Thats not how you help someone with psychosis. Pretend like they are right. I feel bad for him. Hes not lying because hes a scumbag. He cant separate the real world from his ideas. Hes very sick. I know people with severe psychosis. The meth is not helping this guy. 7,5833333333 x 12 is almost 91
This was one of the more difficult recordings for me to watch. It hit very close to home. Thirteen years ago I became clean from meth and my state of mind had previously been much closer to his than anyone who deeply cared for me. At that time I was ready to die but fear actually kept me alive. I did not think I would ever find lasting happiness in life... yet, fast forward to 2023 and I have decided to go to school to become a nurse! I am finishing up my first year of nursing school as we speak, with only one more to go before I become an RN! I thank God that I found the child in me who has deserved my love all along.
Congrats in case anyone was wondering this is wut can happen to anyone that does meth long enough this guy is the definition of a chemical imbalance hope an pray he gets the help he needs
He said something about missing women, and his desperation for sex. When Mark asked twice, "who have you hurt, who have you murdered?" I felt truth in those questions
I remember in the earlier 2000s there being anti- drug commercials where a kid would talk about their addicted friend who looked literally like a deflated balloon version of themselves. Would talk about how they used to have fun and now their passions are gone, are listless, or act like strangers.
This is a PERFECT example of a multi-day-binge in the middle of a comedown..... THIS is the part of meth that needs to be shown. And sadly, this effect will last long after a clean up. He really has no idea what is going on at all.
facts. This is exactly how my ex boyfriend would speak & act when he was doing meth for 2 years behind my back. (He tried to hide it from me but it was obvious....) i left him because he became extremely abusive and refused to get help.
@@monicabroussard840 I'm proud of you for being sober❤️ My ex was in meth psychosis nearly ALL the time, (not so much in the beginning of our relationship when it was easier for him to hide his addiction) but eventually he put hidden cameras inside my own home to spy on ME, he put blankets & cardboard over ALL of our windows in our home so that "people couldn't spy on us", he thought i communicated with secret people through my smart TV, if a song came on in the grocery store he would RAGE at me because he thought i was controlling the music to "mess with him", thought i hired people to kill him, he would make me pack a bag to go stay in hotel rooms for days at a time because he was so scared that "everyone was out to get him" including ME, which he became super abusive at the thought of me trying to hurt him/set him up like that. In the hotel room he would barricade the door with furniture and take my phone away from me so that "we couldn't be tracked", he would show up to my job while I was working "to see if I was really there" because HE SWEARS he saw me at a gas station with other people or some shit; just legitimately crazy abusive stuff. I tried to get him help for the longest time and he always refused and just got more and more abusive so yeah I left.
Holy shit this has to be the most sad, insane, dark interview I’ve ever seen.. totally speechless. I’ve seen my fair share of meth behavior and meth psychosis.. this is on another level. Really seems very dangerous. I’ve only had a feeling close to what I have watching this very few times in my life around people tweaking .. just this gut wrenching paralyzed feeling. You go from feeling bad for him to feeling unsafe real quick. Man.. this is something else
Yep. It's the sleep deprivation that does it. In my city we've had a tweaker stab a mother and child right infront of their school, and another shove an old lady onto train tracks. I've seen entities after 2 days awake on meth yrs ago, I cannot imagine how paranoid 5 days can have someone.
@@WillThomas-hs3oj actually, I definitely have a clue, and I live smack dab in the middle of tweaker central. I’ve met my fair share, and I consider myself versed when it comes to the nature of drugs and the nature of human beings - and this guy is absolutely unhinged in a very scary way that I’m sure meth helped bring out in him, but there’s something way deeper going on here. The words he chooses to use are horrific.. his sleep deprived mind can’t contain the amount of darkness happening and he’s just spewing it out. I urge you to maybe rewatch this and ask yourself if he’s the same as everyone else doing tweak. Because I promise you, this is a dangerous person. Even coming from a girls point of view- he’s either already done something unimaginably terrible, or it’s brewing and bound to happen at some point.
@@emptyplenty4730 psychosis is really really frustrating because of how difficult it is to get other people to understand what you’re experiencing. It’s not funny regardless
it's a slippery slope to dictate what another person can/can't do with their own bodies. If you can dictate forced institution for rehab,it can be made to where you can be forcefully institutionalized until you agree to giving up a kidney or until you agree to an abortion or even for ideologies/political views. I'm all for people getting help,but it shouldn't be forced. They'll eventually realize and get it themselves and if not, unfortunately,natural selection. You know the dangers.
@@smiauu it's not about the answer. it's about the way he became obsessively distracted by the problem while remaining confident in his responses each time despite following a mental train of non-sequiturs, which very much IS an indication of such things.
I never knew how close I was to danger until it was almost too late, they switch or flip for any reason. I think Mark knew exactly when to cut the video. Great job staying calm and getting this footage.
Drug induced psychosis hints at a bigger mental illness called substance use disorder. I suffer from it and many others do, we are so depressed when sober we are constantly torn between drugs or killing ourselves because we hate ourselves and what we’ve become as much as anyone else. Drugs temporarily ease all the heaviness we feel, and many of us have to be on some type of drug constantly throughout the day to stay happy. Many have killed themselves, and I understand why. We cannot bear the thought of being sober. If we are sober, its not by choice it’s usually due to financial crisis and we are in a state of withdrawal. We know that we’ve done so many drugs for so long that we will be in nasty withdrawal if we stop, and the mental withdrawals are 100x worse than physical withdrawals and last much longer. We know for months, or years, or depending on the drug an entire lifetime we will forever be chasing the feeling, and being sober just after drug use leads to a state of depression far worse than how it started. A drug like meth gives you a feeling you will chase for a lifetime. Imagine going 200mph on a motorcycle while also realizing you’ve just won the lottery. It doesn’t look like that but this is what meth feels like. It strips the human brains ability to be happy on its own, it changes the way you think. Meth is the devil. I use meth sometimes (I’m high now) but I mainly use vyvanse and adderall, sometimes cocaine. Weed constantly, occasionally psychedelics like lsd and shrooms. Occasionally opiates/ opioids, tho I try to stay away cuz that stuff can kill you easily. Alcohol is only reserved for when I don’t have anything else, I hate the feeling and everything about alcohol. I’m constantly on many different medications prescribed from the doctor to try to ease my substance abuse disorder, which those alone kinda get me high/ spaced out, but nothing compares to the euphoric blast of meth (my drug of choice). I usually end up mixing those prescribed pills (usually downers, but I get adhd meds too) with alcohol and / or weed to make it stronger. I do not recommend this life for anyone, it is true hell that only leads to disastrous consequence. It’s hell to experience a single day in my life, I am constantly searching for whatever can alter my state of consciousness. It is agonizing to have no control over my thoughts and actions. People think drug addiction is a choice, while it may start out with a choice it completely hijacks the brain making the drug it’s only sole desire. People do it either out of curiosity, or out of a false sense of power thinking they’re not going to get addicted like others, only to find themselves in the exact mess they didn’t want. It’s a scary thing, how drugs like meth blast the body with unnaturally high levels of dopamine/euphoria. Many times higher than sex. And since our brains are hardwired to seek out dopamine as acts that benefit one’s survival gives one dopamine, with meth making it the highest the brain has ever seen the brain thinks “do meth or die”. And for a lifetime people will be in a state of depression because they’ve experienced the most euphoric experience of their lives and absolutely nothing else will ever compare to it
@@staceyb3882 thank you, and I’m sorry about the negative feelings you have reading this. It’s a reality I face on a daily basis, but if it brings any hope, it’s slowly getting better and easier to control.
@@shroomed999what you said really resonates with me and reminds me of myself. I hope you’re doing better. Mushrooms are great. Have you tried lions mane or any of the adaptogenic ones?
@@shroomed999 im ex-crystal meth addict, i hope you heart is fell alright because my is heart began to fail and tacicardia after intravenous use of alpha-pvp and quetiapine which was prescribed to me
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to meth. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
A guy like this chased my wife down the street one morning. She came home bawling and terrified. That’s the only time I’ve ever pulled a gun on someone. Once it was clear he was going crazy and didn’t even remember what he’d done, the whole situation was just sad. Dude didn’t care or realize a gun was in his face. Called the cops and they did nothing. He stood in the road screaming at trees and yelling at people until the sun came up. Feel bad for that guy and about the whole situation to this day. That was 3 years ago
Your wife and yourself must be traumatized to some degree. I hope you are safe and well now… All it takes is one bad day to be in the same shoes as these souls - Appreciate the good ones as they happen. 💯🧘🏽♀️
So terrible for you and the addict. It's good you recognized what was going on. The police are overwhelmed in our city, so I think that may be the situation where you live.
