put me in a trance
HAHA i thought i was the only one!! lol
Keep it lit🔥
Me at this moment
i legit tried to make a song to this high and now im stuck staring out the window
I get high of bondage now
And kitty litter cleaner dancing for cats in bikini. Amazin
Your starlight
On my skin
When I need moonlight
To heal me within
Your happiness
Poured in a bottle
Your either at a full stop
Or full throttle
You turn me on and click me off
you kiss me rough, kiss me soft
I thought I could be alone
But with you, I always check my phone
You mean more than I expected
But I'm not second guessin
Even if I fuck this up,
You'll still be enough
For someone else
But I want to try
To be perfect for you
And have a nice life
I want to share, too.
You make me feel so many things
Happy just clearly rings
When I'm near you
It's true
I'm not a liar anymore
I kicked her right out the door
Your the sunlight
When it's so dark I'm blind
And your everything that makes me feel fine
Sometimes I'm so glad your mine
can i use sum of thses worss
@@gamergirlsinful794 for sure! Send me a link if you make a video 💓
@@devorahmoreno2581 ok thank you so so much
@@devorahmoreno2581 i didnt use any but id di finish my song if you want to hear it it would mean alot to me ua-cam.com/channels/JNfon-q6TfBxlzRA6zSZPA.html
You’ve done it again.
0:55
If i could let you go
Then that would be that would be
Someone who has a hold
On their feelings, their feelings
Baby you said you’d try
And you told me you’d never lie
But when there comes, troubling waters
What do we find? What do we find?
1:32
What do we find? (or) You run and hide
1:50
This was so dope, wrote a whole song by listening to it. Damn it made me feel so alone.
Deeply emotional ... it's magic
Fire as usual my dude
A ocean of pain, i glad you came
I’m gonna channel my sad feelings into a beautiful song and write it on this beautiful track! ♥️
MY GUY...SOMETHING SO POWER JUST HIT ME LISTENING TO THIS TRACK...I MUST HAVE THIS!!!!
My heart shivers,
I've been scared i feel alone I feel all by myself,
This headache, this pain
Shit made me shed a tear
he's not lyin
Raelyn Williams me 2
every time i close my eyes i feel alone, its my disguise
it would be nice to have someone here, to make me smile and wipe my tear
i really don't know how to feel, my ship's sinking, i lost the wheel
my sanity will go down with me, no you can't help its destiny
i don't know what I'm doing with my life, my heart's punctured by a steal knife
it carved a hole inside my heart, but if i take it out ill fall apart
Livelifesimply Sophia these are great lyrics u should develop it or let someone else do it
omfg finally someone with good lyrics lol
your words touched me... awesome job!
Can I use these lyrics in my song?
Do you mind if I use these lyrics ? I’ll grub your credit ☺️
after you left i was all by myself
i really felt like an elf on the shelf
you left me standing by the door
waited for hours till my feet were sore
i’ve grown up a lot since then
i wanna say it was before i was ten
maybe i was seven years old
never can remember i always am told
momma raised us as a single mom
i pushed guys away shit wasn’t calm
i thought it was her fault that you were gone
waited every morning for you till dawn
im now almost seventeen
it’s been about ten years since you’ve seen me
i almost feel like crying
sometimes i feel like dying
the only thing i had left of you
was our dog who died off too
without you here
just brings me to tears
it’s not like you died
you didn’t even say goodbye
when people ask where you are
i say i don’t know somewhere really far
i remember how you always lied
sometimes you wouldn’t even give us a ride
you would hold us back from going out
those are the times that made momma wanna shout
sometimes you weren’t even there for us
now and then you would lose our trust
i remember as a little kid we would sleep in the truck
you didn’t have much money, life was very rough
now you have a new wife & new stepson
sometimes i wish we would’ve had this bond
i thought you left because you couldn’t afford
i think about you when i’m really bored
we had a kitty who we got for free
i cant remember the name or if it was a he or she
i remember the road trip we took to vermont
to see your side of the family who i forgot
thank god for my grandma & poppa
they really helped out my momma
if it wasn’t for them
i don’t know where we would’ve been
you were a smoker & you lied about it
i caught you outside your apartment
right away i called momma
she picked us up we said see ya
we would play my favorite video game
it’s a shame that i cant remember the name
i wanted to get answers to my questions
i should’ve listened to my moms suggestions
i just went my own way behind her back
i hurt her so much made me wanna yack
i didn’t even get the answers i wanted to hear
this time now i get to disappear
i blocked your number & stopped responding
alright enough is enough no more talking
im living my best life
so are you im guessing with your new wife
im so happy that i have my family
even if you are absently
we don’t need a dad to live
thank god for those moms who give
it’s not that i’m alone
i am very grown
im not that elf on the shelf
i just am who i am, by myself
dude that's deep
wow...wow. these words were just so deep. and i really felt it because i had to get raised by a single parent. :(... but these words right here are very powerful, done made me cry..WHEW.
