You're lucky, try and keep life that way and if you ever think you're in an abusive/toxic relationship with Anyone, then try and safely break away from them
@@venusplayz6592 ok???? Trauma isn't a contest, sorry about what you had to deal with but don't be rude to people who didn't. I have trauma myself, I'm a childhood cancer survivor, but you don't see me being passive aggressive to people who had healthy childhoods
The comment section is so wholesome, and at the same time so doomed... As a victim of sexual abuse, I love you, and thank you so much for this, it's really help me coping. I hope you're doing better...
My father used to sing this song to me, but would replace Daisy with my name. He was a bad person. Edit: For those asking about what it is he had done I don’t mind sharing I guess, I appreciate the kind words and those who empathize, and I can tell this comment section is a safe place. My dad had major addictions to alcohol, gambling, and opioids. He was a ped0phile; would watch me shower, watch me sleep, and attempted to a$$ault me when I was 12, he probably did much more when I was younger, but my brain refuses to remember. The warning signs were all there, considering his own family wasn’t comfortable with him being alone with their own children. I overheard one time that he had a$$aulted my mom multiple times and that was how I came into the picture, unwanted. My mom wanted to ab0rt me, but my dad didn’t let her. He committed $uicide instead of facing the consequences of his actions when I was 16, him and mom had already divorced by that point, and I was living with her, but I still have nightmares of him, of him appearing to me as a demon and threatening to drag me to he|| and finish what he started. I’m 20 now, but you can never fully get over it.
I went through the exact same thing two years ago. It hurts so badly when you have no one to talk to and cry with. It was all because they thought I was too broken to be their friend...
The same thing happened to me many years ago. I feel like ppl leave when you need them the most bc they don't want "negativity" in their life like wow it makes me question the humanity of everyone around me. Its like ppl are scared of pain even when its not there own. Very strange and scary tbh
I had a friend that I love a lot and I wanted to be more than her friend because she understood me and take care of me like no one else in this world of shit. She told me that she won't be on social media on a large time and I understood like she did with me, but she still were on instagram and on facebook. I felt so used and fooled. She leave me swearing that she will return and she never did it. I'm alone again as always. I won't be ever in love again, I don't want anyone of this scum world to hurt me again.
I moved from the place where I lived for 10 years to another country, not knowing anyone there, I miss our every weekend sitting on the roof with me best friend, he was the only one I could talk to and the only one who actually understood me, but he is gone too now.. stay strong, I feel you,,,,
he twisted my reality, made me out to be the bad one, made himself seem like the savior. i lost everyone because of him. he made everyone seem so evil. he made me seem so evil. i trusted him, i did, i trusted him more than anything. i loved him more than anything. i thought he loved me more than anything. he said he did. i still feel him touching me, i dont want to feel him touching me any more. hes gone but i still feel his hands on me. wow i havent been able to type that out without people who know me able to see it ever. its. comforting? comforting.
im here if you need to talk about anything. you're brave and you're amazing and you didnt deserve him. he's the horrible person. and you were the victim. you didnt deserve to be, and trust but i could kick him in the fucking nuts if i saw him ever in my LIFE
you know, usually these kinds of images would creep me out but it feels oddly comforting? i dont have any trauma (that i know of) but its really calm and makes me feel weird, in a good way
tw I guess My sister hurt me a lot, physically and emotionally, and since she’s my sister (we’re even twins) I feel like nobody takes it as seriously. I can’t remember when it started, or when she began to turn her anger inward. She stopped hurting me and started hurting herself. She used to sit on me, and hit me, and call me worthless. She screamed in my ear, I was terrified of her for years. Now she’s in treatment for BPD, and I have to forgive her. I’m supposed to eventually forgive her, because I love her. If she was an abusive boyfriend, people would tell me to leave and never look back. But she’s my sister, and I have to forgive her. I remember very little, I just get flashes of feelings and pain. And I hear her screams. I’ve written a lot about this, 50k words, this past year. She just hurt me, and I don’t want to hear her say sorry. Edit (4/29/21)(if anyone is still reading this thing): It's still weird hearing her say sorry. I'm still mad, I'm still kinda scared even. But I'm doing better. Being happy and living in a calm environment is unnerving. Hearing my sister ask what she can do to put me at ease,, makes my spine itch. But I'm doing better. I'm not going to forgive her yet, not until she's proven to me that she's changed. To all the people out there who have shared how they relate, you don't have to forgive them. In fact, y'all don't even have to give them a chance to earn your forgiveness. I'm privileged because my abuser is willing to go somewhere and get better. You don't have to forgive anyone. Edit 7/25/22: I come back to this every now and then, to check in on replies and such. But mostly to see how I've grown. I still haven't verbally forgiven my sister, but life is moving forward. After two years of treatment, she got back about four months ago. It's still rough, she still gets mad and shit, but she hasn't really hurt me, so it's better. I'll be heading off to college next month, something that I prayed would come sooner five years ago. Anyone reading this who wants comfort, yeah, things will even put eventually. I'm not gonna say it gets better, I'll just say that you can be safe someday, I promise. So... Yeah, man, these past couple years have been rough, but seeing how far I've come (mostly thanks to antidepressants and some therapy) is awesome. Reply if you need some help/advice, I'd love to give some. Stick around y'all
God, the most heartbreaking part of this is the thought of the people who made these images sobbing and crying and wanting to get help, but they feel like they can’t. It’s hard trying to break free when you’re trapped in your own mind, it feels like climbing a never ending rope and something keeps pulling you down. Your mind feels dark and foggy, and you want to seek help but you feel like you can’t because dumbass people would say “That’s not real” but it fucking is. It makes me so damn pissed when people say that “depression is all in your head.” Bitch, if depression was all in their heads then they wouldn’t be depressed anymore, it’s so much harder than it looks. It’s a battle, a long long longggg battle. And it’s hard to seek help because they’re afraid of getting that response from a person. I hate people who think that depression or any mental illness isn’t real, I want to fucking slap them. Is it seriously that hard to try and understand a person? Is it that hard to look up how many times people had died over depression or any mental illness at all? It IS fucking real! Stop saying that it isn’t and try and help people goddamnit! And it Especially sucks if you’re a kid, because adults won’t even try to understand simply because of the term “tHeY’Re jUsT yOuNg” I hate humans sometimes. I hope whoever’s reading this that’s dealing with Depression, trauma, or any illness of any sort, gets the support and help they need.
side question, do you think a therapist can help people who has depression and mental health issues? The truth is I've been wanting to become an one, but I got depression myself and I keep thinking I won't be able to help anyone else. Can I have your thought about this? It would be much help if you do :>
@@alungoo_uwu i mean. I think you can if you try. It'll be hard and maybe you'll want to give up, i won't sugar coat that. In the end, I think all the effort will be worth it. You can help, i believe in you. I also have the same dream, and i want you to know that it's possible, as hard as it may seem. All i can do for you is hope you get some encouragement from this(even though i suck at that kind of stuff lol) :) Actually, remember that therapy is help. The client is the one to decide whether they accept the help or not. Therapy might not work for everyone, but it's a pretty good way to get help
@@gamiket628 ah thank you so much!! You charged me up with energy and courage and also have made my night >V< and thank you again for giving me your opinion and making better solution for me🧎♀️🙌 I'm still trying to find out what should I do, and what path should I take, but I'm sure I'll figure it out and chase my own dreams after I read your nice comment ^^ I wish you the best for your dream, goals as well!! Since you have already your dream I'm sure you'll get to where you want to be with a determination in your eyes òWó🔥🔥 very glad for you❤ ah i must have bickered a lot, thank you for the advice, I've been in confusion for a while but my mind got better now, for the last time thank you very much! Have a nice day or night🌷
Mom and dad always yell. I'm used to it. I always yell too. It hurts people, right? I'm so sorry for yelling, I wish I could be a quiet good little girl. Sweetheart, you're not mad? You promise? Please, hug me, I feel so safe when you hug me. *Can you tell me how to hug someone through the screen? I feel so lonely*
Funny how I literally only told 2 people about my trauma, and they aren't even my family. "Mimi", if you're reading this, you have no idea what you did to me
@@skykitsune7260i hav same expirence in roblox i dednt know what toxic meant and call my friend toxic and i didnt know what meant and she got mad and unfrend me and told me to go in hel
TW// There’s these random moments where I feel my trauma isn’t valid. I wasn’t assaulted as bad as others, there was only the touches, the comments, the insults after. But for some reason I can still feel it, I feel filthy. But I want to be hurt more. I want to feel valid. I feel stupid, I feel selfish. I need to be hurt more. I need it so badly.
