okay my enthusiasm was less appropriate than I realized now that I'm into the video and listening to what you're discussing. Love you and I'm sorry things have been rough 💙
Sounds like you might've had a nervous breakdown. As someone who has experienced this I hope you are doing so, so much better as it's such a soul-crushing place to be and it feels like it'll never end. Stay most excellent my sister, it's good to see you again 💖
I'm 42. I keep shaving my head regularly. I just love the way it feels. I'll recommend The Hotel New Hampshire, The Cider House Rules or A Prayer for Owen Meany, by John Irving.
I can't even communicate to you how grateful I am that you are being so honest and open about your mental health this past year. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to putting words to all of it. Books, cooking, animal crossing, fucking shaving your head and fucking anxiety and depression. I am here for literally any and all of it.💗
THIS is top tier content I wanna see in 2021 (turns out it’s actually quite sad, so I want to clarify that the hair content is top tier, and I hope 2021 is better for you 💖)
I've been here since your mom would dye your hair on blogtv. I'll watch whatever content you put out and really hope you have a healthier and happier year. Congrats on surviving 2020 and happy to have you back
When I say I squealed when I saw an upload, what I mean is a screeched and scared one of nine lives out of my cat. I adore you as a human and I am so grateful you are doing better. No matter what content you decide to throw my way, I will gladly consume it and cheer you on. Continuing to talk about mental health, reading things you love, and just generally finding yourself is such a strong thing. As someone who let someone else control my reading and then finally broke free of that, it is a journey to discover what you actually like and then shed the guilt in doing just that. Carry on darling, you will shine brighter as yourself than anyone else can for you.
to say I'm glad you're back is an understatement. 3 years ago I saw your 2nd channel video on myeyeshadowisodd and rediscovered my love for books. So sorry this past year was so difficult. No one deserves to feel like that but as someone with depression and anxiety... I understand. You are not alone, you are loved. Especially for someone I have never met, I feel so close to you after all these years (try to make that sound less creepy as poss). Peace and joy to you in 2021, Natasha. You give to so many others in ways you don't even realize! xx
I hardly ever comment on videos but I've been watching you since the early days of myeyeshadowisodd, I learned so much about makeup from you! and to me you're like OG UA-cam excellence. watching you talk about anything is truly such a joy and I realized right now with this video that your honesty and candidness are what keep me coming back. it's not easy to be vulnerable, especially with anxiety and depression (raises both hands) but I just wanted to share how much you're appreciated and loved. thats it haha I just wanted to say thank you for all these years and wishing you a super positive 2021 💕 whether it's reading or not, everyone will be cheering you on! much love from a fellow canadian 🍁
I’m so glad somebody else besides me hasn’t been able to read books. Thanks for sharing this. Every other booktuber is like “ yeah I read 50 books” ...not me. I’m crying too and all over the place.
so happy to see your videos! Please do not feel pressure to post and do post whatever you like! you are so wonderful! I will watchh whatever you post!! 💛💛
Welcome back! Been following you for well over a decade and I’m so excited to see what you do in 2021! Just know that someone cares about you and your well being! Xoxo
Girl you be you!!! Sorry you had a rocky road. I wasn't doing well in April and May. My seizures got so out of control I spent 5 days, including Mothers Day in the hospital di they could figure out why, they had never been this bad! So yeah, summer sucked! I did however, in September, get to see my daddy and baby brother, that I hadn't seen in 23 years! Even got lucky top see my baby brother again Thanksgiving weekend, because he happened to be driving up an interstate near a city we were visiting. Glad to see you back on.
Ok first Happy Fuckin 2021 !! Your video made me laugh and cry all at the same time. I am so glad to see you back. I am not a gamer so to follow you on twitch I wasn’t gonna do but to see you on your booktube shaving your head , being 💯 I am here for all day everyday. So glad that you are doing better and that you are here on Earth period. Love whatever you choose to post. Cook , read, make hair earrings. Etc ...
I shaved my head last Summer, and I loved it! However, it only had to grow for a couple of months for it to start driving me nuts. I finally got a haircut in the Autumn sometime, and let me tell you, in the US, it was a life or death proposition. But I had to do it, and I did live. Your head looks amazing, and I'm glad you're feeling better and back!
