Me to been tru shit got out of devils powder 😬 that lean man thank god we dont hav that hear id of bin fucked up on it keepin it 💯 im not ashamed i was smokeing that shit but im good 17 yrs 👊🙌💃 but itl always be with me it is a addiction illness wev all got our poison weather its smoking drinking coke crack heroin pills sex ect! Fucked up . That poor chap man watching that was soo sad u can feel his pain an his eyes pinned to bits its sad they say god only takes the good young in many ways its true wev lost soo many talented singers actors rappers like 2pac can u imagine the music wed of got from all these yrs if he hadnt been killed fucked up world some times i think live is hell wen we die thats heaven i dont no but mac miller we lost a goodin for sure again 😔😢🕊
@@Samsunk-iBich you don’t taste it. It’s either you feel it, or you don’t. No in between. Money and fame never made anyone but lonely and depressed anyways.
I was a heroin addict. Grew up listening to Mac. His death woke me up. Sober now.. Rest in peace Mac.. Edit: Thank you everyone for all the love and support. I'm still sober, dealing with things as well as I can during these messed up times. Much love everyone.
Its nice to read that man, made me feel like his death hold some meaning and indeed good things came out of it.. Stay clean mate, and rest in peace Mac.. (Today marks one year since Mac's passing)
Seriously especially how he had that lyric "to everyone who sells me drugs, dont mix it with that bullshit I'm tryna not to join the 27 club" and then of course some asshole sold him fentanyl laced shit. So sad. I got a poster of his last instagram pic and can just on totally random days look at it and get hit with that original sadness. He was so goddamn genuine.
@Art Life oh god shut the fuck up. Unless you're saying he metaphorically "sold his soul" to drugs then Id agree to some extent. But if youre referring to illuminati bullshit then shut. the. fuck. up. Such a dumb ass idea.
A 63 year old mucisian. My son turned me on to Mac. I was sold and now saddened. I love Mac Miller and will listen to his music until I die. Which might be sooner than later. He was an American Treasure.
@@SystemExclusive it's deeper than just boredom ... You are running from something when you want to not be sober .. and it's not boredom driving addiction
5:10 "It started by me just sitting inside all day. And then it's like. Then you get bored. Then you're like, well I can just be high and have a whole adventure in this room." To Relatable...
why did he say in his lyrics "like september I fall" and he actually dies in september.... maybe his contract with the devil was up. seems like a 9/11 sacrifice because his vigil was also on that date. XXXtentacion was a sacrifice for 6/18/18 XXX standing for 666. 6/666/666. his name stands for 666temptation.
genieotl nobody cares about an x conspiracy how does that even tie in with this. You obviously don’t listen to mac miller because he’s brought up his possibility of dying multiple times since 2013. There were circumstances that happened and it was the last straw that broke the camel’s back.
Him being who he was is what got me listening to his music. I didn’t listen to him at all until I saw him on Ridiculousness. Then I watched interviews and then went to his music. His music was so eerily accurate to what was to come. It’s like he already knew..
Ehh, Can we not agree on the fact that. Addiction is a disease. It started out small with Mac he did painkillers and inhalants escalated from there... He might have chose to start drugs but he was an addict that couldnt leave them after that. Trapped within a drug like mac said in the video he said "Im not on drugs, drugs are on me." We as a people need to seek out to these people that have true addiction watch for the signs and lend a helping hand to these people. Our eyes are glued to screens catching the next fab. Not keeping anything around or caring it past us we need to desire to not have so many things become history so soon because the best part of history is the amount of impact it had. Mac died at 26... He had so much more impact to make lets not forget that...
I/19/22 - I’m in such a dark place and Mac is guiding me. Random UA-cam algorithm is pushing me towards these video I need, at this exact moment in my life. I’m really believing he’s an angel.
Mac was the first celebrity/ musician to pass away that truly pained me when I heard the news. Grew up with his music in high school and everybody loved him. Such a beautiful spirit, rest easy Mac
Same here man. I'm 23 now and started listening to mac when I was 14, emulated my fashion style by him and ultimately started smoking weed because of him. When I heard the news I literally thought my friends were joking and even when I saw it online I thought maybe they didn't get the whole story and that he'd be ok. Took me 2 days to accept it and then listened to mac only for like 48 hrs straight
+Combustion what does that even mean? lol WMWTSO wasnt huge, GKMC is huge. Mac already had his GKMC, which was probably good morning or blue side park. idk.
+The5thLinePlaymaker hes not comparing them hes comparing the albums and the success of the albums, but tbh watching movies with the sound off is underrated as fuck mac has some deep and chill tracks and noone can ever compare to k dot XD
In a real dark place in my life rn, mom is dying from cancer don't know how much longer she has. Recently lost a woman who I really loved, and jus thought I knew inside and out, I was wrong. Losing my job. Can't stay sober. This video gives me hope. Mac Miller lives on through us.
The universe only throws at you what you can handle. I’m sorry you are being put through it right now ❤ but you are stronger and more resilient than you think! You got this
Thank you good people. Moms died December 17th. Rough holidays. Tryna stay strong through all this. People I thought loved me showed true colors. RIP mom. Shit will never be the same.
@@elijahugsang5304 I’m so sorry for your loss! It’s horrible losing such a meaningful person so close to Christmas, I know how this feels. May your mum rest in piece ❤️ Every year it will be hard and you’ll have good days and bad days, but don’t be so hard on yourself about the sobriety (unless it starts getting in the way of important shit like relationships and jobs, then maybe try and get some help with it), but if you have it under control then do what you need to do to get by. I’m not big on drinking or smoking weed anymore, but trust me in December, I don’t know who I think I am. Every year is the same, I’m stoned or pissed for the majority of it as I find the holidays hard as it reminds me of my loss. So I do what I need to do. Then January comes and I go back to normal - either going teetotal for a while (to counteract all the weed, coke and booze over December period lol) or just tone it right down and drink ‘normally’ like once a week socially or something. My point (although I’m not making it very well), is that this shit is HARD. Stay off the hard stuff, but if you need to ‘escape’ then do it but just do it sensibly and don’t let it take over your life, otherwise you’ll have so much more shit to deal with. We all need our vices, especially when people we thought were ‘friends’ turn out not to be. Play good music, get stoned or a bit drunk sometimes if that’s what helps you. I looked at your playlist on your profile titled ‘moms’, she had some good taste in music! Very eclectic, bet she was an amazing woman xx
@@sianpringle194 yea I'm letting everything just kinda beat me down rn. Thought I was getting better, then boom I get hit with reality again then I spiral downward. I have lost myself in pain..idk if I can be happy anymore., But I'm trying to. I'm sorry for you loss whatever went down bro, I can feel your pain thru your message. But yee mom's had a keen taste in her tunes. I bump them and imagine she's next to me singing her heart out. All love dude
He's down in history because of the lives he made so much better with his music. His overdose doesn't mean shit to me aside from wishing I met him before he died.
@@mannyflores445 same, especially if you had an od in ur life. last year, 0xys & other stuff youtube won't let me write but bnzs. and I can approve that it doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel nice, it feels nothing because I was away and gone for half a minute but after ur back u feel so horrible, disgusted of yourself and what shame u bought to ur family, it's unreal. especially if ur sensitive asf, what I think mac was at the end too or peep for example. really traumatized me, I cant understand people who romantizing ODs or saying thats the way to die.. there shouldnt be any way you pick and find it rhe most peacefull or good, even with hard depressions I realized it. times do get better and we all will die how whatever is above us wants us to die. I believe in fate, karma and chances R.I.P Mac. rest in heaven
This is deep for me. My brother was sold capsules laced with fentanyl 1 month before Mac's death & he died in my mom's basement in his old room. Accidental OD is what they called it. I'm glad they charged the guys that sold Mac the shit. They did not wake up that day and declare they would kill themselves. I struggled with his addiction as his big sister and not understanding why. I miss my brother daily and I would give anything to have him back. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone.