@@imgoingtoliveforever6 thank you :) sorry to make you cry
@Tyla Euphoria thank you!
@@kairedd06 its just my life
Paradox
If i told that
I love you
I want you
Adore you
How would you feel if
We went far
To the stars
A fresh start
Oh oh oh oh (2x)
Im am trying to
Show you my love
Oh (2x)
You taking places
Oh paradox
Got me above
Cant get enough of your love
Marcea Lewis i feel those lyrics forsure!
My friend said shut up
@@officiallyara1331 hah
But mean but mean
Ya di good
It’s crazy how months ago I came across this song and I couldn’t find ANY word to put on this track.. not that life has changed phases for me and I’m learning I have soooo much to say. So much heart ache...
so deep and relaxing at the same time. you did an awesome job with this.
It my favorite song 😂
for some reason this reminds me of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra. both lovely!
i wrote a whole 3 dope verses to this beat...."trippin on myself"
2 AM in the morning. I feel alone. But you're here so am I alone? Myself with you right next to me. Have nobody but you right beside me.
Wanna be alone with you right next to me. By myself but you ain't overseas.
Sorry had to delete this comment.
I appreciate all the support and love ❤️ but i don't feel comfortable having others sing my lyrics as their own. I feel originality is what makes a true artist. If anyone ever wants to make a song with me i rap and sing shoot me a DM on IG @iamwxster or email me gisaiah153@gmail.com.
am i allowed to use these lyrics for a song?
JESUS CAN HEAL you! HE DID IT FOR ME! JUST CALL HIS NAME, with a mustard seed sized faith believing HE hears you. HE will surprise you bro. HIS PEACE goes beyond our understanding!
I love you.
i just sang to these lyrics and they work so well. your writing is genius
G H O S T woah
Beautiful beat. Just wrote a song to it. Thank you
Pamiętam, kiedy wysiadła z auta, wymiana spojrzenia
Wtedy coś we mnie zaczęło się zmieniać
I kolor jej oczu też zaczął się zmieniać
Te długie proste włosy, ten uśmiech tak szeroki
Te kolorowe oczy, patrzące wciąż na boki
Ta delikatna skóra, ten piękny zarys twarzy
W słońcu była aniołem, miała czarne jordany
Prosiła mnie o numer, dałem jej tylko fejsa
Działa na mnie jak pixa, co bardzo uzależnia
Przez miesiąc była głupia, a chciałem z nią kontaktu
Lecz wszystko się zmieniło pewnego dnia przy parku
Wystarczył jeden buziak, chodź długi to niewinny
Myślałem o niej długo, miałem poczucie winy
Ale teraz czuje, że mogę z nią budzić się rano
I dawać jej siano, i mówić dzień dobry
Mówić do widzenia, kochanie, dobranoc
Brać ją na wszystkie wycieczki do parku
Nad morze, na plaże, oceanarium
Kupować pizze, gdy nie ma humoru
Jest ulubienicą moich ziomów
I nigdy więcej nie mów, mała, że nie czujesz nas
Bo nie przestanę kochać cię nawet w najgorszych snach
Gdy mówisz, że to koniec wtedy czuje wielki strach
Zamykam się w pokoju i wylewam smutek w łzach
tkm XDDDDDDDDDDD
no voice with this beat makes u feel like this beat alone does.
Had to grow from the root,
Couple uh times I got the boot
Got called cute
Now I’m all alone in my room eating all this damn fruit
It’s a riot,
Now you can’t lie about truth
I just wanna be satisfied
Tired of telling lies
Tired of living lies,
Tired of saving saving lives
Tired of trying
Abided by the rules
Not prying
I ain’t crying
I’m dying
Tired of being me
I’m tired of having sleep
I’m tired of being the one and your the one for me
Trying to take everything step by step.
Its hard when you havent figured out whats wrong yet.
