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I've been obsessed with this song for like 2 years now and it's genuinely the only thing that can make me feel so alive. It's weird but I have such a strong attachment to it
Sometimes we get attached to a certain memory.. sometimes a song... or sometimes both! Maybe they play hand in hand. Either way I get what you mean and I feel the same.
Pretty crazy this is an old school ambient song from the late 80s… Gigi is just a bit younger than Brian Eno. I hope Gigi knows how many kids of this generation he really connected to with this song.
She was like my other half, and now it’s devastating to witness that we don’t talk anymore. I know suicide isn’t the right decision but I’m really struggling.
I mean you just have this life. Don‘t make ur life addicted to just one person. U have (i think so) soooo many years to do something really good with ur life. U have just this one life and this one family. We all love you and the world is testing you. Especially now you need to stay strong, but i know how hard this is. We all gone through this, but if we do, u gonna make it too. Keep the hustle up
Focus on you until the focus is on you. Don't ask her to come back. Spend the next 6 months working out, reading books on psychology and relationships and becoming a more mature and masculine version of yourself, and a man she sees herself loving. Your entire life changes when you focus on adding value to yourself.
To all those coming here fighting something, don't become a fallen soldier, be a soldier for the fallen. You are loved and for you to be here, watching this, means you are still so strong, not weak.
I fought depression for years and right after I finally got rid of it I began developing schizophrenia now I wish I knew how good life really was even when I was depressed this is much worse 😐
this song makes me feel so numb it gives me goosebumps and makes everything still. like nothing is moving. it’s so comforting, just laying here in my dark room. thinking.
everyone seems to have a reason for being sad. For me personaly it's just the pain of existing. Everyday feels the same and they pass so fast. I can't find joy in my life anymore, even the things I used to love don't work. I have no dream or purpose for the future..... Essentialy I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I really feel you man, it's like everything just genuinely feels pointless, we feel ourselves pointless... there is no happiness, only pain, anxiety and loneliness... how are you feeling, mate ?
@@mahimberi I would say that today it's a good day but since I feel like trash most of the time I think my standards for a "good day" are pretty low.....also the day for me kind of just started so idk.
I had the same life literally, I had a huge hole inside of me and i didn't even know how to fix it at all, I came across this guy on youtube he's called hamza, He talks about how he was like us and how he changed, I really liked his videos i started setting goals and i started going to the gym I have a good looking physique now i didn't know how to talk to girls i was bitchless he taught me how to deal with them, I didn't know how to better myself in general but he taught me ngl I highly recommend giving him a chance and watch his videos or read a book for empty people i think this would help, Don't worry guys we're all going through this and we're all gonna survive it and have a happy life in general
@@kibousecchnl4157 You're nothing like what the guy is describing. What you were suffering is loneliness of having no girls, what they're experiencing is existensional crysis that cant be fixed with a simple workout routine
It's crazy cuz u never wanna be the villain or bad guy until u get rly hurt and then slowly start to understand what made him the way he is . Then u start to understand him. And suddenly , he's not the bad guy anymore .
She’s like a piece of me I never knew I had. Since the day I met her I loved her. She’s changed the way I see life and who I am. I feel she’s the only person in the world who knows who I am and why I am. When I see her I see myself. She hates herself but in my eyes she’s perfect. I love her with my entire heart and I’d lay down my life to keep her happy. I’ll wait the rest of my life but I know she’ll never come to me..
This song brings me to tears even when I’m not sad. I can just imagine laying in the rain, the cold droplets hitting off your face like starfall. Everything is numb. The dim streetlights glare lightly through the blurred glow of the pattering rain as cars pass you by as you lay in the middle of the road, your ears ringing with silence. It’s cold out here.
If you’re reading this, get up. Go do something. Work out or take a drive. Don’t just waste your life away by sitting and listening to this music. (unless you like it because it’s calming) Listening to this if you’re depressed isn’t gonna do anything. It’s just gonna bring back those bad memories and make it worse. Go and do something. (I suggest working out) You have to leave those memories in the past.
Again and again I find myself coming back to this video, the feeling of being forgotten and replaced always drifting along my mind. Listening to this helps silence that voice in my head, but for how much longer can I fight this urge. I’m losing this battle, it won’t be long now.
When you're tired; The music fills in the gaps for you -- you'll make up your own lyrics with the natural flow of your mind. It slowly takes away every single thing you were worried about and places it in the middle of the song.
