Torn to Pieces - Pop Evil
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2025
- Here I'll sit all alone
Like an airplane
On the edge of a sky full of solid gray
Staring at the ceiling
Tell me that I'm dreaming
Oh, I wish you were here today
All these days I know I'll never get back
All the words that I always wish you would've said
All these dreams that we had,
Now fade to black
Try to wash it away
I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
Here I'll float through the air like a waterfall
Then I sink to the bottom like a cannonball
Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
"Why wasn't I good enough?!"
Even though I know you're not gonna come back, I can't wash it away
I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down,
I still see your face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces
It's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces
Even though I know you're not coming back, I can't wash it away
I'm torn to pieces, I'm broken down.
I still see you're face when you're not around
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be
I'm torn to pieces.
I'm broken down (I'm torn to pieces)
I still see your face when you're not around (I'm torn to pieces)
I sit here in misery, wondering if I'll ever be half the man you wanted me to be.
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I lost my father when i was 12. Over 15 years later and he still haunts me. The things ill never have. The future that was stolen from me.
Naw, he would never haunt u. A true father what’s the best for u wether he’s there for u or not. Our love is instilled in our childrens heart, because we know we won’t always be there for u. So we prepare u in every way we can with our love for when that day comes. Just remember to always remember us. Cuz one day we will see u again. But remember, in the mean time, make us proud, so when we see u again to make it a joyous occasion in more ways that one. Cuz true love never dies.
I know what you mean. 15 days before I turned 12 I found out that my Dad raped my sister. Although, I didn't loose him in a literal manner of speaking, that day I lost the man I admired the most. For about 5 years I had nothing but contempt for him and what kind of life he stole from my family and I. I remember how angry I was the first time I shaved, asked out a girl, and learned how to drive because he could have been there for all of that if he would have just kept it in his pants.
something similar happened to me but i haven't learned to drive nor shave yet i am 11
I am so sorry you experience this darkness . Never forget You are strong souls, that can endure anything, even if we don’t feel it on the inside all the time.
Sorry bro, hope you find a good wife and have a son you can make memories with
The lyrics hit me deeper and deeper every time I listen to this song
So true brother
Even after all of these years… These lyrics still bring me to my knees and no matter how hard I try I just can’t seem to stop the tears from falling. 😔😭
When I lost my husband of 5 years to a heart attack after the paramedics did everything to save him I went out to my car for a rage scream and turned it on, this was the first song that came on the radio. To this day I still can't listen to this song without getting emotional and remembering that night. It's amazing how fast life can change and those you take for granted can be gone.
You were the best wife he could've ever had. He said it came on all so suddenly. He said please don't hurt when you listen to this, you were meant to hear it. This was his way of communicating with you. Please look for the signs love ❤
In memories to my 2 brothers gone too soon one to a drug overdose and my other two days after getting back from Iraq he commit suicide. Then i was so lost i turned to heroin and meth and pills to hind the pain and then I realized i was hurting my love ones and my self so i said a prayer and God showed me the way back from hell. So as of today im 6yrs sober and very blessed to have my life back..
Had never heard this song until my brother posted it to facebook. He recently lost his wife to a horrible car accident. Perfect song for him. Kenny if you see this I love you man she was taking way to soon. You and those four kids stay strong it's what she would want. Again love you man.
Sorry to hear man
So sorry for your loss.
Kenny, God speed 🙏 ua-cam.com/video/tDPpex1wvOc/v-deo.html
Damn, my heart breaks for him and those kids.
Ten years too late,but that's beautiful.
Pop evil ..underrated they need the love they deserve..words cut like a knife
IN MEMORY OF MY SON.. YOU WERE ONLY 2 YEARS OLD WHEN YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME.. I HOPE IM HALF THE MAN YOU WANTED ME BE.. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SON!!!!!! RIP BRANTIN
I’m so sorry 4 your lose if you ever wanna talk 870-330-5965
Amen
Sorry 4 the loss man stay strong 👍
Sorry for the loss
Sorry for the loss
A song that says, "There has been no closure; these wounds are still open. What could I have done differently? Oh, the regret..." The mood, the tone, and the emotion are so realistically conveyed as he sings. It never fails to take me back through my own life to touch, once again, on various people and situations that have long since passed.