And I feel like im falling of the edge cant seem to find an escape, someone help me catch my breath
And the voices in my head are begging me to find myself.
Youve got so much ahead of you you aint done with yourself."
mad !
so smooth... the vibe is real
Love this, keep up the work!
{Hook}
I know the pain. And what you put me through.
But now it's time to see the change in you x2. I'm talking bout Monday Tuesday Wednesday and Saturday. And sometimes I know when I'm feeling high or low but we dancing together and you know it's slow you know it's slow. I feel the light and that's where you want to go.
I’m tired of being alone
So many hours we talked on the phone
I try to be out their
But I just miss you everywhere
Everywhere I turn, my heart just starts too burn
The aching pain in my body, misses you more on the daily
I can’t be by myself
Without you here I can’t help
I can’t help to cry every night
You were my everything
this is fire asf
I'm feeling this so much
Mhm
Yeah
My thoughts all overwhelm me,
I wish I got some help.
Have people but nobody,
Cause I'm just by myself
Late at night when its dark
I think about you so,
I try to figure out
Why you wanted to go
Was it me? Was it you?
Was it anyone else?
did you need time to figure yourself out
Could I have done anything to save us
It's too late cause now we're just a loss
I'm by myself
And there's no way to change that now
I can't get around the thoughts of you
and the things you put me through
(This is a draft, I'm not finished)
ItsAbella good start
Let me eat my lunch, in silence
As I over color these vibrant moments I've been holding
Cause why..
Why you never hold me down?
Always under my skin flipping me around
Up and over the top
And then you leave again
Man, why you always leave
Why you always leavin?.
Passing out could never seem this easy
See the door on the way out cause you just want to leave me
Love you like.. love you like nobody else
Alone sitting here all by myself
Alone eating my lunch
Alone, eatin
Swallow my food, but thinking of you
Always puts me in a bad mood
Cause I don't wanna be like that
Make a scene like that
Act all mean like that
When I just.. I just want you to love me like how I love you
Swallow my food, sitting here alone
Staring out the window
Just let me know
Let me go
Just let me know when you let me go
Leave alone
Want to be alone
Let me eat my lunch in silence
As I over color these pretty vibrants
Secrets I've been hiding away
Secrets I've been hiding
Hope you never
Never
Ever
Faded away
All into myself, all alone
You ain't here and I'm alone
Love you like
Love you like
Like
Love you, love you like nobody else but myself..
I feel alone in a place I call my home
I feel alone in a place I call my home
My home
My home
I feel alone in a place I call my home .
No one knows they don’t know ..
Ohh ohhh ohhh
If they’d listen they’d know I’m drowning
In my depressive tears
Losing grip I’m Falling
I’m slipping
I feel so helpless now
I drop to my knees asking god “why me”
But he just ignores me
I feel alone now so alone now
On top of that my lover left me
My best friend
I feel alone now ...
I feel alone in a place I call my home
I feel alone in a place I call my home
My home
My home
I feel a lone in a place I call my home ..
no one know they don’t know
Ohh ohh ohhh
keymaa Medina can I use these lyrics but on another type beat
@@bulaaa6345 sure could you give creds loll via keyma this my bf page
Shayla Harris sure credssss?
Your smile is my light
No stars at night
Your eyes are bright
They help my path tonight
Your sight is my wealth
Your laugh is my health
I didn’t mean to hurt you just fked up and left, hurting myself, my mind is a mess and I’m sorry, sorry momma I’m in drama and not what u wanted
It kills me, skills me, to see what I could of been, and I mess up as I spin
As I sit here outside under the stars by myself, recolecting my dignity, values, standards and self doubt.
Sometimes my soul feels so alone, I have so much understanding, forgiveness and love for everyone I know.
I share so much kindless and yet I still feel so alone, because no one seems to understand the true depth of my soul.
Every day I still gow, into my true blueprint, but the only friend I really know, that makes me feel not alone, is myself.
I wish anyone could see all the love I share without judgment. Yet everyone around me talks about others constant. No one understands my light. I give so much to everyone, just wish I could get deep soul love back.
We Write
We Write to excite, write to ignite
write because it's right
right now thoughts filled with light
Fire burning with soft passion
I say it real, say it because it's just the way that I feel, does this appeal to what you also feel
I write because it's what I love
Apart of me and so is the beat
this heart of me is so unique
emotions lifted feels a lil different
From all the other shit that I normally feel, finally like myself
but I write because it helps
Mind full of wealth share it with everyone rather than to have it by myself.