Whoa...I feel so odd. Listening to this makes me want to take time to question my own existence but I feel super relaxed at the same time. Thank you. I needed this😔
this song reminds me of august 2022, my worst heartbreak. to be honest, i don't even know how it happened. it just happened so fast. a year. gone. in an instant. we became strangers, and all of the friends i once loved and knew well vanished. but it's okay, because i have other people. i have my family, i have myself. for 2023, my resolution is to live my best life. i will live everyday to the fullest, and i believe that it'll be worth it. i won't settle for less than what i deserve. thank you for reading, if you do. someone, even if you think there is no one, cares for you. remember that. I love you.
i agree with you, the most interesting thing is that when you are with your loved one after a while, sadness and boredom may appear due to the feeling of unrequited love and falling in love
I listen to this as I think of all the good memory's, I know she's gone now but she made me feel away that I can't describe. When she was around I felt energetic and happy, and I gave her all the love in the world. Now I feel like I'm burnt out, I don't feel anything anymore. Not even doing the things I love to do or hanging out with my family.
About a year ago I found this song about ready to end it all. Partner left me and took the kids, lost my job, lost my home, lost almost everything… Now I’m finding this song again with my kids asleep in their beds under my roof enjoying a drink after a long week of work ready to enjoy my weekend. Please don’t do it, it will get better, it will get easier, please give it time and stay strong
Not for me I’m a useless piece of shit my dad killed himself and the letter he wrote to me just said I’m a failure and my mum is an alcoholic who hits me I have no friends I’m so fucking alone and at this point this is my last week
Perhaps, we are all just people. Struggling to understand ourselves and the meaning of life. Perhaps we'll never find out and just keep repeating the process. Perhaps we will, all I know is I only have this life. So I'm going to use it to the best of my ability
this song reminds me of a dark rainy place, but its a place I want to be in, every time this song plays it reminds me of memories from when I was a kid but it also takes me to that dark rainy place and it makes me feel comfortable and safe
sometimes I just listen to this song and lay in my bed and just think about everything. I think about what I am gonna do with my life. I think about what tomorrow is going to be like. I think about how there is still stuff to live for and I shouldn't leave yet.
I do the same, I wish there was more to tell me to keep moving. but I don’t know exactly where, moving moving and I feel like no matter where I walk the distance is all the same but I am going places… I guess? But I think I’ve got this. I think you got this.
I’m officially done, I’m done with letting people ruin my life, I’m done with dating, I’m done with being scared of being myself and speaking up, I’m done with getting treated how I do because I do not deserve what happens to me. I wish nothing but the best for people and go out of my way for everyone just for them to leave when they’re life gets better so I’m deciding to take action, I’m typing this as tears roll down my face and I decided that this is the last time I’m going to cry over something as silly as a breakup, they don’t deserve to hurt me and then ontop of it see how much they hurt me by my tears. As soon as I wake up I’m going on a run, I’m eating healthy meals, I’m going to take care of myself and I’m going to come back looking better than ever. Im going to be social and I’m going to make friends, I’m going to try in school and stick around people who make me, me. And when the people who destroyed me see how much better I’m doing they’re going to regret it, I’m going to be a whole new person. We live once and I’m living my life how god would want me too, we live for such a short time and I would be foolish wasting that. I’m going to be buried unground knowing I achieved what I wanted in life, not what I could have. I’m excited to work and see my new self.
Im not a depressed man, sometimes it's alright to feel sad. It's ok to reflect on life's tragedies. Come now, sit down with me next to the campfire. :)
There is nothing to be afraid of Mr. Morgan. Take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Life is full of pain but there is also love and beauty. Be grateful that for the first time. You see your life clearly.
This opens my mind or like saying refreshing my mind on knowing what has occurred these past few months and what will become next… life sure is a hell of a ride
I’ve lost so many friends to suicide, when I close my eyes and listen to this song the good memories that I have with each and every loved one that I’ve lost plays over and over again, I know they’re saving a seat for me up there🙏🏾😪
This is the song that came out of my airpods, after the football game had ended, and I was sitting on the steps to the school's entrance for my mom to pick me up. I had been looking forward to hanging out with my girlfriend for the game, and I couldn't find her. By the end of the game, I knew she was avoiding me, and she dumped me over text about an hour later.
"i guess i... im afraid.." "there is nothing to be afraid of, mr. morgan. take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Be grateful that for the first time, you see your life clearly."
This feels like a dream i had with him, even though he lives far away, that dream made me feel close to him. It made me feel safe, that feeling is really this music.
Do you ever get that feeling of "future nostalgia", that feeling when you know the future is going to be dark and depressing that even in a time like this where you feel like you're suffering could still be nostalgic to that future you?