Hey, I used to feel that way too sometimes. What you're going through is valid, don't let anyone else decide that it isn't. What they're doing to you is not okay, it doesn't matter how other people have it worse than you, what is happening to you is still wrong nevertheless and it might even get worse over time. We can go through this together.
Your pain is valid. I know it feels like you need to be hurt more to have someone notice, to deserve to be loved and cared for. When you’ve cried all the tears you could, let your feelings out to the best of your ability, cried out to anyone just for help… People are so shallow when it comes to empathy. They have no patience. I understand you and you’re not alone. I know it sick when someone tells you to cope and that your hardship is nothing compared to someone else’s. Wherever you are I hope you can connect with that and know someone else feels the exact same way. Afraid to look selfish.
i understand that to an extent. but you dont need to hurt more to feel valid enough. its NOT worth it, it will never be worth it. it shouldn't have happened AT ALL. it's horrible to be assaulted in any way, its also horrible that there's worse instances to compare it to in the first place. there will always be someone who has it worse and someone who has it better. that doesn't matter. what happened was horrible, period.
I was groomed by an adult man for about 4 years. I've had a used-to-be friend hold a knife against my throat and make me do things i didn't want to/didn't understand. I lived through the emotional, verbal, abuse my mom put me through when my dad wasn't around. This stuff, this helps a lot. Feeling that other people, even if they've been through more than me, understand how I feel. It means the world. Thank you for sharing this, and thank you for posting this. And to everyone, you're not alone. And it does it get better 💖
I'm a survivor of narcissistic abuse and this aesthetic hits. This and anything that raps with screaming and crappy music helps me cope. Also anyone reading this: You owe yourself the love you never received. Love yourself, love your inner child, and don't put up with abuse. You owe it to yourself to be happy! ❤❤❤
Narcissistic abuse is horrifying, I've been through it and still am. Things keep getting worse every day. I just can't stand how I can't even feel safe in my own home... I hope things are getting better for you.
I don't mean to invalidate or diminish anyone's trauma here or come off as arrogant and I apologize if it does but "Narcissistic abuse" doesn't exist, emotional/psychological abuse does. /nm.
"You literally ripped me open what the fuck" I broke down into tears. Edit: I'm okay, dears. I just had a little moment. Its okay. 💗 And I hope you're all okay as well. Edit 2: This is most likely going to be my last edit but I still reply to comments. I am doing better, but I still come by once in a while to cope and calm myself. These videos bring me so much comfort, it feels like a nostalgia dream in 2004. I hope all of you are okay!
0:21 i was raised in a strict middle eastern community and since i was a little girl i was trapped with the concept of modesty and purity, i have to protect my virginity and my body, that's what i taught which led me to a lot of anxiety fearing of men, one time when i was 7 the school bus driver used to be nice to me and slowly started touching me and talking with me sexually and i was a type of child who would never not listen to adults even if they were to hurt me.. one day when he dropped me home i entered crying and went to bath and i never felt disgusted about my body that cursed me since i was born into this world, it was the most disgusting thing ever and i hated looking at it my whole life i don't even can wear something tight or revealing alone without feeling disgusted and disturbed, then i told my parents and happened what happened, but that man still hunt me in my nightmares dreaming about getting raped several time, i'm 20 now, when i had my first period at age 11 i was told i was impure and locked myself at my room ashamed and was a living hell and started hating my body more and more, when i was 10 i had my first crush, i was shy and taught to never talk to boys or men or i will be beaten, i never talked with him but i remember him very well his name was Benjamin, when i talked with my mom about him recently she said i would find a better husband, but i don't want to marry and i don't want anyone to touch me, why can't i be with someone i love without the need of desiring my body? since then i hated marriage even tho i still like kids and wish to have ones but I'm completely terrified by being owned by a man like a sex slave since the concept of marrige in my society is a buying a woman and fucking her and make her serve you till she dies and then you marry another, and i also can't forget oldest brother used to take sexual advantage of me when i was still in kindergarten and i couldn't fight back or anything because i fear him and i was learned to always do what elders tell me and i forgot this memory in my younger days and i didn't remember it till i was 14 (0:35 reminded me of how i forgot) and when i told my mom the first think she did is taking me to the doctor to check my virginity.. i was traumatised by that visit alone.
holy, crap, ayo, im a middle eastern women too, this makes me want to hug you because i went through a similar thing, please know your not alone, please, i love you
i am so sorry for you, you don’t deserve this❤︎ i don’t have any trauma so i really cannot imagine how much impact this had on your life :( i hope you get better and remember there are always good people in the world that care for you💖💖
No, I struggle to be happy because I remember all the times I vented and said I have trauma. When I don't have a mental breakdown for a few days I say I don't have trauma and I'm just a dramatic spoiled brat looking for pity. Also your trauma is valid.
Everyday I ask myself the same question.... . . . "Did...I kill someone?" "Yes" "But- who?" "It's you! You killed the old you and the happy you..." It just feels like this sometimes :)
This is possibly one of the greatest ways to cope and help others get through tough situations Traumacore is one of my favorite genres of art ever created for those who really need it
I left my emotionally abusive ex boyfriend 6 months ago. I'm watching this video on the day that would've been our one year anniversary to cope. Even when I left him, I still loved him. I'm scared he's going to finally come and finish me off. I'm not scared of him pointing a gun at me, I'm scared of seeing his face again Edit: he didnt come, I'm okay
Okay so I just discovered traumacore and stuff and it's pretty unique, also the whole feeling trapped in your body and wanting to leave is super heccing relatable and comforting in a way but also upsetting to know other people feel this way
It feels like your brain slowly shutting itself off and reminding you of all the bad things. You feel like you're going insane then suddenly snapping back to reality and not being able to comprehend what just happened
i don’t think i’ve had truama yet my friend tells me i have heavy signs of de realization which i do. but i don’t have the truama part. these still hurt to watch tho. so that’s good
@@OrganicTrash that’s what i told him. but funny thing is i realized i did in fact have some and remembered part of it the other day. so uh. ok i guess
I wasn't ever sexually assaulted, or if I was, I don't remember it, and couldn't anyways because I was far too young to even form lasting memories before I came to live with my family, and I'm certain my mother and two sisters wouldn't do such things..however, some of these resonate with me being trans, and the way I was treated physically, and psychologically as a child whenever I cried out for lost attention or seeked comfort If I wasn't so scared of being seen as attention seeking or making a scene, I'd probably cry a lot more than I do now and be able to express my emotions better instead of just pushing them down The same goes with progression in my social transitioning. I'm just so scared of what people will say or do, and it's paralyzing even though I want so badly to get somewhere with it
I'm.. a mistake? "No, you're perfect" It... It doesn't feel like you mean it. Nobody thinks I'm perfect, no one thinks I'm good. Why do your words hurt? My ears hurt. Mommy daddy, why do you fight so much? I thought you loved eachother. I visited other daddy for the weekend, he's very nice. He doesn't yell. Why can't I see real daddy? "He's a bad person" O-oh.. I'm sorry. I won't ask again. Yelling, I hear loud noises. Did daddy break something again? Please.. Please don't yell... Why can't you love eachother..? I make everyone sad, I'm so different. I'm so stupid, I know it. I can't do anything for myself... I just want everyone to be happy. They'll be better off without me, I'm just the source of everyone's problem... Edit: Hey guys! Thanks for all the comments, my mental state hasnt gotten any better but rn I'm doing fine. It's nice to know Im not alone in this.