We Write to excite, write to ignite
write because it's right
right now thoughts filled with light
write to inspire, write to lift one higher, creative sparks, open ya mind and open your hearts.
A beat that actually speaks to me/ I can actually sing to
At times I feel by myself
Crazy thing is
I'm slowly losing myself
Most people don't see how I've contain myself
Fake smile's is how I maintained myself
Suicide has always on my mind
If you look deep within my eyes
You can see the darkness I hide inside
Trapped in the glossy reflition in my eyes if you listen closely
You can hear the demons eating me alive with every breath I worry
About what's next tension in
My chest depression
I'm trying to suppress nevertheless truth be told
I try my best to feel less
The less I feel the less
My brain tells me that
I'm worthless that I'm better
Off by myself because I'm
Not perfect that everything
Has it's purpose but this has
Me uncertain
BSPC-
that's how i feel. it's nice to know someone else feels the same way.
@@kairedd06 for sure man depression is real..
Can I use this for one of my songs if you're not going to??
@@NyeAmor can I have credit for the lyrics? Then yes if not then no.
Can I use this
Wake up, wake up
Gotta get this paper, get this cake up
Gotta do my hair, gotta put on makeup
Gotta act like I care about this fake stuff
Straight up what a waste of my day
If I had it my way I'd roll out of bed
Say bout 2:30 mid day
Hit the blunt then, hit you up to come over to my place
You show up right away
We make love then and then we fuck
And then you'd give me my space
Yeah
What I am trying to say is
That love is ours to make so we should make it
Everything else can wait
The time is ours to take so we should take it
Wake up, wake up, bake up
Gotta heat the vape up
Lets get faded
Gotta call your job tell em' you won't make it
Ain't nobody here baby lets get wasted
We should just get naked
Cause I be working hard and I know you be on that same shit
Every other day's a different game that you just can't win
I just want to ease your mind and make you feel all right
So go head tell your baby mama you gon be with me tonight
Right
What I am trying to say is
That love is ours to make so we should make it
Everything else can wait
The time is ours to take so we should take it
It's not love, but it's pretty close
Hot fudge and a little smoke
I didn't mean it means nothing to you
Hands locked on my black couch with nothing to do
Can't stop on cloud 20
Married to the drugs, but the feels keeps coming
Finally stop crying, but your nose is still running
Wipe it on my shirt, haha I need sleep
You tell me that you wanna do it big
I love when you say "guess what?" (What? What?)
Reading stories to another nigga kid
And I wonder why I'm all messed up (up up up up)
Cause we gotta be responsible sometimes
Being a class act nevermind my alumni
I don't wanna be a round a baby so dumb high
I don't see the beauty of a momma on insides
Curled up with my head on your chest
It's the best remedy for the pain and the stress
If the world doesn't change then we'll never get dressed
It will be like this to the kiss of the death
Of my soul, bowl of the blue dream, no
Not a good team, once sold two half's
No joke, who laughs?
Just us (Just us, just us)
Okay, got this OJ and Jose
Mixed it up with that Rose
We gon' do this our own way
Alright, okay
What is it that your smoking?
Piece it up with this peace and love
And this peace and love like the old days
What I am trying to say is
That love is ours to make so we should make it
Everything else can wait
The time is ours to take so we should take it
We should stay right here
We should lay right here
Cause everything is okay right here
You should stay right here
We should lay right here
Cause everything is okay right here
This right here fiya!
Bro tell me why your shit is always heat!
This is just for me lol:
0:12 Verse 1
0:52 Pre-chorus
1:10 Chorus
1:30 Verse 2
Noooooooooo
No puede ser🥺♥️
Con este beat escribió brock la canción de "Más que amigos"
🥺♥️
Life:
Life knocks you down
You outta get right back up
Even when you being pushed around and ran out of luck
I want someone to hold my heart sometimes, because I been cutting it up
I am all broken, so damaged how could anyone ever give a fuck, about me?
So I guess I’ll just be here, by myself.
I’m doing this life by myself.
I had friends back in high school, made some bad choices now I’m a loner by myself.
Oh man sometimes I miss the good ol days, you know?
When I was younger, less worries on my plate.