Your hair is soooooo cute shaved. I’m really glad you’re here to make all the videos and read all the books you want. You’re fucking important and worth so much and I’m glad you’re doing better!
I’m not sure if this helps with figuring out if you have adhd or not but as someone who does I can let you know I am either not focused on anything or hyper focused on only one thing. Hope your doing better and you and Jeff are doing ok during the second closures
I love you and your channel sooo much. Ive been here since basically the beginning of your booktube journey and I am so happy for it. I went through my own major depressive episode at the end of January/early February that really took me for a ride. As someone who has continuously dealt with mental health issues, this one was different and much much darker than anything I had previously experience. Didn't go to school for almost three weeks, and nearly didn't graduate. But I did!! And I started college and things are on the up and up! I really related to what you were saying about your own time this year. A little dark joke between me and myself is that everyone else's year turned sour in March but shit hit the fan for me in January. Anyways, I'm feeling good going into 2021 and I am so happy you are too. Can't wait to watch all your content, bookish and otherwise.
i am so sorry to hear that your experience with your bookstore was such garbage, they can be lovely family environments or just completely toxic and it sucks that you got the bad end of that deal ): i’ve been dealing with some major anxiety stuff this year as well and it’s great to see you doing so well after going through such a shit time. can’t wait to see what this year has in store for your channel, if this page is where i finally fall into the pit that is Animal Crossing (i’ve been avoiding it because i know i’ll be obsessed) then SO BE IT!
Oddly enough, this is my first video I watched. I didn't read one single boom in 2020, I stopped watching the news and did adult coloring. Whatever gets you thru baby! Glad im here
I’m so glad you are feeling a lot better. Thank you for sharing your story about the shit that was 2020. Also, you look AMAZING with a shaved head. 🥰🥰🥰
Hi love, good to have you back, hope 2021 is going to be better for you. A tip that I have for goodreads that might help you as well. it personally helped me to not be too strict with reading goals. Meaning if I figure out I can’t meet the goal I’m gonna change it. Because to me there is nothing more stressful having to force myself to read to meet a certain number of books. Long story short, letting myself change goals along the way has been a life saver in terms of mental health.
OH MY GOD I DIDNT EVEN SEE THIS IN MY VIDEO SUBSCRIPTIONS!!!!!!🤧🤧🤧 Welcome back!!!!!I absolutely looooooove your hair and I’m so happy you are doing you boo👏🏻Stay happy,stay safe and thank you for being you!!!!!💜
I am so happy that you are feeling better. And I just wanted to say I will literally watch anything you put out 🤣. Can't wait for your future videos I have missed your content so much. I rewatched all of your vlogs to help me get through 2020. So thank you 💜 x
First of all, "don't send people hair" SENT ME. Second of all, I am so sorry that you have had such a tremendously hard year. I'm giving you a big virtual hug right now and sending you lots of love. Sometimes we just have to do what we need to do to get through and if Animal Crossing was that for you that's nothing to feel silly about. I'm so glad that you are back and making videos and I hope you continue to feel better in the coming months!
Animal Crossing kept me on this earth last year too. I also woke up and played for 14-16 hours a day. It would be so fun if you did a video picking a book for each of your villagers lol
Sending the largest warmest hug to you. No apologies for doing what you need to do to stay happy healthy and here. 💜 glad to see you and that beautiful dome of yours.
So glad you made this video and that your back!! I had a very similar mental health experience in 2020. I could barely function through all the anxiety. I’m feeling better now as well but it’s always nice to hear your not alone. Thank you! ❤️
I was literally checking your channel out earlier wondering if you'd posted anything recently as I hadn't seen your videos in my feed for a while. I'm so glad to see you back, and to echo some other comments I'm sorry you had such an awful year. It's good to see you back and I'm excited to see what content you put out in 2021! ❤
Im glad that you are back but also like, you do what is best for you! Im glad you took the break you really needed to. 2020 was also a crapshow for me too mental health wise. I will support you in any plans you have for the future because you're an awesome person Natasha! Here's to a decent new year xD
So excited to see you back and in a better headspace! Also looking forward to your poetry collection recommendations, I love poetry and am always looking for new poets to read.