He's saying it's my fault... How.? Why why is it my fault please stop knocking on my door leave me alone leave mum alone. She's crying. Please stop drinking... You were so nice please just stop drinking don't touch me
Please rest. Youre not stable. Just so you know, I relate aswell. I never believe anyone telling me that im "perfect", yet I try to do so. But yeah, you can always have someone to talk to ❤️
No one is perfect. But you don't have to be, to deserve peace. One day, you'll lay in bed feeling rested. Truly rested. You'll excitedly think about tomorrow. You'll feel so comfortable in your bed. It's gonna be like a dream.
It's funny, I never really felt very masculine. Even from the very beginning, I always felt more comfortable around girls. Girls clothes looked more comfortable, more fun, more appealing. I've always loved pink and purple as colors. The men in my life have tortured me and everyone I've ever cared for. Masculinity disgusts me. Why was I born a boy?
I consider traumacore an art form. It’s a form of expression for those who use it as such and it brings people who have endured traumatic things to speak to one another. This is a good expression, I feel. And my heart goes out to anyone hurting right now. You are not alone. We are here for each other. I may not know you personally, but I am oh so proud of you and how far you’ve come. And be proud of yourself too. You’ve endured so much and you made it out so much stronger than you thought you’d ever be. I love you!!! 💛💛
I feel like I’ve been put on trial for a crime I didn’t commit but confess to anyways because of sheer guilt. No, this is not about me being abused, the images just make me feel weird
To be honest I don't have any "trauma" just really bad experiences. First :"mom" , my mother is someone I just can't trust . She's manipulative and want me to become a celebrity while I just want to be therapist. And for years now I've been told that my mother was actually a cheater and that's the reason why my parents broke up . But my father is a liar so i can't believe him either. After that I got almost raped by a "friend" , replaced by my "best friend" , cheated by my boyfriend , and bullied for being " weird " . I developed HP condition ,ADHD , and anxiety
@@vanessale1903 thanks for caring that's nice of you ^^ but saying it's a trauma make me feel like an attention seeker so let just say "bad experiances"
I sometimes get uncomfortable using the word "trauma" to describe my overexposure to online p0rn0graphy at a young age. My brain says it's not enough, despite me still hurting and working through the bad mentalities given to me through the overexposer. Whenever I don't feel comfortable using "trauma", I use the word "pain"
Im sorry that people hurt you People have hurt me too I have trauma and ptsd It sucks because you know they broke you But you still love them :/ Thanks for the video Hope youre doing well :)
It just really fucking hurts sometimes that someone so kind and who has kids of his own would take advantage of a little child and sexually abuse me when we were alone. I just want the anxiety to go away. I made “rules” for myself to never show my legs or arms out of trauma and anxiety. It took me so long to get used to my new step dad after him, and I was so stubborn for so long when it came to being alone with my step dad. I just want to walk outside and not be scared of every person I see for once.
This, really takes me back to me and my grandfather alone together, it makes me happy knowing where he is now where he belongs. Thank you brave soul, I really needed this
being and stolen childhood. i have trauma of my fingers being crushed by my classmates, everyone hated me. everyone stared at me, was I not normal enough for people
for someone who is already dead inside and can't feel emotions anymore.. thank you this have given me the little spark of light that i needed and been trying to find
To anyone reading this: You're being very strong and courageous during these hard times. You've already been through a lot of pain and suffering. Don't worry, I'm on the same boat with you. Believe it or not, things are gonna get better someday. I believe in you. Don't let others put you down. Don't listen to the haters. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Remember You're beautiful, you're strong and you're loved. Get some good sleep, eat a nice meal, drink some water, take your meds (if you have to) and take care of yourself. I might not know you, but I'm sending my love to all of you. I believe in you 💕
The image with the red text reading "i am a selfish person that requires constant attention because it makes me feel valid and loved even though most of it is because people feel sorry for me due to my pathetic nature and my tendency to cry at everything and anything" resonates with something in me. Like, up until that point, I was just skimming through the video, but once I got to that part I just... had to stop for a few seconds. I like the audio being the first-ever song sung by a computer, though!
Hey. you. yeah, you. the person reading this comment. i want you to know that im rooting for you. i may just be another stranger on the internet, just another voice, but that doesnt stop me from wanting to know that i wish only the best for you. Whatever traumatic experience you have faced, just know you are so much stronger and so much more wonderful and so much more valid despite it happening. If you are crying right now because of it, just know that its only natural to cry, its your body releasing all that emotion. Your Alright, Its Alright.
I had an amazing childhood and has cool parents. But sometimes, I just get moody and depressed causing to think I'm worthless, why am I still existing, you can't do anything and stuff like that. So, I just watch weird things and listen to music and let out my emotions and hid everything after that and be in a good shape after it :>. I'm still working on it to keep my mental health safe and well. Thank you for hearing this person's personal issues, hope you're doing well and have a pleasant day/night💗
I have a lot of religious trauma, father issues, and someone with mental health problems living with me, apparently counts as trauma, and this comforts me so much, and I’m only a 12 year old thank you
1:14 this reminds me when my dad would put out his cigarette on my skin. But I’m now 16 and I’m doing better and I also go to therapy. He also did other things to me but I don’t want to get into detail with that. I’m just happy that I have new parents.
Incase anyone is wondering, here is the exact audio: m.ua-cam.com/video/41U78QP8nBk/v-deo.html I'm sorry for what you all had to go through, and I hope you get better
This is exactly what it feels like. Denying that whoever did this to you is in the wrong, and blaming yourself, yet feeling so empty yet pitiful for yourself. As someone who has gone through being groomed 3 times and just being too naive to realize, and so much more I quite literally can't remember, this feels way too much like what I've gone through. Yet it's a beautiful coping mechanism, somehow.
Oh my god! All of you poor souls! I don't have any terrible trauma like you guys and yet watching this makes me feel the torment of a hundred of you. I wish you all the best out there.
The family one gets me everytime. Being a scapegoat is so hurtful and confusing as a kid. These people are supposed to love me, but instead they hate me and im not enough for them. The pain will always be there, i just get more used to it as each year passes.
This made me cry so hard and curl up. I was horribly abused most of my childhood and I hardly remember it, sexually and mentally. I was never able to have a normal childhood and I still feel like it’s all my fault
I used to sleep in a lot of empty rooms. On the floor with a blanket with a small light plugged into an outlet while I listened to my parents scream at eachother. I can picture everything bad that has happened to me in that room. No windows just a closet and small lamp. Everything's so muffled and it feels like static, this is what that feels like to me, kinda weird
oh my god, i love you.. whoever is reading this. please be strong. you are so worthy of this life and happiness. you are important. you are loved, if not by the others around you.. you are loved by the energy that is all of us together. you’re never really alone. i am so sorry for whatever has happened to you but please know you are loved. this video made me cry and hurt and i want to hold whoever is hurting. i wish we could have a day where we all focus on warmth and comfort
For so many of these Trauma core pics to be made, there is so many people going through so much trauma. What should I do? What CAN I do? I don't want to pity. Pity is useless. I feel so helpless and hopeless.
Things like these... call something within me. Calls to the one who was always scared. The one that remembers everything. The one who was too small to understand. Thank you.
*"i was a Child, i don't remember* *Who were You? What did you do to me?* *Why don't remember?"* those words are literally what I repeat to myself since that day. . .
I hate the memories. These videos are almost like an addiction, yet it helps me remember because I'm afraid of forgetting. I want to forget, yet I'm scared too. I just wish I had a normal family and a normal childhood.
