If your reading this, you've been through quite a lot friend, I'm so proud of you for making it this far, I know, the world is quite cruel now, but we've made it far, which is great, have a good day my friend ❤️
aww, tysm! I'm proud of you as well. You have made it very far in life, I love you very much and you are so amazing, don't let anyone tell you otherwise
I see a lot of people not living their best whenever I revisit these kind of playlists. I just want to say you can get through it! I felt restless, alone, and depressed and always had these playlist as a coping mechanism. It’s ok to feel down. It’s ok to not feel ok. And it’s completely ok to feel lonely. But just so you know you’re still appreciated. You don’t even need to hear it from others, simply appreciate yourself as well. Life can get better, it took me a while but right now I’m living so much better being myself and appreciating myself and I hope whoever reads this does too. Truly if you read through this because you are feeling down, just know you are loved, I believe you can get through it!
I'm almost 18.... I've been on this island since I was born. I'll be an adult physically soon, however I've been one since 12. Living on an island can be perfect. It's really quite, not many incidents happen, there're hardly any crime cases. Everyone knows you, and you can see people smiling everywhere. But that's the issue... Since I lost my "name", everything changed. I had to learn to be alone, watch old pals having fun, having to face refusal, solitude, or even bullying - if you could call it one... It's been 5 years now, so I've got used to it. They only friends I have, live apart, so I see them once or twice a year. I'm sick of humanity, but I've never had thoughts of S.H. or Suicide, nor I would. I might not been blessed with a strong body, but at least, I have a strong spirit... To all of you who have reached hear, if you feel the need to talk to somebody, show me the monster you're hiding. Talk to me. You might feel better at the end, and who knows... You might also gain an online friend to keep you busy. And you, friend, thanks for the playlist. I haven't felt peace in a while. Ah, my name's Vasilis, but you can call me Bill.
omg, I can't believe to hear that. I am so very proud you! you are an amazing person and you are very strong.you have made it very very far in life. your welcome for the playlist
I was with this boy and he really felt special. it felt like he was the one who really showed me what love was and I finally was happy with life all because of him. we talked all day and all night, facetimed and laughed for hours. texted each other every single second of anything, hugged each other like it would be the last one every time, we looked into each others eyes like we were looking at everything beautiful in the world all in one person, he was my happiness, my everything, every time I looked at him my heart would melt and it was the best feeling in the whole world, because he was my whole world. a while into relationship and I was starting to overthink. i tried not to let it get to me because i had all the trust in the world with him.. but then again I kept thinking "what if there's another girl...?" I was always so honest with him so I told him about these thoughts he said he actually did lose feelings a couple of weeks back from then. I was heartbroken and torn to pieces. i told him that it's okay and I know that he can't control his feelings, but deep inside there was a huge piece of love within me that shattered. he broke up with me and got with his girl best friend the same day. that's when i started thinking that i should've listened to myself when I started overthinking. it's been. about 3 days since he left but I still don't think I'm over him. he was my happiness and hope, but now he's a stranger that I pass in the hallways at school that was once my everything. now instead of me he walks with her while laughing and smiling like everything is perfect, meanwhile I walk past them holding back tears. I wish that i could've been a better girlfriend so he would've stayed.. :/.
aww I'm sorry my love! I hope you are doing better now, I am going through the exact same thing. my friend is having a hard time and its tearing me apart but Its my job to make him feel loved and be by his side. He is so amazing but sometimes the person you love isn't the right one. Certain love hurts the most and I believe you will find the perfect one soon. I am very proud of you. I hope this helped you
This is so sad... But head up you can do it, stay strong! "Right person wrong time" Uhm so there is never a wrong time if it's the right person they will stay with you no matter what...Stay safe n take care sis
Babe honestly I feel the emotion from this and it's ok, just be happy u got to experience love although it didn't turn out good, life is like that but try to focus on being happy and don't think about him, focus on your happiness, and not the sadness.
Reading all of the comments about how we all have been through so much makes me realize how many people are suffering out there. And how many more don’t have the lucky chance to be helped. Or feel like they aren’t the only ones going through shit. It made me feel better to know I was not alone. People can easily say “you aren’t alone” or “things will get better”. But they don’t understand that we won’t believe them until we meet people in similar situations. And we might have already grown impatient on waiting for things to be better. Thank you for the playlist and to all of the people who have commented. It really helped 💜
Awww, that brought a smile to my face. Yes I am also struggling with some things and I can relate to this. I didn't realize how many people I was helping till now. I love every one of you all and I am so proud of you and everyone else who has made it so far in life.
"Honestly, I had never been so scared. It felt like I was dying, like my heart was bulging out of my chest, like my heart had been shattered into a million pieces. We were never anything, but it still hurt as if we were in love. It was unrequited. But now all I could do was let the memories pound into my head like a never ending migraine." - Ever Since Kansas (a book by me :))
Honestly now that i think abt it, all the hours i spent overthinking the less attention im getting from my parents is somehow affecting me seeing other ppl like grandparents here for me. I love them. Im happy for me. Im happy that i get to expirience bad and good stuff in life. Im happy friendships broke, revived, made up and created. Rlly important ppl have gone, but thats how it is. Good night,and pls, be happy.
we all have those nights where all we do is think about our lives and see all the good and bad in them. Its very interesting on how people see things. Its important to know what good you have and what bad you have in life.
I'm hurting bad rn. This helps me feel better. It's just music to let my emotions out to. It makes it ok. Thank you so, so, so much. You are an amazing person
I'm so sorry to hear that. I am going through the same thing, feeling disconnected with my family, not having many friends, feeling judged. For me I would take a break at night and just listen to music. Or I would do something fun in my free time, It helps me get things out of my mind and I am calm again. So you should do something that is very calming to you or listen to music, It really helps. I'm sorry your going though that and I believe that you will exceed in life and in the country, you have gotten so far I want you to go further in life I know things are hard but a wise person once said everything gets worse as it gets better. believe me its true. I love you and you are so amazing, don't let anyone tell you otherwise
Trying to get over an ex is pretty hard, many people struggle to forget about their exes and thats understandable! Especially if you have had a strong bond with them. that is my current situation, even tho it has been months without them i find it incredibly hard to sleep, eat, or do simple tasks. My mental health went down hill after they broke it off, and im currently trying to find myself again. Things are getting better, im doing better physically but im still struggling mentally, playlist are one of my many comforts when im feeling sad or love sick. And with that being said, thank you! this is such a calming playlist and i love the fact that people are being so nice in the comments, i wish the world wasn’t so cruel nowadays:(but to the people that took time out of their day, night, or afternoon to read this mini rant: you are precious, you deserve the world, and you are loved by many people! You are beautiful, handsome, gorgeous, stunning, amazing, and downright flawless! sending virtual hugs to everyone who needs or wants one:) have a good day, night, or afternoon lovely’s
ik you won't believe me and a couple months ago i would not have believed myself ither but you get over it, i haven't forgotten about my ex but we are friends now a genuine friendship so i jus wanted to say it ends and when it does you will be so relived i hope you get over it.
@@4yyjayy im glad that you have a good relationship! i wish the best for you and hope that your bond grows more and more! im slowly moving on and getting over my ex as time passes, thank you! have a blessed day/night/afternoon!
This is such a welcoming comment section with people going through a lot of different things...I wish all of you the best...and I promise we'll get through this!!✨
Good luck, right now I'm struggling not to get out of bed and ravage the whole fridge. I believe I have binge eating disorder, not diagnosed tho. Trying to get back down to a healthy weight. Anyways good luck again!
