Narcissistic and Emotional Abuse, Part 1

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  • @ElsieDee001
    @ElsieDee001 Рік тому +66

    One cannot put a band-aid on emotional abuse. It creates an internal wound that seeps into the victim’s soul. It chips away at one’s heart, bit by bit, day by day. Emotional abuse is insidious.

    • @sudhakhristmukti1930
      @sudhakhristmukti1930 Рік тому +14

      Yes.This abuse is very 'deliberate' and aimed at destroying the spirit and spark, and steals the good health of the empathetic person. In any relationship.

    • @BonnyScotland17
      @BonnyScotland17 10 місяців тому +1

      Well said.

    • @Sarara-mv5sx
      @Sarara-mv5sx 9 місяців тому +2

      It's like cancer - grows more aggressive and the damage increasingly insidious. Often, the abuse begins to grow beyond the husband and is taken up by children and the community because of the lack of regard. It's terrible to witness. Emotional abuse destroyed my strong, intelligent mother. She was so degraded over time - and her resistance on ly made it worse. My father was the "good guy" and alienated her from her children. We were taught to look down on her. As an adult, I see it clearly. Such a corrupt, destructive, evil dynamic.

  • @tanyadepoalo4312
    @tanyadepoalo4312 Рік тому +37

    I was treated like the enemy. I told him I am not his enemy, but in the end I couldn’t maintain the connection I was desperate to foster and became reactive and lashed out and now I feel worse than when I was going through the emotional abuse, I feel like he wanted me to behave this way so he could feel better about himself and now my reactions negate all his hurtful behaviors towards me.

    • @lisbethbird8268
      @lisbethbird8268 Рік тому +9

      That's exactly how it's supposed to work, I learned the hard way too.

    • @elsizzle2000
      @elsizzle2000 Рік тому +13

      Ugh same for me. Like we don't have a right to be upset. They can't recognized they drive us to this point. My heart breaks too. I hope you heal from this.

    • @DrPhilGoode
      @DrPhilGoode Рік тому +2

      @@elsizzle2000 Umm…they may not consciously realize some of the specifics but if they do that successfully with no consequences…yikes.

    • @Eclectifying
      @Eclectifying Рік тому +4

      This has been my experience too.

    • @Liz-in8lu
      @Liz-in8lu Рік тому +9

      Wow. So we’ll put Tanya. I was so kind and caring to this guy. But he just kept digging and pushed me over the edge. Now I feel terrible for something I’ve never done before. I feel so guilty and horrible, and I bet he feels justified in being so nasty.

  • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
    @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому +67

    My husband can't even repeat the mean things he does for me. He acts like he forgets, . . .. the pride is so strong.

    • @saraheck7898
      @saraheck7898 Рік тому +4

      Oh yeah! A whole lot of pride.

    • @karenkuske5567
      @karenkuske5567 Рік тому +15

      Same. "I didn't say that" "you're remembering that wrong it didn't happen like that" "it was just a joke" ECT...
      Big hugs❤

    • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
      @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому

      @@karenkuske5567 I feel the smear campaign coming on . . . .its gonna be a nightmare to get out.

    • @DrPhilGoode
      @DrPhilGoode Рік тому +2

      Y’all aren’t going to like me when I say this. But gaslighting like that is a defensive mechanism to fight off shame and guilt. When you say husband can’t repeat the mean things he says…you want him to repeat them?? Im confused on the why…but the end result is the same anyway I guess.

    • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
      @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому +11

      @@DrPhilGoode i didnt mean repeat them in the sense of doing them again to me. I meant he can't even accept and take responsibility for the mean things he has done to me.

  • @TracyHaase
    @TracyHaase 5 місяців тому +3

    My husband is so used to his own behavior,,, he CANNOT see how abusive he has been and is being. I feel so stupid sometimes because it took me years to catch on, I was so gaslighted I didn’t know my head from my behind!!! He has been doing this for 24 years and has destroyed our marriage and all 4 of our children have turned away from me. He has disrespected me and they learned very very well to do the same. My life is wretched. My heart is broken and I’m tired!

