Hi nami! I had a similar experience with having my step dad adopt me. When I was in middle school my parents allowed me to legally change my name and I was going to get my step dads last name and at the time he also signed adoption papers for me 😅 I didn’t know I was being adopted I thought I was just changing my name for fun
My mom was actually adopted by her aunt, so I understand why you felt worried you were "diminishing" other's experiences. When people know my mom is adopted, they look at her with sort of pity in her eyes? Because they are sad she grew away from her biological family (which is silly, we as a society need to stop thinking that making a baby makes you their parent! It doesn't! Being a parent is a choice). But then when they find out that her aunt adopted her they look almost mad or disgusted, like she doesn't have exactly the right to say she's adopted just because she stayed with relatives. I don't know. People are complicated. I like that you are taking the time to think and that you want to spend more time with your parents ❤️ it's really sad that more people are not like that
omg I literally started sobbing when you started talking about how precious the limited time we have with our parents is. I’m only 21, my dad is 68 and I didn’t find out til last July that he grew up in an orphanage and I almost started crying when he told me that because it made me realize how little I knew about my dad and he’s the kind of person who keeps everything to himself, but I feel like it’s also my fault for never asking. I’m very grateful for having such a wonderful father and it really made me appreciate him even more. I hope you make many more joyful memories with your parents Nami. ❤️
aaa, I wanna cry when you talk about how precious our time is with our parents. life is moving so fast and this is all we have :( that’s so crazy how different culture is from the west to korea that they wouldn’t even tell you that. I love you nami 🥺
I literally started crying when you started talking about how ay least little quality time is important and hie everything is temporary. That made me feel really grateful for what I have. I hope you can make great memories and enjoy as much as you can ❤️
Oh nami, my mom had me at 40, and now that I am 25 my dad it's 71 and my mom 65. Watching them get older every year really hurts, I'm the youngest and my older siblings are in their 40s. I understand how you feel, my dad was told he had prostate cancer in the beginning stage, i felt my heart drop and cried every night. He got it removed and has been cancer free for 6 years and now I try to give them all they want and not really fight with them.
I feel guilty for growing up feeling lonely, neglected, unwanted, etc when I didn't go through anything like that. I grew up with my parents constantly arguing, dad cheating, mother crying, and was emotionally abused by my mom because of what she was going through and like there are many people out there who go through much worse yet have a more healing experience. I haven't had that experience yet since it's so hard for me to open up to any human being even my family because I was always criticized for sharing my feelings with my mom and stuff but up yeah I really hope this year with bring us all more peace cuz man life is tough
Your feelings are valid! there will always be someone who has it worse than you just like there will always be someone who has it better than you, trauma, pain and healing is not a competition everyone deserves to heal from their pain and trauma no matter how 'severe' their trauma is, see it like this: you broke your leg and are now healing yet someone you know broke their legs *and* their arm and objectively have it worse than you that doesn't mean you don't deserve to heal from your broken leg, also emotional scars are just as damaging as physical scars, they're not lesser because you can't see them. Pain and trauma is not something that should be compared and i hope one day you'll be able to heal from your experience without guilt and with the knowledge that you deserve to heal.
The same happened to me, and I felt guilty because my mom expresses me all her bad emotions that she felt towards her family. I've always keep her secrets and grudge, but at that time she didn't want to realize that I was a kid and all I could do was listen to her. A kid can't help you deal with your traumas nor give you advices.
Your story sounds almost just like mine, OMG! I was the first child, the product of s shotgun wedding. My two years younger brother died tragically at age nine. I was very depressed after that, becoming anorexic for two years in middle school while playing AYSO soccer, doing cross country and maintaining straight A's.
Emotional abuse is still abuse. Don’t downplay your pain just because other people have it worse. There’s always gonna be someone that had it worse. But it doesn’t make your pain invalid or that it never happened
Oh my gosh, does anyone else think that she ended up looking kind of looking like a female Fake Love era Jimin? She's so beautiful and I'm glad that her parents finally told her. You're so strong Nami!! You nice, keep going :) Edit: Lol sorry I missed the part where she mentioned it had a Fake Love vibe sorry 😂 Edit 2: Wow I literally missed so much she said Jimin a few times and I completely failed to notice xD
Hey Nami, I am 15 years old and my mom is almost 49 years old and my dad is almost 65 years old, they are now divorced but I could hear them fight every night when I lay in my bed, my mom used to say what a bad person he was and somtimes she still does but I just ignore it when she does that nowadays. (I have a really difficult family if you ask me).
Hey girl, I grew up with a tough family too. Stay strong, and you're going to grow up to be an independent woman who can give others support and love! ♥️
Thank you for sharing this Nami! ❤️ I, too, have older parents (I'm 22, my Dad is 70 & my Mom is 65) and I've never had the best relationship with my Dad. I always felt like he never really tried to be a close father to me, but as I've gotten older, I've tried to understand why he did the things he did, and see him as a person. You've made me realize that this is temporary and I want to reconnect while I can. You are a blessing Nami!! ❤️
I'm 26, my mum was 38 when she had me (she turned 39 about 3 weeks later), she's 65 now. My dad is 14 years older than her, so he was 52 when I was born. He's gonna be 80 this, which is bloody mental! There's SO much about his life that I don't know, I learnt about a year ago that he's been married before. My parents met when my mum was 20 and when my dad was 34, it's so weird to think that there's 34 years of his life before he met my mum.
ok i came here for the hair but now i stayed for the vulnerable and relatable story. i'm also tearing up because this speaks to my abandonment issues. i recently went to a friend's wedding, she's got a 10 year old son already, and there were so much tears because the man she married included in his vows that he didn't expect god to give him 2 persons to love: the bride and her son. he was very tearful and so was i. haha! we just kept crying basically. but yeah, he did say that it's inexplainable, the love one can feel for a child that's not their own is also very real and very strong in its own way. michael's right. major props to your dad! when i think about it now, opening oneself up to that kind of thing must have been scary. and i understand it now, the doubts and fears they would have because of course, what if the kid doesn't love you back or doesn't reciprocate? they're important, too. but i'm glad your dad stuck it out. i hope you get to bond and get to know him as much as you wanted to.
