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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 31 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything.
It’s even harder to take care of yourself when so many medical professionals and bystanders and loved ones are telling you you aren’t worthy of care. If no one else understands, I do ❤ Sending love and wishing I could help ❤
I get it, too. Well said. 💕
Amen❤
Thank you so much Anna 🙏🏻❤️
Well said alright.....well done ...and I hope lique sees this ...I'm sure she will.....also lique can rightly say ....knowbody... absolutely knowbody....except herself knows all the details .....it's her story and she deserves how to tell it.....I hope she writes a book someday and does vv well .....go lique!
This is good news. Gratitude to the psychiatrist who has stepped outside the box and not only talked the talked, but is also walking the walk. I so look forward to when you get on the other side of this situation so that, with all of your video documentation, you can give a TED talk, write a book, become a therapist in your own right. You have a brilliant mind, you are articulate, introspective, kind and charming. Despite the darkness in which you find yourself, you manage to somehow still be a light to others. You are destined for great things and the fight that you are waging now will make all of those things possible and we look forward to celebrating that with you. ❤❤❤❤❤
hopefully when well Angelique discovers a world without anorexia, has diverse interests and loving relationships that nuture and fulfill her. Hopefully she will get to do all the things she couldn’t do by being locked inside or in hospitals and can see life outside of the lens of illness that currently defines her
Unless she is sectioned it won't work
@@dianestevens2659 the warrant will section her..at least for the stay at the clinic and they will probably have community treatment forced after that as part of discharge
Thank you so much dear 🙏🏻💖
@@meherenow I hope so because she will need supervision 24/7
F the mean comments! You are such a brave and inspirational person! We are very proud of you! Don´t give up, you have us and our love!
You are the best, this makes me smile Raquel 🙃❤️
I have something i would like to say ❤… Seeing the comments that look like they could be quite judgemental words and assuming words that people have written to you is actually quite upsetting.
Some people can sometimes i think be quite blind and assuming, sort of writing something that looks like its “stamping” thier beliefs and what they think they define something as on others, even if they mean well. There are different levels of understanding and just because one person has an experience with suffering with an ED, it doesnt mean that they can see everything in another sufferers experience and define it. They can see one image, but there is a whole WORLD of complexity in somebodys life and being that they cannot see.
Seeing your comment Raquel made me smile. Lique, there will be some that know that mental illness is an illness, a complex and unique illness for each person. There will be some people that know that we cannot see behind the curtain and so we have no reason to assume anything, or think that we know what we see and whats there.
Anybody can be very ill, but also be “taking responsibility” at the same time, no matter the length of time. Taking responsibility” doesnt equal a recovery.
Youll be doing your absolute best, i can feel that, and its in your words. ❤
@@cinnamorollall thank you so much for your sweet comment and understanding! That means a lot to me… 🙏🏻❤️
@@cinnamorollall This was so nice! I agree w everything thank you for being so kind to her! She needs it.❤❤❤
@@cinnamorollall People get angry, and upset, in different situations with addictions (ED is basically a form of that), in which they feel helpless, because the addict is often deep within an addiction and resistant to change.
Often, people will try to help, and they’re upset if the results don’t pan out how they want. So, that’ll often lead to them lashing out.
Honestly, I do understand some of what they’re saying, but the delivery is the issue.
Plus, the reality is they don’t know how things work in other countries or what set of problems the person likely has with their body. Not every case is exactly the same.
You do not have to defend yourself, the friends here who know your truth. We love you and you have been honest and brave and open. I am grateful that you share whatever you feel comfortable sharing and please block all of those awful people bullying you. Surrounding you with love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I agree, she should block the negative commenters, it’s good for mental health.
Excellent idea! Block the toxic people...How anyone can find peace in being mean is way beyond me!!!
What a lovely idea....block....block ....block....ah, keep.....block....keep, keep..! And so on. Have fun!
Agreed! It’s awful how ignorant and judgemental people can be…. It’s astounding, really.
I don’t think anyone was saying you were lying I think we were just saying that instead of blaming all the hospitals in a whole country maybe try not to get out of the treatments that they put you in maybe then they won’t refuse you anymore. Hospitals only refuse when they see that they can’t do anything to help you because most likely you’re rejecting their help. And of course nobody can force an adult to do anything. And looked like from your previous videos when you were being treated you were always complaining about the treatments and rules they were giving. So of course they’ll deny you. Who wants to help someone that don’t want to be helped??
I'm sorry you're so hurt Angelique. I hope this YT space isn't becoming a harmful place for you. I hope you can focus on those of us here that believe you and believe IN you!! Xox sending a big hug, lots of love and hope.
Thank you dear Melanie 🙏🏻❤️
A Judicial Court Order is what it would be called here in Canada. I’m so happy for you. I know you still have to jump through hoops but at least it’s something to be hopeful for! Hooray🎉Keep fighting this tough fight. I wish you lived closer so I could bring you a meal and have a visit. Weekly. By the way I would never judge your family or friends harshly. Having this disease is so terrible that your loved ones have had to insulate themselves because it hurts their hearts so badly. I can hear the stress and sadness in your voice. Im sorry. Please keep doing what you can. I pray you will be helped very SOON. I’m sending you all my love and positive energy ❤❤❤
This doctor is the way FORWARD. Sighn thoes papers ASAP and take her help . I'm sure this will help you and hopefully your eating disorder might go or lessen it's grip on you enough so you can Recover .
I have never thought you lied about anything!!! Praying for you sweet girl. I know you will beat this!
People can be so cruel. I don’t understand it. I am so sorry those voices are getting louder than those who are here to support you, that cheer you on, that are fighting with you. Many are with you, please don’t let any of the others grow doubt or sorrow within you.
Thank you dear 🙏🏻❤️
Not all of US are enablers
Choosing not to be enablers isn't mean!
Diarrhea,was horrendous for me throughout my anorexia.I would be left feeling so weak and so poorly.The only food that seemed very gentle on my stomach was breakfast cereals eaten dry.Cornflakes were super gentle.Any fruit and vegetables were horrendous.I would be in the bathroom all day.10 yrs after recovery,i still have to be very careful around what i eat.Its nothing to be ashamed of.
