traitor by olivia rodrigo but it's ten times sadder

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  • @nurshaenasaribbal3976
    @nurshaenasaribbal3976 3 роки тому +715

    Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
    Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
    That you talked to her, maybe did even worse
    I kept quiet so I could keep you
    And ain't it funny
    How you ran to her
    The second that we called it quits?
    And ain't it funny
    How you said you were friends?
    Now it sure as hell don't look like it
    You betrayed me
    And I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You talked to her
    When we were together
    Loved you at your worst
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still a traitor
    Now you bring her around
    Just to shut me down
    Show her off like she's a new trophy
    And I know if you were true
    There's no damn way that you
    Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
    Ain't it funny
    All the twisted games
    All the questions you used to avoid?
    Ain't it funny?
    Remember I brought her up
    And you told me I was paranoid
    You betrayed me
    And I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You talked to her
    When we were together
    Loved you at your worst
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still a traitor
    God, I wish that you had thought this through
    Before I went and fell in love with you
    When she's sleeping in the bed we'd made
    Don't you dare forget about the way
    You betrayed me
    'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You talked to her
    When we were together
    You gave me your word
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still
    You're still a traitor
    Yeah, you're still a traitor
    God, I wish that you had thought this through
    Before I went and fell in love with you

  • @haerinuu
    @haerinuu 3 роки тому +11435

    Feel like I’m in a concert but only me and Olivia 🤚🏼

  • @rosewalls8776
    @rosewalls8776 3 роки тому +8982

    "You betrayed me ...and I know you'll never feel sorry"

    • @miajunesubiela
      @miajunesubiela 3 роки тому +124

      That’s the only part I relate to.. shout out my mum

    • @csimply
      @csimply 3 роки тому +26

      @@miajunesubiela i’m so sorry you’re going through that

    • @aesthete1892
      @aesthete1892 3 роки тому +19

      That hits hard-

    • @malekakarly4351
      @malekakarly4351 3 роки тому +7

      me af ahaha

    • @justjoelle8995
      @justjoelle8995 3 роки тому +11

      Me when my mama forgets to get the lil snacky snacks

  • @jaesaworker4226
    @jaesaworker4226 3 роки тому +1383

    “loved you at your worst,but that didnt matter.”

  • @NellyJellySoluvly
    @NellyJellySoluvly 3 роки тому +5045

    I can’t be the only one crying to this song because of a “friend” who’s now a stranger

    • @inayasaqib1997
      @inayasaqib1997 3 роки тому +193

      Me. I miss her so much but she’s replaced me and doesn’t seem to even care about me

    • @NellyJellySoluvly
      @NellyJellySoluvly 3 роки тому +90

      @@inayasaqib1997 mine did the same and I can’t forgive her for how she treated me but I’ll never forget her :(

    • @paulinar8166
      @paulinar8166 3 роки тому +34

      couldn’t have explained it better

    • @aarielle13
      @aarielle13 3 роки тому +24

      YES! we were so close

    • @alexisnoelle7282
      @alexisnoelle7282 3 роки тому +16

      You aren't the only one I promise

  • @kxiann
    @kxiann 3 роки тому +570

    "there's no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly"
    That hits hard-

  • @sinigangnahotdog7187
    @sinigangnahotdog7187 3 роки тому +4479

    He already found someone better than me. but no one can love him the way i did.

  • @itzstarr4636
    @itzstarr4636 3 роки тому +3772

    The part I like of this song is “god I wish you would’ve thought this through, before I went, an fell in love with you” it’s at 3:23

    • @d1ana39
      @d1ana39 3 роки тому +48

      literally i’m sobbing rn

    • @lilahmonte3492
      @lilahmonte3492 3 роки тому +25

      Same it’s the pate I can relate to

    • @lilahmonte3492
      @lilahmonte3492 3 роки тому +9

      I meant part

    • @d1ana39
      @d1ana39 3 роки тому +2

      @@lilahmonte3492 fr

    • @naeyli.300
      @naeyli.300 3 роки тому +6

      hits diff mane

  • @aroshamustafa6937
    @aroshamustafa6937 3 роки тому +712

    "don't you dare forget the way you betrayed me." -Olivia Rodrigo

  • @kiracherv
    @kiracherv 3 роки тому +556

    ain’t it funny how one day we laugh, gossip about crushes, and live our best life. but another day we act like we don’t even know each other.

    • @imaloserp2376
      @imaloserp2376 3 роки тому +2

      Ima criiii this is literally me and two of my best friends 😔

    • @blissyspirit7319
      @blissyspirit7319 3 роки тому +1

      Ok but that did hurt.

