the 'im afraid i'm contagious' part really got to me. isn't that everyone who struggles with depression's fear? that your sadness that has become a part of your personality will rub off on other ppl? idk but this song is a real comfort for me. thank you jonghyun. rest in peace. I love that the album is called artist poet, that's how he should be remembered
Sadly yes i suffer through depression severely like him i wish he was still here so i can tell him hey your gonna be okay and your loved so much you can beat this. Sadly darkness over took him it was too much for him but he's a fighter so brave not for others but for himself i wish i could've met him
Throughout the song he relates spring to warmth and happiness, while it’s still cold to him. But he also equates spring with death, as he feels it’s the only way to be happy and warm again. Presumably his band mates and fans are who he looks to longingly, wishing he could tell someone but not wanting to burden them with his troubles. Throughout the song you can almost see a story play out of Jonghyun hoping for help, but giving up and telling everyone he’ll be better when his spring arrives, but he can’t say what’ll happen next because at that point the only way he knows how bring spring is to disappear. I’m sorry we all couldn’t be there for you when you needed us most...
Spring is here, but you aren’t. It still hurts, I don’t want to move on because it feels like I’m forgetting you. But Jonghyunie, I really hope that wherever you are is a nice sunny day filled with laughter and love. There will always be a part of us who will forever resent the winter for taking you away, but may the spring blossom and with it new memories that we can share at the end of the day or at the end of our life with you. Till then, we’ll wait. Edit: Still here years later, I still absolutely adore his voice, most of the time I forget about what happened and just continue on living like normal but on some days like these ones I’m reminded of Jonghyun and SHINee in general and do a little marathon through their songs 😂
I'm willing to wait. My mom loves christmas, but i just, hate it. I wish it never took him away. And because of that, i can never be really happy in winter. I'm crying typnig this right now. But i'm still willing to wait. No matter how many years it takes, he will come to me in my dreams, while i'm sleeping, just like the song says. If it doesn't happen in this lifetime, i 'll meet him when i go to Heaven.
I have honestly been too afraid to look at the lyrics for this song until now and I can almost feel my heart breaking all over again. God he was in so much pain and yet he was still so worried about upsetting others. He said he didn’t want spring to come. He said it was still cold for him. He said it was okay if he wasn’t understood. He just wanted to make people happy. And he did so well. Jonghyun, you did well. We understand you. We love you. Please be happy wherever you are. You deserve at least that much.
Today is my first time looking at the lyrics and I was also afraid and didn’t want to understand the lyrics and now I watched it and....my heart is broken into pieces
soft suho stan when i was recording lonely for a cover, the sun suddenly started shining darn bright. i wonder if it's him? shining upon us all...like the bright star that he is... till now, i still stutter over his name and it takes a few prompts from my younger brother to help me say his name properly
the last part of the lyrics... "i dont want to go to you, im afraid im contagious. When I forget my tears and my sadness, when spring comes to me too then, then, then..." he left it as that because he knew he wouldn't be here to see the spring. He already planned it out. He already determined that his spring would be where he wouldn't experience the pain anymore. RIP Jonghyun.
I know other people have already subbed this song, but I wanted to sub this song especially because I felt so emotional and cried as I listened to this song for the first time. The album is really beautiful, so if you haven't go listen to the entire album. He really did well on this album. I miss you, Jonghyun. RIP.
"i know this sounds foolish but i'm afraid to go to you" whole song, but especially this part is just so relatable. i have this friend that i care so much, and even hearing them makes me feel so much better. but i don't want to go to them anymore, i am so afraid of upsetting them. and i realized i am slowly parting ways with them, unknowingly. hopefully things will get better soon. i hope we can have springs full of laughters.
i thought it wouldnt hurt anymore but it still does. 😭 you did very well bling bling. despite all the pain you manage to create something so beautiful. thank you for the comforting songs when you probably needed it the most. rest well jonghyun. you worked really hard💗
This is the first time I have been able to read the lyrics to this song. Christmas of 2016 I discovered a kpop band called Shinee and I fell in love with them. I heard Jonghyun's voice, singing and spoken and it made me fall in love with the language, so much so that I started learning Korean. February 2017 I started planning a holiday to South Korea because I wanted to see more of this country, culture and language I had fallen in love with. I walked through Seoul under the cherry blossoms in spring. I walked the Igdae Costal Walk in Busan. I walked to the top of Sunrise Peak in Jeju. Tomorrow I am going to explore Jeju some more and I hope you will watch over me and be able to see my joy and wonder. I fell in love with this country. I was here for your birthday and I thought of you, but you weren't here and I wish with every part of myself that you were somewhere in this city smiling and living and being wonderful. I hope Jonghyun that you found spring though it is not here with us. I hope you were watching as I walked streets that maybe you once walked, I hope you saw my wide eyed wonder and joy. I hope you were able to see my smile. I hope right now you can't see my tears, can't see how much I miss you because I don't want to hurt you. But I want you to see my tears, because then you would know how loved you are. I will never forget you Jonghyun. I will always hold you in my heart, I hope that while you watch over us, you can see the world through my eyes. My vision isn't good and my glasses are thick, but I can see spring even when flowers aren't blooming and the world has turned cold. 사랑해요 보고십다 종현
Lofty Radish Wow. This was so beautiful. Made me tear up all over again. The most beautiful tribute to him that I’ve ever read. Poetic. Just like him. Bless you.
It’s been quite awhile so i thought i’d be fine listening to this again, but everytime i do i just get reminded of the time i saw them and how happy they made me as i screaming my lungs out to the lyrics, but it hurts bc i won’t ever be able to see them again together in one place, Jonghyun ah i’m sorry we never realized how much you were going through, i hope you’re resting well now, don’t hurt anymore😔❤️
There hasn't been a time that I listen to this song and not tear up/cry. His emotions run deep throughout this song, and I feel them every time. I hope Spring has embraced you, Kim Jonghyun-ssi.
its another winter without you i hope you are now in a everlasting spring with warmth, love and all that you deserve you made alot of changes for everyone and i'm still so proud of you i did get angry at your choice but the only reason i was angry was because no matter how helpful youve been to everyone around you, noone was able to comfort you back and thats what angered me. Now the anger is gone and whats left is all the images of your smiles and you on and off stage. Thank you for being my idol , always and we all miss you, even my parents who know nothing about SHINee knows the impact you had on everyone's life including me. I hope the next chance at life, if such thing exists. you will pick a happier and more easier life
How do I stop the tears from falling? Did spring come to you, Jjong? Did the warmth erase your sorrow, and your pain? I know you no longer have to struggle. And that your suffering is no longer measured by the number of breaths you take. Where you are now, it is always spring. The air is mild, and the flowers bloom day and night. There is no cold, or snow, or harshness. To those of us left behind, it brings us some comfort to know you are no longer in pain. Sleep tight, sweet prince. Until we meet again.
