This video is a real gift. I'm a projector and have someone in my life who's a raging angry manifestor. I've also been a trauma therapist for over 30 years. One of the best tools to release anger from where it's stuck in the vehicle, or in the moment, is EFT tapping. It releases the emotion and can shift how we all see ourselves. It can allow us to step more fully into our design, into our potential.
I’m sure you’ve seen so much as a trauma therapist 🥹 yessss i use EFT almost daily!! NLP and subconscious rewiring work helped me really release a lot of old anger as well (neural energetic encoding/time technique) 🙏🏼 there are so many amazing tools to help 🥰
Nina.. this is exactly what happened to me as a child as well.. an absolutely hopeless feeling of powerlessness. Thanks for sharing your story, it resonated very much ❤🙏🏼
Thanks for this insightful video. I can relate with not believing I experienced anger often if ever. Now I’ll pay more attention, as I may just be apathetic as you said when it’s really suppressed anger.
I can definiteley relate, I have a lot of anger inside me as a Manifestor, especially when my flow is being interrupted. And yes, especially in my puberty like you, with physical punishment, too. In my astro chart I have Pluto opposite Mary and Pluto opposite the Moon and like how it shows in both Astro and HD. It's lovely you have so many manifestor friends, that's a great mirror!
You are amazing at explaining things and helping us understand 😊 I feel so much shame around my anger and repress it then I feel so sad and depressed like you explained. But it’s hard to work through sometimes when your anger is so extreme and everyone around you just thinks you can’t handle your emotions. Even though your holding back so much but it bubbles to the top and they get a glimpse of it. I also feel when we are like this we want solitude and not be around people
Thank you for your response! Yes, it can be a lot! Typically, anger represents something I need to take responsibility for - unresolved trauma for me to go into, process, and give myself compassion for, or to be aware of where I have not informed. It can be a game, where over time, we are curious and make tweaks and find where we can become an observer of our emotions & reactions versus getting lost. In the moments its the hardest, I tend to go into my own space to process. A good cry, scream, or workout generally does it, and from there, I can be curious and ready to look at the anger that came up. Over time, shame can be turned into curiosity, and a fun game to work with our emotions
You got it sister thank you for sharing. I also lived on my mars line for quite sometime and there was so much anger from being controled and censored. I healed my thyroid during deconditioning. thank you
I am so sorry that you went through life not understood. I am very happy for you, that you are able to become victorious over your past and share it with others. Parents that grew up with raging parents either express rage or live in fear of people raging and live in survival mode until or if ever become aware that they are living their life in reaction.❤ I remember an analogy years ago about my unexpressed anger as a lion held captive in my basement. Occassional roars would come out but it was hidden, safe from devouring me. I entertained thoughts of grappling with the lion and subduing it, but afraid of losing the battle with much pain and suffering. Never did it occur to me to release the lion, giving it its freedom, and maybe even making peace with it.
❤️❤️ we are all on our own unique journey and chose specific lessons to learn in our lifetimes! No right or wrong. And of course. When you live alone you can let it all out, no one is there to judge or stop you 🙂
I grew up with a schizophrenic mother and experienced alot of frustration and had fits of rage not feeling validated in my strong emotions. As an adult, now 59, with so much emotion stuffed in my sacral chakra, i have been unpacking these last three years, YEARS of all this suppressed emotion. Its a process to say the least. I have discovered that i need a lot of alone time even as an extrovert, that i need to slow down and allow my body to integrate my experiences. I am learning to share more my feelings, although sometimes its challenging to. Going at my own pace is really important. Thank you for sharing your experience as a Manifestor. As i was listening to your story i had a visual of writing down things i feel frustrated about and putting them in a box and kicking this box filled with my frustrations around the yard and seeing how i feel afterwards!
Amazing work!! Good for you. It’s a gentle process, love that you are giving yourself so much grace 🥰 Enjoy the box-kicking 😆 so many amazing ways to discharge that anger!! 🔥
Thanks for your perspective and comments regarding Manifestors. I'm sure you were a "holy terror" growing up, but until we become conscious of who we are, that not-self aspect is predominant within us. As a Projector, I know this well. My mother is a Manifestor, and I'm helping her understand how she can act and be, to have the peace she seeks. I'm also learning to respect and honor the place and position Manifestors have amongst us!