Thank you for sharing this Shirley… 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith I actually thought,Thankgod you said that!!!.Nobody want's to talk about the sensitive subjects.Its nothing to be ashamed of.Now that you have spoken about it,i understand far more about your struggle than i did.Finding the right balance is really hard.I understand now.Funny thing is,chocolate is really kind to my stomach.So if its kind to yours,enjoy it.I still eat one chocolate bar everyday and lots of carbs.Please know,that stomach problems were a huge part of my journey too and it is very distressing.Now i know why you are so exhausted.
Rest as much as you possibly can in between. xxx
@@yeahbro760 💖
You hit the nail on the head around 10:00 that you just need a place where they can feed you the right foods, help you get up for your bathroom needs and get some rest! This should not be that difficult. I am SO happy to hear someone is stepping in to be your advocate.
Also, a big American middle finger to everyone who continues to badger Angelique about “not doing the obvious.” Even those of you who have struggled with anorexia likely did not get down to Angelique’s extreme state. She has been living with a BMI of 8-9 for at least the last year that we know of for God sake. Her body is going to have trouble processing food.
Love you Angelique, keep pushing.
Thank you so much Emily… tearing up my eyes to read your comment… thankful for your understanding 😳🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
YES, this comment!! ❤️❤️
My Dear Angelique- first may I say, so good to see you! I think about you often and hope you are making it through your days without too much discomfort. Can I just send you a big hug and say to you that I BELIEVE you! I see and hear a very genuine, real person making these vlogs. Also, someone who is very intelligent. We, ourselves, in the U.S. have a medical system that doesn’t always meet people’s needs and it can be very frustrating, also. Now, I am going to be very real here for a moment- I was in a situation not long ago where I felt like life was over for me, because I was in a bad place emotionally with anxiety, depression, ocd and PTSD from childhood abuse. What “saved” me was my husband finding a concierge doctor who swooped in, took me over and believed in me to feel better. It worked and I love my doctor. I think you do need someone to lift the burden and make some decisions for you. I’m so happy to hear that you have an advocate now and I truly believe this WILL make a difference. God Bless you for persevering. I want you to know I care about you and consider myself a friend. Please keep all of us updated in the coming weeks. Sending you ☀️🌈💐 xo
Iam anorexic but on my way to fully recover.I can work again,having fun,dancing,my dogs&my little princess..It's possible but for you Angelique it's harder bc of diabetis&the other health problems.Iam happy that you fight pls do what you can&more it's the only way to get free again&happy!
@@karenturner3995 thank you soooo much for sharing this… brings a lump to my throat… and I am SO HAPPY for you you got out of that deep place! Happy you are here 🙏🏻❤️
Always believed you were not lying about the hospital situation and trouble with getting help . It just confuses us when you were in that one facility about 5 months ago . You left when you know how hard it is to get admitted somewhere . You left just because one nurse say with you and wanted you to eat. Yes… you had a PTSD moment because she was old school in her methods .. but she was helping you . I hope once you give up self control and let the system help you finally find peace . This will be hard because now they will have ultimate control … I would have thought the other facility would have been kinder to your needs but if this route is your answer … I wish you success.
P.s.. you did show a picture of you as a young adult healthy …. Not sure if the childhood surgery is an issue… more likely just fear if eating due to past surgery. The ED has blown it out of proportion now. At some point it made you turn from food mentally .
If I understand correctly, she got sick and was hospitalized (covid?) when she was in that facility. The doctor agreed they were not doing the correct protocol and she was promised the next opening to start over with the correct plan. Once she was out, she has not been able to get back in. There always seems to be some reason they turn her away. She agreed it was not the best decision, but was the best decision at that time. The promises keep getting broken by the facilities.
@@shelleyclark4759Yeah, that’s what happened.
Of course you are exhausted and overwhelmed! I’m glad to hear this good news of the latest Dr.’s plan or intentions. It’s good to see you again sweet young lady.
You my dear are an inspiration whether you realize it or not. I went undiagnosed for a life time with chronic pancreatitis, which led to a sick colon, ibs and so on. It is easy for others to pass judgement on another without having walked in your shoes. But I know first hand your pain and severe weakness. I have lived it for 40 plus years. But praise God I haven't given up...and you haven't given up. Your a true fighter. My heart and prayers go out to you. Keep up the good fight.
Thank you so much for sharing this! And for your understanding… 🙏🏻❤️
Please don't listen to anyone who comments negative or unacceptable comments!! I'm sorry that is even happening people can be cruel. Do what is best for you. We believe you we just are praying for you to get better.
Angelique, your faithful friends here, know how hard you are struggling. You still have the fight in you sweetheart, and no matter how hard it is, you keep on looking for the right answers. Ignore those clueless people, cause they can't possibly understand your plight. God bless you Angelique, and we're praying you find a way to wellness. Please know we love you and wish you the best. ❤️😘🌹🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏😇
Keep finding your beams of sunshine. 🙏 for you and for the treatment you need. 💜
I’ve not watched her channel for a few months….obviously I didn’t miss much…it’s still her way or the highway….help is only available if you want to relinquish control and let the medical staff do their jobs…can’t see this happening…😮…what a shame 😢…if she hadn’t left the hospital and accepted the care she wouldn’t be in this predicament…she needs to really want help and hand the control over to the medics…sadly she isn’t in that headspace yet..
Oh sweetheart, I know how hard this is on you. I’m sorry people are judging what they don’t understand. An eating disorder is in the mind. It’s not as simple as eating more. Sending you lots of love.
You have so many people who do care about you, and are pulling for you. Mean people suck. They don't have a problem with you. It's with themselves. They are the problem. Keep doing what is best for you, and try to ignore the jerks. Don't let them get into your head, and make you lose sight of your recovery. You are a super sweet person. Hugs to you, Lique. You matter to us! 💖💖💖✨️✨️✨️
You can get ensure drinks, ready made and you can order them online. You can survive off them alone as essentially it is what is used in tube feeding. You don't need someone to get you them, you order them and have them by your bed. You can start your recovery by doing this, or you can carry on feeling sorry for yourself. At the end of the day your life is up to you. It is up to you to get better, even if you had the best treatment going, it would still be up to you to get better. So get those drinks and start being a bit more proactive in your own life. it is your responsibility, not Dr's
Das will sie doch überhaupt nicht.Wenn sie gesund wird,hat sie nichts mehr zum Meckern u Heulen.
