“I thank God for the pain because it brought me this”😢🥶😭😭 fr fr the worst times are the best for you. Stay strong please push through, it’s a lesson, you’ll learn from it. The way is being paced for you just keep your head up, it’ll get better.
Sitting at the back of my mind I don’t know where I’m going The Liquor helps me think and so I’m gladly flowing The beat just helps me say what I’ve been trying to show Can’t remember shit that happened like an hour ago These people like a fever think they’re cold but they’re not I was drunk before I left I’m crawling down to the spot If u can’t understand emotions then you’re bound to feel lost Empathy is something that I’m trying to stop if I feel what you feel and your story, plus mine then I’ll drown in the plot Impulsive spending, if I made a grand I’ll lose a thousand and one I got addicted to this shit I went from 0 to a thousand but I never want the thousand to stop Trapped in a cage I feel like fowl in a box Sick to the core I’m feeling foul to the top This is poetry in motion, the poem shows emotion, feel like harvey in a suit, im arguing with rappers in my songs feel like I’m filing a motion, Drowning in the liquid in my cup so what’s the point of a moat, I’m flowing on the wave that I created what’s the point of a boat, what’s the point of flying overseas if your friends can only struggle to float At one point i thought I’d got too close i was feeling trapped in her arms Create a false persona, I’m just feeling like lecter way I’m trapped in a mask But jealousy’s a sickness, pandemic so I’m keeping it on Feel everything that happened like it’s my fault like a keeper who just let one go I’m hitting songs right out the park when bars go overhead I’ve only got one throw They’re talking bout hits but they ain’t got one though Yellowstone park because I’m bound to blow Getting vexed I didn’t know what I could do so I was punching my screen, cos all I wanted was to hit shows I’ll get you in the casket that you tried to put me in like undertaker did to big show All my bars just hit home I’m serious Like joker asked I got the lyrics in my brain might have the pen there too Ain’t it funny how I’m dressed in all black while spitting joker bars
Like man was saying, bruv Many nights man prayed, bruv Somewhere someone's gonna help me through this, man Someone is gonna help bring me out of this shit, y'know? Time, it took a while for man to recognise, boy, who you were gonna send And you know what? Mans, I'm very proud I'm very happy to see it's one of my own init, y'know? And boy, I know none of this is easy, y'know? I'm just proud to be, to be witnessing what's going on, man, y'know? Look I don't know where to start But I just done my first psychodrama And I hope the world hears my craft I'm excited man, I pray you get to hear my craft From our childhood, our mother didn't hear me laugh I'm presenting you the future, I don't fear my past I ain't got a tattoo anywhere near my arms But best believe on my sleeves is where I wear my heart Do you know how easy it is to be a sinner? How many losses you need before you can be a winner? Reason with a criminal that needs to eat a dinner Is it survival of the fittest or is he a killer? Losing dad was big, losing you was even bigger Never had a father and I needed you to be the figure We're forgetting that we had a brother that was even bigger We were figures just tryna figure out who could be a figure My brothers never spoke to each other when I was growing up I remember tryna to build a bridge, I wasn't old enough I pray I can hold the game for as long as you man can hold a grudge Years went by I know it's fucked, I had to hold it up for mummy on my own I know it's tough, I got the coldest blood I remember when you got sentenced and I was throwing up It's like they took a piece of my freedom when I had opened up I just lost the only fucking person that I idolised For my entire life I copied you to the finest line Bro, I have a flame in my mind I'm trying to firefight The pill I had to swallow wasn't bitter, it was cyanide I learn over time, separation issues I describe Are probably the reasons that I struggle feeling anything I ain't got a vision of a marriage or a wedding ring It's world domination in music or it ain't anything I'm obsessed, focused on the objective Tell a don yes, disagree, I object Used to treat my women like an object Girls want a monster come and see I'm the Loch Ness Settle for a lot less I just hope you're proud of me brother, it's been a long stretch You're my hero and prior to this, I was living on the edge like a house on a cliff But now I'm living in the present like my house was a gift I'm going psycho, this scene's mine bro Rappers wanna diss me, it's only online though They put the mic and soft in the micro Soft? Not I, bro Swimming's the only time I can lie though And lemme be genuine Anybody rich my age is American, kicking ball or inherited It only makes sense I'm independent knowing everything it happened how I'm telling it You niggas aren't getting it I'm coming from the struggle I survived and I'm still here Used to bump trains that's two ways, I don't feel fear I don't know trust, I know a tight bond will tear Like a good wig, I can't tell you if it's real here I'm from south London, brother, people getting killed here You can make a mill' but you can lose it if you're still here I lost over 30 grand to family, I'm still here The word don't appeal to me, you steal from me I'm still here Bro, I wasn't made for this I don't get a break, but I'm aware of what breaking is I wish