I love how your hair changes with each jump cut LMAO. I can relate to having that one thing that kept you going when lockdown hit- mine was doing makeup looks every day, throwing my heart into them. I love your personality and your rawness. Thank you for this.
I shaved my head during lockdown but I wussed out and did it with the longest guard I owned and grew in a mohawk (now a weird grown out mullet) rather than commit and do it with a no. 2 guard lol I've been watching your channel on and off since I was like 14. I had a tough as shit time over lockdown too, so I hope we can both feel better in 2021
So excited to see you back! Really hope the next few months are kinder to you. Everything in 2020 (minus ACNH) has just been so bad. Here’s too a good 2021!!!!!! Animal Crossing? Cooking content? Books and general life stuff? Absolutely yes please! 😍😍😍
Welcome back to UA-cam! I'm so happy you're back as I've really missed your content. (Please know that I think most of us would happily watch any content from you, no matter what it is!) I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling so shit. I had a mental breakdown 2 years ago and this year has done a number on me so I completely understand what you've been going through. I'm really glad you're feeling a bit better and I hope this year continues to bring you good things! X
I’ve always adored you and your videos. Thank you for posting. I’ve been trying to help my 16 year old daughter through the pandemic with her mental health and it has not been easy for her. Sending good vibes your way.
Greetings!!! Very Happy to see you again and I like your hair cut ---I hope you give it some time for your curls to come in and we all can see your natural hair color----and enjoy yourself!!
I am so glad to see you are back and feeling better. Thank you for sharing your struggles and being honest with us. I’ve struggled as well, so it’s nice to know that others are experiencing the same things. We’re not alone!Here’s hoping 2021 will be a better year!
i’m late but i’m so glad you’re back 💗 i’m so sorry about everything you went through, but i’m so glad you’re here 💗 if you’re interested in reading more poetry, i really enjoyed “life on mars” by tracy k smith (mix of 60/70s scifi movies and david bowie poetry that i think you might like ☺️) i hope this year is better for you!
How did I miss this? I started following a few new (to me) booktubers last year whose taste in books I think you’d really vibe with - and they’re all beautiful humans - Sage Reads, A Sunny Book Nook, Stringbean Books, Iris Messenger 💜
i'm so glad you're back and feeling better! 💖 💞 hoping this year doesn't suck haha. and honestly, i'll watch anything you put out, if you're happy, i'm happy 🥰 sending lots of love 💘 💞
I read The Southern Bookclubs Guide to Slaying Vampires. I ended up liking more than I anticipated. I read it’s being made into a series and I’m pretty excited. I obviously read more books but that one stood out to me a lot :)
Yay! So happy to see your face again! I'm sorry your year has been shit. We're here for you! I'm also here for whatever content you bring, even if it's not book related and sad.
i'm sorry you had such a hard year but im so glad you're feeling better and feel ready to come back to youtube! I can't wait to watch all the new stuff you want to try out on your channel, it's going to be great :)
Not needing to look at the news is a big mood. We made a rule that no one could look at it after 6pm, and I tried to stop looking, and figure if anything I need to know is happening, my partner will tell me, because he still checks. Also, mentioning C19 gets you demonetized? Wow, wtf platform? I'm not and likely won't ever be, but their "rules" are wild.
I love this video and I'm so glad to hear you're feeling good enough to come back to making videos Maybe. Also are you selling your earrings anywhere yet?
I have a comment which I completely understand was unsolicited and will not be offended if it's just not helpful for you. Speaking from my own experience as a person with anxiety, depression, trauma, etc. I find I derive a lot of motivation from outside sources, cooking/cleaning for my family (just me plus partner), having a job that I am motivated by because it's helping others, caring for my pets, etc. All these efforts benefit myself, but I'd probably be far too in my head to do them just for myself. It sounds like you've found some of that learning to cook for you and your partner! Maybe, just maybe this suggestion will help you too? I agree, let's be gentle with ourselves going into 2021, every day is a process, just take it one step at a time. ✌️♥️
Ahh my queen is back
okay my enthusiasm was less appropriate than I realized now that I'm into the video and listening to what you're discussing. Love you and I'm sorry things have been rough 💙
Sounds like you might've had a nervous breakdown. As someone who has experienced this I hope you are doing so, so much better as it's such a soul-crushing place to be and it feels like it'll never end.