  • @Genevieve88
    @Genevieve88 Рік тому +13

    My husband of 28 yrs doesn’t know how to be a husband due to his narcissistic sociopath father & his abusive, dysfunctional childhood. He doesn’t know how to fight for me, stand up for me, nurture me. Yet! He did all these things while we were dating and engaged. He’s told me he was “being somebody he wasn’t.” What in the world? He gaslights me, I call him out on it, then he acts as if he’s done nothing wrong &/or is super nice to me & attentive for a few days. I’m so sick of the games, of the cycle. He’s only like this with me & our kids. Everyone else thinks he’s absolutely amazing! I feel so torn, confused & stuck. He rarely talks. Is always busy. We basically just watch shows together. I don’t even want to go out on dates with him. I don’t really enjoy it. He checks his stupid Apple Watch every time it goes off. 😢

    • @LAstandard
      @LAstandard Рік тому +2

      Yes he is stuck. It wasn’t until my wife declared NPD and showed me these videos and pathway that I’m able to begin the hard work. I do want to, am desperate to change, he might too?

    • @Sarara-mv5sx
      @Sarara-mv5sx 9 місяців тому +1

      Blaming his father is no excusxe (for him) - surely there were other examples he could can been - or chosen - to follow or model himself after, even if it was just a movie. They act this way because they enjoy the benefits.

    • @margaretmlydon6910
      @margaretmlydon6910 9 місяців тому +1

      Hi Genevieve, I lived this exact pattern in my 36 years with my ex.
      It was like being on a crazy hamster wheel. Just when I thought we were getting somewhere in our relationship, things would revert to the usual hurtful things, of snide comments, blame and rage. I couldn't take it any more. Coming home to our house, was not a safe and comforting feeling. I experience a deep dread on approaching our street, wondering what it was I would be going home too. Jackel or Hyde.

    • @denisebooker4074
      @denisebooker4074 8 місяців тому

      Leave! I’m so disappointed in women staying in these situations. At the very least PUSH back & quit putting up with his crap!!! Then he’ll cheat if he’s not already, & leave you anyway. Leave first!

  • @perfectpeace123
    @perfectpeace123 Рік тому +8

    Narcissists can’t sit with their shame. They have to find a way to sweep their shame under the rug.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому +2

      That is true! It's a healthy shame, not the condoning shame. Healthy shame causes us to reflect and make changes.

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому +11

    Narcissist’s are wolves in sheep’s clothing.

  • @edgreen8140
    @edgreen8140 Рік тому +16

    They live quite a unconsciously and don't want to be vulnerable. Control and power isn't a relationship.

  • @dainazander7477
    @dainazander7477 Місяць тому +1

    How can I find counselors like you two 😭 this makes so much sense to me!

  • @katceeee
    @katceeee 2 роки тому +10

    Thank you so much for this very reassuring podcast! You're right, the world does need more people like both of you, who understand and help those of us who are enduring this very painful and lonely journey. God bless you!

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  2 роки тому +3

      Glad you found it helpful! Please like and share this podcast with others who need to hear this message.

  • @shannonluck5066
    @shannonluck5066 10 місяців тому +1

    The difficult thing is when they offer a lot of precious things, 75% great connection in our relationship 🎉and yet are abusive in a few ways that are consistently destructive to me. C-PSTD, dah... Over 39 years together... EI Unresolved conflict, Not able to listen when it's really important, Unable to regulate their emotions in that situation... Continued battery of boundaries in high stress situations! Keep making the same mistakes! Not able to apply learning from past relational mistakes. It really hit home when we separated and I found 15 cards and letters promising to listen to me, acknowledging the importance of that 😮

  • @freerangeboogie7293
    @freerangeboogie7293 Рік тому +5

    “If anybody else” tool…Like if someone treats my daughter like this, what would I say to her? Or a best friend? Raise those standards for yourself too. Yes!

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому +5

    I was down on my knees by my bedside every night. (While he was gone. From 9:00pm-4:00am) praying for our marriage. Everything just got worse.

  • @michelleichikawayourhawaii9362
    @michelleichikawayourhawaii9362 6 місяців тому +1

    Oh my gosh, I’ve been watching videos about narcissism and codependency for two years or so… I’ve never come across another video that sounds exactly like what I went through. Thank you so much for making this video and I’m going to continue to watch. ❤

  • @tanyadepoalo4312
    @tanyadepoalo4312 Рік тому +7

    I’ve tried to create a connection and foster love and partnership painstakingly to the point or rage. I was pushed and pushed to the point of sheer anger, not because that’s what I wanted but because I felt so much pain and hurt. His anger and rage, suspicion and jealousy, accusations, sweet mean cycle, countless breaking up with me and blocking me, ghosting me for weeks at a time, caused so much pain in me I was pushed to the end of my rope. And now I am blamed for the demise of the relationship. I feel like him now. I am heartbroken.