you could take a hint as well as you can take the piss I don't even speak to our brother, man, I just pray for him It's never too late for him Life is at it's craziness, walls started caving in All the things I've seen would turn a theist, atheist I didn't get 99 marks in English, I was faking it I got 98 'cause I don't know what a vacation is If you saw God what would you say to him? If given the chance would you have taken it? If you could rewind time what would you change in it? Do you believe in what an angel is? Furthermore, do you believe in what the devil is? Do you believe that I can illustrate what Streatham is Then break the fourth wall and base Lesley on my relatives? I'm grateful for my life because I aimed for this Every bad moment every single fucking day of this People looking at me, that's what fame can bring But to understand the stairs, you take steps then retrace the shit I tell my circle, the future's ours, we're shaping it The past is just the reason I had came to this I thank God for the pain because it made me this I don't know if you remember those days, bruv In them days, there was one night in particular, bruv Came home and for some reason man put on a beat We were just in the front room, freestyling, bar for bar I don't even know how old you was these times, bruv Probably about, hmm, ten? Ten, nine? Yeah, man, if I think about it now, think about the transition Them days there, you had no bars, but to be real, did anyone? You know what I mean It's all context bruv, it was mad fun but But to see the stuff you're doing today, proper man, you what I mean? Thinking man's definitely blessed to see how the whole thing's come together From time, I think it was 'JKYL+HYD' man, you played man that one there Man was thinking, "Yo, this one here is a banger" bruv I remember when I heard that one live on the airwaves for the first time bruv We was pumping it Man come to my door was like, "Rah man, that's a bit loud you know?" I'm like, "Fam, that's my brudda" He was like, "Yeah?" And you know, on your birthday, man sent you a little card And it begins 'Jesse made seven of his sons pass before Samuel, but Samuel said to him, "The Lord has not chosen these." So he asked Jesse, "Are these all the sons you have?" "There is still the youngest, " Jesse answered, "but he's tending the sheep." Samuel said, "Send for him, we will not sit down to eat until he arrives." So he sent and had him brought in. He was ruddy With a fine appearance and handsome features And then the Lord said, "Rise and anoint him, he's the one." Bro, you know what that means? Say no more man
remember etching lyrics in the dark selecting different images from mirrors didn't feel like i could last etching lines into my arms until the bleeding cleared my veins and you ain't never felt the same so don't you speak about my heart regretting what i've said when i was dark connecting shit with similes i'm finished should have left it in the past checking rhymes into the page until the feelings start to fade and you ain't never felt this shame so don't you speak about my past feelings start to fade, i'm feeling faded gotta focus feeling what i say, i gotta feed you like kosher (jew) talking bout we're close we ain't spoke in 6 months and you ain't never want my heart but when you cry you want a shoulder it's progress i've chosen, not closed to the feelings i'm closer to feeling like feelings are hopeless no sentiments, intelligient i want closure irrelevant, instead i want folders show me the way cos my eyes won't process cope with the pain in the same way as locusts been sowing seeds but they feed them ain't grow shit chosen the wreath that i've dreamed when i'm 6 feet deep don't need game for your queen if you're reaching for peace it's (pieces) seasick, wave after wave like the waves that you pray that you'll make in your dreams it's ironic if i'm honest could have made them in my sleep making sonnets not promises and it's honestly a promise that i planned it easy so i wrote it in iambic never should have thought that they would catch it i just put 10's in line like pentameter you ain't bad, need perspective say what you what you say to portray what you're like through the lens of a camera i ain't getting mad gotta think of who it benefits if it ain't me then it's you, if it's you i ain't selling i ain't gonna stay thinking bout regrets cos, if it ain't deep in 6 months i ain't getting it calm and collected question, never in never in question never been tested remember etching lyrics in the dark selecting different images from mirrors didn't feel like i could last etching lines into my arms until the bleeding cleared my veins and you ain't never felt the same so don't you speak about my heart regretting what i've said when i was dark connecting shit with similes i'm finished should have left it in the past checking rhymes into the page until the feelings start to fade and you ain't never felt this shame so don't you speak about my past
![Dave - Screwface Capital [Instrumental] [PSYCHODRAMA]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/1k-No8r7FD8/mqdefault.jpg)
You should just do everything in the album tbh these are sick
thanks man im trying to do as many as i can
@@PWEST aw mate u are a fuckin legend.. i beg you pleaseeeeee do enviroment.. these are such good versions
“I thank God for the pain because it brought me this”😢🥶😭😭 fr fr the worst times are the best for you. Stay strong please push through, it’s a lesson, you’ll learn from it. The way is being paced for you just keep your head up, it’ll get better.