@@jdout personally the only thing that would sorta give away my meth use was i would catch my jaw twitch sometimes, and im dyslexic and the drug would make talking a bit more difficult as in if you where to watch my mouth when i was talking to someone you’d tell it wasn’t my normal face movement but it wasn’t outrageously noticeable. or id have to remind myself i can feel my eyes 👀 and would have to relax my eye lids so i didnt look so OOut there. but my addiction came from my work place, so we’d get high and work speed Xs 12. but this is so true, it was obvious to see in some of my coworkers, but when i found out who ALL was on it at work i was shocked and mind blown about one specific coworker. he seemed just always happy and loud and he was a big dude working hard so the sweat was over looked. then it clicked when i started using and noticing his come downs and anger and “not himself” until he’d leave and come back in a fine mood.. this drug took me under so fast and for so long and i couldn’t even fully realize my life was getting worse and harder and more frustrating every hour until i was completely sober.. when i got sober, i laid in my bed and slept for 4 days (straight ish) my parents would wake me up to make me eat a very small amount but then id go right back to sleep. this drug takes so much out of you. PHYSICALLY. i didn’t get up other than a couple times to use the restroom and be forced to eat. everything was rightfully taken away from me. mg parents went threw my phone and being the protective parents they are, texted everyone i had associated about drugs with to never contact me again or they’d ruin they’re life type shit. i wasn’t aloud to leave my house. was on complete lock down. my parents worried and worked so hard to get me into a drug rehab. unfortunately i accidentally went to a mental hospital (because theyre habilitation facts online where NOTHING of what they provided.) worst experience and the most absolute wrong place for me to get sober at. Oceans mental hospital in abilene Tx. (keep in mind i was needing wanting help walked in there voluntarily after being excepted at the age 17) was the oldest girl in the cell. cuz if u ever been to jail. this is that walls chairs food gates and locks and all. the other girls where in there for attempt suicide or harming themselves. non of them related to me. all we talked about was cutting urself and psychotic thoughts. PRESCRIBED me more drugs haha. which was insane to me but all they want is money so hooked it up. after 5 days of coloring, crying, coloring and begging my parents in the 2 calls a day that i was in the wrong place, they came and got me and took me home. now it’s up to me and my mindset to surround myself with healthy people and to have the self control to say no and walk away. (a year later im 18 and i still have a tracker in my truck) good parenting tough love is hard. but they dragged me out of a spiraling outrage of failure and encourage me to do what benefits me :)
My bf for 12 years just came out his meth addict since 16 years old. We are in 50’s now. I am done with the Ups and Downs and erratic behavior. I love him so much but he chose his vices over me. There’s been good and when it’s bad it’s bad.
It's painful to see people in this condition. Whatever help there is for him, I hope it finds him soon. Asking for peace, comfort, and safety for Chadrick 'til it does
Unfortunately they usually don't get the help. Until they go to jail, and even then, a lot of people slip through the cracks. You'd be surprised how many people just like him to through life without getting the help they need until the day they die.
@worm6948 I'm too aware of how many folks are just left to suffer alone. I have a couple family members and have had friends that are and were untreated and who's lives were wrecked for lack of even basic treatment. Those of us that have to support them and try to protect them from the worst outcomes have a painful insight into the challenges of the sufferers, the people who try to be the safety backstop, and the professional caregivers who can never keep up with the need. Peace and comfort to all of us
There is help out there... People have to make the choice to go get the help! If you tried to help this man he would manipulate you and take you for everything he can get and move on to the next victim! He has to want the help for him to change but I'm sure all that meth has done permanent brain damage that it's to late for this man
@Jesse James I agree with you. There are help. Mark has had people on here who work in rehabs and other programs for addicts. And then we see the horrible stories about rehabs which doesn't care about the people AT ALL. They pay people to come and it's just scams. However you say that people need to want help. That's absolutely right. However something people aren't aware of their own situation. I don't believe this guy is sitting here lying. I believe he's psychotic. He has no idea what he's doing or that everything he's talking about is in his head. How is he then supposed to want help? I also believe there's hope for everyone. Our brain can almost repair everything it's been exposed to when it comes to chemicals. It just takes time, at least a couple of years until the chemistry is normal again. I hope I got the words right here, I'm Norwegian so sometimes it's difficult to explain in another language.
No, this dude deserves it. I hate to say that but it’s true. He’s probably been offered Help 1 million times. He’s probably stolen from all his friends and family members. The truth of the matter is he belongs in prison It’s the meth that is making him like that. I’m sure at one time he was a normal rational person. My step brother is the same way when he does meth. And he also deserves his terrible life because of his repeated stupid decisions. And I can attest he has been given so much Help and so much money but he would rather live in the gutter do meth.
dude's legit delirious -- the way he went on about rampaging with a baseball bat and how he was "murdered" and "chopped up" -- seems like he was re-living some traumatic events very vividly and the powerlessness he felt at the time. I doubt very much he's really conscious of what he's saying, it's the delirium of a 3-day meth binge from someone whose brain has been deep-fried, he's basically sleep-walking.
What I think is most telling is that these beings (-vampires, demons etc) also look after him! 😬 I pray that this poor guy receives revelation into what his life has become 🕊️🙏🏻🕊️
@@martyknox2218and snakes like wtf dude, then he said he’s jumping out of planes & saving “a couple hundred” lives like bro get real. if his bills rent food paid then he can go help himself into rehab. he shouldn’t be on this channel ruining the chances for the real ppl who need help
@@ozzydoop1473no, no spiritual possession. It’s called “drug induced psychosis”. A temporary (sometimes permanent) mental illness that highlights at another illness called substance use disorder. Drug addiction is mental illness. Nothing spiritual going on here
Frustrated without sex. Not the forceful type, girls going missing... all of this feels a little dangerous. Stay safe Mark. This guy needs serious help.
yeah this entire interview is just a dangerous drug induced psychotic man... only a matter of time before he turns into another LA lunatic that harms an innocent person... stay safe mark, seems like one that will continue to pester ya...
When he said he was stressed and not sleeping due to lack of sex, and then immediately followed that by how many women have gone missing, I instantly worried he was part of the reason these women have gone missing. I hope I'm wrong. He did mention how he's a murderer later in the video also. I really hope it's just all delusions and he's not murdered anyone.
@@LeesaMarionI'm reading a lot of comments about his suspicious behavior. I trust the viewers on this too -there's something...very off...about Chadrick, and I wouldn't be surprised to find out if he was doing bad things to others.
Did he say he murdered someone or that he was murdered??? I thought he said he was murdered & chopped up but when Mark asked him who he murdered I thought maybe Mark heard him wrong
Can you tell me why you started in the first place? Didn’t you know what it would do to you? I am only asking because it seems like addiction is the norm in the USA. From an outsider’s point of view it is senseless and extremely concerning.
Have to agree with others - this interview feels more dangerous than most. Esp. his reference to wanting to grab a metal baseball bat and going to town. Be safe, Mark.
Tried it once. Thought I was taking snow. Was awake for two days straight and fried my kidneys within an inch of their life. It made me feel pretty great for a hot second, until I started hallucinating and knew it was sleep deprivation, that was the moment I knew I could never do it again, or go looking, it was the cleanest high I’d ever felt, didn’t feel like snow, not jittery, not anxious just completely focused on what was in front of me (false focus), I knew if I did it again I would have ended up like this, I knew I would have signed my own death certificate. Fast forward, now with a stable job, caring for my mother, going back to college, life is good, better than whatever shit that would have done for me.
My kidneys failed the 1st time I did it. I thought our house was gonna get raided because my roommate ran out yelling like "wtf!!" Cause this huge metal beer sign right next to our door somehow flew off the door and landed 3-4 feet from the door and he thought I was out there dicking off, til I came out my room like "wtf?" Too and his face totally changed like oh shit it wasn't you? I immediately started spassing hallucinating laser sights from guns coming thru my windows, balcony, etc when we were standing in the living room and checked the peephole to see if someone kicked our door or something. I got sketched from the red lasers I was seeing and trying to play off and ran and jumped out the window through the screen off a two story apt window like superman, ran to my car, sped away swearing I saw police raiding my house (and honestly I don't know and don't think they did but it was so real to me, it damn well could've happened because *nothing* explains the beer sign flying from the ground/leaning against the wall 3 4 feet away slamming on the ground loud enough to hear from the back of the condo in our rooms. I swear I saw people in uniforms rushing thru the bottom floor glass door u put the code in I just hit the gas and ran yo. Ended up wrecking. I ran thru the woods being chased by shadow people screaming for help from cars til I got back to the entrance to my neighborhood. The cops set up a checkpoint waiting for me and took me involuntary to the psych ward in hospital. I ended up having kidney failure 2-3 days in, after a fight with security and pulling the hospital fire alarm. I also go so badly beaten by security for that, I shit my gown and it got all over the 3 security guards beating the fuck out of me and myself. I was knocked out and woke up strapped to a mattress not even a real hospital bed anymore I wasn't allowed one in my room arms strapped toa. Mattress. The security officer told me he hadn't seen anyone as bad as me ever his whole 20 some year career, and I was the second person ever, to his knowledge get the shot I was about to get . This man was about to retire.... I actually thought the hospital had some kind of legal or allowed euthanasia if you were like psychologically bad enough.. so I called him a piece of shit cried asked him how he could stand there and watch while they kill me etc 😂😂😂 anyway I blacked out within 15 seconds (I counted) and woke up next day catheterized and my kidneys failed. I was very lucky
Iv been here, ended up in a psych ward because of meth thankfully I got clean and changed my life hope he does to God bless those still sick and suffering
Im aware he may be highly affected by drugs but when he brought up dissapearing women it gave me chills as he frequently referenced violence and murder. I hope he can get some help because he's so stricken by his condition he barely made sense. It must be uncomfortable to be him.