I wish you all the best in keeping this aesthetic gate-kept safely for your coping and wellbeing, those of you who went through so much that you didn't deserve, away from those who may selfishly appropriate it. May your purpose and power not be lost. 🤍
“sometimes I wanna kill my self just so I can feel happy” People go through a lot of situations like this because of the way there’re treated or something that makes them feel this way. . . Don’t make fun of people who are depressed or just not feeling right My school makes fun of people who are depressed or sad and that’s why I don’t have any friends anymore because I feel like something will always be missing in my life. . . . I was almost abused for 8 years as a kid and now I live somewhere else but sometimes when something similar happens that was relatable in my (almost) abused life, it reminds me of what happened and I go crazy thinking the same thing will happen again Now im broken from what I’ve experienced and I can’t fix it because it was too bad to forget... -i just wanted to say that in case someone is feeling the same way I am-
Something bad happened to me when I was a toddler up to a little child, I don't remember most of it, but I remember that I felt like I failed at protecting my little siblings, even though I was a little girl who couldn't do much, I didn't even know I was autistic and globally delayed. I've learned more about what they went through and I feel so angry at myself for it, I don't even feel like I should call myself "potentially traumatised", I feel like I shouldn't since my siblings had worse, I'm the only child with any memory about it. At least I can try to protect them now as their big brother.
why i cant trust my friends? why my friends are always making jokes about me in my back? people always treats me like that i never trusted someone before i was 9 years
@@chiscuit4269 sorry for the late reply, but yeah, it would depend on what you define as childhood. For example, most say, 16 year olds cannot remember most stuff from when they were 7 or 8. Memories normally solidify during the teen years. Anything before 7 will probably be small and sensory (you'd need triggers to unlock most of the memories, and others might be connected to media you consumed or the time or places you went). If you truly can't remember the 8-12 period of childhood, I'd imagine that something traumatic happened during those years, and you blocked most of it out. Either that, or you have a really really bad memory. I know my bad memory is a result of trauma, plus memory issues that come with ADHD. Anyways, this is pretty long, I'd do some reading if you were really interested, and try to talk to a professional (school counselor or a therapist) if you want to try and figure this out.
I've gotten over one of my traumas, my childhood one. I'm finally somewhere (mentally speaking) where I can openly talk about it without feeling resentment or shame. I couldn't remember it for a long time, and then it resurfaced and I thought I couldn't handle it but I (surprisingly!) made it. Sometimes signs or metaphors for it can trigger me into a panic attack, but these videos/pictures always bring me back and anchor me. I'm immensely grateful for this video, thank you. To all the amazing sweet people in this comment section: I love you, you're so important and your feelings are so valid. I am so proud of you for making it until this point and I'm sure you can get through, please, please don't give up. You can be strong, I know you can. I beg of you, don't give up, there are so many good things for you and you only out there 💛🍰🌻🌥️
This has the same feeling as growing up in an abusive family but being too young to realise
I'm sorry to hear that I hope your okay now
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Yeah me too, I'm still struggling with that
Glad you realized
I have reaslised im being abused by my mom
my childhood
I can't talk to anyone about it. these are the only things that make me feel understood
If u need to vent,my discord is @get outta my bathroom u perv#0588
hm. make another email acc?
@@ramei123 i can help,I think.
@@ramei123 i can create one,and give you the password if you want.
@@ramei123Alright,I was gonna log out afterwards,but good luck trying.
I had no trauma as a child, yet I can feel the pain of a thousand hurt souls while watching this. I’m not even emotional.
Youre an empath! 😜
Im glad you didnt have trauma! Live your life to its fullist!
You're lucky, try and keep life that way and if you ever think you're in an abusive/toxic relationship with Anyone, then try and safely break away from them
I don't have trama but still this video makes me feel like something SOMETHING had to happen
@@venusplayz6592 ok???? Trauma isn't a contest, sorry about what you had to deal with but don't be rude to people who didn't. I have trauma myself, I'm a childhood cancer survivor, but you don't see me being passive aggressive to people who had healthy childhoods
i don’t remember my childhood ,
If this doesn't help,have you tried age regressing? 💖
I don’t want to.
@@Potato-yx7ym ive tried that, and it's only so painful. Can't remember anyways
me either.
Wheres my
The comment section is so wholesome, and at the same time so doomed... As a victim of sexual abuse, I love you, and thank you so much for this, it's really help me coping. I hope you're doing better...
Me too. I am too and I feel comforted but it’s all hitting me now that I’m older and remember more bits and pieces
Are you guys ok? If yall need to talk, i'm here, its not your fault. 💕
Thank you, random stranger. I'm still going through things mentally and am trying to find a place so I can move out of this toxic environment.
Anytime,sugarcube.You can vent to me/us anytime
Can i talk with someone? And someone needs to talk? I think we can do it...
My father used to sing this song to me, but would replace Daisy with my name. He was a bad person.
Edit: For those asking about what it is he had done I don’t mind sharing I guess, I appreciate the kind words and those who empathize, and I can tell this comment section is a safe place.
My dad had major addictions to alcohol, gambling, and opioids. He was a ped0phile; would watch me shower, watch me sleep, and attempted to a$$ault me when I was 12, he probably did much more when I was younger, but my brain refuses to remember. The warning signs were all there, considering his own family wasn’t comfortable with him being alone with their own children. I overheard one time that he had a$$aulted my mom multiple times and that was how I came into the picture, unwanted. My mom wanted to ab0rt me, but my dad didn’t let her.
He committed $uicide instead of facing the consequences of his actions when I was 16, him and mom had already divorced by that point, and I was living with her, but I still have nightmares of him, of him appearing to me as a demon and threatening to drag me to he|| and finish what he started.
I’m 20 now, but you can never fully get over it.
Oh.. Oh god.
My name is Daisy, im so very sorry. I really hate this song, always makes me feel nauseous and want to be sick.
Holy shit. I hope you’re doing ok. My father wasn’t the best either.
I’m sorry this song brings scary memories to you
@@user-hm7hi5gx2x Дэйзи, говоришь? Какое необычное имя для жителя СНГ.
All of these photos seem rather familiar for some reason..
Anemoia. This is linked to Liminal spaces and such.
Same thing with me.
It's so strange.
liminalitey
"art is meant to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable"
my best friend... the only person i had to talk about this stuff... they left me. no warning. they left like everyone else.
I went through the exact same thing two years ago. It hurts so badly when you have no one to talk to and cry with. It was all because they thought I was too broken to be their friend...
The same thing happened to me many years ago. I feel like ppl leave when you need them the most bc they don't want "negativity" in their life like wow it makes me question the humanity of everyone around me. Its like ppl are scared of pain even when its not there own. Very strange and scary tbh
I had a friend that I love a lot and I wanted to be more than her friend because she understood me and take care of me like no one else in this world of shit. She told me that she won't be on social media on a large time and I understood like she did with me, but she still were on instagram and on facebook. I felt so used and fooled. She leave me swearing that she will return and she never did it. I'm alone again as always. I won't be ever in love again, I don't want anyone of this scum world to hurt me again.
Wanna talk? tee#7868 that's my discord. If you wanna vent you can too! I love you
I moved from the place where I lived for 10 years to another country, not knowing anyone there, I miss our every weekend sitting on the roof with me best friend, he was the only one I could talk to and the only one who actually understood me, but he is gone too now.. stay strong, I feel you,,,,
he twisted my reality, made me out to be the bad one, made himself seem like the savior. i lost everyone because of him. he made everyone seem so evil. he made me seem so evil. i trusted him, i did, i trusted him more than anything. i loved him more than anything. i thought he loved me more than anything. he said he did. i still feel him touching me, i dont want to feel him touching me any more. hes gone but i still feel his hands on me.
wow i havent been able to type that out without people who know me able to see it ever. its. comforting? comforting.
