Listening to this song now is basically James's whole career on this platform how he rise and fell from his own actions. Wherever he is now he is at least still enjoying what he does.
@@thescruffinator8830all he did was have an unorthodox fetish that didn’t align with other people’s views. He had a stupid fart fetish and the entire internet turned on him. Who cares?????
@@alexthegr8estt he had fetishes during the time where edgy content and being edgy was the norm on youtube, and so he got harassed a lot. not to mention he was apparently also being creepy with the va of penny from c students, and was seeing a 17 year old when he was 19-20. (people accused him of grooming). he was also apparently toxic to other artists, but now he's been getting the help he needs and reflected on his issues knowing they were wrong.
Who else came back here after hearing he quit? I know I did, now this song makes much more sense. He was hurting, he was questioning if this was something he wanted to do, and he questioned who his real friends were. And in the end, he gave up. I'm not gonna tell him "good luck" or "I support you in your future endeavors", because that's not what he wants to hear. Instead, I'll say that we never saw you as a mask, we saw you as *you.* A great and talented person capable of amazing things. But we also should've known that you were hurting, and helped the person you saw yourself as, not the person *we* saw. So I simply say goodbye, and I hope one day you show the world who you are not as AnimatedJames, but as *you.* *Farewell.*
Ender -chan loves scooter He just lost the spark. This all went in a direction he didn't want to go. Now he feels like there was never any happiness with this channel, like he never had any true friends during his time on this channel. So he abandoned it, moving on to something else (He's still doing Animations, just don't expect a video from him here or anywhere else). Hopefully what he does next gives him that feeling of love and happiness that he felt didn't exist with this channel.
This song is very important to me. I come back twice or so a year, just whenever it pops in my mind. weather I remember the meaning off the top of my head or not though it never fails to come to me when I need it most. Many things have happened to me and many things will continue to however no matter how much i change and grow this song has and most likely always will follow me. I wish the best for the creator. He's had a huge impact on my art and who I am as a person through specifically this song. Thank you wherever you are James, I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
I can relate to this so much 😭 I remember listening to this so much in my childhood I occasionally come yo this song too one or twice every year. Thinking about how much time had passed I basically grew with this song.
I remember when this came out And James this is a song that speaks to people I don’t think I would still be Alive without this song so wherever you are I just wanna say thank you for all you have done.
I hope James is still making content, I know he isn’t under “animated James” but I hope he’s still making stuff somewhere as someone, even if I don’t find it, it seemed like making and sharing art was what he loved and I don’t want him to quit, so I hope that he’s still creating even if under a different name or on a different platform
@@gyblues1244 well we don’t know that for sure. It’s a pretty good assumption, but there’s no way of knowing 100% as of know (though I do agree that his art style is very similar to James’).
@@PeytonianYT Please Give Me Proof Because I Want To See That Its True Also AnimatedJames Recently Made A Update On Twitter On The Discontinued Account
@@holapotatoes298 I'm kindve confused but did you know that the creators name is James too. Are you saying this because you didnt know this or you get confused sometimes
I'm back during quarantine, I find myself coming back every time I'm feeling shitty. I'd just like to say thank you to James, his content has helped me so much and it's sad that this channel is discontinued. I hope everyone here (including james) is in a good place both physically and mentally.
I wish people didn't freak out when he dated a 16 year old girl when he was 22. Or even more people freaking out when he said he loves his fart fetish fans more than his regular fans.
@@shroomy_gloomy_goo2891 I mean regardless of what anybody says, it's still illegal and by law, grooming. What he did can't be forgiven. I don't hope the worst on him though, I hope he's doing well and trying to correct the mistakes he made. He is human after all.
This song was released when he was caught up in a fair bit of drama and perfectly captures his mental state during it, it also references some of the things that happened during the drama. Such as how the heckler is not only modeled after James but is also a reference to when HE was a heckler in an actual standup comedy show.
Things I've noticed after coming back to this video every few months since the day it dropped: 1) Every time I come back to it, I'm in a completely different saga of life than the last time. 2) The lyrics have been permanently ingrained in my mind.
Do you think James still comes back and checks the comments? I like to believe he does. I hope you're doing good, James. This one song has helped me and countless others through very hard times. Never stop creating, even if you never post it.
@Ayooo Glizzy Check Fuck you if someone has something that they cannot control don’t blame people for what they’ve done purely based on what you’ve seen and not even putting effort into digging deeper to actually find reason behind their actions.
he was kicked off the internet because people found out he was dating a 16 year old and making farr fetush comics of underage characters...i could care less if he comes back
Just saved this video. Wish this was on Spotify so I can save it to my playlist. I love the self-awareness in these lyrics. It's hard to come across music anymore where it isn't just about romance or romantic heartbreak. AnimatedJames, you literally made an original music video that hit 5.1M views as a solo artist. That's incredible man. I hope everything goes well with therapy. Would love to see what more you could do in the animation community if you ever come back to it Edit: Guys, this song is on Spotify
Can I just say- I love how Nicole helps Kevin. In the pilot of C Students- She said it's guys like Kevin that makes her gay. The fact that she pushed him out the way shows that she matured in her own way-
3:54 Well done at capturing that moment of true emptiness. Anyone who has ever been extremely suicidal can relate to that exact facial expression. It’s like being controlled by a whole other person. Like you’re not the one in control.
It is not about not being brave enough to do it ,It is about being strong enough to not do it we all have bad days from time to time but some people can face suicidal thoughts more than others. Stay strong. I wish you the best.
Lyrics cuz why not: There's not much here for me When I'm here I don't feel free But when I'm there I feel alive It's what I need to survive No offense, you're all great But it really is too late To change my personality It's just my reality And I do Not blame you For questioning what I do It doesn't matter Well technically it matters to me But it shouldn't matter to you I don't need any substance In order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's no one's fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time My alone time I'm still in love with my self With my purpose, with my health And with the goal I have in mind Just the thought helps me unwind I don't doubt You're the same picture with a different frame If you won't tell I will not ask What you hide behind the mask I don't really have a clue Despite what I think is true I'm so pretentious While I might be pretentious I'm still no better than you I don't need any substance In order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's no one's fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time My alone time (When I'm all alone) (when I'm on my own) (It doesn't matter what I do) (Because no matter what) (As long as that doors shut) (Not once do I wish that i could be like you) Sadly I know it's wrong And I knew it all along I just thought it would be nice To not have to pay the price You are someone I adore What do you think I'm alive for? But you're an individual You have your own schedule We are both Mostly free There's so many sights to see It isn't worth it I mean it might be worth it If the sights could come to me I won't pretend I'm worth it I'm not even close I've screwed up more often than most But in our darkest moments Together we'll be fine We'll help eachother climb I'll help you reach your prime I'll make sure you can find me when I'm done with my alone time
it's 2020 and I still miss AnimatedJames, It's Sad that you are gone on UA-cam but I and many other fans hope to see one last video from you to remind us of good memories in the future.
