I sometimes feel like I don't have friends. They're just chatting and laughing, having fun. And I am there too pretending to be part of their group or like I am contributing to the conversation, but I'm just there silent pretending to laugh sometimes even though I feel lost in a void. I feel much better when I'm alone in my room, but I don't like that. I do great in school. I have the best grades in the class, but sometimes I feel like I don't deserve them.
I was passing here just to read about people... Sometimes, we feel like that, I feel I'm apart of the society, Like the World is meaningless and worthless... I'm tired of existing, tired of being tired, people do things because they want something and they miss something too. I cannot completelyunderstand what is going on inside your head, but I can respect your pain... when you feel you're worthless and don't deserve things, remember: there are two sides... Even tho you feel like that, remember that exists people that love you, people who worry about you... God love us and there is a way out... you're stronger than these feeling and we will get through this, our lifes are meaningful and we make the difference, together WE make the difference. Peace mate, if you wanna talk to me... add me on Instagram, it's arth.reimann
Aperture, my friend, I just want to thank you. I cried to this video, my first time crying in a long time and I've honestly needed it: at first of fear and anxiety, and then of joy. It feels so good to finally have a name to put to what I've been feeling my whole life. I was raised in an environment that preached this imposter syndrome to me from birth and it feels so good to know that I'm not alone, and that what I feel is quantifiable and understandable. I've always tried to be the very best and I know I'm not and I never will be and yet I still try; I'm told that I'm the best or that I'm great or that I should be proud of myself and I look at myself and I know that's a lie. I'm a role model to those around me and I'm afraid to tell them that I'm not who they think I am. I'm afraid to tell people around me who I really am. Simply put, I am afraid to be myself. I'm just happy to understand myself finally. I know I have a problem, that I have a massive inferiority complex, that it's not healthy to have attempted suicide three times before 16, but no matter what I tell myself nothing has worked because I never knew what the problem was; and honestly, I still don't know if I do. There's a name to it, great, but it feels like I'm chasing branches instead of the roots. Maybe everyone has a different root to this problem. And maybe, thanks to you, I'm ready to look for my own. Thank you. You can't possibly understand what this 10 minute video has meant to me. Thank you so much.
GAGAGAGAGAAGAG this is wonderful! PRANK! It is terrible! I looked in the mirror and saw something UNPRETTY: my face. GAGAGAGAG! But I am happy again because I have TWO HOT GIRLFRIENDS and I make cool YT videos with them! Good evening, love and peace, dear lik
This is definitely the best video I've ever watched since I was born. I mean you told me of a problem I never new I had in the first place and even how to solve it
True.only a few of my friends sit to hear my philosophy.i love deep talks and help others.mostly I'm the emotion dumber in my friends.everyone tells their emotions to me.......
I feel ya. It seems like my family and friends always avoid talking about subjects that are mentioned by this channel for example. I don’t like small talks but damn I can’t find anyone who I can talk to about these things and end up talking to strangers on here that have the same passion which is kinda sad
Are all of you guys introverts, cause I'm an introvert and i also don't like small talks very much fond of deep philosophical talks, just difference is that you got friends to talk to and i got noone :)
"They accept the love that they think they deserve" That hit me in a very soft spot and it explains the way I was behaving around my crush. I was needy and tried to "win" her even when she never reciprocated my feelings. It was toxic and destructive to my wellbeing.
Right? I’m like I almost had a partner but she rejected me because I’ve never had a partner before. Like ok then....never mind. Friends? Never heard of em. I try but they all become bullies after a few weeks. That’s the price of being too nice. Achievements? Well I’ve learned to operate and live in the twilight zone...watching the world from a tiny window observing every day people as they operate in the normal life. funny thing from my perspective it seems only the imposters get to live normally. The rest well we live in the upside down.
This video has helped me in life so much. I put a lot of effort into what I do. To feel that I've earned where I am today. But the taught of one day being discovered as a fraud consumes me. I have been hired to play an important role in a company, doing something that I've spent years perfecting, and still, I feel that I don't deserve the opportunity. It is an awful feeling but this video helps me remember that I'm not alone in this and I should continue to push through it because I have earned it.
