BTS Suga - 'First Love' [Han|Rom|Eng lyrics] [FULL Version]
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BTS Suga - 'First Love' [Han|Rom|Eng lyrics] [FULL Version]
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Korean: klyrics.net
Romanticized: klyrics.net
English: @papercrowns on twitter
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the "i feel so nice mom i feel so nice" gets me every time. his voice just sounds so happy and sad at the same time. ily yoongi
bee kay I lost my shit at that part. Had me on the floor sobbing
Is he pertaining to his mom?
Actually he found out his real love, music when he was little he discovered it so he started to take lesson, and so further than that, he had fight with his parents and so he left his home, he started a new life, he told that if he didn't acquire like 2 dollar e day, didn't had the ability to take the bus to go home, suga story is one of the shitty story I have read, but still he manage to survive, he tried to suicide, but still he is here and he is thankful for that, in fact after all, when he saw his parent he squat down on his knee and he started to cry, he his a better person now, and we all know it, he gave a half of his life just to accomplish a beast that he call success
Even the line " I rememner that time I darkly forgot, when I met you again I was 14 years old "
@@Dragonero11700 I have a question. Is it true that his mom die in an accident when we was little kid?
He could literally write a song about a pen and I would still be in tears
woozis and sugas future wifeu, fite me SAME I'M CRYING RIVERS HERE 😭😭😭
OMG ,so fucking true!!
He's a fuckin' genius. lol 😆😂😭👌
He wrote this??
eggs & baekhyun same
this is really blurry you should fix it
oh wait
that's just the tears in my eyes
lol
Chillo Jello 😂😂
Chillo Jello i can reLATE HEAVILY
this was supposed to be a sad song, why am i laughing at your comment
2021 , please tell me that I'm not the only one who still addicted with this masterpiece
2023 p/s ; after read the spoiler from the book "beyond the story", listening to this somehow became more painful, "we were working on love yourself, but we couldn't love ourselves"
I'm with you!
I'm with you
Don't worry I'm here
Me tooo
im right here with you
This actually made me cry. No joke.
same, the first time I heard it all I was crying like if someone had died 😢 but its only because one can hear the amount of emotion that Suga puts into each words that you dont have to literally understand it to get the message 😊
same, I'm crying right now
Alex Sallee me too.
same 😢
Same all the songs did T-T
It's true what Suga said that you'll cry when you listen to it. I sure did. To Yoongi music is not just a thing it's his world. His piano is his strength. I'm so happy he shared such a beautiful song with us.
I've listened to this song several times and this is the first time I've cried
I listened to Far Away first, with Jungook and Jin and I've read that when they say First Love it is to mean Suga's first love which Is the paino.This song is really beautiful.I cried also in this..He can transmit so much emotion. In our summer heat in Malta listen to Far Away as taking my usually walk sweating and still got the chills. He is amazing
Sheena Bhatti i havent really ever cried 2 a song before but i have really wanted to cry after listening and reading the enhlish lyrics 2 some of sugas songs and stuff but i have gotten so very close to just breaking out in tears from this boy and all of the solo songs
Once i was listening to music while washing the dishes, and "first love" suddenly pops up, I hadn't listened to it much...(i am always doing something and would end up forgetting to listen to each individual song without doing anything) and i was listening to it carefully. At his 4th or 5th line i stopped washing the dishes,washed my hands and rested them on the sink, I started tearing up without any reason, after a minute or so I started crying. You can hear how passionate he is. Especially while singing this song his passion for music is just...I can't even explain it. I respect and love him so much.
Sheena Bhatti im greatful to him
Omg he sings like he's going to lose his voice, like he's going to burst in tears, to explode...his way of singing is truly gut, he shouts the words with all his soul and when I hear him I just hold my breath and try to control my feelings...he can truly make you cry !!
june sugar
he actually cried when he recorded this song :'(
+blei stift how did you know
ABI app they said it on V App
june sugar I imagined that, as he was rapping the lines were you comedy hear his emotion he had tears running down his face. This is why I cry.
Honestly around the time I first heard this song, I kept crying listening it was just too beautiful and soulful!
"Kid, you really can do it "
Me: *crying
The lyrics is so deep....
its not even „kid u really can do it“ its „bastard u really can do it“ its more sadder ;(
@@jiminsdimple947 yup(╥_╥)
THISISISISISIS!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺
@@jiminsdimple947 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
@Pearl Bees 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭 sameeee
“Without you, I am nothing”
This song...
I love you Min Yoongi💜
back off he's mine💜
Min Yoongi no, he is from Hoseok
@@choijongho9546 Are you a sope shipper?
Min Yoongi yes
@@strawberrymilk-iv4pe no his minee my lil meow meow💜
Making a whole Nation cry with a song About a piano. Only Min Yoongi could
Wait... Its about his piano?!? I thought like someone from his family
@@user-zt9hu1tf4p piano make him loves music until he fought with his parents when he want to pursue music instead of going to college, graduate and be the office working person just like his parents wanted (living like a normal life). In one interview he said his mom always tell him to study, he just yeah i'm going to study but behind, he's doing music.
@@user-zt9hu1tf4p and you can see that Suga become totally different when he plays the piano. He's totally so into it.
yassss I cried
dreaming yoohyeon RIGHT?! I literally just sat here a bawled my eyes out at this song!!! THIS IS WHY I LOVE MIN YOONGI.
Yoongi and his piano is better love story than Twilight
FR n twilight hits hard on them rainy days
"If music was a person born to this world, I would give up my last breath in order for it to take its first" - konton sei
God... I felt that
Me: drops all things
Also me: jumps out window
My heart:Boi dat so beautiful
@@inboxmail149 thank you 😌
@mic mic bungee thank you so much, I meant every word 😊
wow its beautiful
some rappers rap about how they smoke weed everyday and are richer than each of us combined, min suga raps about his first love for a piano 💜💜💜✨ never change yoongi ✨💜💜💜
And they also talk about sex
Yeah I hate it so much.
I mean, he has other songs-
Honestly though, the ones like this are so different from most rap songs, it’s really beautiful and admirable.
Yes!!! NEVER CHANGE 😭😭❤️❤️❤️
@@bruhified1973 same :/
He never said this..but he definitely cried writing this...its just too obvious.The thought of him crying alone in his studio writing lyrics with noone to embrace him or wipe his tears is Sad.He must have felt miserable and lonely...He may not be my bias, but that doesnt mean he means less! I hope new A.R.M.Y.s can feel a bond with the members...it just so sad.And the fact that I can relate to this song is even worse But we know yhat there is a story behind this one.Oh YoonGi...I cannot believe the stress you and probably the others go through sometimes when the fans font see....the things you do to not make us or the members worry...Sorry this was a long comment.But...damn.All I have to say is...
Wow.
Namjoon was their. I know it. NamJin for life #NamJin
Jay 47 He actually said he cried while recording this eheh
Jay 47 Namjoon was always there for Yoongi thankfully. He's explained in many interviews how when he is sad he will go to Joon for love and support or how before they debut they cried alot together. Let's hope Yoongi won't feel sadness ever again with all the other boy around, anger and hatred yes but sadness no
Hispanics! At the Disco what's wrong with feeling sad??
I never cry when I'm in pain physically but when it's something emotional, BOI I ADMIT I SURE DO FEEL SORROW
do you remember when yoongi said his left shoulder is broken (until now) and he didnt tell bighit because he didnt want to get kicked out of bighit?
"clutching my smashed shoulder"
Mochee. 😭😭❤️
Bruh that's the part where I sobbed
Yes listen to The Last by Yoongi
All the shit that he had , all of that things made him a man, all the anger, all the suffer, the new him how he call it, he is just amaizing
Ye and I don’t think he ever got it fixed so his shoulder didn’t heal properly. To this day he can’t do certain things that normal people can do, and people think that the pain is coming back because during a few concerts you can see him clutching his shoulder in pain.
