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  • @tylerkoenecke7302
    @tylerkoenecke7302 5 років тому +961

    Clean 40 days off heroin .. not been easy but life is much better

  • @kaylas667
    @kaylas667 5 років тому +291

    Almost 3 years clean from heroin! 🙌🏼 by gods grace

    • @TonyNewJersey1
      @TonyNewJersey1 4 роки тому +5

      I'm happy for you. Stay strong!!

    • @stuliw272
      @stuliw272 4 роки тому +4

      Amazing 💪💪👍

    • @Mischabelle87
      @Mischabelle87 4 роки тому +7

      That's cool that you're a believer but Kayla you are the one that got yourself clean right? I have to ask because when I ask recovering H addicts how they got clean, a handful have told me that they prayed to get clean and it helped. Some said that they simply asked God for help. I relapsed recently and I am not sure God wants to help me. I feel like I turned my back on him a while back but my soul is still here and I haven't lost my faith completely. I'm just struggling. I guess my question is can u tell me how u got clean and stayed clean for the last few years, aside from God? I need some advice.

    • @Falcons8455
      @Falcons8455 4 роки тому +9

      @@Mischabelle87 I've been clean past two years with help from suboxone. You have to really want to get clean yourself. Can't do it for someone else. For me, when I was off heroin and on suboxone for decent amount of time, I think I got my clarity back and was able to realize why I had to stay clean. While on heroin, I definitely didn't want to ever stop. So, my advice is try your hardest to stay clean as long as possible to get your clarity back, then maybe this time you will finally see the reasons why it isn't worth it. Every day you are clean gives you a better chance of seeing things clearly.
      The longer you're away from it the less you think about it. Also, don't wait for God to help you, you gotta help yourself. It's insanely hard, but you can definitely do it. Avoid quitting cold turkey because that just makes things harder imo.
      Wish you the best Michelle!

    • @joshwolford7655
      @joshwolford7655 3 роки тому +2

      congrats keep it up

  • @stephenhall1280
    @stephenhall1280 5 років тому +75

    Clean off heroin 3 years now.. its the worst drug ever. Takes everything and anything you have . Awesome channel !

    • @victorbanda4849
      @victorbanda4849 5 років тому +1

      I’m guessing you haven’t heard of fentanyl

    • @noahblue569
      @noahblue569 5 років тому +1

      Victor Banda Herron and meth are the most addicting drugs. Drugs are addicting cause they raise your dopamine to unreal levels and heroine and meth do this the worst Wong is why addict would kill steal and go with out food for a fix cause they are rewiring their brain to put the drug above everything

    • @jacobcollinsworth6515
      @jacobcollinsworth6515 5 років тому

      Nah bro meth is by far ive done both and meth is way worse

    • @stephenwilliams9154
      @stephenwilliams9154 5 років тому

      Same problem different country keep it up you can do it

    • @stuliw272
      @stuliw272 4 роки тому

      Good for you brother

  • @sprung5062
    @sprung5062 5 років тому +207

    hey bruh , its me srpung, i got great news man i got pardoned for my felonies from 20years ago, i did it mate, im clean and bright future for me just wanted to let ya know homie, be easy friend

    • @jeezy4764
      @jeezy4764 5 років тому +6

      Happy for you bro

    • @kpv7251
      @kpv7251 5 років тому +3

      I am around 15 years on my felonies no more arrests since the case ended what are the steps you take to get them exspunged if you don't mind me asking?

    • @stockinvestingtrading1014
      @stockinvestingtrading1014 5 років тому

      S P R U N G t how can you get pardoned?

    • @billykoz6416
      @billykoz6416 5 років тому +1

      Awesome man. I'm so happy for u

    • @gachaclouds1220
      @gachaclouds1220 4 роки тому +3

      @@stockinvestingtrading1014 *Snitchin*

  • @millsykooksy4863
    @millsykooksy4863 6 років тому +546

    Drug addiction should not be a criminal issue, it should be a medical/mental health issue.

    • @beckywhobrey7559
      @beckywhobrey7559 5 років тому +12

      Totally agree

    • @ineedtogohome7293
      @ineedtogohome7293 5 років тому +7

      It is

    • @jakeowens7172
      @jakeowens7172 5 років тому +22

      Here in Indianapolis, cops are more commonly committing people into inpatient hospitals rather than arresting them. They aren't after the user's, they are after the dealers. Its becoming less common for users to get arrested.

    • @tonykillen9159
      @tonykillen9159 5 років тому +2

      Not were I live they hate it I am Irish it's looked down on we're I live with is right but we have little help it's a disgrace

    • @reloadwrecks
      @reloadwrecks 5 років тому +4

      Uhh no. Because addictive people dont give a Fuck and it takes harsh shit to open eyes

  • @theloosemoose8200
    @theloosemoose8200 6 років тому +72

    I had a CO bringing me water bottles full of vodka.. I'll tell you this, walking from my job back to the block with 4 bottles taped to my lower leg and passing through check points was scary ! Luckily I was cool with the guards from passing them every day for a decade ....

  • @sav-
    @sav- 5 років тому +3

    3 years sober from heroin. Thank all the gods. So sorry for your loss. Love your channel. Have it on autoplay.