I really love how everyone is being so nice to each other, this comment section makes me feel like I'm home... :) And Thank you for this amazing playlist it really clears up my mind
awww, Thank you for being you! I love you very much and you have came so far as well. You should keep on going! I believe that you will make it far in life
Every time I listen to the first song in this playlist it makes me pause. Life slows down and it makes me look around and reflect. I hate reflection bc it makes me disappointed with the effort I put in. I put in some effort into making the future that I want but I always think I can do more, idk what the max I can give bc Ive never gone all out. I still like the song so I will continue to listen:)
highschool just started. not feeling it. i have 3 friends at my school and my best friend is at a different one than me. one of my friends hangs out with my cousin, but my cousin's friends dont like me. they think i'm weird. another one of my friends hangs out with other people. the other one im not that close to. i feel alone. in 2 years i'll be driving. then in another 2, i'll be 18. im not ready for life yet. tomorrow is my first official day at highschool. ive been so mentally tired lately.. these playlists keep me calm, and music is very therapeutic for me. thank you for making this.
aww I'm so sorry! High school is way harder than middle school, but really its middle school just adding information. You will get there eventually . I promise.
I'm not doing my best, yeah um, so recently ive gotten into writing, yay!! Haha um, but I have writers block at the moment and I feel like I can't do anything and I'm just looking for prompts and people told me to give it a break to catch up on my motivation and to not force it but its hard not doing that because I wanna upload a lot for my readers and I don't wanna dispoint them. I'm also going through a break up and yeah, it sucks, he was nice, just not the greatest person ever. I've told people whats um happened to me and im scared theyre gonna tell everyone. I have to go back to school in a month and in scared, its a new school. I can't sleep and in not doing my best
aww, I'm sorry! a wise person once told me everything gets worse before it gets better. I hope that you will have fun in your new school and you have gotten so far, we don't want to end the progress. Promise me that you will go even further in your life
It hurts. Really. Watching people have the love of their lives, people having their closest bestfriend. I've always wanted to have my own movie. Meeting the perfect boy. But no matter how much movies i watch, or happy couples I see, I can never accept that I'm a loner and that those perfect things aren't real for me. I wish i had someone to cry with, walk at night with, feel like their the closets person to me, and then we'd fall in love. But ill never have it. If your someone who has someone you can look up to like that, please be grateful and treat the person with love. Spend your time with them. If you have someone you like, tell them. Who cares if it might hurt the relationship? What if they liked you back but thought they would also ruin the friendship? It's better to tell the truth, and get it off your chest instead of hurting yourself when your around them. And here i am, staring at a screen and I'm still desperate for someone. At least someone i can have long memories with, someone who will keep their word, someone who will be there for me, while I'll be their for them. But again, i guess i should stop being in a rush. Oh well. If you have someone, please use your time with them, you never know what can happen.
There is a lot going on in my life, but I think my main issue right now is, that I’m leaving my hometown, there with, my fam and best friend, and ist honestly so hard. Once I’m back in the town I live in, I know life is going to get worse again. And I know I won’t see my fav people for a year, in the best case. It’s hard cause I don’t have anyone in the town I live in. It’s truly breakfast my heart. The most tears I cry, are always at the airport, every summer.
I have gone through this before. But trust me, It gets better. You will get used to it. Live life to the fullest and don't give up. Although things are hard, it will get better. I promise you, You will meet new people and make new friends. Trust me, you can do this
Wow…summer break is almost over. I dont wanna go back there.I have to deal with stress again.I have to go back to being the lonely kid again.I dont wanna go back there
its okay, I just went back to school and I am the quiet kid but I am kinda smart, Its stressful going to a private school for me personally because I have to do exams and my mental health is not very good. You will be okay. I promise
every single night i think about 2 people. my current best friend and my ex boyfriend. my best friend and i have the pretty unbreakable bond that has a lot of trust. i’ve trusted him with so much, with my biggest secret that i haven’t told many. he and i only really started getting close this year and it’s been so fun and sweet. i think im starting to fall in love with him though. he’d take me to these special places and share his emotions with me which i think is special. i hope i can tell him how i feel without ruining our almost perfect friendship. he means the worlds to me. on the other hand, i think about my recent ex usually every night also. he was so good to me, so caring, loving, understanding, and true. he tried so hard for our relationship and did everything he could to make both of us happy. i had the best 2 years of my life with him. he taught me so much about love and life. he helped me overcome many fears of mine and helped me become a better person. i grew an insane connection with him like no other of my exes. everything was PERFECT with him. but later in our relationship he got very overprotective of me and became obsessive. from there the relationship rapidly went toxic. i wasn’t in love with him, the boy who treated me like i was his everything. he had changed so fast it made me sad. at the end, we both decided that we needed to break up the relationship. he didn’t want me to be around him like that and i didn’t want to be in a relationship with someone i didn’t longer love. he’s spending time away from me to heal and get better as a person and hopes we can work things out and start over in the near future. i also want to start over with him. i don’t know what to do honestly. me and my best friend might be platonic but i want so much more than just friends. with my ex i’m afraid he might become what he was before and change our relationship. i love him so much and i wouldn’t say no to starting over. i really just needed to get this off of my chest and am not really asking for a who do i choose type of situation. i just think that i should share my story. have a wonderful day or night.
aww thats an amazing story! I will say that I am going through the same thing just with my boy best friend. I love him so much and I wish I could spend all my time with him but I can't. I have trusted him with my life and he trusts me. I want to let you know that whoever you chose may not be the one but you will find them soon. Certain love hurts most and be careful on who you chose. don't ignore the red flags, once you see them confront them about it. Have a good day/nigh
i'm not the type to vent on social media but the comments made me feel safe to do so. I'm 14 and not really old I'm not too young but recently i've felt like there's been a lot on my mind. Theres this boy ik theres always THIS BOY. He made me feel idk how to describe it as a more powerful word than loved i shall say. We met back in fifth grade i never acknowledged him nor did i know him well I saw him in the hallways a few times but that's about it. Time to skip 6th grade year new school new house new everything first day to this school i didn't feel comfy in this school i felt out of place. One day the boy i haven't saw since 5th grade is in my face little did i know this boy way gonna be my first love...Me and this boy lets call him M we got close really close he devolped a small crush on me i on the other hand i felt as though i was still young and wasn't ready for these type of things. Me and M were still close after the whole incident. Regejecting him made me feel bad bc i didn't know my own feelings at the time. We are in 7th grade now after 6th we fell out before the new school year i still always wondered if he still liked me crazy right. Me and M are in the same class again this year we talked here in there but not how we did back in 6th it was kinda short response and jokes here and there. School was taking kids back in the building again me and M still managed to be with each other by the end of 7th I realized i think i might have feelings for this boy i never told him tho i was always a wuss. He hit me up on ig last year around summer time and was like i like u and yea 6th grade type shi i was shocked this boy still had a crush on me since 6th grade i felt special i wasn't ready again i still needed time to think abt it i didn't say yes nor did i say no i gave him my number and we stared talking a week later i finally said i was ready. M was like r u sure u don't have to force yourself he was so sweet i didn't deserve him at all. We dated but around this time something traumatizing happened to me and my family i became a lil distant i always apologized abt it i knew i wasn't ready we dated for 2 months going on 3 and he ended it. long story heh. I blocked him on everything trying to get my life together not outta self pity but for my mental. 8th grade year he's changed i'm not sure if it was for the better or idk but he changed his ways he wasn't the M i fell in love with i ghosted him that whole year because we were in the same class and he was my ex which is even more crazier. So me and M always stuck together i guess 8th grade when everything started to hit us. Now graudating to being a freshman everything hit me HARD i'm really gonna miss M we always did everything together even my mom knew him. 2 days after promotion i hit him up this time..texted him "imu" biggest mistake of my life he texted me back and also said he missed me which shocked me again M never fails we started talking or whatever and my friend hmu and was like yk M has a girl now and i tried to text him but he blocked me.. crazy right i know soulmates are corny but i will forever love him...
awww, I'm so sorry. All I can say is that people are around you that love you and love you for you. I love you very much and its hard losing someone. You have made it so far! I'm so proud
Do yall ever feel tier but not sleepy tier but mentally with yourself? I been fighting my own thoughts lately and its tier just feeling happy one day and then next day sad and lonely...and I hate that there so much people that care for me and are there and still feel lonely..I just hate myself I really want to love myself but I don't know how..I'm tier
It is currently 2:50 am. About 7 hours ago I am just beginning the goodbyes as my friends leave for college and I stay in our town for a tech college for a program my parents wanted me to do. I am ahead by about 2 years but in my parents eyes I am still behind. I am in bed after crying realizing this is my last summer I have because the program I do goes through summers and then I will be working in a hospital while getting my bachelors. I have wasted my teenager years trying to get ahead only to feel like I am behind.
