My Time in the Psych Ward & My War with SI, Depression, PTSD, & the BLM
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- Опубліковано 2 жов 2023
- September was #suicideawareness month so I thought I'd make this video about my experiences with PTSD, SI (suicidal ideation), and depression in hopes to help somebody out there who might be struggling. UA-cam's algorithm may not find the topics in this video to be very family friendly, so please share it directly if you feel like it could help somebody. This video isn't monetized, it's not an attention grab, I wouldn't put it out there if I didn't think it couldn't help somebody find their way out of a very dark place... somewhere nobody ever deserves to suffer.
First, I am TERRIFIED to upload this video. Even now I'm not sure if I'll make it public. My business depends on people coming to my rallies, but will people dare come if they know that I struggle with some very serious mental illnesses? I hope to convey that 90% of the time I am happy, kind, loving, and completely "with it". But yes, 10% of the time I am in a dark place. Most rallies, even if I am in a dark place, riding motorcycles and meeting new friends is enough to bring me out of it. And, like I explain in the video... who better to guide an amazing experience than somebody who has literally stared death and darkness in the face? Who better than somebody who literally wants to squeeze every ounce of wonderful experience out of every precious minute in the light?
Over the years it has been a war, not just a battle, but it's one that I feel that I'm gaining ground on. The SNRI called Pristiq has helped, but I have found the most helpful thing for my depression and complex PTSD has been a joint combination of EMDR therapy, talk therapy, and Spravato (esketamine) treatments.
I urge you, if you are struggling with PTSD or depression, to fight back. If you had cancer, heart disease, or were in a severe accident, you'd fight for your life! There's no reason to back down for mental illness, either! There was a time in my life that I thought it was hopeless to look for an answer in medications or therapy. Nothing seemed to ease the pain, and too many times has it looked like there was only one way out. I'm so grateful for my wife for never giving up, and who KEPT TRYING no matter how much I wanted to give up. Over time, we've been blessed to have found caring therapists, attentive psychiatrists, and capable doctors who have helped save my life with medications, practices, and tools to heal and hope again.
The war isn't over, and I'm not sure if it ever will be. But I do know that even though I have to fight and fight and fight my way out of those dark places, that there IS light at the end of that tunnel, and once you break out of the darkness, life is AMAZING and absolutely worth living. It's easy to feel like nobody cares. I know that for some people, in some situations, that might actually be true. People can be cruel and hurtful, but that doesn't mean it's the end. FIND good people. FIND God. FIND a network of help and NEVER give up. People may hurt you, they may not seem to care, but guess what? YOU can be the light. YOU can make a difference in the world. YOU can be the one who pulls others out of the darkness, even if you had to claw your own way out! Because YOU know how that feels! The darkness in that tunnel may seem inescapable, but when you reach out and help another, YOU ARE THEIR LIGHT!
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Tyler, I felt every bit of this video. I am 52 years old, and got into riding almost 3 years ago as I was going through something myself. I remember your video and it made an impression on me. You are extremely brave, and I commend you for sharing. You are a lighthouse, and bringing this light to the darkness of the world is what we all need. Never give up on living. Never surrender that goodness in your soul that needs to heal both yourself, and the world around you. I’d ride with a dude like you any day of the week. God bless you bro.
This took a ton of courage. Thanks for helping to reduce mental health stigma. I’m very impressed.
Thank you for hanging in there!
As someone who has struggled, I appreciate you chatting about it!
Dude! I know this couldn’t have been an easy video. You are not alone. Im leaving a 20 year career in law enforcement. I have dealt with thousands of people who suffer from mental illness. Including fellow officers. While I have never had suicidal thoughts, I do have occasional depression, and I know that I am broken from the experiences ive had during my career. Ketamine treatment works wonders for many. I am seeking my own treatment after this. Thank you for sharing your journey. You are not alone. God speed, your friends and family will always need you to brighten their lives.
If you make it through depression then you are stronger than most. That's who I want to be on a ride with. I had a rough few years a while back and thankfully I made it to the other side. Thanks for talking about this subject.