I lost my brother a year ago to the same thing. I knew it was inevitable; you're powerless. There truly is nothing you can do to stop it. RIP Tonyboy. The purest form of unconditional love in a human being.
im in this same boat today. just got out of rehab this morning and the universe led me back here. just popped up in my feed. congrats though! hope youre still doing well
This was oddly comforting. Hearing his perspective on his depression and drug use rather than all of these articles, provides a bit more clarity. And just to be clear, you're still a legend. I'll miss you Mac. Rest in paradise ♥️😔
He made an lucid account of his drug problems on his mixtape Faces, but nobody wanted to listen to his plea. Even in his song What do you do, he raps a line saying "a drug habit like Philip Hoffman will probably put me in a coffin." So if you want clarity go listen to his music..... Rest easy Malcolm McCormick...
He did go down as the greatest of all time, mac the goat... it's wrong to look at the bad things,you should look at the good things in people. He showed me and probably millions and millions of others about God love and real.. it was God's will for him to die so people can listen to his music and see the real. Malcolm McCormick is truly god's servant... now I want to be like him one day and save as many Souls as I can before I go with him to heaven 8...............
@@fvhfugf5168 Mac Miller was undoubtedly a unique and extraordinary talent. I was just saying that it was sad that he died of an overdose. I've had my own struggles regarding addiction so his music has always been relatable. I have nothing but compassion towards Mac Miller and I admire him for all of his accomplishments. 😊😊😊
i understand the good die young. however its a shame he will never be an old man and be able to reflect on his life. he was bigger than hiphop. his music had soul. a true talent.
I really pray to god that he knows “he didn’t JUST die” you were so much more than that Mac. I hate what happened. We miss you everyday. Thank you for being there with your music and for just being you. Thank you for giving me the motivation to quit Xanax. I love you. I miss you
People don’t really get the type of person that an artist is. Tormented…true feelers of emotion… good music don’t come from happy days full of sunshine
Soooo sad iv had issues my self but kinda made my out of the dark im just a poor girl who lives in ireland weather ur rich poor it affects us all or some1 nos some1 in that life 🕇🕊📿😢
This is haunting to watch. He didnt want to overdose and that is exactly what ended up happening. I can tell he struggles with depression and uses the drugs as a coping mechanism. Its just sad. I dont like seeing him sad
Rob Drugs do kill, but most times it’s way deeper rooted than that. People are always seeking something else; something greater than themselves or an escape. None of us know his inner demons or struggles. We all fall down; just some differently than others.
If you’re reading this… you matter! I’m proud of you. I’m glad you’re here with us on this earth. Please stay with us. I had the privilege of hanging with Malcolm a few times. He was the funniest and most genuine person. I saw a lot of myself in him. Making sure everybody else seemed important and laughing, but struggled inside. Life goes on, days get brighter. I miss my friend every day… but he also inspires me to live out of love and kindness daily. Most Dope, that’s forever.
Its so true. Isolating yourself comes boredom, your worst enemy cause like he said..if i was high i can have a party all by myself right here in this room.
Every couple of months I’ll rewatch this and a few other videos to feel like he’s still with us. It’s actually insane how someone I never met had/has such an impact on my life.
i do this all the time. especially in september. i start september with the thought that its been another year without him. on the day it self i try not to think about it, on the day after i ignore it act like it didnt happen like he is still here with us and then on september 9th i break down every year. and then for weeks afterwards i atleast once a day cry bc its like i lost one of my best friends, i dont know how to describe it but missing him is real. i never met him i never saw him live but listening to his music over so many years watching videos like this... its like i knew him its so surreal to think about the fact that he isnt here anymore bc videos like this are here, his music is here. none of the people arround me get it because they never lost someone that they didnt actually know but at the same time knew so good. i dont think this made sense but you get the idea of what i meant i hope
Yep. Forever, I swear. Drives me literally insane grieving over a celeb that I have never met, yet here I am. Just feels better to see others feel how I do. He really was the greatest.
@@ellamarit11 I am going through the exact same thing. I can feel my heart hurting so intensely. I wish I believed in heaven/hell so I could take comfort knowing I'd see him someday, but I don't.
The quote at 7:30 is heart breaking. He was aware of his own issue but it still came back to haunt him and he was overcome by the addiction. It makes me sad, so damn sad
@@ourworstnitemare9533 I’m definitely not bringing anything laced with fentynol, so yeah. I’m 100% more fun than Mac, that’s for sure. Always got plenty of weed and beer. Good beer too, not that piss water shit. And dispensary weed too. Oh, i’m also alive and didn’t kill myself.
His last scream messing up the piano is completely identical to the scream he does at about 2:23 in his song Malibu on Faces. 'They ain't killin' they just yellin' thats it, WAHHHHH!'
Watched this when it first came out and i thought to myself: "good for you man, im glad you getting it together" Watching it now feels incredibly eerie, it just hits you totallt different. Been my favorite rapper since KIDS, its still hard to believe the man is gone.
“I wanna be positive as a human being, and thru music but I also wanna have low points. You know it’s like an ascension and there’s moments when they get dark, because nothing is all good.” -Mac miller
I love this man, I feel like I know him. I feel like he’s a friend of mine and he has never met me. He will never know how much of an impact he made on my life and so many others. What a blessing he is man.
The way French Montana tried to stop him from drinking that lean. Like shit, yeah they were joking, but he was being serious and genuine at the same time.He was concerned for him. When he said "listen to me, I'm your brother." that really hurt. He was trying to tell him, that's too much codeine in that soda, but Mac tried playing it off. Mac has probably had a lot of his friends that tried to stop him like that, and he prob had some shitty friends that influenced him to put that much in the Sprite. If your friend is going through problems, you gotta help him. Hope its the best day ever in heaven for you everyday Malcolm. RIP
Carlos Ramirez Its not anyone’s place to judge where his spirit lies at this moment. He was brilliant; he had struggles. Who doesn’t falter in the face of their own struggles? Let’s all hope we and our loved ones go to ‘heaven’... if heaven is even real. Just spread love man.
damn man i couldnt even finish this, such a damn shame. so much life lost. rip mac. you wont go down in history for the way you passed, but you will for the way you lived.
I watched this documentary the day it was posted. It changed my life forever. It pulled me out of the darkest filth I have ever been in my life. Everytime I wanted to pop a pill or pour up I pictured him sitting in the bathtub in my mind. Everytime I felt like i was alone after someone died in my family or I lost a homie, I would take that lonely drive home listening to watching movies with the sound off. Mac literally saved my life, And I owe mine to him in a way i will never be able to repay. I cant be the only person you kept from ending it. Thank you. Memento Mori. I pray that you are in heaven because you deserve it.
It's what he wanted. He was so selfless from what I've heard. He'd be glad to know his life, his music, got you through the rough moments. I only wish the best for you, keep moving forward.
Mac changed my life and my music too. no spam, I wrote this poem, which turned into a song. I hope you enjoy it. there will never be another like him! soundcloud.com/mayahuyana/rip-mac
I never met this guy in my life. Yet i feel like i lost a brother. He was so genuine and connected with his thoughts. Rarely you see a guy telling he cries often because he is emotional, and yet does not restrain himself.