I feel like I have imposter syndrome as well. I have an amazing family, amazing friends, I'm currently in college and have everything I need to succeed supplied by loved ones. I'm doing well in school, but I feel undeserving of the praise and everything everyone has helped me with to get here. I don't feel like I'm unique though, I don't know why I deserve this. I feel like all I am is just an amalgamation of other people's ideas. I don't think I've actually done anything to deserve this. I'm just a leaf in the wind, going and doing what I'm told is excepted of me.
yeah jfc that intro really cut deep, like into your core. It's basically what your consciousness is saying to you when you're in a dump, but you're hearing it IRL. Fuck that LOL
THANKS A LOT, This syndrome had a positive effect on me until, this year, and now that I missed my goal by just 1.5% I felt worthless, but now I feel better. I feel the need to rediscover myself and take of this mask of failure.
After watching this I feel like I've lived a lie. I'm done doing that! But yet again I don't know what I want. I want what other people want(read that again) or have... I've stifled my brain to what they've achieved... I don't even know what I can achieve. In Aperture's words..."In the end... It doesn't even matter".
It's me. I'm the imposter. I think my entire life I really have been trying to catch up to other people's standards of perfection. That sentence really cleared some stuff up for me. Also, Aperture, you're one of the most talented UA-camrs I follow. There's a reason almost a million people decided to click that subscribe button.
Hey aperture I’ve been watching you’re videos for a long time and you never fail to amuse and inform me, this is my therapy and you help me get through quarantine.👌
To me it is both, that it pushes me further in life when I am on that cloud nine riding the waves...but it is sooo crushing when it hits you in the face that you can never be your ideal self. Cool video man! I'm glad to know I am not alone in this thing and that this thing has a name.
"Deep down, we are afraid not of being outed as con men, but rather being perceived differently than who we think we are" BROOO That legit sent chills down my spine and I mean actual. fucking. *_chills_* .
"What is reality? Idk but I know that I have an everyday battle" Well yes but actually no. Reality is Reality is just living seeing the world and thinking about it the moment you type a message and you're pressing on the letter at that exact time its reality You should stop thinking about your dreams if you never try to work on one in the 1st place. Thanks for reading now go on and serve the purpose that you want and not the people who say you are.
Watching this really made me realize, that the standards I was chasing, weren’t mine, instead ones set by my class mates, teachers, and parents, You will meet some people in your life, that set standards so high for you, they know you can’t achieve them, just out of pure jealousy, these people stay afloat by bringing other people down (This is by personal experience)
This hit close to home. I'm always questioning my self worth and feel as though I don't deserve what happens to me (good things). No matter how hard I try for something and even if I get it, I feel as though I could have, should have done more. But in the end, even if I had blood, sweat and tears coming out through the amount of effort I make, I'm not even sure I'd say it was enough. I feel as though I'm on a road to recovery from the prison of living to the ideals or perfection of somebody else. (Especially when discovering that the "ideals" or "expectations" I thought somebody else had were completely fabricated by myself) I still don't perceive myself as worthy but every now and then I take the time to acknowledge small victories and efforts. It's about working the hardest relationship of your life, the one with yourself. Courage to all !
Aperture : ''those jokes that you tell your friends they just laughed at them cause they didn't want to hurt your feelings'' Me : why do you have to hurt me in this way
"It's funny, they've been telling us all to wear masks these days. If only. they knew that most people have been wearing one their entire lives." I felt that.
I can relate to this video. I suffer from inpostor syndrome on a daily basis. I always ask myself how did i come this far with so little work? But when i really think and go back there actually was a lot of work to get me to this version of myself. The problem is that the thing that matters is the feeling. The feeling of accomplishment. And that feeling is just missing. Too often we remember our trophies while forgetting about the sweat blood and tears that went into them. I think both are just as important to remember. What is a prize without the accomplishment? Nothing!
All I can say is thank you, I've had these feelings inside of me for a while and even some of these exact scenarios resonate with me, and I've had no idea what was wrong I thought that it was just because I wasn't good enough or that I didn't deserve anything given to me, but this video has just helped me understand exactly what those feelings are. Thank you, you are a great person, please continue what you do
There’s just one problem... I don’t understand this deep English! I am an English student man! Your vids are good, but they are sooo good that I can’t even understand it! But this shows that you work so hard on these videos so... nice job! I liked and subbed! Keep it up. 👍🏻
Man, this channel is so underrated this dude deserves way more recognition, like all of his videos hit way different than anything out there. Love your channel man keep it up😉
My life is still the same since before this pandemic and I live in a city and work full time on commercial irrigation and still worked when everybody got sent home.
