See Growin up I was gifted my situation was so fucked up and twisted Momma always trippin cuz her son never listened For days He went missing Tryna understand how he’s feeling I cried when I seen my father leavin You switched on your fam man you committed treason Gun in ma hand I just need me a reason I’m stressed out, I need to focus on breathing Focus on smoking to help with the grieving Focus on music to block out the demons I’m tryin Whoever said life’s easy is lyin Holdin back tears only time that I’m silent
If you grew up around sirens and violence nobody to give you that guidance ins and the outs of the streets from the very first time you meet Gotta Look em right in the eyes One thing is the eyes never lie watch for there body language That’s a whole nother language There soul strong or weak Do there lies run real deep Be book smart and street smart Lil things to survive these streets Keep your guard up 24/7 Or you Will end up 6ft deep This lifestyle ain’t for the weak Goons always in the shadows Tryna plot there next move Are you there next victim Always gotta stick and move
Knife crime is at a near record high With more than forty blade offenses every day in London" "At a youth club in South London Not far from where someone was stabbed Less that twenty-four hours ago He outlined a direct link between violent crimes Social exclusion and austerity" "A study by City Hall found that London Has seen an increase of 71% In victims of serious youth violence since 2012 The Mayor says this is linked to an increase in poverty And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs" Look, I bet them boys think I'm panickin' Check what my young Gs are carrying His blade same length as a javelin I don't know about B-ball, what's happenin' But know that it's fucked if he's travellin' and we see him I can't lie, I was depressed at phases I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless Hopin' that we never left no traces You know when you're so damn tired in your house But you can't sleep 'cause you got pendin' cases I used to love temptin' fate, but now it's temptin' faces For half my career I was part of that My best friend got a burner, and it's lookin' like an artifact Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat Like fuck panic, that's a heart attack Yeah, it's like, life so fucked in the time that we're in We're fightin' the world, and we're fightin' within Somali dad ran away from a war Now his son's in a war, that's the cycle we're in I know niggas that didn't do time in a bin That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick? 'Round here main way to provide for your kin Is in a flick blade, little push bike and a SIM In London a place where it's nicer to live Is only five minutes out from the guys on the strip Where man make ye' work, heard he's a soldier I know that nigga hasn't got balls like Grey Worm As I grow older, change of perspective I gotta stay loyal to my girl, that's the trait she was blessed with Restaurants, raves with my bredrins Life's too short, so we gotta turn up Man talk on my ting for the 'Gram, it's intrusive I never really thought 'bout taking a life 'Til I found out my ex-girl's dad is abusive I felt "How could I be man and not do shit?" I'm on the way there now, and I don't wanna lose it But fightin' her battle's only hurtin' the girl How can I protect her from the world When I couldn't even protect her from myself? On my grandmother's grave, shit happens again I put a knife through a family friend Most the women that I know had shit happen to them So innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respect I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful How many of our parents had dreams They abandoned so they could put food on the table? Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent You know? And that affected the way that I see shit Night club toilet, you peed on the seat 'Cause you don't know how it feels when your mom's gotta clean shit And her boss treats her like she don't even mean shit And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it's freezin' And Mrs. said that you would never be shit And you don't wanna cry about dad, but you need him I grew up so fucked, but I didn't even deep it I'm numb to the feelin' of grievin' And man gettin' birded African moms on the floor, just screamin' It's mad cah I try so hard Death's got to be easy, cah life's so hard I was twelve wishin' that I was a white man, hard Cah if I was then they probably wouldn't life mans dargs I was dead broke, fam, I couldn't swipe mans card And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it It wasn't his beef, but I see him try claimin' it That's why he caught a bullet with another man's name on it Now he can't do leg day or put strain on it Every time you hear me freestyle, I put pain in it I used to wonder "Does God have favorites?" Touch me, it's dangerous, I wouldn't play with it 'Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it I miss my dawgs, unstable You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit Have him hit from far, nah Fill 'em up with bricks and glass, nah My young Gs will grip, then blast Have you tried in the street? Fuck findin' my feet I could ride, but it's better when I'm ridin a beat My emotions are peak, it ain't a sign of defeat or the weak I would've- you, then cried in my sleep Dropped just two racks and told them "Buy the machine" I'm LeBron in Miami, I provide for the heat God strike me if I'm lyin', I ain't cryin' in this beef Unless the tears comin' tatted on the side of my cheek I provide for my peeps, the Lamb' white in the seat So I'm literally a wolf disguised in a sheep You have five figure dreams, I have five figure sleep Five hours more than enough time that I need Man want a fair fight, but I ain't on it when I see him Fuck honor, this revolver is onomatopoeic Let it "Stut-tut-tut-tut-tut-tut-ter" when you see him Free Scalez, Free C and free my niggas 'til I see 'em I wouldn't wanna be him My old Gs roamin', I don't need a coliseum You see it? So I'm playin' it good, let hood politics stay in the hood Fuck the internet, you see this new generation The Insta beefin' and I ain't into speakin' When I duck down I had him runnin' in a lift like he missed a meetin' There's no good reason to risk your freedom The yutes dem snitch and them bitches sneakin' She don't wanna talk 'bout friendships She just wanna deal with the pipe like I'm fixin' leakin' And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen Where I'm from the word "Life" has a different meanin' Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin' Try involve me in a flakey dealin' Sistine Chapel, I'ma paint the ceilin' I been violated and I hate the feelin' That's why nowadays man hates the preachin' We smile in the visit, cah we ain't defeated The Supreme Court's where my mates appealin' I can't breed that girl, that's torture South London, it's just slags on the corner And influencers tryna bag them a baller She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura Her socials say princess, she a pauper When it's time for it, need more for my daughter Call me a talker, but man are gettin' lined like lambs in the slaughter It's life-threatening and I can tell from the borer Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us It's a conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order Touch me, you better have a life insurer Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life? Where I'm from, you get cheffed on a normal night Men talk on my name, but it's porkie pies I really put it in a prick like a porcupine Little bro wanna save for a .45 Go board a flight, there's more to life Yutes on the M6 all the time We don't need TFL for a northern line All the best politicians been taught to lie Where do they buy cocaine when they're snorting white? Are their dealers safe or on the borderline? It's ironic, cah we don't where to draw the line Man see Blue Story, they're mortified Man see Scarface and it's glorified 'Cause when you're black, everything gets scrutinized That's why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized South London, man are gettin' euthanized I see a yutes demise, I wasn't too surprised He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived Don't die by a sword that you used to shine You can drown for your king, you don't know about Ophelia Cah we got iron, I don't know about anaemia I took the hard road, we don't know 'bout the easier One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia