this book had me casually crying all over seoul 🥲 a reading vlog (crying in h mart)
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Hi everyone! I'm back with another reading vlog, this time breaking my own heart with the Crying in H Mart audiobook, read by the author, Michelle Zauner. It's mostly me chatting but I hope that it brings you a little peace. Hope you're all staying happy and safe!
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this book had me casually crying all over seoul 🥲 a reading vlog
Love that we both recently read this ❤️
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am I the only one who thought she was literally crying in h mart? I didn't realize that was the title of the book haha
someone has GOT to make that very meta vlog lol
@@caricanread haha yes!!
Well apparently the title comes from her actually crying in H Mart over her moms recent passing.
Today is my last day with my 3 yo puppy who is like a first child to me and helped me survive through some of the worst years of my life. She goes to a good home tomorrow where they don't have severe allergies like I do, but I can't stop bawling and your videos are a calming reprieve from the wave of negative emothings I'm having
that must be so hard but you've got to be so proud of yourself for giving your lil baby such a loving space to grow in! and she's going to a good home - you literally saved her life as much as she helped you
@@caricanread thank you so much
I feel like "casually crying" is such a water sign girl trait what the hell
Because same
lol im a scorp moon so that makes sense hahha
Funny, I was crying when I found this video in my recommended. Life has a way of being...
:') hope it was a relieving cry!
@@caricanread pretty much :)
“I’m crying but I’m also hungry” - literally me while reading this book.
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I can’t wait to read/listen to it too now! My dad passed away in 2014 so any stories that involves losing a parent really hits home but makes me appreciate my mom so much! ❤️
i hope it brings you some peace! its a beautiful tribute :')
It is so nice that you are open to discuss books that are very emotional for you as well! Really want to read this book now and let my feelings go wild.
its hard not to! michelle did a wonderful job :')
bro i felt that title on a spiritual level
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I just woke up and now I have the urge to read the book and cry with you😭
😭😭😭
Despite a heap - a pile - some might even say a hill - of unread books on my ereader, you have thoroughly convinced me and I've bought this book. I'm blaming you for any embarrassing crying incidents, Cari (we're still mostly in lockdown, so it's unlikely anyone's gonna notice, but still)!
LOL sorry not sorry!!!
I'M SOBBING. this book is so good! it actually made my call my mom crying at 1am just to tell her that i love her. glad to know that i'm not the only cry baby around here!
I am currently reading this book, and as a half Korean person who has a similar relationship with my mom, this book hits close to home on an emotional level. This is such a fantastic read.
Isn't it the greatest when works of art make us cry? It really connects us, I feel.
i love your vlogs so much you’re basically my comfort person
:''''') thank you truly!
I read her interview on this book on nyt, it seemed like a really heart wrenching book with many layers of depths. As a daughter of migrants, I could feel that it would hit home.
i really need to read it! my friend mikey said the article alone made him cry hahah
I started crying when you started crying! Jeez, this sounds amazing/heart-wrenching. Also, can I just say how glad I am you started this second channel? You have such a gift for describing books in a poignant and entertaining way.
thank you so much :'''''')
I’ve been on my library’s hold list for the physical copy of “Crying” for about a month now, and I can’t wait to get it!
Got this book to better understand my best friend who lost her Mom. Still reading the book and it helping me understand my relationship with my mom. Oh I cried with her in her many scenes in H Mart. I’m on chapter 5!!
I almost cry with you telling the story of this book, and now I want to read it! I guess I miss crying on the bus going home while reading a good book. And oh, you talk abou drawing while listening to the audiobook, and I’ve been doing calligraphy for a while now and it’s been very helpful. So for those who, for some reason, want to star drawing, but don’t have the “courage” like me, calligraphy or lettering is an amazing start! (And it also has a course on skillshare for it)
When u were explaining the first chapter in the book it got me teary as well. Definitely adding this book to my TBR list post my endsem. P.S, loved the multicolored watercolour art !
thank you!!
I always wonder what will make me cry next; I don't usually whimper.
this was a hard one to get through with a dry eye!
This book was so sad but I loved it! This was such a cute reading vlog ❤️
i tried to make it not all depressing hahah thank you!
currently reading crying in h-mart, coming here for emotional support but ended up crying
Yaaaaaaaaaaay. Early 😌 also, it's Eid today in our country 💕🥰
Eid Mubarak!!!
@@caricanread
I'm looking forward to this book so much, most of my favorite books are all mother-daughter narratives. Amy Tan was always an important author for me growing up and as a young adult because of how she handles relationships between mothers and daughters and the struggle between generations in immigrant families
I stumbled across your videos last night and omg I’m obsessed!! I love you’re aesthetic and personality 🥺 so cute!
thank you so much omg!