@@corneliameinecke4158 leider stimme ich zu :(
We all should be living our best lives, and no one can do that for us. ❤
Dear Angelique, yes is not easy. I am very, very sorry about your difficulties. I hope the clinic will cuddle you and treat you with all sorts of comforts to help you out of this struggle. I send you a big hug from Italy
Thank you dear Francesca! 🙏🏻❤️
Anyone who sends you hate has NO CLUE what it is like to live with this illness nor do they realise what the system is like. Sending love and strength as always❤❤❤
Exactly 👏👏👏❤️❤️
It's not hate
I think almost all of the negative comments were coming from a mixture of care and frustration that is natural after so long of seeing you struggle. Do you have a set calorie amount you aim to eat in a day, and if so, do you stick to it? You don't need to be preparing meals - buy pre-packed sandwiches, ready-meals, oven pizza and oven chips, cookies, order take-in. Snack all the time on calorific things like nuts, chocolate, toast and butter, bananas, nutella. You CAN do more for yourself than just survive, but you need to be willing to push your boundaries and do it consistently. The things you are trying are not working, so it's time to try new things.
Please watch my other videos about my intestine perforation… I cant eat most ‘pre-packed’ or ‘ready’ foods without getting sick. That’s the case all my life, also pre eating disorder…
If so, it would have been much easier indeed!
No one knows your body like you do so listen to it. I am going to pray you know the difference between good and bad cravings. Cheer up! We are right behind you.
@@liquefaith tell me about your intestine perforation X
@@hayleybonnell8837 see my other videos for that…
@@liquefaith which? There are a lot. You said you had an operation, where is the perforation and how is it today? Which foods can't you eat? X
You are one brave and strong person!
Keep on fighting, hold on to your hope and dreams, there are many of us who look forward to following your true recovery story 💛
Yeah she is, That’s so thoughtful of you Irma, Thanks for your positive review,How are you and how’s the weather over there?
I congratulate you in addressing the issue. I am a long-time subscriber and I am going out on a limb and saying that there have been times I am notified of a post from you "this is my last, I am dying, my last post before I die". I immediately click because I'm concerned about you. You do NOT follow any hospital rules. Your intelligence is getting in the way of your recovery. There is a higher power..... please find a support group with real people who have lots of experience and recovery, acceptance and love to offer. You are addicted to your disorder. Until that changes...your body organs are starving for nutrients and you are starving them. The click-baits really took its toll because I was always concerned. Do you do this to your family also?
Post-Note: I recall a post where you were looking so fresh and healthy; you received soo many compliments and encouraging words from all of us (even if it was 'just fluid retention')...Made me feel that anything I or anyone else comment... it is going to be met with negativism about yourself.
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Nobody is being hateful. Nobody is being mean and rotten,accusatory or cruel. Just as frustrated and upset you get, we get also. We all want the best care and success for you. Please don't feel that we are hating on you, we are just afraid for you, hoping to offer some info and insight. And I don't believe anyone thinks you're lying either, sometimes our feelings or comments may not align with yours,but that doesn't mean we don't care, so don't get mad at us. Good luck with this new plan for care. If you want to see how ugly and cruel comments can be look at Tiktok. You've been graced to have a ton of folks who truly care.
❤️❤️🙏🏻
You’re such a beautiful person, you deserve better. I’m so sorry you’re going through this with minimal support. Just wanted to encourage you to continue fighting because you know what? It’s going to be such a satisfaction for you when you heal and know that you made it through. You are worthy and this world needs you. Please don’t hesitate to message me should you need some company. Sending you so much love. You got this girl 💖 you are a warrior!
Thank you so much dear! 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith here for you 💖 😘
Really positive news about the treatment, its been a long time coming so give yourself a huge pat on the back for holding on through all the awfully difficult and painful days and persisting to get the treatment you need and deserve. ❤❤❤
Thank you sweetheart! 😘
So happy to see you again. Your strength is admirable. I never understand people's negative comments. My mom taught me "If you don't have something nice to say keep it to yourself." Do people think that nasty comments will help someone get better and recover? I wish you all the best and hope you can see light at the end of this difficult road. I believe that if you would want attention you would go about things very differently. Good luck with everything!!!
Thank you Gitty! 🙏🏻❤️
My mum said that to me too!
Hello Lique 💓 I have no doubt that you are exhausted, feeling very vulnerable/ weak & at times overwhelmed. I sincerely hope that you manage to hold on to hope while waiting for the help you want/ need.Without judgement or intentional intrusion, may I suggest that you take an electrolyte supplement ( if you're not already doing so).Just mentioning it because you've stated you have diahorrea & as someone who's been in a similar situation as you, I know how low potassium/ sodium levels affect your heart.All the best for a happier/ healthier future 💗
I imagine the Gp who is monitoring her would be doing bloods regardless and would find any shift in levels as well. It’s a good suggestion to of course cover all bases but she does seem to have medical care as an outpatient
Thank you for the advice Catherine! I get my bloodwork done regularly. Specially when my diarrhea is very bad (like now). It’s exhausting😔 Than I need to take electrolytes indeed. But thankful I can have them! Otherwise I wouldn’t survive now indeed 🥴
@@meherenow Very happy to hear that someone is monitoring your bloodwork Lique. It's the least they could do.Stay brave - even when it's so VERY hard.You are worthy, loved and unique..and that's enough 💖💓
You are such a gifted, beautiful soul! I am so sorry you are experiencing tremendous pain and turmoil! I will pray daily for you and your health. I want you to get better and LIVE a fulfilling life! God bless you my love! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰
Thank you so much dear 🙏🏻❤️
Diarrhea is very common when people do not eat for a long time. It is terrible! just keep eating and eventually the diarrhea will go away.
See lique my biggest issue is I've never once heard you say I need to take responsibility to get myself well. It's always a failure on behalf of everyone else not helping you, instead of you starting to help yourself. You regularly say you need someone to take care of you. I want to hear you say that I need to get well so I can take care of myself. You also say you're sometimes in your eating disorder, but when on video you aren't. You are always in your eating disorder currently. You literally victimize yourself. Don't be a victim, stand up and fight for yourself, and your life! When you go to treatment, just do precisely what they say without a fight. I'm certain they have dealt with many people with the exact same issues you have. You take these comments as hate because they literally challenge you. I myself have dealt with ED and drug addiction. I always had excuses and why it wouldn't, couldn't work. When I was truly ready to change my life, nothing stood in my way! Start getting angry with yourself Lique and fight to get well! Stop with the headlines of I'm dying, how not to die, etc. How about " How to fight for your life and rise up". ?!
