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  • Опубліковано 30 вер 2024
  • EDIT: Turning the comments back on, please be respectful or I’m turning them back off
    What could go wrong?
    Song: • SIX the Musical (featu...
    Info:
    Layers: 131
    Hours: 10 and a half
    Apps: cap cut and ibis paint
    Photos: 159
    Oc: Tri (belongs to me)
    Kofi: ko-fi.com/cupidxx

КОМЕНТАРІ • 397

  • @ssweetieexx
    @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +295

    Shameless plug for my kofi if ur interested in supporting me btw
    ko-fi.com/cupidxx
    And I’m doing fine guys, Ty for the support ❤️

    • @Neptune807
      @Neptune807 8 місяців тому +6

      I’m so sorry you went through this i hope your feeling ok😢💜

    • @dreythedino3338
      @dreythedino3338 8 місяців тому +2

      Sorry if this comes off as rude, but if you felt like this towards older people, I don’t know why you’re only blaming them. because it is also unfortunately, your fault as well because you’re the one that’s attracted to them. as well like yeah they shouldn’t be doing that but you haven’t really explained if it’s Friend affection or lover affection from your side or if it’s just them Feeling that way. again not trying to be mean here and not trying to victim blame here but this just doesn’t add up and I’m sure someone in the world will take this as sexist. And I’m sorry for what happened to you but I am a little confused

    • @_gecko_1522
      @_gecko_1522 8 місяців тому +19

      @@dreythedino3338 older people should know better, that’s the problem. The problem is that someone older took advantage of a younger person which is never the younger person’s fault as they’re literally not mature enough to really comprehend as much as an older, more mature person who also has the leverage of being more experienced in just about everything, it is never a younger persons fault no matter if they’re attracted to someone older or not, the older person should know better and not take advantage of literal children. It is victim blaming if you’re literally putting blame on the victim even if you say it isn’t, this is a terrible take, especially on a vent post.

    • @EmoBasil
      @EmoBasil 8 місяців тому +6

      @@_gecko_1522The adults described were all at an age where they would be aware of laws, and had time be taught about this. They that what they’re doing is terrible yet they still did it.
      Its really shitty how the victim is being blamed/accused when its not their fault

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +11

      @@dreythedino3338 I didnt know any better and they did, they proceeded to doing stuff with me first. I felt like I had no choice but to engage in it

  • @Dakotert
    @Dakotert 8 місяців тому +208

    As someone who was groomed and sexually assaulted from 8-10 (by my brother, 4 years older than me.) this honestly really helped me. Currently 12. Been healing for two whole years, yet somehow it only gets worse.

    • @tacocat7431
      @tacocat7431 8 місяців тому +21

      I'm so sorry that happened to you at your age by your brother. That's truly despicable, and I hope you're out of that situation. Please also remember that you and your emotions are valid, and one day, you will come out on the other side. ❤

    • @XieLiansDeadMother
      @XieLiansDeadMother 8 місяців тому +11

      Holy shit dude I’m so sorry. As someone your age, I’m so sorry.

    • @Dakotert
      @Dakotert 8 місяців тому +8

      @@XieLiansDeadMother It’s alright. Life could be worse. I just pretend it didn’t happen to me. I go by different pronouns, my sexuality is different, I go by a different name and I cut my hair. I’m not the little girl I was 2 years ago. That was never me, and until I get therapy for it to actually start healing I’ll keep up with that mindset.

    • @AveragePolyPeps
      @AveragePolyPeps 6 місяців тому +2

      we find comfort in people who we relate to

    • @redactedmemories
      @redactedmemories 6 місяців тому +1

      i am gonna start a GIANT riot if i see another comment like this (not mad just disgusted at the sexual assault part)

  • @LillethTheRabbit
    @LillethTheRabbit 9 місяців тому +384

    a story much more common than it ever should be... i'm glad this song has given you some room to vent, and that you felt able to put your experience into art. that's a huge sign of growth, and though i don't and never will know you, i'm proud of you. please don't ever blame yourself for any of this; EVERY adult who takes advantage of a kid knows /exactly/ what they are doing.

    • @goldenwolf8081
      @goldenwolf8081 8 місяців тому +3

      They do it’s completely the adults fault for what there doing and imo that is unforgivable I’ll never understand why they actually agree with this horrible mindset of there’s and not for one second look at what there actually doing but I don’t ever want to fully understand ever the mindset of “those” individuals

  • @zuazz
    @zuazz 8 місяців тому +296

    The way I SCREAMED when I saw “and I was 7”. HELLO?? I expected 13-14 BUT NOT 7-
    I’m so sorry.

