honestly this spirituality subject has nothing to babble and yapp about, unless you turn the podcast political and talk about how we can make the world a better place and that will require you to be well educated on many things especially modern history of all parts of the world
You have to do it bro. Imagine if those little shed videos you did were with another psychedelic brother. I don't think it would be as good as your respective content, but I'd love to see you guys chatting in that vein.@@Vivec
I appreciate you sharing your struggles. Glad you're doin well. I've never had the money to support such a thing but did a half on a few tabs at the last rave I went to and had a magical experience. Like the reporter said: treat this stuff with the respect and reverence it deserves. When you do these things become tools/sacraments rather than escapism. They can heal rather than hurt. It's all in how you approach and use the tool that determines which it'll be.
It's interesting you mention the PTSD, Vivec. I mixed LSD with cannabis when I was 18... (I need to mention that I didn't take much at all and only did LSD 5 or 6 times, but never copious amounts in dosage.) I enjoyed being able to smoke cannabis, and I smoked like a chimney for 6-7 years, but after taking LSD a handful of times within a year.. oh my God. Everything changed. I actually did get the PTSD that you mentioned in the video, and drug induced psychosis. The experience was like the Truman show but.. so intense that I thought I was going to get m*rdered by my best friend, and this heightened sense of paranoia went on for the course of a month.. When I really wasn't in that type of danger. After a "divine intervention," I was able to quit taking pills, and other drugs, but.. I had to give up the ability to smoke cannabis. Every time I have smoked cannabis after that, it feels like I'm on a roller coaster drop and I get that sudden drop feeling in my stomach, and in my mind I get that creeping Truman show feeling of paranoia. I get twitchy when I smoke cannabis now. Never happened before I took LSD. I got my life together somewhat, but I had a massive cognitive decline during that time that I wonder what life would be like for me if I didn't indulge in the shit that I had. I'm 26 now and work in psychiatric care; Go figure. Thank you for your knowledge and research into the trip reports and for your content. I consider myself fortunate and extremely lucky compared to a few of the horror stories I've heard in my youth of people who took too much LSD.
haven't done it for 10 years, it was one of my faves, I'm planning to go to mexico and get some pharmacy grade ket and simmer it off on a hot plate one day
Mixing a psychedelic with a dissociative is very strange indeed. Smoking salvia on the peak of acid is something that I will NEVER do again, although I don't regret that I experienced it once, just to know what's possible.
i experienced it yesterday, i felt like i was out of my body, i saw images of my entire life passing, felt like we are one, like reality its not only one , it was like 1 hour for me, then i saw mi girlfriend saying " are you ok?" , suddenly i woke up with a big feeling of love and understanding and my girlfrend says to me "are you ok?" like i was dreaming. That was super weird , but i didnt felt scared. super crazy.
My ketamine playlist used to consist mainly of Lamb of gods As the palaces burn album 😂 usually on psych's more chilled stuff is ideal but for some reason the wonkiness of the ket used to make me have some great times with that album.
Me and some homies mixed dmt + ketamine + acid one time. We figured since all three of them just kinda found themselves in my appartment, without us forcing it or seeking it out really, that it was like destiny or fate that we had to do it. It was almost an act of courage for me to smoke the dmt while on acid and ket. It was really intense and crazy but it wasn't a bad trip. Also mixed ketamine and molly with these females and it was one of my favoirite trips ive had.
Ive done esketamine treatments, well just 2 at the doctors and the 2nd one was it. Doctor made me take more than I wanted and it was awful. It wasn't the right treatment for me anyways, as the doctor was one of those "one hit wonders", where they diagnose almost all their patients into one group. I swear he was using it himself too though, by his behavior at times.
you mentioned the cognitive decline aspects of k addiction, i'm kind of curious to ask a hypothetical: suppose you got your favourite youtube video up on screen, do you think you'd be able to describe the video (as you're watching it) in as much detail and as fast as feels comfortable everything in the video without being completely drained? (the speed and the level of description would be entirely up to you).
I’m currently taking ketamine for depression. I’m thinking of saving some doses so I can have a bigger trip. Right now I’m on 400mg which is the second lowest dose and the highest I can get prescribed is. 1200mg… how much should I take to go into a k-hole
That's par for the course tbh. I'm not too bothered about my view count, really. All that matters to me is that the people who do watch a video enjoy it and/or take something meaningful away from it afterwards.
I strive to become a shaman in my future days as I’ve always had a positive inclination towards these higher states of consciousness. These videos are like the training in between the actual matches.
