hey i usually dont leave comments but i really felt your vid. i just quit my job in turkey and moved to toronto. im doing a silly job now and sometimes i feel like im falling behind my peers and feeling pressure. other days i feel grateful for taking this chance to change my life. im still trying to figure things out and its hard. but i know that if i didnt try this, it would always be on my mind. so its better to try and let it go
This monologue is so amazing, your experience, your courage, you thoughts,your feelings, I feel connecting with you at some point. your personality is so attractive, I'm sure you'll reach your goal. I also feel stuck in my life now, hope i can figure out too, i am trying to
i feel you, i am afraid of failing so much but there is one more thing i am afraid of is not doing the best i can. that's why i am questioning what i want. this is the worst thing i think. some days i wake up as energetic person and i feel like i have a real ideal but other days i feel like i am not enough for anything i want. why don't I fight for my dreams? and at that point the only fight is between me and my thoughts.
this is such a beautiful video thank you for being so vulnerable and putting this out there, i'm in the exact same situation & a lot of my peers question me and make me feel bad about it but you've given me the courage to completely be myself and do whatever i want to do in my life ❤ turns out being lost is kinda fun! sending love to everyone watching xx
I had that proper job and that proper husband right after I graduated. I had really good times, travels, vacations... abundance, comfort, easy, regular life. ...for ten years ☺️ But I always felt something was missing. I wasn't feeling alive. I left everything behind. So here I am at the age of 36. Single for 3 years already. I am going through the same stages as you. I have no clue either. But that is OK :)
I'm feeling exactly like this. I'm 23 and this is comsuming me inside. I don't know what to do anymore I feel kinda hopeless. I've never been this worse. I've just lost the opportunity to have a very important job just to find my path, but now I actually don't know what to do and I'm just here comsuming myself with regrets. I hope it gets better.
Like...197...Your video consists too valuable words for freshers, who put their legs first time on the road without support. I am 69 and still learning and also learning a lot from U my beautiful child..thanks for uploading ..
dear beyza. first of all watching this video this morning had me like listening to one of these good podcast on spotify that makes me wanna listen to it over and over again. because it felled like listening to my own voice and mind which is what we need in those times, I mean we need to know that we are not alone and not the only ones that are living the same feelings. just a as I read in the other comments, I guess we all has our times. I just have to tell you that be careful because you keep saying and thinking that you are xx at 28 years old and I do it too but actually this is wrong, I am afraid that we are making it harder for us selves by comparing our lives with our ages actually. because trust me I’m close to same age but in my eyes even with you doubts now I feel like you are 3-5 steps forwards me in my similar dreams. as you say yourself we should remember that it’s okay to fail, I also needed to hear this because I sadly lost all my close friends because I needed some alone time because I was going through a hard time but this made them mad and they chose to distance themselves. what hurts the most is that I know if it was me that was asked to stay away for a little because a friend needed it for her own recovery then I would have respected this and made sure that she knew I would be there in the same way whenever she needs me again. now I gotta live with a doubt about my own choice for my self knowing that only God knows how much I needed it and how tired I am of the fact that I have to explain myself whenever I make a decision for myself if I don’t want to lose anyone in my life. it’s scary but because of this problem I find it hard to even find a energy to use on my own goals sometimes
I feel same. I am scaring of too many things and I don't know what to do with my life. But I really want to keep going because I know someday I will achieve what I want. So, I think failure is not bad. We are humans after all. I believe in you and I hope someday you can feel happiness and you can achieve other things that you want🤍
'even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.' bebeğim çok iyi gidiyorsun demek ki bir şeyler yoluna girecek ki bu hisleri ve düşünceleri yaşıyorsun.
I just went through this while dating someone, I just moved too fast, and said the wrong things and it was because of my fear of failure, and my fear of being let down or left, it almost became like a self fulfilling prophecy. I just couldn't keep her, and the more I tried, the further I pushed her away, and that really tore me up inside because I feel like it was my fault. I feel like every time I open my big dumb mouth, I'm telling people things they don't want to hear. And I had a fear that if I didn't move fast enough, that she'd lose interest, so I was conflicted inside. I've not dated regularly in over 10 years, so I'm used to being alone, so the idea of trying to move too quickly really goes against my own boundaries, because I am totally fine with going the slow route with someone, maybe give it 6 months of dating and talking regularly to then take the plunge and try to become more intimate with them. I've waited this long to be intimate with someone, what's another 6 months. But I felt like I put too much pressure on myself and just tried too hard and just ruined it. And now having to move on, when I invested too much of my feelings too quickly, it just hurts so much. I know her and I weren't even exclusive yet but my fear of abandonment just sat with me the whole time we were dating. And I was too afraid to express myself, because being vulnerable with someone takes trust, and I did not have that with her.