I swear when I feel like everything comes back at once when I'm fighting my mind to not keep dragging things back up, all I need is rain. Just rain. It's like the ones I lost are crying with me and I feel less alone, it makes me remember how it felt when they were here. Here's to hoping the spring rains come soon.
Sometimes I can't feel so I look up songs like this to make me feel. I just want to have emotions again, not this empty feeling. I hate the meds im on.
This song makes me picture myself on still waters but it’s cloudy and grey and there’s snakes and eels in the water. I wanna think that I’m in peace but still… even peace can be deceiving from my true rest. If I’m not careful or watchful, this peace will turn into my silent anguish forever.
this song reminds me of my friend who committed last year. she was the best person i ever knew. i posted a video of the makeup she did on me for school picture day on tiktok with this song as the audio a few days before she died. and when she died i drank the cough syrup she was hiding from my mom for me so i could hallucinate her. i listened to this song the whole time. all of the days after she died. on repeat. now every time i hear it my heart physically hurts so bad. i miss her so much.
"I think a lot about meteors, the purity of them. Boom. The End. Start agian. The world made clean for the new man to rebuild. I was meant to be new... I was meant to be beautiful... "
If I ever lose her just take me out, it’s not that I’m only happy with her, it’s that I’ll never ever find someone like her ever again, I’ll never be so deeply connected with another human being like I am with her. I love her more than I can really describe it’s such a wonderful deep love and care for that I’ve never experienced prior but every day there’s existential dread weighing over me that I might lose her
Been having problems, life is shit, not to mention. I have no escape, school life is as bad as my home life. For abt 2 - 3 years, my parents think I'm a failure. They've said it to my face and they will continue to do it, they have declared that I am a good for nothing, which I agree on. To sum it up, my parents just don't care for me anymore and they make it known, and tbh I don't care. They never did anything for me in life, yes they obviously fed me and kept me under a roof which I strongly appreciate , but even with that, I struggle to come home, to know my parents will be home to scold me for any reason, as much as I appreciate the fact that they sometimes feed me and atleast have the human decency to not kick me out, simply bc of the fact that I didn't come out the way they wanted me to, I appreciate that, at school, about 3 months ago I lost a relationship of 2 years bc of her cheating on me, she has been begging for me back which I ofc do want her back bc she's so beautiful and I love her, but cheating is seen unforgivable and a loss of loyalty and trust, due to that, she's been upset abt the fact and started rumors that I beat her, the rumors continue to spread and my reputation is destroyed, she doesn't seem like she'll stop anytime soon, bc she still upset, I don't have friends bc they believe I rlly did beat her, I have tried to explain my side of the story but its impossible when she's so attractive and popular and I'm just a deadbeat loser that nobody believes, I worry abt going to school, and I worry abt going home, for now my escape has been weed and hard drugs, but soon I will set myself free with suicide, I don't know what I did to deserve all this, I understand I'm also a piece of shit and some of this may be the karma hitting back, my escape of this mental horror will be soon.. I honestly don't believe anyone will respond to this and tbh, it's whatever, my goal wasn't for other to read this anyways.. it was more of a silent vent
look man dont ever think of that im in the same exact situation as you. my parents same exact story they rejected the only girl i wanted to end up with that i was with for 1 year and 8 months and we were like each others half and now its all gone. dont ever think of suicide shit ive been there but trust me its not worth it u should be scared of death im just like u but i dont recommend you do weed and drugs and shit trust me just do what makes u happy. im here for u brother
I wonder if you’re doing better now. Or still here atleast. We sometimes have to learn the hard way that some humans are just straight plain shitty… especially those that play with innocent hearts. We learn, we grow, we just continue to live I guess
Grieving someone whose still alive has to be the worst feeling possible… it’s like a deep dark void in the middle of your chest when you think of them. But does it hurt more knowing they can sleep, eat, and life just fine like the connection never existed… “You’re just gonna stand there with your life raft and watch me fucking drown”
Yk man i used to love life. now, my only objective is to protect my mother, and I made a promise to really look out for her, and make sure she rest peacefully. If I can’t do that what am I good for in this world
They were my boys. Men I served with. Now they’re gone and I’ll never get to tell them one last time that I love them like the brothers I never knew I wanted. Miss you boys. Till Valhalla.
My dad died when i was 2 years old. I never saw him. Now always People talk about him and say good things about him and I think he was a great person but I wish I could see him.
“She wasn’t dead, but I had to grieve her like she was, in order to move on. The feeling of her hand in mine, the brushing of her lips against mine, the serenity of her eyes staring into mine, gone in an instant. The repeating statement in my head is all that remains: If you told me to give you everything, I would have given it to you tenfold.”