This song deserves so much more
I feel so nice 😍😍😍😍
Your dp tho!!! Run Season3 has begun!!!! 💜💜
yes it does
Jintae ikr
thinking that yoongi had depression makes it more sadder :‘(
Jimins Wife didn’t he have anxiety as well? Those two eventually lead to su!cidal thoughts and I got those vibes from “that I wouldn’t be able to do it, every time I wanted to give up, you said from next to me, kid,( I think it’s actually bastard, not kid) you can really do it’
peanut jimin social anxiety
@@gnat6450 he has OCD wich doesn’t help at all. Having OCD is like your own mind is against you.
@@gnat6450 why bastard and not kid??
@@SugaMeowMin the translation..?
Honestly, I expected a cheezy love song about a girl and then I started to listen and realised it's about his love of music and it just made me so happy. I was surprised in the best way possible. It's just so fitting for Suga.
yoongi doesn't really tend to write cheesy songs about girls lmao
Tamar Mack suga does write cheesy love songs but only for bts’s albums. Remember his lines in the song miss right and just one day
true but his lyrics are usually less corny, and often read differently than those of other members. I was more referring to the songs that are entirely his, but you're right about the BTS songs.
Exactly!
Ivy Black I agrre with you
I think what Piano means in this song is music in general. It's not a person, but it's a thing. It's music that never once left Suga even during his hardest time & during the time he abondoned it, music is the only one who will accepted him without any rejection, it's music that will always give him the biggest support. Now that I think about it, it's a very similar concept with God. Maybe Music is God to Suga. (Edit : This is not in any way meant to be offensive. What I meant by God is not actually God, but the way Suga describes Piano is just very similar to the concept of God. The piano never once rejected him and always gave him endless support. That is it. If you do not believe in God or religion talks triggers you.... ok I cannot say anything about it anyways. Thank you.)
It's probably just the literal piano and his relationship with it, reminiscing the feelings he had when he touched the piano. He gave life and story to the piano through this song, I think that's really important, talking about how he went through different phases of life but the piano is still there.
As someone who used to be passionate in piano and used music as escape, it's very relatable because after depression I started hating playing the piano and wanted to smash it out of frustration, because I seem to lose interest in everything. But then I remember when I was 13 I loved it and would play it everyday. So every time I play the piano it has a lot of memories sometimes it can be emotional to even see one.
He's a music producer and keyboards are really important to write songs, and the song was probably written when Suga was frustrated. Suga grew up with depression and I guess every time he feels hopeless he'll just think about the piano and how much it helped him into music like when he was a child he never really knew the purpose of the piano. It's really cute.
- The same thought came to my mind while listening to the song. He's not referring to his childhood piano, he's referring to music in general. I know music has always being my get away during my bad depression years as well as a copping mechanism for other mental and emotional things. Maybe music is the same for Yoongi, his get away and copping mechanism. His first love
This song is talking about a piano and then about music in general. And I can tell you this because this song basically tells what happened to me
***** I don't think she meant religion, just the idea of seeing music as a loving being.
I do not really see the "cuteness" in this song... all I can think about how honest he is. I do not really care about who is this song about, all I can feel is Suga is a musician that is very honest about his experience. I am a pretty religious person in general, so when I heard this song for a few times, I relate to this song with my relationship with God. There are a few lines here and there that showed support and how the "piano" never rejected him and always trusted him. I am not saying that it really is about God, what I am trying to say is that this "piano" has similar concept with God from the way Suga is describing.
I used to hate rap songs, but then I realised I was looking at the side of the field that was not of my preference. When I first heard Suga’s rap, I fell in love with rap songs. Suga raps with so much variation and style. His rapping is filled with emotions. The first solo I heard by Suga was Interlude : Shadow, and I realised what type of rapping I love. Then I looked through more, I mean he is just awesome. Suga raps about his first love for the piano, his childhood dreams and how he dealt with haters, and I love that fact. Not just that, he sings with so much emotions. He conveys every word in a song with emotions. One doesn't need to understand the lyrics to understand the song when Suga is the rapper.
Me too. Became an ARMY because of the rap line. The content of their music is quality and relatable. Talent is topnotch. I used to listen to rock and few pop. But this absolutely converted me.
@@lachi001 ikr, suga is my favourite rapper :) jhope and rm are great too. bts opened me to a world of music i never knew existed, and had the music style perfect for me!
ohh same .I didn't like rappers until I saw these guys.
@@stillwithyou7435 same, I only enjoyed like 3 rap songs before
Same, I didn't like rap before, but after listening to BTS for the first time I realised that I just listened to the wrong songs before. It's not the rap that I didn't like, it was lyrics. Suga was my 1st fav, and he's still my bias (him and JK). But I really love them all 💜 they're really special, cuz they're kinda different from other artists
YOONGI doesn't write songs, he writes poetry and he puts them into song, into rap and it's beautiful 💜
you know when the lyrics of a song and the emotions the artist puts in while singing or rapping hits you. Tears starts falling automatically. thinking how Min Yoongi made a song for his first love, his piano and how he struggled.. man.. that's why I have so so sooo much respect for him!
I'm really crying right now and I rarely cry.
same I can't stop crying because of this. his words just have so much meaning and the emotions in his voice like ARGHH
Saana M Suga is out of this world. 💘
I understand how you feel. I am not a kind of person who cries watching movies and/or listening to music.
I didn't even realize I was crying until my vision started becoming blurry.
That's how much power Min Yoongi has. He's a genius.
Payal Sarkar Our genius. ❤
+Weird Girl YES. 😭😚
I read the English translation for a poetry reading. I had the audience in tears.. then I told them who it was by and they all looked him up.
you are a hero
ally to be honest high school students are so vulnerable and they don't understand poetry and appreciate it until they actually feel it. I tried my best to give them that. And I guess I succeeded with Yoongi
that is amazing!
you did great. that's amazing
Thank you
Who else is low-key sobbing to this in 2019?
highkey sobbing
How can you not 😭😂 Love this song still to this day
I'm literally dead
Me
Me
"I feel so nice, mom, I feel so nice."
This makes my heart hurt so much. It feels like someone who's surrounded by darkness, and finally got out, just in the wrong way. It feels like someone who's numbed themselves and pushed their emotions away, and is finally happy, just in the wrong way. You feel me?
YES EXACTLY
Yeah!!!
Psychopath? Jk don’t mind.
why in the wrong way?
The first time I heard this song, I wasn't reading the song lyrics, never knew what the song was even about but just the amount of passion and pain he put into rapping these lines made me tear up. I'm so fucking proud of my bias.
Always a Fangirl sameeee
ME TOO!
Always a Fangirl tru I'm so proud
me too haha! we are proud of yoongi!
exactly me omg i started crying like a little bitch :')
i'm in awe.
Min Yoongi is truly an underrated genius that needs to be protected.
This gives me chills every time.
He is not underrated
exactly
Lorelay Jackson My name is Lorelay also, i'm Brazilian and it's very difficult to find people with my name
He will produce songs for other Artists.
He isn't underrated at all.
One word to describe this song.
"Powerful"
KuroTenshii Strong Power. Thank you.
🖤
KuroTenshii. Yep!
KuroTenshii *STRONG POWER THANK YOU* EHH IM CRYING
KuroTenshii I said "powerful" too before I even looked
Suga is my first love.
V is my winter bear.
Jimin is my promise.
Jungkook is my euphoria.
Jin is my epiphany.
RM is my moonchiod.
Hobi is my daydream.
Bts is my dynamite.
