*Hugs Back* i think i need whole lot of crack videos to recover with this.. Their speach. all of them literally can be framed and put it on a museum. how passionate they are and how they loves us ARMYs
So this is the first time seeing them accept the award....I legit started bawling when he said they talked about disbanding. When he said that I realized how happy they make me and the fact the fact that they might even be together right now made me so sad that my main happiness could have ended. I know someday it might happen but right now I need them in my life.
Ya that speech was heartbreaking and breathtakingly amazing. Bts has gone thru alot and has triumph also. Thank god they didnt disband. Or we wouldnt have got last chapter to love yourself
The fact that Tae broke down after Jin said they considered disbanding hurts my heart. He lost his friends, he lost his grandparents, and the thought of disbanding he didn't want to lose his brothers and it just makes me cry. Tae baby, no matter what, even if you disband, BTS will always be BTS even after disbandment and ARMY will always be with you no matter what.
Emaan you’re right and I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to seem like I’m trying to speak for him but I’m also pretty sure all the guys would break down like he did even at the thought of disbanding. That’s a given.
@@dynma5021 But we can feel V emotions through his face when he cries, so it could be about disbanding or something else, but V broke down in tears hard after Jin said about disbanding ok, now weather it's about that or not we don't know for sure, but it sure looks that way on this video, now it's my opinion thinking so don't try bite my head off just it's my opinion thinking thank you..😐
Emaan She was not assuming. Tae is really attached to his family(including friends). He lost a lot friends, he lost both grandparents and now he was going to lose 6 guys that have been like a family to him for so many years. This is not about assuming what's on his mind, it's about stating the obvious. Taehyung isn't someone who cries that easily, you can see it in a lot of videos, which means that what Jin mentioned really affected him. Tae is always the first one to think about BTS, he always said they're like a family to him and always want to spend good times with them. So I sincerely believe that's the reason why he broke down. He's probably the most hated member of BTS and everyone keep trying to pretend that's not true. If I was there and had to deal with all of that, I would have cried too.
Jin did that, he talked about their mental heath/stress/tiredness on arguably the biggest stage for KPop, they truly are changing the face of their industry.
❤️ what annoys me is that you will still get people who hate BTS for no reason without even knowing how much struggles they go through. Most groups disband due to unpopularity and old age but imagine a group personally wanting to disband because of how popular they are and because of how overworked they are. I don't like to compare but BTS are arguably the hardest working Kpop group as of 2018. And people still refuse to see their efforts.
Best Of Kpop the more popular someone is the more hate they get. It really sucks. It’s sad that they’re dealing with all this pressure now. I mean it just goes to show that a person can have everything and be on top of the world and still feel unhappy. I don’t ever wanna see the fame suck the life out of them as it tends to do. I hope they continue enjoying what they do because if this passion disappears, then the magic disappears too.
if you see all the popular artists get into drugs in order to cope with the pressure or they break down really really bad and BTS are so humble and innocent their popularity rose very quickly, the pressure becomes bigger, the whole world is watching them... I love them so much. I wish real armys will always be there to support them and protect them from antis. BTS is the only group I care about, I will support them until the end.
@Snakeu and jams but i also feel we can go easy on thm.we can only imagine how mentally exhausting their life is. With fame not only does hate comes but expectations too. I feel like they sometimes do want to live a normal life like how every other people do. Like it's okay if we don't get contents. They really go out of their way to make us happy At this point thy do need a long break and some time to relax. Pressure to be in the spotlight with people watching everything you do and expecting so much is mentally so exhausting
I thought that same thing when I heard we thought of disbanding then I watched the video and started crying cause I didn't heard the start of the year part, I thought we were thinking that at that week and didn't heard the second where he said about they didn't do it 😥 I got stressed over this
I knew after that they would not have been able to come back on stage. I have never seen Taehyung cried so openly at an award show. He tried his hardest to hold it in, but after Hobi they all just let go. It was so emotional. When Hobi started, I was crying too, then the rest started, I was done.✨
@@stickyfinger8975 I think it is more like tears of painful memories and relief that they didn't end up disbanding. For V, maybe it is a sense of regret. I have watched him in pain in various performance occasions and he was no longer his jolly carefree old self so I think he probably was the one who wanted out. I do have a theory in my mind, but I don't want to share it publicly here, for the sake and love of BTS.
@@stickyfinger8975 it's not really all tears of joy. its more tears of like realizing how hard and emotionally exhausting it actually was but they were able to regain strength and stand on that stage again with aoty. so we dont exactly know what tears those were but it certainly werent just tears of joy. its rather a mix of whatever was going through their heads righ there on stage.
@@jephni Jin said in the beggining of the year, so I guess before they released the japanese ep Face Yourself, or after that and before Love Yourself: Tear
I feel like a little empty but right now I just want to express how much I love creators like you Jose who actually like BTS and not using them for views the whole ARMY community and BTS in general you have no idea how they have saved me so much and if they weren't here then I probably wouldn't be here as well. I purple you and BTS💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 virtual group hug.I'm crying #ThankYouBTS
I saw a tweet lately that said we as fans should take this opportunity provided by the boys who were honest and raw with us to reassess ourselves as individuals. I know my dependency on Bangtan is unhealthy.... I look to them to make me happy when I'm sad or bored or lonely, I relied on them to carry me through my depression... I worry now that I'm putting pressure on them. I want to walk with them for the next 7 years not needing them to hold my hand through my trials. I just want to walk with them and be there as their fan, as their friend. I love them so much and the way the confession about thinking to disband hit me today really makes me want to pause and reflect. It feels like I wasn't able to understand how much I truly loved them until Seokjin said that and now I can see the amount of love I have for them in me that I couldn't see before.... We don't deserve them.
I think they rely on us as much as we rely on them. They say we are their reason for living and we say that they have saved our lives and we cant live without each other. I have never seen such a relationship like this between artist and fans. It is dangerous. It can be unhealthy if either we or them rely too much on each other for happiness. This relationship is kind of described in the song Pied Piper. They want us to live our lives and be independent but at the same time they know we need them and they need us. "If i am ruining you, will you forgive me because i cant live without you" ~jimin in Pied Piper
Soooo true, they helped me through very difficult times , but as much as they support us and show us their love we can't be completely dependent on that, they have their own struggles too.
@@melissa_5444 You are so right. I am going through a very bad time right now and BTS is honestly the only thing getting me by. I have no one else and I know it's unhealthy. I am trying my best to get myself to place where like you, we can walk together without me relying on them for everything. This year was especially hard so the thought that they would have ended blows my mind. I don't know what I would have done, or would do. I think the whole fandom got a reality check, but this is good. It will help people to seriously look at their lives and try to create one filled with joy in all different areas and not put the burden on these dear boys.
We deserve them, because they take such joy & pleasure into putting out material with a conscience and love. We need only to do the same for them, support their videos,music etc. BTS fills a void for you and that part of what they represent, to see\make army happy. You recognise your attachment to them so its something you can do about it.. I must say you are not alone, I am Army and I am constantly viewing videos,listening to their songs on my playlist. I even have their names as various passwords (really) so I get the connection. After this speech tonight, netizens & fans need to regroup how they reach out to them, they are people first, artist second and have emotions and difficulties just like us, it would be so heartbreaking if they disbanded simpley because they thought they were not doing enough to make fans\army happy. we have to show them otherwise. Humans make mistakes, so if they dancing and out of step, so what, if they sing out of tune, so what, we still love them& support them. That's all
They helped me too with my depression I owe them everything. Not Today was recommended to me on youtube on the same day I was going to just end it all and I am still here a year and half later. They come into peoples lives when they need it the most. They were and still are my 7 angels. #ThankYouBTS....Yes they saved me but I don't sleep and drink BTS. They need to focus on what is going on inside of them first because they are human also they go through everything that we do. Yes we sure do relate to them I relate to Suga and Tae the most really because I had 3 family members pass a couple months from eachother and I struggle with as I have said before depression and anxiety like Suga, but they need to be themselves if they need a break the need a break they have to be selfish which I know they can't which i hope someday they will be and take a nice long break to breath and do what they want to do. I would like to buy them a drink and tell them thank you.
