“I'm standing on the borderline Between two states- I'm petrified” And just like that you’ve summed up how I’ve felt so often in the past year (and will continue to feel the rest of my life) as I’ve faced some of the biggest, scariest, life altering decisions of my life. I never had the words for that feeling before. I really like the comparison. Thank you for a beautiful song (Sung by a beautiful boy with an amazing voice that makes me want to cry a little every time but in a good way)
*thomas opens his mouth* Me: *sobs uncontrollably* In all seriousness, the vocals are amazing, the lyrics are touching, the instrumental is solid gold, and the singer himself is a shining diamond.
" i am a shadow of the past , the shadow of a boy , a boy , who couldn't last " is genuinely one of the most brilliant lines i've ever heard . incredible ...
God, this song makes my soul ache. It makes me long for days long past. Thomas, I know you may never read this, and I accept that, and I hope my story could possibly help others who may read through this comment section. I was 5 years old when my dad lost his job. I didnt quite understand what that meant at the time, but that moment is what I like to call, “the beginning of the end” as the years went by, I moved around a lot, and my dad drank more and more. He never hit me, but he’d verbally abuse us, and he liked to intimidate my mother and I, by throwing punches that never contacted us. This continued for several years. It took a lot of courage, but when I turned 12, my mom divorced my father on September 21, 2015, and was kicked out of our house. December 3rd of that same year, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. I was 12, and my brother, who is on the autism spectrum was 15. I cooked, I cleaned, and I took care of my brother and I. I faked phone calls forged signatures filled out bills to make sure my family could be okay. I turned 13, with no fanfare. two months later, I cut all up and down my arms. wrist to elbow, and I almost died because of it. I did my best to make sure i was okay. Some probably needed stitches, but it wasnt an option. 3 months go by, and I found your youtube channel through a cute video. “Reasons to Smile” since then, I’ve continued to strive to be a better person. Two years later, at 15 and feeling 30, I can proudly say: I’m two years clean June 3rd, and my mom is a year cancer free August 28. Thank you Thomas and to anybody reading this that may be struggling, i know it doesnt seem it, but life does get better. maybe not tomorrow, or the next week, or even next year, but I promise you, it gets better.
A.R. E. You are wise beyond your years. I’m so glad you’re still here and that your mom is cancer free. Your story really touched my heart, thank you for sharing it. ❤️
God bless you in all ways through your life. You seem like a better person than all of us. I hope I will never have the experience of my perants devorce and I hope it will never happen. What amazes me is that I tear up thinking about these situations and there's people who goes through this stuff and they see the end of it and change there ways of going about there life and becomes a amazing person. Hope you have an amazing life😀😊
evil tron that part is sad, but for me the saddest part is after that. 1:58 - 2:07 is the hardest part. Shadow is definitely hard but that line he’s talking about the past. The part, he’s talking about the acceptance of people at the present and in the future. And it’s so sad but God I love this song. Dx
Okay, but lets take a moment to appreciate Joan's amazing song writing because OH MY SWEET SWEET GOODNESS ALL THE SONGS JOAN MAKES THEYRE ALL SO GOOD AND EMOTIONAL???? MY HEART???
You can just HEAR how much emotion he puts into the song, how much he feels the words and the notes he expresses with his angelic voice.I can't express enough how amazing I think Thomas is, he's a amazingly kind person but also so SO talented, these songs always leave me speachless with tears running down my face. I love this song so much Thomas, thankyou for making my day wonderful yet again...!
*Dear Thomas, Jamahl and Joan,* If somehow either of you see this, please know that you have brought so much hope, happiness and light into this world. Looking at the comments in just this video, at the reactions, the memories, the connections and the emotions you’ve sparked, thank you. Thomas, your voice is beautiful and perfect for this song, the emotion behind it is perfect. Jamahl, your playing is simply beautiful, there is no other way to describe it. Joan. The lyrics are so touching and make me speechless. The tune, the melody, how it all flows and the soft majesty of it all leaves no words to be said. Thank you all xxx
I know you're a very busy person, Thomas, and you're probably not going to read this, but you are probably the one person on this earth that can really make me smile. I truly identify with you, and your singing, comedy, and overall message that things will get better have really helped me to cope with all of the emotions that bombard someone during adolescence. I don't know if I'm going to last past this stage of life, but you have helped me get this far. I thank you from the bottom of my sad heart. Edit: I honestly forgot about this comment. I am certainly in a much happier place where I'm much more confident in myself and my relationships. Thank you to everyone who responded checking in :}
I know how hard it is, the changes, the pain, but there are people who support you such as thomas sanders himself, even if he doesnt know you, or me, he has faith in all of us. It helps me so maybe it'll help you.
I feel the same way. Whenever in having a hard day and no one can cheer me up, I come to him and he always makes me laugh. I can relate to him so much! Thanks Thomas!
Literally everything he does is so emotional. I go back sometimes, on a lot of his videos just to see the look on his face because he's so expressive. I love it.
m.ua-cam.com/video/dQw4w9WgXcQ/v-deo.html Not anymore. Listen to this. It got me through some really hard times. I don't think I could live without this song, looking back.
The line “they said son, don’t change, and I keep hoping they won’t see how much I have” hits so close to home - which is why (when my son is old enough to understand) I’m going to tell him “don’t change for anyone other than for yourself, change is inevitable, just make sure it’s a change that you like and that it’s not for other people”
Logan: well I believe there the body's way of releasing toxins in your body via a liquid out of your eyes.... Patton: there tears, kiddo it's alright *crys* this song gives me so many emotions too.... SO MUCH MEMORY'S. roman: yes yes whatever.... BUT CAN YOU HEAR THE SINGING WHY ARE WE NOT IN A DISNEY FILM YET. Virgil: ew... Feelings
This song really touched my heart. I am currently in a time where I’m stuck on the “borderline” of my life... I am very lost even though I am sitting on the borderline and I should know where I am. This song has touched me so so much, and it makes me feel better. Thank you Joan, you are an amazing writer, thank you Jamal, you are an amazing guitar player, and thank you Thomas.... you are an amazing singer. I have listened o this song about 500 times and it brings me to tears every time. I love it so so much. I wish I could listen to it 24/7 without stopping. Thank you again. Love all.... ❤️
Are we sure Patton didn't orchestrate this entire video? This seems like a Patton-like video with all the short clips of you as a child. By the way, this video made my mom cry. She thought it was adorable.