Really sorry to say but that's very cringe
@@Yoongiprobablyhaskids sorry but not sorry 😐 your username also cringed me a bit😅😅
@@Yoongiprobablyhaskidsthat comment is 2 years old
@@Yoongiprobablyhaskidsno....only true fans understand
Is it just me or is anyone crying
Im crying to i think probably namjin cutting onions
bruhhhh i just started crying I'm crying keep them from falling tho. the first time i listened to this song i WEEPED for hours but now I don't cry but I'm crying rn because i just seen a video about BTS' insecurities and then listened to Namjoon's "reflection" so...
Echo VV there is not one time where I don’t cry while hearing this song 😭
Echo VV me
Echo VV I am 😟
You hear the title "First Love" and you think it's going to more of the same and then you find out it's about his piano and you just lose your shit because we've all been there. Whatever it is that is your favourite thing in the whole world when you're a child and teenager will stay with you forever.
V.E. Gray truly
no words. no words.
Same exact life story with music. Bawled my eyes out for the longest time.
V.E. Gray its about his mom.
Meichelle Sabal
How so? The lyrics at and a little past 0:56 wouldn't seem to indicate the song is about his mom.
I always joke about Suga being lazy, but I'm incredibly aware of how hard he works. He went through so much to get to where he is now, it makes me so proud to hear him rap about his personal experiences because ARMYs around the world can relate to his passion. It's really beautiful.
The determination and absolute LOVE he has for music is so evident in his voice and actions as a part of BTS. He's the kind of person who can make someone cry even if they can't understand the language because passion like his can be understood just through his music. I'm so proud of him, honestly. Min Yoongi, Suga, Agust D, he's such an inspiring person.
❤️❤️❤️ bless this comment ❤️❤️❤️
Kaori - 혜리 Chan - 리 ❤️
Leonora RIRI I am late for this but yes I'm going to agree with u I absolutely love him because of how hard he works to be at where he is now he is such a hard worker and I love him for that I am hopeful that one day his music will be an amazing inspiration. ❤💘💖 ~Emily Q.
this comment ❤
you forgot one
MIN YOONJI
The reason I love Sugas rap and not other is because he talks about his hardships and how his life was for him. When he raps you can feel his emotion which makes me break down in tears. The other reason is, his song from his mixtape describes what I went through. It talks about how he got a social phobia and depression. I cry every time I hear it because I bet people can relate to it. It hurts me to hear what Yoongi had to go through to get where he is now😭😭
I can't even begin to describe how deeply this song touched me. Every single lyric is so carefully selected and meaningful....this is pure art. So much respect for Yoongi, really.
Same Yoongi is a very talent song writer and rapper that comes up with the most heart moving lyrics he's a big inspiration in my life
S A M E
yeah he is really talented and when i read the lyrics i got chills... His songs are really deep and have a meaning. RESPECT FOR YOONGI
I agree, but on a different subject LOOK AT THAT PRETTY IN PINK WINTER SOLDIER.
KaisooFireflies I know. I cry every time I hear this song even in public. I just .... uhh... no words.
you can hear sugas pain in his voice, his admiration for the piano, his passion for rapping and music.. nowadays you don't get to listen to quality like this. so many songs flex their money, sexual life and drugs. here you have a rapper, making music compared to nothing. this is what music should be about. not stuff like sex. it seems as if when people frown upon kpop, they don't listen to the music and quality. this worlds people don't focus on the quality, its whats in the trend that matters now. I love you suga this piece of art is beautiful.
edit: LMAOOO I DIDNT EXPECT SO MANY LIKES-
You are so freaking right omg, all most of the rappers nowadays do is say stuff that dont even make sense
Even a singer make the song about their sexual life and other negative things but here yoongi with his beautiful art🥺💜
*he is not singing about piano , he means his mom*
@@user-ul7fp8jh2x do you even read the lyrics????!!!!!
@@user-ul7fp8jh2x read the lyrics LMAO
THE TEARS HAVE ALREADY STARTED FLOWING AMD ITS BEEN 10 SECONDS
IKR
Exactly!!
i criend at first second
kayleigh isn't cool :D i know same😭😭
guys..i'm pretty sure yoongi's first love is the piano, not his mom
EDIT: i mean, his love for the piano and beauty of music represented through this instrument
he said on v app that we will all know who/what his first love is when we hear the first verse of the song. and first verse is talking about the brown piano
His first love is piano, but in bigger image, the song is about music and his love and passion towards it
What if his first love was music, and it started when he first saw the piano. His love for music was always inside him and the piano was always there. The piano was always there just like how his mom was always there for him. He always felt at peace with music just like how a mom cares for her child. So his first love could be music which was sparked by the piano which was always there for him like his mother.
does anyone think maybe it's his hyung....idk how it relates to his piano but I rub him saying that his hung is the only one who believes in him and supports him as his family member
i don't know but i thin' his song like my life 😂
I was here in 2017
I was here in 2018
I was here in 2019
I was here in 2020
I'm here in 2021
And I'll be here until the end.
EDIT: 2022 still here
Kaneki me too! 🥰
we have the same name 🙂✊🏻 but like i agree 100% with ur comment 💜
Be here in 2021 too
there's gonna be no end :'(
2022?
yoongi love for music is beyond everything...i wish if i could ever find my own dream and passion....but this song tears me up and wanna hug yoongi
Yoongi, on behalf of all musicians, on behalf of every person who knows music is their first love, thank you.
I love you.
Ali gamez I bet he loves you too.
Snivy Sniper BTS I would hope he loves all of ARMY. :)
I bet he loves you, too! :)
Ali gamez :) yes I know he loves all ARMY.
Snivy Sniper BTS I appreciate you singling me out, lol! Hugs!
Ali gamez hugs! :D lOl
Not an ARMY but I came across Suga's mixtape last 2 years. What I love about Suga's music is that they are all so raw and transparent. The way he expresses himself through his music. This was the first song I heard. When I first listened to it, I could really feel his emotions so I wondered what the lyrics were about. And I was literally bawling my eyes out after reading the lyrics. Never in my life have I ever felt so connected to a song, to a person who I don't even know personally. and idk it's weird cause I'm not even a fan of BTS. But I just love his music. I would always listen to his music whenever I feel down or sad. Although it makes me cry harder lol. But it just makes me feel so much better knowing that there is someone I can relate, feel connected to. Knowing that I am not alone. I really can't wait for him to release more mixtape/albums.
mightt be getting a new mixtape this yr
I’ve just become a fan - kinda don’t like saying ARMY. Really relate to this comment. Somehow his music totally reaches out to you
Thank you for supporting suga
You don't have to be an A.R.M.Y(BTS fan) to love BTS or any artists their songs it's not weird.
Also Yoongi (Suga) isn't the only one having the same situation.
I'm here to talk maybe i cannot relate as much as you would like with the story or sum but i will try my best and every A.R.M.Y will.
I'm just saying that you're maybe not an A.R.M.Y but that doesn't mean A.R.M.Y isn't here for you.
If things get hard and you have no one talk to i will always be here no matter what the problem is.
I will be here to talk at any hour just give me a message on twitter my twitter account is @Pringle65184432 (btw this is for anybody seeing this).
Luv you all and keep FIGHTING!
I feel the exact same way. Although I really tried hard to get into the other members music as well, but I failed. All members seem talented and especially Namjoon has perfected the craft of writing lyrics, he is better than Yoongi in that regard. Still, none of them are as honest, as raw or as vunerable as Yoongis lyrics and music. None of them ever take any risk in their music and I cannot help but feel like it is always somewhat too polished and a bit superficial, wich is not the members direct fault but the current music industries, but thats why I cant really stand to listen to it.
The fact this not about a girl , it's about piano how he is expressing his love for it . MASTERPIECE 😭✨
Everyone keeps saying that Yoongi's first love was a piano. Yoongi's first love wasn't the piano itself but the music it made.
Music was Yoongi's first love.
