Actually I see this as her mothers way of trying to help her, if you think about it, once people learn to drive they then use there car to take them everywhere, even just to the corner shop, they typically stop using there legs to take them anywhere, stop exercising......so really seems this is Eugenias moms way of trying to help her at least stop exercising so much.
@@gemmaanderson5605 she has transportation by a hired driver. Knowing this I doubt she walks to very many places. I do hope this is a step forward for her in her independence.
I don't think she does. I seriously think this is a typical ed in the family situation where the family has already long ago exhausted all options to try to help her & there is nothing they can do but watch her fade away. There is nothing they can legally do to help her if she isn't willing to accept the help. I haven't seen any evidence of abuse, yes they have made some bad choices but i think that's got a lot to do with the ed manipulating the immediate family.
That dinging wasn't for the vehicle raising up, it was because mom wasn't wearing her seatbelt. Part of driving is knowing your vehicle and paying attention to warning signs. Once you heard the dinging multiple times, you should have scanned the dashboard to see if any warning lights/alerts on. You would have seen the seatbelt notice. Not criticizing, just trying to help you become a safe driver, and learn things the correct way. Just keep going out with mom as often as you can, eventually driving will seem routine.
As she shows us her skeletal wrist. I’m sure that’s what that was about. I find when she says the dumbest things is when she’s trying to show us her sexy progress
She said “like” like 21 times in like the first minute of the video. Like I don’t have time to like count how many times she like used the word like throughout like the whole video but like I’m assuming it’s like a lot.
The camera is literally your drug girl.. This is bad watching you look at the camera non stop checking yourself out.. Its a very bad distraction especially when you need to learn.
The frequency she checks the camera gives me so much anxiety. You're afraid of killing someone, but you're making it easier to do so by staring at that camera. Drop the phone, forget it exists. Nobody can drive properly while looking at their phone. Even if you've been doing it for 10+ years, it only takes an instant of not paying attention for shit to get devastating. If you need your eyes on your phone other than a quick GPS glance, pull over. Why isn't this woman wearing a seatbelt?!?! Holy hell, I need to check my blood pressure after this video.
There’s people all over the road with those risks though. Please don’t put her down for something grown she is learning how to do. It’s so important to learn how to drive.
5:18 she starts to break character. Why can't she understand we will love her so much more if she can just be herself and admit she has a problem. I am sure part of it is narcissism.
@User 0000 neither. The false high pitched voice is an attention seeking behavior, as well as technique to try and fool people into thinking she's more naive and innocent than she is.
I'm seeing quite a few comments about her talking in a normal voice here, but this is how she always talks when she's streaming. I think it's just that when she is saying something in a very excited manner that her voice gets a bit high-pitched. And maybe if she gets uncomfortable, but I don't think she uses a fake voice like some people say.
Eugenia is being super patient with her moms anxiety. She is always so calm and sweet on the outside but i feel like she internalizes tons of anxiety and depression which contributes to her eating disorder. Being raised in a high anxiety enviornment when you have a personality that internalizes stress instead of being overt about it can be very damaging. She probably inherited a natural high stress brain and deals with it in a deep silent way.
I can assure you that stress is something you can pretend you don't have by not showing it. It has damn near killed me and people ask me what I have to be stressed about >>
I’m proud of her because she’s trying. I can relate to her, I developed a fear of driving after I lost my Mom & Sister in a car accident. I didn’t learn to drive until I was 25.
To say I am sorry is an overly used understatement. My heart goes out to you and your family. May you feel your mom and sister wherever you may be. I hope you find strength and peace of mind.
I lost my bf in a car accident when I was 16 I was also in the car. I’m 32 now and finally going to get over my fear. How did it go for you? And I’m sorry for your loss.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@nobye2141 I mean many drunk people drive around all the time so it’s already dangerous out there. Also she’s still learning, better to have her learn to drive than never learn.
Oh dear, someone else needs to teach her if possible… I’m speaking from experience. My mum was like this and stressed me out to high heaven. Good on her for keeping her composure and giving driving a go
My dad drives and my mom doesn’t, and I can’t drive with either one of them in the car. 🤣 My dad’s method of teaching is to explain nothing but yell my name repeatedly if I’m doing something wrong. My mom insists I’m going too fast even if I’m 30 under the speed limit and gasps every so often just to startle me. I thought my parents were acting unusually until I started hearing similar stories about parents from practically everyone I’ve ever met. 😂
@Nola But please remember … Eugenia is an adult. She isn’t a child. Once your child reaches an adult age, you are not able to make them do things against their will. A parent is able to show and teach a child in the way that the child needs to go. An adult doesn’t comply like a child would. Eugenia isn’t 16 learning to drive. She is much older. Either way, you cannot make an adult get help if they don’t want it themselves.
@@anicholeRL9861 I disagree. We should really rid this idea that “once she turns 18, she’s an adult and her parents wash their her hands of her” like… no. She’s always going to be Eugenia’s mother and if she can be involved enough to take pictures of her starving daughter to upload on Instagram, she can be involved enough to help her get help. Just my opinion
@@anicholeRL9861 she is a danger to herself, she is mentally ill and is is pretty much committing suiciii de but over a longer period of time. Because of this voluntary treatment is nullified. She is still a family member and if a family member is a danger to themselves you can in fact force them to get help against their will.
Then how about you give her help. Instead of leaving passive aggressive comments on all her videos. I know it's not your responsibility but since you seem so invested in her why not give it a try
STOP looking at yourself in the viewfinder when driving. As someone who totaled their car before by a small distraction… you doing that gave me huge anxiety. Driving includes focusing on your surroundings, you NEED to focus on everything else over your looks for the amount of time you’re driving.
Oh sweet Jesus the amount of basic road knowledge that Eugenia doesn’t have is terrifying that she’s allowed to be behind the wheel of a vehicle not knowing
Let her live her life. It’s not like she’s going on the freeway with millions of cars. She is just practicing on the roads around her house where there are barely any cars. The more she practices the more she’ll learn.
@@soratatami9070 yes it does. I’m not lacking in the most basic knowledge about driving and road rules so the chance of me causing an accident are reasonably low compared to someone like Eugenia who is a very high risk danger to everyone around her with how oblivious she is to the most basic elements of driving. Nobody who is lacking the basics that she is should be anywhere near the wheel of a vehicle
@@soratatami9070 there are things you learn while driving and get better at with experience, but there are basics about vehicle operation and road rules a person absolutely needs to know to be a safe vehicle operator before learning to drive on roads that Eugenia doesn’t have. It’s terrifying
She is gonna die at any moment and she's behind the wheel of a car? Honestly. All it takes is for her to get dizzy or have a malnourished heart attack for her to drive her car into a shop or onto a street.
I agree.. and everyone is concerned for her hitting someone (and she definitely will with her lack of concentration)... but what if someone _hits HER_ instead? She couldn't survive a car accident in her condition.. Most people get whiplash... _She_ could *die* from being rear-ended.. her neck would just snap because shes so frail.. it's not safe for anyone involved.
Deb making so many "Don't hit that!" comments gave me legit anxiety. This is why my mother couldn't teach me to drive. I went to driving school. Eugenia needs to go to a driving school. She needs to get her license, get in the car, and leave.
I’ve been driving nearly 15 years and my parents do the same when they take lifts from me.. it’s so annoying lol and actually makes me have more chance of hitting/doing something wrong on the road as I’m tensed up 😂
She already has a private driving instructor. She just needs more experience. She and her mom should go out every day and just have Eugenia drive to a nearby store and back. She will naturally become more confident. My mom taught me to drive but she never did that freak out thing. She actually always complimented me on my driving. I passed my driving test the first time I took it and in my many years of driving since then I've never caused an accident and I've never gotten a ticket. Maybe I'm just naturally good at driving, or maybe my mom instilled confidence in me because she always said I was such a good driver. I've always played a lot of games that require hand/eye coordination, so maybe that helps too. Eugenia's mom should be a little quieter and ease up on the conversations while eugenia is driving. Eugenia should play some first person racing games, lol.
Advice : when you drive look only at the road. Don't even look at the person sitting next to you when they talk to you. All this applies also when in a traffic jam where cars move very slowly. It's easy to rear end the guy in front because you looked away for a second during which he decided to brake lol
That's the worst advice. Driving instructors will tell you that the best way to drive is to behave as calm and normal as possible...that _means_ looking around _To Be Aware Of Your Environment!_ ...and to help prevent you from becoming over anxious. You can't possibly be a driver who should be allowed on the road.
