my contrarianism is killing me

all my life i have morphed into what i thought would make me interesting. i am now realizing what this cycle is doing to me and how vital it is that i stop it. this is just one of the many self discovery videos that are to come on this channel so stick around! it’s wonderful to have you here!
other likely places you’ll find me!
pinterest: pin.it/5XZbu8eN1
instagram: www.instagram....
spotify: open.spotify.c...
letterboxd: boxd.it/3oKLj
i mentioned my friend gillian, so you might as well go visit her too!!
gillian’s channel: / @gillianelaird
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i was so ahead of the curve that the curve became a sphere

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hey, that's me!