    • @krsnapriya
      @krsnapriya 2 роки тому +1

      😭please don't make me cry i miss my old friend 😭she changed 😞

    • @maisieolivia
      @maisieolivia 2 роки тому +1

      Don’t 😭😭😭

  • @gabbays
    @gabbays 3 роки тому +427

    to be honest, I've never actually gotten heart broken, but when you love someone so much, and you know that they probably don't know that you do is sad enough. this hits different when you couldn’t call them yours because they never were, but you treated them as if they were yours.

    • @btsboba9159
      @btsboba9159 3 роки тому +4

      Me at my fictional characters

    • @valeryf6662
      @valeryf6662 3 роки тому +1

      fr

    • @autumntea1931
      @autumntea1931 3 роки тому +4

      This literally just exposed me on every level- WHAT

    • @belladawson7175
      @belladawson7175 3 роки тому +1

      this comment

    • @moonlight_haze
      @moonlight_haze 2 роки тому +4

      ikr. and to add on to that, it hurts more when u know you'll never get to see or talk to them again. so u have no chance to ever tell how much u care.. how much u love them

  • @zckpagcu6043
    @zckpagcu6043 3 роки тому +14111

    so we're are all here crying from a boy that doesn't exist?

  • @adrienne5898
    @adrienne5898 3 роки тому +341

    the "ain't it funny" will always hit different

  • @leilaniiwankiw6311
    @leilaniiwankiw6311 3 роки тому +1747

    GUYS PUT HEADPHONES IN BOTH EARS AND AND BLAST THR VOLUME THEN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SING AND IT FEELS LIKE YOUR VOICES ARE BLENDING ITS AMAZING

  • @jrecksville3578
    @jrecksville3578 3 роки тому +1549

    He cheated. He was toxic. He moved on faster than two weeks. He’s with my bestfriend. They think I don’t know. My friend comes around me like nothings changed. Like she wasn’t the girl my ex boyfriend cheated on me with. Traitor

    • @marinaomai9052
      @marinaomai9052 3 роки тому +127

      drop her

    • @norrisnutsfan28
      @norrisnutsfan28 3 роки тому +94

      Aww :(
      Drop her and find someone who won't be like that, ever

    • @amna6842
      @amna6842 3 роки тому +58

      drop her. You deserve better

    • @user-qr4xm3gm4o
      @user-qr4xm3gm4o 3 роки тому +44

      Drop her ,you deserve better .

    • @leena_isnt_ok
      @leena_isnt_ok 3 роки тому +51

      Drop them both, u deserve sm better

  • @danicafalcis
    @danicafalcis 3 роки тому +212

    It feels like i’m in a concert but everyone is just standing there savouring the moment instead of freaking out.

  • @sourabhbohra1716
    @sourabhbohra1716 3 роки тому +1491

    Why is everyone narrating their sad stories ..i have already shed a lot of tears 😭😭

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 роки тому +3036

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @cassidizzler9322
      @cassidizzler9322 3 роки тому +88

      this made me so happy / sad but thank you😭

    • @kelsirain7146
      @kelsirain7146 3 роки тому +65

      this really made me happy but sad... thank you😭

    • @cassidizzler9322
      @cassidizzler9322 3 роки тому +3

      @@kelsirain7146 lol

    • @jrecksville3578
      @jrecksville3578 3 роки тому +28

      I really needed that thank you so much. I genuinely love you❤️

    • @xxscribblesx1316
      @xxscribblesx1316 3 роки тому +9

      Thank you 😊!!! ❤️‍🔥

  • @pie7630
    @pie7630 3 роки тому +187

    i can feel all her pain. if it were me, i'd be cussing my lungs out, but she made angelic songs out of her heartbreak. icon.

  • @kyahjohnston5301
    @kyahjohnston5301 3 роки тому +238

    “I’m crying. But in a cool why”
    -Harry Styles

  • @fruityabe
    @fruityabe 3 роки тому +544

    crying over how my dog decided to cuddle with my sister instead of me 😔

  • @arianamcmillan904
    @arianamcmillan904 3 роки тому +247

    The poor ppl who disliked were crying to much that they couldn't see

  • @anyawatson5874
    @anyawatson5874 3 роки тому +225

    “I know that you’ll never feel sorry, for the way that I hurt” ouch

  • @galileahpantoja6417
    @galileahpantoja6417 3 роки тому +156

    pls the “god i wish you would had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you” always gets me☹️

    • @arxselovesu8
      @arxselovesu8 3 роки тому +2

      Exactly!!!
      It hurts too much, it always made my heart ache like feeling heartbroken all over again and it hurts

  • @lelop5742
    @lelop5742 3 роки тому +72

    this comment section is a whole support group and i’m here for it

    • @lelop5742
      @lelop5742 3 роки тому

      @Alicia 024 literally

  • @bigmama420
    @bigmama420 3 роки тому +36

    “Loved you at your worst, but that didn’t matter”
    Always hits home

  • @ColtIsCamp
    @ColtIsCamp 3 роки тому +66

    My favorite from the album for a reason. The bridge is amazing!