My Dad passed when I was 17, I was so close to him and he was the best father ever. I was also raised by my step dad since I was 3 years old I am 30 now and 😭🥺 this hurt my heart. I can relate in the sense that i never appreciated my step dad while my Dad was alive, I always felt resentment towards my step dad because I was immature and angry about my step dad trying to be a father figure in my life when I had my actual dad and didn't need him 😔 Since my Dad passed I realized how lucky I am to have my step dad and feel sad for ever having negative feelings towards my step dad because he always did his best to raise us in the way that we needed. I'm older now and I appreciate my step dad more and I'm not selfish and inconsiderate anymore I can be thankful towards him now. I understand why you felt the way you did, it is hard and sometimes being young you don't realize the things you're doing until you get older and start to understand certain situations in a different way/view point.
When you started talking about the limited time with your family hit me hard. My dad passed away when I was 10 and that caused me to wake up and realise that I need to spend every waking moment cherishing my family. My mom remarried and my stepdad is amazing, he takes for of my sibling and myself. I love my mom even more and I appreciate everything she's done for our family. I love you Nami and I'm glad you are the way you are. You're an amazing person, you and your family. Stay healthy, stay safe
Thank you for making this video. This video made me realise many things about my parents. I don't know anything about my parents. I don't know what they like what they don't like. They've sacrificed their family time to provide for their family. You've encouraged me to appreciate and love my parents and have conversations with them everyday.
Yay Nami!! 1st time I've seen someone work with function of beauty and they actually use it and have the pump on! So many times its felt fake watching youtubers try and make people believe they use something when they dont have it opened or a pump attached. 💜 Keep up the amazing job! Never forget you're beautiful inside and out xx
Hi Nami, first video I've ever watched but I felt your story so hard! When I realised my father turned 70, I was crying for days. We live apart and were never close but I realised that the important things is just asking how you are, the mundane, the everyday, checking in. You are a beautiful person, thank you for sharing your story!
This video made me so emotional. I don't really know what to say to you but please don't worry too much about your family. I also have some family issues since my parents are close to getting a divorce but I am sure that the two of us will get through our hard times. Just always remember that you are a great mother, wife, influencer and person; you are loved and you deserve everything you have right now. Thank you for everything ❤
I also think the same about my parents, that feeling of needing to know them better, and it's a stronger feeling because both my grandpas died 7 years ago, so I know what it is to miss a person which you didn't knew almost nothing about. And I don't want that story to happen again with my grannnies and parents, so I try my best to talk to them and go out places with them, to enjoy and have great moments while I can. 💖🥺😢🥰
Awe...Hi Nami.I cried when you cried.So sorry that you went so long feeling alone and sad without a dad.It is very touching that you were adopted ,even if it is so late in your life ..Def live for today and appreciate all you have .Fate has a strange way of showing up ,unexpectantly.For me,I never really appreciated my mom so much until her last days on earth and I embraced every moment I got to share with her ..even if it wasn't all smiles and laughter.💗✌🏻
Family is not only the people with the same genes as you, a true family is where true love is, where people really care about you,where you are comfortable or they try to make you feel comfortable just appreciate the most precious thing that you have; your life and your family's life 💖
Dude I think I just created a new ocean! I can't stop crying. Hearing you talk about your dad makes me both happy & sad. Happy because you are building a better relationship with your family but I feel sad because its a reminder that I no longer have my dad. Nami if by chance you ever do make that family trip please do share what you can!!!! Love you💕 also I flinched so hard that that clip went flying
I always love hearing about your life nami, and what you've been through, i've had a similar childhood. I moved to Europe when i was young from thailand but just with my siblings since both my parents were abusive, i've moved to Europe when i was about 8 years old and i didn't know any english, at all and i dealt with bullying because i'm asian and i was living in a one sided racial area, and my sister was 18 at that time and my brother was only 1 years old so my sister is like my parent. Love you nami, you're always so strong and i care about you so much. Also its definitely as asian thing when it comes to sharing information hahaha bittersweet and true. I'll always keep praying for you and your family.
I'm really curious about your life and what you've experienced, but I dont want to ask, because I dont want you to be uncomfortable ugh.... thx for sharing what you wrote though. It's really interesting to hear, what people have been through in life.
Talking about your parents not telling you about the adoption and stuff, I definitely agree that communication is a suuuper important part of family relationships (and any relationship)! I always feel like so many problems and misunderstandings could be avoided if people communicated with each other better.
My mom didn't have me until she was 43 so I totally feel the whole time is precious thing. Life is such a crazy experience but you just have to focus on the good and take it one day at a time. I'm glad you got to find out about your adoption while you still have your dad :) Make the best out of the time you have left together, I hope you guys can take that trip!
My parents are pretty old too, my mom had me when she was 40 and now she's 63. My dad is 7yrs older than her as well. I recently started being more open to my mom and giving her kisses since she's getting older. Our time together is precious ♡
My mom was 41 and my dad was 1 year younger than her. Now she is 68 and I'm 27, I'm the third and last child and was very much not planned. Even my mom acknowledges that maybe for her it was a good thing to have another child at that age because it keeps her young but it wasn't fair to me at all. On the one hand it's normal to me to have parents that are that old, it never was any different but on the other hand I have this mom that will turn 70 before I turn 30 and I will have to take care of her sooner rather than later while all my friends parents are barely in their 50s and still far away from that. My dad died when I was 11 and so many of my other family members also already died because of course they are also much older. I don't blame my parents but I also don't think having a child that late in life is the best thing for the child.
I love hearing more about your life Nami. My father died when I was 17 and there's so much that i'd like to share with him but I can't. You should enjoy your time with your parents and tell them how much You love them
I feel like I'm at a transitional point in my life right now. I'm coming to terms with trauma and ptsd after a series of assaults in high school so my emotions have been erratic and crazy. I never got the help I needed and I'll never get justice. I know my family doesn't understand me but I'm lucky that they always try and that they always put time away to make sure I'm feeling loved and okay. I have a tough past with mental illness (major depressive disorder, general anxiety disorder, anorexia nervosa), and adding c-ptsd to the mix has been challenging. I actually just quit my job today because it's been making things worse, so I'm feeling unsure but hoping that I can work things out and make my life more stable. I'm in Uni now, so I gotta get this under control lol. But thanks for bringing that into perspective. I don't have anyone around me who understands, but I'm lucky for what I do have, because I have a lot. Even though I'm really suffering, you've helped me remember that it is all truly relative. It's so so important to count our blessings, especially during tough times. Take care nami!! I hope this isn't too dark of a comment. Thank you for giving me a space to vent.
