for anyone who’s curious enko is short for enjo kosai which is like being a sugar baby in japan..(young girl gets paid to go out on dates with older dudes)
Since this song is becoming popular again I'd like to share my thoughts on what I think the lyrics mean: The singer (either male or female, doesn't matter) is a highschooler who doesn't understand why everyone at their school is so obsessed with sex/love, however they are in love with a girl from their school, who they believe to be pure and "a virgin". However, there's a rumor about her, that she is an "Enko Girl" (or someone who does compensated dating). The singer sulks in their room when they find out this rumour, trying to convince themselves that it's not real, but they can't get it out of their head. During a class reunion they look at her "innocent smile" and wonder what would be behind it, which prompts the singer to investigate. They see her holding hands with an old man in a station and try to do something, but are unable to. Their voice doesn't come out and their body doesn't move, the singer starts thinking about their feelings for this girl. Do they still love her? Do they hate her? It's a complicated feeling. They're sad but they can't even cry about it, all that's left to do is move on from those feelings. At the end of the song, the singer repeats "I...I...love you...etc" until just saying "I...I..." and nothing more, seems like the feeling of love has completely dissapeared...or has it? Something you might've noticed about this song is that there's a constant play on words between the english word "I" and the japanese word "Ai" which means love. So in the end, maybe they're saying "Ai, Ai", meaning "Love, Love", and as hard as they tried, they STILL love the Enko Girl. It's left open-ended, which I think make this a really amazing song!
Never thought about it till your analysis but a queer interpretation is much more interesting and adds another layer to the song. She feels guilty for wanting someone of the same sex, and thinks that they are unreachable because they are straight, then she finds out that the girl goes out with people she assumedly isn't attracted to for money. Knowing that the singer could also in theory have what the old men have but it would taint their crush and ruin their feelings that she believes are pure, as well as feeling shame for considering it. Knowing there's no way to both actualise her desire and keep that innocence, she decides she just doesn't want to see that girl again. There's also the fact that they talk about meeting at a highschool reunion, as adults. Knowing that it might have been something the girl only did in highschool, there's no way to bring it up. And although it's messed up to want to spend the night with her in exchange for money, the singer might have 'missed' the only opportunity to be physically close with her.
This song is very interesting to me, i don't see people making like. a lot of analysis about it but from my own interpretation, this song clearly deals with the struggles of puberty, of course, but with more themes sprinkled in about things that genuinely happen around that development - the lyrics talking about a girl, with the vocals being Miku, which to me feels like an intentional choice about possibly experiencing same gender attraction, and struggling with the confusion of not having opposite gender attraction like most peers while youre going through puberty, only to try and repress it or maybe even hating the person youre attracted to because you don't know how to deal with those feelings - the general jarringness of going through puberty and suddenly having a libido that you can barely control - the fact that the girl the song is talking about being referred to as a virgin, despite the implication that theyre in highschool, and this being said to be a bad thing. It reminds me of how as a teen, you sort of envy your peers who have had the chance to have sex, without understanding or realizing that youre still too young for that to be appropriate or even safe. - the girl dating an older man seeming to invoke a feeling of both jealousy and envy. jealousy for wanting to have a same gender relationship with someone while having conflicting feelings about it being wrong, and envy because of my previous point where teens may think its cool or even become envious for wanting to date way older people than them, again, not realizing the reasons why its wrong to me, the 'prostitution' aspect is more like figurative speech, relating more to the 'loss of innocence' that happens while you begin to experience these kinds of feelings, as if you were paying with it in an attempt to experience love, which now seems 'tainted' by all of the aspects i mentioned before
Nah I think it's quite a bit more literal just telling the story of a girl in her class who started doing enjo kosai (being a sugar baby). I mean it literally says she saw her with a man in his forties in some sketchy district
I think all of the points you make are true, however I think it’s both the inner turmoil of same-sex attraction as well as child prostitution. Since enjo kosai is a common problem in Japan, I think they also wanted to touch on how the victims in these scenarios are mistreated by their classmates. Her love for the “enko girl” would be forbidden because she is both a girl and “dirty”
I feel this is about the singer who sees themselves as above their other classmates for not having sex/not being "crazy" over sex. They also seem to dislike a particular girl for being someone who "acts" innocent and sweet but is actually someone who sleeps around. They know this girl sleeps around due to rumors and when they were a little younger they themselves saw her going around with older men, presumably to get money. In actuality our narrator is someone who's interested in sexual things adn the reason they find it as less than for others thier age going around having sex is because they're jealous, they want to have similar sexual experiences. Deep down this also comes from them wanting to have a deep and strong connection to another person. They're also jealous of how pretty and cute this girl is which makes them feel insecure about thier appearance and how sexually/romantically appealing they may be to others. This insecurity fuels thier dislike for the girl. While all of this is happening they also feel incredible guilt for being jealous of the girl and for feeling helplessness in helping the girl. As they saw this girl being groomed and know that she may be in mutliple bad relationships with oldermen and endangering herself. They know the girl has more to her than just sleeping around but thats what she's become to the school and the people around her, she diappears along with her "innocence". They also wish to be like the girl no longer a virgin and instead sleeping around, for they see it as a way of growing up/ a show how wanted by others they are! again they also feel ahsamed for this line of thought. 4:50 may be about how if they did reach out and help the girl they may still be as happy as they used to be as they could've been.?
“I-I-I love you, what embarrassing words. I-I-I need you, what rubbish feelings. I-I-I want you, what a crappy-sounding wish, but still I-I love love love love in my head, only that” Literally most relatable thing ever [ 04:01 ] also [ 5:31 ] is very relatable and literally sounds so good
I see a lot of people interpreting this with the vocalist and girl in the song as two different people, but from my personal interpretation I always thought Miku was singing about herself... I'm not sure if this was nashimoto's intentions, but this song is a decent parallel to being a rebound girl and the feelings that come with it
"never want to meet her again" sounds like she's looking at her past self. accepting that what happened, happened. and walking away to move on forward with her life.
This song gives me a strange feeling of apathy. Actually, it's the kind of song I'd listen to when I'm not feeling the greatest, like I'm feeling extremely burnt out or particularly apathetic about something. Maybe it's because that's kind of the vibe the song gives? Like, that feeling of "yeah this is just how things are, unfortunately" and being unable to do anything but grit through the suffering and pain that stemmed from wanting something that you simply could not get properly. I like it for this though, that feeling is not something I get to listen to in songs very often.
This song is literally what I'm experiencing right now I have a crush on my classmate, who dates an older male individual. And she always tries to look cute( tbh I adore her makeup skills)
I mean, I got friendzoned twice by the same girl in too different ways. The first time, she told me I was just her friend, so I thought I wasn't enough, but I kept being around her and being a good friend while sometimes telling her I love her (I'm shameless sometimes like damn) and then one day she told me I deserve better than her and she doesn't deserve me... like... wtf... I can't even get her in the first place I don't think I deserve anything more, and she's way better than me if anything, I am the one who doesn't deserve her, and what does that even mean like... Bonus: she told me she doesn't see a problem if I keep telling her that I love her sometimes, which helps me a bit with the situation... And recently we talk a bit less I'm worried like... does she give a damn about me or was I just being the worst friend ever all this time... God, this is a complex situation. I only gave like a third of the story...