  • @LiSkyFox
    @LiSkyFox 8 місяців тому +89

    5:18 they are all disgusting but oh lord 😭 the green one is expecially heart breaking thinking their ok cause they support u with a different toxic thing and then turn out like aaaaa
    I thought it was finally gonna turn around and then- omg words cannot describe
    I’m glad you got out of there

  • @cancionesdeyu
    @cancionesdeyu 9 місяців тому +513

    I like the smallest details like how do you put the age differences on the collar and the strings showing how you feel trapped in each as someone who’s studying psychology I think these are really good attention to details

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +98

      Thank you so much for noticing!! I was hoping someone would point it out lmaooo

    • @cancionesdeyu
      @cancionesdeyu 9 місяців тому +18

      @@ssweetieexx no problem!

    • @Oakleyyz
      @Oakleyyz 8 місяців тому +6

      ​@@ssweetieexxthought u got that idea from Edancanflyy?

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +18

      @@Oakleyyz no it's pretty common in vents

    • @Oakleyyz
      @Oakleyyz 8 місяців тому +5

      @@ssweetieexx dang, thought you were just cause there's so many similar frames and shit

  • @Puffy_Wuffy
    @Puffy_Wuffy 8 місяців тому +125

    I’m so sorry :(
    NO one deserves that, I really can’t believe how much this happens, I’m really glad you say you’re doing better, and I hope everything is okay . You have a beautiful art style! And I like how you added the ages on the collar to show the age difference. This is a good why to show what happened, and I’m so glad you say you’re doing better :) remember: it’s NOT your fault, you can’t control this.
    I’m really bad at ending anything I write, so I just hope your are okay. Also, have a great rest of your year :)

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +23

      Thank you so much❤❤ and dw ur good lmao

    • @Puffy_Wuffy
      @Puffy_Wuffy 8 місяців тому +6

      Aw thanks :)

  • @tayschannel2695
    @tayschannel2695 9 місяців тому +96

    I literally went from “ok how bad can it possibly be” to “OH MY GOODNESS 7!?” For a second. What’s awful. Katherine’s story happened in 16th century, but why it happens now? No seriously what the hell- where was the police!? Where were your parents!? How the hell it could possibly happen in 21st century!?

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +55

      Unfortunately this stuff happens all the time and I was unfortunately a victim at such a young age, I love this song and I related to it alot so.

    • @Rose-2025
      @Rose-2025 9 місяців тому +4

      I was five ^^

    • @Adoreza
      @Adoreza 9 місяців тому +2

      @@Rose-2025 I hate to be the one to break this to you but this isn't about u bud❤️

    • @tayschannel2695
      @tayschannel2695 9 місяців тому +2

      @@Rose-2025 oh jeez……

    • @Rose-2025
      @Rose-2025 9 місяців тому +14

      @@Adoreza no one said it was, I was pointing out the age I was when I was first s/a'd because they seemed appalled at seven. Please seek therapy instead of spreading hate

  • @TheRandomPersonYouSeeOnYT
    @TheRandomPersonYouSeeOnYT 6 місяців тому +36

    I literally had my jaw DROP when I saw the 7 part. Like, that’s so young. I’m glad you’re finally okay now, and sorry that all of this happened to you!

  • @finleyforevermore
    @finleyforevermore 8 місяців тому +61

    It's such a genuine tragedy that you had to go through things so horrific and from such a young age. I'm so so incredibly sorry beyond words that you had to experience these disgusting and terrible things. No one deserves to suffer through things so mortifying.

  • @strawberryangel678
    @strawberryangel678 9 місяців тому +80

    Hi ☺️👋 I'm new to your channel and I just wanna say that you are and amazing artist. And I am so sorry that this happened to you. No child at any age should ever have to experience something so awful. You deserve far better. And I hope that your doing better than you were at the time.
    I wish you the best.

  • @randomtree6620
    @randomtree6620 8 місяців тому +18

    Why is it always the guys in their 20s? I swear every girl under the age of 18 has been harassed or at least asked out by a guy in his 20s.

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +8

      I have no idea but it's scary 😭😭

    • @randomtree6620
      @randomtree6620 8 місяців тому +3

      @@ssweetieexx so true 😭

  • @Macaronigoats-
    @Macaronigoats- 9 місяців тому +40

    This is disgusting, I’m so sorry you went through all of that, I hope you are in a different place now. And away from those disgusting people.

