Shit!! This has got to be my favorite one so far!! I have been in my healing journey and have been told I have some grief that I have not let go of. However, I thought I went through all my grief! Until she mentioned her abortion! My eyes widened!!! I had one at 17 and totally buried that! I automatically started to cry!! THAT was it!! THAT was my “stuck” grief!! Thank you so much for opening up! You indeed helped a lot of people. I am trying to figure out a way to get to Reunion! I keep getting signs to go!!
Oh my GOD. I am crying. I was SO hesitant to share that, I was grasping with the decision for MONTHS, but ultimately I decided to be brave with the hopes for exactly THIS. To help others. This is crazy, I'm so glad you found this episode. And yes please go to Reunion, I'm so happy and excited for you and WELL DONE.
I just noticed, less than 1 year ago there were not even 30K subscribers on this community and right awaken hit 100K. KEEP GOING DANNY ❤ Y TU COMUNIDAD LATINA TAMBIEN TE NECESITA
how you DID let everyone treat you, you don't do it any more. Once you've recognized the problem (and the origin), it's much harder to allow that behavior moving forward xxx
I am so Thankful I listened to this episode! So many parallels with my story and Sarah's story. My mind is blown wide open. Her parents marriage mirrors my marriage and we are separated finally after 30 years together. Also, thank you Sarah for being so brave during this interview. You do not even know how many women you have helped by being so open and raw. Hands down my favorite podcast episode of all time ❤❤❤
omg thank you so much for sharing that, i'm so happy that you finally chose yourself and got out, that is a miserable existence. Very excited about your new life and well done for being so brave
Danny, I just found you. I began my Shadow healing journey about 3 years ago. Sarah, what a beautiful and raw expression of the pain that we all have living in our subconscious. You have convinced me that plant medicine is the next step in my journey. I’m so appreciative of you both❤ Oh, and I cry all of the time now too. Ha!
You are Divne Danny 🙏 I’m so grateful the Universe connected me today with you, just to listen to you I felt so much love and I’m receiving so much guidance, like your guides decided to connect with me and guide me to do new things. Thank you for being a part of my journey 🙏 you are a Divine Beautiful Soul and I’m honored to walk with you in light and love 🙏💜🙏
@thesarahlawrence Omg!!! I was the one that told you at Awaken last yr when you were hesitant about joining inner circle because it was "most of your savings"...... "do it because with everything you are going to learn, you will make all that money back and then some" And look at you now!!!❤❤
I absolutely love all of this and everything you and all the people in your collective doing in bringing us to our highest purpose in this life. I am blessed to have come across your channel a few months ago and look forward to 1 days attendimg Awaken & Reunion. ✌️💜🤗
It’s interesting that she didn’t want to share that one story but that story resonated with me the most. Not the details but just the fact that it could be a scary and terrible thing that the medicine is going to show you. That’s what she needed to see and needed to deal with. I hope one day I get the chance to go and experience this.
Thank you for this comment. Yes it seems to be the thing that I am getting the most messages about. A lot of women have repressed these memories and have now had the opportunity to face them and get through them. I was so hesitant to share, but what I had hoped the share would produce is exactly what is happening, so that's making me really happy :)
I was hesitant to share the story because of the potential hate from certain organizations but I'm already overwhelmed with how many people it touched / helped
Thank you so much for being so open and raw with the community. Womb work, soul rebirthing, is a vital part of the healing and remembering journey. I feel it so much. I've initiated into the plant medicine / ancestral wisdom path and have had absolutely profound experiences and wisdom during my beautiful ceremonies. Many of my journeys center on womb trauma and reintegrating these forgotten, fragmented and buried parts of our soul, our innermost beloved. It requires deep surrendering, but the journey to the depths of one's psyche and soul, to be met with the Creatix, the Great Mother, is worth the challenging, terrifying, yet cathartic unraveling. A new soul is birthed upon our reunion with the cosmic womb. Sending all the love and healing light. 🥰🌟
@@thesarahlawrence , I’m in NorCal, the Sacramento area. There’s a growing community of seekers and sisters and brothers returning to this ancient wisdom and healing path.
