What happened to me? What happened to trust? What happened to love? What happened to us? A relationship now it’s fading to dust We were flying so high now its turning to rust I remember the days When love was so real You could be totally open with the way that you feel Nothing was hidden Nothing to conceal But nowadays Tables turn like a wheel Say I’m okay Got friends who ain’t real Got friends who are snakes They don’t care how I feel Let me down at every turn I play with fire And then I get burnt Making mistakes Yeah I’ll never learn Use me for money The P’s that I earn Then when I fall down They never return Won’t trust again I’m sick of being hurt Sick of crying Being left in the dirt Had so many plans like going on tour But I’m dying inside I’ve got no drive anymore I was back on my feet then I fell to the floor I thought I was free now they’re closing the door It was all a facade yeah I’m fucked to the core Think I’m finally done Can’t take anymore Don’t wanna hurt Don’t wanna cry Don’t wanna feel the way I do inside Waves taking over And I’m stuck in the tide So it’s finally time For my final goodbyes So to my girl and my family This is my last letter Because I’ll never stop hurting And I’ll never fucking feel better My mental health makes me feel insane Can’t cope with the times when I’m hurting in pain So many thoughts that are fucked in my brain Had therapy sessions but I still feel the same I rap to relieve Don’t rap to get fame Don’t give a fuck who remembers my name I was sat in my room saying mum I can’t take it Don’t give a fuck about money Mum I just wanna make it Too many people took my heart just to break it I thought love was real but too many fake it Loves fucked up For me love is forsaken Can’t take another heartbreak I’m all fucked up And I can’t take another heartache Got so many questions That I just can’t ask Like how can a smile disappear so fast
Question How many times have you died inside I can tell you mine But that's like trying to count the stars Only God can listen to my heart So I wonder if he hears My request To get it to stop beating at this rate Drop it to zero Dreamt of being batman Superman Until I learnt there's a Joker in every hero There are tears for every laughter There's a tear in my chapter There's a hole for every barrier There's tier to every killer Victims become victims of victims Everybody gets fucked by a system Placed on racial high ground What now Question
Devant le paysage Il n’y a pas d’ Mauvais présage Faut profiter Du moment J’me sent bien J’regarde ton visage J’peux pas tourner la page Car je vis, dans la rage Regardé l’eau, qui ruisselle M’enlève l’envie, d’me tirer une balle L’impact des mots Me fais mal A quoi bon si j’le laisse pas paraître Quand je m’exprime Je vois les problèmes apparaîtres J’sais que c’est seulement dans ma tête J’aimerais seulement, qu’ils se taisent Je vois des silhouettes qui m’ensorcelle Au moins je vois ton sourire Mademoiselle Je t’aime Encore J’t’évites Je m’enfuis J’ai mal la nuit J’menfou J’mennuies Quand j’pleure J’veux pas ton avis J’finirais seul Tu ma dit Que tu m’apportes Que des ennuies Que je m’attaches Ou pas Devant l’coucher D’soleil Je me sent sans vie Plonger dans mon sommeil Je nages Je vois que nous deux On est sous l’eau Tu me regardes comme ci J’étais miséreux Tu m’ensorcelle Comme une sirène J’ai toucher l’fond Et je suffoque C’est mystérieux Je suis si paisible Je vois le noir J’entends des voix Les gens ont ton visage Ils m’regardent tous Mais j’ai pas l’intention De t’faire du mal Les histoires qu’on a vécu M’fais du bien Sinon j’me sent mal Je pleures seulement Avec toi parce que Sinon ça sort pas Pourquoi parler Dans mon dos De mes défauts Tu veux parler Arrête de dire Que c’est trop tôt L’impact des mots Ma laisser froid Maintenant Je doute de moi J’ai l’impression Que tu choisi Un dans le lots Le soir je n’ai que des idées sombres Ya que le soir, dans ma chambre Que j’vois ton ombre J’me parles tout seul Dans le noir Comme si tu allais me répondre Cœur en cendres Jl’ai senti fondre Sous la pression Je vie les émotions des autres Comme une éponge Devant le paysage Il n’y a pas d’ Mauvais présage Faut profiter Du moment J’me sent bien J’regarde ton visage J’peux pas tourner la page Car je vis, dans la rage Regardé l’eau, qui ruisselle M’enlève l’envie, d’me tirer une balle L’impact des mots Me fais mal A quoi bon si j’le laisse pas paraître Quand je m’exprime Je vois les problèmes apparaîtres J’sais que c’est seulement dans ma tête J’aimerais seulement, qu’ils se taisent Je vois des silhouettes qui m’ensorcelle Au moins je vois ton sourire Mademoiselle Je t’aime Encore J’t’évites Je m’enfuis J’ai mal la nuit J’menfou J’mennuies Quand j’pleure J’veux pas ton avis J’finirais seul Tu ma dit Que tu m’apportes Que des ennuies Que je m’attaches Ou pas Devant l’coucher D’soleil Je me sent sans vie
Sabahın ilk ışığıyla gözlerimi kapattım Küçüktüm büyüyünce geçeceğini umardım Fazlasıyla salaktım düzeleceğine inandım Sayfalar dolan kitaba nokta bile atmadım Gecenin karanlığına ruhumu açtım Büyüyünce o çocuğa hasret kaldım Akıllandım keşke hep saf kalsaydım Konuşup durdular ben sade noktaladım Şimdi değişti işin rengi belirsiz Sahte maskeler ve her insanda farklı çelişki Aynı filme bağlı hayatım suratlar değişti Geleceğim aslında geçmişime demişti Çıkamadım içinden bu ne değişik işti Mentalitem sokakla büyüdü ve gelişti Aslında meselemiz para ve pul değildi Bu renkli dünyada neden kara gözlerim Senaryo belirisiz bitiyordu gösteri Yok olmuş olsanda sanaydı tüm özlemim Evet içimi döküyo' anlattıgım sözlerim Gece gündüz karalarım buydu gerçek özveri Yazdıgım şarkılarda duyar mısın sesimi Bi ömür geçse bile hatırlarım kokunu Şimdi kişilere değil ritime ten uyumum Girdiğin tüm rüyalar uzatırdı uykumu Kaçıncı sene bu bakışlarım hep donuk Yaşar içimde ruh bak yine kayıp yolum Aradığın seneleri şimdi saniyeye vur Çelik kasaya koysamda yine bi delik olur Değil umrum dahilinde yapılan dedikodum Babamın nasihati başlıyordu “bak oğlum” Okulda görmediğim en iyi dersimdi bu Fazla fazla dinleyin ve sonunda adam olun
Nowadays lotta music lacking heart I remember times when this rap shit was like art You ain’t need no ai, but sometimes you had to spark Mumbling these bars til I spit em finish start Mind locked behind bars not physical in nature Mentally im strong but the stress build n grow What’s the measure for amateur and major ? Better yet I don’t think I wanna know Thoughts racing speeds McQueen off the nitro I was patient I was working endless nights Hope Slowly slipping had to bite down Had to buckle up for the storm of emotions Mom without you feel like I’m going thru the motions
Look, it all happened when I was six, I had to leave my friends and my family. I left the country I grew up in, I left the ones that were the most important to me. Even though I was a kid I had to switch, I had to understand the long term is what matters the most. so i just followed my mother blindly trough the coast. I had no idea where we’re going to. I was dreaming about how it would look, our destination, all I saw was big houses, in a new nation but the most important thing I remember is my father. He was standing there, greeting me. I saw some soldiers in my dream because they always scared me. Was it really a dream or a nightmare, didn’t know where I’m going but I just let something lead me. The journey began it was hard, we used to sleep in the forest on the ground, I felt so save and didn’t think much of it that I fell asleep, but man my momma was so scared she didn’t sleep the whole night. There I was walking through the border of Ethiopia holding my right had of my momma. “Crouch if you heard bulits” she said, I was weird as a kid, didn’t even got scared. Instead I felt save, It was just as if I’m exploring.
I..... I dont think i feel pain anymore. I dont know how to love anymore How to trust anyone How to believe anyone Paper is on my mind 24 7 Im on my grind 24 7 Money is the second family comes first . Need love aswell money wont save all I still save the money in my saferoom where i feel safe do i feel safe ? ahhhh .... i been lying to myself Im believeing my own lies to feel just that little good Is that good ?