This comment felt so intimate and I truly appreciate you for sharing it! And I need to say that it gets better. Failure becomes a lesson and making mistakes becomes a routine we get used to. Just give yourself the space to evolve and learn. You’re already enough, don’t forget that! 💕
i have a massive mutual ground with you , relevant to teaching english and expericing many things in life and same thoughts ,fears and living in middele east , i would like to say our time is limited ,teaching english is great career , why you wouldnt be the best english teacher ever ?or having platform to teach english online , i am just saying ...love you , take care
@@itsmebeyzzoh cool, thanks. By the way, my girlfriend is from Adana, im from the US, we are trying to figure out where to move and you are an inspiration ✨️
Dropping charity here :), listen, im 14, but i preach to ppl to start acting like children! Kids know it all, they are smarter about life, go about life with fun moments, so understand you adults dont necessarily mean you're a chairmen in authority, I advise ppl to seek God :) study religions! Because they provide a path, a path that feels true depending on who you are. Go about your lives in ur authentic selves, the true you, where ppl pleasing is irrelevant, you guys have to understand your personalities on a certain level, after that things fall into place, life is all about work, catch the beauty of discipline :) so never fear time, fear the creator of time. You see we all have allotted times where we no longer exist, but sometimes a simple life can get us to where we want, remember its all about peace, not happiness. + understand predestination exists, this is why planning ur own life step by step wont turn out that way anyways, failure happens and its just a test! Comes by EVERY phase in life, especially those in the midst of feeling ur best .. am i right?😏 Sending 💕 love
hey i usually dont leave comments but i really felt your vid. i just quit my job in turkey and moved to toronto. im doing a silly job now and sometimes i feel like im falling behind my peers and feeling pressure. other days i feel grateful for taking this chance to change my life. im still trying to figure things out and its hard. but i know that if i didnt try this, it would always be on my mind. so its better to try and let it go
I also just quit my job, we can do this
great video bey 👏fail forward
This monologue is so amazing, your experience, your courage, you thoughts,your feelings, I feel connecting with you at some point. your personality is so attractive, I'm sure you'll reach your goal. I also feel stuck in my life now, hope i can figure out too, i am trying to
i feel you, i am afraid of failing so much but there is one more thing i am afraid of is not doing the best i can. that's why i am questioning what i want. this is the worst thing i think. some days i wake up as energetic person and i feel like i have a real ideal but other days i feel like i am not enough for anything i want. why don't I fight for my dreams? and at that point the only fight is between me and my thoughts.
I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS WORDS!!! THANK YOU
this is such a beautiful video thank you for being so vulnerable and putting this out there, i'm in the exact same situation & a lot of my peers question me and make me feel bad about it but you've given me the courage to completely be myself and do whatever i want to do in my life ❤ turns out being lost is kinda fun! sending love to everyone watching xx
And thank you for being vulnerable with me! Womanhood has its peaks and downs. We can make it through only by spreading love and support 🫶🏼
🥰❤@@itsmebeyzz
not even 2 minutes into the video and i'm already tearing up. i feel seen. thank you.
I had that proper job and that proper husband right after I graduated. I had really good times, travels, vacations... abundance, comfort, easy, regular life. ...for ten years ☺️ But I always felt something was missing. I wasn't feeling alive. I left everything behind. So here I am at the age of 36. Single for 3 years already. I am going through the same stages as you. I have no clue either. But that is OK :)
I'm feeling exactly like this. I'm 23 and this is comsuming me inside. I don't know what to do anymore I feel kinda hopeless. I've never been this worse. I've just lost the opportunity to have a very important job just to find my path, but now I actually don't know what to do and I'm just here comsuming myself with regrets. I hope it gets better.
Like...197...Your video consists too valuable words for freshers, who put their legs
first time on the road without support. I am 69 and still learning and also learning a lot from U
my beautiful child..thanks for uploading ..