I was 15 when my 71 year old dad died, and if I can say one thing is that I’m so happy that you realize while he’s still alive that the time is precious. If I could see my dad again, I would give anything. So just hug him a little tighter and tell him you love him for me ❤️
Hey Nami, I had a mosquito bite on my cheek last year and it looked like your cheeks . At first I thought oh my what happened , then I looked and looked and realized they are hearts . Super cute , wish I would have done that to mask my cheeks last summer hahaha love you God bless
My grandfather died 4 years ago and my mom miss him everyday and she really miss the fact that she can no longer just call him and talk about whatever. He would have been 88 years old today and I regret the fact that he didn't write down his life story, there are a lot of stories I never got to hear. I really want my grandmother to do that before she gets to old since all of her family before marriage is in Finland.
I love this ♡ you really made me think about my own relationship with my dad. When I visit home for the holidays my dad would invite me to go fishing with him or do a shopping run or do some gardening and I would always refuse, because as a young-adult daughter, that's boring and sweaty work (lol) but now I realise it for what it really was: him reaching out to spend time with me. True, I hate getting sea sick and my nails dirty with soil, but now that I reflect, those excuses are so laughable. Thank you for this video because it just reminded me once again to value and seek out quality time with my parents (especially my father). Making a conscious effort to ensure that we get to appreciate and enjoy our parents as just people (despite our differences) is so important. 😭
That's crazy! My mom had me when she was 38 and my dad is *also* 8 years older than her. Crazy coincidence. I'm 23 and my dad is turning 70 tomorrow. He is also very sick and he gets very argumentative because he has trouble coping. That kind of stuff is really hard. Just know you're not alone, either. :)
having the mentality of making do with what you have than thinking about the past and what we couldve done to change it, is a really great way to look at life in general. you are so strong nami and i only hope that you and your family have a life filled with blessings and happiness ❤❤
Nami, I was also adopted when I was four. Unlike the refugee aspect, I have always been in the states. I was taken from abuse and drugs and put into a god fearing family that put a lot of things on hold for my twin sister and myself. Recently (2016) i was diagnosed with depression and since then i have been in and out of hospitals and on 7n meds in the last 4 uears. nothing really works but i have reached a point in recovery where they told me that i don't have to have meds unless i want them, which i don't want them, and I'm thankful that you are really open to telling people how you grew up and what you experienced. it means alot to someone with bipolar 1.
Nami, your videos gives me such a good vibe. The way you talk is so passionate and full of love. I don't even have a religion but when you said "I pray for you" I really felt that love. Thank you, this was exactly the kind of video I needed today. Love you!!
Nami I absolutely love your hair black/dark it makes you look younger and makes your skin look brighter and it reminds me of when you had your hair super long and black!!!! Definitely brings back some memories of your older videos 😬 teehee
Awww nami. This broke my heart, but I love so much that you are now looking on the bright side and feeling grateful for the time you have now. Lots of people don’t realize these things until it’s too late, myself included. 🤍🤍🤍 I didn’t have a dad in my life until recently I decided to reach out and forgive him for not being there for me and that I have love for him regardless. I think it made us both feel better and settled. So you’re right, we aren’t alone, all have these life struggles 🤍
Hi. It’s not a similar experience but well. When I was born I had no dad. I didn’t know who he was, his name, how old he was, if he had a wife, another children etc ... When I was 3 years old I met him and it was so bad. I don’t really remember but I know that he try to kidnapped me (after that he see a lawyer and has no right to talk to me). Now it is almost 13 years after and he talks to me sometimes but I don’t feel that he is my father. What make me angry is that he acts like nothing happened and he don’t want to tell me where did he was during these years and why did he abandoned my mother and me. And what makes me angry the most is that he think that he knows everything about but he know nothing
I really appreciate you making this video, it made me think about my relationship with my parents and how I should try to spend the time we have together bonding instead of arguing over little things. My mom had me at 42, my dad is younger but I don't have a super close relationship with him. Sometimes I get scared thinking about a future in which I won't have their company, I'm not ready for that yet. I'll keep your words in mind and focus on quality time. Love you ❤️
Hi nami ❤❤❤ this is my whole mindset right now about getting to know my family on a deeper level, and spending more quality time together than just existing together, you know? And i also only started to get into this mindset because of sickness. I just turned 20 last week and I got told by doctors about 6 months ago that the best they can do is make the rest of my life comfortable. So ive been trying to be with my family as much as possible because idk how much time i have left. And its so sad that it takes sickness for people, including myself and my family, to realise how little time we have and how fast it goes by. Your videos have really helped me through the years with how open you are about your struggles. They helped me understand everyone is going through something and that they deal with it in different ways. So thank you ❤
Thats the saddest video ever I'm also 24 and i have the same feeling towards my parents my dad is old and sick he's sleeping all the time now i wish they could open up more or even give us a chance to be close All they want is keep hating each other Sadddd!!!!
I wish i had a healthy relationshiop with my parents, that's why this video made me cry, i love you so much and you make me feel like i'm literally not alone 😭❤️❤️ thank you so much i love you and your family 😭🙏🙏❤️❤️
Actually I’m 100% adopted.Not knowing who my biological parents are at all. I was adopted when I was 1 month old so I couldn’t understand or remember anything. I’m 17 now and my dad is 67 and my mom is 54....Even though when I was a toddler (3-6 years old) my mom would explain me that I’m adopted in a self made fairytale..... after that age we have never really talked about this issue
I’ve been feeling kinda sad lately cause my parents have been fighting for the past three years that I’m aware of and it’s getting worse, they’ve been talking about divorce and it scares me honestly, I’ll be 16 on March first, no one should have to be a witness to parents fighting a specially at the age 16 it causes problems for them in the future.... my oldest sister has only been married for 4 years has two kids and they already want to split... idk why I’m telling this, I guess it’s just my small story on what I’m dealing with right now.. luv u Nami and I hope things get good for you, I hope your happy, your family is beautiful so keep em...
You're such a strong person. You're so strong because you can be true to yourself. You can admit what went wrong and that you or the people you love made mistakes. That takes courage. I really feel such a strong emotion when I watch you, I somehow relate to you. I don't have a similar story, I did have a difficult childhood but in a different way than you did. But I think it made us into people that share certain similarities. I can never stop watching you because I relate to you as a person. We lead different lives and are at completely different stages in our life but yet I feel that we share something. I never felt such a connection with another UA-camr or person behind the screen. I love seeing you grow and I understand you and your perspectives on things. I also hope that you can spend a lot of quality time with your mom and dad and really get to know them as not only your parents, but as the people they are and have been. Meeting on eye level as grown ups can change your perspective on the relationship between you and them and can help each of you understand the other better. Love you!