Oh f*ck. This is so me 😭 “You know... they’ve been telling all of us to wear masks these days. If only they knew that we’ve been wearing one for our entire lives.” That hit so f*cking hard.
Beautiful video. Extremely well narrated and the visuals were perfect. Hope this can gain lots of traction as tons of people deserve to see this masterpiece
Since when did you switch to making Self Help videos rather than the cool Sci- fi and tech related ones.😅 But anyways you are one of the coolest UA-camrs out here and I hope you reach 1 million subscribers soon.😊🙏
I have never felt that personally attacked by a disembodied voice in my life. That being said I also learnt more about myself than I have with any other disembodied voice. Thanks Aperture.
When you're playing among us with the boys- Nah but in all seriousness, this video is spitting FACTS! Like, be honest with yourself. I've felt this, you've felt this, your parents have, and your friends too. But at the end of the day, how are you going to love anyone if you can't love yourself?
This is exactly what I've been feeling this whole month since I started uni, I feel like an impostor with all these better and more qualified people (the normally all-round entrance exam was simpler due to covid).
I'm nearly at 1,000,000 subscribers. If you enjoyed this video, please consider subscribing.. 🖤
Im subbed too
Love you dude ❤️
get this man to 1 mill he deserves it
Aperture yesssss
ive done my part :)
Meanwhile I’m here feeling like I’ve accomplished everything in the world after completing that one assignment which is due tomorrow.
Same
Haha yes
hope it turns out well!
Well i feel like I finally achieved something in my life because I just finished my dream school
Lol same
"Appear weak when you are strong, appear strong when you are weak"
-Sun Tzu, The Art of War
Or you can appear just to appear
@@mexicanwarrior12345 lol wut
This is also in Chanakya Niti
Morgan Skinner It also applies really well when facing problems in life.
That explains overpowered anime mc's
*Wild* *APERTURE* *appeared!*
*APPERTURE* used *Personal Attack!*
It's super effective!
*Existence* *Fainted!*
@@drunkensavant7919 na im 27, and i still wanna catch em all
They always ask who’s the impostor, but never how’s the impostor
How's you? Yes You
Chinteshwar Babu I’m good, wait does this makes me the impostor-
Can somebody tell me how to use the vents?
@@aarambhverma1550 jump in when no one's around you, same for getting out , and use the arrows to go to different rooms but don't be to sus about it
Aarambh Verma sorry to say I think your a imposter
I sometimes feel like I don't have friends. They're just chatting and laughing, having fun. And I am there too pretending to be part of their group or like I am contributing to the conversation, but I'm just there silent pretending to laugh sometimes even though I feel lost in a void. I feel much better when I'm alone in my room, but I don't like that. I do great in school. I have the best grades in the class, but sometimes I feel like I don't deserve them.
I used to feel like that when I hung out with groups of people. Now I just talk to people individually.
i used to be like that
i’m alone now cause i don’t have any friends to play with in my neighborhood and corona
Idk if it’s just me but I find it hilarious reading these deep philosophical comments and then looking at the usernames of the commentors
I was passing here just to read about people...
Sometimes, we feel like that, I feel I'm apart of the society, Like the World is meaningless and worthless... I'm tired of existing, tired of being tired, people do things because they want something and they miss something too.
I cannot completelyunderstand what is going on inside your head, but I can respect your pain... when you feel you're worthless and don't deserve things, remember: there are two sides...
Even tho you feel like that, remember that exists people that love you, people who worry about you... God love us and there is a way out... you're stronger than these feeling and we will get through this, our lifes are meaningful and we make the difference, together WE make the difference.
Peace mate, if you wanna talk to me... add me on Instagram, it's arth.reimann
This is so relatable omg man
I didn't expect an attack when I first clicked on this video-
we're being cyberbullied by a science internet guy D:
Fr tho
I was expecting to be chilled and relaxed by his narration before tiring online classes then I just get attacked WTAF
@@mpred8606 FR THO
neither did I
"Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date"
"Because we accept the love we think we deserve"
Damn
That dialogue is from " Perks of being a wallflower"
Accept*
@Toby Thompson Can't argue with that
hits hard
It's not me guys, I was in the electrical the entire time
Naw I didn't see you on cams
Why where you there alone. The only person who is not scared of electrical is the impostor himself. Vote him out guys
I think he's self-reporting
u vented
Electrical is literal death trap,
Also Amanze Maduko, you cant see the entrance to electrical on cams
Aperture, my friend, I just want to thank you.