When our boys cry, ARMY cries 😭 Just knowing that they were contemplating on disbanding breaks my heart. They sacrifice so much to make us happy. I’ll always Purple Heart BTS 💜
BTS will disband someday, and honestly I’m ok with that, I love them so fkn much-I’ve never loved a person I’ve never met before I discovered BTS and I never thought it’d be to this extent- but life moves on and I know they all have individual dreams they’d like to accomplish so 😕 as long as they’re happy then I’m happy for them. However, even though I hate to see them cry, I’m glad that they shared this with us. It’s hard being at the top and having all those eyes on you. I think it took guts for them to open themselves up like this in front of us, and the other groups watching them. ✊🏽
Devin C. I agree with this I just hope that when they do disband it is because they’re ready for the next step in their lives and not because they feel overwhelmed, overworked or lost or whatever they were feeling early this year. I will always support them no matter what. This did give me a wake up call though because I cannot base all my happiness on them. That is unfair to them and it is unfair to me. I need to start figuring out how to make myself happy so that when they do disband it does not hit me as hard as today did. I’m still a mess.
Ariana aww, I’m glad that this happened now though, so that we can all collectively support them now and be prepared for when they really do disband. I’ve been scrolling thru my twitter tl and there seem to be a lot of Army’s who feel like you-like they were basing too much of their happiness on BTS. Tbh, I can’t really relate too well to that feeling. I love BTS, they’re the only group of people that I’ve ever spent money on-merch,the only concert I’ve ever gone to, I even made a twitter account to celebrate Namjoon’s birthday when I first discovered them,but I don’t think I’ve ever depended on THEM specifically to make me happy. I’ve been happy for them, and seeing them enjoying themselves is an awesome sight but I’ve always kept my “Army stan” life pretty separate from my actual life 🤔 so I know that even when they disband I’ll still have things in my life to keep me busy. I’m so happy to see that so many people love them now (I’ve been a fan since 2015). I know how many lives they’ve impacted and I’m so excited to see them prosper 💕
Devin C. I think the reason for me (can’t speak for others) depending on them so much is because when I found them I was in such a dark place in my life I had literally nothing to on for and they quite literally saved my life. That’s where the codependency started for me and I guess I never really stopped to think how unhealthy that is. I’m am forever grateful for them and their music but I think it’s time I take a step back and figure myself out.
Ariana 😭😭 good luck to you fam✊🏽 I think the key is to just find the right type of balance ya know? It’s more than ok to love BTS w/o really knowing them (lord knows I do lmao 😂) but it’s important to remember that, at the end of the day, we’re just 2 of their many fans. They love us and we love them but they also expect us to grow with them so changes will happen within the fandom and the group along this next seven year journey ♥️ not always good changes but the growth that blooms from these obstacles is the important bit :)
And all the old ass ARMYs will be at the reunion concert watching them try to run their ancient butts around on stage for one last go. Haha can only imagine old man Jin then... oh god those joke are gonna get reeeeally bad. Lol
No one was ready....it was so intense and touching😭😭 BTS is so strong and inspiring ! BTS is a family of 7 angels💜😢 They are so confident with is to talk about that. I love them all so much💜 Thank you for staying strong Thank you for staying on our side Thank you for becoming the talented and incredible men you are Thank you for filling our hearts with joy & happiness everyday Thank you for being an exemple for many of us Thank you for everything thank you BTS for never giving up and existing in our lives, you gave to millions of people around the world hope, love, inspiration and many other good things, we'll always be here to support you, no matter what happens👏❤ #ThankYouBTS 💜
They didn't think about disbandment bc of physicall exhaustion. It was ONLY mental struggles, they are doing what no other kpop group has done and handling all this fame is hard. They had to decide if they wanted another 7 years of this and were anxious bc they are always afraid that this success will be short lived. So let's prove them right for trusting us and making this choice. We have to make the next years even more successful for them.
I legit watched this in tears. I think it’s the hardest I’ve ever cried while watching an awards show. I love Bangtan with everything I am. 💜💜💜 I had to pause and walk away for like 20 minutes after Jin said they considered disbanding. #ThankYouBTS *Oof, I love you so much. Virtual hug back!*
I never truly realized how much BTS meant to me until today. And now I do. They mean the world to me. They saved my life. I literally was ready to end it all. And then one UA-cam search for DNA, just out of curiosity, and that was it, my life changed entirely and they saved me. They are my life now. And what Jin said broke me down, because if they would've disbanded before April, I would've never found them, and I probably wouldn't be here. Just all of those thoughts made me cry for almost an hour straight. I didn't smiled, or laughed, I even didn't eat until like 6 hours after the show ended because how powerful was what Jin said. I know nobody will read this but I just wanted to get this off my chest.
I love BTS so much, they got me through a lot of depression after my brother died, and I can't be more thankful. I honestly don't know what I would do without them, but as long as they are happy, then I'm happy. I love you BTS! And I love you Jose!
Don't be sad please, They don't disband, BTS has so much pressure, that is all They sayed always , that BTS exist because Armys exist That is true, we have more better life because BTS They worked 7 years so hard, they wouldn't give up
I wasn't expecting it but their speech made me cry so much!!! I can't imagine the mental and physical challenges BTS has had to face while still showing a smiling face to ARMY. So proud of them. They deserve the world 💜💜💜
Jin being open about the fact that they thought about disbanding.... is proof right there for anyone who doubted that bts is honest with army and completely genuine. I’m always touched in the things that they say anywhere on any show or in this case in an award speech... bc most groups WILL NEVER be this open and honest about something like that until years later. He really had no reason to tell us that except to show how important not only that award was... but that we are to them and they fight their way things mentally and physically all the time... but they trust us and know.. we love and support them through it all... becoming that safety blanket bc they are not 7 with us. I fully believe that shit and you can’t change my mind.
This really hit me hard like the boys want to give us so much happiness while they were going through so much difficulties that we didn't even know about like almost disbanding it breaks my heart. I know our boys are strong and will face any adversity. I hope they know armys will always be beside them no matter what 💜
Taehyung's tear is the most expensive water in the world. Every tear that he let out is th happiness and joy for us. They've been a lot of challenge through this year and they deserve to receive Daesang. Jin said that they've been thinking about disbanding is really heart breaking. I'm glad that they've boosted up after this and continue their career for us and we'll support them till the end if their contract. BTS is there for ARMY and ARMY is there for BTS too.
I am balling my eyes out! It immediately started when Hobi started crying. And then when Jin said they had considered disbanding at the beginning of this year, I lost it. I can’t imagine my life without BTS. They have helped me so much and deserve everything. I’m so glad they won this award 💜
The moment that Tae and Hobi broke down, I absolutely lost it. The fact that we almost lost them makes my heart hurt BAD. I'm going to enjoy them being here as much as I can now. I really hope that they can get rest and breaks too. They deserve some time to relax. They've done so much for us and it's the sweetest thing ever.
This shows how powerful BTS’ passion is for what they are doing. And I’m not only talking about music or performance. They love ARMY and chasing dream as a family. From a business perspective they could have just quit because of all the money they’ve earned . They could have invested in other things, and leave this competitive world full of criticism and hate, BUT they did’nt. Instead they gave everything to their dream, believe, love and passion. Bts have taught me to follow my dreams, never mind failures, keep running and love myself step by step. I can’t express how much they mean to me and how different they are than others in the industry. ARMYS LETS WALK TOGETHER FOR A LONG TIME AND BECOME THE CHANGE WE WISH TO SEE IN WORLD. #THANKYOUBTS and thank you Jose
I watched this live and it tugged at my heart. I didn't understand a word, but I cried right along with them. Tae completely tore me apart and when I read the english, it made me cry even more. They are just so humble and so appreciative for everything they receive. Now you see why people said you need tissues?