    • @mizzesbee
      @mizzesbee Рік тому +2

      I felt every word you said......I'm moving forward from this nightmare of a relationship......It's been such a long and stressful situation......

    • @r.a.mcinnes8103
      @r.a.mcinnes8103 Рік тому +2

      Of course you are to blame. They have zero accountability, it will always be someone else’s fault. May your heart heal. Believe in yourself, know you are a good person.:) They are incapable of looking inward, so they act out. Broken people that are emotionally immature.

    • @janetewens701
      @janetewens701 11 місяців тому

      ​@@r.a.mcinnes8103Hurt people
      Hurt people....

  • @fawnlargent6347
    @fawnlargent6347 Рік тому +5

    I really need some help... I've dealt with about all that i can handle

  • @doughartley3513
    @doughartley3513 Рік тому +3

    Thank you for your comments on self protection from being harmed. More times than I can count I have left the house to go for a “coffee” just to get a few minutes relief from the emotional, verbal abuse from my wife. But of course when I go back I have to endure greater anger because I had left to get a “coffee” you’re the first professional that’s even mentioned this.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Glad you found it helpful, and yes emotional abuse equally affects men and women.

    • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
      @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому +2

      I hear u. I suffer the same stuff. And not enough people look at emotional abuse as serious and that causes some retrauma for me, as a victim, because they don't see it as serious. And there are even lawyers that scoff when u say your husband is narcissistic, that's invalidating

    • @denisebooker4074
      @denisebooker4074 8 місяців тому

      What?!

  • @saramichael3837
    @saramichael3837 2 місяці тому

    Your videos bring hope and life to many! God bless!🙏🏼♥️

  • @Genevieve88
    @Genevieve88 Рік тому +3

    And yes! Where is this marriage going? I don’t want to live this way the rest of my life. 28 yrs of this with him. 😢

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Your healing is not dependent on the relationship. Relationship healing requires participation of both individuals, but your own healing requires only your participation. Here are some videos that we hope will help you take some first steps towards healing:
      Hope for Victims of Emotional Abuse
      ua-cam.com/video/u9XkQuHLEJY/v-deo.html
      Break Free of Emotional Abuse and Heal: ua-cam.com/video/u9XkQuHLEJY/v-deo.html
      Finding Healing
      ua-cam.com/video/I5N5t_mQiTA/v-deo.html
      Spouse Won't Go To Counseling!
      What Are My Options?
      ua-cam.com/video/O0Q_In9nKKI/v-deo.html

  • @shelleyd9910
    @shelleyd9910 Рік тому +4

    The devastating thing is being with a people helper who does not pause and pray but barrels in with judgements and brings shame on the powerless one. It would have been wonderful if a people helper had spoken about connection vs self protection and not about “submission”. Because I was the only one who explained to him that his suspicion and self protection had broken our connection. Since I was the only one he flipped me off. Now it’s over, because of them.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому +1

      This is a sad reality, but unfortunately there is not enough education and training on this complex, insidious behavior for people to know how to deal with it. Best wishes on your healing journey.

  • @janewild9150
    @janewild9150 Рік тому +7

    You say marriage recovery…I do not want to recover my marriage..I want to escape!

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому +7

      Our primary objective is personal healing from the abuse. We only pursue steps towards marriage recovery IF that is what the couple wants, but the personal healing comes first. Marriage recovery comes second.

    • @lisacharvet2851
      @lisacharvet2851 Рік тому

      Amen!!!

    • @Genevieve88
      @Genevieve88 Рік тому +2

      I long to recover what we had before we were married. But I escape often,,,,into books, writing, social media, friendships, my dogs, church, my kids, shopping, etc. It’s so hard. If I had my own health insurance, I might not still be here. 😢

  • @tammylines2779
    @tammylines2779 Рік тому +6

    a narcissist is a Demon

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому +3

    Yes it is a power struggle for lying and cheating. And he thinks he has every right to do whatever he wants and stab me right in the heart.

  • @Genevieve88
    @Genevieve88 Рік тому +7

    Abuse also thrives bc women are stuck financially &/or bc of health insurance. 👎🏻

  • @kikit0732
    @kikit0732 Рік тому +1

    Thank you Dr. Hawkins & Dr. Kimbrough. This is all so collaborative, and extremely insightful information.
    God bless you both.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback

  • @rc21078
    @rc21078 11 місяців тому

    She is too good! I am so glad to have found this podcast 🙏🏻

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  11 місяців тому

      So glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому +3

    Narcissist have no shame or remorse. My Ex is back at Church lying about me. Still having an affair with a married Woman.

