Extreme Music ‘Hold on’ (slowed)

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  • Опубліковано 18 гру 2019
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  • @outtamymindyt
    @outtamymindyt  3 роки тому +314

    Lol if you’ve ever watched or experienced competitive dance you’ll 100% have heard this song before

    • @darknights9264
      @darknights9264 3 роки тому +19

      this song reminded me of dance moms

    • @meeha2020
      @meeha2020 3 роки тому +11

      yup. heard it a bunch of times after dance moms

    • @user-yl8jz1tk7h
      @user-yl8jz1tk7h 3 роки тому +6

      i’ve heard to this song soo many times since i do competitive dance

    • @yeetskeetchickenfeet
      @yeetskeetchickenfeet 3 роки тому +5

      My friends did a duo to this and it was so beautiful I almost cried every single time

    • @samanthagonzaleztorres5585
      @samanthagonzaleztorres5585 3 роки тому +3

      Wow its been year you posted this

  • @lunar1024
    @lunar1024 3 роки тому +222

    3:15

    • @faithwilliams4788
      @faithwilliams4788 3 роки тому +12

      Me just going there even tho there’s no information and hoping that’s it. It being it🥰🥰 thanks💙

    • @auqreah
      @auqreah 3 роки тому +1

      TYYY

    • @chaosfulclem
      @chaosfulclem 3 роки тому +7

      Stranger, I love you'

    • @meamurffy6441
      @meamurffy6441 3 роки тому +1

      Thanks

    • @fe4rlie
      @fe4rlie 3 роки тому +1

      TYSM

  • @chloerebekah1356
    @chloerebekah1356 4 роки тому +449

    i’ve been looking for so long for a slowed version of this song! THANKYOU

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 роки тому +94

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @anindyaridha6400
      @anindyaridha6400 3 роки тому +1

      This means so much to me... thankyou for saying that

    • @e._.5248
      @e._.5248 3 роки тому

      I know this is like 4 months later but I read every single word and this really just helped me so tysm 💗 we need more people in this world like you🥰

    • @kkamenickova
      @kkamenickova 3 роки тому

      thank u so much. u saved me. i love u.

    • @ceebeeb2099
      @ceebeeb2099 3 роки тому

      Thank you so much 😢🥺

    • @gracieelizabeth5104
      @gracieelizabeth5104 3 роки тому

      Thank you xx

  • @kys.sophiia990
    @kys.sophiia990 3 роки тому +137

    I seriously get shivers and goosebumps when I hear this song and usually cry it’s just so meaningful:(

  • @Chiwiiibels
    @Chiwiiibels 3 роки тому +76

    "I said i was fine but i never said that it didn't hurt."

  • @singaylhamo9029
    @singaylhamo9029 Рік тому +2

    "But the sun is always there to shine, the clouds don't own the sky". This part is soo adiditiing.. love the song so much

  • @kanoelealaitafea3804
    @kanoelealaitafea3804 3 роки тому +78

    It hurts when the person you love and did so many things together becomes a stranger.
    But it’s ok because hat means he/she is not the right one for you

  • @alyssajimenez2062
    @alyssajimenez2062 3 роки тому +67

    Me- hears this on tik tok and wants to cry
    Also me- *adds to a sad playlist for when I need to cry*

    • @laurencornejo6872
      @laurencornejo6872 3 роки тому +1

      can you tell me what songs are on it... i need a good cry rn

    • @alyssajimenez2062
      @alyssajimenez2062 3 роки тому +2

      @@laurencornejo6872 I’ve got empty by Olivia o brien, train wreck by James arthur, moral of the story, extreme music slowed dow hold on, you broke me first, and broken

    • @alyssajimenez2062
      @alyssajimenez2062 3 роки тому +1

      @@laurencornejo6872 also are you okay?

    • @Sophia-ph5fw
      @Sophia-ph5fw 3 роки тому

      @@laurencornejo6872
      Hope you doing well.
      see you again: charlie puth. Umbrella by ember island. Unlearn by benny blanco.