Im proud of you. I struggle with a lot too but eventually we'll get better, trust me. Just don't fall apart, take things with calm and everything, at some point, will be better
Remember, before you ruin your life, try to remember that your family will feel the pain that a good son would feel for those who made this mistake, for life.
The song reminds me of my past I’ve had a good life, good memories, but knowing that I can’t go back to those memories is what haunts me. I wish I could go back.but this music, this music help me go back.
Sitting in my quiet room drinking tea and thinking about my cats who passed away fairly recently.. One went 3 months and 17 days ago Another went 2 months and 23 days ago.. And the last just 2 days ago. I’ll remember you forever.. Kitty 3/8/2014 - 11/9/22 Vivian 3/17/2017 - 12/3/22 Georgia Marie 3/6/2014 - 2/23/23 Rest In Peace, my loves.. I’ll see you on the other side ❤ 3:57 am 2/25/22
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This song hits even when you ain't sad
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yeah shit hits me like motivation
@@Notwassi971 it’s my time to shine now, fuk evb else :p
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“All happiness lasts but a moment, and the time that follows is only good for remembering what we have lost.”
😔
so real
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Same with sadness😊
Very true
I've been obsessed with this song for like 2 years now and it's genuinely the only thing that can make me feel so alive. It's weird but I have such a strong attachment to it
Literally exact same
i agree with you! its so weird
Sometimes we get attached to a certain memory.. sometimes a song... or sometimes both! Maybe they play hand in hand. Either way I get what you mean and I feel the same.
Pretty crazy this is an old school ambient song from the late 80s… Gigi is just a bit younger than Brian Eno. I hope Gigi knows how many kids of this generation he really connected to with this song.
@@chihirobunny7090i wanna hold your hand june
I'm not depressed or even sad. This song just makes me relaxed
Facts, listening to this while it rains hits dif.
Its like sitting in a comfy spot as the storm rages outside… its cozy
Same…
For real, It really feels like. Encouragement. Like, Getting ready for something big. Like, Healing.
yes, @ p e a c e… with life
“It’s not being stabbed in the back that hurts, it’s turning around and seeing the person holding the knife that hurts”
💔
That quote...
Real…
Shut up
She was like my other half, and now it’s devastating to witness that we don’t talk anymore. I know suicide isn’t the right decision but I’m really struggling.
Brother I know it sucks, trust me but we got this ✊ it's not the only option plz love yourself the way you loved her. I love you, your got this ❤
I mean you just have this life. Don‘t make ur life addicted to just one person. U have (i think so) soooo many years to do something really good with ur life. U have just this one life and this one family. We all love you and the world is testing you. Especially now you need to stay strong, but i know how hard this is. We all gone through this, but if we do, u gonna make it too.
Keep the hustle up
haommeplus we go jim 💪💪
Focus on you until the focus is on you. Don't ask her to come back. Spend the next 6 months working out, reading books on psychology and relationships and becoming a more mature and masculine version of yourself, and a man she sees herself loving. Your entire life changes when you focus on adding value to yourself.
Don’t be a pussy it’s a woman that’s just life you sad bastard
To all those coming here fighting something, don't become a fallen soldier, be a soldier for the fallen. You are loved and for you to be here, watching this, means you are still so strong, not weak.
I fought depression for years and right after I finally got rid of it I began developing schizophrenia now I wish I knew how good life really was even when I was depressed this is much worse 😐
Very wise words.
ty bro
@@aspectator8976 Similarly bro, i really miss my old loneliness.
I'm trying so hard 😔
Life doesn't feel the same anymore
Life Didn’t even start for me. It’s over. Maybe in the next cycle brother.
#sub5
Only because are generation changes
we’re all hurt aren’t we.
we can do this…just hold on mengele, whoever you are, and someone, you too.
*we’ll get through this hell together* ok?
But what is life without change
real
this song makes me feel so numb it gives me goosebumps and makes everything still. like nothing is moving. it’s so comforting, just laying here in my dark room. thinking.
same. just existing and questioning life
Just imagine how many of us are there in the world now. In this second. Doing the same thing. Thousands, hundreds of thousands?
everyone seems to have a reason for being sad. For me personaly it's just the pain of existing. Everyday feels the same and they pass so fast. I can't find joy in my life anymore, even the things I used to love don't work. I have no dream or purpose for the future.....
Essentialy I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I really feel you man, it's like everything just genuinely feels pointless, we feel ourselves pointless... there is no happiness, only pain, anxiety and loneliness... how are you feeling, mate ?
