【Kikuo】 Kimi wa Dekinai ko // 君はできない子 (English Re-Cover) 【Umber】

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  • Опубліковано 14 жов 2018
  • PLEASE READ FOR TRANSLATION NOTES BEFORE YOU GET MAD
    Hello! You may be aware that a little over two years ago, I covered this song! Since that time, that video has become my most popular, which is pretty frustrating for me considering I did it in a day and completely rushed it to get it done for a school project.
    I had written the translyrics, recorded, tuned, and mixed it all in a day, so needless to say, it wasn't very good, but people kept using it for their Rick and Morty animatics so I knew I had to redo it and get the old one off my channel lol
    If you'd like to see the old one, It's just unlisted, so you can view it here - • 【Kikuo】 You Are A Usel...
    You may notice that the wording has changed rather dramatically from the original translation. "You are a useless child" is the generally accepted translation, however it has also been interpreted in many other ways. "Useless," "ineffective," "worthless," as well as "good-for-nothing." Though "useless" is the more widely known translation of this song, "good-for-nothing" fit the meter and syllable count much better.
    I changed it from "kid" or "child" to "boy", for a few reasons. "Boy" sound closer to "ko" was the biggest one. In the last chorus, I kept it to "boy," despite the singer in the original song being female. The main reason for this was because the singer's gender doesn't have a significant effect on the theme of the song- emotional abuse of a child from a parent. The fact that the singer is a parent is more important than their gender, as it isn't really relevant. I'm only bringing this up because in my original cover someone told me the singer was supposed to be a girl and it A. Isn't a significant factor and B. Is not something I can change about myself.
    I kept it as "boy" in the final chorus for cohesion's sake.
    Anyway, I hope this cover will make up for my inactivity lately, and I hope you can all see how much I have improved since the original cover!
    Credits:
    Song: Kikuo
    Vocals/Tuning/Art: Me
    Mix: Moe / channel
    Video: Jelly / rainingjellyfish

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  • @UmbraticForest
    @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +6813

    One last thing I have to bring up-- PLEASE don't make me have to disable comments on this cover. This is not a personal attack against you, I am not telling you you are good for nothing. You are NOT useless, and nobody, especially family, should tell you that you are.

    • @oracle8886
      @oracle8886 5 років тому +1038

      this song smacked my self esteem and you came and gave me a bandaid you angel

    • @anonalpaca2513
      @anonalpaca2513 5 років тому +310

      Ouch, I’m really sorry that you had to deal with that on the last video!

    • @yauyau5046
      @yauyau5046 5 років тому +144

      This song made me cry, but you came and wiped them away. Thankyou.

    • @poopheadpoop9007
      @poopheadpoop9007 5 років тому +50

      Hey i actually went through this...just sayin'

    • @UmbraticForest
      @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +154

      I would really rather you didn't spread the old cover around, sorry @@AVGforAverage

  • @Pain-io5zs
    @Pain-io5zs 4 роки тому +5859

    Song: **Mom harassing son**
    Also this song: **Happy background music**

    • @puntasticperson5381
      @puntasticperson5381 3 роки тому +232

      *That's the point*
      Probably (I'm not sure) people think because she (mother) act nice to other ppl, they think her and the child's relotineship is amazing. And, that's why back music is playful... At least that's my thought

    • @bloxybuildzz
      @bloxybuildzz 3 роки тому +49

      Trying to mask the pain, I s'pose.

    • @tacochippy1861
      @tacochippy1861 3 роки тому +21

      thats how it feels sometimes

    • @clemvtis
      @clemvtis 3 роки тому +21

      @@puntasticperson5381 what a dark thought-

    • @eggocactuses7112
      @eggocactuses7112 3 роки тому +20

      @@puntasticperson5381 this feels familiar...
      *Wait a second-*

  • @feelthismagic
    @feelthismagic 3 роки тому +5018

    "my child is completely fine"
    your child knows this song word-for-word.

    • @Thisredbird
      @Thisredbird 3 роки тому +152

      Lol I memorized the English dub and the original

    • @ReiSuzuyaXIII
      @ReiSuzuyaXIII 2 роки тому +121

      Not me silently singing this at 4 in the morning in the dark sitting on my bed crying with the voices in my head

    • @lemonadesaudios
      @lemonadesaudios 2 роки тому +62

      Yep, I know how to sing it fully in Japanese and almost fully in English

    • @n3x.x
      @n3x.x 2 роки тому +26

      Yeah, except the fact that I usually listen to old cover of this so I know words for the old one

    • @rejectedangel8962
      @rejectedangel8962 2 роки тому +11

      haha 😀🔫

  • @MentalMeles
    @MentalMeles 5 років тому +7985

    It's honestly kind of scary how accurate this song is when portraying an abusive parent.. My mother would swing back and forth between kind and nurturing to horrifying and cruel in an instant, very much like the parent in the song. ..I still have nightmares about her..

    • @christiebrubaker6727
      @christiebrubaker6727 5 років тому +107

      You dont live with her right?

    • @heyitzgigi
      @heyitzgigi 5 років тому +237

      It's scary that your mom reminds me of my mom... Sadly I'm still a teenager and can't move away from her.

    • @MentalMeles
      @MentalMeles 4 роки тому +169

      @@christiebrubaker6727 Sorry for the late reply, but no. I moved in with my dad over a year ago after we had a huge fight. I don't talk to her much now

    • @MentalMeles
      @MentalMeles 4 роки тому +116

      @@heyitzgigi I'm sorry to hear that. I wish you the best, my friend.