I been through pain (x4), they ain’t show me emotion, uh Got these scars and they moving like potion Baby Girl I love you and your motion And I love how you look by the ocean Feelings moving round me, coast to coasting Not everything I do is for the gwap I’ve been doing dirt a lot yeah I’ve been sinning Growing up we didn’t have a lot so we turned to hitting I been hustling but I don’t feel like I’m wining I see you shining My bro said, it’s your time to blow blud I told him, it’s all bout timing My bro spent 7 in the pent now, he free and he can’t stop smiling I’m tryna stack up my Hasanats, so pray for me I trust Allah so he keep protecting me My brothers by my side they keep correcting me I pray for my brothers in the cemetery I know I’m destined for this life and it’s plain to see Remember days I would drown my pain in Hennessy Mix it with cola , that use to be my remedy And that was just enough for me To re arrange my energy Il still go to war for my brothers I was in the street breaking law with my brothers Now I’m in the trap now breaking bread with my brothers Swear I’ll kill for my brothers Ride that sentence out like a G for my brothers I pray for my brothers I stay with my brothers I don’t switch ties and lie to my brothers Go to war for my brothers Swear I’ll kill for my brothers Man I pray for my brothers 180 on the 401 left lane trying to take off Dreaming bout being on the m way speeding Have to give thanks to Allah Mans breathing That night I coulda got wet Alhumdulilah he didn’t Pearce my neck I can never sell my soul for a check I pray I get that Rahma, cuz I done tings I can’t forgot In the morning I pray for my niggas In the evening I pray for my opps I’ll still punch man up like Moses Yeah these niggas know us
Khud se naraz hu - Mein khud se naraz hu Akela feel kru Jabki mein apno ke paas hoon Dost ki yaad aati h Par dosto ko call kar ni para Khushi matter krti hai Mere liye nahi pehnana mujhe zara Mere rishte khudse kharab h Toh auro ko btau mein kya Mein jo thaa woo naaa raha Meri aatma roo rhi cheek ke Subhe dophar shaam Jaldi hi bhagwan kara de Mera kaam Bas yhi meri guzarish h Dukh mit jaaye yaaa Mein mit jau ye kwahish h
Pensi ancora a me ma non sono piu lo stesso E io non penso a te sennò mi sarei ja perso Tra dubbi e bugie che non hanno pure un senso Sarebbe la fine e ho capito que la perso NA con chi sta vo se e andata e so che non ritornerà Quella parte di me che lei si e rubatta E non mi fa ra piu male vederti asieme altro Devo andare avanti e pure gia sono in ritardo Sono su gli schermi ora voglio andare sul palco Vivere veloce come gue come club do Usare la mia voce e raccontare il mio passato E tutto cio che ho vissuto farlo vivere a un altro [0:52] Non so piu chi e il vero me cuando parlo Non è facile essere vero con un falso
Zwischen tag und nacht, legt sich die dämmerung Such verzweifelt nach veränderung Die decke fällt mir auf den kopf, will einfach nur weg Auf der suche nach gold, verloren im dreck Sag mir hörst du mich Oder stört es dich
Yo i just wanna fly away, mabye take the pain from all these thoughts inside my head away i hate it and i really hope that one day it just goes away, but it wont it never will, its just a voice in your head dragging you down without your will,
Growing up I never had much I was always in a rush, To make the cash And build up a stash Until it came and demolished My stash, and are me up slowly Now I'm left selling pills on the high way So I can finally live my way E n v y You did me so dirty You built me up just so you can hurt me Now, my future looking murky
Jongen wilt geen faam - hij wilt een rendement Sta je voor me klaar - wil je die elke cent Zakelijk nu praten - als je geen echte bent Maar als je me echt ken -weetje hoe ik echt ben Want jongen heeft soms pijn - hij wilt een lieve meisje Deze jongen haalt zijn passie - uit liedjes schrijven Vaak alleen - vrienden kwijt - vrienden gaven geen gelijk Maar family vecht voor hem - en family die maakt hem blij Ookal heb ik vaak pijn - die pijn die maakt me sterker Het is weer zin laag - dus zeg ik moet harder werken Harder werken - zacht vertellen - geen snake maar ik moet dagvertellen Stress die maakt mijn hoofd moe - maar meiden moet k afgaanbellen Meisje ik wil goed doen - maar wat als ik niet goed doe Ik doe al m’n moeite voor je - ik pak alle boetes voor je Ik zal altijd zoeken voor je - ik zal al t soeps vergooien Ik geef al m’n liefde voor je - en toch zal ik t weer verklooien
Broke me and everhtbing i stand for Opened a new book looked & re read what im on for We was never in it for us It ended up in lust & now who can we trust Lets put this behind us & seek new life or maybe itll find us Tough questions got me picturing a calmer mind I smoke to get high and
What do you expect when you’re dating a ten out of ten and all these man are tryna holla at your girlfriend They get pressed tryna control when the world ends They get stressed tryna remap where their joint meets So much oil on my spliff, when I roll man my joint leaks Get 250 coming every joint week, and uno that I spend and I go by the end of the month ran it out with this damn weed Man it’s a shame in the game in year 9 I was chilling with damn freaks Now I gotta part time job I make less ps But my life’s never felt more stable than this sit back and relax reminisce to the days of primary Bleep test was the only thing that timed me Go mma take a kick to me right knee Say bro come down for a spar don’t fight me Slim chance that you win don’t try me My buds sticky not slimy
Un bimbo cresciuto troppo in fretta, Che conosce troppo presto i problemi degli adulti, Mamma stava male e non è stato facile, Far finta di dormire ascoltando le lacrime, Ricordo quella ninna nanna che lei mi cantava, Ogni volta che la sento poi mi manca l'aria, Mio padre che partiva e non sapevo mai quando tornava, Voleva stare con suo figlio e il tempo non bastava, Ora che sembrava andare quasi tutto apposto, Hanno chiuso l'azienda e mio padre c'ha perso il posto, Passavano i giorni e crescevano le spese, 12 ore al giorno via senza arrivare a fine mese, Gurdavo mamma sempre con quegli occhi spenti, Ricordo nonno che veniva e ci portava i soldi, I sacrifici non bastavano per vivere Hanno fatto di tutto per vedermi sorridere. Col tempo poi ho capito che non dovevo fidarmi, Il mio migliore amico è scomparso senza avvisarmi, Ci sono stato sotto, e ora sono stronzo con tutti, Faccio finta di credere anche se c'ho mille dubbi. Chi tradisce è sempre quello che ti stava più vicino, Adesso che sono cresciuto mi sento un bambino, Voglio riprendermi gli anni persi in cima a quel gradino, Che il futuro non ti aspetta se il presente ti fa schifo, Quando il vento partirà, Un'altra luce che si spegne, Fuori nell'oscurità, Solo insieme alle mie tenebre, Solo insieme alle mie tenebre, Poi è arrivata lei, bella come poche, Conosciuta per sbaglio, non sapevo come, Scherzavo con l'amica, per sapere il suo nome, E dopo qualche giorno avevo già perso la testa, Avevo in mente il ricordo di quella vecchia stazione, Le chiesi di vederci e non trovavo le parole, Che si ha sempre un problema prima della soluzione, Non credevo ai sentimenti ma sapevo fosse amore.
Gotta love the sound of the ringtone comin from that brick phone BlackBerrys or the flip phones You know how this shit goes Baggin 20s for this diff doe Man that shits old N if it’s beef I don’t bring no poles Just my main bros Had my main hoes bellin out my phone But I’m out w next Gyal and they ain’t know Got my bros dodging plain clothes on them main roads Takin chase down them backroads Gotta love the sound of the ringtone comin from the brick phone black berry’s or them flip phones 📱 I be chillin in the golf r w my bro Lorenzo Big packs you know I flip those Manny on the map I make the ting go BOOM but when I’m in the whip I make the ting go vroom Makin all my doe from a pay phone Got big dreams like I’m bezos All my money be pounds not pesos Tryna fly high into space bro Fuck my main hoe get her gone n link my main bros See my boy jm in the same clothes Chill in chesire buns whilst the jakes hide in plain clothes I ain’t fake bro N if a man turn snake go hit him in his face tho Don’t like Balis so I’m always out baitface If a man want bud tellin him come my way Walking everywhere this ain’t no Y M C A
Big 18 i think that ive lost it My life has been revolved about getting in that mosh pit Niggas trynas stop me Hating literally i try to live a normal life Im different but they picture me Like I dont even like to party bruv Writing bars and making tracks Im tryna start the party up Bitches calling me a slag Dont get me started Cos i left the life i never had So i could get a start in love (B) Got me thinking to myself Is this all ive had to do Girls start moving easy E Ven tho i want a Boo Now im turning big 18 But im not the same look Hate it or love it u still charge it to the game look Big 18 i think i made it My life is not revolved round the chicks or bout the ladies I got this one girl weve been texting for ages Im thinkn to my self does she love me or hate me Like I know her so well we go back to the 80s But i speak in future reference So this might not be the case But a message to my self when i turn triple 6 Dont stop the grind u got dont focus on them trickZ
Zit in een strijd met mezelf Je weet niet eens de helft Zoveel dingen aan m’n hoofd en ik voel me niet mezelf Dikke hasj die ik nu rook maar niet maar niet dat het me helpt
umutluydu benden tum dostlarım araba hızlıydı bastım duvara tosladım ben kımsınız len soz verırler gotverenler ozlemem ben gecmısımı ondan dön demem gel sözlerın anlamı yok gozlerım kararıyo hıcbır umut yok yazarken zorlanıyom paralar kadar degerım olmadı kımse cıkıp bır gun benı sormadı zorladı ama yıne de korkmadım adım cıktı her gece bır gun torbacı bırgun bayım benım her zaman gozlerım bayık alkol degıl gozler eder benı zayıf gece konustum duvarlarla sen sanıp rengarenk olsanda sensız kırlenıyo her yanım
come stai, non lo sai dire mai come sto, non lo so dire mai come stai? come sto, non lo so come stai? come sto non lo so ho smesso di scrivere non ho smesso di vivere ho toccato con il cuore gente al limite mai avute strade ripide prepara la lapide la morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime quindi non ho voglia, di un funerale o stare male tanto vale cosa vale il tuo pregare in quelle bare, e non ho voglia, no, di sperare non sia l’ade cade l’oppio qui ci inonda la vita che da gioca forza corre senza una tregua lollo non ha una madre e non gli basta una chiesa accetta per cosa viene ama chi ti sostiene ma non cerchiamo scuse la morte non porta niente ora egoisticamente se mi muore un parente ció che mi viene in mente è sarò stato presente? mancherà alla mia vita? mancherà al mio presente? della sua dipartita se ne avrò conseguenze il cielo cambia frequenze il corpo non ha un più ventre sposto le tende mentre un raggio di sole fende ludo, ludo, ludo non ha vissuto niente come stai, non lo sai dire mai come sto, non lo so dire mai come stai? come sto, non lo so come stai? come sto, non lo so questa è l’enfasi non di un vincente ma di chi è nato con il peso della bella gente che riesce sempre a fare male e dare il meglio che è meglio stare insieme agli altri e sentirsi meglio Adesso scrivo ma la pelle trema, la penna grida, ed io finisco tutta la saliva in salita, non c’è perdente in chi ci crede senza ambire a niente però si sveglia insoddisfatto ogni prima mattina Dualismo che mi osserva, e nell’anima conserva quel bene che mi attira attrae ma senza avere scelta, nessuno qua la scelta la vita frate è questa, chi soffre sta a sinistra e chi ha i soldi gira a destra baaaby, resta, fuori dalla mia testa, scrivo a notte fonda il giorno illumina la merda, cambiare per se stessi e non farlo per il mondo, è come dar vita a un figlio solo per vederlo morto, inerme, per terra condannato a morte solo perché è nato in un destino senza forse non avrà una sorte, positiva o neutra non è ciò che spetta in questa vita buia e tetra il mare non ci annega, lo fanno le emozioni il sentimento amaro di avere sbagliato azione la testa in un ciclone, lo stomaco su orione e tu rimani zitto se comprendi ogni tuo errore
Yeah I’m tryna change the way that I do this, uh this shit we calling life is fucking useless, n I’ve tried to pray at night uh i cant do this, why you tryna play tonight uh I cant do this.