    • @jce9579
      @jce9579 2 роки тому +1

      It's the harmonizing that really makes it special.. I got goosebumps the first time hearing it

  • @elxcvr7390
    @elxcvr7390 3 роки тому +77

    i’m only in the intro and it hurts so bad already.

  • @aliyahrose3954
    @aliyahrose3954 3 роки тому +90

    me: i don't think this song can get any sadder.
    *starts playing*
    oh....

  • @taliaxox
    @taliaxox 3 роки тому +62

    ‘I held his hand. I kissed his cheek. And then I walked away, knowing that all I’d leave would be a memory’

  • @SHORTYYYY_S0Lo
    @SHORTYYYY_S0Lo 3 роки тому +33

    "I kept quiet just to keep you"- im not crying my eyes are just sweating

  • @juliaarana1616
    @juliaarana1616 3 роки тому +555

    I made him lose feelings for me. I didn’t mean to. I thought the world of him. He talked to other people either way. He fell in love with someone else. I wish I could reverse time and change my mistake.

    • @Hillaricious
      @Hillaricious 3 роки тому +30

      It's not your fault love

    • @beethonee
      @beethonee 3 роки тому +4

      im sorry luv :(

    • @aashnak8893
      @aashnak8893 3 роки тому +6

      It’s not your fault it’s okay❤️

    • @maplemyth8459
      @maplemyth8459 3 роки тому +9

      He didn't cheat but he's still a traitor

    • @didem22_
      @didem22_ 3 роки тому +12

      Literally same. I’m begging everyday to be able to reverse time because I did things that could ruin my own life

  • @molleyx
    @molleyx 3 роки тому +159

    So underrated😩😩😩

  • @elivargas08
    @elivargas08 3 роки тому +374

    i cant believe he just left and didn’t even hesitate. ig she met his standards, not me

    • @ariadnacincomartinez5777
      @ariadnacincomartinez5777 3 роки тому +14

      You’re absolutely amazing and are worth the world, you deserve much more love and the same effort you give💜💜💜💜

    • @elivargas08
      @elivargas08 3 роки тому +5

      @@ariadnacincomartinez5777 ty so much ur such a pure soul ❤️❤️

    • @arxselovesu8
      @arxselovesu8 3 роки тому +1

      Eundfieninwf it’s like I didn’t matter to him one bit…like I was just nothing after it and now that he’s admiring her more it just sucks and it hurts and I don’t know how to make myself feel better thankfully someone’s there for me now and hopefully you will also find someone that’ll comfort you and be there for you and hopefully you’ll be there for them also

    • @aesthete1892
      @aesthete1892 3 роки тому

      There is someone in this world and you’re his everything, just wait and see how you get what you deserve..when that happens, the one who left you will regret his life decisions 😏
      You’re perfect girl ily

    • @1kenlie
      @1kenlie 3 роки тому

      ^^^

  • @gwendolynl.rosewood8891
    @gwendolynl.rosewood8891 3 роки тому +139

    Every word in this song just describe my ex who's flirting with another girl when we're together, and I could say that this song describe myself clearly too. He's with another girl now after 3 weeks of our break up, and I'm all alone.

    • @leslielruiztruereallover6912
      @leslielruiztruereallover6912 3 роки тому +4

      U will find true real love we believe in u never let ur self down be true real lover keep going ur a queen.💕💗💖💟

    • @ariadnacincomartinez5777
      @ariadnacincomartinez5777 3 роки тому +4

      I’m so sorry, you deserve so so much more than that, I hope your heart feels better💖

    • @gwendolynl.rosewood8891
      @gwendolynl.rosewood8891 3 роки тому +2

      @@leslielruiztruereallover6912 thankss a lott, but I'm better now, almost fully moving on from him, and not regreting myself to break up with him anymore 💕💞

    • @gwendolynl.rosewood8891
      @gwendolynl.rosewood8891 3 роки тому +2

      @@ariadnacincomartinez5777 thanksss a lott, now I realized that breaking up with him was the best decision for myself 💞💕

