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  • @edwardamos6720
    @edwardamos6720 4 роки тому +411

    Morning elle, I lost my mum on the 17th of December 2019 at the age of 24. Life is tough but surround yourself with love and positivity and you will get through even the tough times. You are incredibly strong, I was stronger than I ever knew I was. Don't be afraid to grab every hand that helps you, love and wishes sending your way, we are not alone we do this together xxxx

    • @sarahp5718
      @sarahp5718 4 роки тому +17

      Edward Amos so sorry for your loss... this is such a lovely comment. Hope you and your family are as well as can be at this sad time.

    • @edwardamos6720
      @edwardamos6720 4 роки тому +19

      @@sarahp5718 stronger than ever! I thought in my head losing my mum would be so lonely, but now she's gone I feel closer to her than ever, and I know she's at peace! There are some wonderful people in the world like yourself who give you that strength to keep going! Thanks for your reply its another example of the fact that we are never alone xx

    • @molllyhepburn
      @molllyhepburn 4 роки тому +14

      I lost my mum 4 months ago, when I was 17. I completely agree with all you’ve said! Sending love💗

    • @edwardamos6720
      @edwardamos6720 4 роки тому +10

      @@molllyhepburn your so brave! This sense of community we have means we are never alone. It's so good to talk and be open and be reminded that a lot of us are on this journey together, there is so much strength in unity xx

    • @je9862
      @je9862 4 роки тому +10

      Molly Annie lost my mum at 14 nearly two years ago. The pain is always there but i promise it gets so much better! 💗

  • @chrissieharper1425
    @chrissieharper1425 4 роки тому +193

    No one copes well with these things Elle, don’t ever feel like your not coping well enough or not dealing with your emotions properly, there is no good way to cope in this situation, as long as your taking care of yourself and there for your mum and family that is all you can do. I’m hoping things get better for you and your family, sending lots of love your way ❤️

  • @emilyevans6800
    @emilyevans6800 4 роки тому +90

    I lost my dad December 4th , it’s the hardest thing you’ll ever have to go through but just surround yourself with people that love you and understand you , I don’t believe that time is a healer but I do believe it just gets easier a little easier to live with , the world is so cruel my dad only had a 11 month battle with cancer so I didn’t have much time to come to terms with the diagnosis and then him passing but at least you’ll cherish the 5 extra years you had with your amazing mum! 💜💜

    • @kaitlandoneill5512
      @kaitlandoneill5512 3 роки тому +2

      Dear Emily 💜
      I'm so so sorry for your loss just know that your dad loves you very much he is so lucky to have you in his life I know its hard its always on your mind everyday your dad is watching you from heaven and saying I love you so much when you were born I was so happy I'm proud of you angel I always will be stay strong Emily

    • @emilyevans6800
      @emilyevans6800 3 роки тому +1

      kaitland oneill thank you so much!!! Such kind and loving words! That means so much xx

  • @paigebaker1495
    @paigebaker1495 4 роки тому +40

    Always remember crying is a strength not a weakness. It’s ok to cry, be angry etc and you need to have a release of those emotions. Xxx

  • @donnaclark3514
    @donnaclark3514 4 роки тому +63

    Morning having had a parent thats had cancer i can relate to how you feel,but Elle you need to chat to a friend/family member about how you feel just off load your allowed to be angry/upset/frightened/tired looking after a sick loved one is tough and just chatting about this situation will help you to copeXx stay positive stay strong Xx Love to your mum💓

  • @morganxlauren188
    @morganxlauren188 4 роки тому +64

    Elle, never apologise for showing your emotions. You are incredibly brave to express your feelings. Being vulnerable on camera is daunting yet you wear your heart on your sleeve. Your attitude to hardship is inspiring and conveys your immense strength - a strength I feel empowered by. You are the most amazing role model and I feel so lucky to be an angel. Thank you for being real. I’m sending love to you and your family. 💗

  • @user-xh3yx4gz7b
    @user-xh3yx4gz7b 4 роки тому +78

    Cried my eyes out Elle. The pain you’re experiencing right now, no one else can understand because your situation is different to someone else’s. I work in a hospice and the strength I see in people every single day through such tragic and awful situations is inspiring. And you too are inspiring, along with your beautiful mum. The way you love and care for her is wonderful🥰