This ain't Libya, this ain't Syria You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it Never done a gameshow or trivia I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did Becah I could have been a prisoner Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners? Road ain't no amazing life The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time I tell my young Gs "Take your time" Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine Yo, I'm so ashamed of how I used to get figures Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit And then they leave out the parts where you're burying your niggas Or in jail, wonderin' who's puttin' dick inside your Mrs I'm so fuckin' determined I was in intensive care when I was born, mummy fell down the stairs Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin' uncertain I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted You see, growin' up I had it far from perfect But nobody did, so I'm a normal person I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels Or maybe it's me A black yutes more than a face on a screen A number on a laptop or name on a sheet We got stories to tell and got places to be From my heart, that's the makin' of me I was selling look, I was selling tomatoes I sat on my two hands I struggled 'cause I didn't want to suffer again I just wanted, it just make me so upset I went to Hannover, they sent me back I tried so much, we have no say it here I was in detention camps for months at the end, I didn't give up I was not even twenty when I left Africa I was determined to survive I was determined to succeed I didn't have anybody, nobody was ready to help me Even when you were born You were six weeks old, this one is not even Africa, it's this nation I was on the streets for three years I have three babies in my hand Nobody let me in, nobody in this nation I couldn't pay my rent, deported gangsters carried I didn't give up, I carried my babies everywhere And now this is happening Pay me back for all those pain that I go through Everyday, I'm in pain, I'm in pain You see what he's doing to me You want to kill me, you want to kill me
I'm such a big failure, tears on my bed till I drown, with fears of being black and brown/ No wonder we sink when we swim, they shouting in back, they screaming out let them drown/ can't keep count I'm like 8 men down/I'm tryna make a chess move and take man down/ i'll never let a white take a black mans piece let alone get a check and take the Black mans crown
Central cee x Dave “Our 25th birthday - mxlvyn Lemme Paint you picture It’s me and her And a life full of flowers Use to her call her phone daily Talking minutes to hours Days to week Anything she doe’s beautiful Even the way she speaks Even doing things I never Thought I would Makeup on or makeup off I was satisfied even the way By the way she looks You don’t need no guidance You are who you are Do you need reminding Should I make her mine Is it the right timing You may feel the love But the love might blinding In the plane sight Hiding Shit I got to get my message through There was no her or her It was always you Even if is dark You was my light My only view And mean she saw what I saw Point of view Don’t listen to your friends it Was only you There wasn’t another you Never a only few I’m being honest Just only you The last girl I had yeah she left me My new ting saying that she gets me But she don’t get me Like my old ting does She made me feel I way Was she someone that I love I know that’s Fucked up to say If you wanna leave I’ll take all the blame Love is something good It shouldn’t be put to shame Attached keeping you tamed But that was a time ago But for me not a while ago Memories don’t fade I wish they did But at the same time don’t We had our life together Now we she let it float I still read the things you said and wrote True love stories never have end That’s a quote It’s Amari Cartier and ima leave it On that note
"Knife crime is at a near record high With more than forty blade offenses every day in London" "At a youth club in South London Not far from where someone was stabbed Less that twenty-four hours ago He outlined a direct link between violent crimes Social exclusion and austerity" "A study by City Hall found that London Has seen an increase of 71% In victims of serious youth violence since 2012 The Mayor says this is linked to an increase in poverty And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs" Look, I bet them boys think I'm panickin' Check what my young Gs are carrying His blade same length as a javelin I don't know about B-ball, what's happenin' But know that it's fucked if he's travellin' and we see him I can't lie, I was depressed at phases I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless Hopin' that we never left no traces You know when you're so damn tired in your house But you can't sleep 'cause you got pendin' cases I used to love temptin' fate, but now it's temptin' faces For half my career I was part of that My best friend got a burner, and it's lookin' like an artifact Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat Like fuck panic, that's a heart attack Yeah, it's like, life so fucked in the time that we're in We're fightin' the world, and we're fightin' within Somali dad ran away from a war Now his son's in a war, that's the cycle we're in I know niggas that didn't do time in a bin That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick? 'Round here main way to provide for your kin Is in a flick blade, little push bike and a SIM In London a place where it's nicer to live Is only five minutes out from the guys on the strip Where man make ye' work, heard he's a soldier I know that nigga hasn't got balls like Grey Worm As I grow older, change of perspective I gotta stay loyal to my girl, that's the trait she was blessed with Restaurants, raves with my bredrins Life's too short, so we gotta turn up Man talk on my ting for the 'Gram, it's intrusive I never really thought 'bout taking a life 'Til I found out my ex-girl's dad is abusive I felt "How could I be man and not do shit?" I'm on the way there now, and I don't wanna lose it But fightin' her battle's only hurtin' the girl How can I protect her from the world When I couldn't even protect her from myself? On my grandmother's grave, shit happens again I put a knife through a family friend Most the women that I know had shit happen to them So innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respect I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful How many of our parents had dreams They abandoned so they could put food on the table? Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent You know? And that affected the way that I see shit Night club toilet, you peed on the seat 'Cause you don't know how it feels when your mom's gotta clean shit And her boss treats her like she don't even mean shit And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it's freezin' And Mrs. said that you would never be shit And you don't wanna cry about dad, but you need him I grew up so fucked, but I didn't even deep it I'm numb to the feelin' of grievin' And man gettin' birded African moms on the floor, just screamin' It's mad cah I try so hard Death's got to be easy, cah life's so hard I was twelve wishin' that I was a white man, hard Cah if I was then they probably wouldn't life mans dargs I was dead broke, fam, I couldn't swipe mans card And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it It wasn't his beef, but I see him try claimin' it That's why he caught a bullet with another man's name on it Now he can't do leg day or put strain on it Every time you hear me freestyle, I put pain in it I used to wonder "Does God have favorites?" Touch me, it's dangerous, I wouldn't play with it 'Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it I miss my dawgs, unstable You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit Have him hit from far, nah Fill 'em up with bricks and glass, nah My young Gs will grip, then blast Have you tried in the street? Fuck findin' my feet I could ride, but it's better when I'm ridin a beat My emotions are peak, it ain't a sign of defeat or the weak I would've- you, then cried in my sleep Dropped just two racks and told them "Buy the machine" I'm LeBron in Miami, I provide for the heat God strike me if I'm lyin', I ain't cryin' in this beef Unless the tears comin' tatted on the side of my cheek I provide for my peeps, the Lamb' white in the seat So I'm literally a wolf disguised in a sheep