I don't think there is a True Army with a purple heart that can watch/listen to this acceptance speech and NOT cry from the honesty, passion, humility, and love pouring from their hearts. You cannot help but be touched if you have a soul. I STILL cry when I see it, even though I've seen it at least a dozen times.
I honestly felt so gutted when Seokjin started speaking. To hear that they suffered like that is just heart wrenching. I just hope with my whole heart that they're happy, that they're healthy and that they're safe. As much as I want them to stay with us for as long as possible, I want their happiness and well-being far, far more. I appreciate everything they've given us, but this immense pressure they're under isn't a sustainable way to live. They're only human. They're still young boys. I can't imagine what this is like. I just hope they're in a happier place now, especially since they've renewed their contracts, and I hope this next year they (and ARMY) prioritize rest and happiness above anything else. Take care of yourselves boys, we love you so much💜
I watched this while it was live and I didn't understand anything but after seeing with subtitles I couldn't stop crying :( I can't believe they thought about disbanding... They seemed alright but after all they were so bad mentally. It really makes me sad since I can't do anything to make them feel better.. But I'm happy they didn't give up, that's why I love them so much. They don't give up.
They shared this with us because they truly respect us. They are that much stronger for making it through it too. This is why they've been so emotional at concerts, they are overwhelmed by the love they get back from us.
The feels man 💜 you just put into words exactly what I am feeling. It may sound corny, but with each day I find new reasons to love BTS and to love Army more and more 💜😊
I was watching the MAMAs live on the V App this morning and let me tell you something, the moment Hobi started crying, I started crying, and couldn’t stop crying! The fact that Jin spoke up about it in front of millions of people really shocked me! I’m so so proud of them for sticking together through all the pressure they’re under, it must be really hard for them to live up to fans’ expectations all the time, I can’t even imagine it! Seeing the way Taehyung broke down on camera showed that they really care for one another and they are so so close and it shows how personal it was for Jin to speak about the possible disbandment. I’m just so happy that they were able to pull through. Congratulations to BTS and great job to ARMY for helping them get here! Team work makes the dream work 💜
This literally broke my heart! I couldn't stop thinking about how many times they hid their pain from us just so we wouldn't worry. Suddenly, the lyrics 'For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad; For you, I could pretend that I was strong when I was hurt' cut that much deeper and mean that much more. Bangtan and ARMY only have each other and we will always be together. I really hope that the special bond we share continues to bring our boys comfort even in their darkest of times. BTS FIGHTING!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 #ThankYouBTS
I can't stop crying. And it's not because I'm scared or sad, but because I'm so proud of them, so proud of the men they become, and so proud of being ARMY. It's true, they trusted us today they put their hearts in our hands, and I'll always remember this. #fighting 💜
I have a headache and my eyes are still puffy. 😭😭😭😭 Anytime that they feel like they want to step back and live regular lives, I'll support their decision. Who knows what they all go through being on the go constantly. #ThankYouBTS 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
water fall tears are cascading down my cheeks as I think about how one of the members felt that all of this was too much and wanting to stop. To thought they came together and decide to continue for 7 years is a big THANKYOUBTS!!!!!! Mental stability is important especially with always on the GO GO GO.
Jose you are so amazing! You are such a wonderful ARMY and person! You deserve so much love, i hooe next year is your year baby!!💜 I love you, We love you, I purple you💜💜💜
I feel so much rn. They are even a bigger inspiration to me now, I have struggled with depression, some anxiety, not loving myself up to the point of self loathing and I also lost my mother almost 3 years back... They have been there the whole time, I need them, this October I finally got to see them live after being a huge ARMY since Boy in Luv era. It was scary because I travelled to a country I didn't know on my own, but for them it was all worth it, I'm glad I pushed through. I am so happy that Jin felt like he could tell us, it is very personal and he just told us because he believes we deserve to know...
Hobi when always smile turn crying it's break my heart n then see all member holding back their tears but finaly crying i'm not okey 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i'm glad they still together as BTS Thank you for staying BTS we purple you forever
I was not ok watching them and realizing their struggles. Jin was open and honest with his emotions as all the members as well. They are human and with all their success can cause soo much stress mentally and physically. Love them soo much 💜💜💜💜💜
i agree jose, and you know that feeling when you know why someone is crying and how much they struggle and cry with them bcz you feel their pain? thats us with BTS!!!!! thats why all army around the world cried with them and still crying and will cry everytime we will watch this vidoe bcz we know... we just know what they have been through.
JIN is the man that stood in front of all ARMY to tell us the “transparent” side of BTS, (the one that we refuse to see) THIS IS THE MAN that took the courage to say that BTS did go through corruption, and that really behind those smiles there were rivers of tears. GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE DESERVERS ARMY!!!
I'm still crying ugly tears. I love them so much and am thankful that they didn't give up. They stayed with us. 😔 I purple BTS and I purple Army's 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
"Do you understand how powerful that is?" thank you Jose. this was such an important thing to say, and I think it's something so many fans completely missed. it seems like many fans were just... sad? after seeing the speech? and I understand that it may be a wake-up call for some people regarding just how hard the boys' lives are, and it's scary to think of what-ifs and might-haves. but that's not why I cried when I watched. what they told us was incredibly powerful, and more importantly, it was a thing of joy and relief. they had a burden to lay down on that stage and you could practically see the weight coming off of them. I've felt that same thing, and at the time, I also cried from the joy of my burden being relieved. it made my heart glad to see them get to experience that after so many hardships. that is powerful, and the decision to continue together is powerful, and Jin feeling free enough to tell the world about all of it on an international broadcast is the most powerful thing of all. they are a true inspiration. thank you for your thoughtful, genuine reaction.
I just became a fan under a year ago.... they can’t end... They’ve honestly changed my attitude about life so much and to see how they felt behind the scenes... They need rest. A month or more off. I purple u and BTS. #ThankYouBTS
This true, open, sincerity, and the depth of their passion for their work is why BTS have become global superstars in my opinion. People often ask, why is BTS so big? What makes these guys so special ? The answer to this question is difficult to articulate, but this right here, goes a long way to explaining why these 7 men have made such an impact on their fans, and why so many fans have carved out a special place for BTS in their hearts. That this group, that has become a refuge and comfort for millions of people around the globe, of all ages and races, are still willing to battle mental and physical exhaustion while willingly living a tightly controlled and highly restricted life, all to repay the loyalty and love of the fans who elevated them to such heights, when cashing out is the easy option is admirable. Achieving greatness is no easy thing, despite how effortless these guys make it look, so here's hoping for even greater success in 2019!
I was watching the show live at work and i didn't realise what the were talking about at the time, of course I understood it was something deeper than just the award from their reactions. Once I got home and found the eng subs I completely lost it, I´ve been crying constantly for 2 hours. I love them SO much, WE love them so much. It´s frustrating in a way, I think many of you can relate, to not be able to psychically and personally hug them, comfort them and tell them how much we TRULY appreciate and love them. But at the same time we all know that they know we do, and we know that they love us. I did not expect to find another family at the age of 18 almost exactly a year ago but that´s exactly what happened. I found our boys and army and even though this recent year has been the hardest year mentally for me in my entire life I´m starting to find a path out of it, thanks to them and army. We truly are a family somehow, a big one, despite our differences. I love you all
Sunny Mae There’s a saying In The fandom, it doesn’t matter when you became an army, you found them when you needed them the most. They’re there for you, ARMY’S there for you, always. Look forward to 2019 and let this year fade. We’re going to be together again and always, so you can make it through no matter what. 💕 Proud of you!