  • @americanman6347
    @americanman6347 5 років тому +18

    My sister passed away 2 years ago from heroin and I've done time just like you man. You're story sounds just like mine. I'm glad I found your channel. It makes me remember all the stories from my time in prison. People don't understand what its like

  • @andrewthompson1405
    @andrewthompson1405 6 років тому +242

    Heroin was hell bro and i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemies. Im sorry for your loss. In the 2 years I've been sober i have had 9 close friends die from that shit. Thanks for sharing your story

    • @bleachmandagreatest4822
      @bleachmandagreatest4822 6 років тому +7

      Andrew Thompson stay clean brother

    • @ryanharrington6389
      @ryanharrington6389 6 років тому +5

      Been one for 12years. Soo awful

    • @ohioguy727
      @ohioguy727 6 років тому +4

      Andrew Thompson same here man ibtake kratom everyday now i just lost another freind last week shit hurt me so bad when iblost my best freind in 2012 now i just wish i coukd help its savage out here

    • @jacquelinetrujillo563
      @jacquelinetrujillo563 6 років тому +2

      Been there because of a car wreck and getting hooked on pills. It was hell and ill never forget withdraws. My daughter is my strength. Godbless

    • @coolgirlkyndall123
      @coolgirlkyndall123 6 років тому +3

      I've been clean 6days now. Such a battle. I hate that shit and hope anyone who is addicted find it within themselves to get clean.

  • @veronicamastronardi6024
    @veronicamastronardi6024 6 років тому +8

    Oh my!! Broke my heart to hear about your brother!! You are super strong for being so open and remaining so positive!! I’m so grateful I found your channel!! Thank you

  • @andrewstrickland6098
    @andrewstrickland6098 Рік тому +7

    This is so freaking real bro. I been a fan for years but this one really hit home man. Definitely can relate to a lot of what you spoke on. I almost died from drugs in May 2022 and spent 4 months in the hospital bc of it. I will never take my life or those that care for me for granted ever again. I'm really hoping I can start a channel to help others. I'm 9 months sober and feels amazing.

    • @isaiah3699
      @isaiah3699 6 місяців тому

      relapsed by now lol

  • @Sequatchiemm
    @Sequatchiemm 5 років тому +31

    I quit about 4 years ago my life has been so much better

    • @Alanaboo912
      @Alanaboo912 4 роки тому +1

      I always wondered why anyone would try it in the first place, i'm curious what made you try it, and i'm happy for you being sober

    • @daneman63
      @daneman63 3 роки тому

      @@Alanaboo912 I was a brutal heroin addict. No real explanation for why I tried it. Everyone knows it’s bad. For me it just kinda happened. People in my friend group did a lot of drugs. Eventually they started doing pain killers and I did em too. It just comes down to being young and dumb. You think it won’t happen to you. Like my 18 year old brain honestly thought I’d be able to dabble with it and not let it ruin my life.

  • @joshuamoore9778
    @joshuamoore9778 6 років тому +91

    My brother died from a herion overdose 1 month ago. I feel your pain. Now a days herion isn't even herion its fentanyl and its street dealers that are dosing it out and have no idea how much a batch has. keep your head up man glad to see you have found youtube.

    • @tigerstrong9233
      @tigerstrong9233 6 років тому +1

      Joshua Moore This is true...

    • @lynnstrickland9403
      @lynnstrickland9403 5 років тому

      Joshua Moore im so sorry for your pain...
      Jesus is the answer..
      God bless you

    • @n.lightnin8298
      @n.lightnin8298 5 років тому

      @@Frank-mc7fj all fent dope in FLA usta be brown fire now all went funny weird Dilaudid type feeling but not good like that.... Way more addictive though as hard as that is to believe, I'm 3 yes clean now but spent 18days in bed the 1st time I got pinched....

    • @jonathanburgos5977
      @jonathanburgos5977 5 років тому

      Sorry for your loss

    • @tonykillen9159
      @tonykillen9159 5 років тому

      True there selling it in tablets that are meant to be Valium xanax in Ireland I laughed when someone told me how they felt I said ur taken bad shit get away

  • @chinomuniz2414
    @chinomuniz2414 6 років тому +124

    I gave 7yrs of my life to the system frist time I ever seen these videos. Would have never known so many ppl where interested in prison stories.

  • @maplebear6527
    @maplebear6527 5 років тому +26

    Lockdown 23and1
    I'm so sorry about your brother. Just want you to know, i'm 3 months, 3 weeks off the needle. 31yrs old, shooting since 19, hooked on painkillers since 14. And i mean HOOKED at 14. I've been trying to pass every day, a minute at a time. Just so happens, i started watching your vids recently. So you've been kinda like a wise, new friend whom i've never met. Was thinking of writing Grizzy just to say what up. I've only done a few days in county lockup in my life, but every minute was HELL. Dopesick and freezing. Thank you SO much for your videos bro. Much love my friend.

    • @lilkingspade
      @lilkingspade 5 років тому +1

      How did you do it? Get off the needle i mean?
      Only asking you cause I began poppin pills at 14, been on the needle for 3 years now... I wanna stop, I juat... won't let myself I guess..