Random Guy Goes Viral I’m so sorry
im here if you need to talk about anything. you're brave and you're amazing and you didnt deserve him. he's the horrible person. and you were the victim. you didnt deserve to be, and trust but i could kick him in the fucking nuts if i saw him ever in my LIFE
I relate to this
I wanted to make him happy
But I failed to realize
He was playing me like an instrument
you know, usually these kinds of images would creep me out but it feels oddly comforting? i dont have any trauma (that i know of) but its really calm and makes me feel weird, in a good way
It is art. Art id meant to disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed ;)
@@cameron.3595 So that must be why i'm so disturbed right now.
@@cameron.3595 thank you fot the comfort i dont deserve it but thanks
@@KAngel32 you deserve it. You matter. and dont lie to yourself or let anyone tell u otherwise ❤
@@cameron.3595 it feels nostalgic AND disturbing to me, it comforts and disturbs me at the same time😣
1:24 okay ngl, this cake looks good-
i would eat it
@@cameron.3595 same
I smelled it when It came on screen. Like I actually smelled it and it made me hungry lol
@@cheebuu3360 Same lmao
Strawberry
Great, now I'm hungry
tw I guess
My sister hurt me a lot, physically and emotionally, and since she’s my sister (we’re even twins) I feel like nobody takes it as seriously. I can’t remember when it started, or when she began to turn her anger inward. She stopped hurting me and started hurting herself. She used to sit on me, and hit me, and call me worthless. She screamed in my ear, I was terrified of her for years.
Now she’s in treatment for BPD, and I have to forgive her. I’m supposed to eventually forgive her, because I love her. If she was an abusive boyfriend, people would tell me to leave and never look back. But she’s my sister, and I have to forgive her.
I remember very little, I just get flashes of feelings and pain. And I hear her screams. I’ve written a lot about this, 50k words, this past year. She just hurt me, and I don’t want to hear her say sorry.
Edit (4/29/21)(if anyone is still reading this thing):
It's still weird hearing her say sorry. I'm still mad, I'm still kinda scared even. But I'm doing better.
Being happy and living in a calm environment is unnerving. Hearing my sister ask what she can do to put me at ease,, makes my spine itch.
But I'm doing better. I'm not going to forgive her yet, not until she's proven to me that she's changed.
To all the people out there who have shared how they relate, you don't have to forgive them. In fact, y'all don't even have to give them a chance to earn your forgiveness.
I'm privileged because my abuser is willing to go somewhere and get better.
You don't have to forgive anyone.
Edit 7/25/22:
I come back to this every now and then, to check in on replies and such. But mostly to see how I've grown. I still haven't verbally forgiven my sister, but life is moving forward. After two years of treatment, she got back about four months ago. It's still rough, she still gets mad and shit, but she hasn't really hurt me, so it's better. I'll be heading off to college next month, something that I prayed would come sooner five years ago. Anyone reading this who wants comfort, yeah, things will even put eventually. I'm not gonna say it gets better, I'll just say that you can be safe someday, I promise.
So... Yeah, man, these past couple years have been rough, but seeing how far I've come (mostly thanks to antidepressants and some therapy) is awesome. Reply if you need some help/advice, I'd love to give some. Stick around y'all
It hurts doesn’t it?
You dont have to forgive her...
I'm so sorry for that. Really ❤
You don't need to forgive her
I feel bad for you,hunnie.feel free to vent anytime.
these are so comforting, like they’re speaking to the scared little child trapped inside of me. these make me feel understood.
favorite nighttime activities: eat frosted flakes and watch videos like this thank u be safe fellow angels
I just ate Frosted Flakes I-
same, i hope u stay safe as well during these hard times
i haven't has those in forever
i think i'll have some
i dont like frosted flakes but i will because of this comment
i lov frostid flaks so much :D
God, the most heartbreaking part of this is the thought of the people who made these images sobbing and crying and wanting to get help, but they feel like they can’t. It’s hard trying to break free when you’re trapped in your own mind, it feels like climbing a never ending rope and something keeps pulling you down. Your mind feels dark and foggy, and you want to seek help but you feel like you can’t because dumbass people would say “That’s not real” but it fucking is.
It makes me so damn pissed when people say that “depression is all in your head.” Bitch, if depression was all in their heads then they wouldn’t be depressed anymore, it’s so much harder than it looks. It’s a battle, a long long longggg battle. And it’s hard to seek help because they’re afraid of getting that response from a person. I hate people who think that depression or any mental illness isn’t real, I want to fucking slap them.
Is it seriously that hard to try and understand a person? Is it that hard to look up how many times people had died over depression or any mental illness at all? It IS fucking real! Stop saying that it isn’t and try and help people goddamnit! And it Especially sucks if you’re a kid, because adults won’t even try to understand simply because of the term “tHeY’Re jUsT yOuNg”
I hate humans sometimes. I hope whoever’s reading this that’s dealing with Depression, trauma, or any illness of any sort, gets the support and help they need.
I agree with you 100%.
Yeah I hope I get help too
side question, do you think a therapist can help people who has depression and mental health issues? The truth is I've been wanting to become an one, but I got depression myself and I keep thinking I won't be able to help anyone else. Can I have your thought about this? It would be much help if you do :>
@@alungoo_uwu i mean. I think you can if you try. It'll be hard and maybe you'll want to give up, i won't sugar coat that. In the end, I think all the effort will be worth it. You can help, i believe in you. I also have the same dream, and i want you to know that it's possible, as hard as it may seem. All i can do for you is hope you get some encouragement from this(even though i suck at that kind of stuff lol) :)
Actually, remember that therapy is help. The client is the one to decide whether they accept the help or not. Therapy might not work for everyone, but it's a pretty good way to get help
@@gamiket628 ah thank you so much!! You charged me up with energy and courage and also have made my night >V< and thank you again for giving me your opinion and making better solution for me🧎♀️🙌 I'm still trying to find out what should I do, and what path should I take, but I'm sure I'll figure it out and chase my own dreams after I read your nice comment ^^ I wish you the best for your dream, goals as well!! Since you have already your dream I'm sure you'll get to where you want to be with a determination in your eyes òWó🔥🔥 very glad for you❤ ah i must have bickered a lot, thank you for the advice, I've been in confusion for a while but my mind got better now, for the last time thank you very much! Have a nice day or night🌷
Mom and dad always yell. I'm used to it. I always yell too. It hurts people, right? I'm so sorry for yelling, I wish I could be a quiet good little girl.
Sweetheart, you're not mad? You promise? Please, hug me, I feel so safe when you hug me.
*Can you tell me how to hug someone through the screen? I feel so lonely*
I'll hug you
**Hugs**
I can be your friend:<
Please don't be sad:<
You are absolutely awesome,uniqui and beutiful,I am sure
**hugs**
aww dont be sad :c
youre not lonely ú-ù
I really wanna hug you rn, so imma just give a big hug through my screen ❤️❤️❤️
>3<
I am proud of you now:3
my mom and her bf yell too, i always go outisde to my dog for comfort :/. its ok tho... we can do this. i need a hug too *hugs*
Funny how I literally only told 2 people about my trauma, and they aren't even my family.
"Mimi", if you're reading this, you have no idea what you did to me
If your talking about Roblox Royale High,
*I’m sorry for leaving you*
*I’m sorry for not staying forever*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
*I’m sorry*
@@skykitsune7260 Wait I feel so bad now- it's not you but it's okay :(
@@skykitsune7260i hav same expirence in roblox i dednt know what toxic meant and call my friend toxic and i didnt know what meant and she got mad and unfrend me and told me to go in hel
@@skykitsune7260it was 2020 but i stell reemeber.
TW//
There’s these random moments where I feel my trauma isn’t valid. I wasn’t assaulted as bad as others, there was only the touches, the comments, the insults after. But for some reason I can still feel it, I feel filthy. But I want to be hurt more. I want to feel valid. I feel stupid, I feel selfish. I need to be hurt more. I need it so badly.