I lay here for hours by myself replaying this track to try awaken my conscience, look a little deeper, lord please give me guidance through my lowest moments until I return to dust
In my feelings with this beat
I need more beats like this
Verse 1
tryna find peace in this world
can’t be yourself around some girls
tryna be the perfect girl for you
but you always choose to go with other dudes
Chorus
i can and i will
take you places where you never go
i can and i will
keep you going till you explode
i can and i will
make you addicted to my every touch
i can and i will
babyy no baby nooo
instrumental
Verse 2
finding it hard
without a hand to hold
the loving you give
will never get old
because it means so much
just to feel your touch
so baby please come home
don’t leave me all alone...
Chorus
i can and i will
take you places where you never go
i can and i will
keep you going till you explode
i can and i will
make you addicted to my every touch
i can and i will
i can and i will
love you till you’ve had too much...
This beat is 🔥🔥
Your hands were covering my body
In the Morning
They were warming me
If I had known what cold feels like without them I’d never worn them
Never worn them
In the back of my mind
If one searches they’ll find
Another you
Living a secret life
Tryna hide the dreams but I know em
Chorus
Somehow I’m lying all
By myself
What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else
I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me now lies withing
By myself
Vers
Your hands were holding up the bottles while I drank
It’s not workin
Ain’t working
Somehow the memory of your touch is still hurtin
Still hurtin me
In the back of my bag
If one searches they’ll find
Another bottle of mine
Bottle of wine
Living a secret life
Tryna hide the dreams but I know em
Chorus
Somehow I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me made me think that I can’t be with someone else
I’m lying all by myself
What once lay beside me now lies within
By myself
Youre in my dreams
You’re in my head
In my mind
You’re still there still there
You’re in my day
And in my nights
Just not in my life
Not in my life
But you will never leave my mind
You will never leave my mind
Never leave my mind
No matter what I try not
You won’t keave my mind boy
Won’t leave my mind
You’re still there every night
You’re still there all the time
You’re still there
And im all by myself
Actually posted a version of this on my insta @liajmusic and added a soft piano for the chorus
Go check it out if you want to
Def gonna publish this is dope 🔥
Love it as always!
Demons by joji goes good with this
Beat is fire
I wanna be a dancer with many dreams
I just don't wanna stand alone
You might see a smiling face
It's just a cover up
You don't see the things that go through
My head
When I dance alone
The darkness covers me
Each step I take
I lose my balance
You can say I'm unstable
I promise you won't stay with me
I only dance at night wandering
That's when the demons come out
No sleep stay awake
They keep me awake when there on way
When I dance their taking my dreams away
My smiling face is just a cover up
I'm all by myself hiding from my demons
Behind the people I love
Then I will be ruined
Notification squad 🔥🖖🏼
pure 🔥
You’re an amazing producer
I get tired of the hate we give
Why not Let them be them
Let ppl breathe in their skin
And ohhhhhh
Some struggle with it some
Some born with it
And we pick them because
There fake cuz there lyin cuz they takin from whos buying it
And deceiving the ones they inspire
We know we dont look like them
But we are comfortable in our skin
This is so simple and beautiful bravo
Why do I tell lies so I can fit in
Why do I try so hard, where did this all begin
Why do I wish people could see things in me, I can’t in myself
I talk to you cause your fine
Wish I could look deep inside
And not treat you like everyone else
Why do I do what I do
I guess I do it for you
And maybe selfishly I do it a little for me too
My lyrics to this beat describe what's going on in NZ in terms of suicide
I've been trapped in myself for so long
I'm losing time with the ones I love
While this is going on I'm fighting with my thoughts
Can't even barely breathe or find the words to talk
The walls they are closing in
So confined i feel the pressure rising
Lord knows I've been trying forever
Strip away the labels that define me
I let the world conform me into something
I can't barely recognize anymore
I need to break free
Sometimes the road can seem tough
Just know the light is on us
Although the pain feels rough
Just know the light is on us
*Rap*
Depression is real, anxiety is real. Yet we hide it from the world yeah we aim to conceal. Dont wanna be a victim, don't wanna be a nuisance
We run to the system to feel non-existent
I don't wanna lie our people are dying
Committing suicide cause they done tryna fight it the voices in your head yeah they smiling about it
A mental breakdown with a war where the heart is
Ah, how hard is kindness
The rage that we weild is act of blindness
Yet it's so cold and violent, how we can judge another humans life about it huh
Lend a helping hand, if you are unaware then please you got to understand, That some of us in life are just to scared to rule a grander plan.