    • @echmist7897
      @echmist7897 4 роки тому +32

      @@heyitzgigi same

  • @Craigmeowmeow
    @Craigmeowmeow 3 роки тому +924

    The English version really gives me “I’m your mother. You listen to me” and “My house, my rules” vibes

    • @Miostarlet_
      @Miostarlet_ Рік тому +17

      My mom used to say one of those words to me and i didnt care💀

    • @Rays.Randoms
      @Rays.Randoms 5 місяців тому +5

      Same, it really does give those vibes

  • @alterluin6623
    @alterluin6623 5 років тому +3979

    I just love the contrast of the chaotic scribbles of the child vs the parent's pattern of lines. It shows how distorted the child's view of themselves was from the constant degradation from the parent (whose lines all point to the child), and how even though the child's mental state is the main focus, it highlights how the parent was working through their own issues (probably went through something similar as a child, and is now using a coping mechanism, and hurting their own child) showing the cycle of abuse.
    EDIT: forgot to mention the parent's line all point down to the child, even when the child is grown up, which represents the condescending view of the parent.

    • @Craigmeowmeow
      @Craigmeowmeow 3 роки тому +16

      Oh I didn’t notice that- that’s cool

    • @mochi2electricboogaloo298
      @mochi2electricboogaloo298 10 місяців тому +3

      I think about this comment everytime I listen to this song and I also want to point out how the lines get more messed up and less straight when they get to the parent's head! That's probably nothing but I still think is a neat thing to point out

  • @Lilas.Duveteux
    @Lilas.Duveteux 4 роки тому +2180

    My theory:
    This is the story of an emotionally unavailable, impatient and haughty mother, who due to both those traits, end up being abusive to her son. She constantly degrades him, yet was not completely heartless and did show rare signs of affection, although even that affection was shown in a degrading and possesive way. This made the boy depend on her due to his lack of self esteem and neglect. His mental damage make him very incompetant for his age, further aggravating his mother. Despite her constant fustration, she still loved her son, just in an increasingly sadistic way.
    When the boy became a teenager, his denseness turned into dangerous behavior, and unable to bare his situation any more, he commited suicide.
    The mother discovers this, and cries in remorse and is rendered helpless due to loneliness and guilt.
    Also, since the original lyrics are gender neutral, it can also be a father who is this way.

    • @o-kay-
      @o-kay- 4 роки тому +78

      BUt tHAt's JUsT A TheOry, A vIdeO tHEory

    • @astutotigre314
      @astutotigre314 4 роки тому +48

      sounds like me and my mom, i wish i couldn't relate

    • @PlutotheDoggoRat
      @PlutotheDoggoRat 4 роки тому +62

      At first I thought he ran away
      But when I thought about suicide
      Dam that got dark fast

    • @aWERFRGT6545BGFG
      @aWERFRGT6545BGFG 3 роки тому +11

      well now its a dad not a mum cause he says "Im such a good for nothing x2 boy"

    • @leticianacianceno3022
      @leticianacianceno3022 3 роки тому +5

      MissesKitty He’s talking about himself

  • @user-jd6cd1gg2y
    @user-jd6cd1gg2y 3 роки тому +377

    3:03 “I never really noticed but he was scarred” i think that’s what my parents think. They don’t think they’re mentally abusive. They were abused so I don’t think they knew they were hurting me and when they started to call themselves a good for nothing boy i remember when they found out I wanted and almost killed myself that they thought they were a bad parent. And I can’t really lie. They kinda are..

    • @Sugar_mystery
      @Sugar_mystery Місяць тому +3

      oh no😭 i hope both of you and your parents are alright now

  • @SilverflameYoshi83
    @SilverflameYoshi83 5 років тому +4145

    I actually like how you changed the lyrics in this, it has a nicer flow to it then the first version you did.
    Great job.

    • @itzblueflamez
      @itzblueflamez 3 роки тому +6

      @REBECCA ROBERSON 💀

    • @rxmenqt
      @rxmenqt 3 роки тому +23

      I agree, the first song was good but it felt choppy and didn’t go well with the beats of the music

    • @hiiilolol
      @hiiilolol 2 роки тому +18

      @@rxmenqt it flows, but it didnt flow in english

    • @PenelopeRichards846
      @PenelopeRichards846 2 роки тому +3

      changed in a way that it still has the same overall lyrics of the og song, but it flows : ) 👌✨

  • @gracegrrl007
    @gracegrrl007 5 років тому +3101

    That tone of voice you use on the "sorry to say, you're 'slow'" line sends shivers down my spine...that's something I grew up hearing and it's still affected me and the way you really capture the condescending way people tend to say it is so perfect?? Like.....it hits real hard but in a good way??? I know it's not directed at us lol don't worry but it's just like ack....you really hit it right on the nose....very Good

    • @Jerebees-Digital-Space
      @Jerebees-Digital-Space 5 років тому +66

      The truth. God, it hits the note just right, but right in a very vulnerable spot.

    • @blandlettuce8138
      @blandlettuce8138 4 роки тому +30

      I wanna know the time stamp because like-

    • @rotparam
      @rotparam 4 роки тому +36

      @@blandlettuce8138 2:14

    • @jellypixiekid6034
      @jellypixiekid6034 3 роки тому +36

      My sister used to babysit us a lot and she wasn't very nice and shes not as bad now, she just scares me. but when I was crying or freaking out she used to always say "its not the end of the world, shut up." and whenever I hear its not the end of the world it reminds me of that.

    • @gracegrrl007
      @gracegrrl007 3 роки тому +17

      @@jellypixiekid6034 I'm glad to hear she's at least not as bad now!! I hope you've found people who encourage you and make sure you know you are worth it and worthy of love!!

  • @emalf0150
    @emalf0150 3 роки тому +874

    while a lot of people see this as a mother singing to her son, i always saw it as an elder sibling singing to the younger one. The parents had their own issues and the elder sibling felt as if they had to raise the younger one but bc theyre still not very grown up they dont know how to do it correctly and get easily angry at them. Maybe this is just me self projecting idk. It makes more sense to see it as a mother and a child but theres so much i relate to that i kinda push my own meaning onto it. esp the "do i need to remind you that without me youd be dead" bc of how abusive the parents can be and how the elder sibling protects the younger from them.

    • @sleeplessshinso5103
      @sleeplessshinso5103 3 роки тому +53

      YO DO NOT CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS- this is also how I interpreted the song

    • @yurioscheerios
      @yurioscheerios 3 роки тому +17

      That makes so much sense!!!