Hey, I used to feel that way too sometimes. What you're going through is valid, don't let anyone else decide that it isn't. What they're doing to you is not okay, it doesn't matter how other people have it worse than you, what is happening to you is still wrong nevertheless and it might even get worse over time. We can go through this together.
@@inversedfox9471 I’m slowly comings to terms with, just because it could be worse-doesn’t mean it isn’t bad
Your pain is valid. I know it feels like you need to be hurt more to have someone notice, to deserve to be loved and cared for. When you’ve cried all the tears you could, let your feelings out to the best of your ability, cried out to anyone just for help…
People are so shallow when it comes to empathy. They have no patience. I understand you and you’re not alone. I know it sick when someone tells you to cope and that your hardship is nothing compared to someone else’s. Wherever you are I hope you can connect with that and know someone else feels the exact same way. Afraid to look selfish.
SAME, i've been feeling like you since 2018- 2019.
i understand that to an extent. but you dont need to hurt more to feel valid enough. its NOT worth it, it will never be worth it. it shouldn't have happened AT ALL. it's horrible to be assaulted in any way, its also horrible that there's worse instances to compare it to in the first place. there will always be someone who has it worse and someone who has it better. that doesn't matter. what happened was horrible, period.
I was groomed by an adult man for about 4 years. I've had a used-to-be friend hold a knife against my throat and make me do things i didn't want to/didn't understand. I lived through the emotional, verbal, abuse my mom put me through when my dad wasn't around. This stuff, this helps a lot. Feeling that other people, even if they've been through more than me, understand how I feel. It means the world. Thank you for sharing this, and thank you for posting this. And to everyone, you're not alone. And it does it get better 💖
I’ve never experienced trauma, but i kinda relate to some of these
Same
Trauma is not necessary sexual or physical, maybe you suffered in a different way. Hope this helped
@@lloroarcoiris I’ve been through the same thoughts
same
@@lloroarcoiris thank you for saying that.
I'm a survivor of narcissistic abuse and this aesthetic hits. This and anything that raps with screaming and crappy music helps me cope.
Also anyone reading this:
You owe yourself the love you never received. Love yourself, love your inner child, and don't put up with abuse. You owe it to yourself to be happy! ❤❤❤
Narcissistic abuse is horrifying, I've been through it and still am. Things keep getting worse every day. I just can't stand how I can't even feel safe in my own home... I hope things are getting better for you.
@@inversedfox9471 I think I've been through narcissistic abuse. It's terrifying. It hurts.
@@inversedfox9471 Also, I'm so sorry. I'm here for you. You're not alone
You aren't alone. I'm also a narcessitic abuse survivor. I know exactly how you feel
I don't mean to invalidate or diminish anyone's trauma here or come off as arrogant and I apologize if it does but "Narcissistic abuse" doesn't exist, emotional/psychological abuse does. /nm.
"You literally ripped me open what the fuck"
I broke down into tears.
Edit: I'm okay, dears. I just had a little moment. Its okay. 💗 And I hope you're all okay as well.
Edit 2: This is most likely going to be my last edit but I still reply to comments. I am doing better, but I still come by once in a while to cope and calm myself. These videos bring me so much comfort, it feels like a nostalgia dream in 2004. I hope all of you are okay!
Me too. I'm sorry, I dont know how to console you but I do understand.
@@mariegp5021 It's alright
you're not alone.
Me to- I hope your feeling a bit better.
Gosh this reminds me when I ripped my stuffed cow apart when I was mad.
0:21 i was raised in a strict middle eastern community and since i was a little girl i was trapped with the concept of modesty and purity, i have to protect my virginity and my body, that's what i taught which led me to a lot of anxiety fearing of men, one time when i was 7 the school bus driver used to be nice to me and slowly started touching me and talking with me sexually and i was a type of child who would never not listen to adults even if they were to hurt me.. one day when he dropped me home i entered crying and went to bath and i never felt disgusted about my body that cursed me since i was born into this world, it was the most disgusting thing ever and i hated looking at it my whole life i don't even can wear something tight or revealing alone without feeling disgusted and disturbed, then i told my parents and happened what happened, but that man still hunt me in my nightmares dreaming about getting raped several time, i'm 20 now, when i had my first period at age 11 i was told i was impure and locked myself at my room ashamed and was a living hell and started hating my body more and more, when i was 10 i had my first crush, i was shy and taught to never talk to boys or men or i will be beaten, i never talked with him but i remember him very well his name was Benjamin, when i talked with my mom about him recently she said i would find a better husband, but i don't want to marry and i don't want anyone to touch me, why can't i be with someone i love without the need of desiring my body? since then i hated marriage even tho i still like kids and wish to have ones but I'm completely terrified by being owned by a man like a sex slave since the concept of marrige in my society is a buying a woman and fucking her and make her serve you till she dies and then you marry another, and i also can't forget oldest brother used to take sexual advantage of me when i was still in kindergarten and i couldn't fight back or anything because i fear him and i was learned to always do what elders tell me and i forgot this memory in my younger days and i didn't remember it till i was 14 (0:35 reminded me of how i forgot) and when i told my mom the first think she did is taking me to the doctor to check my virginity.. i was traumatised by that visit alone.
holy, crap, ayo, im a middle eastern women too, this makes me want to hug you because i went through a similar thing, please know your not alone, please, i love you
@@muramiq thank you so much, i thought no one would hear me
i am so sorry for you, you don’t deserve this❤︎ i don’t have any trauma so i really cannot imagine how much impact this had on your life :(
i hope you get better and remember there are always good people in the world that care for you💖💖
holy shit, im so sorry you have been through these. you never deserved these things
I constantly have to ask myself “Is it really trauma or am I being dramatic?”
No, I struggle to be happy because I remember all the times I vented and said I have trauma. When I don't have a mental breakdown for a few days I say I don't have trauma and I'm just a dramatic spoiled brat looking for pity.
Also your trauma is valid.
ur no dramatic ur just seking help i hope u ok and get better its ok if domnt u still have frends right? if u dont u kan be my fren :(
Yes yiu are girl
Everyday I ask myself the same question....
.
.
.
"Did...I kill someone?"
"Yes"
"But- who?"
"It's you! You killed the old you and the happy you..."
It just feels like this sometimes :)
Same...:(
I killed the little happy girl.
That girl was me. :)
@@jaionaeditsvideos i killed her too. I told her to stay calm and it will be over soon. too soon.
I think i kill someone to
I kill the happy and innocent girl I was once cus the others just keep hurting her so much
I killed a happy little carefree girl.
Myself.
Now I'm going to kill a sad, lonely, insecure girl.
Myself.
This is possibly one of the greatest ways to cope and help others get through tough situations
Traumacore is one of my favorite genres of art ever created for those who really need it
I loved my dad. He was the nicest person I knew. He promised we’d go fishing in the summer
I miss him. He made me feel alive.
Aw I'm sorry I hope your doing ok :(
Oh shit
o are u ok i hope ur ok plez be ok. maybe he in haven.
sorri i kant spell rigt
I left my emotionally abusive ex boyfriend 6 months ago. I'm watching this video on the day that would've been our one year anniversary to cope. Even when I left him, I still loved him. I'm scared he's going to finally come and finish me off. I'm not scared of him pointing a gun at me, I'm scared of seeing his face again
Edit: he didnt come, I'm okay
r u oky plez fell better
Glad your doing okay
this makes my chest hurt. I don't know why.
I've never been through a traumatic event. I'm sorry to those who have and I wish I could do more to help.
Thank you :)
it maek my belly feel weird and tingly like buter it is so werd .
Am I the only one who wanted to forget the past but then forgot everything?,
haha, same ._.
Okay so I just discovered traumacore and stuff and it's pretty unique, also the whole feeling trapped in your body and wanting to leave is super heccing relatable and comforting in a way but also upsetting to know other people feel this way
0:11 thats actually deep. metaphoricaly and literaly.