Carla Ballard that is so true, we will keep on fighting and always have each other’s back! 💕💕 hope you’re doing well let’s make this new year a good one
Jin set off an ocean of tears with his words. Like I said under the video itself, I never cry for these kinds of moments, I'm just uber happy for them and tell them not to cry when they're accepting it, and that we love them, but when Seokjin said that, and I saw Taehyung break down, it got to me.I'm so ready to push these boys further up the road of success. And I'm just so happy they decided to stay for us, for themselves. It's only the beginning.
I really started to cry again at 11:23 their relationship with us is really special, i've been a part of a fandom before discovering bts and I was a part of it for 5years, never have I felt anything that could come close to how I feel now while stanning bts, they don't make music to break records, or to become more famous and successful or to earn more money, they truly embody the message of bighit 'music and artists for the healing'. they're so genuine, a bunch of seven 21+ years old guys who truly want to have a positive impact on the world and who want to comfort people and to unite them and make them feel less alone thought their music, their message is so positive and bright, they're always spreading around so much love and positivity and I truly admire and respect them for this. Their bond with us is so special because they dont see us as 'simple fans' they see us as friends, people that connect with them through their music and feelings, they're always so open about their feelings with us and share so much of their personal thoughts with us, hearing them talk openly about their struggles and about how they thought of disbanding made me realize just how sincere they've always been with us, I hope people will start to realize how amazing, genuine and pure those 7 men are and will stop to take for granted moments like these, where they're baring their hearts and feelings for us to see.
Don’t worry you only have to do what you feel comfortable doing. Hugs to you! I was in tears as soon as Hobi started. These lads are so precious it hurts my heart to think of them in pain. Just wish I could give them all a hug. So glad they didn’t otherwise I never would have known them. 💜💛
The love and bond we share is so passionate, intense and pure We can't live without them and they can't live without us.... They showed their raw and vulnerable side to us.. That itself speaks volumes Whenever I think of them I don't think like 'oh they are my favourite celebs' They are much more than celebs to us Army and BTS We are family, we are each other's heartbeat, we share something that's rare and special They are our angels who gave us light during dark times And we are their world BTS nor ARMY will have any meaning without each other's existence I'll forever be an ARMY till my last breath💜💜💜💜💜💜 보라해 사랑해 방탄❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
JIN: *In a shaky voice* "We even consider disbanding." My HEART wasn't ready for that, I could see the disappointed looks on their faces when Jin said that. Taehyung burst into tears when Jin said it. Our precious boys, there is not even words or love to express our love for you seven men. We will ALWAYS be by your sides & your wings no matter what💞💕💫👑✨🌟 I need more tissues😭
I DON'T LIKE WHEN THEY CRY!!! I JUST WANT TO HOLD YHEM AND TELL THEM HOW AMAZING THEY ARE! RHANK YOU BTS AND THANK YOU ARMYS FOR GIVING ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND MORE!
Its been... weeks or a month ago... but wait im still crying... idk what to say anymore just thank you bts.. and ofcourse jose.. you're a great army and my fave youtuber. All the best!!!
LONG POST-> Okay, I was reflecting... what was going on at the beginning of the year that made them consider disband? maybe some personal stuff I obviously don't know that but we do know that : -They just got done with the wings tour 40 concerts in total, spanning from February-December of 2017 thats 9 months of being on tour as well as 21 different cities in 13 countries (so take into account plane flights/time differences/overall exhaustion)(promotions for love yourself "Her" album happening at the same time) -in November of 2017 they attended the AMA's (in between the tour) (doing interviews Ellen/kimmel etc..) -Mic drop ft.Steve Aoki was also released in November of 2017 /-uniceff campaign project -mma/mama 2017 December / mic drop Japanese version released -continue shooting run BTS 2018/ vogue phototshoot -Fake love MV may 2018 and bbma 2018 love yourself "tear" released IT kinda makes sense that they were struggling I mean who wouldn't be with such a hectic schedule, Really what I'm tryna say here is BIGHIT give'em a break
I've watched this speech like 5 times by now, but I still can't do it without tearing up. BTS has brought light and joy into my life and I know how it feels to work hard for something and to continue working even after you feel like giving up. I've never been prouder to be an ARMY than I have this year and through ANY decision they make, I will continue to support them. #ThankYouBTS
I literally cried during this cuz I felt it in my heart from what they were sayin I love them so much and they truly deserve this award more then anybody else
Jose Thank you soo much for your reaction video!!! I cryed after saw, Jhope start crying I think,all Army cryed What Jin sayed , for Armys and other idols was huge shock. Nobody thought, BTS had those such pressure That is something, we should wake up, We should support BTS more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!
I just love the way that you reacted, I cried so much. I FELT Happy 😭😍 By the way, I'm watching you from France with my mum and WE love your reactions ❤
I clicked on this, having already watched their acceptance speeches and the video of Jose reacting to their performance right before this... lmao you isn't ready fam
One of the reason they considered disband, I think, is because this year is the fifth year since BTS made their debut. There's a common saying in Korean Idol industry. "Idol band never last more than 5 years" It's like Murphy's Law.
Virtual hug ARMY! How are you feeling?
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JoseOchoaTV 😊 Hugs! Also don't worry Jose I have the same thing where I don't like to cry in front of people even if they're close to me so I get it ❤
*Hugs Back* i think i need whole lot of crack videos to recover with this.. Their speach. all of them literally can be framed and put it on a museum. how passionate they are and how they loves us ARMYs
So this is the first time seeing them accept the award....I legit started bawling when he said they talked about disbanding. When he said that I realized how happy they make me and the fact the fact that they might even be together right now made me so sad that my main happiness could have ended. I know someday it might happen but right now I need them in my life.
😭😭💜💜💜💜💜
Ya that speech was heartbreaking and breathtakingly amazing. Bts has gone thru alot and has triumph also. Thank god they didnt disband. Or we wouldnt have got last chapter to love yourself
The fact that Tae broke down after Jin said they considered disbanding hurts my heart. He lost his friends, he lost his grandparents, and the thought of disbanding he didn't want to lose his brothers and it just makes me cry. Tae baby, no matter what, even if you disband, BTS will always be BTS even after disbandment and ARMY will always be with you no matter what.
True that I agreed every word you said,
my poor baby Tae..😢💜
I did not know you were tae and are able to read all of his thoughts!!! please stop assuming things about them that they did not share with us!!!!!!!
Emaan you’re right and I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to seem like I’m trying to speak for him but I’m also pretty sure all the guys would break down like he did even at the thought of disbanding. That’s a given.
@@dynma5021
But we can feel V emotions
through his face when he cries,
so it could be about disbanding or
something else, but V broke down in tears hard after Jin said about disbanding ok, now weather it's about that or not we don't know for sure, but it sure looks that way on this video,
now it's my opinion thinking so don't
try bite my head off just it's my opinion
thinking thank you..😐
Emaan She was not assuming. Tae is really attached to his family(including friends). He lost a lot friends, he lost both grandparents and now he was going to lose 6 guys that have been like a family to him for so many years. This is not about assuming what's on his mind, it's about stating the obvious. Taehyung isn't someone who cries that easily, you can see it in a lot of videos, which means that what Jin mentioned really affected him. Tae is always the first one to think about BTS, he always said they're like a family to him and always want to spend good times with them. So I sincerely believe that's the reason why he broke down. He's probably the most hated member of BTS and everyone keep trying to pretend that's not true. If I was there and had to deal with all of that, I would have cried too.
Hoseok crying really gets to me, I know he wants to stay positive for us but you can tell he struggles a lot as well.
For real, to me it hurted the most when he started crying
When hoseok cries i cry.. 😭
Yea when sunshine starts crying 😭 I cry
Jin did that, he talked about their mental heath/stress/tiredness on arguably the biggest stage
for KPop, they truly are changing the face of their industry.
Because of Jin us ARMY have had a realization and that is to make sure of members health and rest. Thank you Jinnie 💗
i wanna ask is it taboo to talk about our struggle in kpop industry?