    • @whiteasparagus4331
      @whiteasparagus4331 3 роки тому +27

      Honestly the song can be interpreted in many ways, it could even be about a tsundere lmao

    • @majamay78
      @majamay78 3 роки тому +26

      *!!!TW:RANTING/VENT, AGGRESSION, TRAUMA, PROVOKING QUESTIONS!!!*
      I see this too as it reminds me of my older brother, who is only 8-9 years older then me, taking care of 6 year old me at 15 and just getting so angry and making me always scared of backfire, loud and extremely nervous from all the degradation and the provoking questions (e,g; WHAT IS WRONG WITH, WHY MUST YOU BE LIKE THIS?!) growing up really messed me up but its whatever I can't blame him.
      Then he would cuddle me and tell me he loved me and he was sorry, to this day he still Denys anything and acts all love-y *(in a sibling way)* and cuddly with me
      Like i said. I cant blame him because He is suffering his own problems by himself and having to take care of Me and my 9 year old sister definitely took a toll on him.

    • @emuchiiacapella
      @emuchiiacapella 2 роки тому +7

      Im having mental breakdown today, and i see this.
      I also have a (7 year gap) little brother and I'm really reaching the point of wanting to commit the self vanishing act... But because i have my brother to look after, I don't want to do it. I want us to live until we reach our own dreams.
      I sometimes get mad at him and sometimes get to the point of slapping him sometimes... But i get bad for doing it and realizes a tactic that when I'm mad, I don't look at him, don't talk to him and avoid that i might be doing it again and again.
      So now I'm just listening to music and try to calm myself while my guardian screaming and screaming in the background.
      (I might be smiling right now and letting this comment flow through my typing, I'm getting calm.)

  • @chukokun
    @chukokun 3 роки тому +181

    Lyrics:
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can't believe how good-for-nothing you are
    La la, la la la la la la
    La la la la la, la la
    La la la
    Studying, athletics, public speaking, you fail it all
    Honestly, you're such a pathetic and dirty boy
    And yet, in spite of that i couldn't help but fall in love with
    All the sobbing, struggling just to say your own name
    Snoty noses, flaky dandruff, shit and piss on the floor
    Sickening, cry baby and yellow-bellied, listen no more
    Baby, it's time to come here, save in my arms
    Tethered, never leave me, stay forever
    La la, la lullaby to drift off to sleep
    Now close your eyes and we can sing a duet
    Let's harmonize, harmonize
    Harmonize with me, oh, you friendless lonely boy, boy
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can't believe how good-for-nothing you are
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    And need I remind you that without me you'd be dead?
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Pitifully, pitifully, good-for-not-a-thing
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Promise you that only I can save and keep you whole
    La la la la, la la la la
    la la la la, la la la la la la
    La la la
    Monster, phantom transparent human
    A urinal used as a gravestone, absent days from school
    Cracked and thin lips parting just to whisper any nasty insults
    Let's sit and listen to child wracked with sobs
    Still however, time continues to tick onward, marching, marching
    You don't have the time nor the brain to be patient, though
    No going back, sorry to say, you're "slow"
    Such a cute kid, good kid, you're mine and mine alone
    La la, la lullaby to drift off to sleep
    Before you close your eyes, why don't you join me and we'll
    Dance around, dance around, forever just dance around you
    Lonely, lonely boy boy,
    boy boy.
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can't believe how good-for-nothing you are
    And you're such a lonely, a lonely, lonely boy
    Since I am the only person in your life
    But even so, he felt hollow, and he let me go
    Running from my side without so much as a word
    And i never really noticed it but he was scarred
    But even so he still ran and never looked back
    Boy, boy
    boy, boy
    I'm such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Just what kind of person, drives their child to his end?
    I'm such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I have nobody left to save me in the end
    And i'm such a lonely, a lonely, a lonely boy
    I'm lonely, I wasn't strong enough to save him
    And i'm such a lonely, a lonely, a lonely boy
    If only there was a way i could turn back time
    Ah
    Ah, la la la la la la la
    La la, la la la la la
    La la la la la la la
    La la, la la la la la la
    La, la la, la la
    la la, la la

    • @caitlynn3074
      @caitlynn3074 2 роки тому +1

      Kenmaaaa hi

    • @ashlynistrash5096
      @ashlynistrash5096 2 роки тому +3

      Tysm for typing this out

    • @edentague8141
      @edentague8141 Рік тому

      Thank you!

    • @nolongerhooman2341
      @nolongerhooman2341 Рік тому

      Was looking for this. Thank you

    • @cheeseeeeeee--
      @cheeseeeeeee-- 11 місяців тому

      i think the end part means like the child died due to the moms abuse since i feel the mom is singing it and she wished she never did abuse the child or something

  • @Snowifawn
    @Snowifawn 3 роки тому +275

    its interesting how the child is drawn with scribbles and swirls in an uncoordinated way, and the mother's lines are all in one direction, it really shows the maturity difference in the two.

    • @_Kamura_
      @_Kamura_ Рік тому +5

      Ohhhh thanks! For helping me understand another comment

    • @AliCote_ii
      @AliCote_ii Рік тому +8

      It's also interesting how the mom's lines are all straight Until it comes to the head

    • @Snowifawn
      @Snowifawn Рік тому +5

      @@AliCote_ii oh hell yeah thats even more raw of sn observation

    • @sakar1.in.yo.comments
      @sakar1.in.yo.comments Місяць тому

      ​@@AliCote_ii why is that?

  • @who7442
    @who7442 4 роки тому +2653

    Me: *show's this to my friend*
    Also me: its a such a nice song right?
    My friend:.............ever considered visiting a therapist

  • @Keii_wi
    @Keii_wi 3 роки тому +1459

    I like to believe this song is about a boy who has been MENTALLY abused, but physically loved.
    Called useless, but protected when it comes to physical things.

