I'm just tired now... Lost and can't be found Love is just pain Life is a game You'll always lose.. When I spit sick bars about cash and gold cars I never was noticed and never made the billboards charts With the little money I had you also robbed my soul It crushed up my dreams and hopes, and all my goals I never drink water, I swallow my tears I don't eat real food. I just devour my fears I can't love a person cause you devoured my heart And it comes back to when I met you, I wanna forget the start As I was a teen love was a dream I was young so the world was nicer than it seems You were mean, but the beauty faded behind it Foolish why the films say love good, it's sh*t I'm not me, just everyone's expectations My soul obliterated and destroyed my patience When I wanna write, I'm always the one that sucks I want to find a life the live but no luck. If the mirrors could they would say I should be replaced If walls could speak they'd say I'm a disgrace to the Human Race That I should go to hell and outta this place That's why I wanna be an astronaut and die in space I wanna, and you can't stop me You're reading this across the world on the internet, how can you possibly? I don't want a broken family, and unhappy lifestyle Last few minutes of life for me is worthwhile.
Man! I'm living with a narcissisist and her flying monkey. This music is really a gift from the Most High; which is helping me to keep my sanity. I've thought about giving up. Just letting everything go. May the Most High give me the strength to carry on. Forgive me for my trespasses against you Lord. Have mercy on my soul. Draw me back to Thee. Use me to be of service to others in need of hope. So be it.
I swear: she is here with me now Filling the room like a crowd Like minutes into the hour A ghost I’ll never let out a vow, to breathe his last breath: unbowed
and I'm tired of being labeled And I'm tired of not being famous And I'm tired of all this tears And I'm tired after all these years And I'm tired of all the fights And I'm tired of all the screams And I'm tired of all the slaps And I'm tired of all the bad dreams And I'm tired of my fucking school And I'm tired of being fake And I'm tired of fake friends And I'm tired of this I'm tired of all of this nonsense I'm tired of trying to reach I'm tired of trying to reach the expectations everyone else has of me And I'm tired of not being me And pretending to be funny And pretending that I'm not dark And pretending that I'm not sad And pretending that I'm sleepy When I actually want to cry When I actually want to hide When I actually want to write When I actually want to runaway and never looking back and I'm tired of all this crying and I'm tired of all this hiding and I'm tired of not being real and I'm tired to play a fictionalized version of myself and I'm tired of my Dad And I'm tired of my mom And i'm tired of my friends And I'm tired of this world And I'm tired of seeing the moon And I'm tired of this sun And I'm tired of thinking about And I'm tired of thinking about what I can really never say And I'm tired of being simple, when my mind is so complex And I'm tired of being fake And I'm tired of all the hate And I'm tired of the romance And I'm tired of the fake love And I want to be tired of you But I still want some more And I want to be tired of your lips And I want to be tired of your hips And I want to think that you will never going to get tired of me And I'm so fucking dead And I'm so fucking excited And I'm so fucking tired And He's so fucking tired And I fucking hate mirrors And I fucking love tic-tacs Anyways man, I just wanted to say that... and I swear I'm the only one but I know I'm not I know that there's people who can relate to the shit I said but motherfuckers don't know the living hell but motherfuckers don't know my living hell and motherfuckers hear this and rate this and say stuff like: oh, this shit is great but motherfuckers, don't know the pain to write poems like this motherfuckers, don't know the pain, they try to diagnose my brain when they try to dissect my poems, my rhymes, and the shit I've written And I swear that I have tried for long time to search God but I don't hear an answer, I just heard my inner voice Philosophing, debating about my crazy world, about my crazy vision and about all the faith that I've lost And I'm exhausted of searching for a purpose Of trying to write five star verses everytime I'm exhausted of this pen, I'm getting tired of these rhymes They can crucify me for a publicity stunt, they can push me so I fall from the top of the empire state, I can blew my skull so they can see my brain, so I can explain while I'm dying my sad state of mind I'm tired of saying lies, like trust me I am fine I'm tired of saying truths, like I want to be dead And I'm sorry for this, no I am not anyways I just wanted to say that I.. Man, I cannot understand some things in life I don't even have a house of my own, but I have a broken home And I can't even relax myself, but yet you see me being calm And I don't even have a flow, but you still see me writing these songs And I don't even have a voice in this world, yet you see me sharing what I think And I think that life is over-rated, my blood isn't red, is pink and I feel naked without a jacket, like I stripped my own skin Life is precious he said on a track with his name And I love him, he's my idol, but that line for me is fake And I mean no disrespect, I'm not saying this with hate but Death is eternal rest and life is an eternal stress You can quote my lyrics and say that they are from Kanye West Don't put nails in my hands, put spikes in my head To make sure I don't think when I rest in the After-life Don't put me in a coffin, just make sure I stay on my bed And there's no money for my sons in my will And there's no line that I say that don't contradict myself I'm tired