@@Reyana929 i guess its a korean thing, you should be grateful, not complain, even more for idols who are "expected to be perfect". not 100% sure tho
❤️ what annoys me is that you will still get people who hate BTS for no reason without even knowing how much struggles they go through. Most groups disband due to unpopularity and old age but imagine a group personally wanting to disband because of how popular they are and because of how overworked they are. I don't like to compare but BTS are arguably the hardest working Kpop group as of 2018. And people still refuse to see their efforts.
Best Of Kpop the more popular someone is the more hate they get. It really sucks. It’s sad that they’re dealing with all this pressure now. I mean it just goes to show that a person can have everything and be on top of the world and still feel unhappy. I don’t ever wanna see the fame suck the life out of them as it tends to do. I hope they continue enjoying what they do because if this passion disappears, then the magic disappears too.
if you see all the popular artists get into drugs in order to cope with the pressure or they break down really really bad and BTS are so humble and innocent their popularity rose very quickly, the pressure becomes bigger, the whole world is watching them... I love them so much. I wish real armys will always be there to support them and protect them from antis. BTS is the only group I care about, I will support them until the end.
I just wanna saying, from now we need only focus on BTS theyre in under pressure, just ignoring the fanwars. we have each other, right?
They deserve all the success they are getting. Glad they didnt break up bc they can honestly be bigger then the Jackson 5, The Beatles..
@Snakeu and jams but i also feel we can go easy on thm.we can only imagine how mentally exhausting their life is. With fame not only does hate comes but expectations too. I feel like they sometimes do want to live a normal life like how every other people do. Like it's okay if we don't get contents. They really go out of their way to make us happy
At this point thy do need a long break and some time to relax. Pressure to be in the spotlight with people watching everything you do and expecting so much is mentally so exhausting
Hugs to you and all Army. Yea, we’re all crying together.
“but.... I think I’ll be okay?” *we all thought the same thing and BOY WERE WE WRONG*
I thought that same thing when I heard we thought of disbanding then I watched the video and started crying cause I didn't heard the start of the year part, I thought we were thinking that at that week and didn't heard the second where he said about they didn't do it 😥 I got stressed over this
I read that tae was so upset he was shaking.and thats why they werent running around at the end with the other groups.
i was waiting for them to come but they didnt show up like what they did in Japan. but i kinda understand and got it. im literally shooked until now.
I knew after that they would not have been able to come back on stage. I have never seen Taehyung cried so openly at an award show. He tried his hardest to hold it in, but after Hobi they all just let go. It was so emotional. When Hobi started, I was crying too, then the rest started, I was done.✨
They aren’t upset lol! It’s tears of joy
@@stickyfinger8975 I think it is more like tears of painful memories and relief that they didn't end up disbanding. For V, maybe it is a sense of regret. I have watched him in pain in various performance occasions and he was no longer his jolly carefree old self so I think he probably was the one who wanted out. I do have a theory in my mind, but I don't want to share it publicly here, for the sake and love of BTS.
@@stickyfinger8975 it's not really all tears of joy. its more tears of like realizing how hard and emotionally exhausting it actually was but they were able to regain strength and stand on that stage again with aoty. so we dont exactly know what tears those were but it certainly werent just tears of joy. its rather a mix of whatever was going through their heads righ there on stage.
It’s CRAZY how close we got to losing them without EVEN NOTICING.
just shows how well they hide their true feelings (kinda sad honestly)
Naeri G. Hey guys I was wondering what era it was during the time they were thinking of disbandment
@@jephni Jin said in the beggining of the year, so I guess before they released the japanese ep Face Yourself, or after that and before Love Yourself: Tear
the title track of face yourself is *Let go* tho, they did prepare a goodbye just in case...
I feel like a little empty but right now I just want to express how much I love creators like you Jose who actually like BTS and not using them for views the whole ARMY community and BTS in general you have no idea how they have saved me so much and if they weren't here then I probably wouldn't be here as well. I purple you and BTS💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 virtual group hug.I'm crying #ThankYouBTS
It’s amazing how simply loving them changes our lives! I’m glad you’re here 💜
I purple you 💜
Be strong...may not perfect but we are all beautiful
I saw a tweet lately that said we as fans should take this opportunity provided by the boys who were honest and raw with us to reassess ourselves as individuals. I know my dependency on Bangtan is unhealthy.... I look to them to make me happy when I'm sad or bored or lonely, I relied on them to carry me through my depression... I worry now that I'm putting pressure on them. I want to walk with them for the next 7 years not needing them to hold my hand through my trials. I just want to walk with them and be there as their fan, as their friend. I love them so much and the way the confession about thinking to disband hit me today really makes me want to pause and reflect. It feels like I wasn't able to understand how much I truly loved them until Seokjin said that and now I can see the amount of love I have for them in me that I couldn't see before.... We don't deserve them.
I think they rely on us as much as we rely on them. They say we are their reason for living and we say that they have saved our lives and we cant live without each other. I have never seen such a relationship like this between artist and fans. It is dangerous. It can be unhealthy if either we or them rely too much on each other for happiness. This relationship is kind of described in the song Pied Piper. They want us to live our lives and be independent but at the same time they know we need them and they need us. "If i am ruining you, will you forgive me because i cant live without you" ~jimin in Pied Piper
Soooo true, they helped me through very difficult times , but as much as they support us and show us their love we can't be completely dependent on that, they have their own struggles too.
@@melissa_5444 You are so right. I am going through a very bad time right now and BTS is honestly the only thing getting me by. I have no one else and I know it's unhealthy. I am trying my best to get myself to place where like you, we can walk together without me relying on them for everything. This year was especially hard so the thought that they would have ended blows my mind. I don't know what I would have done, or would do. I think the whole fandom got a reality check, but this is good. It will help people to seriously look at their lives and try to create one filled with joy in all different areas and not put the burden on these dear boys.
We deserve them, because they take such joy & pleasure into putting out material with a conscience and love. We need only to do the same for them, support their videos,music etc. BTS fills a void for you and that part of what they represent, to see\make army happy. You recognise your attachment to them so its something you can do about it.. I must say you are not alone, I am Army and I am constantly viewing videos,listening to their songs on my playlist. I even have their names as various passwords (really) so I get the connection. After this speech tonight, netizens & fans need to regroup how they reach out to them, they are people first, artist second and have emotions and difficulties just like us, it would be so heartbreaking if they disbanded simpley because they thought they were not doing enough to make fans\army happy. we have to show them otherwise. Humans make mistakes, so if they dancing and out of step, so what, if they sing out of tune, so what, we still love them& support them. That's all
They helped me too with my depression I owe them everything. Not Today was recommended to me on youtube on the same day I was going to just end it all and I am still here a year and half later. They come into peoples lives when they need it the most. They were and still are my 7 angels. #ThankYouBTS....Yes they saved me but I don't sleep and drink BTS. They need to focus on what is going on inside of them first because they are human also they go through everything that we do. Yes we sure do relate to them I relate to Suga and Tae the most really because I had 3 family members pass a couple months from eachother and I struggle with as I have said before depression and anxiety like Suga, but they need to be themselves if they need a break the need a break they have to be selfish which I know they can't which i hope someday they will be and take a nice long break to breath and do what they want to do. I would like to buy them a drink and tell them thank you.