Good luck everyone, right now I'm struggling not to get out of bed and ravage the whole fridge. I believe I have binge eating disorder, not diagnosed tho. Trying to get back down to a healthy weight. Anyways good luck again!
It’s 3:32 am right now. So many things are happening right now, my mom has been crying because my dad has done something extremely bad. I don’t know what to do :,(
I would say to comfort your mother in whatever way shape or form. She haas raised you to be the best you and I believe that you should help distract her from everything
Your life feels like it’s getting fin and you just want to snap it so you don’t carry on loving like this .. well you can’t you have to be strong and carry on there are people out there who don’t want to let you go in the dark
The thought of not being able to see my son has been tearing me apart. It’s been 7 months since the girl I tough thought I’d spend my life with walked out. Raised him alone for almost 2 months before she went to court and got an order of custody and completely took him from me. His birthday was on the 4th and I had some really bad plans for it after seeing her have some new boyfriend post pictures of him on Facebook after threatening me to remove the picture I had of us. She has the guy message me antagonizing me. It’s been hard but we gotta keep pushing
if you know she's loosing interest just let it happen don't waste your energy trying to keep it alive if they are losing interest it's fine everything moves and sometimes just go along with it
@@something5686 sometimes, girls... they will be bitches. I will say it. Even though I am a female, they can be bitches to the kind ones who work so hard
Hi, I'm Reixil you can call me Rei. I have not been in depression. I have a perfect life and so. But i always feel like something is missing. My parents don't fight. My classmates treats me like a ghost and i have no problem with that too. But why do i have this big whole in my heart? Maybe because my laptop broke and i can't express my feelings through stories anymore. I really like to write and well only thing kept me busy was that laptop i had. Now i have nothing. When my laptop broke i saw everything. Things i couldn't tell you guys. Still i have a perfect life. Then i realized i'm insecure. I have social anxiety. But not as bad as you think. 2 years ago, when the pandemic happened we were all in our home. Not bad you think? (Well some of yall might thinking bad too, we have all been in there.) Like half of billion people. I gained weight. It was so much. Before quarantine i was 39kg and when it ended i was 65kg. I was 11. I felt so bad about my weight i was not going out for days, weeks, months. And then disaster came. If you see my channel i'm a gachatuber (atleast trying). So i thought "Is there anyone who is from my country and plays gacha too?" The answer is, yes. There is a 2.9k people. I made friends blah blah blah. The only mistake i made was i changed my gender. I go as she/her but in that other account i go as he/him. Catfishing as you say. Soon after i had this big crush on a boy named Ennard Jaxon. But i was too scared i told my friend she had a crush on him too. We didn't fought. I disappeared. My account was no longer available to enter i don't know why. I cried days trying to log in. I was obsessed with my "online life". I eventually gave up. And opened a brand new account. I added all of my friends but only 5 out of 16 added me back. We were never the same. Everyone started leaving the group chat after i announced i was a girl all along. too/my bestie) didn't chat me much anymore and like always our friendship died. Nadia went offline never went back we don't know where she is. But she was the cuttest girl ever. And Zek of course she had a bright future. She is living her life. Is a therapist in her mom's office, and now we aren't in touch anymore just like them. I had this huge scar left behind me. And well i confessed to Jason this summer since i promised myself to i wont date anyone until Jason refused my confession. And he did this - I know you're answer so let's hurry up and get this over with. I like you, will you be my boyfriend. - Ofc - Uhm, excuse me? - Not. - Okay. Thank you for letting me free=))) Have a wonderful life dear Jason. - Bruh i know it's you Bellaire. HE THOUGHT I WAS BELLAIRE WHEN I'M NOT. Soon i realized they have been dating and recently broke up. It cut me deep. My best friend had been dating my crush. It's nothing now. Bellaire i talked again and again. And as always we loose our connection. We aren't besties anymore. And now i'm back to my online life. Not on this name though (Reixil). I'm a mysterious guy/girl. Anyone wondering now about my social anxiety and my insecure. I got over it. I'm trying to love myself since i have been reading book and saw "If you want to like someone, first like yourself". And i have a amazing girlfriend. And anyone who might thinking "Why tf did i waste my time reading on youre stupid online life?" Idk too. Just wanted to make you realize how much this online life has hurted me and im warning you. That was my 2020 year life. And take care of yourself eventually all the worries will be gone you thinking like " you dont know what its like to be depressed. Youre just like all those comments your not helping us at all" Yes and yes. I know that. I don't know what it feels like to be depressed. But who cares? We only live once. Can't hide forever in a cage. But I'm not to drag you out of you're cage. It's you. And we will be waiting for that moment to come so. Take you're time. From: Reixil. -love you dears
Vent, tw: sh & ed I moved to a different country, my parents promised me i’d only stay here for 3 months. I dont like this country its becoming so stressful i have 7 siblings.. 4 of them left they had too 2 of them are disabled they had to get shots and medicine my sisters felt like my parents to me. I love my sisters to death. They were the people that raised me my parents were busy doing smthing else ig. My parents care for eachother more then us. I miss my siblings so much.. its been 8 months and im still here, i started doing sh. My cousin saw them and hugged me. I miss my sister so so much and i cant imagine her face when she sees how much times i’ve done sh, cry myself to sleep, i’ve lost weight in a unhealthy way. Everyone in my family noticed even my sister when i was on facetime with her,, she seemed so concerned i felt bad and i wanted to cry. I’ve struggled with my weight alot.. i’d go days and days without eating.. i’d just zoom out of reality sometimes Anyways i love this playlist! I calms me down
vent. Me and my boyfriend are together but he started to ignore me and at first I didn't mind but then I realized he was talking to 2 other girls that are really pretty and I told him I didn't like it and he said don't worry about it do I said ok but now all he does is post about how funny the other girls are and it makes me sad and I relapsed be of him and he doesnt understand when I always talk to him and I still love him Ik I sound dumb for still liking him but at first he was always there for me and we are still in a relationship but when I talk to any guy he gets mad and yells at me I don't wanna end things with him be I love him and I always try to talk to him but he ignores me and later on I see his story saying "on call with Emma" and I go talk to my guy bsf bc he has always been there for me but when my bf finds out I was on call with him he gets mad and ignores me lam always crying be of a guy who doesn't show me any love BUT I LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE but he doesnt I think and at this point Idkk what to do when I call my bf crying he says stfu don't cry over me then he hangs up and calls Emma (the other girl) but I love him
so it's 00:25am and I cannot sleep because I keep thinking about sending my friend this message asking her why she keeps flirting with me even tho they are aroace.and I'm just so confused about if they like me or if she just wants to play around.and I really need some advice on what and how to ask them if they like me or not without destroying the friendship.i don't usually write these types of comments but I really need some help.