Mac was just one year older than me.. at every turn in his career it felt like he was going through what I was going through at the time from the party rap of his early days to the addictions and mental health struggles to trying to move past it and see the beauty in life, I really felt like I grew up with this dude. Now I feel like I'm headed to the same place and I can't change course
Shit, I am sorry you feel that way, but you don't have to. You're still alive. Take care of yourself. Believe in yourself, because if you already believe that you're going to die, you've already given up before you tried. Keep trying. You don't want to give up. And if you do have the same fate as Mac, at least you didn't think about that when you were alive. I went through a smiliar thing where I was afraid for my life just a week ago and I found my way to the solution (which was medicine for what was going on) and now I am good again (for now at least) and I know that it's a slippery slope for me always, but I like believing that I am in control of myself and my life much better. It's a much happier, positive headspace. If you don't want the same to happen to you, don't let it. You are in control of your own life. You have more power thank you think. I mean you already made it this far, so that means something. That means you're stronger than you think. When you're feeling demotivated think back to bad moments when you thought you wouldn't make it an you did and believe that you can get through more as well. Mac didn't give up, either. He didn't want to die. And he was in a good place when he passed away, which is Bittersweet, but at least he died happy. Lots of love and good luck on your journey. I wish you happiness and piece. If you feel alone or demotivated, my Instagram account is carys_ch You can talk to me if you like. We Macheads and people look pit for each other. ❤️
Ocho141824@gmail.com Javarron agree. I mean I’ve never done lean but that was a real pause moment. Like “my guy, I know this is fun, I know there’s cameras, but you dont want to do that right now”
Donte Peanutbutter I mean lean is hard to get off of... you go through really bad withdrawals that shits almost like liquid heroin. But he was on many other drugs too unfortunately
@@IndianInTraining lol you obviously have no clue what you're speaking of so dont. Lean is no where near "liquid heroin" thats a media term, lean is literally the weakest opiate there is. Im sayin lean withdrawal vs something like even Vicodin, oxycodone, or heroin isnt shit, would have been easy as hell to kick vs pretty much anything else. You talk like you know what withdrawal is but obviously you dont know anything but what you see online. Dont talk shit you aint ever lived or grew up watchin. Makes you AND us look ignorant. 🖤☮
@@existential4307 thanks for that! Thanks! Stay fresh healthy and always keep your head to the sky never glued to your shoes! This we will get through! Light one up! Pass it down!
''i might cry during this episode because I am an emotinal guy'' I think a lot of us cryed... thanks for everything mac ! God damn its Hard ! We all learned a lesson of what happened to you. you are wonderful rip
Just because you faced your demons doesn’t mean you’ve conquered them. Hopefully this shows others that are struggling to stay clean that you can never forget or slip up for a moment when you’re a recovering addict. RIP Mac.
My life has been filled with loss, trauma, & tragedy. Pittsburgh has sheltered me thru it all. Mac's music has comforted me. Ty Mac. Pittsburgh loves you.
jai flohs I really hope so bro...I'm nobody special for doing it, but I do feel like a better version of myself. After you eliminate everything that was involved with you using that poison...you'll realize how much more better off you are without it. I truly mean it's a poison also, it destroyed my past relationships and my ego. sending positive vibes your way and don't be afraid to be you.
+Elias Laakso word I think faces is tremendous, that and Macadelic which I believe he was heavily under the influence for both lol. I had downloaded Macadelic a few years ago and didnt really give it a chance. Few months ago I redownloaded it and it's honestly amazing, maybe his best piece of work IMO. His tracks w Wayne and Kendrick are fucking incredible, but the whole thing is playable front to back. Faces is sick too obv.
He didn’t deserve to die, he was such a beautiful person, with a beautiful soul. It makes sad no one didn’t do anything about it, he asked for help for years. He knew he had a problem. It makes me mad & depressed to realize this till now
I feel like you can't say that though, in hindsight everyone wishes they could of helped when something like this happens. But truth is so many people could of tried to help him and if he's not helping himself then it won't get through, like at all.
@@ekenekokelu13 exactly, circle of life. It sad, but it happens. We all do everything or we think everything to prevent this transition, but it happens. Still sad.
I come back and watch this every few months or so. I miss Mr. Miller quite a bit, but it helps me a lot to see that a person who was extremely successful (compared to myself) still struggled with figuring out the purpose of life and where he fits in the universe. Well-wishes to everybody out there 🙏🏻
If that's the case, then you've been in a cave your whole life. What about Nick Berg that got his head cut off while he was still alive? What about the mass shootings that have been filmed? What about the person that died after a truck crashed through a huge group of people? I could state another 100 + things but Mac Millers documentary was the HARDEST? Word.
The time lapse of mac being in the tub just reminds me of how fucked off I used to be as far as environment and mental state...and when French says "your not listening to me,you think this is the one that is it.listen to me im your brother,im tellin you,your gonna miss a couple shows"THAT IS LOVE
I’m a 44 year old lifelong committed hip hop fan that looks under every crevice to find the sound that scratches that itch, feel me? My biggest regret in that journey is not discovering this man and his music earlier in life. I knew of him, had some of his music in my playlists back in the early days but it just never registered to me how authentic and talented this guy was. In the last 5 years he’s catapulted to top 3 of all time for me. What a gift of a person and then there’s the artists portion of his life. This dude was ahead of his time. RIP forever
Man, I wish Mac woke up on September 7th 2018 with a bad hangover or stomach cramps, stayed in bed all day and didn't call the dealer who sold him those drugs. RIP.
Man i think this really hit hard when you see him messing up and getting frustrated with himself. Thats human. Too often we think these big guys are flawless and always rap clean 100% but seeing him screw up and just keep going is why I like him. Wish i was into his music before he passed
This is the first time I see this Documentary, It give me chills man, thank you for sharing all your art to the world Mac. You saved so many lives through this, Your message still helping us to try to continue with life, rest easy man, thank you for sharing this with us.
7:25 isn’t it crazy what shit can happen to such a young man who has barely lived I wish he would have seen the rest of the world through different eyes he deserves better for him’s self Mind...
The biggest take away I got was how he was such a talented musician. Maybe even better with musical instruments than vocal ability. He really was trying to bring jazz back, he was going so deep into his instrumentals. I believe he’s top 10 producers. We would’ve saw him rise in that way if he stayed alive. A genuine artist. I’m glad he created ‘2009’ because it displays his artistry. He in so much pain. Hope you’re somewhere nice now my dude.
when he was in first grade, he wished to be Puerto Rican his mom took him to a barbershop to get some cornrows he walked in, ready for them Sprewell braids But the lady said his hair was too short though
That’s amazing. Hopefully you live a long healthy life. Just a reminder that healing isn’t linear, so god forbid you relapse- that is okay. Don’t beat yourself up for it. Take it day by day, hour by hour. As mac said, we don’t need nothing but today. A good app to help is called iamsober. Wish you luck on your journey!
I'm Latino but always saw myself through Mac. He was living out this dream that seemed so unfathomable to most. It made a deep connection. I love rap and hip hop and everything in between. Its where i felt i belonged the most. Thank you Mac...for everything...I never got the chance to see you live but I hope you know you're one of the main driving forces for a lot of the things and the way I do things that I do.
It's hard to watch him say "I hate being sober" and "overdosing isn't cool" RiP Mac
Me to been tru shit got out of devils powder 😬 that lean man thank god we dont hav that hear id of bin fucked up on it keepin it 💯 im not ashamed i was smokeing that shit but im good 17 yrs 👊🙌💃 but itl always be with me it is a addiction illness wev all got our poison weather its smoking drinking coke crack heroin pills sex ect! Fucked up . That poor chap man watching that was soo sad u can feel his pain an his eyes pinned to bits its sad they say god only takes the good young in many ways its true wev lost soo many talented singers actors rappers like 2pac can u imagine the music wed of got from all these yrs if he hadnt been killed fucked up world some times i think live is hell wen we die thats heaven i dont no but mac miller we lost a goodin for sure again 😔😢🕊
same...
Rob seriously fuck off ..
@@Rob_Nasty ur an idiot!
@@SelineXoXoX lean isnt shit for what it costs. For hundres in lean you'd be better off w 40 in say Vicodin
“It started by sitting inside all day and then you get bored, then you’re like I could just be high and I could have a whole adventure in this room”
Its like most of us feel, dude got a taste of a lonely life
Hell is as real as we make it, and we do.