So true. This whole video is her eating disorder talking. The disease had taken over her brain to the point where she is the disease. Thank God they are going to medically arrest her and force her into treatment.
For SURE you haven't been in Angelique's shoes. Stfu.
I'm glad you've never been chronically ill and had to navigate these systems. count your blessings.
@@y2ksurvivor oh, you're psychic now, too?
Bean J, I don't consider you a hater. I've seen multiple good posts of you. Just wanted to let you know this.
Are you fully recovered now?
So many of us know how courageous, and strong you are!!! Don't read the mean comments. They have no idea of what you are living!!!
Hi Angelique, You sound a little defensive when you said you eat. Yes, you must eat something or you wouldn't still be here, but clearly you're not eating enough. Even you have to admit you're not eating enough. If you were, you would be able to walk and you would look like a normal person. So there's no need to sound defensive about how much you eat. Anyone can see it's not enough. You need to be honest with yourself about how many calories you need and how many you actually eat. None of us are fooled that you're eating nearly enough. Facts are facts. Bodies need enough food. Once you are recovered you will enjoy life again.
Dear Karen, if I did I wouldn’t have an eating disorder 🤪🥴
Of course I don’t get enough in to heal! That’s the disease I am struggling with all the time.
I say I do whatever I can. Some days are better than others. But it is a neverending struggle and my body is constantly working against me now. And that is the truth.
@@liquefaith Mijn lieve jongere zusje 💞🙏😇(See I even looked it up in Dutch for you) ☺Here are some magic words I used when I was struggling to overcome a substance addiction -- "Just one more" When I desperately wanted to use my drug of choice again, I would tell myself to resist temptation, "Just one more minute" over, and over, and over again, and now I've been clean for 12 years!!! Thank Jesus Christ!. So my Angelique, when you think you cannot eat anymore, do what I did. Close your eyes and take a moment to visualize the angels surrounding you, loving you and supporting you, and visualize and feel the Holy Spirit living within you and say, "Just one more bite." (nog maar één)
Well, that's the first time I've actually heard you admit that you're not eating properly. I'm proud of you Lique. It's an important step in recovery
@@liquefaith Yes, I know you have health issues with your intestines and blood sugar. I believe you. But still, I am so glad to hear you are fighting your ass off. Because now you are going to have to be stronger and tougher and more resilient than you have ever been in your life. Yes, you will be doing things differently, and some of these things will feel unnatural and counterintuitive. Yes, sometimes you will cry. That's okay. Go ahead and cry if you feel like it, but after the tears, you will resume your warrior spirit and you will fight hard with all your heart and strength and tenacity. Why? Because you are precious, you are worth it, and you deserve it.
Dearest and bravest ‘sis’ Angie! oh, tears are dropping inside and outside for you! First I’ll say : Finally it seems to be a way to get treatment and help, and by God I hope for a good outcome, your condition really are hanging into it. ❤️ The people who are jugding you and makes bad comments has not been in your shoes, I admire your soft comments, your courage, you speak from heart and soul. ❤️ How I want to be there for you, ( doing daily, simple things, just be a friend, and so on. But Norway … is sadly too far away.
And I am soon going to have a stay in hospital myself..).. My dear, I pray for your life, you deserve a better life, Angie! Hugs! Gretchen, Norway 🇳🇴
Dear Gretchen, I am so thankful you are here! And I will pray for you too when going to and staying in hospital. If you ever feel the need to share about that: know I am here for you too! For now: thank you so much for your support 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith You have a heart of gold, Don't worry about my condition, but a prayer is always a good and comforting thing.❤️🙏 Take care, dear Lique! 🙏❤️❤️
No one was saying you are lying Lique. People who were being brutally honest with you is because they care. The ones that are pacifying you don’t know your history.
Exactly. I don't see any nasty comments, just people being honest 'tough love' There is no point in pandering to the 'woe is me poor me' mentality because that won't help. More often it's the wake up call that kick starts things. Lique needs to help herself and that's the bottom line. It isn't nastiness just fact
completely agree!!!
That’s so thoughtful of you, Thanks for your positive review,How are you and how’s the weather over there?
You have been rejected by hospitals for your non compliance. Unsubscribing because you will not stop blaming everyone. It’s all up to you honey. Just the truth.
I know she passed already. But…she was insufferable!
My dear friend I check back here every day, sometimes multiple times a day to see if you’ve posted again to make sure you’re alive because I love you so much!! Don’t ever listen to any of the mean or hurtful comments. So many people don’t understand yet think they do. Judgements and chastisements are hurtful & I am so sorry people write those things to you. You are a very sweet soul and have explained very clearly, in multiple videos, why it is that you are in such a difficult spot. We will never give up on you and you can count on me & so many others here to love you and stick with you. Bless you dear friend! 💗😘💗
Oh Angelique, today’s update (and every update - but especially this one) is spoken so strongly and so purely from the heart. I call it “heart speak.” Thank you for sharing your heart speak with us. ❤️
*Fantastic* news that someone is FINALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO YOU. Thank you, Jesus. I’m so happy for you, and so proud of you for continuing to fight so courageously. I wish I was there with you so I could give you the biggest hug!
I can’t even tell you how much your journey, the difficulties, the hoops you’re being told to jump through… mirror my own. You’re just completely, 100% right about it all. I believe you. I support you. The naysayers have nothing better to do than be negative, and they haven’t witnessed this outrageous health system at work. It is RIDICULOUS, and I’m so happy for you that you’re beating it! Thank you God for this professional stepping in.
HUG HUG HUG ❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋
I am sending you healing energy. I am so sorry your journey is so difficult. Please keep fighting. I'm holding your hand. Godspeed to the judicial order. I hope an angel puts it in front of the judge ASAP.
It's always good to see you. I have always felt and thought that you were being honest with us. It's refreshing to hear your continued honesty. I realize that you are constantly fighting to live, however you can. SO GLAD this one woman has decided to take your case!!! Hang in there!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Don’t blame the audience for your condition. It’s on you, it’s your traumas you have to deal with. You decided to put yourself out here if you believe it’s a toxic environment, leave. You obviously needed to expect the criticism when you started making videos.
Totally get that Roderick. And I don’t blame anyone for my condition? Just letting know what it does to me and wondering if anyone is reaching a goal by doing so. Create awareness. Self reflection. Do with it what you like dear and let go of the rest 😏
It's fine to expect criticism and its also fine to speak out against nasty comments as Lique was doing.