I cried to this video, my first time crying in a long time and I've honestly needed it: at first of fear and anxiety, and then of joy. It feels so good to finally have a name to put to what I've been feeling my whole life. I was raised in an environment that preached this imposter syndrome to me from birth and it feels so good to know that I'm not alone, and that what I feel is quantifiable and understandable. I've always tried to be the very best and I know I'm not and I never will be and yet I still try; I'm told that I'm the best or that I'm great or that I should be proud of myself and I look at myself and I know that's a lie. I'm a role model to those around me and I'm afraid to tell them that I'm not who they think I am. I'm afraid to tell people around me who I really am. Simply put, I am afraid to be myself.
I'm just happy to understand myself finally. I know I have a problem, that I have a massive inferiority complex, that it's not healthy to have attempted suicide three times before 16, but no matter what I tell myself nothing has worked because I never knew what the problem was; and honestly, I still don't know if I do. There's a name to it, great, but it feels like I'm chasing branches instead of the roots. Maybe everyone has a different root to this problem. And maybe, thanks to you, I'm ready to look for my own.
Thank you. You can't possibly understand what this 10 minute video has meant to me. Thank you so much.
I hope youre ok, take care of yourself and drink lots of water. Stay safe!
Pi$$ on this tool, he's not your savior. YOU ARE.
“without luck, you’re just a failure”
Jeez no need to rub it in
Wow nice joke u were lucky u came up with it
Jeez 😝😝😝😌😝😗😝😟😎😎😵😎😲😈😲😈😲😎😎😈😬😎😲😎
@@tinsajovic53 Plot twist: *It wasn't a joke...*
Luck really counts to succeed ,but you cannot count on luck to succeed:)
"you're just a failure"
Understandable. Have a nice day.
Yeah sad
@@xxputixxnieves3088 or... Is it?
That perks of being a wallflower scene hits hard.
GAGAGAGAGAAGAG this is wonderful! PRANK! It is terrible! I looked in the mirror and saw something UNPRETTY: my face. GAGAGAGAG! But I am happy again because I have TWO HOT GIRLFRIENDS and I make cool YT videos with them! Good evening, love and peace, dear lik
i just finished watching that show, do you have any recommendations?
@@patatos879 it's a movie
@@AxxLAfriku why do I keep seeing you? Go back to PewDiePie videos and get outta here
I suffer the most with this when it comes to “Am I a good person?” I feel trying to do good is selfish because it makes me feel good
Feeling good in what way if i can ask? You mean morally?
Sometimes our brains do that
You shouldn't, yourself feeling good for doing good is just a small reward, you deserve it, embrace it🙂
Old good inferior Fi battle :)
When you play AmongUs and get philosophical.
basically, yeah
Bro when I read the title I was like... wait Among us?
@@ensarb2298 I was playing among us when bell rang
Xan 1 bro me too wtf 😂
Xan 1 // “green is kil” “no”
"you're a perfectionist chasing someone else's definition of perfection, neither can be achieved at the end of the day"
that slapped me in the face
For real
I’m trying to change but at the same time I know I’m avoiding it also...
same, but we can get through it at the end of the day.
You Got This! I believe in you!
Wondrous S is kinda sus lets vote him out
"You're a perfectionist chasing someone else's definition of perfection"
I can relate.
Nobody:
That one quiet kid in class when he starts talking:
The quiet kid in a conversation:
*E*
me
@JBYCuber ello cuber
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This is definitely the best video I've ever watched since I was born. I mean you told me of a problem I never new I had in the first place and even how to solve it
Me when I get really philosophical:
My friends who aren’t paying attention: uh huh
True.only a few of my friends sit to hear my philosophy.i love deep talks and help others.mostly I'm the emotion dumber in my friends.everyone tells their emotions to me.......