@@mahimberi I would say that today it's a good day but since I feel like trash most of the time I think my standards for a "good day" are pretty low.....also the day for me kind of just started so idk.
rea'
I had the same life literally, I had a huge hole inside of me and i didn't even know how to fix it at all, I came across this guy on youtube he's called hamza, He talks about how he was like us and how he changed, I really liked his videos i started setting goals and i started going to the gym I have a good looking physique now i didn't know how to talk to girls i was bitchless he taught me how to deal with them, I didn't know how to better myself in general but he taught me ngl I highly recommend giving him a chance and watch his videos or read a book for empty people i think this would help, Don't worry guys we're all going through this and we're all gonna survive it and have a happy life in general
@@kibousecchnl4157 You're nothing like what the guy is describing. What you were suffering is loneliness of having no girls, what they're experiencing is existensional crysis that cant be fixed with a simple workout routine
Reading these comments while listening to this hits on a diff level.. I love you all
It's crazy cuz u never wanna be the villain or bad guy until u get rly hurt and then slowly start to understand what made him the way he is . Then u start to understand him. And suddenly , he's not the bad guy anymore .
She’s like a piece of me I never knew I had. Since the day I met her I loved her. She’s changed the way I see life and who I am. I feel she’s the only person in the world who knows who I am and why I am. When I see her I see myself. She hates herself but in my eyes she’s perfect. I love her with my entire heart and I’d lay down my life to keep her happy. I’ll wait the rest of my life but I know she’ll never come to me..
real
I let this go, I let her down and it was all my fault and now I’m a lost cause without guidance.
She was my light, she kept me going.
Believe and put your Faith in Jesus Christ’s Death Burial and Resurrection and you will be Saved
This song brings me to tears even when I’m not sad. I can just imagine laying in the rain, the cold droplets hitting off your face like starfall. Everything is numb. The dim streetlights glare lightly through the blurred glow of the pattering rain as cars pass you by as you lay in the middle of the road, your ears ringing with silence. It’s cold out here.
I wanna know how you’re doing now man? Keep going, you got it
This song is like a sleeper cell activation for depression.
2 nights in a row... I'm gonna miss my cat so much man
im sorry for your lost
Hope u end up like ur cat❤❤😢 word is bond😆😆😽
@@bigKoksukrr-fk2ln No idea who you are but best of luck getting your shit together man! I'm in a much better place now, hopefully you will be too.
@@Splateclucky
If you’re reading this, get up. Go do something. Work out or take a drive. Don’t just waste your life away by sitting and listening to this music. (unless you like it because it’s calming) Listening to this if you’re depressed isn’t gonna do anything. It’s just gonna bring back those bad memories and make it worse. Go and do something. (I suggest working out) You have to leave those memories in the past.
I cant bro 😹
Thanks bro. I told myself this multiple times, its addictive. It's too late now!
How about instead I just blow my brains all over the ceiling 😂
Needed this g, Preciate it
drink nd drive
Again and again I find myself coming back to this video, the feeling of being forgotten and replaced always drifting along my mind. Listening to this helps silence that voice in my head, but for how much longer can I fight this urge. I’m losing this battle, it won’t be long now.
let me know you’re ok
When you're tired; The music fills in the gaps for you -- you'll make up your own lyrics with the natural flow of your mind. It slowly takes away every single thing you were worried about and places it in the middle of the song.
I filled gaps in Fortnite men’s wombs. With my seed
Whoa...I feel so odd. Listening to this makes me want to take time to question my own existence but I feel super relaxed at the same time. Thank you. I needed this😔
this song reminds me of august 2022, my worst heartbreak. to be honest, i don't even know how it happened. it just happened so fast. a year. gone. in an instant. we became strangers, and all of the friends i once loved and knew well vanished. but it's okay, because i have other people. i have my family, i have myself. for 2023, my resolution is to live my best life. i will live everyday to the fullest, and i believe that it'll be worth it. i won't settle for less than what i deserve. thank you for reading, if you do. someone, even if you think there is no one, cares for you. remember that. I love you.
2022 was 2 years ago
Loving her is hurting me so much, but in the same time it's so beautiful feeling like that...
i agree with you, the most interesting thing is that when you are with your loved one after a while, sadness and boredom may appear due to the feeling of unrequited love and falling in love
@@icelleepreal
Makes me think about my life
I just need a hug man :(
a virtual hug for you bro🫂
stay strong and one day everything will be okay I promisse
@@nightsLady love u man. Im ok. Hope ur doing good
Giving you a virtual hug bro. Keep fighting.
@@dannypitcherenterprises2414 love u bro
Ey bro I hope you’re doing better, hug from me, keep going
This song is so beautiful
I still find myself listening to this song to clear my head or think of happier times or if I should have done something differently
Same bro...