This is the first comment I have ever made on any podcast. I am so moved by the courage and growth it takes to share challenges and growth as deep as abortion and feeling like your "shit" isn't " bad enough" or dysfunctional enough to be traumatic or emotional. Thank you soooooooo much for your courage and brutal honesty about your own journey! May blessings and love abound!!!
I think we all just bury it away and try to forget about it and want to believe that it doesn't affect us, but it affects us more than we can ever comprehend. Or before I did the medicine and had this experience, now I know how deep this really goes. xxxx
Hey Danny, really nice video ! I was wondering if I could help you with Best Quality Editing in your videos better than your Editor with good pricing and also make a highly engaging Thumbnail which will help your videos to reach to a wider audience ? Pls let me know what do you think ?
You have a bone closet FOR a reason leave your bones alone. If you need to have a cry in the morning or at night do that .admit to nothing. A bone falls out of the closet quick as possible just deny it. Your secrets belong to you 💥💥🍔🐿️
Sarah needs to realize that the voice she hears on “You better honor your life since you picked it over this creature’s” was her own, not the plant’s or God’s. There’s so much self-judgement in it, that she still needs to purge. That’s not the way to go about it - would you blame a raped woman that chooses to abort the baby? Secondly, let me say that Danny is right in saying it was part of the path, by sharing this story: a friend of mine, engaged to a man, got pregnant with him, twins. The man was not ready to step up to his role, he was also a mama’s boy, and both him and his mother made my friend get an abortion. She resented him deeply, and they broke the engagement. Seven years later, she’s now married to the right man for her, and guess what? She just had twins with him. What’s meant for you, does not skip you. The little girls might have yet to enter Sarah’s life again.
Thank you for saying this. Yes it is probably something that I still need to work on. There was also a part I missed out that sometimes there is a "hurt" in my heart for "no reason" and it's that.
Wow! It was not expecting to be so impacted by this. When she said she would go into relationship, not expecting it to work out just going with the first guy who’s there I saw part of that in my first marriage. I didn’t want to be in relationship with that person, and somehow I married them.
I am a tall girl and so relating to everything you are saying x i am 6,3 feet hahahaha i want to go to awaken so bad not only to meet you but to also meet the real me
I personally don’t agree with the "woman's (or anyone’s) right to choose (to end another human’s life), but I can still respect the decision of women to did it without judgement. I do believe that women need to be properly educated what really happens at these procedures and just knowing basic facts that are still denied by certain organizations that benefit from women in vulnerable situations. Facts like the heart starts beating at 4weeks already, that often times organs are being sold to cosmetics companies etc. This is not hate, this is coming from a loving perspective as I do believe many women would not make this decision if they had known these things before. And those who still choose an abortion will know of the possible consequences and come to terms with what this really means. You are a mother the moment you have life growing inside of you. And you still "give birth" to a dead child, not "a thing". As a mother myself now, I find it very disturbing and sad that she still referred to her child as "a thing" several times during this interview. Just WOW. I cannot relate at all, but I wish her all the best on her journey! But what it did for me is it helped me release the hurt and resentment I have towards my mother bc no matter how toxic and abusive my childhood was, she chose to not abort me when everyone pressured her to do so. I am grateful for her to have given me the gift of life so that I could give birth to another beautiful human, my daughter. So this was a reminder to forgive her, working on my mother wound and be thankful for her. Thank you mama for choosing me!
Hello, thank you for sharing. I didn't know about the heartbeat, but even if I did I would have made the same decision. If I had a baby at 21 years old I would have taken my own life instead. I now have the opportunity to help so many more people. I wasn't trying to be disrespectful saying "thing", I was just using a word, but a careless word you're right. I am happy your mom did not abort you too. I also know a lot of people whose moms chose to abort their previous pregnancy and if they hadn't, the subsequent children would not be on this earth. I am at peace with my decision and it was 100% the right thing for me to do.
I am so in love with this podcast, and the openness is so comforting. My goal is to go to reunion in the next 5 years. I’m so happy we get to experience these beautiful beautiful conversations, I learn something new every podcast. Truly amazing. Danny and Sara are both such beautiful, honest human beings. Thank you for doing what you do and sharing with the world. 🩷
Shit!! This has got to be my favorite one so far!! I have been in my healing journey and have been told I have some grief that I have not let go of. However, I thought I went through all my grief! Until she mentioned her abortion! My eyes widened!!! I had one at 17 and totally buried that! I automatically started to cry!! THAT was it!! THAT was my “stuck” grief!! Thank you so much for opening up! You indeed helped a lot of people. I am trying to figure out a way to get to Reunion! I keep getting signs to go!!
