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  • Опубліковано 28 чер 2023
  • Veronica treats a patient (Yaya DaCosta, 'Chicago Med') obsessed with exercise and diet who is struggling with anorexic disorder and denial.
    From Mercy Season 1 Episode 17 'There Is No Room for You on My Ass’ - Veronica treats a patient for an anorexic disorder who is almost as good as Veronica herself in the denial department. When Dr Sands and Veronica's family confront her after St Patrick's Day's binge, she considers seeing a therapist.
    Mercy (2009): Recently returned from a military tour in Iraq and with deeper medical experience than most of the facility's residents combined, nurse Veronica Callahan along with fellow nurses Sonia, a jaded veteran, and naive newbie Chloe, navigates life both inside the hospital and out.
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  • @graciek4700
    @graciek4700 10 місяців тому +350

    'You're eating that's great'
    Never, ever say this to someone who has an ED. The best is just to ignore it when they do eat.
    Source: me😅

    • @delina7077
      @delina7077 5 місяців тому +4

      For real

    • @soniczforever5470
      @soniczforever5470 5 місяців тому +3

      Yeah...also Ana ex bf goes on about eating. Gets worse. Narrowly avoided the hospital. I dumped him. Not a nice man.

    • @jasminkhatun6849
      @jasminkhatun6849 4 місяці тому

      Right

    • @miisty22
      @miisty22 4 дні тому +1

      exactly my thoughts at that scene

  • @blueturtle3623
    @blueturtle3623 11 місяців тому +572

    For those wondering on why people are upset with the nurse, the patient was demonstrating clear signs that she intended to kill herself which the nurse (and presumably other staff) ignored. Someone who is on anti-depressants for years doesn't suddenly get better, and someone with anorexia does not start eating because they decided to try to get better. Her accepting the fact that she couldn't exercise for a year without argument was a huge red flag, and the reason she did this is because she didn't intend to survive until next year. If someone who is struggling with mental illness suddenly gets better, call 911. They are intending to hurt themselves. Note that this is not the same thing as recovery, if someone with mental illness recovers that's all well and good, but if they were depressed last night and woke up in good spirits they're in danger.

    • @ingridgallagher1029
      @ingridgallagher1029 9 місяців тому +20

      100% accurate

    • @thaiflavorbubblemilkteadrink
      @thaiflavorbubblemilkteadrink 7 місяців тому +17

      Oh that makes a lot of sense ... I was a bit confused why he was clearly upset with the nurse, so thank you for the insight!

    • @evantaur
      @evantaur 7 місяців тому +21

      To be fair,It's hard for people with good mental health to read people who are unwell if they haven't been around people who are not

    • @ingridgallagher1029
      @ingridgallagher1029 6 місяців тому +2

      @newyoutubeaccount2023 ugh. You're either a troll or Canadian.

    • @blueturtle3623
      @blueturtle3623 6 місяців тому +4

      @newyoutubeaccount2023 Trust me, I wish that were the case. I live just so my family doesnt have to bury me. But it isn't. Just like you'd call 911 if someone was having an emergency with their physical health, you call 911 if someone is having an emergency with their mental health.

  • @evren8024
    @evren8024 8 місяців тому +114

    I can tell you as someone who has anorexia and an exercise addiction. All of this is portrayed accurately

    • @LovesRolopigeo
      @LovesRolopigeo 8 місяців тому +3

      ok well I will help you, go get a doctors appointment, general health check-up, if he or she says that you need to be (example) 63kg and you are 55kg, then make your goal to get to 63kg and stay that way, don't exercise and eat less to make your body weight unhealthy

    • @Michelle-Williams-Melbournite
      @Michelle-Williams-Melbournite 10 днів тому

      Hope your ok 💙

    • @shelleyowen1108
      @shelleyowen1108 4 дні тому

      Please find help, you deserve it x

  • @BLINK.XQ5
    @BLINK.XQ5 11 місяців тому +131

    I can't believe the doctor just stood there as she fell down the stairs

    • @simply_sky_02
      @simply_sky_02 11 місяців тому +7

      Fr bro 🤦‍♀️

    • @swolfe9668
      @swolfe9668 4 місяці тому +1

      She threw herself down the stairs

    • @cryingwatercolours8127
      @cryingwatercolours8127 4 місяці тому +6

      @@swolfe9668as an anorexic she probably would not want her legs to break. She would want to be able to keep working out with minimal pain

    • @mikes252
      @mikes252 2 місяці тому +1

      If they touched her falling they would be liable for a lawsuit

    • @__zj__
      @__zj__ 2 місяці тому +2

      ​@@mikes252for trying to catch her? how would they hurt her worse than an unaided fall?