hmm, I am not good with writing messages for someone else but I will try I feel like if it came from your perspective it would be more like idk, helpful because I am not you. but if you really want help I would say "Hey [insert her name], I was wondering why you are flirting with me. I just want to understand what is going on because I am confused on the situation haha. I don't want this to ruin anything but I just wanted to know if you liked me or it you were jus playing around" now be careful with how you word things because things can be twisted and can be taken differently. But another thing is confidence, you need the confidence to just send the message and wait till she responds. Good luck
You've been through a lot you maybe lost your girlfriend or friend or family just know you are awesome and I respect that good night and my name is Markiplier
There's a bit of ranting/venting idk how y'all call it and family issues so I'd consider not reading I'm sorry i needed to let this out God those comments are killing me emotionally i always thought I would never be enough for my parents, and i always felt down cause i knew that i wasn't the child they wanted, they always would've told me to study and not have fun i tried my best to be the perfect child they wanted, since I was 10 i never got the chance to have a childhood and never will, they always tell me to study and that I'm not allowed to go out I've been trying to cheer myself up but the damage they made only using words is just too big, those who wrote a "I'm proud of you" i cried i really did i never cried so much i wish my parents would tell me that i wish to be enough for them i wish to be the perfect child they wanted, will i ever be the perfect child they want? Will they ever be proud of me? I've had an adult mind set since 10/11 they always would've told me i was too childish and i needed to grow up and socialize more when they were the one saying that i should study and not spend time out, when they were the one who told me i wasn't allowed to go out? I hate my mom i hate my aunt i hate my grandpa my uncle my grandma everyone, they're not wrong i was too childish when i was 10 and i know it, and now you come to me and say I'm too pessimist and should relax? I'm too lazy? TOO ANTI SOCIAL? Wtf is wrong with y'all the only thing you know is judge and judge and judge I've tried my fucking best to show you that i could study and let y'all be proud of me but only thing you do is judge and judge y'all need to learn how to mind your fucking business, y'all only know how to judge what about you then? I get it I'm childish, I'm lazy, I'm fat, I'm anti sociale, I'm too introvert, I'm too closed with my feelings, I'm too annoying i get it
its okay, I promise. I'm so proud of you, you have gotten so far in life. I'm going through the exact same thing! My family is making my feel worthless and feel like I'm not right for the family. I make to many mistakes.. I would say that you are an amazing person don't let anyone tell you other wise. You are so talented and you are so kind and your family doesn't see it. I want you to stand up for yourself. Tell them, argue with them I don't care. All you need to do is to let them know what they are doing to you. If they don't understand just keep on telling them what they are doing wrong. It didn't work for me but it worked for other people. I promise you everything will be okay even if they don't understand. Please go further in life you have came so far and I'm so proud of you. I love you and I don't want you to end your progress
"A playlist for when ITS TOO LATE and YOU CANT STOP" My reading comprehension is so bad, theres something wrong with my brain, I can look at sentences and actually read them until i've looked away and looked back at least five times.
aww, Its okay to just let it out. I have done it before, I had nights where I curl up into a ball and just cry. But then after I feel like nothing can stop me- other then that, you are very blessed to be in this world and please go further in life
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this playlist is really underrated. it helped me let out stuff that's been bottled up for a awhile
now for that, I thank you.
aww, thank you so much! I love each and every one of you, I'm very proud of you and I wish you luck with what has been going on
@@milo_bby7526 tysm. I wish you all the best in life. you deserve the world and so much more. you got this!
Bitch I’m just tryna sleep
If your reading this, you've been through quite a lot friend, I'm so proud of you for making it this far, I know, the world is quite cruel now, but we've made it far, which is great, have a good day my friend ❤️
aww, tysm! I'm proud of you as well. You have made it very far in life, I love you very much and you are so amazing, don't let anyone tell you otherwise
@@milo_bby7526 thank you ❤️
bro thank u fr🫶🏼❤️
No I haven’t I’m having a great time I going on long runs daily I can touch the 10 foot rim went to a baseball game today with family
@@joeshcmoe3622 take a break, It helps once in a while
I see a lot of people not living their best whenever I revisit these kind of playlists. I just want to say you can get through it! I felt restless, alone, and depressed and always had these playlist as a coping mechanism. It’s ok to feel down. It’s ok to not feel ok. And it’s completely ok to feel lonely. But just so you know you’re still appreciated. You don’t even need to hear it from others, simply appreciate yourself as well. Life can get better, it took me a while but right now I’m living so much better being myself and appreciating myself and I hope whoever reads this does too.
Truly if you read through this because you are feeling down, just know you are loved, I believe you can get through it!
aww, Thank you my friend! I'm very proud of you and you have come so far :>
Its always okay to just let it out. I love you and your have gotten so far
I'm almost 18....
I've been on this island since I was born. I'll be an adult physically soon, however I've been one since 12. Living on an island can be perfect. It's really quite, not many incidents happen, there're hardly any crime cases. Everyone knows you, and you can see people smiling everywhere. But that's the issue... Since I lost my "name", everything changed. I had to learn to be alone, watch old pals having fun, having to face refusal, solitude, or even bullying - if you could call it one...
It's been 5 years now, so I've got used to it. They only friends I have, live apart, so I see them once or twice a year. I'm sick of humanity, but I've never had thoughts of S.H. or Suicide, nor I would. I might not been blessed with a strong body, but at least, I have a strong spirit...
To all of you who have reached hear, if you feel the need to talk to somebody, show me the monster you're hiding. Talk to me. You might feel better at the end, and who knows... You might also gain an online friend to keep you busy.
And you, friend, thanks for the playlist. I haven't felt peace in a while.
Ah, my name's Vasilis, but you can call me Bill.
omg, I can't believe to hear that. I am so very proud you! you are an amazing person and you are very strong.you have made it very very far in life. your welcome for the playlist
hey bill nice johan pfp! wanna be friends if ur okay with it??
@@kisinx Let me know the platform of your preference, and I'll add you up.
Hey there, Bill!
Do you think we can talk, and possibly be friends? Do you have discord? I'd enjoy someone to be with and be able to talk to..!
@@southisdeadbye Sure. It is Billybong#1598.
I was with this boy and he really felt special. it felt like he was the one who really showed me what love was and I finally was happy with life all because of him. we talked all day and all night, facetimed and laughed for hours. texted each other every single second of anything, hugged each other like it would be the last one every time, we looked into each others eyes like we were looking at everything beautiful in the world all in one person, he was my happiness, my everything, every time I looked at him my heart would melt and it was the best feeling in the whole world, because he was my whole world. a while into relationship and I was starting to overthink. i tried not to let it get to me because i had all the trust in the world with him.. but then again I kept thinking "what if there's another girl...?" I was always so honest with him so I told him about these thoughts he said he actually did lose feelings a couple of weeks back from then. I was heartbroken and torn to pieces. i told him that it's okay and I know that he can't control his feelings, but deep inside there was a huge piece of love within me that shattered. he broke up with me and got with his girl best friend the same day. that's when i started thinking that i should've listened to myself when I started overthinking. it's been. about 3 days since he left but I still don't think I'm over him. he was my happiness and hope, but now he's a stranger that I pass in the hallways at school that was once my everything. now instead of me he walks with her while laughing and smiling like everything is perfect, meanwhile I walk past them holding back tears. I wish that i could've been a better girlfriend so he would've stayed.. :/.
aww I'm sorry my love! I hope you are doing better now, I am going through the exact same thing. my friend is having a hard time and its tearing me apart but Its my job to make him feel loved and be by his side. He is so amazing but sometimes the person you love isn't the right one. Certain love hurts the most and I believe you will find the perfect one soon. I am very proud of you. I hope this helped you
This is so sad... But head up you can do it, stay strong!