Stay most excellent my sister, it's good to see you again 💖
Oh my god between you and ChelseaDollingreads coming back, this year is already better. So happy to see you! You’ve been missed!! ❤️💕💜
I'm 42. I keep shaving my head regularly. I just love the way it feels.
I'll recommend The Hotel New Hampshire, The Cider House Rules or A Prayer for Owen Meany, by John Irving.
Shave it with a Razor,You,re
I can't even communicate to you how grateful I am that you are being so honest and open about your mental health this past year. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to putting words to all of it. Books, cooking, animal crossing, fucking shaving your head and fucking anxiety and depression. I am here for literally any and all of it.💗
THIS is top tier content I wanna see in 2021 (turns out it’s actually quite sad, so I want to clarify that the hair content is top tier, and I hope 2021 is better for you 💖)
I've been here since your mom would dye your hair on blogtv. I'll watch whatever content you put out and really hope you have a healthier and happier year. Congrats on surviving 2020 and happy to have you back
When I say I squealed when I saw an upload, what I mean is a screeched and scared one of nine lives out of my cat. I adore you as a human and I am so grateful you are doing better. No matter what content you decide to throw my way, I will gladly consume it and cheer you on. Continuing to talk about mental health, reading things you love, and just generally finding yourself is such a strong thing. As someone who let someone else control my reading and then finally broke free of that, it is a journey to discover what you actually like and then shed the guilt in doing just that. Carry on darling, you will shine brighter as yourself than anyone else can for you.
Wow this whole comment is so beautiful. Thank you for taking the time to write out such kind words. It means a lot.
to say I'm glad you're back is an understatement. 3 years ago I saw your 2nd channel video on myeyeshadowisodd and rediscovered my love for books. So sorry this past year was so difficult. No one deserves to feel like that but as someone with depression and anxiety... I understand. You are not alone, you are loved. Especially for someone I have never met, I feel so close to you after all these years (try to make that sound less creepy as poss). Peace and joy to you in 2021, Natasha. You give to so many others in ways you don't even realize! xx
I hardly ever comment on videos but
I've been watching you since the early days of myeyeshadowisodd, I learned so much about makeup from you! and to me you're like OG UA-cam excellence. watching you talk about anything is truly such a joy and I realized right now with this video that your honesty and candidness are what keep me coming back. it's not easy to be vulnerable, especially with anxiety and depression (raises both hands) but I just wanted to share how much you're appreciated and loved. thats it haha I just wanted to say thank you for all these years and wishing you a super positive 2021 💕 whether it's reading or not, everyone will be cheering you on! much love from a fellow canadian 🍁
I’m so glad somebody else besides me hasn’t been able to read books. Thanks for sharing this. Every other booktuber is like “ yeah I read 50 books” ...not me. I’m crying too and all over the place.
so happy to see your videos!
Please do not feel pressure to post and do post whatever you like! you are so wonderful!
I will watchh whatever you post!! 💛💛
So glad you’re back. ❤️ My relationship with my husband grew so much through this year, too. You’re not alone and I’m glad you’re doing better.
Your Stephen King content is what got me into reading King. I read like 25-30 of his books this year.
Welcome back! Been following you for well over a decade and I’m so excited to see what you do in 2021! Just know that someone cares about you and your well being! Xoxo
Girl you be you!!! Sorry you had a rocky road. I wasn't doing well in April and May. My seizures got so out of control I spent 5 days, including Mothers Day in the hospital di they could figure out why, they had never been this bad! So yeah, summer sucked! I did however, in September, get to see my daddy and baby brother, that I hadn't seen in 23 years! Even got lucky top see my baby brother again Thanksgiving weekend, because he happened to be driving up an interstate near a city we were visiting. Glad to see you back on.