Man u need so one to talk to hmu for my snap or sum
Honestly 😂
yo this is flames
TW*
Let me be by myself,
Rediscover myself,
Reinvent myself in my own eyes,
Cut the ties with my weaknesses and except my strengths,
Go through great lengths to get there,
Just as I did to get here,
Pushing past my fears,
And grinding every gear,
I wanna be prepaired,
Get stared down so hard I never get back up,
Stuck in the same old rut,
Trying not to cut but I'm still not enough..
I never was..
sooo relaxing
When the world is silent. I can hear my thoughts clearly. I can feel my heart beating deep as the feelings you gave me. I can feel your touch invade me, the taste of your lips tingling, all by myself is when im consumed of all the thoughts about you....
I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home
Won’t you please give me a reason why you won’t pick up the phone
I can feel it every time you lie when i hear that stupid dial tone
That leave a message at the beep i guess that i an on my own
But every time you call i feel my heart beat bout a thousand times
You send me flowers and it makes me smile but it still ain’t right
Won’t you call me
Are you there
Are you listening
Do you care
Won’t you call me
I am here
I am listening
And i care
Baby
Won’t you come out to play
I miss you my friend
Can me make memories again
I’ve been waiting for a minute tell me when will you come home
Tears are drying i been crying for you all night long
I hear you lying every time i hear that stupid dial tone
Won’t you hear my message don’t leave me here on my own
Baby
Won’t you come out to play
I miss you my friend
Can we make memories again....
Can I use this
How many times do I have to get it wrong to finally get it right
How long do I have to put up this fight
If you’re gonna lie make it believable
Every word you said was evil
So I’m crying
Sick of trying
Why do days feel so long
Without you
I’m bout to
Prove them all wrong
Scream until my lungs give out
I should not have to doubt
The things you say
You will end up leaving
Anyway
Just Like the rest
Nerveless I’ll continue searching on
Ohh ohhh on.
Girls may wanna have fun
But I just wanna feel love
Or at-least have someone to hold on too
The only reassuring I need
Is to hear your heart beat
My head on your chest
Nothing coming next
But inner peace
You gave me nothing
But I gave you trust
I wanted home
You wanted lust
I’m tired of being used
Lied too
Cheated on
And left alone
Nothing but tear drops on my phone
You hurt me
You hurt me
You hurt me babe
Spoken part:
You had no intentions but destroying the good in my heart
Maybe one day
You’ll learn that everything you put out in this world has consequences. What you do comes back to haunt you. And what happens to you shapes you into who you are. You can grow and let go or just let it break you.
Yeah🔥
dang 2018 still dope af
I love your beats I been listening to you for a while 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍I love it
Fire af homie
구름 사이 낀 해를 바라보다
멈춰 있는 내 그림자를
건드려도 아무 느낌이 없네
너무나 힘들게 날 울려오네
어느샌가 난 자라서
혼자 해야할 일들이 쌓이고
난 다 컷다고 생각 했지만
눈 앞을 보니 날 조여오네
내게 20대의 삶은
술과 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는
맥박 소리가
달라지면 난 뭐든 할 수 있는 기분야
달면 삼켜 써도 그냥 삼켜
원래 그런거지
참고나면 우린 잊고
의미없이 돌아다녀도
같이 있던 그때가 기뻐
잊었던 친구전화번호처럼
난 바쁘게 살고있어 남으로
지금 옆사람과 멀어지려해도
난 더 꼭 붙어있어 사랑으로
다들 열심히 살어
크면서 모험심이 사라져
버린 이유는 바로
돈과 미래에 대한 사고
난 철없이 살자고
다짐했건만 자연스레
어른이 되가는 과정
속에 가장 큰 재산을 팔고
윗사람 앞에선 입을 쭉 닫어
Verse 1: I feel like I'm falling
Already said that, but man I need to be honest
Why does this not feel like a project
It's not, it's to help through all this nonsense
Look I'm growing up too quick
Gonna be 15 soon, I wanna be a kid
I gotta get job, focus on running
School it's a lot
Its stressing me out to the top
Man I need to find time to just stop
And focus on God
I don't wanna get fake friends
I don't wanna go to parties
I don't wanna smoke do drugs
And get wasted
I don't want my memories to be in anguish
Because one day, I'm gonna have to face em
Growing have to talk about relations
When truly I don't even know what it is
I've been searching
Hard to accept that I'm not a little kid
Woo, I've been writing till I fall asleep
Meanwhile I got people calling me
Asking me to do this and that
It doesn't bother me
But If I don't wanna go why do you expect an apology?