@@girikrishnan5532 you and I are alike
@@shashikanthp3145 😊👍
I feel ya. It seems like my family and friends always avoid talking about subjects that are mentioned by this channel for example. I don’t like small talks but damn I can’t find anyone who I can talk to about these things and end up talking to strangers on here that have the same passion which is kinda sad
Are all of you guys introverts, cause I'm an introvert and i also don't like small talks very much fond of deep philosophical talks, just difference is that you got friends to talk to and i got noone :)
Aperture: "You dont deserve your success"
Me: what success?...
I literally said the same thing
Yeah sure successful at going to school
Everyone: making among us jokes
Me: this video hit a little to close to home
True tho
agree
True
Way too close for comfort
Except without the achievements for me :(
"Who are you? What is your worth?" These questions hit harder than I thought.
(EMERGENCY MEETING)
Someone: Guys, its Aperture, he hopped in the vent!
Aperture:
Im 12
SA_ĎĶ go cry baby
Later:
*Aperture was not The Imposter*
Lmao
@@banned2911 Why do you care are younger people not allowed to watch videos? I doubt your much older than the person your criticising.
Damn. That hit home. I needed this video right now.
you chose the wrong time to post this
*Red was not The Impostor.*
@@denjis_left_nut it's red guys vote me if not
guys why my name in red
Why are the lights still on?
omfg cracked me up
"They accept the love that they think they deserve" That hit me in a very soft spot and it explains the way I was behaving around my crush. I was needy and tried to "win" her even when she never reciprocated my feelings. It was toxic and destructive to my wellbeing.
80% of the intro facts were wrong
Like what achievements what partner what friends
?
Right? I’m like I almost had a partner but she rejected me because I’ve never had a partner before. Like ok then....never mind. Friends? Never heard of em. I try but they all become bullies after a few weeks. That’s the price of being too nice. Achievements? Well I’ve learned to operate and live in the twilight zone...watching the world from a tiny window observing every day people as they operate in the normal life. funny thing from my perspective it seems only the imposters get to live normally. The rest well we live in the upside down.
exactly
@@grumpycat6429 Be more talkative it works for me but maintain a good relationship with small amount of people
Ikr
This video has helped me in life so much. I put a lot of effort into what I do. To feel that I've earned where I am today. But the taught of one day being discovered as a fraud consumes me. I have been hired to play an important role in a company, doing something that I've spent years perfecting, and still, I feel that I don't deserve the opportunity. It is an awful feeling but this video helps me remember that I'm not alone in this and I should continue to push through it because I have earned it.
I feel like I have imposter syndrome as well. I have an amazing family, amazing friends, I'm currently in college and have everything I need to succeed supplied by loved ones. I'm doing well in school, but I feel undeserving of the praise and everything everyone has helped me with to get here. I don't feel like I'm unique though, I don't know why I deserve this. I feel like all I am is just an amalgamation of other people's ideas. I don't think I've actually done anything to deserve this. I'm just a leaf in the wind, going and doing what I'm told is excepted of me.
I’m the same way brother
Excuse me I am the same way
I feel like this too. It’s really hard to describe.
@@Equa11ysurl I did my best to put it into words, but I agree
Bro I wish I had amazing friends 😑
This show is beautifully written, well narrated, and visualized. Good job😃
The intro is just straight up depressing lol
really not something you want to hear if you are actually feeling like this lol
The whole video really
yeah jfc that intro really cut deep, like into your core. It's basically what your consciousness is saying to you when you're in a dump, but you're hearing it IRL. Fuck that LOL
If you think that intro sounded just like your inner self, go see a doctor, or a loved one and talk about it, no one will question it
THANKS A LOT,
This syndrome had a positive effect on me until, this year, and now that I missed my goal by just 1.5% I felt worthless, but now I feel better. I feel the need to rediscover myself and take of this mask of failure.
After watching this I feel like I've lived a lie. I'm done doing that! But yet again I don't know what I want. I want what other people want(read that again) or have... I've stifled my brain to what they've achieved... I don't even know what I can achieve. In Aperture's words..."In the end... It doesn't even matter".
me : is this a personal attack or something?
aperture : *Yes*
intro had me feeling guilty, like i'm on my lunch break man, don't blame me
It felt so personal
It's me. I'm the imposter. I think my entire life I really have been trying to catch up to other people's standards of perfection. That sentence really cleared some stuff up for me. Also, Aperture, you're one of the most talented UA-camrs I follow. There's a reason almost a million people decided to click that subscribe button.