Lifes a trip huh! 🙏🤷♂️
True words...
Very true. There have been many situations and conversations that I took for granted. Wishing for them back as we speak.
Where does it say this in the lyrics
Makes me think about the military, my father served 15 years. Thank you to all active and retired members! Always remember the ones fallen!
My dad and I never seen "eye to eye".....I'm 43...he passed away 8 years ago ..I was there when he breathed his last breath,and in those last couple of moments him and I seemed to connect .
And all the bad and good came through in those moments and I knew he loved me ...I sure miss you dad I miss you everyday....I LOVE YOU DAD
B Smyth That's too many digits..
Thank you so much for this post. My Situation was the exact same. He was 49, I am 22, it happened a month ago. He collapsed when mowing the law, my sister and I saw him die....
I also held my fathers hand when he breathed his last. I miss him more than anything I can even imagine. Sellot91, I am 10 months in. Hope you have dealt with it somehow. I bottled it up for a long while and now it is really biting me in the ass...
B Smyth ....WHATTA DICK MOVE.....I hope you never have to go through it alone....I'm not gonna be rude like you...all I say is good luck in life man
wyldde69 ditto
Found this song when I was at the lowest of a break up. Belting out this song as a drove around really helped. It touched my soul because it said everything I needed to say to her but couldn't
Same
I love it when I find a song that hits me deep and hard enough to make me cry. It reminds of past experiences in life and that I do have feelings, especially when I can relate to the song.💙
Brina dallum @brinadallum #brinadallum I tried to be perfect I tried to exceed expectations but as I sit here alone without you I wish I had become your perfect person I miss you more than I would miss breathing I want you home
My step dad is the lead guitarist of pop evil
How I miss you Melissa. You are,were, and will ALWAYS be the love of my life. Thank you for the time you gave me. You will never be forgotten but FOREVER loved and missed!!!
I lost my mother on September 16th, 2018 and almost my father to a drunk driver that walked away with minor injuries. Faith has been tested I do my best to take care of my Family, Life can change in a instant take nothing for granted... Health, eyesight any & all blessings, loved ones always go out of the way to be the best you. Bless all who read this 🙏🙏🙏 cherish all those memories with loved ones especially Moms & Dads ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️
Songs makes me think of my grandpa, i lost him about 4 years ago and i haven't been the same since. these lyrics hit me hard and it's one of the few songs to bring me to tears.
Makes me think of mine too. He passed 2 months ago.
Same bro . It's been 6 years since my mom died and I'm still hunted by it and have nightmares
Tomorrow marks 7 years since my dad passed away. The pain never goes away, it just fades a little more. But i feel blessed, as 7 has always been my lucky number, and I'm living my life better than i ever have. He's forever walking with me
song reminds me of my uncle. lost him when I was seven. but just seeing all these people who lost loved ones brings the tears to my eyes. I love every single one of you. you all are the greatest human beings to be around. we are rockers. they cant bring us down. we fight. I love this life. I love you guys
I wish I could be that positive at times.. Well said and thank you.
You just made me think of how sad it is to loose a loved one😭
You the man, wheelermaster.
thanks man. helps a lot
Your awesome
RIP Junior. We had our lives planned out, but nothing is ever written in stone. I hope to see you again one day. Until then....rest in paradise.
I dedicate this to my Mom who I still remember. She died when I was 5 to suicide. I used to ask myself that all the time... why wasnt I good enough? And I do still see her face, almost 27 years later. So many questions that will never be answered, and so much pain that still lasts to this day. RIP Mom I hope you at least found something beautiful in the 37 years you were here. I love you.