  • @steffanyhenderson7964
    @steffanyhenderson7964 4 роки тому +1

    Oh, Elle! My heart goes out to you in the biggest way! I lost my father on August 31, 2019 after a difficult two year battle with cancer. What you are going through is so difficult! Seeing our parents in a weakened state is devastating. My advice is to soak up every minute of her good days, hold her hand through her bad days and to allow yourself to feel however you feel at any given moment. Grief is horribly hard and the only way out of it is to allow ourselves to go through the different stages of it. If it helps you to share your emotions with us, then share. If it doesn’t, then don’t. We love you either way! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers! 🙏 😘 🤗 💕

  • @alouise2186
    @alouise2186 4 роки тому +21

    I just love connors “love ya!” At the end always. He’s the true angel x

  • @hadywinterbottom2961
    @hadywinterbottom2961 4 роки тому +15

    Hi Elle, I just wanted to let you know you’re never alone in these things. We lost a close family friend this time last week to a brain tumour. It has been an awfully hard time but if you surround yourself with the people who love you and reflect on the good times, it makes it a little bit more bearable. It may seem like the end of the world now but I promise it does get easier with time and love. Love you all the word and hope you have a wonderful week ahead🥰❤️

  • @lil5079
    @lil5079 4 роки тому +31

    I was really struggling this morning trying to come to terms with a similar thing and it’s just nice to see someone else talk about it. Wishing you a better week next week xxx

  • @loeyification
    @loeyification 4 роки тому +1

    Elle love you so much and your videos I have been in a similar situation 2018 my mum was diagnosed with breast cancer it’s honestly the most heartbreaking situation seeing your mum go through all the treatment loosing her hair etc. I always felt like I wanted to stay strong for everyone I decided to have counselling and offload all my feelings to them. It helped a lot. Sending love xxxx

  • @abbymuir7193
    @abbymuir7193 4 роки тому +11

    I’m 15 years old I lost my uncle 2 years ago and my family have been sad and been through a lot but everything is turning out amazing and your life will ❤️❤️❤️

  • @molly7262
    @molly7262 4 роки тому +39

    I’m sending my love to all of your family. Don’t worry about content, we will all be here. The only way I feel I can support you is watch the ads all the way through and watch all your videos, I got you boo. 💖x

  • @rhysjones9760
    @rhysjones9760 4 роки тому +13

    I’m feeling for you and your family I know how this feels to watch a love one go through this, I lost my mum in 2016 to cancer just after the Kaikoura earthquake in New Zealand I couldn’t get to her due to Kaikoura been shut off due to the landslides finally I got through and 5 days after I got there she passed away, my husband was amazing he told me to leave my job so I could spend time with my mum, so I did, thanks to my husband I got to spend 4 years with my mum I went to every doctors appointment and every Cemo appointment and when I was not with her we talked on the phone every day, i learnt to be strong because my mum was so strong, just love every moment with your mum Elle which I’m sure you do, and try and be strong when she cant be, and it’s ok not to be ok I kinda wished someone said that to me. Sending you and your family big kiwi hugs

  • @lacey-maehutchinson4883
    @lacey-maehutchinson4883 4 роки тому +1

    Hi Elle,
    my name is Lacey I am 10 and you were the first person I subscribed to because of your positivity but sometimes you have days were you have to let your emotions out. I don’t see my dad but even though there are hard times in life everything is meant to happen for a reason. If your mother is on the verge of death it means your mum is chosen to be put in a new life an live happily and not in pain. Sending all of my love to you angel hope your mum is ok and gets better xx 💜

  • @TRACYxBEAKER
    @TRACYxBEAKER 4 роки тому +2

    Elle stay strong. Which I know, without having ever met you, that you’re fully capable of. You’re a powerful and wonderful girl and can get through anything! It’s amazing how you can be so positive while something so terrible is happening. It’s remarkable.
    My mum died of lung cancer last year and I didn’t think I could cope, but I did and i am continuing to do so. 🥰 I wish you love and strength during these difficult times x

  • @zoe2562
    @zoe2562 4 роки тому +9

    Gorgeous I'm just going to send you a big 💖
    My mum always tells me "it's always the ones who are their for everyone else whom listens and cares, is the person who carries the most pain, the most deepest thoughts the person who cannot open up or sum up their emotions is the one who smiles the most but carries the world on their shoulders if you look at someone you care for and know you can see its through their eyes if their ok"
    🌹

  • @hannahduku
    @hannahduku 4 роки тому

    Completely understand how you feel. My dad has been quite unwell for about 5 years. It’s quite numbing, I also get quite choked up when I’m explaining it to someone.. but I never know it’s going to make me emotional. Keep your loved supportive ones around! Absolutely love your vlogs ❤️xx