today marks 2 months since his death and my heart still aches so much each and every day. i think about the members and i hope they know that Jonghyun is definitely watching over them as they go on tours. I love this song so much and it hurts knowing that he's never going to sing this live for us to hear. i just know he would've put his entire heart and soul into it. so thank you, kim jonghyun, for everything. you did well and it was enough. ♡
"İt's alright, it's alright, because There's still a lot of time before spring will come" I think now the spring has came to you our rose, sleep in peace and don't think of anything🌹♥️
2 months ago you left this world to watch over us. I thought this pain would end, but i can't bring myself to forget and move on. You were my first group. Shinee will always be in my heart. You will always be there. I am glad to know you since the start. You caught my eyes first since Replay. I miss you. We all do. And i hope to meet you one day. Your music always touched me and made me think and feel. Now I know your rrason behind your music. Then......then.....I wish i could turn back time. Just likr your debut song. I wish to replay everything.
The thing which makes me the saddest is that he was afraid to see us. He was afraid to meet us, because he was scared that we didn't love him, all the imperfections and flaws and the good parts too. The thing I can hope is that he wasn't afraid to meet the people the love in his darkest times. That's all I hope is true
The melody of the song feels sad, but the general feeling of this song makes me happy 💛 I really miss Jonghyun, so when I hear his voice in this song, it makes me remember him 💞♥️
It still hurts. Really. I thought id get over this, but no. Theres still an empty space in my heart. The first time I listened to this was only for a few seconds then I stopped because I couldnt take it. But I decided to fully listen to this, and now here I am, smiling at how beautiful this is, trying to hold back my tears. Gosh, he was such a kindhearted, talented, beautiful man. 💕💕 rest well jonghyun, you did an amazing job. Even though you went through such a tough time, you managed to create such a masterpiece. I always wanted to meet you, and thank you for your comforting songs that helped me when I'm having a tough time, guess I'm too late now, arent I?
Just over four years now and I still find myself finding comfort in this song. The impact he has had on me and the many others he has helped even after his passing is truly amazing. 5hinee forever
What really hurt the most is that you were my role model, my first bias ever in K-pop in 2015. Don't worry Jonghyun, I'm still loyal to you. But, winter seems more lonely now. Especially knowing that the coldness of winter took you away from us, I still move on. Life has gotten more hard, it isn't easy. I finally understand why now, why you left us. You wanted to be happy, and not to suffer. It's okay Jonghyun, me too. I think of you every day, why did it have to be last year I finally stop shedding tears every time you talked and smiled... But my heart still hurts when I see your face, because that was my happiness for so long. It was so hard to take in, but somehow I went through it. Thank you Jonghyun, you did well.
I'm here after hearing IU's cover. I know that this person is one of the closest friend of IU and I know that he already departed from this world this song is painful for those who are left behind but also a comfort knowing that he is already in a better place no more tears.. I know that IU's cover is a tribute for him.
You never know how much a person really means to u and. how beautiful the moments you shared with them are until there a memory. Jonghyun i miss and I'm proud, you worked hard now you can rest angle i love you.
I feel like I come to this video every March when spring nears. It still doesnt feel real sometimes. Will always miss this angel. Eternally grateful for the comfort and warmth his music has brought.
Jonghyun oppa , so are you ok now ? Did you finally forget your tears and sadness?? Did finally spring come to you ?? Yes It’s spring here .. the spring you didn’t want to come .. first spring without you..
@@DL27292 Dima Khalil Dima Khalil Yes, I believe this song is his Goodbye to his Fans. Jonghyun passed in winter and Spring comes after Winter which makes it much more heartbreaking so when he said "When I forget all my tears and my Sadness when Spring comes to me too" it's just so heartbreaking to think he had planned this out....
I love this song it may be sad but somehow his voice helps me get through it and soothes my mind you did well jonghyun, you will always be my inspiration no matter where you are. Stay happy up there 💙💙💙💙💙
every time i listen to this, i feel the same emptiness as i did before. i cant believe we lost such a beautiful soul. i hope you’re resting happily in peace, in love, in a world that deserves you. i’m so so sorry.
Listen to this song with translation makes me even more cry. I think the most selfishness inside of me is i always hope that he is still here. I cannot lie that i miss him everyday until it becomes my habit. And there is a time when i miss him the most, i also suddenly cry over him. I always adore him, his musics are so good to me, his voice is the most beautiful sound that I've ever heard. I hope he always know that many people still love him and always remember him. And thanks for everyone who still keep listening to his songs, talking about him and recommending his songs to new people. I'm sure he will so happy because more people love him. You did well my love ❤️
Jonghyun seemed to be the kind of person who felt too much emotions and by turning those feelings into words and eventually into a song was his way of expressing those overwhelming emotions. He was a poet, a singer--a great artist. Wherever he is right now I hope he is able to rest even for a moment. I hope he is able to not escape but to take a rest from all of those overwhelming feelings and emotions he had felt while he was still living here. I sincerely hope he is able to rest now. You are and will always be loved Jonghyun~a. No more tears. Please take a rest now. Saranghae🙏💙
Jonghyun... you will always hold a special place in our hearts. We couldn't ask for any more from you. Thank you for bringing us joy and giving us comfort and purpose through your actions and songs. I hope you are well and finally at peace. Thank you and sorry.
Spring is here, but I can't help and feel sad that you left in the cold winter all alone. You're still such an inspiration, Jonghyun, and I'm so grateful you blessed us with your music and soul. I miss the artist, but I hope you have found peace.
ATTENTION SHAWOLS: Jonghyun's 30th birthday is in 9 days!!! We need to do something special to celebrate him!! Let's make him trending on Twitter for something that's not his death! When Jonghyun was born, the world became a better place. We should celebrate that!!
its been three years. i still miss you. I don't think I'll never not miss you. I hope there is always spring for you up there. i know you are watching over us and i hope you are content and happy. you were an incredible human being and now an incredible angel. bling bling, there are times when i can't breathe, when i want you back, when i need an assurance that you are as happy as you deserved to be in this world, when i cry and cry and cry some more, but then i pull myself together for you. Fly high, love. You did well. I am sorry that you had to leave. it pains me to think that you were in that much pain. i love you and miss you, always.