    • @Will-gu1tm
      @Will-gu1tm 5 років тому +3

      I highly recommend trying kratom to get off opiates. That and exercise helped me a lot. And eating healthy and drinking a lot of water and using magnesium and tyrosine supplements

  • @dylanh1438
    @dylanh1438 5 років тому +9

    I’m sorry to hear about your brother and your friends in prison. It’s a heartbreak losing someone we are close to. My best friend since I was a toddler OD’d when he was 23. And by the way you are SO RIGHT about wanting to quit. If you do it for your family or your friends it won’t work... you gotta want it... bless up man love these videos coming from a regular white dude like myself. I never been to prison, but I been to jail and I ain’t going back. Thanks for your videos I love em

  • @sherriviz1055
    @sherriviz1055 6 років тому +33

    Lost my brother too. Drinking and driving. He was 28. Awful. Most painful person I have ever lost in my life.

    • @lockdown23and1
      @lockdown23and1  6 років тому +5

      My cundolances

    • @petermcgeary1684
      @petermcgeary1684 2 роки тому +2

      That's what he gets for drunk driving

    • @MatterInMyMind
      @MatterInMyMind Рік тому

      ​@@petermcgeary1684W⚓️

    • @Jartran72
      @Jartran72 Рік тому

      I mean.. He could have just as easily killed an innocent family.. I want to have sympathy for you and the grief you are feeling but I have no sympathy for drunk drivers.

    • @Reggiezombiecop
      @Reggiezombiecop Місяць тому

      ​@@Jartran72aww psychopath detected

  • @Billybob1234-z4d
    @Billybob1234-z4d 6 років тому +14

    This ones deep my bro died same way Aug 2017 much respect to you and the channel is great dude.

  • @jessicayoung6981
    @jessicayoung6981 5 років тому +46

    I’m 6 years clean off of H and I’m so grateful and blessed to be clean! It’s not easy to kick that beast but damn is it worth it! I got an amazing family now, a nice home, the best husband in the world and I’m pretty damn spoiled these days! I was homeless and had nothing when I got clean. I feel like a weak person all the time and if I can kick the habit I had man, it’s possible! It isn’t easy but it’s possible. Good luck to anyone out there trying to recover! Please know that you can do it! People do get better!

    • @stuliw272
      @stuliw272 4 роки тому +2

      Congratulations

    • @BryanMcPherson
      @BryanMcPherson 4 роки тому +1

      Congrats

    • @kingab814
      @kingab814 3 роки тому +1

      dont forget about how good that heroin made you feel

    • @teamsters2824
      @teamsters2824 3 роки тому +3

      @@kingab814 sad man wishing people’s down fall . Prayin for ya

    • @kaylas667
      @kaylas667 3 роки тому

      Congratulations on your recovery girl!! H is a bitch and a half to get off of.

  • @Colty1
    @Colty1 5 років тому +4

    This video is very personal to me. I watched my aunt pass away from a fentanyl 8 hours after my grandfather passing. I’m sorry to hear about your brother. If you are addicted and having issues with drugs please find help. Your life is worth more then a short feeling of a high.

  • @AngelaShiflet
    @AngelaShiflet 6 років тому +59

    February 5th was my 10 year anniversary being clean.

  • @huntertruth4790
    @huntertruth4790 6 років тому +23

    My mom is a co at a prison in NC and she finds bags of tobacco hanging in the fence all the time. She hates having to be the bad guy because there are some really good people in there for some petty shit. She has never been offered a bribe nor would she use an inmate for any gain. I hate her working there but I do love when she brings home the whole shabang chips though. Love your videos bro. Keep it up.

    • @endlesspotential2079
      @endlesspotential2079 2 роки тому +3

      She coming home with the chips, tell her thanks for the tobacco lol.

    • @onpoint5145
      @onpoint5145 Рік тому +4

      She probably makes there lives Hell every chance she gets then comes home with the whole shabang and chips to tell you about it

    • @bobbybird8361
      @bobbybird8361 Рік тому

      Them shabangs tho

  • @BongzillaBrutus
    @BongzillaBrutus 5 років тому +5

    I think it's awesome how you took your past and everything you've learned from your mistakes and turned it into something positive and your doing something REAL with your life. Your proof that a shady past doesn't define us as people. Keep up the good work man and God bless.

  • @jonathanburgos5977
    @jonathanburgos5977 5 років тому +4

    Sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my younger brother as well to heroin back in 2004. He was only 25. I was locked up at the time and paroled 14 days after he passed. I was first to find out. He passed away in Puerto Rico and his ex girlfriend in P.R. knew that his brother was locked up( myself). So I was given the news first and had to tell our father over the phone behind bars. I Will NEVER FORGOT that day. I refused to go to his funeral in a cuffs and shackles and I'm forever thankful for my father waiting till I was released almost 3 weeks later on parole to sadly bury my brother. I came to battle that addiction 11 years after his death but I can say that I am clean today and I know that destruction and pain that drug can cause. Thanks for the video and reminder that I need to stay on the right path

  • @brianjohnson5771
    @brianjohnson5771 6 років тому +12

    Much respect to you and I like your videos. I just wanted to send my condolences to you and your family on your brothers passing. Keep up the good work.
    Peace!

  • @bhunterbmw335is2
    @bhunterbmw335is2 6 років тому +61

    Recovering Oxycontin and Heroin addict of 6 years! sober since december 12th 2011. One day at a time man

    • @BHenz2011
      @BHenz2011 5 років тому +2

      Right there with ya, addiction is such a selfish disease.. You'll lie to yourself and especially lie to your loved ones, just to get your fix. I've been clean for 4 years now. Best decision I've ever made! R.I.P. to everyone who lost their lives to this horrible disease. It really is an epidemic!