  • @johnneladderley2474
    @johnneladderley2474 4 роки тому +2

    I lost my Brother 7 years ago and then I lost my Sister October of 2019, so I know what you are going through Elle. It's so very hard, and it feels like nothing will ever change or get better, but it will. That is why I watch your videos Elle, because when I start getting sad or discouraged I run to watch your videos and you keep me encouraged and positive. I truly love you so much Elle and I am here if ever you need to talk.
    The base combo of Charlotte Tilbury Magic Cream and the Laura Mercier Tinted Moisturizer is a dream😍👌🏽!
    BubbleGum Pink and the Off White Shades are my favourites. Katie looks fabulous in her Angelle Collection lounge wear, love her💕💕.
    Lovely vlog Elle and please remember that if you need to talk or support I am always here for you Sis💜💜.

  • @sheniahookway5232
    @sheniahookway5232 4 роки тому +1

    You are the purest of pure. You constantly make sure everyone else is ok, put everyone else first. You’re truly the definition of amazing. You need to put yourself first for once Elle, you need time? Take it. You need to focus on yourself and your mum? Do it. Although UA-cam and social media might help, sometimes time to yourself is the best self care. We all love you, we all do have your back and we understand that it isn’t easy for you. You have got this and your mum is so god damn proud of you ❤️ love you

  • @lucybarry7310
    @lucybarry7310 4 роки тому

    Elle I’m so sorry to hear your mum’s not doing so well. I want to thank you so so much for having the courage and the strength to share where your at and being honest with us all. You deserve to be supported and helped through your struggles because you help so many through theirs. Your such an inspiration and your positive outlook and attitude brings so much joy but you are only human and you don’t have to always seem to be ok. Take care of your beautiful self and know you’re never alone xxxx❤️❤️❤️

  • @hyonlif4488
    @hyonlif4488 4 роки тому +1

    Hang in there. The hardest thing I’ve ever done, is to watch my mom go through what your mom is going through. Just breath, exhale and take one day at a time. You’re an amazing young lady. Sending you love from Florida.

  • @Eltoria
    @Eltoria 4 роки тому +12

    Sending lots of ❤️ honestly take the time out honey, I recently lost my aunt and gma in the space of 4 months and sometimes sitting back and just getting your thoughts together can do a world of good! Sending lots of strength and positive vibes towards your mum xxx

  • @molliehaleyearnshaw3976
    @molliehaleyearnshaw3976 4 роки тому +4

    I’m sending so much love to you lovely, never feel sorry for showing your emotions or speaking about how you feel - it’s so important, and everyone here is happy to listen 💛 surround your self with your loved ones, and never be afraid to open up ❤️ thinking of you and your family Elle 💕

  • @kirsty19926
    @kirsty19926 4 роки тому +1

    Elle you are human just like all of us. Take all the time you need, your fans will not be going anywhere. I understand you want to be in a routine but sometimes you need to treasure certain moments in the ‘real world’ and to really appreciate them and to make memories 💕

  • @tinabass5614
    @tinabass5614 4 роки тому +4

    I lost my father a few years ago to the big C. It’s hard to cope in life situations like that. Just make sure u take time out for yourself. Thinking of you x

  • @sophienewton7092
    @sophienewton7092 4 роки тому +11

    So proud of you, you truly are amazing. I can’t even imagine how you’re feeling right now, but please take time off if you need to. We all understand - spend all the time you can with your precious mum. UA-cam can wait xxxxxx

  • @ellie_may4872
    @ellie_may4872 4 роки тому

    Bless you I lost my mum in 2017 to cancer nothing can describe the pain and the hurt, I’m a bugger for bottling emotions up and not letting them out I suppose at the time I should hey were all human, honestly stay positive and think about all the good things you have in your life xxxx

  • @evebeinguniquebeingme6205
    @evebeinguniquebeingme6205 4 роки тому +29

    This year has started tough we've lost my mum's friend to cancer and our neighbour passed unexpectedly too here's to the rest of 2020 being better for us all 💖💖

  • @aliciafrance459
    @aliciafrance459 4 роки тому +1

    Aw Elle, really got me in my tummy hearing you be so open, I think it's a really good thing and it's not always easy , as it's almost like admitting to yourself that you're not ok, which is very hard. My dad had an illness and I bottled it up til the point where I snapped and it made me angry so keep taking time for you and look after yourself x

  • @jessicaaS10
    @jessicaaS10 4 роки тому +5

    I kept things in so much it made me have a mental breakdown. Talking is really important for your mental health but at the same time it can be so difficult. I dont like to feel a burden to people and I dont like to show my emotions. Take care x