  • @sherryannwest2123
    @sherryannwest2123 Рік тому +3

    My husband calls me a thief anytime I spend any amount of money.i work most of the time ,but right now I am unemployed.when I work I give all of my money to him for bills.but when I don't workI am always broke.he goes to the bank and gets a replacement card every now and then just in case I have his card number.he says I lie to him constantly.(I never actually do).and he has all of his money deposited directly into savings and just pulls money out when HE needs it.i never go even grocery shopping because I have no access to his money as he calls it.he supposedly bought the house we own for me,but my name is nowhere on it.he tells me that this is his house and I can leave.

    • @sherryannwest2123
      @sherryannwest2123 Рік тому

      We have been together for 15 years btw

    • @EllaCinder-lh4ro
      @EllaCinder-lh4ro 10 місяців тому

      @@sherryannwest2123this is the reality of the abuse.. the one sided unmitigated unprovoked and inexcusable behavior.. the ABUSE WE ARE FACING AND NEED UNABASHED SUPPORT HERE FOR

  • @CornflowerBlues5
    @CornflowerBlues5 Рік тому +1

    Wonderful conversation! Thank you both

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback

  • @sassycassie5478
    @sassycassie5478 5 місяців тому

    Good point...Why would anyone want ro be around somebody who makes them feel worthless, stressed & miserable. Kids and the Weather is the only deep conversation ( Their kids not yours). Never asking about your day. Never contacting you when out. Never helping you to Drs appointments or blood tests. No Concern for your health. Only talk about themselves Only offering Kaos, destruction and bread crumbs. No Boundaries, Imaturity. Talking to others about your personal business and Slandering your name. No thanks, Id rather surround myself with people who do love me.

  • @karenmorton6366
    @karenmorton6366 Рік тому +1

    Wow. This was so helpful!

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      So glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback

  • @wastedanalogues8991
    @wastedanalogues8991 10 місяців тому +3

    Shes making the abused person seem like she has any way to make the abusive man make him mot abuse her.

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому +3

    I can’t be part of a marriage where there is a third party. Another Woman. And it isn’t his first affair.

  • @tmking7483
    @tmking7483 5 місяців тому +1

    Forgiveness is between you and God

  • @kathygildea2025
    @kathygildea2025 Рік тому

    Wow, this is amazing information!!
    Thankyou Drs.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback

  • @fawnlargent6347
    @fawnlargent6347 Рік тому +1

    I am listening to what you both are saying, and it sounds just exactly like my daily life.
    But I have also been pushed to reactive abuse and I'm not in with that

  • @rjlacroix3334
    @rjlacroix3334 Рік тому +1

    A truly outstanding podcast . I learned so much that was tangible .Thank you so very much .

  • @Dr.Cubeon
    @Dr.Cubeon 7 місяців тому

    Wow! I often refer to myself as a undercover agent

  • @TF-uu1yu
    @TF-uu1yu Рік тому +1

    Amazing discussion!

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому +1

      Thanks for the feedback, glad you found it helpful.

  • @littlesister1602
    @littlesister1602 3 місяці тому

    My husband has refused to say I love you or even touch me in a month but when we're in public, he calls me pet names. Even asked me what I wanted in a shop, I told him what I wanted, he kept pointing to something else. I said again what I wanted and he pointed to what he wanted. I stopped talking and he looked between me and the clerk and said " I can see I'm irritating you so I'll just leave you to it ... And the clerk just looked at me very confused.

  • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
    @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому +3

    And it's sad that is all I have, kids and sports, and he is fine with that and has no inty in giving more.

  • @leonapietsch4367
    @leonapietsch4367 Рік тому

    God bless you both!!! Loved your video!

  • @Liz-in8lu
    @Liz-in8lu Рік тому +4

    To have gotten sucked in for 2 months, have seen some flags but have him a chance. Now I feel I’m too far liking him but now he’s showing true colors. He’s an alcoholic and is so nasty to me when drinking.

    • @knowtruth2773
      @knowtruth2773 Рік тому +2

      Alcoholics can become abusive. The longer they drink excessively, the more abusive they can become. Please be careful. God bless you 🙏

    • @Genevieve88
      @Genevieve88 Рік тому +2

      Run away. Now!!