You have five figure dreams, I have five figure sleep Five hours more than enough time that I need Man want a fair fight, but I ain't on it when I see him Fuck honor, this revolver is onomatopoeic Let it "Stut-tut-tut-tut-tut-tut-ter" when you see him Free Scalez, Free C and free my niggas 'til I see 'em I wouldn't wanna be him My old Gs roamin', I don't need a coliseum You see it? So I'm playin' it good, let hood politics stay in the hood Fuck the internet, you see this new generation The Insta beefin' and I ain't into speakin' When I duck down I had him runnin' in a lift like he missed a meetin' There's no good reason to risk your freedom The yutes dem snitch and them bitches sneakin' She don't wanna talk 'bout friendships She just wanna deal with the pipe like I'm fixin' leakin' And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen Where I'm from the word "Life" has a different meanin' Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin' Try involve me in a flakey dealin' Sistine Chapel, I'ma paint the ceilin' I been violated and I hate the feelin' That's why nowadays man hates the preachin' We smile in the visit, cah we ain't defeated The Supreme Court's where my mates appealin' I can't breed that girl, that's torture South London, it's just slags on the corner And influencers tryna bag them a baller She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura Her socials say princess, she a pauper When it's time for it, need more for my daughter Call me a talker, but man are gettin' lined like lambs in the slaughter It's life-threatening and I can tell from the borer Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us It's a conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order Touch me, you better have a life insurer Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life? Where I'm from, you get cheffed on a normal night Men talk on my name, but it's porkie pies I really put it in a prick like a porcupine Little bro wanna save for a .45 Go board a flight, there's more to life Yutes on the M6 all the time We don't need TFL for a northern line All the best politicians been taught to lie Where do they buy cocaine when they're snorting white? Are their dealers safe or on the borderline? It's ironic, cah we don't where to draw the line Man see Blue Story, they're mortified Man see Scarface and it's glorified 'Cause when you're black, everything gets scrutinized That's why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized South London, man are gettin' euthanized I see a yutes demise, I wasn't too surprised He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived Don't die by a sword that you used to shine You can drown for your king, you don't know about Ophelia Cah we got iron, I don't know about anaemia I took the hard road, we don't know 'bout the easier One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia This ain't Libya, this ain't Syria You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it Never done a gameshow or trivia I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did Becah I could have been a prisoner Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners? Road ain't no amazing life The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time I tell my young Gs "Take your time" Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine Yo, I'm so ashamed of how I used to get figures Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit And then they leave out the parts where you're burying your niggas Or in jail, wonderin' who's puttin' dick inside your Mrs I'm so fuckin' determined I was in intensive care when I was born, mummy fell down the stairs Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin' uncertain I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted You see, growin' up I had it far from perfect But nobody did, so I'm a normal person I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels Or maybe it's me A black yutes more than a face on a screen A number on a laptop or name on a sheet We got stories to tell and got places to be From my heart, that's the makin' of me I was selling look, I was selling tomatoes I sat on my two hands I struggled 'cause I didn't want to suffer again I just wanted, it just make me so upset I went to Hannover, they sent me back I tried so much, we have no say it here I was in detention camps for months at the end, I didn't give up I was not even twenty when I left Africa I was determined to survive I was determined to succeed I didn't have anybody, nobody was ready to help me Even when you were born You were six weeks old, this one is not even Africa, it's this nation I was on the streets for three years I have three babies in my hand Nobody let me in, nobody in this nation I couldn't pay my rent, deported gangsters carried I didn't give up, I carried my babies everywhere And now this is happening Pay me back for all those pain that I go through Everyday, I'm in pain, I'm in pain You see what he's doing to me You want to kill me, you want to kill men
How do I start it , This the story of an artist Oppressed by the system he’s parching Nobodies marching Black and Irish I stand tall Fucked by the country I’m parked in They say its our fault They say its our fault Who tf needs infrastructure anyway Honestly Ive been praying for some better days Immigrants ,foreigners , they couldn’t give us better names How about citizens Went to the Ireland game , held up my passport I’m litter than I’ve ever been More than 20 years in the country we settled in The Governments twisted Heard it grape vine I’ve had fun summers like Phineas My parents gave me freedom so why you wanna take mine Everybody got a story I don’t think they wanna hear mine Sean was from northern side Dublin Mum has his back Dad provided but it wasn’t that See Sean thought it he was crazy Couldn’t understand because he’s black That’s Hes mates got it easy He was not the one Falling out of love with his dad And they didn’t get along Now the love wasn’t enough He was scarred all the times dad was fighting with mum Another run in with dad and then he had to rough up Anytime Sean’s stressing he would go a smoke a blunt Arrested at 14 , 16, and 18 Fell in love with weed and now he’s baking like a pastry Started off rapping got dreams of going mainstream People tell him it’s a daydream Slient with his suffering His therapist was lovely First year of college in a lecture getting comfy He couldn’t give fuck what book reads But he ain’t the type to assume He just loved getting high Took a flight with a shroom 19 shit got sticky , kicked out the gaff He was outside snoring Didn’t even if he got money for morning Food in the evening Joints for late night Fire in the belly but his brain got the same kind But I cant lose composure Come up a 67 soldier And i knew a baddie from time And she came with a sexy body Impress me body Niggas was sex her body I was broke , didn’t know how I would get to colly And sold spice to get by While feds were on me For an f charge Man these bars put em on my life
its about time dat i get taken in, ive seen enough man get locked in the bin round here dere aint much schoolin but theres too many flick blades and sims
Sick greed it misleads until you’ve lost all hope blind in smoke and you choke until your heart stops And life’s hard but you can’t drop and what’s hard lost is more gained so fuck whatever’s marked off I got here clean I ain’t ever had to bark off but life throws spanner’s I can see how you can end up parked off locked up the roads don’t love you the same one you shot one be the ones where you get shot up and it’s not tough HUH? Man I’ll laugh in your face you’ll say that until you active he’s more active and he packing a blade tapped out now he mashing you face blacked out passed out now your passing away what’s to say for all this violence man are failing to address because the violence isn’t taking their address but 5 minutes to the west you got gang beef mad up on these damn streets one wrong move you can make a man’s hand squeeze and politicians couldn’t recognise this mad dream nightmare the pain In the community is right there am I scared no I ain’t eating off no high chair it’s crazy these politicians baby’s fight fair