Mark, what you’re doing is amazing some people might not see it for what it truly is but you’re showing the world for what it truly is and the only way for things to change is for people to see the sad truths instead of ignoring them, you’re shining your light in the darkest places most people are too afraid to go. Thank you, this is truly so sad and I pray he gets the help he needs.
This ❤️ This is so beneficial and educational especially for young kids, teens! Show them the real raw truth! Don't sugar coat it because when they r teens someone might try to sugar coat it and they'll know better! Obv say no to drugs does not work
I used to work in retail and bartending, I would see transients with personalities like this. I would always think “This dude has been using so long, his brain is mush.”
@@jenrich111 If this guy quit everything tomorrow, he would still have that accelerated cadence and nervous energy forevermore. He might improve but he will always have tweeker vibes. I’ve seen it many times
@@GinjaNinja77 I am also a bartender (almost 15 years behind the pine up and down the east coast) and have come across MANY questionable customers. I'd have to say working in Daytona beach FL was the absolute WORST when it came to to the tweakers. They would ramble on and on at about 100mph and constantly trying to flag me or other customers down so they could spew his tweaker logic at us.
I have mental illness and it still effects me til this day, not from any narcotic, but from my father beating me from the time I was a toddler. It took me all through my teens and 20's to recognize it and I finally sought therapy twice per week with my wife to finally feel somewhat normal. Mental illness is not a joke and needs to be addressed. I couldn't imagine compounding that with any drug. I hope this man gets he help he desperately needs. We have couples therapy now once per week and it helps big time now.
I worked in the mental health field in-patient and out-patient areas and I never cease to wonder how people with these disturbing delusions can survive day to day. I don't have the stamina to live this way. Bless him.
Mark, I just wanna say, i hope you have safety personnel with you all the time. This was disturbing to watch. Peace and love to everyone on their healing journey.
Thank you so much Mark for being so understanding, and giving this man a voice. This made me tear up, keep doing what you do. It helps, and we appreciate you a lot 🙏
Do people even recover from something like this truly? I went to jail for a year and the crack heads would get clean but still be crack heads. Like their minds were never going to be the same.
@@awsheit it depends -- I don't think this guy is naturally low IQ, he seems too introspective for that, I think a year of sobriety would do wonders for him although he probably needs a life-long script for antipsychotics now.
One of the biggest points that hit home for me was when Mark asked if he’d ever been formally diagnosed with any mental illness, and he just says no. I’ve been diagnosed with mental illnesses since I was like 7. We went through the processes, combinations of medications of what doesn’t work and makes shit worse, and what does work and makes shit better. We’ve had that dynamic for the next 16 years… with lots of other reinforcement like counseling; the whole 9. This guys had none of that, and he’s probably twice my age or more. I’ve met lots of people like him, and it sucks more than you can put into words because they could have been such fucking phenomenal people if they weren’t so tragically beat down. I see pieces of myself in this guy. I truly hope he can put that shit down. I’ll leave it at that.
He's going to dye trying to medicate himself.... I think that is a big part of why people end up on drugs...no one could or would help them in their youth or past??
I've seen drug induced psychosis just like this reverse itself with sobriety. Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤. Mark, you're a master interviewer.
Everything beside the fact the mark is a master interviewer.. dude has low self esteem, hence why he interviews these types of people.. I feel for these people.. It makes mark feel good about himself & thinking he’s helping when really it’s just for his weird entertainment
Had thousands of psych patients over the years. This reminds me of one of the more difficult ones ive had. Its tough to have conversations with people when your words are going through filters of delusion and hallucination simultaneously.
It’s more difficult for your patients to understand you if they’re feeling that way for severe reasons it’s even more difficult when you’re judging them.
I obviously do not know how to properly reply to someone via tagging them as I'm new to using UA-cam this way. For OP u said u saw literally 1000s like this as a psych? Just curious, did they get medications for any of this? I think if psychs, Drs, etc prescribed more meds to control me tal health it would help this crisis
@hexe869 to find a non judgemental psych or Dr??? That's a joke where I live! It's a shame tbh. Cause there are beneficial medications for mental illness they are just too scared to give them. Especially if you have any type of addictive personality
What amazes me is I've run into a couple of these instances in person And the similarities in the scenarios that they come up with The similar similarities sometimes almost down to the letter things about saving the world Things about modifications that are happening Like usually they're growing like an extra organ Separates them from the rest of Maybe it's something that they discover inside of them that they Talk about cutting it out Or doing some kind of magic to get rid of it
Marks …”that’s closer…” is the HIGHLIGHT of this episode by far 😂😂 All humor aside, the drug and mental health crisis in this country is continually getting worse and worse; stay safe out there folks!
Mark, What would you do if someone was to become violent with you?🥺 Do you have any security with you? Some are so very unpredictable and I must admit it scares me for you. Bless you for what you do to try and help the way you do.
I really appreciate how there is never a single derogatory comment or degradation of somebody on this channel. Usually you always get a keyboard warrior or misunderstanding asshole but this place is a gem. Love to everybody. 💜
I'm afraid you haven't scrolled through all the comments. There are plenty of derogatory ones, especially hidden in the replies. It's of course daunting to get through them all (and I haven"t), but trust me. I was going to make a comment directly the opposite of yours. The comment section is increasingly a bully's paradise, making fun of suffering, endless laugh emoji's, people getting their kicks from taunting. Not surprising, but it is disheartening. Seems like the trend is the worst comments start coming early on, then gradually more empathic ones start showing up, gaining momentum a few hours after the video is posted.
That wasn't funny at all, and I don't think mark was trying to call him out, I'd he had been, he'd of given him the answer, you find that amusing that you'd laugh.!! Also it's not b.s. to this man,he believes it cause he needs help!!!!
I don't think he was "calling out his BS" I think he was demonstrating that this guy is out of his mind high, and he might be a math wizard, but he's not in his right mind
At 8:54, I thought my soul left my body when he shouted, "Shut up, maggot." I have headphones on, and they are turned all the way up, and my nerves are shot watching this interview. Be safe Mark
Yeah he seems to have delusions that are complitely real to him. Thats dangerous. I have once tried to be awake 1 week on speed and a-pvp and i started to have visions that got more and more resl to me. But when i finally get sleep delusions dissppeared. It made me scared so i have used only 1 in two weeks for 10 years. Drugs are fun and substances like dnt and pcp analogs have helped me to overcome anxiety snd depression. But addiction is real and people have to be seriously careful to not go too deep.
@@jLkm897It sounds like he was describing solitary confinement. Sleeping on concrete the guard screaming at him. Maybe I'm just trying to make sense of nonsense but it may have a lot to do with his psychological problems.
@@jLkm897Jesus christ those analogs are dangerous. Please don't do drugs but especially don't take substances when you have no knowledge of what they are or their side effects.
11:30 When he said he was "frustrated due to lack of sex...I'm not the forceful type...but when it comes a time when you have needs...you go try to find someone, satisfy...if I can't then I'm without that night" ... and immediatley segues into... "I don't know what's going on with all the dissappearing ladies in the area," I got a stone cold chill creep up my spine. WTAF.
lol just wow what a loser victim weirdo you kids are nowadays! He is seriously mentally unstable just like a person with down syndrome. Would you feel the same way if a retard said the same thing?
I'm an ex meth user and was in psychosis a few times, I was definitely crazy but this is something else... I met a few users in that world that would get like this but not many. I think this is what happens when you mix untreated mental illness with meth and no sleep.
Yeah, this is organic, schizoaffective psychosis, not just meth intoxication. I've seen all kinds of whack brain drug situations but this is more mental illness.
I would say its the latter two. Meth and no sleep day after day would make anyone psychotic. Two days without sleep and the symptoms of delusion are fast bubbling up.
Thanks Mark, what you do is amazing! I hope Chadwick finds the help he needs, like so many people we meet through these interviews, my heart goes out to all of them and I am thankful for the opportunity to feel as if I have personally met them and got to know them enough to only want the best for each and every one of them, however that may be… I don’t look at people the same today as I did before finding SWU and understanding what Mark is doing and the community that surrounds it all. I try to stay humble and appreciate all the things so easily taken for granted and realizing just how rich we all are when you really step back and take a look from a different perspective. Thank you for the way you bring light to the lives of people we may or may not come across in life but might just be the person down the street or someone miles away in a place you may not have known anything about! Thanks!!!
