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So thats why u didn't have a childhood? Ur dad burnt ur hand? Cry me a fukjn river, guy asked him few times what made u not have a childhood so marv starts crying, them says hkw much a gangster his dad was. Marv when ur put in care at 13 then gi home for weekends and ur mum keeps u in all day bit parps u out at 3 in morning, ir mum 1st person 2 birst ur nose, dad says stay there be back in 5mins but font see him fir 15 year's, talk 2 me then ALWAYS the hero full a shit
I grew up a very privileged life in the sense I had 2 parents that loved me and I love them. We weren't rich but my childhood was perfect in my eyes. I can honestly say that throughout my 33 years on Earth, I've never ever ever heard my father yell at or disrespect my mother. I hear Marv's stories and I cannot fathom the pain he went through to get where he's at. It's extremely uplifting to know he's making the world a better place, one story at a time. Mad respect Mad Marv. Stay solid.
Out of interest, what career path did you follow and did you manage to have a family of your own? I ask because having a stable family life up to adulthood is crucial in the development of us as functioning adults in society.
@@BarriosGroupie I went to the Navy for 10 years as an IT. I'm currently separated and work as a network engineer. I did get married and have 1 child but divorced after 8 years. I have custody of that child. Life has been solid and really no different than, I would imagine, a person that has good days and bad days.
After everything that’s happened to Marvin… it’s incredible where he is now. The emotion in his voice when speaking about his childhood: 4:36. It’s amazing to hear him tell the world that he’s proud to be who he is today. Keep on growing and learning Marvin. It looks beautiful on you.
From the first podcast he did, all the way through to this. We've seen the transition from the lifestyle he led, to the lifestyle he now lives. He's had to learn along the way how to conduct himself to tell his story on podcasts. To say he's lucky to be alive today is an understatement. Guy Ritchie should be making a film about this fellas life. And the sad reality is, the youth of today who watch any of his story, the majority of which will think they know better and probably won't be as lucky as marv!
"My childhood was normal to me..." 😢 Marvin, it's a good sign that you show emotions other than anger and hate. Keep going, there's a lot of peace and good on the other side. Thank you for being one of the men who openly feels the effect your adult decisions had on others and who talks about it. I recently watched the interview with the cop who exposed Prince Andrew and despite all his admissions he still couldn't do it. And so many others can't. And he didn't have half the childhood experiences you had.
A powerful,honest and emotional interview. Big compliments to the interviewer, he listens, is asking the right questions and his calm style is extremely effective at letting people open up. Too many interviewers these days prefer their own voice. A strong interview, which could even have been longer actually. Thankyou! 👍👍👍
Watched a lot of podcasts with Marvin and he comes across the best version of himself in this one. What an unbelievable story he has. All the best big man.
Trauma in childhood ruins that persons life until the said person gets to an age where they understand how they were damaged as a child and they forgive themselves for the things that trauma made them do throughout their life.
Brave man when he said "you know what I need this". This man is real. As real as it gets. It takes balls to tell it like him, more balls than it does to hold a gun, rob someone, hurt someone. Hats off.
@@patkearney9320no he didnt he whent to collect money from hes old driver that took a watch and didng pay he left hes 45 with his nephew went to the port and hes driver had left and come back with a gun he thought he left to get a bat or knife he has explained it and its in the papers in spain
@@patkearney9320 i live literally 10 minutes away from him i knew all about him before youtube i have grown up in queens crescent all my life some of it might be said for dramatic affect but its not lie its a well known fact he done alot of dirty work for the adams family untill they all fell out 🤷🏼♂️
Really feel for this geezer, you can hear the pain and regret in his voice and when he talks about his childhood it cuts deep. I hope he finds peace, its the least we will deserve 🤜🤛
He was a bastard who worked as a soldier for powerful Irish firm for about 2 years , I know him from the system he was a bully while with the Irish as soon as he got shot with his own gun, he was famous for a few months but the Irish dropped him. As for 19 murders a cop said at his trial that the Irish firm are responsible for 19 murders he was never questioned about ANY of them murders. He lets people think he was in on 19 hits this is bullshit I know the man, he’s never owned nothing no house cars always on lease cash rich but lives in council flats. Bobby Cummins took him under his wing but dropped him but because Marvin still wanted to play. He did try and truly I hoped he’d changed because many respect Bobby C. This interview must be 4or 5 years old. Now he’s a person to avoid his small sentences was suspicious. I heard he was working with young men but this came to an end because they had no respect for him. He tried to bully all weak prisoners I was lucky I had political charges over Irish problems I was found not guilty. But I always remember him big fish in small pool.