if ur chatting bout p just lowe it cuh u ain’t about it i saw my money drop then raise back to a thousand brain aches from all this counting stack my money up looking like a mountain there ain’t no 2 way about it when i got a yard i want it like bill gates big gates wit a big fountain but that’s my dream give a fuck bout how it’s sounding drip so hard mandem worried bout if i’m drowning just made * but add a 20 and round it that’s a hunna or 80 without it point is i made it in minutes same wit this tune but i still ain’t finished and i’ll admit it i always had more love for money than i did my old mrs so we can throw round disses but the thing is i ain’t lying my answer would’ve never been different and to the people who tried to make me learn my lesson i hope u know i never listened cuh i got p ina wallet and half of it ain’t fitting and none of these bread gon go missing and if i does ill get a pack and flip it and to the pricks who fucked wit my money i’ll move wicked collect p cash it in to the plug like it’s arcade tickets cuz im really in the game now i wanna pay back my marj and break down i wanna fly away get out of this fake town cuh nobody likes a man who get paid now grind on the p keep my head down face down and let them keep hating cuz money man makes pounds bags and boxes like blade brown i just want my get back on these idiots man pains sound i don’t rate fake yutes and hoes wit their fake smiles so i just keep me and my bros love to bro bro no homo bill up a zoot and go smoke sit back kick like dojo finna go ghost all them man up in ur photo been getting shit off u slow mo that’s a no go that’s why i got a heart so cold cuz the pendant on my chest made it go froze i mean go frozen man made it freeze can’t lie i been tryna find peace it’s like i know bro but i don’t know me as long as i make p keep me some weed then im good man it is wat it is keep my distance like im in quarantined cuh i been rating the 1 step open logic and make a new project change the subject move an object make some mula that’s man’s prospects
now it feels like i’m back on track but mind skip back to that and i don’t wanna relapse taking shit feeling ima collapse but i patterned that now i just have times where i needa relax all for the better jus keep my heart intact no matter what u say you’ll find pain in every man same way you’ll find hate in every fan just tryna figure out and understand if i get high i needa know where ima land but school taught me suttin remember a contingency plan and the street life and what i thought it would be like too much shit running through my mind now i can’t sleep right bun up a spliff and bars get a re type and then then man recite or i mean recite i know if i shot bud it don’t look right and i ain’t the shook type but i ain’t a bad guy maybe sum man wish a flat line and if it’s that then its that time but that’s the bad side of my bad mind and that’s why i gotta let situations pass by might not be the first but that can be the last crime doing my next time last time last rhyme before i get high and summut like dave see starlight
first off big up my bros das been real from the start and i mean that shit from the bottom of man’s heart and i might not have a full one but at least i got half half hearted don’t get man started this beat ain’t the time to start bucked bro in town did a shot in larks shots on the map marked light my spliff ona one man step got sparked hoot off my zoot when i walk in the dark anxiety got me tucking dem sharps crocodile teeth skillibeng but my bruddas got sharks let the ting blast when they walk past was nasty the way bro bro blew it like a fart this the roads and i take part if u don’t want to u don’t have to just don’t act hard cuh we’ll see who’s is when i pull this shard das half down my ass step after cheff when the hood wake up and the dogs done bark how are we running down man when we use to be running round parks fuck man ras i guess us man grew up and the pasts just the past but the future holds madnesses mental and whipping that whip plus its his no rental back in the days the mandem weren’t paying for no petrol had a couple bills that i kept tall use to step school wit a zoot no pencil shits kinda the same won’t change tuck metal bro gave me this said it’s to protect you mortime i ain’t rapping on this ting to impress you and to the opps i ain’t got nada against you apart from ur sum dumb wet yutes when u die everything gon forget u man i’m tryna live for a reason i guess im meant to 2nd off big up the mumzy was there when i’m stressing now i gotta pay back reflect that reflection cuz dad werent der to show me no attention didn’t i mention i know u been through loads and now i’m doing up road getting late and u wanting me home belling my phone belling back after that tone but i ain’t gonna moan cuh i know it’s all love and u only worry but im promise im calm im just tryna make money cold on the strip and my nose real runny ounces of food to fill up my tummy bunny fried kentucky
why dont you answer me back ask me that all the shit i go trough got my blood pressure rising i might have a heart attacks or go into cardiac im just spitting the hardest facts around me they smoke the harshest crack i need some space to myself i need a car so i can say il be back im the person people usually smile to my face while stabbing me in the back im suprised my love is still intact spitting my life on a track not for feedback but self meditation it use to be and my toxic queen in this love shack but the dream is fading so its like fck that revelation only god knows my destination no graduation just a broken home i rather stay thenight in a police station than have to come home to this heart aching this shit like a reality show coronation the reason im smart as i am is cos i carefully make these observations my heart devided like the population i find it hard to find a girl cos its like how are you, whats your occupation like why am i spending for your vacation? when you dont care about how im doing on occassions maybe thats why i find it hard to open up and my minds vacant in a relationship failing
How do I start it , This the story of an artist Oppressed by the system he’s parching Nobodies marching Black and Irish I stand tall Fucked by the country I’m parked in They say its our fault They say its our fault Who tf needs infrastructure anyway Honestly Ive been praying for some better days Immigrants ,foreigners , they couldn’t give us better names How about citizens Went to the Ireland game , held up my passport I’m litter than I’ve ever been More than 20 years in the country we settled in The Governments twisted Heard it grape vine I’ve had fun summers like Phineas My parents gave me freedom so why you wanna take mine Everybody got a story I don’t think they wanna hear mine Sean was from northern side Dublin Mum has his back Dad provided but it wasn’t that See Sean thought it he was crazy Couldn’t understand because he’s black That’s Hes mates got it easy He was not the one Falling out of love with his dad And they didn’t get along Now the love wasn’t enough He was scarred all the times dad was fighting with mum Another run in with dad and then he had to rough up Anytime Sean’s stressing he would go a smoke a blunt Arrested at 14 , 16, and 18 Fell in love with weed and now he’s baking like a pastry Started off rapping got dreams of going mainstream People tell him it’s a daydream Slient with his suffering His therapist was lovely First year of college in a lecture getting comfy He couldn’t give fuck what book reads But he ain’t the type to assume He just loved getting high Took a flight with a shroom 19 shit got sticky , kicked out the gaff He was outside snoring Didn’t even if he got money for morning Food in the evening Joints for late night Fire in the belly but his brain got the same kind But I cant lose composure Come up a 67 soldier And i knew a baddie from time And she came with a sexy body Impress me body Niggas was sex her body I was broke , didn’t know how I would get to colly And sold spice to get by While feds were on me For an f charge Man these bars put em on my life
Lord help me stay committed to your word and the holy spirit changing me when it hard
amen❤
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See Growin up I was gifted
my situation was so fucked up and twisted
Momma always trippin cuz her son never listened
For days He went missing
Tryna understand how he’s feeling
I cried when I seen my father leavin
You switched on your fam man you committed treason
Gun in ma hand I just need me a reason
I’m stressed out, I need to focus on breathing
Focus on smoking to help with the grieving
Focus on music to block out the demons
I’m tryin
Whoever said life’s easy is lyin
Holdin back tears only time that I’m silent
What song is that?
thats hard bro real bars
Thank you so much bro.