  • @kialuvsyoo
    @kialuvsyoo Рік тому +1050

    April Sexton the patient treated by Piper Chapman the nurse? I've truly seen it all today 😂

    • @paula_bessfren
      @paula_bessfren Рік тому +35

      I also noticed piper and was like wait what?-

    • @outpickingdandelions3070
      @outpickingdandelions3070 Рік тому +8

      This is funny

    • @eprimeify2090
      @eprimeify2090 Рік тому +30

      Not only is she on ‘Med’, not only was she on ‘House’ but now Mercy. I wonder what other little treasures we’ll find with Yaya. 😂

    • @Imnothere2861
      @Imnothere2861 Рік тому

      @@outpickingdandelions3070 if you think the terrible acting is funny then sure (I hope you’re aware this isn’t real life and it’s actually a tv show idiot, go troll elsewhere😂)

    • @miranda13c
      @miranda13c Рік тому +7

      Haha my first thoughts as well. I also immediately recognized the male doctor as the creepy r*pist from the episode of SVU with Jennifer Love Hewitt as an amazing guest star.

  • @wongjovian6950
    @wongjovian6950 Рік тому +566

    April Sexton went from a Chicago nurse to a suicidal patient lol

  • @tatteredquilt
    @tatteredquilt Рік тому +126

    Nice to see that anorexia/eating disorders have moved a bit out of the skeletal white teenager box on TV. I've had eating disorders (restrictive) for 50+ years (started with my mom paying me to lose weight when I was 6-7 and not fat), and while I was a slender, white 17 year old anorexic, I wasn't 'skinny'. I'm still dealing with this after another relapse, but am in therapy with someone who 'gets it' from all angles.

  • @freekiki2416
    @freekiki2416 Рік тому +295

    As a fully recovered, former anorexia patient, this hits home. I was in hospital, tube fed, when I ran away with the intention to end my life. They found me in time in the hospitals chapel and convinced me of going back. Hardest thing I probably have ever done.

    • @gabriellebraswell3306
      @gabriellebraswell3306 9 місяців тому +9

      Im so sorry you had to go through something so rough. I hope you are doing better 💞

    • @freekiki2416
      @freekiki2416 7 місяців тому

      @@JulieB____99 you know, these days every time I get a notification for a new comment I expect something exceptionally mean being said to me, like so often, but you truly have made my day with your kind words. Thank you, it makes a difference ❤️‍🩹

    • @freekiki2416
      @freekiki2416 7 місяців тому

      @@gabriellebraswell3306 thought I‘d let you know: Yes, I’m doing better 🥹 I’m fully recovered from anorexia!

    • @sierraleanne3734
      @sierraleanne3734 7 місяців тому +9

      i’m so glad you’re here ❤ congrats for being recovered

  • @user-ix2hh2jq3x
    @user-ix2hh2jq3x Рік тому +265

    i feel like this depiction of an eating disorder is the only one that has ever made me feel 'heard or valid'. even at my worst, I never considered myself bad enough because the complications I had were not 'life-threatening'. I really resonatewith the depiction that the ASSOCIATED issues are just as bad as the direct issues of the ed (physical)

  • @dr.larapence
    @dr.larapence Рік тому +141

    As a psychologist specializing in eating disorders and working on the front line with parents, there are so many elements of this episode that ring true. The challenges individuals and families face are astounding. Bravo for bringing what is often in the dark out into the light!

  • @florencepierce1864
    @florencepierce1864 Рік тому +407

    People keep commenting on how the Nurse was "SO DENSE" & how she was "SO STUPID", but I think this episode was SO BRILLIANT, because it offers a Wake-Up Call to people who have Friends/Co-Workers/Relatives with Eating Disorders & shows how This DOESN'T Work. A lot of the time, other people will dismiss what the Victim/Patient is going through & think if they "Just Try" or "Work Harder", then they'll "Get Through This". THIS is a Lifetime Mental Health Disorder. Having the Nurse acting this way mirrors what people in the Patient's life go through & gets through to them more readily than if they simply showed what an Anorexic REALLY goes through & needs to "Cope" in their life, because such viewers might dismiss that as not being about "Their" Friend/Co-Worker/Relative. IDK about the rest of the episode, but I thought this was clever on the part of the writers, if that IS what they were going for.