I ain’t make no choices had to do without a voice had to make them changes now I’m rollin inna Royce I was chasing cheddar had to get it from the source a lot of things I did I had to do without remorse or my heart would be divided like who tryna get divorced it’s gettin cold like cuffin season who tryna get enforced gatta keep on movin like run forest go forest got a battle field mind in my head I’m fightin wars as a kid I wish I had it had to shop at dollar stores ain’t make it far Christmas time at five below have to hold my pain in until it’s time to go my life is like a painting never made it to a show the only thing I do is watch the dust grow
Ik moet het maken kan niet terug. Zeg me is .wie had me rug. Ik heb foking diep gezeten. Van niemand kreeg ik die trust. Zoveel geleden. En gestreden voor een klein beetje geluk. Ik had niemand om me heen. Zeg me waar kon ik naar toe. Ik was klein ik was alleen. Ik was verdrietig ik was moe. Heel me levven tezjavoe. Ik wist niet wat ik moest doen. Heb zoveel meegemaakt. Maar ook mezellef opgeraapt. Zoveel dagen zonder slaap. Hededaags. Het gaat goed. Ik kan mezelf versterken. Ik heb zoveel te vertellen. Ik heb zoveel Nog te zeggen. Ik heb zoveel nog te leren. Ik kan zoveel nog verpestten. Dus van fouten moet ik leren. Niet stoppen ik moet proberen. Dit Komt recht uit me hard. een lange tijd was ik mezellef kwijt wist niet wie ik was. Maar nu gaat het veel beter. Heb zoveel kansen gekregen. Heb zoveel teksten geschreven. De jongen moet overleven. Zag dingen in me leven. Het heeft me zo hard geraakt. Maar kon positief draaien. Het heeft me sterker gemaakt. Iedereen is in de war. Toch ben ik blijven staan. Ik heb geleerd met de tijd. ik kan alles aan. zoveel kansen verspilt. Me vader zei me blijf gaan. Dus die ouwe had gelijk. Het is niet alles voor niets. Ik kan het allemaal redden als ik mezelf blijf Vertellen. Dat ik moet rennen voor mezellef. Leg de lat nog wat hoger. Ik kan alles bereiken. Ik geef me 100%. Kan niet terug naar die tijden Ik kan echt niet stoppen met het chasen van geluk. Ik ben met 7. We klimmem we moetem hopen dat het lukt. Ik kan niet spelen. Kunnen buigen maar ni breken. Ik heb never nooit gebukt. Ik ben mezellef gebleven. Deze dagen zoek ik naar rust. We blijven bezig ben dr bijna. Maar het is nog niet gelukt. Ik rap de realiteit. Binky is anders dan jij. Zit in me fase. Ik moet terugkijken. Niet terugkeren op wat ik was. Wat ik deed. En wat ik heb gedaan. We moeten verder in t leven. Zoveel kansen laten gaan. Heb me ouders problemen bezorgd. Ik kan niet blijven staan. Zoveel goed te maken nog. Gemotiveerd we blijven gaan. Het is binky nog steeds. Ik was er bijna geweest. Ik heb draad opgepakt. De jongen die is nu op dreef. Ik ben al dagen op pad. Blijven klimmen dag en nacht. Maakte sprongen onverwachts. De jongen die is niet meer zacht. Ik was het zat. Heel me leven. Maar ik heb het opgepakt. Wie ik was. Moet je vergeten. Ik ben niet meer op dat. Maakte stappen in regen. Ik heb het nooit opgegeven. Liep in storm wind tegen. Maar ik ben nooit vergeten. Dat ik het allemaal kan. Als ik in mezellef blijf geloven. Bereik ik alles wat ik wil. Maakte stappen liep te vechten. Ookal stond iedereen stil. Maakte fouten leerde lessen. Leer beseffen wat je wil. Leer beseffen wat je kilt. In jezellef vertrouwen is alles wat je nodig hebt. Op jezellef kunnen bouwen. Ga door met je gevecht. We kunnen alles bereiken zolang je dr zellef voor vecht. Wie is nep wie is echt. Wie is goed wie is slecht. Wie staat te liegen. En wie is er oprecht. Zoveel ratten in je cirkel zorg dat je oplet. Zoveel mensen onderschat en die shit was een les. Maar ik ben sterker geworden. Binky die is op zn best
Ik heb vragen, maar aan wie moet ik ze vragen? Kmag ni klage, toch ik tel de dagen. Ken de tijde da wij same waren. Stress is killing me, still im spitting g. Vraag me af wie is wie, wat is wat? Met dit leven heb ik het gehad.