I worked with a guy who was addicted to Meth and acted the same exact way, it's very sad to see someone like this. Kudo's to you for rolling with every absurd thing he said and not making him feel like shit about being absolutely fried at the time
@@csftw1544 No, you actually mean to be rude especially when you have a knee-jerk reaction to someone you don't know and have no clue of their own background. What are you doing to change people's lives for the better?
@@csftw1544 hey man I agree a shit ton, but there are better ways to word it because that did sound disrespectful. You’ll probably say “they gotta have it straight” but then again, you can give it to em straight without being rude about it, yk?
@@MikeyGonGetGot you’re right, it was insensitive. I often read “I wish I could help this person” under SWU and question how many people just say that and move on.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Wow, what a bigot you are. You should be ashamed of yourself for being biased against people with mental issues that could harm you. You deserve to be fired from your job! Total sarcasm, of course. I 100% do the same thing.
The problem is that the state run institutions have been closed and mental health issues are now contracted out to for- profit companies who do nothing more than pass out psychotic drugs and let these people fend for themselves on the streets.
“Junk yard dog pit bulls … they’ve never been pet or loved … they’re not even fed properly growing up” Brought tears to my eyes thinking how his words mirrored how so many of these people were brought into the world. I pray for the most vulnerable among us: the incarcerated, the alcoholics, the addicts, the homeless, the mentally ill, and the defenseless children throughout the world. 🙏
Mark "Probably not snakes" - quite possibly the best comment ever. This dude is legit in a stage of substance psychosis - he could probably talk for hours, uninterrupted.
When you see someone who is completely wrong about everything but is super confident and aren't honest with you and just wont accept that they are wrong. They literally have the same symptoms as a meth addict.
I have to be honest the fact that he keeps mentioning people m*rdering, his baby mom and kid being k*lled, beating people with a baseball bat, pitbull violence, missing women, etc is extremely concerning….
My heart breaks for this man. And so many people like him. He needs a good long stay in a mental health center and drug rehab. His fixation on the math problem, if I heard nothing else of the interview I’d know he was an addict from that alone
Kudos to Mark for not answering the math question and just letting him go on without being corrected
Why bother. Let him stay independently genius.
Agreed !
@@ginacampbell8766 he said kudos because the guy would probably have gotten upset or aggravated if he was told he was wrong
@@baublesanddolls takes a special type of person to do what he does. Most people wouldn't have the patience. Or just wouldn't want to deal with them.
Thats not how you help someone with psychosis. Pretend like they are right.
I feel bad for him. Hes not lying because hes a scumbag.
He cant separate the real world from his ideas. Hes very sick. I know people with severe psychosis. The meth is not helping this guy.
7,5833333333 x 12 is almost 91
This was one of the more difficult recordings for me to watch. It hit very close to home. Thirteen years ago I became clean from meth and my state of mind had previously been much closer to his than anyone who deeply cared for me. At that time I was ready to die but fear actually kept me alive. I did not think I would ever find lasting happiness in life... yet, fast forward to 2023 and I have decided to go to school to become a nurse! I am finishing up my first year of nursing school as we speak, with only one more to go before I become an RN! I thank God that I found the child in me who has deserved my love all along.
I’m so proud of you. You’re going to be an amazing RN.
Daaaam u bout to make $$$$
Applause for you Bee.....sincerely.
Congrats in case anyone was wondering this is wut can happen to anyone that does meth long enough this guy is the definition of a chemical imbalance hope an pray he gets the help he needs
Congratulations on your sobriety.
He said something about missing women, and his desperation for sex. When Mark asked twice, "who have you hurt, who have you murdered?" I felt truth in those questions
Yes, I did not like the connection he made with sexual desperation and the increasing murders of women…
So hard to watch.
I don't know who he's going to.find for a woman, nobody normal.
Wasn't he out of pocket for those questions?
He said he had been murdered
This should be the 2023 version of the 1980’s egg on a skillet anti drug commercial. Seriously, show this to the kids at school…..
Right!? They always bring some guy who’s sober now, looks healthy and got his sh** together, saying about how he used to do drugs. Bring this guy in!
Yes 😔 yes it should be
I remember in the earlier 2000s there being anti- drug commercials where a kid would talk about their addicted friend who looked literally like a deflated balloon version of themselves. Would talk about how they used to have fun and now their passions are gone, are listless, or act like strangers.
😂 yup
This is a PERFECT example of a multi-day-binge in the middle of a comedown.....
THIS is the part of meth that needs to be shown.
And sadly, this effect will last long after a clean up.
He really has no idea what is going on at all.
Id say a multi week binge
facts. This is exactly how my ex boyfriend would speak & act when he was doing meth for 2 years behind my back. (He tried to hide it from me but it was obvious....) i left him because he became extremely abusive and refused to get help.
@@HayleeFox15 good for you for leaving him. I have been clean for 9 years but i cannot forget that meth psychosis
@@monicabroussard840 I'm proud of you for being sober❤️ My ex was in meth psychosis nearly ALL the time, (not so much in the beginning of our relationship when it was easier for him to hide his addiction) but eventually he put hidden cameras inside my own home to spy on ME, he put blankets & cardboard over ALL of our windows in our home so that "people couldn't spy on us", he thought i communicated with secret people through my smart TV, if a song came on in the grocery store he would RAGE at me because he thought i was controlling the music to "mess with him", thought i hired people to kill him, he would make me pack a bag to go stay in hotel rooms for days at a time because he was so scared that "everyone was out to get him" including ME, which he became super abusive at the thought of me trying to hurt him/set him up like that. In the hotel room he would barricade the door with furniture and take my phone away from me so that "we couldn't be tracked", he would show up to my job while I was working "to see if I was really there" because HE SWEARS he saw me at a gas station with other people or some shit; just legitimately crazy abusive stuff. I tried to get him help for the longest time and he always refused and just got more and more abusive so yeah I left.
@@HayleeFox15 Literally reminds me of my myself and what I put people through. Was he always paranoid about something??
Holy shit this has to be the most sad, insane, dark interview I’ve ever seen.. totally speechless. I’ve seen my fair share of meth behavior and meth psychosis.. this is on another level. Really seems very dangerous. I’ve only had a feeling close to what I have watching this very few times in my life around people tweaking .. just this gut wrenching paralyzed feeling. You go from feeling bad for him to feeling unsafe real quick. Man.. this is something else
We can't let people like this just walk around. He's one hallucination away from doing something bad.
Yep. It's the sleep deprivation that does it. In my city we've had a tweaker stab a mother and child right infront of their school, and another shove an old lady onto train tracks.
I've seen entities after 2 days awake on meth yrs ago, I cannot imagine how paranoid 5 days can have someone.
LOL there are literally millions of ppl, in this bad of condition on meth right now in the United States, you have no clue LOL
@@WillThomas-hs3oj actually, I definitely have a clue, and I live smack dab in the middle of tweaker central. I’ve met my fair share, and I consider myself versed when it comes to the nature of drugs and the nature of human beings - and this guy is absolutely unhinged in a very scary way that I’m sure meth helped bring out in him, but there’s something way deeper going on here.
The words he chooses to use are horrific.. his sleep deprived mind can’t contain the amount of darkness happening and he’s just spewing it out. I urge you to maybe rewatch this and ask yourself if he’s the same as everyone else doing tweak. Because I promise you, this is a dangerous person.
Even coming from a girls point of view- he’s either already done something unimaginably terrible, or it’s brewing and bound to happen at some point.
@@djMLE-207 where are u from
Can’t imagine living with such an unsettled mind. Wish he could articulate his real story.
Meh. Hes much more funnier this way.
@@emptyplenty4730 psychosis is really really frustrating because of how difficult it is to get other people to understand what you’re experiencing. It’s not funny regardless
It’s really scary. Thoughts telling you to jump of buildings and stuff like that.
Once that shit starts to physically eat vital parts of the brain, the hopes of coming back are next to nil.
antipsychotics.@@finndougherty8260
the way he responded to the 12x12 question is typical of meth psychosis, this guy needs to be institutionalized for a while for real.
😂😂 bro said 91
And activists stoping us from really helping them because they want them to choose for themselves to go into treatment are hurting more than helping.
it's a slippery slope to dictate what another person can/can't do with their own bodies. If you can dictate forced institution for rehab,it can be made to where you can be forcefully institutionalized until you agree to giving up a kidney or until you agree to an abortion or even for ideologies/political views.
I'm all for people getting help,but it shouldn't be forced.
They'll eventually realize and get it themselves and if not, unfortunately,natural selection.
You know the dangers.
stop playing doctor. any answer to a single question is not an indication of anything.