Min Yoongles aka Suga yesss
Min Yoongles aka Suga yep that is me my first love was also the music my piano made and I neglect that when my mom died and one day I played it as if I never stopped
Just some thoughts here - I'm taken aback by how the general gist of his song seems a little confusing to fans, when I think it's one of the best tracks on the album and in my opinion one of Yoongi's greatest masterpieces and its meaning really deserves to be understood. It’s not just beautiful, it’s both heartbreaking and devastating, and Yoongi himself talked about how he cried while recording it. To really understand this track, you really have to look deep into the lyrics - and I hope this review makes things a little more clear? [Although Yoongi himself does say that he doesn't interpret his own songs and instead allows his listeners to make meaning out of his music himself.]
“The corner of my memory, a brown piano settled on one side, in the corner of my childhood house, a brown piano settled on one side.” One of the most important lines, this line both opens and closes the song, which further establishes the meaning of the piano and its role in Yoongi’s growth as both a person and in terms of his musical capabilities. Here, the image of the piano sitting in the home is like how the piano is always on Yoongi’s mind, thereby bringing us to the idea of how “First Love” means “music.” It’s not his mother, not the piano, and this is what makes the song so beautiful - the piano is the symbol of Yoongi’s first love BUT it also acts as an extended metaphor and personification of music throughout the entire song. You can see how beautifully Yoongi writes about this by talking about how he left the piano for a while and then returned to it, depicting the ebb and flow of relationships, and how he “awkwardly caressed it,” as if it were a person whom he were holding or cherishing.
The piano is very important because it’s a symbol used to depict moments in Yoongi’s life - in the same way when he was a child and he first met the piano, he was smaller than such an imposing instrument, and yet once he became older and bigger than the piano, there was a period of time where he left music and felt much despair from having done so. Showing the different feelings he had due to music, while the piano stays the same, the person has changed, and that in turn has affected his relationship with music as well. “At the end of my teens I tried to set you aflame,” not only does this match Yoongi’s teaser for WINGS but it also represents how hard Yoongi tried to push away music and stop pursuing it as a career, before he realized that this was the only thing he could return to, which is why he says that “he won’t let go of you [the piano] for a second time.”
Lastly, pay VERY, VERY close attention to the title - Yoongi describes music like it’s a human lover, and one of the most beautiful lines that struck me in this song was “without you, I am nothing, as the dawn passed, us two greeted the morning.” When you sleep with your lover and awake with them, that not only shows trust and deep affection, but also is the greatest intimate level that you can achieve with your significant other. It also shows how hard Yoongi worked to maintain this relationship; in the same way people practise for hours, Yoongi spent not only days but nights with his music. Music is absolutely not easy and he has talked about in the past how much disdain he faced from his family as well as his own self doubt and hatred toward himself for feeling like he couldn’t do music. A lot of Yoongi's lyrics have to deal with facing societal pressure towards your job and your future employment opportunities, while also trying to achieve your dreams in the midst of such influence, and he himself has said that the goal of his music is to help console youth who are facing these conflicts with not just their surroundings but also themselves.
This is the crux of the song - that Yoongi tried to take himself away from his First Love, but realized as he got older that he couldn’t do that anymore. In his darkest moments, the time that he returned to the piano reminded him of why he started it in the first place, and that no matter how hard he tried to leave music, and how long he’d been away from the piano - he promises that in the end what he’s chosen and will continue to choose in the future is music.
This song isn’t just a reflection on first love, it’s almost like a movie depicting the stages of life that Yoongi went through. It’s even more beautiful that, true to the piano, this song doesn’t use any drums to carry out the “beat” of the music - it’s rap, almost like spoken word or poetry,, but it forgoes the base line for a simple piano and string arrangement instead. It’s definitely my favourite track of the album and there’s so much more that can be said about the lyrics that this only scratches the surface of what Yoongi’s written. Everything - from the way he pauses to his breathes to his intonation are full of meaning, and I really do hope that more fans sincerely approach this song recognizing just how painful this song is, but also how in its pain it is so heartbreakingly beautiful.
EDIT: Additionally, I've also seen some confusion about the line "I feel so nice, mom, I feel so nice." In my opinion, it's representative of the moment concerning how when you first play the piano or an instrument, it's usually because your parents have introduced it to you - meaning that it's not certain whether or not you've chosen the piano out of your own free will as opposed to your parents "forcing" you to play it instead. Remember that the piano is also a symbol of wealth, status, and education - people cannot afford to allow their kids to play musical instruments unless they have the money to afford the instrument, and therefore it's often used to show how a parent is "doing good" by being able to afford to let their child learn many different skills and abilities. This is why it's important - when Yoongi says this, it's essentially him saying that, "mom, I really like this, I CHOSE this, and from now on when I play the piano it's because I LIKE it and not because someone told me to do it." It's representative of the very moment that he decided that he WANTED to do the piano because he loved it, and not because a parental figure introduced it to him.
"in whatever form, we'll meet again" this are the word that the piano said to yoongi, I really love that part. I mean there's always a keyboard in suga's studio and it somehow makes me felt like "they" met again. Indeed my favorite song of yoongi
How I see "in whatever form, we'll meet again" is that no matter how much music (genre/trend/type etc) have changed or what form music is in, they will still meet again, which I think is really beautiful.
Woahh i really don't know what to say, but I was really confused, and you explained it very well, I'm new in the fandom, i'm still learning more about each member and yeah I love each one of them, Yoongi is so talented, didn't know that he wrotte it, wow, spechless
Everyone should stand and applaud to this comment. Best one that I've seen on the internet, and one that I agree with whole-heartedly.
if i knew how to effing express my thoughts i would have written this exact same thing. THANK YOU!
holy crap the emotion he put in this song. i don’t usually cry in rap songs but woah this. i always look at whatever suga does and mutter ‘what a talented man’
天使 The last and loser make me cry everytime.
;-;
Before I knew bts, I rarely cried. After, it's like I cry almost every time I read the lyrics to meaningful songs like this one cause I can sorta relate;-;
天使 Yeah...I understand
Juicy Pear ikr
omg same
"Clutching my smashed shoulder, I said it that I couldn't do it anymore. Everytime I wanted to give up you said kid you really can do it"
this really gets me everytime...
how are there people who don't understand the meaning of the song?
he's talking about his piano, he loves his music
he started playing the piano but he dropped it and began playing the piano again at the age of 14
then he got depression and he wanted to give up again but he kept playing the piano
he's expressing his love for his music and the way it helped him throughout his life
K but how did you not run out of breath, whilst writing this?
why park jimin when u can ride jimin i thought he was talking ti his mom too. lol
why park jimin when u can ride jimin i thought he was talking about his mom LOL
Music is the one love that has always been there for him.
wth? he's clearly talking about his mom come on
One thing that caught my eye in the lyrics is that in the beginning yoongi describes the piano as a brown piano instead of a wood piano or something. I may be overthinking this, but it's like he's narrating from a child's perspective. Like a little kid wouldn't know exactly what everything is made of, so he refers to the piano by its color. I just thought that was so cool.
Omg yes
I love your perspective!♡
That's a cool point
what a good catch omg! i didn't notice that but you're totally right
"Without you, i am nothing"...
"Without yoongi, there's no BTS"..
"Without BTS, there's no yoongi"...
"Without BTS, there's no ARMY"..
And "Without ARMY, there's no BTS"...
Their songs have so amazing meaning that it makes me listen to it over and over again.... this is reason to love BTS...nd the reason why i love BTS....no matter what I'll always be by their side...nd always cheer u guys till the last.... "ARMYFOREVER💜"
It's superb
« Without BTS there’s no Yoongi » ...
If BTS disband because of army ( not us the military thing ), there will be no Yoongi ? No. Because music is everything to him. Even if Bangtan Sonyeondan was his group, he will still write and produce songs on his own, with BigHit or with another agence (like JYP or something like that).
@@gabrielleroussy3671 I thought the same thing, just because BTS disbands doesn't mean that their nothing without the rest of the members
the song is not about you
xxx xxx xxx we all know it’s about his first piano. It was just a commentary of the song.