He's British! These are characters from an animated pilot AnimatedJames made called "C Students". But yeah a Boston accent would fit perfectly with his character haha
God him smiling right before the truck reaches him is just hard hitting. The hope of ending the pain can make people happy, that's why some people seem very happy before they end it. That's just great its realistic and hits you hard
AND once upon a time, I was the idiot who dove through, crashing into the poor girl and carrying her just out of harm's way before we were both killed... broke my ankle... It's a slog through a whole lot of painful memories I kind of need to repeat once in a while. It sucks to have to drag all that back up... BUT sometimes it's beneficent to remind myself why I'm worth living another day... what I "bring to the table" as it were... so substance to my point or purpose... right? As much as I might despise remembering jamming a pinky into a revolver's action, earning about four stitches, to stop someone blowing a large hole through her head... or damn nearly breaking or even losing my leg in a long-shot dive in front of a truck... whatever... It's nice to look back and say, "I tried. At the god damn least, I tried. I did my damnedest." I'm no saint... Gods know I've f***ed up more than most, but... well... as I said... I tried. I thank James for reminding me of that from time to time... It often keeps me just looking down the barrel and contemplating... rather than putting the muzzle in my mouth and "unloading it the old fashioned way". ;o)
Suicide sucks because halfway through you're going to instantly regret it and even if you do survive you're going to have live through the aftermath, painfully and sometimes immobilize with love ones begging you not to end your life. And you can't do anything but just lie there thinking how could you be so selfish, you didn't even consider how it would affect the people you love.
@@raspberrycrowns9494 But this is not the worst part...we don't know if there's an after life. But one thing i can assure is: if you close your book, you will not be able to see the grand finale. If you die, you will not be able to change yourself. You will.not be able to change your world view. You will not be able to see the grat victory and the worst lost. If we finish our book, we will not be able to see what will happen. If we finish our book, we will not be able to reinterpret your story. We will not be able to see the end. We will not be able to know if we are right or wrong. "Suicide is a solution for a temporary problem." But to bad. When we have depression we become sometimes selfish and egocentric. Too bad...
First time I watched this but James’s art style is something I can recognize anywhere and his old crossover animations will always hold a small little place in my heart (even if some of the things he did where straight up not okay) This is very sweet. I never watched this or c students before today but something in the song makes me feel nostalgic for something I never knew before. (Probably because the art style and animation is familiar) It’s late at night right now and sometimes I find myself in this weird nostalgic vibe. Don’t know if anyone really bothered to read this far but thanks if ya did.
Man it's.... strange coming back here. I remember listening to this song on repeat wherever I'd write as an outlet wherever I was really depressed. This whole video brings on so many emotions. James, I hope you're doing okay buddy. I miss this stuff. Wishing you the best
there are many other "simple details", including the irony in the email, 0 grammar and the hater's middle finger in the profile pic. They all total uo to make a beautiful vid indeed
This video means the world to me. I watched it for the first time as a teenager and all these years later it still my absolute favourite thing on youtube. I'm pretty sure you don't read the comments anymore, but if you are, thank you for making this James.
It’s 2021 now and I still miss his animations, I understand why he chose to stop, I’m going through a hard time rn with school and the future I just wish wherever James is he’s happier doing what he’s doing
Finally, an animation that has a situational start that comes with a good ending, it's Nice to see something thats not dreadfull or sorrow in many ways.
Creative Types - Lyrics by AnimatedJames [Verse 1] There's not much here for me When I'm here I don't feel free But when I'm there I feel alive It's what I need to survive No offense, you're all great But it really is too late To change my personality It's just my reality And I do not blame you For questioning what I do It doesn't matter Well technically it matters to me, but it shouldn't matter to you [Chorus] I don't need any substance in order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's no one's fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time My alone time [Verse 2] I'm still in love with myself With my purpose, with my health And with the goal I have in mind Just the thought helps me unwind I don't doubt you're the same Picture with a different frame If you won't tell I will not ask What you hide behind the mask I don't really have a clue Despite what I think is true I'm so pretentious While I might be pretentious I'm still no better than you [Chorus] I don't need any substance in order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's no one's fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time My alone time [Bridge] When I'm all alone When I'm on my own It doesn't matter what I do Because no matter what As long as that door's shut Not once do I wish that I could be like you [Verse 3] Sadly I know it's wrong And I knew it all along I just thought it would be nice To not have to pay the price You are someone I adore What do you think I'm alive for But you're an individual You have your own schedule We are both mostly free There's so many sights to see It isn't worth it I mean it might be worth it If the sights could come to me I won't pretend I'm perfect I'm not even close I've screwed up more often than most But in our darkest moments Together we'll be fine We'll help each other climb I'll help you reach your prime I'll make sure you can find me When I'm done with my alone time
I'm sad I never got to see this channel as it was uploading. I came here years after it was all over a relic of the past Yet it's still incredibly important to me This song has gotten me through some of my hardest times and these animations mean so much to me
ToastedNoodle yea I can see why but I was just searching what happened to him and some old tweets on Reddit and Twitter, and it seems like he was treated like shit with these people hating on him for what he likes even though it’s weird on all but I don’t blame him we all have our own kinks. Besides the point there’s a post on Twitter that made him see like the bad person on which he made a rant on his friends and family, so idk. Besides all that, I watched the Seniors and C students and he was an actually a good creator and his animation for the time was amazing and so I’m thankful this popped up in my recommendation. I hope he’s doing well now and maybe he’ll come back to the internet, but who knows.
This defines the mentality of creative people: Staying up late working on a creation becomes the reason for life. Knowing other people enjoy the creation provides the joy. "I don't need any substance in order to feel high". "My alone time" is when these creations happen.
You dont see anything outside of youtube. Do you see vimeo, dailymotion, pornhub, liveleak, bestgore, or literally any other video website that isnt a mess?
I've watched and rewatched and rewatched and rewatched this thousands of times. I smashed the like button so hard when I first saw it, and I swear, if there was a way to double or triple like a video, this would be the first video I would.
it’s 2021 I come back every year to watch this video, AnimatedJames was basically my childhood I watched all his videos from SENIORS to This, I just hope he’s doing okay I miss him being on UA-cam :’)
This man is one of the people that MADE ME APPRECIATE AND LOVE ART/ANIMATION AND MADE ME WANT TO BE WHO I AM TODAY. I remember back around 2013, I was just a kid looking happy looking at good videos on my iPad, and I stumbled upon watching 'Seniors' for the first time. I've watched his content more than ever since. He never failed to put a smile on my face and I would never miss an upload from him. He is one of the people whose content felt like a great escape from reality for me. Someone like me isn't perfect. I've made many mistakes and have always felt like an outcast from everybody else growing up. Drawing and appreciating animation helped me through those tough times. I never had any close friends or anybody who I can really talk to who can truly understand my true feelings. I felt like in real life, I've been sitting in a corner where I'm just too damn afraid to let people understand me at all. Hell, even to this day I still somehow feel like an outcast, even when I tried to avoid it, I can still feel the negativity I had when I made those mistakes as a different person. When I found out that James' had these 'problems', I was shocked. But I wasn't upset because I always remember one thing, we are all human. We all have emotions, we all make mistakes, and we all grow as people. And I'm someone that has been there. Someone who made mistakes and still feels regret, but is trying his very best to try and grow and improve himself. As I'm now a young adult, I'm trying my very best to push myself to become better and be a great artist/creator not just for entertainment, but also for happiness. Watching this animation shows me that in our darkest moments, we need to know that life isn't perfect and humans aren't, but if we decided not to push forward, then it's hopeless. Now, I'm someone who is trying to create content as an artist while also trying to battle college and procrastination but always make these lies telling myself I can still do it after I finish this, then not get a chance to do it at all. But it won't happen if I keep letting time pass. The time is now. It's about a time when I make the decisions and become better for the future. I want to be able to find happiness in what I love doing as an artist, to truly show my passion, commitment, and motivation to heal my emotional scars of self-doubt and self-disappointment. James, if you're out there, I hope you're doing great man. I know you might not be able to see this comment anytime soon, but I just want to say that you give me joy and purpose growing up. You're one of the people that helped me enjoy what I love about cartoons to this day. I love you, man (no homo). I hope you're doing good. Thank you for helping inspire me for what I love, appreciate, and want to do in my career. I'll never forget the legacy you brought on to young creators like me.