@@Samsunk-iBich you don’t taste it. It’s either you feel it, or you don’t. No in between. Money and fame never made anyone but lonely and depressed anyways.
My thoughts during covid- 😵
Why do i actually relate to this. Atm it's "just" w33d and i have it under control but ..
I was a heroin addict. Grew up listening to Mac. His death woke me up. Sober now.. Rest in peace Mac..
Edit: Thank you everyone for all the love and support. I'm still sober, dealing with things as well as I can during these messed up times. Much love everyone.
Alan Osiris ✊🏽❤️
Its nice to read that man, made me feel like his death hold some meaning and indeed good things came out of it..
Stay clean mate,
and rest in peace Mac..
(Today marks one year since Mac's passing)
Good shit bro. I was on heroin as well for 5 years. Been clean since dec 7 2017. Keep it up bro
Stay strong. One Love.
almost 4 years for me... keep fighting man
the foreshadowing is beyond tragic. what a loss, but so glad he left his mark. pure talent. most dope
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It doesnt take a Prophet to understand that when you fuck with drugs, their is only prison or grave. Sad.
The fact he died the way he didn't want to go is so sad
Seriously especially how he had that lyric "to everyone who sells me drugs, dont mix it with that bullshit I'm tryna not to join the 27 club" and then of course some asshole sold him fentanyl laced shit. So sad. I got a poster of his last instagram pic and can just on totally random days look at it and get hit with that original sadness. He was so goddamn genuine.
@Art Life oh god shut the fuck up. Unless you're saying he metaphorically "sold his soul" to drugs then Id agree to some extent. But if youre referring to illuminati bullshit then shut. the. fuck. up. Such a dumb ass idea.
Worst part is that he would've been fine if he was sold oxy as oxy instead of fentanyl. That shit is fucked up.
@Art Life he was Jewish , he had none to begin with
@Art Life Wierdo
A 63 year old mucisian. My son turned me on to Mac. I was sold and now saddened. I love Mac Miller and will listen to his music until I die. Which might be sooner than later. He was an American Treasure.
yea ok GRANDPA
Don’t listen to the idiots. Glad you found something you like. God bless.
thanks kelly
mac is incredible huh 🤩
Joe Fagot yea ok fetus
re-watching this in 2020, heartbreaking RIP MAC
Same 😓
Always come back to this when I’m feeling down and going through shitty times it helps me a little
It's so heartbreaking
Looking back on it maybe having some excuses in life is alright.
word
my one regret is never seeing this man perform live...
Mines too.
Me too man
I had the chance at Michigan State in 2014 but I took too many edibles and passed out until the next day 😭🙃
Me too😢
Really that's your 1 regret
"Doing drugs is just a war with boredom but they sure to get me" RIP Mac
Valentin Garcia my side bitch is sorta pretty
Valentin Garcia your mind becomes adapted to the substance and anything without it seems like hell or aka boredom.
Michael Simmons she knows I’m worth a fortune, she just wants a brand new Porsche or Bentley
No its deeper. You gotta find out where the boredom came from before trying drugs
@@SystemExclusive it's deeper than just boredom ... You are running from something when you want to not be sober .. and it's not boredom driving addiction
5:10 "It started by me just sitting inside all day. And then it's like. Then you get bored. Then you're like, well I can just be high and have a whole adventure in this room." To Relatable...
Then you get bored being high...
@@user-bu3dw9ho4z spendin all yo time just getting high will drive you CRAZY
jolly roger so fucking tru
@@richie9a spending all your time trapped inside your head and anxious af will do the same
I’m trying to work out of this cycle... went my first day in a while without weed yesterday
this documentary is like a prophecy. very eerie to watch this. rest in peace mac.
why did he say in his lyrics "like september I fall" and he actually dies in september.... maybe his contract with the devil was up. seems like a 9/11 sacrifice because his vigil was also on that date.
XXXtentacion was a sacrifice for 6/18/18
XXX standing for 666. 6/666/666.
his name stands for 666temptation.
I was just thinking it was prophetic. I saw this way before he died and just remembered it.
I remember watching this when it came out. I was like “ ima stop making excuses.” Love you Mac, rest ez
genieotl nobody cares about an x conspiracy how does that even tie in with this. You obviously don’t listen to mac miller because he’s brought up his possibility of dying multiple times since 2013. There were circumstances that happened and it was the last straw that broke the camel’s back.
@@NNguyen860 tell me more... when you say "circumstances"... did he have health issues.
Him being so open and a genuine dude made him stand out from any other artist for me.
Him being who he was is what got me listening to his music. I didn’t listen to him at all until I saw him on Ridiculousness. Then I watched interviews and then went to his music. His music was so eerily accurate to what was to come. It’s like he already knew..
Word! His transparency made him different
Everybody who knew him personally agrees that Mac was a really nice guy to be around with
@@d.l831
Wrong. You will go down in history.
You were a wonderful soul, and your music showed it.
WORDS OF what he was saying is that you won’t go down in history FOR overdosing. he will for his music
Just Mac I always know him as that drugged out rapper that killed himself!
Jon MacDonald you’ll always be known as the sad person who focuses on nothing but the negative 👎🏿 must’ve been watching the video but not listening...
Jon MacDonald u ain’t a fan get tf out of here. He was a creative genius and one of the dopest rap personalities in the game fk out of here
Widda Sesh Yeah dope is right and such a genius he killed himself real smart! fuck off you skinny jean wearing pole smoking mo mo!
there comes a point where you listen to an artists albums repeatedly to the point you feel you know them
yeah man mac was the only artist i ever like really loved to listen to all the time and when he passed it was like why? we need this guy.
ben bratsch omg ThTs so true. Thank you for this comment
ben bratsch so true you feel like you know them but you just relate no one can ever know
How I feel
How I feel
I’m so heartbroken man :(
He was taken too damn early.
Zimm + jeeezus
Forreal dawg this shit like really bummin me out
Ehh, Can we not agree on the fact that. Addiction is a disease. It started out small with Mac he did painkillers and inhalants escalated from there... He might have chose to start drugs but he was an addict that couldnt leave them after that. Trapped within a drug like mac said in the video he said "Im not on drugs, drugs are on me." We as a people need to seek out to these people that have true addiction watch for the signs and lend a helping hand to these people. Our eyes are glued to screens catching the next fab. Not keeping anything around or caring it past us we need to desire to not have so many things become history so soon because the best part of history is the amount of impact it had. Mac died at 26... He had so much more impact to make lets not forget that...
me too😿
I/19/22 - I’m in such a dark place and Mac is guiding me. Random UA-cam algorithm is pushing me towards these video I need, at this exact moment in my life. I’m really believing he’s an angel.
He is 😢
You got this friend.
He is bro. A true spirit guide helpin us all from the other side. We should celebrate his elevation
same. stay up my dude / dudette
He and and all of us are here with you. Please stay with us .
Mac was the first celebrity/ musician to pass away that truly pained me when I heard the news. Grew up with his music in high school and everybody loved him. Such a beautiful spirit, rest easy Mac
Same here man. I'm 23 now and started listening to mac when I was 14, emulated my fashion style by him and ultimately started smoking weed because of him. When I heard the news I literally thought my friends were joking and even when I saw it online I thought maybe they didn't get the whole story and that he'd be ok. Took me 2 days to accept it and then listened to mac only for like 48 hrs straight
Watching movies with the sound off is so underrated, drive around to that album daily.
+Nelk True that man, I think it's Mac's "Good Kid MAAD City".
+Combustion what does that even mean? lol WMWTSO wasnt huge, GKMC is huge. Mac already had his GKMC, which was probably good morning or blue side park. idk.