First Love: *cup of tears*
Agust d: *burnt my toast with fire*
Me: *Breakfast.*
xD This gave me a laugh after balling my eyes out to this song
LMAO I'M CRYING IDK IF I'M CRYING BC OF THE SONG OR BC OF THE COMMENT
We need more people like you to help us laugh through the tears *applause*
Agust d:؟؟؟
+Tabitha Mani-Eapen The Last is a bathtub full of tears to clean yourself with.
Humanity is not lost yet, for it gave yoongi the opportunity to share his passion with us. He is the voice of the talented, the hardworkers, the artists and dreamers. His intelligence , sensibilty, rawness, purity and anger, he puts everything in his music and in all over the world, it blooms in our hearts, vibrates in our souls. Forever grateful to Min Yoongi.
I think his music is the only outlet he can truly express himself
Yes he is great.
Get yourself a man who will rap for you like yoongi will for his piano
What If I wanna be a man??? And I want my actual piano to be the piano?
@@shoukonishimiya9824 then... go for it, fam
Still searching :P
_A language I don't even speak has brought me to tears._
As a pianist, this song hits me so hard. My parents were abusive to me, and for years I struggled (still do sometimes) with depression and anxiety. I was never taught to love myself, and one of the few places I received validation from was my piano. My piano didn't judge me, didn't bully me, didn't demand anything from me, and was always there when I needed it. I could always express exactly what I was feeling into music that I couldn't into words. To this day whenever I find a piano, even in the middle of a mall, I don't hesitate to play it. Most of the time communicating through music is so much easier to me than communicating through talking.
How are you doing now?
@@solomunchkin much better. ❤
@@sassylittleprophet can I do anything for you?
@@solomunchkin you're already doing it, just by being kind. Thank you. 😊
@@sassylittleprophet np :3 if you need anything uh.. comment ... me? 😅
This is why Suga is my favorite.
because his voice is sweet
He is my favourite because i understand him
@@Homestuckfan-pd9ii me too
no he is my favourite !
They all are my favorite
Suga is the reason why I'm still here, it sounds crazy but he is the main reason why I play the piano, the piano is now my only friend.
I may only be a 13yr old non binary person called Sam who will properly never become a famous pianist but Suga is the reason why I'm never gonna give up!!
Keep trying sam maybe one day you will find a better consequence than you have ever expected
u got this kid...
We both are literally same and i am still going forward because of yoongi
May he keep aspiring you, I'm cheering for u :)
I always end up crying.
imen0312 NCT trash Lanimi ? 😏
Same
And now he's producer of the year.
Proud is an understatement. Such an inspiration in my life. You should never give up your passion. Never.
Kawaii Panda It’s never too late to try again. Please don’t give up. BTS wouldn’t want that.
true!!! yoongi inspires me that you are never too old to dream.... if you wanna live your life, fill it by doing what you really love...His songs almost touch us internally and thats the reason why, I find him him a sexy deep person....
Ok so when I listened to the solos it was like :
JK : "♡ my hyungs, i am grateful for them"
Me : Awww that's cute
JM : speaks about his anorexia/eating disorder and low self-esteem
Me : wow that's a real heavy subject, hope he'll get better
V : sings about a "stigma" that can't be explained to us
SG : starts with a bittersweet memory and ends up spitting out the rage and sadness of his debuts
Me : wHy aRe mY BoYs so UnwEll
RM : opens up about his self-hatred
JH : fears of being a bad son and guilt towards his mom's sacrifices
JN : feeling that he won't ever be enough and insecurity due to a lack of recognition
Me : okAy brb crying.
But seriously I was shocked to see that when they are asked to write a song, they immediatly feel the need to open up about their demons. It's a slap in the face to hear them speaking directly about those subjects. Under the varnish of Cypher confidence, smiles and winks, they are still fragile, and human. Hope their carreer won't make them feel opressed ♡
edit : thanks for the likes uwu
Nourane Rabeh yeah, but I think it has something to do with Wings' dark theme as well
I’m tearing up a little just reading their comments. I really hope that BTS is feeling and doing okay right now
Bighit is a better entertainment company compared to others cause it allows artists to write and compose their own songs.
Except they will only form boy groups.*sigh*
You are really observant and understanding!
Hopefully it dosen't sadly they make them have competitons on who's better looking. And don't allow them to open up to there fans/best friends/supporters at all. Because, they don't want them to show ous there "weak" side.
"I said, grasping my crushed shoulder" in 2020 yoongi hyung had surgery because he couldn't even hold a bottle of water, this man had been suffering for years but he didn't give up, he was dancing and performing while he was in pain. You are a HERO Min Yoongi .
I hope this surgery makes you feel better, all the ARMY is waiting for you to come back and your piano too but not alone this time , your guitar is waiting for you to hold it too💜💜💜💜💜
Around 2:07, I feel like you can hear Yoongi taking short breaths, like you know when people are crying and they go to take in a deep breath and its shaky and unsteady? I feel like that can be heard when Yoongi goes in to take a breath after he finishes that line.
Please don't say I'm not the only one who hears this xD You know how apparently Yoongi was crying while recording this, idk if he said it jokingly or what, but i would not be at all surprised if he was crying bc the pure emotion in his voice... wow.
I hear it..around 1:52, his tone become more sad then 2:00 onward, he actually cried while rapping, his voice shaking so much..reaching into our heart
I'm Asadloser42 a lot of people get emotional and cry while performing and it still sounds fine (like on tv shows and stuff xD), and if he was taking in a deep breath bc he was rapping, i don't think his breath would be as shaky, but idk xDD
RedRose ARMY Yeah! Like even though we i-army's couldn't understand what he was saying, it's impossible not to feel the emotion in his voice :'(((
you can't park jimin until you ride him, I think he did that on purpose to show how passionate he is about this song, and how he means every word. not going against you, lol just saying.
you can't park jimin until you ride him OH MY GOD YOUR NAME GIVES ME JOY
Did he just make me cry with a song about a piano
I cried too
jackie same
Jackie same
Me too
jackie i think the piano means his mom and the keys is his mom hug
I will never grow tired of this song
I close my eyes and almost see before my eyes how he pours just part of his beautiful soul into this song
there's something about it that's relaxing and makes my heart sing at the same time
♡
Sing
I've been hearing this song a couple of times before, but reading the translation while listening to it hits really differently. Like you're suddenly warped into his world, then you realized that his piano can easily be replaced by your own 'piano'. Be it a doll, a ball, something else; your past hobby or passion; or someone close to you. Then that hits me really hard.
Yes
It makes me sad thinking about how much and how badly I'd like to share this beauty to my friends, to show them how much golden this whole thing is, but can't because it all gets lumped to a side as a genre that's hard to get into because it's not in English or our native language. I wish songs in Korean didn't get to be lumped together as a genre that's known for screaming fangirls but as Music we can all sit down and enjoy despite our preference.
I mean, do you hear this rap? Do you hear how golden this whole thing is?
i feel you , like just the time when you said "this is a korean song" "its a song by bts" they will start saying words and it hurts me so much when people do that, i mean i am not forcing them to love what i love, bu t i wish they could just be more open to give it a chance and i feel sad for those person because i used to be like them too, now i am happy that i did gave it a chance best decision ever
Jade Yu totally agree i hate it when people says "what the hell are you hearing"
I know my "friends" make fun of me bc I listen to kpop and I want to share so much with them but cannot since they do not understand
Oh...same...even today this has happened to me but I started to get used to it,poeple is rude and bad
Please ignore them,you don't need their rude opinions.We have a proverb in my country "Tastes (in music in this case) are not discussed".