Ok first Happy Fuckin 2021 !! Your video made me laugh and cry all at the same time. I am so glad to see you back. I am not a gamer so to follow you on twitch I wasn’t gonna do but to see you on your booktube shaving your head , being 💯 I am here for all day everyday. So glad that you are doing better and that you are here on Earth period. Love whatever you choose to post. Cook , read, make hair earrings. Etc ...
I shaved my head last Summer, and I loved it! However, it only had to grow for a couple of months for it to start driving me nuts. I finally got a haircut in the Autumn sometime, and let me tell you, in the US, it was a life or death proposition. But I had to do it, and I did live.
Your head looks amazing, and I'm glad you're feeling better and back!
Your hair is soooooo cute shaved.
I’m really glad you’re here to make all the videos and read all the books you want. You’re fucking important and worth so much and I’m glad you’re doing better!
I’m not sure if this helps with figuring out if you have adhd or not but as someone who does I can let you know I am either not focused on anything or hyper focused on only one thing. Hope your doing better and you and Jeff are doing ok during the second closures
I love you and your channel sooo much. Ive been here since basically the beginning of your booktube journey and I am so happy for it. I went through my own major depressive episode at the end of January/early February that really took me for a ride. As someone who has continuously dealt with mental health issues, this one was different and much much darker than anything I had previously experience. Didn't go to school for almost three weeks, and nearly didn't graduate. But I did!! And I started college and things are on the up and up! I really related to what you were saying about your own time this year. A little dark joke between me and myself is that everyone else's year turned sour in March but shit hit the fan for me in January. Anyways, I'm feeling good going into 2021 and I am so happy you are too. Can't wait to watch all your content, bookish and otherwise.
i am so sorry to hear that your experience with your bookstore was such garbage, they can be lovely family environments or just completely toxic and it sucks that you got the bad end of that deal ): i’ve been dealing with some major anxiety stuff this year as well and it’s great to see you doing so well after going through such a shit time. can’t wait to see what this year has in store for your channel, if this page is where i finally fall into the pit that is Animal Crossing (i’ve been avoiding it because i know i’ll be obsessed) then SO BE IT!
I’ve missed you and I’m so glad you’re back! I also am obsessed with animal crossing! It got me through some tough mental spots in 2020.
Oddly enough, this is my first video I watched. I didn't read one single boom in 2020, I stopped watching the news and did adult coloring. Whatever gets you thru baby! Glad im here
So glad you are back. 2020 sucked. Above everything i hope you continue to prioritize self care. I love your openess. Hope 2021 is kinder to us all.
I hope too! I have shaken so many damn trees.
natasha i missed you so much!!!! sending u so much love!!
I’m so glad you are feeling a lot better. Thank you for sharing your story about the shit that was 2020. Also, you look AMAZING with a shaved head. 🥰🥰🥰
Thank you so much!
Hi love, good to have you back, hope 2021 is going to be better for you.
A tip that I have for goodreads that might help you as well. it personally helped me to not be too strict with reading goals. Meaning if I figure out I can’t meet the goal I’m gonna change it. Because to me there is nothing more stressful having to force myself to read to meet a certain number of books. Long story short, letting myself change goals along the way has been a life saver in terms of mental health.
I'm so glad you're alive. and happy to see you back here on the youtubes
YES DO IT! I love a good 2 setting for my little egg head.
I’m so happy to see you back! 👍🏻👊🏻📚💙💚
So glad to see that you are back! I have missed you. I am glad you are doing better and I hope you have a much better year.
OH MY GOD I DIDNT EVEN SEE THIS IN MY VIDEO SUBSCRIPTIONS!!!!!!🤧🤧🤧 Welcome back!!!!!I absolutely looooooove your hair and I’m so happy you are doing you boo👏🏻Stay happy,stay safe and thank you for being you!!!!!💜
Thank you so much!!
I'm so here for the Animal Crossing content! So glad you're back and in a healthier head space now
I am so happy that you are feeling better. And I just wanted to say I will literally watch anything you put out 🤣. Can't wait for your future videos I have missed your content so much. I rewatched all of your vlogs to help me get through 2020. So thank you 💜 x
First of all, "don't send people hair" SENT ME.