True art
If you grew up around sirens and violence
nobody to give you that guidance
ins and the outs of the streets
from the very first time you meet
Gotta Look em right in the eyes
One thing is the eyes never lie
watch for there body language
That’s a whole nother language
There soul strong or weak
Do there lies run real deep
Be book smart and street smart
Lil things to survive these streets
Keep your guard up 24/7
Or you Will end up 6ft deep
This lifestyle ain’t for the weak
Goons always in the shadows
Tryna plot there next move
Are you there next victim
Always gotta stick and move
Legendary
Knife crime is at a near record high
With more than forty blade offenses every day in London"
"At a youth club in South London
Not far from where someone was stabbed
Less that twenty-four hours ago
He outlined a direct link between violent crimes
Social exclusion and austerity"
"A study by City Hall found that London
Has seen an increase of 71%
In victims of serious youth violence since 2012
The Mayor says this is linked to an increase in poverty
And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs"
Look, I bet them boys think I'm panickin'
Check what my young Gs are carrying
His blade same length as a javelin
I don't know about B-ball, what's happenin'
But know that it's fucked if he's travellin' and we see him
I can't lie, I was depressed at phases
I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless
Hopin' that we never left no traces
You know when you're so damn tired in your house
But you can't sleep 'cause you got pendin' cases
I used to love temptin' fate, but now it's temptin' faces
For half my career I was part of that
My best friend got a burner, and it's lookin' like an artifact
Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat
Like fuck panic, that's a heart attack
Yeah, it's like, life so fucked in the time that we're in
We're fightin' the world, and we're fightin' within
Somali dad ran away from a war
Now his son's in a war, that's the cycle we're in
I know niggas that didn't do time in a bin
That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick?
'Round here main way to provide for your kin
Is in a flick blade, little push bike and a SIM
In London a place where it's nicer to live
Is only five minutes out from the guys on the strip
Where man make ye' work, heard he's a soldier
I know that nigga hasn't got balls like Grey Worm
As I grow older, change of perspective
I gotta stay loyal to my girl, that's the trait she was blessed with
Restaurants, raves with my bredrins
Life's too short, so we gotta turn up
Man talk on my ting for the 'Gram, it's intrusive
I never really thought 'bout taking a life
'Til I found out my ex-girl's dad is abusive
I felt "How could I be man and not do shit?"
I'm on the way there now, and I don't wanna lose it
But fightin' her battle's only hurtin' the girl
How can I protect her from the world
When I couldn't even protect her from myself?
On my grandmother's grave, shit happens again
I put a knife through a family friend
Most the women that I know had shit happen to them
So innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respect
I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful
How many of our parents had dreams
They abandoned so they could put food on the table?
Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent
You know?
And that affected the way that I see shit
Night club toilet, you peed on the seat
'Cause you don't know how it feels when your mom's gotta clean shit
And her boss treats her like she don't even mean shit
And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it's freezin'
And Mrs. said that you would never be shit
And you don't wanna cry about dad, but you need him
I grew up so fucked, but I didn't even deep it
I'm numb to the feelin' of grievin'
And man gettin' birded
African moms on the floor, just screamin'
It's mad cah I try so hard
Death's got to be easy, cah life's so hard
I was twelve wishin' that I was a white man, hard
Cah if I was then they probably wouldn't life mans dargs
I was dead broke, fam, I couldn't swipe mans card
And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it
It wasn't his beef, but I see him try claimin' it
That's why he caught a bullet with another man's name on it
Now he can't do leg day or put strain on it
Every time you hear me freestyle, I put pain in it
I used to wonder "Does God have favorites?"
Touch me, it's dangerous, I wouldn't play with it
'Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it
I miss my dawgs, unstable
You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit
Have him hit from far, nah
Fill 'em up with bricks and glass, nah
My young Gs will grip, then blast
Have you tried in the street? Fuck findin' my feet
I could ride, but it's better when I'm ridin a beat
My emotions are peak, it ain't a sign of defeat or the weak
I would've- you, then cried in my sleep
Dropped just two racks and told them "Buy the machine"
I'm LeBron in Miami, I provide for the heat
God strike me if I'm lyin', I ain't cryin' in this beef
Unless the tears comin' tatted on the side of my cheek
I provide for my peeps, the Lamb' white in the seat
So I'm literally a wolf disguised in a sheep
You have five figure dreams, I have five figure sleep
Five hours more than enough time that I need
Man want a fair fight, but I ain't on it when I see him
Fuck honor, this revolver is onomatopoeic
Let it "Stut-tut-tut-tut-tut-tut-ter" when you see him
Free Scalez, Free C and free my niggas 'til I see 'em
I wouldn't wanna be him
My old Gs roamin', I don't need a coliseum
You see it?
So I'm playin' it good, let hood politics stay in the hood
Fuck the internet, you see this new generation
The Insta beefin' and I ain't into speakin'
When I duck down
I had him runnin' in a lift like he missed a meetin'
There's no good reason to risk your freedom
The yutes dem snitch and them bitches sneakin'
She don't wanna talk 'bout friendships
She just wanna deal with the pipe like I'm fixin' leakin'
And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen
Where I'm from the word "Life" has a different meanin'
Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin'
Try involve me in a flakey dealin'
Sistine Chapel, I'ma paint the ceilin'
I been violated and I hate the feelin'
That's why nowadays man hates the preachin'
We smile in the visit, cah we ain't defeated
The Supreme Court's where my mates appealin'
I can't breed that girl, that's torture
South London, it's just slags on the corner
And influencers tryna bag them a baller
She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura
Her socials say princess, she a pauper
When it's time for it, need more for my daughter
Call me a talker, but man are gettin' lined like lambs in the slaughter
It's life-threatening and I can tell from the borer
Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora
Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us
It's a conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order
Touch me, you better have a life insurer
Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water
And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca
Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life?
Where I'm from, you get cheffed on a normal night
Men talk on my name, but it's porkie pies
I really put it in a prick like a porcupine
Little bro wanna save for a .45
Go board a flight, there's more to life
Yutes on the M6 all the time
We don't need TFL for a northern line
All the best politicians been taught to lie
Where do they buy cocaine when they're snorting white?
Are their dealers safe or on the borderline?
It's ironic, cah we don't where to draw the line
Man see Blue Story, they're mortified
Man see Scarface and it's glorified
'Cause when you're black, everything gets scrutinized
That's why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized
South London, man are gettin' euthanized
I see a yutes demise, I wasn't too surprised
He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived
Don't die by a sword that you used to shine
You can drown for your king, you don't know about Ophelia
Cah we got iron, I don't know about anaemia
I took the hard road, we don't know 'bout the easier
One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia
When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia
This ain't Libya, this ain't Syria
You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea
Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it
Never done a gameshow or trivia
I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor
I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor
I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did
Becah I could have been a prisoner
Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners?