@@dyltanidk if you're still in that situation, and obviously i don't know either of you so i can't really say how it is- but, if it still matters, her not being into you that way may not be something you can change. romantic feelings are unpredictable and you can't really force them, your friend may just not be able to feel that way about you, no matter how much you try to convince her. i know that's painful, one-sided feelings really really really suck! but if it comes down to it (again, idk what the tone of your friendship is at all, take what i say with a grain of salt) it may be better to keep a good friend than to let a relationship get sour and resentful by forcing something that she just doesn't want. i can't give any advice on how to make your own feelings go away, unfortunately. hey maybe i've completely misjudged the situation and you're happily together now. i wish you luck, anyway.
@@shineymightyena well for some goddamn reason SHE stopped initiating conversations, but it's alright, and no we're still friends, if you call it that, seems like she's avoiding me, but I mean, she's busy so I'm probably only pestering her, and yeah I know what you mean, I never believed or wanted her to change her feelings for me, just for her to acknowledge how deeply I loved her yknow
@@dyltanoh hey, didn't expect a reply so soon, hello :) i'm sorry about that, it sounds difficult. i hope you guys can have an honest conversation and hash things out. (hypocritical advice from the keyboard of a conflict-avoidant: don't be afraid of conflict! just remember to consider the other person's feelings in the process, the goal is finding the *truth* not forcing your own way, etc etc) but i'll stop with the bossy advice, now. i get not feeling like your words have weight to someone. feels awful when you know you just can't get someone to care about the emotion you're trying to communicate (but then again, i've definitely been on the other side of that exchange as well) if she is avoiding you, she might just not really know what to do about it- intense emotions are tricky on all sides, yknow?
if you want me to explain. Hatsune miku is actually a singer and shes a voidcal (idk how to spell it probably) basiclly this song was made by him but sang but hatsune miku is the robot/voidcal that sings it :)
Everyone talks about the part that went viral but no one talks about the part from 5:30 to the end- THAT SHITS FIRE!!!!! Absolutely heavenly, i feel like im ascending when i hear it god i love this song!!!!
Honestly I think that kind of feeling is what Nashimoto-p was trying to reflect! Awkward teenage stages when you don't understand your attraction, and get mad at yourself for it (like the iconic part at 4:00)
I find this pretty interesting bc I’ve also seen a take from an asexual commenter about finding this song relatable. It’s neat that anyone on the sexual spectrum can find personal meaning in the lyrics imo
I love how open to interpretation this song is. The lyrics are terrifying. While yes the song is about struggles of puberty, I think there's more to it than that. Someone else in the comments pointed out that "enko" is short for "enjo kosai", Teenage girls who go on dates with older men in exchange for money and other frivolous gifts, which is a pretty prevalent problem in japan. The singer is presumably a fellow high school student and has fallen in love with this girl. The singer states how she is seemingly innocent and pure, and then learns that she is essentially a teenager prostitute and it destroys their perception of her. I think the part about the station is the most terrifying part cause to me, it seems to imply that this man she was with was going to kill her? Or maybe I'm reading too much into it. Which is a harsh and sick reality. That could happen to any number of these girls. The song has so much social commentary and well as deeply disturbing lyrics, but yeah duh its Nashimoto. That was a long one. oof. If you're still here thanks for the read.
yes! i think you misread the kanji though, because its 可愛い XD a really good site to use for jp words though is jisho.org/ ! i use it when i need, im only a jp student!
Romaji: ai. minna koukou haitte kawatta nante kidzuki hajimeta haruka mae gasuto saize de gakusei kataru wa erai guroi ero hanashi bakari bokura chuugaku kurai no koro wa sa ecchi nante yume no mata yume de sa da toka shinjikitteta aoi haru zenbu nakatta koto ni suru rashii miro yo kebai meiku de kidottera onaji kao shite yoru urotsuitera honde osu saru aite yoroshiku ka kudoi koe de kyou mo sugarun ka sonna yatsura to ano ko wa chigau sa kitto mada shojo ni chigai nai sa sotsugyoushiki waratte te wo futta ima mo kawarazu ni soko ni iru sa dakedo hidoi uwasa wo mimi ni shita no sore wa kiku ni taegatai enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama hitori no heya kusatte iku yukiba no nai seishoudou minna chuugaku no koro to kawannai nante hozaki chirakasu dousoukai ero ni fantajiisa wa naku natta atarimae ni riaru are na sekai mukai oku ni ano ko mo suwattera fajiineeburu teki na no nondera chapatsu messhu ni piasu mo akete sa waraigao wa anma kawattenai anta nani kuwanu kao shiteru keredo ura de nani wo shiteta no ka enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai omoi wo oshikoroshite zenbu uso to detarame da to me wo sorase nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo shiranai kikanai gomakasedo yoru wa akenu hitori no heya shizunde iku aokusai junjou ribido shittenda hontou wa suunen mae chiba eki de kimi wo mita tonari ni wa yonjuudai kurai no ossan mune kunde kietetta sakae houmen no rojiura sakebitakatta demo koe ga nai te wo nobashita zenzen todokanai kiete iku kiete iku tooku tooku tooku tooku ai ai airaabyuu nante hazukashii kotoba daro ai ai ainiidyuu nante kudaranai omoi daro ai ai aiwonchuu nante kuso mitai na negai sore demo ai ai ai ai ai ai ataman naka sonnan bakka enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama hitori no heya toki wa nagare karete iku amai kanjou enkoo "nakitai nara nakya ii jan" nakitai nakenai naku ni wa ososugite otona ni nari kawatte iku zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo tooku tooku ano ko wa kagayaite waratte iru boku mo warau nido to aitakunai yo ai. ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo egao no kawaii enkoo shoujo ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo shirokute kawaii enkoo shoujo shiranai otoko to futari kiete iku sono yoru kagiri no kotoba wo kasaneteku sasayaki attero ai ai airaabyuu ai ai ainiidyuu ai ai aiwonchuu ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai airaabyuu ai ai ainiidyuu ai ai aiwonchuu ai ai
it’s similar, an enko girl is a girl who basically does “compensation” dating with older men where they pay for the dates or something like that, but i really like that idea of the song!!