"I felt like"
I'm in this video i don't like it.
no
*yes*
Gotta love it when he goes deep, Love Aperture, Great Video!
Hey aperture I’ve been watching you’re videos for a long time and you never fail to amuse and inform me, this is my therapy and you help me get through quarantine.👌
Same with me ❤️😁😭
To me it is both, that it pushes me further in life when I am on that cloud nine riding the waves...but it is sooo crushing when it hits you in the face that you can never be your ideal self.
Cool video man! I'm glad to know I am not alone in this thing and that this thing has a name.
"Deep down, we are afraid not of being outed as con men, but rather being perceived differently than who we think we are"
BROOO That legit sent chills down my spine and I mean actual. fucking. *_chills_* .
I actually got in my feels in the beginning
This is why I watch Aperture, every video gives me chills
Daniel Middleton
Damn. This channel always leaves me floored. Those minimalistic editing skills...huge fan.
Aperture in for 30 sec of the video
Me: "Starting strong, aren't we?"
My God, these videos are so well made!
Hey man Love your vids! Favorite channel!
ugh, didnt expect to cry in the middle of the day
"What is reality? Idk but I know that I have an everyday battle"
Well yes but actually no.
Reality is
Reality is just living seeing the world and thinking about it the moment you type a message and you're pressing on the letter at that exact time its reality
You should stop thinking about your dreams if you never try to work on one in the 1st place. Thanks for reading now go on and serve the purpose that you want and not the people who say you are.
Moment
reality is your illusion.
@Anonymous Reaper ah yes I'm one of them
Reality is living the moment and thinking is planning for the future from past mistakes
Reality can be anything i want
This has been the most relatable thing I ever saw
I love this channel. This guy 100% deserves a million subscribers, can't wait
Watching this really made me realize, that the standards I was chasing, weren’t mine, instead ones set by my class mates, teachers, and parents,
You will meet some people in your life, that set standards so high for you, they know you can’t achieve them, just out of pure jealousy, these people stay afloat by bringing other people down
(This is by personal experience)
Never before I have been so offended by something I one hundred percent agree with
This video is legit speaking into my soul
it's just my thoughts, but it could stem from human being's negativity bias.
nice video, really appriciated it.
Jesus Aperture.. that was... wow
Thank you for this, a lot of people need to see this
i almost threw a pen at my screen dont make me feel so attacked in the intro
Yoshi u lookin kinda thicc
I was feeling this when I clicked your video before I knew what the video was about. Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone.
I feel personally attacked
please post more frequently .i love your videos ,there explanation ,the way you interact with us in it .
"They've been tellin us to wear mask these days. If only they knew, we've been wearing masks our entire lives" -this man is spittin
bro this video hit me in so much physiological way, it hurts and comforting at the same time
APERTURE MY BOY IVE BEEN WAITING FOR ANOTHER VID
This hit close to home. I'm always questioning my self worth and feel as though I don't deserve what happens to me (good things). No matter how hard I try for something and even if I get it, I feel as though I could have, should have done more. But in the end, even if I had blood, sweat and tears coming out through the amount of effort I make, I'm not even sure I'd say it was enough. I feel as though I'm on a road to recovery from the prison of living to the ideals or perfection of somebody else. (Especially when discovering that the "ideals" or "expectations" I thought somebody else had were completely fabricated by myself) I still don't perceive myself as worthy but every now and then I take the time to acknowledge small victories and efforts.
It's about working the hardest relationship of your life, the one with yourself. Courage to all !
Aperture : ''those jokes that you tell your friends
they just laughed at them cause they didn't want to hurt your feelings''
Me : why do you have to hurt me in this way
This hit way too close to home. And it feels like you picked the perfect week to release this.
*0:14*
*"we know how you pretend to use charisma with your partner."*
*Me: bold of you to assume that I have a partner..(sighs..)*
*sobs*
My literal response was: *looks around*
What partner??
Could you make these into a podcast format too? I would love it! Great work man
"It's funny, they've been telling us all to wear masks these days. If only. they knew that most people have been wearing one their entire lives."
I felt that.