    • @jannahocampo7672
      @jannahocampo7672 3 роки тому +1

      I feel you :(( I was in the exact situation 2 years ago and up until now I still can’t bring myself to let someone in again and love them. Hopefully one day everything will be alright for u :))

  • @gokcebafrali8109
    @gokcebafrali8109 3 роки тому +583

    my heart is attached to this boy and it refuses to let go. worst part is, he and i never even dated.
    edit:
    thank you to everybody who got vulnerable in the replies underneath this comment. i'm glad to know i'm not alone but also not, because it's really not easy. the boy i mentioned in this comment turned out to be a piece of shit so i just let him go. obviously it's not as easy as said, it took me months but i was finally able to unadd from my snap. it's over, but now my heart belongs to another boy. i met him at a camp i went to just last week, and when i tell you he's my "dream" boy, i'm not lying. anyway, if anybody ever wants to talk about these kind of things, just reply and we can always exchange socials. sending my love to all of you

    • @kellymaxinearaza7639
      @kellymaxinearaza7639 3 роки тому +1

      🥺

    • @katherinelavoie6369
      @katherinelavoie6369 3 роки тому +23

      i was the same way for a while- 3/4 years i loved this boy and he payed no attention to me. i promise you, it gets better, and it’ll get easier, and you’ll get over him even if it feels like you never will.

    • @gokcebafrali8109
      @gokcebafrali8109 3 роки тому +2

      @@katherinelavoie6369 ty sm for commenting you cannot imagine how much this means. im on the path of healing

    • @bhumikajadiya6810
      @bhumikajadiya6810 3 роки тому +7

      Me too. Ive been stuck on this guy since 4 years now and i try to find him in every guy i meet and that has gotten me nowhere. I sometimed wonder if confessing it to him might help me or maybe i will be finally free and could move on but i know that i am on a lose end and telling him wont change anything

    • @miagoldmann684
      @miagoldmann684 3 роки тому +6

      @@bhumikajadiya6810 i know how u guys feel...i loved a boy for like one year and we never dated, but i fell so deep into him, if you know what i mean...i think it would help if you told him, how you're feeling. i did that too, and he refused my feelings and he's ignoring me since i told him. at first it hurt me soo much, but because i knew that he really didn't like me, i got over him. maybe it doesn't seem like you can ever get over him, but you can!!!! it will happen and after that it feels sooo good

  • @cringkrung3621
    @cringkrung3621 3 роки тому +259

    everyone on the comment sec be like "never had a boyfriend let a lone a heartbreak" so just wanna share my story which I really experienced this
    long story ahead...
    so I had a crush for a very long time, 10 years I guess. well he was my childhood friend. When we turned 16 he finally confessed to me, telling me that he's been loving me since we were young (we loved each other since we were 8 years old, we broke up for 2 years now but I still love him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUCH)... we've been together for seven months but in the middle of our relationship I transferred to another city far away from where we lived together, so technically we were on a Long Distance Relationship. Everything has been cold for 3 months straight, I always messaged him but he never replied, he leaves it on 'seen' ALWAYS. so I finally had the courage to ask him why he did doing that to me and if we were still gonna continue our relationship. Within those 3 months i kept on scrolling through his notifications since he didn't changed his password, there was this girl who always share funny memes and my boyfriend always interact with her on the comment section more often than he chats me, I never asked him abt the girl cuz I was afraid he'd be mad at me for being paranoid, since that girl was his classmate i just thought that that was just how close they are... but after i asked him about our relationship status, he simply said "let's end this, I know you're also tired because of this long distance relationship (which I am not ). its not healthy any more". Then I realized it was not me who's tired but him, then this crazy brain of mine simply said "if that's what you want then why not?"... after a week (unlike in the song it has been 2 weeks) I stalked that girl's twitter then I saw her header with her eyes and a guy's eye. AND I KNOW THAT GUY'S EYES WAS MY EXE's... so yea.... that's what happened..... just in case he would be able to read this (which I doubt he would) JOMEL!!! you f*cked up my heart, until now I'm still trying to fix myself and I can't bring up to love another guy cuz you're still stuck FCK!!!!!

    • @clee2877
      @clee2877 3 роки тому +20

      Damn I’m sorry sis. I hope you find a better person

    • @sodiumchlorideee4850
      @sodiumchlorideee4850 3 роки тому +3

      you don't deserve bad guy 😤😤

    • @jannahocampo7672
      @jannahocampo7672 3 роки тому +5

      Ify girl. It has been 2 years and I still can’t love someone as much as I wanted to. Hopefully you’ll heal in time :)) take care

    • @nusaiba5292
      @nusaiba5292 3 роки тому +4

      HE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU GILR!! I'm feel so sorry for you 🥺 just try to forget that guys and move on... Remember selflove is the best thing people can do 💖 take caree

    • @cringkrung3621
      @cringkrung3621 3 роки тому +4

      and yall know what's worse? everytime a new guy hits on me, i use my ex as a preference

  • @kenleigh1869
    @kenleigh1869 3 роки тому +26

    sometimes you just need a good cry.

