Steins;Gate 0 - Shiina Mayuri Monologue - Puddle of Tearful Rain (Eng Sub)

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  • Опубліковано 29 сер 2024
  • Just listened to this new drama audio and got inspired to make this. Enjoy.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 402

  • @Javy_Chand
    @Javy_Chand 6 років тому +1721

    The true question is: why no one loves the childhood friend :(

    • @agnichannel1466
      @agnichannel1466 6 років тому +240

      They kinda like sibling
      Its weird to marry someone who you consider as sibling

    • @chiemu3647
      @chiemu3647 5 років тому +75

      Okabe proposed to her in the Bounded Linear Phenogram spinoff

    • @sleepyprinny
      @sleepyprinny 5 років тому +267

      Well, I can't speak for other childhood friends...
      But Okabe and Mayuri are just too close.
      And no. They are *not* like siblings. Like at all. Conventional siblings do *NOT* act the way those two do, especially since it's actually pretty obvious, if subtle, that Mayuri was in love with Okabe since they were children. She even outright admits to *being in love with Okabe.*
      Okabe might claim to see her 'as a sibling', but lord is he socially retarded about his own feelings, and relationships in general.
      What he feels for Mayuri is something that defies logic in some ways.
      It's a somewhat complicated,
      *more than friends, but not quite lovers* kinda relationship.
      I've got siblings, younger ones too... but I honestly don't think I'd do some of the shit for them that he did for Mayuri to try and save her.
      ...I'm an awful person tho.

    • @polontus8039
      @polontus8039 5 років тому +36

      nah bro, you gotta be in a situation like Okabe to decide like him... the emotional pressure and psychological suffering would either break you or make a god out of you and even if it breaks you you would have a time machine so enough time for shits and giggles until you can try again....
      PS: your description was really fitting the whole situation

    • @masbethfvck5269
      @masbethfvck5269 5 років тому +34

      But, kurisu is love,,, am i right?

  • @janusariessimbillo7109
    @janusariessimbillo7109 5 років тому +249

    I can feel the pain in her voice. Mayuri's seiyuu has done a great job on conveying her character's emotions! Always tears me up whenever I listen

    • @subashs5826
      @subashs5826 3 роки тому +14

      Because her seiyuu is kana hanazawa-San

    • @datutturugang666
      @datutturugang666 2 роки тому +6

      Hanazawa Kana is just solid gold

    • @estebanplourde681
      @estebanplourde681 7 місяців тому

      every steins gate voice actors are incredible.

  • @gerardng4018
    @gerardng4018 6 років тому +337

    Mayuri(and the rest of the cast, really) got so much character development in the series its so cool seeing them do things instead of just Okabe pulling all the strings

  • @user-hj5mq3vm2y
    @user-hj5mq3vm2y 4 роки тому +134

    A sad Mayushi breaks everyone's heart :(

  • @thegooseman90
    @thegooseman90 6 років тому +291

    Goddamit Okabe. Mayushii just wants to be loved and be Orihime.

  • @cyanide2789
    @cyanide2789 6 років тому +612

    If this was in the anime, it'd be the best monologue of all time. Brilliant editing

    • @angelstarfire
      @angelstarfire 6 років тому +58

      Incendium Productions I'm so sure that this was in the anime

    • @Oonarahk12
      @Oonarahk12 6 років тому +40

      I think they had an adaptation of this monologue.

    • @AlphACH
      @AlphACH 5 років тому +22

      The ones in the anime were nice as well. It was adaptation of this one - split into 2-3 parts.
      Park letout, Mayuri Determination and Final Message.

    • @chemseddinedjouama4115
      @chemseddinedjouama4115 3 роки тому +18

      I'm sending a D-mail to fix it

    • @briann10
      @briann10 3 роки тому +15

      @@chemseddinedjouama4115 i hope you enjoyed your longest 3 weeks

  • @aukhairyote
    @aukhairyote 3 роки тому +98

    I like Makise kurisu but when I see this little, vulnerable Mayuri with no love in return breaks my heart.
    In this anime we cannot hate Mayuri bcs we love Kurisu also we cannot hate Kurisu bcs we love Mayuri.
    Sometime Kurisu understands Okabe better while sometimes Mayuri.
    Kurisu sense things by logical reasoning and in a practical way while in Mayuri's case she sense things what her intuition says.