God bless Marvin . This reminds me of what my ex went through , but was not mentally strong enough to come out the other side & so hung himself in his cell only 27. Someone like you & your truth could uv saved him. Be blessed hon xxx
I never understood when someone says in this case, “I am glad he beat me the way he beat me because it made me the man I am today” as if there isn’t an alternative to how he could have turned out and be happy with the alternative person.
Yh the physical outcome would be the same but without it you wouldn't get the knowledge from the event would ya...bullying for example is horrible but often being bullied can toughen folk or make em aware off certain things which makes em stronger or more aware off certain things
@@jshaw4757yeh tough one though, cos 99% of the people that get into any sort of crime or violence were/are bullied or abused. Either that or just not enough money for comfort. A tough upbringing won’t necessarily make you tough
@@meccaollielordAww poor criminals, it’s not their fault. Let’s not forget that most criminals ARE bullies themselves, you only have to step one foot in a jail to realise it’s all just a bunch of macho idiots peacocking to each other. They all think they’re the business yet each and every one of them got caught 😂
I can feel that pain and the broken shit, i found my dad dead at 9 by 17 I was in prison for almost killing someone so I know everything he's talking about but I'm 34 now and I haven't been in jail for 9 yrs I've got 2 kids changed my life but if I'm honest the beginning of this made me sob like a baby cause I know that pain. And when he says I faced everything on my own so did I for a little pulling chives out on men that came round my mum or in my house. The life I had after my dad died wasn't child hood and can relate so much all I knew was violence
Ed, what you’ve done is wonderful and took such strength. Kids who survive terrible trauma and somehow, one day get free make me proud sort of like I’m your aunty. Love from Australia, jess
You have become a beautiful true soul. What you've done in facing this and coming out the other side helping so many others, becoming wise and exposing the truth and speaking about these painful memories takes so much courage and guts and you are a true hero and you need to love yourself and you are healing. Life doesn't always go to plan even with the best intentions and when bad decisions, vulnerability, being manipulated and being naive, stupid doesn't help. Thank god mental health is more recognised now and there are people like you really making a positive difference. You are saving lives, stopping some people from topping themselves, going to prison or ending up making bad decisions. These subjects need to be talked about being faced so life's problems can be better understood. Gun, drug crimes for example and knife crimes and gangs can be avoided by youngsters, especially in the cases of poor vulnerable young who come from backgrounds where some suffer from violence, abuse, grooming and even worse are victims of evil dirty pedophiles who ruin so many lives in their sexual abuse of kids. It's very taboo to talk about this especially in certain religious or ethnic cultures as by confronting the truth can lead to being accused of racism, hate . It is a big problem and whatever the circumstances, backgrounds , colour or whether rich poor it's a crime against humanity just as bad as Hitler or Stalin or bin Laden. Mervin is truely amazing in talking about this and I'm so glad he is helping so many and should get a knighthood. This could well be his purpose in life changing people's consciousness through love, compassion, empathy, truth and understanding. Clearly his talking about this is hugely positive and it's a miracle he is still here and even more amazing what he is doing now. Huge respect to all those who have gone through hell and come out the other side now positively helping others. They are the true heroes, not Hollywood stars , politicians, or people like Bill Gates or musician superstars or football stars.
It’s fantastic but I knew him and it’s all a lie. No one wants him anymore today I hear he’s smoking the crack again, of this I don’t know for sure' I hope I’m wrong. But my first words are truth I seen him with my own eyes.
There's nothing wrong with being naive. Innocence re crime and tricking people actually needs to be protected. Nobody deserves abuse or being taken advantage of, and it shouldn't be accepted to be the standard you have to learn from.
You wouldn't say that if you bumped into him accidentally in a shop. He'd take you face off and walk away with no remorse. Good man? Who do you knock around with ffs.