Oh my GOD. I am crying. I was SO hesitant to share that, I was grasping with the decision for MONTHS, but ultimately I decided to be brave with the hopes for exactly THIS. To help others. This is crazy, I'm so glad you found this episode. And yes please go to Reunion, I'm so happy and excited for you and WELL DONE.
@@thesarahlawrence thank you so much for sharing!! 🙏🙏🙏
@@thesarahlawrenceyou're amazing! New fan🫶?(just realized I posted under my daughter's name😬😆)
@@Ethereal_quality417
@@Ethereal_quality417 💌
I just noticed, less than 1 year ago there were not even 30K subscribers on this community and right awaken hit 100K. KEEP GOING DANNY ❤ Y TU COMUNIDAD LATINA TAMBIEN TE NECESITA
Loved her raw honesty! I have experienced a lot of the same things. I still cry about the things I accepted and how I let everyone treat me.
how you DID let everyone treat you, you don't do it any more. Once you've recognized the problem (and the origin), it's much harder to allow that behavior moving forward xxx
I am so
Thankful I listened to this episode! So many parallels with my story and Sarah's story. My mind is blown wide open. Her parents marriage mirrors my marriage and we are separated finally after 30 years together. Also, thank you Sarah for being so brave during this interview. You do not even know how many women you have helped by being so open and raw. Hands down my favorite podcast episode of all time ❤❤❤
omg thank you so much for sharing that, i'm so happy that you finally chose yourself and got out, that is a miserable existence. Very excited about your new life and well done for being so brave
Thank you for this!
Danny, I just found you. I began my Shadow healing journey about 3 years ago. Sarah, what a beautiful and raw expression of the pain that we all have living in our subconscious. You have convinced me that plant medicine is the next step in my journey. I’m so appreciative of you both❤ Oh, and I cry all of the time now too. Ha!
oh thank you so much for the comment!! And yes cry it all out !!!!
You are Divne Danny 🙏 I’m so grateful the Universe connected me today with you, just to listen to you I felt so much love and I’m receiving so much guidance, like your guides decided to connect with me and guide me to do new things. Thank you for being a part of my journey 🙏 you are a Divine Beautiful Soul and I’m honored to walk with you in light and love 🙏💜🙏
@thesarahlawrence Omg!!! I was the one that told you at Awaken last yr when you were hesitant about joining inner circle because it was "most of your savings"...... "do it because with everything you are going to learn, you will make all that money back and then some" And look at you now!!!❤❤
OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU my life is unrecognizable xxxxxxx
Thank you ❤amazing story ❤
I love Sarah's journey!
thank you me toooooo ;)
I absolutely love all of this and everything you and all the people in your collective doing in bringing us to our highest purpose in this life. I am blessed to have come across your channel a few months ago and look forward to 1 days attendimg Awaken & Reunion. ✌️💜🤗
Come come come come ! :) Where do you live?
I loved her authenticity! Great episode ❤
Thank you!!!!!!
OMG My favorite episode and not even done seeing it and absorbing it all. Ooof this is deep. thank you!
One of my friends said she watched it twice to be able to take it all in 😅
@@thesarahlawrence thank you for your vulnerability and sharing this! Onward!
@@jeugenio37 thannnkkk youuuuuuu
It’s interesting that she didn’t want to share that one story but that story resonated with me the most. Not the details but just the fact that it could be a scary and terrible thing that the medicine is going to show you. That’s what she needed to see and needed to deal with. I hope one day I get the chance to go and experience this.
Thank you for this comment. Yes it seems to be the thing that I am getting the most messages about. A lot of women have repressed these memories and have now had the opportunity to face them and get through them. I was so hesitant to share, but what I had hoped the share would produce is exactly what is happening, so that's making me really happy :)
@@thesarahlawrence you are so welcome ♥️
@@Ray-ji7rb 💝
Divine 🙏 Divine 🙏 Divine 🙏💜🙏
Thank you thank you thank you xxxxx
Love her show and her story 🥰🥰
thank you Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxx
5 min in and I know this is gonna make me cry.
you will laugh too soon!!! :D
Thank you! 🙂
@@ahigheryou
@@ahigheryou
WOW. This was such a good one. So relatable. Thank you both.