@@Unoriginal____Starwalker do a lot of research before you do anything. Take your time with everything. And be very respectful to every piece of medicine you consume and it will treat you with respect back. And like always, go with the flow of the experience, because the notion that you have control of anything is just a veil to satisfy your ego for the time being on earth, but in reality you are everything and always have been, so soak it all in and don’t resist.
Casting you a miraculous recovery✨ Interesting report, I like when other magicians/deep folks go for the deep stuffs just to bless us afterwards. Little heroes. Of everyday. Life. And good speech sir.. &to everyone: Stay safe & choose the natural and widely known(apart from datura maybe) over the highly intriguing research chemicals out there. At least in heroic doses ffs lol.
Ayo should Vivec and I do a podcast together? 🫣
👍👍
NO I HATE THEM 🤬
@@Vivec OOGA BOOGA
honestly this spirituality subject has nothing to babble and yapp about, unless you turn the podcast political and talk about how we can make the world a better place and that will require you to be well educated on many things especially modern history of all parts of the world
You have to do it bro. Imagine if those little shed videos you did were with another psychedelic brother. I don't think it would be as good as your respective content, but I'd love to see you guys chatting in that vein.@@Vivec
Appreciate the commentary, really adds to the vid, and it’s nice to hear some personal story’s as well, keep up the great work brother!! 🫡
I appreciate you sharing your struggles. Glad you're doin well. I've never had the money to support such a thing but did a half on a few tabs at the last rave I went to and had a magical experience. Like the reporter said: treat this stuff with the respect and reverence it deserves. When you do these things become tools/sacraments rather than escapism. They can heal rather than hurt. It's all in how you approach and use the tool that determines which it'll be.
Glad to hear your doing better. Keep it up bro❤
Really appreciate the interesting storys with the calm setting. Thanks for providing us with them vivec
It's interesting you mention the PTSD, Vivec. I mixed LSD with cannabis when I was 18... (I need to mention that I didn't take much at all and only did LSD 5 or 6 times, but never copious amounts in dosage.) I enjoyed being able to smoke cannabis, and I smoked like a chimney for 6-7 years, but after taking LSD a handful of times within a year.. oh my God. Everything changed. I actually did get the PTSD that you mentioned in the video, and drug induced psychosis. The experience was like the Truman show but.. so intense that I thought I was going to get m*rdered by my best friend, and this heightened sense of paranoia went on for the course of a month.. When I really wasn't in that type of danger.
After a "divine intervention," I was able to quit taking pills, and other drugs, but.. I had to give up the ability to smoke cannabis. Every time I have smoked cannabis after that, it feels like I'm on a roller coaster drop and I get that sudden drop feeling in my stomach, and in my mind I get that creeping Truman show feeling of paranoia. I get twitchy when I smoke cannabis now. Never happened before I took LSD.
I got my life together somewhat, but I had a massive cognitive decline during that time that I wonder what life would be like for me if I didn't indulge in the shit that I had.
I'm 26 now and work in psychiatric care; Go figure. Thank you for your knowledge and research into the trip reports and for your content. I consider myself fortunate and extremely lucky compared to a few of the horror stories I've heard in my youth of people who took too much LSD.
Imagine you have that same experience everytime you smoke cannabis, but you didn’t even have to use lsd to get that paranoia
Why do we keep hearing about Wes and her son? I just want to know about Wes. I don't care about her son.
Shut up ye tick
We appreciate you brother Vivec ❤
You're getting better at reading these
Cheers. I always strive to better my narration.
@@LucaBrasiDrunkCatPawquit the brown nosing Lucas you got his poop all over your nose buddy
@@LucaBrasiDrunkCatPaw who ever said we were buddies? Your basically an enemy to me
haven't done it for 10 years, it was one of my faves, I'm planning to go to mexico and get some pharmacy grade ket and simmer it off on a hot plate one day
Vivec the poetry warrior
always enjoy my day’s listening to your voice ❤
Mixing a psychedelic with a dissociative is very strange indeed. Smoking salvia on the peak of acid is something that I will NEVER do again, although I don't regret that I experienced it once, just to know what's possible.
i experienced it yesterday, i felt like i was out of my body, i saw images of my entire life passing, felt like we are one, like reality its not only one , it was like 1 hour for me, then i saw mi girlfriend saying " are you ok?" , suddenly i woke up with a big feeling of love and understanding and my girlfrend says to me "are you ok?" like i was dreaming. That was super weird , but i didnt felt scared. super crazy.
Thank you for your insights and honesty with your struggles.