  • @mirabhatt9736
    @mirabhatt9736 4 роки тому +3

    I lost my dad December 21st 2019 and it was a complete shock to the system. I sympathise with you and send my love 💖💖

  • @CharlotteShingler
    @CharlotteShingler 4 роки тому +16

    I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through 😔 I wish I could be more of support sweetheart but just know we’re all here!! Lots of you and your family ❤️❤️❤️xxxx
    I’m really bad at talking about my feelings as well. Something I’m trying to work on. You’ve got this and remember you’re SO STRONG 💓💓💓💓

  • @kayeshuttleworth6508
    @kayeshuttleworth6508 4 роки тому

    I lost my dad to liver cancer on the 12th of December the hardest thing I've ever gone through....but with the love and support of family can find that strength and push through...I'd like to think the strength and fight my dad had is now in me and its changed me you cant take life for granted live it and make every day count...love yo u ellie and your family xxxx

  • @wr1ghtxo
    @wr1ghtxo 4 роки тому

    I agree with a lot of your subscribers Elle, don't ever feel like you're not dealing with things well, everyone deals with things differently, we all love you and want the best for you, you're so so brave for showing your emotions as for a lot of people it's difficult to want to let people in, opening up and even getting understandably upset can help in many ways, we love you and keeping you all in my thoughts, your mum is an absolute star! ❣

  • @homeaccount7107
    @homeaccount7107 4 роки тому +12

    We’re all here for you 100% Elle don’t feel like you have to do anything for us we just want u to be happy and I wish the best for u and your mum 💗💗💗

  • @girlsrunit
    @girlsrunit 4 роки тому

    Elle, your strength is inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness. My mum was diagnosed with a Brain Tumour in December 2018. Like you, the thought of the year ahead terrifies me. But, it’s so important we keep speaking out, raising awareness & keeping hope one day we’ll have a cure.

  • @emilyjohnstone03
    @emilyjohnstone03 4 роки тому +12

    Elle, never say sorry for showing emotion. I often struggle with saying how I feel and then when I do I feel guilty for it. But you need to put you first! Focus on your beautiful family and spend time with your loved ones. That’s what matters. The angels will be patiently waiting so don’t feel bad for missing an upload. X

  • @candyh7370
    @candyh7370 4 роки тому +9

    Oh Elle, my heart is with you and your family regarding your mum. It's hard to see a family member in pain and not themself.
    On a lighter topic, I love the off white and the dusty rose in those samples! I hope one of them will be the tea and biscuits set! I have the you do you boo jumper in grey and it is so snug! Keep up the amazing work, your videos make my day lovely girl :D

  • @elizamh5270
    @elizamh5270 4 роки тому +22

    I’m glad you’ve taken the time to pamper yourself during this time 😘 No matter how bad things are in life, it’s important to remember to still take care of yourself 😘😘😘 xxx

  • @robyndavies9913
    @robyndavies9913 4 роки тому

    Morning, I lost my dad last year in June after a 2 and a half year battle with a brain tumour, it really isnt a easy life. I'm 21 and can complete understand how you feel. Your so strong for already getting as far as you have. Surround yourself with all the right people although life isnt easy, having the right people around definitely make it more tolerable. Sending you so much love and so many well wishes to you and your family xx x

  • @ldr38210
    @ldr38210 4 роки тому +19

    take as long as you need, pamper yourself as much as you can, we all understand!! stay strong lovely!! sending love you and your mum 💖💖

  • @kerrywood407
    @kerrywood407 4 роки тому +1

    So sorry to hear about your mum, I’m sending gentle hugs to you at this difficult time. Love how you are with your sister and herby it’s so nice seeing a family who are genuinely close. Best wishes to you all and your mum xxx

  • @susanadamson7977
    @susanadamson7977 4 роки тому +5

    Elle, there’s no right or wrong way to deal with tough times. Do it your way. Loads of love xxxxx

  • @tracytyrrell7166
    @tracytyrrell7166 4 роки тому

    my mum passed away 14 years ago from a cancerous brain tumour and not a day has gone by that i dont miss and think about her.... cherish every min with ur mum make memories and take loads of pictures... i 100% understand ur pain xxx hugs xxxx