Tyler. It takes much more strength to show this depth of pain than it does to hide it. Thanks for sharing.
I came for the dual sport content but stayed for the honesty. Those years fly by 😅
Thank you for the honest and important message.
So thankful you’re with us.
I lost someone this past year that was part of my life for 25 years. I'm glad you are getting help. Your content is far more important and meaningful to us all than you can imagine! Thank you for sharing with us 👊
Well done for choosing life. I lost my wife to depression and nearly ended myself as well. More people need to hear these stories. Proud of you.
I think you make more of a difference in the world than you realize. I’ve never been on a rally, but just through your UA-cam videos I’ve felt a connection and enjoy the content you’ve shared through this medium, especially the moto vlogs. Your light shines even through your videos.
Love you brother. Keep on going man. We need more folks like you in this world, we absolutely can't afford to lose you. Anyone who is concerned by Tyler's mental health troubles, he and his family are some of the best people in this world, and ty is an absolute blast to ride with. All high fives, laughter, gassing up and great times! Can't wait to see you again. Let me know if I can help at all.
The last time you spoke candidly about mental health a couple years ago, you played a pretty significant role in saving me. It pushed me to go get medical help. I owe you a lot for that.
Tyler I wrote and deleted this comment dozens of times because I didn’t know how to say what I wanted to.
You are not alone in this fight and the fact that you had the strength to put out this video that shows you at a level of raw and real those most people can’t understand shows the real person you are.
You are powerful beyond all measure, you are worth it, and you are not alone. Keep fighting my friend and hopefully one day we cross paths on the trails.
Tyler, it's because of you I came forward about my own struggles and suicide attempt last year. You're an absolute inspiration to me!
It's not something we ever "cure" but learn to mange. Because of you I've not only been inspired to share my story publicly on my socials and UA-cam channel, but I now host my own event here on Vancouver Island to support Men's Mental Health, all in an effort to get people talking and to let others know that they are not alone! - The Get Lost Find Yourself Adventure and Dualsport Motocamping event of 2023 was huge success! I'm already eagerly organizing 2024!
Thank you Tyler!
Thank you. I feel that I'm not alone with my struggles when someone as brave as you opens up. You may not help everyone but you're helping me. I love you my internet dualsport brother.
The road goes ever on. Thank you for sharing this brother. You're not alone, we are not alone. Keep fighting my man you're a great role model.
That's tough Tyler, a lot of us struggle with these things and I am glad you're talking about it and that you're still with us. We need to normalize having these conversations so that many of us don't feel like we have to struggle completely alone.
I appreciate you.
The world needs more people like you Tyler. If you question if you are making a difference, question no more. Truly inspirational.❤
Dude, I love you SO much for doing this, you have no idea.Thank you!! We all struggle to varying degrees, minor or major, but can all relate. Just know that you’re not alone and many of us are in the same boat. Let’s sail and conquer it together.
Tyler, that was the most courageous, open and honest video I’ve ever seen. God bless you brother for not giving up and never giving in.
“If you know the enemy and you know yourself, you need not fear the results of a hundred battles.” I don’t know how many battles you’ve been through, but you definitely know yourself. You are Not alone and I would ride with you any time anywhere. Stay strong brother.
Much love my brother. Been a follower and supporter for a looong time. Tyler is the most honest, generous and genuine guy out there. The world could use a lot more role models like Ty. You are “doing good” and making a difference. Stay strong pal. We got your back.
Thanks so much for sharing this my man! There are loads of people that needed to hear this, including me. You are *NOT* alone. This video reminded me of why I still keep coming back to this channel. Thank you so much again.
It takes a lot of courage to put yourself out there like this, I’m glad you found some resources that have helped you. Such a stigma around mental health but it’s something that effects so many people. Good job, keep it up.
Years ago I was in a bad spot, I came across a channel of a dude riding through beautiful country talking about how grateful he was to have the ability to ride like that despite his demons. He also talked at length about his trials with mental health. Really helped me, and spurred my love for dual sport motos. Thank you for what you do.
This is an incredibly powerful video. So much respect for sharing this. I'm glad you're here Tyler.