  • @samanthaspsychiccabin8354
    @samanthaspsychiccabin8354 3 роки тому +92

    proud to say i knew this song before tik tok was even called tik tok

  • @demalghamdi
    @demalghamdi 3 роки тому +21

    0:44 my fav part :\

  • @keirstonbeardy961
    @keirstonbeardy961 3 роки тому +18

    Just found this song and holy sh*t I need it sm 🥺

  • @simsflixx
    @simsflixx 3 роки тому +15

    i’ve literally got this song on repeat. i can’t stop

  • @fahrradsattel5044
    @fahrradsattel5044 4 роки тому +34

    i can’t i love it

  • @vlogsbymaddy2885
    @vlogsbymaddy2885 3 роки тому +4

    i love this song so much the meaning is so powerful

  • @slowedreverbed.6630
    @slowedreverbed.6630 3 роки тому +42

    holy moly this is AMAZING

  • @misczlp994
    @misczlp994 3 роки тому +12

    love this song :)))
    edit: im fine :))

  • @amberdevaul4282
    @amberdevaul4282 4 роки тому +42

    Beautiful

  • @hiacc9147
    @hiacc9147 3 роки тому +20

    I've been strong for the last month and I needed to let everything out so I found this sonv and danced to it also cried to it

    • @Neil_mccauley365
      @Neil_mccauley365 2 роки тому

      How do you hit like for this kinda comment? But how else do you make known you support it? 🥲

  • @thesillyautisticone
    @thesillyautisticone 3 роки тому +2

    "hold on just more one day"
    me crying bc i needed this

  • @bluewolf9427
    @bluewolf9427 3 роки тому +20

    I love this song so much ❤️ this saved my life!!!

    • @Alina-gj3vn
      @Alina-gj3vn 3 роки тому +2

      Keep going ur not alone ❤️

    • @kate-jk5gh
      @kate-jk5gh 3 роки тому +1

      aw you are so strong ily keep going you’ve got this!!🤍🤍🤍

    • @bluewolf9427
      @bluewolf9427 3 роки тому +1

      Alina Sophia I love you ❤️

    • @bluewolf9427
      @bluewolf9427 3 роки тому +1

      Kate I love you too 😭

    • @raspbvrries
      @raspbvrries 3 роки тому +1

      keep fighting. you're not alone.

  • @isabellajones4632
    @isabellajones4632 3 роки тому +40

    I sung this when my grandad died I still sing it before I go bed😭

    • @solitude_kee8986
      @solitude_kee8986 Рік тому

      😭❤🫂Sending u hugs and love hope you're okayy

  • @sethkook7287
    @sethkook7287 3 роки тому +24

    Do you just feel like you want to go in the middle of no where and scream this out?

  • @summercook7334
    @summercook7334 3 роки тому +14

    I think they meant you’ve got tears in your eyes lol.🙂

  • @kayleicastellano9925
    @kayleicastellano9925 3 роки тому +53

    i remember crying to this sing when my grandmother was on her death bed

  • @tadii27
    @tadii27 3 роки тому +4

    i remember the exact moment i fell in with this song when the trailer for ballerina came out and this was the trailers track it was so beautiful literally only watched the movie to try look for this song only to find out it wasn't included, but nevertheless i was still in love with it and it's still one of my favourite "movie" tracks even though it was never in the actual movie ...

  • @maj_1111
    @maj_1111 3 роки тому +29

    Any Harry Potter obssesed who is trying so hard to shift here ? Cus if you are . WELCOME HOME HUNNY ! 🥰

    • @thefallinkids
      @thefallinkids 3 роки тому +1

      MEEEE

    • @mubashiranasir689
      @mubashiranasir689 3 роки тому

      Lol

    • @cal9610
      @cal9610 3 роки тому +1

      I’ve been tryin for months. I finally managed to for a moment, I’ll see y’all when I can come home permanently

  • @yasminn2991
    @yasminn2991 3 роки тому +12

    This is amazing

  • @marlayshiamarkowski6399
    @marlayshiamarkowski6399 3 роки тому +1

    This song is amazing by it self but the fact you slowed it down just WOW!!!!

  • @annabellescarlett6232
    @annabellescarlett6232 3 роки тому

    This is the definition of art

  • @h3artliss
    @h3artliss 3 роки тому +4

    I LOVE THIS 💗

  • @kenley1923
    @kenley1923 3 роки тому +10

    whoever's reading this,ily keep going .

  • @marvelousromano368
    @marvelousromano368 3 роки тому +3

    I'm crying coz I want to give up but this song always remind me to hold on:)(

    • @annagunn8482
      @annagunn8482 3 роки тому

      people need you, please dont give up

  • @chloeromesberg7855
    @chloeromesberg7855 3 роки тому +2

    I love this!