  • @wisterxiaa
    @wisterxiaa  3 роки тому +450

    1 MILLION!!! THANK YOU 💗💗💗🛐🛐

    • @H0td0gju1ce
      @H0td0gju1ce 3 роки тому +10

      I. Watched this last night it made me cry 😭
      lol I sound like a baby

    • @charlie9632
      @charlie9632 3 роки тому +10

      YOU DESERVE EVEN MORE 💗💗

    • @blissyspirit7319
      @blissyspirit7319 3 роки тому +9

      Congratsss , you deserve way more

    • @zoropiiee
      @zoropiiee 2 роки тому

      well he does exist.. but um eh...

    • @samaphantNovaJewelX
      @samaphantNovaJewelX 2 роки тому +1

      you deserve to get i a million

  • @camilagiraldo3258
    @camilagiraldo3258 3 роки тому +27

    “ love you at your worst but that didn’t matter “

  • @aubreesshorts12
    @aubreesshorts12 3 роки тому +61

    "you betrayed me and I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt" the way Olivia says "you betrayed me" is sad.

  • @nbaazwraith4207
    @nbaazwraith4207 3 роки тому +12

    is it only me that likes the feeling of being sad because it makes you feel alive and motivates you to do better

  • @iheart_m4ani
    @iheart_m4ani 3 роки тому +4151

    When your bestfriend randomly stops talking to you 😐
    (it is okay if y'all want to tell me y'all stories ☺️😌)

    • @wisterxiaa
      @wisterxiaa  3 роки тому +262

      same 🗿

    • @zckpagcu6043
      @zckpagcu6043 3 роки тому +206

      My friend had a relationship with someone
      he became more dry and barely talks to me anymore
      everytime i want to talk to him, i have to be the one who starts the conversation💔 sad i know, but its ok if he ever comes back needing a friend if they broke up, ill still be there
      this might be a toxic friendship, i dont really care because we've been friends for 6 years, and his all i have, im an introvert and i don't think ill ever have new friends if i let him go

    • @sofi9199
      @sofi9199 3 роки тому +131

      @@zckpagcu6043 This year, my best friend and I fell apart. Sometimes it's hard to be the selfless one all the time. I was in a similar position. She ran off and I waited for her to come back. It's difficult to constantly give of yourself and get so little back. Remember that you deserve love. You also deserve peace. Don't cut yourself short of those things just to save a friendship that's not only falling apart but ripping you apart at the same time. I'm not saying ignore him, I'd never suggest that, but it's okay to distance yourself. Although I'm no longer friends with the girl in my story, I still talk to her from time to time just to check-in. You can leave, but it never means that you stopped caring for them. It can mean that you're learning to care for yourself. It's going to be difficult to leave and to find someone else that truly understands you, trust me, I know. But along the way, I realized that by spending so much time and energy on a single person, I had cut myself off from so many others. You will find your people, as cliche as that sounds, even if it takes a while. Try to be brave and let go. Life is kind of weird. Maybe losing someone who makes you feel less will allow you to find someone who's so much more. Let your friend run. It's okay to stop going to find them. Don't lose hope. You seem like a kind soul, and I hope you continue to love with great compassion and faith.

    • @aubreesshorts12
      @aubreesshorts12 3 роки тому +21

      @@sofi9199 if you need anyone to talk to I'm here...

    • @sofi9199
      @sofi9199 3 роки тому +11

      @@aubreesshorts12 Thank you

  • @abigailbaker3046
    @abigailbaker3046 2 роки тому +10

    “You betrayed me, and I know you’ll never feel sorry.”
    This hit

  • @dewekiwi9602
    @dewekiwi9602 3 роки тому +72

    To everyone who’s been gaslit like Olivia describes in this song, what you experienced was real and so is the way you perceive your own life. Don’t believe people who tell you otherwise

  • @arabellasubliminals
    @arabellasubliminals 3 роки тому +73

    okay this is a good song to cry too, thanks.