@@malcolmdrake6137 wow, thats harsh. Driving Instructors WILL tell you to focus on the road, your surroundings & not talking to your passenger, messing w/the radio & certainly not your cell phone.That said your comment about them being on the road is just awful. No reason, they were trying to be helpful h you misinterpreted it.
it gives me so much anxiety to watch her drive with her hair almost completely covering her eyes. she has no visibility looking to either side when needed for safety
Being afraid to drive because you might kill someone is a very understandable and common fear for people who just can’t seem to get behind the wheel but you have to tell yourself “if ALL of these other people can do this safely, I can too” You can do it. Keep at it. It’ll open so many doors for you
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
You know, it would help you if your hair weren't falling in your eyes all the time blocking your view. If you're having that much trouble changing lanes and seeing what's coming in your mirror (also you are supposed to do a quick head turn check) you should make sure you can see clearly w/o hair in your face.
Eugenia, I’m very happy that you’re taking a step toward independence & overcoming fear of driving. However, due to your current health situation it’s not a good idea to be on the road. Usually you have to list any and all medical conditions that would impair your driving, which this would qualify as, in order to obtain your license to operate a vehicle (which is considered a weapon) safely. I’d definitely wait until you’re in a better place/ space nutrition wise to do any driving alone. I lost my very dear friend who also suffered from anorexia in a car accident she caused. While she was driving she had a heart attack due to the lack of nutrition. She then lost control of her vehicle & ran full speed into another car & caused them both to impact into a tree. She not only put her own life in danger & passed away but caused others to lose their lives as well. Please take this into consideration & not as hate. This is the reality of what can happen even if it’s an accident & you have nothing but the best of intentions.
She doesn't think anything bad will happen to her because she thinks she has full control of this illness & how her body reacts to it. So far luckily nothing bad has happened but its only a matter of time that she doesn't have. I just hope she starts finding self love, self worth & self respect to break out of that mental prison that's over taken her. I'm really sorry about your friend & the others who died to.
Someone who has a ED should not be behind the wheel. I know people are trying to be positive but jesus all it takes is for her to pass out or get dizzy.
@@lozzylols I agree the amount of times she checked her self out in the camera well she was driving was really unsafe wouldn’t want anything happening to anyone !
I think this statement should be adjusted to someone who is very likely to pass out or get dizzy while being seated shouldn’t drive. Just because you have an eating disorder doesn’t mean you’re having dizzy spells or are going to pass out. Not many people are in such a severe state. And really, getting dizzy and passing out is usually brought on from suddenly standing up. Driving isn’t labor intensive. Eugenia has streamed for 6hrs+ being seated and standing without ever passing out.
@@dustbitten Her brain is so malnourished there’s no way her reflexes would be quick enough if something were to happen. If you watch closely on her livestreams you’ll notice she slurs her words, or she’ll misplace her words or ramble on about something that doesn’t make sense. She may be able to sit for hours and not pass out but her body will often start twitching uncontrollably, it’s heartbreaking. Her brain is slowing down, and it’s very dangerous for her to be on the road. It’s the same as why it’s illegal to drunk drive, because you’re brain is too disoriented to make quick decisions.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
I have also decided to finally try to get my licence again! I'm 28, I started learning when I was 19 but got too stressed and quit. Good luck to both of us 😂
Her whole right side is blind with the hair over her eye. Plus constantly fixing the hair is distraction with one hand off the wheel. But her hair is most important right? Plus the "there's a car, what do we do". Um, that's not a good sign. She needs so much more practice. But she has her own driver, so she's set for the rest of her life.......
That’s so weird. She been a adult for years and makes her money. Yeah Some people don’t get their driver license until way into their adult years because they didn’t feel the need to get one. Maybe they live in the city with a good public transportation. But Obviously she was not in that situation. she was not taking public transportation. Maybe she was uncomfortable with the idea of driving for years. however it not her saying I did not want to drive for years. It’s her mom saying they felt like Eugenia wasn’t ready to drive.
While it's nice to see her drive, due to her addiction to looking at herself in the camera, vlogging while driving is NOT safe for her or anyone else on the road. She needs to be focused, especially being a novice driver.
Her staring at her phone gave me anxiety... also her mom not wearing a seat belt due to the alarm.... dangerous. You got a new driver and no seat belt rip.
I'm still trippin that she's almost 30 and doesn't even have a license yet.. but I guess its not a bad thing with her condition.. she could have been in a few accidents by now if she had started driving sooner.. or maybe if she had started sooner she would have gotten help and had a more normal social life... its a toss lol..
@@karll977 how profound. And irrelevant. Eugenia didnt wait this long to drive for any of those reasons. She is obviously manipulated and controlled. The title is "my mom teaches me how to drive"... why would someone wait till her daughter is almost 30 years old before teaching her to drive??? Sorry to say, but she lives a sad life.. and her mother is a failure.
I wish we got Eugenia's voice when she's talking to her mom instead of the squeaky voice that makes me feel like she's talking to a bunch of kindergartners or small puppies or something.
I actually do this weird voice too. I don't mean to and try very hard not to.... it comes out when I'm feeling insecure or dissosciating. When I'm feeling confident I loose it completely and my voice deepens. I think it could be half trauma response and half masking (I am Autistic and am most often masking my Autistic traits so that I'm not bullied). For me this "baby voice" can come out when I'm feeling inauthentic. Eugenia may experience the same. I find it annoying and am trying to break this pattern. I think if Eugenia makes a recovery she will learn to drop it or atleast do it less. You grow out of it and I find I'm doing it less and less the more that I work on my self esteem. Not having confidence really presents itself in a myriad of ways within the body and I do think that unfortunately this silly baby voice is veryyyy common among trauma victims. But it's just about reframing that trauma and learning to become a survivor and not a victim. I can't speak for Eugenia but in my own experience this is why I do it. I try not to judge myself for it and little by little work on changing it. I hope the same for Eugenia as well. She deserves to be her full self.... unfortunately her eating disorder has hijacked that possibility. I hope that she recovers
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
Every video I watch of Eugenia, I can't help it but notice how self-conscious she is. I zoom in on her face and just watch her making faces and checking herself out. NEVER put her hair behind her ears, (for whatever reason) not even to drive and keeps checking herself out even when she's doing something that needs 100% of her attention. 99.9% of the time she's not paying attention to anything but her hair, her face... Eugenia, put your hair up at least until you learn how to drive, don't be so self-conscious...
After watching this . I think Eugenia is the one in control with this relationship. I think there is nothing her mom can do with her. She comes across headstrong and stubborn. You can’t help someone that isn’t willing.
The Size Of That Steering Wheel Next To You! You Shouldn't Be Taking Your Eyes Off The Road To Keep Checking Yourself Out In The Camera. Your Mum Didn't Have Her Seatbelt On, That's Why There Was Continuous Beeping. Mums Not The Greatest Teacher LOL........MIRROR - SIGINAL - MANOEUVRE.
All of those things you mentioned gave me anxiety watching this 😖 She can’t stop staring at herself in her phone as a new driver behind the wheel 🤦🏼♀️
I’m honestly more bothered that her mom lied about the sound at first. She told her it was bc the car was rising up or something? She knew why it was beeping- we all did- except Eugenia. Just seems weird that her mom would lie about something like that … Eugenia needs to know this kind of information if she’s going to be driving
My sister is almost 40 and still doesn’t drive. She got a license at 16, hit a car wash her first day driving alone and has never driven sense. She would rather rely on other people than learn.
idk why she gets treated like a child at 27 years old it’s honestly sad. i hope when she learns to drive she gets away. has her own life. i hope you’re well, eugenia
I just got my license and I’m 26. I didn’t drive until 26. I still have fears on the road and haven’t completely gotten it down but I haven’t gotten into an accident and that keeps me hopeful. Just do your best and stay alert on the road. Filming and driving is probably a bad idea especially not being experienced. Don’t give up there’s a lot of people that are afraid of driving but it’s very important to learn. It’s the first step of independence. Wish you well girl
Ok so get this. At the 0:13 mark she does this hand sign. Has anybody else seen the videos of that girl who made the same sign signifying she needed help? Viewers noticed and she was rescued. Here, she's asking for help. It can't be me who only noticed this!
Filming yourself driving as a learner is pretty stupid. You’re looking at yourself most of the time. Learn to drive first before learning to drive and film
Very proud of her.. she’s conquering a fear, it’s why she keeps repeating the killing ppl part…So for her to be doing something she’s so against is great for her mental. (I learned to drive in a Kia Soul and it was pretty easy. Other cars were harder for some reason.)
My Mother would tell me I was too stupid to drive. She get stressed out easy. I did not get my license until age 22. It was my Mom's friend helped me get my license.