  • @kielandreaoledan9315
    @kielandreaoledan9315 3 роки тому +1

    ACTUALLY THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF THE MEMORIES OF NAMLEE 😭✊🏻-

  • @janukolla4181
    @janukolla4181 3 роки тому +6

    i love it so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @noma7846
    @noma7846 3 роки тому +2

    2:00 my fav part

  • @louiseskipp1371
    @louiseskipp1371 3 роки тому +2

    oml i think i might cry even more today!

  • @zoeengland4072
    @zoeengland4072 3 роки тому

    I have been going through so much and i feel this song is just my pitch to tell me everything is okay and its fine to cry when you need too

  • @mysadgirlworld9339
    @mysadgirlworld9339 3 роки тому

    luv this ❤︎

  • @LifewithKeyanaShante
    @LifewithKeyanaShante 3 роки тому

    Rip Ronald Williams we love you rip we miss you

  • @katelynnadeau1416
    @katelynnadeau1416 3 роки тому +2

    I have chills

  • @ibelieveinsainz
    @ibelieveinsainz 3 роки тому +1

    OK! I'm actually crying! How can I not?

  • @ysamaria934
    @ysamaria934 3 роки тому +2

    How can you miss someone you've never met? I don't know, I just cry 🤷

  • @goodhub8846
    @goodhub8846 3 роки тому +5

    3:07 best part no one can argue :3

  • @tessamoed530
    @tessamoed530 3 роки тому +2

    This reminds me of all the pain that if been true and no one will ever notice that ... thats the sad part about live 💔

    • @annagunn8482
      @annagunn8482 3 роки тому

      if you ever need to talk to someone, ill be right here, judge free, please remember that. I care about you.

  • @yusnisyahfikah6592
    @yusnisyahfikah6592 3 роки тому

    Beautiful song

  • @frviolette
    @frviolette 3 роки тому

    Slow version hit very different

  • @niaprettyxgirl1388
    @niaprettyxgirl1388 3 роки тому +7

    me and my twin sister fell asleep listening to this song while she was on laying on my back.

  • @karllabqaileh4783
    @karllabqaileh4783 3 роки тому +26

    Imagine Jesus saying this to you ✨✝️✨🥰

  • @mikaaax6422
    @mikaaax6422 3 роки тому +3

    Draco povs 👀

  • @hopeslifestylexox9592
    @hopeslifestylexox9592 3 роки тому +2

    I love this song, but makes me sad

  • @shyshazi4217
    @shyshazi4217 3 роки тому +2

    You've been on this road too long
    Hearing music but it's not your song
    Wanna scream but your voice is gone
    Days trapped inside your head
    Can't look up 'cause your world is down
    Walking miles, staring at the ground
    All alone inside the crowd
    Letting pockets hold your hand
    But the sun is always there to shine
    The clouds block out the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    So let's paint the sky
    It's time to start remembering dreams
    Lift your eyes, see the things unseen
    Remember who you wanna be
    Let the light hit your eyes
    Let out the beauty that's been trapped inside
    Let them know that you're not gonna hide
    Hey up there your arms open wide, spread your wings and fly
    But the sun is always there to shine
    The clouds don't own the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Hold on
    Hold on
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on, oh, hold on, oh hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on, oh, hold on, oh hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    So let's paint the sky

  • @kadyreeves15
    @kadyreeves15 3 роки тому +1

    It’s the end that hits different^^

  • @anamelo3917
    @anamelo3917 3 роки тому +2

    I just want to find my dream. I want to find my road.

    • @annagunn8482
      @annagunn8482 3 роки тому

      you will, if its meant to be, you will, I promise

  • @handyhermit8659
    @handyhermit8659 3 місяці тому +1

    Don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry

  • @zabimamaklay4890
    @zabimamaklay4890 3 роки тому

    Finally found this song😭😭✔️✔️

  • @asenaiosua1475
    @asenaiosua1475 3 роки тому

    Slowed songs hit different

  • @kingstupid1715
    @kingstupid1715 2 роки тому

    I’m crying to this

  • @xzvhx
    @xzvhx 3 роки тому +1

    when I listen to this I always think of Neji tenten lee and guy sensi and the relationship that they had and how its never gonna be the same 😔

  • @gabriellapadilla1293
    @gabriellapadilla1293 3 роки тому +5

    Can you do a one hour version still with slowed?