Recestii Cringelord i did, he didn't say that he's quitting UA-cam as a whole (tho he might likely do that) but he said he's not coming back in this channel anymore
I know he said he hated who he was while running this channel, but...I can't imagine him being a toxic person or a bad influence with a video like this. It really meant something to me.
Kinda like what happened to "Dishonored Wolf," another one of my favourite UA-camrs. I enjoy both their content & I'm sad to see both of them leaving this platform & no longer creating anything here (though I can understand their reasons why.) I wish them both well, wherever they are & whatever they're doing.
He dated a 14 year old girl, said he hated his fans, and drew lots of scat and fart fetish art. Last one isn't really as harmful, but still disgusting.
When you realize that this is the last time we'd ever see these characters animated and show some sort of development in their personalities. You will be missed animated james, I've known you for almost 6 years, and I miss those the most.
Watching this five years later and I still adore this animation, and really relate to James's (I think that's who that is) story in the video. The whole animation and story is amazing, but that one in particular resonated with me as a depressed teen. Even though my friends who were also friends of James, have said James has done some suspicious stuff, I still love this animation.
This was the first video I ever liked on youtube. I always scroll down to the bottom of my 'liked' list, now a collection of hundreds, to find it when I've had a bad day like today. I hope wherever the creator is now, he's healthy and happy and creating x
Character’s names in order of appearance- August Penny Kevin Nicole Scarlet Drew (If you don’t know who these characters are, they are from Jame’s series C Students, check it out!)
This could be an afterlife film based on C Students. May be too soon, but being too early to break hearts couldn’t make enough sense unless you’re Kevin.
I remember growing up with this, I hope you're okay James, this made me laugh so hard back then and it brings back amazing memories. Stay safe, best of wishes to you.
James got me through a lot of tough times growing up, I keep coming back to this song, I don’t care if he chooses to stay off social media, I just hope he’s doing better
I think a lot of people can agree that over the years having seen this video and heard the song, the meaning behind it as well as the trials of the different characters hits far harder since we're all likely grown or, in some cases, have grown more since and now understand the significance. Tl;dr, This song still hits me like a truck and hits even harder now.
I love coming back to creative types. It takes me back to who I was seven years ago when it came out- I was at my lowest. I was 15 in an abusive household and felt like I had no control over my life. I struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts and honestly just with finding my place in the world and as an artist, and having gotten through the rough patches, it’s a bittersweet feeling hearing this song again. This was a message I so desperately needed when I was a kid, and even though I know you’re no longer on this account, James, I hope you know that I’m so thankful to you for giving a hand to help pull me up when I didn’t even think I deserved it. Now I’m 22 and, honestly, am doing better than I ever imagined I would or could. I wrote in a journal when I was 15 or 16 like a literal essay about how creative types was my favorite song because it helped me feel hopeful for the future and that it helped articulate feelings I struggled to put into words. I think it’s silly that I even did that, but it was for sure an outlet for me. :) Thank you, James! And to all my friends who have made it this far since then- congratulations. I am so unbelievably proud of you. You’ve made it through some of your worst days, and you have the best ahead of you. 💖
The lyrics: [Instrumental] (1) There's not much - here for me When I'm here I don't feel free But when I'm there I feel alive It's what I need to survive -- No offense, you're all great But it really is too late To change my personality It's just my reality -- And I do - not blame you For questioning what I do It doesn't matter - Well technically it matters to me But it shouldn't matter to you (Chorus) I don't need any substance - in order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's noone's fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time~ My alone time~ [Instrumental] (2) I'm still in love, with myself With my purpose, with my health And with the goal I have in mind Just the thought helps me unwind -- I don't doubt - you're the same Picture with a different frame If you won't tell I will not ask What you hide behind the mask -- I don't really have a clue Despite what I think is true -- I'm so pretentious While I might be pretentious I'm still no better than you (Chorus) I don't need any substance - in order to feel high I can't stop you from asking why Why I choose to live this way It's noones fault but mine And trust me I'll be fine As long as I have my alone time~ My alone time~ (3) When I'm all alone When I'm on my own It doesnt matter what I do -- Because no matter what As long as that door's shut Not once do I - wish that I could be like you [Instrumental] (4) Sadly I - know it's wrong And I knew it all along I just thought it would be nice To not have to pay the price -- You are someone I adore What do you think I'm alive for But you're an individual You have your own schedule -- We are both - mostly free There's so many sights to see -- It isn't worth it I knew it might be worth it If the sights could come to me (5) I know I pretend I'm perfect I'm not even close I've screwed up more often than most -- But in our darkest moments Together, we'll be fine We'll help eachother climb I'll help you reach your prime I'll make sure you can find me When I'm done with my alone time~~ [End]
The shot at 4:28 has stuck with me for years since I first saw it. I know you’re doing other things now James, but the seniors/c students vids did resonate with me some point, thank you for the content! I hope you’re well.
+Middle Finger UA-cam Guy I can't decide if that was a reference to the video (which is the part where James see's the comment that says "furfag") or an insult...
+purple pen with us animators its REALLY easy to brush off comments. Just follow these simple steps. 1: see a hat comment directed at you, or towards your animations 2: look at the commenter's youtube channel page. 3: See that the channel has no content and assume they are just a jealous hater who wants some attention because they are a sad sad person.
+Pikapetey true. I just like to not pay attention to those parts of the Internet where people just try to talk down to others and the best thing to do is not to encourage these people. Just as cool cat would say "I could write something very mean, but I don't want to do that. Plus what you write on the Internet could be there for a long-long time."
As someone who has finally embraced their creative side, this really hit hard. Especially when the mother and daughter argued. People will always criticize when you are at the starting phase, but at least you’re trying so DON’T GIVE UP!
i come back to this song every once and awhile and give it a listen. 6 years ago i was so ignorant, but found myself relating to the song more and more as the years pass. i hope, whoever James is, knows that he’s loved. i love ya buddy. you got me thru some really hard shit, and your animations never failed to put a smile on my face. i hope you’re okay. ❤️
Hi James, I don’t know if you’ll ever read this but I wanted you to know that despite the discontinuation of your channel for reasons I fully support (I hope you experience the growth and self love you deserve as a result of your decision btw), I still go back and watch this video every now and then because it reminds me that despite how sad I was 4 years ago when it was created, I was never truly alone and there were incredible people and incredible content like this out there who were there to help me through that time. That said, this video never failed to put a bittersweet smile on my face and I doubt it ever will, so thank you. It’s a beautiful reflection on what it’s like to experience loss or bullying, and just as much so a reminder that there’s always someone out there who will want to do anything they can just to ease the pain a little bit. I hope you’re doing well and go on one day to inspire people with content that truly reflects the person you are
It kinda feels sad knowing that the guy who got me into art and animation despite me being colourblind has stopped uploading to his channel this song also helped me through a rough time in my life because of bullying if you are someday reading James you've probably helped many people.
Also regarding drawing-just practice my dood I know it seems painful trying do meet expectations whilst being colourblind but the less you try to make it better the worse it gets and hell I've been there contemplating about why I'm doing art but then I got over those stumps and still practice some times a majority of the skills I use are from UA-cam actually its surprising how easy it is to learn some things whilst also being colourblind I mean I've learned from UA-cam how to rig and animate using the software provided by my college course
In the words of Dr Seuss
"Don't be sad because it's gone
Be happy because it happened"
*SPITTING SOME TRUTH, HONESTLY*
YES!!
