@@NoRaengs99 It's impossible to summarize in this space. Adyashanti describes many difficulties one may encounter after (or even before) awakening, including feelings of doubt ("I've lost it"), superiority, or disorientation. He uses quite simple language, so it's a fairly easy read.
This is an extremely important topic and majorly underplayed and very appreciated. I’ve been lost for two years and am just coming back to myself now. It’s not fun.
Literally was just talking about this to my husband. I’m feeling this sort of existential crisis because this is it. There’s no hoping for magic. That’s not the way to say it, but that’s as close as I can get
I don't really even want to be here anymore. This place is exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. I am tired of not knowing, of this endless chasing, the endless toil for no apparent reason. Never having any meaning as to why we are even here, always having to suffer to create meaningless temporary circumstances or pleasures. I just want out these days. I don't even know why I am here anymore.
I’ve been in that state for 46 years since I was 9. I totally understand. It’s really hard, I know. I feel for you. I’m sorry. Hang in there. You’re needed or you would t be here I figure. ❤ Hugs. 🙏
A ghost. Clouds across the sky. Takes a deep letting go. You can get “yourself” all knotted up at times but what’s observing the sense of being knotted up? 😂 It’s what’s always there!! The cosmic joke! Thanks for that daily reminder you’ve gotten a lot of us either close or past the point of needing no reminder anymore 😂 so beautiful 🤘
This video gave me goosebumps. And was nodding along to the part about trusting yourself. It's amazing at just how much doubt there can be until you really do trust yourself.
Is Kensho just a peak experience? Like I was doing the “who am I” questioning because I was in kind of a hellscape where I was in considerable suffering and eventually it culminated to a point where I was aware of two aspects of “myself” one kept asking “who am I” and the eventually after continuously asking the other part asked “Do you know who you are?” in a commanding kind of voice and then the other part said “I know who I AM” then the parts kind of merged into one being and said “Then I don’t know what the problem is” then I just started bawling, tears just rolling down my face. I had the peace that surpasses all understanding that the Bible mentions. Amazing. But now I kinda feel back to normal - not all the suffering, just back to neutrality.
We must remember our Home is Boundless Love and the Radiance that Shines Forever. Ramana emphasized that in his advanced reminders. Non duality.. Inquiry... is not the final let go. Full Realization is Timeless Boundless Love. 💓
It's so crazy. I've been observing this for a long time. Whether it's videos or films or literature... there are moments when "the mind stops" working because it agrees. Then comes this moment of silence and insight and at the same time the will to see it again verbally or visually. I do that with film sequences or written sentences or trains of thought like Angelo... over and over again, until it leads to a kind of madness, wanting to recognize and know it again. This is also reflected in the music I listen to. Pink Floyd... Echoes. Pompeii. When I plan to listen to music loudly through headphones, i.e. when only sound is supposed to come in... I test first and take the headphones off to see that the silence is there. Without silence, I don't want any sound. Thank you for being so loyal. I actually have so much to say, but I listen better when I say nothing.
So awesome, so much resonance After the shift I was disoriented, I didn’t know where to go, what to do, and so it’s so great to tackle it directly How do I feel right now ? and what needs to be addressed right now? I was so lost and thats why I’m so grateful that your channel exists. And others like this I listened allan Watts and then adyashanti until i could no more And then others, its funny how it arises Anyway thank you And this online retreat was a blast ❤
I am here right now 20 years after my first awakening, and I surrender to looking or seeking one more entry point that you speak of. I'm just done and flat out too exhausted to think, get excited, explore one more theory or thought or feeling. I just want this nightmare to be over.
It is hard, to see reality and not the masks people wear, you see ( my particular task/lesson at this time) is to remember and pick up on what people around try to hide ( their intentions- usually to take some of your time and life energy- some know they’re doing this some who are asleep don’t know). It is only happening spasmodically, to me before I go sleepy again, but I am starting to remember who I need to limit my contact with because I get very drained. So I’m glad I’ve started to wake up. I need my energy to awake myself up. I hope my experience helps you❤
Oh. So you're using Zen and Buddhist terms to explain 'this'. Thanks, but I'll stick with what I know to be true and loving: Advaita Vedanta, not that the various schools have a great record of helping people after their Awakening to adjust, either.
Adyashanti's "The End of Your World" provides some very valuable additional pointers for the "what do I do now?" question.
Can you summarize or introduce some part of that? I don’t know English well so I can’t understand that easily😢😢
@@NoRaengs99 It's impossible to summarize in this space. Adyashanti describes many difficulties one may encounter after (or even before) awakening, including feelings of doubt ("I've lost it"), superiority, or disorientation. He uses quite simple language, so it's a fairly easy read.
This is an extremely important topic and majorly underplayed and very appreciated. I’ve been lost for two years and am just coming back to myself now. It’s not fun.
Your natural non edited talks are more powerful. The music in the background adds a synthetic aggrandising quality to the talk. Thank you. ❤
I like the music
Literally was just talking about this to my husband. I’m feeling this sort of existential crisis because this is it. There’s no hoping for magic. That’s not the way to say it, but that’s as close as I can get
I don't really even want to be here anymore. This place is exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. I am tired of not knowing, of this endless chasing, the endless toil for no apparent reason. Never having any meaning as to why we are even here, always having to suffer to create meaningless temporary circumstances or pleasures.