Thank you for sharing. Too often on UA-cam we see people that are not putting forth how it really is. It is refreshing to find a UA-camr that is human like the rest of us :) Much love!
This touched me to the point of tears. You ARE making a difference. From the thousands of people who look forward to your videos for the info and opinions you share of bikes and equipment, to the people who can relate to your struggles. And if even ONE person decides to continue that struggle, isn't it worth making ALL these videos?
Thanks for sharing Tyler. I'm sure it wasn't easy. Know that we all appreciate your honesty. Don't feel judged. It takes a small person to judge someone else's struggles without walking their path, man. And the only one who is on your path specifically- is YOU.
Tyler, thank you so much for sharing a part of you. I can confidently say you will be helping many people that have similar struggles, some lifelong. Five of our 8 children struggle with clinical depression. Our youngest took his life at age 15. I can't say I know what you deal with, but I do know that every day you are here is a victory!! You, and others that deal with Depression, SI, PTSD, and other mental struggles are warriors who have to fight strongly every single day. Most people do not have to do anything close to that in their daily lives. Give yourself a TON of credit and try to remember constantly that you are worth everything. Bless all those who struggle with mental illness. Love your channel. eveHope with eveRide!!
Your honesty about your struggles shows the rest of us who also struggle that we're not alone and that we can not only get help, but we are deserving of it as well. I know that I speak not only for myself but for many other people in this world when I say that I am incredibly glad that you paused and took that moment to go see your therapist instead of following through with your plan. The world is such a better place with you in it, making your "dumb" videos. Much love Tyler.
I absolutely agree
This is one of the most honest and sincere videos ever. I really admire you man, I look to you as a role model. Thank you for all your hard work. I will see you for a rally one day
Bro, no shame in asking help when help is needed. If you get stuck in mud with a bike - you ask mates to help to bring it out!
If you ever feel same bad feelings - think of how many lives you touch everyday. You don't know me, I'm from a small country in Europe - Lithuania. I started riding motorcycle just 2 years back (I'm 36 yo). I'm progressing, but Im still pretty bad as a rider. We don't have mountains or any similar terrain that you ride in. My friend recommended me your channel and I watched most of the episodes. Your videos really inspire me. I dont know if I'll be able to ever ride in such beautiful terrain that you do. I think you are very lucky to experience this! We will probably never meet in person, but you have inspired many people, including me!
Depression is difficult, but you are a fighter after all! Never give up, life is precious!
Come visit!
Tyler, it is your channel that got me hooked onto motorcycle UA-cam channels. I've followed you from the beginning. From being a teacher and riding your bike to and from school, to buying your house, setting up your man cave, to renting out rooms, and buying a "fleet" of motorcycles and offering your personal and exclusive rides. Tyler, you are awesome and your message regarding depression is needed. I have suffered recurrent major depressive episodes for decades. At a younger age I could tell I was going into a funk, but they only lasted 3 days. Later on, the episodes were weeks and months. Enduring Alaskan winters for 16 years did not help!!!! Your description of loss of color is so true. The personality of the person goes flat. No highs or lows, no colors, just existing, trudging through each day. We may appear normal, but we are fighting a battle. You had me in tears because I have experienced similar thoughts. I too am not embarrassed about discussing my mental health. Mental health is more complex than any physical illness. Think about it, You are your thoughts!! (Was that a pun? Don't know). Who you are on any particular day is determined by who you are in your head. It becomes a constant recurring battle within your brain, within yourself. A battle of self vs self, like an autoimmune disease, but a psychological one, not a physical one. It is true torture.
With that being said, I would be honored to meet you and your family and ride a very easy route with my favorite UA-camr!
My deepest respect,
Joel J. Aimone, DDS (Retired USPHS CAPT)
Thank you for sharing. I hope you know how much we all appreciate you and how many lives you've changed. I don't believe I would have seen a sliver of what I've seen if not from inspiration from you and your videos. Hope to send positive vibes for you Tyler!
There were a million reasons that could have stopped you from sharing this video, but I am glad you ignored them.