I’m a 6/4 Emotional Manifesting Generator mum solo parenting my 1.5 year old 3/5 Emotional Manifestor daughter. This is helping so much with my own anger and to let me know what to do going forward with my little firecracker demon baby (said with love and a chuckle). My anger has been through the roof lately, and I’m also 28 and transitioning to my line 6 “on the roof” phase. I’m -this- close every second to losing my absolute shiet at my family for all the abuse they put me through. I feel like I should just let them have it, but I don’t want to hurt them even though they deserve it. I don’t want to treat myself that way, I want to hold myself to higher regard. So I’m journalling that rage, and going to pass it through a filter (when I’m ready) so it’s less angry and more constructive. If I do that, maybe they’ll listen, but I also just want to move on at the same time. The other part of this is, my little manifestor is just expanding all of this and pushing my buttons like mad. But the interesting thing is, she doesn’t seem to care about my anger, she’ll just offer me a cuddle and go about her business. I am still trying to minimise her exposure to my big feelings, but the odd occasion I snap doesn’t seem to be that big a deal with her. I hope that going forward I can learn to better manage my anger (mine was suppressed for years too), and I can help her manage it as she grows too and not suppress it herself. If anyone reading this has any tips, that would be super appreciated!
Hi! Thank you for sharing! And how beautiful you and your daughter are both manifestors 😍 She’s got that big aura like you, so most likely why your anger doesn’t bother her. I find manifestor relationships are very different than with other types - we accept other manis as they are, there’s less projection and judgement, and more freedom and respect for each other to do their own thing. If you are familiar with Amy Ruth, she does human design parenting, one of her kids is an emotional manifestor. She demonstrates a lot how she works with her little one, and has an online community and resources to support parents in human design 🙏🏼 At the end of the day, it just requires a lot of grace and compassion. Inner child work was the most impactful thing i ever did that allowed me to fully express and accept my emotions, which eventually lessened over time. You are doing an amazing job, your daughter is lucky to have such a self-aware mama! ❤️
Also… if you would like some resources that helped me with my anger as an emotional manifestor, i have a free inner child guide with exercises and journal prompts you can do to get you started! shop.nina-elise.com/inner-child-guide-1
I am a Manifestor who was raised around MGs and generators, but we all have a defined emotional centre which I’m guessing helped, I’m very new to HD so still learning about the open and fixed centres. I was definitely the outcast and so incredibly angry, but my parents tried their best. I took that anger into my marriage which ended in 2015, from that point on I suppressed it and became very depressed and I’d get angry in massive bursts then fell guilty. I tried therapy but never felt comfortable expressing myself, I did find though that people would use me as an emotional dumping ground which would make me retreat even more, I’m not really sure why that is. With the help of astrology and HD I have really discovered myself, I still get angry, especially when people aren’t going at my pace, but it’s helped me not only understand myself, but also my friends and family. I have 2 MG children and my ex husband was also an MG, everyone around me can sense my need to freedom and they don’t question it so I’m lucky ☺️ My daughter has an open emotional centre and she gets so angry for no obvious reason, so perhaps she’s collecting that anger from me
Thank you for sharing. It’s such a beautiful journey of becoming aware, giving ourselves permission to be as we are, and then allowing it to eventually shed as we step into newer versions of ourselves 🤍 sounds like you have a supportive tribe around you 🥰
possibly? In my experience, it depends on the authority and conditioning. emotional authority tends to be a bit unpredictable based on conditioning and where they are at on the wave... splenic is fast, uncontrollable anger... and ego authority is burst of anger followed by intense willpower to channel that anger. A lot of factors can go into how a person feels or expresses themselves. The men manifestors I've worked with/know personally are either super angry all the time, or super repressed and people pleasers. But that is not a generalization, its just my personal reflections and interactions.
Finally feeling validated and understand myself so much better!!! Thank you for this
This video is a real gift. I'm a projector and have someone in my life who's a raging angry manifestor. I've also been a trauma therapist for over 30 years. One of the best tools to release anger from where it's stuck in the vehicle, or in the moment, is EFT tapping. It releases the emotion and can shift how we all see ourselves. It can allow us to step more fully into our design, into our potential.