A real example of what that life does to a man. Alot of pain when Marvin talks for what's happened to him and the harm he caused in the past. We need more OGs like Marvin speaking to our youth.
Hope your doing better now. My dad’s an alcoholic and I recently had to make the decision to distance myself for the unforeseeable future because it got too toxic. I would do anything too be able to help him quit alcohol but he won’t except it and so he won’t quit. Just know that there are people out there who are willing to help you. Who would give everything to help you. I’m very sorry for what happened to you but try not to let the past define you. It’ll ruin you (trust me, I’ve seen it happen). Try too forgive or distance yourself and become the person you want to become. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out for you
Marvin if you see this, than i would love to tell you that it perfectly okay to cry, it's so real and natural if you think about it, and if you can let it out (it can be hard as fuck i know) but the relief you get is tremendous. All facts, please trust me. Bless you!
31:21 I was stabbed, on my left side between the ribs, pierced my diaphragm and stomach. I didn't feel it. He is indeed correct. It hurt afterwards, and reliving the moment with him now is making my insides twist up like a cross between having a hot drink and being scared. When I was stabbed the blade went right up the hilt with no resistance at all at all. It's no joke, it nearly killed me but it didn't hurt.
Marvin Herbert I grew up in a very poverty deprived estate living in a doss house selling weed and hard drugs and being on the streets robbing and fighting with people for money and respect I understand you mate my life as a child wasn’t easy but for it’s worth I’m who I am now with a beautiful family and kids so your story should inspire people that criminals have feelings too ❤
But that's the actual problem here.. Marvin can't see any struggles with that columbo eye! 😜 Only playing mush, couldn't help myself. Marv is a great talker and very interesting to listen to! 🤙👌
37:08 Marvin’s proper. What a bloke! I think a lot of people can learn from him. Says it how it is. Worn the T-shirt, accepts responsibility. He’s had the worst up bringing to lead to this life. But still wanting change and bettering himself. Showing first hand to the people who need to hear it, playing with fire gets you burnt. Hope he’s doing well.
Marvin your a brave man and inspirational and im glad you are finally living a life full of love and support...I wish you all the best...Be proud of yourself and know your worth
Go on marv you got this my brother. You were born to stand out not to fit in like many of us chosen ones. You will help change the world for the young snd broken ❤
Exactly. They love it. Being feared is their dopamine. They waffle out their sob stories about being vulnerable yet they’re just cowards who bully the weakest.
You are a hero marv, I too had a abusive father. I used to piss my pants when he came home and hide, only now I realise that he was in the wrong not me💪💪💪
Not really pal. I grew up on the roughest estate in Tottenham. Life was as grim as it gets. But I didn’t want to be a self-pitying loser like all of those around me.
When u grow up like that you don’t know self care you just know survival, you can’t afford to be empathetic, you have to keep that guard high as self protection. Scary is normal, fight or flight is normal, ego helps you to survive. Until you feel you are truely safe and loved you can’t start the deep healing.
With the emphasis on "it's just words,I've been on trial for 19 murders" biggin himself,up knowingly lying to look cuckoo then saying hes doing good now and the old "for the kids" craic
The fact a simple question about his childhood hurts him so much shows the man's still human. As bad and evil and worthless as the man has been at points in his life, there's still clearly a lot there. I think it stands to show like there is value just to a person in of itself. I don't really know how articulate what I mean here, like yeah everyone can have empathy for a victim but we need empathy for the guilty a lot more than we usually do. Yeah people can do bad things but I don't know when you can just say fuck it this person is beyond redemption. If you give up on people like what does that make you
I met this guy about a decade at a meet and greet - not his I might add, he was just there like a lot of faces. Nice bloke, but full of shit. You can just tell with some geezers, they tell you a story and that story is legit, they ain't proud of it, they just tell you. This fella seems to take pride in how bad he was, and how well he's turned. It's like a humblebrag followed by another humblebrag. Seems to want to be liked and respected, when he's not really. Reminds me of that scouse fella whose name I always forget, known as the monster or beast or something. They both come across the same - they revel in their reputation, but try to downplay it with excuses. The true players don't say a lot, and when they do it's with true regret and admittance. They don't use excuses and they don't think what they did was clever.