+The5thLinePlaymaker hes not comparing them hes comparing the albums and the success of the albums, but tbh watching movies with the sound off is underrated as fuck mac has some deep and chill tracks and noone can ever compare to k dot XD
same that disc is always in my car
+Nelk Dude, REMemebr makes me tear up every time I put it on.
Don’t worry Mac, I’m probably gonna cry during this shit too.
Fuuuck 😭😭😭
Vincent Vega Pussy Mack never gave a fuck about you!
@@jonmacdonald5345 didn't even spell his shit correctly
In a real dark place in my life rn, mom is dying from cancer don't know how much longer she has. Recently lost a woman who I really loved, and jus thought I knew inside and out, I was wrong. Losing my job. Can't stay sober. This video gives me hope. Mac Miller lives on through us.
Hope you’re ok 😢
The universe only throws at you what you can handle. I’m sorry you are being put through it right now ❤ but you are stronger and more resilient than you think! You got this
Thank you good people. Moms died December 17th. Rough holidays. Tryna stay strong through all this. People I thought loved me showed true colors. RIP mom. Shit will never be the same.
@@elijahugsang5304 I’m so sorry for your loss! It’s horrible losing such a meaningful person so close to Christmas, I know how this feels. May your mum rest in piece ❤️ Every year it will be hard and you’ll have good days and bad days, but don’t be so hard on yourself about the sobriety (unless it starts getting in the way of important shit like relationships and jobs, then maybe try and get some help with it), but if you have it under control then do what you need to do to get by. I’m not big on drinking or smoking weed anymore, but trust me in December, I don’t know who I think I am. Every year is the same, I’m stoned or pissed for the majority of it as I find the holidays hard as it reminds me of my loss. So I do what I need to do. Then January comes and I go back to normal - either going teetotal for a while (to counteract all the weed, coke and booze over December period lol) or just tone it right down and drink ‘normally’ like once a week socially or something. My point (although I’m not making it very well), is that this shit is HARD. Stay off the hard stuff, but if you need to ‘escape’ then do it but just do it sensibly and don’t let it take over your life, otherwise you’ll have so much more shit to deal with. We all need our vices, especially when people we thought were ‘friends’ turn out not to be. Play good music, get stoned or a bit drunk sometimes if that’s what helps you. I looked at your playlist on your profile titled ‘moms’, she had some good taste in music! Very eclectic, bet she was an amazing woman xx
@@sianpringle194 yea I'm letting everything just kinda beat me down rn. Thought I was getting better, then boom I get hit with reality again then I spiral downward. I have lost myself in pain..idk if I can be happy anymore., But I'm trying to. I'm sorry for you loss whatever went down bro, I can feel your pain thru your message. But yee mom's had a keen taste in her tunes. I bump them and imagine she's next to me singing her heart out. All love dude
" Overdosing is not cool, there is not legendary romance, you don't go down in history because you overdosed, you just die...."
He's down in history because of the lives he made so much better with his music. His overdose doesn't mean shit to me aside from wishing I met him before he died.
@@MrAnthonyfilms facts
this line gave me chills
@@mannyflores445 same, especially if you had an od in ur life. last year, 0xys & other stuff youtube won't let me write but bnzs. and I can approve that it doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel nice, it feels nothing because I was away and gone for half a minute but after ur back u feel so horrible, disgusted of yourself and what shame u bought to ur family, it's unreal. especially if ur sensitive asf, what I think mac was at the end too or peep for example. really traumatized me, I cant understand people who romantizing ODs or saying thats the way to die.. there shouldnt be any way you pick and find it rhe most peacefull or good, even with hard depressions I realized it. times do get better and we all will die how whatever is above us wants us to die. I believe in fate, karma and chances
R.I.P Mac. rest in heaven
fuck
This is deep for me. My brother was sold capsules laced with fentanyl 1 month before Mac's death & he died in my mom's basement in his old room. Accidental OD is what they called it. I'm glad they charged the guys that sold Mac the shit. They did not wake up that day and declare they would kill themselves. I struggled with his addiction as his big sister and not understanding why. I miss my brother daily and I would give anything to have him back. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone.
im sorry so sorry for you. you will get over this! stay strong!
I lost my brother a year ago to the same thing. I knew it was inevitable; you're powerless. There truly is nothing you can do to stop it. RIP Tonyboy. The purest form of unconditional love in a human being.
Thank you for sharing. Sending so much love RIP, to the angels who got their wings too soon
I am sorry. They are holding their Hand over you and Protect you. Stay strong for them.
Sending you the most love
‘i’m probably gonna cry a few times during the course of this thing’ me too brother, me too... rest well legend
😟😟😟😟😟
Really? Or you just virtue signalling.
Seriously 😢😭
I just went sober yesterday and something in my spirit told me to come back to this video.
hope u doing aight
im in this same boat today. just got out of rehab this morning and the universe led me back here. just popped up in my feed. congrats though! hope youre still doing well
Hows getting cleaned been fellas , and i aint the onmy one that came to this video @k8thegreattt
This was oddly comforting. Hearing his perspective on his depression and drug use rather than all of these articles, provides a bit more clarity. And just to be clear, you're still a legend. I'll miss you Mac. Rest in paradise ♥️😔
He made an lucid account of his drug problems on his mixtape Faces, but nobody wanted to listen to his plea. Even in his song What do you do, he raps a line saying "a drug habit like Philip Hoffman will probably put me in a coffin."
So if you want clarity go listen to his music..... Rest easy Malcolm McCormick...
"You don't go down in history because you've overdosed. You just die." Ugh so sad 😭
He did go down as the greatest of all time, mac the goat... it's wrong to look at the bad things,you should look at the good things in people. He showed me and probably millions and millions of others about God love and real.. it was God's will for him to die so people can listen to his music and see the real. Malcolm McCormick is truly god's servant... now I want to be like him one day and save as many Souls as I can before I go with him to heaven 8...............
@@fvhfugf5168 Not for overdosing doe
@@moisiete gods will bill..he saved my soul and countless others
@@fvhfugf5168 Mac Miller was undoubtedly a unique and extraordinary talent. I was just saying that it was sad that he died of an overdose. I've had my own struggles regarding addiction so his music has always been relatable. I have nothing but compassion towards Mac Miller and I admire him for all of his accomplishments. 😊😊😊
@@fvhfugf5168 Nah, mac was aight. Nice guy and his music is decent but he aint no "legend"
"you don't go down in history for overdosing; you just die." True Mac, I'm glad you still went down in history.
Jacob Myler that shits fucccin crazy Af
He went down in history for his art, music and authenticity. Shit was getting really good. Wish he hadn't died. A truly amazing artist.
“Everyone’s gotta grow up sometime” Miss you mac❤
What’s so upsetting about his death was that he was both a very talented rapper and a legitimately good person.
Owen Graziano there was no one like him 🤧
Addiction doesn't care how nice, funny, successful, or skilled you are. Shit is sad
excactly
That is just the reason
i understand the good die young. however its a shame he will never be an old man and be able to reflect on his life. he was bigger than hiphop. his music had soul. a true talent.
Hip hop has spurred the most emotionally charged music of our generation
Cory Klein your comment made me cry
Reflecting in heaven
ua-cam.com/video/r4SmOH5DZcQ/v-deo.html don't spend all ur money save at least some
i never reply to commenta...yours...it made me weep...he was truly a wonderful smart, young guy.....really, one of a kind
AZ
I really pray to god that he knows “he didn’t JUST die” you were so much more than that Mac. I hate what happened. We miss you everyday. Thank you for being there with your music and for just being you. Thank you for giving me the motivation to quit Xanax. I love you. I miss you
Good vibes
@Galaxi nah like 2 years ago
You know he died right. There is no god
@@mgray4254 It's the hard truth I know but chill out dude..