Joan is an amazing song writer period.Jahmal is an amazing musician period.Thomas is a cinnamon bun period. Edit:*brother walks in sees me crying* Bro: 😕What's wrong with you? Me:😭Thomas kicked me in the feels 😭 Bro:😑😒 Bruh
Until you play it back in 0.25x speed and hear all the imperfections xD jk they're all great. If you saw my comment( it should be way down there cause it has four likes xD\/) this is my number one favorite song ever
Well, I'm currently between middle school and high school and I know I will never be able to talk with all of my old classmates ever again and I might not even see some of the people I've known since before I could even write down my name. The high school is so much bigger in size and I don't know how much I'll be able to take. I don't know who I'll be seen as or who I'll hang with... It's just all moving along. I'll try to remember to come back in four years and cry again. Everyone who worked on this song is so darn talented and just thank you for existing. You know what? I'm just going to thank everyone right now. Like, everyone just here and reading this. Thank you to whoever is reading this comment for your mere existence and living the life you are. I know several of you probably have rough things going on right now, but the sun always shines after even the heaviest of storms. Thank you for being yourself. If you aren't feeling like yourself, I hope you'll get there. I know I may never meet you outside of this, but just keep on keeping on and have a lovely life!
And I'm sure you'll be just fine in high school... Most of my friends are going into the 9th grade and they're petrified too but I know that they will be okay and so will you... Just try not to psych yourself up about it.... Have an amazing day and just try and enjoy high school while you can... : )
CMG good good you said go on Britain got talent is it going to be a b or c you are perfect and I I really do your you're fine videos and you're on UA-cam videos :)
THOMAS SANDERS YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING HUMAN ON EARTH AND I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS HAVE DONE FOR SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP CREATING,LIVING,AND INSPIRING
I’ve had to move so many times because of my dads work. I never realized it but this song makes me feel like I’m back in Arizona, packing my bags and laying down in my empty house for the last time.
Oh great. Midterms are in 3 days and a Thomas Sanders song has been uploaded. This song will be dominating my head for the next entire week... If i fail my tests, im blaming it on Thomas's heavenly singing
Hi Thomas & Joan, I know you probably won't see this but I don't care, because this song was absolutely beautiful and I need to just like, say how much it touched me. I'm also someone who looks back, like, a lot. It's weird because my past wasn't all bad, but there was a large chunk of my teenage years where I was depressed and self-conscious and deeply unhappy. And like, as much as I'm proud of myself for focusing on my studies and managing to move away and start over, it's really difficult to like, move on from that time. Because it's like, I wonder how much of who I am now - like my perfectionism, my social anxiety, hating crowded clubs - like, how much of that is because of those years of bullying and general darkness, and how different would I be if that had never happened. It's easy to get lost in memories, to wonder "what if," to wonder if the girl I was at 9 years old would be pleased or disappointed with who I am now. How much of her personality have I kept, how much have I abandoned, left behind because I became jaded and had to focus on "growing up". Sometimes it can be all encompassing. But for the record, I think she would be proud of me. And I have changed, a lot, but that's not bad. We change because we learn, and some of those lessons are hard to swallow, and some then need to be unlearned to make room for better ones. It's easy to feel like a shadow of the past, but that's not really it. We're more like a photo album, a collection of thousands of memories, and we can't carry every single picture. And that's okay. 'Cause we'll take more pictures as we go on, and it's important to leave some pictures behind so there's space for the new ones.
I graduate college one week from today, and this song really hit home for me. Thank you so much, Joan for writing it, Thomas for singing it, and Jamahl and the other instrumentalists for helping to make it so beautiful.
I read that "You are perfect just the way you are" in Patton's voice when he said that in Accepting Anxiety 2/2 "You shine... *bright like a diamond"* "You okay there Patton?" "I just got a lot of feelings" (I just had to, I'm sorry)
damn Joan, got the lyric game on!!! do I have to even say how good everyone has made this sound?!!!! like Thomas please stop bleassing us with your amazing voice and amazingly talented friends i.e. stop being Gods of Talent. seriously.
I've just graduated (sort of) from school - as in, I still have finals but my last school year ever is over. My friends and I are all going to university soon and we don't know what to expect and we're all in an emotional place right now, and I think this song really encapsulates that feeling. I'm blown away by the whole thing. Joan, you lyrical genius. Thomas and Jamahl, you incredibly talented people.
Nazish Talati You're going to do great! Remember, you will always have someone there for you, whether it's family or friends. The best advice I can give you is to not be afraid to ask for help! It could be with the courses you're taking, if you just need to talk to someone, or just anything. Oh, and take some time for yourself every once in a while. Too much work is bad; just take a couple minutes without your phone or any distractions every once in a while. :) You're gonna do great! I wish you the best of luck!
I wish I could meet all of them but I know I'm falling for a screen, a person I could never attempt to reach out to since there are thousands of others who want to do the same, this will be lost in a sea of comments all showering your praises so mine will be but a drop in the ocean, but I hope it matters, Thomas probably won't see this, but to the other fans, just know that you are special too, you deserve to be happy and you can do anything you set your minds to for the rest of you are also amazing! I hope you ALL have a happy weekend Also Joan is sooo fricken amazing, It's amazing how I've never met them yet I love them so much, or at least the things they show and create, I wish I could meet them :c
This song put my depression and thoughts of killing my self to rest. You can make music. Now I feel like I might be able to come out to parents, thanks for this lovely song. edit: i’m now much older than i was when i said this now out to my parents and living a mostly happy life came back to this video for nostalgia and forgot i commented so i fidgured i’d add to it and say it gets better
purple Rain boot you are a beautiful unicorn, and there is so much more to life that you haven't uncovered yet. You have family and friends who love you, even if you don't know they do. We all cherish you as a part of this world, so please don't leave it. ♥️♥️
OMG THOMAS I SPIT OUT MY GOLDFISH THIS IS GREAT. To the four people who disliked this: I will find you and I will feed you Logan Berry jam and play this until you like this.
Thomas' voice is sweet like chocolate covered strawberries and cotton candy, warm like drinking hot cocoa by the fire, thick like black treacle and woolly jumpers, deep like the feeling you get after crying, and calming like the patter of raindrops against glass as you drift to sleep.
Okay, honestly? I am not easily impressed by music. There is plenty of music I like, but rarely do I feel like.. Moved or impressed much but music. But this? Was so truly an impressive, gorgeous song. The words were so impactful. Your voice absolutely did the point justice. The music was stunning. It was all just absolutely lovely, from every stand point.
I’ve been desperate to say all of these so here we go; The things I love most about Thomas 1. He doesn’t ask for subscribers, likes etc. 2. His friends. Take Joan and Talyn. Could you get friends any better? 3. His voice and personality 4. He isn’t big headed, cocky and doesn’t think the world of himself. 5. All of the above and more. Thomas, keep doing what you’re doing. I can tell in your facial expressions that you really feel what you sing. Not many people have that gift. You are amazing and don’t let anyone tell you differently.