To be strong enough to survive all that appalling pain and trauma and at 51 (?) be able to very publicly show such emotional honesty, to me is braver than the being shot in the eye and stuff. LadBible, you have a silly name. Makes you sound a bit macho and dumb. And you make excellent content that anyone could appreciate.
Nothing wrong with a good yarn and theres millions of fresh ears that haven't heard his story bollocks or not no harm done money 4 old rope. Well done marv.
The second interview I’ve watched with Marvin. What a guy for turning it around. I wanna take him fly fishing and camping in Scotland. Ask what he thinks…. 👊
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I got beat with belt and beat and then had to make food my dad said he would like to drown me at birth I still love him oh
So thats why u didn't have a childhood? Ur dad burnt ur hand? Cry me a fukjn river, guy asked him few times what made u not have a childhood so marv starts crying, them says hkw much a gangster his dad was. Marv when ur put in care at 13 then gi home for weekends and ur mum keeps u in all day bit parps u out at 3 in morning, ir mum 1st person 2 birst ur nose, dad says stay there be back in 5mins but font see him fir 15 year's, talk 2 me then ALWAYS the hero full a shit
@@PeterPann-vw3ji it's real
@@PeterPann-vw3ji haaa I'm just saying the belt was real back then
I grew up a very privileged life in the sense I had 2 parents that loved me and I love them. We weren't rich but my childhood was perfect in my eyes. I can honestly say that throughout my 33 years on Earth, I've never ever ever heard my father yell at or disrespect my mother. I hear Marv's stories and I cannot fathom the pain he went through to get where he's at. It's extremely uplifting to know he's making the world a better place, one story at a time. Mad respect Mad Marv. Stay solid.
Love this!! Happy to hear you're able to appreciate having such loving parents and look back on your childhood with such fondness ❤
Wonderful! ❤
Out of interest, what career path did you follow and did you manage to have a family of your own? I ask because having a stable family life up to adulthood is crucial in the development of us as functioning adults in society.
@@BarriosGroupie I went to the Navy for 10 years as an IT. I'm currently separated and work as a network engineer. I did get married and have 1 child but divorced after 8 years. I have custody of that child. Life has been solid and really no different than, I would imagine, a person that has good days and bad days.
Your a lucky person mate💯
After everything that’s happened to Marvin… it’s incredible where he is now. The emotion in his voice when speaking about his childhood: 4:36. It’s amazing to hear him tell the world that he’s proud to be who he is today. Keep on growing and learning Marvin. It looks beautiful on you.
It's untreated buried emotion. If you still cry at past thoughts, they are not dealt with.
Step 4 and 5 deal with that in AA
@@jaywalkercrew4446 🤝
I teared up when he was talking about his childhood 😢😢😢
From the first podcast he did, all the way through to this. We've seen the transition from the lifestyle he led, to the lifestyle he now lives. He's had to learn along the way how to conduct himself to tell his story on podcasts. To say he's lucky to be alive today is an understatement. Guy Ritchie should be making a film about this fellas life. And the sad reality is, the youth of today who watch any of his story, the majority of which will think they know better and probably won't be as lucky as marv!
"My childhood was normal to me..." 😢
Marvin, it's a good sign that you show emotions other than anger and hate. Keep going, there's a lot of peace and good on the other side.
Thank you for being one of the men who openly feels the effect your adult decisions had on others and who talks about it. I recently watched the interview with the cop who exposed Prince Andrew and despite all his admissions he still couldn't do it. And so many others can't. And he didn't have half the childhood experiences you had.
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A powerful,honest and emotional interview. Big compliments to the interviewer, he listens, is asking the right questions and his calm style is extremely effective at letting people open up. Too many interviewers these days prefer their own voice. A strong interview, which could even have been longer actually. Thankyou! 👍👍👍
Watched a lot of podcasts with Marvin and he comes across the best version of himself in this one. What an unbelievable story he has. All the best big man.
Same story as the last podcast
It's the coat and hat.
He’s full of shit you done what Irish told him a big fish amongst small time, in Spain he was a soldier who got fucked up with his own gun.FACT.
Trauma in childhood ruins that persons life until the said person gets to an age where they understand how they were damaged as a child and they forgive themselves for the things that trauma made them do throughout their life.