People don’t really get the type of person that an artist is. Tormented…true feelers of emotion… good music don’t come from happy days full of sunshine
🫶
It feels like this was made yesterday
facts
Soooo sad iv had issues my self but kinda made my out of the dark im just a poor girl who lives in ireland weather ur rich poor it affects us all or some1 nos some1 in that life 🕇🕊📿😢
Yeah
@@Thugsbaker 📿
@@SelineXoXoX that's so thrue, it's a fucking huge lost for his environment and to hip-hop,
This is haunting to watch. He didnt want to overdose and that is exactly what ended up happening. I can tell he struggles with depression and uses the drugs as a coping mechanism. Its just sad. I dont like seeing him sad
I get it.
You can see it in his eyes,,,, there's no way out.
You can tell he wasnt sapose to overdose, right after his death somebody cleaned his house, im pretty sure someone drugged him way too much
@@myleg9443 True statement... People get you high will let you die!
@Elite Soulfly Amen
looking back at this now as a very important documentary
Real shit,he was askin for help
Yeah, drugs kills. And drug juniies are gonna keep killing themselves
Rob Drugs do kill, but most times it’s way deeper rooted than that. People are always seeking something else; something greater than themselves or an escape. None of us know his inner demons or struggles. We all fall down; just some differently than others.
What you say is only important once you die.
Extremely. Fuck man..
If you’re reading this… you matter! I’m proud of you. I’m glad you’re here with us on this earth. Please stay with us. I had the privilege of hanging with Malcolm a few times. He was the funniest and most genuine person. I saw a lot of myself in him. Making sure everybody else seemed important and laughing, but struggled inside. Life goes on, days get brighter. I miss my friend every day… but he also inspires me to live out of love and kindness daily. Most Dope, that’s forever.
Its so true. Isolating yourself comes boredom, your worst enemy cause like he said..if i was high i can have a party all by myself right here in this room.
Exactly! Plus the depression or even anxiety, social or chronic, doesnt help :( RIP
*Idle hands is the devils workshop
I feel that so much I need to stop isolating myself it is not healthy
too late for me smh donezo
jebus tavera nah fam, always time
Every couple of months I’ll rewatch this and a few other videos to feel like he’s still with us. It’s actually insane how someone I never met had/has such an impact on my life.
i do this all the time. especially in september. i start september with the thought that its been another year without him. on the day it self i try not to think about it, on the day after i ignore it act like it didnt happen like he is still here with us and then on september 9th i break down every year. and then for weeks afterwards i atleast once a day cry bc its like i lost one of my best friends, i dont know how to describe it but missing him is real. i never met him i never saw him live but listening to his music over so many years watching videos like this... its like i knew him its so surreal to think about the fact that he isnt here anymore bc videos like this are here, his music is here. none of the people arround me get it because they never lost someone that they didnt actually know but at the same time knew so good. i dont think this made sense but you get the idea of what i meant i hope
@@ellamarit11 me too😭😭❤️
Yep. Forever, I swear. Drives me literally insane grieving over a celeb that I have never met, yet here I am. Just feels better to see others feel how I do. He really was the greatest.
Glad to know I'm not the only one who does this lol
@@ellamarit11 I am going through the exact same thing. I can feel my heart hurting so intensely. I wish I believed in heaven/hell so I could take comfort knowing I'd see him someday, but I don't.
The quote at 7:30 is heart breaking. He was aware of his own issue but it still came back to haunt him and he was overcome by the addiction. It makes me sad, so damn sad
Yeah he was supposed to live out his life. The rockstar life mayb more than its cracked out to be
I feel
Breaks my heart
addiction, a lifelong disease
Yeeessss!!! He said wut he did to himself is uncool. Y Mac!!! I'm 37 yrs old n wish you were still here 😥
What a loss fr not only a genuinely great soul but it’s 2024 still no one can touch the raw emotion this guy spilt into every track.
Why do I feel so sad that he’s gone still after all this time
Like I knew the dude
John Kress find myself asking the same question. Art is a very powerful thing, and Mac was a true artist.
26ryan94 well said my friend
We our all connected some how. Maybe it's a cognitive thing.
Thanks.
We all could relate in some way to him. His music made us feel like we weren’t alone. Rest In Peace legend.😔
“You don’t go down in history because you overdosed, you just die...”
you’ll never just die to me Mac. Continue to Rest in Paradise ❤️🌴
sup ma. (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
what's your Instagram
@@joelopez9834 shut the fuck up you disrespectful weasel
He was killed, not as simple as saying a suicide or overdose. He literally was murdered.
He wasn't murdered. Everyone knows that most drugs are cut with fentenyl these days. If he didn't do the drugs he would be alive now.
Legends never die.
Dude he raps, sings, plays guitar, piano, and drums. TALENT!!! TALENT!!! TALENT!! And a beautiful soul!
A gifted musician
No, that’s just rich parents.
@@davenesb86 Nope, still just rich parents.
@@drawer6815 I bet ur fun at parties
@@ourworstnitemare9533 I’m definitely not bringing anything laced with fentynol, so yeah. I’m 100% more fun than Mac, that’s for sure. Always got plenty of weed and beer. Good beer too, not that piss water shit. And dispensary weed too. Oh, i’m also alive and didn’t kill myself.
You didn’t just die, Mac. You’re still impacting the world. Thank you 🙏🏻
The way he screamed to the piano after not getting it right. That's me
same that's me every single time i mess shit up
Me too with my harp,😅😌💓🌹Bless you Mac
His last scream messing up the piano is completely identical to the scream he does at about 2:23 in his song Malibu on Faces.
'They ain't killin' they just yellin' thats it, WAHHHHH!'
Same same 😂😂😂
Yeah that’s me too lol 😂
Watched this when it first came out and i thought to myself: "good for you man, im glad you getting it together"
Watching it now feels incredibly eerie, it just hits you totallt different.
Been my favorite rapper since KIDS, its still hard to believe the man is gone.
Truueee
Drugs and depression do not mix well. The drugs make u forget that ur depressed and it ends up becoming ur every day life, always depressed and high.
Layne Anderson damn that’s some real ass shit.
DEEP
Bilbo Baggins no shit
@Bilbo Baggins Hy fentanyl was put in some pills he took. Od because of the mix with fent coke and alcohol
@Bilbo Baggins X got shot. It had nothing to do with drugs
Such a beautiful piece. Thank you for capturing this timeless jewel of our beloved late Mac. Rest in Peace
“I wanna be positive as a human being, and thru music but I also wanna have low points. You know it’s like an ascension and there’s moments when they get dark, because nothing is all good.” -Mac miller
9:47 🖖👽
"Damn, Mac Miller's super lonely in New York. Nobody lives with him. Just him and his two cats." *laugh*
That's heartbreaking
Рина Конышева omggg😩🙁
Literally me
I'm gonna be old as f*ck watching this shit remembering Mac, this homie will never leave my mind
Same. 😓
Damn man this comment is exactly how I feel, thank you.
This must be my fourth time watching
I love this man, I feel like I know him. I feel like he’s a friend of mine and he has never met me. He will never know how much of an impact he made on my life and so many others. What a blessing he is man.
The part with French Montana hurts me so much 😔
MP9l yes same here 😭
Fuck that demon satan worshipping piece of literal trash.
@@bobyrd4386 useless in the industry. Fuck that bitch ass nigga. Could never stand him
@@bobyrd4386 what do u mean?
MP
Uhg you’re right that was sad 😞
The way French Montana tried to stop him from drinking that lean. Like shit, yeah they were joking, but he was being serious and genuine at the same time.He was concerned for him. When he said "listen to me, I'm your brother." that really hurt. He was trying to tell him, that's too much codeine in that soda, but Mac tried playing it off. Mac has probably had a lot of his friends that tried to stop him like that, and he prob had some shitty friends that influenced him to put that much in the Sprite. If your friend is going through problems, you gotta help him. Hope its the best day ever in heaven for you everyday Malcolm. RIP
V Pete exactly what I was thinking
This should be top comment so true I do hope he's in heaven watching movies
Carlos Ramirez nobody knows.