@@smiauu it's not about the answer. it's about the way he became obsessively distracted by the problem while remaining confident in his responses each time despite following a mental train of non-sequiturs, which very much IS an indication of such things.
I never knew how close I was to danger until it was almost too late, they switch or flip for any reason. I think Mark knew exactly when to cut the video. Great job staying calm and getting this footage.
Poor guy. I pray he finds peace. His mind never shuts off.
Drug induced psychosis is so real. My heart breaks for those who are sick on drugs. I wish recovery and happiness for him
Drug induced psychosis hints at a bigger mental illness called substance use disorder. I suffer from it and many others do, we are so depressed when sober we are constantly torn between drugs or killing ourselves because we hate ourselves and what we’ve become as much as anyone else. Drugs temporarily ease all the heaviness we feel, and many of us have to be on some type of drug constantly throughout the day to stay happy. Many have killed themselves, and I understand why. We cannot bear the thought of being sober. If we are sober, its not by choice it’s usually due to financial crisis and we are in a state of withdrawal. We know that we’ve done so many drugs for so long that we will be in nasty withdrawal if we stop, and the mental withdrawals are 100x worse than physical withdrawals and last much longer. We know for months, or years, or depending on the drug an entire lifetime we will forever be chasing the feeling, and being sober just after drug use leads to a state of depression far worse than how it started. A drug like meth gives you a feeling you will chase for a lifetime. Imagine going 200mph on a motorcycle while also realizing you’ve just won the lottery. It doesn’t look like that but this is what meth feels like. It strips the human brains ability to be happy on its own, it changes the way you think. Meth is the devil. I use meth sometimes (I’m high now) but I mainly use vyvanse and adderall, sometimes cocaine. Weed constantly, occasionally psychedelics like lsd and shrooms. Occasionally opiates/ opioids, tho I try to stay away cuz that stuff can kill you easily. Alcohol is only reserved for when I don’t have anything else, I hate the feeling and everything about alcohol. I’m constantly on many different medications prescribed from the doctor to try to ease my substance abuse disorder, which those alone kinda get me high/ spaced out, but nothing compares to the euphoric blast of meth (my drug of choice). I usually end up mixing those prescribed pills (usually downers, but I get adhd meds too) with alcohol and / or weed to make it stronger. I do not recommend this life for anyone, it is true hell that only leads to disastrous consequence. It’s hell to experience a single day in my life, I am constantly searching for whatever can alter my state of consciousness. It is agonizing to have no control over my thoughts and actions. People think drug addiction is a choice, while it may start out with a choice it completely hijacks the brain making the drug it’s only sole desire. People do it either out of curiosity, or out of a false sense of power thinking they’re not going to get addicted like others, only to find themselves in the exact mess they didn’t want. It’s a scary thing, how drugs like meth blast the body with unnaturally high levels of dopamine/euphoria. Many times higher than sex. And since our brains are hardwired to seek out dopamine as acts that benefit one’s survival gives one dopamine, with meth making it the highest the brain has ever seen the brain thinks “do meth or die”. And for a lifetime people will be in a state of depression because they’ve experienced the most euphoric experience of their lives and absolutely nothing else will ever compare to it
@@shroomed999 breaks my heart reading this. You sound incredibly smart ! Thinking of you
@@staceyb3882 thank you, and I’m sorry about the negative feelings you have reading this. It’s a reality I face on a daily basis, but if it brings any hope, it’s slowly getting better and easier to control.
@@shroomed999what you said really resonates with me and reminds me of myself. I hope you’re doing better. Mushrooms are great. Have you tried lions mane or any of the adaptogenic ones?
@@shroomed999 im ex-crystal meth addict, i hope you heart is fell alright because my is heart began to fail and tacicardia after intravenous use of alpha-pvp and quetiapine which was prescribed to me
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to meth. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
Yes I got mine shipped here in Albania 🇦🇱
A guy like this chased my wife down the street one morning. She came home bawling and terrified. That’s the only time I’ve ever pulled a gun on someone. Once it was clear he was going crazy and didn’t even remember what he’d done, the whole situation was just sad. Dude didn’t care or realize a gun was in his face. Called the cops and they did nothing. He stood in the road screaming at trees and yelling at people until the sun came up. Feel bad for that guy and about the whole situation to this day. That was 3 years ago
A scary experience for you,
A gun a day keeps the mentally ill and homeless at bay.
Your wife and yourself must be traumatized to some degree. I hope you are safe and well now… All it takes is one bad day to be in the same shoes as these souls - Appreciate the good ones as they happen. 💯🧘🏽♀️
I have no doubt one day u ll use that gun to kill ur wife who u wanted to protect. U r psychotic.
So terrible for you and the addict. It's good you recognized what was going on. The police are overwhelmed in our city, so I think that may be the situation where you live.
Wow, I hate this drug. Never used it, but it’s insane to watch how destructive it is.
The insane thing is it some people appear scarily sober on it
Then u got guys like this
@@jdout personally the only thing that would sorta give away my meth use was i would catch my jaw twitch sometimes, and im dyslexic and the drug would make talking a bit more difficult as in if you where to watch my mouth when i was talking to someone you’d tell it wasn’t my normal face movement but it wasn’t outrageously noticeable. or id have to remind myself i can feel my eyes 👀 and would have to relax my eye lids so i didnt look so OOut there. but my addiction came from my work place, so we’d get high and work speed Xs 12. but this is so true, it was obvious to see in some of my coworkers, but when i found out who ALL was on it at work i was shocked and mind blown about one specific coworker. he seemed just always happy and loud and he was a big dude working hard so the sweat was over looked. then it clicked when i started using and noticing his come downs and anger and “not himself” until he’d leave and come back in a fine mood.. this drug took me under so fast and for so long and i couldn’t even fully realize my life was getting worse and harder and more frustrating every hour until i was completely sober.. when i got sober, i laid in my bed and slept for 4 days (straight ish) my parents would wake me up to make me eat a very small amount but then id go right back to sleep. this drug takes so much out of you. PHYSICALLY. i didn’t get up other than a couple times to use the restroom and be forced to eat. everything was rightfully taken away from me. mg parents went threw my phone and being the protective parents they are, texted everyone i had associated about drugs with to never contact me again or they’d ruin they’re life type shit. i wasn’t aloud to leave my house. was on complete lock down. my parents worried and worked so hard to get me into a drug rehab. unfortunately i accidentally went to a mental hospital (because theyre habilitation facts online where NOTHING of what they provided.) worst experience and the most absolute wrong place for me to get sober at. Oceans mental hospital in abilene Tx. (keep in mind i was needing wanting help walked in there voluntarily after being excepted at the age 17) was the oldest girl in the cell. cuz if u ever been to jail. this is that walls chairs food gates and locks and all. the other girls where in there for attempt suicide or harming themselves. non of them related to me. all we talked about was cutting urself and psychotic thoughts. PRESCRIBED me more drugs haha. which was insane to me but all they want is money so hooked it up. after 5 days of coloring, crying, coloring and begging my parents in the 2 calls a day that i was in the wrong place, they came and got me and took me home. now it’s up to me and my mindset to surround myself with healthy people and to have the self control to say no and walk away. (a year later im 18 and i still have a tracker in my truck) good parenting tough love is hard. but they dragged me out of a spiraling outrage of failure and encourage me to do what benefits me :)
@jdout it has a similar but extreme effect of adderall and other stimulants for people with adhd
My bf for 12 years just came out his meth addict since 16 years old. We are in 50’s now. I am done with the Ups and Downs and erratic behavior. I love him so much but he chose his vices over me. There’s been good and when it’s bad it’s bad.
It's painful to see people in this condition. Whatever help there is for him, I hope it finds him soon. Asking for peace, comfort, and safety for Chadrick 'til it does
Unfortunately they usually don't get the help. Until they go to jail, and even then, a lot of people slip through the cracks. You'd be surprised how many people just like him to through life without getting the help they need until the day they die.
@worm6948 I'm too aware of how many folks are just left to suffer alone. I have a couple family members and have had friends that are and were untreated and who's lives were wrecked for lack of even basic treatment. Those of us that have to support them and try to protect them from the worst outcomes have a painful insight into the challenges of the sufferers, the people who try to be the safety backstop, and the professional caregivers who can never keep up with the need.
Peace and comfort to all of us
There is help out there... People have to make the choice to go get the help! If you tried to help this man he would manipulate you and take you for everything he can get and move on to the next victim! He has to want the help for him to change but I'm sure all that meth has done permanent brain damage that it's to late for this man
@Jesse James
I agree with you.
There are help. Mark has had people on here who work in rehabs and other programs for addicts. And then we see the horrible stories about rehabs which doesn't care about the people AT ALL. They pay people to come and it's just scams.
However you say that people need to want help. That's absolutely right.
However something people aren't aware of their own situation.
I don't believe this guy is sitting here lying.