    • @yuwri
      @yuwri 3 роки тому +96

      so a song about me? nice

    • @EMBERLYVOID
      @EMBERLYVOID 3 роки тому +57

      @@yuwri what a coincidence, me too!

    • @EMBERLYVOID
      @EMBERLYVOID 3 роки тому +30

      Except my mom may have put sharp plastic in my food last night :')

    • @sakii.
      @sakii. 3 роки тому +14

      @@EMBERLYVOID techno u good :(

    • @CornerLog
      @CornerLog 2 роки тому +8

      @@yuwri dude no way, me too

  • @tobathy1745
    @tobathy1745 3 роки тому +380

    im gonna add my interpretation because why not?
    a mother who continuously emotionally manipulates and verbally abuses her son, and after yelling at him she consoles him, hugs hum, loves him like a parent should to convince him this is normal, the kid grows up thinking all this is normal because that's all he's been told. even if you're told it's normal situations like this are still unbearable, the one unrealistic thing about this is when he kills himself at the end (i think) the mother calls herself stupid for driving him to the end, and i highly doubt she'd have the maturity to admit she fucked up.. or maybe this is becoming more of a personal analysis? aha ha

    • @systematicgem
      @systematicgem 3 роки тому +4

      Thats exactly what i get from it so :V

    • @Rand0m_Anon
      @Rand0m_Anon 3 роки тому +11

      i think the mother also committed suicide because she also fades away like the son at the end? maybe she couldn't bear the guilt and ended her own life

    • @Alexis-cq8gx
      @Alexis-cq8gx 2 роки тому +3

      I also think she was called those words when she was little too.
      And called her son the words she was called when she was a child

    • @sillyalert14
      @sillyalert14 Рік тому

      this is just like me fr

  • @alisande_
    @alisande_ 5 років тому +920

    I love these new lyrics! Everything flows so smoothly, and I can definitely hear the improvement in your voice as well. Remastering old work is always super rewarding, and I'm glad you chose to do so for this song.

  • @claudiekitten8968
    @claudiekitten8968 5 років тому +217

    First of all: BIG MOOD
    Second of all: my ears are blessed

    • @nej6246
      @nej6246 3 роки тому +1

      If that's your mood, then something is wrong with you...

    • @craigroberts3436
      @craigroberts3436 3 роки тому

      @@nej6246 my mood

  • @Jerebees-Digital-Space
    @Jerebees-Digital-Space 4 роки тому +408

    This song hit different in the closet lowkey.

  • @noname-mb2cw
    @noname-mb2cw 3 роки тому +462

    I know this song is like something to rant or cry to but the fact that he's calling me a boy makes me so happy-

    • @kennys_zombie159
      @kennys_zombie159 3 роки тому +79

      I’m assuming your trans (correct me if I’m wrong!) but I’m sure you pass and are very handsome!

    • @FREAKOFNATURE-mb8oo
      @FREAKOFNATURE-mb8oo 2 роки тому +10

      Same

    • @under_90
      @under_90 Рік тому +5

      the king dawns his crown

    • @djoctobeat5204
      @djoctobeat5204 Рік тому +8

      DUDE SAME
      Genderfluid here (mostly masc-androgynous leaning) and THATS THE VIBE! Also king you almost dropped your crown! Here 👑!

    • @MissCircleOffical11
      @MissCircleOffical11 Рік тому +3

      I assumed I was a trans girl so I call myself he/him she/her sometimes. ‘Cause I have a voice that sounds like it.
      So I feel like it *aLL* The time😃👍 but, king I think you dropped your crown

  • @UmbraticForest
    @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +303

    Oh damn when did this get over 50k lmao thank you!

  • @hunterkun2918
    @hunterkun2918 5 років тому +245

    *Casually sings this because I love this even more than the first one*

    • @mcbasil4752
      @mcbasil4752 3 роки тому +14

      Everyone:
      Depression to a kid who does not know this song: *CASUALLY APPROACH CHILD*

  • @criloon4826
    @criloon4826 5 років тому +374

    The original covers lyrics were way more accurate to the Japanese lyrics BUT I still enjoyed this way more. The singing is better and it’s more catchy. I really like it. You did a great job.

    • @UmbraticForest
      @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +100

      The original lyrics were just a slightly modified version of the translation and didn't really sound or work well in english, so i definitely think my writing ability has improved in a lot of aspects lol
      it still gets the meaning across, just in a much better sounding way imo, or at least that was the goal haha

  • @dottysdokis
    @dottysdokis 5 років тому +502

    when i couldn’t find the original in the search, i panicked, only to find this awesome surprise!!! while i miss a couple of the old lyrics the flow and singing quality is overall much better!!! underrated as hell: the condescending way you say “slow”. hit me right there👌

    • @eddietoxic7688
      @eddietoxic7688 2 роки тому +2

      I keep rewinding to hear it again, it scratches the back of my brain.

    • @nickythehickey
      @nickythehickey 2 роки тому +4

      In the original song (idk about the first cover as I never saw it) the “slow” line used the actual slur, which lowkey added a bit of salt to the wound since the change gives that vibe of someone who only uses “nicer” terms to be patronizing (which I’m sure was intentional)

    • @blakegamarro5660
      @blakegamarro5660 Місяць тому

      The original one still exists.

  • @tylixphia
    @tylixphia 5 років тому +588

    Not trying to be rude but, this cover sounds better and I like I guess the different visual. You chose a good song to do a cover of.

    • @UmbraticForest
      @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +158

      It's not rude! The old one was bad lol

    • @Nothingeveralways
      @Nothingeveralways 5 років тому +17

      @@UmbraticForest I was so happy when I saw you'd made a new cover!

    • @Link-el4wu
      @Link-el4wu 3 роки тому +16

      @@UmbraticForest I honestly like both covers and your original cover was what introduced me to this song. This is an improvement, but that doesn't mean your old one was bad.