My mom commited suicide when I was 8 yrs old I feel you're pain brother I'm only 27 now but it's been a battle but we're still keeping on.. God has a plan for you if you hadn't found that hope just ask Him and truly know you'll get it and he'll show you mercy in more ways than you could imagine.. God bless us all who truly believe in Jesus..
My grandmother was the mom I should have had. She showed me what a home was. My mom never even bothered to try. 13 years later and it still hurts. I hope she is at peace, wherever she is. She earned that.
this reminds me of my father he served six tours over seas but each time he came home he was less and less like the father i knew an more like a stranger to me and now with him leaving my family i don't know what it truly means to be a man and how i can become the man that my father wanted me to be before he changed
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I lost my fiance a few years ago to cancer, this song will forever remain in my heart for it was one of her favorites.
This song makes me think of my baby boy. I have not seen his face in over a year.. daddy loves you Ryder. . I still see your face when you're not around
Wow did the person with the first comment write this song. Nailed it. But opening your eyes realizing you lived your life in complete denial and wasted so much time is hard. And how could we be that wrong? But I have been. Its earth shattering and it consumes you if you let it. I has me. But no truth has ever been spoken better. Thank you
I'm not alone after all.
Rest in paradise pops. Miss you like hell. You passed March 14th of 2015 but it seems like last week. The things I would do for your words of wisdom again is enough to disappoint the devil himself.
I saw Pop Evil live this past summer, and this song reminds me of my younger brother who passed away when he was 12 years old from cancer and when Pop Evil started playing this song I completely lost it and I started crying. It's a beautiful song about losing a loved one.
This song hits way to close to home. My father had surgery and passed away alone in the middle of the night. My anxiety of hospitals made me leave instead of staying, got the call early in the morning that he passed. To this day and forever my anxiety has been replaced with guilt and regret for not facing one of my demons and losing more than I thought I had to lose at that moment of my life. Let my lesson teach you that if you have not gone through this, to not make my mistake and take for granted what you have like I did.
I missed my father's death.i feel you
Dont beat yourself up over it. I promise you he isnt mad. But i get it.
Today is my older and only brother birthday, he would have been 34, passed away in 2000, I just heard this song first time today, I started breaking down. Good song
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This song make me think so much thank you for posting it it helps me cope with who I lost
This song reminds me of my dad. I lost him in 2015, then my mother 3 months later. I hope I am at least half the man they wanted me to be.
Tragic and beautiful. Music is the best when its about the artists life. It reveals parts of what make them the person they are.
Damn, i sit here everyday and listen to this. I lost my dad in 2009 to Esophageal Cancer, he was 53. I love this song.
This song came out at the same time my dad died!!! Miss you pops can't believe it's been this long. I think about you everyday I would have gave my life for yours. R.I.P see you soon 😭
Its tearning me to pieces. I lost my brother 4 months ago and it is the hardest thing that I have ever been through. He was my best friend. He knew that I was always there for him through good or bad. I never judged him. I love you so much and miss you so much Justin
Having trouble breathing, suddenly I'm screaming
"Why wasn't I good enough?"
This will always say more than i can get out, to my dad i love and miss you. Can't wait to see you again my Superman.
I need you everday..
595 idiots don't understand a tribute to someone dear that passed away ❤ what a beautiful masterpiece.
The very first time I heard this, my father immediately popped in my head... everytime I hear this, I tear up. Seems like yesterday, but it’s been 13 years since I found him dead. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him and our last conversation. It was like he knew, that was going to be the very last time we talked...I failed at what he wanted for me, but at the same time... he’d be proud that I became the same man as him.
This song could be taken many ways
Song reminds me of my great grandma. Coming up in 6 years without her. Hope I'm half the man she wanted me to be. Bring on the feels!
RIP GRANDMA BONNIE AND GRANDPA EUGINE I MISS YOU BOTH I WISH I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN ONE LAST TIME YOU LEFT SO QUICKLY GREAT IM ABOUT TO CRY THEY BOTH DIED WHEN I WAS ONLY A FEW MONTHS OLD I DON'T REMEMBER THEM AT ALL this is what I listen to when I'm sad or reminded of them I love you grandma and grandpa Merrill
Too A Real Man Who Made Sure I Grew Up To Be The Person That I Am Today.... Who Ever I Am, R.I.P. " Steven Paul" Love You And Will See You As Soon As Our Father In Heaven Is Ready For Me.