I can relate to this video. I suffer from inpostor syndrome on a daily basis. I always ask myself how did i come this far with so little work? But when i really think and go back there actually was a lot of work to get me to this version of myself. The problem is that the thing that matters is the feeling. The feeling of accomplishment. And that feeling is just missing. Too often we remember our trophies while forgetting about the sweat blood and tears that went into them. I think both are just as important to remember. What is a prize without the accomplishment? Nothing!
Legendary Aperture Just Legendary
All I can say is thank you, I've had these feelings inside of me for a while and even some of these exact scenarios resonate with me, and I've had no idea what was wrong I thought that it was just because I wasn't good enough or that I didn't deserve anything given to me, but this video has just helped me understand exactly what those feelings are. Thank you, you are a great person, please continue what you do
There’s just one problem...
I don’t understand this deep English! I am an English student man! Your vids are good, but they are sooo good that I can’t even understand it!
But this shows that you work so hard on these videos so... nice job!
I liked and subbed! Keep it up. 👍🏻
ig ur low iq?
Kram that’s accurate!
Kalp Joshi xd
This video is so true
It's hard to accept yourself when you do something not done by the crowd
This whole video just felt like a personal attack
Man, this channel is so underrated this dude deserves way more recognition, like all of his videos hit way different than anything out there. Love your channel man keep it up😉
1000 comment nice
Hi everyone, hope everyone’s doing okay through these stressful times, you’ll make it through this!
Finally, someone who isn’t begging for subscribers, I will subscribe because of this :)
Most comments like this I just see and think they're like beggars, but because of the video this is on, i'll give you a pass.
Okay? Not begging... but thanks 👍
My life is still the same since before this pandemic and I live in a city and work full time on commercial irrigation and still worked when everybody got sent home.
@@_Eric._ Okay.
So what?
this hit so close to home. i didn’t even realize that this is how i am until i watched the video, really opened my eyes. thank u.
Everytime this guy uploads automatically know it's going to give me something to think about for the rest of the day
Not always a good thing lmao 😂😂
@@lilydolinski6502 yeah 😂
This video hit hard for some reason. Thank you man.. I get your message.
Oh f*ck. This is so me 😭
“You know... they’ve been telling all of us to wear masks these days. If only they knew that we’ve been wearing one for our entire lives.”
That hit so f*cking hard.
Holy shit this is so perfect, literally flawless depiction at the start
Hi random person, hope you have a great day today!
Thanks 😘
Lol maybe tomorrow, but thanks 😁
@@ruthier9033 let's hope so
U too
STOP! How dare you wish me well being?
I really enjoy These kinda videos with a psycholgical topic. Hopefully there will be more
This guy just crushed my hole live in 30 secs like wtf
Whole*
Its not hole live its lole hive
Life*
Ok Fortnite kid
Grammar much?
Beautiful video. Extremely well narrated and the visuals were perfect. Hope this can gain lots of traction as tons of people deserve to see this masterpiece
he’s coming at my whole existence
Bruh
@@j0sH092 bruh
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Thank you for this video!
It really helped me with my mental health
Since when did you switch to making Self Help videos rather than the cool Sci- fi and tech related ones.😅 But anyways you are one of the coolest UA-camrs out here and I hope you reach 1 million subscribers soon.😊🙏
Probably when the world went to shit xD
Nah, I like these
Your content is really intense and deep, the hardwork shines. It is informative and useful. Thank you for sharing it.
"and how you've convinced everyone else otherwise"
lies an deceit
this video helps me think thanks aperture
The intro: exists
Me: is this like a personal attack or something
As a fan of Exurb1a, I'm so happy I discovered this channel.
After watching this i feel very verrrryyyy conflicted
I have never felt that personally attacked by a disembodied voice in my life. That being said I also learnt more about myself than I have with any other disembodied voice. Thanks Aperture.
When you're playing among us with the boys-
Nah but in all seriousness, this video is spitting FACTS! Like, be honest with yourself. I've felt this, you've felt this, your parents have, and your friends too. But at the end of the day, how are you going to love anyone if you can't love yourself?
Exactly
I watch this video whenever I feel down and it somehow helps me
wow. first I'm hearing of this. i feel like I've had this my whole life
This is exactly what I've been feeling this whole month since I started uni, I feel like an impostor with all these better and more qualified people (the normally all-round entrance exam was simpler due to covid).