Yo quick question why has god led me this life n bro I'm sick of it Sick of life bro sick of this shit Same-day new shit Kinda hard but I gotta mitigate wit it And ik good things will come but when Yeah when I can feel myself relapse again Only time ll tell if my family know me well Toss a coin in the wishing well And hope to Excell Yo I'm badly hurt can't u tell Backstabbed heartbroken Left to defend myself And ik it'll happen a again Here's a good question When
Ba3d ma sert 18, W Het la khabrak shou sert 3emel, Men 3omre 5 snin, Ana w enzal 3ala l shere3, Ma tetfalsaf w tshere3, ma tfout fiye w tsere3, Mamne fete7 wla bseme7 w bleme7 enne bere3, kaskette b7otta bel aakes w sobate bi wejjak leme3, Kel yom hake yotla3 3layye, W ba3mol hale ma 3am besma3, La2anne nejme ma bontal, Bet shoufne bel sama belma3, Ma btedma3 aayne lahza, Lak ma fi shi byestehal, Bet shoufne bel wede bka3ra b alf na3ra w aam betfe2al, Ma betsamma ebn shawere3 wla betsamma ebn l byout, Ebn shere3 byoshar, w byerja3 3al byout, Ana men ba3d ma kent oshar, Ma kent a3ref wen la rou7, Ham w gham w jrou7, Mesh dam men jouwa l rou7, Aala 3omer 8 snin, Ballasht bel dekhen, Kenet dalne dakhen dakhen, hatta mesh kermel l nesyen, L aalam bet tehke bas la tghayre arare, Etkhaba hatta dakhen, Kif yaane bshouf bhale? Aloule enne moukhtal msattal dmeghe fiyo 3otel, Ad ma bheb l shwere3, ynazloule akle bel satel, Ma heb, otla3 3ala l beit, Aanjad yaret, Ma keb, haram aala l gher, Hatta bel mamet, Aala 3omer 10 snin, Hon ballash l tefkir, Beit bala em w mashekel w te3tir, Alil, la hatta fakker, betsamma bmashekle l ashtar, Ma fine faker bhal osas w etrok mashekle l akbar, Kel ba3sa a2wa men ba3sa, W kel ba3sa tfaker tenhine, W kel darbe men ba3ed darbe w kel darbe aam bet awine, Kel ma kenet sa7ib wehde, T2elle lee ma b7en, Jawebe ken kif bade hen, W eeyesh bala em, Telephone yrenn, w bet shoufne ma 3am red, Sekinte deyman bsen, w bet btesma3ne deyman bseb, Wa2a3tz bi alef joura, naza3et, iyema w shhoura, Fate7et, kel wehde sharmouta, Nsaba3et, men kel stoura, Nkhada3et, tolo3le sfoura, Tsamma3et, la hal aasfoura, Ata3t, kel shatta w b7oura, Bala3t, mayeta w mroura, Aala 3omer l 11, Kenet enta kel hayda l masdar, Ana aa 3omer l 11 kenet medre b2aya maghfar, Sheyef hayetak sawda, W meshe eref emtin tbeshir, W ana bwa2ta b new rawda, Kenet deyman seri7 w aam tejir, Esma3, al badon ytalo l rass, Badon ysibo ras l haram, Ma tolo3lon gher ras hal er, Alo w er wejo deghre nsadam, Baram, lamlam klekisho w fal, Lama eeref enne jeye, Ma dal, la ma yenzal,
Modern Society If gods real why am I going thro pain. The believers believing that you just gotta wait “Trust me He’s got better things coming for you” when will they? why did I severe limbs and tried to hangman like wraith? I can tell you in that moment there was no one “guiding the way” It was just me and my blade Bro I was afraid What’s it like to die, does your soul stay alive or fade? What will my mum think, what if SHE suicides in heartache? Never lose yourself over someone No matter how different they are to the rest, Don’t decide to care oherwise that will leave holes in your chest. Every saint has a past but every sinner has a future What I mean is EVERYONE can repent
Save me from myself Drinking and smoking away my mental health Give me a textbook and a pen Then all I do is pouring a glass of hen (verse) I should make a rope with the sheets and leaving this crazy world behind I think of Love, hopelessness when I'm in a state of mind Thinking im about to be done with the grind Thinking im about to just end my time (verse) I’m catching all the Z’s so the world don’t have no more diseases I’m receiving this deceiving feeling that i aint sleeping Cus I’m affraid of the change that you’re leaving Believing that in my head I said that I’m deceasing But the truth is that I don’t know what or why I’m feeling I’m star gazing laying in an open field with my razor Out of nowhere I hear this voice, I start screaming Who’s making this noise, I must be dreaming but it’s the reaper I look down and I’m bleeding, I’m starting to choke and I stopped breathing I tell them how i feel, after I woke up from this nightmare From what can I see, they only just might care I don’t play dirty, I fight fair but I might cheat on my last glare Telling myself when I look in her eyes that it’s gonna be a fast stare But how can I die when i’m already dead I can’t take back all of the things I have said Even if I could believing I would it wouldn’t change a thing and that is a fact My heart can’t ever remain intact so I crack a bottle relieving this throttle feeling thats the way that I’m dealing with these novel demons in my head The reaper knocked at my shed, held this knife against my neck I said fuck this, and was about to slice open my head Until she saved me, what the fuck I must be crazy I hop she’s staying, everyday I pray that she’s staying hopefully death is something i’ll eventually stop craving It’s amazing how i’m phasing this shit while I’m caving Do you know what it’s like when you just wanna die I put a knife to my throat while I cried while i overflowed i’d be fine if i overdose even though i know she’s blowing my up my phone Yo, my confidence levels low as its ever gotten I need a hospital bed at home coz my head is throbbin Stressin lots and poppin some lexapro's for depression often When this insomnia settles though i'll be gettin off em
Heb niks te vinden Ondervind mij dan Wat wil je weten Onder reken Dan Stof zand als mij Beter reden man Ben aan de leiding Stijg uit de diepte Frans Wij loven In zelf Ik ben erge goed
Young men on the road with a bagga haters a dream but no guidance and a world full of haters Always come to blame us When the blame come stainless You can’t tame us, Bally for the cover they don’t wanna be famous The leaders have no clue about how this works it’s outrageous It’s a big problem contagious Worse than covid cos more of them are dying And I can’t tell fiction my upbringing was good I’m just trying To make an impact with my words I see the deaths and it’s hurts Many innocent murders life’s feelin cursed I wonder what happen if the roles where reverse, But boris on the road and let it burst Lizz truss on the streets no change in her purse, While rishi got the crack dem in the crack den Search this up and you’ll see where my facts stem, White yutes aswell 50/50 it ain’t just the black men
من صغرو عايش زوالي ما داق حنانة الوالد ميتمتو لي معاه تعاني خرجتو بطل و زعيم كبر ما طلب ما مد يديه على لخبزة شقى لصحاري يصرف عدار بعرق لجبين بقى لباسي فيه يجيني لونتوراج فيه يعي ما نشقى حكايتو نروي سمع من عندو تدمع لعين زادت مات لميمة زادت كبرة لغبينة راحت كان حسها اسبوار بقى فلافي سوليتار بقى هكا ني بار نا مار و ما بقاتلو بنى فالحياة ما رح تفهم بلكلام تفهم كي تحط فمكانو لقى غير راب بيه يعرش خرج دي طراك دار بيهم نش وش كاين فقلبو كل خرج و ما رح تفهم وش كان حاس كي سب شعب و رايس مدبرس فالورقة كرز ما نقلك حرية تعبير ما خلى مخرج لتبرير ما لا سمعني يا لقاضي و تفكر بلي عندك ضمير احكم بالعدل و ديرفالبال بلي الله لي قرر مصير
Bwdnk do9 klami yjik bnin psk ana n3rf Nmarini 3ndi li zipis spisial mindk zidi spisyo Mindk n7ki wch sarili 7ta jiik l9onta mli Lvurs li y9dar ykontamini lmond ycpntamini Rbi lik ntob 3ndi danb hanini mano Ey jami la nsani yjini f nom N7sab lwa9t eli jaz Khlit 9albi ijaza Y9aymo nas blibas Dayrin moda 3akasa Li rka3 lrabi li faz Li ghfal mskin ynaza3
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This year is my year for music❤
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the snare is hittin hard!!!!!!
hot
So good
What happened to me? What happened to trust?
What happened to love? What happened to us?
A relationship now it’s fading to dust
We were flying so high now its turning to rust
I remember the days
When love was so real
You could be totally open with the way that you feel
Nothing was hidden
Nothing to conceal
But nowadays
Tables turn like a wheel
Say I’m okay
Got friends who ain’t real
Got friends who are snakes
They don’t care how I feel
Let me down at every turn
I play with fire
And then I get burnt
Making mistakes
Yeah I’ll never learn
Use me for money
The P’s that I earn
Then when I fall down
They never return
Won’t trust again
I’m sick of being hurt
Sick of crying
Being left in the dirt
Had so many plans like going on tour
But I’m dying inside
I’ve got no drive anymore
I was back on my feet then I fell to the floor
I thought I was free now they’re closing the door
It was all a facade yeah I’m fucked to the core
Think I’m finally done
Can’t take anymore
Don’t wanna hurt
Don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna feel the way I do inside
Waves taking over
And I’m stuck in the tide
So it’s finally time
For my final goodbyes
So to my girl and my family
This is my last letter
Because I’ll never stop hurting
And I’ll never fucking feel better
My mental health makes me feel insane
Can’t cope with the times when I’m hurting in pain
So many thoughts that are fucked in my brain
Had therapy sessions but I still feel the same
I rap to relieve
Don’t rap to get fame
Don’t give a fuck who remembers my name
I was sat in my room saying mum I can’t take it
Don’t give a fuck about money
Mum I just wanna make it
Too many people took my heart just to break it
I thought love was real but too many fake it
Loves fucked up
For me love is forsaken
Can’t take another heartbreak
I’m all fucked up
And I can’t take another heartache
Got so many questions
That I just can’t ask
Like how can a smile disappear so fast
Deep bro
fw with this bro, these up for anyone?
@@solar4949 I’m using this in a release bro
@@jxck7709 for sure, love to hear it bro
Please stop😂
Brb, writing a masterpiece.
A beat that tells the story of how we ve been at 1 year old-20-40-60-80 -the end of us...The story of us!...A love letter to new comers!❤️🙏
Vibe i feel life i feel in this beat heartbeat i feel
Love it bro ❤️❤️ feel like its a song already.. awesome work keep it up ..