My new motto.
wait was his username before?i forgot
OH NVM FOUND IT
God I remember when this channel was active
I miss those days
me too
Me 2
@synthesis. That document is wrong. It's stored in the brain
NAKED SNAKE 64 why he leave
Tf those pieces of shit I thought james just lost motivation and made comics instead 😦
2016: Crying at the end
2020: Crying at the end, but harder
True
2021: crying before even starting because you know whats coming. Sobs at the end
@@NTWoo95 true
@@lighttyt8097 this also makes me cry but I have no idea why.
I really don't know why I tear up. can anyone explain why they cry, please?
Same-
Listening to this song now is basically James's whole career on this platform how he rise and fell from his own actions. Wherever he is now he is at least still enjoying what he does.
His own actions? What'd he do? (I haven't seen this video in years so I'm very out of date on anything relating to him.)
@@thescruffinator8830 turkey tom's video on him explains it pretty well
@@thescruffinator8830all he did was have an unorthodox fetish that didn’t align with other people’s views. He had a stupid fart fetish and the entire internet turned on him. Who cares?????
@@thescruffinator8830had some bad...kinks and kinda dissapeared
@@alexthegr8estt he had fetishes during the time where edgy content and being edgy was the norm on youtube, and so he got harassed a lot. not to mention he was apparently also being creepy with the va of penny from c students, and was seeing a 17 year old when he was 19-20. (people accused him of grooming). he was also apparently toxic to other artists, but now he's been getting the help he needs and reflected on his issues knowing they were wrong.
No one will ever forget the glory that was AnimatedJames.
*cries*
😿😿😿😿😿😿😿
Fan of his since 2013... Blame the no-life losers making fun of him for stuff he can't control.
My favorite UA-camd
Made my childhood
Who else came back here after hearing he quit? I know I did, now this song makes much more sense. He was hurting, he was questioning if this was something he wanted to do, and he questioned who his real friends were. And in the end, he gave up. I'm not gonna tell him "good luck" or "I support you in your future endeavors", because that's not what he wants to hear. Instead, I'll say that we never saw you as a mask, we saw you as *you.* A great and talented person capable of amazing things. But we also should've known that you were hurting, and helped the person you saw yourself as, not the person *we* saw. So I simply say goodbye, and I hope one day you show the world who you are not as AnimatedJames, but as *you.*
*Farewell.*
I'm new to this what happened
Ender -chan loves scooter He just lost the spark. This all went in a direction he didn't want to go. Now he feels like there was never any happiness with this channel, like he never had any true friends during his time on this channel. So he abandoned it, moving on to something else (He's still doing Animations, just don't expect a video from him here or anywhere else). Hopefully what he does next gives him that feeling of love and happiness that he felt didn't exist with this channel.
I did..
This comment is longer than my essay
That is sad :( thank you for telling me
This song is very important to me. I come back twice or so a year, just whenever it pops in my mind. weather I remember the meaning off the top of my head or not though it never fails to come to me when I need it most. Many things have happened to me and many things will continue to however no matter how much i change and grow this song has and most likely always will follow me. I wish the best for the creator. He's had a huge impact on my art and who I am as a person through specifically this song. Thank you wherever you are James, I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
i hope you have a great day
I can relate to this so much 😭
I remember listening to this so much in my childhood I occasionally come yo this song too one or twice every year.
Thinking about how much time had passed I basically grew with this song.
You might feel a little happier if you search his channel again.
I miss this show
I KNOW RIGHTTT
Guitarist girl: mom, this is a guy I saved from suicide. Can he stay here awhile?
Kevin and Nicole is there names btw
I'm pretty sure she's called Nicole
As you can see a report card in her room with that name on it
I know Nicole’s a les but they should date because Kevin’s not h0rn
Watches video: well that’s depressing
“Discontinued channel”: that’s... slightly more depressing
hah! i see what you did there ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
I cried reading this comment. Animated James was amazing
Nice touch
I hate that I know what this means
Hey cool,600th like
I literally thought this was some video talking about different types of artists
same
Lol ikr
Same XD
Omg did u just read my mind because it looks like it
ikr
I remember when this came out And James this is a song that speaks to people I don’t think I would still be Alive without this song so wherever you are I just wanna say thank you for all you have done.
He was great
Yeah
Hundo percent true. This has helped me countless times, it genuinely manages to make me feel understood
I hope James is still making content, I know he isn’t under “animated James” but I hope he’s still making stuff somewhere as someone, even if I don’t find it, it seemed like making and sharing art was what he loved and I don’t want him to quit, so I hope that he’s still creating even if under a different name or on a different platform
His new channel is neuroddic but hes not posted for a year. hope hes ok
@@gyblues1244 well we don’t know that for sure. It’s a pretty good assumption, but there’s no way of knowing 100% as of know (though I do agree that his art style is very similar to James’).
@@mack_r-s no at one point he said that it was him and made a new channel embracing it. It's not a debate anymore
@@PeytonianYT Please Give Me Proof Because I Want To See That Its True Also AnimatedJames Recently Made A Update On Twitter On The Discontinued Account
@BryanBit Send Link To What
When you realize this is about the c students and this is in a way their final episode
ripernoi
Also, when you realize that this UA-camr stopped making vids.
Huh
Randi Davis sad
But it didint have a full season!!!!! ( which I really wanted!! )
4:26
'I'll make sure you can find me when I'm done with my alone time.'
You frickin better James, we love you x
Me: *Lirtealy laughing so hard after reading this*
Me again: wait are you talking about the Odd1sout? Oof
@@holapotatoes298 I'm kindve confused but did you know that the creators name is James too. Are you saying this because you didnt know this or you get confused sometimes
@@duhconfusionlord4863 i didnt know that lol
@@holapotatoes298 ok lol
Wait what happened with the creator of this video?
I'm back during quarantine, I find myself coming back every time I'm feeling shitty. I'd just like to say thank you to James, his content has helped me so much and it's sad that this channel is discontinued. I hope everyone here (including james) is in a good place both physically and mentally.
👍
I wish people didn't freak out when he dated a 16 year old girl when he was 22. Or even more people freaking out when he said he loves his fart fetish fans more than his regular fans.
@@shroomy_gloomy_goo2891 I mean regardless of what anybody says, it's still illegal and by law, grooming. What he did can't be forgiven. I don't hope the worst on him though, I hope he's doing well and trying to correct the mistakes he made. He is human after all.
@@rwbyrobin8521 I was being sarcastic
A groomer is a groomer and shall never be forgiven
He probably killed himself according to another youtube comment take it with a grain of salt but he probably dead
This song was released when he was caught up in a fair bit of drama and perfectly captures his mental state during it, it also references some of the things that happened during the drama.
Such as how the heckler is not only modeled after James but is also a reference to when HE was a heckler in an actual standup comedy show.
WOW that's amazing. I can't believe I'm still learning about new layers to this
that last scene.
*the girl goes home*
"YOU JUST RAN AWAY FROM HOME!?!?"
"No. I stopped a guy from committing suicide. what have YOU done tonight?"
Imprixie AJ lol
Imprixie AJ "i slapped and had an argument with you"
Imprixie AJ "I tried to improve my child."
"i raised you. for a really long time."
"oh."
😂😂
Apparently this was randomly recommended to a bunch of people, personally I just remembered this beautiful piece of art and instantly searched it up
Bro same
Same tbh
Same here, and glad for, as I love these little animated cartoons
I'm one of the people it was randomly recommended to and I got to say, you struck gold when you first found this :)
Same, y’all remember when animatedjames was still a thing? I miss those days
Things I've noticed after coming back to this video every few months since the day it dropped:
1) Every time I come back to it, I'm in a completely different saga of life than the last time.