    • @bmark7951
      @bmark7951 5 років тому

      B.A.M.F. It’s not a disease it’s a choice

    • @emmjaySODMG
      @emmjaySODMG 5 років тому +3

      B Mark i dont think u can really speak on it unless you went through it. Opiod addiction is the worst its not as easy as u think to quit. Just try it for yourself

    • @ajlozano1754
      @ajlozano1754 4 роки тому

      ik i'm very late, and hopefully someone can reply, but i'm just curious, after that long of being sober is it still hard to not go back, or is it like regular life before addiction where you don't even think about it?

    • @victormacs7897
      @victormacs7897 4 роки тому +1

      @@ajlozano1754 it will never be like life before you were addicted. You will always have it in the back of your mind, any moment of weakness can make you relapse that fast. I'm on methadone so I'm not sober but yeah Ive been through it

  • @rajgill7576
    @rajgill7576 5 років тому +9

    Advice nobody should ever have to use: when someone is turning blue from OD, start CPR. Their diaphram is literally paralyzed from being SO high. Force the blood to pump, force some fresh air in. Save a life.

    • @rebekahjm6575
      @rebekahjm6575 5 років тому

      Had to do this a few times within a few months to the same person. It’s an eerie feeling to see the look of death staring back at you. I took a CPR class as part of a community event; never did I think I would ever have to actually use it, but I am so thankful for that class.

    • @asimplebutimaginativeman2359
      @asimplebutimaginativeman2359 5 років тому

      Yeah, it's a wild feeling watching that spo2 drops like a rock. I've had to breathe for people many times

  • @davidjanssen894
    @davidjanssen894 5 років тому +5

    It's always a tough call when you're in the moment and someone is the verge overdosing. Because you don't wanna risk them dying, and you also don't wanna get them in trouble for nothing

    • @Ketannabis
      @Ketannabis 4 роки тому +1

      I always call 911 not gonna let anyone die

  • @derekdick6650
    @derekdick6650 6 років тому +194

    20 sum friends od died my friend last week died I been clean 5yrs now

    • @pamelaraney4654
      @pamelaraney4654 6 років тому +3

      Derek Dick heartbreaking

    • @sethyoung172
      @sethyoung172 6 років тому +5

      I'm so proud of you guys for staying clean, 😉 it really lifts my spirits to know people are doing good for themselves!!

    • @derekdick6650
      @derekdick6650 6 років тому +1

      Darious Coleman but bro knw it's not easy

    • @derekdick6650
      @derekdick6650 6 років тому +1

      Seth Young preciate tht means alot bro

    • @zerofriends5592
      @zerofriends5592 6 років тому +14

      Sorry bout your friends Derek, and your bro Josh.
      My bud Rob died on my apt floor from drugs that i gave him. He tried to match my dose, but didn't have the tolerance he needed. I tried CPR etc, in vain. I knew his mom, and had to tell her in person that morning. I beat myself up for a long time over his death. I couldn't sleep, cried constantly, was a complete basketcase. Happened many years ago, but it still hits me at times. Our mutual friends helped me cope. I went clean, post Rob, for two years, but relapsed eventually. I'm trying. ..about to start crying now. I'm out.

  • @nicoleplzstfu
    @nicoleplzstfu 6 років тому +8

    Damn. You are incredibly informative, and you are BLUNT. I love it. Don't know you personally, but I'm proud of you! Keep going with this channel, you're destined for great things. Plus...you're handsome,

  • @danieldubois5775
    @danieldubois5775 5 років тому +2

    Been clean off ice for a month short of 3 years, baby momma got hooked and now I have custody of my daughter

  • @natasmai3718
    @natasmai3718 5 років тому +1

    Your a real dude. Glad you got your game right and your staying free man! Thanks for advices.

  • @beavishighonvoltcola5287
    @beavishighonvoltcola5287 6 років тому +3

    I did the craziest shit I’ve ever done in my life when dopesick from heroin. Stole cars, broke into houses when people were sleeping in them, and all that. Crazy as fuck.

  • @KevinSmith-yx2gt
    @KevinSmith-yx2gt 6 років тому +5

    I never want to get locked up your stories are crazy best prison show on youtube

  • @johnking975
    @johnking975 5 років тому

    i love how genuine you are man. this is what is the best thing about youtube. I love how real you are and how you are trying to give back. Its helping alot of people... thank you from Kentucky.

  • @justindavis8023
    @justindavis8023 5 років тому +12

    “I could see in his eyes that he was gonna kill me over that tv.”

  • @jonathancabrera7543
    @jonathancabrera7543 6 років тому +58

    my condolences for your lost , i know how it feel's to be addicted to drug's because i've been addicted to pills for seven plus years already & been taking up to 50 pill's a day , i just hope that someday i can stop the addiction before it's too late .

    • @asstaco
      @asstaco 6 років тому +8

      Jonathan Cabrera hope you make it man

    • @meisterbear5275
      @meisterbear5275 6 років тому +11

      What Kyle said, make sure you get suboxone and stay the hell away from methadone at all costs. It's worse than the pills as far as detox. Don't take my word for it, talk to people that are either on it or have been.