The thing that is worrying is that you come across quite aggressively towards anyone who challenges your behaviour and doesn't agree or collude with you. If this is how you present when you are in hospital then I'm not surprised it hasn't worked. You have to accept that your way isn't the right way and start listening to medical advice.
I have found this also, anyone challenging her is met with "I will pray for you so you can heal" always deflecting away from herself.Best thing is to watch what will happen with this new development.
👍 💯 Now if we ask 'what 30-yr Pancreatic & Intestine damage' we're labled as haters. Some of us who are GI nurses know the Pancreas or Intestines don't function 'damaged' for 30 years without inpatient/outpatient treatment.
🏥 I hope she surrenders to the truth soon. 🙏
Blah blah, stop whining and do something for urself!
She Too set in her ways. Very Manipulative and A Control freak.
I disagree. You're only coming here to judge her because you are judging her and you know the hurtful comments are getting to her and so instead of backing off and she says you are openly fighting with her or trying to get a reaction from her. Shame on you and I will not be part of it
I'm very happy for you that next week you have your evaluation 🙏🙏🙏 and that you got approved for the warrant 🙏 it must be a great relief to realize that help is on the way. We will be here for you. Also something about anorexia recovery, diarrhea and nasea is extremely common and normal during recovery and goes away once you get to more stable weight and more regular eating, it will be hell at first but keep pushing through it will go away. It doesn't mean necessarily the food is bad or making you sick if you have diarrhea, everyone in recovery has diarrhea at the start of recovery because the digestive system is so confused and working on getting things going again
After the judge receives the information, do you know how long it will take to get into a hospital?
I really, really hope she will get to hospital soon and someone else will take over the responsibility and the decisions for her care for a while until she gets stronger. I doubt she can make the best decisions for herself at this moment even if she's clearly trying as best as she can.
Diarrhea in anorexia recovery??? Gosh, everyone I know, myself included, have dealt much more with constipation in the refeeding and weight gain stage…. Never diarrhea…. And, Angelique has an actual intestinal issue that long pre-dates her anorexia.
@@kecrn4132 diarrhea and vomiting or constipation can all be common but the lower the bmi the more likely diarrhea and vomiting will be common
Lique may use the intestinal issue to excuse not eating. It's highly unusual that a perforated bowl fixed at age 6 would still be causing issues today. It certainly wouldn't have been present all these years without being addressed. I have had many senior patients with perforated bowel, some that nearly died, that had 100 percent success from surgical repair
The rain will end. It will make the flowers grow. And the sun will shine on those flowers and we will see them together. Your hope and perseverance will keep you going. Many sweet blessings. Always.💗💋
Don't pay any attention to people who post negative comments. You are so correct when you said it's their problem. There are people out there that their whole existence is posting negative comments and spreading hate. The only way to get rid of them is by blocking them or completely ignoring their ignorance. Don't give them what they want by responding to them. I know that's hard, but it's better for your mental health. You are loved.
Try having finger foods that don't need cooking or refrigeration next to your bed at night. That way you can get something in you until you can get up to fix more without getting dizzy. A thought anyway.
Thank you Lisa. For your encouragement! And the tip is as simple as it is good 👍🏻 😘
I don't think everyone is trying to spread hate even if it comes out that way, they just don't understand as very few have been in a situation like Angelique, some maybe think they do and as example think it's just to start eating.
this is so true: people who comment nasty things are usually the type of people who spend all day online spreading hate. so its nothing to take too personally bc their words truly mean nothing. They spend all day hating and trying to "cancel" everyone else, but if their own dirty laundry was aired they would immediately be "cancelled" themselves.
& people are truly nasty on the internet bc they never have to back up their words lol. I recently called out something for being sexist asf, and it turned into them calling "misandric", them saying i idolized someone shitty (dont know where that came from lol), and my favorite part, someone said "she's on the spectrum bro dont take it too personal". that was SO DISGUSTING TO SEE. And it was also disgusting to see how many likes the comment got of people agreeing that I must be stupid bc I am autistic. when i was standing up for the right thing. it was so, so scary and nasty to see. and it hurt my feelings a lot.
Hello Sweet Angelique I absolutely understand as I've had Anerexia and absolutely understand how hard it is to chew and swallow I started of soup because chewing food etc was unbelievable hard... I see you as extremely strong and you try so hard this is good news God can be your strength putting you in my prayers 🙏 ❤ to keep going until you come out the other end ..can you block 🚫 the negative people?
Love and hugs from Australia 🇦🇺 🌻🌻♥️🌻🌻
Thank you so much dear! 😘
Some people lack of empathy. Send you the best vibes and hope you find recovery soon 💕
I just want to give you a long hug💕💕💕 I'm still praying for you and know you will beat this! Please don't read the negative posts. Those people are not here to help you, they are angry and hateful because of their own issues. Please just block them. Thanks for keeping us posted, I think of you often.
:) i am so happy for the good news 🎉🎊💖💗
one step at a time until your recovery
we are here supporting you remenber that!! hugs
Your struggle is real! I see you. I hear you. Someday all your videos will help someone else struggling. You can and will get through this. I promise.
Thank you Cheryl 🙏🏻❤️
Actions count not words. Doesn't matter what one says. It matters what a person does.
Taking any steps towards recovery? Or doing nothing and instead looking (again) for outside help and consuming a huge amount of expensive medical resouces?
You have been keeping yourself alive for so many months now. I know you can do this. I look forward to hearing about when you can go the The Hague clinic. Until then, keep fighting because God truly has a plan for you. Oh, and I love that quote about the rain!
Thank you so much Catherine! 🙏🏻❤️
It's great news for next week sweetie!! ❤️ Sending you more good vibes and healing prayers....and HUGS!! SO sad that people have to be negative and bully you!! Seems they don't know half of what you're going through. Just hang in there, keep praying, and please don't give those negative people any of your time by being upset, worried, or anything else!!! Much love and healing vibes. 💜💜🥰🙏🙏🙏
I stand by all my comments.