  • @prozmystery
    @prozmystery 3 роки тому +65

    The saddest monologue in anime ever! The fact that we never expected such strong feelings from the sweetest and the most innocent anime girl in history makes it even more powerful.

    • @PhiDuyanh
      @PhiDuyanh 3 роки тому +4

      You are absoutely right 😢

  • @blckorb6322
    @blckorb6322 3 роки тому +340

    (SPOILER ALERT)
    I’ll never forget when I watched stein gate and I loved mayuri. She wasn’t a typical childhood to the MC. She was a friend to EVERYONE. I honestly fell in love with her as a character and just as a person. It made me salty that okabe never actually got romantically involved with her despite all he went through to try and desperately save her. But those episodes were the saddest to watch. I kept asking “WHY WHY HER? SHE NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG!” It was like the writers were deliberately punching us in the gut. And we had to sit with okabe trying to save her and fail over and over and over again. It made me genuine depressed seeing someone so bright die such painful ways. She deserves happiness.

    • @warnertesla8297
      @warnertesla8297 3 роки тому +13

      Play darlings embrace if you want romance with mayuri

    • @PhiDuyanh
      @PhiDuyanh 3 роки тому +14

      Mayuri in SG0 made me more depressed than anything else. Such an innocent, precious yet poor soul 😔😔

    • @passalapasa
      @passalapasa 2 роки тому +4

      taste is taste man, that's how life is

    • @brosoul9323
      @brosoul9323 2 роки тому +2

      This is the most soy thing i've ever read

    • @warnertesla8297
      @warnertesla8297 2 роки тому +9

      @@brosoul9323 THIS is the most soy thing you have ever read? I see you haven't read that many things.

  • @sleepyprinny
    @sleepyprinny 6 років тому +683

    It's easy to forget since Mayuri is such a gentle and almost inhumanly kind and sweet girl...
    ...But this monologue is so damn heartbreaking.
    You couldn't give a more heartfelt anguished confession of love, guilt and resolve than this.
    ...All the more so as what she's going to do is, ultimately, a one way trio that could be interpreted as a kind of suicide in its consequences.
    That said....
    This girl *deservws* her hsppy ending with her beloved Hikoboshi...
    She *deserves* to be Orihime...
    The irony being that to Okabe, Mayuri is the single most irreplaceable person in his life that he literally *cannot* live without.
    Steins;Gate 0 makes this abundantly clear...
    The anime kinda downplays some moments between them... up until the last 3 episodes where you see the lengths Okabe Rintaro will go through for his beloved hostage Mayuri.
    3000+ time leaps over 25 years in a barely working body for more than half the trip, repeating the same moments over and over.... and then a one or nothing gambit in an untested prototype time machine that drags his ass another 20000 years into the past....
    Nobody does that for just anyone...

    • @AlphACH
      @AlphACH 5 років тому +97

      I'd simply answer that, Okabe-Mayuri path wasn't realistic at all. At least from the story's environment. And what you think also were evidences of the unreallisticness of this relationship. Okabe went through a great length to help her? Yes, but it also mean that it's taking big tolls from Okabe. Being protected without knowing anything, without ability to comprehend the story also take toll on Mayuri as well.
      If I were to be put in Okabe's shoes, I can love Mayuri - if I never know Kurisu. Mayuri's really good in taking care of people and would definitely be one of the two best mother-factor characters in the series. Mayuri's also nice in 'Healing Factor', which is the important thing in love life. Her devotion toward Okabe was extraordinary and Kurisu can't even compare - even if we considered story in S;G movie.
      However, when it come to life with obstracle, Kurisu wins by a small margin. Honestly, I don't like tsundere people. But she's capable. She can be the one Okabe can really rely on.
      Things get a bit realistic from here, right? If you were to marry with a girl, and that girl can't even catch or understand a things you interested in, work with or most importantly, struggle with. "Mayushii doesn't really understand...but..." This phase came up ALL THE TIME in the series. Yeah, Mayuri can be the BEST old school wife with ultimate devotion and healing factor. But man can fall and struggle in his field as well. Man want to talk about what he interested as well. Man can be suffer as well. Ultimately, when facing problem, man need to find the way out as well. Mayuri can't understand the most basic thing about her Hikoboshi-sama exclude emotionally. (which she did fail to see through at least once.) Let alone support him or struggle shoulder to shoulder.
      Kurisu wins because of practicality. She doesn't have that big healing factor. She doesn't have much of devotion and determination attached to it. (Ref S;G Movie) She doesn't have anything of the 'old school wife' stuffs. She'd be average mother except for her child's study. But it's totally clear that she's the only one in the series that can PRACTICALLY WALK TOGETHER with Okabe.
      Even if he loves Mayuri (either romantically or non-romantically), it's clear that it takes a lot of energy and struggle. Emotional disconnection, lack of understanding were things that heavily weight both Mayuri and Okabe's minds. So that's why it's quite not practical with Mayuri.
      Anyway, Mayuri's determination was very touching and heart throbbing. I really love when she let out her mind in the park, and when after she learned the truth. But that's that.