"Right person wrong time"
Uhm so there is never a wrong time if it's the right person they will stay with you no matter what...Stay safe n take care sis
I'm crying rn this is so sad I've felt this
Babe honestly I feel the emotion from this and it's ok, just be happy u got to experience love although it didn't turn out good, life is like that but try to focus on being happy and don't think about him, focus on your happiness, and not the sadness.
Same here 3rd day today. I feel so broken but all we can do is look to the future
Reading all of the comments about how we all have been through so much makes me realize how many people are suffering out there. And how many more don’t have the lucky chance to be helped. Or feel like they aren’t the only ones going through shit. It made me feel better to know I was not alone. People can easily say “you aren’t alone” or “things will get better”. But they don’t understand that we won’t believe them until we meet people in similar situations. And we might have already grown impatient on waiting for things to be better. Thank you for the playlist and to all of the people who have commented. It really helped 💜
Awww, that brought a smile to my face. Yes I am also struggling with some things and I can relate to this. I didn't realize how many people I was helping till now. I love every one of you all and I am so proud of you and everyone else who has made it so far in life.
"Honestly, I had never been so scared. It felt like I was dying, like my heart was bulging out of my chest, like my heart had been shattered into a million pieces. We were never anything, but it still hurt as if we were in love. It was unrequited. But now all I could do was let the memories pound into my head like a never ending migraine." - Ever Since Kansas (a book by me :))
omg-
HOW
thats amazing, I love it. AMAZING JOB!! I'M SO PROUDD
If YOU EVER PUBLISH IT I WILL READ IT EVERY SINGLE DAY 🎀🎀🎀🎀
I'm actually pulling an all nighter to get my sleep schedule together before school starts!
omg, damn, have a good night!
literally same Lol , good luckk!!!!!!
Monday August 8th, it's 6:35am and If I make it on UA-cam I will forever cherish this Playlist
aww, for ,e its Monday aug 8th 12:52 am
I struggle with insomnia, so I don’t really get much sleep. But this playlist is always here for me.
awww, I'm glad
we're in the same boat my friend, but I hope you have a great night without much issue with sleep tonight.
Honestly now that i think abt it, all the hours i spent overthinking the less attention im getting from my parents is somehow affecting me seeing other ppl like grandparents here for me. I love them. Im happy for me. Im happy that i get to expirience bad and good stuff in life. Im happy friendships broke, revived, made up and created. Rlly important ppl have gone, but thats how it is. Good night,and pls, be happy.
we all have those nights where all we do is think about our lives and see all the good and bad in them. Its very interesting on how people see things. Its important to know what good you have and what bad you have in life.
I'm hurting bad rn. This helps me feel better. It's just music to let my emotions out to. It makes it ok. Thank you so, so, so much. You are an amazing person
i love this playlisttt the songs are all so relaxing
TYYYYYY
Aaaa I wanted to let out my bottled up feelings because this playlist makes me feel calm and comforted
I'm so sorry to hear that. I am going through the same thing, feeling disconnected with my family, not having many friends, feeling judged. For me I would take a break at night and just listen to music. Or I would do something fun in my free time, It helps me get things out of my mind and I am calm again. So you should do something that is very calming to you or listen to music, It really helps. I'm sorry your going though that and I believe that you will exceed in life and in the country, you have gotten so far I want you to go further in life
I know things are hard but a wise person once said everything gets worse as it gets better. believe me its true. I love you and you are so amazing, don't let anyone tell you otherwise
@@milo_bby7526 thank you so much!! I really appreciate it and it’s genuinely made me feel better
there are days when i forget im not as old as i feel and i have to remember that and frankly
this playlist has helped with that thank you so much
awww, your welcome
Absolutely amazing playlist 🥰 thank you so much! Space song at the end was wow!!
aww thank you!
Trying to get over an ex is pretty hard, many people struggle to forget about their exes and thats understandable! Especially if you have had a strong bond with them. that is my current situation, even tho it has been months without them i find it incredibly hard to sleep, eat, or do simple tasks. My mental health went down hill after they broke it off, and im currently trying to find myself again. Things are getting better, im doing better physically but im still struggling mentally, playlist are one of my many comforts when im feeling sad or love sick. And with that being said, thank you! this is such a calming playlist and i love the fact that people are being so nice in the comments, i wish the world wasn’t so cruel nowadays:(but to the people that took time out of their day, night, or afternoon to read this mini rant: you are precious, you deserve the world, and you are loved by many people! You are beautiful, handsome, gorgeous, stunning, amazing, and downright flawless! sending virtual hugs to everyone who needs or wants one:) have a good day, night, or afternoon lovely’s
ik you won't believe me and a couple months ago i would not have believed myself ither but you get over it, i haven't forgotten about my ex but we are friends now a genuine friendship so i jus wanted to say it ends and when it does you will be so relived i hope you get over it.
@@4yyjayy im glad that you have a good relationship! i wish the best for you and hope that your bond grows more and more! im slowly moving on and getting over my ex as time passes, thank you! have a blessed day/night/afternoon!
This helped me disconnect from reality in a comforting way, thank you creator.
awww your welcome
This is such a welcoming comment section with people going through a lot of different things...I wish all of you the best...and I promise we'll get through this!!✨
Reading the comments of sad songs or playlists really makes you realise your aren't as alone as you think you are.
It’s literally 4:00 AM exactly, and I cannot sleep. Perfect timing.
I hope you’ll have a great life man
I love this playlist
awww, your welcome! thank. you for commenting
Good luck, right now I'm struggling not to get out of bed and ravage the whole fridge. I believe I have binge eating disorder, not diagnosed tho. Trying to get back down to a healthy weight. Anyways good luck again!
It’s the most relaxing playlist I’ve ever heard
tyyy
finally what i was looking for
aww, tyty
Such a calming playlist for a crazy life love it!!!!
yeah! I make playlists because it helps me calm myself down so I thought I could help people by making these type of things. I'm glad you like it
I really love how everyone is being so nice to each other, this comment section makes me feel like I'm home... :)
And Thank you for this amazing playlist it really clears up my mind
awww, Thank you for being you! I love you very much and you have came so far as well. You should keep on going! I believe that you will make it far in life
What a beautiful playlist 💜
aww thank you!!
I'm not even gonna lie, I fell asleep right away when I listened to this playlist and it's so good I love ittt
aww I'm glad you got some rest
@@milo_bby7526 MWAH LOVE YOU
@@rxna8306 AHH I LOVE YOU TOOOO MWAHHHH
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Every time I listen to the first song in this playlist it makes me pause. Life slows down and it makes me look around and reflect. I hate reflection bc it makes me disappointed with the effort I put in. I put in some effort into making the future that I want but I always think I can do more, idk what the max I can give bc Ive never gone all out. I still like the song so I will continue to listen:)
aww, Don't be disappointed. You are here for a reason. You can change someones world! You have changed mine
This playlist is amazing, Thank you for making it!
ahah, tyty, I love your edits
bro I needed this playlist rn
aww
Gracias... lo estaba necesitando
¡Ay, no hay problema! me alegra poder ayudarte
i really needed this, thank you ;)
aww. your welcome! I'm very proud of you
highschool just started. not feeling it. i have 3 friends at my school and my best friend is at a different one than me. one of my friends hangs out with my cousin, but my cousin's friends dont like me. they think i'm weird. another one of my friends hangs out with other people. the other one im not that close to. i feel alone. in 2 years i'll be driving. then in another 2, i'll be 18. im not ready for life yet. tomorrow is my first official day at highschool. ive been so mentally tired lately.. these playlists keep me calm, and music is very therapeutic for me. thank you for making this.
aww I'm so sorry! High school is way harder than middle school, but really its middle school just adding information. You will get there eventually . I promise.
@@milo_bby7526 thank you. i appreciate it, really.