I'm very proud of you for trying to get your driver's license, Eugenia. It is a very liberating step to gaining independence. I did not get my license until 23 and I had my permit for YEARS, too. Driving absolutely terrified me and I totally understand how scary it can be. The one piece of advice I can give you is driving only gets easier! As scary as it is at first, you will only get better the more you do it. Eventually, you won't even be stressed or anxious when you go to drive. Good for you for going and taking the test even though you weren't quite ready yet. Keep it up!
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@doinked895 facts lol. Normal ppl don't notice it but when you need to do a hard break "God for bid you don't" that break pedal will be pretty tough for her
As an uber driver, doordasher, and instacart shopper.. yes people will and have gotten into accidents doing the slightest thing. I got into an accident not even driving. At a red light. But we constantly look at our phones on the dashboard... gps... for instance.. but yeah she's learning, and you learn from your mistakes. And you will make a mistake, we all have (its why being aware is so important for when someone else on the road makes a mistake) She's learning yall.. and just seems like everyone is nitpicking which isn't gonna help her at all because well..would you listen to someone nitpicking? "Quit looking at your phone" "know your dashboard" "move your hair" .. she's learning.. she's nervous.. her moms clearly nervous.. hell being nervous is a recipe for a crash. Literally anything can be a recipe for a crash. Sneezing could cause a crash... If you recorded yourself driving I'm sure you'd see a few things too.. now granted some of it is good advice.. but give it time.. she'll get there. Have faith. Relax.. yall making me nervous just sitting here. 😅
@@idkman7296 Off road (lifted) trucks, higher center of gravity = more prone to tipping over. Any time your wheels leave the ground you couldn’t be more unsafe.
A little tip/trick - if you can borrow or rent a small car just to practice with and go take your test on, a lot of things will be much easier than with that big vehicle. You will be able to see the cones much easier! You will see the curbs and corners when making turns easier too. 👍🙂
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
You need to practice with a car similar to what you will be using, if she is good enough to pass she shouldn't hit cones with a bigger car. That's actually pretty bad if you need a small car in order to pass a driving test...
My first car was a fiat. Very small car. Once I knew how to drive that I could drive anything with some practice and a few minutes getting used to the car no matter the size.
1. Stop looking at the camera when your driving. 2. Tell your mom to put on her seat belt. 3. You'd probably be more of a confident driver if your mom would shush down and trust your driving and let you ask questions when needed instead of telling you everything and not letting you do it yourself. 4. It's so refreshing to see different content.
I think this is child abuse; or at least endangering your child. Eugenia isn’t eating food, so driving is dangerous for her and everyone else on the road. She could pass out at the wheel. :( seriously Eugenia, everyone is just worried about your anorexia.
Her mom was making me so anxious and on edge and I’m not even the one driving with her. I could not learn with my mom. She freaked out every time I made a turn even if it was perfect and so all the tension and anxiety would make me mess up more. She needs to relax or let someone else drive with you. You were doing really well Eugenia. A lot of her nerves were not because of you doing anything wrong. And super impressed with how calm you stayed with your mom being super on edge and freaked out by your driving!
I’m 24 & my sister is 32 and back when she first wanted to get her license at 16, our mum took her to learn how to drive & when I first got mine, mum got me an instructor. Now I drive daily and my sister still hasn’t gotten her licence and is afraid of driving all because my mum stressed her out so much. It really does make a difference
Same with my mom! My mom is so loving and kind and usually level headed but when she was trying to teach me to drive, she was the exact OPPOSITE! My mom dropped an ENTIRE glass of tea in my car when I took a turn in a four way (with NO ONE EVEN AROUND) slightly too fast. I’m talking I might’ve been going 15 when I should’ve done 10. It was a nightmare lol
It’s nice to hear your normal voice and to see you have a actual conversation. I’m happy to see you pursue driving and actually trying to do well. Please continue to do things that will better your life. I’m rooting and praying for you ❤️
I don't hear a different voice from her in this. I don't understand how so many people hear her speaking in a different voice when this sounds to me, just like what she sounds like all the time.
Jesus, deliver Eugenia from the hand of the enemy & this anorexic demon. Save her soul & release her from the strongholds in her mind. Give her peace, health & restoration in Jesus name. Amen.
Don’t forget to give yourself credit for being able to drive that big ass truck. I’m a super confident driver and I wouldnt be able to drive that thing comfortably and would *never* be able to parallel park it lol
Don't worry. Big trucks are easy. Especially vans. The higher you sit the easier it is to drive because you have more visibility. I wouldn't be able to drive a normal car comfortably lol
Good for you! Make sure to stay hydrated and have a little snack or something if you can because you will need maximum focus to stay safe while you are practicing. Good luck!
The problem with this is that she is disabled. She should not be driving yet. She is far too distracted by her own reflection and the muscle spasms and risk of passing out at the wheel are very high. I get the support is all coming from a good place but we need to be realistic. Without treatment, she is a danger to herself and others on the road and should not be driving under any circumstances right now.
Nice change of content. You should drive with somebody who will stay calm and not freak out lol. I refused to drive with my mom because her freaking out freaked me out!
Her mother is WAY too jumpy and freaked out the whole time. You can’t be that jumpy even when an experienced driver is driving. Her mother is being incredibly dangerous. No wonder she still doesn’t drive. I wouldn’t either if that’s who I had to learn from.
I think you should have more faith in yourself, you'll find driving easier when you're making your own calls instead of having your mom tell you. Pay attention to your surroundings and have confidence! Always keep up with the flow of traffic (even if everyone is speeding), look over your shoulder when changing lanes, and be sure to look out at the road ahead instead of the road right in front of you! You're doing great, you got this! Edit: I want to reiterate that if you are going significantly slower than traffic to the point where people are slamming on brakes and swerving to avoid you, then you are making yourself a road hazard. Keep up with traffic ✌
@@user-iu8ho4gf4m Keeping with the flow of traffic is important. But as a responsible driver you can determine when not to follow the flow! Its all experiences! I can tell you here in the city during rush hour and other times we do have to go a little fast so we dnt back up traffic.
@@nobye2141 a shame this girl can't catch a break with encouraging people. IMO she is no more of a "Danger" to the world driving than anyone else. At least she is trying to get out and distract herself onto growth! No doubt she has things going on I'll agree with that. But to say she is a danger is a bit much!! Who knows maybe she is seeking help and this maybe one of the things they have encouraged her to do ?? We would not know because while we do see her in video and live streams that does not mean she isn't getting help!! Again IMO
Why is it weird to have plushies with almost 30? Last time i checked plushies and toys were made for everyone. Just look at her, she wouldnt survive alone.
Nice being able to drive yourself anywhere it creates so much new independence and freedom. This can open so many doors for you. Keep that beautiful heart girl. You're one of a kind and I hope to see content from you for a long long time.
@@user-xr3qx5rc9b I agree. This is dangerous. Giving a person with this severe of a disorder independence is scary. Also your brain doesn’t function very well when you get under a certain body fat percentage. Again dangerous for her and other drivers. She needs to be in a hospital not behind a wheel. I know it’s a mean comment but it’s reality.
@@nickcastaneda203 Controlling a large vehicle, juggling hundreds of rules, and knowing that you could kill someone or yourself if you mess up… why is that even a question
Your mom looks so uncomfortable, I’m guessing she doesn’t want you to learn how to drive. Having a car and driving yourself places is freeing, it’s her worst fear
5:12 and 16:52 Her personality here … wish we would see more of her silly side like this 🥺 But she gave me anxiety with how much she was looking at the camera while driving 😭😅 and her hair blocking her side view 😬
I don't understand why people says that's her mother's fault. I can't imagine what this woman is going through, waking up every day and asking herself if her daughter is still alive. She Is her mother and she loves her so much, I am sure that she tried to help Eugenia but it is very difficult if Eugenia don't want to collaborate...
Should you be eligible to drive when you are this critically ill? You can pass out or become severely dizzy or just experience organ failure anytime and endanger others on the road or pedestrians. I actually think this is super stupid and irresponsible.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
She Claims to Have Seizures, one good reason not to. She also doesn't see a doctor, and if she did then she wouldn't be in the Health Condition she is in. No Food Means Brain Fog, Bad Response time. SHE IS RISKING THE LIFE OF OTHER PEOPLE!!!!!
@@doinked895 in Australia if you have any condition which includes seizures you must be have been seizure free (usually requires medication) for at least a year to be allowed to drive
I can't believe your mom didn't have enough sense to wear her seat belt. That's rule #1 before you do anything else in the car. It sets a good example if you're trying to be a teacher to a new driver. For someone who seems very panicked over their daughter's driving, wouldn't they worry about their safety and buckle up in case they crash into something? God forbid...
Okay when you're learning how to drive the last thing you want is any distractions meaning the camera. I understand you want to film the experience but as someone who's learning that isn't safe. I learned how to drive about 2 years ago and can tell you this from experience. No hate.