Question
How many times have you died inside
I can tell you mine
But that's like trying to count the stars
Only God can listen to my heart
So I wonder if he hears
My request
To get it to stop beating at this rate
Drop it to zero
Dreamt of being batman
Superman
Until I learnt there's a Joker in every hero
There are tears for every laughter
There's a tear in my chapter
There's a hole for every barrier
There's tier to every killer
Victims become victims of victims
Everybody gets fucked by a system
Placed on racial high ground
What now
Question
Very cold, subbed
Devant le paysage
Il n’y a pas d’
Mauvais présage
Faut profiter
Du moment
J’me sent bien
J’regarde ton visage
J’peux pas tourner la page
Car je vis, dans la rage
Regardé l’eau, qui ruisselle
M’enlève l’envie, d’me tirer une balle
L’impact des mots
Me fais mal
A quoi bon si j’le laisse pas paraître
Quand je m’exprime
Je vois les problèmes apparaîtres
J’sais que c’est seulement dans ma tête
J’aimerais seulement, qu’ils se taisent
Je vois des silhouettes qui m’ensorcelle
Au moins je vois ton sourire
Mademoiselle
Je t’aime
Encore
J’t’évites
Je m’enfuis
J’ai mal la nuit
J’menfou
J’mennuies
Quand j’pleure
J’veux pas ton avis
J’finirais seul
Tu ma dit
Que tu m’apportes
Que des ennuies
Que je m’attaches
Ou pas
Devant l’coucher
D’soleil
Je me sent sans vie
Plonger dans mon sommeil
Je nages
Je vois que nous deux
On est sous l’eau
Tu me regardes comme ci
J’étais miséreux
Tu m’ensorcelle
Comme une sirène
J’ai toucher l’fond
Et je suffoque
C’est mystérieux
Je suis si paisible
Je vois le noir
J’entends des voix
Les gens ont ton visage
Ils m’regardent tous
Mais j’ai pas l’intention
De t’faire du mal
Les histoires qu’on a vécu
M’fais du bien
Sinon j’me sent mal
Je pleures seulement
Avec toi parce que
Sinon ça sort pas
Pourquoi parler
Dans mon dos
De mes défauts
Tu veux parler
Arrête de dire
Que c’est trop tôt
L’impact des mots
Ma laisser froid
Maintenant
Je doute de moi
J’ai l’impression
Que tu choisi
Un dans le lots
Le soir je n’ai que des idées sombres
Ya que le soir, dans ma chambre
Que j’vois ton ombre
J’me parles tout seul
Dans le noir
Comme si tu allais me répondre
Cœur en cendres
Jl’ai senti fondre
Sous la pression
Je vie les émotions des autres
Comme une éponge
Devant le paysage
Il n’y a pas d’
Mauvais présage
Faut profiter
Du moment
J’me sent bien
J’regarde ton visage
J’peux pas tourner la page
Car je vis, dans la rage
Regardé l’eau, qui ruisselle
M’enlève l’envie, d’me tirer une balle
L’impact des mots
Me fais mal
A quoi bon si j’le laisse pas paraître
Quand je m’exprime
Je vois les problèmes apparaîtres
J’sais que c’est seulement dans ma tête
J’aimerais seulement, qu’ils se taisent
Je vois des silhouettes qui m’ensorcelle
Au moins je vois ton sourire
Mademoiselle
Je t’aime
Encore
J’t’évites
Je m’enfuis
J’ai mal la nuit
J’menfou
J’mennuies
Quand j’pleure
J’veux pas ton avis
J’finirais seul
Tu ma dit
Que tu m’apportes
Que des ennuies
Que je m’attaches
Ou pas
Devant l’coucher
D’soleil
Je me sent sans vie
Sabahın ilk ışığıyla gözlerimi kapattım
Küçüktüm büyüyünce geçeceğini umardım
Fazlasıyla salaktım düzeleceğine inandım
Sayfalar dolan kitaba nokta bile atmadım
Gecenin karanlığına ruhumu açtım
Büyüyünce o çocuğa hasret kaldım
Akıllandım keşke hep saf kalsaydım
Konuşup durdular ben sade noktaladım
Şimdi değişti işin rengi belirsiz
Sahte maskeler ve her insanda farklı çelişki
Aynı filme bağlı hayatım suratlar değişti
Geleceğim aslında geçmişime demişti
Çıkamadım içinden bu ne değişik işti
Mentalitem sokakla büyüdü ve gelişti
Aslında meselemiz para ve pul değildi
Bu renkli dünyada neden kara gözlerim
Senaryo belirisiz bitiyordu gösteri
Yok olmuş olsanda sanaydı tüm özlemim
Evet içimi döküyo' anlattıgım sözlerim
Gece gündüz karalarım buydu gerçek özveri
Yazdıgım şarkılarda duyar mısın sesimi
Bi ömür geçse bile hatırlarım kokunu
Şimdi kişilere değil ritime ten uyumum
Girdiğin tüm rüyalar uzatırdı uykumu
Kaçıncı sene bu bakışlarım hep donuk
Yaşar içimde ruh bak yine kayıp yolum
Aradığın seneleri şimdi saniyeye vur
Çelik kasaya koysamda yine bi delik olur
Değil umrum dahilinde yapılan dedikodum
Babamın nasihati başlıyordu “bak oğlum”
Okulda görmediğim en iyi dersimdi bu
Fazla fazla dinleyin ve sonunda adam olun
I was a fan until I heard this masterpiece. Now im a whole air conditioner
انتِ حكايه وحكايتنا ماتنسييييش
Nowadays lotta music lacking heart
I remember times when this rap shit was like art
You ain’t need no ai, but sometimes you had to spark
Mumbling these bars til I spit em finish start
Mind locked behind bars not physical in nature
Mentally im strong but the stress build n grow
What’s the measure for amateur and major ?
Better yet I don’t think I wanna know
Thoughts racing speeds McQueen off the nitro
I was patient I was working endless nights
Hope
Slowly slipping had to bite down
Had to buckle up for the storm of emotions
Mom without you feel like I’m going thru the motions
Look, it all happened when I was six, I had to leave my friends and my family. I left the country I grew up in, I left the ones that were the most important to me. Even though I was a kid I had to switch, I had to understand the long term is what matters the most. so i just followed my mother blindly trough the coast. I had no idea where we’re going to. I was dreaming about how it would look, our destination, all I saw was big houses, in a new nation but the most important thing I remember is my father. He was standing there, greeting me. I saw some soldiers in my dream because they always scared me. Was it really a dream or a nightmare, didn’t know where I’m going but I just let something lead me.
The journey began it was hard, we used to sleep in the forest on the ground, I felt so save and didn’t think much of it that I fell asleep, but man my momma was so scared she didn’t sleep the whole night. There I was walking through the border of Ethiopia holding my right had of my momma. “Crouch if you heard bulits” she said, I was weird as a kid, didn’t even got scared. Instead I felt save, It was just as if I’m exploring.
hardddd 🔥
brazy😮💨
They question my lack of compliancy,
As far as the eye can see
Focus on my own creation,
I.....
I dont think i feel pain anymore.
I dont know how to love anymore
How to trust anyone
How to believe anyone
Paper is on my mind 24 7
Im on my grind 24 7
Money is the second family comes first .
Need love aswell money wont save all
I still save the money in my saferoom where i feel safe do i feel safe ?
ahhhh ....
i been lying to myself
Im believeing my own lies to feel just that little good
Is that good ?
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I been through pain (x4), they ain’t show me emotion, uh
Got these scars and they moving like potion
Baby Girl I love you and your motion
And I love how you look by the ocean
Feelings moving round me, coast to coasting
Not everything I do is for the gwap
I’ve been doing dirt a lot
yeah I’ve been sinning
Growing up we didn’t have a lot
so we turned to hitting
I been hustling but I don’t feel like I’m wining
I see you shining
My bro said, it’s your time to blow blud
I told him, it’s all bout timing
My bro spent 7 in the pent now, he free and he can’t stop smiling
I’m tryna stack up my Hasanats, so pray for me
I trust Allah so he keep protecting me
My brothers by my side they keep correcting me
I pray for my brothers in the cemetery
I know I’m destined for this life and it’s plain to see
Remember days I would drown my pain in Hennessy
Mix it with cola , that use to be my remedy
And that was just enough for me
To re arrange my energy
Il still go to war for my brothers
I was in the street breaking law with my brothers
Now I’m in the trap now breaking bread with my brothers
Swear I’ll kill for my brothers
Ride that sentence out like a G for my brothers
I pray for my brothers
I stay with my brothers
I don’t switch ties and lie to my brothers
Go to war for my brothers
Swear I’ll kill for my brothers
Man I pray for my brothers
180 on the 401
left lane trying to take off
Dreaming bout being on the m way speeding
Have to give thanks to Allah Mans breathing
That night I coulda got wet
Alhumdulilah he didn’t Pearce my neck
I can never sell my soul for a check
I pray I get that Rahma, cuz I done tings I can’t forgot
In the morning I pray for my niggas
In the evening I pray for my opps
I’ll still punch man up like Moses
Yeah these niggas know us
Khud se naraz hu
-
Mein khud se naraz hu
Akela feel kru
Jabki mein apno ke paas hoon
Dost ki yaad aati h
Par dosto ko call kar ni para
Khushi matter krti hai
Mere liye nahi pehnana mujhe zara
Mere rishte khudse kharab h
Toh auro ko btau mein kya
Mein jo thaa woo naaa raha
Meri aatma roo rhi cheek ke
Subhe dophar shaam
Jaldi hi bhagwan kara de
Mera kaam
Bas yhi meri guzarish h
Dukh mit jaaye yaaa
Mein mit jau ye kwahish h
des gelntil bandit n3ichou wled babalah
neklou Eli yji dima n9oulou hamdouallah
maa baadhna beli ysir 9oul machaalah
Pensi ancora a me ma non sono piu lo stesso
E io non penso a te sennò mi sarei ja perso
Tra dubbi e bugie che non hanno pure un senso
Sarebbe la fine e ho capito que la perso
NA con chi sta vo se e andata e so che non ritornerà
Quella parte di me che lei si e rubatta
E non mi fa ra piu male vederti asieme altro
Devo andare avanti e pure gia sono in ritardo
Sono su gli schermi ora voglio andare sul palco
Vivere veloce come gue come club do
Usare la mia voce e raccontare il mio passato
E tutto cio che ho vissuto farlo vivere a un altro
[0:52]
Non so piu chi e il vero me cuando parlo
Non è facile essere vero con un falso
Zwischen tag und nacht, legt sich die dämmerung
Such verzweifelt nach veränderung
Die decke fällt mir auf den kopf, will einfach nur weg
Auf der suche nach gold, verloren im dreck
Sag mir hörst du mich
Oder stört es dich
Yo i just wanna fly away, mabye take the pain from all these thoughts inside my head away i hate it and i really hope that one day it just goes away, but it wont it never will, its just a voice in your head dragging you down without your will,
Couldn't think of much else and I'm only 15 😅
@@codybowdley420 can we link up and make music together I’m also 17 we could create magic
Time to question reality
Brazy one 😶🌫️
Insane 😭✨
This is dangerous hit how can I record and put a piece on a rocket
Growing up I never had much
I was always in a rush,
To make the cash
And build up a stash
Until it came and demolished
My stash, and are me up slowly
Now I'm left selling pills on the high way
So I can finally live my way
E n v y
You did me so dirty
You built me up just so you can hurt me
Now, my future looking murky
Bro what 808 is this. And how you make the notes so long.