Call you morning Lay down in the night Tired of the same thing Made it a habit Of not being me Choosing love over reality Tired of same old thing Mabey we should change Cuz I’m tired of the same old thing How about we change who we love Make the love circle all tangled up
It's 3 Fifty Five, Just look at the time. I've been laying up all night thinking bout dying, but then you always pop in my mind, and then I think about that mess that I'd leave behind I can't do that to you, especially since all the shit we went through. I miss my baby girl, she knows that she's still my world when it hurls, spins, and twerls at least no matter what I've got my beautiful girl She may not be around now, but that's my fault for that night, your parents didn't like me, and they have that right. But don't think I didn't put up a hell of a fight. I'd never hesitate to do another take, fuck all the bad stop and focus on the great before it was too late, That's not how this works though, we gotta start looking forward, and move on. I'm sorry but life for both of us just has to go on There's always going to be so many what ifs to ask, but it's time we leave the past in the past I was sitting up all night, I could tell something didn't feel right. I hate that me and your parents always had to fight. I wish I could take everything back to that night, in the back of my truck, about 3AM school tomorrow, niether one of us gave a damn. I miss your kiss, you were the only one who ever really gave a shit, nobody else will ever feel right, nobody else is ever going to be worth that fight Hell Lord please take me back to that night. Please Lord take me back to that night before she took her own life. ~ Love you Chey ~
I’m tired Just tired of being tired Tired of loneliness Tired of waking up Tired of trying to try Tired of lying to myself Tired of being a burden to someone else Tired of acting like I can do this all by myself Tired of pretending what you say doesn’t hurt Tired of lowering myself worth Tired of asking God what’s my life worth I’m tired I wish I would sleep and not wake up Yea...
You think that I'm selfish Well maybe I am It's alright if you don't understand You think that I'm jealous Is it so bad if I am Add your opinion didn't ask Should've know we wouldn't last And you Say that you're tired of me Well I'm tired of the lies you're feeding to me Everyday with another disguise Hiding everyday and I'm crying night Yeah I'm tired of this one man fight So If you're so tired of me Will you promise Promise to let me just leave Quiet Part/ Rain: Yes I'm silent, quiet for most of the night But I'm going crazy, screaming inside my mind Beat starts back up: You think that I'm heartless But you made me this way Maybe if you'd treat me better I'd stay You think that I'm cheating Guilty conscience I see Only said you love me when you saw I tried to leave You say that you're tired of me Well I'm tired of the way you keep treating me Everyday with another guy Saw you everyday sneaking around every night Tired of you watching me lose the fight So if you're so tired of me Will you promise Promise to let me just leave
had to remove due to the fact people were stealing it but ill be posting how it sounds on my page sometime this week for the people who have already seen it
We we're ready to elope But you were never there when I needed you the most Then you go and boast saying you were there the most Even though you're a ghost I still hope you choke on your meatloaf I'm been staying busy doing dope My minds been playing tricks on me it won't leave me alone So instead I lay tracks after tracks in my home pack all my bags so I'm ready to go Stamina running been a problem it's running low
Can you undress my soul And make me forget about the what if’s That haunted me Because of the hurt that was carved on the walls that I built JUST FOR YOU Strip away the pain so it wouldn’t feel the same when I let you in That way you have no excuse to abuse what was DONE TO ME Have you ever felt being blamed your fails Not playing these games I hope you relate Because I can’t take another heartbreakkkkkkk
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Ocean Beats , Can I use this beat (NO-PROFIT USE) on UA-cam?
Sorry for my bad english I’m Italian
6 years later and this is still the most heart touching beat I ever heard. Will forever be my go to song when I need a good reflection. Love you ocean
amen! listened to this when it came out and it still gives me the same chills and emotions I felt wen I first hurd it.. such a beautiful beat fr..
this is what makes you one of my favorite producers
means a lot man, you always keep it real with me #wavegang 🌊
hell yea you're a great producer i can tell you have true creativity and dedication to your channel i admire that keep it up bro :D
keep doing what you love #wavegang
I'm just tired now...