Being so tired both mentally and physically to the point that they considered disbanding breaks my heart. I have no words
When our boys cry, ARMY cries 😭 Just knowing that they were contemplating on disbanding breaks my heart. They sacrifice so much to make us happy. I’ll always Purple Heart BTS 💜
Lucky they didn't thank goodness..💜🙏
Love BTS they are truly inspired, amazing humble group...💜💜💜🙏
BTS will disband someday, and honestly I’m ok with that, I love them so fkn much-I’ve never loved a person I’ve never met before I discovered BTS and I never thought it’d be to this extent- but life moves on and I know they all have individual dreams they’d like to accomplish so 😕 as long as they’re happy then I’m happy for them. However, even though I hate to see them cry, I’m glad that they shared this with us. It’s hard being at the top and having all those eyes on you. I think it took guts for them to open themselves up like this in front of us, and the other groups watching them. ✊🏽
Devin C. I agree with this I just hope that when they do disband it is because they’re ready for the next step in their lives and not because they feel overwhelmed, overworked or lost or whatever they were feeling early this year. I will always support them no matter what. This did give me a wake up call though because I cannot base all my happiness on them. That is unfair to them and it is unfair to me. I need to start figuring out how to make myself happy so that when they do disband it does not hit me as hard as today did. I’m still a mess.
Ariana aww, I’m glad that this happened now though, so that we can all collectively support them now and be prepared for when they really do disband. I’ve been scrolling thru my twitter tl and there seem to be a lot of Army’s who feel like you-like they were basing too much of their happiness on BTS.
Tbh, I can’t really relate too well to that feeling. I love BTS, they’re the only group of people that I’ve ever spent money on-merch,the only concert I’ve ever gone to, I even made a twitter account to celebrate Namjoon’s birthday when I first discovered them,but I don’t think I’ve ever depended on THEM specifically to make me happy. I’ve been happy for them, and seeing them enjoying themselves is an awesome sight but I’ve always kept my “Army stan” life pretty separate from my actual life 🤔 so I know that even when they disband I’ll still have things in my life to keep me busy.
I’m so happy to see that so many people love them now (I’ve been a fan since 2015). I know how many lives they’ve impacted and I’m so excited to see them prosper 💕
Devin C. I think the reason for me (can’t speak for others) depending on them so much is because when I found them I was in such a dark place in my life I had literally nothing to on for and they quite literally saved my life. That’s where the codependency started for me and I guess I never really stopped to think how unhealthy that is. I’m am forever grateful for them and their music but I think it’s time I take a step back and figure myself out.
Ariana 😭😭 good luck to you fam✊🏽 I think the key is to just find the right type of balance ya know? It’s more than ok to love BTS w/o really knowing them (lord knows I do lmao 😂) but it’s important to remember that, at the end of the day, we’re just 2 of their many fans. They love us and we love them but they also expect us to grow with them so changes will happen within the fandom and the group along this next seven year journey ♥️ not always good changes but the growth that blooms from these obstacles is the important bit :)
And all the old ass ARMYs will be at the reunion concert watching them try to run their ancient butts around on stage for one last go. Haha can only imagine old man Jin then... oh god those joke are gonna get reeeeally bad. Lol
You will not be ok.i wasnt ok.im still not ok
Same...😭😭😍
I started crying my eyes out even before J hope started breaking down. I am really not okay...
No one was ready....it was so intense and touching😭😭
BTS is so strong and inspiring !
BTS is a family of 7 angels💜😢
They are so confident with is to talk about that.
I love them all so much💜
Thank you for staying strong
Thank you for staying on our side
Thank you for becoming the talented and incredible men you are
Thank you for filling our hearts with joy & happiness everyday
Thank you for being an exemple for many of us
Thank you for everything
thank you BTS for never giving up and existing in our lives, you gave to millions of people around the world hope, love, inspiration and many other good things, we'll always be here to support you, no matter what happens👏❤
#ThankYouBTS 💜
Army seriously I just stopped crying and then I read ur comment and the water work starts again whyyyyy 😭😭😭😭
@@vb2306 sorry😢😢 but I really needed to write this
They didn't think about disbandment bc of physicall exhaustion. It was ONLY mental struggles, they are doing what no other kpop group has done and handling all this fame is hard. They had to decide if they wanted another 7 years of this and were anxious bc they are always afraid that this success will be short lived. So let's prove them right for trusting us and making this choice. We have to make the next years even more successful for them.
I legit watched this in tears. I think it’s the hardest I’ve ever cried while watching an awards show. I love Bangtan with everything I am. 💜💜💜
I had to pause and walk away for like 20 minutes after Jin said they considered disbanding.
#ThankYouBTS
*Oof, I love you so much. Virtual hug back!*
I never truly realized how much BTS meant to me until today. And now I do. They mean the world to me. They saved my life. I literally was ready to end it all. And then one UA-cam search for DNA, just out of curiosity, and that was it, my life changed entirely and they saved me. They are my life now.
And what Jin said broke me down, because if they would've disbanded before April, I would've never found them, and I probably wouldn't be here. Just all of those thoughts made me cry for almost an hour straight. I didn't smiled, or laughed, I even didn't eat until like 6 hours after the show ended because how powerful was what Jin said.
I know nobody will read this but I just wanted to get this off my chest.
My heart broke 3 times:
-hobi breaking down
-taehyung breaking down
-Jin saying they were gonna disband
I love BTS so much, they got me through a lot of depression after my brother died, and I can't be more thankful. I honestly don't know what I would do without them, but as long as they are happy, then I'm happy. I love you BTS! And I love you Jose!
So sorry to hear about your loss. My dad died and bts has been such a help to bring light and hope when things get dark. Purple you 💜
Rip to ur brother
Don't be sad please, They don't disband, BTS has so much pressure, that is all
They sayed always , that BTS exist because Armys exist
That is true, we have more better life because BTS
They worked 7 years so hard, they wouldn't give up
I relate to you so much.......
Aw, I'm sorry, I really am
I wasn't expecting it but their speech made me cry so much!!! I can't imagine the mental and physical challenges BTS has had to face while still showing a smiling face to ARMY. So proud of them. They deserve the world 💜💜💜
Jin being open about the fact that they thought about disbanding.... is proof right there for anyone who doubted that bts is honest with army and completely genuine. I’m always touched in the things that they say anywhere on any show or in this case in an award speech... bc most groups WILL NEVER be this open and honest about something like that until years later. He really had no reason to tell us that except to show how important not only that award was... but that we are to them and they fight their way things mentally and physically all the time... but they trust us and know.. we love and support them through it all... becoming that safety blanket bc they are not 7 with us. I fully believe that shit and you can’t change my mind.
This really hit me hard like the boys want to give us so much happiness while they were going through so much difficulties that we didn't even know about like almost disbanding it breaks my heart. I know our boys are strong and will face any adversity. I hope they know armys will always be beside them no matter what 💜
Taehyung's tear is the most expensive water in the world. Every tear that he let out is th happiness and joy for us. They've been a lot of challenge through this year and they deserve to receive Daesang. Jin said that they've been thinking about disbanding is really heart breaking. I'm glad that they've boosted up after this and continue their career for us and we'll support them till the end if their contract. BTS is there for ARMY and ARMY is there for BTS too.
I am balling my eyes out! It immediately started when Hobi started crying. And then when Jin said they had considered disbanding at the beginning of this year, I lost it. I can’t imagine my life without BTS. They have helped me so much and deserve everything. I’m so glad they won this award 💜
The moment that Tae and Hobi broke down, I absolutely lost it. The fact that we almost lost them makes my heart hurt BAD. I'm going to enjoy them being here as much as I can now. I really hope that they can get rest and breaks too. They deserve some time to relax. They've done so much for us and it's the sweetest thing ever.
This shows how powerful BTS’ passion is for what they are doing. And I’m not only talking about music or performance. They love ARMY and chasing dream as a family.
From a business perspective they could have just quit because of all the money they’ve earned . They could have invested in other things, and leave this competitive world full of criticism and hate, BUT they did’nt. Instead they gave everything to their dream, believe, love and passion.
Bts have taught me to follow my dreams, never mind failures, keep running and love myself step by step. I can’t express how much they mean to me and how different they are than others in the industry.
ARMYS LETS WALK TOGETHER FOR A LONG TIME AND BECOME THE CHANGE WE WISH TO SEE IN WORLD.