  • @saturnalia_
    @saturnalia_ 3 роки тому +89

    this hits hard
    my mother took out most of her trauma on me, and it’s torture to know that everything she caused on me is a result from her own trauma, and that she doesn’t fully realize the extent of her actions

    • @SaferWafer
      @SaferWafer 3 роки тому +1

      Wait why do i feel this-

  • @aspie7768
    @aspie7768 3 роки тому +56

    I relate because I have autism and adhd and grew up hearing these words which made way for depression and anxiety.

    • @idonthaveanoriginalname2881
      @idonthaveanoriginalname2881 2 роки тому +12

      I think this is actually what the song is about. There are very lot of parents that think saying this will make their child with a disability stronger when this just breaks down a person. I personally don't have anything diagnosed though my mother has literally implied I am mentally ill, but she doesn't want to waste money on me- 👌she had me in her 40s so it's pretty likely. 😀 (I'm homeschooled now after getting bullied so teachers can't point out any symptoms) according to my brothers she made them stop telling her to bring me to the doctors cuz in her words she already knows I'm "retarded" SHHEESH. These are crappy things to say to anyone I you think they are mentally ill or not. Without some of these words people with adhd or autism can live a completely full life without sadness.

  • @LilyBug-iw3cp
    @LilyBug-iw3cp 5 років тому +283

    Your original cover of this is how I found your channel, so it’s a pretty nostalgic song. This new cover shows how much you’ve improved! The new lyrics fit a lot better with the song! I’m super glad you recovered it!

  • @egg7953
    @egg7953 2 роки тому +19

    'All the sobbing, struggling to say ur own name'
    ...
    Ma'am, you named your son Aswzexdcrfvtgbhnjumk

  • @kythetransguy7625
    @kythetransguy7625 5 років тому +68

    When the depressive episodes flare up.

  • @17kzid
    @17kzid 3 роки тому +72

    lyrics if anyone wants them ^^
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can't believe how good for nothing you are
    La la, la la la la la la
    ~lalala~
    La la, la la, la la~
    La La La, studying, athletics, public speaking, you fail it all
    Honestly, you're such a pathetic dirty boy
    And yet, in spite of that, i couldn't help but fall in love with
    All the sobbing, struggling just to say your own name
    Snotty noses, flakey dandruff, shit and piss on the floor
    sickening, cry-baby, and yellow-bellied, listen no more
    Baby, it's time to come here, safe in my arms
    tethered, never leave me, stay forever
    La la, la lullaby to drift off to sleep
    now close your eyes and we can sing a duet
    Now let's harmonize, harmonize
    Harmonize with me oh, you friendless, lonely boy boy
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can't believe how good-for-nothing you are
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Need i remind you that without me you'd be dead
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Pitufully, pitufully, good-for-not-a-thing
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Promise you that I can only save and keep you whole
    La la la la. la la la la~
    La la la la, la la la la la
    La la~
    La la la, monster, phantom, transparent human
    A urinal used as a gravestone, absent days from school
    Cracked and thin lips parting just to whisper any nasty insults
    Let's sit and listen to the child wracked with sobs
    Still, however, time continues to move onward, marching marching
    You don't have the time nor brain to be patient, though
    No going back, sorry to say, you're slow
    Such a cute kid, good kid, you are mine and mine alone
    La la, la lullaby to drift off to sleep
    Before you close your eyes, why don't you join me and we'll
    dance around, dance around, forever just dance around you
    lonley, lonley boy boy
    boy, boy
    You're such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I just can' belive how good-for-nothing you are
    And you're such a lonely, a lonely, a lonely boy
    Since I am the only person in your life
    But even so, he felt hollow, and he let me go
    Running from my side without so much as a word
    And i never really noticed it but he was scarred
    But even so he still ran and never looked back
    boy, boy
    boy, boy
    I'm such a good-for-nothinh, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    Just what kind of person drives their child to his end
    I'm such a good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing, good-for-nothing boy
    I have nobody left to save me in the end
    And i'm such a lonely, a lonely, a lonely boy
    I'm lonely, i wasn't strong enough to save him
    And i'm such a lonely, a lonely, a lonely boy
    If only there was a way i could turn back time
    Ah
    Ah, la la la la la la la
    La la, la la la la la
    La la la la la la la
    La la, la la la la la la
    La~, la la~, la la~
    la la, la la~
    Enjoy ^^

    • @phantomrabbit
      @phantomrabbit 3 роки тому +3

      Thank you so much, I was looking for them :D !

    • @sam.__
      @sam.__ 2 роки тому

      but why look for the lyrics while they are in the video???

    • @secteamandiere9190
      @secteamandiere9190 Місяць тому

      ​@@sam.__ as a french, I need more time to anticipate lyrics, lyrics on video are too fast

  • @sageoftheswamp9427
    @sageoftheswamp9427 4 роки тому +466

    Me at the beginning of the song, just being self-deprecating: I relate to this heh
    Me as the song continues on: Oh shit I actually relate to this a lot oh no oh no

    • @sadkalimbanoises3620
      @sadkalimbanoises3620 3 роки тому +15

      *OH GOD.*

    • @liseegeskov8769
      @liseegeskov8769 3 роки тому +18

      GET THERAPY! Wait you are probably poor... so uh get freinds? Very hard tho

    • @sageoftheswamp9427
      @sageoftheswamp9427 3 роки тому +15

      @@liseegeskov8769 Thank you for the advise lmao

    • @strawberryjam4107
      @strawberryjam4107 3 роки тому +8

      mood

    • @sincerecinnamon
      @sincerecinnamon 3 роки тому +22

      @@liseegeskov8769 "wait you're probably poor"
      Jeez! You just roasted them like you are preparing them for your Thanksgiving dinner!

  • @johnlee48yearsago34
    @johnlee48yearsago34 3 роки тому +71

    I love how happy this song sounds if you don’t pay attention to the lyrics

  • @sofias407
    @sofias407 5 років тому +93

    That's actually... Really touching. I mean, the song and the new lyrics. They make you think

  • @Isokatmydydecsf
    @Isokatmydydecsf 3 роки тому +22

    1:16
    It's interesting the way they are drawn.
    The mother is composed of little straight traits, composed and clean, while the child is in scribble.