    • @DisneyPrincess92
      @DisneyPrincess92 Рік тому +13

      You are 100% right. I use to have an eating disorder I’m okay now thankfully I eat three meals a day but I still do a lot of walking and I have in the back of my mind that if I don’t do 10,000 steps or more I can’t have any dinner. Or if I accidentally eat chocolate (which I did do a couple of days ago I had granola with little pieces of chocolate in) before my cheat day then I will have to wait until the Saturday after to have chocolate again. I also don’t eat much the next day after my cheat day as I eat a slice of chocolate cake and had a glass of wine the day before. But I am a lot healthier now I am back to 9 and a half/ 10 stone which is my healthy weight but it is and will always be in the back of my mind.

    • @kittenmimi5326
      @kittenmimi5326 Рік тому +8

      ​@@DisneyPrincess92that doesnt sound okay at all.... are you still getting help mentally ?

    • @DisneyPrincess92
      @DisneyPrincess92 Рік тому +1

      @@kittenmimi5326 no I’m okay thanks I’m happy and healthy but thank you for your concern.

    • @Sophie-jf1nl
      @Sophie-jf1nl 11 місяців тому +2

      @@DisneyPrincess92 so agree. I don't if Brooke said all that to get the nurse off her back, but I used to do the same too. I'd lie so people will let me be.

    • @DisneyPrincess92
      @DisneyPrincess92 11 місяців тому +1

      @@Sophie-jf1nl I use to do that when I was at the height of my eating disorder. My parents knew something was wrong and gave me a whopping big bowl of spaghetti bolognaise and I split it up and gave it to the dogs but made it look like I had eaten it. I learnt though my eating disorder that you get very, very good at lying and hiding the truth. Even my boyfriend at the time knew something was wrong but I could wrap him so easily around my little finger.

  • @pinkcandybellasubliminals1265
    @pinkcandybellasubliminals1265 11 місяців тому +102

    FINALLY A BLACK ANOREXIA NERVOSA STORY!!!!

    • @SpaceCadet45s
      @SpaceCadet45s 9 місяців тому +7

      I was looking for this comment!!!!

    • @Yellow4494
      @Yellow4494 9 місяців тому +5

      I've been waiting for a Native American anorexia story!!!

    • @BreadedNuggetss
      @BreadedNuggetss 9 місяців тому +1

      @@Yellow4494 ive been waiting for a disabled adopted/care kid anorexia story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @Yellow4494
      @Yellow4494 9 місяців тому +2

      @@BreadedNuggetss 😂😂

    • @TaeRae-sg3py
      @TaeRae-sg3py 4 місяці тому +1

      Fr like people need to realize that anorexia affects literally everyone

  • @sallymoen7932
    @sallymoen7932 Рік тому +90

    People surprise you. Nobody can read minds, and caregivers cannot help everyone. This is a sad episode, but very realistic in showing a patient with an eating disorder

  • @christiscool4u
    @christiscool4u Рік тому +108

    I feel like this episode was literally written about me because it is so similar to my life! While admitted to the hospital for seizures due to my anorexia I tried hanging myself in the bathroom and landed in ICU with an anoxic brain injury

    • @Ianita
      @Ianita Рік тому +31

      For what it’s worth, I’m glad you were here to type out this comment. Good for you

    • @Biebtan
      @Biebtan Рік тому +14

      Oh my, I’m so glad you’re here with us still! Remember that you’re beautiful, and that God is keeping you here for a reason. You matter! Take care of yourself dearest❤️🫶🏽

    • @christiscool4u
      @christiscool4u Рік тому +11

      @@Biebtan Amen! I truly believe that I survived because God has a greater purpose for my life! I’ve been in recovery for several years now and it’s so freeing I wouldn’t be where I am today without the grace of God

    • @courtr1588
      @courtr1588 11 місяців тому +7

      @@christiscool4u So glad you're still here. God bless you.

  • @georgieroberts8697
    @georgieroberts8697 10 місяців тому +16

    I don’t understand why the doctor was so annoyed at the nurse? Neither of them deemed her to to be on a psych hold or monitored. And who knows she might have tried to recover, but then a surgeon stormed in and told an anorexic patient she couldn’t exercise for a year? A psychiatrist should have broken that news to her.

  • @Tracylindilou
    @Tracylindilou Рік тому +57

    I dont ever want to go there again. Its been 30 years since I was hospitalized at 84lbs...