#THANKYOUBTS
and thank you Jose
I watched this live and it tugged at my heart. I didn't understand a word, but I cried right along with them. Tae completely tore me apart and when I read the english, it made me cry even more. They are just so humble and so appreciative for everything they receive. Now you see why people said you need tissues?
Thank you Jose for always saying how much you love and support the boys 💜💜 Thank you for being my favorite kpop reactor but even more a fellow army
I don't think there is a True Army with a purple heart that can watch/listen to this acceptance speech and NOT cry from the honesty, passion, humility, and love pouring from their hearts. You cannot help but be touched if you have a soul. I STILL cry when I see it, even though I've seen it at least a dozen times.
I PURPLE YOU💜
I honestly felt so gutted when Seokjin started speaking. To hear that they suffered like that is just heart wrenching. I just hope with my whole heart that they're happy, that they're healthy and that they're safe. As much as I want them to stay with us for as long as possible, I want their happiness and well-being far, far more. I appreciate everything they've given us, but this immense pressure they're under isn't a sustainable way to live. They're only human. They're still young boys. I can't imagine what this is like.
I just hope they're in a happier place now, especially since they've renewed their contracts, and I hope this next year they (and ARMY) prioritize rest and happiness above anything else. Take care of yourselves boys, we love you so much💜
I watched this while it was live and I didn't understand anything but after seeing with subtitles I couldn't stop crying :( I can't believe they thought about disbanding... They seemed alright but after all they were so bad mentally. It really makes me sad since I can't do anything to make them feel better.. But I'm happy they didn't give up, that's why I love them so much. They don't give up.
They shared this with us because they truly respect us. They are that much stronger for making it through it too. This is why they've been so emotional at concerts, they are overwhelmed by the love they get back from us.
The feels man 💜 you just put into words exactly what I am feeling. It may sound corny, but with each day I find new reasons to love BTS and to love Army more and more 💜😊
Hobi and Tae don't normally cry, so when they do, they cry *HARD*
I was watching the MAMAs live on the V App this morning and let me tell you something, the moment Hobi started crying, I started crying, and couldn’t stop crying! The fact that Jin spoke up about it in front of millions of people really shocked me! I’m so so proud of them for sticking together through all the pressure they’re under, it must be really hard for them to live up to fans’ expectations all the time, I can’t even imagine it! Seeing the way Taehyung broke down on camera showed that they really care for one another and they are so so close and it shows how personal it was for Jin to speak about the possible disbandment. I’m just so happy that they were able to pull through. Congratulations to BTS and great job to ARMY for helping them get here! Team work makes the dream work 💜
This literally broke my heart! I couldn't stop thinking about how many times they hid their pain from us just so we wouldn't worry. Suddenly, the lyrics 'For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad; For you, I could pretend that I was strong when I was hurt' cut that much deeper and mean that much more. Bangtan and ARMY only have each other and we will always be together. I really hope that the special bond we share continues to bring our boys comfort even in their darkest of times. BTS FIGHTING!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 #ThankYouBTS
I can't stop crying. And it's not because I'm scared or sad, but because I'm so proud of them, so proud of the men they become, and so proud of being ARMY. It's true, they trusted us today they put their hearts in our hands, and I'll always remember this. #fighting 💜
I have a headache and my eyes are still puffy. 😭😭😭😭 Anytime that they feel like they want to step back and live regular lives, I'll support their decision. Who knows what they all go through being on the go constantly. #ThankYouBTS 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
water fall tears are cascading down my cheeks as I think about how one of the members felt that all of this was too much and wanting to stop. To thought they came together and decide to continue for 7 years is a big THANKYOUBTS!!!!!! Mental stability is important especially with always on the GO GO GO.
Jose you are so amazing! You are such a wonderful ARMY and person! You deserve so much love, i hooe next year is your year baby!!💜 I love you, We love you, I purple you💜💜💜
THEY DESERVE SOO MUCH AND TRULY WORK SO HARD FOR US. I JUST CANT PUT INTO WORDS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. BLESS THEIR HEARTS. IM JUST GONNA GO CRY NOW 😭😭
Yoongi’s poem in Run just has so much more meaning to me now. They were terrified but “what a relief we have each other.” All my tears. All my love!!
I feel so much rn.
They are even a bigger inspiration to me now, I have struggled with depression, some anxiety, not loving myself up to the point of self loathing and I also lost my mother almost 3 years back...
They have been there the whole time, I need them, this October I finally got to see them live after being a huge ARMY since Boy in Luv era.
It was scary because I travelled to a country I didn't know on my own, but for them it was all worth it, I'm glad I pushed through.
I am so happy that Jin felt like he could tell us, it is very personal and he just told us because he believes we deserve to know...
Hobi when always smile turn crying
it's break my heart n then see all member holding back their tears but finaly crying
i'm not okey 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i'm glad they still together as BTS
Thank you for staying BTS
we purple you forever
I was not ok watching them and realizing their struggles. Jin was open and honest with his emotions as all the members as well. They are human and with all their success can cause soo much stress mentally and physically. Love them soo much 💜💜💜💜💜
#thankyouBTS
I'm still crying with this.. This is so emotional..
I watched this so many times but it still hits me
i agree jose, and you know that feeling when you know why someone is crying and how much they struggle and cry with them bcz you feel their pain?
thats us with BTS!!!!!
thats why all army around the world cried with them and still crying and will cry everytime we will watch this vidoe bcz we know... we just know what they have been through.
Hobi just get gorgeous every time I see him .. 💜
JIN is the man that stood in front of all ARMY to tell us the “transparent” side of BTS, (the one that we refuse to see) THIS IS THE MAN that took the courage to say that BTS did go through corruption, and that really behind those smiles there were rivers of tears. GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE DESERVERS ARMY!!!
Golden Teen so true..
I'm still crying ugly tears. I love them so much and am thankful that they didn't give up. They stayed with us. 😔 I purple BTS and I purple Army's 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
"Do you understand how powerful that is?"
thank you Jose. this was such an important thing to say, and I think it's something so many fans completely missed. it seems like many fans were just... sad? after seeing the speech? and I understand that it may be a wake-up call for some people regarding just how hard the boys' lives are, and it's scary to think of what-ifs and might-haves. but that's not why I cried when I watched.
what they told us was incredibly powerful, and more importantly, it was a thing of joy and relief. they had a burden to lay down on that stage and you could practically see the weight coming off of them. I've felt that same thing, and at the time, I also cried from the joy of my burden being relieved. it made my heart glad to see them get to experience that after so many hardships. that is powerful, and the decision to continue together is powerful, and Jin feeling free enough to tell the world about all of it on an international broadcast is the most powerful thing of all.
they are a true inspiration. thank you for your thoughtful, genuine reaction.
I just became a fan under a year ago.... they can’t end... They’ve honestly changed my attitude about life so much and to see how they felt behind the scenes... They need rest. A month or more off. I purple u and BTS. #ThankYouBTS
This true, open, sincerity, and the depth of their passion for their work is why BTS have become global superstars in my opinion. People often ask, why is BTS so big? What makes these guys so special ? The answer to this question is difficult to articulate, but this right here, goes a long way to explaining why these 7 men have made such an impact on their fans, and why so many fans have carved out a special place for BTS in their hearts.
That this group, that has become a refuge and comfort for millions of people around the globe, of all ages and races, are still willing to battle mental and physical exhaustion while willingly living a tightly controlled and highly restricted life, all to repay the loyalty and love of the fans who elevated them to such heights, when cashing out is the easy option is admirable. Achieving greatness is no easy thing, despite how effortless these guys make it look, so here's hoping for even greater success in 2019!