2:29 this part of the song gives me strong anxiety
same
It feels like your brain slowly shutting itself off and reminding you of all the bad things. You feel like you're going insane then suddenly snapping back to reality and not being able to comprehend what just happened
man i wish i can vent here but i'm scared if someone i know finds it i-
I dont even know what's happening and I'm confused pls tell me how this helps
Spook it’s a way for trauma survivors to vent and cope, basicallyexpressing how they feel in images
@@mariam-ch4in dunno how to respond so, I ate a good juicy apple today
If you would like to vent to me,my discord is @get outta my bathroom u perv#0588
@@cameron.3595 ty!!
I was never sexually abused or anything but I find these videos really calming and comforting.
You dont need to be sexually abused to have trauma
i don’t think i’ve had truama yet my
friend tells me i have heavy signs of de realization which i do. but i don’t have the truama part. these still hurt to watch tho. so that’s good
don't need trauma to experience that
@@OrganicTrash that’s what i told him. but funny thing is i realized i did in fact have some and remembered part of it the other day. so uh. ok i guess
I wasn't ever sexually assaulted, or if I was, I don't remember it, and couldn't anyways because I was far too young to even form lasting memories before I came to live with my family, and I'm certain my mother and two sisters wouldn't do such things..however, some of these resonate with me being trans, and the way I was treated physically, and psychologically as a child whenever I cried out for lost attention or seeked comfort
If I wasn't so scared of being seen as attention seeking or making a scene, I'd probably cry a lot more than I do now and be able to express my emotions better instead of just pushing them down
The same goes with progression in my social transitioning. I'm just so scared of what people will say or do, and it's paralyzing even though I want so badly to get somewhere with it
I'm.. a mistake?
"No, you're perfect"
It... It doesn't feel like you mean it.
Nobody thinks I'm perfect, no one thinks I'm good.
Why do your words hurt? My ears hurt. Mommy daddy, why do you fight so much? I thought you loved eachother.
I visited other daddy for the weekend, he's very nice. He doesn't yell.
Why can't I see real daddy?
"He's a bad person"
O-oh.. I'm sorry. I won't ask again.
Yelling, I hear loud noises. Did daddy break something again?
Please.. Please don't yell... Why can't you love eachother..?
I make everyone sad, I'm so different. I'm so stupid, I know it.
I can't do anything for myself...
I just want everyone to be happy. They'll be better off without me, I'm just the source of everyone's problem...
Edit: Hey guys! Thanks for all the comments, my mental state hasnt gotten any better but rn I'm doing fine. It's nice to know Im not alone in this.
that related so much to me,,
but i hope you're doing okay too!❤
He's saying it's my fault... How.? Why why is it my fault please stop knocking on my door leave me alone leave mum alone. She's crying. Please stop drinking... You were so nice please just stop drinking don't touch me
🥺❤️
Please rest. Youre not stable. Just so you know, I relate aswell. I never believe anyone telling me that im "perfect", yet I try to do so. But yeah, you can always have someone to talk to ❤️
No one is perfect. But you don't have to be, to deserve peace. One day, you'll lay in bed feeling rested. Truly rested. You'll excitedly think about tomorrow. You'll feel so comfortable in your bed. It's gonna be like a dream.
It's funny, I never really felt very masculine. Even from the very beginning, I always felt more comfortable around girls.
Girls clothes looked more comfortable, more fun, more appealing. I've always loved pink and purple as colors.
The men in my life have tortured me and everyone I've ever cared for. Masculinity disgusts me.
Why was I born a boy?
I consider traumacore an art form. It’s a form of expression for those who use it as such and it brings people who have endured traumatic things to speak to one another. This is a good expression, I feel. And my heart goes out to anyone hurting right now. You are not alone. We are here for each other. I may not know you personally, but I am oh so proud of you and how far you’ve come. And be proud of yourself too. You’ve endured so much and you made it out so much stronger than you thought you’d ever be. I love you!!! 💛💛
These make me feel like I did horrible things, but it helps people cope over their past and I respect that.
I feel like I’ve been put on trial for a crime I didn’t commit but confess to anyways because of sheer guilt.
No, this is not about me being abused, the images just make me feel weird
same :/
I may be still in my childhood, but I know why these images relate to some people. And it's deep as hell.
To be honest I don't have any "trauma" just really bad experiences.
First :"mom" , my mother is someone I just can't trust . She's manipulative and want me to become a celebrity while I just want to be therapist. And for years now I've been told that my mother was actually a cheater and that's the reason why my parents broke up . But my father is a liar so i can't believe him either. After that I got almost raped by a "friend" , replaced by my "best friend" , cheated by my boyfriend , and bullied for being " weird " . I developed HP condition ,ADHD , and anxiety
@@vanessale1903 thanks for caring that's nice of you ^^ but saying it's a trauma make me feel like an attention seeker so let just say "bad experiances"
I sometimes get uncomfortable using the word "trauma" to describe my overexposure to online p0rn0graphy at a young age.
My brain says it's not enough, despite me still hurting and working through the bad mentalities given to me through the overexposer.
Whenever I don't feel comfortable using "trauma", I use the word "pain"
1:58 was strangely relatable
Same.
Yeahhh, same here, especially the first four lines.
same, especially the one before it
Same. I just require certain attention so that i actually feel loved
same
Im sorry that people hurt you
People have hurt me too
I have trauma and ptsd
It sucks because you know they broke you
But you still love them :/
Thanks for the video
Hope youre doing well :)
thank you
Thank you, so much. I hope you're doing well too.
me dont have trama but I kame here to komfort pepole
It just really fucking hurts sometimes that someone so kind and who has kids of his own would take advantage of a little child and sexually abuse me when we were alone. I just want the anxiety to go away. I made “rules” for myself to never show my legs or arms out of trauma and anxiety. It took me so long to get used to my new step dad after him, and I was so stubborn for so long when it came to being alone with my step dad. I just want to walk outside and not be scared of every person I see for once.
This, really takes me back to me and my grandfather alone together, it makes me happy knowing where he is now where he belongs. Thank you brave soul, I really needed this
being and stolen childhood.
i have trauma of my fingers being crushed by my classmates, everyone hated me.
everyone stared at me,
was I not normal enough for people
It’s strange how familiar some of these pictures feel.
for someone who is already dead inside and can't feel emotions anymore..
thank you
this have given me the little spark of light that i needed and been trying to find
0:30 this one. he haunts me everyday. i won't be the same. ever. everevereverevereverever
To anyone reading this:
You're being very strong and courageous during these hard times. You've already been through a lot of pain and suffering. Don't worry, I'm on the same boat with you. Believe it or not, things are gonna get better someday. I believe in you. Don't let others put you down. Don't listen to the haters. Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Remember
You're beautiful, you're strong and you're loved. Get some good sleep, eat a nice meal, drink some water, take your meds (if you have to) and take care of yourself.
I might not know you, but I'm sending my love to all of you. I believe in you 💕
The image with the red text reading "i am a selfish person that requires constant attention because it makes me feel valid and loved even though most of it is because people feel sorry for me due to my pathetic nature and my tendency to cry at everything and anything" resonates with something in me.
Like, up until that point, I was just skimming through the video, but once I got to that part I just... had to stop for a few seconds.
I like the audio being the first-ever song sung by a computer, though!
Hey. you. yeah, you. the person reading this comment. i want you to know that im rooting for you. i may just be another stranger on the internet, just another voice, but that doesnt stop me from wanting to know that i wish only the best for you. Whatever traumatic experience you have faced, just know you are so much stronger and so much more wonderful and so much more valid despite it happening. If you are crying right now because of it, just know that its only natural to cry, its your body releasing all that emotion. Your Alright, Its Alright.