  • @maddiebergen1625
    @maddiebergen1625 3 роки тому +4

    Now I'm crying at 4 am

  • @HSJDL
    @HSJDL 2 роки тому +3

    Hey I got the lyrics for you :)
    You've been on this road too long
    Hearing music but it's not your song
    Wanna scream but your voice is gone
    Days trapped inside your head
    Can't look up 'cause your world is down
    Walking miles, staring at the ground
    All alone inside the crowd
    Letting pockets hold your hand
    But the sun is always there to shine
    The clouds block out the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    So let's paint the sky
    It's time to start remembering dreams
    Lift your eyes, see the things unseen
    Remember who you wanna be
    Let the light hit your eyes
    Let out the beauty that's been trapped inside
    Let them know that you're not gonna hide
    Hey up there your arms open wide, spread your wings and fly
    But the sun is always there to shine
    The clouds don't own the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
    Hold on
    Hold on
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more day
    Hold on
    You know you'll find a way
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on
    Just one more time
    Hold on
    I'll be your reason why
    Hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    Let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on, oh, hold on, oh hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    Oh, hold on, oh, hold on, oh hold on
    You've got stars in your eyes
    So let's paint the sky
    So let's paint the sky

  • @griffinhall2929
    @griffinhall2929 3 роки тому

    Everything i listen to this i think of the person i miss..

  • @kateaustin8453
    @kateaustin8453 3 роки тому

    Thousands of people put on a fake smile everyday, you never know how your friend really feels. So ask everyone you know "Are you really happy?"

  • @taylam2139
    @taylam2139 3 роки тому +24

    My dearest darling love,
    I know you hate when I call you that, but I miss you, and I feel that in this case, I am allowed to. I think you’ll understand.
    God, I miss you.
    When I was younger, I was the kind of person who would scorn all feeling, I never believed the hype that the world associates with first love - or love in general, really. I never understood the idea of loving another person so much that you value their happiness over your own, and make your decisions based on that. That you think of them with everything you do.
    I am a different person now.
    When we first met, I thought you were an idiot, I was fascinated by you, yes, but I hated you, because Gryffindors and Slytherins were obligated to hate each other. At only twelve years old, we were thrown into our own defining worlds - Gryffindors were told they were brave and chivalrous; Slytherins cunning and ambitious. You are twelve. These are your most valued traits. These will define you from now on. If it hadn’t been for those houses, our story might not have started the way it did. I hated you, yes, but only because I was wired to do so.
    If I hated you so much, why couldn’t I keep away from you, Belly?
    I fell in love with you at that ridiculous Christmas party. The fairy lights were tacky and the fruit punch was cheap, but all I could see was you. I knew it was a mistake; knew I was the walking definition of a man digging his own grave; but when I looked at you, none of that seemed to matter. The more you spoke, the more I loved you. You were the lights and the stars and the intoxicating smell of the city, and you may not have known it, but I was entirely yours.
    And with every day that passed since then, with every word you spoke; every moment you hated me, loved me, I fell a little deeper. It was wrong, but nothing could’ve made me happier. You were the best mistake I ever made.
    Do you remember when we walked together into the final battle? I was terrified; my only solace the grip of your hand. But it never occurred to me that we might not both make it out.
    And then that awful fire - sobs and screams and thick black ashes all stuck in my throat; thick flames licking at my ankles. Smoke billowing through the air, scorching my cheeks. But I hadn’t said goodbye. My life depended on teetering stacks of rickety furniture, but I held on for dear life because all I could think about was getting out, and getting to kiss you one last time.
    I never did.
    I kept looking for you, running everywhere, asking everyone if they had seen you. Before I knew it, the battle was over and everyone was cheering and I was so happy, hardly paying attention to who won and who didn’t, but where were you - and then I saw you.
    Crumpled on cold stone ground, your hair tangled across your cheeks. The entire world had gone cold, had crumbled around me. I could sense people cheering, bumping me, but how could anyone be happy when you were gone?
    In those moments, all I could think was; a little longer. It’s too soon. Stay a little longer. Please, Belly.
    I wasn’t even tearful, just... breaking, I think. Fading. I started to die then, and I am still dying, even though people tell me I’m perfectly healthy. I’ve realised that people don’t really know all that much.
    I’ve been reading over and over every letter you ever wrote me. Each is beautifully worded and thought out, and I never once wrote back. I’m so sorry, Belly, I really am, I would give anything - anything - to turn back time, just to write to you; to answer each one of your letters.
    I am pained, inexplicably, because our time was so limited. I am pained, because there were so many more words to say, so much more laughter, so many more tears. That short, fragmented time we had; that should only have been the uneasy start of a beautiful life together. An entire life full of love and happiness and no one - no one - to tell us what to do, because don’t you remember, Belly? The cottage. We had a plan. We would live in a cottage on the beach and sit in blankets by the huge windows and watch the rain.
    It’s hard to explain, and I’m not sure I ever will be able to. But a world without you, Belly, is a world I don’t want to live in; a world I don’t even want to imagine.
    I miss you. I miss your touch and your skin and your warm smell. Your hand in mine, your breaths against mine. Your voice that always seemed to say more than it was saying. I miss the way you looked in the morning, the way you smiled with tired eyes, the tips of your fingers on my cheek. Good morning, I love you. Goodnight, I love you. Your wit, your temper, your courage. How your hair curled down your back. How your bones fitted perfectly against mine. I miss you so, so much.
    But don’t you see, Belly? I’m finally writing back! Why isn’t that good enough? How do I make you come back to me?
    I know your happier now but it hurts. I have had to torture people, and I have even been tortured myself, but no pain will even compare to this. I would give the sun, the moon, the stars. I’d give everything I own. I’d give anything to have you back.
    I really hope you are happy, wherever you are.
    And I miss you, forever, and I love you, forever.
    Yours, always,
    Draco.
    NOT MY STORY
    Hey guys! This took me over half an hour to write so would you please be able to like this so that it gets to the top, you don’t have to I was just asking.
    If you want to know which story this is from, it’s from a story called Dear Draco. You can find it on Wattpad and it’s obviously a fanfiction. It is definitely the saddest fanfiction I’ve ever read and I really recommend it