    • @Bondrewd_the_Novel
      @Bondrewd_the_Novel 5 років тому +39

      @@AlphACH mad respect for writing an entire book lol

    • @AlphACH
      @AlphACH 5 років тому +25

      @@Bondrewd_the_Novel My ex was really gentle GF like Mayuri, it didn't work out. Even if she's not my childhood friend but I can use this as reference lol.

    • @ihsanicer3059
      @ihsanicer3059 4 роки тому +14

      Lets look at things this way. In the Alpha world line the time machine's name was FG 203(the Number could be incorrect). It was not an M or S, so it wasn't relevant to mayuri. But in the beta world line the machine's name was C-203 (or 204 doesn't matter). I think that is an indication of Okabe's feelings. He did love Christina, he devoted his life for her. But the same can not be said for Mayuri I suppose. So that is my opinion

    • @scienceadventure4267
      @scienceadventure4267 4 роки тому +4

      @@AlphACH Steins;Gate movie isn't canon
      good bye.

  • @vermintt
    @vermintt 6 років тому +409

    There's no breaks on this suffering train called Steins;Gate, is there? T^T
    Thank you for translating! 😭❤️

    • @jom6762
      @jom6762 6 років тому +18

      Suffering train
      Choo choo roo

    • @AlphACH
      @AlphACH 5 років тому +7

      The breaks was just in S;G Ep 1-11. After that, you will pass the event horizon where break is nowhere...

  • @baileyriley8812
    @baileyriley8812 5 років тому +89

    I see a lot of negative things about zero and though it may not be quite as good as the first steins;gate, it’s close. I think that both series are two sides of the same coin. The original was what happens when you don’t give up and attempt to move even the world to achieve what you want, while zero was what happens when you do give up on something you care about from the bottom of your heart and how it can crush you. The coin is simply not giving up even if it means going to great lengths and sacrificing parts of yourself for something you care about. And I think that’s beautiful.

    • @nafeeahnaf6296
      @nafeeahnaf6296 4 роки тому +13

      People should realise that this is not a sequel, it's more of a midquel so it's just for steins gate fans to experience what lengths of pain and anguish Okabe and even Mayuri had to go through to achieve the flawless happy ending of the original steins gate, it's 100% worth watching for fans.

  • @rcgamer7780
    @rcgamer7780 6 років тому +138

    >Puddle of Tearful Rain
    Wow that title alone is gut punching, as always great work!

    • @windwood7168
      @windwood7168 3 роки тому

      And after knowing the story, the title wrecks heart like a train crash

  • @fesho6370
    @fesho6370 5 років тому +62

    Mayushi’s voice just makes me so sad that I won’t be satisfied until I hug her and tell her it’s ok....like I don’t often cry but every time I hear her tears come out..

  • @nafeeahnaf6296
    @nafeeahnaf6296 4 роки тому +39

    Steins; gate 0 is just such a nice addition to the series, people who didn't like it should understand that this is not a sequel, it's more of a midquel so it's just for steins gate fans to experience what lengths of pain, suffering and anguish Okabe and Mayuri had to go through to reach steins;gate and achieve the happy ending of the original steins gate, heartbreaking and beautiful.

  • @flannerymonaghan-morris4825
    @flannerymonaghan-morris4825 Рік тому +9

    I love this monologue.
    In Steins Gate 0, Mayuri gets more character development as we see the more complex sides of her character emerge.
    She’s not as ditzy as one would think…and has far more self awareness than the others do.
    She is such a sweet character, I swear to god.

  • @thedumbg00se55
    @thedumbg00se55 6 років тому +82

    After all the suffering i endured from 0, you really finna make a man cry again huh

  • @furefust493
    @furefust493 6 років тому +366

    Im suffering from the fact that amadeus precious smile couldnt be saved.

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  6 років тому +48

      The suffering never ends...