    • @The_Cholo
      @The_Cholo 6 років тому +2

      I think its too late for you to learn to read and write no goods. You is permanent stupified. 50 pills a day, depending on what it is, isnt that much. We all know percocet is different from oxycontin simply because of acetiminophen. Other than that theyre both oxycodone, one is oxycodone hydrochloride, percocet is oxycodone acetiminophen. Vicodin is norco is hydrocodone. Theyre literally the same thing so again we know norco is vicodin is lortab yadda yadda. Now, if youre taking 2.5 or 5mg, 50 pills is nothing, i can burn through 140 mgs of oxycodone in one sitting, but if youre taking 50 pills of say oxycontin and theyre 30s, then thats quite a bit, i can boot that many in a day no problem but for some people, that amount is nuts. Anyways you spell like ass. Fuckbag.

    • @trustnoone9828
      @trustnoone9828 6 років тому +10

      Suboxone helped me, along with counseling & my local program. Don't wait. Tomorrow might be too late.

    • @friartuck103
      @friartuck103 6 років тому +8

      Jonathan Cabrera I've been on methadone for about 10 years now. It will save your life...

  • @707cali5
    @707cali5 6 років тому +66

    What’s going on bro I just got off a level 4 yard in California pelican bay to be exact shits on point my boy keep out them gates glad to be out and not be a statistic

    • @OrangeManGood444
      @OrangeManGood444 6 років тому +2

      707 Cali 🙏🏻get that money mane

    • @brianmiller1855
      @brianmiller1855 6 років тому +1

      hope u still free wodie n that parole ain bring u back

  • @robertlamirand1924
    @robertlamirand1924 Рік тому +1

    YOUR VERY REAL HERE DEATH MUCH RESPECT YOUNG MAN

  • @amandafitzwater242
    @amandafitzwater242 5 років тому +1

    ❤❤❤❤❤ 3 years clean here!!! Thanks for sharing your story and putting it out there.

  • @DanielleCarr01
    @DanielleCarr01 6 років тому +14

    so glad I found your channel. You rock!!! It's funny when u talk about people asking to send moneygrams to ppl on the outside lol I was told by a friend it was to just get more store items haha

  • @ciscokang7586
    @ciscokang7586 6 років тому +16

    I'm a recovering addict n I can tell u that it's not as easy as telling ppl to stop n unless uv been thru it up never know

    • @lockdown23and1
      @lockdown23and1  6 років тому +3

      Oh i know its not easy i been wanting to quite smokin cigs for years tried so many times but deep down ... the problems is im not really wamting to just yet

    • @grahamkelly8662
      @grahamkelly8662 6 років тому +1

      +Lockdown 23and1 bro, you should try vaping. It helped me quit smoking. I was on 20 a day for 21 years. I started vaping around April 2017 and it was easy to quit the smokes. Just found ya channel. It's a good watch. :-)

    • @pamelaraney4654
      @pamelaraney4654 6 років тому

      Lockdown 23and1breast cancer at 41. Chantix at 42. It wasn’t easy. I had nausea and nightmares while I took it. I had to quit and I was heavily addicted to nicotine and the habit. 9 years clean from cancer and cigarettes.

    • @ziblot1235
      @ziblot1235 5 років тому

      just say No! hahaha

  • @sole__doubt
    @sole__doubt 10 місяців тому +1

    Doing drugs in jail is one thing, but having a drug addiction is another monster entirely.

  • @durandenaro1717
    @durandenaro1717 Рік тому +1

    Big salute bro. Glad to see you turning things around from you're past. Condolences 4 you're brother. I lost one of my brothers the same way 3 months after my mom passed away. I found him dead in my bathroom. So I kno the feeling. That was in 2019. So hold ya head up salute from South Philly!!! We see ya

  • @realeyesrealisereallies8607
    @realeyesrealisereallies8607 6 років тому +12

    I just stumbled on your channel. I love how you turned your life around, you're definitely an inspiriration. Keep it up bro.

  • @officialgt3k
    @officialgt3k 6 років тому +20

    your videos are so dope bro, keep it up, best vibes, hard to find anything on youtube with real essence like this, should have 100x more views and you will, keep em coming and I'm sure you'll reach everything you want to achieve. Real recognise real

  • @joeyclemenza7339
    @joeyclemenza7339 5 років тому +3

    Straight up... you NEED to write a book. These stories are incredible.

  • @jjfrenchiebaby3190
    @jjfrenchiebaby3190 5 років тому +3

    Keep doing ur thing I love ur video u tell it how it be not how it mite be just came home off 7years just chilling tryin to get my life back n order

  • @sadboyaxel7316
    @sadboyaxel7316 6 років тому +79

    You seem so genuine brother

  • @trustnoone9828
    @trustnoone9828 6 років тому +28

    I've been sober about 3 years now, but I recently have been carrying Narcan with me in my bag, just in case. The opiate epidemic in this country is just that...an epidemic!

    • @pamelaraney4654
      @pamelaraney4654 6 років тому +2

      M. Riggs prayers for a long happy life

    • @billt7283
      @billt7283 6 років тому +2

      M. Riggs yup. I’ve narcaned my brother back to life countless times. The last time I saved him, one of his friends called the ambulance and the cops came and took one of my bottles of narcan. Motherfuckers. I’ve been on the clinic for years and just got down to 15mgs so I’m almost off

    • @browndenzel6308
      @browndenzel6308 5 років тому +1

      Is it legal to carry

    • @aprilt6991
      @aprilt6991 5 років тому

      @@browndenzel6308 yes! U can get a script from your Dr or pharmacist. Totally legal to carry. I carry at a times, people in my town are dropping left and right.