I relate to your struggle. The ER situation is the same in the US, they are really just there to save your life if you happen to be “dying” on that day but they aren’t responsible for even a proper diagnosis. When the community can not give you adequate care you just land up back in the ER. I went through this with my chronic illness. Same experience being gaslight, invalidated and not helped and so many people despite what their illnesses are go through not being helped and not being believed and then on top of it having zero support from friends or family. You are right as well that every body’s journey is different. When I say I am an eating disorder survivor I was about 15-20 pounds underweight for two years. I was eating everyday, just an amount that was not significant enough. But I could easily pass for just being thin, especially with clothes on. I remember that fatigue well that came from not eating enough and the headaches at night and if I was struggling at that weight I can only imagine what the level of starvation you are at is like. Being wheelchair bound and fighting a SEVERE eating disorder for decades is definitely not the same. It sounds like you are on the homestretch with the psychiatrist who is going to help. While annoying, it seems like maybe the warrant is what is needed to keep you somewhere and it’s a shame it couldn’t have been initiated the first time so that you weren’t even able to leave. I don’t believe you are attention seeking- if you were you could be like Eugenia Clooney and do clothing try on hauls and be like “everything is fine guys”. The fact that you admit to having an eating disorder and seem to be actively seeking help is at least what you have always had going for you. Probably what you couldn’t do was stay in treatment when it got hard but someone should have probably required that warrant for your other program. Now that you know you will try to bolt when things get too hard, provisions can be put in place so that this can be successful. I think if this comes though, you have ensured your success. You’ve waited for almost a year with no professional help. If you can go that long, the 6-8 weeks will be like nothing. Really hoping you can get to the other side once and for all.
Thank you so much for your understanding… 🙏🏻❤️
Lique, you amaze me with your strength of spirit. I’m sorry if anything I have said before has upset you, truly. It hurts to see you are struggling right now…if I could reach through the screen and hug you I would. Very soon, you will be able to hand the burden over, and then, before you can believe it, things will start improving. I have confidence! ❤❤❤
That is so sweet of you…. Thank you dear! 😘
Good to see you, Angelique 🤗🤗 Even when things are rough you are such a light in the world just by being you. Don't let ignorance and people being triggered from their own issues get to you. Keep fighting, keep the mustard seed of faith. Every time someone (including yourself!) says "oh you could die" or, "when you go into a coma." fight back. - Decide that this isn't true. Pretty soon those who also want to fight for you will reflect that back to you too. 💗💗🙏🙏 You are so amazingly awesome. And way WAYYY stronger and more fierce than some of these people seem to think... 💪
I’m always so happy when I get a notification from youtube that you have made a post. I look forward to hearing from you Lique. You are so right about how your on this journey and it can’t be compared to anyone else’s journey. Going through cancer, what treatments I get will differ from someone else. Same cancer but we are all unique and what works for me might not work for someone else. Our bodies are all so different. You absolutely do not have to defend yourself or give concern to how people might judge you. They are not you, they’ve never walked in your shoes and never will. This platform you have created I appreciate so much as I get inspired by you and your strength. You’ve opened up your life to the whole world, for us to learn and I’m sending gratitude your way. I’m so happy for you that you will be accepted by that doctor, I feel this is such a huge step in the right direction for you. It will be hard but you are a fighter, and all of us who genuinely care about you will be cheering you on!! Hang in there, I’ll be praying for you.
Thank you so much dear! You are such a blessing yourself… thank you for being here! 🙏🏻❤️
What a relief to finally be able to turn over control to others, a huge big thing to do and I know it will bring up much fear.
You are so brave to step into the unknown and Trust others to be fully human, to "force" care, to pull you through the darkest part of this tunnel.
Lique, I don't think I've ever admired anyone as much as I admire you in this moment. God bless you always.
Thank you dear… ❤️🙏🏻
We love you! And we won't stop believing in you! God will never let you go! For all the people doubting you there are so many more of us that think of you daily and hold you up in prayer nightly! You've got this and we will be here for you every step of the way. God bless you sweet lady 🩷
Thank you so much dear! 🙏🏻❤️
Repeatedly says durung this video that all she has to do is stay alive until the in-patient treatment. Nooooo. Need to start recovering.
You are not obligated to make yourself so vulnerable to us, and yet you do. You should not have to explain yourself, yet you do. Ignore all the negativity and focus on those who are supporting and praying for you. Don’t give up. ❤
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You are doing what you can. I believe in you. The haters can eff off. Attention seeking! There are so many things you could do to get attention online and you aren't doing any of them. You reached out for help and have been honest with everyone. You don't need that kind of negativity in your life.
Thank you sweetheart! ❤️
Everyone’s path is different. You have a fighting spirit today. I’m glad you found a doctor who seems to care. I see better days ahead for you.
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
It all sounds so exhausting. But you're still fighting, and I'm so glad you're still here and sharing all that you do. Some day living will be less complicated and way more joyful 🌷 You really can do it!
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I was reading the comments on the last video as well, and I was a little shocked that everyone was blaming you for not being able to get treatment.... To me, it sounded like the hospitals and facilities keep rejecting you, which is something you have no control over. But everyone was blaming you for not eating enough :/ I don't know, I felt bad because it seemed like you were just venting your frustrations with the health care system, yet everyone was claiming that YOU were rejecting help.
Your feelings and struggles are valid. I believe that you are trying your hardest. I also believe you will beat your eating disorder! Stay strong ❤️
I read these as well and was even attacked myself for my beliefs in God. Think they are on a power trip to deceive themselves in how strong and self righteous they are. Just shake the dust off your feet when dealing with these people.
She was given lots and lots of gifts and money by these poor manipulated viewers. She went to the hospital and just didnt like following rules. SO she left. That is why you need to stop following and watching this. She is making money off of this drama she has created.
@@misskathleen490 what's your problem? Just stay off the channel if you don't like it.
@@misskathleen490 than why are you still here??
@Miss Kathleen then maybe you should stop following. I am a 63 yr old woman, have lived a full life, and don't need your condemnation!
Yahoo!!! I found you again!! I am so happy to see you. You are my heroine....i really do not know how you go on. You are amazing. Yes, i am ashamed that stupid people think they know all about you. Gosh! When i have a fever i become a half zombie, but you, struggling and fighting and refusing to give up!!! You WILL FIND THE COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE. I loveeee youuuu! Keep smiling.
This makes me smile 🙂🥰
Thank you Sylvia! 😘
What a fantastic doctor. This is just what you need, because if you were admitted to a hospital on any other basis, you wouldn’t stick it out. You would discharge yourself as soon as the going got tough. On this basis, you would be forced to stay and see it through. I now feel optimistic that you will get better.