  • @saintdol
    @saintdol 3 роки тому +41

    i’ve never had a boyfriend like ever but this song makes me cry. like a lot

  • @paoladiaz1748
    @paoladiaz1748 3 роки тому +10

    The fact that it's raining makes it so much better

  • @patriciameza5140
    @patriciameza5140 3 роки тому +23

    This happened to me recently. Honestly feels like your world is falling apart. And all you can do is watch. They get to be happy while i struggle just to live. 😞

  • @Grace-ek9ro
    @Grace-ek9ro Рік тому +2

    If my tears were colourful... Then that painting on my pillow would have been the most beautiful painting... 💔

  • @drstrange3746
    @drstrange3746 3 роки тому +53

    “and I know if you were true there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly”

  • @seph8500
    @seph8500 3 роки тому +24

    i’ve never even been in a relationship but this song makes me feel like i’m going through the most painful heartbreak of my life😭

  • @sunlightamber6542
    @sunlightamber6542 3 роки тому +4

    this make me cry, not because of a heartbreak or anything, just because the melody feels so nostalgic 😭😭

  • @kassideemcquillan2902
    @kassideemcquillan2902 3 роки тому +6

    we need an hour version of this

  • @jasontheruler567
    @jasontheruler567 3 роки тому +3

    Her vocals in the beginning always gets me❤️🎶

  • @luvv.svtgem
    @luvv.svtgem 3 роки тому +35

    Ok but like I never in my life had a boyfriend but sad songs about break up makes me cry and this song is one of them you deffo made it sadder 😭😭🥲🥲

  • @ayeshabalilo5160
    @ayeshabalilo5160 3 роки тому +44

    Here I am just crying over a boy who doesn’t know I exist :)

  • @carliekennedy1946
    @carliekennedy1946 3 роки тому +5

    Dude this is so good. Like my whole body went numb and got goosebumps when the actual words started playing 🥺🦋

  • @amandagalindo1050
    @amandagalindo1050 3 роки тому +1

    PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU TO PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY

  • @-orange-9723
    @-orange-9723 3 роки тому +5

    why do I like this more than the original-
    I swear my phone has been stalking me because lately I’ve been kinda depressed and in need for a song to cry to and so many things like this video has popped up in my recommendations.

  • @fatimafernandez7683
    @fatimafernandez7683 3 роки тому +18

    "and I know that you'll never feel sorry"😫

  • @emily.vollbeer
    @emily.vollbeer 3 роки тому +3

    i’m so happy for you. don’t forget about all of us though, we’re here waiting

  • @arborealCynoid
    @arborealCynoid 3 роки тому +3

    I’m listening to this on my bus and it kinda creates a pretty effect of this playing over a soft rumble of the bus and a faint voice talking over the radio :)

  • @ashlyn1045
    @ashlyn1045 3 роки тому +2

    This hit in so many ways

  • @lildrummerboy5673
    @lildrummerboy5673 2 роки тому +2

    As someone who was going through an absolutely awful breakup when traitor dropped. Hundreds of listens later, traitor still gives me chills and brings tears to my eyes.

  • @girltalk9308
    @girltalk9308 3 роки тому +29

    I had a crush, we both really liked each other. We talked about almost anything and everything. Talked every day. Little did I know he was pulling me away from my beat friends. Or at least I was letting him. Me and my bestie had a fallout and it was all because I let a boy come between us. But I had no idea that with all this going on my other friend liked him also. We would talk about him, but I was really jealous of her. He then said something to her that made them stop talking. I was really upset but was still crushing over him. We continued talking, then he said the same thing to me. I miss talking to him. I miss him. I really liked him. It hurts so much even though we were never together. I miss you Alex.