Marv is the real deal can tell how he speaks and how he carries himself. Glad he's reformed and on the right path but also is guiding others as well.
Brave man when he said "you know what I need this". This man is real. As real as it gets. It takes balls to tell it like him, more balls than it does to hold a gun, rob someone, hurt someone. Hats off.
He got shot with his own gun went to collect money started mouthing of and got his OWN gun taken from him.
@@patkearney9320no he didnt he whent to collect money from hes old driver that took a watch and didng pay he left hes 45 with his nephew went to the port and hes driver had left and come back with a gun he thought he left to get a bat or knife he has explained it and its in the papers in spain
@@benscott7100 And it’s a B.S Story
@@benscott7100 By the way he’s staff never had a driver, unless he got a cab .
@@patkearney9320 i live literally 10 minutes away from him i knew all about him before youtube i have grown up in queens crescent all my life some of it might be said for dramatic affect but its not lie its a well known fact he done alot of dirty work for the adams family untill they all fell out 🤷🏼♂️
Great to see Marvin back, incredible story teller 🔥
He's just a nutter. A criminal nutter.
Really feel for this geezer, you can hear the pain and regret in his voice and when he talks about his childhood it cuts deep.
I hope he finds peace, its the least we will deserve 🤜🤛
He was a bastard who worked as a soldier for powerful Irish firm for about 2 years , I know him from the system he was a bully while with the Irish as soon as he got shot with his own gun, he was famous for a few months but the Irish dropped him. As for 19 murders a cop said at his trial that the Irish firm are responsible for 19 murders he was never questioned about ANY of them murders. He lets people think he was in on 19 hits this is bullshit I know the man, he’s never owned nothing no house cars always on lease cash rich but lives in council flats. Bobby Cummins took him under his wing but dropped him but because Marvin still wanted to play. He did try and truly I hoped he’d changed because many respect Bobby C. This interview must be 4or 5 years old. Now he’s a person to avoid his small sentences was suspicious. I heard he was working with young men but this came to an end because they had no respect for him. He tried to bully all weak prisoners I was lucky I had political charges over Irish problems I was found not guilty. But I always remember him big fish in small pool.
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marv, youre a legend, if you deter one individual from a life of crime then every bit of your vunerabilty is worth it. good man.
God bless Marvin .
This reminds me of what my ex went through , but was not mentally strong enough to come out the other side & so hung himself in his cell only 27. Someone like you & your truth could uv saved him.
Be blessed hon xxx
Nice one Marv, enjoyed start of your podcasts etc, nice to see a fresher updated version of you through this on your journey💪🏽👍🏽
I never understood when someone says in this case, “I am glad he beat me the way he beat me because it made me the man I am today” as if there isn’t an alternative to how he could have turned out and be happy with the alternative person.
Yh the physical outcome would be the same but without it you wouldn't get the knowledge from the event would ya...bullying for example is horrible but often being bullied can toughen folk or make em aware off certain things which makes em stronger or more aware off certain things
Maybe I misunderstood your comment mate 👍
@@jshaw4757yeh tough one though, cos 99% of the people that get into any sort of crime or violence were/are bullied or abused. Either that or just not enough money for comfort. A tough upbringing won’t necessarily make you tough
@@meccaollielordAww poor criminals, it’s not their fault. Let’s not forget that most criminals ARE bullies themselves, you only have to step one foot in a jail to realise it’s all just a bunch of macho idiots peacocking to each other. They all think they’re the business yet each and every one of them got caught 😂
@@imconfused1237 I know you’re confused but nothing hard to understand there. It’s not about sympathy for bullies.
A humble version of Marvin Herbert,is a great great person who has learned empathy later in life,great vid!!
I can feel that pain and the broken shit, i found my dad dead at 9 by 17 I was in prison for almost killing someone so I know everything he's talking about but I'm 34 now and I haven't been in jail for 9 yrs I've got 2 kids changed my life but if I'm honest the beginning of this made me sob like a baby cause I know that pain. And when he says I faced everything on my own so did I for a little pulling chives out on men that came round my mum or in my house. The life I had after my dad died wasn't child hood and can relate so much all I knew was violence
Ed, what you’ve done is wonderful and took such strength. Kids who survive terrible trauma and somehow, one day get free make me proud sort of like I’m your aunty. Love from Australia, jess
I’m glad you have turned things around mate.