Doesn't the beat switch up a few times on the original? dope stuff though
That’s on psycho
Sym
It does
thanks for doing this 1
My fuckingggg brotherrrrrr❤️💯💯
Can you make an instrumental for Dave breathe pls pls plssssss
LORD BLESS YOU
Sitting at the back of my mind I don’t know where I’m going
The Liquor helps me think and so I’m gladly flowing
The beat just helps me say what I’ve been trying to show
Can’t remember shit that happened like an hour ago
These people like a fever think they’re cold but they’re not
I was drunk before I left I’m crawling down to the spot
If u can’t understand emotions then you’re bound to feel lost
Empathy is something that I’m trying to stop
if I feel what you feel and your story, plus mine then I’ll drown in the plot
Impulsive spending, if I made a grand I’ll lose a thousand and one
I got addicted to this shit I went from 0 to a thousand but I never want the thousand to stop
Trapped in a cage I feel like fowl in a box
Sick to the core I’m feeling foul to the top
This is poetry in motion, the poem shows emotion, feel like harvey in a suit, im arguing with rappers in my songs feel like I’m filing a motion,
Drowning in the liquid in my cup so what’s the point of a moat,
I’m flowing on the wave that I created what’s the point of a boat,
what’s the point of flying overseas if your friends can only struggle to float
At one point i thought I’d got too close i was feeling trapped in her arms
Create a false persona, I’m just feeling like lecter way I’m trapped in a mask
But jealousy’s a sickness, pandemic so I’m keeping it on
Feel everything that happened like it’s my fault like a keeper who just let one go
I’m hitting songs right out the park when bars go overhead I’ve only got one throw
They’re talking bout hits but they ain’t got one though
Yellowstone park because I’m bound to blow
Getting vexed I didn’t know what I could do so I was punching my screen, cos all I wanted was to hit shows
I’ll get you in the casket that you tried to put me in like undertaker did to big show
All my bars just hit home
I’m serious
Like joker asked
I got the lyrics in my brain might have the pen there too
Ain’t it funny how I’m dressed in all black while spitting joker bars
Like man was saying, bruv
Many nights man prayed, bruv
Somewhere someone's gonna help me through this, man
Someone is gonna help bring me out of this shit, y'know?
Time, it took a while for man to recognise, boy, who you were gonna send
And you know what? Mans, I'm very proud
I'm very happy to see it's one of my own init, y'know?
And boy, I know none of this is easy, y'know?
I'm just proud to be, to be witnessing what's going on, man, y'know?
Look
I don't know where to start
But I just done my first psychodrama
And I hope the world hears my craft
I'm excited man, I pray you get to hear my craft
From our childhood, our mother didn't hear me laugh
I'm presenting you the future, I don't fear my past
I ain't got a tattoo anywhere near my arms
But best believe on my sleeves is where I wear my heart
Do you know how easy it is to be a sinner?
How many losses you need before you can be a winner?
Reason with a criminal that needs to eat a dinner
Is it survival of the fittest or is he a killer?
Losing dad was big, losing you was even bigger
Never had a father and I needed you to be the figure
We're forgetting that we had a brother that was even bigger
We were figures just tryna figure out who could be a figure
My brothers never spoke to each other when I was growing up
I remember tryna to build a bridge, I wasn't old enough
I pray I can hold the game for as long as you man can hold a grudge
Years went by I know it's fucked, I had to hold it up for mummy on my own
I know it's tough, I got the coldest blood
I remember when you got sentenced and I was throwing up
It's like they took a piece of my freedom when I had opened up
I just lost the only fucking person that I idolised
For my entire life I copied you to the finest line
Bro, I have a flame in my mind I'm trying to firefight
The pill I had to swallow wasn't bitter, it was cyanide
I learn over time, separation issues I describe
Are probably the reasons that I struggle feeling anything
I ain't got a vision of a marriage or a wedding ring
It's world domination in music or it ain't anything
I'm obsessed, focused on the objective
Tell a don yes, disagree, I object
Used to treat my women like an object
Girls want a monster come and see I'm the Loch Ness
Settle for a lot less
I just hope you're proud of me brother, it's been a long stretch
You're my hero and prior to this, I was living on the edge like a house on a cliff
But now I'm living in the present like my house was a gift
I'm going psycho, this scene's mine bro
Rappers wanna diss me, it's only online though
They put the mic and soft in the micro
Soft? Not I, bro
Swimming's the only time I can lie though
And lemme be genuine
Anybody rich my age is American, kicking ball or inherited
It only makes sense I'm independent knowing everything it happened how I'm telling it
You niggas aren't getting it
I'm coming from the struggle I survived and I'm still here
Used to bump trains that's two ways, I don't feel fear
I don't know trust, I know a tight bond will tear
Like a good wig, I can't tell you if it's real here
I'm from south London, brother, people getting killed here
You can make a mill' but you can lose it if you're still here
I lost over 30 grand to family, I'm still here
The word don't appeal to me, you steal from me I'm still here
Bro, I wasn't made for this
I don't get a break, but I'm aware of what breaking is
I wish you could take a hint as well as you can take the piss
I don't even speak to our brother, man, I just pray for him
It's never too late for him
Life is at it's craziness, walls started caving in
All the things I've seen would turn a theist, atheist
I didn't get 99 marks in English, I was faking it
I got 98 'cause I don't know what a vacation is
If you saw God what would you say to him?