Love this band their music hits home in a lot of ways for me
I had a good Dream that I was in a Lip Sync Concert live at Boston, Ma, USA that I was good at lip syncing from a Favorite Band “Pop-Evil”(0:48)
This song brings the feels...
All the feels
I miss my dad, but his Seminole blood will flow through me till my last day.
Man I cried, I miss my dad, was shot in front of me, I really can't wash it away. And I really hope I'm half the man he wanted me to be.
This song puts feelings into words that I could never explain. I'm sorry I'm half the man you wanted me to be. makes me sad yet amazing at same time. gotta love Pop Evil as they are still belting out amazing songs that a lot of people can connect with....
My dad used to sing this song to me when I was little i miss those days 😭 but then I didn’t understand what the words meant but this song is so wonderful it reminds me of when i was little
My Pop passed away on March 18th. I think about him every day. This song really connects with me as I grieve.
Suddenly I'm screaming..... Why wasn't I good enough......?????it's tearing me to pieces
My brothers life support was unplugged the day after Christmas two months before losing my cousin on my 17th birthday. They both meant so much to me and my life hasn't been the same without them in graduating this year and I know it's a year late but I'm doing it and I know they both would be so proud of me. My brother always said he was going to get kicked out of my graduation for cheering to loud and now he's now going to be there physically and its really hard. I miss them so much🖤😭
If I was twice the man I could be, I'd still be half of what you need.
(Cannot fill a broken soul)
Intensitalian geyrid
Lhharrydick
That was deep dude. That kind of fucked my mind for a second.
Need to be able to make-up for the Nelly and what I can bring for the next year of leon lyrics
I sit here in misery wishing you cud see the man that you always wanted me to be. The morning you passed away, I’ve never felt pain like that. I thank you for being my mom. I am so proud of the life you lived. Everyday I think about you. I strive to live my life the way you did. I hope I make you proud!
great song makes me think of my lovein sister who had to leave this sick world way to soon do to cancer
R.I.P Misty love n miss ya
Rest In Peace Pop pop....I love you.. your always on my mind... it’s a little over a year since you passed... you fought so hard against cancer ... against a shit ton of other diseases... an you gave those bastards one hell of a run for their money.. 10 years you fought not wanting to leave behind your family... I miss you and I love you.. so much.. and I can’t wait to see you again ...
I remember when my brother Stevie would always listen to this song. the night I saw him hanging in the bathroom changed my life, on Christmas eve he died. and fucking Christmas coming up. its gonna be hard on me and my family. But listening to this song brings memories back with him and i can never stop breaking down to this song. RIP Stevie 💔💋❤
I am so sorry for your for your loss 😢
maddison rose schroeder I feel u on that one
I hope this finds you doing better. I know you hurt still I'm sure nut hopefully it has lessened now. Much love
Sorry for your loss brother. I've been there more times then I can count. Memories past a life time!!! Thank fucking God for that lol
It's been awhile, and I am sitting here, still thinking about your beautiful face and smile...I still love you, Michael Darroch....
i could listen to this song over and over and over again
Dedicated this song to my grandpa, died of lung cancer... I still think of him it's been 6 to 7 years... Im torn
This song hit me hard. I lost a man I loved with all my heart to suicide in 1988. Still can't seem to get past it. This song really says it all.
Sorry for your loss. I'm watching my step-daughter (16 yr.old) go through the same thing. It's something nobody should have to go through. Especially at such a young age. :(
@@adamf.4042 I am so sorry she has to go through that. My heart goes out to her.
Retired military, loss so many friends, it’s difficult waking up!
Thank you and all of your military friends for all you have done for your country.
omg, I'm feeling my feels. can't believe the feels affected me so much for so long, thank god they're gone. just wish the feels wouldn't have changed me so much!
