3:18 “at least I’m trying.” This lyric really hits home for me because I recently lost my best freind and I tried so hard to get out friendship back and she just ghosted me for no reason
I haven't been able to cope in the new city so far. Everything feels so sad and depressing. Everyone feels like an enemy with their eyes on me. Nothing feels the same. My faith in living is fading away into the street lights and sky scrapers in this city. My days are short and my nights drag on, without you. I feel like a small person in a big world, without you. I wish I didn't have to live, without you. I didn't know if you would even care about me anyway. I thought you wouldn't care if I came back to you from where I am. I wish I did come back to you. I would've been able to see that goddamned face again, the one that took away my pain. I would've been able to resolve things with you and seen your golden smile. You would have held me close and told me it was all going to be okay. Now I spend my time driving into lookouts, staring at sunsets and mountain ranges, and fantasizing about the look on your face, if I had listened to my heart and showed up at your door. Oh well, this is me trying to cope. Nobody understands the weight of the situation. Everyone who knows me is telling me it's all in my head. I'm so sick of hearing it over and over again. They say I'm wasting my potential in this city brooding over you. Potential! huh! HUH! I never had any to begin with! I get so mad at them sometimes I could massacre them with my sharp words if I wanted to. I resist, but only just. Sometimes I ask myself why I decided to move to a city where everybody treats you like a clueless child. I tried online therapy. The people there kind-of helped. They understood the weight of the situation and had better tolerance compared to everyone else. It's funny how people are nicer to you when they don't know you. Oh well, this is me trying to save myself from the sea of memories I'm drowning in. Even though I feel like I'll never reach the shore. It's getting harder and harder to look at the sky and not think of you. Hell, I can't look at anything when all I see is you! I can't even let alone think of anything when all I can think about is you! Flashbacks keep on flooding my brain every day and every night, and I can't make it stop. I'm sick of all the fake smiles, the "I'm fine"s, and the endless nights. I'm only just holding onto hope that I'll get over this. Though, that doesn't look like it'll happen soon enough. I tried my hardest to keep you by my side. I gave you every piece of me, and you gave me bittersweet memories of times spent together in peace. I really did love you, but did you really love me? I really cared about you, but did you really care about me? You've probably moved on since the fight. You probably couldn't care less about me now. You've probably forgotten about the long car rides and the arcade games we used to play together. You've probably gotten rid of that lilac hoodie I gave you. You probably sleep rested and well while I cry myself to sleep at the thought of you. Oh well, at least I tried. This is a mini story based on this song I wrote yesterday, I hope you all can give me some constructive critisism if there is anything that needs to be fixed, but other than that I hope you liked it! ^^
The lyrics are amazing. I honestly would think Taylor wrote that. Also, I hope you are ok. Just remember that you are strong and you’ll get through whatever your going through. You are an amazing person and I’m always here to talk. 🙂
I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that Pulled the car off the road to the lookout Could've followed my fears all the way down And maybe I don't quite know what to say But I'm here in your doorway I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying They told me all of my cages were mental So I got wasted like all my potential And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here Pouring out my heart to a stranger But I didn't pour the whiskey I just wanted you to know That this is me trying I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town And I just wanted you to know That this is me trying (And maybe I don't quite know what to say) I just wanted you to know That this is me trying At least I'm trying
today is july 11,2024 and only have 31 days before my life altering exam. Im so anxious, sad, scared and stressed - right now i cant even express my emotions to other people.
im so tired of life :/ was practicing an instrument and spent 30 min on twelve notes and those notes aren't even that hard i don't know whats wrong with me like im trying so hard and i dont think im gonna give up any sooner but i dont know how to continue anymore... this is me trying......
Dude!! what are you!! Your fucking voice manh😭 omg!! Pls post more. I heard this and then August and I'm unable to do anything else. Your voice was made to sing Taylor's song 💜 do you have an insta profile? I would love to hear more!!
this is me crying...
what a mood, that's me right now and it's 3 am lol greatt
MOOD
💀😭
Lol- I cant even
Atleast I’m crying 🤧
my daily anthem. my entire life summed up in fhis song. not one reason to smile!
same here. hope u feel better soon
my words, sometimes I am asking myself what am i still doing here:(
This is my comfort song. Makes me feel less alone
The song went from sad to devastating. 🥲
It's more devastating 😢💔
🥲🤍
😢
I feel this so much.
My favorite song off the album and one of taylor’s best ever
depression has never felt this good
Frfr 😢😅
I dunno but i feel this comfort when im sad idkw, so sometimes i cry for no reason because it just feels good .. kinda weird but ya
@@christianlauren5883 crying usually feels good, but if ur comfortable with depression that means youve gotten too used to it, wich is really sad :(
The bridge is the most relatable lyrics I’ve ever heard… “it’s hard to be at a party when you feel like an open wound” ☹️
that " at least i'm trying" part...