Not only did you share something incredibly personal and private, but I have to compliment you on your delivery of your message. It is so easy for videos “like this” to either ramble repetitively or to glaze over/rush through the sensitive details because the fear of sharing is stronger than your craft, but I did not feel that way for any of this 36 minute journey. I was holding onto every word - you even had me holding back tears multiple times.
Whatever your inspiration was to post this, I thank you for sharing, and thank you for inspiring so many middle aged dudes/dudettes to pursue a passion that brings pure childish joy into their lives.
We all struggle, having PTSD myself your story resonates with me. I don't have the answers, but understand that this is a continuous journey. Good luck with your journey
Tyler - I can't begin to tell you how much GUTS it took to make this video!! Your openness honesty and candor about your mental health challenges are admirable. I am a retired US Marine Corps Officer. I spent 27 years in Marine Force Reconnaissance and have (7) combat tours down-range , (4) in Iraq alone. I've dealt with PTSD and Combat Trauma issues my whole career but only seriously dealing with it over the last 2 years. Motorcycling, off-road in particular has really made a difference in my life - and I own (4) bikes. You keep doing what you're doing young man... because you're truly touching the lives of others! Semper Fi
THANK YOU Tyler. You will never know how many people you have helped. It is only through the bravery of people like yourself that will take some of the pain and suffering out of mental conditions. GOD bless you and your Family. We will keep you in our prayers.
Dude , thanks for sharing this . We all have traumas that we’re dealing with. Remember , from over 100k followers that you have , if you only inspire one person, that’s huge. It’s really inspiring what you’re doing . ❤❤❤
I always appreciate how strong you are to be able to talk about mental health and your battle in particular. I’ve been a Patreon/Producer for years and you’ll always have my support. I pray for you everyday too, and hopefully those prayers help as well. Keep battling Tyler, the world needs more men like you who keep moving forward, asking for help when it’s needed and sharing with others that it’s ok to ask for help too!
Wow my friend, this video is huge and will do wonders for helping others. I am a mental Health Registered Nurse who not only works with mentally ill patients but also have my own battle. I work with Veterans with PTSD and suicide is a real thing. It rears it’s ugly head at anytime and knows no limits. The biggest thing we can do is reach out to those who can help us when we are in need and reach out to those that need help. Thank you for stepping up and sharing your story🙏🏻
Thank you Tyler. This really hit home for me. I’m in tears watching this. I’m a 51 year old husband and father of 3. Twins with my current wife that are 4 and a 17 year old with an ex. I broke a sobriety run that lasted almost 2years about a month ago or so. Went looking for a gun to end my life with and couldn’t get one so I figured just go drink some beer and calm down. I’ve also heard the voice of god through ayahuasca ceremonies i’ve done in the past. We have a ton in common and I just want to thank you for this video as it really helps to know i’m not alone. You’re not alone either brother. You ARE doing good. Really good. I don’t know you personally, but after this video, i feel like i’ve known you my whole life. Glad you’re okay bro. Keep fighting the good fight. Really hope to meet you some day.
Nice post. Glad you're still with us. Interesting that not finding a gun handy may have saved your life. We could learn a few lessons here.
Thanks for posting this! I struggled with sobriety at times combined with the anxiety and depression is brutal. I try not to focus on those problems, but cycling, hiking and trail riding has been a tool for me staying good. You’ve been a continued resource throughout my career in riding by posting your videos. Glad to hear you’re putting in the work and am sure our communities will continue to support us. Be well!
I hope you read this. I am in stage 4 cancer and have lost my ability to walk, ride my bike, do competition shooting, and many other things.
It is guys like you who keep me going. I have been in constant pain for 4 years.
I discovered your channel and you are my top 5 to watch and dream when I was still able to do what you do.
I have a fantastic son of 16 who is growing up and can not do things with him together like bikes, shooting etc.
SO LISTEN SON YOU MEAN A LOT TO OTHERS, REMEMBER THAT!!!