(Sorry if I wrote something wrong)
x6 :c
- " Even if I go, don't worry because you'll do well on your own "
- " You put a period on our relationship, but don't be sorry towards me "
- " Without you I am nothing "
- " Clutching my smashed shoulder, I said that ' I wouldn't be able to do this anymore. ' Every time I wanted to give up you said, from next to me, ' Kid, you really can do it ' "
- And then the whole lyrics from 2:14-2:37
These were all the lyrics that really got to me and dug deep. No matter how many times I listen to this song, I cry every time (especially when these lyrics come up) because of how beautiful the lyrics are and if you know and understand Korean, you'd know that the meaning is even more beautiful and emotional especially when Suga says 새꺄 (the part where he goes like 'kid') because this word is usually used in a sort of aggressive way?? I don't really know how to say this but in English, the connotation of 'kid' is different than the connotation of 새꺄 because although the Korean version of kid is a little bit aggressive, it sounds very encouraging in the way Suga uses it since it seems like the piano, who is the one speaking, is knocking some sense into younger Min Yoongi by addressing him in an aggressive sort of way. The reason why I love this song so much and also The Last from August D's mixtape is because I love the way he expresses these emotions. It sounds very similar to real life because other songs would sing these slow and sad songs to express these ideas of giving up and feeling like you can't go on much further while Suga has this special way of using aggression to express sadness. It shows the pent up frustrations he had when he was still a trainee and just starting out as BTS because of how hurt he was since he was putting in so much effort but getting little to no reward for any of the work he's doing. This is a lot more relatable in my opinion than other songs that are slower and have the typical sad notes playing in the bg with piano and some strings here and there because in real life, when someone gets cheated by someone else, they would first become angry that they were betrayed and fooled but it isn't until later on that they start to feel the hurt and flood of emotions come as they cry over being betrayed by someone they trusted, though by 'cry', I do not specifically mean tears since there are other ways to cry. It could fit into any other scenarios too but since this scenario is the most similar with Suga's earlier days, I'll leave it at that. It is mainly why I love Suga's rap the most because his style is very emotional and though Yoongi seems like the distant and cool kind of guy that could gives zero fucks about everything, he might actually be the most emotional one and is definitely very outspoken about ideas that Korea would refuse to talk about normally. It is also why I adore his mixtape because a lot of his emotional yet aggressive style of rapping was shown there like in The Last, So Far Away, and although August D wasn't really emotional in terms of how he delivered it, it was still very very VERRYYYY aggressive. If you sticked around until you reached this part well then, thanks for listening to some random fangirl gush about how much they adore this song and Min Yoongi's style of rapping (though my bias is still Jhope ahhh sorry bby 3.3) and why he is my bias wrecker lmao
SwaggyAims XD the thing is that you didn’t even sound like a fangirl at all, but more like an intelligent music critic and fan 😘💜💜💜
I was already balling and reading your comment made me balled even more. But I totally get what you're saying bc I feel the exact same about Yoongi.
This is exactly why he is my bias. He express his emotions through a different way. He told the story of his depression. He explained it in a rough rap which I've never heard from anyone else. I get really emotional with songs especially this one and 2!3! I really love Suga, J-Hope and RM's rap although my fav is Suga. They are amazing. BTS taught me to love myself. This is why I love them. And I could relate to you a lot. I started sobbing when I read this.
Very true
thank you so much for this comment
Without even reading the lyrics i teared up, just from the emotion in his voice.
Such a beautiful, pure song
Greek armyy
@@imtee4315 yeeeees! :D
The way yoongi expresses his emotions in song is just crazy
I get emotional listening to his rapping
I'm literally crying and he's just talking about a piano... Amazing
He's actually talking about how music saved him but ok
Bee girl, I know
Like the piano in the short film 😕 All of the lyrics of their individual songs are literally about the scenes in the mvs.
I think he said somewhere that he talked about his mom
his mom gave him the piano the piano is his mom so he is talking about his mom
2:37 when he took that moment to breathe i sobbed more YOONGIIII
Exactly, it makes it so much more powerful because he was literally and figuratively out of breath because it's all so intense
i think Suga is the one in bts who really knows how to write so that you feel like he actually experienced whatever he is singing about. he knows how to not just keep saying i love you and i need you and i miss you but actually show how it feels to love someone, to miss someone and to need someone. if that makes sense... like when you miss somebody you dont think "I miss you" it is also a real feeling inside and a change in how you deal with things and how you look at things, for example when you miss somebody many things might keep reminding you of that person.
good storytellers dont say 'she was verry nervous' they describe what happens, so maybe her legs are shaking a little bit, or she is worried if her hands are sweaty.
what i am trying to say is that i think suga has a great talent in writing and can really show emotion in both his lyrics and his rapping.
if you for some reason read the whole thing then please excuse my shitty english, i am still learning, english is not my first language.
jesse boer ❤
amen
I agree. And by the way, your english is REALLY GOOD for a second language! :D
This rap is so beautiful. It's literally like Suga painted a picture. So beautifully that it was like an emotional roller-coaster. Like at the end when he again returned to sing the soft part of the rap, it just hits diffrently. I mean this is AMAZING.
I don't know about y'all but I'm silently crying and in deep thought about my life decisions
JIMIN secretly has jams omg same here😢
JIMIN secretly has jams Same😥😧
Omg thank you so much I thought I was the only one that made me feel better. But yeah I’m definitely having one of the hardest moments of my life
JIMIN secretly has jams same here
JIMIN secretly has jams me everytime i listen to the song.. it's a hard time for me right now and I'm so emotional right now...
the emitions in his voice and the beautiful sentiments in the music are too good to be true.
right
When you listen to this song in a quiet room it really takes you on an emotional rollar coaster. And thats coming from someone that doesnt understand korean. Before i even read the lyrics to this song, the emotions spoke everything. Music does go beyond languages.
Thebookhuntr yeah that’s true. I don’t speak Korean and I still cried before searching the lyrics x
ChimChim Excuse meee same, theres so much emotion thats it like how could you not feel it through his voice
Ture
I can feel his emotion and actually cry even though I dont know the lyrics our emotions are really powerful
Thebookhuntr yyyaaasss!:')
i cannot be the only one SOBBING?! I've liked BTS for a long time but only became an ARMY quite recently.. Now in understand all the hype.. all the hype, its valid and deserved. This is so beautiful. An invisible string called fate threaded these 7 men together, and gave us the greatest gift of music. I love them.
For me Yoongi is the best songwriter in BTS and Kpop in general and the emotions he puts in his rap is heartwarming and heartbraking at the same time Honestly when Suga raps sad lyrics or diss tracks he always gets me
siham bh his lyrics are one of a kind and I've never heard such true lyrics. He's in a league of his own.
And its not just his lyrics, his interviews! They're just phenomenal. His ideology, his vision, its like nothing else I've read and heard. He's an exceptionally intelligent man!
Suga is my Ubias, he's all my life but he's not the best songwriter in Kpop, you should check Epik High ^^
I love sweet Swag Suga♥️
objectively suga isnt the best rapper, subjectively he isnt the best songwriter pls don't be delulu. but this song still slaps lol
lol she clearly said "for me" but people just....😒
Underrated bts songs have the best meanings behind them 😔✊
That is very much true :)
True . So try to listen lost by the vocal line
Chicken noodle soup 🤣
𝐢𝐦 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 *∙*
@@igiveuponnaming7082 That's like my all time favourite song. It really hits me hard because it's too relatable. It practically lists my struggles, how I'm given all these expectations and I've no idea what I'm gonna do with my life. When you're young you have endless possibilities, that means you'll get lost along the way. But the way to find your path is to first get lost. Like these lyrics are a consolation to me, telling me to stop crying over all I go through, because I feel lost and can't find my way back.
