this song reminds me of my mom. I'm 19 now and supporting myself. I live in an apartment with my beautiful girlfriend and we both work small jobs. times are hard and money is tight but I think I'm the happiest I've ever been. my mother has always been a conservative Christian and held us to her conservative Christian standards. I'm an Autistic genderfluid bisexual. we would go to church only to be told hell was coming for us if we even so much as thought a sin. I went to a Christian school all through elementary and high school. my parents divorced when I was seven but my mom and her husband didn't get their own house until my fourteenth birthday. that house was the bane of my existence. at least at my dad's house, I had a bike and sidewalks so I could actually leave. I was never more excited than when I bought myself a car halfway through 17. she was so emotionally distant. you couldn't talk to her without "abusing her with your emotions". all mental illness was demons and you needed to just pray about it. And even still she would say things like "I wish you cared about me" or "maybe one day you'll love me" or things along those lines. when I hear this song I tear up or cry almost every time. I'm mad at her. I'm upset at her. I never want to see her again she took my childhood she didn't care or accept me she was an overall bad person I hope she's....not happy. but the melancholy yet somehow shouty flow of this song gives the feeling that it's not completely true. She's my mother. she was with me my whole life. she did and provided so much for us. she loved me...I think...? she loved me? "I hope you're not happy without me. I hope that it's hard to get out of bed. I hope you get angry without me. I hope you're not happy ever again." I don't know and this song really just makes me want to bawl my eyes out because I still miss her. but I hate her so much. it's probably pathetic but sometimes I think she listens to this same song and thinks about me. whatever I dunno. sorry i didn't mean for this to be so long i guess i just kinda rambled lol
This is so relatable. He broke my heart and his karma should be to never be happy again. I don’t make the rules, the universe does. You break the heart of someone who loved you so deeply and unconditionally and you hurt them, you deserve some bad karma from that.
this song is just so good, feels like ashe’s trying out different yet familiar sounds and I love it. Her essence is in this song from start to beginning, I cannot wait for the album!!
I'll never forget screaming the words at each other before the song was even out. Thank you for one of the best nights of my life, and sealing that memory forever with this video
I’m so proud of you Ashe. You makes me smile with your music and you are like my therapist literally. You won’t read it but if you do, I love you and I won’t stop. Thanks for helping me and others realise how good music is, and how important it is.
Can’t wait for this one. You keep surprising me every time with your music Ashe. Thank you for existing and for sharing with us your stories and feelings. I love you with all my heart. ❤
Well Ashe, I am so glad I have found you. Your music is totally awesome and helps me a lot in my life. I am very grateful and wish you only the best! Your loyal fan from Czech Republic, Europe. Thank you very much!
THIS. ive been listening songs about being moved on but i really hate the fact that he forgot everything. i STILL think of those sunny days and i dont want him to be happy . thanks ashe
Omg Ashe you've created yet another work of art! I am so proud of you and how far you've come. Watching you grow throughout your music career has really been something to cherish and I am excited to watch you continue to grow! We're all very proud of you and we love you!!! Thank you for being you! 🤍
Excited and so proud of you Ashe. This song is absolutely a masterpiece and the fact you opened up with heartfelt lyrics for us all is touching. I’m very grateful I found you. Thank you again. LOVE YOU ❤️❤️ I was there for the show April 20 and it was absolutely amazing.
hope you’re not happy releasing almost a year after ashlyn feels like a full circle moment. so proud of you ashe, i love you!
YES!!! I totally agree with that!