NoogDeNoog I know how he feeling
Personally never attached a memory to this tune, just LOVE it musically. I want to see them again desperately if only for this amazing tune!
I learned to love myself,more than anyone else could ever love me❤💪👊
You know, this right here brings back the memories of when I had my pit bull. Took for granted every moment and now regret it but the mistakes either drag you down or they shape you into a better you.
I've been apart from my wife for awhile and I still see her face,man i wish she was here.
This is a Wonderful Song! It reminds Me of My Ex Fiance, Amanda! If I hadn't been an Abuser on Many Levels, We would be Married Right Now. 12 Years have went Past and I still can't get It out of My Head. I Miss You, Amanda!
It's been so many years since I've seen you but somehow, this song still ends up playing on repeat some nights when the cold wind blowing through my soul chills my heart and makes me crave your warmth once more...
RIP to the plate of pizza rolls I dropped when my stupid ass pulled them right out of the microwave
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XD u made my day
haha so you didn't get to tear them to pieces?
Man...in life it doesn't matter how many times you'll fall down, it's how fast u can get back up he feet after every fall.. it's true...and also courage isn't having the strength to go on-it is going on when u don't have the strength....,never lose hope,no matter how hard it gets,there is always a light at the end of every tunnel ,so just don't close he eyes and keep following that light
3 Year Old Daughter London found this song for me while playing on UA-cam
How r there not more views this is on the radio all the time plus it's a great song
I see this in a different light than the artist. More of a pain relationship wise. Behavioral health issues are no joke, and can rob you of so many things. I hope some day I can be half the man *she* needs me to be.😔
That's where I went in my head. How mental issues can destroy a relationship
Damn I got the same pablum
I have mental health issues too. But know this.... you are enough! Always❤
My moms ex showed me this song ! He was there when my dad was not . He told me that I would always be his favorite and that he loved me more than I could ever imagine . His dad that passed gave him a cross necklace that same necklace he put around my neck after saying them words to me . My mom and my dad got back together and they broke up . I loved him so much but haven’t seen him since the door was slammed in his face because he was later doing drugs but I will always remember him with some part of me . Thank you for showing me this amazing song and teaching me some amazing ways and always believing in me
It's funny. We all live separate lives. But when we lose each other, we all come together.
***** isn't that the truth!!
127flyby I COULDN'T HAVE SAID IT ANY BETTER....
Love that idea
I went though thing with my life lately that is crazy!!! We all need a lot more than relief for peace sometimes 😎😥
Brilliant.
I tear up everytime he says "why wasn't I good enough" because that is all I have ever felt like in my life, never good enough.
You can fix a broken soul no matter how hard you try..
Yes!!! I've been looking for this song all morning its such a great tune. Would have never guessed the song I was looking for was by pop evil lol.
Suddenly I'm screaming WHY WASNT I GOOD ENOUGH?!
+Krystle Lee .. you were.. they weren't...
Krystle Lee That what I keep asking myself???? Just before I want to end my life.
@Dylan Mills same for me
with faith
Even though I know you're not gonna come back... I can't wash it away...
My wife mary took her life easter sunday of 2019 at 10 am .. i loved her so much and left the kids and i with the biggest scar and me wth the deepest sorrow and guilt ... I’d give anything to turn back time I feel so on the ground lost I can relate to this video because I do that every day my heart was taken I’m a souless person walking through life lost and blind
Mike. I can't even imagine the pain y'all are going thru. Very to hear this.
every time i hear this i cry cuz my dad died last year and i never got to i love him the last words i said was have a good day see u tomorrow now he won't see grow up to be a man
sorry for your loss
sorry to hear man lost my dad many a years ago sure i might not have lived up to his expectations or ever will i'll never know but i still have his blood flowing through my veins and i do the best i can god bless
man story of my life right here it makes me break down every single time i listen to it..... this guy needs a noble peace prize.. souls crying out
My dad kicked me out of his life last week. I can't help but think about him when I listen to this song.