    • @furefust493
      @furefust493 6 років тому +5

      @@Sarkkoth are you gonna cover the new episode?

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  6 років тому +17

      fure fust Yeah, I've just been busy. You'd think it wouldn't take very long but usually I like to fill those vids with lots of screenshots. Someone linked me this audio drama yesterday though and I was inspired to make this vid immediately even though it might not have been the smartest thing to do.

    • @furefust493
      @furefust493 6 років тому +9

      @@Sarkkoth Dont worry Sarkkoth just take your time, thanks for the update.

    • @user-li5cr6wv5b
      @user-li5cr6wv5b 4 роки тому +1

      Press [Print Screen], go to Paint, press [Paste], then [Save as...] Here you go, her smile's saved.

  • @senriofthealexis3998
    @senriofthealexis3998 6 років тому +59

    Another masterpiece from Sarkkoth, the added scenes hit me hard as always. Thank you

  • @Syth3
    @Syth3 3 роки тому +30

    this show is so heart breaking even after finishing it it still hurts me

  • @wp4enthusiast140
    @wp4enthusiast140 5 років тому +23

    - Then why? Why do your eyes look like you're suffering?

  • @space_boy439
    @space_boy439 6 років тому +30

    Just going throw UA-cam and this video appears, man, I could say that Steins;Gate made me really sad many times, even made me want to cry, or also scream of joy and laugh until I can't anymore, it's amazing how an anime can make you feel so many different things with a good story

  • @laserbeamlightning
    @laserbeamlightning 6 років тому +29

    Well I WAS having a suffering free day. JKJK great work! Hits all the emotional beats!

  • @Ixxlostinabox
    @Ixxlostinabox Рік тому +6

    When she stops referring to herself as mayushi and starts using watashi it hurts. She's no longer holding herself hostage for okabe and has decided to move forward for both of them, but that means things will change and they will both be getting further and further away from each other. Its a sad little change in the way she thinks of herself internally, shes been holding on for so long but now she is finally letting go.

  • @YaBoiNicho
    @YaBoiNicho 4 роки тому +10

    This was one of many scenes which defied my expectations of the Steins;Gate 0, that brought out the character's true selves once more.

  • @shaun6038
    @shaun6038 8 місяців тому +2

    You're not crying, I'm crying

  • @titleatptitleinsertcoordin3701
    @titleatptitleinsertcoordin3701 3 роки тому +6

    I have never heard such a sweet sincere voice ever

  • @monstermadness1276
    @monstermadness1276 8 місяців тому +1

    Every time I rewatch this, still makes me teary. Mayuri made this show too wholesome I won't mind a Mayuri special Episode

  • @chiemu3647
    @chiemu3647 5 років тому +32

    Steins Gate 0 ended. Now I'm sad. I have fallen inlove with this damn series. I'm really looking forward to the international release of Steins;Gate Elite next year. I'm gonna buy that ASAP.

  • @user-zf9ih7cy4t
    @user-zf9ih7cy4t 5 років тому +15

    Mayuri's love changed the worldline,which is a 0-dislike worldline.

  • @dpslimbu6714
    @dpslimbu6714 3 роки тому +6

    everytime i see mayurii . i feel like crying , why not her man . it jus hurts everytime i see okabe and kirisu

  • @flierby
    @flierby 9 місяців тому +2

    Mayuri Voice actor is always the best for me

  • @xTSTOx
    @xTSTOx 3 роки тому +22

    Mayuri was the initial hook for me to get incomprehensibly emotionally attached to this show and I figured out very soon why.
    A character this pure hearted, this kind and friendly and caring and sweet, what we see her go through, and what that did to Okabe, after promising to always protect her since her grandmother passed away, was one of if not the most emotionally heart wrenching things I’ve ever watched/read in my life.
    Without taking away from the sadness of the Kurisu tragedy, the initial impact for me from the beginning of the descent into darkness for this series was placed with Mayuri, naturally as that comes first in the story since we don’t really get enough time to identify our feelings for the stabbing of Kurisu early on, as the character isn’t fully established yet and then the D-mail that ‘fixes’ that death comes. Sorrow, pure tragedy and longing doesn’t begin until the death of Mayuri.
    When looking at this incredible, moving story as a whole, it really is unmatched. Steins;Gate, number 1 forever.

  • @teongreen5254
    @teongreen5254 5 років тому +10

    You will always be the one and only orihime-sama Mayuri. Especially on the worldlines where you end up with your hikoboshi!