I am sorry to hear you are getting a lot of negative comments. People are cruel. Don’t read them. Or at least don’t dwell on them. Dwell more on the nice comments. There are more good people than bad. And you have a lot of support.
Thank you dear 🙏🏻😘
Angelique, hope you have gotten your court order and are getting the help you desire. Post when you can so we know what is happening.
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Sending you my love and prayers .. ED is a powerful opponent but I have faith that you will defeat this monster .. we all believe in you and know how hard you are working toward recovery .. Lique you are a beautiful soul .. please please stay strong and believe in yourself .. God bless you and lead you to complete wellness ❤
Shame on anyone who leaves negative comments. Suffering is universal and you're brave enough to share your experience. Your videos have been helping me for months in my own illness- truly. Your will and endurance are commendable and anyone who can't appreciate that should watch something else. Don't quit, keep pushing and keep your faith🧡🙏you have a community of people rooting for you!!
I hadn't seen the negative comments as I usually see your videos shortly after you post them. I'm disgusted at what people have been voicing to you. You saying you need help is you helping yourself!! It took a long time to get this ill and will take a long time to recover- you are doing what you can!!! 🧡 I can't believe the ignorance and vitriol being sent to you. Stay positive and strong 🧡🧡
Thank you so much dear… that’s such a sweet encouragement 🙏🏻❤️
I love you and I’m in this fight with you! You keep hanging in there and being strong. You are such an inspiration. I love your videos because you are so genuine in showing the struggles that you face. I’m so proud of you for sticking with making videos. We love to see you. ♥️
Thank you so much Katie! Keep having faith too dear. We will get there 💪🏻🙏🏻❤️
Hey strijder, wat doe je het goed, het beetje hulp wat geboden wordt en alle afspraken daarbij aan gaan elke keer weer is het krachtigste en beste wat je nu kan doen. De mensen die het niet begrijpen heb je nu voldoende uitgelegd hoe of wat. Dus hopelijk kun je dat nu loslaten. Het is helaas deels herkenbaar, als je uitbehandeld bent verklaard is een infuus soms het enige wat je nog "krijgt". Ik ben blij dat er nu hulp komt want dit is onmogelijk in je eentje te doen.. wat je kunt doen alleen, dat doe je al te lang alleen. Ik kan alleen maar diep respect voor je hebben dat je al zo lang volhoudt ondanks dat je lijf je zo tegen zit.
Ik stuur je via deze weg heel veel licht, warmte en liefde! Als ik iets voor je kan doen, al is het elke dag een berichtje sturen met positive vibes, laat het weten :) dikke knuffel, Madelon
Onwijs bedankt voor je lieve reactie Madelon! Ben ik echt blij mee 😘
Why in the world would people think that your lying? Unbelievable. I’m so sorry you’re getting such negative comments. Ignore them. You know the truth. You are believed by many and loved very much. I know how hard it is to find treatment particularly when you have multiple issues going on. Take that anger and frustration out on your ED. It’s not just physical it’s very much a mental health issue. After fighting our thoughts for so long we can’t tell if our ED is telling us to do something or our healthy mind is telling us.
I’m wishing you so much love and hope 🥰🤗
I’m so happy that you have some progress with getting help. Positive thoughts and prayers for you!
There seems to be a growing trend of hatred and accusations towards people with ED's online. People come to comment who don't have the faintest clue about how having a severe ED is like for most people.
@@molutheartist2730 NO .Many- like me - have been there & do know ALOT about severe and enduring eating disorders. We've offered advice & support. The majority of which Lique ignores .
@@catherinemitchell3721 what are you doing here then? Piss iff
*piss off
@@ababy6074 there's no need for rudeness. I've seen some of Catherine's previous posts and she has shared her lived experience and given fair, firm and good advice. Granted there are some comments from others which I personally think are just nasty but equally many like Catherine know the ED world and what helps.
Great you are going to get the help you need and you have someone advocating for you..congratulations on persisting. If making videos gives you too many comments to deal with..don’t make videos. You are in control of this. You don’t have to explain anything to anyone but if you do there will be a negative side to it. Making your life public comes with disadvantages. Those offering you suggestions from lived experience aren’t expecting you to do the same..they are often recognising similiar phases and are very aware of the differences. Whilst your journey is different, the road is similar. Differences divide people but commonalities unite and people are trying to support from that perspective
Get that 😏
I don't know if you are aware of how well spoken you are. When you speak, I cling, on to every word. It's as though I'm transported into a large room where you are the guest speaker. You truly are a very intelligent person. I am finding myself hoping with my whole heart that you recover and come out on the other side to teach others. Your good news sounds positive. As you explained, the steps required to become a patient under this psychiatrist, under court order, I pictured you in my minds eye. You are smart enough to know that this step needs to happen just to continue living. It is my deepest hope that when this happens and panic sets in for you that you cling onto one thought...you are worthy of living. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of surviving. Repeat these statements when intense panic sets in. Xoxo
I think a big part of healing is taking ownership for your journey and that would also include not subjecting yourself to social media. This highlights your inability to go inward. Spending so much energy on outside elements is harmful. Shut your media down and begin your journey. This does not belong to the public. You can do this within.
It is a wise advice… but I want to GIVE. I see it as a purpose right now. And giving costs something. As long as there are so many people learning, growing, sharing and giving on this channel, it is worth every bit of pain! 🙏🏻💖
Zen; agree, especially now..
@@liquefaith Self preservation doesn't begin with sharing. All the while you do this, you are not putting YOU first. This isn't about anyone else. It is really easy to stay stuck in our victimhood and this is what you are doing. I am a survivor of DV and family violence. I lived and breathed my pain and didn't realise how embedded in my trauma I was. I couldn't see a way out. I wanted the world to see my pain. I wanted to tell everyone this is who I was. A victim of my circumstance. But through going inward I was able to get the right help. My self preservation gave me more information than anyone else could provide. I moved forward. Bit by bit. I did all the things that I had to do to get well. Trauma keeps us in a dysregulated loop and we will continue to stay there doing the same cycles over and over. This is what you are doing. It causes you to reach out instead of in. Trauma somatic therapy will help you to heal your inner child (Survival brain). Meanwhile, the other professionals will begin to help keep you alive. Nutrition, water, medical care etc.