Slowed to perfection , thank youuuuuuuuuu
Love this song,slowed is so different and deep.
3:18 “at least I’m trying.” This lyric really hits home for me because I recently lost my best freind and I tried so hard to get out friendship back and she just ghosted me for no reason
me whenever i actually do well on a maths test:
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
PLSSS SO RELATABLE
So much respect for tay tay for this
this is amazingly heart-shattering
When she said: And it's hard to be at a party
When I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days
When all I want is you
(I felt that)
I haven't been able to cope in the new city so far. Everything feels so sad and depressing. Everyone feels like an enemy with their eyes on me. Nothing feels the same. My faith in living is fading away into the street lights and sky scrapers in this city. My days are short and my nights drag on, without you. I feel like a small person in a big world, without you. I wish I didn't have to live, without you.
I didn't know if you would even care about me anyway. I thought you wouldn't care if I came back to you from where I am. I wish I did come back to you. I would've been able to see that goddamned face again, the one that took away my pain. I would've been able to resolve things with you and seen your golden smile. You would have held me close and told me it was all going to be okay.
Now I spend my time driving into lookouts, staring at sunsets and mountain ranges, and fantasizing about the look on your face, if I had listened to my heart and showed up at your door.
Oh well, this is me trying to cope.
Nobody understands the weight of the situation. Everyone who knows me is telling me it's all in my head. I'm so sick of hearing it over and over again. They say I'm wasting my potential in this city brooding over you. Potential! huh! HUH! I never had any to begin with! I get so mad at them sometimes I could massacre them with my sharp words if I wanted to. I resist, but only just. Sometimes I ask myself why I decided to move to a city where everybody treats you like a clueless child.
I tried online therapy. The people there kind-of helped. They understood the weight of the situation and had better tolerance compared to everyone else. It's funny how people are nicer to you when they don't know you.
Oh well, this is me trying to save myself from the sea of memories I'm drowning in. Even though I feel like I'll never reach the shore.
It's getting harder and harder to look at the sky and not think of you. Hell, I can't look at anything when all I see is you! I can't even let alone think of anything when all I can think about is you! Flashbacks keep on flooding my brain every day and every night, and I can't make it stop. I'm sick of all the fake smiles, the "I'm fine"s, and the endless nights. I'm only just holding onto hope that I'll get over this. Though, that doesn't look like it'll happen soon enough.
I tried my hardest to keep you by my side. I gave you every piece of me, and you gave me bittersweet memories of times spent together in peace. I really did love you, but did you really love me? I really cared about you, but did you really care about me? You've probably moved on since the fight. You probably couldn't care less about me now. You've probably forgotten about the long car rides and the arcade games we used to play together. You've probably gotten rid of that lilac hoodie I gave you. You probably sleep rested and well while I cry myself to sleep at the thought of you.
Oh well, at least I tried.
This is a mini story based on this song I wrote yesterday, I hope you all can give me some constructive critisism if there is anything that needs to be fixed, but other than that I hope you liked it! ^^
The lyrics are amazing. I honestly would think Taylor wrote that. Also, I hope you are ok. Just remember that you are strong and you’ll get through whatever your going through. You are an amazing person and I’m always here to talk. 🙂
Me looking at all my pending assignments and tasks, while this played in the background..
" they told me all my cages were mental
so i got wasted like all my potential "
I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
(And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
Masterpiece
2:27 holy shit man
Felt this 🥺
when i thought this song couldn't broke my heart more, i found this version
I NEEDED THIS TY
I relate so hard it physically hurts
today is july 11,2024 and only have 31 days before my life altering exam. Im so anxious, sad, scared and stressed - right now i cant even express my emotions to other people.
I mean
✨WOW✨
Can’t go to the concert tonight, so this is the vibe today
bruh.
literally heartbroken.
YOOO😭😭😭😭
2:44
2:56 3:16
This is me shaking
Me as a guy loved this soong dam
im so tired of life :/
was practicing an instrument and spent 30 min on twelve notes and those notes aren't even that hard
i don't know whats wrong with me
like im trying so hard and i dont think im gonna give up any sooner but i dont know how to continue anymore...
this is me trying......
Why and how.... i can't
1:40
None of her other albums are stronger than Folklore. None!
“fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here-“ fun fact hee classmates thought she was a joke before she got big✋🥰
Wow
me when i’m trying
Dude!! what are you!! Your fucking voice manh😭 omg!! Pls post more. I heard this and then August and I'm unable to do anything else. Your voice was made to sing Taylor's song 💜 do you have an insta profile? I would love to hear more!!
bruh it's Taylor's voice bruh , just in slowed version.. this is not a song cover
Liam's gone today😢
It's been almost a month now, 🙁