Carlos Ramirez Its not anyone’s place to judge where his spirit lies at this moment. He was brilliant; he had struggles. Who doesn’t falter in the face of their own struggles? Let’s all hope we and our loved ones go to ‘heaven’... if heaven is even real. Just spread love man.
@@meredithmockler4039 beautifully said
Mac was the most genuine rapper out there. He never changed.
ItsEpicXD fuckin never 💔
Exactly....
He was a junkie dawg
LeBron nah he was a junkie. Just call a spade a spade
“Im always sayin i wont change but, i aint the same.” -mac hurt feelings
Mac’s music Kids helped me start my recovery I now have 6 years sober and I love rap and music so much he has helped save my life!!
Even though I never met Mac, his passing feels like I lost a friend:( Rest easy Mac
me too but met him was so nice and sweet
He seems so lonely and just wants to be with people who he can be close to, its heartbreaking really
100 percent. He was just built different. Rest easy
So many of us feel like that
Who is watching this with me Jan 2020 - a tough prophetic watch new album due later this week
Gonna have my heart drop lower than octaves can audibly go the day it drops.
It's really hard this week.
ugh
Yup... so fucking sad...
mutsa ushewokunze Feb. 4th 2020
damn man i couldnt even finish this, such a damn shame. so much life lost. rip mac. you wont go down in history for the way you passed, but you will for the way you lived.
I watched this documentary the day it was posted. It changed my life forever. It pulled me out of the darkest filth I have ever been in my life. Everytime I wanted to pop a pill or pour up I pictured him sitting in the bathtub in my mind. Everytime I felt like i was alone after someone died in my family or I lost a homie, I would take that lonely drive home listening to watching movies with the sound off. Mac literally saved my life, And I owe mine to him in a way i will never be able to repay. I cant be the only person you kept from ending it. Thank you. Memento Mori. I pray that you are in heaven because you deserve it.
It's what he wanted. He was so selfless from what I've heard. He'd be glad to know his life, his music, got you through the rough moments. I only wish the best for you, keep moving forward.
This hits me too man...
Mac changed my life and my music too. no spam, I wrote this poem, which turned into a song. I hope you enjoy it. there will never be another like him! soundcloud.com/mayahuyana/rip-mac
Hes asleep for now, until judgement day. When people die they don’t go to heaven right away we are all awaiting judgment. For now we sleep.
2 years sober off heroin . Never going back. Rip mac miller
Mia Cho i don’t know you but congratulations on your journey , i wish you the best! ❤️❤️
Im proud of you stranger
Amazing accomplishment
Mia Cho keep pushing forward and good luck on your journey
Keep it up Girl, don’t know you but love yourself more then any toxins in this world ♥️
Came back to this at 4am i cant stop thinking about him
Tyflerghen same....
Literally same
I never met this guy in my life. Yet i feel like i lost a brother. He was so genuine and connected with his thoughts. Rarely you see a guy telling he cries often because he is emotional, and yet does not restrain himself.
beautiful.haunting
We feel the same way; it's like we've lost our best friend. Such a talented, funny, down-to-earth guy and he's gone. Damn fentanyl.
I’m in a dark place right now. Mac man , I think about you a lot
What's wrong? I'll listen
Same here, but its just the balance of life i guess
stay strong homie❤️
Same here. I don’t know you but I love you. Keep ya head up 👊🏼
Keep ya head up.
"I get super fucked up, still, all the time, that will never stop. I'm just in control, right now I'm not fucked up. I'm chillin." Legend.
Garrett I was hoping someone quoted this.
aug 21 2019 who still here for the goat? we miss you mac. your fight is over but your music lives though us.
I'm here brother long live Mac
He was good but he ain’t no goat
Lol I'm here in April 2020
Holy shit it's been exactly one year since you posted this. Rip to the goat!
Aug 30 2020, still miss him a lot
Mac was just one year older than me.. at every turn in his career it felt like he was going through what I was going through at the time from the party rap of his early days to the addictions and mental health struggles to trying to move past it and see the beauty in life, I really felt like I grew up with this dude. Now I feel like I'm headed to the same place and I can't change course
You could have died too, but god chose you. There was a reason homie.
Shit, I am sorry you feel that way, but you don't have to. You're still alive. Take care of yourself. Believe in yourself, because if you already believe that you're going to die, you've already given up before you tried. Keep trying. You don't want to give up. And if you do have the same fate as Mac, at least you didn't think about that when you were alive. I went through a smiliar thing where I was afraid for my life just a week ago and I found my way to the solution (which was medicine for what was going on) and now I am good again (for now at least) and I know that it's a slippery slope for me always, but I like believing that I am in control of myself and my life much better. It's a much happier, positive headspace. If you don't want the same to happen to you, don't let it. You are in control of your own life. You have more power thank you think. I mean you already made it this far, so that means something. That means you're stronger than you think. When you're feeling demotivated think back to bad moments when you thought you wouldn't make it an you did and believe that you can get through more as well. Mac didn't give up, either. He didn't want to die. And he was in a good place when he passed away, which is Bittersweet, but at least he died happy.
Lots of love and good luck on your journey. I wish you happiness and piece. If you feel alone or demotivated, my Instagram account is carys_ch
You can talk to me if you like.
We Macheads and people look pit for each other.
❤️
wish this was like an hour long 😭
me 2
+Christal J word i agree felt way 2 short. felt like i was watching the trailer again basically
FOR REAL!!
+Christal J agreed
Mannn you have no idea 😫
French Montana warning Mac about the lean was disturbing. Mac was smiling through the whole thing despite Montana's serious approach.
Ocho141824@gmail.com Javarron agree. I mean I’ve never done lean but that was a real pause moment. Like “my guy, I know this is fun, I know there’s cameras, but you dont want to do that right now”
@@maloneaqua lean is so weak, if thats all he was doin back then he coulda got off so easily.. its sad
Donte Peanutbutter I mean lean is hard to get off of... you go through really bad withdrawals that shits almost like liquid heroin. But he was on many other drugs too unfortunately
@@IndianInTraining lol you obviously have no clue what you're speaking of so dont. Lean is no where near "liquid heroin" thats a media term, lean is literally the weakest opiate there is. Im sayin lean withdrawal vs something like even Vicodin, oxycodone, or heroin isnt shit, would have been easy as hell to kick vs pretty much anything else. You talk like you know what withdrawal is but obviously you dont know anything but what you see online. Dont talk shit you aint ever lived or grew up watchin. Makes you AND us look ignorant. 🖤☮
@@dontepeanutbutter1941 DOSAGE
man this quarantine got me finding out who Mac miller really is.
Ive been listening to "Right" and objects in mirror for 4 days on repeat. Its been tough times lately really hard for me
Mac is something different. Just right!
Néstor José Pérez yo man, I may not know you but I’ll pray for u tonight. Stay safe and keep going dawg 💯‼️‼️
@@existential4307 thanks for that! Thanks! Stay fresh healthy and always keep your head to the sky never glued to your shoes! This we will get through! Light one up! Pass it down!
@@existential4307 hope your well brother!
I am also an emotional guy Mac.
Rest in Peace to a man who normalized emotion, raw energy, and just divine spirit into music.
Rest easy Mac, you’ll be missed, but not forgotten. ;(
Pretty sure he's eventually going to be forgotten, buuut whatever gets likes I guess.