Thank you for watching!!
I had an abortion too…..the guilt & shame and unforgiveness towards myself was hard to work through (coming from a religious background)
I was hesitant to share the story because of the potential hate from certain organizations but I'm already overwhelmed with how many people it touched / helped
Thank you so much for being so open and raw with the community. Womb work, soul rebirthing, is a vital part of the healing and remembering journey. I feel it so much. I've initiated into the plant medicine / ancestral wisdom path and have had absolutely profound experiences and wisdom during my beautiful ceremonies. Many of my journeys center on womb trauma and reintegrating these forgotten, fragmented and buried parts of our soul, our innermost beloved. It requires deep surrendering, but the journey to the depths of one's psyche and soul, to be met with the Creatix, the Great Mother, is worth the challenging, terrifying, yet cathartic unraveling. A new soul is birthed upon our reunion with the cosmic womb. Sending all the love and healing light. 🥰🌟
Thank you so much, I love all of this so much! Where are you based?
@@thesarahlawrence , I’m in NorCal, the Sacramento area. There’s a growing community of seekers and sisters and brothers returning to this ancient wisdom and healing path.
@@AeonaLux ooooh love this!!!!!!
Thank you both and Sarah for your vulnerability. I look forward to watching your special on UA-cam ❤
Thank you!! It's out now, just go to my page and it's right there, called PLANT MEDICINE :)
Id love to experience the ceremony atleast once in my present lifetime. I remember some of my stuff, as I listened to her speak.
that is your #1 goal. When can you make it happen? Where do you live?
This is the first comment I have ever made on any podcast. I am so moved by the courage and growth it takes to share challenges and growth as deep as abortion and feeling like your "shit" isn't " bad enough" or dysfunctional enough to be traumatic or emotional. Thank you soooooooo much for your courage and brutal honesty about your own journey! May blessings and love abound!!!
Thank you so much I appreciate this immensely
Definitely needed to watch this one!!! The abortion part also got me. I could’ve sworn I was fine but deep down I know it’s hurting me.
I think we all just bury it away and try to forget about it and want to believe that it doesn't affect us, but it affects us more than we can ever comprehend. Or before I did the medicine and had this experience, now I know how deep this really goes. xxxx
SO GOOD! I am so happy to be part of this community and get to see your growth and your life unraveling in so many ways🥹. Sending you love💚
Thank you Joseline 😪 Love back to you, see you in July xx
I'd love to be a part of the inner circle. In time I will come to awaken😊
Come come come come yay!! :D
Loved this podcast.. listened a few times. I've entered the reunion competition a few months ago.. something i really want to do❤
HOW DOES Danny knows all this ?
he's a fucking G
Love your story Sarah! Really inspiring, thank you for sharing that ❤ I'm sending my love to you
Awww thank you so much xxxxx
Receiving your love!!
Hey Danny, really nice video ! I was wondering if I could help you with Best Quality Editing in your videos better than your Editor with good pricing and also make a highly engaging Thumbnail which will help your videos to reach to a wider audience ? Pls let me know what do you think ?
I learned so much from this episode about my life. Thank you ❤ I hope one day I will go to retreat! I would love to go!
You have a bone closet FOR a reason leave your bones alone. If you need to have a cry in the morning or at night do that .admit to nothing. A bone falls out of the closet quick as possible just deny it. Your secrets belong to you 💥💥🍔🐿️
Sarah needs to realize that the voice she hears on “You better honor your life since you picked it over this creature’s” was her own, not the plant’s or God’s. There’s so much self-judgement in it, that she still needs to purge. That’s not the way to go about it - would you blame a raped woman that chooses to abort the baby?
Secondly, let me say that Danny is right in saying it was part of the path, by sharing this story: a friend of mine, engaged to a man, got pregnant with him, twins. The man was not ready to step up to his role, he was also a mama’s boy, and both him and his mother made my friend get an abortion. She resented him deeply, and they broke the engagement. Seven years later, she’s now married to the right man for her, and guess what? She just had twins with him. What’s meant for you, does not skip you. The little girls might have yet to enter Sarah’s life again.