  • @mandyward6781
    @mandyward6781 4 роки тому +1

    Oh Elle. I feel your pain. My son was diagnosed with cancer in 2013, he was just 7 years old. Happy to say hes now ok, full remission but its hard even now. I havent spoke about my feelings either as I'm the strong 1 out of 4 sisters. I just want to give you a massive hug and I'm sending both you and your mum all my love ❤❤

  • @jenniferlynch9137
    @jenniferlynch9137 4 роки тому

    I completley understand what your going through elle ,my little brother was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor in october last year hes only 29 and its so heart breaking to watch someone you love so much go through it and a horrible feeling of not knowing what each month will bring life really can be shit were trying to stay posotive and keep thinking miriacles can happen ,thinking of you your mom and family and sending you all lots of love and strength xxx

  • @mollymayb_
    @mollymayb_ 4 роки тому +2

    Morning Elle❤️So sorry to hear what you and your family are going through, being emotional and your feelings being all over the place is normal when your going through something like this. I know the feeling all to well after loosing so many people including my Dad and Daughter. You and your family are so strong, make memories and cherish the moments you have together✨💗

  • @beckytownsley3035
    @beckytownsley3035 4 роки тому +15

    Off white & dusty rose ❤️
    It’s lovely you opened up, I’ve been really wondering how you are off your Instagram stories 😫 can’t imagine it!
    This vlog felt really cosy and personal and it was so lovely, we don’t always want a week of full on amazing content, these are just as amazing 🥰

  • @06WILKINA
    @06WILKINA 4 роки тому +2

    Awh hunny ❤️ I lost my dad at the end of last year to cancer I know how scary this all mush be for you ❤️ even though you don't personally know everyone of your angels we all love you and are here for you 😇 xxx

  • @Posh369
    @Posh369 4 роки тому +1

    Darling I cried with you. I have been where you are and it’s the loneliest place, even surrounded with loved ones. I’m sorry and I’m sending so much love xx

  • @ciaraliston
    @ciaraliston 4 роки тому

    Hi Elle, I sobbed with you whilst watching this video. I lost my 4 year old cousin last month to Cancer and we could not have got through his treatment and bereavement without having the love and strength of family. Life sometimes does not go the way we’d imagine and now everything I do is for him, what he will not be able to do. It’s a question I ask myself everyday about why the most innocent have to suffer so much pain. The world is so cruel but you now need to enjoy your life because you don’t know when it’s going to be your last. Sending so much love to you and your family. I completely understand what you and your family are going through. And soon, you’ll learn to live through the pain and so much love will come out of it. Love you so much Elle xxxxx

  • @trudyclayton7486
    @trudyclayton7486 4 роки тому +1

    You are an absolute sweetheart. I've been off work for 6 weeks due to the covid 19 and usually I wouldnt watch the content I've been watching the last few weeks. Your an amazing strong happy bubbly lovely young lady and I'm glad I started to watch you ❤ xx

  • @Misssashakelly
    @Misssashakelly 4 роки тому

    Thank you for this video. My mum just got the biggest hug ever. Thanks for reminding me to love her every day and be nicer 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

  • @meghannshaw6445
    @meghannshaw6445 4 роки тому

    Good afternoon Elle, hope you and your mum are feeling better today. My mum got the all clear from breast cancer August 2019 and we was so grateful even though she’s still having treatment now. It was the hardest thing myself and this family has had to face but we thought it was getting better. Christmas 2019 came and I got diagnosed with a brain tumour on the 27th December and it’s absolutely ruined me. I’m currently pregnant with my second child and I’ve never had to face so many difficult decisions In my life about choosing treatment or pregnancy and I’m feeling extremely low at the minute and feel like I shouldn’t have to be put through this at 21 no one should no matter what age. My husband has just come out of hospital yesterday after 2 weeks In hospital with a kidney surgery. What I’m saying is life does get shit like you say but I hope and pray it gets better for you all and wish you the best ❤️ all you can do is try and stay strong as hard as it sounds xx

  • @leanney3763
    @leanney3763 4 роки тому +1

    Oh sweetheart... like many others I too lost my mum in twenties, it’s 23 years lator and I miss her so much! Listening to you just brought a wave of memories and emotions back, I know it’s scary , but your find a inner strength that you never thought possible, but accept the bad days and let it out, have a good cry, and take one day at a time... I’m sure your mum is so proud of you and what you have achieved, so keep going honey, keep to your goals and routines as this will give you stability.... sometimes you feel guilty for carrying on with everyday life, but it’s the roller coaster of emotions you will continue to have.... so sorry your going through this 😞xx