2) The lyrics have been permanently ingrained in my mind.
Do you think James still comes back and checks the comments? I like to believe he does. I hope you're doing good, James. This one song has helped me and countless others through very hard times. Never stop creating, even if you never post it.
I hope !! he must know how much we all miss him haha
@@Saznikki he draws furries farting on each other
@@ecuzep and?
Get over yourself.
@@Theredtail95yeah that whole controversy is pretty small tbh and really doesn’t matter
@@elfumidoreviscaratoroflung so the guy has a kink.
Everyone does.
He just has the balls to let the public know.
Me: hey this is cool let's look at the channel name
Channel: discontinued
Me:God damnit this is your favorite Martian all over again
jerry john it was once AnimatedJames I was a fan of him but sadly he decided to “discontinue” his channel
@@trash1170 What is he doing now?
nick gold I think he’s just sorting his life out
this voices my thoughts so perfectly.
two amazing channels that stopped :(
mood
The fact that hardly anyone recognizes him anymore is just depressing
ikr :(
@Ayooo Glizzy Check Fuck you if someone has something that they cannot control don’t blame people for what they’ve done purely based on what you’ve seen and not even putting effort into digging deeper to actually find reason behind their actions.
@Ayooo Glizzy Check kinda reminds me of the troll in the video
I miss him man. Fuck every person that hated on him
@Ayooo Glizzy Check wow why you get a life and shut life
this still makes me sob uncontrollably
Same man
7 years huh? and yet I still find motivation and warmth from this
I don't understand why this is suddenly being recommended to everyone, but I'm glad it is.
It looks like there is another beating heart in UA-cam
Neutral Player Of LoL among a field of TWENTY THREE STABWOUNDS!(I know I got the number wrong, but not how)
Honestly I thought it was a commentary videos every time I saw it and i wished I watched it sooner
ggyd
Wdym
I hope wherever James is now, he's doing good. I don't care if he comes back or chooses not to, I just want to know if he's okay...
Facts man
I think you speak for a majority of us when you say that.
Ssss
🤧😡🤢🤫🤬🤧🤥😼🤖
he was kicked off the internet because people found out he was dating a 16 year old and making farr fetush comics of underage characters...i could care less if he comes back
Just saved this video. Wish this was on Spotify so I can save it to my playlist. I love the self-awareness in these lyrics. It's hard to come across music anymore where it isn't just about romance or romantic heartbreak. AnimatedJames, you literally made an original music video that hit 5.1M views as a solo artist. That's incredible man. I hope everything goes well with therapy. Would love to see what more you could do in the animation community if you ever come back to it
Edit: Guys, this song is on Spotify
Can I just say-
I love how Nicole helps Kevin. In the pilot of C Students- She said it's guys like Kevin that makes her gay. The fact that she pushed him out the way shows that she matured in her own way-
I have never felt so connected to a 5 minute video
5 minute and 1 second video.
@@arcade185 My my i stand c o r r e c t e d d d d
r/iam14andthisisdeep
Same
Same
3:54
Well done at capturing that moment of true emptiness. Anyone who has ever been extremely suicidal can relate to that exact facial expression.
It’s like being controlled by a whole other person. Like you’re not the one in control.
Good thing I wasn't brave enough to do it.
It is not about not being brave enough to do it ,It is about being strong enough to not do it we all have bad days from time to time but some people can face suicidal thoughts more than others. Stay strong. I wish you the best.
TheArtist'sVoid11 - People make depression look like a disease or an illness, when the fact is, it’s a choice. You have the power to stop it. Do it.
@@panigiris9748 I meant that I was so scared to try and make my life go bye bye.
@@tylergriffin556 What? Depression is a disease, isn't it?
Lyrics cuz why not:
There's not much here for me
When I'm here I don't feel free
But when I'm there I feel alive
It's what I need to survive
No offense, you're all great
But it really is too late
To change my personality
It's just my reality
And I do
Not blame you
For questioning what I do
It doesn't matter
Well technically it matters to me
But it shouldn't matter to you
I don't need any substance
In order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's no one's fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time
My alone time
I'm still in love with my self
With my purpose, with my health
And with the goal I have in mind
Just the thought helps me unwind
I don't doubt
You're the same picture with a different frame
If you won't tell I will not ask
What you hide behind the mask
I don't really have a clue
Despite what I think is true
I'm so pretentious
While I might be pretentious
I'm still no better than you
I don't need any substance
In order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's no one's fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time
My alone time
(When I'm all alone)
(when I'm on my own)
(It doesn't matter what I do)
(Because no matter what)
(As long as that doors shut)
(Not once do I wish that i could be like you)
Sadly I know it's wrong
And I knew it all along
I just thought it would be nice
To not have to pay the price
You are someone I adore
What do you think I'm alive for?
But you're an individual
You have your own schedule
We are both
Mostly free
There's so many sights to see
It isn't worth it
I mean it might be worth it
If the sights could come to me
I won't pretend I'm worth it
I'm not even close
I've screwed up more often than most
But in our darkest moments
Together we'll be fine
We'll help eachother climb
I'll help you reach your prime
I'll make sure you can find me when I'm done with my alone time
I remember watching this in the fifth grade. Jeez. God jeez. Thanks man
it's 2020 and I still miss AnimatedJames,
It's Sad that you are gone on UA-cam but I and many other fans hope to see one last video from you to remind us of good memories in the future.
Me too bro. Me too
@@borbizgud7640 I HAVE FOUND THE FLUFF DOGGO OF WISDOM! I must ask you a question now.. is your pfp as fluffy as it seems? xD
@@Orion_XR I shall say this once and I'll say it again. YES!
@@borbizgud7640 didn't think you would respond my liege, What are your orders king floofball?
@@Orion_XR sit down, look cute, and be a good boy
I imagine the comedy guy having a Boston accent
He's British! These are characters from an animated pilot AnimatedJames made called "C Students". But yeah a Boston accent would fit perfectly with his character haha
You mean...Kevin?
Yes they do
ROC :/ kk
Yep
2016: sad
2023: depressed
2016 crying at the end 2020 a bit more crying 2024 even more tears
6 years later, still a goddamn masterpiece. I hope James is doing well these days.
back during quarantine.
hoping wherever james is, he's okay and in a good place mentally and physically.
Yes, that's very important in a person's life
Homie's prolly doing good
Same, just remembered this video and it made me so sad...
Lol I thought he quit yt because people found his stash of fart fetish comics on deviant art
started crying this morning, felt a need to watch this. i really hope he is okay.
God him smiling right before the truck reaches him is just hard hitting. The hope of ending the pain can make people happy, that's why some people seem very happy before they end it. That's just great its realistic and hits you hard
AND once upon a time, I was the idiot who dove through, crashing into the poor girl and carrying her just out of harm's way before we were both killed... broke my ankle...
It's a slog through a whole lot of painful memories I kind of need to repeat once in a while. It sucks to have to drag all that back up... BUT sometimes it's beneficent to remind myself why I'm worth living another day... what I "bring to the table" as it were... so substance to my point or purpose... right?
As much as I might despise remembering jamming a pinky into a revolver's action, earning about four stitches, to stop someone blowing a large hole through her head... or damn nearly breaking or even losing my leg in a long-shot dive in front of a truck... whatever... It's nice to look back and say, "I tried. At the god damn least, I tried. I did my damnedest."