It took me becoming a father to understand what a real man is.
Thank you I really appreciate it
Simon Barlow has changed so much he was a lovely lad when he was on coronation street
😂😂😂
That was deidre
Lol well funny
You have become a beautiful true soul. What you've done in facing this and coming out the other side helping so many others, becoming wise and exposing the truth and speaking about these painful memories takes so much courage and guts and you are a true hero and you need to love yourself and you are healing. Life doesn't always go to plan even with the best intentions and when bad decisions, vulnerability, being manipulated and being naive, stupid doesn't help. Thank god mental health is more recognised now and there are people like you really making a positive difference. You are saving lives, stopping some people from topping themselves, going to prison or ending up making bad decisions. These subjects need to be talked about being faced so life's problems can be better understood. Gun, drug crimes for example and knife crimes and gangs can be avoided by youngsters, especially in the cases of poor vulnerable young who come from backgrounds where some suffer from violence, abuse, grooming and even worse are victims of evil dirty pedophiles who ruin so many lives in their sexual abuse of kids. It's very taboo to talk about this especially in certain religious or ethnic cultures as by confronting the truth can lead to being accused of racism, hate . It is a big problem and whatever the circumstances, backgrounds , colour or whether rich poor it's a crime against humanity just as bad as Hitler or Stalin or bin Laden. Mervin is truely amazing in talking about this and I'm so glad he is helping so many and should get a knighthood. This could well be his purpose in life changing people's consciousness through love, compassion, empathy, truth and understanding. Clearly his talking about this is hugely positive and it's a miracle he is still here and even more amazing what he is doing now. Huge respect to all those who have gone through hell and come out the other side now positively helping others. They are the true heroes, not Hollywood stars , politicians, or people like Bill Gates or musician superstars or football stars.
"One of the witnesses didn't show up". Bombastic side eyes 👀
Inspirational bloke. I could listen to him all day! Marvin for Prime minister.
Crying like that shows true strength, strong men cry
Stronger men shed tears.
If you're gonna act, learn to act.
Nonsense. People cry because they feel pain or are sad. Has nothing to do with strength.
@@wariusgaius So when men don't cry, because they don't wanna show weakness ?......hmmmm
Marvin’s turned his life around. Respect 👍
Hard to watch but good to see. I so appreciate Marvin sharing his story with us. I so appreciate the honesty and contrition
It’s fantastic but I knew him and it’s all a lie. No one wants him anymore today I hear he’s smoking the crack again, of this I don’t know for sure' I hope I’m wrong. But my first words are truth I seen him with my own eyes.
Brutally honest. It's not just the youth that needs to hear this! I'm 64 and not naive, i learnt a lot from this.
There's nothing wrong with being naive. Innocence re crime and tricking people actually needs to be protected. Nobody deserves abuse or being taken advantage of, and it shouldn't be accepted to be the standard you have to learn from.
He was a product of his upbringing and environment you can tell he's a good man deep down god bless you marvin herbert
You wouldn't say that if you bumped into him accidentally in a shop. He'd take you face off and walk away with no remorse. Good man? Who do you knock around with ffs.
@@davehedgehogUK literally what i was about to say, he would shoot you in the head 10 years ago and not even have a care in the world.
@@davehedgehogUKhow's Spudgun??
@@mrkipling2201 he's alright man. His mum died so he has to cook for himself. He's lost weight but gained hunger.
@@davehedgehogUK glad to hear that mate. Beware of that Edward Hitler. He'll steal your booze......
A very different great person a year later!!!powerful first 10mins!!!
I don't respect prior actions, but I respect where I think he's going with his life. His honesty is so powerful.
A real example of what that life does to a man.
Alot of pain when Marvin talks for what's happened to him and the harm he caused in the past. We need more OGs like Marvin speaking to our youth.