I got my function of beauty during Christmas time and I got the two biggest sizes along with a comb! I got the strong naughty spice scent and it made my hair smell great and my hair has never felt this soft before 🙏
family is very important and i've come to finally realise that. My uncle passed away on the 20th of february and it has been very difficult. it made me realise how little I talk to my family and that I should be reaching out to them more than I do.
I can relate a lot about being young and having a really old parent. I just turned 20 recently and my dad is in his 70's. He's incredibly sick, and there have been a few close calls. I remember being in middle and high school and always being so mad at him because it seemed like he couldn't do anything and like he ignored me. But in reality, he was just so tired, he was still working until recently and while being sick, so he always came home so tired. But I being so blind, held that against him. But now, that time is catching up, I just regret and wish I had more time with him. I'm scared for the day to come when he has to leave this world. I'm scared I'll never be able to show him my possible future family. It's because of this I try to spend more time with him. I ask him about his youth, what he liked to do, what he likes now, his favorite food and colors. I joke with him and I try to do activities with him. It hurts to know that I will be losing my father early in my life. But I'll always be thankful for him, for having him by my side and taking care of me the best he could and for always working so hard for our family.
Omg Nami i dyed my black hair red underneath just a few weeks ago and actually looks really similar to yours! Welcome to the peekaboo hair club 😂 Thank you for sharing your story with us, it really breaks my heart as I can understand the feeling of having had a broken childhood, how lonely it feels, I have 4 younger half siblings from a different father but he wasn't a good person and I ended up having to raise them when he left, I was 15 and the youngest kid was 4, our mother was so oppressed by that man that she became so closed off and I felt like I didn't know her at all despite being her son. Now I'm 21 and I'm finally getting to know my mom and becoming her friend as she's finally coming out of her shell, and my siblings are also getting to have the motherly figure I didn't have during my childhood and I'm really happy for them, sometimes I still feel like it's too late for me to get to feel like I actually have a mother, but I'm grateful I at least get to be her friend. Thank you again Nami for sharing your feelings and story, and giving us a chance to share ours as well ❤
You’re amazing Gabriel you made me cry with your story. It’s so heartbreaking but so touching and inspiring. You did so well and you are doing great. I will think of you and keep your family in my prayers thank you so much for sharing 😭😭😭💘💘💘💘💓💓💓💓💓💓
My fiances dad is 50 years older than him. So He's 75. And I think about my parents (I'm 23) and they are 20-30 Years younger than his parents. Its hard especially since he's already lost his mom at 18 and now his dads getting up there and he's still a "kid"
This is the most random tittle I've seen. I hope you're having a good day no matter what's happened in the past. I like watching your videos and you're a good person. 😊
Nami.. Never tear up in your videos ever again ! I find it really hard to not cry with you and it's too much for my already depressed self 😭 but I'm glad you're able to appreciate people around you now. I wish you all happiness, really.. The hair tho !!! It looks so good on you it's crazy.. But again, any color suits you anyways. I've been thinking about dyeing my hair again but i don't know what color i should go for. Any suggestions Nami? Based on my profile picture. Also, love youuuuu
I have never actually reflected on the fact that i didn’t have a dad nor a father figure so I thought it was strange my boyfriend has his dad. But tbh i don’t mind i wouldn’t change anything because i love who I am and I thank my mother because she raised 5 of us by herself and yes she made mistakes but we all okay and happy.
Hello friend it’s been awhile I’m glad you are doing okay sorry about your postpartum depression I do hope the days get better for you. I hope your family has been feeling well too! I feel like things happen for a reason and you were ready to be shown that there was a father figure a bit more of the past? Self reflection I feel helps and it’s a way of growth I do hope your mum and father get well soon and that you’ll be able to build that bond you want or trying to achieve. I do hope the rest of this year treats you kindly and I wish you and Michael lots of health and prosperity! Take care stay safe and I wish you a brighter tomorrow now and always 😊
I feel like me and my mom have a similar relationship as u and ur mom nami. We get really annoyed with each other when we’re together but when we’re apart we have a better relationship I should tell her I love her more often thank u for bringing it to my attention nami 🙏☺️
Hi nami! I had a similar experience with having my step dad adopt me. When I was in middle school my parents allowed me to legally change my name and I was going to get my step dads last name and at the time he also signed adoption papers for me 😅 I didn’t know I was being adopted I thought I was just changing my name for fun
zë awww that’s so cute
My mom was actually adopted by her aunt, so I understand why you felt worried you were "diminishing" other's experiences. When people know my mom is adopted, they look at her with sort of pity in her eyes? Because they are sad she grew away from her biological family (which is silly, we as a society need to stop thinking that making a baby makes you their parent! It doesn't! Being a parent is a choice). But then when they find out that her aunt adopted her they look almost mad or disgusted, like she doesn't have exactly the right to say she's adopted just because she stayed with relatives. I don't know. People are complicated.
I like that you are taking the time to think and that you want to spend more time with your parents ❤️ it's really sad that more people are not like that
Yes. 💖
It kinda looks like Ryujin's from when she debuted 😅
exactly what i was thinking!
its actually exactly the same haha, i love it 😍
Omg yesssss it looks like dalla dalla hair
omg I literally started sobbing when you started talking about how precious the limited time we have with our parents is. I’m only 21, my dad is 68 and I didn’t find out til last July that he grew up in an orphanage and I almost started crying when he told me that because it made me realize how little I knew about my dad and he’s the kind of person who keeps everything to himself, but I feel like it’s also my fault for never asking. I’m very grateful for having such a wonderful father and it really made me appreciate him even more. I hope you make many more joyful memories with your parents Nami. ❤️
At least you've found out about your dad now so you can still make lots of happy memories.....take that 3hr drive and have some fun x
Yass!
aaa, I wanna cry when you talk about how precious our time is with our parents. life is moving so fast and this is all we have :( that’s so crazy how different culture is from the west to korea that they wouldn’t even tell you that. I love you nami 🥺
I literally started crying when you started talking about how ay least little quality time is important and hie everything is temporary. That made me feel really grateful for what I have. I hope you can make great memories and enjoy as much as you can ❤️
Oh nami, my mom had me at 40, and now that I am 25 my dad it's 71 and my mom 65. Watching them get older every year really hurts, I'm the youngest and my older siblings are in their 40s. I understand how you feel, my dad was told he had prostate cancer in the beginning stage, i felt my heart drop and cried every night. He got it removed and has been cancer free for 6 years and now I try to give them all they want and not really fight with them.