If given the chance would you have taken it?
If you could rewind time what would you change in it?
Do you believe in what an angel is?
Furthermore, do you believe in what the devil is?
Do you believe that I can illustrate what Streatham is
Then break the fourth wall and base Lesley on my relatives?
I'm grateful for my life because I aimed for this
Every bad moment every single fucking day of this
People looking at me, that's what fame can bring
But to understand the stairs, you take steps then retrace the shit
I tell my circle, the future's ours, we're shaping it
The past is just the reason I had came to this
I thank God for the pain because it made me this
I don't know if you remember those days, bruv
In them days, there was one night in particular, bruv
Came home and for some reason man put on a beat
We were just in the front room, freestyling, bar for bar
I don't even know how old you was these times, bruv
Probably about, hmm, ten? Ten, nine?
Yeah, man, if I think about it now, think about the transition
Them days there, you had no bars, but to be real, did anyone? You know what I mean
It's all context bruv, it was mad fun but
But to see the stuff you're doing today, proper man, you what I mean?
Thinking man's definitely blessed to see how the whole thing's come together
From time, I think it was 'JKYL+HYD' man, you played man that one there
Man was thinking, "Yo, this one here is a banger" bruv
I remember when I heard that one live on the airwaves for the first time bruv
We was pumping it
Man come to my door was like, "Rah man, that's a bit loud you know?"
I'm like, "Fam, that's my brudda"
He was like, "Yeah?"
And you know, on your birthday, man sent you a little card
And it begins
'Jesse made seven of his sons pass before Samuel, but Samuel said to him,
"The Lord has not chosen these."
So he asked Jesse, "Are these all the sons you have?"
"There is still the youngest, " Jesse answered, "but he's tending the sheep."
Samuel said, "Send for him, we will not sit down to eat until he arrives."
So he sent and had him brought in. He was ruddy
With a fine appearance and handsome features
And then the Lord said, "Rise and anoint him, he's the one."
Bro, you know what that means?
Say no more man
remember etching lyrics in the dark
selecting different images from mirrors didn't feel like i could last
etching lines into my arms until the bleeding cleared my veins
and you ain't never felt the same so don't you speak about my heart
regretting what i've said when i was dark
connecting shit with similes i'm finished should have left it in the past
checking rhymes into the page until the feelings start to fade
and you ain't never felt this shame so don't you speak about my past
feelings start to fade, i'm feeling faded gotta focus
feeling what i say, i gotta feed you like kosher (jew)
talking bout we're close we ain't spoke in 6 months
and you ain't never want my heart but when you cry you want a shoulder
it's progress i've chosen, not closed to the feelings i'm closer to feeling like feelings are hopeless
no sentiments, intelligient i want closure
irrelevant, instead i want folders
show me the way cos my eyes won't process
cope with the pain in the same way as locusts
been sowing seeds but they feed them ain't grow shit
chosen the wreath that i've dreamed when i'm 6 feet deep
don't need game for your queen if you're reaching for peace it's (pieces)
seasick, wave after wave like the waves that you pray that you'll make in your dreams
it's ironic if i'm honest could have made them in my sleep
making sonnets not promises and it's
honestly a promise that i planned it
easy so i wrote it in iambic
never should have thought that they would catch it
i just put 10's in line like pentameter
you ain't bad, need perspective
say what you what you say to portray what you're like through the lens of a camera
i ain't getting mad gotta think of who it benefits
if it ain't me then it's you, if it's you i ain't selling
i ain't gonna stay thinking bout regrets
cos, if it ain't deep in 6 months i ain't getting it
calm and collected
question, never in
never in question
never been tested
remember etching lyrics in the dark
selecting different images from mirrors didn't feel like i could last
etching lines into my arms until the bleeding cleared my veins
and you ain't never felt the same so don't you speak about my heart
regretting what i've said when i was dark
connecting shit with similes i'm finished should have left it in the past
checking rhymes into the page until the feelings start to fade
and you ain't never felt this shame so don't you speak about my past
Is this instrumental free to use for profit?
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U got insta??
@patrickwest_ top line of the description
Hey can you do 2 birds no stone please
It's a drake beat called two birds one stone
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