I wish you get the most out of this platform. I wish you the best, truly. Blessings from Morocco. ❤
dear beyza. first of all watching this video this morning had me like listening to one of these good podcast on spotify that makes me wanna listen to it over and over again. because it felled like listening to my own voice and mind which is what we need in those times, I mean we need to know that we are not alone and not the only ones that are living the same feelings. just a as I read in the other comments, I guess we all has our times. I just have to tell you that be careful because you keep saying and thinking that you are xx at 28 years old and I do it too but actually this is wrong, I am afraid that we are making it harder for us selves by comparing our lives with our ages actually. because trust me I’m close to same age but in my eyes even with you doubts now I feel like you are 3-5 steps forwards me in my similar dreams. as you say yourself we should remember that it’s okay to fail, I also needed to hear this because I sadly lost all my close friends because I needed some alone time because I was going through a hard time but this made them mad and they chose to distance themselves. what hurts the most is that I know if it was me that was asked to stay away for a little because a friend needed it for her own recovery then I would have respected this and made sure that she knew I would be there in the same way whenever she needs me again. now I gotta live with a doubt about my own choice for my self knowing that only God knows how much I needed it and how tired I am of the fact that I have to explain myself whenever I make a decision for myself if I don’t want to lose anyone in my life. it’s scary but because of this problem I find it hard to even find a energy to use on my own goals sometimes
I feel same. I am scaring of too many things and I don't know what to do with my life. But I really want to keep going because I know someday I will achieve what I want. So, I think failure is not bad. We are humans after all. I believe in you and I hope someday you can feel happiness and you can achieve other things that you want🤍
'even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.'
bebeğim çok iyi gidiyorsun demek ki bir şeyler yoluna girecek ki bu hisleri ve düşünceleri yaşıyorsun.
Much love from Oahu 🌸
I just went through this while dating someone, I just moved too fast, and said the wrong things and it was because of my fear of failure, and my fear of being let down or left, it almost became like a self fulfilling prophecy. I just couldn't keep her, and the more I tried, the further I pushed her away, and that really tore me up inside because I feel like it was my fault. I feel like every time I open my big dumb mouth, I'm telling people things they don't want to hear. And I had a fear that if I didn't move fast enough, that she'd lose interest, so I was conflicted inside. I've not dated regularly in over 10 years, so I'm used to being alone, so the idea of trying to move too quickly really goes against my own boundaries, because I am totally fine with going the slow route with someone, maybe give it 6 months of dating and talking regularly to then take the plunge and try to become more intimate with them. I've waited this long to be intimate with someone, what's another 6 months. But I felt like I put too much pressure on myself and just tried too hard and just ruined it. And now having to move on, when I invested too much of my feelings too quickly, it just hurts so much. I know her and I weren't even exclusive yet but my fear of abandonment just sat with me the whole time we were dating. And I was too afraid to express myself, because being vulnerable with someone takes trust, and I did not have that with her.
This comment felt so intimate and I truly appreciate you for sharing it! And I need to say that it gets better. Failure becomes a lesson and making mistakes becomes a routine we get used to. Just give yourself the space to evolve and learn. You’re already enough, don’t forget that! 💕
i have a massive mutual ground with you , relevant to teaching english and expericing many things in life and same thoughts ,fears and living in middele east , i would like to say our time is limited ,teaching english is great career , why you wouldnt be the best english teacher ever ?or having platform to teach english online , i am just saying ...love you , take care
Slayy queen i believe in you❤
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what is the water bottle on the R2D2 for?
That’s an humidifier 😁
@@itsmebeyzzoh cool, thanks. By the way, my girlfriend is from Adana, im from the US, we are trying to figure out where to move and you are an inspiration ✨️
I LOVE YOU PLEASE MAKE A PODCAST I WOULD LISTEN TO YOU ALL DAY
Dropping charity here :), listen, im 14, but i preach to ppl to start acting like children! Kids know it all, they are smarter about life, go about life with fun moments, so understand you adults dont necessarily mean you're a chairmen in authority, I advise ppl to seek God :) study religions! Because they provide a path, a path that feels true depending on who you are. Go about your lives in ur authentic selves, the true you, where ppl pleasing is irrelevant, you guys have to understand your personalities on a certain level, after that things fall into place, life is all about work, catch the beauty of discipline :) so never fear time, fear the creator of time. You see we all have allotted times where we no longer exist, but sometimes a simple life can get us to where we want, remember its all about peace, not happiness.
+ understand predestination exists, this is why planning ur own life step by step wont turn out that way anyways, failure happens and its just a test! Comes by EVERY phase in life, especially those in the midst of feeling ur best .. am i right?😏
Sending 💕 love