    • @favorita9184
      @favorita9184 Рік тому +5

      You wont , stay strong

    • @galaxyamber8001
      @galaxyamber8001 Рік тому +2

      Dude it was the r worst I couldn’t even stand or go to the bathroom I was so weak 😂

    • @favorita9184
      @favorita9184 Рік тому +1

      @@galaxyamber8001 very glad that you made it. May you keep strong and healthy

    • @cherrycordiaI
      @cherrycordiaI 10 місяців тому +1

      84? I'm jealous lol

    • @mama-wh3dv
      @mama-wh3dv 6 місяців тому

      im jealous

  • @racheln2136
    @racheln2136 11 місяців тому +31

    And this is why nobody with eating disorders or other mental health issues wants to be treated by the medical establishment (I say as a recovered anorexic/bulimic who is now an RN). The complete apathy and the shoulder shrugging and eye rolls and not taking the patient seriously is a systemic risk to patient safety 🤦‍♀️

    • @leahmcdermott4189
      @leahmcdermott4189 6 місяців тому +1

      I don’t think it’s fair to imply that the nurse was apathetic and not taking April seriously. I think she was and her compassion and concern was felt even through the screen. However the nurse was merely naive and inexperienced to believe that she was okay and getting better just cause she said she was. I think she just needs some more training.

    • @cruella_91
      @cruella_91 5 місяців тому

      So true.

  • @matthewcrome5835
    @matthewcrome5835 Рік тому +92

    This really hits hard as someone who struggled and still struggles with atypical anorexia. I had tachycardia, electrolyte imbalances, and low BP too. I wasn't as exercise-obsessed as her but I still overexercised and didn't eat and occasionally purged. The worst part of it is that I wasn't emaciated or otherwise in the demographic you would associate with anorexia. So I didn't feel "valid".
    I do like how they portrayed the anorexic woman as not being in the demographic for anorexics either. So many people think it's emaciated, white, teenage girls, when in fact every race, both males and females, and any weight (well except if you're Tess Holiday, because she loves being fat) can get anorexia.

  • @StitchSlayss777
    @StitchSlayss777 Рік тому +192

    I’m dead like why she watch her fall down the stairs like that

    • @daraley1098
      @daraley1098 Рік тому +13

      She couldn't do anything 😂

    • @justcallmejessz3712
      @justcallmejessz3712 Рік тому +7

      @daraley1098 Sure, but the calm (non)reaction to the fall was.....
      ...unusual

    • @leahmcdermott4189
      @leahmcdermott4189 11 місяців тому +2

      Was she meant to get involved midfall and risk hurting herself too? Asking as an RN myself 🤔

    • @mama-wh3dv
      @mama-wh3dv 6 місяців тому

      ikr💀

    • @mariahdibben4066
      @mariahdibben4066 5 місяців тому +3

      @@leahmcdermott4189 No they mean they way she didn't even act surprised or like run to help her when she landed. She just stood there and said go get help in the deadest voice.

  • @abigailstarley1829
    @abigailstarley1829 Рік тому +83

    Absolutely phenomenal video and acting and everything. I don’t say this very often but, I think warnings of a suicide attempt and anorexia should have been mentioned before the video or in the description. I am chronic and live in hospitals. I can’t tell the amount of times I’ve just…wanted all the noise to just, go away. Doctors, meds, Iv beeps, heart monitor, everyone’s pity and concern, my own toxic horrific self deprecating thoughts…this…this was way too real. From the barricaded door to her boyfriend breaking up with her due to her medical and mental issues and not being able to see anything getting any better. Not wanting to be, herself, in her body, to feel okay again…please please, if there could be a warning next time it’d be GREATLY appreciated

    • @cinnamonroll372
      @cinnamonroll372 Рік тому +7

      Hey as someone who also relates to this episode and has been recovered for 5 years now, I want you to know it can get better. I relapsed so many times I thought I was going to be stuck in the loop forever. You can do it. I’m not going to say it’s all in the willpower because it took me a lot of outside help to get better, but I believe in you. Keep fighting, you’ve got this 💖

  • @Remmy-iq3bs
    @Remmy-iq3bs Рік тому +13

    This is a horrible horrible disease. Anorexic with exercise addiction for 35 years. When I tried to get better my body just couldn’t stop eating. Now I’m depressed haven’t gone outside in 2years and have other health problems. I wish I could go back as I know that’s wrong to say at least I was happy. There is no way out of this disease

    • @mariahdibben4066
      @mariahdibben4066 5 місяців тому +2

      yes there is a way out. lots of people recover from it. one of my best friends did. and lots of people in these comments have or are on their way there. There is hope. Please keep fighting. You're beautiful and stronger than you think. Sending love and hugs to you.