I am way too emotional right now. This song describes so well what i've been feeling the last couple months. Most days all i want is to return to the happy, innocent, trusting child i was. Before depression. Before anxiety. Before barricading my heart. I want it sometimes so much that it physically hurts. But if i had the chance to, despite the temptation, i wouldn't. I can't say i fully like myself even still today, but i wouldn't choose to be someone else. My dark times forged me into who i am now and someday i will learn to love myself for them, and not in spite of them. Thomas, somehow you always seem to hit the exact right heart string with every song. Please keep creating more of these and tell Joan and Jamahl they are so incredibly gifted! The songs Joan writes are all i want to listen to.
Thanks Aurora! It's still a process of accepting the bad as something to grow from. But now, being in my 20's i'm finally getting more comfortable with being my stupid, goofy self! And all i hope is that at some point my story can help someone else work through, or understand a bit clearer what they are going through too. I don't open up to many people and i have had a lot of bad days (years) but if they in any way help anyone it will all be worth it.
Dani Cobalt I hope you have a wonderful life now. I personally can't relate to everything you're saying, but I do have friends who are going through very similar things. So, I hope you're happy now and have an amazing day.
You're so kind v thomp! And yes i do have a great life now. I mean anyone who deals with metal illness will know it never really goes away, and there will always be grey days, but my life is defiantly much better now! And tbg, Thomas has been one of the big things that have caused that! As well as putting myself out there to create my own stuff for youtube! (slightly shameful plug) :P
Can i just leave a nice long comment here? Nice thanks. It's currently 1:26am and I can't sleep, I came to my calm playlist just to have some noise on in the background and this cane on and I never really took the time to just _listen_ to the lyrics and holy-wow. Joan is truly one of the most talented writers I've ever heard and oh my GOD is Thomas just so amazing. I love the instrumental and Jamal and the guitar. Gah! I love everything about this.
I'm currently on the borderline. Not knowing if I was a better person before I started having all of my struggles, or if I'll be a better person after I finally figure out who I am.
Iraeim Draws Stuff pretty sure the chords are C-Am-F-G for the chorus, the verses stay at C and Am until the last three lines (so now ill miss the train/a walk’s still progress made) “i’d like to say..” chords change to G-Em-C-D (i think, that’s my best guess)
I haven't tried it yet and it's probably not completely accurate (I think it's computer generated) but here's a starting point at least chordify.net/chords/on-the-borderline-original-song-thomas-sanders-thomas-sanders
This song is very powerful, especially for me where I am in this point in my life. I’m getting ready to go off to college, and I’m having a lot of mixed emotions about it.
imveryclueless I was in your same shoes not too long ago and just know, college is what you make it. There will be both good and bad times but that’s just a part of life. Just know that I’m here for you and will be rooting for you in this new and exciting chapter of your life.
I'm not gonna lie. Thomas you are a excellent singer and Jamahl is such a good musician. Joan is amazing at writing these songs. Thomas you sung the song so brilliantly with so much feeling....I started to legitimately cry. Thomas keep doing what you love and keep being you... *Sobs*
I'm actually crying. Thank you, Thomas, Joan, Jamahl and everyone who contributed to this song. This is just the song I need right now. When I was a kid, I was really outgoing, confident and happy-go-lucky. However, now I'm becoming this more reserved, quiet, introverted person. Social interaction is scary and I spend most of my time alone in my room. My self-esteem has taken a huge dive as well. Recently, it was the seventh anniversary of my grandfather's passing, and it got me thinking about what he'd think of me if he were still here. I tried to tell myself he'd be proud. I'm doing well at school, I'm preparing to be in a show at the West End, which is awesome, and I have amazing friends. However, no matter what I thought, there was always this voice in the back of my mind, saying he'd be disappointed in me. It told me that I'm a wreck, that I'm not prepared for the next big steps in life and I'll fail what's to come. The thoughts made me wish I could go back, return to being a child with zero worries and fears. Not have to face GCSEs and college, and beyond that, university and adulthood (or, as Patton would say, adultery). I actually started acting like my happy, upbeat, childhood self in front of my parents so they wouldn't know the inner struggles I was facing. I thought I was alone, but by hearing this song and knowing there are others who feel the same way I do, I feel really reassured. Your videos have helped me so much through hard times and I want you to know that. Sure, this comment will probably be lost in the sea of others, but I still want to say: Thank you. So so much. From me, and all the other Fanders. We really appreciate everything you do.
Honestly I know you probably won’t see this Thomas but for the incredibly slim chance you do, this song hit really close to home for me. When I was really young I was told I had a deficiency that pretty much made my bones decay while I’m still alive. I was told I was going to die long before everyone else and being a young kid this terrified me. This was considered the beginning of the end for me, and it was considered to be like I was standing in between two things: life to death, and I was terrified. I was told to never change because I wouldn’t have much time anyway. Turns out, it’s 10 years later and I lived so far 6 years longer then I was supposed to. This song represented a lot of thing I couldn’t understand back then but now I can. This song is incredible! Thank you for making it: this was something I needed to hear.
Damn. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering about whether I used to be a better person. Thank you to Joan and Thomas and Jamal for putting my thoughts into song form. Makes me feel less alone 💙
This is incredibly nostalgic and makes me sad even though it wasn't my childhood videos This is just so gorgeous and beautiful and the emotions can really be felt through the video. As I got further in the video it started to hit way too close to home
This is GORGEOUS, as usual.Also bOY WHY DID YOU UPLOAD THIS WHILE WE WERE IN LINE TO MEET YOU? (I was the kid who was shaking like crazy from head to foot and had the handmade SS pins that you loved and the pink unicorn gift bag) (I didn't really get to say this cause i was so shaky but i love you so freaking much)
I don’t know what it is but whenever Thomas sings, it’s very calming in a sense I just got dumped by my significant other and this has been a good coping mechanism for me Thank you Thomas you’re amazing ❤️💙💜💛
I have a playlist of songs, and my mom loves all of yours the most. She sings along with "things we used to share". I can't wait to show this to her. Thank you.
"written once again by my incredibly talented friend, Joan." Joan is honestly so good at writing songs. They've made everybody in the comments cry, including me.