Tyler, I feel your pain. I have had PTSD and depression myself. Life is hard, life is pain, but you keep on going on. The thing I love about motorcycling is the sense of family, it makes you a part of something and no matter what happens in your life you are always a part of it. We all have to deal with the burdens that come up, in that we are not alone. Thank you for sharing your story, your treatment, and your road on and off the bike.
The fact you are able to openly talk about your struggles is a blessing. I know your wife and children don’t want a replacement. I lost my only older brother 5/7/19 and miss him every day. Always keep fighting, life is better with you in it. Anyone considering suicide, please, please ask for and seek professional help. Thank you Tyler for putting out this type of content both on two wheels AND particularly men’s mental health struggles.
A few things I wanted to say:
Thank you so much for sharing with all of us your story. Stigma around mental health and mental health treatment has gone on for to long! And you opening up inspires so many like myself to continue to be open about it.
I'm happy to hear that you have treatments and techniques that work for you because as someone who struggles with mental health, It took me a long 8 years to find something that works for me. I'm 24 nearly 25 and I am Still fine-tuning my techniques for dealing with mental health. I'm really hoping that getting a motorcycle really compliments my love of the outdoors and further treats me.
Your EMR movement vid is what got me back into riding again and I'm working hard to get myself a new dual sport to ride.
Riding and being outdoors is such a spiritual and refreshing experience to me that I don't think I'll ever not work and play outdoors.
I’m glad you’re still here, and are getting the help you need. I’ve struggled with this in my past as well. You’ve been a big inspiration for me to try taking my wheels off pavement, and I’ve enjoyed it very much. I wish you the best in your ongoing struggle.
I have a few family members and friends that deal with mental health issues. This video has enlightened me more then anything else I've watched or read. Thank you for posting it!! I'm glad your still here and props to you for sharing.
I think videos like these are hugely important and even though it's look upon as a negative subject, it can be a positive influence for change. It's super helpful to see others that grapple with some of the same issues who are still successful. You are brave for sharing this side of your life and I genuinely thank you for sharing. I have great respect for you, what you do, and what you create.
Thank you for sharing Tyler, please remember we are here for you as much as you're there for us....... your Chanel has helped since back in the klr days.... you make a difference.......in so many ways and on so many levels.
You are doing more than millions of others by sharing this video and your experience. It's okay to not be so critical of yourself, you're a bigger man than me for sharing this with us and we all support you and what you bring to the table.
Well sir, it’s strange I ran on to this video today.
It’s October the 3rd.
Next week on the 11th it will be 15 years that I lost my step son in Iraq.
My wife has had her ups and downs, but she’s a tough cookie and has a great family to support her.
I’ve been everything from the shoulder to cry in to the punching bag when she’s really pissed at the world.
I researched the grief process she has gone thru a lot and have helped her thru the tough times and roller coaster of emotions
The pain never goes away, but we are making it thru the tough times a lot better now.
You’d think after 15 years, I would know when those tough times are going to hit.
But I still get blindsided by them to this day.
However, my big concern and the reason writing this comment is that one of the soldiers that was with Marcus when he got hit by the IED, has had a really rough time.
For some reason, this young man has reached out to me off and on throughout the years.
He says I’m a calming source of reason for him.
I listen to him and just let him ramble on about what he is experiencing at that moment or what he’s been going thru.
Now understand, I’m the poster character of a mid to late 50 year old GenX man.
You know the:
Pull yourself up by the boot straps…
Rub some mud on that cut and breath thru the pain…
That kind of old fart.
So like I said, I listen to this young man and just let him get it all out.
Then when he’s over the hump, I let him know that the next step is up to him.
But that choosing a permanent solution for a temporary problem is not the answer.
He claims the VA assistance groups are not helpful for him.
He says that the therapist haven’t walked in his shoes and seen what he’s seen.
I’m now starting to research what I can do to help him.
He’s a good young man that definitely has some demons that often become more than he can handle.
I know in my heart, he’d never hurt anyone else, but I worry about him.
I’m going to pray about your video tonight.
Maybe he could get some benefit out of watching this and see if maybe this treatment might be helpful for him.
Thanks for sharing this.