  • @emmashuffle6457
    @emmashuffle6457 Рік тому +17

    The way they just watched her fall allll the way down the stairs… what?! 😂

  • @Tay-cg1pt
    @Tay-cg1pt Рік тому +101

    I spent half this clip wondering how she’s not a patient at her own hospital 😂also why’d they just watch her fall!? Like please don’t all help all at once

    • @destinyehiozuwa7754
      @destinyehiozuwa7754 Рік тому +16

      The nurse is like 'well I told you and you ain't wanna listen'😒

    • @briannasmith1278
      @briannasmith1278 Рік тому

      that's what i want to know

    • @shalomisrael4624
      @shalomisrael4624 Рік тому +3

      This show was before Yaya DaCosta/ April Sexton was a nurse on Chicago Med

  • @helenbrown6341
    @helenbrown6341 Рік тому +23

    I love working out every day, and can't go without it. I also understand the importance of eating/drinking enough to sustain it and provide my body with the nutrients it needs.

  • @darkwarriormaster9644
    @darkwarriormaster9644 Рік тому +65

    Anorexia actually is a very serious illness, sometimes caused by fat-shaming.

  • @realteamwall
    @realteamwall Рік тому +11

    i thought she looked like the nurse on chicago med
    thank you for putting it in the description

  • @gummy5862
    @gummy5862 Рік тому +52

    I understand the boyfriend leaving her due to her poor mental health, but it is not the time to leave her when she’s being hospitalized. That’s low.

    • @poppywestfalin4026
      @poppywestfalin4026 Рік тому +5

      Feels like he broke up with her for being in the hospital, not her anorexia. Maybe he was worried about her gaining weight?

  • @wasterdays
    @wasterdays 8 місяців тому

    this is golden

  • @isabellemyzer1807
    @isabellemyzer1807 Рік тому +20

    I have an ED and I was betrayed by someone I thought cared about me. It was traumatic and it only made things worse.

  • @robertsander8509
    @robertsander8509 6 місяців тому +1

    I love the way she just stands there and watches her patient fall down the stairs instead of running up to her,and rendering any type of assistance;🤦🏼‍♂️unbelievable. And the dr. is a jerk. Does anyone have the full episode they can load onto YT?

  • @jilla-dr9hu
    @jilla-dr9hu Рік тому +11

    I don’t think that doctor had any empathy 😮I mean you shouldn’t let your emotions get the best of you when working in healthcare, still is find it hard to be as checked out as he is

  • @Yellow4494
    @Yellow4494 9 місяців тому +4

    Why is everyone commenting about the nurse watching her fall down the stairs. It's not like you can stop a fully grown adult mid-fall from tumbling plus it took place in about 3 seconds

    • @mariahdibben4066
      @mariahdibben4066 5 місяців тому

      It's not that she didn't stop her from falling. It's that she barely even reacted even after she landed. All she did was say go get help in the deadest voice.

  • @EclipseOfTsuki93
    @EclipseOfTsuki93 4 місяці тому +3

    Didn't expect to see Nurse April Sexton off Chicago Med being a anorexic patient and treated by Piper Chapman as a Nurse

  • @veg2489
    @veg2489 Рік тому +14

    April what are you doing here lol

  • @copingwithbehcets375
    @copingwithbehcets375 Місяць тому

    People often seem most positive and optimistic before an attempt. I’ve seen it personally and my person lost their struggle.

  • @rebeksyo
    @rebeksyo Рік тому +11

    The girl with a shatter pelvis managed to get something to hang herself up that high? Not buying it.

    • @mariahdibben4066
      @mariahdibben4066 5 місяців тому +3

      she broke her knee not her pelvis. And she could have hopped around or limped.

  • @sights3255kamobrin
    @sights3255kamobrin 9 місяців тому +2

    The way they stood there after she litterly fell all the way down those stairs ...
    Omgawd😅...
    Like they litterly sprang into no kinda action...
    That part was a bit funny too me cause i thought maybe after seeing her falling they would have ran up to help her from falling down many others..

  • @coffee_pigglet
    @coffee_pigglet 17 днів тому

    The way she calmly said “go get some help”

  • @EverettNightshade
    @EverettNightshade 7 місяців тому +2

    Anorexia can make a person prone to injuries, illnesses, and suicide attempts.

  • @roxdog7754
    @roxdog7754 Рік тому +37

    April Sexton is now a patient in new Amsterdam?!?!??

    • @Crow.Theodore
      @Crow.Theodore Рік тому +5

      This is Mercy, not new Amsterdam but yeah it’s weird to see her as a patient in another medical show

    • @camdaman1
      @camdaman1 Рік тому +1

      i believe she was a victim in SVU as well

    • @Maddy-dh7xv
      @Maddy-dh7xv Рік тому +1

      What episode

    • @camdaman1
      @camdaman1 Рік тому +1

      @@Maddy-dh7xv s11 ep10

    • @Maddy-dh7xv
      @Maddy-dh7xv Рік тому

      @@camdaman1 there’s 11 seasons of new Amsterdam

  • @saphira122mimi
    @saphira122mimi Рік тому

    Idk if the role asked her to be like that
    Never watched the show or any more clips from this but the nurse said "thats encouraging" in such a robotic way ahahahh

  • @DJPoundPuppy
    @DJPoundPuppy 10 місяців тому +3

    This is a messed up video. I was not ready for that and I'm bipolar. This video made me cry. I hate to see people dying.