Lmao just a lil rant on my part because that song really means a lot to me. The whole hyyh era is the one I love best. Not that the other eras aren't as good, just that it's all about growing up, something I struggle with everyday so it's the era that really talks to me and makes me feel understood. And I'm pretty sure you and many other peeps feel the same way 🤣
ParkChimChim but If i’m not wrong this song has too deep meaning for Hoseok
What kind of sorcery is this ? Suga is the only singer/rapper/lyricist who can always got me with his music . This especially gives me chills everytime
This is one of those songs that you listen to only on special nights, when you're emotional and want to just burst into tears to express yourself.
First Love is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, and it never fails to make me cry. ♫♬♪
This is what rap songs are supposed to be about. Not drugs, sex, and money, like a good chunk of rap songs, but rather emotional things like this. I don't cry to rap songs most of the time, but the majority of BTS's rap songs (like The Last, Reflection, etc.) turns my eyes into Niagara Falls 2.0
teaflame I agree! I never cared for rap because the only rap I ever heard was about those things. But this told a story, and you can hear the emotion in his voice.
teaflame I totally agree I'm America so the rap that's in English all they talk about is sex and drugs that was the reason I hate rap music then I discovered kpop and fell in love with the rapping and the meaning in it
Preach T_T
I don't like Western rap but Korean rap is amazing like damn I might not listen to Western music anymore
I know even though I listen to them all songs are secular songs
I can clrearly hear him catch his breath 😱
민 shugaa so sexy...
Wow thanks now I can‘t unhear it.
That's what a I like about this song
iamnumber8 grrrr
The other day in the car I was just going through music on Spotify. This song popped up, and because I love bts, I thought to give it a shot. My mom and I sat there in silence whilst this played. I started crying and when it came to the end my mom simply said, "That was powerful". Keep in mind neither of us speak Korean, so we had no clue what he was saying. It's funny now that I know this song is about a piano, but I'm still amazed at how well this is made and how well yoongi can put his emotions out there. Still crying but whatever.. Love this song wayyyy too much
that's a beautiful story, thank you for sharing :)
ı listened to it alone but I didn't look at the lyrics.And even though I didnt understand it I literally started tearingg up as someone who has never cried for a song or a movie That was hardcore for me
Nugnug h you know how powerful it is
I got this in my recommendations 3 years back when I was first hearing of BTS. I saw the title and immediately thought : Of course every single boy band out there has just got to sing about their first love *eye roll*. Still decided to see how he'd wax on for a few seconds and then move on. Except....
I never did. I got hooked right from the start. When I understood that he was talking about his piano. And then his voice. That complex mix of soft, deep, sad and raw just kept reverberating within me. It lead me by hand into this space that his music created and it kept me there. I couldn't leave. I didn't want to.
And then as the song went on, the deeper it lead me. I wasn't concentrating on the lyrics any longer. I was too immersed in the journey that his voice carried me on. Deep within me I felt all that he felt. The pain. The anguish. The guilt. The hope.
That pure raw and all consuming voice of his evoked emotions so strong that before I knew it I was shedding rivulets of tears.
And when the strings came in and he went soft and the music faded away, I let go. It felt like I'd been holding my breath for the entirety and only then could I breathe. It was catharsis so powerful I needed several moments before I came back to myself.
And then I listened to it a second time. Read the lyrics. Cried some more.
That was the day I vanquished the prejudice I had inside me and decided to give BTS a fair chance...and man that was the best decision of my life. I've never looked back since.
For this reason, First love will always hold a special place in my heart. And I will forever be grateful to Yoongi for it.
I know this was really long but I just needed to get this out. Thankyou to anyone who read till the end
Yumi wow
i love that it doesn't have a beat but its kind of played on piano-has a ballad like feel. its really a song about emotions and depth rather than only being catchy
TRUE. that's why I can't resist to loving Yoongi/ Suga,Agust D..whoever is he. haha.
+Anjali Luthra me too.. and I think that this is the way Suga wanted it to be.. maybe the way he intended for his music to be. Not a Beaty, and catchy song but a song full of his raw emotions. He's already one of the greatest rappers in the world, a true genius.
that is so true... and it's so yoongi.
Anjali Luthra
I can't really call myself a BTS stan, but in all honesty, I love all of Suga's songs. I always have, but I didn't realise it at first. Back in 2016, I always used to skip this one in particular because I thought it was about a guy who fell in love with a girl and it ended in tragedy (like many other songs in that genre) and had no real interest, but one day I decided that I'd listen to it. So I did, and kept listening to it on repeat before looking up the lyrics. This song (like his others) has so much emotion. Even if you can't understand the lyrics, you can practically _feel_ it in his voice. Such raw emotion, and, it was the first time I ever felt emotion from a song. His songs, his words sound authentic, something that many artists of today can't reproduce. Min Yoongi never sounds like he's just reading out a pre-written script...to me, it's everything he's feeling. He's letting it all out for his listeners to feel it too, to see what he's seen in a way. He's passionate in what he's doing and I respect him because of it.
I've always kept coming back to this song and I'm sure I always will in the future. To all of his songs, actually. Easily, I can say he's one of my favourite artists, if not my favourite.
Thank you, Suga. Thank you for existing, thank you for all your hard work, and thank you so much for your music.
oh damn, this is long. whoops, sorry-
Lol you can write all of this and not call yourself BTS Stan common don't we all BTS fan Stan them because of this
J K I don't know why people stan them, I just enjoy their music and choreography ._.
From what I've seen on the internet, I don't think I'm as crazy over BTS as the majority of them, so that's just my definition of stanning.
you may be right tho lol
@@aceofhearts9030
Shure People's Stan them for their music and they meaningful messages
Back in 2015 I didn't call myself a Stan either I did enjoy they music and choreography i didn't whatch not much about them related only MV's and dance practice videos , but that Time I was more into other groups I remember watching others groups drama , movies ,show, Stage Live performance , funny videos ,sad videos etc Shure I didn't Stan those groups too I just was exploring K-pop that time
And in 2016 i found BTS *Tomorrow* that songs really touch me and then they *Young forever* was out so I decided to watch video related to them interviews and you know rendom videos from fansites and they seems different from others groups ,I feel real about them ,they friendship and they message that they was trying show
So I decided to listen all of they dictograph and first song that i listen was *Nevermind* I never feel crying listing a rapp songs or a song in general before and I don't cry ,so in that moment I dropped K-pop and and start to call myself army and become BTS Stan
You know a Stan or a fan concept was wired and alien for before
I did never Stan any artists before BTS
And lett me tell you something you're long ass paragraph tell me you are a Stan but you won't aseppt that fact maby others can influence you thought about fandom and BTS too ,you know those cringe kpopies who say no i won't be a BTS fan because army is the WorSt fAndOm
But I understand most people's care more about others opinions than they own thoughts and joy's
+J K I don't consider the ARMY to be the worst fandom, actually. I respect them and their opinions because there is no reason to hate them, but I just don't like the ideals of those in that fandom who basically attack other people just because they don't like the group, or if they say another group is better, etc. Does that make sense? I've seen other people attack ARMY because of what they like, and they naturally assume that all ARMYs are the same. I've seen ARMY attack their own fandom simply because of who their bias is. If you call them ugly, someone will most likely be triggered. If your bias is RM, someone will most likely berate you. I remember seeing comments about how RM should just leave just because he's "ugly," etc. It seems that that's what many of ARMY are, but I've also seen those who respect others.
In all honesty the "i can't really call myself a BTS stan" was because even now, two years later, I have no idea where I stand on this matter. Am I a stan? To me, a stan is a hardcore fan, obsessing over a certain person/group, saying over and over how "handsome" they are. A stan seems fairly shallow in that regard, and I don't like that. Maybe I am a stan, but it doesn't matter if you're attractive or if I don't like how you look--all that matters is how I perceive you. I'm sure I'll figure it out though.
I'm sorry to make you read this, and thank you wasting your time to respond. I'm also sorry if this doesn't make sense.