  • @SilverstormNuce6992
    @SilverstormNuce6992 6 років тому +16

    You are the BEST! Sarkkoth

  • @freshpinkapples7618
    @freshpinkapples7618 6 років тому +16

    God, that end though. Gave me the feels. This Mayuri will never see her Hikoboshi-Sama again, huh...

  • @bacsrm5607
    @bacsrm5607 6 років тому +17

    Damn the video was perfect.

  • @starfinder6898
    @starfinder6898 4 роки тому +46

    You know shit gets real when Mayushii starts using personal pronouns.

  • @LukaUrushibara
    @LukaUrushibara 6 років тому +9

    Thank you, Sarkkoth. Ily❤🖤💜

  • @onionbears
    @onionbears 4 роки тому +6

    mayuri is best girl and no one can convince me otherwise

  • @gamekiller64
    @gamekiller64 6 років тому +19

    I love this, even though my heart was hurting near the end. Now mayushii has to sacrifice her dream to bring her Hikoboshi back. Steins;Gate Zero is so cruel but is it too much for these characters to be happy

  • @liorefrati596
    @liorefrati596 5 років тому +13

    Mayuri is best girl

  • @falfa3370
    @falfa3370 3 роки тому +5

    Oh god Kana Hanazawa why are always you are never chosen

    • @Kt-hp7cv
      @Kt-hp7cv 3 роки тому

      Not really. In Rewrite, Hana’s role (Kagari) is the canon love interest. Just check out Rewrite’s visual novel. If you have the time to read it, it’s an amazing work of fiction by Key Visual Arts.

  • @sulpherbratigh7936
    @sulpherbratigh7936 5 років тому +24

    0:36 hair down okabe is hawt

  • @mad_expensive4286
    @mad_expensive4286 3 роки тому +4

    beautiful

  • @Sofimiam77
    @Sofimiam77 6 років тому +11

    WOW that was so powerful. it was beautiful thanks Sarkkoth

  • @BasementOwner
    @BasementOwner 3 роки тому +2

    Steins;Gate is the best franchise i’ve ever watched, it made me cried my heart out from both sadness and happiness 😭😭

  • @duyanhduong6168
    @duyanhduong6168 3 роки тому +12

    Man, i used to think the original Stein;Gate has a happy ending, everyone happy. But since watching Stein;Gate 0 and knowing Mayuri was in love with Okabe, i think its kinda sad for Mayuri cuz of how much she love Okabe (and she even said like she will forever love him for the rest of her life) and yet she has to see her crush with someone else everyday, that like she cant be 100% happy about that, right ? And honestly, i like the OkabeXKurisu too, they really the best couple, and i thought Mayuri and Okabe relationship just like silbling (i really hope so and the original S;G seem like to show that way too). But man, i feel so sad for Mayuri now, she didnt deserve that, i hope she can get out of the romace love with Okabe and find someone else that make her life happy again
    P/S: sorry for my bad English :(

    • @phines8499
      @phines8499 3 роки тому +2

      She didn't even get to confess to him

    • @monkemeshainFBI
      @monkemeshainFBI Рік тому +1

      Same here man :') I ship Okabe and Kurisu too and used to think of Mayuri and Okabe as siblings/platonic best friends but after S;G 0 I feel so sad for her :'( I kinda ship Mayushii with Ruka tho(they both love Okarin afterall hehe)

  • @stipmerty4152
    @stipmerty4152 4 роки тому +8

    just let me hug her once please OHHHHH GODDD

  • @stray_cat87
    @stray_cat87 4 роки тому +6

    Mayuri only wanted Okabe to smile again 😕

  • @DrAdreus
    @DrAdreus 5 років тому +8

    I just got the soundtrack cd with this too. Love to see that I can actually understand Japanese without subs now.

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  5 років тому

      It's a nice feeling isn't it?

    • @DrAdreus
      @DrAdreus 5 років тому

      Yeah it is, though I had made a fan translation for this (I didn't post it anywhere) to practice my Japanese I noticed some small differences in our translations though the meaning was mostly the same in both.

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  5 років тому +1

      Yeah small differences can happen between translators. It's why I don't watch stuff with subs anymore.

    • @DrAdreus
      @DrAdreus 5 років тому

      Yeah I don't really use subs either, except well when watching stuff with someone else.

  • @factionalhitman
    @factionalhitman 5 років тому +4

    goddamn it, why'd you make me cry again?