When hoseok , the brightest sunshine cried,everyone started crying too ... thank u bts , army will always support u 🙂💗
"Pressure" that's it. It really is so heartbreaking... The amount of endurance. I can't imagine that. :'(
I was watching the show live at work and i didn't realise what the were talking about at the time, of course I understood it was something deeper than just the award from their reactions. Once I got home and found the eng subs I completely lost it, I´ve been crying constantly for 2 hours. I love them SO much, WE love them so much. It´s frustrating in a way, I think many of you can relate, to not be able to psychically and personally hug them, comfort them and tell them how much we TRULY appreciate and love them. But at the same time we all know that they know we do, and we know that they love us. I did not expect to find another family at the age of 18 almost exactly a year ago but that´s exactly what happened. I found our boys and army and even though this recent year has been the hardest year mentally for me in my entire life I´m starting to find a path out of it, thanks to them and army. We truly are a family somehow, a big one, despite our differences. I love you all
Sunny Mae There’s a saying In The fandom, it doesn’t matter when you became an army, you found them when you needed them the most. They’re there for you, ARMY’S there for you, always. Look forward to 2019 and let this year fade. We’re going to be together again and always, so you can make it through no matter what. 💕
Proud of you!
Carla Ballard that is so true, we will keep on fighting and always have each other’s back! 💕💕 hope you’re doing well let’s make this new year a good one
Hearing army chant BTS got me even more emotional.
Thank you BTS really Thank You SO much 💜
Jin set off an ocean of tears with his words. Like I said under the video itself, I never cry for these kinds of moments, I'm just uber happy for them and tell them not to cry when they're accepting it, and that we love them, but when Seokjin said that, and I saw Taehyung break down, it got to me.I'm so ready to push these boys further up the road of success. And I'm just so happy they decided to stay for us, for themselves. It's only the beginning.
I was balling when Hobi cried. I’m so used to seeing him being all goofy and happy, so when he cries it hits me SO HARD in the feels.
I started crying as soon as hobi started crying 😭
Edit: I still am crying
I really started to cry again at 11:23 their relationship with us is really special, i've been a part of a fandom before discovering bts and I was a part of it for 5years, never have I felt anything that could come close to how I feel now while stanning bts, they don't make music to break records, or to become more famous and successful or to earn more money, they truly embody the message of bighit 'music and artists for the healing'. they're so genuine, a bunch of seven 21+ years old guys who truly want to have a positive impact on the world and who want to comfort people and to unite them and make them feel less alone thought their music, their message is so positive and bright, they're always spreading around so much love and positivity and I truly admire and respect them for this. Their bond with us is so special because they dont see us as 'simple fans' they see us as friends, people that connect with them through their music and feelings, they're always so open about their feelings with us and share so much of their personal thoughts with us, hearing them talk openly about their struggles and about how they thought of disbanding made me realize just how sincere they've always been with us, I hope people will start to realize how amazing, genuine and pure those 7 men are and will stop to take for granted moments like these, where they're baring their hearts and feelings for us to see.
I legit can't even watch the whole thing. It just gets me man, especially when Tae breaks...damn I'm in my feelings.
Y'all handled that better than I did. I'm crying now, my head hurts
Don’t worry you only have to do what you feel comfortable doing. Hugs to you!
I was in tears as soon as Hobi started. These lads are so precious it hurts my heart to think of them in pain. Just wish I could give them all a hug. So glad they didn’t otherwise I never would have known them. 💜💛
The love and bond we share is so passionate, intense and pure
We can't live without them and they can't live without us....
They showed their raw and vulnerable side to us..
That itself speaks volumes
Whenever I think of them I don't think like 'oh they are my favourite celebs'
They are much more than celebs to us
Army and BTS
We are family, we are each other's heartbeat, we share something that's rare and special
They are our angels who gave us light during dark times
And we are their world
BTS nor ARMY will have any meaning without each other's existence
I'll forever be an ARMY till my last breath💜💜💜💜💜💜
보라해 사랑해 방탄❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
JIN: *In a shaky voice* "We even consider disbanding."
My HEART wasn't ready for that, I could see the disappointed looks on their faces when Jin said that. Taehyung burst into tears when Jin said it. Our precious boys, there is not even words or love to express our love for you seven men. We will ALWAYS be by your sides & your wings no matter what💞💕💫👑✨🌟 I need more tissues😭
jose at the start : " i think i'll be okay!!'
jose at the end : "y'all my head hurts"
a whole mood ugh
반응 너무 진정성있어요 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
저도 해체 부분에서 너무 놀랐어요 ㅠㅠ
I DON'T LIKE WHEN THEY CRY!!! I JUST WANT TO HOLD YHEM AND TELL THEM HOW AMAZING THEY ARE! RHANK YOU BTS AND THANK YOU ARMYS FOR GIVING ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND MORE!
Its been... weeks or a month ago... but wait im still crying... idk what to say anymore just thank you bts.. and ofcourse jose.. you're a great army and my fave youtuber. All the best!!!
This was the most heartbreaking speech i've ever heard. It gets me everytime
I cried so much when hoseok cried, omg
Jose is me tryna fan my tears back into my head 😭💜 I LOVE YOU ALL AND BANGTAN 😭💜
I swear when they cried, my eyes had to cry as well
The thumbnail made me cry, I’m so soft😭
LONG POST->
Okay, I was reflecting... what was going on at the beginning of the year that made them consider disband? maybe some personal stuff I obviously don't know that but we do know that :
-They just got done with the wings tour 40 concerts in total, spanning from February-December of 2017 thats 9 months of being on tour as well as 21 different cities in 13 countries (so take into account plane flights/time differences/overall exhaustion)(promotions for love yourself "Her" album happening at the same time)
-in November of 2017 they attended the AMA's (in between the tour) (doing interviews Ellen/kimmel etc..)
-Mic drop ft.Steve Aoki was also released in November of 2017 /-uniceff campaign project
-mma/mama 2017 December / mic drop Japanese version released
-continue shooting run BTS 2018/ vogue phototshoot
-Fake love MV may 2018 and bbma 2018 love yourself "tear" released
IT kinda makes sense that they were struggling I mean who wouldn't be with such a hectic schedule, Really what I'm tryna say here is BIGHIT give'em a break
I love them more. 💜
when hobi's face changed from a bright smile to him crying hurts more than anything.
😭😭 bts forever
I've watched this speech like 5 times by now, but I still can't do it without tearing up. BTS has brought light and joy into my life and I know how it feels to work hard for something and to continue working even after you feel like giving up. I've never been prouder to be an ARMY than I have this year and through ANY decision they make, I will continue to support them. #ThankYouBTS
I literally cried during this cuz I felt it in my heart from what they were sayin I love them so much and they truly deserve this award more then anybody else
Everytime i see this speech i cry ... i can feel them so much we all can feel them♥♥♥♥♥
*virtual hugs* I know the feels, I've seen this so many times (watching reaction video's) and it gets me every time
Sending you my love Jose.. Thank you for being open and honest yourself.
Love all your videos ♥
Feel you Jose!
I was screaming an crying 😭😭😭😫I lost it, you are strong but don't hold it!!!
I 💜 Fam.
FIGHTING ✊
Jose Thank you soo much for your reaction video!!!
I cryed after saw, Jhope start crying
I think,all Army cryed
What Jin sayed , for Armys and other idols was huge shock. Nobody thought, BTS had those such pressure
That is something, we should wake up,
We should support BTS more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!
You’re so amazing! Love you! 💜
It really was strong for the whole army, thanks for being part of this beautiful army, I love you.
okay i'm ready to cry my eyes out
who am i kidding?
i'm NOT
let's cry together everyone and give bts all the love cause they deserve the world
I just love the way that you reacted, I cried so much. I FELT Happy 😭😍
By the way, I'm watching you from France with my mum and WE love your reactions ❤
I'm crying 😢😢😢😢
I purple You 💜
I clicked on this, having already watched their acceptance speeches and the video of Jose reacting to their performance right before this... lmao you isn't ready fam
One of the reason they considered disband, I think, is because this year is the fifth year since BTS made their debut. There's a common saying in Korean Idol industry. "Idol band never last more than 5 years" It's like Murphy's Law.
I cried when jhope start crying
i can’t stop my tears