I was beaten by my dad and I turned into alcoholic I'm very angry and bitter I hope one day I can forgive
Hope your doing better now. My dad’s an alcoholic and I recently had to make the decision to distance myself for the unforeseeable future because it got too toxic. I would do anything too be able to help him quit alcohol but he won’t except it and so he won’t quit. Just know that there are people out there who are willing to help you. Who would give everything to help you. I’m very sorry for what happened to you but try not to let the past define you. It’ll ruin you (trust me, I’ve seen it happen). Try too forgive or distance yourself and become the person you want to become. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out for you
Marvin if you see this, than i would love to tell you that it perfectly okay to cry, it's so real and natural if you think about it, and if you can let it out (it can be hard as fuck i know) but the relief you get is tremendous. All facts, please trust me. Bless you!
The interviewer is visibly terrified for the first part of this interview…
I hope many young people view this and learn from his experience of life.All the best for the future,enjoy life and be as free as bird.
bro cracked at the first question lol
31:21 I was stabbed, on my left side between the ribs, pierced my diaphragm and stomach. I didn't feel it. He is indeed correct. It hurt afterwards, and reliving the moment with him now is making my insides twist up like a cross between having a hot drink and being scared. When I was stabbed the blade went right up the hilt with no resistance at all at all. It's no joke, it nearly killed me but it didn't hurt.
Another amazing emotional journey with a lovely good hearted man that has really has went from Kaos to calm much respect brother x big love ❤️
Marvin Herbert I grew up in a very poverty deprived estate living in a doss house selling weed and hard drugs and being on the streets robbing and fighting with people for money and respect I understand you mate my life as a child wasn’t easy but for it’s worth I’m who I am now with a beautiful family and kids so your story should inspire people that criminals have feelings too ❤
^ Another narcissist making it about them 😂
I lived a crazy life that would blow these out the water but I would never dream of going on one of these
I appreciate this wisdom. I just got a life nugget.
Big up Marvin 🏴💙love @ Respect from Scotland 🏴 smashed d this interview outta the park guys GTC 👹💥💥💥
There is a lot of childhood abuse from this era. It seems like this man has suppressed the emotions for most of his life.
This is more like a counselling session than an interview.
The best interview Marvin has done.
Yoo this guy was awesome!! Have him on again
Does anyone ever remember “Jackanory”?
He can tell a tall tale
I could manage 4mins of this. The constant desire to spontaneously burst into tears just isn’t authentic. Each to their own but I value my time more.
You can definitely see the struggles he went true.
But that's the actual problem here.. Marvin can't see any struggles with that columbo eye! 😜 Only playing mush, couldn't help myself. Marv is a great talker and very interesting to listen to! 🤙👌
Is that through or false?
@@ny3974 😅😂😅😂
@@rachelness366 omg you are both killing me 😂😅❤
37:08 Marvin’s proper. What a bloke! I think a lot of people can learn from him. Says it how it is. Worn the T-shirt, accepts responsibility. He’s had the worst up bringing to lead to this life. But still wanting change and bettering himself. Showing first hand to the people who need to hear it, playing with fire gets you burnt. Hope he’s doing well.
Marvin your a brave man and inspirational and im glad you are finally living a life full of love and support...I wish you all the best...Be proud of yourself and know your worth
God bless Marv, people can judge from privileged lives but when your born into a life like his man... that's absolutely savage.
Glad to see marv again!
Go on Marv , nice to see you back talking my man 🥊
Go on marv you got this my brother. You were born to stand out not to fit in like many of us chosen ones. You will help change the world for the young snd broken ❤
Poor bloke, is suffering, needs help. Great interview
The minute he says how was your childhood I thought ooooooohhhh fk here comes the blubbling crying mess😂
Marvin a genuine bloke 💯
Love Marv stories, good to see he's still keepin on.
That gnarly thumbnail face!! 😂
He is gonna make a movie about hes life
All the best going forward Marvin. Great interview
I'm glad to see this man again. He's a good example to the kids.
No matter what your upbringing you must still know right from wrong.
Most of these criminals love violence, they get off on it.
Exactly. They love it. Being feared is their dopamine. They waffle out their sob stories about being vulnerable yet they’re just cowards who bully the weakest.
Acting is getting better marv 😂
You are a hero marv, I too had a abusive father. I used to piss my pants when he came home and hide, only now I realise that he was in the wrong not me💪💪💪
Your life could be a movie.
This interview is huge.