I feel guilty for growing up feeling lonely, neglected, unwanted, etc when I didn't go through anything like that. I grew up with my parents constantly arguing, dad cheating, mother crying, and was emotionally abused by my mom because of what she was going through and like there are many people out there who go through much worse yet have a more healing experience. I haven't had that experience yet since it's so hard for me to open up to any human being even my family because I was always criticized for sharing my feelings with my mom and stuff but up yeah I really hope this year with bring us all more peace cuz man life is tough
Your feelings are valid! there will always be someone who has it worse than you just like there will always be someone who has it better than you, trauma, pain and healing is not a competition everyone deserves to heal from their pain and trauma no matter how 'severe' their trauma is, see it like this: you broke your leg and are now healing yet someone you know broke their legs *and* their arm and objectively have it worse than you that doesn't mean you don't deserve to heal from your broken leg, also emotional scars are just as damaging as physical scars, they're not lesser because you can't see them.
Pain and trauma is not something that should be compared and i hope one day you'll be able to heal from your experience without guilt and with the knowledge that you deserve to heal.
The same happened to me, and I felt guilty because my mom expresses me all her bad emotions that she felt towards her family. I've always keep her secrets and grudge, but at that time she didn't want to realize that I was a kid and all I could do was listen to her. A kid can't help you deal with your traumas nor give you advices.
Your story sounds almost just like mine, OMG! I was the first child, the product of s shotgun wedding. My two years younger brother died tragically at age nine. I was very depressed after that, becoming anorexic for two years in middle school while playing AYSO soccer, doing cross country and maintaining straight A's.
Emotional abuse is still abuse. Don’t downplay your pain just because other people have it worse. There’s always gonna be someone that had it worse. But it doesn’t make your pain invalid or that it never happened
Oh my gosh, does anyone else think that she ended up looking kind of looking like a female Fake Love era Jimin? She's so beautiful and I'm glad that her parents finally told her. You're so strong Nami!! You nice, keep going :)
Edit: Lol sorry I missed the part where she mentioned it had a Fake Love vibe sorry 😂
Edit 2: Wow I literally missed so much she said Jimin a few times and I completely failed to notice xD
the hearts in your cheeks I just...cant ITS SO FRICKIN ADORABLE
Hey Nami, I am 15 years old and my mom is almost 49 years old and my dad is almost 65 years old, they are now divorced but I could hear them fight every night when I lay in my bed, my mom used to say what a bad person he was and somtimes she still does but I just ignore it when she does that nowadays. (I have a really difficult family if you ask me).
Hey girl, I grew up with a tough family too. Stay strong, and you're going to grow up to be an independent woman who can give others support and love! ♥️
GlamGamer thank you so much it means a lot to me to hear that.🥰♥️
Thank you for sharing this Nami! ❤️ I, too, have older parents (I'm 22, my Dad is 70 & my Mom is 65) and I've never had the best relationship with my Dad. I always felt like he never really tried to be a close father to me, but as I've gotten older, I've tried to understand why he did the things he did, and see him as a person. You've made me realize that this is temporary and I want to reconnect while I can. You are a blessing Nami!! ❤️
I'm 26, my mum was 38 when she had me (she turned 39 about 3 weeks later), she's 65 now. My dad is 14 years older than her, so he was 52 when I was born. He's gonna be 80 this, which is bloody mental! There's SO much about his life that I don't know, I learnt about a year ago that he's been married before. My parents met when my mum was 20 and when my dad was 34, it's so weird to think that there's 34 years of his life before he met my mum.
"I'm an uncomfortable child" Same
ok i came here for the hair but now i stayed for the vulnerable and relatable story. i'm also tearing up because this speaks to my abandonment issues. i recently went to a friend's wedding, she's got a 10 year old son already, and there were so much tears because the man she married included in his vows that he didn't expect god to give him 2 persons to love: the bride and her son. he was very tearful and so was i. haha! we just kept crying basically. but yeah, he did say that it's inexplainable, the love one can feel for a child that's not their own is also very real and very strong in its own way. michael's right. major props to your dad! when i think about it now, opening oneself up to that kind of thing must have been scary. and i understand it now, the doubts and fears they would have because of course, what if the kid doesn't love you back or doesn't reciprocate? they're important, too. but i'm glad your dad stuck it out. i hope you get to bond and get to know him as much as you wanted to.
My Dad passed when I was 17, I was so close to him and he was the best father ever. I was also raised by my step dad since I was 3 years old I am 30 now and 😭🥺 this hurt my heart. I can relate in the sense that i never appreciated my step dad while my Dad was alive, I always felt resentment towards my step dad because I was immature and angry about my step dad trying to be a father figure in my life when I had my actual dad and didn't need him 😔 Since my Dad passed I realized how lucky I am to have my step dad and feel sad for ever having negative feelings towards my step dad because he always did his best to raise us in the way that we needed. I'm older now and I appreciate my step dad more and I'm not selfish and inconsiderate anymore I can be thankful towards him now.
I understand why you felt the way you did, it is hard and sometimes being young you don't realize the things you're doing until you get older and start to understand certain situations in a different way/view point.
When you started talking about the limited time with your family hit me hard. My dad passed away when I was 10 and that caused me to wake up and realise that I need to spend every waking moment cherishing my family. My mom remarried and my stepdad is amazing, he takes for of my sibling and myself. I love my mom even more and I appreciate everything she's done for our family. I love you Nami and I'm glad you are the way you are. You're an amazing person, you and your family. Stay healthy, stay safe
Thank you for making this video. This video made me realise many things about my parents. I don't know anything about my parents. I don't know what they like what they don't like. They've sacrificed their family time to provide for their family. You've encouraged me to appreciate and love my parents and have conversations with them everyday.