  • @Undydamon
    @Undydamon 2 роки тому +59

    This is like a more brutal version of "Mother knows best" from Tangled and "Out there" from The Hunchback of Nortre Dame

  • @strawberrymilk52
    @strawberrymilk52 3 роки тому +41

    My mom: "i just can't belive how good--"
    Me: "oh, thanks"
    Mom:"--good-for-nothing you are"
    Me: :)

  • @goldem0_derp393
    @goldem0_derp393 3 роки тому +45

    This song doesn’t sound like friends or family or random people I have met in my lifetime....it sounds like my own head like my own voice telling me this for several years and just gives me flashbacks of things- uhh 😬

  • @Joemama-gt2et
    @Joemama-gt2et 5 років тому +102

    These new lyrics feel more real, if that makes any sense? I don't know how else to describe it. You've earned a subscriber!

  • @gggrazia
    @gggrazia 3 роки тому +31

    the way you switch from "Usseles" to "good for nothing" had my respect

  • @Jcrust6
    @Jcrust6 5 років тому +95

    Two seconds in and I got chills

  • @shotaaizawa7606
    @shotaaizawa7606 3 роки тому +75

    This reminds me of Sangwoos backstory, with his mom in some way

  • @polarchibi6604
    @polarchibi6604 5 років тому +304

    *clap clap* ok sO-
    I GET A NEW VERSION OF CAUSE IM A LIAR
    AND NOW A RECOVER OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE COVERS BY YOU
    IM SCREAMING RN BEST DAY

    • @totaleclipse3528
      @totaleclipse3528 5 років тому +2

      Winter Chi SAME HERE!

    • @RandomGirl.RandamuOn-nanoko
      @RandomGirl.RandamuOn-nanoko 4 роки тому +1

      It's sad that I know about the other song you were talking about. It also very sad that I have another one of their songs in my recommendations. VL

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 4 роки тому +1

      Random girl why is it sad? That song is a banger

  • @asternightingale4020
    @asternightingale4020 4 роки тому +30

    It honestly just reminds me of days when my adoptive parents told me about what would've happened if my birth mother hadn't abandoned me or I haven't been adopted.

  • @mikantsumiki1081
    @mikantsumiki1081 5 років тому +78

    Jesus
    I love your covers, and to see this in my recommended was a pleasant surprise. This was the cover that brought me into your songs and I don’t regret a thing, and there’s improvement clearly shown in this re-cover. Good job!

  • @utsinboots
    @utsinboots 5 років тому +58

    This song always hits hard-- THIS IS SUCH A GOOD COVER THOUGH!!! I love the improved lyrics, umbro!!!

  • @gracegirl1086
    @gracegirl1086 5 років тому +100

    Awesome! I loved the old song, but this one does flow better... I guess I'll just memorize this version too!

  • @peaxhyqisxoxo2068
    @peaxhyqisxoxo2068 3 роки тому +95

    *”And need I remind you that without me you’d be dead”*
    Me: My Filipino mom catchphrase 😌🤚

    • @raine_rainegoaway
      @raine_rainegoaway 3 роки тому +5

      My Filipino mom says that too
      Are we secret twins or something-

    • @peaxhyqisxoxo2068
      @peaxhyqisxoxo2068 3 роки тому +2

      @@raine_rainegoaway maybeee 🧍‍♀️

  • @kyokokirigiri7233
    @kyokokirigiri7233 2 роки тому +14

    signs of emotional abuse that parents say:
    “This hurts me more than it hurts you.”
    “What about me?”
    “I’m not mad, just disappointed.”
    Signs of emotional abuse from a child:
    Overly sensitive
    Apologizes for things they never did
    Scared of disappointment
    Sensitive to yelling.
    Of course, not everybody is the same. This is just how I show signs, and some more people.

  • @creamsickli
    @creamsickli 5 років тому +52

    Ahh this song is so nostalgic to me! I'm glad that you made a re-cover that you're proud of!

  • @aimonojyushi3673
    @aimonojyushi3673 2 роки тому +13

    editing this every time i come back here :(
    9/14/21 - 4:21 AM
    9/18/21 - 3:33 AM - im back and im sad D:
    9/19/21 - 11:54 AM - i hate the hospital
    9/25/21 - 10:21 PM - i wanna go home :(
    12/16/21 - 3:00 PM - i should go to the doctor

    • @nook7728
      @nook7728 2 роки тому +1

      glad things got better in 2022

  • @Nothingeveralways
    @Nothingeveralways 5 років тому +21

    otice how the boy (As an adult and as a child) is drawn in scribbles, which I like to think is showing all his inner turmoil created by the way hos mother raised him

  • @sophilia8565
    @sophilia8565 3 роки тому +11

    I love how the song ends with the parent realising they were projecting onto their kid the whole time, generational trauma sucks dude

  • @DetachedClavicle
    @DetachedClavicle 3 роки тому +14

    POV: You kin Nagito from Danganronpa

  • @geebs7275
    @geebs7275 2 роки тому +21

    Ok but I have something to address,
    Why the hell are these songs with a very disturbing story have such upbeat and happy-go-lucky feel to them?!

  • @Lauraviana007
    @Lauraviana007 5 років тому +38

    In only 3 seconds i died...

  • @gracevermette6963
    @gracevermette6963 5 років тому +37

    Your voice never fails to make me smile, you're just so darn good, Umber! Your covers always lift my blues, thank you

  • @g_host3037
    @g_host3037 2 місяці тому +5

    Many years have passed since I found this cover. It was with me in the most difficult moments of my life, I am grateful to you for that. Thank you. Thanks a lot.