The devil haunting me
Tryna grow faith
In a world where monsters creep
Don't wanna deal with fake people
Tryna peep
Leave me alone
I need y'all off me
I don't like it when it gets loud
That's why I like when the fam around
Sure maybe I'll go out
Be social now
But I'd rather stick the close people who will pick me up when I'm down
Hook: I'm growing up, in a world with no love
Tryna do what I can but times get rough
I should try to slow it down, enjoy the small stuff
But people live too fast I can't catch up x2
Ay, I'm growing up
Yeah, I'm growing up
Ay, I'm growing up
Growing up
I never really liked growing up
Verse 2: it's a hard fact I have to accept
Lord I know your their for every misstep
And and I am walking into the Unknowns
Maybes that's better because i can't fold
I gotta get through
Take it one conversation at a time
It's time that I opened my eyes
Time to listen to others not my inside
Because truthfully right now my heart is blind woo
But mom I've been working on it
Lately my struggles are making me inspired again
No I'm not gonna give in
Gonna keep going till the lord says it's my end
Which might be today you never know
So I trap this struggles in this room I should let them go
Woah, that made me froze
Maybe I struggle with control oh
Woah, maybe that's why I can't relax
Maybe that's why I live life in attacks
Maybe that's why I relapse
I need to sit back
And let God deal with that
I gotta get rid of this struggles one thing at a time
And I'm on this mountain I climb
And when I'm done with the rhymes
And I know I'll see God on the other side yeah
Im hurting all the time
At night I need you by my side
You take shot me
And I wanna cry
All this pain I'm feeling
I just wanna hide
All alone at night
Hoping it will be alright
But it ain't alright can't you see the pain inside me it's just a dream
Omg love the beats
THIS IS NICOLE TVs SONG CALLED “recuperate”
Maybe nicole just used the sound -_-
Yeah the beat is available for purchase, I used it with my lyrics for Spotify, you can get a liscence, I obviously credit the beat. Check it out :) open.spotify.com/artist/6UW4FMtzNrCmgpESJ13n07?si=HK0ZfvUNRLijcHU7JUjoog
No this was the beat she ised
I love this beat💕💕💕
this song is for my,
verse 1:
i don’t really know how to start this
it’s been three years since i got started
and i can’t describe truly how lucky
i am to have a mom as supportive
i mean you’ve been through all of with me
even though i’ve been stubborn since the beginning
for whatever reason have a hard time admitting
when you need help, but you don’t care you been there with me
and i’ve always questioned why
if i were you, i’d give up on me
but you always stayed in my life
and that’s good i don’t want you to leave
i mean, when i started initially
and it was just my laptop and that usb
even when it was bad you supported me
and i wouldn’t trade that for anything
mom look,
times have been changing
and i can’t face it lately
having to grow up in this world
and i sorta hate it
cause, there’s no replacing
the years you gave me
having to learn a new world
and i can’t stand it
cause when i was young you were my world
and now i have to learn about the parts that suck
you hide me from everything that was evil
and now i have to learn what is it what
truth is, my world stills revolves around you
i’m just having to learn how to balance
truth is, i feel lost without you
even living at this point is a challenge
cause even through all the pride
you’re the one there when i’m down and cry
even through all the bad times
you made me appreciate the highs but i’m
i’m growing up in a world with love
tryna do what i can but times get rough
i should slow it down enjoy the small stuff
people live too fast and i can’t catch up x2
yeah, i’m growing up,
yeah, mom i’m growing up
hmph, i’m growing up,
i’m growing up,
i still don’t like growing up
verse 2:
it’s hard fact that i have to accept
and mom i know you’re there for every single misstep
and even when the mountains tall
i’ll trust you when i have to fall
but i don’t understand
do i have to grow up leave
this wasn’t in my plan
it’s hard to believe
that nothing lasts forever
but tell me, can you last forever?