I think this is my favorite hair coloring you’ve done so cool looking🖤🧡
Yay Nami!! 1st time I've seen someone work with function of beauty and they actually use it and have the pump on! So many times its felt fake watching youtubers try and make people believe they use something when they dont have it opened or a pump attached. 💜 Keep up the amazing job! Never forget you're beautiful inside and out xx
Hi Nami, first video I've ever watched but I felt your story so hard! When I realised my father turned 70, I was crying for days. We live apart and were never close but I realised that the important things is just asking how you are, the mundane, the everyday, checking in. You are a beautiful person, thank you for sharing your story!
This video made me so emotional. I don't really know what to say to you but please don't worry too much about your family. I also have some family issues since my parents are close to getting a divorce but I am sure that the two of us will get through our hard times. Just always remember that you are a great mother, wife, influencer and person; you are loved and you deserve everything you have right now. Thank you for everything ❤
I also think the same about my parents, that feeling of needing to know them better, and it's a stronger feeling because both my grandpas died 7 years ago, so I know what it is to miss a person which you didn't knew almost nothing about.
And I don't want that story to happen again with my grannnies and parents, so I try my best to talk to them and go out places with them, to enjoy and have great moments while I can. 💖🥺😢🥰
Awe...Hi Nami.I cried when you cried.So sorry that you went so long feeling alone and sad without a dad.It is very touching that you were adopted ,even if it is so late in your life ..Def live for today and appreciate all you have .Fate has a strange way of showing up ,unexpectantly.For me,I never really appreciated my mom so much until her last days on earth and I embraced every moment I got to share with her ..even if it wasn't all smiles and laughter.💗✌🏻
Family is not only the people with the same genes as you, a true family is where true love is, where people really care about you,where you are comfortable or they try to make you feel comfortable just appreciate the most precious thing that you have; your life and your family's life 💖
u have three children and you glowing more and more every day!!!!!!!!!!! most beautiful mother ever!!!!!!!!
oh my god 😭 the fact that you didn't go to take gloves just because you didn't want to wake up Mina is so caring and awesome form you ❤️❤️❤️☺️
Dude I think I just created a new ocean! I can't stop crying. Hearing you talk about your dad makes me both happy & sad. Happy because you are building a better relationship with your family but I feel sad because its a reminder that I no longer have my dad. Nami if by chance you ever do make that family trip please do share what you can!!!! Love you💕
also I flinched so hard that that clip went flying
I always love hearing about your life nami, and what you've been through, i've had a similar childhood. I moved to Europe when i was young from thailand but just with my siblings since both my parents were abusive, i've moved to Europe when i was about 8 years old and i didn't know any english, at all and i dealt with bullying because i'm asian and i was living in a one sided racial area, and my sister was 18 at that time and my brother was only 1 years old so my sister is like my parent. Love you nami, you're always so strong and i care about you so much. Also its definitely as asian thing when it comes to sharing information hahaha bittersweet and true. I'll always keep praying for you and your family.
I'm really curious about your life and what you've experienced, but I dont want to ask, because I dont want you to be uncomfortable ugh.... thx for sharing what you wrote though. It's really interesting to hear, what people have been through in life.
your hair reminds me of ryujin from itzy
Talking about your parents not telling you about the adoption and stuff, I definitely agree that communication is a suuuper important part of family relationships (and any relationship)! I always feel like so many problems and misunderstandings could be avoided if people communicated with each other better.
videos like this are rare, thanks again for sharing this pure moments and details of your story.
My mom didn't have me until she was 43 so I totally feel the whole time is precious thing. Life is such a crazy experience but you just have to focus on the good and take it one day at a time. I'm glad you got to find out about your adoption while you still have your dad :) Make the best out of the time you have left together, I hope you guys can take that trip!
My parents are pretty old too, my mom had me when she was 40 and now she's 63. My dad is 7yrs older than her as well. I recently started being more open to my mom and giving her kisses since she's getting older. Our time together is precious ♡
My mom was 41 and my dad was 1 year younger than her. Now she is 68 and I'm 27, I'm the third and last child and was very much not planned. Even my mom acknowledges that maybe for her it was a good thing to have another child at that age because it keeps her young but it wasn't fair to me at all. On the one hand it's normal to me to have parents that are that old, it never was any different but on the other hand I have this mom that will turn 70 before I turn 30 and I will have to take care of her sooner rather than later while all my friends parents are barely in their 50s and still far away from that.
My dad died when I was 11 and so many of my other family members also already died because of course they are also much older.
I don't blame my parents but I also don't think having a child that late in life is the best thing for the child.
I love hearing more about your life Nami. My father died when I was 17 and there's so much that i'd like to share with him but I can't. You should enjoy your time with your parents and tell them how much You love them
I feel like I'm at a transitional point in my life right now. I'm coming to terms with trauma and ptsd after a series of assaults in high school so my emotions have been erratic and crazy. I never got the help I needed and I'll never get justice. I know my family doesn't understand me but I'm lucky that they always try and that they always put time away to make sure I'm feeling loved and okay. I have a tough past with mental illness (major depressive disorder, general anxiety disorder, anorexia nervosa), and adding c-ptsd to the mix has been challenging. I actually just quit my job today because it's been making things worse, so I'm feeling unsure but hoping that I can work things out and make my life more stable. I'm in Uni now, so I gotta get this under control lol.
But thanks for bringing that into perspective. I don't have anyone around me who understands, but I'm lucky for what I do have, because I have a lot. Even though I'm really suffering, you've helped me remember that it is all truly relative. It's so so important to count our blessings, especially during tough times. Take care nami!! I hope this isn't too dark of a comment. Thank you for giving me a space to vent.
I was 15 when my 71 year old dad died, and if I can say one thing is that I’m so happy that you realize while he’s still alive that the time is precious. If I could see my dad again, I would give anything. So just hug him a little tighter and tell him you love him for me ❤️
Hey Nami, I had a mosquito bite on my cheek last year and it looked like your cheeks . At first I thought oh my what happened , then I looked and looked and realized they are hearts . Super cute , wish I would have done that to mask my cheeks last summer hahaha love you God bless
My grandfather died 4 years ago and my mom miss him everyday and she really miss the fact that she can no longer just call him and talk about whatever. He would have been 88 years old today and I regret the fact that he didn't write down his life story, there are a lot of stories I never got to hear. I really want my grandmother to do that before she gets to old since all of her family before marriage is in Finland.