    • @hope1383
      @hope1383 3 роки тому +1

      I thought this was your story but I am currently balling my eyes out. 🥺

    • @taylam2139
      @taylam2139 3 роки тому +2

      @@hope1383 you should definitely read the full story, it is amazingly written and such a heartbreaking story

    • @laurencornejo6872
      @laurencornejo6872 3 роки тому +2

      STOOOOOOP- I STARTED CRYING IN THE MIDDLE OF SIXTH PERIOD BECAUSE OF THIS STORY-

    • @taylam2139
      @taylam2139 3 роки тому +1

      @@laurencornejo6872 it is definitely the saddest fanfiction I have ever read. I cried for days about it lol 😂😭

    • @natalie.s7226
      @natalie.s7226 3 роки тому

      @@taylam2139 what’s it called?

  • @corriearcade60
    @corriearcade60 2 роки тому

    I don’t kno the meaning of this song but I listen to it when I’m upset after one of my friends left or something that’s why I’m here rn

  • @laceyraine9501
    @laceyraine9501 3 роки тому

    I’m not crying you are

  • @urdreaming
    @urdreaming 2 роки тому +1

    3:07 omg waoww

  • @lisankomerrij9088
    @lisankomerrij9088 3 роки тому

    this song reminds me of my best friend from elementary school. We would hang out every single day even if there was a storm, if it was windy, if it was rainy. Always. Unfortunutely at the age of 10 she moved to the complete opposite side of the planet and the only time we could talk to each other was on discord playing roblox. Now she deleted her facebook and instagram and discord account and i cant find a way to contact her :( Miriam if youre reading this i hope youre doing amazing

  • @alwaysvibin2634
    @alwaysvibin2634 3 роки тому +1

    pov: you wake up early on saturday, immediately checking your phone. it's 4:30- they get to the airport at 5:30. you cuss out your alarm, as you throw their hoodie on, spraying your deodorant and brushing your teeth. you grab your car keys and run out the door in a panic. taking a breath, you drive to the airport, parking right at the entrance gate. checking your watch, the time is 5 am. you sigh, and walk in staring at the airplane gates. paying for two coffees, you sit down and sip on yours. you put in your headphones, and take a breath, trying to calm your nerves. in fact, you're so nervous you set three alarms:one for 5:20, one for 5:25, and one for 5:27. sighing, you open your chem homework, and get to work. who knew chemistry could be your major? you jolt up and almost spill your coffee when your 5:20 alarm goes off, and shake your head when you realize it's not the one. you regretfully open your phone, looking up to see two good morning texts from them. 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 you think, when you realize you never replied. you end up shrugging it off when you realize their wifi's probably off, hoping they're not mad at you.engulfing yourself in social media, you check everyone's posts. nothing new- just a bunch of sunsets. you realize your family checks out your accounts, so you go on instagram. even though you're 19, you still let your family worry. posting an "aesthetic" picture of the airport, with the date, december 23, printed in the middle. your 5:25 alarm rings in your headphones, and you're even more nervous. "shit shit shit shit shittt" you mutter under your breath, causing the older woman a few feet away from you to place a piercing glare among your eyes. 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘰𝘶s, you say in your head. putting their coffee down on the seat next to you, you focus your eyes on the opening gates. by now, the airport has become busier than before, the sun rising through the huge windows.