Whoever screamed I hope your not happy you are an icon I’m glad you made it into the video audio wise.
this song reminds me of my mom. I'm 19 now and supporting myself. I live in an apartment with my beautiful girlfriend and we both work small jobs. times are hard and money is tight but I think I'm the happiest I've ever been. my mother has always been a conservative Christian and held us to her conservative Christian standards. I'm an Autistic genderfluid bisexual. we would go to church only to be told hell was coming for us if we even so much as thought a sin. I went to a Christian school all through elementary and high school. my parents divorced when I was seven but my mom and her husband didn't get their own house until my fourteenth birthday. that house was the bane of my existence. at least at my dad's house, I had a bike and sidewalks so I could actually leave. I was never more excited than when I bought myself a car halfway through 17. she was so emotionally distant. you couldn't talk to her without "abusing her with your emotions". all mental illness was demons and you needed to just pray about it. And even still she would say things like "I wish you cared about me" or "maybe one day you'll love me" or things along those lines. when I hear this song I tear up or cry almost every time. I'm mad at her. I'm upset at her. I never want to see her again she took my childhood she didn't care or accept me she was an overall bad person I hope she's....not happy. but the melancholy yet somehow shouty flow of this song gives the feeling that it's not completely true. She's my mother. she was with me my whole life. she did and provided so much for us. she loved me...I think...? she loved me? "I hope you're not happy without me. I hope that it's hard to get out of bed. I hope you get angry without me. I hope you're not happy ever again." I don't know and this song really just makes me want to bawl my eyes out because I still miss her. but I hate her so much. it's probably pathetic but sometimes I think she listens to this same song and thinks about me. whatever I dunno.
sorry i didn't mean for this to be so long i guess i just kinda rambled lol
Your mom was right
Finally we’re getting this beauty officially!!!
This is so relatable. He broke my heart and his karma should be to never be happy again. I don’t make the rules, the universe does. You break the heart of someone who loved you so deeply and unconditionally and you hurt them, you deserve some bad karma from that.
She can’t write a bad song. Masterpiece.
this song is just so good, feels like ashe’s trying out different yet familiar sounds and I love it. Her essence is in this song from start to beginning, I cannot wait for the album!!
I'll never forget screaming the words at each other before the song was even out. Thank you for one of the best nights of my life, and sealing that memory forever with this video
Oh my God, are you anywhere in the video? 🥺
I’m so proud of you Ashe. You makes me smile with your music and you are like my therapist literally.
You won’t read it but if you do, I love you and I won’t stop. Thanks for helping me and others realise how good music is, and how important it is.
What i Love about Ashe is that every of her lyrics are so damn meaningfull. I don't know, she deserves a lot more visibility.
I heard it live when she passed through and it was amazing!
I got an angel questioning her life decisions, I hope she is happy without me
Ashe musics are never fail. I have faith about that
this song is so amazing and hearing it live before it was released was such a surreal experience!! i’m so proud of you ashe
Can’t wait for this one. You keep surprising me every time with your music Ashe. Thank you for existing and for sharing with us your stories and feelings. I love you with all my heart. ❤
I was finding for Ashe replay patch 12.8 and then this showed up. Great song, and another artist that I found on UA-cam, lucky day.
everything Ashe does is literally a masterpiece!
me when the the when happyr you hope not you're happy the when me i am when happy not: 🕺🏻
This song reminds me of ‘Across the universe’ by the beatles in a way and I love that. The vibe is immaculate, well done ashe.
well put
Well Ashe, I am so glad I have found you. Your music is totally awesome and helps me a lot in my life. I am very grateful and wish you only the best! Your loyal fan from Czech Republic, Europe. Thank you very much!
Ah a lot of feelings in this song 💔
I couldn't be more proud of her, she works wonders and I feel lucky to know that I live on the same timeline as her.
ashe has never made a bad song and i stand by that
O “lararararararara”-- 🦋🦋🦋
I literally have loved Ashe for so long and no matter how many singles she will release I will always be excited and be there
Ashe your are perfect
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD
so proud of you ashe. you really bring comfort to so many of us. we love you
I'm here on May 4, 2022 and I just want to say that this song is beautiful and everyone will love it
so proud of you ashe!
Ashe is seriously the best singer Ive come across. She's so unique and underrated.