This makes me feel like i'm laying in a field under the full moon looking at the stars and not giving a damn about the past and enjoying the moment
This, Like staring at a city from the rooftops. Just admiring.
I listen to this as I think of all the good memory's, I know she's gone now but she made me feel away that I can't describe. When she was around I felt energetic and happy, and I gave her all the love in the world. Now I feel like I'm burnt out, I don't feel anything anymore. Not even doing the things I love to do or hanging out with my family.
gives me a nostalgic feeling, not really sadness, just warmth
About a year ago I found this song about ready to end it all.
Partner left me and took the kids, lost my job, lost my home, lost almost everything…
Now I’m finding this song again with my kids asleep in their beds under my roof enjoying a drink after a long week of work ready to enjoy my weekend.
Please don’t do it, it will get better, it will get easier, please give it time and stay strong
Not for me I’m a useless piece of shit my dad killed himself and the letter he wrote to me just said I’m a failure and my mum is an alcoholic who hits me I have no friends I’m so fucking alone and at this point this is my last week
u inspired me to keep living ❤
Believe and have faith in the Lord and God Jesus Christ, and everything will get even better, Amen. I'll pray for you
Another lonely Christmas
Perhaps, we are all just people. Struggling to understand ourselves and the meaning of life. Perhaps we'll never find out and just keep repeating the process. Perhaps we will, all I know is I only have this life. So I'm going to use it to the best of my ability
this song reminds me of a dark rainy place, but its a place I want to be in, every time this song plays it reminds me of memories from when I was a kid but it also takes me to that dark rainy place and it makes me feel comfortable and safe
This music reminds me of my childhood for some reason seems so nostalgic
Pregnant Fortnite men
I am dead inside.
Real
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@@wquxuisi bot
Real...
no you aren't cornball
this is the most emotional impactful piece of music i have ever heard, i'm far from sad but this makes me feel the opposite when listening to this.
Makes me feel like I'm layed in snow my skin and face cold nearly numbed looking up at the gray and light blue clouded sky sprinkling soft snow
sometimes I just listen to this song and lay in my bed and just think about everything. I think about what I am gonna do with my life. I think about what tomorrow is going to be like. I think about how there is still stuff to live for and I shouldn't leave yet.
I do the same, I wish there was more to tell me to keep moving. but I don’t know exactly where, moving moving and I feel like no matter where I walk the distance is all the same but I am going places… I guess? But I think I’ve got this. I think you got this.
I’m officially done, I’m done with letting people ruin my life, I’m done with dating, I’m done with being scared of being myself and speaking up, I’m done with getting treated how I do because I do not deserve what happens to me. I wish nothing but the best for people and go out of my way for everyone just for them to leave when they’re life gets better so I’m deciding to take action, I’m typing this as tears roll down my face and I decided that this is the last time I’m going to cry over something as silly as a breakup, they don’t deserve to hurt me and then ontop of it see how much they hurt me by my tears. As soon as I wake up I’m going on a run, I’m eating healthy meals, I’m going to take care of myself and I’m going to come back looking better than ever. Im going to be social and I’m going to make friends, I’m going to try in school and stick around people who make me, me. And when the people who destroyed me see how much better I’m doing they’re going to regret it, I’m going to be a whole new person. We live once and I’m living my life how god would want me too, we live for such a short time and I would be foolish wasting that. I’m going to be buried unground knowing I achieved what I wanted in life, not what I could have. I’m excited to work and see my new self.
I aint readin allat 🗣🗣🔥🔥
U can do it man i believe in you
YESSIR GET AFTER IT
YOU CAN DO IT
This is how I feel i try to be nice to people but there always mean day hurtful words I'm gonna make them regret it
Im not a depressed man, sometimes it's alright to feel sad. It's ok to reflect on life's tragedies. Come now, sit down with me next to the campfire. :)
I'll bring the drink.
There is nothing to be afraid of Mr. Morgan. Take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Life is full of pain but there is also love and beauty. Be grateful that for the first time. You see your life clearly.
This song makes me remember times that were really hard and scary and dark. But it also makes me feel at peace when I realise where I am
Today ❤️
Listening to this while lying in a dark room 😍😍😍😍😍😍
🥰😍😍😍
Frr it just hits different
Drugs optional
i tried it , i stopped after too seconds bc i got scared
@@s.e19mlmaybe try thinking about childhood cartoons? See if that helps?
This opens my mind or like saying refreshing my mind on knowing what has occurred these past few months and what will become next… life sure is a hell of a ride
All y'all people i see in the comments struggling out there, you gonna make it. Dont ever give up. Push forward to a better future.