I know it had to be tough as hell, and you’re probably thinking you should take it down.
DON’T!!!
If it helps one person, like it has helped me to possibly be able to help this young man…. It’s worth it all.
You’re on my prayer list young man with a lot of other people.
But your situation is and eye opener for me.
I’ll admit I don’t understand the thoughts of suicide.
It’s just never something I’d consider.
Now beating the hell out of someone that pisses me off.
Yea I can see that.
Like I tell a lot of people now.
Don’t mess with an old fart.
Life in jail for us ain’t that long at this point.
But since I’ve dealt with this young man’s survivors guilt for years now, I see that strong bad ass men, sure fight some evil demons.
Hey man, we get that it's hard to put it out there, but you never know when your message arrives just in time for someone else. And, anybody that thinks you're "weak" and unsubs, well you don't need that sub. Thank you for sharing this.
I love you Dustin, thanks for sharing something so difficult to talk about. I'm glad you're still here, and I think you have this incredible way of being real with us. Thank you for everything you do. I hope you know how much of a difference you make in so many people's lives.
Much love Tyler! Thanks for sharing your story and bringing light to a difficult topic. Reading through the comments and seeing all the support gives me a big smile. I have met some great friends and seen some amazing places all because we love being on 2 wheels. Such an amazing community! Hope to be a part of one of your rallies some day.
Thank you! You give me hope and comfort that I am on the right track too. I feel all those things too. You make a difference to me!
Keep it up. And I will too.
Man you are so brave and such an inspiration. Thank you for your honesty and willingness to share this oh-so-very personal struggle. You deserve to enjoy all the good things this life has to offer, so may you go from strength to strength. Much love back to you.😇💜
This is HUGE!
My god what a video. I really respect you putting this out. I am awestruck at how cohesive your whole talk is when it is on the fly, I guess that shows how far you have come in your process.
I can't put into words how much I root for your after this video. And any customer who would think twice about riding with you after this video do not deserve to have your first class guided tour through your god's masterpiece.
I am so impressed by you positivity and bouyant spirit, you seem like the greatest guy and you deserve to feel well and live your best life. You bring so much to this world and you belong here.
I always liked your presence in the offroad world of lame manliness and 'just send it' stupidity - I always felt that you were a first class guy, but I never realised the depth you have and that you are able to share. Truly inspiring.
If I ever find myself near you, I will go ride with you and be honored.
All the best from Copenhagen,
Peter
Wow, wow, wow! Powerful words and emotions and a huge amount of bravery to share this with everyone. Thank you so much for doing that! I have also struggled with PTSD, depression and anxiety and although everyone's battles are different, I totally understand how you feel. This story of yours has a purpose and that is to reach out to others in the same situation who are feeling so alone in their struggle. They are not alone, you are not alone and I for one, would be happy to ride with someone who has the strength you have. Keep riding, keep taking people out and showing them the beauty of this world and keep fighting, each and every day. The world needs people like you who can turn around and show everyone that it is possible to fight mental illness, that sharing your emotions with people is not a weakness but a strength and that the help and support needed is out there, we just have to ask. This video is going to touch many lives, thank you!
Thank you very much for sharing this. It means a lot to know someone else with a seemingly similar mindset deals with these issues successfully, and that the help actually works.
Thank you, Tyler, for sharing your important story. You are brave and your story is beautiful. It is already helping many people because someone in my group shared it with me. And, I will share it also. There is a metaphor about when a rock is tossed into a still lake, the ripples go out in all directions. By telling your story, you are sending it out (with love) so that others can hear it too. They can know they aren't alone, and they also can find a pathway to a new solution of help. You are saving lives, and making lives better. Thank you and God bless you ❤
Keep crushin it dude, I struggle with trauma from an explosion as a boy and also my military time. I always do feel better when I get to talk it out. It’s not always easy to seek help for me but man when I get it I’ve noticed it’s helpful. Thank you for doing what you do!
Thank you for putting this out.
You're making a bigger impact then you can ever know that is for sure.
I appreciate you and im glad you're still with us and sharing this!