I love the fan screaming "Hope you're not happy" and that's how the song starts.
i've been literally obsessed with this for DAYS
I love that tone shift at 1:45
Experiencing this song live before it was even out was so special, I love you with all of my heart Ashe ♥️
I'm here waiting for this song to explode, cause it will.
I saw it live! Moore theater! Love u Ashe!! 💞💖🎉
now this is what perfection feels like
I can´t believe how far ashe made it. i´m so proud of her. this is so special
Girl, you deserve the best! I hope you get it asap!!!!
I love you so much mom! ♥️
THIS. ive been listening songs about being moved on but i really hate the fact that he forgot everything. i STILL think of those sunny days and i dont want him to be happy . thanks ashe
Seeing videos of you in Philly makes me so happy. Bc I was there. That might means so much to me
THE VIBE>>>>>
Nice Harmonies. "Hope You’re Not Happy" Congratulations #Ashe. Da Capo
It's a good song
AHHHHH
omg i’m in love with this song! IM SO PROUD OF YOU ASHE!!
That's an original ASHE❤❤
Omg Ashe you've created yet another work of art! I am so proud of you and how far you've come. Watching you grow throughout your music career has really been something to cherish and I am excited to watch you continue to grow! We're all very proud of you and we love you!!! Thank you for being you! 🤍
I LOVE YOU ASHE AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS MUSIC AND SHARING IT WITH US
Can't wait for another excellent album ahhhhhh
AAAAAART!
saw you in concert on may 4th and i miss it so much already.
wow she's so real for this xx
What a tune
Literally so excited
Prouddddddddddddddddddd
Ashe ILY
Proud of Ashe
thanks for singing this to us live, i love watching you flourish :)
I GOT CHILLS AND I'M CRYING..
Ashe this song is so good and I loved hearing it love, so proud of you!
Great song Ashe. You are looking great.
BEAUTIFUL
This is a killer song
hearing it live was one of the best experiences ever
ashe. i love you so freaking much. your music is genuinely my therapy. i hope you’re happy. thank you for everything. i cannot wait to see you live
I dare you to make a song I don't love and would die for. Bet you can't.
Niall te voy a estar eternamente agradecida por haberme presentado a semejante mujer ❤️
ASHE is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for HER one day.
So so proud of you Ashe!!!! Hearing this song live was an experience I will never forget I LOVE YOU🫶🫶🫶
such a BANGER!
Yes I love This song so much it was so awesome seeing it live in Phoenix
Love you Ashe
ASHE TE AMO
forever going to flex that it came out on my birthday, i'm so excited to hear it again. loved your performance of it in Montreal !
LITERALLY SLAYED
this song is so human I can't, brilliant
Just incredible.
this is for sure gonna be one of my most streamed song for the next couple of- actually just forever lol
Beautiful
Excited and so proud of you Ashe. This song is absolutely a masterpiece and the fact you opened up with heartfelt lyrics for us all is touching. I’m very grateful I found you. Thank you again. LOVE YOU ❤️❤️
I was there for the show April 20 and it was absolutely amazing.
This song is so amazing you are my favorite singer right now and I love all your song so much
I'm so happy to see Ashe's evolution after a year
Lately ASHE has described my life in her songs and finally it closed a cycle and a new beginning, I am very proud of you darling.🫶🏻💋
Te amo Ashe, gracias por sacar canciones tan jodidamente buenas ❤️❤️❤️
I just love her
This song speaks to me on a soul level
im so emotional ily ashe
it's very much villain origin story vibes.
I like it.
ASHE U ALWAYS SLAYY
such a special song
I love this songgg
IM IN LOVE
BEAUTY
im so happy i got to see this live
GOD, IM SO PROUD OF YOU
Me encantó la estética del video
YOOO
YESYESYESYES SLAYYYY QUEEN
I heard this song live at your Toronto show it was my first ever concert and I loved it!!!