I’ve lost so many friends to suicide, when I close my eyes and listen to this song the good memories that I have with each and every loved one that I’ve lost plays over and over again, I know they’re saving a seat for me up there🙏🏾😪
This is the song that came out of my airpods, after the football game had ended, and I was sitting on the steps to the school's entrance for my mom to pick me up. I had been looking forward to hanging out with my girlfriend for the game, and I couldn't find her. By the end of the game, I knew she was avoiding me, and she dumped me over text about an hour later.
Stay strong king,do you have discord ?
Stay strong bro, work on football and make everyone who loves you proud
I hope the best for you😶🌫️
I was just about to tell her I love her when she said she had a boyfriend, shattered my heart in pieces.
😕😕😕
Too bad
I’m so sorry
25 push ups now
"i guess i... im afraid.."
"there is nothing to be afraid of, mr. morgan. take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Be grateful that for the first time, you see your life clearly."
Moving quote from my favorite game.
This feels like a dream i had with him, even though he lives far away, that dream made me feel close to him. It made me feel safe, that feeling is really this music.
so real
has to be one of my favourite melodies of all time
Do you ever get that feeling of "future nostalgia", that feeling when you know the future is going to be dark and depressing that even in a time like this where you feel like you're suffering could still be nostalgic to that future you?
I swear when I feel like everything comes back at once when I'm fighting my mind to not keep dragging things back up, all I need is rain. Just rain. It's like the ones I lost are crying with me and I feel less alone, it makes me remember how it felt when they were here. Here's to hoping the spring rains come soon.
Oh my goood EVERYTHING IS AGAINST MEEEE
Sometimes I can't feel so I look up songs like this to make me feel. I just want to have emotions again, not this empty feeling. I hate the meds im on.
you ever wanna cry but no tears come out so you just stare at the ceiling
Every night..
Oh my gosh, yes. All the time.
This song makes me picture myself on still waters but it’s cloudy and grey and there’s snakes and eels in the water. I wanna think that I’m in peace but still… even peace can be deceiving from my true rest. If I’m not careful or watchful, this peace will turn into my silent anguish forever.
this song reminds me of my friend who committed last year. she was the best person i ever knew. i posted a video of the makeup she did on me for school picture day on tiktok with this song as the audio a few days before she died. and when she died i drank the cough syrup she was hiding from my mom for me so i could hallucinate her. i listened to this song the whole time. all of the days after she died. on repeat. now every time i hear it my heart physically hurts so bad. i miss her so much.
Training legs at the gym with this >>>>
Training fck evry set to failure and this..
Thank you for this amazing calming video :D
When you ended a friendship that you never thought you would end.
"I think a lot about meteors, the purity of them. Boom. The End. Start agian. The world made clean for the new man to rebuild. I was meant to be new... I was meant to be beautiful... "
I’m not sad but this song makes me sad in a good way
Used to listen to this song while we were together, now I can barely bring myself to listen to it but it’s such a good song, just to many bad memories
the fact the original of this song was released in 1986 blows my mind
This became my coping song 2022 Thanksgiving. This is definitely what it sounds like when you lose yourself to others.
It’s been so over for so long that I didn’t even realize it was over, and I don’t think there’s gonna be a “we are so back” for this one.
This song feels like...your other half turning into a stranger.
This song appears to have profound effect on my psyche, any emotion I feel, seems to dissipate into nothing and time almost stops.
If I ever lose her just take me out, it’s not that I’m only happy with her, it’s that I’ll never ever find someone like her ever again, I’ll never be so deeply connected with another human being like I am with her. I love her more than I can really describe it’s such a wonderful deep love and care for that I’ve never experienced prior but every day there’s existential dread weighing over me that I might lose her
Real
relatable
боже это так мило
how is it goin now bro
@@Ruemir007 bot
This song is not depressing or anything, its just so relaxing
Been having problems, life is shit, not to mention. I have no escape, school life is as bad as my home life. For abt 2 - 3 years, my parents think I'm a failure. They've said it to my face and they will continue to do it, they have declared that I am a good for nothing, which I agree on. To sum it up, my parents just don't care for me anymore and they make it known, and tbh I don't care. They never did anything for me in life, yes they obviously fed me and kept me under a roof which I strongly appreciate , but even with that, I struggle to come home, to know my parents will be home to scold me for any reason, as much as I appreciate the fact that they sometimes feed me and atleast have the human decency to not kick me out, simply bc of the fact that I didn't come out the way they wanted me to, I appreciate that, at school, about 3 months ago I lost a relationship of 2 years bc of her cheating on me, she has been begging for me back which I ofc do want her back bc she's so beautiful and I love her, but cheating is seen unforgivable and a loss of loyalty and trust, due to that, she's been upset abt the fact and started rumors that I beat her, the rumors continue to spread and my reputation is destroyed, she doesn't seem like she'll stop anytime soon, bc she still upset, I don't have friends bc they believe I rlly did beat her, I have tried to explain my side of the story but its impossible when she's so attractive and popular and I'm just a deadbeat loser that nobody believes, I worry abt going to school, and I worry abt going home, for now my escape has been weed and hard drugs, but soon I will set myself free with suicide, I don't know what I did to deserve all this, I understand I'm also a piece of shit and some of this may be the karma hitting back, my escape of this mental horror will be soon..