[ENKO SHOUJO - *Paroles Françaises*/French Translyrics *[Chantables, pas une traduction directe]* [Singable, not an accurate translation] Aime. Tout le monde à changé, depuis la rentrée Depuis le début du lycée je l'avais remarqué Comment les éleves parlent agroupés à l'heure du déjeuner; C'est toujours, Ces horreurs, ces discussions d'cul grotesques Mais tu vois, quand on était au collège et qu'on en parlait, On avait juste des rêves naifs de notre sexualité, Comme si on croyait complètement que notre purberté, Qu'elle n'existerai pas, comme si on l'avait décidé Et puis bon, si elle se tartine de make-up comme ça, Et qu'elle rode la nuit en faisant ces manières comme ça, Est-ce que même se taper un macaque ça la dérangerait pas? Est-ce que ses beuglements, tu pense qu'elle continuera? Tous ces mecs sont différents de cette fille, tu crois pas? C'est sûr qu'elle à jamais été dépucellée, tu crois pas? A la remise des diplome, rigolant, saluant par là Même là elle, est pareille, elle à toujours étée comme ça Mais pourtant j'ai en-ten-du tout à l'heure une ho-rri-ble rum-eur j'ai vou-lu bou-cher mes deux o-reilles, en sueur La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Si je pleure, Si je meurs, la nuit je penserai toujours à toi J'appelle ça l'amour, mais ce n'est pas ça juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Te toucher, T'enlacer, mais je sais que ça n'arrivera pas Elles commencent à tourner, enfermées dans mes draps Ces pulsions qui peuvent aller nulle part Tout le monde est resté le même depuis la fin du collège Une réunion de classe aux mille ragots sacrilèges Eros n'était plus un habitant du monde du "que sais-je" C'était vrai, et concret, autour de nous, ce manège Si cette fille voulait bien s'assoir de ce coté là, je boirais un Fuzzy Navel, un cocktail comme ça, Et à part son piercing et sa teinture brune, à part ça Son visage enjoué, n'a pas changé tant que ça. Je vois que tu affiche le même sourire si innocent et fier, Mais je me de-mande c'que t'a ca-chée de-rrière La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Si je pleure, Si je meurs, j'étouffe mon désir, cette part de moi Les "détournes le regard", les mensonges et les voix juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Je n'sais, J'n'entends pas, je me persuade que l'aube n'viendra pas Je peux voir qu'elle s'enfonce, enfermé dans mes draps Cette immature et naive libido. Je me souviens, il y a longtemps, à la station Chiba, juste devant, Je t'avais vue, et tenant ta main, il y'avait un homme qui devait avoir 40 ans, Et vous partiez, depuis l'allée, Vous disparaissiez dans une ruelle du quartier Je voulais crier Mais ma voix est restée bloquée. Je voulais te chercher Mais tu ne t'es pas arrêtée Tu disparaissais, Tu disparaissais Au loin... Au loin... Au loin... Au loin... (I, I, I love you) Qu'est-ce que c'est honteux de dire, ces mots malaisants (I, I, I need you) Quelle reflexion stupide quel, sentiments d'enfants (I, I, I want you) Quel vœux ridicule que c'est, quelle connerie que c'est, mais pourtant- (I, I, I I I I I) Dans ma tête il n'y que cela qui résonne La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Si je pleure, Si je meurs, la nuit je penserai toujours à toi J'appelle ça l'amour, mais ce n'est pas ça juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine Te toucher, T'enlacer, mais je sais que ça n'arrivera pas Je vois le temps qui passe, enfermé dans mes draps Le gôut mieleux de ce sentiment s'efface, La fille- ("Si tu veux pleurer, ce n'es pas grave de l'faire!") Je veux et Je n'peut pas, il est beaucoup trop, trop tard pour ça En devant adulte, elles changeront comme ça, ce sont des neurones qui n'marchent pas La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine, Et au loin, et au loin, je vois que cette fille elle brille Elle sourit grand, je souris aussi Je ne veux plus jamais la revoir. Aime. Elle est mignonne cette fille (La fille qui dine) Mignon sourire cette fille (La fille qui dine) Elle est mignonne cette fille (La fille qui dine) Elle est radieuse cette fille (La fille qui dine) Elle est en train de disparaitre en tenant la main d'un inconnu Des mots qui ne tiennent que cette nuit, Ils s'empilent, ils s'accumulent Ils se chuchotent à l'oreille: "I, I, I love you" "I, I, I need you" "I, I, I want you" "I, I, I love, I love" "I, I, I love you" "I, I, I need you" "I, I, I want you" "I, I,"
to those asking what this song is about, enko is short for enjo kosai, which means compensated dating, where an old man offers luxury to a female of interest for seggs
I've never related to a song more. Is this actually.. Bad? To relate to this? I'm graduated and stuff now. But thinking of the memories gives flashbacks.
I know this song is about prostitution or compensated dating, but as an aroace lesbian the first part of the song really stuck with me It was difficult seeing all my friends developing crushes and experiencing sexual attraction. I've always thought it would be a waste of time then I fell in love with someone, but then I was over it maybe a year later. It's the only time I experienced love and it was ripped away from me sooner than I wanted it to be. It hurt breaking up, don't get me wrong, but I wanted to experience the pleasure of love again. I've slowly been shifting completely to aroace, and I don't like it. At least if I had been completely 100% aroace, I never would've experienced love in the first place so I didn't have to feel the pain of it being ripped away from me, possibly forever
As an aroace myself, you've just explained what I couldn't on how this song feels to me. Before I knew I was aroace I had thought I loved someone but it soon turned into emptiness. I get sad seeing everyone else feel love and everything else. I want to feel that way. The only time I could ever feel the pain of love was that one person but now it only feels empty. Also on a side note, i hope you're doing better now!
i relate to this song because i found out a friend had gotten into dating older men for money like this too, when we were in highschool, and i couldnt believe it, because she always looked so innocent, and she didnt have a bad life, she just wanted money.
I was listening to this when HOLY SMOKES I literally heard background noises, I was so scared because it sounded like a baby? Was crying? Eh not really sure But either way it matched the song so perfectly. I guess this adds something to the well known theory of the song about someone who saw there crush being an enko girl I suppose-? The sounds could be there crush crying or something but like, woah that gave me chills.