  • @shonna4545
    @shonna4545 5 років тому +2

    So sorry about your brother! I lost my sister 9 yrs ago. I still cry my heart out for her.

  • @jn8601
    @jn8601 5 років тому +1

    I lost my younger brother in March 2013. The sheriff's kicked my parents door in the morning after his funeral and I didnt come home for 13 months . It probably saved my life but I will never forgive myself for putting my parents threw that shit the day after they buried their son. You'll always be in my prayers my man. Remember get strong not weak our brothers wouldn't want it any other way.

  • @Giniw989
    @Giniw989 6 років тому +16

    Rip your brother, may he rest in paradise, I lost my brother August 2016 to overdose too

  • @DClough
    @DClough 6 років тому +4

    Drugs have ripped my life and my friends lives completely apart I’m in recovery goin on 5 yrs clean now and life is still difficult as hell but hey man you know what they say “one day at a time” and “easy does it”

  • @feasternate
    @feasternate 5 років тому +1

    I'm sorry for your lose brother, love you brother. Keep up the amazing content. Dope ruined my life, guy. 10 years gone, but I survived by the grace of God! And I pray for every active user daily, sometimes twice a day

  • @inthecards7535
    @inthecards7535 5 років тому +6

    8 mg of suboxone is $10 on the streets but $100 inside. Another prison drug I didn't hear you mention is wellbutrin, I've heard it called prison coke.

    • @zaytime4156
      @zaytime4156 5 років тому +1

      Aron Roberts shit I must’ve been getting finessed cause I was paying $20 for 8mg suboxone wtf

    • @dwoodard5717
      @dwoodard5717 5 років тому

      Chain gang coke is what they called it in county when I was there. Motherfuckers loved that shit, I never understood

    • @inthecards7535
      @inthecards7535 5 років тому +1

      @@dwoodard5717 yeah I was one of those mfers, for sure

    • @dw.baltimore
      @dw.baltimore 5 років тому

      @@zaytime4156 on Streets?

  • @jessegibbins4841
    @jessegibbins4841 6 років тому +15

    You a chill dude bro I already subscribed

  • @mercster
    @mercster 6 років тому +60

    If I ever do end up in the pen, ain't no way I'm buying weed or dope or anything else. Time to get yourself right and keep the situation neutral. Read your bible and stay outta the shit.

    • @mercster
      @mercster 6 років тому +1

      If you'd read the Bible, you'd know that it says that noone is sinless; noone is good. You can read the Bible a million times and still mess up ("sin"). Way to go, falling into the common trap of an atheist trying to tell other people what the bible says! :-)

    • @frederickridgewell8103
      @frederickridgewell8103 6 років тому

      Amen.

    • @marcostorres223
      @marcostorres223 5 років тому

      Real talk Amen

    • @vincentkeller4725
      @vincentkeller4725 5 років тому

      Fairytale

  • @dianneEdangerously
    @dianneEdangerously 4 роки тому +2

    There’s no words for this, I am so sorry that you had to go through all of this
    RIP MIKE 💜
    I’m so sorry for all your losses 🙏🏽

  • @sbklvr
    @sbklvr 5 років тому

    This channel is pretty awesome. Good shit brudduh.

  • @greg43207
    @greg43207 6 років тому +6

    Dookie is the shit. I never been to prison but my pops taught me alot. Good vids bro

  • @garryhackstedde6875
    @garryhackstedde6875 5 років тому +3

    You talkin some good stuff bro. Good advice to those of us with someone in

  • @tutinn_
    @tutinn_ 2 роки тому

    What a throwback Death lol that intro was an example of how much you have learned and dedicate to your videos

  • @garyholstein7855
    @garyholstein7855 5 років тому

    I was in a transitional house for veterans. A guy overdosed on heroin. His daughter called him 30 to 40 times and these other veterans wouldn't answer the phone. I was asleep didn't know until 3:00 in the morning. I become the leader of this place and I swore that anyone that I knew doing heroin was kicked out and I kept my promise!

  • @arrantnate87
    @arrantnate87 5 років тому +4

    Death, this episode really got me man. I've been addicted to opiots since I was 18, I'm currently 32 and I been through it. I've lost family, friends, and served almost 3 years all county time because of heroin. I would love to tell you my story and what I've been through because of my drug use. I never been to prison but I'm a felon because of a heroin charge, luckily I recently finished my felony probation and was let off early for good behavior. I been locked up in Wisconsin, Texas, and my last 6 months was in Honolulu Hawaii. I would like to tell you about OCCC Oahu Community Correction Center (Oahu county jail).

  • @bpbarzbarztho2821
    @bpbarzbarztho2821 5 років тому +21

    Bro how did you forget suboxone. That’s the most popular drug in jail

    • @falseshepherd-490
      @falseshepherd-490 4 роки тому +2

      Which is crazy seeing as how you get no feeling from it. It only makes it so muscle relaxers don't effect you, and give you withdrawal effects if you try.
      Is it because of ease of access?
      **speaking from experience unlike most speculators in this video's thread**

    • @angry_zergling
      @angry_zergling 4 роки тому +1

      @@falseshepherd-490 Yeah I can't imagine how Suboxone could be a drug of abuse. But it is. Enough people were shooting it up that now they only provide outpatient preparations of buprinorphen mixed with naltrexone to give you the dopesicks from hell if you try to snort it/shoot it. I also hear about people looking to score methadone on the street. Not like addicts who are just trying to keep from getting dopesick 'cause they're broke or couldn't find what they actually wanted. But, like, to get high. Non-junkies want to sip a little with their drink at the party. I wonder if it's a placebo thing. Or maybe it does do a little something if you do not have a tolerance - I wouldn't know on that point.