I'm not doing my best, yeah um, so recently ive gotten into writing, yay!! Haha um, but I have writers block at the moment and I feel like I can't do anything and I'm just looking for prompts and people told me to give it a break to catch up on my motivation and to not force it but its hard not doing that because I wanna upload a lot for my readers and I don't wanna dispoint them. I'm also going through a break up and yeah, it sucks, he was nice, just not the greatest person ever. I've told people whats um happened to me and im scared theyre gonna tell everyone. I have to go back to school in a month and in scared, its a new school.
I can't sleep and in not doing my best
aww, I'm sorry! a wise person once told me everything gets worse before it gets better. I hope that you will have fun in your new school and you have gotten so far, we don't want to end the progress. Promise me that you will go even further in your life
This playlist is amazing,thanks!
tyy
Played this to sleep. Looped this and woke up with it 💗😭
Yo i just realized you put his version of space song omg it's literally a favourite 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
awww Im glad you liked it
@@milo_bby7526 i genuinely had a good sleep because of it tysm 💗
@@milo_bby7526 listened to it again to sleep 💀✨💗
again 💀💀
THIS IS MY THERAPY BYE 😼😼🌿🌸🌸
It hurts. Really. Watching people have the love of their lives, people having their closest bestfriend. I've always wanted to have my own movie. Meeting the perfect boy. But no matter how much movies i watch, or happy couples I see, I can never accept that I'm a loner and that those perfect things aren't real for me. I wish i had someone to cry with, walk at night with, feel like their the closets person to me, and then we'd fall in love. But ill never have it. If your someone who has someone you can look up to like that, please be grateful and treat the person with love. Spend your time with them. If you have someone you like, tell them. Who cares if it might hurt the relationship? What if they liked you back but thought they would also ruin the friendship? It's better to tell the truth, and get it off your chest instead of hurting yourself when your around them. And here i am, staring at a screen and I'm still desperate for someone. At least someone i can have long memories with, someone who will keep their word, someone who will be there for me, while I'll be their for them. But again, i guess i should stop being in a rush. Oh well. If you have someone, please use your time with them, you never know what can happen.
There is a lot going on in my life, but I think my main issue right now is, that I’m leaving my hometown, there with, my fam and best friend, and ist honestly so hard. Once I’m back in the town I live in, I know life is going to get worse again. And I know I won’t see my fav people for a year, in the best case. It’s hard cause I don’t have anyone in the town I live in. It’s truly breakfast my heart. The most tears I cry, are always at the airport, every summer.
I have gone through this before. But trust me, It gets better. You will get used to it. Live life to the fullest and don't give up. Although things are hard, it will get better. I promise you, You will meet new people and make new friends. Trust me, you can do this
This playlist makes me think of younger me.. if I could tell my younger self to not do what I did to myself I would. Now I’m like this..
Wow…summer break is almost over. I dont wanna go back there.I have to deal with stress again.I have to go back to being the lonely kid again.I dont wanna go back there
its okay, I just went back to school and I am the quiet kid but I am kinda smart, Its stressful going to a private school for me personally because I have to do exams and my mental health is not very good. You will be okay. I promise
@@milo_bby7526 yes i also study but i stress too much sometimes that it gives me a sharp pain in my chest.
love this playlist!
thank you!
Beautiful playlist 💖
❤
this made me just cry and think things but ty for letting me try❤️
aww, you are so strong and I am so proud of you! you have come so far, don't let anyone else tell you otherwise
Real shit this the only thing that makes my mind stop tweaking
every single night i think about 2 people. my current best friend and my ex boyfriend. my best friend and i have the pretty unbreakable bond that has a lot of trust. i’ve trusted him with so much, with my biggest secret that i haven’t told many. he and i only really started getting close this year and it’s been so fun and sweet. i think im starting to fall in love with him though. he’d take me to these special places and share his emotions with me which i think is special. i hope i can tell him how i feel without ruining our almost perfect friendship. he means the worlds to me. on the other hand, i think about my recent ex usually every night also. he was so good to me, so caring, loving, understanding, and true. he tried so hard for our relationship and did everything he could to make both of us happy. i had the best 2 years of my life with him. he taught me so much about love and life. he helped me overcome many fears of mine and helped me become a better person. i grew an insane connection with him like no other of my exes. everything was PERFECT with him. but later in our relationship he got very overprotective of me and became obsessive. from there the relationship rapidly went toxic. i wasn’t in love with him, the boy who treated me like i was his everything. he had changed so fast it made me sad. at the end, we both decided that we needed to break up the relationship. he didn’t want me to be around him like that and i didn’t want to be in a relationship with someone i didn’t longer love. he’s spending time away from me to heal and get better as a person and hopes we can work things out and start over in the near future. i also want to start over with him. i don’t know what to do honestly. me and my best friend might be platonic but i want so much more than just friends. with my ex i’m afraid he might become what he was before and change our relationship. i love him so much and i wouldn’t say no to starting over. i really just needed to get this off of my chest and am not really asking for a who do i choose type of situation. i just think that i should share my story. have a wonderful day or night.
aww thats an amazing story! I will say that I am going through the same thing just with my boy best friend. I love him so much and I wish I could spend all my time with him but I can't. I have trusted him with my life and he trusts me. I want to let you know that whoever you chose may not be the one but you will find them soon. Certain love hurts most and be careful on who you chose. don't ignore the red flags, once you see them confront them about it. Have a good day/nigh
Thank you! Thank you so much! Love u
aww thank you! I'm the one who made the playlist to help people. I''m glad you liked it. I love you tooo
@@milo_bby7526 Aww it's my pleasure ^^ And yeah I LOVED IT ♡-♡ Thx again
@@someonehehe3311 awww! Your so sweet!!
@@milo_bby7526 naaah you are sweet ^^
@@someonehehe3311 awww, you are amazing and I'm so proud of you
i'm not the type to vent on social media but the comments made me feel safe to do so. I'm 14 and not really old I'm not too young but recently i've felt like there's been a lot on my mind. Theres this boy ik theres always THIS BOY. He made me feel idk how to describe it as a more powerful word than loved i shall say. We met back in fifth grade i never acknowledged him nor did i know him well I saw him in the hallways a few times but that's about it. Time to skip 6th grade year new school new house new everything first day to this school i didn't feel comfy in this school i felt out of place. One day the boy i haven't saw since 5th grade is in my face little did i know this boy way gonna be my first love...Me and this boy lets call him M we got close really close he devolped a small crush on me i on the other hand i felt as though i was still young and wasn't ready for these type of things. Me and M were still close after the whole incident. Regejecting him made me feel bad bc i didn't know my own feelings at the time. We are in 7th grade now after 6th we fell out before the new school year i still always wondered if he still liked me crazy right. Me and M are in the same class again this year we talked here in there but not how we did back in 6th it was kinda short response and jokes here and there. School was taking kids back in the building again me and M still managed to be with each other by the end of 7th I realized i think i might have feelings for this boy i never told him tho i was always a wuss. He hit me up on ig last year around summer time and was like i like u and yea 6th grade type shi i was shocked this boy still had a crush on me since 6th grade i felt special i wasn't ready again i still needed time to think abt it i didn't say yes nor did i say no i gave him my number and we stared talking a week later i finally said i was ready. M was like r u sure u don't have to force yourself he was so sweet i didn't deserve him at all. We dated but around this time something traumatizing happened to me and my family i became a lil distant i always apologized abt it i knew i wasn't ready we dated for 2 months going on 3 and he ended it. long story heh. I blocked him on everything trying to get my life together not outta self pity but for my mental. 8th grade year he's changed i'm not sure if it was for the better or idk but he changed his ways he wasn't the M i fell in love with i ghosted him that whole year because we were in the same class and he was my ex which is even more crazier. So me and M always stuck together i guess 8th grade when everything started to hit us. Now graudating to being a freshman everything hit me HARD i'm really gonna miss M we always did everything together even my mom knew him. 2 days after promotion i hit him up this time..texted him "imu" biggest mistake of my life he texted me back and also said he missed me which shocked me again M never fails we started talking or whatever and my friend hmu and was like yk M has a girl now and i tried to text him but he blocked me.. crazy right i know soulmates are corny but i will forever love him...
awww, I'm so sorry. All I can say is that people are around you that love you and love you for you. I love you very much and its hard losing someone. You have made it so far! I'm so proud
I really did enjoy listening to this🙂
aww, tyy
np
i love this playlissssttt
aww thank. you!