ai. minna koukou haitte kawatta nante kidzuki hajimeta haruka mae gasuto saize de gakusei kataru wa erai guroi ero hanashi bakari bokura chuugaku kurai no koro wa sa ecchi nante yume no mata yume de sa da toka shinjikitteta aoi haru zenbu nakatta koto ni suru rashii miro yo kebai meiku de kidottera onaji kao shite yoru urotsuitera honde osu saru aite yoroshiku ka kudoi koe de kyou mo sugarun ka sonna yatsura to ano ko wa chigau sa kitto mada shojo ni chigai nai sa sotsugyoushiki waratte te wo futta ima mo kawarazu ni soko ni iru sa dakedo hidoi uwasa wo mimi ni shita no sore wa kiku ni taegatai enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama hitori no heya kusatte iku yukiba no nai seishoudou minna chuugaku no koro to kawannai nante hozaki chirakasu dousoukai ero ni fantajiisa wa naku natta atarimae ni riaru are na sekai mukai oku ni ano ko mo suwattera fajiineeburu teki na no nondera chapatsu messhu ni piasu mo akete sa waraigao wa anma kawattenai anta nani kuwanu kao shiteru keredo ura de nani wo shiteta no ka enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai omoi wo oshikoroshite zenbu uso to detarame da to me wo sorase nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo shiranai kikanai gomakasedo yoru wa akenu hitori no heya shizunde iku aokusai junjou ribido shittenda hontou wa suunen mae chiba eki de kimi wo mita tonari ni wa yonjuudai kurai no ossan mune kunde kietetta sakae houmen no rojiura sakebitakatta demo koe ga nai te wo nobashita zenzen todokanai kiete iku kiete iku tooku tooku tooku tooku ai ai airaabyuu nante hazukashii kotoba daro ai ai ainiidyuu nante kudaranai omoi daro ai ai aiwonchuu nante kuso mitai na negai sore demo ai ai ai ai ai ai ataman naka sonnan bakka enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama hitori no heya toki wa nagare karete iku amai kanjou enkoo "nakitai nara nakya ii jan" nakitai nakenai naku ni wa ososugite otona ni nari kawatte iku zannen na nousaibou enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo tooku tooku ano ko wa kagayaite waratte iru boku mo warau nido to aitakunai yo ai. ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo egao no kawaii enkoo shoujo ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo shirokute kawaii enkoo shoujo shiranai otoko to futari kiete iku sono yoru kagiri no kotoba wo kasaneteku sasayaki attero
1:45 is this particular part of the song used in another song? It sounds so familiar but I don't think i've ever heard this full song before besides the part at 4:00 that gets edited a lot
It is a song about a boy who loved a girl since adolescence, but since that time he heard rumors and had his own suspicions about the girl going out with older men in exchange for money or some gift. In addition, he is also depressed if he really loved her or just wanted to have sex with her. And with the enormous sadness of having to accept that the girl he loved is kind of a prostitute, he laments saying "I can't cry anymore, it's too late. I became an adult". In reference to the fact that it is a shame for an adult man to cry, especially because of romantic relationships. And with that, he keeps thinking over and over again about these feelings for the girl, without being able to externalize.
@@plxtonic3464 There is nothing to point out that it is a girl. It is very clear that the character in love is a man. Who thought that the girl he loved was pure and virgin, unlike the boys who were his and hers colleagues. And he calls these colleagues monkeys who kept talking grotesquely about sex. And the whole complex that he has, of not being able to express the sadness he feels when he finds out that the girl he likes, is a type of prostitute, fits much more with the behavior of a man. Because it is shameful for an adult man to cry. Even more crying because of love. In addition, men seek much more for a woman who is pure and virgin. It is something about men, which exists in any culture. Finally, there is no indication that the passionate character is a lesbian woman. There is literally nothing to point this out. This song was clearly made for boys who feel they are going through the same situation, or something similar.
@@Enrikuh i dont think it was made 4 boys, as far as i can tell there is no true indication of the gender (your reasoning does not make sense, many women feel the same as that) so i think its up 2 interpretation
i'm assuming it's a shortening of enjo kosai which wld js mean the singer is referring to the girl as someone who does enjo kosai same way u wld call someone who does crack a crackhead
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4:01 i know a lot of people are time stamping this part but its just so addictive
F a c t s .
@@kristian7316 right? omg
@@theradiatorisonfire7768 😎👍
thank you! I needed that timestamp for an edit lol
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for anyone who’s curious enko is short for enjo kosai which is like being a sugar baby in japan..(young girl gets paid to go out on dates with older dudes)
Oh god
NAH BRO WHAT💀
Omg..
WGATTT 😨😨
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Since this song is becoming popular again I'd like to share my thoughts on what I think the lyrics mean:
The singer (either male or female, doesn't matter) is a highschooler who doesn't understand why everyone at their school is so obsessed with sex/love, however they are in love with a girl from their school, who they believe to be pure and "a virgin". However, there's a rumor about her, that she is an "Enko Girl" (or someone who does compensated dating).
The singer sulks in their room when they find out this rumour, trying to convince themselves that it's not real, but they can't get it out of their head. During a class reunion they look at her "innocent smile" and wonder what would be behind it, which prompts the singer to investigate.
They see her holding hands with an old man in a station and try to do something, but are unable to. Their voice doesn't come out and their body doesn't move, the singer starts thinking about their feelings for this girl. Do they still love her? Do they hate her? It's a complicated feeling. They're sad but they can't even cry about it, all that's left to do is move on from those feelings.
At the end of the song, the singer repeats "I...I...love you...etc" until just saying "I...I..." and nothing more, seems like the feeling of love has completely dissapeared...or has it?
Something you might've noticed about this song is that there's a constant play on words between the english word "I" and the japanese word "Ai" which means love. So in the end, maybe they're saying "Ai, Ai", meaning "Love, Love", and as hard as they tried, they STILL love the Enko Girl.
It's left open-ended, which I think make this a really amazing song!
Your analysis is my fav
4:02
Never thought about it till your analysis but a queer interpretation is much more interesting and adds another layer to the song. She feels guilty for wanting someone of the same sex, and thinks that they are unreachable because they are straight, then she finds out that the girl goes out with people she assumedly isn't attracted to for money.
Knowing that the singer could also in theory have what the old men have but it would taint their crush and ruin their feelings that she believes are pure, as well as feeling shame for considering it. Knowing there's no way to both actualise her desire and keep that innocence, she decides she just doesn't want to see that girl again.
There's also the fact that they talk about meeting at a highschool reunion, as adults. Knowing that it might have been something the girl only did in highschool, there's no way to bring it up. And although it's messed up to want to spend the night with her in exchange for money, the singer might have 'missed' the only opportunity to be physically close with her.
This song is very interesting to me, i don't see people making like. a lot of analysis about it
but from my own interpretation, this song clearly deals with the struggles of puberty, of course, but with more themes sprinkled in about things that genuinely happen around that development
- the lyrics talking about a girl, with the vocals being Miku, which to me feels like an intentional choice about possibly experiencing same gender attraction, and struggling with the confusion of not having opposite gender attraction like most peers while youre going through puberty, only to try and repress it or maybe even hating the person youre attracted to because you don't know how to deal with those feelings
- the general jarringness of going through puberty and suddenly having a libido that you can barely control
- the fact that the girl the song is talking about being referred to as a virgin, despite the implication that theyre in highschool, and this being said to be a bad thing. It reminds me of how as a teen, you sort of envy your peers who have had the chance to have sex, without understanding or realizing that youre still too young for that to be appropriate or even safe.
- the girl dating an older man seeming to invoke a feeling of both jealousy and envy. jealousy for wanting to have a same gender relationship with someone while having conflicting feelings about it being wrong, and envy because of my previous point where teens may think its cool or even become envious for wanting to date way older people than them, again, not realizing the reasons why its wrong
to me, the 'prostitution' aspect is more like figurative speech, relating more to the 'loss of innocence' that happens while you begin to experience these kinds of feelings, as if you were paying with it in an attempt to experience love, which now seems 'tainted' by all of the aspects i mentioned before
UNDERRATED COMMENT.
Man we need more people like you 👍👍
you definitely got an a* in english lit
Nah I think it's quite a bit more literal just telling the story of a girl in her class who started doing enjo kosai (being a sugar baby). I mean it literally says she saw her with a man in his forties in some sketchy district
I think all of the points you make are true, however I think it’s both the inner turmoil of same-sex attraction as well as child prostitution.