Yup i agree. My ex taught me to drive, and once he started having me drive on the actual road with other people i was like ooh im a driver now & put the radio on to have some tunes to drive to, and he cut it right off & said "nope, youre not ready for that yet". Looking back i agree-new drivers need NO distractions.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN. CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness. SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!! SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
Good for you! That's awesome! I can completely relate to your mom. I have a 19 year old daughter, and I'm trying to help her learn how to drive. I wish you, and your mother, nothing but the best with your driving adventures.
Eugenia, when you are driving, keep your eyes on the road and not on yourself in your camera. That may help you focus.
She loves looking at herself!! Even when driving smh
I don’t drive, but if I was that gorgeous I’d want to be seen 💅
@Rhonetta Johnson you’re not helping her by saying that.
You might as well talk to a wall. Eugenia loves to bodycheck, even when driving. 🙄
@Rhonetta Johnson How blind can you be? Girl, go educate yourself on ED. Or anything for that matter. Ignorance
Is bliss…
The mother has a lot to answer for.
Actually I see this as her mothers way of trying to help her, if you think about it, once people learn to drive they then use there car to take them everywhere, even just to the corner shop, they typically stop using there legs to take them anywhere, stop exercising......so really seems this is Eugenias moms way of trying to help her at least stop exercising so much.
@@gemmaanderson5605 you’re about as sharp as a marble
@@gemmaanderson5605 she has transportation by a hired driver. Knowing this I doubt she walks to very many places. I do hope this is a step forward for her in her independence.
I don't think she does. I seriously think this is a typical ed in the family situation where the family has already long ago exhausted all options to try to help her & there is nothing they can do but watch her fade away. There is nothing they can legally do to help her if she isn't willing to accept the help. I haven't seen any evidence of abuse, yes they have made some bad choices but i think that's got a lot to do with the ed manipulating the immediate family.
i think the mother eats all their food and thats why Eugenia is skinny. 😢😢😢😓😓
That dinging wasn't for the vehicle raising up, it was because mom wasn't wearing her seatbelt. Part of driving is knowing your vehicle and paying attention to warning signs. Once you heard the dinging multiple times, you should have scanned the dashboard to see if any warning lights/alerts on. You would have seen the seatbelt notice. Not criticizing, just trying to help you become a safe driver, and learn things the correct way. Just keep going out with mom as often as you can, eventually driving will seem routine.
Her mom genuinely doesn't seem cut out for teaching someone drive. Obviously some people are worse but her mom is pretty bad.
Moms are a great way to overcome vehicle anxiety because they get nervous over everything when you are learning to drive 😂
She should have known without looking. How do you not know your own cars seatbelt sound?
@@misakiyoshida and Eugenia should have recognized the sound, too
@@ConvictJ96 her mom doesn’t even seem cut out to be an actual mom.
"I like, don't wanna KILL anybody, cuz like, that would be really bad, and like, not what someone should do."
I have no words.
Time stamp?
@@carlycasper7884 0:32
As she shows us her skeletal wrist. I’m sure that’s what that was about. I find when she says the dumbest things is when she’s trying to show us her sexy progress
the intelligence of a grade 5 student
maybe even lower
but I mean what do you expect from the worlds most sheltered youtuber
She said “like” like 21 times in like the first minute of the video. Like I don’t have time to like count how many times she like used the word like throughout like the whole video but like I’m assuming it’s like a lot.
The camera is literally your drug girl.. This is bad watching you look at the camera non stop checking yourself out.. Its a very bad distraction especially when you need to learn.
Just let her live the life she wants “my body my choice” right?
@@Bradmhj it's all fun and stuff until she crashes the car bc of bot focusing :/
@@Bradmhj Yeah, but what if her dangerous driving injures or kills someone?
Let her live her life can u not be happy shes doing sumthing different !!! Luvly video
@@Bradmhj not when she's putting innocent ppl in danger
She’s looking more at the camera than the road 🙄
No wonder her mother was stressed out
@@noellet62able yup
My Lord, it's good to see her mom let her out of the cellar for a while.
Well, Eugenia has been afraid to drive herself anywhere her whole adult life so where exactly was she going to go??
She won't be allowed out alone anyway
🤣🤣🤣🤣
😂😂😅🤣
The cellar?
The frequency she checks the camera gives me so much anxiety. You're afraid of killing someone, but you're making it easier to do so by staring at that camera. Drop the phone, forget it exists. Nobody can drive properly while looking at their phone. Even if you've been doing it for 10+ years, it only takes an instant of not paying attention for shit to get devastating.
If you need your eyes on your phone other than a quick GPS glance, pull over.
Why isn't this woman wearing a seatbelt?!?! Holy hell, I need to check my blood pressure after this video.
She's such a liar
It's so refreshing to hear her natural voice
What do you mean with natural voice?
@@MrBaracu she puts on a higher voice to make her seem more babyish and to make others think that she's not a 27 year old adult but a child
@@xxstellastarlightxx9284 I thought she was 35 ?
@@tillydivine2124 she's 27
She still has that high voice in this video.
The thought that your health issues alone put everyone on the road at risk. Seizures, blackouts, lack of physical strength etc...
There’s people all over the road with those risks though. Please don’t put her down for something grown she is learning how to do. It’s so important to learn how to drive.
@@Ashley-jx7sw True but she still is a bad influence on people due to her incredibly unhealthy lifestyle
Eds are not that debilitating, nearly every adult with an ED can drive.
@@chelsea911 Eating disorders as severe as hers definitely are that debilitating.
@@Semo_00 that doesn’t even correlate to her learning how to do adult things though. She’s an adult, she should have adult freedoms
girl is obsessed with her appearance, it shows when she can't stop looking at the viewfinder every 5 seconds.
Yeah it bothered me how much she kept looking at herself
@Vash Andree 27*
because she's a control freak, common characteristic for anorexic
She needs to not have a view finder
Let her live my gosh everything she does is always wrong with you
Notice how she speaks in a much deeper voice, clearly with out rambling when around her mother . That’s her real voice& the real her!
5:18 she starts to break character. Why can't she understand we will love her so much more if she can just be herself and admit she has a problem. I am sure part of it is narcissism.
6:02
@User 0000 neither. The false high pitched voice is an attention seeking behavior, as well as technique to try and fool people into thinking she's more naive and innocent than she is.
Could be unconscious flirting voice. People talk in a different pitch for different reasons naturally.
When around her mother? She sounds the same to me
I’m more worried about her looking into the camera while she’s driving. BE CAREFUL!
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING WITH HER HEALTH CONDITIONS!!!
@@doinked895 I agree
She seems like a real grown woman in this video, doing something for herself and talking in a Normal voice
I'm seeing quite a few comments about her talking in a normal voice here, but this is how she always talks when she's streaming. I think it's just that when she is saying something in a very excited manner that her voice gets a bit high-pitched. And maybe if she gets uncomfortable, but I don't think she uses a fake voice like some people say.
@@esther-corinna for real, like where is this coming from? she sounds the same
I felt the same!! Like wow she's actually having an adult conversation !!! Proud of her for real.
@@Darkfoot21 I think it's more so that she's using her words and not like saying like so much and stuff like that
she is all the woman I ever need
Eugenia is being super patient with her moms anxiety. She is always so calm and sweet on the outside but i feel like she internalizes tons of anxiety and depression which contributes to her eating disorder. Being raised in a high anxiety enviornment when you have a personality that internalizes stress instead of being overt about it can be very damaging. She probably inherited a natural high stress brain and deals with it in a deep silent way.
Finally an educated comment that sees her as someone who’s suffering not a villain.
I can assure you that stress is something you can pretend you don't have by not showing it. It has damn near killed me and people ask me what I have to be stressed about >>
@@MiotaLee I can relate. Its been a life long thing for me and people dont even realize.
Her mother doesn't leave her any room to just be, hence all that horrible situation
I’m proud of her because she’s trying. I can relate to her, I developed a fear of driving after I lost my Mom & Sister in a car accident. I didn’t learn to drive until I was 25.
To say I am sorry is an overly used understatement. My heart goes out to you and your family. May you feel your mom and sister wherever you may be. I hope you find strength and peace of mind.
Right. So sorry. ♥️
I'm so sorry about your mom and sister. You're so strong to overcome that fear! I'm also proud of you.
I lost my bf in a car accident when I was 16 I was also in the car. I’m 32 now and finally going to get over my fear. How did it go for you? And I’m sorry for your loss.
@@ladyatilano40 that was such a sweet comment.. god bless ✨
She sounds more alive here and like herself.
I was thinking the same!