One of the few memoirs I've read and loved is In the Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado, so if you wanna read a memoir that is hard hitting and reads kinda like fiction. I really want to read Crying in H Mart though, this vlog has solidified that for me :))
that is really high on my list once im mentally ready!!
I just finished reading that and omg loooooved it!
I only recently got obsessed with her music and when I googled her I found out she had written this book, so I immediately ordered it.... and now I'm looking forward to her new album in june and secretly hoping she does a European/World tour ;_;!
As always after watching your videos I have a new book on my tbr. Also, I love your artwork!
thank you so much!!!
I’m not a memoir reader either and audio read fiction while I’m reading I do crochet, art (watercolour, acrylics, etc),needlework of all sorts and cleaning.
This book 📖 - well I’m not a big cryer. I don’t avoid it per say and I’m not unemotional, it’s simply not how I express sadness.
But this book..... 😭
immediately added this to my tbr!
yes!!! hope you love it!
I appreciate your recommendations and vlogs so much. ♥️💖 Thank you, Cari! I hope you’re enjoying your break & getting lots of sweet rest.
I'm teary eyed just from watching this video :'(
i was going to include audio excerpts but decided it would be too much :'( such a heartbreaking book
Me too 😿 I cant see other people cry without crying too 🙈❤️
coming back here after finishing the book🥲
Some of the heaviest stories are people's actual lives, huh? Can definitely relate to questions with identity growing up mixed/multi race (I'm indian/vietnamese/portugese), and that can add to the regular struggles of dealing with your parents and being a young person which most people can relate to, but I guess we all find a place in our lives and our families that works eventually. Also, how you can listen to an audiobook and do anything else, I don't know, but it seems to do wonders for your watercolours !
I like the way you've changed up angles, scenery, talking footage, and voice-overs. My favorite is probably when you're talking to the camera about the book's plot intercut with voice-over and footage of you painting. Whether or not you were inspired by other vloggers, keep up the variety of shots! Maybe shadow puppets next time? ^J^
Seeing how you notice the Camera work and editing you might like my channel 😻 i would be really happy if you had the time to check it out anyway🌸
thank you so much!! and omg shadow puppets hahahhaha
I read this and now I don't know if/when I will be able to forgive you... for doing this to my heart. I'm going to run home and hug my mom so tight.
I loved this memoir 🥲 and I looooove japanese breakfast ❤️
both are so good :')
I just started reading it! I am going to have to wait to watch your video. But I promise I will be back ❤️
get the tissues ready :')
@@caricanread oh nooooooooo...
Hearing you talk about the book I know for sure I'll be crying in public too when I read this book. It sounds so beautiful and heart wrenching at the same time.
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Why am I crying about you explaining the book at 8:09 and I haven’t even read the book 😭🥺 I can’t imagine loosing my parents. This is definitely going on my to be read list, my heart is not prepared. I can already identify myself with the character my mums love language is very much through cooking for me and others, she was never taught how to be affectionate so I have always struggled with her not being caring in that way with me but I realised overtime that her love language is just different and that’s ok.
definitely only read it when you're ready because :'''''(
YAY IM THE FIRST FOR ONCE 😂
love you Cari and I’m loving the vibes in the videos recently 💜💜
thank you so muuuuch 💜💜💜
omg i cried so many times reading this book i lost count. and the 5 mins into the book crying oh god i can relate 😭
also cari!! if time permits would you please make a playlist for the songs you use in your vlogs? i love them sm
Have been waiting for this book to come out and wanting to read it. Currently have the electronic copy on hold at my library and cannot wait to get ahold of it and ball my eyes out.
have tissues ready!!
Sounds like a really beatiful book! thank you! 🙏
I just love that you really know how to be alone with yourself. That is so cool and inspiring
i just know this book is gonna be devastating bc i’m tearing up listening to you talk about it 😢
it was really a beautiful tribute to her mother :')
The author Michelle Zauner is also the singer Japanese Breakfast! Third Album out soon!
yes heheh i mention that in the vid^^ love japanese breakfast!
downloaded this after watching your video and i'm midway through! it's a great read
Just started this last night immediately after reading Almond. I was back to back sobbing.
omg give your heart a REST!!
Waking up to cari's vlog is the best
I initially found this book because Michelle Zauner (Japanese Breakfast) was one of my favorite musicians and Psychpomp was one of my favorite albums. When I read the book, my heart split in two, but I loved it. It changed the way I listen to her first album.
same! I have to be doing something while I listen to audiobooks or I lose focus and constantly have to rewind lol. I walk, I clean, color, drive, etc. and it works!
i cried with this video so i can’t even begin to know how much i’m going to cry reading the book
I sometimes wish ur videos shall never end...!! Nd thus definitely one of those sometimes
thank you :')
i really want to read it!! i'm ready to cry
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OMg I love your shirt!
