it will be different this time!

written by me, lyrics:
i wish that i could love you
i wish i couldn't judge you,
but i do it all the same
he said,
i wish you weren't a stranger
though i have nothing to give her,
i can't forget her name
this skin is a prison
so i take all i am given
and still i stay the same
how long can you be forgiven 'til your natural disposition
sends cracks through the decision
and the game it starts again
i repeat to stay sane, i repeat it all again
i repeat to stay sane,
i repeat to stay sane
i wish that i could love you
i wish i couldn't judge you,
but i do it all the same
he said,
i wish you weren't a stranger
though i have nothing to give her,
i can't forget her name
this skin is a prison
so i take all i am given
and still i stay the same
how long can you be forgiven 'til your natural disposition
sends cracks through the decision
and the game it starts again
i repeat to stay sane, i repeat it all again
i repeat to stay sane,
i repeat to stay sane
i've said this all before
yet i choose to say it more,
is it really change…you're looking for…answers
for disasters
that are birthed
from the endings
of some old past decision
when the questions were the same
i repeat to stay sane, i repeat it all again
i repeat to stay sane,
i repeat to stay sane
-

[@HajOttoman]

kind voice🫡

[@Leonstories1]

💗⚛️

[@gaykoala7517]

I have been struggling with my cycles again recently, my damn cycles that push people away. I am sorry and I can't escape. IT WILL BE DIFFERENT THIS TIME I say every single time, yet I am again at point A without ever reaching point B.
If change cannot come around the corner, when will peace reach? It is just me running in cycles and karma coming after me.

[@peedookiesalmon1366]

Here before you get famous 🫶❤️

[@ThatFroKid]

:)