I just want out these days. I don't even know why I am here anymore.
I’ve been in that state for 46 years since I was 9. I totally understand.
It’s really hard, I know.
I feel for you. I’m sorry. Hang in there.
You’re needed or you would t be here I figure. ❤
Hugs. 🙏
❤❤. I am sorry it is so hard. My heart is with you. I hope you discover your peace.
we're here to discover ourselves, and experience the wisdom that comes from losing ourselves so deeply to find our way back
Me too
Totally feel you… I’ve been there the last three years especially…sending love
A ghost. Clouds across the sky. Takes a deep letting go. You can get “yourself” all knotted up at times but what’s observing the sense of being knotted up? 😂 It’s what’s always there!! The cosmic joke! Thanks for that daily reminder you’ve gotten a lot of us either close or past the point of needing no reminder anymore 😂 so beautiful 🤘
This video gave me goosebumps. And was nodding along to the part about trusting yourself. It's amazing at just how much doubt there can be until you really do trust yourself.
Angelo is appearing as a perfect reflection of my hearts message. Thank you so much 🧡🥰🧡
Is Kensho just a peak experience? Like I was doing the “who am I” questioning because I was in kind of a hellscape where I was in considerable suffering and eventually it culminated to a point where I was aware of two aspects of “myself” one kept asking “who am I” and the eventually after continuously asking the other part asked “Do you know who you are?” in a commanding kind of voice and then the other part said “I know who I AM” then the parts kind of merged into one being and said “Then I don’t know what the problem is” then I just started bawling, tears just rolling down my face. I had the peace that surpasses all understanding that the Bible mentions. Amazing. But now I kinda feel back to normal - not all the suffering, just back to neutrality.
We must remember our Home is Boundless Love and the Radiance that Shines Forever. Ramana emphasized that in his advanced reminders. Non duality.. Inquiry... is not the final let go. Full Realization is Timeless Boundless Love. 💓
This helps many
Thanks Angelo
After going through your book this is another step
Stepless steps 🎉🎉
It's so crazy. I've been observing this for a long time. Whether it's videos or films or literature... there are moments when "the mind stops" working because it agrees. Then comes this moment of silence and insight and at the same time the will to see it again verbally or visually. I do that with film sequences or written sentences or trains of thought like Angelo... over and over again, until it leads to a kind of madness, wanting to recognize and know it again. This is also reflected in the music I listen to. Pink Floyd... Echoes. Pompeii.
When I plan to listen to music loudly through headphones, i.e. when only sound is supposed to come in... I test first and take the headphones off to see that the silence is there. Without silence, I don't want any sound.
Thank you for being so loyal.
I actually have so much to say, but I listen better when I say nothing.
When you see that you have never grown old, sparks fly.
You could always start a Fight Club.
Thank you, Angelo. So timely...
Thank you ♥️
Angelo, thank you fro this. Its a helpful reminder.
Thank you, Angelo 🙏
So awesome, so much resonance
After the shift I was disoriented, I didn’t know where to go, what to do, and so it’s so great to tackle it directly
How do I feel right now ?
and what needs to be addressed right now?
I was so lost and thats why I’m so grateful that your channel exists. And others like this
I listened allan Watts and then adyashanti until i could no more
And then others, its funny how it arises
Anyway thank you
And this online retreat was a blast ❤
I am here right now 20 years after my first awakening, and I surrender to looking or seeking one more entry point that you speak of. I'm just done and flat out too exhausted to think, get excited, explore one more theory or thought or feeling. I just want this nightmare to be over.
Check out the playlist emotion and shadow work and fetters 4/5 those are key 🔑
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake Thank you. I will.
Beautiful i love you yes i know because you do
Scary thought: “What if I’m already awake? That’s it, no transformation, no huge insight, no event, this is already it. Wouldn’t that be awful! 😂”
This makes me laugh, and that was needed thank you!!❤
That’s my whole problem. This is it means just that! 😂😂😂😂😂❤❤❤❤❤
Your comment you may not realize is really real and freaking wise!
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oooh it's getting synchronous, wow!
Curious if some of your video editors will get accidental existential crisis. Risk of a profession I guess.
yes it happens
friends, partner, groups, meetings, retreats, seminars, therapy, EMDR, Isn't it all seeking?
No.
The matrix always wins
Explain :)
Can someone going through the awakening process experience a intermittent mysterious fever?
If it’s a fever in the summer check for Lyme disease ❤❤
Something that stops me from awakening is the fear of getting lost. I can't let go of the fear that I will stop caring about anything if I awaken.
Then don't
It is hard, to see reality and not the masks people wear, you see ( my particular task/lesson at this time) is to remember and pick up on what people around try to hide ( their intentions- usually to take some of your time and life energy- some know they’re doing this some who are asleep don’t know).
It is only happening spasmodically, to me before I go sleepy again, but I am starting to remember who I need to limit my contact with because I get very drained. So I’m glad I’ve started to wake up.
I need my energy to awake myself up.
I hope my experience helps you❤
Oh. So you're using Zen and Buddhist terms to explain 'this'. Thanks, but I'll stick with what I know to be true and loving: Advaita Vedanta, not that the various schools have a great record of helping people after their Awakening to adjust, either.
Bahaha. I needed this laugh. Thank you. That was hilarious and I don’t even know why but i literally laughed out loud. 😂
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