Thank you for saying this. Yes it is probably something that I still need to work on. There was also a part I missed out that sometimes there is a "hurt" in my heart for "no reason" and it's that.
@@thesarahlawrence good luck and i wish you all the best in your healing journey and life 🙏🏻
@@kejshoxha Thank you so much
@@kejshoxha Thank you so much, the same to you xxxxx
Wow, thank you for such a raw and deeply honest sharing.. it has been a really healing experience ❤
Thank YOU
Wow! It was not expecting to be so impacted by this. When she said she would go into relationship, not expecting it to work out just going with the first guy who’s there I saw part of that in my first marriage. I didn’t want to be in relationship with that person, and somehow I married them.
It's SO good that you recognize that and that lesson that you learned was invaluable
Having chosen our parents can be true. But it is NOT absolute!!!
Hahahahaha this guy has got you doing your laundry on UA-cam why. Again your secrets belong to you
I am a tall girl and so relating to everything you are saying x i am 6,3 feet hahahaha i want to go to awaken so bad not only to meet you but to also meet the real me
Yes pls I would love to attend the awake here in Australia, when and where I'll be there
So brave! Inspiring , thank you ❤
thank YOU
I would love to hear Jeanette Leon's journey
mee toooo just sent her this comment :)
I appreciate you so much for sharing this 🙏🙏🙏❤️
Thank you!!!!!!
This episode was everything 💯💯💯
Sarah loved your story.
thank you so much xxx
Fabulous episode!! Loved it!! ❤❤❤
Thank you!!
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I personally don’t agree with the "woman's (or anyone’s) right to choose (to end another human’s life), but I can still respect the decision of women to did it without judgement. I do believe that women need to be properly educated what really happens at these procedures and just knowing basic facts that are still denied by certain organizations that benefit from women in vulnerable situations. Facts like the heart starts beating at 4weeks already, that often times organs are being sold to cosmetics companies etc. This is not hate, this is coming from a loving perspective as I do believe many women would not make this decision if they had known these things before. And those who still choose an abortion will know of the possible consequences and come to terms with what this really means. You are a mother the moment you have life growing inside of you. And you still "give birth" to a dead child, not "a thing".
As a mother myself now, I find it very disturbing and sad that she still referred to her child as "a thing" several times during this interview. Just WOW. I cannot relate at all, but I wish her all the best on her journey!
But what it did for me is it helped me release the hurt and resentment I have towards my mother bc no matter how toxic and abusive my childhood was, she chose to not abort me when everyone pressured her to do so. I am grateful for her to have given me the gift of life so that I could give birth to another beautiful human, my daughter. So this was a reminder to forgive her, working on my mother wound and be thankful for her. Thank you mama for choosing me!
Hello, thank you for sharing. I didn't know about the heartbeat, but even if I did I would have made the same decision. If I had a baby at 21 years old I would have taken my own life instead. I now have the opportunity to help so many more people. I wasn't trying to be disrespectful saying "thing", I was just using a word, but a careless word you're right. I am happy your mom did not abort you too. I also know a lot of people whose moms chose to abort their previous pregnancy and if they hadn't, the subsequent children would not be on this earth. I am at peace with my decision and it was 100% the right thing for me to do.
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Thank you for sharing, Sarah 🙏
I loved the content to listen to but the speed almost killed me...what a restless energy she has...wishing her more settling and peace...
This guy gives me the creeps. Probably relates to the guys shes talking about. Gross.
Oh man i'm sorry you feel that way. I feel so comfortable with him; I mean obviously I just bared my soul, haha.
🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯❤
I am so in love with this podcast, and the openness is so comforting.
My goal is to go to reunion in the next 5 years. I’m so happy we get to experience these beautiful beautiful conversations, I learn something new every podcast. Truly amazing. Danny and Sara are both such beautiful, honest human beings. Thank you for doing what you do and sharing with the world. 🩷
Thank you for your thoughtful response!!!
I loved it!!! 🤍💫
She is so authentic and beautiful can’t wait to go to an Awaken event and an Ayahuasca retreat 🌱
Thank you!!! Which Awaken are you coming to? I'll be at Miami next week and Palm Springs :)