I watch your channel because the content is amazing and most of all, honest. The sweet spirit that you convey through your videos is what makes your channel stand out so keep crushing it brother, I hope to come out and ride with you one day soon. Thank you for sharing.
Tyler, your courage to open up is amazing! Your willingness to share is undoubtedly helping others. Thank you
Been watching your vids for years and have always enjoyed your upbeat, interesting commentary. BIG-TIME KUDOS to you for overcoming your fear of posting about this. Everyone is messed up in one way or another, and the way forward is to acknowledge it and start working on it. Your courage just may help save one other person, and that would be more than enough reward. Keep up the fight! Keep doing the WORK! You're a good man, eveRide.
Tyler, I am so thankful and inspired that you shared your story. Yes it's intense. Life is intense. You're sharing what I think will be pretty universally accepted. Lives are mostly a closed book, with a tidy exterior but underneath, the struggles are many. The difference here is not that you're that different, challenged, sometimes hurting, or broken in some way. You're more like me than not. It's simply that you're STRONG enough to share your story. I appreciate you and hope you can feel that you've likely helped the trajectory of more than a few people today. Cheers!
I respect you even more now! That took courage. We all deal with this in one way or another. My brother took his own life and he dealt with a lot of the same things you do, so I'm happy you are getting help. Keep up the good work!
Have loved this channel since discovering it a few years ago. You’ve done a lot of good in the world. I applaud you for making this video!
Thanks for posting this. I've been extremely depressed lately and pondering getting Ketamine therapy myself. I'm better at the moment, but truly brother. I appreciate it. This is possibly the most important UA-cam video I've seen all year.
Tyler, wonderful video. It doesn't put me off but rather makes me want to come out to ride with you all even more. It was really helpful for me to hear you talk about specific events and memories during treatment; that gave me a perspective and an understanding that I don't have.... and a lot of things to think about that I had never considered. There's a bad stigma in our society with respect to dealing with depression etc and videos like this help normalize the process - that's something to celebrate. Thank you.
Thank you sir! I will check into it, for my self! You just made a big difference for me today, I would say you just answer a question I had. Thanks again.
Well said brother. Knowing you personally has brought me so much joy and happiness. Sharing a love for the outdoors and the ride is a privilege. Thanks for being a good friend, father, and husband.
Thanks for sharing. I needed to hear this. Im going thru a rough time and its good know im not alone. Keep up the fight.
Tyler, thanks for being real! This is one thing I have always appreciated about you and the content you share on your channel. You are making a difference! Everyone knows someone that battles with mental health on some level or another. Your video helped me in some way understanding my own failings in trying live cope with their mental health issues. Keep up the faith, keep it real, and keep your head up and moving forward. I,m routing for you!
Thank you for sharing Tyler. I know this stuff isn't easy at all. It is really commendable how open you are to sharing your problems and trying to help others through it. Keep in fighting man! It's a journey but I know you can make it!
Good on you man, took a lot of courage to share your story. No need to feel embarrassed about the medication. It's actually pretty cool to see the advancements that have been made recently in terms of the therapeutic benefits of drugs that were otherwise considered illicit substances.
Thanks for sharing your experience with us man. You do make a difference in other's lives, whether it be the rides you take people on, the great videos you make, or just being there for your family and friends.
Thank you for sharing.
This speaks into what I have been going through in so many ways.
Thank you for being open and vulnerable. God is out there watching over us and he wants us to be happy, carry on and keep your faith strong.
You have been such an inspiration for so many people. PLEASE carry on doing what you are doing and keep strong.
Much love from all of your fans.
Thank you for this video and your candid emotions about something I’ve struggle with for the extent of my life. Your videos helped me through a very tough time 3-4 years ago and I’m blessed to have met and ridden with you. You’re an inspiration Ty! And I look forward to our future rides together!
thank you for sharing your journey, its very meaningful. i love all the things you share with us, so many people i know are inspired by you videos, and so many other youtubers i watch started after watching your videos!
Tyler, I follow you because of the things you share. All of it. I would choose you and your company because of your courage and honesty. Thank you for sharing and helping to bring the issues into the light.