  • @Loopylulu81
    @Loopylulu81 4 роки тому

    Ellie I’m so sorry your going through something so awful. You are such a lovely sister to Katie, please make sure your being looked after too. Big hug xx

  • @georgialong3070
    @georgialong3070 4 роки тому

    I just want to come and give you the biggest hug Elle. You are coping so well so please don’t say you aren’t. This is never an easy situation and life can be so cruel but you will get through it and be a stronger person after. I love you so much angel❤️❤️

  • @thesundaysociety
    @thesundaysociety 4 роки тому +56

    It’s ok not to be ok lovely. We’re all here for you and your family ❤️

    • @Rebecca-wu5fg
      @Rebecca-wu5fg 4 роки тому +1

      Hi Ellie I'm so sorry to hear about your news. I was once told you can't be there for someone if u don't look after yourself. Also it's good to let your feelings out. Xx

  • @chelsharrison4469
    @chelsharrison4469 4 роки тому +1

    You’ve got this ell, with Connor & the rest of your family & little herbie by your side...You’ve got this💖

  • @vivi2919
    @vivi2919 4 роки тому +7

    oh elle! sending all my love and more to you and your family! i lost a family member a few years ago to a brain tumor, i promise you you'll get through this! 💗🦋

  • @hanmariex
    @hanmariex 4 роки тому

    I understand your pain. I lost my mum 2.5 years ago and honestly it’s one of the worst things to ever happen to someone. Watching someone you love especially a parent be so ill is heartbreaking. Sending you all the love xx

  • @Em-te5ml
    @Em-te5ml 4 роки тому +1

    Wishing your Mum all the strength in the world to beat this! She’s a brave lady. Stay strong Elle, we love you 😘

  • @Avgreen8
    @Avgreen8 4 роки тому +5

    Elle my heart breaks for you. I’m so sorry you are going through such a hard time. I know you’ve got lots of wonderful people around you and I hope you’re letting them look after you when times are tough. Have you thought about seeing a counsellor? I’m a psychologist myself. That’s not to say how you’re feeling is abnormal because it’s absolutely not but it might help you to have a space to slowly express your emotions in a way that feels safe for you. I sometimes explain it a bit like when you shake up a bottle of fizzy drink and take the lid off and it goes everywhere, in therapy things get shaken up but you gradually unscrew the top to slowly let your emotions out. Take care, sending love xx

  • @mamamcindoe8402
    @mamamcindoe8402 4 роки тому

    Bless you Ellie I’m so sorry to hear about your mum. My
    Nan was diagnosed with breast cancer 3 years ago she’s still fighting I couldn’t imagine life without her I know how you feel.
    Here for you xx

  • @agnieszkamichalak3360
    @agnieszkamichalak3360 4 роки тому

    I don't have any words of advise because since my mum had breast cancer when I was 17(14 years ago) but she got through it, I'm worried almost every day that it might get back and every time she feels worse I'm afraid it's back. I try to concentrate on positives because what kind of life is the one in constant fear. I try to enjoy every moment with her every day and not to cry when she says sometime that everyone has to die some day. This is beyond me how is that even an option but somehow it is. Be strong when you can and cry when you're not. I wish your mom to feel better again. 🌻

  • @rebeccastephens880
    @rebeccastephens880 4 роки тому

    Life is so cruel, honestly I know what your going through. I lost my mum to breast cancer when I was nine snd I miss her everyday! You’ve just got to think of the good times and memories, your so brave! Such a credit to your mum, your beautiful inside and out 💗 Xx

  • @caitlanbeale582
    @caitlanbeale582 4 роки тому +1

    Your so brave talking about what’s going on with your mum, so so brave. Im sending a lot of respect and cuddles to you and your family ♥️

  • @sarahjane9377
    @sarahjane9377 4 роки тому +2

    Sending love & prayer to you & your family. Subconsciously I think this is why I and many people have been hoping Connor would pop the question. Your clearly each other’s one, so it’s only a matter of when not if. The day is such a huge moment for you both and immediate family, so hope you all get to celebrate with your loved ones and make many more memories.