@@aceofhearts9030 what I mean with *stan* is supporting they music you know, it doesn't mean crazy fan or hardcore one because
I'm not like that .
I have listen so many artists but i always did listen they music for free ,if you don't support an artist they would give up in music
I vote ,stream and buy they music Because I want to listen to them in the future too and i do those whenever I feel or enjoy is not a obligation and no one force it . I work too i don't have much time
And there are those Stan someone who like you who praise enjoy and apparent they work songs , someone who would keep listening to them and respecting
That's what I understand with Staning a artist .
We all want a equal love when it comes to all members but , that's don't work like that
someone is always going to bee more loved than others
but at last they all are loved , they all get hate too but we need to focus in all positive aspects , having a member as biase can make us having a biase opinion on fandom too
so today I was listening to this song and I had no idea whose voice (I'm not an ARMY) was but I guessed it was Suga's but I wanted to know the meaning of this powerful song. It was about freaking music. I love Suga now.
Ollardoh so... you are just a Suga stan? That’s great.
Ollardoh
*welcome* *to* *the* *dark* *side*
Every time I listen to this song I begin to cry, it honestly scares me. Be it the first time when I heard it 4 years ago, or now, I always cry my eyes out. When I'm sad, I listen to this song. Even though, it only makes me cry harder and makes me feel overwhelmed, it also never fails to bring serenity and comfort to me. I hope Yoongi never stops making new songs, because he feels like the only person, who understands me. When I start thinking about the fact that life is so poitnless, when I start remembering my past, and tears escape from my eyes, people usually say that it's stupid to even think about that. Everyone seems so shallow sometimes, even the closest ones. But when I listen to 'First Love' I know that I'm not alone and not everyone is shallow. It is as if Yoongi is my friend, who will always have my back. I never understood people who like boys only because of their looks, they are artists and their music is one of the reasons this world is still worth existing in.
If you cry after hearing this for 4 years something is wrong
@@soccerrules4017 what do you mean?
ok so this song is censored in South Korea because at 2:12 it's translated as "kid," but i guess a more accurate translation would be "bastard" so.. no swearing is allowed y'all
ashleygold25 ty ~
ashleygold25 새꺄 is fuckers. sorry for the bad word.
it can also mean mother f*****
ok, so, from my personal experience with learning a foreign language, when translating curse words, it's always translated as "the equivalent" to the curse in certain situations. what i mean is, what does 새꺄 literally translate to? not figuratively but *literally*? like the 野郎 situation in Japanese, it literally just means "guy, fella, buddy" but for some reason it's always translated as "mother f#$%er" in English just because it's used derogatorily =\
TheMindofaGenius1 y
This hurts my heart cuz he was struggling with depression I know how hard it is and now he's talking about his first love I know letting go is hard. He never really expressed his feelings even if he cared I can't do anything tho. Yo
u will be fine Suga
Bts Only this song is about his love for music...
Bts Only Hes not actually talking about his first love 😂
Bts Only
I can't even describe my feelings listening to this song, it's like I'm feeling his pain he sings with so much emotion. It seems crazy how I always start to cry listening to this but that just shows how talented Suga is. This is really my favorite solo, it's so much more than music. I'm so proud of him, of them all. Having Suga as your bias wrecker is really hard 😂
xTitanwomanx What can I say? He's my Bias😂❤️
suga didn't biaswreck you yet ??!
Same... And hes wrecking HARD he's my bias😍😍😍😍😍😍
I AGREE WITH YOU ON A MAGICAL LEVEL WOMAN!! This is my favorite solo too. Honestly, this song is so personal and meaningful and emotional that whenever I listen to this song I can't help but feel like I've been reborn. This may actually be my favorite BTS song. I just can't with this song.
xTitanwomanx he's my ultimate bais I'm crying so much
i don’t want to ruin the mood but if Yoongi open a asmr youtube channel, he would have millions of subscribers
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u-huh listen boy, my first love story
Why u ruin the energy bruh 😭😭
I was crying and you made me laugh
Thank u💜
Gee gee gee gee babababbyyyyy
Out of all the solo's this song is the most magical to me, I want to be able to listen to this and feel the same way I felt the first time, every time. Suga is such a hard worker. Keep up the genius work. FIGHTING!
I feel the same way. Its the most powerful, you can really feel his emotions through his voice. I truly love and appreciate Yoongi's raw emotional style.
Drako Malphoy yesssssss, I keep coming back to this song just to cry😭💜
Can we talk about how his voice almost sounds giddy at 1:17? The love and emotion and effort he put into this song made it absolutely amazing... the soft quiet beginning, progressively getting stronger into a full blown passion towards the end, then how it drops off again and becomes all calm again. AND THE BACKGROUND PIANO MUSIC TOO!! It starts off with simple playing, one to two notes at a time. Then as he grows older the background music gets more complicated and complex until it's a full ensemble of instruments portraying his emotions... this song man. I could rant more but I won't for the sake of anyone reading this
That's the piano teasing Suga about how music will return to Suga's life in another form. Suga tries to impersonate it using a sly/devious voice.
i know if Yoongi EVER had the chance to perform that at the Grammys or any other award show everyone would be ON THEIR FEET applauding. i know it.
Periodt.
I wish my friends were a little more open minded so I can show them this powerful message, but they'd probably make fun of me, I'm not ashamed I just don't want to hear them bashing my soul, what keeps me alive, my source of energy.
Edit: not to mention my poor baby ( yoongi) suffered depression, and I know how that feels I've had depression for two years, I would describe my depression but it's all so much and just explaining it won't give you the feeling of what I've felt or gone through. Yoongi is what keeps me aliv, without his music, I don't know where I'd be. Without his voice, his laugh, his smile, there would be no light. I can't wait until I have enough money to but him a gift and meet him, so I can just thank him for everything he's done for me, he's helped me so much... Thank you Min Yoongi, Suga.♡
Meme Pactrick you are much stronger than you know ❤️ you will get through this!
glittersparkles20 Thank you for believing in me love ♡
Meme Pactrick sammeeee ❤️❤️ I feel you
I'm so sorry about your situation, Yoongi's too. I don't know what happened in your life of anything that gave you depression, and I won't pry for an answer if you don't wish to share, but I hope whatever it was its resolved. If not, then please know that there are people who care. People who care about you personally, who know you well and will stand by you. People like me who care about what you're going through and want to help even though we have never met. Just remember you matter, and I hope that Yoongi knows that he matters too. He is talented and funny and a wonderful person; I'm sure you are just as wonderful. I hope you and Yoongi have a beautiful, wonderful amazing day and life if we never meet. Please stay strong :) I'm sorry if I wasted some of your time, but I hope I made these 2 or 3 minutes of your day just the little bit brighter.
super amykins you didn’t waste my time, thank you so much love! Recently I’ve become a little happier you must be a good luck charm, and yes Yoongi is very important I love him lots and always will!♥️
I admire Suga. whatever he does, it's been done with talent. suga is an incredible artist and he's able to touch other hearts without them even knowing his language. this song is my favorite in the album, and I love how he was able to express his feelings in this 3 minute long song. how he was able to tell us about his love for music is just incredible.
park sunshine .
The personification, the imagery and the relatability are so beautiful and powerful. This is why Suga is my bias. His lyrics always move me and his troubles remind me of my own but it helps because I know I’m not the only one that goes through them. And to see how far he’s come even through his troubles is really inspirational, and his absolute love and devotion to his music just makes me love him even more. He really does deserve the world.
my exact thoughts, the reasons why he lights my heart on fire with passion whenever he raps.
i love lil meow meow...
i came back after 2 years listening to this masterpiece, and it still gets me . Suga had a worse past than I did, and I’m happy that he didn’t give up his dream . I hope I also won’t give up and live my life to the fullest while I still have time to.
I’ve been an ARMY for 3 years, and none of their music dissapoints, especially the HYYH era, it’s so beautiful .