I'm no saint... Gods know I've f***ed up more than most, but... well... as I said... I tried. I thank James for reminding me of that from time to time... It often keeps me just looking down the barrel and contemplating... rather than putting the muzzle in my mouth and "unloading it the old fashioned way". ;o)
Suicide sucks because halfway through you're going to instantly regret it and even if you do survive you're going to have live through the aftermath, painfully and sometimes immobilize with love ones begging you not to end your life. And you can't do anything but just lie there thinking how could you be so selfish, you didn't even consider how it would affect the people you love.
@@raspberrycrowns9494 But this is not the worst part...we don't know if there's an after life.
But one thing i can assure is: if you close your book, you will not be able to see the grand finale.
If you die, you will not be able to change yourself. You will.not be able to change your world view. You will not be able to see the grat victory and the worst lost.
If we finish our book, we will not be able to see what will happen. If we finish our book, we will not be able to reinterpret your story.
We will not be able to see the end. We will not be able to know if we are right or wrong.
"Suicide is a solution for a temporary problem."
But to bad. When we have depression we become sometimes selfish and egocentric.
Too bad...
...
Its hard to type this reply as Ive been there myself many times and when I see that scene I always get hit by a wave of relatableness and emotion
First time I watched this but James’s art style is something I can recognize anywhere and his old crossover animations will always hold a small little place in my heart (even if some of the things he did where straight up not okay)
This is very sweet.
I never watched this or c students before today but something in the song makes me feel nostalgic for something I never knew before.
(Probably because the art style and animation is familiar)
It’s late at night right now and sometimes I find myself in this weird nostalgic vibe.
Don’t know if anyone really bothered to read this far but thanks if ya did.
The romance in this is greater than Romeo and Juliet. And I curse UA-cam for tossing this at me four years late.
It's more depressing when you realize that James himself went through some of this.
I feel like all of us have experienced Somthing like this it’s the human condition.
Which is why it is so hard hitting.
This dude was cool he will be missed
@Ilja Ledenjov he just discontinued this channel, he should be still continuing his comics but yep this channel is turned off by now I guess
Dinoche TV Do you know where I could find his comics?
@@spacebumps4308 deviantart
Dinoche TV By the same name?
@@spacebumps4308 the comic is called, "Off saving the world"
Man it's.... strange coming back here. I remember listening to this song on repeat wherever I'd write as an outlet wherever I was really depressed. This whole video brings on so many emotions. James, I hope you're doing okay buddy. I miss this stuff. Wishing you the best
always hold a place in my heart for this one
Same
I know it's a simple detail, but I think it's genius when the woman gets money in her eyes, and then blocks out the heart with it.
Nerwool yeah, its so amazing all the carefully thought out detail in this.
It may not be the whole "people enjoy money over love", but maybe she just simply felt a little in the process.
Natwhal Yes! I'm not the only one who noticed
there are many other "simple details", including the irony in the email, 0 grammar and the hater's middle finger in the profile pic.
They all total uo to make a beautiful vid indeed
I am that woman! And I don't want to be..
This was heart touching, weird that I just got it in my recommended, this is a true piece of art!
iiTwisted_Light same, lol I got this recommended to me as well
Bro this song was half of my childhood
Ellie :D This song was only released in 2016, no one’s childhood lasts for less than 3 years
@@helpfulapple3125 I said half of my childhood
Ellie :D You have like less than half of the average childhood then
This video means the world to me. I watched it for the first time as a teenager and all these years later it still my absolute favourite thing on youtube. I'm pretty sure you don't read the comments anymore, but if you are, thank you for making this James.
It’s 2021 now and I still miss his animations, I understand why he chose to stop, I’m going through a hard time rn with school and the future I just wish wherever James is he’s happier doing what he’s doing
Finally, an animation that has a situational start that comes with a good ending, it's Nice to see something thats not dreadfull or sorrow in many ways.
Wow your name really conflicts what you said her, lol.
Not completely.
Creative Types - Lyrics by AnimatedJames
[Verse 1]
There's not much here for me
When I'm here I don't feel free
But when I'm there I feel alive
It's what I need to survive
No offense, you're all great
But it really is too late
To change my personality
It's just my reality
And I do not blame you
For questioning what I do
It doesn't matter
Well technically it matters to me, but it shouldn't matter to you
[Chorus]
I don't need any substance in order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's no one's fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time
My alone time
[Verse 2]
I'm still in love with myself
With my purpose, with my health
And with the goal I have in mind
Just the thought helps me unwind
I don't doubt you're the same
Picture with a different frame
If you won't tell I will not ask
What you hide behind the mask
I don't really have a clue
Despite what I think is true
I'm so pretentious
While I might be pretentious
I'm still no better than you
[Chorus]
I don't need any substance in order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's no one's fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time
My alone time
[Bridge]
When I'm all alone
When I'm on my own
It doesn't matter what I do
Because no matter what
As long as that door's shut
Not once do I wish that I could be like you
[Verse 3]
Sadly I know it's wrong
And I knew it all along
I just thought it would be nice
To not have to pay the price
You are someone I adore
What do you think I'm alive for
But you're an individual
You have your own schedule
We are both mostly free
There's so many sights to see
It isn't worth it
I mean it might be worth it
If the sights could come to me
I won't pretend I'm perfect
I'm not even close
I've screwed up more often than most
But in our darkest moments
Together we'll be fine
We'll help each other climb
I'll help you reach your prime
I'll make sure you can find me
When I'm done with my alone time
Silver Shield
TheLastAwesomeOne777: 👍
Aww man, thanks so much for taking the time to do this ^-^
Silver Shield i
Silver Shield damn son
Silver Shield DAM
this song was one of the songs that have helped me and my friends the most in my life. thank you for creating it james it inspired me and my friends.
I'm sad I never got to see this channel as it was uploading.
I came here years after it was all over a relic of the past
Yet it's still incredibly important to me
This song has gotten me through some of my hardest times and these animations mean so much to me
Same :( I used to watch his ‘Sonic vs Mlp’ videos when I was little, but I didn’t even know it was him until recently
the best thing I could hope for James is that he didn't kill himself by now. If you're reading this thanks for sticking around
For AnimatedJames
@@hous4493 same
@DabbyStabby _YT wait what
The sad part is that he hasn’t posted for two years on Twitter
@@andrewhernandez5733 bro he deleted it
Y’all treated this man wrong
He was treated pretty bad, love your content
Some people are complete jerks, he was an awesome creator
Yeah
ToastedNoodle yea I can see why but I was just searching what happened to him and some old tweets on Reddit and Twitter, and it seems
like he was treated like shit with these people hating on him for what he likes even though it’s weird on all but I don’t blame him we all have our own kinks. Besides the point there’s a post on Twitter that made him see like the bad person on which he made a rant on his friends and family, so idk.
Besides all that, I watched the Seniors and C students and he was an actually a good creator and his animation for the time was amazing and so I’m thankful this popped up in my recommendation.
I hope he’s doing well now and maybe he’ll come back to the internet, but who knows.
He was an amazing creator ill miss him , also do i know you somewhere?
This defines the mentality of creative people: Staying up late working on a creation becomes the reason for life. Knowing other people enjoy the creation provides the joy. "I don't need any substance in order to feel high". "My alone time" is when these creations happen.
Man gets kink shamed and makes this banger
and then he disappears from the world....
I'm not gona lie. I didn't hear a word of the song. too busy loving the beautiful animation
+truecere surles same XD
wait there was a song playing? XD
same
watching this made me make weird noises too XDD
facts
This is my favorite video on the internet. Not UA-cam. INTERNET
This is the most powerful comment I've ever read
You dont see anything outside of youtube. Do you see vimeo, dailymotion, pornhub, liveleak, bestgore, or literally any other video website that isnt a mess?