I couldn't bring myself to listen to the full album until today. I can't explain it but the album feels so... alive. Every song. From the whispers becoming beautiful high notes, the rhythm sometimes reminding us of the sound of a heartbeat, the whistling, the scat parts, the humming, the breath catchings, i can't explain it but everything sounds like being alive, almost like being born if that makes sense? I can't help but imagine Jonghyun writing and composing every song, singing them, working so hard, being so alive, thinking that he must do great and that it is his last gift to people he loved and who loved him. It breaks me. Only this track sounds like a goodbye song. The lyrics, and especially his voice towards the end.. i can't stop crying it just tears me apart. I'm not even a shawol but I hope he watches over all of us. I hope he's happy and proud seeing us smile and slowly accepting what happened, even if it may take longer for some people. I hope he looks over us when we find ourselves missing him and coming to his songs with our hearts aching, and this unbearable feeling of unfairness making our chests grow tighter. This song, and the fact that it is the last of such a beautiful album, warm and touching but also light, chill, and filled with catchy songs, feels like him slowly releasing us from a very tight and warm hug. He worked SO hard. He did SO well. I lack words to express how truly amazing he is as a poet and artist. I sincerely hope he's as proud of us as we are proud of him.
Thank you for making me cry again... I had just calmed myself down😭😭 But I relate... still can't bring myself to listen to songs by him that I haven't already heard...
It really is amazing how still his music can help me on my daily basis...not only me but many people more....the space and words he left us will remain useful and the space he created on blue night is timeless...spring was a few months ago but i pray with all my heart that you gain peace and that you up there knoe that you worked hard... winter will come around on a few months but i am happy knowing that spring will get to you with a peaceful atmosphere ...and that you are now resting peacefullly....your worked hard and you will always be my pride thank you for translating this
I just built up enough courage to read the lyrics to this song after a year, I cried even just understanding small snippets of the song without subtitles, I feel so hollow. I have struggled with depressive disorders for most of my youth since I was 8 up until now, I’m fifteen. I found so much emotion in his voice that melted off of Him and into the lyrics, jongyhun may be gone but his spirit remains here and I want to believe in hopes that one day I won’t feel regret for waking up. I miss him and I wish somebody would’ve comforted him while he was comforting us. I had so many questions that are now left with periods at the end. Even so I don’t feel any bad emotions towards him, I’m just glad he can’t suffer anymore.
Hello everyone, ARMYs are having a streaming project for our Jonghyun. We agreed to have Before Our Spring to stream and get it as high as we can until his death anniv on YT, spotify, and anywhere it is available. I hope u can spread the word. Our hashtags will be #BeforeOurSpring #RememberJonghyun #YouDidWellJonghyun If u have twitter, can u RT this post to get more attention? Thanks twitter.com/kriskaylamharis/status/1066890149517176832?s=19
I only just looked up the lyrics to this song yesterday. As I'm sure with many others these lyrics really spoke to me and how I'm feeling right now. Its almost winter, its going to be long, cold and lonely as always. Spring is so far out of reach all that's left is the cold. And it feels endless. When spring comes I think I'll still be trapped in it. Just like the lyrics of this song. I'm trying to get better, but its hard. So reading the lyrics was comforting knowing I'm not alone in this feeling. I wish I could thank jonghyun for writing such a beautiful song. And I'm sure that Spring will come eventually, maybe it'll be a bit later, but surely it will come we just have to remain hopeful.
Still here... missing Jonghyun so much, it's being almost 3 years now and it still hurts. The guilt crumbles at night when I'm crying listening to his voice, singing to me, telling me he needs help but doesn't want to worry anyone, he's telling me how he feels, what he needs, what he wants... but as always, I'm too late to help him, there was nothing I could do, my voice couldn't have reached you, but your voice did reach me, when I was in my worst you helped me out, but I couldn't help you... I'm sorry Jonghyun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I will always be sorry.... I hope that you are happier now, I hope you're not suffering anymore. Jonghyun.. thank you, you did well, rest in peace my angel.
I do not know Korean. I did not even knew the meaning of this song.......But..............when I listened to it for the first time, it, for me, turned out to be soothing and sad song. I always sing this in my mind, or murmur it, whenever I am inside the examination hall. It strangely every time soothes and calms me down. But when now, now I know its meaning............it really feels as if he is telling his story of his feelings........how he felt in his last days...........the pain....the depression.........I felt as if the "spring" he is talking about is...................signifies death...............and the winter he is talking about is his cold life.....................and the person he is talking about to meet once, is the one who could had helped him..................I felt like this...........and it really made me cry and really feel sad. This song truly made me feel as if he is trying to make us get a glimpse of how he was suffering or feeling. But as we know....................Jonghyun did well...............He really did well................. I know I am sounding silly, but, even though i have read his will, and have come to know about his reasons of why................. .... ..................but still, this word is still lingering around in my mind...............Why? (feel free to correct me. i won't mind a bit.) RIP JONGHYUN
As it rains today, I came upon this song that made my heart ache and I just cried. You did well Jonghyun. Spring came faster than last year, you were right but you left us so soon but I am sure you are okay up there so I will be okay too. Goodbye bling bling you will forever be in our hearts. Thank you for all the memories.
Still discovering Jonghyun & SHINEE…. had heard this song before as background to some of Jonghyun tribute Video’s & thought his voice was so soft & beautiful in this song- another example of His voice variation that I have fallen in love with- and then today I read the lyrics…. it’s beautiful & sad at same time…. Wish you could have waited for Spring Jonghyun …. You are a true Artist, a true poet, a true composer, a true vocalist, a true musician- A true Legend- That is what you are….. You have done incredibly well. You have given more than your all to your fans & to the Kpop industry in general- You are sorely missed, Hope you have found your peace 🙏
I don’t need to read the lyrics to understand how much emotion and effort was put into this song 😭😭😭. Honestly I cried while I was listening to this. I miss you Jonghyun you did so good. Krump! Krump!