Since enjo kosai is a common problem in Japan, I think they also wanted to touch on how the victims in these scenarios are mistreated by their classmates. Her love for the “enko girl” would be forbidden because she is both a girl and “dirty”
I love how nashimotos music sounds like a local garage bands, a unique quality imo
Wait until you find out he covers his vocaloid songs with his own band 😼 hehe they’re really good, the name of the band is Alaiyakasico
I've seen people describe murders sounding less disturbed then this
this song became an art trend on instagram
i dont think people know what its about
Huh what??
May I know what's the art trend about? Or do they just use it as a background music or anything like that?
@@ultimate.evader it's the "i, i, i love you" bit, people use it for "tsundere" (lack of a better word) characters. :/
@@bosselotiscanon OH.. 😨
@@bosselotiscanon oh, yikes
I don’t understand the meaning of the song 100% but I think it’s about someone who wants love but everyone around them are fake lovers? Idk
freaks me out when there’s color in nashimoto-p’s videos
2 years, 263 likes , no comments guess I’ll be the first one
@@verybadanimator let me be the second comment then!
@@n0longer aaaand lemme me be the 3 comment lol
@@ma.gariski and I'm 4th
Then I’m the 5th
Ok. Can we just take a moment to appreciate the “aaaahs” in the chorus.
YES
miku is far from being my fav vocaloid but she won over my heart with this song
check out abu-se-ken, he tunes her in a similar way. at least i think he uses miku? similar tuning nonetheless
Fr
then who is your favorite
@@Miss_Prowlheart fukase
@@jackpumpoen John-P is similar too i'd say :)
Everyone is over for the 4:00 part but the enko-enko girl part with a background voice scratches my brain
I feel this is about the singer who sees themselves as above their other classmates for not having sex/not being "crazy" over sex. They also seem to dislike a particular girl for being someone who "acts" innocent and sweet but is actually someone who sleeps around. They know this girl sleeps around due to rumors and when they were a little younger they themselves saw her going around with older men, presumably to get money. In actuality our narrator is someone who's interested in sexual things adn the reason they find it as less than for others thier age going around having sex is because they're jealous, they want to have similar sexual experiences. Deep down this also comes from them wanting to have a deep and strong connection to another person. They're also jealous of how pretty and cute this girl is which makes them feel insecure about thier appearance and how sexually/romantically appealing they may be to others. This insecurity fuels thier dislike for the girl. While all of this is happening they also feel incredible guilt for being jealous of the girl and for feeling helplessness in helping the girl. As they saw this girl being groomed and know that she may be in mutliple bad relationships with oldermen and endangering herself. They know the girl has more to her than just sleeping around but thats what she's become to the school and the people around her, she diappears along with her "innocence". They also wish to be like the girl no longer a virgin and instead sleeping around, for they see it as a way of growing up/ a show how wanted by others they are! again they also feel ahsamed for this line of thought.
4:50 may be about how if they did reach out and help the girl they may still be as happy as they used to be as they could've been.?
“I-I-I love you, what embarrassing words. I-I-I need you, what rubbish feelings. I-I-I want you, what a crappy-sounding wish, but still I-I love love love love in my head, only that” Literally most relatable thing ever [ 04:01 ] also [ 5:31 ] is very relatable and literally sounds so good
I see a lot of people interpreting this with the vocalist and girl in the song as two different people, but from my personal interpretation I always thought Miku was singing about herself... I'm not sure if this was nashimoto's intentions, but this song is a decent parallel to being a rebound girl and the feelings that come with it
Down to the images flashing at 3:50, those are all places you get very comfortable in when you're going on a lot of dates
"never want to meet her again" sounds like she's looking at her past self. accepting that what happened, happened. and walking away to move on forward with her life.
This song gives me a strange feeling of apathy. Actually, it's the kind of song I'd listen to when I'm not feeling the greatest, like I'm feeling extremely burnt out or particularly apathetic about something.
Maybe it's because that's kind of the vibe the song gives? Like, that feeling of "yeah this is just how things are, unfortunately" and being unable to do anything but grit through the suffering and pain that stemmed from wanting something that you simply could not get properly.
I like it for this though, that feeling is not something I get to listen to in songs very often.
nashimotoP's songs just have that vibe ig
Yeah :|
This song is literally what I'm experiencing right now
I have a crush on my classmate, who dates an older male individual. And she always tries to look cute( tbh I adore her makeup skills)
Bruh how does one get in that much trouble (nah just kidding I feel you)
I mean, I got friendzoned twice by the same girl in too different ways. The first time, she told me I was just her friend, so I thought I wasn't enough, but I kept being around her and being a good friend while sometimes telling her I love her (I'm shameless sometimes like damn) and then one day she told me I deserve better than her and she doesn't deserve me... like... wtf...
I can't even get her in the first place I don't think I deserve anything more, and she's way better than me if anything, I am the one who doesn't deserve her, and what does that even mean like...
Bonus: she told me she doesn't see a problem if I keep telling her that I love her sometimes, which helps me a bit with the situation...
And recently we talk a bit less I'm worried like... does she give a damn about me or was I just being the worst friend ever all this time...
God, this is a complex situation. I only gave like a third of the story...
@@dyltanidk if you're still in that situation, and obviously i don't know either of you so i can't really say how it is- but, if it still matters, her not being into you that way may not be something you can change. romantic feelings are unpredictable and you can't really force them, your friend may just not be able to feel that way about you, no matter how much you try to convince her.
i know that's painful, one-sided feelings really really really suck! but if it comes down to it (again, idk what the tone of your friendship is at all, take what i say with a grain of salt) it may be better to keep a good friend than to let a relationship get sour and resentful by forcing something that she just doesn't want.
i can't give any advice on how to make your own feelings go away, unfortunately. hey maybe i've completely misjudged the situation and you're happily together now. i wish you luck, anyway.
@@shineymightyena well for some goddamn reason SHE stopped initiating conversations, but it's alright, and no we're still friends, if you call it that, seems like she's avoiding me, but I mean, she's busy so I'm probably only pestering her, and yeah I know what you mean, I never believed or wanted her to change her feelings for me, just for her to acknowledge how deeply I loved her yknow
@@dyltanoh hey, didn't expect a reply so soon, hello :)
i'm sorry about that, it sounds difficult. i hope you guys can have an honest conversation and hash things out. (hypocritical advice from the keyboard of a conflict-avoidant: don't be afraid of conflict! just remember to consider the other person's feelings in the process, the goal is finding the *truth* not forcing your own way, etc etc) but i'll stop with the bossy advice, now.
i get not feeling like your words have weight to someone. feels awful when you know you just can't get someone to care about the emotion you're trying to communicate (but then again, i've definitely been on the other side of that exchange as well) if she is avoiding you, she might just not really know what to do about it- intense emotions are tricky on all sides, yknow?
i love the part where it is like "I love you/I want you/I need you" LIKE BOI IT SPEAKS TO ME
Ah haven't listened to Nashimoto in a while~ Always found his art style interesting
if you want me to explain. Hatsune miku is actually a singer and shes a voidcal (idk how to spell it probably) basiclly this song was made by him but sang but hatsune miku is the robot/voidcal that sings it :)
@@ggunnloove literally nobody asked this is also 6 years old
@@nihilmr i asked
@@aiai187yahknow9 no u didnt L
@@nihilmr HAHAHA YOU SAID "L" CRINGE
Everyone talks about the part that went viral but no one talks about the part from 5:30 to the end- THAT SHITS FIRE!!!!! Absolutely heavenly, i feel like im ascending when i hear it god i love this song!!!!