  • @mariamosman9407
    @mariamosman9407 3 роки тому +43

    I’ve never had a boyfriend let alone a heartbreak but I’m crying

  • @smileyforever292
    @smileyforever292 3 роки тому +11

    Why is this so beautiful. Masterprice

  • @danielleann504
    @danielleann504 3 роки тому +1

    PLAYING THIS WITH RAIN SOUNDS IN THE BACKGROUND>>>>>>>>>

  • @IreonDeollim
    @IreonDeollim 3 роки тому +1

    this is so beautiful, i strangely find so much beauty in sadness

  • @leilabaldassa8468
    @leilabaldassa8468 3 роки тому +22

    Ooh-ooh
    Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
    Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
    Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
    That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse
    I kept quiet so I could keep you
    And ain't it funny
    How you ran to her
    The second that we called it quits?
    And ain't it funny
    How you said you were friends?
    Now it sure as hell don't look like it
    You betrayed me
    And I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You'd talk to her
    When we were together
    Loved you at your worst
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still a traitor
    Now you bring her around
    Just to shut me down
    Show her off like she's a new trophy
    And I know if you were true
    There's no damn way that you
    Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
    Ain't it funny
    All the twisted games
    All the questions you used to avoid?
    Ain't it funny?
    Remember I brought her up
    And you told me I was paranoid
    You betrayed me
    And I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You'd talk to her
    When we were together
    Loved you at your worst
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still a traitor
    God, I wish that you had thought this through
    Before I went and fell in love with you
    (Ah-ah-ah)
    When she's sleeping in the bed we made
    Don't you dare forget about the way
    You betrayed me
    'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
    For the way I hurt, yeah
    You'd talk to her
    When we were together
    You gave me your word
    But that didn't matter
    It took you two weeks
    To go off and date her
    Guess you didn't cheat
    But you're still
    You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah)
    Yeah, you're still a traitor
    Ooh-ooh-ooh
    God, I wish that you had thought this through
    Before I went and fell in love with you

  • @jihanaprilia8563
    @jihanaprilia8563 3 роки тому +3

    keep being the best for yourself, because the best will make us better💗.

  • @ayunahbrielle
    @ayunahbrielle 3 роки тому +11

    it was an elementary “relationship” and that next year he went with another girl. I don’t think he understands how much it hurts to see the person you love/like really bad with someone else, the words “and I know that you’ll never feel sorry, for the way I hurt” and “god, I wish that you had thought this through before I when and fell in love with you” hurts. (he was my crush for 5 years🌚)

  • @tiff4680
    @tiff4680 3 роки тому +1

    obsessed w this.

  • @Rivaille248
    @Rivaille248 2 роки тому +1

    People with the biggest smile hides the most pain in themselves.

    • @_csinti_
      @_csinti_ 2 роки тому +1

      I hope things will get better for you, stay strong

  • @lovee.4delize
    @lovee.4delize 3 роки тому +5

    That “God I wish you had thought this through , before I went and fell in love with you” 🥺

  • @riyaparikh8704
    @riyaparikh8704 3 роки тому +24

    It was a toxic relationship... It would've been 4 years by now if we didn't broke up, he was all I had after my childhood bestfriend left, he cheated but wanted another chance, I forgave him, again and again... Then came a girl, who was "just a friend " but they became awfully close when they didn't even meet much... And he called me paranoid, I started falling in depression and I cried a lot... He called me mentally unstable... He slapped me hit me screamed at me... But the times when he made me feel so damn happy overpowered everything... Then I found out he fell in love with her... He talked to her when I went to sleep till morning...fought with me for her... And liked her behavior more because she wasn't a crybaby like me... But for some reason he chose me... And told me to be thankful that he chose me.. My family unexpectedly got me out of this mess... But this song... It just hits home💔💔

    • @jasminkraft1509
      @jasminkraft1509 3 роки тому +1

      i hope you’re ok 💝. you don’t deserve that! i love you so much

    • @rxsetae_
      @rxsetae_ 2 роки тому

      Babe it’s toxic out there how he choose you and want you to be thankful? What the fuck about you are you a toy or a human?

  • @Ginaloverose
    @Ginaloverose 3 роки тому +75

    So my best friend stopped talking to me because she had other friends that are better than me and It hurts, I mean it's my fault I got my phone taken away and now we barely talk (I text her on my computer) I just feel so low

    • @wisterxiaa
      @wisterxiaa  3 роки тому +13

      aww :( she doesn't deserve u

    • @Ginaloverose
      @Ginaloverose 3 роки тому +4

      @@wisterxiaa aww thank you lovely your to sweet

    • @amyawren1814
      @amyawren1814 3 роки тому +5

      I understand how youre feeling, I had a falling out with someone and I was a wreck but its not your fault and your feelings are validated because she was apart of your life and now she isnt as much anymore.

    • @aashnak8893
      @aashnak8893 3 роки тому +1

      you deserve better

    • @valeriacguevara
      @valeriacguevara 3 роки тому +1

      It is not your fault! Someone better will come along 💕

  • @imogen2875
    @imogen2875 3 роки тому +2

    i know he doesnt love me back but i still feel so happy when hes around, even when he walks past me a wave of happiness goes over me, i feel so safe when hes there

  • @singleladies5614
    @singleladies5614 2 роки тому

    It like you’re in a quiet room and she’s singing to you over a speaker with best quality. Love you Olivia and the person who made this!

  • @edviscut1228
    @edviscut1228 3 роки тому +13

    Falling in love with a fictional character is literally this sentence: “god I wish you would’ve thought this through before I went and fell in love with you”

  • @tasnim8046
    @tasnim8046 3 роки тому +4

    I’m in primary and I just got a notification from the gc with the class and they named it “separating in 4 days” and I was listing to this and it honestly made me cry.