  • @whitneylaurenjones
    @whitneylaurenjones 4 роки тому +1

    I know a lot has happened since this video but I’ve only recently discovered your channel. I know your not posting on UA-cam at the moment because of everything that happened. I love your videos so much, lots of love. Sending hugs to you and take as long as you need ❤️❤️

  • @rachelhazelwood7639
    @rachelhazelwood7639 4 роки тому +16

    This literally breaks my heart. It’s so awful seeing you so upset. Things will get better Elle!! We all love you so much, whatever time you need we will support you 🧡

  • @behindnumber3716
    @behindnumber3716 4 роки тому +2

    Morning me lovely. I lost my mum 13 years ago and its something you never get over. Love and hug your mum and always let her know how special she is to you all. We'll all be here to love and support you no matter what your content is. Love to you and all your family xx ❤❤

  • @bellamcdermott9851
    @bellamcdermott9851 4 роки тому

    I lost my grandfather, the only father figure I’ve ever had, to pancreatic cancer last January and the rest of 2019 was hard, but it does get easier. The only thing you can do is love and support her and lean on your support system. We all love and support you on this channel 💖 there is no right way to cope or express how you’re feeling, you just do your best. Some days are harder than others and on those days the best you can do is breathe and that’s okay! Other days you’re ready to conquer the world, and that’s okay. It’s normal. Don’t be too hard on yourself darling! Sending you all my love and prayers from Florida 💖

  • @brookegorman4383
    @brookegorman4383 4 роки тому

    Ellie im so sorry to hear that! Both my parents and grandparents past away around the same time! All i wanted was to take time for myself and my family! They come first we all understand take time for you! We love you and support you ❤️❤️

  • @kdickinson60
    @kdickinson60 4 роки тому

    You are such an inspiration, Elle, you carry yourself with such grace and gratitude. I wish I could have held myself up the way you do when I needed it. My mum battled cancer for several years and although she lost her fight I still cherish all of our lovely time and memories spent together. This video touched me so deeply as did your situation, this is just another reminder for me to cherish everything in life, so thank you. You are such a beautiful and strong woman and you have my support. Sending all my love and big hugs to you, your family, and your wonderful mum during this tough time ♡

  • @stripey0206
    @stripey0206 4 роки тому

    My dad was poorly in a similar way last year (I still can't say the word after 3 years).
    It's devastating and there are moments you that you can't stop crying or thinking about it all. And then moments where the world seems a bit better.
    Don't be worried to take time for you ... It will be the only thing sometimes that keeps you going xx

  • @JodieAMaySmith
    @JodieAMaySmith 4 роки тому +12

    I just want to leap in there and hold you tight. Sending so much love to you and your wonderful family. You are all so strong.

  • @hannalils8855
    @hannalils8855 4 роки тому

    I don’t normally comment, I’m more of a silent viewer but Elle you stole my heart with this one. I just want to remind you that it’s ok not to be ok, don’t ever feel guilty for showing your emotions, it allows you to make space for a clearer mind. Take time out, spend time with the people that elevate you through life. What you are going through is cruel, life can be so challenging sometimes but you are being faced with this situation because you are capable of handling it! You got this girl 🤍 sending to love to you and your family 🤍

  • @jordangallacher5557
    @jordangallacher5557 4 роки тому +1

    Awwww I can’t imagine what your going through! I’m thinking of you Elle, remember it’s ok to cry, it’s a strength not a weakness 💓 sending love to u xxx
    Also icy white and bubblegum colours are my favourite xxx

  • @elisewright100
    @elisewright100 4 роки тому +1

    off white and dusky rose! hope all is well I'm sending all my love, I lost my mam back in 2009 when I was 9 and I just want to say that even in the shittest situations there will always be a silver lining to get you through it x

  • @pammiesjourney8982
    @pammiesjourney8982 4 роки тому +1

    Hope you’re ok Elle! 💖 SPF is needed everyday even if it’s cloudy. UV rays break through the clouds! 😊

  • @teeteeiren9748
    @teeteeiren9748 4 роки тому +3

    Love YOU Elle 💞 just know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers, especially Mum!!!

  • @emilyherbert5220
    @emilyherbert5220 4 роки тому

    I lost my nan on the 23rd of December, she was like my second mum and i was so so close to her. I’m really struggling with coping of the loss of her because i wish she was still here and i cannot believe she’s not. But you are so incredibly strong facing such a difficult time right now, and you’ve given me so much strength seeing how you have somehow managed to keep the positive vibes. I wish you, your mum and all of your family all the positive vibes in the world, sending hugs and love your way xxxxxx

  • @lynnwestmoreland3660
    @lynnwestmoreland3660 4 роки тому

    Ellie I can’t say how you feel 😘 I nursed my gran doe three years and we were the closest. Your mum is fighting and with your strength it’s sorted. Positive mental attitude is the way. Smile harder when you feel like breaking down. You have this hun ❤️ be the most bravest of brave you can be and face it xxxxx keep talking ❤️