FRR
i wish i had brain cells. croutons are crunchier though
It’s weird because I know it’s not about being Hypersexual but as someone suffering from it this song sorta speaks to me in a way-
Honestly I think that kind of feeling is what Nashimoto-p was trying to reflect! Awkward teenage stages when you don't understand your attraction, and get mad at yourself for it (like the iconic part at 4:00)
@@ElBorderhopper3852 i think the scenario is a bit too specific for that, but the feelings definitely!
I find this pretty interesting bc I’ve also seen a take from an asexual commenter about finding this song relatable. It’s neat that anyone on the sexual spectrum can find personal meaning in the lyrics imo
I showed my mom this song and she liked it :) we had an interesting conversation about its meaning too! Ty for the subtitles.
I love how open to interpretation this song is. The lyrics are terrifying. While yes the song is about struggles of puberty, I think there's more to it than that. Someone else in the comments pointed out that "enko" is short for "enjo kosai", Teenage girls who go on dates with older men in exchange for money and other frivolous gifts, which is a pretty prevalent problem in japan. The singer is presumably a fellow high school student and has fallen in love with this girl. The singer states how she is seemingly innocent and pure, and then learns that she is essentially a teenager prostitute and it destroys their perception of her.
I think the part about the station is the most terrifying part cause to me, it seems to imply that this man she was with was going to kill her? Or maybe I'm reading too much into it. Which is a harsh and sick reality. That could happen to any number of these girls. The song has so much social commentary and well as deeply disturbing lyrics, but yeah duh its Nashimoto.
That was a long one. oof. If you're still here thanks for the read.
coming back here in 6 years and actually listening to the lyrics and realizing what it says is quite a shock
Japanese:
Ai means Love
Portuguese:
Ai means Ouch
:/
in jp , ai does mean love but it can also mean sorrow :] 哀 (sorrow) and 愛 (love)
What does 何愛い mean?
kawaii/cute
+red r-really? I play MHXX for the switch, and people use that ALLOT! I had no idea what it meant! I just thought it was a long version of 何 XD
yes! i think you misread the kanji though, because its 可愛い XD a really good site to use for jp words though is jisho.org/ ! i use it when i need, im only a jp student!
i jusr discovered this song and listened to it on loop for a whole hour. it's soooo good omg
Romaji:
ai.
minna koukou haitte kawatta
nante kidzuki hajimeta haruka mae
gasuto saize de gakusei kataru wa
erai guroi ero hanashi bakari
bokura chuugaku kurai no koro wa sa
ecchi nante yume no mata yume de sa
da toka shinjikitteta aoi haru
zenbu nakatta koto ni suru rashii
miro yo kebai meiku de kidottera
onaji kao shite yoru urotsuitera
honde osu saru aite yoroshiku ka
kudoi koe de kyou mo sugarun ka
sonna yatsura to ano ko wa chigau sa
kitto mada shojo ni chigai nai sa
sotsugyoushiki waratte te wo futta
ima mo kawarazu ni soko ni iru sa
dakedo hidoi uwasa wo mimi ni shita no
sore wa kiku ni taegatai
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou
sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama
hitori no heya kusatte iku yukiba no nai seishoudou
minna chuugaku no koro to kawannai
nante hozaki chirakasu dousoukai
ero ni fantajiisa wa naku natta
atarimae ni riaru are na sekai
mukai oku ni ano ko mo suwattera
fajiineeburu teki na no nondera
chapatsu messhu ni piasu mo akete sa
waraigao wa anma kawattenai
anta nani kuwanu kao shiteru keredo
ura de nani wo shiteta no ka
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai omoi wo oshikoroshite
zenbu uso to detarame da to me wo sorase nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
shiranai kikanai gomakasedo yoru wa akenu
hitori no heya shizunde iku aokusai junjou ribido
shittenda hontou wa suunen mae chiba eki de
kimi wo mita tonari ni wa yonjuudai kurai no ossan
mune kunde kietetta sakae houmen no rojiura
sakebitakatta demo koe ga nai
te wo nobashita zenzen todokanai
kiete iku kiete iku
tooku tooku tooku tooku
ai ai airaabyuu
nante hazukashii kotoba daro
ai ai ainiidyuu
nante kudaranai omoi daro
ai ai aiwonchuu
nante kuso mitai na negai sore demo
ai ai ai ai ai ai
ataman naka sonnan bakka
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou
sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama
hitori no heya toki wa nagare karete iku amai kanjou
enkoo "nakitai nara nakya ii jan"
nakitai nakenai naku ni wa ososugite
otona ni nari kawatte iku zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
tooku tooku ano ko wa kagayaite
waratte iru boku mo warau nido to aitakunai yo
ai.
ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo
egao no kawaii enkoo shoujo
ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo
shirokute kawaii enkoo shoujo
shiranai otoko to futari kiete iku
sono yoru kagiri no kotoba wo kasaneteku
sasayaki attero
ai ai airaabyuu
ai ai ainiidyuu
ai ai aiwonchuu
ai ai ai ai ai ai
ai ai airaabyuu
ai ai ainiidyuu
ai ai aiwonchuu
ai ai
Thank you for this,kind human❤️
tysm…
THIS IS SO GOOD AND SMOOTH
5:30 personal bookmark but my fav part tbh 😭
god the chorus is addictive
Damn the lyrics are deep though like i vibe with that
4:00 favorite moment
i like to think this song is about a girl inlove with another girl who is a prostitute (3:14)
That timestamp’s my favorite:00
That’s what I think as well
it’s similar, an enko girl is a girl who basically does “compensation” dating with older men where they pay for the dates or something like that, but i really like that idea of the song!!
I vaguely remembered this song and was desperate to find it again ITS BEEN YEARS I FOUND IT OMG
[ENKO SHOUJO - *Paroles Françaises*/French Translyrics *[Chantables, pas une traduction directe]* [Singable, not an accurate translation]
Aime.
Tout le monde à changé, depuis la rentrée
Depuis le début du lycée je l'avais remarqué
Comment les éleves parlent agroupés à l'heure du déjeuner;
C'est toujours, Ces horreurs, ces discussions d'cul grotesques
Mais tu vois, quand on était au collège et qu'on en parlait,
On avait juste des rêves naifs de notre sexualité,
Comme si on croyait complètement que notre purberté,
Qu'elle n'existerai pas, comme si on l'avait décidé
Et puis bon, si elle se tartine de make-up comme ça,
Et qu'elle rode la nuit en faisant ces manières comme ça,
Est-ce que même se taper un macaque ça la dérangerait pas?