Second of all, I am so sorry that you have had such a tremendously hard year. I'm giving you a big virtual hug right now and sending you lots of love. Sometimes we just have to do what we need to do to get through and if Animal Crossing was that for you that's nothing to feel silly about.
I'm so glad that you are back and making videos and I hope you continue to feel better in the coming months!
Animal Crossing kept me on this earth last year too. I also woke up and played for 14-16 hours a day. It would be so fun if you did a video picking a book for each of your villagers lol
Sending the largest warmest hug to you. No apologies for doing what you need to do to stay happy healthy and here. 💜 glad to see you and that beautiful dome of yours.
So glad you made this video and that your back!! I had a very similar mental health experience in 2020. I could barely function through all the anxiety. I’m feeling better now as well but it’s always nice to hear your not alone. Thank you! ❤️
I'm so happy that you're doing better as well! We can do this!
Eeee! Natasha is back. I hope 2021 is better for you.
Thank you! I hope so too!
I'm really glad to see you in my feed, but I'm so sorry you had such a bad year. But so super proud you made it through!!
I was literally checking your channel out earlier wondering if you'd posted anything recently as I hadn't seen your videos in my feed for a while. I'm so glad to see you back, and to echo some other comments I'm sorry you had such an awful year. It's good to see you back and I'm excited to see what content you put out in 2021! ❤
Im glad that you are back but also like, you do what is best for you! Im glad you took the break you really needed to. 2020 was also a crapshow for me too mental health wise. I will support you in any plans you have for the future because you're an awesome person Natasha! Here's to a decent new year xD
So excited to see you back and in a better headspace! Also looking forward to your poetry collection recommendations, I love poetry and am always looking for new poets to read.
I love how your hair changes with each jump cut LMAO. I can relate to having that one thing that kept you going when lockdown hit- mine was doing makeup looks every day, throwing my heart into them. I love your personality and your rawness. Thank you for this.
I'm so happy youre back💕 be the kindest you can to yourself this new year
❤️❤️❤️ Nice to have you back ❤️❤️❤️
So glad to see you back and feeling better you look amazing! ❤️
Thank you!!
love the buzzcut! great vid
I shaved my head during lockdown but I wussed out and did it with the longest guard I owned and grew in a mohawk (now a weird grown out mullet) rather than commit and do it with a no. 2 guard lol
I've been watching your channel on and off since I was like 14. I had a tough as shit time over lockdown too, so I hope we can both feel better in 2021
Love that you are back. ❣️❣️❣️
Animal Crossing got me through 2020 as well. I'm glad that you made it to 2021 ❤️.
Also, hair earrings are kind of fire lol.
So glad to see you!!!! You always look amazing with buzzed head!! How did the plants survive C-19?? Welcome back!!
So excited to see you back!
Really hope the next few months are kinder to you. Everything in 2020 (minus ACNH) has just been so bad. Here’s too a good 2021!!!!!!
Animal Crossing? Cooking content? Books and general life stuff? Absolutely yes please! 😍😍😍
I'm so glad things are looking up for you Natasha. It's wonderful to see you happy!
Welcome back to UA-cam! I'm so happy you're back as I've really missed your content. (Please know that I think most of us would happily watch any content from you, no matter what it is!)
I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling so shit. I had a mental breakdown 2 years ago and this year has done a number on me so I completely understand what you've been going through. I'm really glad you're feeling a bit better and I hope this year continues to bring you good things! X
I'll watch anything you post. Seriously. I'm here for it. Also, just shaved my head for the first time on New Years Eve. I love it.
I'm so glad you're back! I love your honesty it helps a lot of us who are struggling as well. 💖👍🏻
I’m glad to see you back :)
I’ve always adored you and your videos. Thank you for posting. I’ve been trying to help my 16 year old daughter through the pandemic with her mental health and it has not been easy for her. Sending good vibes your way.
Greetings!!! Very Happy to see you again and I like your hair cut ---I hope you give it some time for your curls to come in and we all can see your natural hair color----and enjoy yourself!!
I am so glad to see you are back and feeling better. Thank you for sharing your struggles and being honest with us. I’ve struggled as well, so it’s nice to know that others are experiencing the same things. We’re not alone!Here’s hoping 2021 will be a better year!