In her "clothes videos" she looks very dissociated from herself.
Like zombie mode or something.
Yeah their are moments where she drops the whole fake baby voice and uses her own
@@annanieznanow1788 There's no telling what she does to prepare for those videos
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@RandyLeftHandy She shouldn't even be recording while Learning to Drive.
Lack of Nutrients already make it hard to remember Anything as it is.
its good to see her doing something else atleast.
@R Everyone dies. spoiler
@R You're dying too, sport.
There are legitimate reasons to believe she is not fit to drive because of her condition and could cause herself and others serious harm
@@toreason8146 Prove it.
@@nobye2141 I mean many drunk people drive around all the time so it’s already dangerous out there. Also she’s still learning, better to have her learn to drive than never learn.
Oh dear, someone else needs to teach her if possible… I’m speaking from experience. My mum was like this and stressed me out to high heaven. Good on her for keeping her composure and giving driving a go
Yeah why not hire an instructor?
@@urmomdotcom4039 She said she had one.
Damn same. My mom fucking hyperventilates In the car with me. And I’m a good driver…
My dad drives and my mom doesn’t, and I can’t drive with either one of them in the car. 🤣 My dad’s method of teaching is to explain nothing but yell my name repeatedly if I’m doing something wrong. My mom insists I’m going too fast even if I’m 30 under the speed limit and gasps every so often just to startle me. I thought my parents were acting unusually until I started hearing similar stories about parents from practically everyone I’ve ever met. 😂
Her mom makes me sick. Not even trying to get her daughter help. Just enabling her until she dies. It’s horrible.
@Nola But please remember … Eugenia is an adult. She isn’t a child. Once your child reaches an adult age, you are not able to make them do things against their will. A parent is able to show and teach a child in the way that the child needs to go. An adult doesn’t comply like a child would. Eugenia isn’t 16 learning to drive. She is much older. Either way, you cannot make an adult get help if they don’t want it themselves.
@@anicholeRL9861 Yeah, but it's the moms house, she can make the rules. If Eugene was living on her own, then fine, she can do whatever she wants.
@@anicholeRL9861 I disagree. We should really rid this idea that “once she turns 18, she’s an adult and her parents wash their her hands of her” like… no. She’s always going to be Eugenia’s mother and if she can be involved enough to take pictures of her starving daughter to upload on Instagram, she can be involved enough to help her get help. Just my opinion
you can see the sadness in her eyes
Shits sad
@@anicholeRL9861 she is a danger to herself, she is mentally ill and is is pretty much committing suiciii de but over a longer period of time. Because of this voluntary treatment is nullified. She is still a family member and if a family member is a danger to themselves you can in fact force them to get help against their will.
Your mom is nice enough to give you lessons, but not nice enough to give you help.
@@mysticholy1966 neither is yours.
Let is go already ffs you are not being heard so save your energy
Then how about you give her help. Instead of leaving passive aggressive comments on all her videos. I know it's not your responsibility but since you seem so invested in her why not give it a try
@@mysticholy1966 so true
You can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink.
STOP looking at yourself in the viewfinder when driving. As someone who totaled their car before by a small distraction… you doing that gave me huge anxiety. Driving includes focusing on your surroundings, you NEED to focus on everything else over your looks for the amount of time you’re driving.
Yep. Im 36, just totalled my car by adjusting the radio...
Will u jak my beans ?
she is very obsessed with her appearance
She'll never pass the driving test.
@@tsntana Just like SpongeBob.
Oh sweet Jesus the amount of basic road knowledge that Eugenia doesn’t have is terrifying that she’s allowed to be behind the wheel of a vehicle not knowing
Let her live her life. It’s not like she’s going on the freeway with millions of cars. She is just practicing on the roads around her house where there are barely any cars. The more she practices the more she’ll learn.
@@soratatami9070 statistics show a person is more likely to be in an accident within 1 mile of their home than anywhere else
@@DivaAllyC that also applies to you
@@soratatami9070 yes it does. I’m not lacking in the most basic knowledge about driving and road rules so the chance of me causing an accident are reasonably low compared to someone like Eugenia who is a very high risk danger to everyone around her with how oblivious she is to the most basic elements of driving. Nobody who is lacking the basics that she is should be anywhere near the wheel of a vehicle
@@soratatami9070 there are things you learn while driving and get better at with experience, but there are basics about vehicle operation and road rules a person absolutely needs to know to be a safe vehicle operator before learning to drive on roads that Eugenia doesn’t have. It’s terrifying
She is gonna die at any moment and she's behind the wheel of a car? Honestly. All it takes is for her to get dizzy or have a malnourished heart attack for her to drive her car into a shop or onto a street.
She's clearly not going to die at any moment, have you seen how long she's been doing this!
Shut up bob ross. Go back to painting
I agree.. and everyone is concerned for her hitting someone (and she definitely will with her lack of concentration)... but what if someone _hits HER_ instead? She couldn't survive a car accident in her condition.. Most people get whiplash... _She_ could *die* from being rear-ended.. her neck would just snap because shes so frail.. it's not safe for anyone involved.
@@mangachanfan1556 I don't give a crap about her.
Haven’t you ever learned to drive? Stop making Eugenia look bad
Deb making so many "Don't hit that!" comments gave me legit anxiety. This is why my mother couldn't teach me to drive. I went to driving school. Eugenia needs to go to a driving school. She needs to get her license, get in the car, and leave.
I’ve been driving nearly 15 years and my parents do the same when they take lifts from me.. it’s so annoying lol and actually makes me have more chance of hitting/doing something wrong on the road as I’m tensed up 😂
She already has a private driving instructor. She just needs more experience. She and her mom should go out every day and just have Eugenia drive to a nearby store and back. She will naturally become more confident. My mom taught me to drive but she never did that freak out thing. She actually always complimented me on my driving. I passed my driving test the first time I took it and in my many years of driving since then I've never caused an accident and I've never gotten a ticket. Maybe I'm just naturally good at driving, or maybe my mom instilled confidence in me because she always said I was such a good driver. I've always played a lot of games that require hand/eye coordination, so maybe that helps too. Eugenia's mom should be a little quieter and ease up on the conversations while eugenia is driving. Eugenia should play some first person racing games, lol.
Driving school sucked for me and it costed a lot
Will u give *me* sugarkisses? ❤️
Bruh same here, my mom almost made me crash and would be constantly distracting me cause she was nervous and up tight 😩
16:54 seeing her genuinely laugh is nice. made me smile.
I wish we'd see that more often!
Eugenias 'natural voice" is more better...imo
I hit the glass few times as well 🤣
That's sad.
@@johnguy8571 ?
If her mom was smart she would say supervise drive straight into a eating clinic
Its crazy that's she's like 27, but still acts like 15...
Advice : when you drive look only at the road. Don't even look at the person sitting next to you when they talk to you. All this applies also when in a traffic jam where cars move very slowly. It's easy to rear end the guy in front because you looked away for a second during which he decided to brake lol
That's the worst advice. Driving instructors will tell you that the best way to drive is to behave as calm and normal as possible...that _means_ looking around _To Be Aware Of Your Environment!_ ...and to help prevent you from becoming over anxious. You can't possibly be a driver who should be allowed on the road.
@@malcolmdrake6137 I pretty sure this person ment don't look at the person next to you in the passenger seat.
@@malcolmdrake6137 projecting much?
@@malcolmdrake6137 wow, thats harsh. Driving Instructors WILL tell you to focus on the road, your surroundings & not talking to your passenger, messing w/the radio & certainly not your cell phone.That said your comment about them being on the road is just awful. No reason, they were trying to be helpful h you misinterpreted it.
it gives me so much anxiety to watch her drive with her hair almost completely covering her eyes. she has no visibility looking to either side when needed for safety
Being afraid to drive because you might kill someone is a very understandable and common fear for people who just can’t seem to get behind the wheel but you have to tell yourself “if ALL of these other people can do this safely, I can too”
You can do it. Keep at it. It’ll open so many doors for you
Shes severely malnourished, shes putting people at risk by being on the road.
@@AdeDueDamballa. she was trying to do a subtle analogy, where you substitute cars with eating and taking care of your health and now you ruined it :(
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@AdeDueDamballa. EXACTLY!!! WHY THE FUCK IS ANYBODY ENCOURAGING THIS?!?!?!?!?!
this is the nicest comment EVER.
You know, it would help you if your hair weren't falling in your eyes all the time blocking your view. If you're having that much trouble changing lanes and seeing what's coming in your mirror (also you are supposed to do a quick head turn check) you should make sure you can see clearly w/o hair in your face.