    • @joliv159
      @joliv159 Рік тому +1

      Get out now!! Deal with the pain of ripping the Band-Aid off now or deal with the pain of a train smash later.

    • @Liz-in8lu
      @Liz-in8lu Рік тому +1

      @@joliv159 thanks. I did get out and haven’t looked back. It is easier to do sooner.

    • @joanbalasa4207
      @joanbalasa4207 Рік тому +2

      I was married to someone, a narcissist. How did I end up there?
      My own family did not love me, protect me. So now I understand we go back to what we know.
      It makes no sense, but we need to be honest about our own families. Easier to dismiss it. Maybe then we will not revisit what was or is familiar.
      Furthermore, if a man or woman doesn't have humility, run! If someone is always right, self-righteous there is no where to go. Take a hard look where you came from and where your partner came from. This requires more thinking than emotion.

  • @goldenrulebanner2896
    @goldenrulebanner2896 Рік тому

    We need to be HOT! Honest, Open and Transparent! Without that, it is difficult to have a deep relationship.

  • @elizabetheliuk9373
    @elizabetheliuk9373 26 днів тому

    In a narcissistic relationship where there’s abuse there is no collaboration; there is no discernment toward a common goal. Are you kidding me??? If you’re going to speak about a “normal” marriage then your points are valid. They are not in an abusive narcissistic relationship.

  • @mercedesvallar3384
    @mercedesvallar3384 6 місяців тому

    The narc wears her heart on her sleeve. In my case, other family members see whats going on but keep quiet. Which is sad and it makes me feel alone

  • @bluemoon8268
    @bluemoon8268 Рік тому +2

    … with all due respect … I’m about 17 minutes into your podcast and I want to make a clarification regarding co-dependency … it is more of a neediness rather than the impression being portrayed that it is an act/gesture of giving and/or a sacrifice … a narcissist is a co-dependent because, unless they are a sociopath, they NEED the validation and weaknesses of others to maintain their need for superiority and control …. I think what is being referred to in the podcast as co-dependency is closer aligned to being an enabler as well as also being co-dependent …

  • @ImpulsoCreativo9322
    @ImpulsoCreativo9322 Рік тому

    Rally really good dialogue, topic, deepness. It was super interesting.

    • @drdavidbhawkins
      @drdavidbhawkins  Рік тому

      Glad you found it helpful, thanks for your feedback!

  • @fairygurl9269
    @fairygurl9269 10 місяців тому

    *To Feel Authentically Safe....

  • @EllaCinder-lh4ro
    @EllaCinder-lh4ro 10 місяців тому +1

    Typically it is men because abuse is about a consolation of power and control.. so in a RELATIONSHIP a woman isn’t trying to ‘ pulling a man into a relationship ‘ nor is she typically given access to equal financial resources or it wouldn’t be abuse..Abuse is multifaceted to be effective- emotional, financial, physical otherwise it’s about a tremendous Power differential if not then it’s about dysfunctional patterns involving BOTH people where there are “mutual vulnerabilities “
    rather than an oppressor and ANOTHER person being annihilated into nonexistent.

  • @Ratgirl2
    @Ratgirl2 Рік тому

    My friend just can't get through to her spouse he tells her you trigger me. You don't absorb anything and tells her she is a moron. I think she needs counseling. They went once years ago and she told me he complained about her the the whole time. From what I see watching these videos it's so typical.

  • @tmking7483
    @tmking7483 5 місяців тому

    My parents raised me that if I dare try to put up a boundary & i pick lint from the liking room rug for 8 hours as a 12 year old _ on my knees. Yea _ thats what happens when u try to make a boundary with a nark.

  • @indimusiq
    @indimusiq Рік тому

    Maybe uncomplicate emotional abuse by viewing it from an individual perspective more than a general one..🤔

  • @EChehami-ts3hm
    @EChehami-ts3hm Рік тому

    0

  • @jp-ou5zn
    @jp-ou5zn Місяць тому

    Damn, this guy's loves to hear himself talk.....what a tool.

  • @jmh8510
    @jmh8510 2 роки тому +4

    Good, but disagree much that it’s only “society teaches” women to be one way and vice versa. Oh my. For millennia women nurtured children and men hunted etc. it’s only recently that we have the luxury to make different choices. Do you have children, Sharman? I have 3 and imo 99.9% of parents see immediately that there’s some very clear innate differences before much is taught at all.