Tex Warner same with me man..
I never grew up with a dad so your lucky.
Jade Green my dad left me when I was three
Dylan Hills no I don't fucking have to
***** plus my dad done that to so what about you
I like that you can understand what he says in all his songs, with rock, sometimes it's hard to understand w/o the lyrics in front of you. Love this band so much!
i miss my mom 1952--2001
I miss my mom too 🖤 her birthday is May 3rd
once again, amazed with your musical creation! the absolute best! please continue...
I heard this song for the first time today. I love it!
This song brings back memories. Some pretty painful ones. My previous relationship ended probably on one of the worst possible notes; not because of cheating. We were always fighting. Day in and day out it was like World War 3. I can't help but wonder if this is what he's thinking now. I wonder if he's thinking that he wasn't even half the man I wanted him to be. Three years is hard to just let go of. I know he loved me. I loved him, too. After the last fight we had put one of us in jail, I realized that this wasn't going to work out anymore. It hurt him horribly. I left him crying, but it was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It took me a year to get over it. I never thought I'd be the one walking away but it had to end. For his sake and for mine. I can't speak for him, but I'm better now. Even though it was bad, I still wish the best for him and his happiness. I feel awful saying that I've moved on and don't plan on going back, but we all have to move on from our pasts sometime.
I love this song it hits ur soul when u lose someone u love
Damn this song hits hard asf,I just heard it today and it makes me think of my uncle so much. He took his life when I was 9 and it’s been 9 years since he’s been gone but now I have a tattoo for him on my chest so he’s always around🤟🏼
This hits home with 2 different people. The love of my life that doesn’t wanna be with me cause I’m “too perfect “ for her and my so called father. Boy oh boy this shit has me in my feelings
Excellent song. I can't wait for more great music from Pop Evil.
I wonder sometimes ....no I know tht the soldiers who are now home and who fought for this country can relate to this song .....As the the government forgets us .600,000: homeless Vets ......Sarge U.S Army 11/ Brave ....... God Bless each and every Soldier
Never gets old because we are constantly going through this
yes this rocks and it does remind me of a relationship that just past!
Reminds me of my relationship with my ex husband. The only man I've ever loved enough to marry. I divorced him b/c of his alcoholism after 10 years of marriage. He was found dead on our son's 11th birthday. He died of Hyperglycemia because he didn't take care of his Diabetes. 13 years later, I miss him still and wonder if I'd loved him better- would he still be here?
Dont ever think that Daisy..You did what you needed to do..God Bless you!
This song reminds me of my dad he passed 4months ago and I always let him down I'm 30 and it took him passing for me to realize my lacking as a man
You always have a chance to make him proud
This is a sad song. All I ever think about when I hear this song is my Father. I haven't lost him. All my father thinks about when he hears this song is his own father. He lost him 8 years ago. Strangely it makes us both feel ok without grandpa Ray! We still wish he was here, but this song!
Im so in love with this song.
First time I've heard this song and it reminds me of my mom and my daughter. My mom passed when I was 21 and there's a void that can't be touched by anything, no matter how hard I try and my ex has my daughter and I haven't seen her in over a year. The day she was born I told her she was my heart and everyday since then I told her until her mom hid her away from me. I still her everyday that she's my heart even if she can't hear me say it and I tell her and my mom that I love and miss them both everyday too.
this song is about a loss of any loved one. nothing more nothing less. so stop and remember the one you loved and have lost
Not a day that dontbgo by
Lost my mom 2 weeks ago. A piece of me died with her. I'll never be the same
Lol this song is about a break up, not losing someone due to death.
I lost my goldfish yesterday
This song is about loss period or depends on how you interpret it
Ever since my brother died I have been lost. Although he always led me down the worst path it was at least something to follow. Now I have to find my own way which is the most painful thing.
At least without him the best thing I can say is without him I turned my life around for the better. But it still feels wrong and out of place. Stupid I know, but I miss him even if he made my life hell.