Lost and can't be found
Love is just pain
Life is a game
You'll always lose..
When I spit sick bars about cash and gold cars
I never was noticed and never made the billboards charts
With the little money I had you also robbed my soul
It crushed up my dreams and hopes, and all my goals
I never drink water, I swallow my tears
I don't eat real food. I just devour my fears
I can't love a person cause you devoured my heart
And it comes back to when I met you, I wanna forget the start
As I was a teen love was a dream
I was young so the world was nicer than it seems
You were mean, but the beauty faded behind it
Foolish why the films say love good, it's sh*t
I'm not me, just everyone's expectations
My soul obliterated and destroyed my patience
When I wanna write, I'm always the one that sucks
I want to find a life the live but no luck.
If the mirrors could they would say I should be replaced
If walls could speak they'd say I'm a disgrace to the Human Race
That I should go to hell and outta this place
That's why I wanna be an astronaut and die in space
I wanna, and you can't stop me
You're reading this across the world on the internet, how can you possibly?
I don't want a broken family, and unhappy lifestyle
Last few minutes of life for me is worthwhile.
Insane my guy. Great work
this made me cry
Omg could i use those lyrics?
Really like your second last verse！
imalostkid. music email me
ConcretizeLyrics@gmail
this is legit the only beat I’ve cried to lol
LMAOAO
Man! I'm living with a narcissisist and her flying monkey. This music is really a gift from the Most High; which is helping me to keep my sanity. I've thought about giving up. Just letting everything go. May the Most High give me the strength to carry on. Forgive me for my trespasses against you Lord. Have mercy on my soul. Draw me back to Thee. Use me to be of service to others in need of hope. So be it.
I swear: she is here with me now
Filling the room like a crowd
Like minutes into the hour
A ghost I’ll never let out
a vow, to breathe his last breath: unbowed
Congrats on 1 mil ocean!!
fyeee
yoooo - glad you like it bro!
and I'm tired of being labeled
And I'm tired of not being famous
And I'm tired of all this tears
And I'm tired after all these years
And I'm tired of all the fights
And I'm tired of all the screams
And I'm tired of all the slaps
And I'm tired of all the bad dreams
And I'm tired of my fucking school
And I'm tired of being fake
And I'm tired of fake friends
And I'm tired of this
I'm tired of all of this nonsense
I'm tired of trying to reach
I'm tired of trying to reach the expectations everyone else has of me
And I'm tired of not being me
And pretending to be funny
And pretending that I'm not dark
And pretending that I'm not sad
And pretending that I'm sleepy
When I actually want to cry
When I actually want to hide
When I actually want to write
When I actually want to runaway and never looking back
and I'm tired of all this crying
and I'm tired of all this hiding
and I'm tired of not being real
and I'm tired to play a fictionalized version of myself
and I'm tired of my Dad
And I'm tired of my mom
And i'm tired of my friends
And I'm tired of this world
And I'm tired of seeing the moon
And I'm tired of this sun
And I'm tired of thinking about
And I'm tired of thinking about what I can really never say
And I'm tired of being simple, when my mind is so complex
And I'm tired of being fake
And I'm tired of all the hate
And I'm tired of the romance
And I'm tired of the fake love
And I want to be tired of you
But I still want some more
And I want to be tired of your lips
And I want to be tired of your hips
And I want to think that you will never going to get tired of me
And I'm so fucking dead
And I'm so fucking excited
And I'm so fucking tired
And He's so fucking tired
And I fucking hate mirrors
And I fucking love tic-tacs
Anyways man, I just wanted to say that...
and I swear I'm the only one but I know I'm not
I know that there's people who can relate to the shit I said
but motherfuckers don't know the living hell
but motherfuckers don't know my living hell
and motherfuckers hear this and rate this and say stuff like: oh, this shit is great
but motherfuckers, don't know the pain to write poems like this
motherfuckers, don't know the pain, they try to diagnose my brain
when they try to dissect my poems, my rhymes, and the shit I've written
And I swear that I have tried for long time to search God
but I don't hear an answer, I just heard my inner voice
Philosophing, debating about my crazy world, about my crazy vision and about all the faith that I've lost
And I'm exhausted of searching for a purpose
Of trying to write five star verses everytime
I'm exhausted of this pen, I'm getting tired of these rhymes
They can crucify me for a publicity stunt, they can push me so I fall from the top of the empire state, I can blew my skull so they can see my brain, so I can explain while I'm dying my sad state of mind
I'm tired of saying lies, like trust me I am fine
I'm tired of saying truths, like I want to be dead
And I'm sorry for this, no I am not
anyways I just wanted to say that I..