I believe he's psychotic. He has no idea what he's doing or that everything he's talking about is in his head.
How is he then supposed to want help?
I also believe there's hope for everyone.
Our brain can almost repair everything it's been exposed to when it comes to chemicals.
It just takes time, at least a couple of years until the chemistry is normal again.
I hope I got the words right here, I'm Norwegian so sometimes it's difficult to explain in another language.
No, this dude deserves it. I hate to say that but it’s true. He’s probably been offered Help 1 million times. He’s probably stolen from all his friends and family members. The truth of the matter is he belongs in prison
It’s the meth that is making him like that. I’m sure at one time he was a normal rational person. My step brother is the same way when he does meth. And he also deserves his terrible life because of his repeated stupid decisions. And I can attest he has been given so much Help and so much money but he would rather live in the gutter do meth.
I genuinely wasn’t expecting to spend that much time on 12x12
He just playing
Cracked me that bit did. I’m a bad person. Really
Hope this guy gets the help he needs though
dude's legit delirious -- the way he went on about rampaging with a baseball bat and how he was "murdered" and "chopped up" -- seems like he was re-living some traumatic events very vividly and the powerlessness he felt at the time. I doubt very much he's really conscious of what he's saying, it's the delirium of a 3-day meth binge from someone whose brain has been deep-fried, he's basically sleep-walking.
He's totally fine in today's society. You need to step back and look at the bigger picture.
agreed
What I think is most telling is that these beings (-vampires, demons etc) also look after him! 😬 I pray that this poor guy receives revelation into what his life has become 🕊️🙏🏻🕊️
@@martyknox2218and snakes like wtf dude, then he said he’s jumping out of planes & saving “a couple hundred” lives like bro get real.
if his bills rent food paid then he can go help himself into rehab.
he shouldn’t be on this channel ruining the chances for the real ppl who need help
That's a two week meth binge. I've seen it happen.
The random speaking in tongues was one of the oddest parts of this one. Great work, Mark!
That is spirit possession
@@ozzydoop1473Or Schizophrenia
Was he speaking in "Tongues" or "Meth Garble?"
This drug is directly from Satan.
It has just about destroyed my relationship
@@ozzydoop1473 like the devil?
@@ozzydoop1473no, no spiritual possession. It’s called “drug induced psychosis”. A temporary (sometimes permanent) mental illness that highlights at another illness called substance use disorder. Drug addiction is mental illness. Nothing spiritual going on here
I try and sit through these videos and can’t. I get so much anxiety. I don’t know how Mark does it. Kudos to you!
Frustrated without sex. Not the forceful type, girls going missing... all of this feels a little dangerous. Stay safe Mark. This guy needs serious help.
Yeah after those topics were brought up in that order it had me thinking
yeah seriously...he seems like the forceful might be helping girls go missing type
This dude is definitely suspicious.....
That stuck out to me too. Hopefully it is nothing.
yeah this entire interview is just a dangerous drug induced psychotic man... only a matter of time before he turns into another LA lunatic that harms an innocent person... stay safe mark, seems like one that will continue to pester ya...
This man belongs in an institution
When he said he was stressed and not sleeping due to lack of sex, and then immediately followed that by how many women have gone missing, I instantly worried he was part of the reason these women have gone missing. I hope I'm wrong. He did mention how he's a murderer later in the video also. I really hope it's just all delusions and he's not murdered anyone.
Also a lady Mark interviewed recently said there’s a serial killer on skid row😮
@@LeesaMarionI'm reading a lot of comments about his suspicious behavior. I trust the viewers on this too -there's something...very off...about Chadrick, and I wouldn't be surprised to find out if he was doing bad things to others.
Meth talk most likely
Did he say he murdered someone or that he was murdered??? I thought he said he was murdered & chopped up but when Mark asked him who he murdered I thought maybe Mark heard him wrong
who knows but its probably nothing. just his fried brain rambling
My ex had meth psychosis and this is a good example of what the drug can do. Albeit there are truths scattered in the stories.
Sadly I’ve met this person too many times. Fascinating and exhausting.
I started my meth addiction at 15 I’m 21 now and have been clean and sober for about 2 years now. Truly the hardest thing I’ve had to do
God bless you!! You can keep going! Praying for you🫶🏾
Keep it up Jarret! Fantastic! I’ll pray for you!
@@theorganizedblackgirl_ thank you so much 😊
@@mytwocents9732 thank you 🙏 😊
Can you tell me why you started in the first place? Didn’t you know what it would do to you? I am only asking because it seems like addiction is the norm in the USA. From an outsider’s point of view it is senseless and extremely concerning.
That math equation had him shook the entire interview
💀💀💀
Wow, I loved how Mark didn’t skip a beat and respectfully moved on when he missed the 12X12 equation.
He told that wall off! “ shut up maggot “ 😮
My absolute respect goes to this guy for saving the earth multiple times 🫡
Can confirm. He saved me. Three times. Died all three times too
He saved the earth like 1212 times
@@dopeassoap8831144 times atleast
He called himself out though, he said he saved couple hundred or something after. Dude is crazy for real!
Have to agree with others - this interview feels more dangerous than most. Esp. his reference to wanting to grab a metal baseball bat and going to town. Be safe, Mark.
He pays them for these interviews if you haven't already noticed.
Mark packs the blicky every interview
Yeah he pays them, which immediately cures all mental illness, so Mark is super safe, right?…
There’s a whole crew there, Mark’s biggest challenge would be getting robbed constantly if not.
@@caspay21 Whole crew? Elaborate please
Tried it once. Thought I was taking snow. Was awake for two days straight and fried my kidneys within an inch of their life. It made me feel pretty great for a hot second, until I started hallucinating and knew it was sleep deprivation, that was the moment I knew I could never do it again, or go looking, it was the cleanest high I’d ever felt, didn’t feel like snow, not jittery, not anxious just completely focused on what was in front of me (false focus), I knew if I did it again I would have ended up like this, I knew I would have signed my own death certificate. Fast forward, now with a stable job, caring for my mother, going back to college, life is good, better than whatever shit that would have done for me.
My kidneys failed the 1st time I did it. I thought our house was gonna get raided because my roommate ran out yelling like "wtf!!" Cause this huge metal beer sign right next to our door somehow flew off the door and landed 3-4 feet from the door and he thought I was out there dicking off, til I came out my room like "wtf?" Too and his face totally changed like oh shit it wasn't you? I immediately started spassing hallucinating laser sights from guns coming thru my windows, balcony, etc when we were standing in the living room and checked the peephole to see if someone kicked our door or something. I got sketched from the red lasers I was seeing and trying to play off and ran and jumped out the window through the screen off a two story apt window like superman, ran to my car, sped away swearing I saw police raiding my house (and honestly I don't know and don't think they did but it was so real to me, it damn well could've happened because *nothing* explains the beer sign flying from the ground/leaning against the wall 3 4 feet away slamming on the ground loud enough to hear from the back of the condo in our rooms. I swear I saw people in uniforms rushing thru the bottom floor glass door u put the code in I just hit the gas and ran yo. Ended up wrecking. I ran thru the woods being chased by shadow people screaming for help from cars til I got back to the entrance to my neighborhood. The cops set up a checkpoint waiting for me and took me involuntary to the psych ward in hospital. I ended up having kidney failure 2-3 days in, after a fight with security and pulling the hospital fire alarm. I also go so badly beaten by security for that, I shit my gown and it got all over the 3 security guards beating the fuck out of me and myself. I was knocked out and woke up strapped to a mattress not even a real hospital bed anymore I wasn't allowed one in my room arms strapped toa. Mattress. The security officer told me he hadn't seen anyone as bad as me ever his whole 20 some year career, and I was the second person ever, to his knowledge get the shot I was about to get . This man was about to retire.... I actually thought the hospital had some kind of legal or allowed euthanasia if you were like psychologically bad enough.. so I called him a piece of shit cried asked him how he could stand there and watch while they kill me etc 😂😂😂 anyway I blacked out within 15 seconds (I counted) and woke up next day catheterized and my kidneys failed. I was very lucky
@@alexberkman1820bruh😮
As the interview goes on Chadrick is unravelling and has no awareness of it. I really hope Mark has security.
Iv been here, ended up in a psych ward because of meth thankfully I got clean and changed my life hope he does to God bless those still sick and suffering
Im aware he may be highly affected by drugs but when he brought up dissapearing women it gave me chills as he frequently referenced violence and murder. I hope he can get some help because he's so stricken by his condition he barely made sense. It must be uncomfortable to be him.
Agree with it's probably uncomfortable to be him. That's probably why he can't/ doesn't want to be sober
Mark, what you’re doing is amazing some people might not see it for what it truly is but you’re showing the world for what it truly is and the only way for things to change is for people to see the sad truths instead of ignoring them, you’re shining your light in the darkest places most people are too afraid to go. Thank you, this is truly so sad and I pray he gets the help he needs.