Est-ce que ses beuglements, tu pense qu'elle continuera?
Tous ces mecs sont différents de cette fille, tu crois pas?
C'est sûr qu'elle à jamais été dépucellée, tu crois pas?
A la remise des diplome, rigolant, saluant par là
Même là elle, est pareille, elle à toujours étée comme ça
Mais pourtant j'ai en-ten-du tout à l'heure une ho-rri-ble rum-eur
j'ai vou-lu bou-cher mes deux o-reilles, en sueur
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Si je pleure, Si je meurs, la nuit je penserai toujours à toi
J'appelle ça l'amour, mais ce n'est pas ça
juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Te toucher, T'enlacer, mais je sais que ça n'arrivera pas
Elles commencent à tourner, enfermées dans mes draps
Ces pulsions qui peuvent aller nulle part
Tout le monde est resté le même depuis la fin du collège
Une réunion de classe aux mille ragots sacrilèges
Eros n'était plus un habitant du monde du "que sais-je"
C'était vrai, et concret, autour de nous, ce manège
Si cette fille voulait bien s'assoir de ce coté là,
je boirais un Fuzzy Navel, un cocktail comme ça,
Et à part son piercing et sa teinture brune, à part ça
Son visage enjoué, n'a pas changé tant que ça.
Je vois que tu affiche le même sourire si innocent et fier,
Mais je me de-mande c'que t'a ca-chée de-rrière
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Si je pleure, Si je meurs, j'étouffe mon désir, cette part de moi
Les "détournes le regard", les mensonges et les voix
juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Je n'sais, J'n'entends pas, je me persuade que l'aube n'viendra pas
Je peux voir qu'elle s'enfonce, enfermé dans mes draps
Cette immature et naive libido.
Je me souviens, il y a longtemps,
à la station Chiba, juste devant,
Je t'avais vue, et tenant ta main,
il y'avait un homme qui devait avoir 40 ans,
Et vous partiez, depuis l'allée,
Vous disparaissiez dans une ruelle du quartier
Je voulais crier
Mais ma voix est restée bloquée.
Je voulais te chercher
Mais tu ne t'es pas arrêtée
Tu disparaissais, Tu disparaissais
Au loin... Au loin... Au loin... Au loin...
(I, I, I love you)
Qu'est-ce que c'est honteux de dire, ces mots malaisants
(I, I, I need you)
Quelle reflexion stupide quel, sentiments d'enfants
(I, I, I want you)
Quel vœux ridicule que c'est, quelle connerie que c'est, mais pourtant-
(I, I, I I I I I)
Dans ma tête il n'y que cela qui résonne
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Si je pleure, Si je meurs, la nuit je penserai toujours à toi
J'appelle ça l'amour, mais ce n'est pas ça
juste des neurones qui n'marchent pas
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine
Te toucher, T'enlacer, mais je sais que ça n'arrivera pas
Je vois le temps qui passe, enfermé dans mes draps
Le gôut mieleux de ce sentiment s'efface, La fille-
("Si tu veux pleurer, ce n'es pas grave de l'faire!")
Je veux et Je n'peut pas, il est beaucoup trop, trop tard pour ça
En devant adulte, elles changeront comme ça,
ce sont des neurones qui n'marchent pas
La fille (La fille) La fille qui dine,
Et au loin, et au loin, je vois que cette fille elle brille
Elle sourit grand, je souris aussi
Je ne veux plus jamais la revoir.
Aime.
Elle est mignonne cette fille (La fille qui dine)
Mignon sourire cette fille (La fille qui dine)
Elle est mignonne cette fille (La fille qui dine)
Elle est radieuse cette fille (La fille qui dine)
Elle est en train de disparaitre
en tenant la main d'un inconnu
Des mots qui ne tiennent que cette nuit,
Ils s'empilent, ils s'accumulent
Ils se chuchotent à l'oreille:
"I, I, I love you"
"I, I, I need you"
"I, I, I want you"
"I, I, I love, I love"
"I, I, I love you"
"I, I, I need you"
"I, I, I want you"
"I, I,"
Toi je t'aime
@@lofafe Derien ! :p
5:30 im addicted to this part
to those asking what this song is about, enko is short for enjo kosai, which means compensated dating, where an old man offers luxury to a female of interest for seggs
I really like the raspy way nashimoto-p tunes miku
My timestamp is much earlier than the rest, but I like starting it here
2:46
the guitar + bass in this song is so fucking good
The drums too
4:01 time for a ed- a sad edit
Oh man i remember this song years and years ago I found it again!!
I've never related to a song more. Is this actually.. Bad? To relate to this? I'm graduated and stuff now. But thinking of the memories gives flashbacks.
I'm in my last year of school and I know what you mean, it's not so bad to see people with the Same pain as you.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that, you didn't deserve it and I hope you feel better soon.
Me too hehe
I know this song is about prostitution or compensated dating, but as an aroace lesbian the first part of the song really stuck with me
It was difficult seeing all my friends developing crushes and experiencing sexual attraction. I've always thought it would be a waste of time then I fell in love with someone, but then I was over it maybe a year later.
It's the only time I experienced love and it was ripped away from me sooner than I wanted it to be. It hurt breaking up, don't get me wrong, but I wanted to experience the pleasure of love again. I've slowly been shifting completely to aroace, and I don't like it.
At least if I had been completely 100% aroace, I never would've experienced love in the first place so I didn't have to feel the pain of it being ripped away from me, possibly forever
As an aroace myself, you've just explained what I couldn't on how this song feels to me. Before I knew I was aroace I had thought I loved someone but it soon turned into emptiness. I get sad seeing everyone else feel love and everything else. I want to feel that way. The only time I could ever feel the pain of love was that one person but now it only feels empty. Also on a side note, i hope you're doing better now!
Love that a pjsk add played before a miku song. Btw is it normal to kin a song bc this is what Im feeling rn
EXCUSE ME THERE IS COLOR THSTS SCARY
4:01 - 4:10 the meme if you want it
I love this song.
3:43 personal time stap for me
honestly i feel bad for the people who relate to the song
Same
Same dude, like. How? HOW can you miss the point and context THAT bad and make it about you somehow?
@@ramenaddict1676 EXACTLY BRO AND PEOPLE THINK ITS A LOVE SONG
@@sleepinessssz just an example of tik tok ruining a song and removing the context completely.
i relate to this song because i found out a friend had gotten into dating older men for money like this too, when we were in highschool, and i couldnt believe it, because she always looked so innocent, and she didnt have a bad life, she just wanted money.
Catchy
i can't believe this is almost 9 years old, still love this song
Help this is the first thing yt recommend me- AND IN THE MUSIC TAB TO-
Banger!
i am in love with this song
i cant relate to this AT ALL but dang it slaps
4:01
✨ *personal bookmark* ✨
4:00 For anyone who needs!
ENKO GIRL 🔛🔝
4:01 finaly i found the part
ADORO.