  • @sarahlouiseeddleston
    @sarahlouiseeddleston 4 роки тому

    Thankyou so much for sharing your feelings today elle,the last few months have been some of the hardest in my life and been really struggling lately so to see you being so honest meant a lot and it made me feel less alone seeing the comments that others have also left as a result, keep strong 😊 x

  • @LAFantasys
    @LAFantasys 4 роки тому

    My brother was diagnosed with brain tumours 12 years ago and he's done so so well up until the past year or so. And it's so hard to watch.
    I can't talk to people about it properly because its so hard to balance carry on living life as 'normal' and really acknowledging how you feel about it.
    You are doing so well Elle. xxx

  • @jessica_sharp07
    @jessica_sharp07 4 роки тому

    I love you so so much Elle it’s ok to not be ok and we are always here to support you and be by your side through the good and the bad. So happy you can open up to us. You are strong and you are beautiful. I’m so sorry for what you are going through made me tear up through the video. ❤️ your angels are here for you

  • @rachelhazelwood7639
    @rachelhazelwood7639 4 роки тому +9

    Also the colour choices, both of the ones on the left

  • @lilywilliams2733
    @lilywilliams2733 4 роки тому

    Elle I get how you feel, I lost both my grandparents last week in only the space of a couple days and I felt so alone with how I felt as I’m not very good at expressing how I feel. So far I’m feeling like this year has already been ruined and it’s only just begun but I have to keep reminding myself that life does go on and things will get better. All my love goes out to your family Elle 💕

  • @jennycox3977
    @jennycox3977 4 роки тому +24

    Morning Ellie, I’m a end live career,
    Just make as Memories as you can
    My thought are with you Katie and family
    Big hugs 💋 💋

  • @Mumquinnlife
    @Mumquinnlife 4 роки тому +2

    This broke my heart, we all understand how hard this must be for you and your family and honestly Elle if you need time take time off and we will all still be here for you when you come back! However, I understand how vlogging can keep the normality for you so you do whatever you want and we will always be here for you Elle! Love you x

  • @mrsmallory82
    @mrsmallory82 4 роки тому

    So sorry to hear your mom isn't doing well right now. Things like this are never easy to deal with when they are people we love but you have a great family and support system to help you along the way. Thinking of and praying for you and your family.
    Love your channel sooooo much!!!!

  • @daniellewallace2797
    @daniellewallace2797 4 роки тому

    I love the off white and rose pink colours! Also I love the fact you’ve opened up in this video I can relate to being great at listening to other like yourself but struggle to open up to people. Keep going you are doing amazing and I love all you uploads. 💓

  • @emilychapman2157
    @emilychapman2157 4 роки тому +1

    I lost my dad last year and my mums just found out she has breast cancer. I’ll be graduating this year as a qualified nurse, but it all just gets a bit too much ❤️ here for you gal

  • @harrietavery3833
    @harrietavery3833 4 роки тому

    Hey Elle,You just need to stay strong for your mum and your family. Your beautiful independent woman. My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer three years ago and last year at Christmas my Nan had a massive stroke. We all just got a take things step-by-step, think about the positive not the negative. Stay strong beautiful woman! Xxx

  • @AjsGirl70
    @AjsGirl70 4 роки тому

    Mental health is real. Dealing with your emotions is a sign of strength. Thank you for continuing to be the MOST real genuine youtuber EVER! You will truly never know what telling your truth will do for others. Being transparent is a rare find in today's society.

  • @Zoeee75
    @Zoeee75 4 роки тому +1

    Love you Elle, just wanted to say I understand (went through my best friend dealing with cancer - sadly she's no longer with us 💖👼). I'm sure a lot of people understand, sending you all my love, support and hugs 💖🤗💖 xxxxx

  • @Yvonne-kk6cd
    @Yvonne-kk6cd 4 роки тому

    Oh sweet Elle, my heart goes out to your mom, you, and your family. Prayers lifted up for the woman who raised such a phenomenal woman. 🙏🏼

  • @jasmine1321
    @jasmine1321 4 роки тому

    I'm sorry you're having to go through this Elle. I lost my mum suddenly on the 11th November 2017 at the age of 23 and just over 2 years on I'm still broken into a million pieces, I still can't talk about it and I still find it so hard to share my emotions. It is the hardest thing I've ever been through and am still going through - I don't think there is any advice anyone can give you as it's a big journey on its own in your mind and body but please don't be afraid to talk even if it's just to Herbie!!❤️ Keep smiling beautiful. Lots and lots of love to you and family xxxx