I honestly don't believe anyone will respond to this and tbh, it's whatever, my goal wasn't for other to read this anyways.. it was more of a silent vent
look man dont ever think of that im in the same exact situation as you. my parents same exact story they rejected the only girl i wanted to end up with that i was with for 1 year and 8 months and we were like each others half and now its all gone. dont ever think of suicide shit ive been there but trust me its not worth it u should be scared of death im just like u but i dont recommend you do weed and drugs and shit trust me just do what makes u happy. im here for u brother
Hey man its been a year how you holding up i hope your doing better
I wonder if you’re doing better now. Or still here atleast. We sometimes have to learn the hard way that some humans are just straight plain shitty… especially those that play with innocent hearts. We learn, we grow, we just continue to live I guess
This makes me feel some type of way whenever I pray to Jesus. Abba father let Your truth and love reign inside my heart. Forgive me for my sins…
“ Christmas is coming but i’m not happy “
DAMN, I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR A YEAR!!
I can make ocean's with my tears
Grieving someone whose still alive has to be the worst feeling possible… it’s like a deep dark void in the middle of your chest when you think of them. But does it hurt more knowing they can sleep, eat, and life just fine like the connection never existed… “You’re just gonna stand there with your life raft and watch me fucking drown”
i dont know you and i think your livin in a completly other part of the earth, but all i want to say is thanks alot for uploading
thank you friend)
I love this song so much
Yk man i used to love life. now, my only objective is to protect my mother, and I made a promise to really look out for her, and make sure she rest peacefully. If I can’t do that what am I good for in this world
damn gives me a different type of feeling 😢sad or not, my life just flashes
They were my boys. Men I served with. Now they’re gone and I’ll never get to tell them one last time that I love them like the brothers I never knew I wanted. Miss you boys. Till Valhalla.
heart so broken i can’t cry.
The pain, the pain is real
I'm not even sad. Just want a hug ngl
This song is so sad but it feels so good 😫
the minecraft background is perfect with this song cuz i used to play minecraft all the time whether i was sad or happy
Song has a dark tone/feel to it I wanna create something special with this song one day
My dad died when i was 2 years old. I never saw him. Now always People talk about him and say good things about him and I think he was a great person but I wish I could see him.
In my restless dreams
I see that town
Silent hill
You promised you'd take me there again
But you never did
"I am tired alfred,sometimes I wonder if i am doing any good out there."
Any body still listen to this 2024
Yup
Yupp...life sux yo.
I’m here with you man
2025
“She wasn’t dead, but I had to grieve her like she was, in order to move on. The feeling of her hand in mine, the brushing of her lips against mine, the serenity of her eyes staring into mine, gone in an instant. The repeating statement in my head is all that remains: If you told me to give you everything, I would have given it to you tenfold.”
“Take a gamble that love exists and do a loving act” - Mother Superior Calderón
youre so perfect and i really want this to work. but i know deep down it never will, and that youll never be interested anyway.
idk how much longer i can hold on lol
Im proud of you. I struggle with a lot too but eventually we'll get better, trust me. Just don't fall apart, take things with calm and everything, at some point, will be better
Remember, before you ruin your life, try to remember that your family will feel the pain that a good son would feel for those who made this mistake, for life.
The song reminds me of my past I’ve had a good life, good memories, but knowing that I can’t go back to those memories is what haunts me. I wish I could go back.but this music, this music help me go back.
Sitting in my quiet room drinking tea and thinking about my cats who passed away fairly recently..
One went 3 months and 17 days ago
Another went 2 months and 23 days ago..
And the last just 2 days ago.
I’ll remember you forever..
Kitty
3/8/2014 - 11/9/22
Vivian
3/17/2017 - 12/3/22
Georgia Marie
3/6/2014 - 2/23/23
Rest In Peace, my loves.. I’ll see you on the other side ❤
3:57 am
2/25/22
rip man