  • @TwinklingMysticShot
    @TwinklingMysticShot 5 років тому +4

    I love you so much Mayuri ❤️

  • @akikoivunoksa635
    @akikoivunoksa635 4 роки тому +4

    Damn why you gotta make me cry over this again? I love it though 🧡

  • @waterfanfare8496
    @waterfanfare8496 5 років тому +5

    Steins Gate 0 hit me in the feels when everyone around Okabe did their best huhu

  • @schmenbie
    @schmenbie 3 роки тому +5

    Mayuri crying is something that just... shouldn't happen. ;~;

  • @AKIPOPOPOPOOON
    @AKIPOPOPOPOOON 4 роки тому +7

    every time i see this i cry its so sad and good
    its even more painful by the fact that today is july 7th (tanabata day), and mayuri can't be the orihime to okarin's hikoboshi :((((

  • @watchmeplayweird3389
    @watchmeplayweird3389 Рік тому +2

    Okabe: that is the choice of steins gate.
    Mayuri: That is my choice.
    Okabe 0 : That is my choice!
    🔥

  • @gretakassai1680
    @gretakassai1680 3 роки тому +4

    I'm not crying, you're crying

    • @windwood7168
      @windwood7168 3 роки тому

      then you realise that you are talking to the mirror...

  • @ghost-xo1ml
    @ghost-xo1ml Рік тому +1

    mayuri kinda reminds me of tomoyo from card captor sakura
    they want to see the person they love happy no matter who they end up with
    the kind of "I will always watch over you, love you and push your back "

  • @PhiDuyanh
    @PhiDuyanh 3 роки тому +3

    i cant.... i just cant get myself to hear Mayushii's sad voice..... its too much

  • @ahmedarsalan8582
    @ahmedarsalan8582 3 роки тому +4

    Mayushii is a cutie, I almost cried when she died the first time

  • @nadyaamalia3238
    @nadyaamalia3238 2 роки тому +3

    Believe it or not, Mayuri needs Okabe more and it shows after her grandmother died
    I'm very sad for Mayuri and this coincidence reminds me of Conan who always protects Haibara even though they are just friends
    Even now, I'm still standing on the Okabe-Mayuri team even though it's impossible

  • @danielpimenta140
    @danielpimenta140 6 років тому +10

    2:48 oh that's the breaking point

  • @nguyennhatkhanh4408
    @nguyennhatkhanh4408 2 роки тому +2

    If anyone interesting to see how the future will be in Steins Gate worldline, please watch drama CD Runaway of the free particles. A story about small Kagari, who adopted by Okabe, makes her "mom" mad and use time machine to run away from home =)) (what a madlad).

  • @ALL_AR0UND
    @ALL_AR0UND 2 роки тому +3

    Mayuri is a pure waifu soul

  • @gawbyosu
    @gawbyosu 3 роки тому +2

    I love Mayuri very much.

  • @febrichan2425
    @febrichan2425 3 роки тому +3

    Damn it ! Im cry ....😢

  • @sagi3933
    @sagi3933 4 роки тому +2

    Amazing work

  • @carlosrenzovigosolano3083
    @carlosrenzovigosolano3083 3 роки тому +1

    2:52 this scene of okabe looking up with a depressed face, while the soundtrack begins to rise and read or hear mayuri say about the sky of her beloved okarin full of black clouds and reaching the sad face of mayuri 3:01 makes me I want to cry whenever I see him, the guilt of having killed the character of "hououin kyouma" for not stopping him that time but as he says because of the fear that if okabe would return, he was afraid that on one of those trips he would not return and take care of him the best way to do it and the irony of this that the character of "hououin kyouma" created it okabe to help mayuri overcome her depression of having lost the person that that time as a child was important, her grandmother, although not he says okabe's actions were to take care of his beloved mayushi that's why his attitude of playing the crazy scientist that's why his behavior that he had strange was so that his friend mayuri feel much better the creation of hououin kyouma is for mayuri and she is the only one What could I recover? Rarlo, although I do not say it is the most sincere love that Okabe could have for Mayuri, taking care of her childhood friend

  • @doan4534
    @doan4534 3 роки тому +4

    If Mayuri sad, we all sad.