    • @UmbraticForest
      @UmbraticForest  2 місяці тому +1

      This is an uncharacteristicly sweet comment for this video, it makes me happy! I'm glad it helped you in some way, that makes it feel worth it

  • @Starmel.Caramel
    @Starmel.Caramel 4 роки тому +27

    My theory for this song is a parent and a child.
    The parent had many insecurities and such, they didn't have a good childhood. They didn't want their child to leave them, and went about it degrading the child and bringing them down and manipulated them into thinking they were nothing without the parent basically, but really, the child couldn't handle it. So the child took their own life, and now the parent is left realizing what they've done and now they're child is gone, because of them. So now they tell themselves they're good for nothing, and such.. Hope I put that simple enough

  • @justafewdorks9119
    @justafewdorks9119 3 роки тому +17

    I kind of relate to this song, my parents switch from the perfect parents to verbally abusive, and they're in denial that they do these things to me and my sisters.

  • @Anya_Exists
    @Anya_Exists 2 роки тому +18

    I don't know if anyone realized this but the lines coloring in the mother figure are straight and organized but the child as they grow up more and more the lines become jumbled and scribbled

  • @catticus6637
    @catticus6637 3 роки тому +22

    okay but the way you said slow at 2:16 just sounded so good and it sounded like how an emotionally manipulitive parent would say it. i know im like 2 years late to this but just wanna say i love this cover sm and yea! (: hope u have a good day if ur seeing this

  • @emmapopovic-bogdanich1991
    @emmapopovic-bogdanich1991 5 років тому +27

    Listening to the original song didn't make me feel like crying, and yet this did. Well done.

  • @starsanimations1107
    @starsanimations1107 3 роки тому +9

    The "slow" part gets me every time

  • @ayanajayasekera
    @ayanajayasekera 2 роки тому +11

    i know this song is kinda sad but, the la la la lullaby part is kinda soothing

  • @milksellerton9321
    @milksellerton9321 3 роки тому +13

    Me and my older sister listening to this while our mom tells someone we're lazy and useless on the phone:

  • @the.real.mothman.
    @the.real.mothman. 6 місяців тому +5

    someone already said this, but this is super accurate in showing how abusive parents act. the lyrics go from the parents constantly degrading the kid, to saying 'youd be nothing without me,' like how constantly an abusive parent's mood swings

  • @RAYNE_DAYZZ
    @RAYNE_DAYZZ 2 роки тому +18

    "Your favorite song will be your life"
    This song: exists
    Me: way ahead of you-

  • @ChesleyOxendine
    @ChesleyOxendine 5 років тому +73

    I dig the cleaner lyrics; they feel less forced. I do wish you'd kept it as "child" instead of boy, but that's personal preference, not a comment on quality. Good work.

    • @UmbraticForest
      @UmbraticForest  5 років тому +31

      That's valid! I would have liked to keep it child, personally, but it sounded kinda off, so I ended up using boy instead

    • @basicallystevenuniverse511
      @basicallystevenuniverse511 3 роки тому +15

      I think it could’ve worked as “kid”

  • @xxaikoxx3962
    @xxaikoxx3962 3 роки тому +8

    Why do I find this song calming like I'll listen to this when I'm sad

  • @vlbonnie
    @vlbonnie 5 років тому +17

    The glow-up here is absolutely insane

  • @stumpy1012
    @stumpy1012 3 роки тому +6

    Goodness, the acting in these vocals is to die for-- especially the tone on 'slow', it just sounds SO beautifully malicious. The way "need I remind you without me you'd be dead" hits SO HARD and so brutally to just be brushed off without even a beat? Absolutely brutal and amazing.

  • @meatymaggot
    @meatymaggot 2 роки тому +7

    In the original song without context sounds so happy but the English cover is so brutal and harsh facing reality.

  • @daikirijekuto9161
    @daikirijekuto9161 5 років тому +18

    Not to be edgy or anyting but this is what it felt like when I was around my mom when even though she said I could do anything I wanted but it just depended on what she thought I could do and it felt like I couldn't do much for myself and when she was verbally abused me or physically abused me because of things that we're going on in her life and things that she had no control over it truly made me feel like I made a lot of mistakes and even times when I didn't make mistakes it kind of messed up what I thought was good and I thought was bad.... It really hurt listening to this song because I felt like if I stayed with my mom I would have ended up like this boy who gave up his life after all the scars that his mother put him through. But now I feel a lot better about myself and I hope that nobody has to go through what this boy goes through.

  • @matilde_5
    @matilde_5 4 роки тому +21

    Although my mother doesn’t often say things like these, this with some other things makes me think she might be kind of abusive...
    AAAAAAAAAA I don’t know why but just her presence, her voice, her behaviour makes me feel bad, almost sick. I don’t know why. I know I don’t like her for many reasons, but just her existence makes me feel sick-
    Ah well.
    Shit.

    • @sokkvabekkr5973
      @sokkvabekkr5973 4 роки тому +3

      hey maybe you can reach out to some other adult or something to talk about that? Or look up types of abuse or abusive behaviours and see how much of that stuff your mom does? I hope things get better for u

    • @matilde_5
      @matilde_5 4 роки тому +6

      ‡ shelleysmonster ‡
      Oh geezes hey
      I didn’t try to do that yet because I’m afraid I might be overreacting, but I tried telling her this many times but she just acts like I’m overreacting and doesn’t change the way she acts.
      When we fight, she then acts like nothing happened (for example, calling me names and then saying “honey, dinner is ready!” and complaining/making fun of me when I won’t talk to her or look at her), when I complain about being tired or things like that she starts complaining about how she has it worse than me, she’s all smiles in front of people then says stuff behind their backs (she’s pretty fake-), she exaggerates things (for example: *my father becomes a little nervous* “gosh you’re so nervous all the time, calm down!!”)
      I’m sure I’m not the only one who thinks her behaviour isn’t that good.
      I think I should try to talk to my brothers and maybe ask them what they think about her- (they’re both older than 20)
      Thanks for caring by the way qwq

  • @charrrbee
    @charrrbee 5 років тому +34

    My have you improved! You really are one of my favorite singers out on youtube and your voice is so fluid and relaxing to listen to. Seriously, this is very amazing! Astonishing work 👍👍

  • @Andrew-uo5rz
    @Andrew-uo5rz 3 роки тому +4

    Why does this sounds kind of relatable?