  • @tacocat7431
    @tacocat7431 8 місяців тому +41

    Im so sorry you had to endure this. These people who did this to you belong in jail. I'm glad you survived and made it to the other side and were able to share your story and vent with your art. I also loved how elegantly you made this rarely do i see vents where everything is so clear just with the art and hope you're able to continue the healing process. Your vent being so clear shows your progress in confornting your trama. ❤

    • @IzzyakaSpookyGurlQueenal-lh3dh
      @IzzyakaSpookyGurlQueenal-lh3dh 8 місяців тому

      I Agree!!! What they did to her was awful!!! I wish I could hit the men who did that to her and give her a hug

  • @Golden_rose_
    @Golden_rose_ 9 місяців тому +26

    is this a vent? if so im really sorry this happened to you rl

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +14

      Yes

    • @MaxwellCantrell2010
      @MaxwellCantrell2010 8 місяців тому

      @@ssweetieexxim confused on what happened- did you get… abused- (sorry if this triggers you im just genuinely kinda stupid)

    • @froggygalaxy
      @froggygalaxy 8 місяців тому

      @@MaxwellCantrell2010More than likely groomed

  • @oakenshadow6763
    @oakenshadow6763 8 місяців тому +26

    Realizing what the numbers were made me want to scream. You and your art are amazing. Please, never forget how worthy you are to be yourself.

  • @Blub_Shaped_Kitsune
    @Blub_Shaped_Kitsune 8 місяців тому +21

    It is sick that people take advantage of kids. It is nasty, disgusting, and disrespectful.
    I’m sorry this happened to you. I hope things are better, your community is here for you

    • @goldenwolf8081
      @goldenwolf8081 8 місяців тому +2

      The fact that those sick individuals take advantage of them like that makes me so sick that’s just sick!! I don’t understand how anybody can have that disgusting mindset and not think twice about it or just not do it at all and yes we’re all here to help and support!

  • @barybarsboldia197
    @barybarsboldia197 8 місяців тому +18

    Awesome art choice of music and storytelling this kinda stuff ain’t easy trust as someone going through bs myself though not like this it’s truly insane and inspiring to see how you share your experiences and story with others. You got my subscription and a new favorite video and song keep up the good work!

  • @QuietGirl26
    @QuietGirl26 3 місяці тому +8

    Did anyone else notice how her eyes turned red whenever the boys said something that triggered her trauma?

  • @sydneyanderson5467
    @sydneyanderson5467 8 місяців тому +20

    I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I hope those people who hurt you go to prison or worse.

  • @Emisnyan
    @Emisnyan 8 місяців тому +33

    Ugh....this is too relatable... im so sorry, we both didnt deserve any of this. And no one else either. Those vile creatures should be locked up for what they did to us all.

  • @damnthatscrazy4426
    @damnthatscrazy4426 8 місяців тому +13

    Ngl hearing the last one actually made my gut wrench-
    I couldn’t imagine think you have a safe space with someone only for them to be the exact thing ur trying to get away from

  • @seesaw41
    @seesaw41 9 місяців тому +29

    I've never seen Six, but this song kinda rocks.
    Also, pretty good animatic. Well done!

    • @M0thernatur3
      @M0thernatur3 8 місяців тому +8

      This is a vent about how she got gr00med the song is good but I don't think you should be happy about this, but the art is good.

    • @dessilinn
      @dessilinn 8 місяців тому +2

      ​@@M0thernatur3idt theyre happy of this they just like the animatic as in the visual
      I dont wanna assume stuff and neither should yall😭

    • @seesaw41
      @seesaw41 6 місяців тому +1

      @@M0thernatur3 I am old enough to understand what the song is about. I of course know that the topic of it is not fun.
      I just wanted to say that I like the song, not condone the things sung about in it.

  • @oofcom8671
    @oofcom8671 9 місяців тому +25

    This is really good, i hope that she is alright now😊

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +12

      Tri is getting there

    • @oofcom8671
      @oofcom8671 9 місяців тому +5

      ​@@ssweetieexxthat's good 😊

  • @whotfiseliii
    @whotfiseliii 9 місяців тому +16

    These comments are so ai generated 😭😭😭

  • @starsshallscream
    @starsshallscream 8 місяців тому +11

    popped up in my rec and i just want 2 say im so glad ur doing fine rn :] i went thru very similar situations all at varying ages and i get how it feels its awful and horrible, but ur stronger than them !! humans are so . disgusting sometimes im rlly sorry u had to go thru so much of this

  • @SophTheNeko
    @SophTheNeko 8 місяців тому +6

    Nevermind scratch my last comment this was more horrific than i thought im so sorry people are disgusting you need someone your age who actually cares about others who has basic empathy im so sorry you were in the wrong place at the wrong time like, 4 fuckin times????? These are horrible people who are completely apathetic to those around them who took advantage of you you deserve to at this point just have someone whos willing to even only be there as a friend, who genuinely wants to help you and care about you this is so not cool, this is not what anyone deserves im horrified you deserve better