Do yall ever feel tier but not sleepy tier but mentally with yourself? I been fighting my own thoughts lately and its tier just feeling happy one day and then next day sad and lonely...and I hate that there so much people that care for me and are there and still feel lonely..I just hate myself I really want to love myself but I don't know how..I'm tier
This playlist make me cry.
awww, its okay!
thanks for the playlist!!
aww your welcome
It is currently 2:50 am. About 7 hours ago I am just beginning the goodbyes as my friends leave for college and I stay in our town for a tech college for a program my parents wanted me to do. I am ahead by about 2 years but in my parents eyes I am still behind. I am in bed after crying realizing this is my last summer I have because the program I do goes through summers and then I will be working in a hospital while getting my bachelors. I have wasted my teenager years trying to get ahead only to feel like I am behind.
Thx this worked for helping me fall asleep
awww, I'm glad it worked
Good luck everyone, right now I'm struggling not to get out of bed and ravage the whole fridge. I believe I have binge eating disorder, not diagnosed tho. Trying to get back down to a healthy weight. Anyways good luck again!
It’s 3:32 am right now. So many things are happening right now, my mom has been crying because my dad has done something extremely bad. I don’t know what to do :,(
I would say to comfort your mother in whatever way shape or form. She haas raised you to be the best you and I believe that you should help distract her from everything
Your life feels like it’s getting fin and you just want to snap it so you don’t carry on loving like this .. well you can’t you have to be strong and carry on there are people out there who don’t want to let you go in the dark
The thought of not being able to see my son has been tearing me apart. It’s been 7 months since the girl I tough thought I’d spend my life with walked out. Raised him alone for almost 2 months before she went to court and got an order of custody and completely took him from me. His birthday was on the 4th and I had some really bad plans for it after seeing her have some new boyfriend post pictures of him on Facebook after threatening me to remove the picture I had of us. She has the guy message me antagonizing me. It’s been hard but we gotta keep pushing
aw, I'm sorry to hear that! you have made it so far in life. You want to keep on going! I promise you, You have a purpose is life
It’d be nice to feel that way
thank u im crying
awwww, your welcome! sometimes, its just best to let it out! your amazing
@@milo_bby7526 ty.. your words made me cry even more, it feels like i'm going to die now,,
@@mio_yamamoto awww, noooo don't cry! its okay, your strong and I know you are. I'm so proud of you, you made it so far :>
@@milo_bby7526 i.. oh,, thank u so much..
@@mio_yamamoto aww, ywywy
I don't know what other people think, I just hear this to relax.
Got a bit of a beating after a soccer game lol.
This heartbreak that will come will be the hardest and i know it she is losing interest in me.
aw, Its okay! Not everyone you pick is the one, I know you will find the one soon
if you know she's loosing interest just let it happen don't waste your energy trying to keep it alive if they are losing interest it's fine everything moves and sometimes just go along with it
It's just hard to think im trying this hard for her and she just goes
@@something5686 sometimes, girls... they will be bitches. I will say it. Even though I am a female, they can be bitches to the kind ones who work so hard
@@milo_bby7526 she cheated..
amazing Playlist
awww tytyy
@@milo_bby7526 ofccc
Hi, I'm Reixil you can call me Rei. I have not been in depression. I have a perfect life and so. But i always feel like something is missing. My parents don't fight. My classmates treats me like a ghost and i have no problem with that too. But why do i have this big whole in my heart? Maybe because my laptop broke and i can't express my feelings through stories anymore. I really like to write and well only thing kept me busy was that laptop i had. Now i have nothing. When my laptop broke i saw everything. Things i couldn't tell you guys. Still i have a perfect life. Then i realized i'm insecure. I have social anxiety. But not as bad as you think. 2 years ago, when the pandemic happened we were all in our home. Not bad you think? (Well some of yall might thinking bad too, we have all been in there.) Like half of billion people. I gained weight. It was so much. Before quarantine i was 39kg and when it ended i was 65kg. I was 11. I felt so bad about my weight i was not going out for days, weeks, months. And then disaster came. If you see my channel i'm a gachatuber (atleast trying). So i thought "Is there anyone who is from my country and plays gacha too?" The answer is, yes. There is a 2.9k people. I made friends blah blah blah. The only mistake i made was i changed my gender. I go as she/her but in that other account i go as he/him. Catfishing as you say. Soon after i had this big crush on a boy named Ennard Jaxon. But i was too scared i told my friend she had a crush on him too. We didn't fought. I disappeared. My account was no longer available to enter i don't know why. I cried days trying to log in. I was obsessed with my "online life". I eventually gave up. And opened a brand new account. I added all of my friends but only 5 out of 16 added me back. We were never the same. Everyone started leaving the group chat after i announced i was a girl all along. too/my bestie) didn't chat me much anymore and like always our friendship died. Nadia went offline never went back we don't know where she is. But she was the cuttest girl ever. And Zek of course she had a bright future. She is living her life. Is a therapist in her mom's office, and now we aren't in touch anymore just like them. I had this huge scar left behind me. And well i confessed to Jason this summer since i promised myself to i wont date anyone until Jason refused my confession. And he did this
- I know you're answer so let's hurry up and get this over with. I like you, will you be my boyfriend.
- Ofc
- Uhm, excuse me?
- Not.
- Okay. Thank you for letting me free=))) Have a wonderful life dear Jason.
- Bruh i know it's you Bellaire.
HE THOUGHT I WAS BELLAIRE WHEN I'M NOT. Soon i realized they have been dating and recently broke up. It cut me deep. My best friend had been dating my crush. It's nothing now. Bellaire i talked again and again. And as always we loose our connection. We aren't besties anymore. And now i'm back to my online life. Not on this name though (Reixil). I'm a mysterious guy/girl. Anyone wondering now about my social anxiety and my insecure. I got over it. I'm trying to love myself since i have been reading book and saw "If you want to like someone, first like yourself". And i have a amazing girlfriend. And anyone who might thinking "Why tf did i waste my time reading on youre stupid online life?" Idk too. Just wanted to make you realize how much this online life has hurted me and im warning you. That was my 2020 year life. And take care of yourself eventually all the worries will be gone you thinking like " you dont know what its like to be depressed. Youre just like all those comments your not helping us at all" Yes and yes. I know that. I don't know what it feels like to be depressed. But who cares? We only live once. Can't hide forever in a cage. But I'm not to drag you out of you're cage. It's you. And we will be waiting for that moment to come so. Take you're time.
From: Reixil.
-love you dears
This is amazing
thank you
@@milo_bby7526 ofc
Vent, tw: sh & ed
I moved to a different country, my parents promised me i’d only stay here for 3 months. I dont like this country its becoming so stressful i have 7 siblings.. 4 of them left they had too 2 of them are disabled they had to get shots and medicine my sisters felt like my parents to me. I love my sisters to death. They were the people that raised me my parents were busy doing smthing else ig. My parents care for eachother more then us. I miss my siblings so much.. its been 8 months and im still here, i started doing sh. My cousin saw them and hugged me. I miss my sister so so much and i cant imagine her face when she sees how much times i’ve done sh, cry myself to sleep, i’ve lost weight in a unhealthy way. Everyone in my family noticed even my sister when i was on facetime with her,, she seemed so concerned i felt bad and i wanted to cry. I’ve struggled with my weight alot.. i’d go days and days without eating.. i’d just zoom out of reality sometimes
Anyways i love this playlist! I calms me down
Hellow ! :3
Wanted to Say ! I Care about you
aawww thanks
"When you feel alone, look at the sky. And see that the sun is alone and doesn't stop shining."