You didn’t deserve to leave the world feeling so isolated and lonely, it wasn’t fair for an innocent soul like you to suffer and be ended before you started, you had so much ahead of you, you were still so young, you had yet to be married, have kids, make more music, meet your fans that always wished to meet you. I miss you honey❤️
The thing was, the lyrics shows how he feels inside and yet we didn't see it because he's always cheerful. Jonghyun is really rare in the industry. Fighting Jonghyun
This song hurts so much, especially because this happened before spring could even come. When he says "spring will come to me again" it has such a double meaning and my heart just..
Every time I feel depressed or anxiety , I would listen to all his songs and cried. It’s like all of his songs described how I felt really well . Thank you Jonghyun❤️🥰
You have no idea how adorable this song is. I can see his face while he was writing the lyrics I can understand what he was feeling. I just can see his soul through this masterpiece. He is an amazing true musician and singer. No words to describe my love and respect to him...
I don't even know where to start anymore.........my heart feels like it's slowly breaking.... I hurts be cause I couldn't you (jonghyun) you are everything to me and I can feel my days getting darker, you were always there, you are an angel the most purest angel, you made my days brighter thank you for that but I just wish I can hear your voice again. I may be late but thank you for inspiring to to keep on going I'm sorry I couldn't save you if I could turn back time i would so I can save you and everyone else. No matter what you will take a spot I'm my heart. I love you jonghyun. R.I.P.
I’ll never get over you Jonghyun, you were such an amazing person and I love you. I will always love you. You own a large piece of my heart. You are such a huge inspiration to millions and possibly billions of people. You were such a unique person and made us all smile. I’ll never forget you, my love. You did well Jonghyun 💓.
My heart is broken by the lyrics... My love, Jjong, i hope you're better now. The spring has already gone, and we're in the beginning of summer I hope this half of the year will be better than the previous one I've got through hard times these months, but... then i find shinee and you You, only you makes my days better Thank you, Jonghyun I'll always remember you as an incredible person ♡
I'm crying.. because as I learn more about you.. your person comes to me through your songs.. we talk, I listen.. I love you.. rest in peace angel. I'm smiling from afar. Your telling me your alright and that I believe... I'll see you one day.
He just out his heart in it... I am Proud of you i hope we would have met even though I am From India wont understand but i can feel his music here for the first time...... i would have said you did great even if a time it was a failure but that was also beautiful.... and the lyrics.. touched the hear... you know what i feel like i am in South Korea Standing in front of his memorial and thinking of his osngs that make me happy sad and smile... It's like he had made him self a person who is making the other person smile giving warmth to others..... Miss You still miss you jonghyun oppa saranghyeo........ Hope you will be born again as a musician and be like him i will pray still hope you will not be lonely
When it came to Jonghyun I wanted to believe in a warm winter, and he really did bring sunlight to the coldest places of my heart and I'm sure I wasn't the only one. December is approaching, a winter without him but I hope this winter it'll become warm just like him. I also keep hoping that the time spring comes, that it doesn't become cold because he isn't here. I miss him and I'll continue to miss him, but I guess I have to let go right?
It hurts. It’s hurts still after 3 years. My biggest pain is that I wished I could have helped. I regret being oblivious. You were so sweet and kind and so talented. I felt pain before. Felt hopeless, so it pains me you felt that way. You will always be remembered in our hearts for as long as we live. Eventually we will join you. I know that you aren’t just your passing but I thought a little message would help me even if you can’t see it. I hope you’re happy because that’s all I wish for
![김종현 (Kim Jonghyun) - 혜야 (Y Si Fuera Ella) [Han|Rom|Eng]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/d93N0bQ_02g/mqdefault.jpg)
the 'im afraid i'm contagious' part really got to me. isn't that everyone who struggles with depression's fear? that your sadness that has become a part of your personality will rub off on other ppl? idk but this song is a real comfort for me. thank you jonghyun. rest in peace. I love that the album is called artist poet, that's how he should be remembered
Just whatever infires man yeah that's what it feels! You feel like an outcast, someone who will infest others with your disease
Like no one can understand your pain till it's too late
Just whatever infires man this is why I try my best to be happy, just like he did, just like multiple other people, it really does suck...
The part that really gets me is ‘When I forget my tears and sadness’
Sadly yes i suffer through depression severely like him i wish he was still here so i can tell him hey your gonna be okay and your loved so much you can beat this. Sadly darkness over took him it was too much for him but he's a fighter so brave not for others but for himself i wish i could've met him
Throughout the song he relates spring to warmth and happiness, while it’s still cold to him. But he also equates spring with death, as he feels it’s the only way to be happy and warm again. Presumably his band mates and fans are who he looks to longingly, wishing he could tell someone but not wanting to burden them with his troubles.
Throughout the song you can almost see a story play out of Jonghyun hoping for help, but giving up and telling everyone he’ll be better when his spring arrives, but he can’t say what’ll happen next because at that point the only way he knows how bring spring is to disappear.
I’m sorry we all couldn’t be there for you when you needed us most...
WishfulDento+ChoosenSilver stop 😭
WishfulDento+ChoosenSilver i felt the same way about this song
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I'm crying.
wtf I’m crying :(
Spring is here, but you aren’t. It still hurts, I don’t want to move on because it feels like I’m forgetting you. But Jonghyunie, I really hope that wherever you are is a nice sunny day filled with laughter and love. There will always be a part of us who will forever resent the winter for taking you away, but may the spring blossom and with it new memories that we can share at the end of the day or at the end of our life with you. Till then, we’ll wait.
Edit: Still here years later, I still absolutely adore his voice, most of the time I forget about what happened and just continue on living like normal but on some days like these ones I’m reminded of Jonghyun and SHINee in general and do a little marathon through their songs 😂
Andreea Phantomhive oml im crying please stop 😭
You made me cry
This brought me tears.
I'm willing to wait. My mom loves christmas, but i just, hate it. I wish it never took him away. And because of that, i can never be really happy in winter. I'm crying typnig this right now. But i'm still willing to wait. No matter how many years it takes, he will come to me in my dreams, while i'm sleeping, just like the song says. If it doesn't happen in this lifetime, i
'll meet him when i go to Heaven.
Man.. Your word hit a strong punch on my heart.
Past two year I felt depressed the whole winter.
Still missing you my little Prince.
I have honestly been too afraid to look at the lyrics for this song until now and I can almost feel my heart breaking all over again. God he was in so much pain and yet he was still so worried about upsetting others. He said he didn’t want spring to come. He said it was still cold for him. He said it was okay if he wasn’t understood. He just wanted to make people happy. And he did so well. Jonghyun, you did well. We understand you. We love you. Please be happy wherever you are. You deserve at least that much.