  • @galaxysuniversee
    @galaxysuniversee 9 місяців тому +11

    Oh sweetie im so sorry. Your extremely strong and I hope that you can fet through this trauma. You did not deserve this and dont blame yourself ever. Your enough. All the best wishes ❤️

  • @Lemonzzzthesilkwing
    @Lemonzzzthesilkwing 9 місяців тому +10

    I can relate I have been sexually harassed and even dumped before ALL IN ONE YEAR

  • @raetheanarchist
    @raetheanarchist 8 місяців тому +11

    Oh hun.. I'm so sorry that all happened to you. I can't believe the nerve of some adults. At least you can vent in a healthy way. May things be only uphill for you 💚💕

  • @the_animator_creator
    @the_animator_creator 8 місяців тому +13

    I’ve never been through something as bad as this, but as someone who has went through different forms of SA I can understand your pain. And I hope you can feel better about what happened in the future. The pain might never go away but I sincerely hope it dulls. ❤

  • @fixymuffin9898
    @fixymuffin9898 8 місяців тому +7

    This made me so mad, are you ok?
    These are GROWN men we’re talking about! It makes me SO mad to see such utter BASTARDS do this to a fricking child! 😭
    I am so sorry this happened and I hope you’re safe

  • @JoeAnnaCruz
    @JoeAnnaCruz 9 місяців тому +30

    I hate how guys make girl navie or take advantage of our kindness 😢

    • @Izzybee69
      @Izzybee69 9 місяців тому +11

      Yeah. I tend to think that not all guys are that bad, but some of them just suck imo. :/

    • @lottebron6941
      @lottebron6941 9 місяців тому +4

      THIS@@Izzybee69

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  9 місяців тому +6

      ​@@Izzybee69I was just being delusional during all of them so 😍

    • @ceke8867
      @ceke8867 8 місяців тому +2

      ​@@Izzybee69As a male, I am deeply sorry for what our kind does. (We did swap intelligence for being able to pee standing up tho so uhhh lol) but seriously sorry:(.

    • @Alex_isnear
      @Alex_isnear 7 місяців тому

      Not all men are like that

  • @babybengal.animationz5398
    @babybengal.animationz5398 8 місяців тому +8

    Idk why this came up in my feed cuz I’ve never seen any of your videos before… But honestly I probably relate to this way more than I should… Im SO sorry someone else has had to go through something like this.. I was only 4 when I first got abused like this….. So coming from someone who really understands this, I just want to say… NEVER let anyone make you feel crazy or feel put down for what you went through…. Cuz I know for me my family is always like “you shouldn’t think so badly about love and romance, if you dont get married you’ll just die alone”.. But for me I would rather die alone and pleasantly happy just doing my own thing. Because I know when most of my abuse happened in my early childhood I got bad phobias. Like I have touching phobias and use to feel absolutely threatened even by a hug.. I also use to get very volatile and aggressive if anyone tried flirting with me (when I was older). Now im actually much better because I was adopted later by my grandmother (she saved me when she found out my mom sold me out). And I have God in my life and I actually feel confident that I could take on challenges that come my way.. But even though im long past what happened to me (more than once), Im still not healed enough to ever want to be in a relationship with anyone… Because it’s like im terrified of being emotionally vulnerable in any way….. And idk if you have similar fears or anything like that, but I just wanted to let ya know that you’re not alone. And yeah we both had a shitty deal of cards dealt to us to begin with.. But I’d like to think thats what makes us warriors in the making. Because courage isn’t having the strength to go on, it’s going on when you don’t have the strength….
    So again, I deeply feel your pain in this and I hope one day you meet that person that instead will give you all the reasons in life to smile.. Instead of making you want to loathe the life you’ve lived…

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +9

      Oh my god, thank you so much… and your comment actually made me cry, because of our abusers I can’t do a lot of things I used to, I can’t return a hug or I can’t open up to anyone. I’m happy that you struggle with the same things I do, even if that sounds bad it gives me a bit of a comfort so GENUINELY thank you for taking the time out of ur day to comment ❤️❤️ I hope one day you recover fully from those people.

