I like to write poems to get my feelings out. Im sure you can relate. Intrusive Thoughts Not much has changed except whats inside thought bubbles. Exterior tough and closed off concealing inner struggles. Never to find the real me ideally, locked away for good and can't find the key. Crazy all the things we tell ourselves out loud and subconsciously. How can this be? Internally, filtering out delusions that the mind can't unsee.
Mind Mine never stops thinking It's constant and never ceasing Knowledge in my brain keeps increasing With worries and doubts, shades of happiness linger bout. All I can do is be distracted and until this settles I'm combative I think that's fair in this brain of mine. A locked up prisoner, I've done my time. In these thoughts of mine, was it justified? I'll pay the price although it doesn't fit the crime, you don't play nice so this must suffice. Call it a sacrifice, yet not by choice. Verdict was rendered and I lost my voice. Sad, the ending, but every poem has one. Now I'm in a place where everything is foreign, constant loops in mind of past heart unbroken. The punishment never ends as soon as you wake it begins. Everything spoken and unheard, life changed over just one word. Mind, why are you so vicious? Trauma bonded or is that also fictitious? Try to make headway, but never find satisfaction, one little trigger sets off a chain reaction. Mind, are you well? And you don't have to answer, for deep down inside I understand why it eats at you like cancer.
I like to write poems to get my feelings out. Im sure you can relate.
Intrusive Thoughts
Not much has changed except whats inside thought bubbles. Exterior tough and closed off concealing inner struggles. Never to find the real me ideally, locked away for good and can't find the key. Crazy all the things we tell ourselves out loud and subconsciously. How can this be? Internally, filtering out delusions that the mind can't unsee.
I am going to fall asleep absorbing your words. Sometimes finding a channel like this makes you feel a little less isolated
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Mind
Mine never stops thinking
It's constant and never ceasing
Knowledge in my brain keeps increasing
With worries and doubts, shades of happiness linger bout.
All I can do is be distracted and until this settles I'm combative
I think that's fair in this brain of mine. A locked up prisoner, I've done my time.
In these thoughts of mine, was it justified?
I'll pay the price although it doesn't fit the crime, you don't play nice so this must suffice. Call it a sacrifice, yet not by choice. Verdict was rendered and I lost my voice.
Sad, the ending, but every poem has one. Now I'm in a place where everything is foreign, constant loops in mind of past heart unbroken. The punishment never ends as soon as you wake it begins. Everything spoken and unheard, life changed over just one word.
Mind, why are you so vicious? Trauma bonded or is that also fictitious? Try to make headway, but never find satisfaction, one little trigger sets off a chain reaction. Mind, are you well? And you don't have to answer, for deep down inside I understand why it eats at you like cancer.