NO WAY! you are back? *liked and watching all the ads* )))) (I'm glad you are back but also missing you on twitch!)
i’m late but i’m so glad you’re back 💗 i’m so sorry about everything you went through, but i’m so glad you’re here 💗 if you’re interested in reading more poetry, i really enjoyed “life on mars” by tracy k smith (mix of 60/70s scifi movies and david bowie poetry that i think you might like ☺️) i hope this year is better for you!
How did I miss this? I started following a few new (to me) booktubers last year whose taste in books I think you’d really vibe with - and they’re all beautiful humans - Sage Reads, A Sunny Book Nook, Stringbean Books, Iris Messenger 💜
i'm so glad you're back and feeling better! 💖 💞 hoping this year doesn't suck haha.
and honestly, i'll watch anything you put out, if you're happy, i'm happy 🥰 sending lots of love 💘 💞
Welcome back king. Don't forget your crown 👑
I'm so happy that you're still here.❤
I read The Southern Bookclubs Guide to Slaying Vampires. I ended up liking more than I anticipated. I read it’s being made into a series and I’m pretty excited. I obviously read more books but that one stood out to me a lot :)
I’m glad you are feeling better. You have been missed.
So good to see you!! Hope things will be better in 2021 🥺💕
So happy to you see you back on here!! And most happy to hear you are feeling ok again!
Yay! So happy to see your face again! I'm sorry your year has been shit. We're here for you! I'm also here for whatever content you bring, even if it's not book related and sad.
i'm sorry you had such a hard year but im so glad you're feeling better and feel ready to come back to youtube! I can't wait to watch all the new stuff you want to try out on your channel, it's going to be great :)
Good to see you on you tube. I’ve been loving your AC twitch streams, but it’ll be good to watch you here again.
Thank you.. kindness to self is necessary
I'm so glad you're back ✌🏻❤
Yay I’m so glad your back but I’m also glad you took the time you needed to take care of yourself.
It’s good to see you’re back! I’ve missed your channel! Glad you are doing better! 🖤🖤🖤
It's good to see you Natasha. Hope you have a blessed 2021. Love your content 💜💛
Thanks for keeping things real and honest, happy new year! May this year be better!
So happy to see you are back! 💚
It's nice to see you again! I'm glad you're feeling a bit better now
So sorry that you had a rough year, but I'm glad to see you're doing better!
Glad you're back. Hoping for better things in 2021. :~)
Yay iam so glad you are back!
I'm so happy to see you again! I was just thinking about you the other day.
I’m so glad you’re back.
Welcome back!!💚💚💚
Not needing to look at the news is a big mood. We made a rule that no one could look at it after 6pm, and I tried to stop looking, and figure if anything I need to know is happening, my partner will tell me, because he still checks.
Also, mentioning C19 gets you demonetized? Wow, wtf platform? I'm not and likely won't ever be, but their "rules" are wild.
Welcome back
This is chaotic and I love it so much?
I'm so glad too see you again ❤
I hope 2021 is kinder to you lovely 💞💞
You as well!
I love this video and I'm so glad to hear you're feeling good enough to come back to making videos Maybe. Also are you selling your earrings anywhere yet?
#spoonie All my spoons are covered in sludge. You do you boo. We’re always here.
Happy to see you!
Yea ur back:)
I have missed you so much! ❤️ Also, Animal Crossing saved me this year too.
I have a comment which I completely understand was unsolicited and will not be offended if it's just not helpful for you. Speaking from my own experience as a person with anxiety, depression, trauma, etc. I find I derive a lot of motivation from outside sources, cooking/cleaning for my family (just me plus partner), having a job that I am motivated by because it's helping others, caring for my pets, etc. All these efforts benefit myself, but I'd probably be far too in my head to do them just for myself. It sounds like you've found some of that learning to cook for you and your partner! Maybe, just maybe this suggestion will help you too? I agree, let's be gentle with ourselves going into 2021, every day is a process, just take it one step at a time. ✌️♥️
This is the reverse of my hair situation. I've been shaving it all year and am just now growing it out into a mullet.
Welcome back!
During covid I was able with my anxiety to relax myself to read 32 books