- Just a brazillian boy
vent. Me and my boyfriend are together but he
started to ignore me and at first I didn't mind but
then I realized he was talking to 2 other girls that are
really pretty and I told him I didn't like it and he said
don't worry about it do I said ok but now all he does
is post about how funny the other girls are and it
makes me
sad and I relapsed be of him and he doesnt
understand when I always talk to him and I still love
him Ik I sound dumb for still liking him but at first he
was always there for me and we are still in a
relationship but when I talk to any guy he gets mad
and yells at me I don't wanna end things with him be
I love him and I always try to talk to him but he
ignores me and later on I see his story saying "on
call with Emma" and I go talk to my guy bsf bc he
has always
been there for me but when my bf finds out I was on
call with him he gets mad and ignores me lam
always crying be of a guy who doesn't show me any
love BUT I LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE but
he doesnt
I think and at this point Idkk what to do when I call
my bf crying he says stfu don't cry over me then he
hangs up and calls Emma (the other girl) but I love
him
Pretty good
tty
I just wish he knew i liked him back, im scared, i need a hug from him, i need him in my life.
tell him that.
Tell him everything he needs to know
if he doesn't like you back, then hes not the one
Its early and I cant sleep, it's almost 6am which is early for me. But great playlist
awww, tysmm! its 12 am here currently ahah
@@milo_bby7526 GO TO SLEEP WHAT-
All I ask for is Peace of mind, no gf, no nothing. I just want my brain to not torture me.
if you want, I can give you some advice on my discord. Maybe it will help you
my discord - >.
I wish i found this last night ..i couldn't sleep till 5am because of the thoughts...OVERTHINKINGG
aww, I'm glad you found the playlist. I will say things that have helped me is listening to calming music It clears my mind
@@milo_bby7526 well i listen to sad music and cry myself to sleep ...ur video is a safe way to sleep hihu
@@bruh-vy8qx awwww, I'm glad its a safe way to sleep
so it's 00:25am and I cannot sleep because I keep thinking about sending my friend this message asking her why she keeps flirting with me even tho they are aroace.and I'm just so confused about if they like me or if she just wants to play around.and I really need some advice on what and how to ask them if they like me or not without destroying the friendship.i don't usually write these types of comments but I really need some help.
hmm, I am not good with writing messages for someone else but I will try
I feel like if it came from your perspective it would be more like idk, helpful because I am not you. but if you really want help I would say
"Hey [insert her name], I was wondering why you are flirting with me. I just want to understand what is going on because I am confused on the situation haha. I don't want this to ruin anything but I just wanted to know if you liked me or it you were jus playing around"
now be careful with how you word things because things can be twisted and can be taken differently. But another thing is confidence, you need the confidence to just send the message and wait till she responds. Good luck
@@milo_bby7526 thank you,this really helped a lot!!
with a join , the sleep is good
ikrrr
Nice
tyty
I love you
i love you too
You've been through a lot you maybe lost your girlfriend or friend or family just know you are awesome and I respect that good night and my name is Markiplier
aww, have a good night! I'm very proud of you
Still cant sleep
close your eyes and think about something or someone you love
@@milo_bby7526 its now morning lol
@@sandrobedukadze4111 well, do it tonight ahah
There's a bit of ranting/venting idk how y'all call it and family issues so I'd consider not reading I'm sorry i needed to let this out God those comments are killing me emotionally
i always thought I would never be enough for my parents, and i always felt down cause i knew that i wasn't the child they wanted, they always would've told me to study and not have fun i tried my best to be the perfect child they wanted, since I was 10 i never got the chance to have a childhood and never will, they always tell me to study and that I'm not allowed to go out I've been trying to cheer myself up but the damage they made only using words is just too big, those who wrote a "I'm proud of you" i cried i really did i never cried so much i wish my parents would tell me that i wish to be enough for them i wish to be the perfect child they wanted, will i ever be the perfect child they want? Will they ever be proud of me? I've had an adult mind set since 10/11 they always would've told me i was too childish and i needed to grow up and socialize more when they were the one saying that i should study and not spend time out, when they were the one who told me i wasn't allowed to go out? I hate my mom i hate my aunt i hate my grandpa my uncle my grandma everyone, they're not wrong i was too childish when i was 10 and i know it, and now you come to me and say I'm too pessimist and should relax? I'm too lazy? TOO ANTI SOCIAL? Wtf is wrong with y'all the only thing you know is judge and judge and judge I've tried my fucking best to show you that i could study and let y'all be proud of me but only thing you do is judge and judge y'all need to learn how to mind your fucking business, y'all only know how to judge what about you then? I get it I'm childish, I'm lazy, I'm fat, I'm anti sociale, I'm too introvert, I'm too closed with my feelings, I'm too annoying i get it
Damn i wrote a fucking book
its okay, I promise. I'm so proud of you, you have gotten so far in life. I'm going through the exact same thing! My family is making my feel worthless and feel like I'm not right for the family. I make to many mistakes.. I would say that you are an amazing person don't let anyone tell you other wise. You are so talented and you are so kind and your family doesn't see it. I want you to stand up for yourself. Tell them, argue with them I don't care. All you need to do is to let them know what they are doing to you. If they don't understand just keep on telling them what they are doing wrong. It didn't work for me but it worked for other people. I promise you everything will be okay even if they don't understand. Please go further in life you have came so far and I'm so proud of you. I love you and I don't want you to end your progress
comencé a llorar y ni se porque
¡Ay, está bien! está bien dejarlo salir a veces
Sadnos
how do you live happy?
Uh its like 2 am or something but I cant find the melatonin soooo
haha, you should try to close your eyes while listeining to calming music, It might help
SAME
@@Lunniemoonie99 haha
@@milo_bby7526 good idea I listen to this one lady its the only one that I can fall asleep to
@@idk....1508 I'm glad I could help! if you search up calming music to sleep to, its a bunch of music you can fall asleep to
School is already started and I can’t fall asleep I’m afraid of the tomorrow
its okay, you will be okay! I promise everything will be okay. I'm so proud of you! you have gotten so far :>
@@milo_bby7526 thank you na I needed this
@@kimprachaya5842 anytime
"A playlist for when ITS TOO LATE and YOU CANT STOP"
My reading comprehension is so bad, theres something wrong with my brain, I can look at sentences and actually read them until i've looked away and looked back at least five times.
ahaha, it happens to the best of us
It’s 4 am and I’m hungry ..
go get some foooooooood
Im having a break down rn
1:04 AM
damn, we all have those nights where you stay up so late
It’s 6 am I can’t sleep
just close your eyes and listen to relaxing music. or take melatonin
What's the meaning of 1439?
if you read my description you will see my discord and it has those numbers :>
@@milo_bby7526 thank you!
😴😴😴😴😴😴
it's 4:29
and i don't wanna sleep
@@fabianaffm3627 just listen to music you love. It will help you clear your mind
It is 2:55am. I can't sleep.
I wanna commit arson.
:(
So goofy
ok
Goofy ahh music💀💀💀
ok
Weak people in the comments
not weak, but the people are just struggling with some things. And I can relate to it. We are not weak, just struggling with different things.
I like to listen to this while I scream out of frustration because life 🥲👍🏼
aww, Its okay to just let it out. I have done it before, I had nights where I curl up into a ball and just cry. But then after I feel like nothing can stop me-
other then that, you are very blessed to be in this world and please go further in life