Road ain't no amazing life
The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time
I tell my young Gs "Take your time"
Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine
Yo, I'm so ashamed of how I used to get figures
Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit
And then they leave out the parts where you're burying your niggas
Or in jail, wonderin' who's puttin' dick inside your Mrs
I'm so fuckin' determined
I was in intensive care when I was born, mummy fell down the stairs
Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin' uncertain
I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted
You see, growin' up I had it far from perfect
But nobody did, so I'm a normal person
I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels
Or maybe it's me
A black yutes more than a face on a screen
A number on a laptop or name on a sheet
We got stories to tell and got places to be
From my heart, that's the makin' of me
I was selling look, I was selling tomatoes
I sat on my two hands
I struggled 'cause I didn't want to suffer again
I just wanted, it just make me so upset
I went to Hannover, they sent me back
I tried so much, we have no say it here
I was in detention camps for months at the end, I didn't give up
I was not even twenty when I left Africa
I was determined to survive
I was determined to succeed
I didn't have anybody, nobody was ready to help me
Even when you were born
You were six weeks old, this one is not even Africa, it's this nation
I was on the streets for three years
I have three babies in my hand
Nobody let me in, nobody in this nation
I couldn't pay my rent, deported gangsters carried
I didn't give up, I carried my babies everywhere
And now this is happening
Pay me back for all those pain that I go through
Everyday, I'm in pain, I'm in pain
You see what he's doing to me
You want to kill me, you want to kill me
That’s hard when did u make this😂😂
@@myko6936 please tell me your joking
0:39
I'm such a big failure, tears on my bed till I drown, with fears of being black and brown/
No wonder we sink when we swim, they shouting in back, they screaming out let them drown/
can't keep count I'm like 8 men down/I'm tryna make a chess move and take man down/
i'll never let a white take a black mans piece let alone get a check and take the Black mans crown
Could you make We're All Alone instrumental please!!
goat
5:09
does anyone know what that humming is from ?
Central cee x Dave “Our 25th birthday - mxlvyn
Lemme Paint you picture
It’s me and her
And a life full of flowers
Use to her call her phone daily
Talking minutes to hours
Days to week
Anything she doe’s
beautiful
Even the way she speaks
Even doing things I never
Thought I would
Makeup on or makeup off
I was satisfied even the way
By the way she looks
You don’t need no guidance
You are who you are
Do you need reminding
Should I make her mine
Is it the right timing
You may feel the love
But the love might blinding
In the plane sight
Hiding
Shit
I got to get my message through
There was no her or her
It was always you
Even if is dark
You was my light
My only view
And mean she saw what I saw
Point of view
Don’t listen to your friends it
Was only you
There wasn’t another you
Never a only few
I’m being honest
Just only you
The last girl I had yeah she left me
My new ting saying that she gets me
But she don’t get me
Like my old ting does
She made me feel I way
Was she someone that I love
I know that’s Fucked up to say
If you wanna leave
I’ll take all the blame
Love is something good
It shouldn’t be put to shame
Attached keeping you tamed
But that was a time ago
But for me not a while ago
Memories don’t fade
I wish they did
But at the same time don’t
We had our life together
Now we she let it float
I still read the things you said and wrote
True love stories never have end
That’s a quote
It’s Amari Cartier and ima leave it
On that note
"Knife crime is at a near record high
With more than forty blade offenses every day in London"
"At a youth club in South London
Not far from where someone was stabbed
Less that twenty-four hours ago
He outlined a direct link between violent crimes
Social exclusion and austerity"
"A study by City Hall found that London
Has seen an increase of 71%
In victims of serious youth violence since 2012
The Mayor says this is linked to an increase in poverty
And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs"
Look, I bet them boys think I'm panickin'
Check what my young Gs are carrying
His blade same length as a javelin
I don't know about B-ball, what's happenin'
But know that it's fucked if he's travellin' and we see him
I can't lie, I was depressed at phases
I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless
Hopin' that we never left no traces
You know when you're so damn tired in your house
But you can't sleep 'cause you got pendin' cases
I used to love temptin' fate, but now it's temptin' faces
For half my career I was part of that
My best friend got a burner, and it's lookin' like an artifact
Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat
Like fuck panic, that's a heart attack
Yeah, it's like, life so fucked in the time that we're in
We're fightin' the world, and we're fightin' within
Somali dad ran away from a war
Now his son's in a war, that's the cycle we're in
I know niggas that didn't do time in a bin
That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick?
'Round here main way to provide for your kin
Is in a flick blade, little push bike and a SIM
In London a place where it's nicer to live
Is only five minutes out from the guys on the strip
Where man make ye' work, heard he's a soldier
I know that nigga hasn't got balls like Grey Worm
As I grow older, change of perspective
I gotta stay loyal to my girl, that's the trait she was blessed with
Restaurants, raves with my bredrins
Life's too short, so we gotta turn up
Man talk on my ting for the 'Gram, it's intrusive
I never really thought 'bout taking a life
'Til I found out my ex-girl's dad is abusive
I felt "How could I be man and not do shit?"
I'm on the way there now, and I don't wanna lose it
But fightin' her battle's only hurtin' the girl
How can I protect her from the world
When I couldn't even protect her from myself?
On my grandmother's grave, shit happens again
I put a knife through a family friend
Most the women that I know had shit happen to them
So innocent 'til guilty, ain't somethin' I have to respect
I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful
How many of our parents had dreams
They abandoned so they could put food on the table?
Intelligent, worthy and able, that's somebody's parent
You know?
And that affected the way that I see shit
Night club toilet, you peed on the seat
'Cause you don't know how it feels when your mom's gotta clean shit
And her boss treats her like she don't even mean shit
And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it's freezin'
And Mrs. said that you would never be shit
And you don't wanna cry about dad, but you need him
I grew up so fucked, but I didn't even deep it
I'm numb to the feelin' of grievin'
And man gettin' birded
African moms on the floor, just screamin'
It's mad cah I try so hard
Death's got to be easy, cah life's so hard
I was twelve wishin' that I was a white man, hard
Cah if I was then they probably wouldn't life mans dargs
I was dead broke, fam, I couldn't swipe mans card
And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it
It wasn't his beef, but I see him try claimin' it
That's why he caught a bullet with another man's name on it
Now he can't do leg day or put strain on it
Every time you hear me freestyle, I put pain in it
I used to wonder "Does God have favorites?"
Touch me, it's dangerous, I wouldn't play with it
'Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it
I miss my dawgs, unstable
You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit
Have him hit from far, nah
Fill 'em up with bricks and glass, nah
My young Gs will grip, then blast
Have you tried in the street? Fuck findin' my feet
I could ride, but it's better when I'm ridin a beat
My emotions are peak, it ain't a sign of defeat or the weak
I would've- you, then cried in my sleep
Dropped just two racks and told them "Buy the machine"
I'm LeBron in Miami, I provide for the heat
God strike me if I'm lyin', I ain't cryin' in this beef
Unless the tears comin' tatted on the side of my cheek
I provide for my peeps, the Lamb' white in the seat
So I'm literally a wolf disguised in a sheep
You have five figure dreams, I have five figure sleep
Five hours more than enough time that I need
Man want a fair fight, but I ain't on it when I see him
Fuck honor, this revolver is onomatopoeic
Let it "Stut-tut-tut-tut-tut-tut-ter" when you see him
Free Scalez, Free C and free my niggas 'til I see 'em
I wouldn't wanna be him
My old Gs roamin', I don't need a coliseum
You see it?