  • @user-fb5ho6ug6g
    @user-fb5ho6ug6g Місяць тому +5

    To everyone is this comment section: wherever you are, please stay safe. Drink water. And get out as soon as possible. Find a safe person to hide with till you get on your feet then make them wish you stayed with how much more joy you have then they do. Their lives are so dark and sad it won’t be that hard in all reality.

  • @Z0mb13-34ts-BrAInzZz
    @Z0mb13-34ts-BrAInzZz 2 роки тому +9

    when you find more comfort in this song than your own parents:

  • @thighs.are.great..milfs.9714
    @thighs.are.great..milfs.9714 3 роки тому +5

    THey sounds so nice when saying "you such a good for nothing".

  • @montysaints4750
    @montysaints4750 3 роки тому +4

    I love the detail how the mother/father is filled in with rows of straight lines and the child is filled in with spirals overlapping each other.

  • @char1194
    @char1194 5 років тому +118

    *boi, boi*

  • @winddragon777dog4
    @winddragon777dog4 5 років тому +28

    This song reminds me from a show called ‘series of unfortunate events’ the genre of this song fits so much to it!

    • @UndecisiveAngel
      @UndecisiveAngel 5 років тому

      I used to play the game! It's very fitting

    • @-strawberrymilk-1778
      @-strawberrymilk-1778 4 роки тому +4

      @@UndecisiveAngel The- The series of unfortunate events isn't a game

    • @o_odarx6361
      @o_odarx6361 4 роки тому +1

      @@-strawberrymilk-1778 OOP

    • @o_odarx6361
      @o_odarx6361 4 роки тому

      @@-strawberrymilk-1778 its a book and its a series now right?

    • @-strawberrymilk-1778
      @-strawberrymilk-1778 4 роки тому +2

      @@o_odarx6361 Yes it is, there's also a movie for it but I haven't watched it yet.

  • @soundwave7502
    @soundwave7502 3 роки тому +9

    I like how the lyrics have been changed to flow with the tune, most dubs just use the literally translation and force it to fit, resulting in a clunky song. This is far better

  • @ben_sleeps8025
    @ben_sleeps8025 2 роки тому +6

    my child is completely fineeee
    .
    your child not only knows the song perfectly but also finds comfort in listening to it . yikes

  • @ivymuncher
    @ivymuncher 3 роки тому +133

    literally every asian parent ever lmao

    • @Vanessa-lw3ol
      @Vanessa-lw3ol 3 роки тому +3

      Not mine :D kinda toxic though

    • @elio5958
      @elio5958 3 роки тому +6

      @@Vanessa-lw3ol “you wish that was you huh” 🤚🏼

    • @user-cu7kp6hv1k
      @user-cu7kp6hv1k 3 роки тому +2

      Y e s

    • @bestbeastever
      @bestbeastever 3 роки тому +18

      lets not generalize a whole race pls?

    • @user-cu7kp6hv1k
      @user-cu7kp6hv1k 3 роки тому +10

      @@bestbeastever oh jeez thanks to your comment i just realized how bad that sounds. Thanks for making me realize what I said

  • @KaiKai-qc6hk
    @KaiKai-qc6hk 5 років тому +4

    Yaaay!
    The old one was my favourite cover youve made its great to hear it again

  • @worldofrainbowroses6869
    @worldofrainbowroses6869 2 роки тому +6

    Who else is listening to this song and remembering there parent's?

  • @hamida_2079
    @hamida_2079 3 роки тому +8

    AAH yes an angsty song!!!
    THE SAD BACKSTORY IN MY HEAD WILL BE LEGENDERY

  • @Mihhxddd
    @Mihhxddd 5 місяців тому +1

    i cant get over this song ever, i always keep remembering your cover and i keep comig back everytime

  • @FeatherVoid
    @FeatherVoid 8 місяців тому +4

    The new cover is stunning. Unlike the original cover which is very sing song-y, and has the toned down feel of a fable this one doesn't pull any punches. It's straight vitriol, possessiveness and abuse in song format. Well done, 10/10, won't listen to much cause WOW it hits too close to home. Kudos and congrats on all the work you put into this

  • @calkom
    @calkom 3 роки тому +8

    I really really love the flow of this version! I remember not liking the old one and thinking that this song will never get a good English cover, I'm so happy to find out that you fixed this! Nice job!

  • @bluehydrangea3399
    @bluehydrangea3399 5 років тому +7

    Love your voice and how you made everything smooth and flow together

  • @oliviabreska5121
    @oliviabreska5121 5 років тому +7

    I love it:D i find this song so soothing for some odd reason and ur voice just flows so well with this

  • @snowystarflakes7700
    @snowystarflakes7700 2 роки тому +7

    That moment when you relate to both the mother and child part

  • @lesterven1847
    @lesterven1847 5 років тому +11

    Your voice is so heavenly and this cover is astounding :D

  • @experience.exe1400
    @experience.exe1400 3 роки тому +3

    The fact that the parental figure looks like Aizawa shouta from Mha kinda scars me- like the hair and the boots and even the pose feels like him-

  • @ummfantasy2739
    @ummfantasy2739 Рік тому +2

    This song made me realize that even though my mom says some harsh things sometimes(she's not abusive like this) my mom just didn't know how to speak to me. The lyrics are of a parent who cares for the kid physically but is unaware of the emotional damage that words(from a parent especially) can bring

  • @kami4931
    @kami4931 5 років тому +2

    Wow! The lyrics are very great! They rhyme very greatly and your voice is so smoothing! Thank you for making this cover! ^^

  • @johnlee48yearsago34
    @johnlee48yearsago34 3 роки тому +6

    Jokes on you
    I’m a G I R L

    • @kennys_zombie159
      @kennys_zombie159 3 роки тому +2

      Wait till you hear the non binary people 😏