Eugenia, I’m very happy that you’re taking a step toward independence & overcoming fear of driving. However, due to your current health situation it’s not a good idea to be on the road. Usually you have to list any and all medical conditions that would impair your driving, which this would qualify as, in order to obtain your license to operate a vehicle (which is considered a weapon) safely. I’d definitely wait until you’re in a better place/ space nutrition wise to do any driving alone. I lost my very dear friend who also suffered from anorexia in a car accident she caused. While she was driving she had a heart attack due to the lack of nutrition. She then lost control of her vehicle & ran full speed into another car & caused them both to impact into a tree. She not only put her own life in danger & passed away but caused others to lose their lives as well. Please take this into consideration & not as hate. This is the reality of what can happen even if it’s an accident & you have nothing but the best of intentions.
❤ best wishes to you
She doesn't think anything bad will happen to her because she thinks she has full control of this illness & how her body reacts to it. So far luckily nothing bad has happened but its only a matter of time that she doesn't have.
I just hope she starts finding self love, self worth & self respect to break out of that mental prison that's over taken her.
I'm really sorry about your friend & the others who died to.
Thats fucked up let her drive and live her life ong
honestly this chick is done lol there is no saving her
shes been way too sheltered and way too delusional for too long
there is legit no hope
@@siberianmoonlight mind your own business , she has every right to express how she feels about it
Someone who has a ED should not be behind the wheel. I know people are trying to be positive but jesus all it takes is for her to pass out or get dizzy.
I was more worried with the lack of focus for the road! She needs to stop talking and pay a lot more attention!
@@lozzylols Yes that too! I Agree. I Would hate for her to injure herself and others.
@@lozzylols I agree the amount of times she checked her self out in the camera well she was driving was really unsafe wouldn’t want anything happening to anyone !
I think this statement should be adjusted to someone who is very likely to pass out or get dizzy while being seated shouldn’t drive. Just because you have an eating disorder doesn’t mean you’re having dizzy spells or are going to pass out. Not many people are in such a severe state. And really, getting dizzy and passing out is usually brought on from suddenly standing up. Driving isn’t labor intensive. Eugenia has streamed for 6hrs+ being seated and standing without ever passing out.
@@dustbitten Her brain is so malnourished there’s no way her reflexes would be quick enough if something were to happen. If you watch closely on her livestreams you’ll notice she slurs her words, or she’ll misplace her words or ramble on about something that doesn’t make sense. She may be able to sit for hours and not pass out but her body will often start twitching uncontrollably, it’s heartbreaking. Her brain is slowing down, and it’s very dangerous for her to be on the road. It’s the same as why it’s illegal to drunk drive, because you’re brain is too disoriented to make quick decisions.
Refreshing to have ...other content for a change
My thoughts exactly. Maybe for different reasons but still
It really is.I was bored with her other videos.
We’re back to outfit videos for the next video, she confirmed it on her Instagram 🙃🥴
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@Alex_in_Wonderland111 to Distract from the Endless Anorexia Comment. She should not be Driving in Her Health Condition
I have also decided to finally try to get my licence again! I'm 28, I started learning when I was 19 but got too stressed and quit. Good luck to both of us 😂
This is the best video since the cooking video. She should do a whole series like this where she learns new things. Its great
She would have a lot of content too bc everything is new to her. It could even help her find new things she can be passionate about
❤
She might need glasses based on all of the stuff she couldn't see. Also her mom is a huge stresser.
They make u take an eye test as part of the driving exam to get your license I'm p sure
@@KH-ou6ex not when i got mine, i have glasses and i didnt get my eyes checked until after I passed
@@ilTHfeaa well that's terrifying news
Her whole right side is blind with the hair over her eye. Plus constantly fixing the hair is distraction with one hand off the wheel. But her hair is most important right? Plus the "there's a car, what do we do". Um, that's not a good sign. She needs so much more practice. But she has her own driver, so she's set for the rest of her life.......
I mean she definitely has hair all over in her face too
Getting out of her room & living a little might be an inspiration to get healthy.
don't hold your breath. going outside and getting fresh air doesn't cure an0rexi@.
@SeeNoEvilHearNoEvil not at her state
This woman is closer to 30 than she is to 20. This childlike behavior is NOT normal.
The mom says “we didn’t think she was ready” like she’s not 16 years old lol. Such weird vibes
That’s so weird. She been a adult for years and makes her money. Yeah Some people don’t get their driver license until way into their adult years because they didn’t feel the need to get one. Maybe they live in the city with a good public transportation. But Obviously she was not in that situation. she was not taking public transportation. Maybe she was uncomfortable with the idea of driving for years. however it not her saying I did not want to drive for years. It’s her mom saying they felt like Eugenia wasn’t ready to drive.
I guess she meant that shes not ready for the test as in she hasn't practised enough
While it's nice to see her drive, due to her addiction to looking at herself in the camera, vlogging while driving is NOT safe for her or anyone else on the road. She needs to be focused, especially being a novice driver.
I agree she body checks too much in the camera
Her staring at her phone gave me anxiety... also her mom not wearing a seat belt due to the alarm.... dangerous. You got a new driver and no seat belt rip.
I'm still trippin that she's almost 30 and doesn't even have a license yet.. but I guess its not a bad thing with her condition.. she could have been in a few accidents by now if she had started driving sooner.. or maybe if she had started sooner she would have gotten help and had a more normal social life... its a toss lol..
@@mangachanfan1556 there are many adults who don’t drive due to health, living circumstances and location.
@@karll977 how profound. And irrelevant. Eugenia didnt wait this long to drive for any of those reasons. She is obviously manipulated and controlled. The title is "my mom teaches me how to drive"... why would someone wait till her daughter is almost 30 years old before teaching her to drive??? Sorry to say, but she lives a sad life.. and her mother is a failure.
I wish we got Eugenia's voice when she's talking to her mom instead of the squeaky voice that makes me feel like she's talking to a bunch of kindergartners or small puppies or something.
I actually do this weird voice too. I don't mean to and try very hard not to.... it comes out when I'm feeling insecure or dissosciating. When I'm feeling confident I loose it completely and my voice deepens. I think it could be half trauma response and half masking (I am Autistic and am most often masking my Autistic traits so that I'm not bullied). For me this "baby voice" can come out when I'm feeling inauthentic. Eugenia may experience the same. I find it annoying and am trying to break this pattern. I think if Eugenia makes a recovery she will learn to drop it or atleast do it less. You grow out of it and I find I'm doing it less and less the more that I work on my self esteem. Not having confidence really presents itself in a myriad of ways within the body and I do think that unfortunately this silly baby voice is veryyyy common among trauma victims. But it's just about reframing that trauma and learning to become a survivor and not a victim. I can't speak for Eugenia but in my own experience this is why I do it. I try not to judge myself for it and little by little work on changing it. I hope the same for Eugenia as well. She deserves to be her full self.... unfortunately her eating disorder has hijacked that possibility. I hope that she recovers
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
@@doinked895 Calm down. Your response doesn't even make any sense under my comment.
I too shall disorder your comment section. Ha!
Every video I watch of Eugenia, I can't help it but notice how self-conscious she is. I zoom in on her face and just watch her making faces and checking herself out. NEVER put her hair behind her ears, (for whatever reason) not even to drive and keeps checking herself out even when she's doing something that needs 100% of her attention. 99.9% of the time she's not paying attention to anything but her hair, her face... Eugenia, put your hair up at least until you learn how to drive, don't be so self-conscious...
After watching this . I think Eugenia is the one in control with this relationship. I think there is nothing her mom can do with her. She comes across headstrong and stubborn. You can’t help someone that isn’t willing.
Not at all. If you’ve been watching for a long time, you’d know.
Amen to that
The Size Of That Steering Wheel Next To You! You Shouldn't Be Taking Your Eyes Off The Road To Keep Checking Yourself Out In The Camera. Your Mum Didn't Have Her Seatbelt On, That's Why There Was Continuous Beeping. Mums Not The Greatest Teacher LOL........MIRROR - SIGINAL - MANOEUVRE.
All of those things you mentioned gave me anxiety watching this 😖 She can’t stop staring at herself in her phone as a new driver behind the wheel 🤦🏼♀️
I’m honestly more bothered that her mom lied about the sound at first. She told her it was bc the car was rising up or something? She knew why it was beeping- we all did- except Eugenia.
Just seems weird that her mom would lie about something like that … Eugenia needs to know this kind of information if she’s going to be driving
@@TG-ir1kk Because I Like It That Way...🤨
Your mom needs to encourage you to return to treatment. If you faint while driving from malnutrition that would be awful!
My thoughts EXACTLY!!!
She's fine. Not everything is about her medical condition. Give it a rest.
Mom was so stressed out...