    • @wen26060
      @wen26060 2 роки тому

      I know how it feels. Went through it a few years back, hurts so bad. But I'm all good now

  • @pacegotlost
    @pacegotlost 3 роки тому +3

    ok but besides all the crying or sadness-
    This is a masterpiece ngl

  • @saintdol
    @saintdol 3 роки тому +1

    this song hits diff when i have my airpods on full blast with that rain effect playing in the background 😩

  • @moss7837
    @moss7837 3 роки тому +1

    This is definitely in a sense abt my past bio and step moms. Not the romance but like “you should’ve thought this through before I loved you”

  • @golubcikjulia7717
    @golubcikjulia7717 3 роки тому +20

    Im sobbing, this song is so sad :( You deserve morre views honey

  • @jcasablancasgf
    @jcasablancasgf 3 роки тому +23

    I feel so scared of getting into a relationship, once I had a crush on this boy, he was amazing and I knew he liked me back, but when he confessed to me I just laughed it off because I didn't know what I should do, I wasn't ready. After a while, I confessed to him, and his reply was just "it happens". We stopped talking as much after that, he had moved on. I hadn't. He had already gotten a girlfriend. I didn't want to believe it, but it was true. We didn't even date, but I can't feel anything but hatred for him right now. If we had dated, he would have left me heartbroken. I am glad, but at the same time, I just can't even talk to him anymore without feeling hatred. He's a traitor, but we never even dated. All I feel is just hatred.

  • @heluvyagirljoss5967
    @heluvyagirljoss5967 3 роки тому +4

    i broke with tears i love it but it does remind me of my past but still a masterpiece

  • @Rob_0-4
    @Rob_0-4 2 роки тому

    The end part is perfect omg HOW DID YOU MAKE IT SOUND LIKE THAT THE ECHO-Y CLEAR SURROUND OML

  • @jacob-fr5zi
    @jacob-fr5zi 3 роки тому

    every word in this song is so good, which is why it's one of my favorites

  • @alliehej1321
    @alliehej1321 3 роки тому +8

    All the people who are watching this and maybe are broken cause someone they loved left you, they don’t deserve you sweetheart! You are worth so much more than that person deserve! Find someone that actually loves you for the person you are and wouldn’t leave you 🤍🥰 YOU CAN DO IT LUV!

  • @thatonegirl6508
    @thatonegirl6508 3 роки тому +3

    when your best friend starts talking to u less and as soon as u drift away they have a replacement. and after a while you’re talking again become good friends and then they stop talking to u again and u realize they rlly don’t need u they only felt bad for a little bit and don’t care how ur hurting bc they’re happy with ur replacement and don’t realize that they were the only one we had

  • @vanessacardoza_music
    @vanessacardoza_music 3 роки тому +54

    just imagine a guy singing this and replace “she” & “her” with “he” & “him” 🥺🥺

    • @muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130
      @muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 3 роки тому

      I did

    • @vanessacardoza_music
      @vanessacardoza_music 3 роки тому +1

      @@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 that is wonderful my friend, do you want some cookies? I have Oreos, chocolate chip, and I think I have some oatmeal ones somewhere around here

    • @muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130
      @muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 3 роки тому

      @@vanessacardoza_music omg i love oatmeal, it's really healthyy

    • @vanessacardoza_music
      @vanessacardoza_music 3 роки тому

      @@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 i’ll give you Oreos. 💀🤧

  • @cravingmarvel2708
    @cravingmarvel2708 3 роки тому +1

    Ok but does anyone literally want to give Olivia the biggest hug :/

  • @ashleysanburg
    @ashleysanburg 3 роки тому +2

    “ i kept quite so i could keep you “

  • @peevchessss148
    @peevchessss148 3 роки тому +3

    I like this boy so much for about 6 years now and I just can't let him go. The sad part is he doesn't know that I like him so much.

  • @m4rttaaudio
    @m4rttaaudio 3 роки тому +8

    this hits different.

  • @penelopethecow9563
    @penelopethecow9563 3 роки тому +9

    If you listen to this with headphones it sounds so good

  • @thekayla0985
    @thekayla0985 2 роки тому +1

    Our relationship was so toxic, but I can’t help but still love him.. he was the one who made me feel special and boosted my self esteem, but now he’s gone. Been gone for a year.

  • @elouisejohns2753
    @elouisejohns2753 3 роки тому +1

    omgg listen to it under your pillow, sounds like a concert