    • @FALCONRACING167
      @FALCONRACING167 4 роки тому +1

      False Shepherd- when I was like 15 we use to snort either subutex or suboxone which ever is for pregnant girls etc lol but you would nod tf out off a lor bump frm doin subs perk 30s expensive especially at 15 so that’s what we did but yea definitely got us high puking and nodded tf out

    • @ironlung7241
      @ironlung7241 4 роки тому +10

      If you are naive on opiates....ie your not physically dependent on opiates...SUBOXONE will fuck you up more than any other opiate! Buprenorphine is a very strong opiate.

    • @austingilley4594
      @austingilley4594 4 роки тому +1

      @@falseshepherd-490 you def get a feeling from it lol

  • @robertstewart4931
    @robertstewart4931 4 роки тому

    I been with you on your videos for over a year thank you for your content bro

  • @felixtavarez7769
    @felixtavarez7769 Рік тому

    Lol. Five years from now you’ll be one of the funniest dudes doing the sentencing analysis

  • @MrMrMerrick
    @MrMrMerrick 6 років тому +10

    Another great video!!! Scary as hell to be honest but very informative,,, Keep em coming :)

  • @laurasmith5254
    @laurasmith5254 5 років тому +3

    I’m clean 18 months from herion. RIP your brother ♥️

  • @mikelong2756
    @mikelong2756 4 роки тому +2

    I got sent to a level 2 camp 3 weeks off the street and did some bupe(sub) twice in my first month. Someone dropped dime cus every Mike in the building all got pulled up front at once and put in a cage until we pissed. I went straight to lockup on a level 4 and came off hit that yard and end up doing my whole bid there. In a way I'm def glad I did. I got a chance to see a real prison life and not some kiddy young buck day camp. A couple years there im never stealing shit again, never robbed anyone, never got any assault or violent or drug cases. I just gotta stay working on remaining sober from drugs and alcohol and I like most recovering addicts live day to day as long as I go to bed Clean it's a great day

  • @Dan-ro3dk
    @Dan-ro3dk 5 років тому +2

    You a good story teller no wonder you got this channel keep doing what you doing bro

  • @jessisjohn8382
    @jessisjohn8382 6 років тому +85

    U make me wana get clean

    • @xanys1705
      @xanys1705 5 років тому +2

      U can do it

    • @moneymakrprodutionzz9950
      @moneymakrprodutionzz9950 5 років тому +1

      What yu addicted too mayne you botta break from it theres a better life

    • @nicole123230
      @nicole123230 5 років тому +3

      I hope you are clean now brother

    • @dabombboyable
      @dabombboyable 5 років тому +2

      Jessis John you can do it

    • @ibfishy3878
      @ibfishy3878 5 років тому +4

      Don't want... Do it!!! Positive mental picture of your self not using. Your smart, you can do it.

  • @restkeeper5019
    @restkeeper5019 6 років тому +4

    Genuine ass guy, gotta show respect to him

  • @ghostf4cekapta666
    @ghostf4cekapta666 3 роки тому

    This goes hard, Josh. That knowledge you dropped about h was the most passionate and real shit I ever heard you say.

  • @corndogsauce6434
    @corndogsauce6434 4 роки тому

    Yo.. you are a very smart person. You've got so much life experience and wisdom. You're a great speaker, too. And you been through a lot from what I've heard. I support you and your a good influence and even better educator. Stay on the straight and narrow man. Much respect to you. 💪

  • @cjmy2701
    @cjmy2701 5 років тому +4

    7 yrs ago I met my wife and quit herion cold turkey after a 7 yr addiction starting at 17. RIP all my fallen souljas

    • @myron6305
      @myron6305 4 роки тому +1

      cj my fuck bruh...cold turkey? Your a gawt damn legend if thats true. Idk what’s more powerful...the pussy or Heroin...sounds like in your case it was the pussy (no disrespect.) good job dawg

    • @lucyjane2481
      @lucyjane2481 2 роки тому

      @@myron6305 Love makes a mfrs heart stronger... Puts life back in u again.

    • @myron6305
      @myron6305 2 роки тому +1

      @@lucyjane2481 amen to that

  • @derrecklastname720
    @derrecklastname720 6 років тому +3

    Sorry for ur bro im in recovery. My bro is doing 7 years for Bank robbery cuz of dope and 4 days ago jist lost a good friend to it. Left 2 baby girls behind

  • @cliffballard6736
    @cliffballard6736 5 років тому

    My girlfriend died 1year from today, hardest thing for me to deal with. God bless all of you struggling from heroin.

  • @alwaze1006
    @alwaze1006 5 років тому +1

    This shit hit me while I was In prison: the only way you'll get and stay sober is , the amount of pain you've caused yourself and your loved ones has to outweigh your fear of Change and/or fear of loosing your emotional crutch! Before you'll truly be through. 💯

  • @bertrandmichaud1652
    @bertrandmichaud1652 5 років тому +4

    Was skeptical at first. But ur videos are real in the field man and I respect that. Keep it up G.