sounds like a sub bass bro
yo can I use this beat free for profit n credit your name on the cover art of my song
Jongen wilt geen faam - hij wilt een rendement
Sta je voor me klaar - wil je die elke cent
Zakelijk nu praten - als je geen echte bent
Maar als je me echt ken -weetje hoe ik echt ben
Want jongen heeft soms pijn - hij wilt een lieve meisje
Deze jongen haalt zijn passie - uit liedjes schrijven
Vaak alleen - vrienden kwijt - vrienden gaven geen gelijk
Maar family vecht voor hem - en family die maakt hem blij
Ookal heb ik vaak pijn - die pijn die maakt me sterker
Het is weer zin laag - dus zeg ik moet harder werken
Harder werken - zacht vertellen - geen snake maar ik moet dagvertellen
Stress die maakt mijn hoofd moe - maar meiden moet k afgaanbellen
Meisje ik wil goed doen - maar wat als ik niet goed doe
Ik doe al m’n moeite voor je - ik pak alle boetes voor je
Ik zal altijd zoeken voor je - ik zal al t soeps vergooien
Ik geef al m’n liefde voor je - en toch zal ik t weer verklooien
🔥🔥😢🔥🔥
Broke me and everhtbing i stand for
Opened a new book looked & re read what im on for
We was never in it for us
It ended up in lust &
now who can we trust
Lets put this behind us & seek new life or maybe itll find us
Tough questions got me picturing a calmer mind
I smoke to get high and
Cool
🙌🏽
What do you expect when you’re dating a ten out of ten and all these man are tryna holla at your girlfriend
They get pressed tryna control when the world ends
They get stressed tryna remap where their joint meets
So much oil on my spliff, when I roll man my joint leaks
Get 250 coming every joint week, and uno that I spend and I go by the end of the month ran it out with this damn weed
Man it’s a shame in the game in year 9 I was chilling with damn freaks
Now I gotta part time job I make less ps
But my life’s never felt more stable than this sit back and relax reminisce to the days of primary
Bleep test was the only thing that timed me
Go mma take a kick to me right knee
Say bro come down for a spar don’t fight me
Slim chance that you win don’t try me
My buds sticky not slimy
Un bimbo cresciuto troppo in fretta,
Che conosce troppo presto i problemi degli adulti,
Mamma stava male e non è stato facile,
Far finta di dormire ascoltando le lacrime,
Ricordo quella ninna nanna che lei mi cantava,
Ogni volta che la sento poi mi manca l'aria,
Mio padre che partiva e non sapevo mai quando tornava,
Voleva stare con suo figlio e il tempo non bastava,
Ora che sembrava andare quasi tutto apposto,
Hanno chiuso l'azienda e mio padre c'ha perso il posto,
Passavano i giorni e crescevano le spese,
12 ore al giorno via senza arrivare a fine mese,
Gurdavo mamma sempre con quegli occhi spenti,
Ricordo nonno che veniva e ci portava i soldi,
I sacrifici non bastavano per vivere
Hanno fatto di tutto per vedermi sorridere.
Col tempo poi ho capito che non dovevo fidarmi,
Il mio migliore amico è scomparso senza avvisarmi,
Ci sono stato sotto, e ora sono stronzo con tutti,
Faccio finta di credere anche se c'ho mille dubbi.
Chi tradisce è sempre quello che ti stava più vicino,
Adesso che sono cresciuto mi sento un bambino,
Voglio riprendermi gli anni persi in cima a quel gradino,
Che il futuro non ti aspetta se il presente ti fa schifo,
Quando il vento partirà,
Un'altra luce che si spegne,
Fuori nell'oscurità,
Solo insieme alle mie tenebre,
Solo insieme alle mie tenebre,
Poi è arrivata lei, bella come poche,
Conosciuta per sbaglio, non sapevo come,
Scherzavo con l'amica, per sapere il suo nome,
E dopo qualche giorno avevo già perso la testa,
Avevo in mente il ricordo di quella vecchia stazione,
Le chiesi di vederci e non trovavo le parole,
Che si ha sempre un problema prima della soluzione,
Non credevo ai sentimenti ma sapevo fosse amore.
😤
Is this beat still available for purchase
Yes bro
🙏👏🔥🔥🔥
Gotta love the sound of the ringtone comin from that brick phone
BlackBerrys or the flip phones
You know how this shit goes
Baggin 20s for this diff doe
Man that shits old
N if it’s beef I don’t bring no poles
Just my main bros
Had my main hoes bellin out my phone
But I’m out w next Gyal and they ain’t know
Got my bros dodging plain clothes on them main roads
Takin chase down them backroads
Gotta love the sound of the ringtone comin from the brick phone black berry’s or them flip phones 📱
I be chillin in the golf r w my bro Lorenzo
Big packs you know I flip those
Manny on the map I make the ting go BOOM
but when I’m in the whip I make the ting go vroom
Makin all my doe from a pay phone
Got big dreams like I’m bezos
All my money be pounds not pesos
Tryna fly high into space bro
Fuck my main hoe get her gone n link my main bros
See my boy jm in the same clothes
Chill in chesire buns whilst the jakes hide in plain clothes
I ain’t fake bro
N if a man turn snake go hit him in his face tho
Don’t like Balis so I’m always out baitface
If a man want bud tellin him come my way
Walking everywhere this ain’t no Y M C A
Big 18 i think that ive lost it
My life has been revolved about getting in that mosh pit
Niggas trynas stop me
Hating literally i try to live a normal life
Im different but they picture me
Like
I dont even like to party bruv
Writing bars and making tracks
Im tryna start the party up
Bitches calling me a slag
Dont get me started
Cos i left the life i never had
So i could get a start in love (B)
Got me thinking to myself
Is this all ive had to do
Girls start moving easy E
Ven tho i want a Boo
Now im turning big 18
But im not the same look
Hate it or love it u still charge it to the game look
Big 18 i think i made it
My life is not revolved round the chicks or bout the ladies
I got this one girl weve been texting for ages
Im thinkn to my self does she love me or hate me
Like I know her so well we go back to the 80s
But i speak in future reference
So this might not be the case
But a message to my self when i turn triple 6
Dont stop the grind u got
dont focus on them trickZ
Zit in een strijd met mezelf
Je weet niet eens de helft
Zoveel dingen aan m’n hoofd en ik voel me niet mezelf
Dikke hasj die ik nu rook maar niet maar niet dat het me helpt
Can u tell when the chorus come;
As an artist u should be able to find out with ur ears 👂
I want to buy this beat
yes bro here the link - bsta.rs/6332f730d
umutluydu benden tum dostlarım
araba hızlıydı bastım duvara tosladım ben
kımsınız len soz verırler gotverenler
ozlemem ben gecmısımı ondan dön demem gel
sözlerın anlamı yok
gozlerım kararıyo
hıcbır umut yok
yazarken zorlanıyom
paralar kadar degerım olmadı
kımse cıkıp bır gun benı sormadı
zorladı ama yıne de korkmadım
adım cıktı her gece bır gun torbacı bırgun bayım
benım her zaman gozlerım bayık
alkol degıl gozler eder benı zayıf
gece konustum duvarlarla sen sanıp
rengarenk olsanda sensız kırlenıyo her yanım
come stai, non lo sai dire mai
come sto, non lo so dire mai
come stai? come sto, non lo so
come stai? come sto non lo so
ho smesso di scrivere
non ho smesso di vivere
ho toccato con il cuore
gente al limite
mai avute strade ripide
prepara la lapide
la morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime
quindi non ho voglia,
di un funerale o stare male
tanto vale cosa vale il tuo pregare in quelle bare, e non ho voglia, no, di sperare non sia l’ade cade l’oppio qui ci inonda
la vita che da gioca forza
corre senza una tregua
lollo non ha una madre
e non gli basta una chiesa
accetta per cosa viene
ama chi ti sostiene
ma non cerchiamo scuse
la morte non porta niente
ora egoisticamente
se mi muore un parente
ció che mi viene in mente
è sarò stato presente?