    • @Inkztripes
      @Inkztripes 9 місяців тому +2

      this!! i deal with suicidal thoughts on a daily basis and i was NOT prepared to see the nurse push the door open to the patient hanging there 😐😐😐. they flag songs with "This video deals with heavy topic such as suicide" for even hinting at wanting to die and this has NO DISCLAIMER ???

    • @flamingarbre1284
      @flamingarbre1284 8 місяців тому

      ​@Inkztripes Dude what do u think ur watching?? Don't watch obviously dark clips from MEDICAL tv shows if u can't deal with it, seems an easy avoidance

  • @SJanaS
    @SJanaS 10 місяців тому +2

    I like how the white chick just watched her fall down the stairs unphased LOL

    • @Yellow4494
      @Yellow4494 9 місяців тому

      Or the nurse... no one labeled the patient as 'the black chick'

    • @SJanaS
      @SJanaS 9 місяців тому

      that's what you got from my comment lol...lighten up honey it's 2023, not every statement is racist ! @@Yellow4494

  • @vuksgitau
    @vuksgitau 9 місяців тому +2

    Love Yaya Dacosta❤

  • @sunnimastewin6032
    @sunnimastewin6032 Рік тому +11

    So what happened to her after this...? Does she wake up....have the surgery....?

  • @Farieclau
    @Farieclau 5 місяців тому +1

    Former anorexic here. I’m half black and hated being curvy when I was a teen because men will always sexualise me. So I started working out and dieting and I lost weight started looking like a model and people would say you should model. But I also developed perfectionism and tried to transform my body to impossible standrards what was once dedication became obsession. I’d wake up at 3am to run. I ran 2x a day, ate an apple and 12 almonds a day and drank 5litres of water to keep full. I became 48kilos lost my period and my liver was failing they told me to start eating it was so so hard and I’ll have crazy workout attacks in the middle of the night. I tried killing my self because the scale didn’t go down but couldn’t complete the attempt. For people with anorexia being fat is the worst fate ever! They will rather die than get fat.
    I think it has to do with control. If that’s the only aspect of your life you can control and succeed in you become addicted to being in control and succeeding by your own efforts.

  • @madgefarrington5424
    @madgefarrington5424 11 місяців тому +7

    How did she push move all the furniture against the door and get herself up there with a broken leg?

    • @ndnaf3705
      @ndnaf3705 10 місяців тому +5

      Where there's a will, there's a way.

    • @cccherri
      @cccherri 27 днів тому

      @@ndnaf3705was thinking the same thing 😭

  • @evelinagleisner930
    @evelinagleisner930 Рік тому +3

    This was so sad 😞 ❤

  • @KirstenEPhoto
    @KirstenEPhoto Рік тому +4

    Where can we watch this?

  • @thyrsasanchezbrenes36
    @thyrsasanchezbrenes36 10 місяців тому +1

    Where can I watch the full episodes?

  • @deerheart87
    @deerheart87 Рік тому +1

    Well that was dramatic 😂😂😂😂

  • @ameliaflynnhayes
    @ameliaflynnhayes Рік тому +2

    Poor Brook she has a lot of stress with trying to be perfect

  • @FullTimePatient37
    @FullTimePatient37 6 місяців тому +1

    Yes anorexia is one of the deadliest mental illnesses 😢

  • @jasperlockwood7500
    @jasperlockwood7500 9 місяців тому +1

    April sexton as a patient and piper chapman as a nurse wow never through I’d see this

  • @konnerlamb7365
    @konnerlamb7365 Рік тому +1

    Did you enjoy your stay
    in the hospital, Helmitch?

  • @MrsCKane
    @MrsCKane 3 місяці тому +1

    Anyone know what happened at the end? Did she die, recover or stay in a coma?

  • @hollyadams9049
    @hollyadams9049 11 місяців тому +1

    Please please please put a tw for that scene

  • @sarahemf
    @sarahemf Рік тому +9

    Can we talk about the title of this video and how there was no warnings. If there is images of a suicide attempt it should be stated so people can choose weather or not they are in the mind space to view the content.