  • @daddyred6003
    @daddyred6003 6 років тому +5

    RIP mike
    Sorry for your loss bro
    I’m sure he’s watching over you proud of you man

  • @worldwide9774
    @worldwide9774 Рік тому +1

    Sorry about your brother homie!! I just lost my best friend to the game.. Much love to you. Rest up to everyone ever lost to that life...😢

  • @daveight5two
    @daveight5two 4 роки тому

    Sorry for your loss bro. Your heart's in the right place. Sending love from Hong Kong

  • @Thaguy718
    @Thaguy718 6 років тому +89

    You need to write a book dogs

  • @greasemonkey4379
    @greasemonkey4379 6 років тому +12

    You should do a video on how to play prison pinnacle.

  • @brokenangel634
    @brokenangel634 5 років тому +2

    I'm clean now, I just passed my 3-year mark on December 15th clean from pills benzos and heroin. I'm not going to lie I had to go to the clinic and get my shit straight, but I am thankful that it was there, because otherwise I would be dead today. In the last 2 years that I was using I lost 16 friends, and I just found out it's somebody I cared about very very much died back in March and I didn't even know until now. But I know that if I didn't turn my back I would've been right down there too. The day I knew I needed to quit was a friend of mine died and I was happy for him that he wasn't going to be sick anymore but then I was jealous that it wasn't me. 2 days later I got burned for a bundle and the girl that burn me died of an overdose that night. the very next day I was on the phone with the clinic making an appointment to get my shit straightened out.

  • @paulriversred738
    @paulriversred738 2 роки тому

    Damn 4 yrs ago and you was still spitting that truth trying to help people SALUTE brother

  • @littlemisstwiggy2302
    @littlemisstwiggy2302 6 років тому +13

    Your video's are very informative I'm here to get a better understanding of what my husband is dealing with in Indiana doc.
    I heard the suboxone strips are going for 50-100. Crazy!!! Don't do drug's.

    • @illrex5545
      @illrex5545 6 років тому +1

      Angela Bernier 400 a strip in Maine DOC

    • @813lynch
      @813lynch 6 років тому +3

      Holy fuck I gotta charge more

    • @TAYBANGERS
      @TAYBANGERS 6 років тому +1

      +813lynch the feds real bro

    • @erichood3169
      @erichood3169 6 років тому +1

      Ill rex for the unconnected maybe

    • @nunyastieger3541
      @nunyastieger3541 6 років тому +1

      Angela Bernier my sis was spending 80 for a strip making someone rich. she was also in indiana prison

  • @LVLUPCREW
    @LVLUPCREW 6 років тому +19

    Anyone reading this SEEK help before someone turns blue please as soon as the nod gets intense 911

    • @traphomebaby
      @traphomebaby 6 років тому +1

      FRANKCA1N3ENTERTAINMEMT real shit I leaned this the hard way when I was 19

    • @jameshawks2001
      @jameshawks2001 5 років тому

      Pussy. Let a MF nod that's what they paid for

  • @petecastle5762
    @petecastle5762 4 роки тому

    Hey death, one of your best videos man, I love that you keep it real and admit your doings to the world, great video.

  • @JoshGensonfirecracker
    @JoshGensonfirecracker 4 роки тому

    Padokkie low homie!! GA cell blocks great show homie!! You can save a life by what your bring!! Love 💯💯

  • @CoolTrainerShawn
    @CoolTrainerShawn 5 років тому +5

    Why do i like watching this guy

    • @teddymeyers2345
      @teddymeyers2345 3 роки тому

      He did a total of 30 days acts like he did 20 years. Watch out bull shit

    • @CoolTrainerShawn
      @CoolTrainerShawn 3 роки тому

      @@teddymeyers2345 lmao some people on 30 days in do longer stretches then that XD

  • @fishnhunt2187
    @fishnhunt2187 6 років тому +3

    I been a heroin addict for 6 years never shot up just smoked thank God I found the will to quite and been clean for 2 years now and it's sad iv lost over a dozen friends to shooting heroin and I myself have saved about 6 people with narcan... it's all bad don't ever start and to u people addicted and wanting to quit take things day by day minute by minute if u have to and stay busy.. it's true idle hands are the devils playground.

  • @FaCePlaNt_4_YAHUSHA
    @FaCePlaNt_4_YAHUSHA 5 років тому

    Ive seen ur vids and been watching em, you an awesome dude man.. I lived in Roanoke for bit got to see nice people. 5 years clean in my journey also. Giving testimony about stuff like this is needed for people to heal.. Rock on

  • @eman5280
    @eman5280 4 роки тому +2

    You have come a long way my friend.

  • @chrisbraddock3366
    @chrisbraddock3366 6 років тому +30

    Recovering heroin addict from the Pittsburgh area, sorry about your bro homie!

  • @CrackedDougy
    @CrackedDougy 6 років тому +15

    I’m a recovering heroin addict An been clean for five years I take methadone but it works for me

    • @billt7283
      @billt7283 6 років тому +2

      Douglas Winans same bro....good work. Just came down from 180 to 15mgs

    • @thagreatfrank3071
      @thagreatfrank3071 5 років тому +1

      Awesome just remember to taper down whenever you're ready to get off the Methadone...

  • @jasonsigle9861
    @jasonsigle9861 5 років тому

    That story just broke me down I am an x heroin attic since 2007 your a good man death keep preaching to these kids and men are listening too we are never to old to learn

  • @dire12343
    @dire12343 5 років тому

    u got a big heart death.. that's a great quality don't ever lose it!!