This really speaks to me. I turned 20 not too long ago, and I really feel like I'm between two major stages of my life. I'm really nervous about the future, but I know that I just need to trust myself, and I will be okay. Thank you for this beautiful song, Thomas and friends! ❤
I recently found out my family wants to move to Washington from California, and I can’t decide where to go. I would love to leave, but I don’t want to leave what I’m made, and destroy my mark on my family and friends. I can’t stop thinking about it, and when I don’t, my parents bring it back up. I really don’t want to leave everyone in California, but I’ve already made friends in Washington, and I don’t want to leave them either. I didn’t really want to bring this up, but this song shows my feelings. Thank you for making my life so happy, even if we do move. I hope my life can stay as bright while your in it. - Sarah
"They said: 'Son, don't change'
and I keep hoping they won't see how much I have"
This is such a powerful line
cool song
The two reasons I came to this video.
1. Thomas is singing like a chorus of freaking Angels.
2. Videos of small child Thomas
Agreed
"They said son dont change and I keep hoping they won't see how much I have"
Welp I'm crying
Lol I had just stopped and now I'm crying again thanks, 😂😂😂
Me too😫
pATTON??
It gets worse when you remember that Joan wrote that...
I'm sorry >.
Right when i got to this comment, that part began playing lmfao nice--
“I'm standing on the borderline
Between two states- I'm petrified”
And just like that you’ve summed up how I’ve felt so often in the past year (and will continue to feel the rest of my life) as I’ve faced some of the biggest, scariest, life altering decisions of my life.
I never had the words for that feeling before. I really like the comparison. Thank you for a beautiful song (Sung by a beautiful boy with an amazing voice that makes me want to cry a little every time but in a good way)
I know this has nothing to do with the comment but I love your profile picture!
I was gonna say the same. Memento Mori my friends.
There rly is a lot of Fanders and theatre kids/nerds in the Unus Annus fan base and I LOVE IT!!!! also, momento Mori my friends
"They said: “son, don't change”And I keep hoping they won't see how much I have"
...That hit me a bit too hard in the feelings
lunar jade I'm listening to this as I'm reading comments and as soon as I started reading this comment that part started playing 😂
me too
lunar jade oh god same
lunar jade SAME OH MY GOD THAT MADE ME ALL TEARY
lunar jade me too...
1. Lie down
2. Cry. Just cry. There is no use trying not to cry. Resistance is futile. Surrender to the sweet embrace of your tears.
3. Force all of your friends to watch this so that they may cry themselves into oblivion with you.
Spectral Heart ok
Stop calling me out like this
this is the most true and beautiful comment I have ever seen ever and I love you for it
I do that
*thomas opens his mouth*
Me: *sobs uncontrollably*
In all seriousness, the vocals are amazing, the lyrics are touching, the instrumental is solid gold, and the singer himself is a shining diamond.
One Click Agreed 😍
One Click yes! Couldn’t have put it better❤️
indeed
i teared up during the first line
omg
same here
"I'm followed by the borderline as I pace forward in my life seeking the times I'll long for once they leave me"
"Hi Thomas"
😭💜
“I’m a shadow of the past, the shadow of a boy, a boy who couldn’t last.” :’(
" i am a shadow of the past , the shadow of a boy , a boy , who couldn't last " is genuinely one of the most brilliant lines i've ever heard . incredible ...
God, this song makes my soul ache. It makes me long for days long past. Thomas, I know you may never read this, and I accept that, and I hope my story could possibly help others who may read through this comment section.
I was 5 years old when my dad lost his job. I didnt quite understand what that meant at the time, but that moment is what I like to call, “the beginning of the end” as the years went by, I moved around a lot, and my dad drank more and more. He never hit me, but he’d verbally abuse us, and he liked to intimidate my mother and I, by throwing punches that never contacted us. This continued for several years. It took a lot of courage, but when I turned 12, my mom divorced my father on September 21, 2015, and was kicked out of our house. December 3rd of that same year, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. I was 12, and my brother, who is on the autism spectrum was 15. I cooked, I cleaned, and I took care of my brother and I. I faked phone calls forged signatures filled out bills to make sure my family could be okay. I turned 13, with no fanfare. two months later, I cut all up and down my arms. wrist to elbow, and I almost died because of it. I did my best to make sure i was okay. Some probably needed stitches, but it wasnt an option. 3 months go by, and I found your youtube channel through a cute video. “Reasons to Smile” since then, I’ve continued to strive to be a better person. Two years later, at 15 and feeling 30, I can proudly say: I’m two years clean June 3rd, and my mom is a year cancer free August 28. Thank you Thomas
and to anybody reading this that may be struggling, i know it doesnt seem it, but life does get better. maybe not tomorrow, or the next week, or even next year, but I promise you, it gets better.
O.M.G that was so sad.😭😞😞😭😭😞 I wish you the best of luck with your life happy smiles.🌈😸😻🦄🦄🐕🐈🐩🐅🐆🦊🐱🐁🐻🐄🐐🐖🐗🐹🐰🐇🐤🐦🐧🐝🐬🌹🌺🌷🌸🌼💐
A.R. E. You are wise beyond your years. I’m so glad you’re still here and that your mom is cancer free. Your story really touched my heart, thank you for sharing it. ❤️
I hope Thomas sees this
God bless you in all ways through your life. You seem like a better person than all of us. I hope I will never have the experience of my perants devorce and I hope it will never happen. What amazes me is that I tear up thinking about these situations and there's people who goes through this stuff and they see the end of it and change there ways of going about there life and becomes a amazing person. Hope you have an amazing life😀😊
A.R. E. I feel you. And vent to me if you need to
I think 1:47-1:57 are the most saddest words I heard like if you agree
Omg thank u guys so much for liking this
evil tron that part is sad, but for me the saddest part is after that. 1:58 - 2:07 is the hardest part. Shadow is definitely hard but that line he’s talking about the past. The part, he’s talking about the acceptance of people at the present and in the future. And it’s so sad but God I love this song. Dx
Tbh I think it's 1:47 - 2:07 😶
Okay, but lets take a moment to appreciate Joan's amazing song writing because
OH MY SWEET SWEET GOODNESS ALL THE SONGS JOAN MAKES THEYRE ALL SO GOOD AND EMOTIONAL???? MY HEART???
ME TOO! M JF SVKDZ BBC I DCKTSG!!! :'3
yes.
I can still the fetus Thomas in the grown up Thomas! Happy birthday you beautiful butterfly!!
You can just HEAR how much emotion he puts into the song, how much he feels the words and the notes he expresses with his angelic voice.I can't express enough how amazing I think Thomas is, he's a amazingly kind person but also so SO talented, these songs always leave me speachless with tears running down my face. I love this song so much Thomas, thankyou for making my day wonderful yet again...!
*Dear Thomas, Jamahl and Joan,*
If somehow either of you see this, please know that you have brought so much hope, happiness and light into this world. Looking at the comments in just this video, at the reactions, the memories, the connections and the emotions you’ve sparked, thank you.