    • @alyxversace5528
      @alyxversace5528 Рік тому +1

      I mean.. it was a video about a girl struggling w/ her mental health to begin with, and although that scene admittedly threw me off guard, I’m not going to be offended by it because I knew the context of the video had to do with mental health. Maybe try a more suitable TV show that isn’t in the medical field, as wild things happen there and just like this little clip was- is unpredictable.

    • @ndnaf3705
      @ndnaf3705 10 місяців тому +1

      Maybe you should toughen up a bit. Life doesn't come with instructions or trigger warnings.

  • @user-ww1zm4rh2z
    @user-ww1zm4rh2z 3 місяці тому

    What show is this clip from?

  • @MrViolinfreak101
    @MrViolinfreak101 5 місяців тому

    oh wow she was so young

  • @Loserkid420
    @Loserkid420 Рік тому +6

    Shes so goregous

  • @StrangerThings_YT
    @StrangerThings_YT Рік тому

    Omggg she played in Chicago med😮

  • @ellaneruda
    @ellaneruda Рік тому +26

    Is there a way to report this so that it doesn’t get taken down but puts the warning when you click on the video that it contains themes of suicide?
    I am in a place in my life where I can handle seeing it, knowing it is not real, but it could be very triggering for someone who is thinking about or has previously tried to end their life.
    - A mental illness survivor and social work student

    • @snakebitepellehue
      @snakebitepellehue Рік тому +1

      Fellow mental illness survivor AND social worker here. I'm not too sure, but I will try.

    • @9395gb
      @9395gb Рік тому +2

      I am not trying to be mean but can you explain how this is triggering or anything really is? I honestly don't understand the concept of being triggered. Isn't it easier for you to find a way to cope with life's difficulties or get therapy instead?

    • @ellaneruda
      @ellaneruda Рік тому +5

      @@9395gb Seeing someone's body hanging from the ceiling can be quite traumatic especially for individuals with a history of mental illness and suicide and can trigger thoughts about suicide that may linger for individuals who are currently depressed and/or thinking about ending their life.
      The National Action Alliance for Suicide Prevention recommends that news and entertainment producers/writers "Avoid showing or describing the details about suicide methods."
      This episode shows the character attempting to end her life by hanging. This does not follow professional guidelines on covering sensitive topics.
      You, as an adult, may not have trouble seeing a video of someone attempting to ending their life (especially since you know it is not real), but a young person and/or survivor may have a very difficult time seeing this.
      Also, I do see a psychologist for counseling, which is part of the reason that seeing the video does not cause my mind to repeatedly think about suicide after viewing the video. In the past, the picture would have played in my mind on repeat and put me at an increased risk on the day (and perhaps week) that I watched the video.
      That is why I would like a content warning on the video. So that individuals can choose to not watch the video if it may put them at an increased risk, may be developmentally inappropriate, or they simply do not want to see a video that graphically portrays suicide.

    • @BriaBarrows
      @BriaBarrows Рік тому +1

      Honestly

    • @alexandramoyer8785
      @alexandramoyer8785 11 місяців тому +2

      Really? Then maybe YOU shouldn’t watch the show if it triggers you. But don’t ruin it for anyone else

  • @cookie-gaming_toca
    @cookie-gaming_toca Рік тому +1

    april frome chigago med omg now shes a patient lol

  • @biscoffology
    @biscoffology 10 місяців тому +1

    2:01 WHY DIDNT THEY STOP HER FROM ROLLING ALL THE WAY DOWN LJK;FDKFLB

  • @Luna_moon_1127
    @Luna_moon_1127 3 місяці тому

    Plot twist she overcame this disorder and became one of the most badass nurses on Chicago med😂❤(I know I’m pretty sure she was on Chicago med before the show, just go with it because it’s the same actress)

  • @sr2592
    @sr2592 Рік тому +1

    Look it’s Yaya from Antm season 3!

  • @lesliebattle6151
    @lesliebattle6151 7 місяців тому +1

    and here I'm wondering what her exercise and diet routine are 🤔

  • @Craftymomma87
    @Craftymomma87 6 місяців тому +1

    April from Chicago Med.

  • @Mousy677
    @Mousy677 Рік тому +4

    i THOUGHT i recognised her voice

  • @susan4494
    @susan4494 Рік тому

    😢❤😢

  • @MsCorpora
    @MsCorpora 7 місяців тому

    I've never seen this show, so all I'm thinking is: I didn't know Piper is a nurse/doctor now"

  • @toffee5605
    @toffee5605 6 місяців тому

    83lbs 😢😢 i know what it feels like

  • @kanyedidntmaketaylorfamous
    @kanyedidntmaketaylorfamous 4 місяці тому

    Me watching this with two hairline fractures in both my hips from the same exact thing... Damn.