I’m sure you’ve seen so much as a trauma therapist 🥹 yessss i use EFT almost daily!!
NLP and subconscious rewiring work helped me really release a lot of old anger as well (neural energetic encoding/time technique) 🙏🏼 there are so many amazing tools to help 🥰
Nina.. this is exactly what happened to me as a child as well.. an absolutely hopeless feeling of powerlessness. Thanks for sharing your story, it resonated very much ❤🙏🏼
thank you for watching!
As an MG with the 12-22 channel, really loved this whole video AND related so much to those experiences you have been through.
Sorry you had to experience similar emotions, but know you are aware and working past them 🙂🤍 thanks for watching!
Thanks for this insightful video. I can relate with not believing I experienced anger often if ever. Now I’ll pay more attention, as I may just be apathetic as you said when it’s really suppressed anger.
I can definiteley relate, I have a lot of anger inside me as a Manifestor, especially when my flow is being interrupted. And yes, especially in my puberty like you, with physical punishment, too. In my astro chart I have Pluto opposite Mary and Pluto opposite the Moon and like how it shows in both Astro and HD. It's lovely you have so many manifestor friends, that's a great mirror!
thank you for sharing!! 🤎
You are amazing at explaining things and helping us understand 😊
I feel so much shame around my anger and repress it then I feel so sad and depressed like you explained. But it’s hard to work through sometimes when your anger is so extreme and everyone around you just thinks you can’t handle your emotions. Even though your holding back so much but it bubbles to the top and they get a glimpse of it. I also feel when we are like this we want solitude and not be around people
Thank you for your response! Yes, it can be a lot! Typically, anger represents something I need to take responsibility for - unresolved trauma for me to go into, process, and give myself compassion for, or to be aware of where I have not informed. It can be a game, where over time, we are curious and make tweaks and find where we can become an observer of our emotions & reactions versus getting lost. In the moments its the hardest, I tend to go into my own space to process. A good cry, scream, or workout generally does it, and from there, I can be curious and ready to look at the anger that came up. Over time, shame can be turned into curiosity, and a fun game to work with our emotions
You got it sister thank you for sharing. I also lived on my mars line for quite sometime and there was so much anger from being controled and censored. I healed my thyroid during deconditioning. thank you
This was so helpful. Thank you!!!
I am so sorry that you went through life not understood. I am very happy for you, that you are able to become victorious over your past and share it with others. Parents that grew up with raging parents either express rage or live in fear of people raging and live in survival mode until or if ever become aware that they are living their life in reaction.❤ I remember an analogy years ago about my unexpressed anger as a lion held captive in my basement. Occassional roars would come out but it was hidden, safe from devouring me. I entertained thoughts of grappling with the lion and subduing it, but afraid of losing the battle with much pain and suffering. Never did it occur to me to release the lion, giving it its freedom, and maybe even making peace with it.
❤️❤️ we are all on our own unique journey and chose specific lessons to learn in our lifetimes! No right or wrong. And of course. When you live alone you can let it all out, no one is there to judge or stop you 🙂
I grew up with a schizophrenic mother and experienced alot of frustration and had fits of rage not feeling validated in my strong emotions. As an adult, now 59, with so much emotion stuffed in my sacral chakra, i have been unpacking these last three years, YEARS of all this suppressed emotion. Its a process to say the least. I have discovered that i need a lot of alone time even as an extrovert, that i need to slow down and allow my body to integrate my experiences. I am learning to share more my feelings, although sometimes its challenging to. Going at my own pace is really important.
Thank you for sharing your experience as a Manifestor. As i was listening to your story i had a visual of writing down things i feel frustrated about and putting them in a box and kicking this box filled with my frustrations around the yard and seeing how i feel afterwards!
Amazing work!! Good for you. It’s a gentle process, love that you are giving yourself so much grace 🥰
Enjoy the box-kicking 😆 so many amazing ways to discharge that anger!! 🔥
Thanks for your perspective and comments regarding Manifestors. I'm sure you were a "holy terror" growing up, but until we become conscious of who we are, that not-self aspect is predominant within us. As a Projector, I know this well. My mother is a Manifestor, and I'm helping her understand how she can act and be, to have the peace she seeks. I'm also learning to respect and honor the place and position Manifestors have amongst us!