    • @babybengal.animationz5398
      @babybengal.animationz5398 8 місяців тому +6

      @@ssweetieexx You’re very welcome and no problem. Tbh I almost felt kinda like crying when I was writing it becuz it hurts my heart to think that this is what our world has become.. It’s just so sick and twisted and innocence is just thrown away rather than cherished like it should be… After 4 years of almost constant abuse and then I was set free, I really clung to my innocence.. Because I realized that innocence is like time. Once you lose it? You will NEVER get it back like you once had it…..
      I totally get not being able to return a hug.. I think it’s because for us it’s just too personal and we’ve been so badly beat up mentally, physically, and spiritually that we’re far more sensitive to peoples energy. So hugging someone can feel overwhelming because we dont know their intentions sometimes or the energy we feel from them scares us.. Or I know thats at least what its like for me :’)
      Yeah I get what you mean. You don’t have to be sorry really, cause It’s not a crime to be kinda happy to learn that someone else has been through something just like you. Because what we’re really actually happy about is that fact it helps us feel more understood then anything.. Because I think a lot of the time we just feel understood by no one and thats the root of our worst cases of loneliness and lament…. Like I felt like that for years because growing up no kids wanted to be around me.. Or the parents didn’t want the kids around me because of who my mother was. (She was a hardcore drug addict and prostitute). And I was in horrible condition because she almost never fed me (she was most often passed out from shooting up), so I was thin beyond unhealthy and sunken in eyes and I looked very scary to most… So even when I was with my grandma and being rehabbed I looked scary. Because it took a long time for my body to change and be healthy cuz from toddler age to young child I was almost always starving to death…. I was horribly malnourished for a very long time.. So needless to say, I was always outcasted from friend groups, school, kids, and a lot of people in general.. So a good portion of my life I’ve always felt misunderstood, mistreated, and neglected. So in some ways it kinda makes me happy to feel like someone else sorta knows how I feel too.. To just be understood really :’)
      I hope one day you fully recover from those godforsaken people too ❤️‍🩹

    • @Arcane-puppets
      @Arcane-puppets 8 місяців тому +1

      @@babybengal.animationz5398you are an amazing person for typing this all out-

  • @SilverBoio1253
    @SilverBoio1253 9 місяців тому +13

    damn... just damn.. that gave me chills

  • @SophTheNeko
    @SophTheNeko 8 місяців тому +3

    Ew this is disgusting I'm so sorry this happened I don't even know what to say I'm so sorry someone took advantage of your current development stage at that moment in time that's awful, it had nothing to do with you HE WAS the PROBLEM. it's not your fault it could have been anyone, 🫂🫂🫂💜💜💜 you didn't deserve it

  • @RealRemydarat
    @RealRemydarat 8 місяців тому +7

    Oh no I’m so sorry they need help, that should’ve never happened I’m sorry, you didn’t deserve that

    • @insertsomethingoriginal
      @insertsomethingoriginal 8 місяців тому +1

      Something is funny to me about the idea of remmy comforting someone

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +3

      @@insertsomethingoriginalsame but at the same time it’s comforting but thank you both 😭❤️

    • @insertsomethingoriginal
      @insertsomethingoriginal 8 місяців тому +1

      @@ssweetieexx btw I hope your ok❤️❤️❤️ I am so sorry that happened to you

  • @stormfiretheog9183
    @stormfiretheog9183 8 місяців тому +4

    Oh god...
    This is literally disgusting i cannnot belive people exsist like that.... i'm Aroace so looking at this legit makes me wanna trough up the fact you went trough this.... if i ended up going trough this i would defiently not handle it. I am amazed you maneged too survive all of that. I hope your okay and that this NEVER happens too you again... no one deserves this and i hope those people who did that rot in a prison cell...

  • @katulingamesandanamats8098
    @katulingamesandanamats8098 7 місяців тому +4

    I deleted my comment because I was tired of constantly getting spammed... Still wish you all the love in the world though.

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  7 місяців тому +1

      Really sorry about that, I appreciate it though and hope you have a good day ❤️

    • @katulingamesandanamats8098
      @katulingamesandanamats8098 7 місяців тому

      @@ssweetieexx same to you

  • @Yuekitty
    @Yuekitty 8 місяців тому +8

    This seems like a story for some messed up character, but it’s not. That’s horrible for a real person to go through.

  • @Arcane-puppets
    @Arcane-puppets 8 місяців тому +4

    Btw all these hate comments disgust me, they don’t understand what a vent is…I’m sorry for you…what has the pandemic done to us?

  • @blustardrawz
    @blustardrawz 8 місяців тому +7

    It’s disgusting that you had to go through this, I can’t express how sorry I am for you. I really hope the best comes in your life and you meet decent people. We are here for you and you should not be afraid of telling anyone what’s going on or if you want to talk about anything that happened.
    Please be safe.