Today is my first time looking at the lyrics, I know how you feel 😔
Today is my first time looking at the lyrics and I was also afraid and didn’t want to understand the lyrics and now I watched it and....my heart is broken into pieces
This is supposed to be the 1st day of spring in korea but it snowed suddenly. Jjong, is this you? You made me tear up
soft suho stan
when i was recording lonely for a cover, the sun suddenly started shining darn bright. i wonder if it's him? shining upon us all...like the bright star that he is...
till now, i still stutter over his name and it takes a few prompts from my younger brother to help me say his name properly
the last part of the lyrics... "i dont want to go to you, im afraid im contagious. When I forget my tears and my sadness, when spring comes to me too then, then, then..." he left it as that because he knew he wouldn't be here to see the spring. He already planned it out. He already determined that his spring would be where he wouldn't experience the pain anymore. RIP Jonghyun.
hyun let's meet again somewhere
Fatema Zumairah WHERE IS IT PLEASE
Moonlight Baby I wish I knew how to get to him
We all will meet him in the end for sure 💗💗😊😊
@@fzanesa heaven...wait a little longer. he may come to you first.
I know other people have already subbed this song, but I wanted to sub this song especially because I felt so emotional and cried as I listened to this song for the first time. The album is really beautiful, so if you haven't go listen to the entire album. He really did well on this album. I miss you, Jonghyun. RIP.
thank you for subbing this song. there are some terms here that made more sense over the others. he really did well and so do you. thank you. 💓
thank you for subbing this song. your romanization ver. were much better than others. It is more simplified and easier to sing along :)
Hi thk you for subbing song. Heard this song play in a newly opened Korean shop in my country..brought me here. Made me miss him more.💖🌹🌻
it is not a love song for a specific person, it's a song for the fans. and it hits me
"i know this sounds foolish but i'm afraid to go to you" whole song, but especially this part is just so relatable. i have this friend that i care so much, and even hearing them makes me feel so much better. but i don't want to go to them anymore, i am so afraid of upsetting them. and i realized i am slowly parting ways with them, unknowingly. hopefully things will get better soon. i hope we can have springs full of laughters.
I'm in a similar situation right now. I hope you mended that friendship or found a new one that you feel more comfortable talking about ur suffering
너를 보내는 걸 힘들어해서 미안해.. 종현아.. 니가 원하는 건 아닐텐데.. 그래도 씩씩하게 잘 살아볼게. 네가 좋던 따뜻한 메세지들 잊지 않고 사람들에게 전달할게.
i thought it wouldnt hurt anymore but it still does. 😭 you did very well bling bling. despite all the pain you manage to create something so beautiful. thank you for the comforting songs when you probably needed it the most. rest well jonghyun. you worked really hard💗
portia seine up until now 💔
Yes,it still hurts so much.
This is the first time I have been able to read the lyrics to this song. Christmas of 2016 I discovered a kpop band called Shinee and I fell in love with them. I heard Jonghyun's voice, singing and spoken and it made me fall in love with the language, so much so that I started learning Korean. February 2017 I started planning a holiday to South Korea because I wanted to see more of this country, culture and language I had fallen in love with.
I walked through Seoul under the cherry blossoms in spring. I walked the Igdae Costal Walk in Busan. I walked to the top of Sunrise Peak in Jeju. Tomorrow I am going to explore Jeju some more and I hope you will watch over me and be able to see my joy and wonder. I fell in love with this country. I was here for your birthday and I thought of you, but you weren't here and I wish with every part of myself that you were somewhere in this city smiling and living and being wonderful. I hope Jonghyun that you found spring though it is not here with us. I hope you were watching as I walked streets that maybe you once walked, I hope you saw my wide eyed wonder and joy. I hope you were able to see my smile. I hope right now you can't see my tears, can't see how much I miss you because I don't want to hurt you. But I want you to see my tears, because then you would know how loved you are.
I will never forget you Jonghyun. I will always hold you in my heart, I hope that while you watch over us, you can see the world through my eyes. My vision isn't good and my glasses are thick, but I can see spring even when flowers aren't blooming and the world has turned cold.
사랑해요 보고십다 종현
Lofty Radish Wow. This was so beautiful. Made me tear up all over again.
The most beautiful tribute to him that I’ve ever read. Poetic.
Just like him.
Bless you.
I dont know what hurts most:The lyrics
His death
Or what you've just said....
Im crying right now 😭😭
This is the first kpop song I've heard, I makes me think that kpop is actually really good
@@TheCaveJunkie 💛💛💛💛💛
@TheCaveJunkie awww thanks❤️💛
It’s been quite awhile so i thought i’d be fine listening to this again, but everytime i do i just get reminded of the time i saw them and how happy they made me as i screaming my lungs out to the lyrics, but it hurts bc i won’t ever be able to see them again together in one place, Jonghyun ah i’m sorry we never realized how much you were going through, i hope you’re resting well now, don’t hurt anymore😔❤️
I never wanna stop listening to this beautiful song but why is it that I cry everytime.
Thankyou for giving us such a beautiful piece of music❤
true i miss him otokkai ?
There hasn't been a time that I listen to this song and not tear up/cry.
His emotions run deep throughout this song, and I feel them every time.
I hope Spring has embraced you, Kim Jonghyun-ssi.
its another winter without you
i hope you are now in a everlasting spring
with warmth, love and all that you deserve
you made alot of changes for everyone and i'm still so proud of you
i did get angry at your choice but the only reason i was angry was because
no matter how helpful youve been to everyone around you, noone was able to
comfort you back and thats what angered me.
Now the anger is gone and whats left is all the images of your smiles and you on and off stage.
Thank you for being my idol , always
and we all miss you, even my parents who know nothing about SHINee knows the impact you
had on everyone's life including me.
I hope the next chance at life, if such thing exists.
you will pick a happier and more easier life
aww this made tear up :(💞❣
5 years have passed, yet, I still cry listening to your beautiful voice and heart-touching song. You are forever remembered, Jonghyun ❤
How do I stop the tears from falling?
Did spring come to you, Jjong?
Did the warmth erase your sorrow, and your pain?
I know you no longer have to struggle.
And that your suffering is no longer measured by the number of breaths you take.
Where you are now, it is always spring.