Well said.
This ❤️
This is so beneficial and educational especially for young kids, teens! Show them the real raw truth! Don't sugar coat it because when they r teens someone might try to sugar coat it and they'll know better! Obv say no to drugs does not work
I used to work in retail and bartending, I would see transients with personalities like this. I would always think “This dude has been using so long, his brain is mush.”
… and sometimes it’s mental illness.
AND sometimes it's just lack of sleep, malnutrition and drug use. Our human brains can heal
@@jenrich111 If this guy quit everything tomorrow, he would still have that accelerated cadence and nervous energy forevermore. He might improve but he will always have tweeker vibes. I’ve seen it many times
@@GinjaNinja77 I am also a bartender (almost 15 years behind the pine up and down the east coast) and have come across MANY questionable customers. I'd have to say working in Daytona beach FL was the absolute WORST when it came to to the tweakers. They would ramble on and on at about 100mph and constantly trying to flag me or other customers down so they could spew his tweaker logic at us.
Yeah sad to say this guy has probably been using since early teens. No coming back unfortunately
I have mental illness and it still effects me til this day, not from any narcotic, but from my father beating me from the time I was a toddler. It took me all through my teens and 20's to recognize it and I finally sought therapy twice per week with my wife to finally feel somewhat normal. Mental illness is not a joke and needs to be addressed. I couldn't imagine compounding that with any drug. I hope this man gets he help he desperately needs. We have couples therapy now once per week and it helps big time now.
Meth makes you think you've taken the ultimate limitless drug. For people like him it's the drug itself causing the mental health problems.
Maybe this guy is just a junky?
I worked in the mental health field in-patient and out-patient areas and I never cease to wonder how people with these disturbing delusions can survive day to day. I don't have the stamina to live this way. Bless him.
Mark, I just wanna say, i hope you have safety personnel with you all the time. This was disturbing to watch. Peace and love to everyone on their healing journey.
My thoughts also, I know Mark wants to help but safety first.
"safety personnel" 😂😂😂 you mean Security? Lol
I think Mark would F this guy up anyway.. He's pretty stacked 🤷♂️💪💪
Marks probably packing heat
@@TheKimchiKid personal defense system
Thank you so much Mark for being so understanding, and giving this man a voice. This made me tear up, keep doing what you do. It helps, and we appreciate you a lot 🙏
he seems like he's a danger to the public and you Mark. Those outbursts were horrifying. Be safe
If anyone wondered what being spun out on meth is like, here you have it.
Man needs 2 xanaxbars, a sandwhich and a bed
Doesnt seem so bad. I may try it now
@@forevershampoo and then a pine box.
Do people even recover from something like this truly? I went to jail for a year and the crack heads would get clean but still be crack heads. Like their minds were never going to be the same.
@@awsheit it depends -- I don't think this guy is naturally low IQ, he seems too introspective for that, I think a year of sobriety would do wonders for him although he probably needs a life-long script for antipsychotics now.
This was a dangerous one. Hope Mark stays safe and doesn't let his guard down..❤
One of the biggest points that hit home for me was when Mark asked if he’d ever been formally diagnosed with any mental illness, and he just says no. I’ve been diagnosed with mental illnesses since I was like 7. We went through the processes, combinations of medications of what doesn’t work and makes shit worse, and what does work and makes shit better. We’ve had that dynamic for the next 16 years… with lots of other reinforcement like counseling; the whole 9. This guys had none of that, and he’s probably twice my age or more. I’ve met lots of people like him, and it sucks more than you can put into words because they could have been such fucking phenomenal people if they weren’t so tragically beat down. I see pieces of myself in this guy. I truly hope he can put that shit down. I’ll leave it at that.
He's going to dye trying to medicate himself.... I think that is a big part of why people end up on drugs...no one could or would help them in their youth or past??
Die*
I've seen drug induced psychosis just like this reverse itself with sobriety. Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤.
Mark, you're a master interviewer.
Amen! This is true, no matter how far down the scale one has gone, recovery is always possible and miracles Do happen. I've seen it myself as well
@@eclecticsoul2514 faith n hope
Everything beside the fact the mark is a master interviewer.. dude has low self esteem, hence why he interviews these types of people.. I feel for these people.. It makes mark feel good about himself & thinking he’s helping when really it’s just for his weird entertainment
@@matrixkt8673 you know mark?
You weird. Mark is cool
Had thousands of psych patients over the years. This reminds me of one of the more difficult ones ive had. Its tough to have conversations with people when your words are going through filters of delusion and hallucination simultaneously.
It’s more difficult for your patients to understand you if they’re feeling that way for severe reasons it’s even more difficult when you’re judging them.
@@Hexe689 Not placing blame. Just describing it. Its more challenging than when delusions and hallucinations are not present.
I obviously do not know how to properly reply to someone via tagging them as I'm new to using UA-cam this way. For OP u said u saw literally 1000s like this as a psych? Just curious, did they get medications for any of this? I think if psychs, Drs, etc prescribed more meds to control me tal health it would help this crisis
@hexe869 to find a non judgemental psych or Dr??? That's a joke where I live! It's a shame tbh. Cause there are beneficial medications for mental illness they are just too scared to give them. Especially if you have any type of addictive personality
Let’s all thank this guy for saving the earth multiple times.
What amazes me is I've run into a couple of these instances in person And the similarities in the scenarios that they come up with The similar similarities sometimes almost down to the letter things about saving the world Things about modifications that are happening Like usually they're growing like an extra organ Separates them from the rest of Maybe it's something that they discover inside of them that they Talk about cutting it out Or doing some kind of magic to get rid of it
I can go to the local bar and talk to people like this. It's sad but it gets old real quick.
I don't even acknowledge their existence
@@rootfish2671 and you shouldn't.
Marks …”that’s closer…” is the HIGHLIGHT of this episode by far 😂😂 All humor aside, the drug and mental health crisis in this country is continually getting worse and worse; stay safe out there folks!
Yeah that was hilarious!
Yeah... Or.. "somebody overslept?" About saving the Earth from supposing to end in 2020..
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Our cities in California are very and with drugs and homeless! Even my medium size city is now full of trash and homeless people! It’s sad!
then he asked what his biggest fear was and mark said definitely not snakes
Mark, What would you do if someone was to become violent with you?🥺 Do you have any security with you? Some are so very unpredictable and I must admit it scares me for you. Bless you for what you do to try and help the way you do.
I really appreciate how there is never a single derogatory comment or degradation of somebody on this channel.
Usually you always get a keyboard warrior or misunderstanding asshole but this place is a gem.
Love to everybody. 💜
I'm afraid you haven't scrolled through all the comments. There are plenty of derogatory ones, especially hidden in the replies. It's of course daunting to get through them all (and I haven"t), but trust me. I was going to make a comment directly the opposite of yours. The comment section is increasingly a bully's paradise, making fun of suffering, endless laugh emoji's, people getting their kicks from taunting. Not surprising, but it is disheartening. Seems like the trend is the worst comments start coming early on, then gradually more empathic ones start showing up, gaining momentum a few hours after the video is posted.
@@karenfryberger4260 facts
Amen
"What's your biggest fear?..... Probably not snakes" 😂
😂😅
I laughed so hard
Lol
Yeah that was Golden.
So nice of the bassist from the red hot chilly peppers to stop by for an interview
Not funny at all. Sorry!
@@Der_Langenauer"Not funny at all. Sorry!" Perro truco jangus 🐡🐡🤣🤣⚡🦆
Not flea 💀💀
You don't know the bassist of the Chili Peppers is Flea?
@@pr00de that’s not what I meant… lmao
Please tell me how this guy is STILL able to be in public and live around others.
that's the USA for you
@@bbllaakkee In the land where keeping up with movie and sports figures are more important than this guy. Go sports team!
Its not worth anybodys time to bother with junkies
Belongs in a mental institution
@@bbllaakkee thats every country bud
I actually laughed out loud when Mark asked him that math question.... he usually doesn't call people out on their BS.
Damn this interview got kinda sketchy.
Sketchy from the start... kind of goes with talking to meth addicts.
That wasn't funny at all, and I don't think mark was trying to call him out, I'd he had been, he'd of given him the answer, you find that amusing that you'd laugh.!! Also it's not b.s. to this man,he believes it cause he needs help!!!!
@@theresawebb8064 I thought it was hilarious
I don't think he was "calling out his BS" I think he was demonstrating that this guy is out of his mind high, and he might be a math wizard, but he's not in his right mind
Whew. This guy is so far gone. So sad. Really heart breaking.
He is doing it to himself. I know some and don't feel one bit sorry for them, they won't take help and stick to it.
This guy is a ticking time bomb. Needs to be institutionalized.
It would be super interesting to see a sober interview. I know that could probably never happen, but it would be super interesting to see.