mancherà alla mia vita?
mancherà al mio presente?
della sua dipartita se ne avrò conseguenze
il cielo cambia frequenze
il corpo non ha un più ventre
sposto le tende mentre
un raggio di sole fende
ludo, ludo, ludo non ha vissuto niente
come stai, non lo sai dire mai
come sto, non lo so dire mai
come stai? come sto, non lo so
come stai? come sto, non lo so
questa è l’enfasi non di un vincente
ma di chi è nato con il peso della bella gente
che riesce sempre a fare male e dare il meglio
che è meglio stare insieme agli altri e sentirsi meglio
Adesso scrivo ma la pelle trema, la penna grida,
ed io finisco tutta la saliva in salita,
non c’è perdente in chi ci crede senza ambire a niente
però si sveglia insoddisfatto ogni prima mattina
Dualismo che mi osserva, e nell’anima conserva quel bene che mi attira attrae ma senza avere scelta, nessuno qua la scelta la vita frate è questa, chi soffre sta a sinistra e chi ha i soldi gira a destra
baaaby, resta, fuori dalla mia testa, scrivo a notte fonda il giorno illumina la merda, cambiare per se stessi e non farlo per il mondo,
è come dar vita a un figlio solo per vederlo morto, inerme, per terra
condannato a morte
solo perché è nato in un destino senza forse
non avrà una sorte, positiva o neutra
non è ciò che spetta in questa vita buia e tetra
il mare non ci annega, lo fanno le emozioni
il sentimento amaro di avere sbagliato azione
la testa in un ciclone, lo stomaco su orione
e tu rimani zitto se comprendi ogni tuo errore
How much would you sell this for?
DM me @tybeatsprod
Yeah I’m tryna change the way that I do this, uh this shit we calling life is fucking useless, n I’ve tried to pray at night uh i cant do this, why you tryna play tonight uh I cant do this.
Key?
Which key?
Honestly can’t remember bro
💙
0:21
اااه ياليل ياليل ياليل ياليل
I ain’t make no choices
had to do without a voice
had to make them changes
now I’m rollin inna Royce
I was chasing cheddar
had to get it from the source
a lot of things I did
I had to do without remorse
or my heart would be divided
like who tryna get divorced
it’s gettin cold like cuffin season
who tryna get enforced
gatta keep on movin like
run forest go forest
got a battle field mind
in my head I’m fightin wars
as a kid I wish I had it
had to shop at dollar stores
ain’t make it far
Christmas time at five below
have to hold my pain in
until it’s time to go
my life is like a painting
never made it to a show
the only thing I do
is watch the dust grow
Cold
@@lrainzerz appreciate it 🙌🏽 boutta put that down tomorrow
🔥
Draag het over
De lijn
Grens controle
Basis Honder 1 rijm
Genoeg gewone
Niets te laten
Zicht houd
Gordijn
Can I use this for a beat on the rapfame app? Just for fun and will credit the master
Moet het laten lukken.
Ik moet het maken kan niet terug. Zeg me is .wie had me rug.
Ik heb foking diep gezeten. Van niemand kreeg ik die trust.
Zoveel geleden. En gestreden voor een klein beetje geluk.
Ik had niemand om me heen. Zeg me waar kon ik naar toe.
Ik was klein ik was alleen. Ik was verdrietig ik was moe.
Heel me levven tezjavoe. Ik wist niet wat ik moest doen.
Heb zoveel meegemaakt. Maar ook mezellef opgeraapt.
Zoveel dagen zonder slaap. Hededaags. Het gaat goed.
Ik kan mezelf versterken. Ik heb zoveel te vertellen. Ik heb zoveel
Nog te zeggen. Ik heb zoveel nog te leren. Ik kan zoveel nog verpestten.
Dus van fouten moet ik leren. Niet stoppen ik moet proberen. Dit
Komt recht uit me hard. een lange tijd was ik mezellef kwijt wist niet wie ik was.
Maar nu gaat het veel beter. Heb zoveel kansen gekregen. Heb zoveel teksten geschreven.
De jongen moet overleven. Zag dingen in me leven. Het heeft me zo hard geraakt.
Maar kon positief draaien. Het heeft me sterker gemaakt. Iedereen is in de war. Toch ben ik blijven staan. Ik heb geleerd met de tijd. ik kan alles aan. zoveel kansen verspilt. Me vader zei me blijf gaan.
Dus die ouwe had gelijk. Het is niet alles voor niets. Ik kan het allemaal redden als ik mezelf blijf
Vertellen. Dat ik moet rennen voor mezellef. Leg de lat nog wat hoger. Ik kan alles bereiken.
Ik geef me 100%. Kan niet terug naar die tijden
Ik kan echt niet stoppen met het chasen van geluk. Ik ben met 7. We klimmem we moetem hopen dat het lukt. Ik kan niet spelen. Kunnen buigen maar ni breken. Ik heb never nooit gebukt. Ik ben mezellef gebleven. Deze dagen zoek ik naar rust.
We blijven bezig ben dr bijna. Maar het is nog niet gelukt. Ik rap de realiteit. Binky is anders dan jij. Zit in me fase. Ik moet terugkijken. Niet terugkeren op wat ik was. Wat ik deed. En wat ik heb gedaan. We moeten verder in t leven. Zoveel kansen laten gaan. Heb me ouders problemen bezorgd. Ik kan niet blijven staan. Zoveel goed te maken nog. Gemotiveerd we blijven gaan.
Het is binky nog steeds. Ik was er bijna geweest. Ik heb draad opgepakt. De jongen die is nu op dreef. Ik ben al dagen op pad. Blijven klimmen dag en nacht. Maakte sprongen onverwachts. De jongen die is niet meer zacht. Ik was het zat. Heel me leven. Maar ik heb het opgepakt. Wie ik was. Moet je vergeten. Ik ben niet meer op dat. Maakte stappen in regen. Ik heb het nooit opgegeven. Liep in storm wind tegen. Maar ik ben nooit vergeten. Dat ik het allemaal kan. Als ik in mezellef blijf geloven. Bereik ik alles wat ik wil. Maakte stappen liep te vechten. Ookal stond iedereen stil. Maakte fouten leerde lessen. Leer beseffen wat je wil. Leer beseffen wat je kilt. In jezellef vertrouwen is alles wat je nodig hebt. Op jezellef kunnen bouwen. Ga door met je gevecht. We kunnen alles bereiken zolang je dr zellef voor vecht. Wie is nep wie is echt.
Wie is goed wie is slecht. Wie staat te liegen. En wie is er oprecht. Zoveel ratten in je cirkel zorg dat je oplet. Zoveel mensen onderschat en die shit was een les. Maar ik ben sterker geworden. Binky die is op zn best
What do these people really expect from us
We better off as alone they want end of us
I seen kings fall from they thrones way to anxious ×2
Ik heb vragen, maar aan wie moet ik ze vragen?
Kmag ni klage, toch ik tel de dagen.
Ken de tijde da wij same waren.
Stress is killing me, still im spitting g. Vraag me af wie is wie, wat is wat? Met dit leven heb ik het gehad.
Yo quick question why has god led me this life n bro I'm sick of it
Sick of life
bro sick of this shit
Same-day new shit
Kinda hard but I gotta mitigate wit it
And ik good things will come but when
Yeah when
I can feel myself relapse again
Only time ll tell if my family know me well
Toss a coin in the wishing well
And hope to Excell
Yo I'm badly hurt can't u tell
Backstabbed heartbroken
Left to defend myself
And ik it'll happen a again
Here's a good question
When
هما يششكو وقلبي يششكي ومش حنششكي لليييييل
Ba3d ma sert 18,
W Het la khabrak shou sert 3emel,
Men 3omre 5 snin,
Ana w enzal 3ala l shere3,
Ma tetfalsaf w tshere3, ma tfout fiye w tsere3,
Mamne fete7 wla bseme7 w bleme7 enne bere3,
kaskette b7otta bel aakes w sobate bi wejjak leme3,
Kel yom hake yotla3 3layye,
W ba3mol hale ma 3am besma3,
La2anne nejme ma bontal,
Bet shoufne bel sama belma3,
Ma btedma3 aayne lahza,
Lak ma fi shi byestehal,
Bet shoufne bel wede bka3ra b alf na3ra w aam betfe2al,
Ma betsamma ebn shawere3 wla betsamma ebn l byout,
Ebn shere3 byoshar, w byerja3 3al byout,
Ana men ba3d ma kent oshar,
Ma kent a3ref wen la rou7,
Ham w gham w jrou7,
Mesh dam men jouwa l rou7,
Aala 3omer 8 snin,
Ballasht bel dekhen,
Kenet dalne dakhen dakhen, hatta mesh kermel l nesyen,
L aalam bet tehke bas la tghayre arare,
Etkhaba hatta dakhen,
Kif yaane bshouf bhale?