  • @Rat_Queen86
    @Rat_Queen86 4 дні тому

    I understand that this isn’t the correct way to handle someone with an ED but these are general doctors, not trained psychologists

  • @Gagaloopony
    @Gagaloopony 7 днів тому

    Is that April from Chicago Med?

  • @nimflower
    @nimflower 10 місяців тому

    Is this Chicago Med?

  • @SM-gy5wv
    @SM-gy5wv 10 місяців тому +1

    wtf why was there no trigger warning for the attempted suicide?

  • @ramennoodles1843
    @ramennoodles1843 5 місяців тому

    The nurses don't carry stethoscopes? No wonder Mercy only ran for one season!

  • @remqrse.1230
    @remqrse.1230 Рік тому

    HELP SHES A PAITENT MY MAMA 😭

  • @lisazips
    @lisazips Рік тому

    Was she in Chicago med?

  • @Inkztripes
    @Inkztripes 9 місяців тому +1

    maybe a hint in the title, maybe a warning before the video. ANYTHING FOR THE GRAPHIC DEPICTION OF ATTEMPTED SUICIDE?? literally felt sick the first time i watched this

    • @TA12002
      @TA12002 9 місяців тому +2

      the world does not revolve around you

    • @Inkztripes
      @Inkztripes 9 місяців тому

      @@TA12002 L + Already Aware + made my own comment incase people couldn't find the other ones talking about it and didn't want them to feel alone + get shafted

  • @talia2229
    @talia2229 10 місяців тому +1

    Trigger warning would be great ❤😅

  • @Vee_breeze2767
    @Vee_breeze2767 3 місяці тому

    Pressed this just because of April from Chicago med lmao

  • @suman-ip1gs
    @suman-ip1gs 6 місяців тому

    Is the patient actor april ?

  • @FullTimePatient37
    @FullTimePatient37 Рік тому +3

    1:58 that's me...

  • @ClosewithKeri
    @ClosewithKeri 10 місяців тому

    Piper!!!!

  • @marieclemons6460
    @marieclemons6460 4 місяці тому

    thats april from chacargo med

  • @hannahfinnerty2778
    @hannahfinnerty2778 10 місяців тому

    Orange is new black meets Chicago med 😬😆

  • @BossLadeeTee-LilJeremyJ
    @BossLadeeTee-LilJeremyJ Рік тому

    Is that Piper from orange is new black

  • @nathaniel5078
    @nathaniel5078 Рік тому +2

    Well, I was not prepared for that.

  • @user-xb1pv4pe4h
    @user-xb1pv4pe4h 10 місяців тому +1

    The woman playing the patient looks familiar.

    • @Yellow4494
      @Yellow4494 9 місяців тому

      America's Next Top Model and Chicago Med among other things

  • @DrownedInExile
    @DrownedInExile Рік тому +34

    A runner who doesn't take sugar? I don't think so! I'm in a run group, and most of us are total sugar/carb-monsters. I do believe that's a big part of why we run, so we can eat whatever we want 😁

    • @lyrica_overdose
      @lyrica_overdose Рік тому +22

      ever heard of eating disorders?

    • @DrownedInExile
      @DrownedInExile Рік тому +7

      @@lyrica_overdose My point is her claim of not eating sugar would be suspicious.

    • @DrownedInExile
      @DrownedInExile Рік тому

      @@lyrica_overdose No worries

    • @eboniedreamz1371
      @eboniedreamz1371 Рік тому +3

      It’s because carbs convert to sugar to give you energy when you run. She probably meant she cuts out unhealthy sugars however it can be seen as suspicious but mainly it’s just the thought process of someone who doesn’t have the knowledge of nutritional education and how the body works

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Рік тому

      Sugar is terrible for un

  • @heaven33957
    @heaven33957 2 місяці тому

    She should have known her feet would’ve broke, look how skinny they are! I can see why she never wears short tight stuff like the rest in of us.

  • @Jadexies
    @Jadexies 2 місяці тому

    Omg it’s April Sexton!!

    • @slayddi86
      @slayddi86 2 місяці тому

      i was thinking the same 😭😭

  • @slayddi86
    @slayddi86 2 місяці тому

    sexton i didn’t expect this from u ngl

  • @slayddi86
    @slayddi86 2 місяці тому

    the patient looks and sounds like nurse april from chicago med..?

  • @Meghan-cl1ri
    @Meghan-cl1ri Місяць тому

    April Sexton meets Piper Chapman

  • @AntoinetteGenesis
    @AntoinetteGenesis 9 місяців тому

    Yaya Decosta?

  • @justdarius1115
    @justdarius1115 4 місяці тому

    Real ones know that the patient is April Saxton