Thank you for your comment! So wonderful you are working with your mother using human design as a framework - it can be so healing.
Thanks for sharing💙
I’m a 6/4 Emotional Manifesting Generator mum solo parenting my 1.5 year old 3/5 Emotional Manifestor daughter. This is helping so much with my own anger and to let me know what to do going forward with my little firecracker demon baby (said with love and a chuckle). My anger has been through the roof lately, and I’m also 28 and transitioning to my line 6 “on the roof” phase. I’m -this- close every second to losing my absolute shiet at my family for all the abuse they put me through. I feel like I should just let them have it, but I don’t want to hurt them even though they deserve it. I don’t want to treat myself that way, I want to hold myself to higher regard. So I’m journalling that rage, and going to pass it through a filter (when I’m ready) so it’s less angry and more constructive. If I do that, maybe they’ll listen, but I also just want to move on at the same time.
The other part of this is, my little manifestor is just expanding all of this and pushing my buttons like mad. But the interesting thing is, she doesn’t seem to care about my anger, she’ll just offer me a cuddle and go about her business. I am still trying to minimise her exposure to my big feelings, but the odd occasion I snap doesn’t seem to be that big a deal with her. I hope that going forward I can learn to better manage my anger (mine was suppressed for years too), and I can help her manage it as she grows too and not suppress it herself.
If anyone reading this has any tips, that would be super appreciated!
Hi!
Thank you for sharing! And how beautiful you and your daughter are both manifestors 😍
She’s got that big aura like you, so most likely why your anger doesn’t bother her. I find manifestor relationships are very different than with other types - we accept other manis as they are, there’s less projection and judgement, and more freedom and respect for each other to do their own thing.
If you are familiar with Amy Ruth, she does human design parenting, one of her kids is an emotional manifestor. She demonstrates a lot how she works with her little one, and has an online community and resources to support parents in human design 🙏🏼
At the end of the day, it just requires a lot of grace and compassion. Inner child work was the most impactful thing i ever did that allowed me to fully express and accept my emotions, which eventually lessened over time.
You are doing an amazing job, your daughter is lucky to have such a self-aware mama! ❤️
Also… if you would like some resources that helped me with my anger as an emotional manifestor, i have a free inner child guide with exercises and journal prompts you can do to get you started!
shop.nina-elise.com/inner-child-guide-1
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I am a Manifestor who was raised around MGs and generators, but we all have a defined emotional centre which I’m guessing helped, I’m very new to HD so still learning about the open and fixed centres. I was definitely the outcast and so incredibly angry, but my parents tried their best. I took that anger into my marriage which ended in 2015, from that point on I suppressed it and became very depressed and I’d get angry in massive bursts then fell guilty. I tried therapy but never felt comfortable expressing myself, I did find though that people would use me as an emotional dumping ground which would make me retreat even more, I’m not really sure why that is. With the help of astrology and HD I have really discovered myself, I still get angry, especially when people aren’t going at my pace, but it’s helped me not only understand myself, but also my friends and family. I have 2 MG children and my ex husband was also an MG, everyone around me can sense my need to freedom and they don’t question it so I’m lucky ☺️ My daughter has an open emotional centre and she gets so angry for no obvious reason, so perhaps she’s collecting that anger from me
Thank you for sharing. It’s such a beautiful journey of becoming aware, giving ourselves permission to be as we are, and then allowing it to eventually shed as we step into newer versions of ourselves 🤍 sounds like you have a supportive tribe around you 🥰
@@NinaEliseh yes I do, I am one lucky lady 🥰
Most of my anger came directly at myself I'm a 3/5 manifestor
Def normal as a Mani! The journey of self-forgiveness and rewiring our brains to speak differently to ourselves is beautiful & so worth it! 🤍
i guess males have less issues being angry and living and expressing volatile emotional rage and anger
possibly? In my experience, it depends on the authority and conditioning. emotional authority tends to be a bit unpredictable based on conditioning and where they are at on the wave... splenic is fast, uncontrollable anger... and ego authority is burst of anger followed by intense willpower to channel that anger. A lot of factors can go into how a person feels or expresses themselves. The men manifestors I've worked with/know personally are either super angry all the time, or super repressed and people pleasers.
But that is not a generalization, its just my personal reflections and interactions.