Much love Bro! So glad to have found you many years ago. Please keep sharing and know that we appreciate you. Its important for people to see shared struggles and to know we can all live a great life.
Funny I said years above but it's been more than a decade!!!!! Remeber this on every video? 0#0
You are so courageous and honest...thank you so much for sharing your pain and your spiritual experience. I am struggling right now.
This is the bravest thing I have seen or watched in a very long time. Thank you for this. I have been in the hospital 3 times because of this exact issue. The difference being I went via VA. I'm never going back in that way. I felt locked up in prison. Treated like a different person by staff. Heard staff making jokes and things. I never felt more helpless than my first experience in the hospital. 2 more times in and I think I'm in the right direction now. Dirt bikes have saved my life. The friends I have made doing it and meeting at races. Dude thanks for this video. Bravest person I've seen in a long time. Tyler you are an inspiration to me and I'm sure to many others. I've got to get my ass out there and ride. I've always loved your videos and damn it, man. You made me cry with ya. Thanks again and until the next one! Stay strong brother! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
Hey Tyler. I just wanted to say thank you for your openness, honesty and transparency. Since the whole start of the whole c19 thing I myself have had to sort through some difficult times in my own life. You have been a tremendous encouragement to me. And I just wanted to say thank you my friend and God bless you. You are making a difference.
I am proud of you for not only seeking helping and continuing to work through it and seeking help but for being able to record this and post it. It takes a lot of courage and strength to do this and I am proud of you. I relate to so much of your content including your struggles with mental health and I still look up to you and hope to be able to ride with you one day. Keep up the great work Tyler
You definitely made a difference today. Thanks for having the courage to say the things all men are afraid to admit to. We need to be the rock, we need to be the bread winner, we need to be stoic, and we need to show up all the time. There is no time to talk about the feels. We aren't good about being vulnerable to each other. Just like Beyondzeroapparel, i've been in the same boat. once i feel competent on my bike, i'll be joining one of your rally's. Keep on doing what you do, it's important to all of us to know you're out there.
Thank you for sharing such an heartfelt and personal video. To know that you bring so many people true joy and open their eyes to some beautiful country just on UA-cam alone. Then there are those who've had the good fortune of riding with you on your rides. That's something amazing you're sharing with the world. For all that joy you've brought people, you too are deserving of equal or even more joy and happiness. I truly wish you the best as you navigate the rocky terrain and precipitous cliffs of mental health challenges. Lots of us out here pulling for you! 🥰
this was very helpful to listen to. two things I love, dirt biking, introspection, and just reflecting on life. thanks for the vulnerability bro. much love. good times are always ahead. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Mental awareness is a big deal. I'm glad your dealing with your issues. There is no need to be embarrassed. Talking about it seems to help most folks. I'm glad you did this video it may make others more comfortable about talking about their issues and get help .
Thank you for sharing this sir. Keep on going, you are inspiration for everyone undergoing the same situation. Sendingvlove from the Philippines.
thank so much ,i too have a hard time with life and "childhood ptsd "but i will never give up .life is hard and it only make me work harder .so keep on going on .god bless u and yours
Thanks for sharing i struggle with all the same crap sometimes it helps to know others are as well. Hope it gets better for you, you have alot to offer the world.
Thank you for posting this Tyler.
Thanks for sharing . I have had many a life experience that shook me to my core . I'd ride with you any day . Your doing great !
Thanks for sharing.
More ppl suffer than you know.
Keep striving to keep your head above water.
I find joy in friends, family, and experiences ( they can be hard/tough and still positive/building).
Tyler, you are loved and appreciated by so many in the motorcycle world. Keep using your talent to show us your piece of paradise! Every episode I watch, I wish I was there.
Stay strong.
I appreciate this video, and you yourself out there. So many people feel like they have to deal with this alone. Much respect to you, my friend. Much love!
Tyler I want to thank you for the video, being honest and sharing your journey. Life is not easy, some are luckier than others. Some of us fight demons for life it drives us good or bad. Keep doing what you are doing 💪