Thomas, your voice is beautiful and perfect for this song, the emotion behind it is perfect. Jamahl, your playing is simply beautiful, there is no other way to describe it. Joan. The lyrics are so touching and make me speechless. The tune, the melody, how it all flows and the soft majesty of it all leaves no words to be said.
Thank you all xxx
I agree completely
*casually adds another 1,000 views*
People: watches video and cries bc feels
Me: hasn't even clicked yet, already tearing up bc I know it'll be gorgeous
Thomas is a great singer! I love how he shows clips of when he was younger to represent the song. Amazing!
KayLoves Gaming I agree😊
I know you're a very busy person, Thomas, and you're probably not going to read this, but you are probably the one person on this earth that can really make me smile. I truly identify with you, and your singing, comedy, and overall message that things will get better have really helped me to cope with all of the emotions that bombard someone during adolescence. I don't know if I'm going to last past this stage of life, but you have helped me get this far. I thank you from the bottom of my sad heart.
Edit: I honestly forgot about this comment. I am certainly in a much happier place where I'm much more confident in myself and my relationships. Thank you to everyone who responded checking in :}
I know how hard it is, the changes, the pain, but there are people who support you such as thomas sanders himself, even if he doesnt know you, or me, he has faith in all of us. It helps me so maybe it'll help you.
I feel the same way. Whenever in having a hard day and no one can cheer me up, I come to him and he always makes me laugh. I can relate to him so much! Thanks Thomas!
Deep
thank you Thomas
Is it better yet? 😶❤
How are you doing now? Any better? :D
What's with all the songs Thomas? There's only so much emotion I can take.
Literally everything he does is so emotional. I go back sometimes, on a lot of his videos just to see the look on his face because he's so expressive. I love it.
Thomas was so cute back then. And yet he is still cute!
Ikr
Ikr I’m in love with him 😍
Nina Yesss
Why are all gay guys cute?
Alek Johnson Because you can't have them. Things you can't have become better.
Joan!! Is!! Fuckin’!! Talented!!
Thomas!! Makes!! Me!! Cry!!
Y’all!! Are!! All!! Beautiful!!
I KNOW!!! ITS AMAZING!! HOW CAN SOMEONE WRITE THIS WELL!?!?
U should add the 👏 emoji
“They said son, don’t change, and I’m hoping they won’t see how much I have.”
Most relatable line. Beautifully worded and I’m crying
My friend: Are you crying?
Me: No! I’m.... just sweating from my eyes.
You and Joan need to make an album!
This. Yes. Agree. Now. Now!
S U P P O R T
*He has the most beautiful voice i have ever heard...*
Kiera Faith you now notice that
m.ua-cam.com/video/dQw4w9WgXcQ/v-deo.html
Not anymore. Listen to this. It got me through some really hard times. I don't think I could live without this song, looking back.
No i'm just stating fact.
Kiera Faith its a joke, I made a joke.
it was good i will admit. haha
The line “they said son, don’t change, and I keep hoping they won’t see how much I have” hits so close to home - which is why (when my son is old enough to understand) I’m going to tell him “don’t change for anyone other than for yourself, change is inevitable, just make sure it’s a change that you like and that it’s not for other people”
Why are my eyes having extra liquids in them. This is interesting. Definitely not tears so i have no clue what it is. Definitely.
Okay LOGAN chill 😂 (but between you and me...same)
This was my reaction exactly.
Logan: well I believe there the body's way of releasing toxins in your body via a liquid out of your eyes....
Patton: there tears, kiddo it's alright *crys* this song gives me so many emotions too.... SO MUCH MEMORY'S.
roman: yes yes whatever.... BUT CAN YOU HEAR THE SINGING WHY ARE WE NOT IN A DISNEY FILM YET.
Virgil: ew... Feelings
Why do you sound like Logan 💙💙
@@emmafitch2410 cause logans awesome
I’m not crying you are
KirstenIsStrange you're right
Ur right I know
Correct I am
No u
We all are
The flashbacks. I’m actually in tears
This song really touched my heart. I am currently in a time where I’m stuck on the “borderline” of my life... I am very lost even though I am sitting on the borderline and I should know where I am. This song has touched me so so much, and it makes me feel better. Thank you Joan, you are an amazing writer, thank you Jamal, you are an amazing guitar player, and thank you Thomas.... you are an amazing singer. I have listened o this song about 500 times and it brings me to tears every time. I love it so so much. I wish I could listen to it 24/7 without stopping. Thank you again. Love all.... ❤️
Are we sure Patton didn't orchestrate this entire video? This seems like a Patton-like video with all the short clips of you as a child.
By the way, this video made my mom cry. She thought it was adorable.
The Fiadochi Aardvark that would be soooo cool 😎 if Patton orchestrated it
Joan is an amazing song writer period.Jahmal is an amazing musician period.Thomas is a cinnamon bun period.
Edit:*brother walks in sees me crying*
Bro: 😕What's wrong with you?
Me:😭Thomas kicked me in the feels 😭
Bro:😑😒 Bruh
Purple Rose Bro be like bruh
Lol
Until you play it back in 0.25x speed and hear all the imperfections xD jk they're all great. If you saw my comment( it should be way down there cause it has four likes xD\/) this is my number one favorite song ever
Srsly tho you should go read my comment at least cause it explains just how much I love this xD
Same
Sister:bub u Gucci
Me: Im not gonna cry, Im not gonna cry, Im not gonna cry
(Thomas sings 1 word)
Me, tears running down my face, sobbing and clutching my heart: dammit
lunar jade the title alone made me tear up when I got the notification
lunar jade same
lunar jade this is me but me i was
This won't make me cry
Thomas: *one word*
Me: *Cry's like a big baby* god fucking damnit
The holy trinity:
Thomas the singer, Jamal the musician, and Joan the songwriter
I identify with this religion
Me too
@@PDragonBabyUOSo do I
@@PDragonBabyUO as do i
My Username may be Mimi Angel but Thomas is the real Angel with a voice like that
+Mimi Angel Rent reference?
Mimi Angel thank you
*this is amazing yes thank you*
Tori Jones the only reason I liked your comment is so you could have triple digit likes
Kat The Nerdfighter What does that mean? I always see it on vlogbrothers videos.
Kat The Nerdfighter Ohh! That makes sense! Thank you!
Before Video; WOO NEW SONGGG
After Video; IM NOT CRYING! YOU ARE! //sobbing intensifies//
Amelia’s Animations I cri evrytiem ;-;
I just listened to this three times in a row and I can't hold back the tears
Amelia’s Animations NO I'M NOT! * sniff * CRAP... The ninjas are cutting onions again! *balls eyes out*
NO U
Amelia’s Animations *huggles*
Well, I'm currently between middle school and high school and I know I will never be able to talk with all of my old classmates ever again and I might not even see some of the people I've known since before I could even write down my name. The high school is so much bigger in size and I don't know how much I'll be able to take. I don't know who I'll be seen as or who I'll hang with... It's just all moving along.