The air is mild, and the flowers bloom day and night.
There is no cold, or snow, or harshness.
To those of us left behind, it brings us some comfort to know you are no longer in pain.
Sleep tight, sweet prince.
Until we meet again.
I can't believe that it's been 3 years already. Miss you so much.
today marks 2 months since his death and my heart still aches so much each and every day. i think about the members and i hope they know that Jonghyun is definitely watching over them as they go on tours. I love this song so much and it hurts knowing that he's never going to sing this live for us to hear. i just know he would've put his entire heart and soul into it. so thank you, kim jonghyun, for everything. you did well and it was enough. ♡
andreystongue 7 months today somewhere out there shining so bright in the sky
1 year and still shining brightly
4 years and he's still very much loved and missed ♡
@@veIvette always ♥
"İt's alright, it's alright, because There's still a lot of time before spring will come"
I think now the spring has came to you our rose, sleep in peace and don't think of anything🌹♥️
He just has one of those voices that makes you cry regardless of the meaning behind the lyrics he sings.
I haven't listen such a strong yet delicate and soft voice,his voice is so thin and comforting....
2 months ago you left this world to watch over us. I thought this pain would end, but i can't bring myself to forget and move on. You were my first group. Shinee will always be in my heart. You will always be there. I am glad to know you since the start. You caught my eyes first since Replay. I miss you. We all do. And i hope to meet you one day. Your music always touched me and made me think and feel. Now I know your rrason behind your music. Then......then.....I wish i could turn back time. Just likr your debut song. I wish to replay everything.
The thing which makes me the saddest is that he was afraid to see us. He was afraid to meet us, because he was scared that we didn't love him, all the imperfections and flaws and the good parts too.
The thing I can hope is that he wasn't afraid to meet the people the love in his darkest times. That's all I hope is true
봄이 온다는데 여전히 춥다 종현아
The melody of the song feels sad, but the general feeling of this song makes me happy 💛 I really miss Jonghyun, so when I hear his voice in this song, it makes me remember him 💞♥️
It still hurts. Really. I thought id get over this, but no. Theres still an empty space in my heart. The first time I listened to this was only for a few seconds then I stopped because I couldnt take it. But I decided to fully listen to this, and now here I am, smiling at how beautiful this is, trying to hold back my tears. Gosh, he was such a kindhearted, talented, beautiful man. 💕💕 rest well jonghyun, you did an amazing job. Even though you went through such a tough time, you managed to create such a masterpiece. I always wanted to meet you, and thank you for your comforting songs that helped me when I'm having a tough time, guess I'm too late now, arent I?
"Then..."
Tae's Wife
“I won’t be here”
@@dejligmussen1234 😭😭😭
It really sounded like he was saying goodbye 😭 the "then" got sadder and sadder each time he said it 😭😭😭😭💜💔
@@SkyeMueller you really made me cry even I was holding my tears, now I'm crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭, R.I.P JH 💙🌹
Just over four years now and I still find myself finding comfort in this song. The impact he has had on me and the many others he has helped even after his passing is truly amazing. 5hinee forever
What really hurt the most is that you were my role model, my first bias ever in K-pop in 2015. Don't worry Jonghyun, I'm still loyal to you. But, winter seems more lonely now. Especially knowing that the coldness of winter took you away from us, I still move on.
Life has gotten more hard, it isn't easy. I finally understand why now, why you left us. You wanted to be happy, and not to suffer. It's okay Jonghyun, me too. I think of you every day, why did it have to be last year I finally stop shedding tears every time you talked
and smiled... But my heart still hurts when I see your face, because that was my happiness for so long. It was so hard to take in, but somehow I went through it.
Thank you Jonghyun, you did well.
2:53 gives me goosebumps!! his voice is angelic
IKR
Jonghyun, I hope that the most beautiful spring day found its way to you on your birthday. 🌹
Its sounds like his"good bye"😢😢😢😢
꼭 다시 만나자.
Thanks for this. I'm also still sad about him passing away. This album is so good...
I'm here after hearing IU's cover. I know that this person is one of the closest friend of IU and I know that he already departed from this world this song is painful for those who are left behind but also a comfort knowing that he is already in a better place no more tears.. I know that IU's cover is a tribute for him.
The lyrics are as if he just spoke from my soul and it hurts so much.
i’ll never forget him no matter how much time passes i hope he’s at peace right now 💗
You never know how much a person really means to u and. how beautiful the moments you shared with them are until there a memory. Jonghyun i miss and I'm proud, you worked hard now you can rest angle i love you.
I feel like I come to this video every March when spring nears. It still doesnt feel real sometimes. Will always miss this angel. Eternally grateful for the comfort and warmth his music has brought.
Jonghyun oppa , so are you ok now ? Did you finally forget your tears and sadness??
Did finally spring come to you ??
Yes It’s spring here .. the spring you didn’t want to come .. first spring without you..
Do you think he was saying his last goodbye in this song? I don't really understand what he means?
@@DL27292 Dima Khalil Dima Khalil Yes, I believe this song is his Goodbye to his Fans. Jonghyun passed in winter and Spring comes after Winter which makes it much more heartbreaking so when he said "When I forget all my tears and my Sadness when Spring comes to me too" it's just so heartbreaking to think he had planned this out....
I love this song it may be sad but somehow his voice helps me get through it and soothes my mind you did well jonghyun, you will always be my inspiration no matter where you are. Stay happy up there 💙💙💙💙💙
every time i listen to this, i feel the same emptiness as i did before. i cant believe we lost such a beautiful soul. i hope you’re resting happily in peace, in love, in a world that deserves you. i’m so so sorry.
Listen to this song with translation makes me even more cry. I think the most selfishness inside of me is i always hope that he is still here. I cannot lie that i miss him everyday until it becomes my habit. And there is a time when i miss him the most, i also suddenly cry over him. I always adore him, his musics are so good to me, his voice is the most beautiful sound that I've ever heard. I hope he always know that many people still love him and always remember him. And thanks for everyone who still keep listening to his songs, talking about him and recommending his songs to new people. I'm sure he will so happy because more people love him. You did well my love ❤️
Jonghyun is looking after us. I swear.