  • @Adoreza
    @Adoreza 10 місяців тому +11

    a whole 6:50 minutes👏👏👏

  • @TheHellhound01
    @TheHellhound01 8 місяців тому +8

    I am so sorry. I hope you are in a safer place now. Words are all i can use to console you. But please know that if you ever need help, or are in a similar situation again, there are people who care. You are not alone. And we will do whatever we can to help

  • @obsidian_kumori
    @obsidian_kumori 8 місяців тому +7

    Hello I am new to your channel and I have to say your art is amazing, This in particular caught my eye and after watching it, I felt exactly what you were going through. I’ve been through some things that are similar to what you have showed in the video and I just want to say that I’m sorry you had to deal with that truly hope that you’re way better than you were before and if there’s anything were are always here for you :3

  • @almightypandora
    @almightypandora 9 місяців тому +10

    I’ve been through this stuff before, online and irl. Just know that you’re not alone. Hope you’re healing well

  • @Startheghostqueenandwhich
    @Startheghostqueenandwhich 8 місяців тому +4

    I feel like crying.
    Amazing animation, tho

  • @Zeakera
    @Zeakera 9 місяців тому +11

    Soooo underrated, this is so good

  • @St4rrycrxwn
    @St4rrycrxwn 6 місяців тому +2

    I feel so bad for you like it started when you were ONLY 7?!

  • @SaikmayLayra
    @SaikmayLayra 9 місяців тому +7

    I swear this song fits to what I experienced tho I never had more then two relationships every other friendship pushed me into this thing I never wanted being used instead of what I thought I'd get and I Sure had the fortune to always get rid of the people who wanted me for other things , I think no one should go through such things and this song is great to vet but it's so bittersweet because no one should have to and on top of that when I was young I used to not know what is ok and what isnt I was way to shy to say anything but now I'd get so angry I wouldn't know how much I'd actualy hurt thes people it doesn't make it better but you awesome and ur strong and on day all thes people will get karma back , and ur more then just your body U got to stay true to yourself this is your life your body and if anyone dares to they should go to hell !! (ayy i feel stupid U already do that )

  • @vibecheck8987
    @vibecheck8987 8 місяців тому +5

    Im so sorry this happened to you, you truly deserved much better than what happened to you. I hope that you have a much better future and life than what was dealt to you. Im proud of how strong you are, truly.

  • @nevaehhamilton3493
    @nevaehhamilton3493 6 місяців тому +3

    ... I'm left speechless. How depraved do these monsters have to be in order to destroy a child like that, and not feel remorse about it!?

  • @jonahdasilly
    @jonahdasilly 8 місяців тому +4

    This reminds me of my 15 yr old groomer and the 17 yr one… good job for telling others (back in the day I was 9 with the 17 one, and the 15 one I was near 11.. it makes me sick that he MADE me do it with HIM..)

    • @finleyforevermore
      @finleyforevermore 8 місяців тому +2

      I'm so incredibly sorry you had to suffer through that. that sounds absolutely horrific..

    • @jonahdasilly
      @jonahdasilly 8 місяців тому +2

      @@finleyforevermore it’s fine, I got over it.. that’s kinda why I want top surgery

  • @redactedmemories
    @redactedmemories 6 місяців тому +3

    idk why but i keep coming back to the video, the artstyle is like so good

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  6 місяців тому +1

      Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️

  • @RainimatesInColor
    @RainimatesInColor 8 місяців тому +3

    I am so sorry that this happened.. It takes a lot of work and courage to air something like that. All of us watching and in the comments are here for you as support, if you need. I can't even imagine what that felt like, I'm so sorry.
    (Unrelated but I also wanted to share about me, since I'm still trying to get used to my new "normal")
    I am an SA survivor, though I'm still working through my own shit. I don't recommend spending a month and a half in a mental hospital, you see a lot of crazy things in there. I have clinical depression, meaning I'll be on anti-depressants my whole life. Oh joy to the rollercoaster I'll be on my whole life. XP
    I don't wish you any more suffering, you've suffered enough. I hope your life gets immensely better cupidxx.

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +2

      Thank you so much, I wish you a well recovery aswell!!!

  • @Depressedsimpofthevoid
    @Depressedsimpofthevoid 8 місяців тому +3

    Are you ok? I'm sorry you didn't deserve this especially not in this day and age. I'm so so sorry i hope your better now. And safer.

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +2

      I’ve been recovering but yes for the most part I am, thank you for the concern tho🩷

  • @SansAnnoyingDog
    @SansAnnoyingDog 8 місяців тому +3

    Ik this was a month since you posted this, but i hope you're doing much better and im so sorry this happened to you, have a great day/night

  • @Sunshine-mf3li
    @Sunshine-mf3li 8 місяців тому +3

    Im SO SO sorry this happened to you. No one deserves to go through this especially at a young age. But I have one question. Where were your parents during all of this?!

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +7

      Due to the threats my groomers made towards me, I was too scared to go to my mom, my father was deployed so I just said nothing.

  • @froyenathestar
    @froyenathestar 6 місяців тому +2

    Im so sorry for what you had to go through, you didn't deserve any of that. The fact the first one was when you were seven makes me want to vomit, I hope you're doing better, please take care of yourself if you still feel horrible.