I'll try to remember to come back in four years and cry again.
Everyone who worked on this song is so darn talented and just thank you for existing.
You know what? I'm just going to thank everyone right now. Like, everyone just here and reading this. Thank you to whoever is reading this comment for your mere existence and living the life you are. I know several of you probably have rough things going on right now, but the sun always shines after even the heaviest of storms. Thank you for being yourself. If you aren't feeling like yourself, I hope you'll get there. I know I may never meet you outside of this, but just keep on keeping on and have a lovely life!
Rose ....... thank you..... More people really need to see this....
And I'm sure you'll be just fine in high school... Most of my friends are going into the 9th grade and they're petrified too but I know that they will be okay and so will you... Just try not to psych yourself up about it.... Have an amazing day and just try and enjoy high school while you can... : )
I'm going into 6th grade, and some of my close friends aren't going to Gavit :'(
In in 8th grade and im scared for high school. I already lost all my friends and in just hoping I get some new ones.
Glad I could be here today reading this, or being here for you? (Aaaah anxiety why)
We all have been blessed (again) by Thomas' amazing voice and Joan's gorgeous song #blessed
Edit: And Jamal's extraordinary guitar playing
Don’t forget jamal’s extraordinary guitar playing
Yes, we have been very much blessed by the angels known as Thomas, Joan, and Jamal.
After Infinity War I was not prepared for more emotional scarring
GingerNutter what a mood
true, true
I legit just got home from seeing it I’m crying so much aaahhhh
honestly same i feel so attacked
GingerNutter same tho
Thomas Sanders you are absolutely amazing ❤️
The only reason someone would dislike is:
1.crying and hit the wrong button
2.brings back feelings that thay don't like
3. You're remus
4. You're Janus and you're lying
@@nox5660 yes
@@nox5660 this
I want to pay money for this
Randy Gutierrez TAKE OUR MONEY, THOMAS
TAKE IT
Yeah me too
CMG good good you said go on Britain got talent is it going to be a b or c you are perfect and I I really do your you're fine videos and you're on UA-cam videos
:)
Randy Gutierre
I agree, *Hand 2 million dollars* TAKETH!!
I’m actually in tears. Thomas why can you bring anything out of me-
Um... Anything?
Hehe anything
SaiyanWarrior omfg😂😂
*exscuse me*
ME TOO
THOMAS SANDERS YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING HUMAN ON EARTH AND I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS HAVE DONE FOR SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP CREATING,LIVING,AND INSPIRING
I first clicked on this song 31 days after moving through 4 states and this song is basically how I feel 24/7 rn
Natalie
I know that feeling
I’ve had to move so many times because of my dads work. I never realized it but this song makes me feel like I’m back in Arizona, packing my bags and laying down in my empty house for the last time.
Oh great. Midterms are in 3 days and a Thomas Sanders song has been uploaded. This song will be dominating my head for the next entire week...
If i fail my tests, im blaming it on Thomas's heavenly singing
lunar jade DUDE SAME LOL
Thomas, have you been in Pattons room again?
Yup-
I don't understand why he keeps going back ther-
Yup
_o h b o i -_
Probably lmao
*Thomas opens his mouth*
Me:
*jumps out of a window sobbing*
Also Thomas was such a cute baby wtf ?
He was blond!
Have you expected anything else but cuteness from him?
*is
As in "Thomas is such a cute baby" because he is still a cute baby, I mean just look at him.
Meme Queen he's such a cute amazing person
AgREED
can we acknowledge that thomas hasn’t changed since when he was a kid-
*Hes still absolutely adorable*
Hi Thomas & Joan, I know you probably won't see this but I don't care, because this song was absolutely beautiful and I need to just like, say how much it touched me. I'm also someone who looks back, like, a lot. It's weird because my past wasn't all bad, but there was a large chunk of my teenage years where I was depressed and self-conscious and deeply unhappy. And like, as much as I'm proud of myself for focusing on my studies and managing to move away and start over, it's really difficult to like, move on from that time. Because it's like, I wonder how much of who I am now - like my perfectionism, my social anxiety, hating crowded clubs - like, how much of that is because of those years of bullying and general darkness, and how different would I be if that had never happened. It's easy to get lost in memories, to wonder "what if," to wonder if the girl I was at 9 years old would be pleased or disappointed with who I am now. How much of her personality have I kept, how much have I abandoned, left behind because I became jaded and had to focus on "growing up". Sometimes it can be all encompassing.
But for the record, I think she would be proud of me. And I have changed, a lot, but that's not bad. We change because we learn, and some of those lessons are hard to swallow, and some then need to be unlearned to make room for better ones. It's easy to feel like a shadow of the past, but that's not really it. We're more like a photo album, a collection of thousands of memories, and we can't carry every single picture. And that's okay. 'Cause we'll take more pictures as we go on, and it's important to leave some pictures behind so there's space for the new ones.
- Nomeeyy - well said 👏 😊
That's so beautiful... You could be a writer
Nine-year-old me would be so dissapointed xD
cvgfgh thank u
I keep coming back to this and I'm currently sobbing it's so GORGEOUS his voice is like a bloody angels
YES JUST YES
I graduate college one week from today, and this song really hit home for me. Thank you so much, Joan for writing it, Thomas for singing it, and Jamahl and the other instrumentalists for helping to make it so beautiful.
Taylor Stark My cousin is graduating too, and I can completely relate. Thomas is an angel😁
Taylor Stark Well congrats on the graduation! It really hit me, too.
"They said son don't change and I keep hoping they won't see how much I have"
Oh, Joan, you're perfect just the way you are! You are awesome!
I read that "You are perfect just the way you are" in Patton's voice when he said that in Accepting Anxiety 2/2
"You shine... *bright like a diamond"*
"You okay there Patton?"
"I just got a lot of feelings"
(I just had to, I'm sorry)
damn Joan, got the lyric game on!!! do I have to even say how good everyone has made this sound?!!!! like Thomas please stop bleassing us with your amazing voice and amazingly talented friends i.e. stop being Gods of Talent. seriously.
I’m graduating high school this month and this song just made me so emotional.
Andrea Cassidy thank you so much
omg, can't even think about what it'd be like in your shoes. I'll start sobbing.