Man, I cannot understand some things in life
I don't even have a house of my own, but I have a broken home
And I can't even relax myself, but yet you see me being calm
And I don't even have a flow, but you still see me writing these songs
And I don't even have a voice in this world, yet you see me sharing what I think
And I think that life is over-rated, my blood isn't red, is pink
and I feel naked without a jacket, like I stripped my own skin
Life is precious he said on a track with his name
And I love him, he's my idol, but that line for me is fake
And I mean no disrespect, I'm not saying this with hate
but Death is eternal rest and life is an eternal stress
You can quote my lyrics and say that they are from Kanye West
Don't put nails in my hands, put spikes in my head
To make sure I don't think when I rest in the After-life
Don't put me in a coffin, just make sure I stay on my bed
And there's no money for my sons in my will
And there's no line that I say that don't contradict myself
I'm tired
holy shit
Can someone write this out on an online notepad?
thank y'all if you like it, it means a lot for me...
specially when english is actually not my first language so... y'all motivate me to keep doing poems/lyrics/raps/song/etc...
can i use it? xd
This is literally so beautiful
XXX is gone now and I still can’t believe it
R.I.P. XXXTENTACION We gonna miss you so much, much love
I could see Dvsn singing on this beat tbh
i agree this could be a banger for them
That guitar is beautiful 🙏🏻
Anybody else in tears? My heart hurts 😞rest in heaven X🤘🏽🙏🏽
Ayeee Its Mickeyy Same ☹️💔
Well damnnnn your music production is on another lvl love the emotion in the beats ! Keep it up ✌🏻😁
Optic Hitch really knows how to set moods with music like this, this shit makes me emotional... Vision is amazing
I keep coming back to this. 😍
yo this is good, is that guitar a sample or did u play that
No1 killed this!
One of The best beats I've ever heard...
this is insanely good
Damn man this beat literally made me cry hella cause this shit had me thinking about my family much love man keep doing what u doing really sad beat💙
Najdziwniejszy bit jaki w życiu słyszałem, mimo wszystko szacun, POZDRO!!!
This is dope
This is probably my favorite
Rainy nights on shrooms type of vibes
Fire my dude
This is a masterpiece 💯
NO1-NOAH did wonders to this beat. good shit
This shit about to make me cry definitely feel the sadness in this song
REST IN PEACE X
Why is this beat so live!!!!
Off the fritz
this is really good, keep up the good work
RIP X we'll miss you..
RIP x, love this beat
this beat is hot asf
This is breath-taking ♡♡♡
rest in peace jahseh, may your legend and energy live on forever
R.I.P X
This is Beautiful
tis beautiful
This is just so perfect ✨
Thanks for contributing your music xxxtentacion. you will surely miss. sad song hours 😢😔
Call you morning
Lay down in the night
Tired of the same thing
Made it a habit
Of not being me
Choosing love over reality
Tired of same old thing
Mabey we should change
Cuz I’m tired of the same old thing
How about we change who we love
Make the love circle all tangled up
Best instrumental I’ve heard 💯💯. Love this beat #newsubscriber
I love the beat bro
R.I.P. XXX
Came from Optic Vision... as always
I been singing sad and low over this beat and it sounds good 😇
Thenk you so much Frank Ocean for vibe, I love you my Big Brother ❤
Jossart Estrela I'am From Angola (África)
God damnn this is fire
It's 3 Fifty Five, Just look at the time.
I've been laying up all night thinking bout dying,
but then you always pop in my mind, and then I think about that mess that I'd leave behind
I can't do that to you, especially since all the shit we went through.
I miss my baby girl, she knows that she's still my world
when it hurls, spins, and twerls at least no matter what I've got my beautiful girl
She may not be around now, but that's my fault for that night, your parents didn't like me, and they have that right.
But don't think I didn't put up a hell of a fight.
I'd never hesitate to do another take, fuck all the bad stop and focus on the great before it was too late,
That's not how this works though, we gotta start looking forward, and move on.
I'm sorry but life for both of us just has to go on
There's always going to be so many what ifs to ask, but it's time we leave the past in the past
I was sitting up all night, I could tell something didn't feel right. I hate that me and your parents always had to fight.
I wish I could take everything back to that night, in the back of my truck, about 3AM school tomorrow, niether one of us gave a damn.