  • @Ally_Cally
    @Ally_Cally 8 місяців тому +2

    it makes it sad that the favorite quill part isnt understood because they made it seem so ..."innocent". i feel so bad.

  • @Monocle_cat
    @Monocle_cat 8 місяців тому +3

    I had something similar happen too.. when I was 7-8 years old my sister groomed me- for the record I'm 13 turning 14 and she is 20 or 21 years old now, I never knew it was so serious until I finally grasped the concept of how horrible she truly was.

    • @localdragonpuppeteer
      @localdragonpuppeteer 2 місяці тому

      Eek. That's horrible. It's even worse how some people will undermine what happened to you bc it was your sister, a girl.

  • @ecuhus
    @ecuhus 8 місяців тому +3

    I am SO sorry that you had to go through that it is a part of peoples life WAY more then it should be

  • @Avanna666
    @Avanna666 7 місяців тому +2

    wait when every little inocent child was FLAT as 7 yr old yes and i said FLAT from the front

  • @augustssafespace2
    @augustssafespace2 8 місяців тому +2

    I’m speechless. That’s fucking *horrible*. You didn’t deserve any of that. I’m so sorry, I hope ur ok now :(

  • @rakerareid7962
    @rakerareid7962 8 місяців тому +3

    Im so sorry. . .this same thing happened when i was 10 or 11 i think but please let it out dont keep up your emotions that might destroy your mental health also /le hug/

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  8 місяців тому +3

      I hope you recover well, honestly going through this shit sucks so I wish the same for you

    • @rakerareid7962
      @rakerareid7962 8 місяців тому +1

      Thank you

    • @rakerareid7962
      @rakerareid7962 8 місяців тому

      Friends? If you want to ofc

    • @rakerareid7962
      @rakerareid7962 8 місяців тому

      My user is artofrakera

  • @Reptileandfelinelover
    @Reptileandfelinelover 8 місяців тому +2

    I swear it makes my blood boil I’m about to punch my screen

  • @frogy_9956
    @frogy_9956 8 місяців тому +3

    Im so sorry you had to go threw this,..i understand on a level, i can only image how self conscious you must be,...i know i am,..i really hope you are out of that situation, and your beautiful just the way you are, no one gets to tell you what to do with your body, its yours, you have the choices.

  • @clemantineMoth
    @clemantineMoth 8 місяців тому +2

    Why is this relatable tho-
    Also so sorry. I hope you are better and got some help. If you want to talk I’m here for you. ❤ we victims have to stay together. 🤝

  • @Mothphegor
    @Mothphegor 6 місяців тому +2

    I hope you’re doing alright now! I know what it’s like I was emotionally groomed by someone a few years back and was stuck in a physically and sexually abusive situation when I was 5-6 I hope you got the help you needed in present time though ^^ ❤❤❤

  • @theflamingphoenix784
    @theflamingphoenix784 8 місяців тому +1

    well shit, with your experiences I can see why most people think guys usually think with their lower half -_-
    Your drawing pretty good, as this isn't the most appropreate time to draw with more detail it gets the message across rather well regardless. would have been nice if you added a few extra frames to the less . . . inappropriate parts to give your character more life.

  • @NijutheWolf
    @NijutheWolf 8 місяців тому +2

    Oh honey, so young for something like this to happen to you. You never deserved any of this.
    You are an amazing artist, and I feel so bad.
    I'd like to know if making harassment into your oc's lore is disrespectful. Because if it is, I'll remove anything like it from my characters lore.

  • @axtxmn563
    @axtxmn563 7 місяців тому +1

    I can’t Biel be that happened to you 4 times. You did not deserve that. I know that kind of trauma can really impact one’s life, so try to make sure it doesn’t push you to the limits if yknow what I mean.

  • @Mika._.purple186
    @Mika._.purple186 Місяць тому

    I hate how old guy just use little girls do sus stuff with them i fell so bad for Unlock little girls that have Suffer from that (i was one the unlock little girl ....)

  • @SomeDude-oq7zz
    @SomeDude-oq7zz 8 місяців тому +2

    This is some heavy stuff man. I sincerely hope you are doing much better now. You’re such an amazing person for still being able to persevere. ❤

  • @coolnekogirl9259
    @coolnekogirl9259 8 місяців тому +3

    I'm so sorry that happened to you, I hope you feel better soon.

  • @BraydanCase
    @BraydanCase 7 місяців тому +2

    I'm a guy who just watch this and now I know people like that exist this world is fucked up

  • @ssweetieexx
    @ssweetieexx  23 дні тому

    Ngl I hate how this blew up

  • @cloudytigers_dragons
    @cloudytigers_dragons 8 місяців тому +1

    IM SO SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU! I hope you found a way to cope with it and found the right person or just not wanting to date anymore and I understand that! I hope that your doing better and found therapy or something ^^ ❤

  • @mxchi_gutz
    @mxchi_gutz 8 місяців тому +2

    I’m so sorry this happened. It makes me so sad that this isn’t uncommon.