Jonghyun seemed to be the kind of person who felt too much emotions and by turning those feelings into words and eventually into a song was his way of expressing those overwhelming emotions. He was a poet, a singer--a great artist. Wherever he is right now I hope he is able to rest even for a moment. I hope he is able to not escape but to take a rest from all of those overwhelming feelings and emotions he had felt while he was still living here. I sincerely hope he is able to rest now. You are and will always be loved Jonghyun~a. No more tears. Please take a rest now. Saranghae🙏💙
back crying again, i miss him so much
Jonghyun... you will always hold a special place in our hearts. We couldn't ask for any more from you. Thank you for bringing us joy and giving us comfort and purpose through your actions and songs. I hope you are well and finally at peace. Thank you and sorry.
Spring is here, but I can't help and feel sad that you left in the cold winter all alone. You're still such an inspiration, Jonghyun, and I'm so grateful you blessed us with your music and soul. I miss the artist, but I hope you have found peace.
그땐..그땐 뭐? 종현아 널 너무 보고싶다..매일! 오늘 도 사랑해
ATTENTION SHAWOLS: Jonghyun's 30th birthday is in 9 days!!! We need to do something special to celebrate him!! Let's make him trending on Twitter for something that's not his death! When Jonghyun was born, the world became a better place. We should celebrate that!!
그땐 그땐 그땐 그땐 ...
its been three years. i still miss you. I don't think I'll never not miss you. I hope there is always spring for you up there. i know you are watching over us and i hope you are content and happy. you were an incredible human being and now an incredible angel. bling bling, there are times when i can't breathe, when i want you back, when i need an assurance that you are as happy as you deserved to be in this world, when i cry and cry and cry some more, but then i pull myself together for you. Fly high, love. You did well. I am sorry that you had to leave. it pains me to think that you were in that much pain. i love you and miss you, always.
I'm not even a fan but i can feel how sad his fans are and i'm crying because of that
가사대로 봄이 오기 전에 꿈에 한 번만 더 나와줘 하고 싶은 말이 너무 많아
I couldn't bring myself to listen to the full album until today. I can't explain it but the album feels so... alive. Every song. From the whispers becoming beautiful high notes, the rhythm sometimes reminding us of the sound of a heartbeat, the whistling, the scat parts, the humming, the breath catchings, i can't explain it but everything sounds like being alive, almost like being born if that makes sense? I can't help but imagine Jonghyun writing and composing every song, singing them, working so hard, being so alive, thinking that he must do great and that it is his last gift to people he loved and who loved him. It breaks me. Only this track sounds like a goodbye song. The lyrics, and especially his voice towards the end.. i can't stop crying it just tears me apart. I'm not even a shawol but I hope he watches over all of us. I hope he's happy and proud seeing us smile and slowly accepting what happened, even if it may take longer for some people. I hope he looks over us when we find ourselves missing him and coming to his songs with our hearts aching, and this unbearable feeling of unfairness making our chests grow tighter. This song, and the fact that it is the last of such a beautiful album, warm and touching but also light, chill, and filled with catchy songs, feels like him slowly releasing us from a very tight and warm hug. He worked SO hard. He did SO well. I lack words to express how truly amazing he is as a poet and artist. I sincerely hope he's as proud of us as we are proud of him.
Thank you for making me cry again... I had just calmed myself down😭😭
But I relate... still can't bring myself to listen to songs by him that I haven't already heard...
It really is amazing how still his music can help me on my daily basis...not only me but many people more....the space and words he left us will remain useful and the space he created on blue night is timeless...spring was a few months ago but i pray with all my heart that you gain peace and that you up there knoe that you worked hard... winter will come around on a few months but i am happy knowing that spring will get to you with a peaceful atmosphere ...and that you are now resting peacefullly....your worked hard and you will always be my pride
thank you for translating this
Jonghyun ah, let’s meet again - at a place that you’re no longer feel the pain.
I just built up enough courage to read the lyrics to this song after a year, I cried even just understanding small snippets of the song without subtitles, I feel so hollow. I have struggled with depressive disorders for most of my youth since I was 8 up until now, I’m fifteen. I found so much emotion in his voice that melted off of Him and into the lyrics, jongyhun may be gone but his spirit remains here and I want to believe in hopes that one day I won’t feel regret for waking up. I miss him and I wish somebody would’ve comforted him while he was comforting us. I had so many questions that are now left with periods at the end. Even so I don’t feel any bad emotions towards him, I’m just glad he can’t suffer anymore.
I hope you are doing well 💙
When you are not even a minute in and are crying. Rest in peace Jonghyun, we miss you.
this song never fails to make me tear up... may you rest in peace our angel
Hello everyone, ARMYs are having a streaming project for our Jonghyun. We agreed to have Before Our Spring to stream and get it as high as we can until his death anniv on YT, spotify, and anywhere it is available. I hope u can spread the word. Our hashtags will be #BeforeOurSpring #RememberJonghyun #YouDidWellJonghyun
If u have twitter, can u RT this post to get more attention? Thanks twitter.com/kriskaylamharis/status/1066890149517176832?s=19
Beautiful voice
Beautiful soul... beautiful... beautiful.
It hurts.. it hurts so bad but my tears just won’t fall..
for me this song has a really simple music, but i can feel a lot of emotions only from his voice, calm, sad.. he is truly amazing 💚
I miss you…
Let's meet once before spring then, Jonghyun.💕🌹
I only just looked up the lyrics to this song yesterday. As I'm sure with many others these lyrics really spoke to me and how I'm feeling right now. Its almost winter, its going to be long, cold and lonely as always. Spring is so far out of reach all that's left is the cold. And it feels endless. When spring comes I think I'll still be trapped in it. Just like the lyrics of this song. I'm trying to get better, but its hard. So reading the lyrics was comforting knowing I'm not alone in this feeling. I wish I could thank jonghyun for writing such a beautiful song. And I'm sure that Spring will come eventually, maybe it'll be a bit later, but surely it will come we just have to remain hopeful.
Still here... missing Jonghyun so much, it's being almost 3 years now and it still hurts. The guilt crumbles at night when I'm crying listening to his voice, singing to me, telling me he needs help but doesn't want to worry anyone, he's telling me how he feels, what he needs, what he wants... but as always, I'm too late to help him, there was nothing I could do, my voice couldn't have reached you, but your voice did reach me, when I was in my worst you helped me out, but I couldn't help you... I'm sorry Jonghyun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I will always be sorry.... I hope that you are happier now, I hope you're not suffering anymore. Jonghyun.. thank you, you did well, rest in peace my angel.
I'm missing you again today, Jonghyun! Thank you for all your works which gives me strength. I hope you're happy.