GoodOleTJ he won’t he’s a fucking legend
TheRealist 811 hes a legend love
''i might cry during this episode because I am an emotinal guy'' I think a lot of us cryed... thanks for everything mac ! God damn its Hard ! We all learned a lesson of what happened to you. you are wonderful rip
“Sitting there by myself all the time it becomes toxic “ R.I.P Mac
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It’s so easy to tell how genuine of a guy Mac was, miss him a lot, he got me through a lot 😿❤️
7:22 You'll still go down in history bro
Sweatx23 yeah he does. Rest up easy Mac may your soul be in heaven
Sweatx23 yes he will he is a fucking legend
no, he just died
Just because you faced your demons doesn’t mean you’ve conquered them. Hopefully this shows others that are struggling to stay clean that you can never forget or slip up for a moment when you’re a recovering addict. RIP Mac.
7:24 - 7:38 Hearing him say that is just bone chilling now...
seriously crazy
I know thats when i came down to the comments. Its so sad. RIP Mac you will ve missed.
I was looking for this comment.. crazy. RIP.
He was just going thru alot
Fr yo i wanna cry
My life has been filled with loss, trauma, & tragedy. Pittsburgh has sheltered me thru it all. Mac's music has comforted me. Ty Mac. Pittsburgh loves you.
recently just got sober from heroin and once those WD were done...it was the most awakening experience, spiritually. ill never go back.
Congratulations. Most people are stuck in the loop.
Love and light.
You give me hope man I'm trying to leave that shit
jai flohs I really hope so bro...I'm nobody special for doing it, but I do feel like a better version of myself. After you eliminate everything that was involved with you using that poison...you'll realize how much more better off you are without it. I truly mean it's a poison also, it destroyed my past relationships and my ego. sending positive vibes your way and don't be afraid to be you.
Congratulations man! I’m 68 days clean and every day is a battle! You give me hope
Runnin Mucks dude! so so happy for you! the only way is up from here!
i know he was fucked up on heavy drugs then but i really think that faces is the best project from mac miller
+Elias Laakso IKR!!!!! Faces has just so many songs that you listen to for days! It's not like GOOD AM!
+Elias Laakso i like many Mac projects, but faces is the best one tho
+Elias Laakso word I think faces is tremendous, that and Macadelic which I believe he was heavily under the influence for both lol. I had downloaded Macadelic a few years ago and didnt really give it a chance. Few months ago I redownloaded it and it's honestly amazing, maybe his best piece of work IMO. His tracks w Wayne and Kendrick are fucking incredible, but the whole thing is playable front to back. Faces is sick too obv.
+Elias Laakso completly agree. he made his best shit while fucked up haha
it was and prolly will be forever
He didn’t deserve to die, he was such a beautiful person, with a beautiful soul. It makes sad no one didn’t do anything about it, he asked for help for years. He knew he had a problem. It makes me mad & depressed to realize this till now
He took drugs so overdosed that what happens when u refuse to stop
He wasn’t ready to quit. No matter what anyone does to try and help you, if you’re not ready then you just can’t stop. So sad about this. I love him
I feel like you can't say that though, in hindsight everyone wishes they could of helped when something like this happens. But truth is so many people could of tried to help him and if he's not helping himself then it won't get through, like at all.
everyone has to die, no one necessarily deserves it or doesn't, its a part of life. It is sad to loose good people tho forsure.
@@ekenekokelu13 exactly, circle of life. It sad, but it happens. We all do everything or we think everything to prevent this transition, but it happens. Still sad.
I come back and watch this every few months or so.
I miss Mr. Miller quite a bit, but it helps me a lot to see that a person who was extremely successful (compared to myself) still struggled with figuring out the purpose of life and where he fits in the universe.
Well-wishes to everybody out there 🙏🏻
Probably the hardest thing I’ve ever watched
If that's the case, then you've been in a cave your whole life. What about Nick Berg that got his head cut off while he was still alive?
What about the mass shootings that have been filmed? What about the person that died after a truck crashed through a huge group of people?
I could state another 100 + things but Mac Millers documentary was the HARDEST? Word.
Hard? This shit and af big a smh this shit's entertainment to u
The time lapse of mac being in the tub just reminds me of how fucked off I used to be as far as environment and mental state...and when French says "your not listening to me,you think this is the one that is it.listen to me im your brother,im tellin you,your gonna miss a couple shows"THAT IS LOVE
I fucking love mac miller dude. One of the guys who got me heavy into rap music and hip hop in general.
Same, it all started with Mac for me
are you 14 not a insult just asking
+Lloyd Doran for sure bro!!
+Lloyd Doran saaaame.
Same bro . I started rapping because of my homie I now rap with , asap rocky and Mac
I’m a 44 year old lifelong committed hip hop fan that looks under every crevice to find the sound that scratches that itch, feel me? My biggest regret in that journey is not discovering this man and his music earlier in life. I knew of him, had some of his music in my playlists back in the early days but it just never registered to me how authentic and talented this guy was. In the last 5 years he’s catapulted to top 3 of all time for me. What a gift of a person and then there’s the artists portion of his life. This dude was ahead of his time. RIP forever
36 here but I couldn't have said it better.this man is immortal.
I wrote my own comment before I read this 100% ✌🏼&✊🏼!! Love ♾️ 12:23
Man, I wish Mac woke up on September 7th 2018 with a bad hangover or stomach cramps, stayed in bed all day and didn't call the dealer who sold him those drugs. RIP.
Respect to French Montana for actually tryna be a good friend
@thaNorthStar.com he would have found it anyway
trashmid no excuses
Still took an L for saying he's better than Kendrick tho. Major L
Ya pretty sure French was hooking Mac up with the lean . That's why he said be careful this is the strong shit .
Mac's dad called him a piece of shit he wasnt a real friend
Man i think this really hit hard when you see him messing up and getting frustrated with himself. Thats human. Too often we think these big guys are flawless and always rap clean 100% but seeing him screw up and just keep going is why I like him. Wish i was into his music before he passed
This is the first time I see this Documentary, It give me chills man, thank you for sharing all your art to the world Mac. You saved so many lives through this, Your message still helping us to try to continue with life, rest easy man, thank you for sharing this with us.
"I'm probably gonna cry a few times during the course of this thing. I'm an emotional guy." I feel you, Mac.
i've always respected mac but this upped that respect level like 500 points
7:25 isn’t it crazy what shit can happen to such a young man who has barely lived I wish he would have seen the rest of the world through different eyes he deserves better for him’s self Mind...
aw meghan please make a video on mac
Meghan Hughes a lot people have ever respected that guy until he died.
R.i.P
He knew where he stood, he knew his demons, goals, and accomplishments. Rest in Peace.....
The biggest take away I got was how he was such a talented musician. Maybe even better with musical instruments than vocal ability. He really was trying to bring jazz back, he was going so deep into his instrumentals. I believe he’s top 10 producers. We would’ve saw him rise in that way if he stayed alive. A genuine artist. I’m glad he created ‘2009’ because it displays his artistry. He in so much pain. Hope you’re somewhere nice now my dude.
It's hard when you miss someone you never knew. RIP Mac.
Mac a real one for keepin the same haircut since 03
No he didn’t. Check his XXL
Lol he def had longer hair around 2011 ish i believe
when he was in first grade, he wished to be Puerto Rican
his mom took him to a barbershop to get some cornrows
he walked in, ready for them Sprewell braids
But the lady said his hair was too short though
@@GeorgetheGreat that friends reference I see u
Captain Wilson haha u a real one
His death shook me, I stopped popping pills, I quit lean, tryna quit cigs. Damn rest in paradise Mac.
That’s amazing. Hopefully you live a long healthy life. Just a reminder that healing isn’t linear, so god forbid you relapse- that is okay. Don’t beat yourself up for it. Take it day by day, hour by hour. As mac said, we don’t need nothing but today. A good app to help is called iamsober. Wish you luck on your journey!
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I'm Latino but always saw myself through Mac. He was living out this dream that seemed so unfathomable to most. It made a deep connection. I love rap and hip hop and everything in between. Its where i felt i belonged the most. Thank you Mac...for everything...I never got the chance to see you live but I hope you know you're one of the main driving forces for a lot of the things and the way I do things that I do.