@@liquefaith to believe you are giving is irrational thinking..you need to look after yourself and any need to look after others first is a trauma response you need help with
Gentle hug for You Lique Faith. Understanding you comprehending, how to get thru the days, We feel the fears & find ways to be courageous thru them. Hope is ever constant - like a shining star. I know about vulnerability, its holding on to faith.
Thank you for your sweet comment Kathryn 🙏🏻❤️
My dear Angelique, first of all thankyou for taking the time to update your situation. It is very inspiring and incredible that you are taking these legal actions to get help. I understand how difficult this all is and yet your courage and faith remain steadfast. You are so right that love is the path to healing💙. Also, forgiving yourself and others is the key to your mental well being. For the people who are not there for you please remember that sometimes rejection is for your protection. They cant all go with you on this journey my dear. There are times when God removes people from your life for a reason. You are a beloved chosen child of God and he is giving you the strength to go on. I am going to continue to pray for you as I always have🙏. What really stood out to me in this video was the hope and faith that you are embracing that are getting you through each and every day. It is unfortunate that the Netherlands does not have adequate treatment centers for people with E.D. There is a great need for a change in this area obviously. Your kind words touched me today and gave me comfort. I am moved to tears witnessing how you still only want to love and encourage others even in your desperate state. I am here for you and I will continue to check in on your situation. Hugs n love as always
Isaiah 40:31
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint.🙏💙👱🏻♀️
If you have a chance please listen to "A women's worth" by Kate Bush. Also "It's ok"by Nightbird.
Typo-"A women's work" by Kate Bush
@@renaedewit7800 or Andre Brackensick's rendition! 😍
@Romana Abo -oh yes I agree, I just listened to his rendition and it gave me chills! Thankyou👱🏻♀️👍🏻
People who truly love and care for and about you will always stick around! You are stronger than most - keep the faith Angelique xxx❤
Thank you dear.. 🙏🏻❤️
I'm excited to see and hear about your experiences in the Hague clinic. Don't give up this time!
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That’s so thoughtful of you Rowena, Thanks for your positive review,How are you and how’s the weather over there?
My dear Lique you are beautiful and worthy of every good thing in this life. Please please get better and we can look forward to seeing you healthy and happy. God bless you my dear and I pray that God will guide you into the abundant life you are fighting so hard for. Don't give up and don't allow others to bring you down!❤
It could be helpful to remind ourselves that those who judge others are really only just judging THEMSELVES. How one treats others shows how they feel about themselves. The more a wounded person is, the more they will hurt others. Our lives and our relationships are always a reflection. Those who attack us or hurt us in some way do so because they see something in us that reminds them of themselves. When I see people who are behaving in a hateful way towards me I try to remind myself this and remember that they are coming from a place of pain in some way. Sometimes I fail and hate them back because they inflict so much pain it's hard to ignore. When I have those intense moments I repeat in my mind "I forgive you...I forgive you...I forgive you" and "I forgive myself...I forgive myself...I forgive myself" (for attracting a situation where someone has hurt me). Usually the pain eases and instead there is some feeling of peace.
I believe you sweet Sister. I love you, God loves you. If God is for you, who cares who is against you!! ❤️💖🙏
Please ignore any negative comments. Pure ignorance from people who have no understanding of the disorder. People think it's so easy to get help and it's not. Even here n the UK it's getting harder and harder. Just try to focus on the lovely followers you DO have who do believe you and care for you. I pray that this new Dr can help you in some way 🙏❤️🌈✨ keep the faith sweetheart. I don't know if you know the phrase "where there is life there's hope" keep this in mind. Good luck with everything coming up with the Drs and judges 🙏❤️ sending you love and strength xx
You are so strong for hanging in there through all the things you’re going through. Still praying for you and sending love. ❤
This is what you need and this doctor is your Angel ❤️
Hi Lique! Thank you so much for this update. I’m so glad that finally a doctor is willing to really help you. Please stay strong and keep fighting! Prayers in Jesus’s Name! Sending all my love and hugs to you. God bless you 🤗❤️🌹🌷🌺🙏🏻
Thank you dear Amy 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith You’re so welcome sweet Lique 💝🤗😘❤️
You are an amazing soul your sweet voice always makes me feel at home. I would never ever think your lying shame on people that are even thinking that way. I’m so sorry, keep strong, you are beautiful inside and out 💓
So happy to see you and hear about the good news regarding treatment. Please don’t get upset with negative posts anymore. Please don’t waste your energy on any of it. Just focus on all of us that are supporting you and understand the struggle you are in. God bless and keep you safe. ❤Karen
Thanks for sharing your story. I'm sure it will help so many people. Keep hoping 🙏
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She keeps talking about help like that’s a magic word. Yet she makes excuse after excuse after excuse of why she can’t help herself. Like you guys suggested ensure is something she could survive on. She takes all kinds of pills on empty stomach. There is protein shakes and weight gainer shakes. Cooking for yourself simple stuff like a chicken soup or scrambled eggs is not hard. There are crockpots that you set it and forget it because it cooks it for you.
Ok, you are right on the eating part. But she needs help on the mental part too. That's were the professional help comes in.
@@marjol3in But she can make a start getting medically stable . It would make therapy easier too
I think food is just going straight through her system because she is so malnourished 😢
No I think how little she is eating and what she is eating is what is doing it. My heart goes out to her because without proper nourishment you don’t have energy and you will die.
@@edytah3503 In another thread Lique says she eats about 3000 calories, so she does eat. I would be obese if I would eat that.
Praying for you. You didn’t ask for any of this, and no one should judge you. A big hug from across the pond.
You should take responsibility for your life as well, not just preaching it and blaming everyone else. That’s the only way you can save yourself.
I do that Rodrik, to the best of my abilities
She is just sitting there doing nothing waiting for help!!! Do something yourself and stop doing a show for views and whining
Please ignore ignorant people, they are not worth your energy. They have no clue what your illness is and are to dumb to realize it. I hope they never have to face anything as difficult, because they’d give up and cry instantly. You’re a fighter, very tenacious.That’s bravery, you are doing your best and God is with you.
Thank you Janet… 🙏🏻❤️
So good to see you again 🙏 I was very worried, especially after the video before the last one. You seem a bit more confident and also speaking with more strength now. I really wish you don't have to wait much longer, that you will be helped, that all the suffering you're going through will diminish. Never forget how strong and brave you are 🙂 hope that we hear from you soon again and looking forward to the planned video with your friend. Take care!
Thank you dear! 😘