So I'm playin' it good, let hood politics stay in the hood
Fuck the internet, you see this new generation
The Insta beefin' and I ain't into speakin'
When I duck down
I had him runnin' in a lift like he missed a meetin'
There's no good reason to risk your freedom
The yutes dem snitch and them bitches sneakin'
She don't wanna talk 'bout friendships
She just wanna deal with the pipe like I'm fixin' leakin'
And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen
Where I'm from the word "Life" has a different meanin'
Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin'
Try involve me in a flakey dealin'
Sistine Chapel, I'ma paint the ceilin'
I been violated and I hate the feelin'
That's why nowadays man hates the preachin'
We smile in the visit, cah we ain't defeated
The Supreme Court's where my mates appealin'
I can't breed that girl, that's torture
South London, it's just slags on the corner
And influencers tryna bag them a baller
She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura
Her socials say princess, she a pauper
When it's time for it, need more for my daughter
Call me a talker, but man are gettin' lined like lambs in the slaughter
It's life-threatening and I can tell from the borer
Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora
Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us
It's a conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order
Touch me, you better have a life insurer
Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water
And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca
Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life?
Where I'm from, you get cheffed on a normal night
Men talk on my name, but it's porkie pies
I really put it in a prick like a porcupine
Little bro wanna save for a .45
Go board a flight, there's more to life
Yutes on the M6 all the time
We don't need TFL for a northern line
All the best politicians been taught to lie
Where do they buy cocaine when they're snorting white?
Are their dealers safe or on the borderline?
It's ironic, cah we don't where to draw the line
Man see Blue Story, they're mortified
Man see Scarface and it's glorified
'Cause when you're black, everything gets scrutinized
That's why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized
South London, man are gettin' euthanized
I see a yutes demise, I wasn't too surprised
He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived
Don't die by a sword that you used to shine
You can drown for your king, you don't know about Ophelia
Cah we got iron, I don't know about anaemia
I took the hard road, we don't know 'bout the easier
One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia
When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia
This ain't Libya, this ain't Syria
You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea
Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it
Never done a gameshow or trivia
I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor
I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor
I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did
Becah I could have been a prisoner
Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners?
Road ain't no amazing life
The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time
I tell my young Gs "Take your time"
Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine
Yo, I'm so ashamed of how I used to get figures
Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit
And then they leave out the parts where you're burying your niggas
Or in jail, wonderin' who's puttin' dick inside your Mrs
I'm so fuckin' determined
I was in intensive care when I was born, mummy fell down the stairs
Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin' uncertain
I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted
You see, growin' up I had it far from perfect
But nobody did, so I'm a normal person
I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels
Or maybe it's me
A black yutes more than a face on a screen
A number on a laptop or name on a sheet
We got stories to tell and got places to be
From my heart, that's the makin' of me
I was selling look, I was selling tomatoes
I sat on my two hands
I struggled 'cause I didn't want to suffer again
I just wanted, it just make me so upset
I went to Hannover, they sent me back
I tried so much, we have no say it here
I was in detention camps for months at the end, I didn't give up
I was not even twenty when I left Africa
I was determined to survive
I was determined to succeed
I didn't have anybody, nobody was ready to help me
Even when you were born
You were six weeks old, this one is not even Africa, it's this nation
I was on the streets for three years
I have three babies in my hand
Nobody let me in, nobody in this nation
I couldn't pay my rent, deported gangsters carried
I didn't give up, I carried my babies everywhere
And now this is happening
Pay me back for all those pain that I go through
Everyday, I'm in pain, I'm in pain
You see what he's doing to me
You want to kill me, you want to kill men
Can you make an instrumental of Purple Heart
How do I start it ,
This the story of an artist
Oppressed by the system he’s parching
Nobodies marching
Black and Irish I stand tall
Fucked by the country I’m parked in
They say its our fault
They say its our fault
Who tf needs infrastructure anyway
Honestly Ive been praying for some better days
Immigrants ,foreigners , they couldn’t give us better names
How about citizens
Went to the Ireland game , held up my passport
I’m litter than I’ve ever been
More than 20 years in the country we settled in
The Governments twisted
Heard it grape vine
I’ve had fun summers like Phineas
My parents gave me freedom so why you wanna take mine
Everybody got a story I don’t think they wanna hear mine
Sean was from northern side Dublin
Mum has his back
Dad provided but it wasn’t that
See Sean thought it he was crazy
Couldn’t understand because he’s black
That’s Hes mates got it easy
He was not the one
Falling out of love with his dad
And they didn’t get along
Now the love wasn’t enough
He was scarred all the times dad was fighting with mum
Another run in with dad and then he had to rough up
Anytime Sean’s stressing he would go a smoke a blunt
Arrested at 14 , 16, and 18
Fell in love with weed and now he’s baking like a pastry
Started off rapping got dreams of going mainstream
People tell him it’s a daydream
Slient with his suffering
His therapist was lovely
First year of college in a lecture getting comfy
He couldn’t give fuck what book reads
But he ain’t the type to assume
He just loved getting high
Took a flight with a shroom
19 shit got sticky ,
kicked out the gaff
He was outside snoring
Didn’t even if he got money for morning
Food in the evening
Joints for late night
Fire in the belly but his brain got the same kind
But I cant lose composure
Come up a 67 soldier
And i knew a baddie from time
And she came with a sexy body
Impress me body
Niggas was sex her body
I was broke , didn’t know how I would get to colly
And sold spice to get by
While feds were on me
For an f charge
Man these bars put em on my life
I swear this beat sound like a metallica song
its about time dat i get taken in, ive seen enough man get locked in the bin
round here dere aint much schoolin but theres too many flick blades and sims
The piano on 7:55😮💨
Sick greed it misleads until you’ve lost all hope blind in smoke and you choke until your heart stops
And life’s hard but you can’t drop and what’s hard lost is more gained so fuck whatever’s marked off I got here clean I ain’t ever had to bark off but life throws spanner’s I can see how you can end up parked off locked up the roads don’t love you the same one you shot one be the ones where you get shot up and it’s not tough HUH? Man I’ll laugh in your face you’ll say that until you active he’s more active and he packing a blade tapped out now he mashing you face blacked out passed out now your passing away what’s to say for all this violence man are failing to address because the violence isn’t taking their address but 5 minutes to the west you got gang beef mad up on these damn streets one wrong move you can make a man’s hand squeeze and politicians couldn’t recognise this mad dream nightmare the pain In the community is right there am I scared no I ain’t eating off no high chair it’s crazy these politicians baby’s fight fair
is there a way to connect with you?
What you know about loving baby
Got my feelings hot like the ovens ready.
bpm ?