I do not know Korean. I did not even knew the meaning of this song.......But..............when I listened to it for the first time, it, for me, turned out to be soothing and sad song. I always sing this in my mind, or murmur it, whenever I am inside the examination hall. It strangely every time soothes and calms me down. But when now, now I know its meaning............it really feels as if he is telling his story of his feelings........how he felt in his last days...........the pain....the depression.........I felt as if the "spring" he is talking about is...................signifies death...............and the winter he is talking about is his cold life.....................and the person he is talking about to meet once, is the one who could had helped him..................I felt like this...........and it really made me cry and really feel sad. This song truly made me feel as if he is trying to make us get a glimpse of how he was suffering or feeling.
But as we know....................Jonghyun did well...............He really did well.................
I know I am sounding silly, but, even though i have read his will, and have come to know about his reasons of why................. .... ..................but still, this word is still lingering around in my mind...............Why?
(feel free to correct me. i won't mind a bit.)
RIP JONGHYUN
Let’s meet when spring comes to you. Let’s meet for sure then❤️
As it rains today, I came upon this song that made my heart ache and I just cried. You did well Jonghyun. Spring came faster than last year, you were right but you left us so soon but I am sure you are okay up there so I will be okay too. Goodbye bling bling you will forever be in our hearts. Thank you for all the memories.
I have no words i just miss him so much
Oh god this song was so emotional before and reading the lyrics made it even more emotional. He really had this planned out for months...
Only in 2022 am I able to make up my courage to look at the lyrics of this song
JongHyun ah ~ I love you today too
Still discovering Jonghyun & SHINEE…. had heard this song before as background to some of Jonghyun tribute Video’s & thought his voice was so soft & beautiful in this song- another example of His voice variation that I have fallen in love with- and then today I read the lyrics…. it’s beautiful & sad at same time…. Wish you could have waited for Spring Jonghyun ….
You are a true Artist, a true poet, a true composer, a true vocalist, a true musician- A true Legend- That is what you are…..
You have done incredibly well. You have given more than your all to your fans & to the Kpop industry in general- You are sorely missed, Hope you have found your peace 🙏
I don’t need to read the lyrics to understand how much emotion and effort was put into this song 😭😭😭. Honestly I cried while I was listening to this. I miss you Jonghyun you did so good. Krump! Krump!
You didn’t deserve to leave the world feeling so isolated and lonely, it wasn’t fair for an innocent soul like you to suffer and be ended before you started, you had so much ahead of you, you were still so young, you had yet to be married, have kids, make more music, meet your fans that always wished to meet you. I miss you honey❤️
Listening to him sings breaks my heart
The thing was, the lyrics shows how he feels inside and yet we didn't see it because he's always cheerful. Jonghyun is really rare in the industry. Fighting Jonghyun
This song hurts so much, especially because this happened before spring could even come. When he says "spring will come to me again" it has such a double meaning and my heart just..
For 6 months, I haven't been able to listen to this song. Now I finally forced myself to and glad that I did
Every time I feel depressed or anxiety , I would listen to all his songs and cried. It’s like all of his songs described how I felt really well . Thank you Jonghyun❤️🥰
His spring never arrived🥺 I always find that I listen to this song during spring
You have no idea how adorable this song is. I can see his face while he was writing the lyrics I can understand what he was feeling. I just can see his soul through this masterpiece. He is an amazing true musician and singer. No words to describe my love and respect to him...
you're being missed jonghyuna, youve worked hard
I don't even know where to start anymore.........my heart feels like it's slowly breaking.... I hurts be cause I couldn't you (jonghyun) you are everything to me and I can feel my days getting darker, you were always there, you are an angel the most purest angel, you made my days brighter thank you for that but I just wish I can hear your voice again. I may be late but thank you for inspiring to to keep on going I'm sorry I couldn't save you if I could turn back time i would so I can save you and everyone else. No matter what you will take a spot I'm my heart. I love you jonghyun.
R.I.P.
I’ll never get over you Jonghyun, you were such an amazing person and I love you. I will always love you. You own a large piece of my heart. You are such a huge inspiration to millions and possibly billions of people. You were such a unique person and made us all smile. I’ll never forget you, my love. You did well Jonghyun 💓.
My heart is broken by the lyrics...
My love, Jjong, i hope you're better now.
The spring has already gone, and we're in the beginning of summer
I hope this half of the year will be better than the previous one
I've got through hard times these months, but... then i find shinee and you
You, only you makes my days better
Thank you, Jonghyun
I'll always remember you as an incredible person ♡
Our talented Poet Artist
I'm crying.. because as I learn more about you.. your person comes to me through your songs.. we talk, I listen.. I love you.. rest in peace angel. I'm smiling from afar. Your telling me your alright and that I believe... I'll see you one day.
He just out his heart in it... I am Proud of you i hope we would have met even though I am From India wont understand but i can feel his music here for the first time...... i would have said you did great even if a time it was a failure but that was also beautiful.... and the lyrics.. touched the hear... you know what i feel like i am in South Korea Standing in front of his memorial and thinking of his osngs that make me happy sad and smile... It's like he had made him self a person who is making the other person smile giving warmth to others..... Miss You still miss you jonghyun oppa saranghyeo........ Hope you will be born again as a musician and be like him i will pray still hope you will not be lonely
Spring is coming Jonghyun-ah ... but why can’t I see you?
he´s here, he´ll always be here. Even if you can´t see. you can still feel.
The “watching over you makes me happy” made me tear up.
In 2021 we are still with you My angel... We love you so much
the 7 dislikes are heartless. RIP JONGHYUN, KEEP ON SHININ'
When it came to Jonghyun I wanted to believe in a warm winter, and he really did bring sunlight to the coldest places of my heart and I'm sure I wasn't the only one.
December is approaching, a winter without him but I hope this winter it'll become warm just like him. I also keep hoping that the time spring comes, that it doesn't become cold because he isn't here. I miss him and I'll continue to miss him, but I guess I have to let go right?
It hurts. It’s hurts still after 3 years. My biggest pain is that I wished I could have helped. I regret being oblivious. You were so sweet and kind and so talented. I felt pain before. Felt hopeless, so it pains me you felt that way. You will always be remembered in our hearts for as long as we live. Eventually we will join you. I know that you aren’t just your passing but I thought a little message would help me even if you can’t see it. I hope you’re happy because that’s all I wish for