Mines the Tourettes Guy.
I've watched and rewatched and rewatched and rewatched this thousands of times. I smashed the like button so hard when I first saw it, and I swear, if there was a way to double or triple like a video, this would be the first video I would.
also the most nostalgic video
it’s 2021 I come back every year to watch this video, AnimatedJames was basically my childhood I watched all his videos from SENIORS to This, I just hope he’s doing okay I miss him being on UA-cam :’)
Me to
This man is one of the people that MADE ME APPRECIATE AND LOVE ART/ANIMATION AND MADE ME WANT TO BE WHO I AM TODAY. I remember back around 2013, I was just a kid looking happy looking at good videos on my iPad, and I stumbled upon watching 'Seniors' for the first time. I've watched his content more than ever since. He never failed to put a smile on my face and I would never miss an upload from him.
He is one of the people whose content felt like a great escape from reality for me. Someone like me isn't perfect. I've made many mistakes and have always felt like an outcast from everybody else growing up. Drawing and appreciating animation helped me through those tough times. I never had any close friends or anybody who I can really talk to who can truly understand my true feelings. I felt like in real life, I've been sitting in a corner where I'm just too damn afraid to let people understand me at all. Hell, even to this day I still somehow feel like an outcast, even when I tried to avoid it, I can still feel the negativity I had when I made those mistakes as a different person.
When I found out that James' had these 'problems', I was shocked. But I wasn't upset because I always remember one thing, we are all human. We all have emotions, we all make mistakes, and we all grow as people. And I'm someone that has been there. Someone who made mistakes and still feels regret, but is trying his very best to try and grow and improve himself. As I'm now a young adult, I'm trying my very best to push myself to become better and be a great artist/creator not just for entertainment, but also for happiness. Watching this animation shows me that in our darkest moments, we need to know that life isn't perfect and humans aren't, but if we decided not to push forward, then it's hopeless.
Now, I'm someone who is trying to create content as an artist while also trying to battle college and procrastination but always make these lies telling myself I can still do it after I finish this, then not get a chance to do it at all. But it won't happen if I keep letting time pass. The time is now. It's about a time when I make the decisions and become better for the future. I want to be able to find happiness in what I love doing as an artist, to truly show my passion, commitment, and motivation to heal my emotional scars of self-doubt and self-disappointment.
James, if you're out there, I hope you're doing great man. I know you might not be able to see this comment anytime soon, but I just want to say that you give me joy and purpose growing up. You're one of the people that helped me enjoy what I love about cartoons to this day. I love you, man (no homo). I hope you're doing good. Thank you for helping inspire me for what I love, appreciate, and want to do in my career. I'll never forget the legacy you brought on to young creators like me.
I'm here after James announced that he is discontinuing UA-cam, so I'm here watching what I personally think is his best video.
Anna99168 not really discontinuing putting content on UA-cam, we dont know that for sure. Just that he's abandoned this channel
I don't think he's coming back
A. Abao watch his latest video
Recestii Cringelord i did, he didn't say that he's quitting UA-cam as a whole (tho he might likely do that) but he said he's not coming back in this channel anymore
same here dude
I know he said he hated who he was while running this channel, but...I can't imagine him being a toxic person or a bad influence with a video like this. It really meant something to me.
Kinda like what happened to "Dishonored Wolf," another one of my favourite UA-camrs. I enjoy both their content & I'm sad to see both of them leaving this platform & no longer creating anything here (though I can understand their reasons why.) I wish them both well, wherever they are & whatever they're doing.
He dated a 14 year old girl, said he hated his fans, and drew lots of scat and fart fetish art.
Last one isn't really as harmful, but still disgusting.
@@thilsiktonix "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone."
@@thilsiktonix Oh, well I wasn't aware of this. Did he face charges?
@@thilsiktonix dear god i never even thought he could do any of this stuff
2016: dont understand a thing but the song is really good!!
2024: just crying
this song has always meant so much to me
When you realize that this is the last time we'd ever see these characters animated and show some sort of development in their personalities. You will be missed animated james, I've known you for almost 6 years, and I miss those the most.
This is amazing James. How long did the whole production of this take? It's bee-a-yu-tiful
this probably took a WHOLE year !!!!!
Sup gingerpale
GingerPale hi
Your right
@@xxshinobeexd6857 you're
Watching this five years later and I still adore this animation, and really relate to James's (I think that's who that is) story in the video.
The whole animation and story is amazing, but that one in particular resonated with me as a depressed teen.
Even though my friends who were also friends of James, have said James has done some suspicious stuff, I still love this animation.
This was the first video I ever liked on youtube. I always scroll down to the bottom of my 'liked' list, now a collection of hundreds, to find it when I've had a bad day like today. I hope wherever the creator is now, he's healthy and happy and creating x
1:46 "Note to self: Put picture of her parents here before you export and upload this." Welp, too late now.
Who else saw that
Chloe Stalker I wonder if that was an intentional joke or if he actually forgot to do this
Probably on purpose cuz in 2:51 there is "Last background gag. Promise."
Yellowshark actually it’s 2:52
XD I didn't even notice that lol
Character’s names in order of appearance-
August
Penny
Kevin
Nicole
Scarlet
Drew
(If you don’t know who these characters are, they are from Jame’s series C Students, check it out!)
This could be an afterlife film based on C Students. May be too soon, but being too early to break hearts couldn’t make enough sense unless you’re Kevin.
@@shanthegamer21 after life? I think it's just the same characters but aged up in an alternate reality type situation
@@rizie7355 I think its just them but aged up because (looking at clues) I think Penny and August are in a relationship
@@fastphoenix5542 its kinda weird cuz they should all know each other, being in the same class and all, yet they some of them seemed like strangers
So the spray painter's name is drew, is that meant to be a pun?
I remember growing up with this,
I hope you're okay James, this made me laugh so hard back then and it brings back amazing memories.
Stay safe, best of wishes to you.
James got me through a lot of tough times growing up, I keep coming back to this song, I don’t care if he chooses to stay off social media, I just hope he’s doing better
Sad... This channel got discontinued. I remember watching it when it wasn't.
Mythical Animals I just watched it now, I honestly think this guy is pretty good despite what he says
I mean I relate to him in so many ways
I did not even know these are the grown people from c students lol
Ik i have seen this like a 100 times and i just realized!!
Same
Tadhg Chun BE MORE CHIL!!!!!
Oaf I just realized...
I miss this guy
Who doesnt 😢
I think a lot of people can agree that over the years having seen this video and heard the song, the meaning behind it as well as the trials of the different characters hits far harder since we're all likely grown or, in some cases, have grown more since and now understand the significance.
Tl;dr, This song still hits me like a truck and hits even harder now.
For once UA-cam actually gives good recommendations 👌🏻
Lets give him 1 mil. subs so the gold button will be send to his home and he might come back!
@@ILike_Sleeping yes
I Miss C Student , and Group Five
Egg xactly
Eyyyyy 👈🏻👈🏻
I love coming back to creative types. It takes me back to who I was seven years ago when it came out- I was at my lowest. I was 15 in an abusive household and felt like I had no control over my life. I struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts and honestly just with finding my place in the world and as an artist, and having gotten through the rough patches, it’s a bittersweet feeling hearing this song again. This was a message I so desperately needed when I was a kid, and even though I know you’re no longer on this account, James, I hope you know that I’m so thankful to you for giving a hand to help pull me up when I didn’t even think I deserved it. Now I’m 22 and, honestly, am doing better than I ever imagined I would or could.