Marvin must of had a rough upbringing. The fact he is where he is now has to be credited. Fair play
Every gangster and killer and tough guy is a wimpering mess like this deep down, only trauma can you make that way in the first place
Not really pal. I grew up on the roughest estate in Tottenham. Life was as grim as it gets. But I didn’t want to be a self-pitying loser like all of those around me.
When u grow up like that you don’t know self care you just know survival, you can’t afford to be empathetic, you have to keep that guard high as self protection. Scary is normal, fight or flight is normal, ego helps you to survive. Until you feel you are truely safe and loved you can’t start the deep healing.
Hey
Sending prayers to this man. May God bless him and ease his pain.
Hope this fella found peace!
Love you brother never a more real word spoken man ☮️❤️🙏🏻🔥 🔑 powerful bruv x
I wish we could all give Marvin cuddle.
With the emphasis on "it's just words,I've been on trial for 19 murders" biggin himself,up knowingly lying to look cuckoo then saying hes doing good now and the old "for the kids" craic
Marvin is full of crap makes a good prisoner and target but he is no big time killer, with lots of bodies to his name.
At the end of the day, these bellends just hop from one podcast to the other, as it’s easy money. This one’s MO is to act the broken man 😂
@@patkearney9320 does he even have one to his name?
He should interview Sammy the bull. Someone who actually was charged with 19 murders.
Why are they beeping out the word 'bitch'? When we're talking to a guy charged with 19 murders?
Marvin needs a bafta award he’s in the wrong job 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Man needs an acting award for this. A well versed story told with emotion to get views. Reality lost completely.
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No acting here brotha Marv is the real deal 🙏
@@Newjerseyblows didn’t doubt that but them tears were straight from a crocodile. 😂😂😂😂
I won't lie I think it's a little suspicious he's wiping a tear from the missing eye
@@bobbybaker8473 is it😮
Did anyone else notice the interviewer chest rise & decompress? Marvin is very intense & interviewer is feeling it. I was feeling it too!
Amazing how much it counts the way you are raised.
True OG MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT
This man is truly amazing
The fact a simple question about his childhood hurts him so much shows the man's still human.
As bad and evil and worthless as the man has been at points in his life, there's still clearly a lot there. I think it stands to show like there is value just to a person in of itself. I don't really know how articulate what I mean here, like yeah everyone can have empathy for a victim but we need empathy for the guilty a lot more than we usually do. Yeah people can do bad things but I don't know when you can just say fuck it this person is beyond redemption. If you give up on people like what does that make you
2:23 it’s still hard talking about it now even thou it was years ago! 😢
I met this guy about a decade at a meet and greet - not his I might add, he was just there like a lot of faces. Nice bloke, but full of shit. You can just tell with some geezers, they tell you a story and that story is legit, they ain't proud of it, they just tell you. This fella seems to take pride in how bad he was, and how well he's turned. It's like a humblebrag followed by another humblebrag.
Seems to want to be liked and respected, when he's not really. Reminds me of that scouse fella whose name I always forget, known as the monster or beast or something. They both come across the same - they revel in their reputation, but try to downplay it with excuses.
The true players don't say a lot, and when they do it's with true regret and admittance. They don't use excuses and they don't think what they did was clever.
This is hard to watch. Marvin❤ stay who you are brother.
To be strong enough to survive all that appalling pain and trauma and at 51 (?) be able to very publicly show such emotional honesty, to me is braver than the being shot in the eye and stuff.
LadBible, you have a silly name. Makes you sound a bit macho and dumb. And you make excellent content that anyone could appreciate.
Nothing wrong with a good yarn and theres millions of fresh ears that haven't heard his story bollocks or not no harm done money 4 old rope. Well done marv.
childhood trauma can affect everyone growing up.
Whats the name of the book he spoke of??
Love Marvin, this man is the peoples champion
Just love the Marvin
Love his honesty , deserves the platforms he real
The second interview I’ve watched with Marvin.
What a guy for turning it around.
I wanna take him fly fishing and camping in Scotland.
Ask what he thinks….
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A week after watching this MH passed me in my local park walking his 5 cavapoos....
Why have lowlife on ..... Think of the pain he's caused innocent people .
True OG ❤ MUCH LOVE
It’s not Charlie Sloth he’s on about, It’s Ambush
I love you marvin your clearly amazing
"A bandzer"
"A what, sorry? Oh, a bouncer"