I had an amazing childhood and has cool parents. But sometimes, I just get moody and depressed causing to think I'm worthless, why am I still existing, you can't do anything and stuff like that. So, I just watch weird things and listen to music and let out my emotions and hid everything after that and be in a good shape after it :>. I'm still working on it to keep my mental health safe and well. Thank you for hearing this person's personal issues, hope you're doing well and have a pleasant day/night💗
I have a lot of religious trauma, father issues, and someone with mental health problems living with me, apparently counts as trauma, and this comforts me so much, and I’m only a 12 year old thank you
Someone close to me has depression and once had a panic attack infront of me. I'm s0rry you had to experience that, I 10v3 you
I just wanted him to love me.
1:14 this reminds me when my dad would put out his cigarette on my skin. But I’m now 16 and I’m doing better and I also go to therapy. He also did other things to me but I don’t want to get into detail with that. I’m just happy that I have new parents.
I’m so glad that you got a happy ending!
Pico 😳
1:23 made me broke down into tears, holy shit
Are you alright now?
mhm!
@@R4VEY0URANGEL yay :D
@@lauvayed :33
me too
Incase anyone is wondering, here is the exact audio:
m.ua-cam.com/video/41U78QP8nBk/v-deo.html
I'm sorry for what you all had to go through, and I hope you get better
This is exactly what it feels like. Denying that whoever did this to you is in the wrong, and blaming yourself, yet feeling so empty yet pitiful for yourself. As someone who has gone through being groomed 3 times and just being too naive to realize, and so much more I quite literally can't remember, this feels way too much like what I've gone through.
Yet it's a beautiful coping mechanism, somehow.
These things combined with age regression are what keeps me living. I want to be a kid again. I want to be a kid forever.
That feeling when you feel like someone *ripped* u when u were SO young and you don't remember anything but an image in ur mind of that happening...
Oh my god! All of you poor souls! I don't have any terrible trauma like you guys and yet watching this makes me feel the torment of a hundred of you. I wish you all the best out there.
You're not alone, you can always count on us
These are the only things that best describes how I felt all the time as a child
The family one gets me everytime. Being a scapegoat is so hurtful and confusing as a kid. These people are supposed to love me, but instead they hate me and im not enough for them. The pain will always be there, i just get more used to it as each year passes.
0:37 didnt think i would relate to any of these but damn, that hit home
i was sexually assaulted and i relate to most of these images. i hate him so much.
This phisically hurts me, maybe because i dont have a trauma '-' but if anyone wants to vent im here for you💖💕
This made me cry so hard and curl up. I was horribly abused most of my childhood and I hardly remember it, sexually and mentally. I was never able to have a normal childhood and I still feel like it’s all my fault
I used to sleep in a lot of empty rooms. On the floor with a blanket with a small light plugged into an outlet while I listened to my parents scream at eachother. I can picture everything bad that has happened to me in that room. No windows just a closet and small lamp. Everything's so muffled and it feels like static, this is what that feels like to me, kinda weird
I often wish that my dreams were reality and reality was just a bad dream.
oh my god, i love you.. whoever is reading this. please be strong. you are so worthy of this life and happiness. you are important. you are loved, if not by the others around you.. you are loved by the energy that is all of us together. you’re never really alone. i am so sorry for whatever has happened to you but please know you are loved. this video made me cry and hurt and i want to hold whoever is hurting. i wish we could have a day where we all focus on warmth and comfort
bro. maple at the end just broke me. she's my favourite villager :'0
I don't know why, but the kinemaster logo at the top right corner kind of enhances the feeling
is it weird that traumacore images help me to fall asleep? Like I'll just look at a few images, close my eyes and blank out lmaoo
Not at all- they make me feel very tired
art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.
For so many of these Trauma core pics to be made, there is so many people going through so much trauma.
What should I do?
What CAN I do?
I don't want to pity. Pity is useless. I feel so helpless and hopeless.
traumacore is a panic attack in a bottle and I'm here for it
(lays down in a shallow grave) yea this is comfortable I dig this
This is the shit I could take a nap in here
this reminds me of all that flowing blood, all that blood no one else can see
Things like these... call something within me. Calls to the one who was always scared. The one that remembers everything. The one who was too small to understand. Thank you.
0:29 and 2:23 brought back some memories :/
Ah... same my friend... same
*"i was a Child, i don't remember*
*Who were You? What did you do to me?*
*Why don't remember?"*
those words are literally what I repeat to myself since that day. . .
The images of trauma core that always says, "They're watching", or "Dont leave", or "This isnt me." makes me remember some terrible things
I hate the memories. These videos are almost like an addiction, yet it helps me remember because I'm afraid of forgetting. I want to forget, yet I'm scared too. I just wish I had a normal family and a normal childhood.
I wish you all the best in keeping this aesthetic gate-kept safely for your coping and wellbeing, those of you who went through so much that you didn't deserve, away from those who may selfishly appropriate it. May your purpose and power not be lost. 🤍
“sometimes I wanna kill my self just so I can feel happy”
People go through a lot of situations like this because of the way there’re treated or something that makes them feel this way. . .
Don’t make fun of people who are depressed or just not feeling right
My school makes fun of people who are depressed or sad and that’s why I don’t have any friends anymore because I feel like something will always be missing in my life. . . .
I was almost abused for 8 years as a kid and now I live somewhere else but sometimes when something similar happens that was relatable in my (almost) abused life, it reminds me of what happened and I go crazy thinking the same thing will happen again
Now im broken from what I’ve experienced and I can’t fix it because it was too bad to forget...
-i just wanted to say that in case someone is feeling the same way I am-
The road that we’re all traveling on only seems so dark because we have almost reached the dawn.
I love these images. They look too good
Something bad happened to me when I was a toddler up to a little child, I don't remember most of it, but I remember that I felt like I failed at protecting my little siblings, even though I was a little girl who couldn't do much, I didn't even know I was autistic and globally delayed.
I've learned more about what they went through and I feel so angry at myself for it, I don't even feel like I should call myself "potentially traumatised", I feel like I shouldn't since my siblings had worse, I'm the only child with any memory about it.
At least I can try to protect them now as their big brother.
why i cant trust my friends?
why my friends are always making jokes about me in my back?
people always treats me like that
i never trusted someone before i was 9 years
I’ve never experienced trauma, but I have many friends who have. I watch videos on mental health and trauma to understand them, and try helping them.
every time i se this , it makes me want to cry
i don't have any trauma , i just don't know how to properly feel about this...
These are my childhood memories and i still fell that way, it’s comforting to me
I honestly don't remember any of my childhood memories.. why.
Same, and I believe it has something to do with the brain protecting itself
@@garydoq damm
.. I only remember two memories from my childhood the rest is just a blur
@@chiscuit4269 sorry for the late reply, but yeah, it would depend on what you define as childhood. For example, most say, 16 year olds cannot remember most stuff from when they were 7 or 8. Memories normally solidify during the teen years. Anything before 7 will probably be small and sensory (you'd need triggers to unlock most of the memories, and others might be connected to media you consumed or the time or places you went). If you truly can't remember the 8-12 period of childhood, I'd imagine that something traumatic happened during those years, and you blocked most of it out. Either that, or you have a really really bad memory.
I know my bad memory is a result of trauma, plus memory issues that come with ADHD.
Anyways, this is pretty long, I'd do some reading if you were really interested, and try to talk to a professional (school counselor or a therapist) if you want to try and figure this out.
I like this song a lot, it reminds me of being alone, safe, locked in my room.
I've gotten over one of my traumas, my childhood one. I'm finally somewhere (mentally speaking) where I can openly talk about it without feeling resentment or shame. I couldn't remember it for a long time, and then it resurfaced and I thought I couldn't handle it but I (surprisingly!) made it. Sometimes signs or metaphors for it can trigger me into a panic attack, but these videos/pictures always bring me back and anchor me. I'm immensely grateful for this video, thank you.
To all the amazing sweet people in this comment section: I love you, you're so important and your feelings are so valid. I am so proud of you for making it until this point and I'm sure you can get through, please, please don't give up. You can be strong, I know you can. I beg of you, don't give up, there are so many good things for you and you only out there 💛🍰🌻🌥️