I miss your kiss, you were the only one who ever really gave a shit, nobody else will ever feel right, nobody else is ever going to be worth that fight
Hell Lord please take me back to that night. Please Lord take me back to that night before she took her own life.
~ Love you Chey ~
Buckshot holy shit
Holy fuck
Buckshot well damn dude
Buckshot beautiful man may she Rest In Peace
Buckshot how would this be performed would be awesome if you could make a video showing it cause their some dope lyrics
RIP X🖤
"I jus lost my main chick "🔥🔥
I’m tired
Just tired of being tired
Tired of loneliness
Tired of waking up
Tired of trying to try
Tired of lying to myself
Tired of being a burden to someone else
Tired of acting like I can do this all by myself
Tired of pretending what you say doesn’t hurt
Tired of lowering myself worth
Tired of asking God what’s my life worth
I’m tired
I wish I would sleep and not wake up
Yea...
yoooo this beat is fuckin beautiful dude
It's make me cry😭🤧
Beautiful 💜
can i buy this??
No it’s already sold
I'm hooked.
Put this on Spotify gang
your shit is all flames bro
RIP XXXTENTACION
rip x this is surreal
This is amazing artistry💜💜💜💜
Dope Beat!! Thumbs Up
Beautiful per usual .. damn 😍🙌
Ima going to use this, non profit of course
holy fucking shit? you need more exposure dude
You think that I'm selfish
Well maybe I am
It's alright if you don't understand
You think that I'm jealous
Is it so bad if I am
Add your opinion didn't ask
Should've know we wouldn't last
And you
Say that you're tired of me
Well I'm tired of the lies you're feeding to me
Everyday with another disguise
Hiding everyday and I'm crying night
Yeah I'm tired of this one man fight
So
If you're so tired of me
Will you promise
Promise to let me just leave
Quiet Part/ Rain:
Yes I'm silent, quiet for most of the night
But I'm going crazy, screaming inside my mind
Beat starts back up:
You think that I'm heartless
But you made me this way
Maybe if you'd treat me better I'd stay
You think that I'm cheating
Guilty conscience I see
Only said you love me
when you saw I tried to leave
You say that you're tired of me
Well I'm tired of the way you keep treating me
Everyday with another guy
Saw you everyday sneaking around every night
Tired of you watching me lose the fight
So if you're so tired of me
Will you promise
Promise to let me just leave
RIP X
so smooth
HERE FROM VISION
"Baby, I'll be late"
"Baby, I love you"
(Correct me if I'm wrong)
♥️
no1 - tired
How do I buy this ASAP!😍(never mind just seen someone bought it! Hope they put it to good use! Can you make another just like this?)
cute beats sis
9tails - dnt leave me (prod ocean)
i wish i had a creative mind to express how i’m feeling right now
to write it ‘beautifully’ and worth reading i mean
we love this song
unlikely to get a reply but you got a link to that picture buddy? beautiful song btw :)
if i can find it i will link you my man!! and thank you!
Did you get it?
@@OceanBeatsYT yea did you??
@@emil.ville_ just Google "purple hothouse aesthetic" it's like the 3rd result
Big mood
Why didnt you send this to him fore he died?💔
Xxx💔🦋
Simply wow
Estoy enamorado de este beat 🌋😍
had to remove due to the fact people were stealing it but ill be posting how it sounds on my page sometime this week for the people who have already seen it
Damnnnn
this is beautiful
cr mk thank yoi
Can you dm me i would like to use some of the words
You are a goddess.
i cant breathe
Get this beat to frank asap
niCe..........
Thank you optic vision
We we're ready to elope
But you were never there when I needed you the most
Then you go and boast saying you were there the most
Even though you're a ghost I still hope you choke on your meatloaf
I'm been staying busy doing dope
My minds been playing tricks on me it won't leave me alone
So instead I lay tracks after tracks in my home pack all my bags so I'm ready to go
Stamina running been a problem it's running low
Can you undress my soul
And make me forget about the what if’s
That haunted me
Because of the hurt that was carved on the walls that I built JUST FOR YOU
Strip away the pain so it wouldn’t feel the same
when I let you in
That way you have no excuse to abuse what was DONE TO ME
Have you ever felt
being blamed your fails
Not playing these games
I hope you relate
Because I can’t take another heartbreakkkkkkk
Vision.
No more I will cry
Why I feel this sorrow
I was lost in your love
Tears of my hearts been broken
Hey what’s up man really diggin the beat, where can i buy the lease? I tried your email but it doesn’t go thru says not active