4:01 is my favorite part-
I was listening to this when HOLY SMOKES I literally heard background noises, I was so scared because it sounded like a baby? Was crying? Eh not really sure But either way it matched the song so perfectly. I guess this adds something to the well known theory of the song about someone who saw there crush being an enko girl I suppose-? The sounds could be there crush crying or something but like, woah that gave me chills.
I wish Nashimoto-P songs be with high quality like CD or higher.
I’m so brain broken one of my first thoughts are “I’d love to hear n25 cover this”
4:01 is the part I love!
4:00 thats what brought me here
this is so relatible wtf
E' bellissima~
ai.
minna koukou haitte kawatta
nante kidzuki hajimeta haruka mae
gasuto saize de gakusei kataru wa
erai guroi ero hanashi bakari
bokura chuugaku kurai no koro wa sa
ecchi nante yume no mata yume de sa
da toka shinjikitteta aoi haru
zenbu nakatta koto ni suru rashii
miro yo kebai meiku de kidottera
onaji kao shite yoru urotsuitera
honde osu saru aite yoroshiku ka
kudoi koe de kyou mo sugarun ka
sonna yatsura to ano ko wa chigau sa
kitto mada shojo ni chigai nai sa
sotsugyoushiki waratte te wo futta
ima mo kawarazu ni soko ni iru sa
dakedo hidoi uwasa wo mimi ni shita no
sore wa kiku ni taegatai
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou
sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama
hitori no heya kusatte iku yukiba no nai seishoudou
minna chuugaku no koro to kawannai
nante hozaki chirakasu dousoukai
ero ni fantajiisa wa naku natta
atarimae ni riaru are na sekai
mukai oku ni ano ko mo suwattera
fajiineeburu teki na no nondera
chapatsu messhu ni piasu mo akete sa
waraigao wa anma kawattenai
anta nani kuwanu kao shiteru keredo
ura de nani wo shiteta no ka
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai omoi wo oshikoroshite
zenbu uso to detarame da to me wo sorase nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
shiranai kikanai gomakasedo yoru wa akenu
hitori no heya shizunde iku aokusai junjou ribido
shittenda hontou wa suunen mae chiba eki de
kimi wo mita tonari ni wa yonjuudai kurai no ossan
mune kunde kietetta sakae houmen no rojiura
sakebitakatta demo koe ga nai
te wo nobashita zenzen todokanai
kiete iku kiete iku
tooku tooku tooku tooku
ai ai airaabyuu
nante hazukashii kotoba daro
ai ai ainiidyuu
nante kudaranai omoi daro
ai ai aiwonchuu
nante kuso mitai na negai sore demo
ai ai ai ai ai ai
ataman naka sonnan bakka
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi wo omou
sore wo ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama
hitori no heya toki wa nagare karete iku amai kanjou
enkoo "nakitai nara nakya ii jan"
nakitai nakenai naku ni wa ososugite
otona ni nari kawatte iku zannen na nousaibou
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
tooku tooku ano ko wa kagayaite
waratte iru boku mo warau nido to aitakunai yo
ai.
ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo
egao no kawaii enkoo shoujo
ano ko wa kawaii enkoo shoujo
shirokute kawaii enkoo shoujo
shiranai otoko to futari kiete iku
sono yoru kagiri no kotoba wo kasaneteku
sasayaki attero
Thank you
I want this on Spotify SO bad!!
1:45 is this particular part of the song used in another song? It sounds so familiar but I don't think i've ever heard this full song before besides the part at 4:00 that gets edited a lot
4:03
4:01 i love it
4:01 and 5:30 are the best parts
top 10 songs that cured my crippling depression
is she doing the fucking jonathan joestar pose
You spelled "embarrassing" wrong 4:04
Oh woa, thank you
That's a huge typo
ironic
😂
@@vervainsubs thats pretty "embarrassing".... ok I will leave now
Then correct the
Agh I wish there was a spotify version
4:01
ur shy but wants to confess your felling to you crush:
3:33 why does this part is so touchy for me 😅
these lyrics hit hard and i will not elaborate
THIS IS TOO RELATABLE AAAAAAAAAAA
4:01 was such an reliable words.
4:01 mizuena
mizuena!!!
@@ImGayForAir YES
@@kyuybeyit slays
Just leaving this for latter 4:01-4:20
Can someone tell me what genre the song is for the section that starts at 3:16?
4:00 😍
Can anyone explain me what is an "Enko girl" ? Even after lissening 98765957 times I still don't understand...
Enko is short for "enjo kosai," which means "compensated dating", which isn't really (or always) prostitution
@@katouakari5722 Mmmh, okay, thank you, it's more clear now ! :3
@LAPXUS i can tell that you are a very bored person who really doesn't know what to do with your priorities nor do you care.
@@katouakari5722 It's like someone who do sex in the first date ?
@@leticialunar_9544 no, its typically young school girls and adult men.
4:00 4:06 4:11 4:15
This goes so hard tf
What is this song about? I've listened to this multiple times and still don't know the meaning of this.
It is a song about a boy who loved a girl since adolescence, but since that time he heard rumors and had his own suspicions about the girl going out with older men in exchange for money or some gift.
In addition, he is also depressed if he really loved her or just wanted to have sex with her. And with the enormous sadness of having to accept that the girl he loved is kind of a prostitute, he laments saying "I can't cry anymore, it's too late. I became an adult".
In reference to the fact that it is a shame for an adult man to cry, especially because of romantic relationships. And with that, he keeps thinking over and over again about these feelings for the girl, without being able to externalize.
@@Enrikuh is it really about a boy? could be a girl too. just a person who is in love with that girl
@@plxtonic3464 There is nothing to point out that it is a girl.
It is very clear that the character in love is a man.
Who thought that the girl he loved was pure and virgin, unlike the boys who were his and hers colleagues. And he calls these colleagues monkeys who kept talking grotesquely about sex.
And the whole complex that he has, of not being able to express the sadness he feels when he finds out that the girl he likes, is a type of prostitute, fits much more with the behavior of a man. Because it is shameful for an adult man to cry. Even more crying because of love.
In addition, men seek much more for a woman who is pure and virgin.
It is something about men, which exists in any culture.
Finally, there is no indication that the passionate character is a lesbian woman. There is literally nothing to point this out.
This song was clearly made for boys who feel they are going through the same situation, or something similar.
@@Enrikuh i dont think it was made 4 boys, as far as i can tell there is no true indication of the gender (your reasoning does not make sense, many women feel the same as that) so i think its up 2 interpretation
@@Enrikuh bro let the gays have something
3:64 was the best part ong 🙏🙏
4:01 4:01
This may be a stupid question but does "enko girl" mean anything or does is just mean enko girl?
i'm assuming it's a shortening of enjo kosai which wld js mean the singer is referring to the girl as someone who does enjo kosai same way u wld call someone who does crack a crackhead
@@irlbel ahhh ok! I thought it meant something but I'm not too well versed in Japanese yet- been trying to learn more so this was helpful! Thank you!
Frightening
Ominous
Aaaaa it hurts
4:00
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i-i-i love you!!!
what embarrassing words…
4:01 I love this part idk why lol