  • @zombieterminator6296
    @zombieterminator6296 6 років тому +4

    Amazing

  • @mezter7353
    @mezter7353 15 днів тому

    I can stand anything in my life,
    But not to see Mayushi in tears

  • @angelstarfire
    @angelstarfire 6 років тому +2

    Brilliantly edited 👏👏 I used to think that Mayushii was annoying in season 2 but this video has changed my view about her a little

  • @_dixzombiehighschool4878
    @_dixzombiehighschool4878 5 років тому +5

    Mayushii 💝💝 I hope you will be happy with Okabe 💝💝 love mayuri

  • @p46_rs
    @p46_rs 5 років тому +10

    I can't watch this otherwise I'll cry
    edit: Ok I watched this one as well as Kurisu's monologue. 100% cried

  • @skylenexo6541
    @skylenexo6541 4 роки тому +4

    I like how this is kind of similar to Lyra of the New Dawn [Okabe's monologue]
    This is the vid: ua-cam.com/video/EDMd6_Y9Q8w/v-deo.html
    Or just read it here:
    How much time have I lived through? Through how many world have I traveled? Numbers too great to count. So much that the sky and the stars became blurs. But no matter what, I always had you there with me. I always had your smile to reassure me.
    ["I'm fine, so...".]
    On that day, you smiled gently and left me with those words. An event so very, very long ago that it almost feels like a lifetime has passed. Those words rest with me even now. Not once have they faded from my mind. I knew all along...
    That was your gentle lie to me.
    A lie far too selfless. All so that I could continue onward's. I could tell even then that you were lying, but I clung to your words regardless. I placed everything on them.
    Night spent wailing with grief. Winters spent writhing in agony. No matter how the seasons passed, no matter how blessed I was by people's kindness, there forever remained one regret that would gnaw away at the back of my mind. Of course, I already know. I know that you'd never blame me for what happened.
    Even so, within that endlessly repeating time, The weight of the sin that I bore... It never faded, not even for a second. But now... Now, having crossed through those innumerable worlds, I've finally become aware of their importance.
    Wandering blindly in the dark, Having lost my bearings, on a journey with an unknown destination... Those who stood by me and supported me through it all.
    [My precious friends... And of course, you.]
    Never fading, no matter how much time passed. My feelings towards you. Because everyone was always there for me, because "she] gave me a push on the back, and because [you] were right here with me too.
    These are the reasons that I'm able to move onward's once more. The [you] living on inside my heart gives me courage even now.
    ["Pull yourself together already."]
    I'm sure you'd be saying something like that right about now. I wouldn't blame you. After all, I feel the same way.
    But you need to understand. I can't bring myself to let go of those memories.
    All the tears that were shed, the blood that was bled, all those feelings left unsaid. I wasn't able to let go of a single thing...
    That's why I've decided to aim for it once more.
    Yes.
    ["The Gate"]
    The "Gate" which exists in the gap between past and future, between miracles and fate.
    It may well take me another few lifetimes in order to achieve this.
    It may be that I need to traverse countless more worlds.
    But I do not care. There's not an iota of hesitation left within me. I've steeled myself. No matter how many times it takes, no matter how many worlds I cross. I'll make it there for sure. I'll be able to [begin] once again.
    That is my... That is our choice.
    So I don't need your gentle lies anymore. Please, wait for me. Until the day that we can meet once more.
    Until the day that begins...
    ["our new 'past', and our new 'future'."]

  • @wilmersanchez7088
    @wilmersanchez7088 6 років тому +7

    Haven't i've gone through enough pain for one week...

  • @Chemaah
    @Chemaah 4 роки тому +8

    Where true men cry 😭

  • @user-re3rm2qk9j
    @user-re3rm2qk9j 4 роки тому +5

    まゆしぃの彦星様の話は毎回泣いてまうよ。゚(゚⊃Д⊂゚)゚。

  • @AMa-us8de
    @AMa-us8de 4 роки тому +18

    Why is every single hana kana's character always on the rejection squad? TwT

  • @leejm4
    @leejm4 4 роки тому +3

    Angelic mayuri ..