That’s okay your welcome;)
Fun fact Ishtar was a god that the Israelites worshiped in the Bible but he’s really a demon
Bro just gave a demon access to his body dam.
The visuals reminded me of an old game i used to play called bioshock
it is, bioshock infinite, amazing game
Best K-Hole report yet imo. Don't skip the commentary guys, pretty solid advice there
How are you doing with your ketamine addiction? Keep going dont give up! : )
You're the best man! Love your vids and insights aswell as the comments at the end of a trip report. Love from germany
My ketamine playlist used to consist mainly of Lamb of gods As the palaces burn album 😂 usually on psych's more chilled stuff is ideal but for some reason the wonkiness of the ket used to make me have some great times with that album.
The band Palace??
I've been having 1 key of ket most nights for a good 2 weeks, just before sleep, is that top much? Didn't know it was bad
Me and some homies mixed dmt + ketamine + acid one time. We figured since all three of them just kinda found themselves in my appartment, without us forcing it or seeking it out really, that it was like destiny or fate that we had to do it. It was almost an act of courage for me to smoke the dmt while on acid and ket. It was really intense and crazy but it wasn't a bad trip. Also mixed ketamine and molly with these females and it was one of my favoirite trips ive had.
Keep up the good videos. Good night😴❤️
Thank you ricky ;) (this is my personal account)
Jar Jar Shot First
you’re WRONG!!!
Epic bio shock infinite spot
1/16th a night? Sheeet.. 👎
Ive done esketamine treatments, well just 2 at the doctors and the 2nd one was it. Doctor made me take more than I wanted and it was awful. It wasn't the right treatment for me anyways, as the doctor was one of those "one hit wonders", where they diagnose almost all their patients into one group. I swear he was using it himself too though, by his behavior at times.
Everyone drop everything new Vivec video!!
me within 1 second of reading the video title: "WHY this can't be me?!" 🤣
you mentioned the cognitive decline aspects of k addiction, i'm kind of curious to ask a hypothetical: suppose you got your favourite youtube video up on screen, do you think you'd be able to describe the video (as you're watching it) in as much detail and as fast as feels comfortable everything in the video without being completely drained? (the speed and the level of description would be entirely up to you).
Yeah yeah, and by now, so too have the rest of us. And the adulterated shit”ll give you seizures.
Bioshock Infinite, one of my favorite games.
For those who has have tried 5MEO and ketamine, are they similar at all?
I didnt do 5MEO but i can tell u, NO
I did 5meo and I'm 99% ket doesn't share anything in common with it
I’m currently taking ketamine for depression. I’m thinking of saving some doses so I can have a bigger trip. Right now I’m on 400mg which is the second lowest dose and the highest I can get prescribed is. 1200mg… how much should I take to go into a k-hole
well it depends on your tolerance ofc but 600+mg IM works
13 mins and only 66 views?
That's par for the course tbh. I'm not too bothered about my view count, really. All that matters to me is that the people who do watch a video enjoy it and/or take something meaningful away from it afterwards.
@@Vivec I will always be one of those views✌
"The Absolute Horror of reading the comment section"
Vivec reading me bedtime stories😴
New age woo woo
May light and love guide you to a more expanded mind
@@GodOfLovers1111 I hope not too much expansion that my brain falls out like majority of new age lovers
@@bakedcreations8985 I wish you well.
@@GodOfLovers1111 same to you
I strive to become a shaman in my future days as I’ve always had a positive inclination towards these higher states of consciousness. These videos are like the training in between the actual matches.
Do you have any advice for someone interested in exploring these kinds of things?
@@Unoriginal____Starwalker do a lot of research before you do anything. Take your time with everything. And be very respectful to every piece of medicine you consume and it will treat you with respect back. And like always, go with the flow of the experience, because the notion that you have control of anything is just a veil to satisfy your ego for the time being on earth, but in reality you are everything and always have been, so soak it all in and don’t resist.
If your gifted in Shamanism, it would allow you to take people into Mystical States without drugs or psychedelics.
@@Andy101-tm3hz and one day I hope to have those capabilities
Fw tha vid🤙🏽
Rainbow Bridge 😅😮😢❤
Casting you a miraculous recovery✨ Interesting report, I like when other magicians/deep folks go for the deep stuffs just to bless us afterwards. Little heroes. Of everyday. Life. And good speech sir.. &to everyone: Stay safe & choose the natural and widely known(apart from datura maybe) over the highly intriguing research chemicals out there. At least in heroic doses ffs lol.
we are heaven