My sister is almost 40 and still doesn’t drive. She got a license at 16, hit a car wash her first day driving alone and has never driven sense. She would rather rely on other people than learn.
Eugenia, you do know you’re supposed to keep your eyes on the road, right?
idk why she gets treated like a child at 27 years old it’s honestly sad. i hope when she learns to drive she gets away. has her own life. i hope you’re well, eugenia
Exactly
What's good for one person isn't always what's good for someone else. I wish ppl would stop being so fricking negative.
@@kleptoclouds6117 clearly living with her controlling mom isn't good for her, look at her!
she can't think for herself and I bet she drove the instructors crazy
Shut up
I just got my license and I’m 26. I didn’t drive until 26. I still have fears on the road and haven’t completely gotten it down but I haven’t gotten into an accident and that keeps me hopeful. Just do your best and stay alert on the road. Filming and driving is probably a bad idea especially not being experienced. Don’t give up there’s a lot of people that are afraid of driving but it’s very important to learn. It’s the first step of independence. Wish you well girl
Ok so get this. At the 0:13 mark she does this hand sign. Has anybody else seen the videos of that girl who made the same sign signifying she needed help? Viewers noticed and she was rescued. Here, she's asking for help. It can't be me who only noticed this!
Filming yourself driving as a learner is pretty stupid. You’re looking at yourself most of the time. Learn to drive first before learning to drive and film
Or don't film at all while driving! 🙄😑
Very proud of her.. she’s conquering a fear, it’s why she keeps repeating the killing ppl part…So for her to be doing something she’s so against is great for her mental. (I learned to drive in a Kia Soul and it was pretty easy. Other cars were harder for some reason.)
I actually overcame my fear by buying a SUV (bc of the bigger crumple zone I feel more comfortable)
@R they are super roomy too! I drive a suv now and I had more room in the Kia lol.
So proud of her as well. This is actually a pretty huge deal. She's growing up y'all 😀
She is the best
...As she's actively killing herself. Irony. You people are full of complete shit. She's DYING.
My Mother would tell me I was too stupid to drive. She get stressed out easy. I did not get my license until age 22. It was my Mom's friend helped me get my license.
I am surprised nobody has mentioned how sad her mum looks in the beginning
That's normal
That's guilt..
She’s crying
I'm very proud of you for trying to get your driver's license, Eugenia. It is a very liberating step to gaining independence. I did not get my license until 23 and I had my permit for YEARS, too. Driving absolutely terrified me and I totally understand how scary it can be. The one piece of advice I can give you is driving only gets easier! As scary as it is at first, you will only get better the more you do it. Eventually, you won't even be stressed or anxious when you go to drive. Good for you for going and taking the test even though you weren't quite ready yet. Keep it up!
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
Don’t permits expire ?
She's 27, this is sad.
@@laurastarbrook1308 some people don’t like to drive or need to in some areas but it’s good to learn
@@doinked895 facts lol. Normal ppl don't notice it but when you need to do a hard break "God for bid you don't" that break pedal will be pretty tough for her
Omg she doesn't know how lights work. I hope no one passes her.
Her voice isn’t high when she is driving since she is concentrating I’m guessing - and her personality shows a bit more too if that makes sense
As an uber driver, doordasher, and instacart shopper.. yes people will and have gotten into accidents doing the slightest thing. I got into an accident not even driving. At a red light. But we constantly look at our phones on the dashboard... gps... for instance.. but yeah she's learning, and you learn from your mistakes. And you will make a mistake, we all have (its why being aware is so important for when someone else on the road makes a mistake)
She's learning yall.. and just seems like everyone is nitpicking which isn't gonna help her at all because well..would you listen to someone nitpicking? "Quit looking at your phone" "know your dashboard" "move your hair" .. she's learning.. she's nervous.. her moms clearly nervous.. hell being nervous is a recipe for a crash. Literally anything can be a recipe for a crash. Sneezing could cause a crash...
If you recorded yourself driving I'm sure you'd see a few things too.. now granted some of it is good advice.. but give it time.. she'll get there. Have faith.
Relax.. yall making me nervous just sitting here. 😅
You shouldn't be 'learning to drive' while making a video. This is irresponsible
You’d have a much easier time driving a smaller car
Nah a big car is easier plus shes so much safer in a literal off-road truck
@@idkman7296 Off road (lifted) trucks, higher center of gravity = more prone to tipping over. Any time your wheels leave the ground you couldn’t be more unsafe.
Definitely not true.
I learned to drive in a Fiat, it definitely feels easier than maneuvering a huge car!
I was 38 years old when I started driving do to seizure. I am now 40 and I am still nervous to drive. Keep working on the driving.
A little tip/trick - if you can borrow or rent a small car just to practice with and go take your test on, a lot of things will be much easier than with that big vehicle. You will be able to see the cones much easier! You will see the curbs and corners when making turns easier too. 👍🙂
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
So What's to Say she Won't Seize on the Road. She should not Be Driving.
You need to practice with a car similar to what you will be using, if she is good enough to pass she shouldn't hit cones with a bigger car. That's actually pretty bad if you need a small car in order to pass a driving test...
My first car was a fiat. Very small car. Once I knew how to drive that I could drive anything with some practice and a few minutes getting used to the car no matter the size.
It’s best not to limit yourself
I’ve legit never seen someone hit their head on the window while trying to check for cars. I was dying at that part. 😂😭
I've done this 😐 thankfully while alone
LOL!
@@livingmorganism LMAO
1. Stop looking at the camera when your driving.
2. Tell your mom to put on her seat belt.
3. You'd probably be more of a confident driver if your mom would shush down and trust your driving and let you ask questions when needed instead of telling you everything and not letting you do it yourself.
4. It's so refreshing to see different content.
If her mom didn’t say anything she’d end up hitting something
Before she even started driving she asked her mom to put her seatbelt on
I felt the mothers pain when they were driving. It was terrifying teaching my kid to drive. 😑😑
I think this is child abuse; or at least endangering your child. Eugenia isn’t eating food, so driving is dangerous for her and everyone else on the road. She could pass out at the wheel. :( seriously Eugenia, everyone is just worried about your anorexia.
Her mom was making me so anxious and on edge and I’m not even the one driving with her. I could not learn with my mom. She freaked out every time I made a turn even if it was perfect and so all the tension and anxiety would make me mess up more. She needs to relax or let someone else drive with you. You were doing really well Eugenia. A lot of her nerves were not because of you doing anything wrong. And super impressed with how calm you stayed with your mom being super on edge and freaked out by your driving!
I’m 24 & my sister is 32 and back when she first wanted to get her license at 16, our mum took her to learn how to drive & when I first got mine, mum got me an instructor. Now I drive daily and my sister still hasn’t gotten her licence and is afraid of driving all because my mum stressed her out so much. It really does make a difference
@@kingkongkoda I'm sorry about your sister's experience :(
well said!
Same with my mom! My mom is so loving and kind and usually level headed but when she was trying to teach me to drive, she was the exact OPPOSITE! My mom dropped an ENTIRE glass of tea in my car when I took a turn in a four way (with NO ONE EVEN AROUND) slightly too fast. I’m talking I might’ve been going 15 when I should’ve done 10. It was a nightmare lol
It’s nice to hear your normal voice and to see you have a actual conversation. I’m happy to see you pursue driving and actually trying to do well. Please continue to do things that will better your life. I’m rooting and praying for you ❤️
Her mum has quite a high pitched voice too actually.
I don't hear a different voice from her in this. I don't understand how so many people hear her speaking in a different voice when this sounds to me, just like what she sounds like all the time.
Yeah, my ears are very sensitive to high pitched sounds, so I usually can’t watch her.
@@ShyAnn291 yeah I know a few people who are like that x
@@alexjones3890 it’s very irritating, especially when my bird makes super high pitched noises!
I have a 3 year old daughter. She's my only child. I pray to God I don't fail her like this,
Jesus, deliver Eugenia from the hand of the enemy & this anorexic demon. Save her soul & release her from the strongholds in her mind. Give her peace, health & restoration in Jesus name. Amen.
Amen 🙏
Don't give her attention
Amen 🙏
Amen and Amen
Don’t forget to give yourself credit for being able to drive that big ass truck. I’m a super confident driver and I wouldnt be able to drive that thing comfortably and would *never* be able to parallel park it lol
Don't worry. Big trucks are easy. Especially vans. The higher you sit the easier it is to drive because you have more visibility. I wouldn't be able to drive a normal car comfortably lol
Right! She should probably buy herself a small safe car.
If you're a confident driver and you're not able to drive a truck then you shouldn't be a confident driver, lol
she's not in a big ass truck it's an SUV. Plus pick ups as most call them are as easy to drive as a car.