I love this ♡ you really made me think about my own relationship with my dad. When I visit home for the holidays my dad would invite me to go fishing with him or do a shopping run or do some gardening and I would always refuse, because as a young-adult daughter, that's boring and sweaty work (lol) but now I realise it for what it really was: him reaching out to spend time with me. True, I hate getting sea sick and my nails dirty with soil, but now that I reflect, those excuses are so laughable. Thank you for this video because it just reminded me once again to value and seek out quality time with my parents (especially my father). Making a conscious effort to ensure that we get to appreciate and enjoy our parents as just people (despite our differences) is so important. 😭
That's crazy! My mom had me when she was 38 and my dad is *also* 8 years older than her. Crazy coincidence. I'm 23 and my dad is turning 70 tomorrow. He is also very sick and he gets very argumentative because he has trouble coping. That kind of stuff is really hard. Just know you're not alone, either. :)
having the mentality of making do with what you have than thinking about the past and what we couldve done to change it, is a really great way to look at life in general. you are so strong nami and i only hope that you and your family have a life filled with blessings and happiness ❤❤
You are a beautiful being ❤️ sending love from far away, I'm thankful you are here
Nami, I was also adopted when I was four. Unlike the refugee aspect, I have always been in the states. I was taken from abuse and drugs and put into a god fearing family that put a lot of things on hold for my twin sister and myself. Recently (2016) i was diagnosed with depression and since then i have been in and out of hospitals and on 7n meds in the last 4 uears. nothing really works but i have reached a point in recovery where they told me that i don't have to have meds unless i want them, which i don't want them, and I'm thankful that you are really open to telling people how you grew up and what you experienced. it means alot to someone with bipolar 1.
Nami, your videos gives me such a good vibe. The way you talk is so passionate and full of love. I don't even have a religion but when you said "I pray for you" I really felt that love. Thank you, this was exactly the kind of video I needed today. Love you!!
Nami I absolutely love your hair black/dark it makes you look younger and makes your skin look brighter and it reminds me of when you had your hair super long and black!!!! Definitely brings back some memories of your older videos 😬 teehee
Awww nami. This broke my heart, but I love so much that you are now looking on the bright side and feeling grateful for the time you have now. Lots of people don’t realize these things until it’s too late, myself included. 🤍🤍🤍 I didn’t have a dad in my life until recently I decided to reach out and forgive him for not being there for me and that I have love for him regardless. I think it made us both feel better and settled. So you’re right, we aren’t alone, all have these life struggles 🤍
I’m always so jealous that no matter what you do , you still look amazing ! 🙃🥰🤣 love it !! 🖤
Hi. It’s not a similar experience but well. When I was born I had no dad. I didn’t know who he was, his name, how old he was, if he had a wife, another children etc ... When I was 3 years old I met him and it was so bad. I don’t really remember but I know that he try to kidnapped me (after that he see a lawyer and has no right to talk to me). Now it is almost 13 years after and he talks to me sometimes but I don’t feel that he is my father. What make me angry is that he acts like nothing happened and he don’t want to tell me where did he was during these years and why did he abandoned my mother and me. And what makes me angry the most is that he think that he knows everything about but he know nothing
I really appreciate you making this video, it made me think about my relationship with my parents and how I should try to spend the time we have together bonding instead of arguing over little things. My mom had me at 42, my dad is younger but I don't have a super close relationship with him. Sometimes I get scared thinking about a future in which I won't have their company, I'm not ready for that yet. I'll keep your words in mind and focus on quality time. Love you ❤️
omg nami this color on you is so pretty!!! i love the like peekaboo blonde orange underneath!! its giving me college girl vibes! 💜💜
Nami your ginger hair color is soo cute🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
7:53 "I'm an uncomfortable child" 🤣 I can relate to that 💯
Aww Nami. I love you, this was so emotional and I feel for you so much. When Nami cries, I cry. Love you so much 😭😭💗💗💗💗
Hi nami ❤❤❤ this is my whole mindset right now about getting to know my family on a deeper level, and spending more quality time together than just existing together, you know? And i also only started to get into this mindset because of sickness. I just turned 20 last week and I got told by doctors about 6 months ago that the best they can do is make the rest of my life comfortable. So ive been trying to be with my family as much as possible because idk how much time i have left. And its so sad that it takes sickness for people, including myself and my family, to realise how little time we have and how fast it goes by. Your videos have really helped me through the years with how open you are about your struggles. They helped me understand everyone is going through something and that they deal with it in different ways. So thank you ❤
This reminds me of the hairstyle Ryujin from itzy had during Dalla Dalla era 😍🧡🖤🧡🖤
this is definitely my favorite hair color on you, it looks amazing and suits you so well !!
Omg can we just talk about how freaking adorable Namii is without makeup!
Kiwi She wears lashes, got makeup on her eyelids and cheeks
shouko ik i mean when she doesn’t she still looks amazing
Just got home from work and SO happy to see a Nami video in my notifications😁👌
I love her parenting, it's so healthy and good for the kids!
Thats the saddest video ever I'm also 24 and i have the same feeling towards my parents my dad is old and sick he's sleeping all the time now i wish they could open up more or even give us a chance to be close
All they want is keep hating each other
Sadddd!!!!
Thank you so much for sharing this. I was really moved by your story and really took your words to heart
Thought u had a filter on your face😂 I love the hearts on your cheeks!!
Nami: *serious topic*
Hair clip: YEET
Being truly vulnerable like this is so commendable!
Okay but like you’re literally drop dead gorgeous
I wish i had a healthy relationshiop with my parents, that's why this video made me cry, i love you so much and you make me feel like i'm literally not alone 😭❤️❤️ thank you so much i love you and your family 😭🙏🙏❤️❤️
Actually I’m 100% adopted.Not knowing who my biological parents are at all. I was adopted when I was 1 month old so I couldn’t understand or remember anything. I’m 17 now and my dad is 67 and my mom is 54....Even though when I was a toddler (3-6 years old) my mom would explain me that I’m adopted in a self made fairytale..... after that age we have never really talked about this issue
Act now and tell him everything please your capable of anything those things happened before and you can’t change it but tell them everything!! 💜💜
I felt so much emotion watching this video considering that I can relate to a lot that you said ah!! You are so strong!💕
honestly, how is it possible that every and I mean for real, EVERY hair color looks absolutely beautiful on her???!?!!
I’ve been feeling kinda sad lately cause my parents have been fighting for the past three years that I’m aware of and it’s getting worse, they’ve been talking about divorce and it scares me honestly, I’ll be 16 on March first, no one should have to be a witness to parents fighting a specially at the age 16 it causes problems for them in the future.... my oldest sister has only been married for 4 years has two kids and they already want to split... idk why I’m telling this, I guess it’s just my small story on what I’m dealing with right now.. luv u Nami and I hope things get good for you, I hope your happy, your family is beautiful so keep em...