Im on my senior year right now
This would make a great graduation song tbh
I've just graduated (sort of) from school - as in, I still have finals but my last school year ever is over. My friends and I are all going to university soon and we don't know what to expect and we're all in an emotional place right now, and I think this song really encapsulates that feeling. I'm blown away by the whole thing. Joan, you lyrical genius. Thomas and Jamahl, you incredibly talented people.
Nazish Talati You're going to do great! Remember, you will always have someone there for you, whether it's family or friends. The best advice I can give you is to not be afraid to ask for help! It could be with the courses you're taking, if you just need to talk to someone, or just anything. Oh, and take some time for yourself every once in a while. Too much work is bad; just take a couple minutes without your phone or any distractions every once in a while. :) You're gonna do great! I wish you the best of luck!
Alon-zy and Geronimo!
You are not the same person you were before.
You are so much better.
I wish I could meet all of them but I know I'm falling for a screen, a person I could never attempt to reach out to since there are thousands of others who want to do the same, this will be lost in a sea of comments all showering your praises so mine will be but a drop in the ocean, but I hope it matters, Thomas probably won't see this, but to the other fans, just know that you are special too, you deserve to be happy and you can do anything you set your minds to for the rest of you are also amazing! I hope you ALL have a happy weekend
Also Joan is sooo fricken amazing, It's amazing how I've never met them yet I love them so much, or at least the things they show and create, I wish I could meet them :c
Oh, this comment was really well-written and very beautiful
EmilyPhoenixCat ??? Thank you, I just want to make someone smile, because they deserve to have a great day, and so do you 😊
I want to sing this at my eighth grade night before I leave for high school. This song just feels like growing up.
This song put my depression and thoughts of killing my self to rest. You can make music. Now I feel like I might be able to come out to parents, thanks for this lovely song.
edit: i’m now much older than i was when i said this now out to my parents and living a mostly happy life came back to this video for nostalgia and forgot i commented so i fidgured i’d add to it and say it gets better
purple Rain boot you are a beautiful unicorn, and there is so much more to life that you haven't uncovered yet. You have family and friends who love you, even if you don't know they do. We all cherish you as a part of this world, so please don't leave it. ♥️♥️
Good luck! ❤
Can we just take a moment to acknowledge this fact: 38 *thousand* likes vs *92 dislikes*
Now it's 43 thousand likes to 116 dislikes. My question is how more than a hundred people could dislike.
44K vs 122 now
45k and 120 now, two ppl corrected their mistake
47K👍 127👎 with 677,458 views
48k > 128
OMG THOMAS I SPIT OUT MY GOLDFISH THIS IS GREAT. To the four people who disliked this: I will find you and I will feed you Logan Berry jam and play this until you like this.
Fancy Animal im just gonna dislike this and pretend i dont like it!
Fancy Animal lol
Fancy Animal pffft me too
I’m
Crying
Screeing
My heart
Is melting
His voice
Has me hypnotized
I
Can’t
This
Is
Amazing
First) I was in tears, this was so beautiful and heartfelt, there was no way on Earth I couldn't be.
Second) You were a cute child.
Thomas' voice is sweet like chocolate covered strawberries and cotton candy, warm like drinking hot cocoa by the fire, thick like black treacle and woolly jumpers, deep like the feeling you get after crying, and calming like the patter of raindrops against glass as you drift to sleep.
Okay, honestly? I am not easily impressed by music. There is plenty of music I like, but rarely do I feel like.. Moved or impressed much but music. But this? Was so truly an impressive, gorgeous song. The words were so impactful. Your voice absolutely did the point justice. The music was stunning. It was all just absolutely lovely, from every stand point.
Same.
PUT THIS SONG IN SPOTIFY PLEASE❤❤
they did
@@ohiobrownie5891 *Gasp*
Question is, is it on iTunes too??
I’ve been desperate to say all of these so here we go; The things I love most about Thomas
1. He doesn’t ask for subscribers, likes etc.
2. His friends. Take Joan and Talyn. Could you get friends any better?
3. His voice and personality
4. He isn’t big headed, cocky and doesn’t think the world of himself.
5. All of the above and more.
Thomas, keep doing what you’re doing. I can tell in your facial expressions that you really feel what you sing. Not many people have that gift. You are amazing and don’t let anyone tell you differently.
His voice is heavenly✴✴
Yeah, hi, its too early to be feeling all these feels...
love this song and your username 😂😂
I am way too emotional right now. This song describes so well what i've been feeling the last couple months. Most days all i want is to return to the happy, innocent, trusting child i was. Before depression. Before anxiety. Before barricading my heart. I want it sometimes so much that it physically hurts. But if i had the chance to, despite the temptation, i wouldn't. I can't say i fully like myself even still today, but i wouldn't choose to be someone else. My dark times forged me into who i am now and someday i will learn to love myself for them, and not in spite of them.
Thomas, somehow you always seem to hit the exact right heart string with every song. Please keep creating more of these and tell Joan and Jamahl they are so incredibly gifted! The songs Joan writes are all i want to listen to.
Thanks Aurora! It's still a process of accepting the bad as something to grow from. But now, being in my 20's i'm finally getting more comfortable with being my stupid, goofy self! And all i hope is that at some point my story can help someone else work through, or understand a bit clearer what they are going through too. I don't open up to many people and i have had a lot of bad days (years) but if they in any way help anyone it will all be worth it.
Dani Cobalt I hope you have a wonderful life now. I personally can't relate to everything you're saying, but I do have friends who are going through very similar things. So, I hope you're happy now and have an amazing day.
You're so kind v thomp! And yes i do have a great life now. I mean anyone who deals with metal illness will know it never really goes away, and there will always be grey days, but my life is defiantly much better now! And tbg, Thomas has been one of the big things that have caused that! As well as putting myself out there to create my own stuff for youtube! (slightly shameful plug) :P
.........this is going to be emotional...
I'm Crying Already....
Ruby Tozzi * me seeing the thumbnail *
correct
"I'm standing on the borderline
Between two states- I'm petrified”
I can relate so much to the entire song but especially this part.
Gorgeous, just gorgeous
Can i just leave a nice long comment here?
Nice thanks.
It's currently 1:26am and I can't sleep, I came to my calm playlist just to have some noise on in the background and this cane on and I never really took the time to just _listen_ to the lyrics and holy-wow. Joan is truly one of the most talented writers I've ever heard and oh my GOD is Thomas just so amazing. I love the instrumental and Jamal and the guitar. Gah! I love everything about this.
its the kind of music we need right now
Joan should write a song for Thomas and Dodie to ding together
I'm currently on the borderline. Not knowing if I was a better person before I started having all of my struggles, or if I'll be a better person after I finally figure out who I am.