@@praetorian3902 I hope you get help for your medical condition. Maybe Pepto-Bismal??
Good for you! Make sure to stay hydrated and have a little snack or something if you can because you will need maximum focus to stay safe while you are practicing. Good luck!
this is a good comment! : )
how dare you tell her to do the one forbidden thing: EAT FOOD!
@@ChaosInsanist stop
@@Dylan-bj3zy never
@@ChaosInsanist turning a positive situation into a negative just to try and make a rude joke is only a reflection of yourself, not her.
The problem with this is that she is disabled. She should not be driving yet. She is far too distracted by her own reflection and the muscle spasms and risk of passing out at the wheel are very high. I get the support is all coming from a good place but we need to be realistic. Without treatment, she is a danger to herself and others on the road and should not be driving under any circumstances right now.
Her mom needs to sign her in to treatment ASAP. If I saw my daughter this bad off I wouldn’t be able to even look at her without falling apart.
Nice change of content. You should drive with somebody who will stay calm and not freak out lol. I refused to drive with my mom because her freaking out freaked me out!
17:54 she cant stop looking at herself in the camera!!
wtf does the mom have to do with anything? she probably tries to help this sweet girl every day
Her mother is WAY too jumpy and freaked out the whole time. You can’t be that jumpy even when an experienced driver is driving. Her mother is being incredibly dangerous. No wonder she still doesn’t drive. I wouldn’t either if that’s who I had to learn from.
Id be TERRIFIED in the car with Eugenia, she looks more at herself in the mirror/camera than she does at the road 😩
I think you should have more faith in yourself, you'll find driving easier when you're making your own calls instead of having your mom tell you. Pay attention to your surroundings and have confidence! Always keep up with the flow of traffic (even if everyone is speeding), look over your shoulder when changing lanes, and be sure to look out at the road ahead instead of the road right in front of you! You're doing great, you got this!
Edit: I want to reiterate that if you are going significantly slower than traffic to the point where people are slamming on brakes and swerving to avoid you, then you are making yourself a road hazard. Keep up with traffic ✌
Awesome advise!!!
Always keep the flow of traffic is a bad advice 🤣 as long a she's going the speed limit is all that matter's.
@@user-iu8ho4gf4m Keeping with the flow of traffic is important. But as a responsible driver you can determine when not to follow the flow! Its all experiences! I can tell you here in the city during rush hour and other times we do have to go a little fast so we dnt back up traffic.
@@nobye2141 a shame this girl can't catch a break with encouraging people. IMO she is no more of a "Danger" to the world driving than anyone else. At least she is trying to get out and distract herself onto growth! No doubt she has things going on I'll agree with that. But to say she is a danger is a bit much!! Who knows maybe she is seeking help and this maybe one of the things they have encouraged her to do ?? We would not know because while we do see her in video and live streams that does not mean she isn't getting help!! Again IMO
@@nobye2141 I'll just agree to disagree.
5:58 her “positive” was so satisfying
Ikr I thought I was the only weird one who thought that
...This girl is so weird. Isn't she like almost 30? But she cant drive or cook and still lives in a little girl room full of toys in her moms house?
Why is it weird to have plushies with almost 30? Last time i checked plushies and toys were made for everyone. Just look at her, she wouldnt survive alone.
Nice being able to drive yourself anywhere it creates so much new independence and freedom. This can open so many doors for you. Keep that beautiful heart girl. You're one of a kind and I hope to see content from you for a long long time.
@beth T 🧐 something funny
YESSSS!!! as long as possible!!
@beth T got something to say?
Keep supporting a delusional girl so she can keep pretending she is okay. You’ll be sorry when she is dead.
@@user-xr3qx5rc9b I agree. This is dangerous. Giving a person with this severe of a disorder independence is scary. Also your brain doesn’t function very well when you get under a certain body fat percentage. Again dangerous for her and other drivers. She needs to be in a hospital not behind a wheel. I know it’s a mean comment but it’s reality.
I remember when my friends were teaching me to drive. It was one of the scariest experience of my life, but I’m glad I did it.
What’s so scary about it.
@@nickcastaneda203 Controlling a large vehicle, juggling hundreds of rules, and knowing that you could kill someone or yourself if you mess up… why is that even a question
@@mirailuvsu ooft i was also wondering. good point, but harsh
@@mirailuvsu thinking like that you’re bound to crash
Shame on your mom for not getting you into a facility. That’s what you should be focusing on right now. Healing.
Forget driving!
Maybe she can combine the two and start dealing or better yet realising.
22:14 wow pleasantly surprised at the interaction and praise! Eugenia actually seems comfortable in her mum’s company in this video
Your mom looks so uncomfortable, I’m guessing she doesn’t want you to learn how to drive. Having a car and driving yourself places is freeing, it’s her worst fear
To be fair she’s terrified of Eugenia’s bad driving
@@Littlekidlover22 well how would we know what type of driver she is. It's seems she hasn't had much experience to begin with.
@@Littlekidlover22 Pretty sure all parents are terrified of their kids driving at the beginning
Why are you being so judgemental?
Every parent is like this when teaching their kids how to drive lol. My parents were like this. Driving is dangerous.
i can literally feel her moms anxiety lol
5:12 and 16:52 Her personality here … wish we would see more of her silly side like this 🥺
But she gave me anxiety with how much she was looking at the camera while driving 😭😅 and her hair blocking her side view 😬
I don't understand why people says that's her mother's fault. I can't imagine what this woman is going through, waking up every day and asking herself if her daughter is still alive. She Is her mother and she loves her so much, I am sure that she tried to help Eugenia but it is very difficult if Eugenia don't want to collaborate...
I mean, what else can people want here? At least she is seeking independence... It is a good video, I really enjoyed it.
completely agree!
People want her to gain some weight actually
Agree
Lmao what else can people want? Maybe for her to get help? Do you not care about the people shes putting at risk by driving whilst malnourished?
@@AdeDueDamballa. r u really serious, she is just driving.
Lol, brings back memories of my terrified mother trying to teach me to drive at 16.
You'll get it soon, Eugenia! Keep practicing.
I couldn’t watch that part, her Mom (bless her heart) was giving me hella anxiety lol
@@kpeezyforsheezy ' bless her heart'.... Honey.... 😐
Should you be eligible to drive when you are this critically ill? You can pass out or become severely dizzy or just experience organ failure anytime and endanger others on the road or pedestrians. I actually think this is super stupid and irresponsible.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
She Claims to Have Seizures, one good reason not to. She also doesn't see a doctor, and if she did then she wouldn't be in the Health Condition she is in.
No Food Means Brain Fog, Bad Response time.
SHE IS RISKING THE LIFE OF OTHER PEOPLE!!!!!
@@doinked895 LOL You guys are such Karens.
Pretty sure organ failure does not happen instantly, soph.
@@doinked895 in Australia if you have any condition which includes seizures you must be have been seizure free (usually requires medication) for at least a year to be allowed to drive
I can't believe your mom didn't have enough sense to wear her seat belt. That's rule #1 before you do anything else in the car. It sets a good example if you're trying to be a teacher to a new driver. For someone who seems very panicked over their daughter's driving, wouldn't they worry about their safety and buckle up in case they crash into something? God forbid...
Debbie definitely sounds like she's from Boston. The way she says CAHR cracks me up lmao.
I was just noticing that too lol
Her accent is epic 😎🙂🤟
Same accent as Dee Dee Blanchard. #ifyouknowyouknow
Did you notice that Eugenia was also going in and out of talking just like her mom in that thick Boston accent lol 😂
She is from Boston. They lived in Massachusetts for years.
I feel kinda awkward for knowing that but oh well 😬
Okay when you're learning how to drive the last thing you want is any distractions meaning the camera. I understand you want to film the experience but as someone who's learning that isn't safe. I learned how to drive about 2 years ago and can tell you this from experience. No hate.
Yup i agree. My ex taught me to drive, and once he started having me drive on the actual road with other people i was like ooh im a driver now & put the radio on to have some tunes to drive to, and he cut it right off & said "nope, youre not ready for that yet". Looking back i agree-new drivers need NO distractions.
As Someone Who Doesn't Put ANY NUTRITION into her Body for her BRAIN.
CLEARLY has Bad Memory, Speech, and Awareness.
SHE SHOULD NOT BE DRIVING A 2 TON CAR!!!
SHE NEEDS TIME TO HEAL FIRST!!!!
Maybe Wipey can help her with that too. 😂
How could she have taken a drivers test if she doesn't even know the rules of the road? You have to pass the written test first....
Good for you! That's awesome! I can completely relate to your mom. I have a 19 year old daughter, and I'm trying to help her learn how to drive. I wish you, and your mother, nothing but the best with your driving adventures.