its been two years since i danced with the girl with golden eyes... heroin was the hardest thing too over come but i made it and this song still makes me cry
I'm not a heroin addict, but this song helped me survived the mental and emotional abuse I endured by my mother throughout my teen years. I... got away from her, finally, chose to be homeless and run away, had enough... I was torn and shattered, afraid of the world and every person that walks on it. Nothing had my fight as hard as I did back then. I grasped onto hope and life with my bare teeth while my whole body and psyche was breaking into pieces. I crawled my way out after dying daily to my pain. In my spirit. I'm 25 now. I love my mom. She's been then fiercest hatred I ever felt towards anyone since I was a child. But behind all that hatred was simple love... that was shattered and broken. After therapy and mostly self-help and fight towards betterment and emotional and mental freedom I found innocence... And now my recovering is spreading the help to the world and its lost souls. The reflections of the lost in me that always wanted to be saved. It's my closure. And one day I hope to stand in front of the mirror, and forgive everything that ever happened.
Thank you for sharing your story. I was abused too but by my father... Physically resulted in 3 spinal fusions and now a lifetime of pain and suffering. I found life when I found and gave my life to God. I forgave my dad when he died so I could move on with my life. It still hurts but less so now. Looking back I see how he treated me and I realize he was just hurting inside too. Abused as a child too and a runaway, the cycle has to end somewhere. I'm glad you are better off now. Time heals, you'll never forget the pain though but you'll learn how to cope in a healthy way. I hope you're mom is doing better too and has gotten help for her own emotional demons. Stay strong, you are amazing and you've been through what most people don't have a clue what it's like going through.
I never really cared about Mötley Crüe ( I know, I know, it's heresy) but this song is so beautiful and deep. It makes me cry whenever I listen to it!!
It's actually not motley Crue it's Nikki's side band Sixx Am, check out their other songs they're pretty great, nothing like the Crue lol James Michael is the singer, Dj Ashba on guitar and Nikki on Bass
its been two years since i danced with the girl with golden eyes... heroin was the hardest thing too over come but i made it and this song still makes me cry
I'm not a heroin addict, but this song helped me survived the mental and emotional abuse I endured by my mother throughout my teen years. I... got away from her, finally, chose to be homeless and run away, had enough... I was torn and shattered, afraid of the world and every person that walks on it. Nothing had my fight as hard as I did back then. I grasped onto hope and life with my bare teeth while my whole body and psyche was breaking into pieces. I crawled my way out after dying daily to my pain. In my spirit.
I'm 25 now. I love my mom. She's been then fiercest hatred I ever felt towards anyone since I was a child.
But behind all that hatred was simple love... that was shattered and broken.
After therapy and mostly self-help and fight towards betterment and emotional and mental freedom I found innocence...
And now my recovering is spreading the help to the world and its lost souls. The reflections of the lost in me that always wanted to be saved.
It's my closure. And one day I hope to stand in front of the mirror, and forgive everything that ever happened.
Thank you for sharing your story. I was abused too but by my father... Physically resulted in 3 spinal fusions and now a lifetime of pain and suffering. I found life when I found and gave my life to God. I forgave my dad when he died so I could move on with my life. It still hurts but less so now.
Looking back I see how he treated me and I realize he was just hurting inside too. Abused as a child too and a runaway, the cycle has to end somewhere.
I'm glad you are better off now. Time heals, you'll never forget the pain though but you'll learn how to cope in a healthy way. I hope you're mom is doing better too and has gotten help for her own emotional demons. Stay strong, you are amazing and you've been through what most people don't have a clue what it's like going through.
he even spells it out at the end first dose of metadone this song hits any addict hard
I never really cared about Mötley Crüe ( I know, I know, it's heresy) but this song is so beautiful and deep. It makes me cry whenever I listen to it!!
It's actually not motley Crue it's Nikki's side band Sixx Am, check out their other songs they're pretty great, nothing like the Crue lol James Michael is the singer, Dj Ashba on guitar and Nikki on Bass
That shit is hard to quit,,,,,quit love and tell me its easy.