I wrote in a journal when I was 15 or 16 like a literal essay about how creative types was my favorite song because it helped me feel hopeful for the future and that it helped articulate feelings I struggled to put into words. I think it’s silly that I even did that, but it was for sure an outlet for me. :)
Thank you, James! And to all my friends who have made it this far since then- congratulations. I am so unbelievably proud of you. You’ve made it through some of your worst days, and you have the best ahead of you. 💖
The lyrics:
[Instrumental]
(1)
There's not much - here for me
When I'm here I don't feel free
But when I'm there I feel alive
It's what I need to survive
--
No offense, you're all great
But it really is too late
To change my personality
It's just my reality
--
And I do - not blame you
For questioning what I do
It doesn't matter - Well technically it matters to me
But it shouldn't matter to you
(Chorus)
I don't need any substance - in order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's noone's fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time~
My alone time~
[Instrumental]
(2)
I'm still in love, with myself
With my purpose, with my health
And with the goal I have in mind
Just the thought helps me unwind
--
I don't doubt - you're the same
Picture with a different frame
If you won't tell I will not ask
What you hide behind the mask
--
I don't really have a clue
Despite what I think is true
--
I'm so pretentious
While I might be pretentious
I'm still no better than you
(Chorus)
I don't need any substance - in order to feel high
I can't stop you from asking why
Why I choose to live this way
It's noones fault but mine
And trust me I'll be fine
As long as I have my alone time~
My alone time~
(3)
When I'm all alone
When I'm on my own
It doesnt matter what I do
--
Because no matter what
As long as that door's shut
Not once do I - wish that I could be like you
[Instrumental]
(4)
Sadly I - know it's wrong
And I knew it all along
I just thought it would be nice
To not have to pay the price
--
You are someone I adore
What do you think I'm alive for
But you're an individual
You have your own schedule
--
We are both - mostly free
There's so many sights to see
--
It isn't worth it
I knew it might be worth it
If the sights could come to me
(5)
I know I pretend I'm perfect
I'm not even close
I've screwed up more often than most
--
But in our darkest moments
Together, we'll be fine
We'll help eachother climb
I'll help you reach your prime
I'll make sure you can find me
When I'm done with my alone time~~
[End]
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💙🖤
I'm so happy Penny and August are together
Kirstinthegolfer I know
Guy from that Creative types episode XD OMG YOI ACTUALLY MADE AN ACOUNT FOR THIS YOU MADE MY DAY DUDE
Guy from that Creative types episode Get A life
same
Kirstinthegolfer same!
This was amazing, and it made me cry in the end. Beautiful animation!
Hi Ace! Live your vids!
brah ace here
this was amazing
ace :0 and yes this actuall made me cry a bit.. Never change who you are guys. Because being yourself is better then being different.
LpsAce I hate to rematch this, it makes me cry I miss C students so much
The shot at 4:28 has stuck with me for years since I first saw it. I know you’re doing other things now James, but the seniors/c students vids did resonate with me some point, thank you for the content! I hope you’re well.
There is no way in hell that I'm getting this emotional over a video that I used to watch on repeat like 5 years ago-
Bruh, relax bud. More people will get to see it then. I love your work James, never stop creating.
True that bro.
+Middle Finger UA-cam Guy I can't decide if that was a reference to the video (which is the part where James see's the comment that says "furfag") or an insult...
+purple pen it's a reference he even has the profile picture
+purple pen with us animators its REALLY easy to brush off comments. Just follow these simple steps.
1: see a hat comment directed at you, or towards your animations
2: look at the commenter's youtube channel page.
3: See that the channel has no content and assume they are just a jealous hater who wants some attention because they are a sad sad person.
+Pikapetey true. I just like to not pay attention to those parts of the Internet where people just try to talk down to others and the best thing to do is not to encourage these people. Just as cool cat would say
"I could write something very mean, but I don't want to do that. Plus what you write on the Internet could be there for a long-long time."
Poor Kevin. And after he sang that whole song about possibility.
HOLY CRAP- I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT....YOU MADAM HAVE OPEND MY ASIAN EYES-
(Very rare to find people like that)
Just a Channel Watch 'C-Students'
As someone who has finally embraced their creative side, this really hit hard. Especially when the mother and daughter argued. People will always criticize when you are at the starting phase, but at least you’re trying so DON’T GIVE UP!
2:16 Uhh August? You broke a blood vessel.
It’s so sad your not continuing this channel. I was obsessed
I'm continuing C Students on my channel.
@@cstudents7125 Your a good human being. Have a cake 🎂
@@cstudents7125 THANK YOU
C Students OMG I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU REPLIED
same
not annoying. just another reason for me to watch this again ^^
Agreed
Dido
Yush!
Certainly.
yeah
Five years later and it’s still so good
i come back to this song every once and awhile and give it a listen. 6 years ago i was so ignorant, but found myself relating to the song more and more as the years pass. i hope, whoever James is, knows that he’s loved. i love ya buddy. you got me thru some really hard shit, and your animations never failed to put a smile on my face. i hope you’re okay.
❤️
Hi James, I don’t know if you’ll ever read this but I wanted you to know that despite the discontinuation of your channel for reasons I fully support (I hope you experience the growth and self love you deserve as a result of your decision btw), I still go back and watch this video every now and then because it reminds me that despite how sad I was 4 years ago when it was created, I was never truly alone and there were incredible people and incredible content like this out there who were there to help me through that time. That said, this video never failed to put a bittersweet smile on my face and I doubt it ever will, so thank you. It’s a beautiful reflection on what it’s like to experience loss or bullying, and just as much so a reminder that there’s always someone out there who will want to do anything they can just to ease the pain a little bit. I hope you’re doing well and go on one day to inspire people with content that truly reflects the person you are
yeah okay but what about bagged milk?
I cry every time I listen to this. :(
Well atleast you are not a starving kid from Africa be appreciative
@@citadelofkuzey1193 smh
PilotRiddles smh to you to my friend
who else paused this several times just to read the conversation
me, there sad :(
Me.
Le me
Me. I also paused to see all the little secret 'easter egg' kind of things... I have also watched this about 10 times today.. I keep crying
Me.
January 18, 2024:
I stopped by to listen to the beautiful song. I thinking it. Hope you’re doing well James.
❤
its been four years and still gives you the feels
I used to watch this channel all the time when I was 7-10, and it feels great to come back.
same
Same
Me too
Yo same
Same
There are no words that can accurately describe how much I love this.
How about furfag? :/
This describes a lot of people
+Don'tWatchTheWorldBURN Ditto.
+Don'tWatchTheWorldBURN i agree with u this vid is amazing
I literally agree
After reading James final thread on Twitter the lyrics take a diferente meaning
Wow, he's not discontinued channel anymore
It kinda feels sad knowing that the guy who got me into art and animation despite me being colourblind has stopped uploading to his channel this song also helped me through a rough time in my life because of bullying if you are someday reading James you've probably helped many people.
YOU ARE COLORBLIND AND KNOW HOW TO DRAW?? No matter how much i try i never succeed in anything other than being a useless piece of shit :(
@@Dia06 it's actually funny coming back to this song and realising that I wasn't half wrong with animation because I'm studying a game design course
Also regarding drawing-just practice my dood I know it seems painful trying do meet expectations whilst being colourblind but the less you try to make it better the worse it gets and hell I've been there contemplating about why I'm doing art but then I got over those stumps and still practice some times a majority of the skills I use are from UA-cam actually its surprising how easy it is to learn some things whilst also being colourblind I mean I've learned from UA-cam how to rig and animate using the software provided by my college course