He has a beautiful voice❤💕
I seriously need chords for this. Can a musically gifted person please???????? Like????? Provide????????????
Iraeim Draws Stuff pretty sure the chords are C-Am-F-G for the chorus, the verses stay at C and Am until the last three lines (so now ill miss the train/a walk’s still progress made)
“i’d like to say..” chords change to G-Em-C-D (i think, that’s my best guess)
jarjarjinx thank you!!!!!!!!
I haven't tried it yet and it's probably not completely accurate (I think it's computer generated) but here's a starting point at least
chordify.net/chords/on-the-borderline-original-song-thomas-sanders-thomas-sanders
This song is very powerful, especially for me where I am in this point in my life. I’m getting ready to go off to college, and I’m having a lot of mixed emotions about it.
imveryclueless I was in your same shoes not too long ago and just know, college is what you make it. There will be both good and bad times but that’s just a part of life. Just know that I’m here for you and will be rooting for you in this new and exciting chapter of your life.
You got this. I just made a difficult choice to change my major to what I want, not what I felt like I had to do. It's worth it 💜
Wasgattalex That’s so great! I’m happy for you! :D
imveryclueless I feel the same way. I am fearful for the future once I leave high school. The song makes me hopeful and nostalgic at the same time
I'm not gonna lie. Thomas you are a excellent singer and Jamahl is such a good musician. Joan is amazing at writing these songs. Thomas you sung the song so brilliantly with so much feeling....I started to legitimately cry. Thomas keep doing what you love and keep being you...
*Sobs*
I'M CRYING
JOAN, THOMAS JAMAL GOD YOU'RE ALL SO TALENT AND AMAZING THIS SONG TOUCHED ME IN WAYS NOT MANY SONGS CAN
JUST THANK YOU ❤
joan got me in the heart with their lyrics :,(
I'm actually crying. Thank you, Thomas, Joan, Jamahl and everyone who contributed to this song. This is just the song I need right now.
When I was a kid, I was really outgoing, confident and happy-go-lucky. However, now I'm becoming this more reserved, quiet, introverted person. Social interaction is scary and I spend most of my time alone in my room. My self-esteem has taken a huge dive as well.
Recently, it was the seventh anniversary of my grandfather's passing, and it got me thinking about what he'd think of me if he were still here. I tried to tell myself he'd be proud. I'm doing well at school, I'm preparing to be in a show at the West End, which is awesome, and I have amazing friends. However, no matter what I thought, there was always this voice in the back of my mind, saying he'd be disappointed in me. It told me that I'm a wreck, that I'm not prepared for the next big steps in life and I'll fail what's to come.
The thoughts made me wish I could go back, return to being a child with zero worries and fears. Not have to face GCSEs and college, and beyond that, university and adulthood (or, as Patton would say, adultery). I actually started acting like my happy, upbeat, childhood self in front of my parents so they wouldn't know the inner struggles I was facing.
I thought I was alone, but by hearing this song and knowing there are others who feel the same way I do, I feel really reassured. Your videos have helped me so much through hard times and I want you to know that. Sure, this comment will probably be lost in the sea of others, but I still want to say: Thank you. So so much. From me, and all the other Fanders. We really appreciate everything you do.
Aww this is so sweet, and exactly how I feel. Thank you for this comment♥️♥️
Ur best is the most anyone, even urself, could ever ask of u❤️ Don’t go back✊🏾
And I’m happy I could help!
Honestly I know you probably won’t see this Thomas but for the incredibly slim chance you do, this song hit really close to home for me. When I was really young I was told I had a deficiency that pretty much made my bones decay while I’m still alive. I was told I was going to die long before everyone else and being a young kid this terrified me. This was considered the beginning of the end for me, and it was considered to be like I was standing in between two things: life to death, and I was terrified. I was told to never change because I wouldn’t have much time anyway. Turns out, it’s 10 years later and I lived so far 6 years longer then I was supposed to. This song represented a lot of thing I couldn’t understand back then but now I can. This song is incredible! Thank you for making it: this was something I needed to hear.
Damn. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering about whether I used to be a better person. Thank you to Joan and Thomas and Jamal for putting my thoughts into song form. Makes me feel less alone 💙
This is incredibly nostalgic and makes me sad even though it wasn't my childhood videos
This is just so gorgeous and beautiful and the emotions can really be felt through the video. As I got further in the video it started to hit way too close to home
This is GORGEOUS, as usual.Also bOY WHY DID YOU UPLOAD THIS WHILE WE WERE IN LINE TO MEET YOU? (I was the kid who was shaking like crazy from head to foot and had the handmade SS pins that you loved and the pink unicorn gift bag) (I didn't really get to say this cause i was so shaky but i love you so freaking much)
No. 1 Fander Where was this meet that I didn't go to and my mom wouldn't let me??
Oh the meeting that is a continent far from me ,
re reis Where tho
No. 1 Fander I have a suggestion for you,why don't you change your username to no.1 sander fander
I wanted to go but I'm the other side of the world. Your so lucky
I don’t know what it is but whenever Thomas sings, it’s very calming in a sense
I just got dumped by my significant other and this has been a good coping mechanism for me
Thank you Thomas you’re amazing ❤️💙💜💛
This is beautiful. Joan is amazing.
Joan isn't in the song
@@sodapop4949 Joan wrote the song
@@rainbowrat5647 Oh sorry I'm only 9 years old
@@sodapop4949 All good, I was just letting you know. Stay safe :)
THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!Also, how is Joan so good at songwriting????
I have a playlist of songs, and my mom loves all of yours the most. She sings along with "things we used to share". I can't wait to show this to her. Thank you.
"written once again by my incredibly talented friend, Joan."
Joan is honestly so good at writing songs. They've made everybody in the comments cry, including me.
I’m almost crying within the first minute
This so so beautiful, oh my
Amelia Greveson I started crying when I heard the music
thank you lord for this daily bread
Yuki Iganaci lol
Yuki Iganaci this is what I was thinking lol
A M E N
This really speaks to me. I turned 20 not too long ago, and I really feel like I'm between two major stages of my life. I'm really nervous about the future, but I know that I just need to trust myself, and I will be okay. Thank you for this beautiful song, Thomas and friends! ❤
I recently found out my family wants to move to Washington from California, and I can’t decide where to go. I would love to leave, but I don’t want to leave what I’m made, and destroy my mark on my family and friends. I can’t stop thinking about it, and when I don’t, my parents bring it back up. I really don’t want to leave everyone in California, but I’ve already made friends in Washington, and I don’t want to leave them either. I didn’t really want to bring this up, but this song shows my feelings.
Thank you for making my life so happy, even if we do move.
I hope my life can stay as bright while your in it.
- Sarah