You're such a strong person. You're so strong because you can be true to yourself. You can admit what went wrong and that you or the people you love made mistakes. That takes courage. I really feel such a strong emotion when I watch you, I somehow relate to you. I don't have a similar story, I did have a difficult childhood but in a different way than you did. But I think it made us into people that share certain similarities. I can never stop watching you because I relate to you as a person. We lead different lives and are at completely different stages in our life but yet I feel that we share something. I never felt such a connection with another UA-camr or person behind the screen. I love seeing you grow and I understand you and your perspectives on things.
I also hope that you can spend a lot of quality time with your mom and dad and really get to know them as not only your parents, but as the people they are and have been. Meeting on eye level as grown ups can change your perspective on the relationship between you and them and can help each of you understand the other better.
Love you!
I got my function of beauty during Christmas time and I got the two biggest sizes along with a comb! I got the strong naughty spice scent and it made my hair smell great and my hair has never felt this soft before 🙏
The ginger hair is way too fucking cute!!
family is very important and i've come to finally realise that. My uncle passed away on the 20th of february and it has been very difficult. it made me realise how little I talk to my family and that I should be reaching out to them more than I do.
I can relate a lot about being young and having a really old parent. I just turned 20 recently and my dad is in his 70's. He's incredibly sick, and there have been a few close calls. I remember being in middle and high school and always being so mad at him because it seemed like he couldn't do anything and like he ignored me. But in reality, he was just so tired, he was still working until recently and while being sick, so he always came home so tired. But I being so blind, held that against him. But now, that time is catching up, I just regret and wish I had more time with him. I'm scared for the day to come when he has to leave this world. I'm scared I'll never be able to show him my possible future family. It's because of this I try to spend more time with him. I ask him about his youth, what he liked to do, what he likes now, his favorite food and colors. I joke with him and I try to do activities with him. It hurts to know that I will be losing my father early in my life. But I'll always be thankful for him, for having him by my side and taking care of me the best he could and for always working so hard for our family.
thank you for sharing your story!!
i love how your hair turned out btw!!! it reminds me of ryujin from itzy
I am a natural redhead and I love dark hair! You are beautiful no matter what, it is from the inside out 🥰 I also love the charm of your watch!
i’ve been wanting to dye my hair this for the longest time and seeing it on you is finally convincing me!!! Looks great Nami!✨
Omg Nami i dyed my black hair red underneath just a few weeks ago and actually looks really similar to yours! Welcome to the peekaboo hair club 😂
Thank you for sharing your story with us, it really breaks my heart as I can understand the feeling of having had a broken childhood, how lonely it feels, I have 4 younger half siblings from a different father but he wasn't a good person and I ended up having to raise them when he left, I was 15 and the youngest kid was 4, our mother was so oppressed by that man that she became so closed off and I felt like I didn't know her at all despite being her son.
Now I'm 21 and I'm finally getting to know my mom and becoming her friend as she's finally coming out of her shell, and my siblings are also getting to have the motherly figure I didn't have during my childhood and I'm really happy for them, sometimes I still feel like it's too late for me to get to feel like I actually have a mother, but I'm grateful I at least get to be her friend.
Thank you again Nami for sharing your feelings and story, and giving us a chance to share ours as well ❤
You’re amazing Gabriel you made me cry with your story. It’s so heartbreaking but so touching and inspiring. You did so well and you are doing great. I will think of you and keep your family in my prayers thank you so much for sharing 😭😭😭💘💘💘💘💓💓💓💓💓💓
My fiances dad is 50 years older than him. So He's 75. And I think about my parents (I'm 23) and they are 20-30 Years younger than his parents. Its hard especially since he's already lost his mom at 18 and now his dads getting up there and he's still a "kid"
Namii, this looks so so good on you! I'm so happy that you had a good and happy day :)
This is the most random tittle I've seen. I hope you're having a good day no matter what's happened in the past. I like watching your videos and you're a good person. 😊
Nami.. Never tear up in your videos ever again ! I find it really hard to not cry with you and it's too much for my already depressed self 😭 but I'm glad you're able to appreciate people around you now. I wish you all happiness, really..
The hair tho !!! It looks so good on you it's crazy.. But again, any color suits you anyways.
I've been thinking about dyeing my hair again but i don't know what color i should go for. Any suggestions Nami? Based on my profile picture.
Also, love youuuuu
Your hair color turned out beautiful and your make up is gorgeous 😍😍😍
Your make-up looks so cute your hair looks amazing!
Other than that I love that cute bracelet! Amazing video like always!!!! ❤
I have never actually reflected on the fact that i didn’t have a dad nor a father figure so I thought it was strange my boyfriend has his dad. But tbh i don’t mind i wouldn’t change anything because i love who I am and I thank my mother because she raised 5 of us by herself and yes she made mistakes but we all okay and happy.
0:38 the makeup and hair color are so on point 😳
This is my favorite type of videos you make ❤️ love you nami ❤️
Hello friend it’s been awhile I’m glad you are doing okay sorry about your postpartum depression I do hope the days get better for you. I hope your family has been feeling well too! I feel like things happen for a reason and you were ready to be shown that there was a father figure a bit more of the past? Self reflection I feel helps and it’s a way of growth I do hope your mum and father get well soon and that you’ll be able to build that bond you want or trying to achieve. I do hope the rest of this year treats you kindly and I wish you and Michael lots of health and prosperity! Take care stay safe and I wish you a brighter tomorrow now and always 😊
you’re so pretty nami🥺🥺 hope you and your family are doing alright💜
Omg you look amazing as always💖💖💖
It's ok nami I'm 14 and my father is 53 so it's completely ok life is life baby
Awww Nami 🥰 We love you! I hope things continue to get better and you can keep being so strong 💪😊
I feel like me and my mom have a similar relationship as u and ur mom nami. We get really annoyed with each other when we’re together but when we’re apart we have a better relationship I should tell her I love her more often thank u for bringing it to my attention nami 🙏☺️
Her hair looks so healthy now, the development 😭
20:03 it came out really great. Petition for Nami to do subscriber's hair 🙏
Your hair style reminds me a bit of Ryujin’s hair style in the Dalla Dalla Video, it looks so cool😍