  • @Kye-kai
    @Kye-kai 8 місяців тому +1

    As a victim of grooming this shit is no joke.
    You never deserved any of this. I’m so sorry…

  • @leaistheworld
    @leaistheworld 8 місяців тому +1

    This just Makes me Mad at thosse stupid men😡And I'm terribly sorry that happend to you I Hope you're doing better now🥺

  • @nilahharrison6606
    @nilahharrison6606 9 місяців тому +2

    I think talking about this stuff is important becuse it could save someones life or it could bring attntion to this kind of things so i dont call it venting we should be there for someonen in hard times not shut them down it could make it worse but i understand if people dont like that stuff its also impoirtant to focas on yourself and make sure your all good love you all have a nice day ❤

  • @abilitytodonothing
    @abilitytodonothing 6 місяців тому +1

    i was sa’d, groomed and almost r//ped by the ages 9, 11, 12, and 13. It’s horrible I know, but luckily, ive been able to do something about it because i told someone, right now im heading to the police station to report my groomer (sadly only one of them) but im on my healing journey, im currently 13, and im sorry that happened to you.

    • @ssweetieexx
      @ssweetieexx  6 місяців тому

      I’m so glad you’re able to get justice, I wish you the best healing journey

  • @AshrellStudios753
    @AshrellStudios753 8 місяців тому +1

    IT JUST GETS WORSE- IM AT 3:39 I’m now at 5:33, thank god the age gap is smaller- 6:01 oh come on-
    Edit: Also I just realised one of my ocs has a similar story but with less people-

  • @adrientheduck4327
    @adrientheduck4327 2 місяці тому

    still confused about how the thing with 'mannox' ended

  • @merilynnshark6144
    @merilynnshark6144 8 місяців тому +2

    You portray emotions beautifully

  • @crystalmoonwolf
    @crystalmoonwolf 8 місяців тому +2

    I am so sorry you had to go through that. I hope you’re in a safer place and away from those creeps and hopefully these creeps go to jail for what they have done to you.❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

  • @pistolk1
    @pistolk1 8 місяців тому +1

    i heard this same story before (my old client from when i was a therapist)

  • @potato4551
    @potato4551 8 місяців тому +1

    Fuc k, I’m so sorry you ever had to go through this shit, I’m glad your okay though but I wish this never happened to you in the first place still

  • @windjager2177
    @windjager2177 9 місяців тому +2

    It hurts.e that this is a vent, ngl

  • @Pudding_93.glitch
    @Pudding_93.glitch 8 місяців тому +2

    im so sorry this happened to you i hope you are doing better now

  • @Forgetful_Gecko..
    @Forgetful_Gecko.. 8 місяців тому

    I am so sorry

  • @formerlytheletterj
    @formerlytheletterj 8 місяців тому +1

    oh my gosh.. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. Those people should not have done that to you at all. I was so shocked to see that age when this first happened, 7 years old.. oh my gosh.. and then how it just kept on happening.. I hope you are doing okay now 🩷

  • @Nightcrawler_Enjoyer
    @Nightcrawler_Enjoyer 8 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry for you...i hope best for you..

  • @FaniFani-cl4rs
    @FaniFani-cl4rs 7 місяців тому +1

    I wonder how do children just get to go through disgusting stuff like that why do children / teens/ adults/ everyone always have to suffer from that it's not fair how are we supposed to feel safe if everyone can hurt us how are we going to be with our parents/siblings/friends/partners/ without being afraid from them 😭

  • @queenofme9230
    @queenofme9230 8 місяців тому +1

    How did all of these relationships ended? Also hope you’re doing better

  • @Enbyfriendtoall
    @Enbyfriendtoall 8 місяців тому +1

    I’m sorry that happened to you, I had something similar happen although, I was like 4-5, your art style is really good and shows emotions very well.

  • @BitesforNugget
    @BitesforNugget 8 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry, hon. I'm very proud of you, you've come a long way and this is a very healthy way of venting. Very good.

  • @Oliver_The_Goblin
    @Oliver_The_Goblin 8 місяців тому +1

    I have a friend who is or has gone or going through something similar, not naming or dropping anything, but i hope they heal, and i hope you do too, i know the effects this has on someone, im especially sensitive to this, and i wish the best for you. Especially because you went through this many times.

  • @Muffinthedog_
    @Muffinthedog_ 8 місяців тому +1

    4 times. 4 TIMES. THOSE PIECES OF CRAP BETTER STAY AWAY FROM YOU!