  • @liekeweis9787
    @liekeweis9787 3 роки тому

    I totaly agree

  • @venus6487
    @venus6487 3 роки тому

    "theres so much hurt a man can take"
    -Damon Salvatore

  • @coratarling1017
    @coratarling1017 3 роки тому +1

    when i need to cry, i just play this song on repeat and think about my bestfriend dying. I KNOW ITS BAD BUT IT WORKS GABAHHX HXW

  • @jezkamaamo3181
    @jezkamaamo3181 3 роки тому

    i miss you so much pierre, i love uuuu

  • @Audreymarie22
    @Audreymarie22 3 роки тому

    This song saved me and I’m glad I heard it before I did something bad to myself not I listen to it every day to be stronger everyday

  • @Anna-hl1ml
    @Anna-hl1ml 3 роки тому +2

    I heard this in every tiktok about Felix in bubble😩😭

  • @AlessiaG851
    @AlessiaG851 3 роки тому +4

    3:08

  • @katelynashcraft8459
    @katelynashcraft8459 3 роки тому +10

    I have covid:(

  • @Sparkler2020
    @Sparkler2020 2 роки тому

    I haven't heard from my best friend in almost a month and a little while ago, she told me how she was going through a hard time. I sent her this to make her feel stronger and coming back to this I wanna cry because I think her hard time she mentioned to me earlier has something to do with it.
    Please reply Riley...

  • @Sarahhh.
    @Sarahhh. 3 роки тому +15

    I dare you to drop the most painful words that someone has ever told you

  • @imeldadizon3554
    @imeldadizon3554 3 роки тому +2

    It's CHRISTMAS and im here crying.

  • @zindusea
    @zindusea 3 роки тому +1

    *P l e a s e make this 1 hour and slowed*

  • @shizedits7931
    @shizedits7931 3 роки тому

    Thing is, it’s a sad song but the beat makes it sound happy so like- I don’t get upset but if you listen to the lyrics closely it’s like-

  • @fabiolaxcela
    @fabiolaxcela 3 роки тому

    ❤️

  • @venus6487
    @venus6487 3 роки тому

    "I was feeling epic"
    -Lexi Branson

  • @itsmeShabrina
    @itsmeShabrina 2 роки тому +1

    ommmmggggggg 3:07

  • @marie-theresiaberling8866
    @marie-theresiaberling8866 3 роки тому +1

    I have to think of Jonghyun

  • @lizz5186
    @lizz5186 3 роки тому +1

    Anyone here after episode 8 of Aot :')

  • @valeriacruz4029
    @valeriacruz4029 3 роки тому +3

    I feel like people should give more credit to the actual creator of the song because every just says “oh Ik that song it’s a TikTok song” like bruh

  • @iminurwallspg13
    @iminurwallspg13 3 роки тому +2

    anyone else seen suicide hotline? or just me.

  • @aoi3999
    @aoi3999 3 роки тому

    i’m breaking down

  • @itsmeShabrina
    @itsmeShabrina 2 роки тому +1

    omggggg 3:08

  • @venus6487
    @venus6487 3 роки тому +1

    roses are red
    violets are blue
    i came here from Delena
    and so did you

  • @lay4846
    @lay4846 3 роки тому

    3:15 yw

  • @jessieperez2030
    @jessieperez2030 4 місяці тому

    Who sings this song cuz I know it aint "extreme music". Who's the Artist??

  • @desiraecrist5678
    @desiraecrist5678 Місяць тому

    Me and my best friend forever 💟💟💘💘💕💕♥️♥️🧡🧡💖💖🤞🤞🫶🫶

  • @nilerosesuico9550
    @nilerosesuico9550 3 роки тому

    who heard this from the movie ballerina?

  • @rennamasarmenn8812
    @rennamasarmenn8812 3 роки тому +4

    stephen a smith

  • @oceannacrockett1628
    @oceannacrockett1628 3 роки тому +1

    welcome to a depressed/insecure persons life. I wake up..look in the mirror in cry, and then I get back in bed for most of the day:):