Aloule enne moukhtal msattal dmeghe fiyo 3otel,
Ad ma bheb l shwere3, ynazloule akle bel satel,
Ma heb, otla3 3ala l beit,
Aanjad yaret,
Ma keb, haram aala l gher,
Hatta bel mamet,
Aala 3omer 10 snin,
Hon ballash l tefkir,
Beit bala em w mashekel w te3tir,
Alil, la hatta fakker, betsamma bmashekle l ashtar,
Ma fine faker bhal osas w etrok mashekle l akbar,
Kel ba3sa a2wa men ba3sa,
W kel ba3sa tfaker tenhine,
W kel darbe men ba3ed darbe w kel darbe aam bet awine,
Kel ma kenet sa7ib wehde,
T2elle lee ma b7en,
Jawebe ken kif bade hen,
W eeyesh bala em,
Telephone yrenn, w bet shoufne ma 3am red,
Sekinte deyman bsen, w bet btesma3ne deyman bseb,
Wa2a3tz bi alef joura, naza3et, iyema w shhoura,
Fate7et, kel wehde sharmouta,
Nsaba3et, men kel stoura,
Nkhada3et, tolo3le sfoura,
Tsamma3et, la hal aasfoura,
Ata3t, kel shatta w b7oura,
Bala3t, mayeta w mroura,
Aala 3omer l 11,
Kenet enta kel hayda l masdar,
Ana aa 3omer l 11 kenet medre b2aya maghfar,
Sheyef hayetak sawda,
W meshe eref emtin tbeshir,
W ana bwa2ta b new rawda,
Kenet deyman seri7 w aam tejir,
Esma3, al badon ytalo l rass,
Badon ysibo ras l haram,
Ma tolo3lon gher ras hal er,
Alo w er wejo deghre nsadam,
Baram, lamlam klekisho w fal,
Lama eeref enne jeye,
Ma dal, la ma yenzal,
Modern Society
If gods real why am I going thro pain.
The believers believing that you just gotta wait
“Trust me He’s got better things coming for you” when will they?
why did I severe limbs and tried to hangman like wraith?
I can tell you in that moment there was no one “guiding the way”
It was just me and my blade
Bro I was afraid
What’s it like to die, does your soul stay alive or fade?
What will my mum think, what if SHE suicides in heartache?
Never lose yourself over someone No matter how different they are to
the rest, Don’t decide to care oherwise that will leave holes in your chest.
Every saint has a past but every sinner has a future
What I mean is EVERYONE can repent
Hardest bars ive seen for ages man ifwu
best bars indeed, if ur ever thinking about recording sum, hit me up, we could do something together,
Save me from myself
Drinking and smoking away my mental health
Give me a textbook and a pen
Then all I do is pouring a glass of hen
(verse)
I should make a rope with the sheets and leaving this crazy world behind
I think of Love, hopelessness when I'm in a state of mind
Thinking im about to be done with the grind
Thinking im about to just end my time
(verse)
I’m catching all the Z’s so the world don’t have no more diseases
I’m receiving this deceiving feeling that i aint sleeping
Cus I’m affraid of the change that you’re leaving
Believing that in my head I said that I’m deceasing
But the truth is that I don’t know what or why I’m feeling
I’m star gazing laying in an open field with my razor
Out of nowhere I hear this voice, I start screaming
Who’s making this noise, I must be dreaming but it’s the reaper
I look down and I’m bleeding, I’m starting to choke and I stopped breathing
I tell them how i feel, after I woke up from this nightmare
From what can I see, they only just might care
I don’t play dirty, I fight fair but I might cheat on my last glare
Telling myself when I look in her eyes that it’s gonna be a fast stare
But how can I die when i’m already dead
I can’t take back all of the things I have said
Even if I could believing I would
it wouldn’t change a thing and that is a fact
My heart can’t ever remain intact so I crack a bottle
relieving this throttle feeling thats the way that I’m dealing with these novel demons in my head
The reaper knocked at my shed, held this knife against my neck
I said fuck this, and was about to slice open my head
Until she saved me, what the fuck I must be crazy
I hop she’s staying, everyday I pray that she’s staying
hopefully death is something i’ll eventually stop craving
It’s amazing how i’m phasing this shit while I’m caving
Do you know what it’s like when you just wanna die
I put a knife to my throat while I cried while i overflowed i’d be fine if i overdose even though i know she’s blowing my up my phone
Yo, my confidence levels low as its ever gotten
I need a hospital bed at home coz my head is throbbin
Stressin lots and poppin some lexapro's for depression often
When this insomnia settles though i'll be gettin off em
Heb niks te vinden
Ondervind mij dan
Wat wil je weten
Onder reken
Dan
Stof zand als mij
Beter reden man
Ben aan de leiding
Stijg uit de diepte Frans
Wij loven
In zelf
Ik ben erge goed
Stijg op de maan
Kijk naar waar
Vrienden verhaal
Spekers zaak
Gezien wie betaald
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Young men on the road with a bagga haters a dream but no guidance and a world full of haters
Always come to blame us
When the blame come stainless
You can’t tame us,
Bally for the cover they don’t wanna be famous
The leaders have no clue about how this works it’s outrageous
It’s a big problem contagious
Worse than covid cos more of them are dying
And I can’t tell fiction my upbringing was good I’m just trying
To make an impact with my words
I see the deaths and it’s hurts
Many innocent murders life’s feelin cursed
I wonder what happen if the roles where reverse,
But boris on the road and let it burst
Lizz truss on the streets no change in her purse,
While rishi got the crack dem in the crack den
Search this up and you’ll see where my facts stem,
White yutes aswell 50/50 it ain’t just the black men
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من صغرو عايش زوالي
ما داق حنانة الوالد
ميتمتو لي معاه تعاني
خرجتو بطل و زعيم
كبر ما طلب ما مد يديه
على لخبزة شقى لصحاري
يصرف عدار بعرق لجبين
بقى لباسي فيه يجيني
لونتوراج فيه يعي
ما نشقى حكايتو نروي
سمع من عندو تدمع لعين
زادت مات لميمة
زادت كبرة لغبينة
راحت كان حسها اسبوار
بقى فلافي سوليتار
بقى هكا ني بار نا مار
و ما بقاتلو بنى فالحياة
ما رح تفهم بلكلام
تفهم كي تحط فمكانو
لقى غير راب بيه يعرش
خرج دي طراك دار بيهم نش
وش كاين فقلبو كل خرج
و ما رح تفهم وش كان حاس
كي سب شعب و رايس
مدبرس فالورقة كرز
ما نقلك حرية تعبير
ما خلى مخرج لتبرير
ما لا سمعني يا لقاضي
و تفكر بلي عندك ضمير
احكم بالعدل و ديرفالبال بلي الله لي قرر مصير
I made a song on this beat and I think I made a hit with your help
yes g
Bwdnk do9 klami yjik bnin psk ana n3rf
Nmarini
3ndi li zipis spisial mindk zidi spisyo
Mindk n7ki wch sarili
7ta jiik l9onta mli
Lvurs li y9dar ykontamini lmond ycpntamini
Rbi lik ntob 3ndi danb hanini mano
Ey jami la nsani yjini f nom
N7sab lwa9t eli jaz
Khlit 9albi ijaza
Y9aymo nas blibas
Dayrin moda 3akasa
Li rka3 lrabi li faz
Li ghfal mskin ynaza3
Dit nat po eci n’ferra
neper rima u kthjella
s’po di mu ngroh un n’diell ma
o Zot pak paqe bjema
p♥r♥o♥m♥o♥s♥m
Had nas ki kpor ma3rin zit
Nn79 lkosmos mkhlas lbinzin
Chayd distons bin ou bin anas pause
Zayd f 16 coust wch hbni nzid
Dnya dor ki tl7a9 lnos bach nftan
Mkana ni ti7a ni noda nb9a nsoti bach niviti nafdat
سامحيني يمما
يما سامحي سامحينييي
my bro what’s your instagram? 🔥
mi faccio domande a cui non ho risposte
te fai il grande ma ciò non ti rende forte
bevo sangue amaro da una botte
vino vivo che copre la notte come una cover
il sabato vedo sempre risse, in centro c’è gente
che ne ha prese di botte.
ed io non sai quanto odio i sogni
non prego dio solo per gonfiarmi il portafogli
porta dei fogli che ti insegno a scrivere
come te non vorrei mai vivere, vorrei vedermi sorridere
e non fare la fine di uccidere
togliermi il giudizio da dosso come quando ti cade la cenere.
piove forte su di me, non mi copro che è inutile
sole e sudi, con la pioggia studi
i tuoi sbagli li ripudi
apri la tasca e chiudi, prendi le sigarette e fumi
i primi furti, i salti fatti per i primi baci
non giudicare come conto
il tuo non lo sai affatto taci,
ho tanto potenziale
te non lo fare
hai solo fiato da sprecare
manco il treno rimane lì per te ad aspettare
ed io ostino ho sfidato
questo dio che mi da per sfigato
ma mi sono sfogato
se vuoi tutto non ottieni niente
questo l’ho imparato
ma con dedizione voglio coltivare
la mia passione sul mio seminato
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in un campo minato schivo bombe
se non ti ascolto non mi interessa
quindi non urlare più forte