101bpm I think
if ur chatting bout p just lowe it
cuh u ain’t about it
i saw my money drop then raise back to a thousand
brain aches from all this counting
stack my money up looking like a mountain
there ain’t no 2 way about it
when i got a yard i want it like bill gates big gates wit a big fountain
but that’s my dream give a fuck bout how it’s sounding
drip so hard mandem worried bout if i’m drowning
just made * but add a 20 and round it
that’s a hunna or 80 without it
point is i made it in minutes
same wit this tune but i still ain’t finished
and i’ll admit it
i always had more love for money than i did my old mrs
so we can throw round disses
but the thing is
i ain’t lying my answer would’ve never been different
and to the people who tried to make me learn my lesson i hope u know i never listened
cuh i got p ina wallet and half of it ain’t fitting
and none of these bread gon go missing
and if i does ill get a pack and flip it
and to the pricks who fucked wit my money i’ll move wicked
collect p cash it in to the plug like it’s arcade tickets
cuz im really in the game now
i wanna pay back my marj and break down
i wanna fly away get out of this fake town
cuh nobody likes a man who get paid now
grind on the p keep my head down face down
and let them keep hating cuz money man makes pounds
bags and boxes like blade brown
i just want my get back on these idiots man pains sound
i don’t rate fake yutes and hoes wit their fake smiles
so i just keep me and my bros
love to bro bro
no homo
bill up a zoot and go smoke
sit back kick like dojo
finna go ghost
all them man up in ur photo
been getting shit off u slow mo
that’s a no go
that’s why i got a heart so cold
cuz the pendant on my chest made it go froze
i mean go frozen man made it freeze
can’t lie i been tryna find peace
it’s like i know bro but i don’t know me
as long as i make p
keep me some weed
then im good man it is wat it is
keep my distance like im in quarantined
cuh i been rating the 1 step
open logic and make a new project
change the subject
move an object
make some mula that’s man’s prospects
now it feels like i’m back on track but mind skip back to that
and i don’t wanna relapse
taking shit feeling ima collapse
but i patterned that now i just have times where i needa relax
all for the better jus keep my heart intact
no matter what u say you’ll find pain in every man
same way you’ll find hate in every fan
just tryna figure out and understand
if i get high i needa know where ima land
but school taught me suttin remember a contingency plan
and the street life
and what i thought it would be like
too much shit running through my mind now i can’t sleep right
bun up a spliff and bars get a re type
and then then man recite
or i mean recite
i know if i shot bud it don’t look right
and i ain’t the shook type
but i ain’t a bad guy
maybe sum man wish a flat line
and if it’s that then its that time
but that’s the bad side of my bad mind
and that’s why
i gotta let situations pass by
might not be the first but that can be the last crime
doing my next time last time
last rhyme
before i get high and summut like dave see starlight
first off big up my bros das been real from the start
and i mean that shit from the bottom of man’s heart
and i might not have a full one but at least i got half
half hearted don’t get man started this beat ain’t the time to start
bucked bro in town did a shot in larks
shots on the map marked
light my spliff ona one man step got sparked
hoot off my zoot when i walk in the dark
anxiety got me tucking dem sharps
crocodile teeth skillibeng but my bruddas got sharks
let the ting blast when they walk past
was nasty the way bro bro blew it like a fart
this the roads and i take part
if u don’t want to u don’t have to just don’t act hard
cuh we’ll see who’s is when i pull this shard das half down my ass
step after cheff when the hood wake up and the dogs done bark
how are we running down man
when we use to be running round parks fuck man ras
i guess us man grew up and the pasts just the past
but the future holds madnesses mental
and whipping that whip plus its his no rental
back in the days the mandem weren’t paying for no petrol
had a couple bills that i kept tall
use to step school
wit a zoot no pencil
shits kinda the same won’t change tuck metal
bro gave me this said it’s to protect you
mortime i ain’t rapping on this ting to impress you
and to the opps i ain’t got nada against you
apart from ur sum dumb wet yutes
when u die everything gon forget u
man i’m tryna live for a reason i guess im meant to
2nd off big up the mumzy
was there when i’m stressing
now i gotta pay back reflect that reflection cuz dad werent der to show me no attention
didn’t i mention
i know u been through loads
and now i’m doing up road
getting late and u wanting me home
belling my phone
belling back after that tone
but i ain’t gonna moan
cuh i know it’s all love and u only worry
but im promise im calm im just tryna make money
cold on the strip and my nose real runny
ounces of food to fill up my tummy
bunny fried kentucky
why dont you answer me back
ask me that
all the shit i go trough
got my blood pressure rising
i might have a heart attacks
or go into cardiac
im just spitting the hardest facts
around me they smoke the harshest crack
i need some space to myself
i need a car so i can say il be back
im the person people usually
smile to my face while stabbing me in the back
im suprised my love is still intact
spitting my life on a track
not for feedback but self meditation
it use to be and my toxic queen in this love shack
but the dream is fading so its like fck that
revelation only god knows my destination
no graduation just a broken home
i rather stay thenight in a police station
than have to come home to this heart aching
this shit like a reality show
coronation the reason im smart as i am
is cos i carefully make these observations
my heart devided like the population
i find it hard to find a girl
cos its like how are you, whats your occupation
like why am i spending for your vacation?
when you dont care about how im doing on occassions
maybe thats why i find it hard to open up and my minds vacant
in a relationship failing
How do I start it ,
This the story of an artist
Oppressed by the system he’s parching
Nobodies marching
Black and Irish I stand tall
Fucked by the country I’m parked in
They say its our fault
They say its our fault
Who tf needs infrastructure anyway
Honestly Ive been praying for some better days
Immigrants ,foreigners , they couldn’t give us better names
How about citizens
Went to the Ireland game , held up my passport
I’m litter than I’ve ever been
More than 20 years in the country we settled in
The Governments twisted
Heard it grape vine
I’ve had fun summers like Phineas
My parents gave me freedom so why you wanna take mine
Everybody got a story I don’t think they wanna hear mine
Sean was from northern side Dublin
Mum has his back
Dad provided but it wasn’t that
See Sean thought it he was crazy
Couldn’t understand because he’s black
That’s Hes mates got it easy
He was not the one
Falling out of love with his dad
And they didn’t get along
Now the love wasn’t enough
He was scarred all the times dad was fighting with mum
Another run in with dad and then he had to rough up
Anytime Sean’s stressing he would go a smoke a blunt
Arrested at 14 , 16, and 18
Fell in love with weed and now he’s baking like a pastry
Started off rapping got dreams of going mainstream
People tell him it’s a daydream
Slient with his suffering
His therapist was lovely
First year of college in a lecture getting comfy
He couldn’t give fuck what book reads
But he ain’t the type to assume
He just loved getting high
Took a flight with a shroom
19 shit got sticky ,
kicked out the gaff
He was outside snoring
Didn’t even if he got money for morning
Food in the evening
Joints for late night
Fire in the belly but his brain got the same kind
But I cant lose composure
Come up a 67 soldier
And i knew a baddie from time
And she came with a sexy body
Impress me body
Niggas was sex her body
I was broke , didn’t know how I would get to colly
And sold spice to get by
While feds were on me
For an f charge
Man these bars put em on my life
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