  • @BlancheNuit
    @BlancheNuit 3 роки тому +5

    I'm kind of obsessed with her voice

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  3 роки тому +1

      Yeah it's like really soft and gentle. Like in this ua-cam.com/video/aPb5jC8Lx2w/v-deo.html&ab_channel=Steiner

  • @phines8499
    @phines8499 3 роки тому +4

    Mayuri deserved Okabe more then Kurisu

    • @anurag-ranjan
      @anurag-ranjan 4 місяці тому +1

      It's not about deserving
      It's about for whom Okabe has romantic feelings and that's Kurisu not Mayuri

  • @vice2792ocl
    @vice2792ocl 5 років тому +2

    NOOOOOOO, don't ever have Mayuri crying in the thumbnail, cause I can't help but empathise

  • @irok1
    @irok1 2 роки тому +1

    I think I like this monologue more than the one we got in the anime.
    Even more reason to play Steins;Gate 0

    • @Sarkkoth
      @Sarkkoth  2 роки тому +1

      This monologue and the Kurisu ones are Blueray extras for the anime actually. Still, I'd recommend people play the VN before watching the anime for the complete experience.

  • @kanao439
    @kanao439 2 роки тому +2

    Man im crying nowww nuuuuuuuu

  • @citiaii
    @citiaii 4 роки тому +3

    watching this after i rewatched rem’s confession to subaru, im seeing so many parallels:((

  • @shrutiagarwal6220
    @shrutiagarwal6220 5 років тому +1

    It's very beautifully animated which adds more feelings to the monologue.....
    Please animate other labmem monologue too

  • @bonelesspizza3726
    @bonelesspizza3726 3 роки тому +1

    I understand Mayuri much better now, and now I understand why they "changed" her character in Steins;Gate 0. If this had been in the show then the show would have had only one actual problem instead of 2.

  • @moezth
    @moezth 5 років тому +8

    Imagine if your girl is mayuri

  • @hussarski5508
    @hussarski5508 4 роки тому +7

    It's so sad :(

  • @nicoleminerva626
    @nicoleminerva626 3 роки тому +2

    Mayuri best girl.

  • @makhyusnimakhyusni401
    @makhyusnimakhyusni401 4 роки тому +2

    Basically SG0 is route for Mayuri in anime

  • @seekerofmeaning
    @seekerofmeaning 4 роки тому +1

    I'm listening to the soundtrack and that's what caught my attention. (T T)

  • @M-XELASWEKSTERmx
    @M-XELASWEKSTERmx 3 роки тому +1

    La depresion maxima en una escena...
    The depresion maximum in one scene, fuck is very sad and depresive

  • @pipsdontlie3031
    @pipsdontlie3031 5 років тому +17

    I swear all these people who see these two as siblings don’t have siblings. They are way closer than any siblings, and while it isn’t quite romantic, they love each other more than anyone else in the world (including Kurisu imo). Mayuri stayed fucking celebate rather than be with someone other than Okabe she loves him that much, and the only reason he ends up with Kurisu is because really I don’t think he knew Mayuri was in love with him. He doesn’t see her as a little sister, even good people don’t do what he does to save family, or even friends. Their bond is something that transcends, and as a couple, I think Okabe easily could have overcome his lack of sexual feelings towards her. When you really really love someone like that, they are beautiful to you.
    But of course, Kurisu wins because she’s a Tsundere and people would eat that shit up even if it was rotting in the dumpster.

    • @bluelover7360
      @bluelover7360 4 роки тому +6

      I agree with you. Okarin has a special place in his heart for Mayuri that no one can imagine to have. I would be more happy if l could see Mayuri and Okarin ending up together. The ending was not according to me.

    • @Sifat_Rashid
      @Sifat_Rashid 3 роки тому +1

      nice bro..i didnt like kurisu ship...i stopped watching at ep 12 when i was hurting cause i knew what the anime was doing,its what every anime does..am not gonna watch this shyt

    • @oh2075
      @oh2075 3 роки тому

      Kurisu wins because she sacrifices herself and Okabe knew she sacrificed herself for Mayuri.

    • @Sifat_Rashid
      @Sifat_Rashid 3 роки тому

      @@oh2075 kurisu sucks,mayuri is best girl

    • @Kt-hp7cv
      @Kt-hp7cv 3 роки тому

      @@oh2075
      Well Mayuri wanted to do the same. In Mayuri’s ending in the first game she was upset knowing that Kurisu has to be killed off in order for her to obtain safety and wanted to turn that around.
      There is really no who is better and what not. By the way this is not a hate comment, I do mean to sound aggressive 👍

  • @Natsumereal
    @Natsumereal 6 років тому +10

    サンキュー 🤝👍👍

  • @joe_laddo
    @joe_laddo 2 роки тому +3

    WHY THIS HURTS SO MUCH...?

  • @StudentOfGod
    @StudentOfGod Рік тому +2

    Still hurts