It was difficult to see this vlog hehe I lost my mother three years ago and it is something that changes your life in many ways, seeing you empathize with the situation was container, like a friend telling you "it's difficult, it's sad, it's valid how you feel". I also think that it is important that there are books that talk about grief because people are afraid to speak and whenever they have a close friend they treat him with to much care sometimes and I think it's easier for everyone to talk :)
Okay, you've convinced me, I'm going to read this book.
Korean food is perfect comfort food. I makes so much sense to be crying and hungry.
exactly hahaha
Heeey Love this channel!!!
thank you so much 😭😭😭
@@caricanread I love all the content and the effort that you put in your videos!! ♥
Hi Cary! just wanted to say that chronic astma can be triggered by a lot of factors including pollutants, chemicals, allergies, pregnancy etc. Better to go to a doctor if you experience symptoms and get at least some emergency relief medication to have at home for days when you feel sick like that. I have it and I know that it can be a pain, but it can be managed. :)
Recently started this book too. I’m constantly afraid that I would cry :(((
its a heavy one :'(
Michelle and Maangchi were interviewed together before about Korean Cuisine: ua-cam.com/video/Q7OqC0qtJYc/v-deo.html
I can't wait to read this book ♥
Definitely want to try this one!
Oh I am such a cry baby but I am definitely going to have to check this out !!
I found you today and I fell in love with you lmao. I was hooked when I read ACOTAR and I wanted to read more books and then you popped up in my feed. I am planning to read more books in that genre so if you guys have any recommendations pls comment :)
Cari in the intense wind: "am I gonna die?" That was so relatable 😂
I can’t read audio books either. I don’t know if the hand occupation method will work, but I’ll try. Hope so!
this one really drew me in!!
You definitely made me want to read Crying in H Mart!
I've seen Japanese Breakfast live a few years ago in Brooklyn. I love her music. Have you watched The Farewell movie with Awkwafina? It's so gooood, and from you description of Crying in H Mart, has a similar feeling to it (of course, I cried buckets watching it, but so worth it).
The farewell is really good, I didn’t cry to it though but this thing had me crying every few minutes but you can’t put it down, I only took a break to call my mom and tell her about it 😂
Thank you for sharing. I'm going to put Crying in H mart on my TBR! 💕 Also, I love your bag! Do you mind sharing where you got it from? 😍
If you're in the mood for another memoir, I'd recommend Know My Name by Chanel Miller, also narrated by herself.
Yes! I read that one physically and it was astounding. Probably the best memoir i have ever read.
I'm so conflicted. At one side, I really want to read this book and see it from new perspectives without expectations but at the same time, I'm really excited for your reading vlog. Send help 😭
I discovered you through your video 'Reading like Namjoon' and since then I watch you daily. However, you have a 'bad' influence on me (like RM): I buy books like bread based on your recommendations :))).
Love your chanel(s)!!
omg thank you :'') its a good problem to have hahahhaa
the title is me reading Addie LaRue at school
LOL
I'm still debating on whether or not to read this one. I am really interested, but I also lost my mom before she had a chance to grow old. Already crying hearing about the opening scene haha This book will hurt me XD
hey ya....
Sounds like a great book but I just finished a monster calls and my heart needs a break
yeah definitely only read it when you're ready for a heavy one :/
Sorry if you’ve answered this before but what app do you use for your audiobooks?
this was using audible but i also borrow from overdrive/libby!
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Watercolors because of all the water works 😢
from which site i can download the book ?
5:30 i need the name of this song 😭
Ameiiii
Umm.... I can only focus on one thing only... when I draw, I have to emerge in it... so... yeah.
How I listen to audiobook.
- I lay down in bed or anywhere
- close my eyes (for better imagination and to make me focus on the audiobook)(and I will make some scene in my head about all of the things I see at that time)
-listen to the audiobook and make the scene in the book alive in your head
Did I ever fall asleep while listening to the audiobook?
-not yet...
I'd love to know what your favorite audiobooks are
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Hi I'll be back once I finished the book ok bye
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Can I be the random flower that got featured in the vlog 😄
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Just finished reading it...and I'm a mess
Hiiiii🔥🔥
What is song??? 4:55
Fond Distance by Beautiful Moose
I thought Crying in H Mart referred to Cari, not the booktitle 😭😂
Says she has no artistic talent, proceeds to show loads of artistic talent 🤦♂️🤣
LOL thank you :')