@@bribric5something tells me he wouldn't be all that much different sober
@@jbthestoner5504 no this is straight psychosis. he probably an entire different person sober
@@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351 nah he's fucked.
@@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351don’t forget that sometimes meth causes permanent psychosis
At 8:54, I thought my soul left my body when he shouted, "Shut up, maggot." I have headphones on, and they are turned all the way up, and my nerves are shot watching this interview. Be safe Mark
Right 😂
Yeah he seems to have delusions that are complitely real to him. Thats dangerous. I have once tried to be awake 1 week on speed and a-pvp and i started to have visions that got more and more resl to me. But when i finally get sleep delusions dissppeared. It made me scared so i have used only 1 in two weeks for 10 years. Drugs are fun and substances like dnt and pcp analogs have helped me to overcome anxiety snd depression. But addiction is real and people have to be seriously careful to not go too deep.
@@jLkm897It sounds like he was describing solitary confinement. Sleeping on concrete the guard screaming at him. Maybe I'm just trying to make sense of nonsense but it may have a lot to do with his psychological problems.
@@jLkm897Jesus christ those analogs are dangerous. Please don't do drugs but especially don't take substances when you have no knowledge of what they are or their side effects.
I really wish you hadn't done this 😂😂😂😂😂
He's trapped in the dark corners of his own mind. How sad!
"I've saved Earth quite a few times"... "I use meth on occasion, not all the time"... Okay man
11:30 When he said he was "frustrated due to lack of sex...I'm not the forceful type...but when it comes a time when you have needs...you go try to find someone, satisfy...if I can't then I'm without that night" ... and immediatley segues into... "I don't know what's going on with all the dissappearing ladies in the area," I got a stone cold chill creep up my spine. WTAF.
“I don’t know what’s happening with all the missing ladies” This line made my blood run cold. I know it is probably nothing, but what if it isn’t.
13:52 he said he has murdered
Omg me too!!!
It’s probably something.
Didn't he also say he's not the permissionist type? I believe he takes what he wants.
lol just wow what a loser victim weirdo you kids are nowadays! He is seriously mentally unstable just like a person with down syndrome. Would you feel the same way if a retard said the same thing?
I'm an ex meth user and was in psychosis a few times, I was definitely crazy but this is something else... I met a few users in that world that would get like this but not many. I think this is what happens when you mix untreated mental illness with meth and no sleep.
Yeah, this is organic, schizoaffective psychosis, not just meth intoxication. I've seen all kinds of whack brain drug situations but this is more mental illness.
ya..and a lot of years of abuse, hes older ya know..this is almost as bad as it can possibly get before deaths next. thanks for the incite
Is it demons do you think? He's speaking in tongues at times
Yes it’s true. Sleep deprivation, meth use, and poor food and water, and underlying mental health issues. Also stress makes it worse.
I would say its the latter two. Meth and no sleep day after day would make anyone psychotic. Two days without sleep and the symptoms of delusion are fast bubbling up.
Bro this is straight psychosis
Thanks Mark, what you do is amazing! I hope Chadwick finds the help he needs, like so many people we meet through these interviews, my heart goes out to all of them and I am thankful for the opportunity to feel as if I have personally met them and got to know them enough to only want the best for each and every one of them, however that may be… I don’t look at people the same today as I did before finding SWU and understanding what Mark is doing and the community that surrounds it all. I try to stay humble and appreciate all the things so easily taken for granted and realizing just how rich we all are when you really step back and take a look from a different perspective. Thank you for the way you bring light to the lives of people we may or may not come across in life but might just be the person down the street or someone miles away in a place you may not have known anything about! Thanks!!!
Wow he is completely out of touch with reality. If he could see himself now before he ever used drugs he wouldn't believe it.
I worked with a guy who was addicted to Meth and acted the same exact way, it's very sad to see someone like this. Kudo's to you for rolling with every absurd thing he said and not making him feel like shit about being absolutely fried at the time
Quadruples and Diaphrams were my worst subject in school.
Bahahahaha Jesus I was hoping someone else said this I’m dying
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Lol
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This poor man, I hope one day he finds peace and is able to learn to live outside of his own mind.
he is definitely speaking in tongues in this interview
More like me to jibberish
No Dj pause, he’s tweaking. Hope this helps !
Thee Black Speech!
Mark has STONES to be in a room w this dude alone
He reminds me soo much of my brother. He passed 2 weeks ago April 24th. RIP Ryan. 😔
I'm so sorry for your loss.
“My room is never clean” is the only truth he spoke
I totally feel for this guy, but I cracked up when he got that math question wrong. I was really hoping he'd nail it.
This guy, minus the addiction, reminds me of my uncle and it's breaking my heart. I wish I could help this soul.
@@csftw1544 No, you actually mean to be rude especially when you have a knee-jerk reaction to someone you don't know and have no clue of their own background.
What are you doing to change people's lives for the better?
@@csftw1544 Huh?
Weird reply.
You assume a lot. And no one needs your ridiculous advice.
@@csftw1544
@@csftw1544 hey man I agree a shit ton, but there are better ways to word it because that did sound disrespectful. You’ll probably say “they gotta have it straight” but then again, you can give it to em straight without being rude about it, yk?
@@MikeyGonGetGot you’re right, it was insensitive. I often read “I wish I could help this person” under SWU and question how many people just say that and move on.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporessss
Such a scary interview. The evils of drugs...
This is incredibly sad yet extremely scary at the same time.
The shut up scared me…that flip in character 😮
Chadrick: ‘concrete was my bed, roof was the sky. SHUT UP!….MAGGOT!’
Mark: ‘you ever been to prison?’ 👀
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THORNE
The part scared the shit outta me lol
@@karenfryberger4260it’s very clearly drug psychosis. Meth does that to people, they see and hear people that aren’t there
When I’m outside these are the kinds of people I keep an eye out for, unpredictable
Wow, what a bigot you are. You should be ashamed of yourself for being biased against people with mental issues that could harm you. You deserve to be fired from your job!
Total sarcasm, of course. I 100% do the same thing.
Predictable??!! I'd say the opposite.
When he all of a sudden lashed out I jumped. 😳😳
@@sararahman7731 reread
Well that will be everyone who passes you, as we are all unpredictable,,,
@@chrisledney7187 🤣🤣... sorry 😉
i like the bit about vipers in his room and having a marshy swamp floor and trees and plants on the walls and ceiling
I can’t get past the five minute mark , makes me feel dizzy and bewildered .Hope he gets and accepts help.
The problem is that the state run institutions have been closed and mental health issues are now contracted out to for- profit companies who do nothing more than pass out psychotic drugs and let these people fend for themselves on the streets.
go to minute 8:51
“Junk yard dog pit bulls … they’ve never been pet or loved … they’re not even fed properly growing up”
Brought tears to my eyes thinking how his words mirrored how so many of these people were brought into the world.
I pray for the most vulnerable among us: the incarcerated, the alcoholics, the addicts, the homeless, the mentally ill, and the defenseless children throughout the world. 🙏
As a mentally ill addict I would like to thank you for your open mindedness and prays
You’re a beautiful soul ❤
its not how we start its how we finish
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Mark "Probably not snakes" - quite possibly the best comment ever. This dude is legit in a stage of substance psychosis - he could probably talk for hours, uninterrupted.
"idk what's up with all the disappearing ladies..."
Yep, he killed them
"Who have you murdered"
Had me dying how he tried multiple times to slip that in haha.
He's definitely killed people btw.
I don't think he even registered what he was saying
When you see someone who is completely wrong about everything but is super confident and aren't honest with you and just wont accept that they are wrong. They literally have the same symptoms as a meth addict.
I have to be honest the fact that he keeps mentioning people m*rdering, his baby mom and kid being k*lled, beating people with a baseball bat, pitbull violence, missing women, etc is extremely concerning….
psychotic delusion that include those kind of idea never end well. its a matter of time before shit hit the fan
90% fantasy land
I wonder if mark ever reports these people
My heart breaks for this man. And so many people like him. He needs a good long stay in a mental health center and drug rehab. His fixation on the math problem, if I heard nothing else of the interview I’d know he was an addict from that alone
My man needs like 3 months of straight sleep. Godspeed
For a couple of seconds I thought this guy was the Cro-Mags bass player... and the courage to interview this man was quite impressive.
If it was Harley Flanagan he should be only asked about the stimulators.
LOL hard times comin your way
I watch these with my kid, i feel its a great way to keep her away from drugs
Wish it was longer . So fascinating
painful to watch
Stay safe, Laita. You're a National Treasure.
Great comment 👍
Never a truer statement
Literally the reason why I carry at work. When these guys come around, there’s no way to deal with them rationally. You’re a brave man, Mark 💪
This just makes me sad, I hope this guy gets the help he needs and sticks with it.
Woulda been great if he said 144 at the end.
This dude is spun out, period.
I don't know about yall but "letting my pores get massaged a little bit' sounds like it might feel pretty good .