i know some words don’t do moments justice
but all i have are these words to tell you
i love you more than i can tell you
you’re the reason i started this
ever since a little kid
when i write short stories
and you always encouraged it
and now here i am, telling your story
and i pray the whole world listens and hear it
because maybe just maybe it can make a difference
the same difference that it made it me
when i was down and truly weak
you’ve done so much for me,
so it’s time i give something small back to you,
we not be expressive as we could be,
but we came together so we could tell you…
yeah, i’m growing up,
yeah, mom i’m growing up
hmph, i’m growing up,
i’m growing up,
i still don’t like growing up
I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever
That's just my curse
It's whatever
[Karizma:]
I thought you'd leave me
I'm the bottle, you're the genie
And I don't think I give a damn
I felt the beating
Thank god I ate my wheaties
Or I don't know if I could stand
We hate to give in, but we're hardly living comfortably
I hate you because you think that you're still in love with me
It's time we drift apart, we're blind and in the dark
I kinda wanna care but it's kinda too late to start
And here you are, hitting my line
Hitting rewind on the past for the 50th time
Come on tell me, what do you think
Wanna lay down, up in the clouds or under the sheets
[Cass:]
I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever
That's just my curse
It's whatever
[Karizma:]
It's the morning
You're even pretty when you're snoring
Like why the fuck are you perfect
You're way too gorgeous
I quit, you win, I forfeit
I'm sick of having make-up sex
We fight hard, we play rough
We break hearts
And say stuff we actually mean as you cry off your makeup
We're terrible for each other
I'll say without a stutter
My head is over heels, but only when we're under covers
And here you are, trying to leave
Knocking my wind, taking my breath then dying to breathe
You're the drug I'm fiending for
You're the cut I'm bleeding for
I'm saying "fuck you" and I wanna fuck you even more
[Cass (Karizma):]
I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again
(Yeah, I just want to say)
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever (And I'm gonna love you)
That's just my curse
It's whatever
[Karizma:]
Oh my God I love you so (love you so)
But look at the clock, it's time to go (time to go)
I'm sorry that I was not better but
Don't blame the rain on the weatherman
Oh my God, I'm fucking cold (I'm fucking cold)
[Cass (Karizma):]
I just wanna say fuck you 'til I fuck you again
(I just wanna say, I just wanna say)
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
(No, no, no-no, no)
I'm gonna love you forever
(I'm gonna love you)
That's just my curse
It's whatever
[Cass & Karizma (Karizma):]
I just wanna say fuck you til I fuck you again
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever (And I'm gonna love you)
That's just my curse
It's whatever
(And I'm gonna love you)
(I'm gonna love you)
Yess I'm loving it
nice beat man love it!!
“Got me feeling so alone. Why am I so vulnerable .But thats not what I’m thinking, I’m thinking I’m the only one staring at the ceiling”
When im by myself i vibe
When im by my self i cry
I try to get straight through the night
But you beating me still haunts my mind
All i ever was to you was kind
But why but why but why but why but why
All those bloody nights still haunt me
In my mind they continue to taught me
Why did i ever call you my baby
If all you ever did was betray me
Uh i was played at my own game
My head is rung in shame
Im was so stupid i was played
Now because of you i could never love the same
When im by myself i vibe
When im by myself i cry
I try to get straight through the night
But you beating me still haunts my mind
All i ever was to was kind
But why but why but why but why
Fuck you jeremy thanks to you i have scars forever
Look at my profile name
This beat is perfect 💯🔥🚨❤️
Blurred vision from a visionary. Escaped my thoughts just to run back to them. Baptized in the lies I glued together just to keep the pieces from falling apart. Revisiting childhood pains just to make me great again but what if I was never great to begin with. What if existence simply placed me here just to watch me break! Do you know what it’s like to be your own enemy? To sabotage your own rise because proceeding with caution is safer than straying away from that. I know heartache but I’m numb to heartbreak. On paper it’s one in the same but some call it by a different name. They say the first step is admitting. I say the first step is living!
melody fire
I could be a your Wonder Woman (x4)
You hold your breath and count to three
You speak those words and say to me
A thousand times I’d fly away away with thee
If you’d let me
And I could be your Wonder Woman
Just let me be your Wonder Woman
We’d fly away across the sea
I’d kiss your lips like they were gold
Everlasting and full of soul
What i could be what I could be oh I could be your Wonder Woman.
i'm really sorry about this. i can relate to what you feel. Please go on with your dreams and write more. Allow God heal your heart
I really love this beat it goes so well with this song I'm trying to make
Always a quieter place
Always where I'd rather be
Hear my own inner voice with clarity
It's my escape
Just exist peacefully
A higher place
It's where God speaks to me
I wish there was a place I could escape to like by myself
A place that isn't lonely
But it feels just like by myself...